Tuesday, June 25, 2019

JEEESSSSUUUUSSSS CHRIST . . . DENY YOUR GOD! THE WOMAN IN THE BOX. VELVET REVOLUTION. BORN TO BURN. MY BRAIN IN GIVING ME THE SILENT TREATMENT TODAY. AIN'T NO LOVE IN THE CITY . . . YEAH, THE POV. CHICK. TWO STINK OPS. NOT ON COMPUTER ROLLS OR CHORE LIST. COMPROMISE. SMILE. IF YOU THINK I'M SEXY, JUST REACH OUT AND TOUCH ME, COME ON BABY LET ME KNOW . . . I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYTHING BUT WHAT I AM! BRING ON THE MERCY. PATRIOT'S SHOUT! HOORAY! YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A FORMAL EDUCATION TO BE EDUCATED. ROAD WARRIORS, SOCIAL JUSTICE SOLDIERS . . . JUST READ! SOME SUMMER READING: (1) THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION. OH, IS THAT WHERE WE FIND THAT! YES. (2) ARISTOTLE'S ESSAY ON "VIRTUE." (3) PLATO'S "REPUBLIC." (4) "THE PRINCE" BY MACHIAVELLI. (5) KING HENRY V, BY SHAKESPEARE. GET SOME DISCUSSION GROUPS TOGETHER AND LEARN TO THINK MORE! DO IT YOURSELF. THE OTHER NIGHT, AT THE POVERELLO, WHILE STANDING IN LINE, LEWIS, ONE OF THE STAFF AND VERY WELL READ, STARTED TALKING ABOUT HIS PHILOSOPY ON VARIOUS TOPICS. HE STARTED GIVING US HIS IDEAS ON PRISON REFORM. NOW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE AN ATTORNEY, OR A COP, OR A JUDGE, OR A PRISON GUARD'S SON OR DAUGHTER, TO LEARN ABOUT THE ATROSITIES IN THE AMERICAN PRISON SYSTEM, WITH THE TOPPING ON THE CAKE, BEING, PRIVITIZATION OF THE PRISON SYSTEM, OR MAKING MONEY ON HUMAN MISERY! APPAULING, AND, I BELIEVE, PRESIDENT OBAMA AND U.S. ATTORNEY, ERIC HOLDER, DECIDED TO PUT OUT AN EXECUTIVE ORDER AGAINST THE PRIVATE PRISON CONTRACTS! NOW OUR CURRENT "VULTURE CAPITIALIST" PRESIDENT, WHO IS ALL ABOUT THE MONEY, REGARDLESS OF THE HUMAN MISERY, CASE IN POINT, THE SOUTHERN BORDERS, AND NOW THE PUSH TO RAID CITIES, AND SEPARATE THE KIDS FROM THEIR PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS OR FAMILIES! GOOD ON THE LOCAL COPS, WHO KNOW THEIR JOBS! LET ICE OR THE IMMIGRATION AND CUSTOMS ENFORCEMENT DO WHATEVER THEY ARE GOING TO BUT, THE COPS ARE SAYING, IT IS OUR JOB TO PROTECT THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF ALL PEOPLE IN OUR COMMUNITIES! THEY WILL GO ABOUT THEIR NORMAL ROUTINE, AND LIKE THEY ALWAYS DO, IF THEY TAKE SOMEONE INTO CUSTODY, THAT IS AN ILLEGAL ALIEN, THEY CONTACT ICE; HOWEVER, THEY ARE NOT GOING OUT OF THEIR WAY, NOR SHOULD THEY, TO PAMPER THE PRESIDENT IN HIS FEEDING THE RED MEAT TO HIS BASE, TO USE AS A POLITICAL PLOY! PRESIDENTIAL PLAY BOOK, SHOWS THAT, THE SITTING PRESIDENT'S POLLS AND RATINGS GO UP WHEN THERE IS A CRISIS, SO TRUMP CREATED ONE, AND WHEN, WE ARE LOOKING AT GOING TO WAR, SO TRUMP CANCELLED THE IRAN NUKE DEAL THAT TOOK 13 YEARS AND TWO FORMER PRESIDENTS, TO PUT IN PLACE! DUPLICITY. DON'T FALL FOR IT! TRANSPO. MURDER SHE SOLVED. ANYWAY, SOME GOOD READING FOR THE SUMMER AND GET THAT MIND TRAINED TO THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX, AND REALIZE THAT YOU CAN START YOUR OWN, SOCIAL JUSTICE REFORM AND FIGHT THE RIGHT WAY, OUTSIDE OF POLITICS AND IN THE ARENA OF CONSTITUTIONAL, CIVIL AND HUMAN RIGHTS! DON'T LET ANYONE DISUADE YOU FROM DOING IT YOURSELF! THERE IS SO MUCH ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT, THAT THERE IS NOT A SINGLE CITIZEN WHO SHOULD STAND ON THE SIDELINES AND BITCH AND MOAN, AND NOT DIG IN AN HELP! PAID OR NOT PAID! I THINK, WHEN, OUR LIVES ARE SAID AND DONE, ALL WE WANT TO KNOW IS THAT WE LEFT OF FOOTPRINT ON THE WORLD, THAT IT IS A BETTER PLACE BECAUSE WE LIVED! THAT IS NOT HARD TO DO! THIS MORING, A TRUCK RAMBLED DOWN BROADWAY IN MISSOULA, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR BUS 14, TO UPTOWN . . . NOW, IT WENT BY TWICE AND IT IS NOT THE TYPE OF TRUCK TO DO THAT . . . IT WAS, I THINK, A SERVICE TRUCK, CEMEMT, OR SOME TYPE OF BIG TRUCK WITH THE "GREEN" WORD "SAVAGE" ON IT! TWICE IN WHAT, 2 TO 5 MINUTES . . . THAT IS MESSAGE TIME! I READ TRUCKS, BILLBOARDS, LICENSE PLATES, ADVERTISEMENTS, FOR THE FUN, ENTERTAINMENT, AND FOR MESSAGES! THAT WAS AN INTENDED, MESSAGE, AND IT WANTED TO MAKE SURE I READ IT! AFTER, ALMOST 6 YEARS OF DAILY BLOGS, IT IS NOT HARD TO KNOW, THAT I DO THIS! SO THEY ARE PLAYING ON THAT IDIOSYNCRASY OF MINE! HOW DOES GOD, THE UNIVERSE, PROVIDENCE, OR A HIGHER POWER, COMMUNICATE WITH MEN AND WOMEN, THROUGH SIGNS, DREAMS, SYMBOLS, PICTURES, ANALOGIES, PARABLES, ETC. THERE ARE MANY WAYS, AND I LEAVE MYSELF OPEN TO ALL OF THEM! NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN TO RUN, NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN TO HIDE, NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN THE COAST WAS CLEAR! I USED, ALL THE HELP AVAILABLE TO ME! BEAT THEM ALL! NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF CLEAN ENERGY! GOD JUDGES US ON THE INTENT OF OUR HEARTS! THE LAW DOES TOO! TO HAVE A CRIME, YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE "INTENT" + "SOME ACT THAT FURTHERS THAT INTENT" + "MOTIVE" = CRIME! FOSTER LOVE! THAT TAKES EVIL INTENT OUT THE GAME! BEAUTIES FOR YOUR GARDEN! YOUR MIND IS LIKE A GARDEN . . . IT CAN BE FULL OF HEALTHY FOOD, PLANTS, AND FLOWERS, OR IT CAN BE FULL OF WEEDS! IT IS YOUR CHOICE! WE ARE WHAT WE READ! WE ARE WHAT WE THINK! WE ARE WHAT WE DO! EVEN IN WAR, LOVE YOUR ENEMIES. DO GOOD TO THOSE WHO DISPITEFULLY USE YOU. VENGEANCE IS MINE, SAITH THE LORD. I WILL MEET YOU IN THE BATTLEFIELD. I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MANY PEOPLE, WITHOUT, PLANNING ON BEING, THE LEADER OF A MOVEMENT, JUST END UP AT THE SPEAKER'S PODIUM! MANY ARE CALLED BUT FEW ARE CHOSEN! LIKE I SAID, THE SCRIPTURES HAVE BEEN MY COMFORT AND MY INSPIRATION THROUGHOUT MY ENTIRE LIFE! THERE IS GREAT WISDOM IN THE BIBLE, PARTICULARLY IN THE NEW TESTAMENT! THERE ARE STORIES OF GREAT WARRIORS BEING BROUGHT DOWN BY A SHEEP HERDER, AND JUST A LAD! THERE ARE STORIES ABOUT A WOMAN, ENTICING A MAN, TO HER TENT, ONLY TO RUN A LARGE IRON NAIL THROUGH HIS HEAD, SAVING HER FELLOW COUNTRYMEN! THERE ARE TROJAN HORSE STORIES, OF, GETTING THE ENEMY TO RELAX, TO DRINK SOME WINE, AND TO JUST TAKE IT EASY FOR A NIGHT, AND THAT IS WHEN THE OPPOSITION TAKES OVER! JUST REMEMBER, THE WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE SWORD! THE SWORD CAN ONLY KILL ONE PERSON AT A TIME, THIS BLOG REACHES THE WORLD! THE WORD! THERE IS POWER IN THEM THEIR WORDS! NO SURPRISES, THERE IS ANOTHER SCANDAL PLAGUING THE WHITE HOUSE . . . WE HAVE SEEN, AT LEAST 13 TRUMP APPOINTEES, GET SHIT CANNED FOR SPENDING GOVERMENT DOLLARS BEYOND THE RULES, OR FOR HAVING INVESTMENTS, THAT ARE, CREATING A CONFLICT OF INTEREST, NOW, AXIOS JUST CAME OUT WITH A STORY, ON THE 20 YEAR OLDS, AND I AM NOT SLAMMING, 20 YEAR OLDS, BECAUSE, THEY HAVE DONE AMAZING THINGS WITH GUN CONTROL AFTER THE MARJORY DOUGLAS HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTINGS, BUT, AT THE REPUBLICAN NATIONAL CONVENTION, THERE WERE KIDS, VOLUNTEERS FOR THE GOP WHO WERE LOOKING THROUGH, FACEBOOK, GOOGLE, AND WHATEVER SOCIAL MEDIA FOR TRUMP TO FILL HIS CABINET WITH, AND THE VETTING PROCESS WHEN TO SHIT! NOW WE ARE PAYING THE PRICE, THEY ARE FINDING, TONS OF PEOPLE WHO, NEVER WERE EVEN REMOTELY QUALIFIED TO DO THISE TOP GOVERNMENT JOBS, AND LIKE NO OTHER PRESIDENT, TONS OF POSITIONS HAVE BEEN LEFT UNFILLED, AND WITH INCOMPETENT LEADERS OVER THE ENTIRE AGENCY OR DEPARTMENT! WE SEE THEM COMING INTO TESTIFY BEFORE CONGRESS AND THEY ARE LIKE ALMOST BRAIN DEAD, AND, DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT THE VERY AGENCY THEY ARE RUNNING! COPS MASQUARADING LIKE TOP DOGS IN THEIR FIELDS? I KNOW SIX LADIES, AND SEVERAL MEN, RELYING ON MY CREDENTIALS TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DOOR, BUT, WHAT ABOUT DOING THE JOB? THEY JUST WANT THE NOTORIETY, AND ACCLAIM AND THEY WANT ACCESS TO GOVERNMENT PROGRAMS FOR THEIR PERSONAL INTERESTS OR THOSE OF THEIR FRIENDS, THE COPS, OR THE MILITARY, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS, AND FUCK THE PEOPLE WITH THE IDEA THAT OUR TAX DOLLARS ARE THEIR PERSONAL BANK ACCOUNTS! LIKE I SAID, MY SISTERS ARE IN JOBS, IN POSITIONS, THAT THEY COULD EVEN GET THEIR NIPLES THROUGH THE DOORS ON, AND WALKING IN, WITH MY NAME AND CREDENTIALS, FORMER JOBS, EXPERIENCE, DEGREES, LICENSES, AND HONORS AND AWARDS, GETTING THEM, PLUM AND CHERRY JOBS, SO HIGH, THAT, IT SHOCKS THE CONSCIENCE, TO SEE WHERE THEY ARE, RIGHT BEHIND OR UNDER TRUMP! TOTALLY INSANE! SO, THANKS AXIOS FOR RATTING OUT THESE PEOPLE AND GETTING RID, OF THEM HOPEFULLY! KISSES! THANK GOD FOR A FREE PRESS! WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT THEM? MORE SWAMPY THAN WE ALREADY ARE! I KNOW MONTANA IS CLEANING HOUSE AND CATCHING PEOPLE, DOING ALL KINDS OF THINGS. ONE OF MY FRIENDS, USED TO WORK FOR THE DEPARTMENT OF HIGHER EDUCATIONS AND THE STUDENT LOAN DEPARTMENT, SHE IS MUCH, LIKE ME AGAINST, FRAUD, WASTE AND ABUSE OF GOVERNMENT MONIES, SO NOT VERY POPULAR AROUND PEERS AND BOSSES! BUT, SHE SAID HER FORMER BOSSES WOULD TAKE A TRIP TO BOSTON, FOR TRAINING AND TAKE THEIR WHOLE FAMILY, ALL EXPENSES PAID . . . AH, TRUMP, HIS ENTOURAGE, ON STATE BUSINESS, JUST FOR HIM AND MELANIA TO GO, AND THE WHOLE FUCKING TRUMP CREW GO ALONG WITH ALL THEIR, SECRET SERVICE? JUST HOW MUCH DID THAT COST TAX PAYERS? TRUMP SPENT MORE MONEY ON TRAVEL AT OUR EXPENSE, IN THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF OFFICE, THAN THE WHOLE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION DID IN 8 YEARS! I THINK THE FIRST DEMOCRATIC PRIMARY DEBATES ARE EITHER TONIGHT OR TOMORROW NIGHT, SO START NOW IN DECIDING WHO YOU ARE VOTING FOR! I THINK THAT, ANYMORE, IT IS NOT SO MUCH, REPUBLICAN AGAINST DEMOCRAT, BUT CORRUPTION VS. UNCORRUPTION! WE HAVE REACHED THAT POINT IN THIS COUNTRY! HISTORY SHOWS, THAT ALL GREAT CIVILIZATONS, HAD ABOUT A 200 TO 300 YEAR, GOOD RULE OR REIGN IN THE WORLD, THEN, IT IS ALL DOWN HILL FROM THEIR ON OUT! THERE IS NOT NEED FOR THE LIMIT IF WE FOLLOW THE TRUE AND TRIED PRINCIPLES, CONCEPTS, LIBERTIES, RIGHTS, AND FREEDOMS THAT HAVE MADE THIS COUNTRY GREAT, ALL THE WAY ALONG! WE ARE SLIPPING IN THE WORLD RATING SYSTEMS! STOP THE FREE FALL! CATCH THEM NOW BEFORE THEY ARE MORE AND MORE ENTRENCHED! OH, YESTERDAY, THERE WAS THE COOLEST, GOOGLE, ART, ON THE UPCOMING, FIFA WOMEN'S WORLD CUP SOCCER HELD IN FRANCE, FOR 2019 . . . THERE WAS A FLAG, IN THE BACKGROUND, FOR THE U.S.A. WOMEN, AND THE STATUE OF LIBERTY KICKING A GOAL! SO COOL. I TRIED TO LIFT IT OFF THE GOOGLE HOMEPAGE, BUT I COULDN'T, TRIED TO FIND IT IN THE GOOGLE STORE, BUT, IT WAS NOT THERE, TRIED TO FIND IT IN THE POSTERS FOR THE 2019 WORLD CUP, NOT THERE EITHER! AMAZING ART AND SO, FUCKING AMERICAN!!!!!! LOVED IT! GOOD LUCK TEAM U.S.A.! I REMEMBER, SEEING MY FIRST, COLLEGE FEMALE, SOCCER GAME, AND I WAS SHOCKED AT HOW GOOD THEY WERE! I THOUGHT, THAT WERE RUNNING IN FAST MOTION! EVERY BIT AS ENTERTAINING AND ACTION PACKED AS THE MEN'S SOCCER! THEY HAVEN'T BEEN FAIRING AS WELL AS THE WOMEN'S TEAM IN RECENT HISTORY! MY DAUGHTER, HAS BEEN WATCING, THE GAMES LEADING UP TO THE WORLD CUP . . .SHE IS A REAL SOCCER MOM! A BIG TIME FAN! SCREAMS WHILE SHE IS TALKING TO ME ON THE PHONE FOR THE HOME TEAM! JUST A NOTE, I GOT OFF THE NEWS, ON THE PLANNED RAIDS, ON SANCTUARY CITIES, TO SEPARATE FAMILIES AND MAKE LIFE IN AMERICA HELL FOR IMMIGRANTS WHO ARE DOING NOTING DIFFERENT THAN ALL OUR ANCESTORS DID, INCLUDING TRUMP'S, COMING TO AMERICA, FOR A BETTER LIFE, THAN THEY HAD IN THEIR OLD COUNTRIES . . . "SUNLIGHT IS THE BEST DISINFECTIVE." --SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, BRANDISE ON THE DISTAIN HE HAD FOR GOVERNMENT AGENCIES AND DEPARTMENTS THAT WOULD FUCK WITH THE RULE OF LAW AND THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! CONGRATES TO JUSTICE KAVANAUGH, ON WRITING THE MAJORITY DECISION AND NOW I CAN'T REMEMBER THE CASE, BUT, DOING WHAT THE RULE OF LAW AND THE CONSTITUTION, SAID, NOT THE FEDERALIST SOCIETY, OR THE HINKLEY INSTITUTE TOLD HIM TO WRITE ON THE CASE! YEAH! IF WE LOSE OUR HUMANITY, WHAT, ELSE WILL SLIP, IN THIS COUNTRY. A COUNTRY IS JUDGE BY THE WAY IT TREATS ITS MOST VULNERABLE CITIZENS, OR AS THE SCRIPTURES SAY, TO TREAT THE GUEST OR VISITOR IN YOUR COUNTRY WELL! BUT THE WAY WE TREAT CHILDREN, AND THE ELDERLY, OR THE DISENFRANCIZED, SAYS A LOT ABOUT US AS A NATION! YEAH, THEY USED ME TO GET WHERE THEY GOT, THEN, CHANGED THEIR MINDS TO THEIR SHIT! DUPLICITY! NOTHING BUT LIES AND DECEIT! THOSE BRIGHT SHINY OBJECTS WE CALL, BOOBS! LOL. HOW PATHETIC. SEPARATE THE BEDROOM FROM THE BOARDROOM GENTLEMEN! FUCK. WE HAVE A COUNTRY TO RUN, NOT A BORDELLO! FUCKIN' PIMPS. COUPLE OF SONGS THEN, A COUPLE OF CASES, WITH A DIFFERENT TWIST! IF I CAN READ MY NOTES, BASICALLY HAVE TO GO FROM MEMORY . . .

"Broken Man"


I’ve done a little living
Things I ain’t proud of
And my best intentions
They all turn to dust

I’ve burned some bridges
Learned some lessons
Made me who I am today
Somewhere between a sinner and a saint

I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves a broken man

I got a few children
And a wife I love
Their eyes are watching
Oh, and I don’t want to mess this up

I’ve come so far from the man that I was
Still I’ve got so far to go
Just holding to the one thing that I know

Oh, I know I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves a broken man

Somehow I’ve seen Heaven
Use the mess I’ve made
To bring me from the ashes
And show me I can change
Oh, even I can change
I get lost, I get found

I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves
I thank God that He loves

I thank God He loves a broken man 

I Don't Want To Be

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please
If you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay to stone

And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

I don't want to be
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Gavin Degraw
I Don't Want To Be lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc

MURDER SHE SOLVED.  TRUE CRIME OUT OF CANADA!

  • again, I like to point out cases that have something unique, in them, that makes, cops, tipsters, and others, look at things different than they might have before . . .
  • in this case out of Ottowa, Canada, a 23 year old, philosophy major, decided to take some time off from school and an internship.  She took a bike ride on a well traveled, bike, running and walking path, got abducted, by a younger man, taken in the bushes, and murdered.  It took the community, only 6 days to find her body, which is pretty amazing.  That first 48 hours really counts, while evidence, bodies, and tips are hot!
    • there is a real sad part of this, case, well, the murder, but, there was a 16 year old girl, who saw, the young woman, and, a young man on his bike also, fighting, after she heard a scream from the bushes . . . she thought it was just a lover's quarrel, but she followed them for a while, even picked up her phone, and was going to call police, then, decided against it, even after she heard the girl scream for a second time!  She, most likely, could have saved this young woman's life, had she just gone ahead and called the cops!  No foul, no problem, right?  It would not have hurt . . . . see something SAY SOMETHING!  Had it been a lover's quarrel, the couple could have cleared it up immediately!
    • the girl did, however, make a good identification of the man, after she heard the girl had been murdered right where she last saw the two fighting.
  • apparently, there was at least, one other girl, on a bike that this dude tried to get to go with him into the woods!  Now how he lured the victim, into the woods, is another story, the detective, figured, and she was gorgeous, that, he talked to her and asked her if she wanted to go for a bike ride, or to go talk, or do whatever, and when, the girl got down there, he likely, put the moves on her, and when she rejected him, he attacked her, and went ballistic, and, it appeared that, she tried to escape, being a good swimmer, jumped into the water, on her bike, and, he followed her in, and killed her.  The divers found her bike, but not her body in the river.  After a composite sketch of the man, came out, another girl came forward, and, the body was later found, after, an extensive search by cops and search and rescue, plus citizen volunteers, but she had algae from the river, in her lungs, but, after she was dead, he took the body, and dumped it, on land, but treated her naked body, with less respect that most people treat their dogs!  He just threw here down, no sexual assault, but covered her with bushes and sticks!
  • the girl was particularly low risk living, she was a good student, a responsible employee, and she had a steady boyfriend, who was cleared immediately, so no, other men, making the suspect, list, wide open!  She didn't have anything weird in her financial life, nor, in any other area, as normal, good girl, as you could find!
  • eventually, after thousands of people seeing the sketch, the cops got a call from a man, admitting that he killed her, and he didn't mean to.  Then, some lady, said that looked like her grandson or son . . . the cops had interviewed the dude, but, the killer had a very distinctive, TATTOO of a winged bird, on his arm, that was very noticeable, from, the witnesses or the intended other victims . . . this is key, because, this young man, who lived in the town, the cops got the call from the killer, was also where this young man was from, and I believe, he was not much more than, just out of high school.  But, he didn't have that, very key, winged bird tattoo, and that stumped the cops!  They had him strip his shirt off, and, sure enough, he didn't have that tattoo, but everything else, fit, but they had to release him.
  • again, their path led to this young man, so they gave him a polygraph test and he failed, it miserably.  The cops brought in a hopped up, investigator, who started to grill him, and, at first the kid wasn't giving up anything, and he knew they didn't have anything on him.  Eventually, the investigator, relaxed, and, changed tactics, and, he started to act, more like a father figure, to the kid, and, the dude, even said, we know you killed, her, and, I think, at this point they didn't have the body, I think . . .  but, he started to draw a picture, of the whole thing, the incident, from start to finish, meeting her, where he took her, and then, down by the river, in the water and out, to where the body was.  That put him, at least at the scene of the crime, so they charged him and booked him.  They were still worried, knew they needed the confession, but, sometimes that is not even enough, so they called, some of his ex-girlfriends, and, the girlfriend, was able to give them that missing piece of information or evidence, that, would cover the defense attorneys, argument, that, sure someone may have told this dude, about how he killed the girl and where he put the body, but that gnarly, tattoo, still created, at least in the American criminal justice system, reasonable doubt, but then the girlfriend, told them, that the kid, loved to use, fake, stick on tattoos!
  • when someone is booked into jail, they ask them if they  have any IDENTIFYING MARKS ON THEIR BODY, OR IF THERE ARE ANY "TATTOOS" AND OTHER BIRTH MARKS, THAT DISTINGUISHES THEM FROM SOMEONE ELSE!
    • I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE USING A "FAKE" TATTOO, THAT MIGHT IMPLICATE OR POINT THE FIGURE AT A DIFFERENT SUSPECT!  PART OF THE FRAMING PROCESS!  EASY ENOUGH TO DO!  CONSIDER WRAPS, FOR SLEEVE TATS, TOO!
  • OH, MAYBE I ONLY WATCHED ONE CASE, YESTERDAY . . . THERE WAS ONE, MAN NAMED BRETT, WHO KILLED HIS WIFE, AFTER HE FOUND OUT, THAT SHE WAS MEETING UP WITH HER OLD HIGH SCHOOL BOYFRIEND, INTENT ON DIVORCING HIM . . . THE PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR ON THE CASE, PLAY ALONG WITH HIS GAMES TO FRAME THE OLD BOYFRIEND, ON HIS WIFE'S DISAPPEARANCE, BUT SHE WAS SMART ENOUGH TO SEE THAT . . . SHE PLAYED ALONG AND HAD HIM TAKE HER TO THE PLACE, HER HUSBAND, THOUGHT THE BODY MIGHT BE, AND AS THEY NEARED THE BODY, HE STARTED TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN, OBVIOUSLY, NOT AS COOL CALM AND COLLECTED, THE CLOSER THEY GOT . . . HE THEN, ASKED HER IS SHE WAS NERVOUS, BEING THERE WITH HIM?  IF THE OTHER DUDE DID IT, WHY SHOULD SHE BE SCARED OF HIM?  AS THEY APPROACHED, THIS PLACE, THERE WAS ONE OF HIS WIFE'S RUNNING SHOES, AND HE FREAKED, OUT, HIS EYES, GOT BIG, AND, HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING, SHE KNEW SHE WAS WITH A KILLER . . . SHE TOOK HIM BY THE FACE AND, SAID, BRETT, BRETT, IT'S OKAY, YOU ARE OKAY, WE HAVE FOUND THE BODY!  THE WHOLE TIME SHE WAS WIRED, AND THE COPS AND DETECTIVES WERE LISTENING!  HE ENDED UP GETTING LIFE IN PRISON WITH NO CHANCE OF PAROLE . . . AFTER HE WAS IN PRISON, AND THIS WAS HER FIRST CASE, SO GUTSY, THE PRISON GUARDS, ASKED, HER IF SHE HAD ANYTHING TO SAY TO BRETT . . . SHE SAID, YEAH, HOW DID IT FEEL TO BE TAKEN DOWN BY A WOMAN!?  I GUESS HE WAS VERY SEXIST, AND DEGRADING ABOUT WOMEN!  PAYBACK "IS' LITERALLY, A BITCH!  LOL.
    • COOL CRIME-STOPPER, TO PASS ON TO THE LOWER 48!  THANKS! 

Have a Nice Day
Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? try to understand
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man
My daddy lived the lie, it's just the price that he paid
Sacrificed his life, just slavin' away
Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Take a look around you; nothing's what it seems
We're living in the broken home of hopes and dreams
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand
Anybody brave enough to take a stand
I've knocked on every door, on every dead end street
Looking for forgiveness
What's left to believe?
Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
When the world keeps trying, to drag me down

I've gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground
Well I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: John Shanks / Jon Bon Jovi / Richie Sambora
Have a Nice Day lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
HAVE A NICE DAY!

Monday, June 24, 2019

CAT IN A BOTTLE. WEB ON WHEELS. WOW! I CRIED FOR MADDER MUSIC & FOR STRONGER WINE! --ERNEST DOWSON. INVENTED INDIAN. LEGEND'S RIDE. I NEED BLOOD IN THE CUT! IRISH-ISH. WHO NEEDS LUCK WHEN YOU HAVE CHARM. LITTLE MISS, LITTLE MISS, CAN'T BE WRONG . . . REAL MACON. REC-CON. RECREATION & CONSERVATION. FORT MISSOULA. JULY 19 TO 21. CAMPING. BREW. KIDS ACTIVITIES. VENTORS. OUTDOOR LIVING AT ITS BEST! NOTES ON A SCANDAL. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING? I'M GONNA GO WEST, I WANNA BE A COWBOY, BABY! BUTTE URBAN BLIGHT! NEW INTERNATIONAL AIRLINES? DUPLICITY. FISH FRY. MOUSETERPIECE. FINISH RIGHT. APPROXIMATE CAPACITY FILLED IN MONTANA--10% AT BEST! FOREVER POWER TRAIN WARRANTEE. THE TRUE MEASURE OF SUCCESS IN LIFE ISN'T MONEY, FAME OR POWER . . . IT'S THE LAUGH LINES. THE SWEET SMELL OF SUCCESS! GIANT PENGINS INVADE TOKYO. GREEN GRASS. ROLLING HILLS. FRESH AIR. OPEN 7 DAYS A WEEK! I WANNA BE A COWBOY, BABY! SMILE. BIG BIRD TOO LARGE FOR SESAME STREET. A KNIGHT IN SHINING DOUBLE-SIDED GLAVANIZED STEEL. DO ONE THING. DO IT WELL. THESE LITTLE PIGGIES WILL LIVE FOREVER. MAKE A FEW DISCOVERIES OF YOUR OWN. NOW IT'S YOUR TURN TO EXPLORE. NOBODY TOLD YOU WHEN TO RUN. NOBODY TOLD YOU WHERE TO HIDE . . . SIMPLE MAN. INTERAGENCY GRIZZLY BEAR COMMITTEE MEETING. TUESDAY, 1:00 TO 5:00 PM. DOWNTOWN HOLIDAY INN. SARCASM. IT'S WHAT I DO. CHICAGO. IT'S INTELLIGENT, TOO. TRUFIT. GIRLS OF SHRED TEAR UP MABASH SKATE PARK. I WISH MY OLDER CAT WAS MORE PLAYFUL. ONE IN 6 BILLION. MATTHEW 5:13. YOU ARE THE SALT OF THE EARTH. IF THE SALT SHALL LOSE ITS FLAVOR, WHO THEN, SHALL BE THE SALT OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. YOU ARE THE SHALT OF THE EARTH, IS A COMPLIMENT. IN REMBRANT'S FAMOUS PICTURE OF THE LAST SUPPER, JUDAS ISCARIOT, HAS A SILVER GLASS OF SALT, TURNED OVER ON THE TABLE, INDICTING TO CHRIST THAT, HE REFUSED TO BE THE SALT OF THE EARTH! WE THROUGH SALT OVER OUR SHOULDERS, FOR GOOD LUCK, LOT'S WIFE, TURNED INTO A PILLAR OF SALT, FOR TURNING BACK AND LAMENTING ALL THAT SHE WAS LEAVING! NEVER LOOK BACK! GOOD STUFF! THANKS TO MATT HAS HIS WIFE, DOING OUTREACH TO THE POVERELLO, 2ND SATURDAY OF THE MONTH, THEY TEAM WITH BURGER KING, TO GIVE OUT HAMBURGERS AND BACKPACKS, SOCKS, OR CAMPING PACKS--HE CAME AND GAVE ME AND FOUR OTHERS, A RIDE TO CHURCH! KISSES. I USED TO WALK THE 3 MILES TO AND BACK. GOT OUT OF THE HABIT OF CHURCH! MISSOULA--PACK THAT PLACE,OR THE CHURCH OF YOUR CHOICE--REGULAR CHURCH GOERS ARE HAPPIER PEOPLE! SCRIOPTURES SAY TO FELLOWSHIP WITH THE SAINTS! FRESH LIFE CHURCH. GOD & BIBLE FOR IDIOTS. NEW "U-VERSION" APP. BIBLE.COM. 300 MILLION HITS OR RESULTS ALREADY. WHERE DO I START? I'M NOT SURE WHAT AN APP IS, SO I GOT A FREE "START" BIBLE FROM MATT, AND ANYBODY WHO ATTENDS CHURCH, GETS THAT GIFT AND A WELCOME GIFT! FUN GROUP! CAMPUSES IN ALL MAJOR MONTANA CITIES, EVEN ONE IN UTAH, SPOKANE, WASHINGTON, I THINK OREGON, AND, NORTH OR SOUTH DAKOTA? ALSO A PODCAST AND RADIO SHOW. I AM OLD SCHOOL. BY THE BOOK! WERE I TO ATTRIBUTE MY SUCCESS TO EITHER MY KNOWLEDGE OF THE SCRIPTURES AND GOD OR TO MY CREDENTIALS AND LAW DEGREE AND LICENSES, FOR SPY SHIT--GOD AND SCRIPTURES, LIKE IF YOU SET A TRAP FOR SOMEONE, YOU WILL FALL IN IT YOURSELF! I THINK THERE WAS A STINK OP AT THE POV. THIS MORNING, RIGHT AFTER I LEFT. 5 MINUTES, DOWN THE ROAD, FIRE ENGINES, SURROUNDED THE POV. COPS TOO? THERE WAS NOTHING GOING ON WHEN I LEFT, MINUTES EARLIER. COULD THOSE INDIANS, OR INJUNS, AS I CALL THEM, A TERM OF ENDEARMENT, SAVE, THAT DRUNK, WHITE MAN, DRINKING BUDDIES, LIFE, AS THEY ROUNDED THE RUSSELL STREET BRIDGE, AT 3:00 AM IN THE MORNING, SEEING A BODY FLOATING, ON HIS BACK--FUCK YEAH! A GOD DAMNED MIRACLE IF YOU ASK ME. THAT DUDES, TIME WAS NOT UP! SCRIPTURES SAY, THAT EVERY HAIR OF YOUR HEAD IS NUMBERED, AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THE TIME OF YOUR DEMISE! BETTER TO HAVE 12 JURORS DECIDE YOU FATE, THAT, 6 PALBEARERS! RIGHT? LOL. I WOULD ATTRIBUTE THE SUCCESS OF THIS BLOG, TO THE CREDENTIALS, AND MY BIOGRAPHICAL INFORMATION. SURE WE WILL LISTEN TO A FORMER, UTAH AG, OR A STAFF ATTORNEY, FOR THE DIVISION OF AGING, OR THE GENERAL COUNSEL FOR THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, OR THE CO-AUTHOR OF THE AWARD WINING MANUAL OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE 101, FOR PROSECUTORS AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, OR FUCK YEAH, THE CHICK WHO PUT TOGETHER THE 4 PRONG, PLAN ON AFGHANISTAN, THAT, PRESIDENT OBAMA AND SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTON FOLLOWED, LOWERING THE NUMBER OF TROOPS OVER THEIR, FROM 150,000 TO 15,000! BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO PARTY! THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS! BUTRICK CONSTRUCTION . . . FALLING LIKE FLIES. SAFETY IS NO ACCIDENT. WE THROW THE BEST PARTIES . . . EYEBALLS ROLL. GOOD ARTICLE IN THE OPINION OR OP ED PART OF THE MISSOULIAN: THEY USED TO IMPEACH A PRESIDENT FOR LYING. SO? TRUMP HAS ALLEGEDLY HIT THE 10,000 LIES SINCE HE WAS ELECTED, IN 2016. SO? HAVE WE SLIPPED THIS FAR MORALLY? DUPLICITY. EXAMPLE OF DUPLICITY, IN MY MIND, THEN, I WILL PUT THE DEFINITION DOWN BELOW. SO YESTERDAY IN THE NEWSPAPER, JARED KUSHNER, ALLEGED, HARVARD BUSINESS DEGREE, TRUMP SON-IN-LAW, WONDER BOY, CURE ALL FOR THE WORLD, LIKE RIGHT . . . IS TRYING OUT HIS(?) PEACE PLAN ON ISRAEL AND THE PALESTINIANS, WHO ARE NOT ON BOARD, OR KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE PEACE PLAN? WHAT THE FUCK. THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION IS THROWING, $50 BILLION AT THE PALESTINIANS, FOR PROSPERITY? WE COULD USE THAT MONEY FOR AMERICAN PROSPERITY! TRUMP SAID IT IS FROM PRIVATE AND PUBLIC FUNDS? OR COMING FROM MY BLOG, 50 DAYS WORTH? RIGHT. MY MONEY IN THE HANDS OF COPS! REMEMBER THE THREE AND FOUR STAR GENERALS WHO TRACKED ME DOWN, AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS CENTER, AND AT MCDONALDS, WHERE I USED TO WRITE MY BLOGS, NOW ABOUT 4 YEARS AGO--THEY DREW THE TOP TIER LEADERSHIP OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER, THE NEW ORDER, THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, OR TYRANNY, AS, HAVING CIA LEVEL INTELLIGENCE OFFICERS, WHO JUST ARE MORMONS WHO KNOW A FOREIGN LANGUAGE, AND, ALPHA BRAVO MARINES . . . BEST IF BOTH! PRESIDENTS, CONGRESS OR PARLIAMENT, THE SUPREME COURTS, EVEN THE PENTAGON, AND THE CONSTITUTION, OF COURSE, THAT WOULD, PREVENT, THIS TYPE OF SHITTY, TAKE OVER, DONE THROUGHT, DUPLICITY, AND DECEPTION, WOULD NEVER ALLOW, THIS TYPE OF INFLITRATION, MIX, MATCH & ATTACH, THAT IS USED TO TRY TO FORM A DIFFERENT AMERICA, THAN THE FOUNDING FATHERS, ENVISIONED, AND, THE LOYALTIES OF THESE ENTITIES, ARE FOREIGN, AT BEST, FROM TAKING AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, CONSTITUTION! THIS STINKS OF THEIR SHIT! MY BLOG FUNDS, MY RIDE IS THEIR PRIDE, SO THEY CAN STEAL AT WILL, DO THEIR, SECRET WARS, PRISIONS, AND BLACK OPS, BUILD THEIR WAR MACHINES, AND TRY TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD, WITHOUT, YOU OR I AGREEING OR KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK IS GIONG ON! JARED'S SHIT IS THIS IN MOTION! THEY JUST DON'T WANT THE COUNTRY WATCHING OR UNDERSTANDING UNTIL IT IS A DONE DEAL! FUCK YOU PIGS! SHIT. IF YOU CAN GET EVERY COUNTRY TO SIGN ON TO YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT,T HEN, FINE, BUT IF NOT, FUCK YOU, CIA, MILITARY, AND THAT BITCH KAY, PRETENDING TO BE ME, TO STEAL ALL THE DOUGH! STUPID BITCH, NEVER, EVER, COULD DO ONE HALF OF WHAT I HAVE DONE, NOR EARN A FUCKING DOLLAR! HER LAW PRACTICE IN SALT LAKE CITY, UITAH WAS GOING UNDER, $10,000 PER MONTH, WHEN THE MOB, BOSS, MY THIRD HUSBAND, BRETT TODD STUART, WITH HIS FUCKNIG GOONS, STILL HANGING AROUDN THE POVERELLO, AS LATE AS LAST NIGHT, ONE IN THE CORNER, NEW YORK MOB, ONE DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF THE DOOR, CHICAGO, MOBSTER! STILL TRYING TO COMPLETE THE HIT, GENERALLY THREE DAYS, GET FIVE DAYS AT THE POV, WITHOUT BEING SIGNED INTO THE PROGRAM TO GET HOUSING! THERE IS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, THAT WAS RIGHT OVER MY BACK, LAST NIGHT, ABOUT, 7:40 PM. I STARED DOWN THE NEW YORK DUDE, AND HE GOT UP AND WALKED AWAY, ABOUT, 8:00 PM, AND, MR, GOON FROM CHICAGO, TAHT PROBABLY KILLED, HIS TWIN OR LOOK-ALIKE, WOULD LOOK AT ME, THEN, HEARD ME TELLING MY FRIEND, ABOUT THEM, SO HE GOT UP AND LEFT UNTIL CHECK IN! INTERESTING DREAM LAST NIGHT. THE ONLY PART I CAN REMEMBER, WELL, WAS, ME BEING WITH MY KIDS AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK, AND MY DREAM INDICATED IT WAS, "SIX FLAGS" OUTSIDE OF CHICAGO, WHICH, I DID, TAKE MY KIDS TO BACK, IN THE SUMMER OF 1992, PROBABLY COULD GET VERIFICATION ON MY BANK CARD AT THE TIME--NOT AS MUCH FUCKING WITH IT, BACK IN THE DAY! HOWEVER IN THE SUMMER OF 1992, ELLIOT WAS, 8 YEARS OLD, OR SO AS I RECALL, AND MY KIDS, RAN THE CITY OF CHI TOWN, WHILE I WORKED AT AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE, INTERNSHIP, IN CHICAGO. HOWEVER IN THE DREAM, ELLIOT WAS, A TODDLER, ABOUT THREE YEARS OLD WHEN, WE WENT TO DISNEYLAND, BACK AFTER I GRADUATED FROM, WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, IN 1986, AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR, COMMUNICATIONS, MINOR. BUT THE WEIRD THING ABOUT THE DREAM, WAS THAT, THE STRETCH OF ROAD, I WALKED WITH ELLIOT TO GET TICKETS, SEEMED TO BE A DEJA VU' EXPERIENCE IN THE DREAM, SO TAKING, ELLIOT'S AGE, MY ROCK STAR, THE DITCH & THE DELTA, GET VINYL, OR DONATE TO THE MOB, EAR CANDY LOCALS, ESP IN PAPER, TODAY, MUSIC SHOP, MUSICIANS, IN MISSOULA FOR 40 YEARS, COOL, ON THE HIP STRIP! BUT, THE DREAM APPEARS TO PUT, BOTH DISNEYLAND, AND, SIX FLAGS, TOGETHER, IN ONE DREAM. IN THE DREAM, AFTER GONIG DOWN THE ROAD, WITH TRACKS, SO WE MUST HAVE TAKEN THE "L" FROM DOWNTOWN CHICAGO, TO WHEREVER SIX FLAGS IS, THAT WAS 25 YEARS GO, BUT THERE WERE RAILS IN THE DREAM, WE CROSSED THEM, AND WENT TO THE PARK, IN THE DREAM, AT THAT POINT, THERE WAS A KIDDIE RIDE, OF A TRAIN, CHOO-CHOO TRAIN, FOR KIDS, BRIGHT, COLORFUL, AND, MORE LIKE YOU MIGHT SEE, AT, LAGOON, IN FARMINGTON, UTAH, AMUSEMENT PARK? NOW, THIRD HUB, BRETT'S FAVORITE PLACE ON EARTH, BESIDES, HALF MOON, BAY, WHERE KAY USED TO LIVE, WAS, THE EPTCOTT CENTER, AT DISNEYWORLD . . . I STARTED TO LOOK BACK, AND SEE, IF I PERHAPS, MET, A MOBSTER, WHILE I WAS IN CHICAGO FOR 3 MONTHS, 1992: (1) BABY SISTER, RACHEL, LIVED IN THE SUBURBS, IN SHUMGERG, ILLINOIS, AND THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME, SOMEONE ASKED IF ME AND HER WERE TWINS--I THOUGHT, SHIT SHE IS FOUR INCHES, TALLER, PREGNANT WITH MATT, HER OLDEST SON AT THE TIME, AND FUCK, DO I LOOK THAT BAD? LOL. PLANTING THE SEEDS OF TODAY? MAYBE. I HAVE WONDERED WHERE ALL THIS STARTED, AND THAT IS THE LIKELY PLACE, VERY PRESTIGIOUS INTERNSHIP, PARTICULARLY FOR UTAH, BECAUSE, THE AUL, THE LARGEST PULBIC INTEREST & EDUCATION FIRM IN THE NATION, USUALLY, ONLY RECRUITED, HARVARD, STANDFORD, YALE, TO TEIR LAW SCHOOL CANDIDATES . . . THERE WAS A RAIN STORM, IN PROVO THE DAY, ONE OF THE AUL ATTORNEYS, HELD A RECRUITING MEETING, AND, I JUST HAPPENED IN, AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON, BUT THE DUDE, LIKED MY COMMENTS AND INVITED ME TO COME TALK TO HIM! I ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR, BY WAY OF STUDENTS, AND HE TOLD ME, THEY RECRUITED AT ALL 150 LAW SCHOOL, TWO SLOTS, BUT TOP 10 AND LAW REVIEW . . . I STARTED LAUGHING AND SAID, THEN, YOU WILL LIKE MY SWEATSHIRT, IT SAID THE TOP 10 REASONS, I WAS NOT TOP 10! THEY WERE REALLY FUNNY. THEN, I CALLED ME TO OFFER ME THE JOB, SIGHT UNSEEN FROM THE REST OF THE ATTORNEYS, AND IT TOOK ME SOME TIME, AND MY KIDS, ENCOURAGING ME TO TAKE THE JOB! SO WHO DID I MEET? RACHEL LINED ME UP WITH, A DUDE, WHO TOOK ME TO THE ARLINGTON DERBY OR HORSE RACES? BOOKIE? DON'T REMEMBER HIS NAME, DIDN'T REALLY LIKE HIM, BUT HE TAUGHT ME A LOT ABOUT HORSES AND RACING! (2) MY BEST BET, WOULD BE, I TALKED TO SOMEONE, DARK HAIR, SMART, OUT ON OLIVE PARK, LOOKING BACK AT THE CITY . . . WE TALKED POLITICS, HE SAID, IF YOU THINK UTAH GETS, BAD WITH MORMONS AND NON-MORMONS, THINK ABOUT, THE COMPLEXITY OF POLITICS IN CHICAGO, WITH THE ITALILAN SECTION, CHINESE, NORWEIGN, GERMAN, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, ABOUT, 13 DIFFERENT NATIONALITIES, MAKING UP THE POLITICAL STRUCTURE OF CHICAGO OR ILLINOIS. WE TALKED FOR SOME TIME . . . DID HE FOLLOW MY CAREER? I AM SURE I WOULD HAVE TOLD HIM WHY I WAS IN CHICAGO. WHO WAS THAT? (3) THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND THIS MORNING AT ABOUT, 2:30 AM, AFTER, I HAD THE DREAM AND COULD NOT GO BACK TO SLEEP, THAT, PERHAPS, JAMES KENNEDY, WAS THE BLACKHAWK, NHL, HOCKEY, PLAYER, WHO PICKED ME UP AT THE DANCE CLUB, AND THREW ME OVER HIS SHOULDER, WANTING TO TAKE ME TO ANOTHER PARTY, SOMEWHERE ELSE, GIONG IN HIS LIMO! I REFUSED TO GO--SAFETY IS NO ACCIDENT! I LOST ONE OF MY EARRINGS, ON THE DANCE FLOOR, A LION IN A CIRCLE OF GOLD, DANGLY EARRINGS, MY FAVS., TOLD HIM, I WOULD GIVE HIM MY NAME AND NUMBER, IF HE FOUND MY FAVORITE EARRINGS, HE DIDN'T WANT TO LOOK AND TOLD ME HE WOULD BUY ME A PAIR OF DIAMOND EARRINGS IF I WENT WITH HIM. WHEN, I SAID NO, THAT, I WOULD GIVE THE BAR TENDER, MY NAME AND NUMBER AND HE COULD GET IT FROM HIM . . . WHICH HE REFUSED TO DO, THAT WAS INCASE HE FOUND MY EARRING AT CLOSING, AND THEN, DUDE COULD COME BRING IT BACK TO ME . . . AT THAT HE PICKED ME UP AND THREW ME OVER HIS SHOULDERS--DUDE WAS ABOUT, KENNEDY'S HEIGHT, AND, WAS BUILT, TOO. I WAS TOO AFRAID TO GO ON A DATE IN THE CITY, THAT I DIDN'T KNOW, NEVER DATED ANYONE! (4) OR WAS IT THE BLACK, PRO FOOTBALL, PLAYER, FBI AGENT, WHO WALKED BEHIND ME, THE FIRST DAY IN CHICAGO, AND TOOK ME TO LUNCH AT O'MALLEY'S, KISSED ME, AFTER LUNCH! I WAS, ANTI-INTER-RACIAL DATING AT THE TIME, BUT FOR LUNCH, LOL. HE KISSED ME AND I WAS SHOCKED, TOOK ME OFF GUARD, BUT BY THE TIME I GOT BACK TO THE OFFICE, AND HE CALLED FOR A DATE, I GOT MY BERRINGS TOGEHTER, AND, POINT BLANK, SAID, I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN IT! A CONSTITUITONAL LAW DEGREE, AND, 20 OR SO YEARS OF LAW, CHANGED ALL THAT . . . DID HOWARD PRYOR, COME BACK, TO FIND ME? I WAS FAMOUS BY THAT TIME, IF ANYONE, FOLLOWED MY CAREER, MY $356.7 MILLION DOLLAR SECURITIES CIVIL RIGHTS, LAWSUIT, CAME OUT OF NEW YORK INVESTMENT FINANCIAL NEWS, AND THE STORY WAS RUN IN ALMOST EVERY NEWSPAPER IN THE COUNTRY . . . NO, WHITTLE KAY, AKA, ME, DIDN'T DO THE CASE, SHE IS AN AMBULANCE CHASER! SHE COULDN'T HAVE WRITTEN, PAGE ONE! (5) DID SOMEONE MEET MY KIDS, OR ME AND MY KIDS, WE WERE TRIPPING ALL OVER CHICAGO, GOING TO MUSEUMS, AND, THE WHITE SOX BASEBALL GAME, TASTE OF CHICAGO, WHATEVER, 4TH OF JULY CELEBRATION, I THINK, AND I WAS MORE CHATTY BACK IN THE DAY . . . KIND OF RUDE, NOWDAYS, DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED, GETTING OLD, I GUESS! THE NUMBER ONE COMMENT, I GOT ABOUT MY FOUR BEAUTIFUL KIDS, WAS, THEY ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL KIDS I HAVE EVER SEEN. IT LOST IT'S IMPACT, AFTER AWHILE . . . BUT FOUR OF FOUR, ALL SMART TOO, WAS, RARE! I REMEMBER SEEING, A FAMILY LIKE THAT, IN MISSOULA OR SEATTLE, A FEW MONTHS AGO, AND, THE FOUR KIDS WERE ALL SO STUNNING, I HAD A HARD TIME KEEPING MY EYES OFF THEM, AND I REMEMBER, THINKING OR WONDERING IF THAT WAS THE WAY PEOPLE FELT THEN, THEY SAW ALL MY KIDS, TOGETHER? PROBABLY. OF COURSE THEY GET THEIR GOOD LOOKS FROM MOM! LOL. NO, THE EX, IS A HANDSOME DUDE, TOO! (6) SHELLEY HAD MOB CONNECTIONS, HER BOSS, ALAN WOLFSON, GOT SENTENCED, I BELIEVE TO LIFE, FOR SECURITIES FRAUD, AND HER EX-HUSBAND, DAVID YEMAN, ALSO, GOT AT LEAST TWO YEARS IN THE NELLIS PRISON, IN LAS VEGAS, OR OUTSIDE VEGAS . . . SHELLEY MADE A CAREER OF SAVING HER OWN, ASS, AND TURNING STATES EVIDENCE ON OTHERS! ALAN WAS, SALT LAKE CITY, MOBSTER . . . PROBABLY WHERE BRETT CAME IN, OR KAY? MY FATHER HAD MOB TIES, SO DID SOME OF MY CLIENTS, LIKE SHANE MICHAEL CLARK. WHO KNOWS, BUT THAT MAY GIVE THE GOOD COPS SOME LEADS! STRANGE TIMES WE LIVE IN WITH TRUMP AS THE MOB'S HANDPICKED, PRESDIENT, GOAL OF THE NEW YORK MOB, BACK IN 1985, THE CASTELLANO FAMILY, WHO WANTED TO CONTROL THE NEW YORK SKYLINE, WHICH INCLUDED, TRUMP TOWERS, TO LEGITIMIZE THE MOB, AND, THEN TO PUT A MAN IN THE WHITE HOUSE! ON ELECTION EVE, I WAS WATCHING, YOUNG TURKS WITH MY DAUGHTER, AND HER HUSBAND, AT THE TIME, AND AS EARLY AS, 5:30 PM, THE MAIN TURK, CENT? OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS, CAN'T SPELL, TURKISH, OR WHATEVER! LOL. HE HAD BEEN WATCHING ELECTIONS FOR 20 YEARS AND REPORTING ON THEM, AND BY, THAT EARLY TIME, HE SAID, SOMETHING IS WRONG, SOMETHING IS WRONG . . . THIS CAN'T BE! THIS IS ALL FUCKED UP! HE LOOKED AT THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE MAP, AND SAID, NO, THIS IS WRONG! THE FIRST PERSON, HE HAD, SPEAK, AFTER THE WIN, WAS, REPUBLICAN STRATEGIST, NONE, OTHER THEN, ALEX CASTELLANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO FIGURE! I DID THAT RESEARCH ON THE MOB, YEARS AGO! SO WHERE ARE WE NOW? LET TALK DUPLICITY . . . COACH. IT'S NOT THE MOB OR BRETT, OR KAY, OR SHELLEY, IT HAS BEEN ME ALL THE LAST, ALMOST 6 YEARS! FOREVER POWER TRAIN WARRANTEE! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW . . .

du·plic·i·ty
/d(y)o͞oˈplisÉ™dÄ“/
noun
  1. 1.
    deceitfulness; double-dealing.

    "the president was accused of duplicity in his dealings with Congress"
    synonyms:deceitfulness, deceit, deception, deviousness, two-facedness, double-dealing, underhandedness, dishonesty, falseness, falsity, fraud, fraudulence, sharp practice, swindling, cheating, chicanery, trickery, craft, guile, artifice, subterfuge, skulduggery, treachery, unfairness, unjustness, perfidy, improbity; More
  2. 2.
    archaic
    doubleness.

    Simple Man

    Mama told me when I was young
    "Come sit beside me, my only son
    And listen closely to what I say
    And if you do this it'll help you some sunny day"
    "Oh, take your time, don't live too fast
    Troubles will come and they will pass
    You'll find a woman and you'll find love
    And don't forget, son, there is someone up above"
    "And be a simple kind of man
    Oh, be something you love and understand
    Baby be a simple kind of man
    Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"
    "Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
    All that you need is in your soul
    And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
    All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"
    "And be a simple kind of man
    Oh, be something you love and understand
    Baby be a simple kind of man
    Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"
    Oh yes, I will
    "Boy, don't you worry, you'll find yourself
    Follow your heart and nothing else
    And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
    All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"
    "And be a simple kind of man
    Oh, be something you love and understand
    Baby be a simple kind of man
    Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"
    Baby, be a simple, really simple man
    Oh, be something you love and understand
    Baby, be a simple, kind of simple man
    Source: LyricFind
    Songwriters: Gary Rossington / Ron Van Zant
    Simple Man lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

    10,000 LIES TO THE AMERICAN PEOPLE!

    • my case is, replete with duplicity!
    • black and white thinker, will, could, never scratch the surface of this case, ever!
    • this is one of the big deficiencies of having the majority of FBI and CIA, NSA, or otherwise, federal agents over, financial crimes, they are two black and white in their thinking, and they are actually for, the corruption, the deceivers, the liars, the doubleness, the skulduggery, and games, totally! 
    • this is ALL THE CIA IS, IS DUPLICITOUS AND DECEITFUL! 
    • THEY TAKE AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, BUT ARE LOYAL TO EVERYTHING BUT, THE CONSTITUTION OR THE UNITED STATES?
    • CIA agents, Mormon missionaries, all Republicans are globe trotting, behind the scenes, fixing things for Trump, and, going for their version of world peace, through, trickery and double dealing!  Mormons spend, two years of their lives, the most formative, years beyond the home, in a foreign country, and they serve the people, make critical connections with American Embassies and U.S. Consulates, and, they grow to love that country, and sometimes, more than their own country!  WE love the People, we serve!  If you volunteer your money and resources to another country, for two years, and, never do the same for your country, your loyalties are with that other country, or those people you served.  Now what happens, when there is a conflict between, the country, you served and the one, you have not served?  Right, you go with the one you love!  Same with people . . . you see, the men, involved, in the duplicity of me, actually, are rooting for the women, they love, and have served, for years and years, almost 20 or more, starting in Chicago!  I know the game, and I can see right through it, right off the bat, but I keep hoping that, one of the federal agents will be loyal to the country, and to the person who fights for this country and the oath of office we all took, and, does what is right for US, the USA!  BUT THAT WOULD BE CONTRARY TO HUMAN NATURE!  WE LOVE THE ONES WE SERVE!  THAT IS WHY PARENTS LOVE THEIR KIDS AND KIDS LOVE THEIR PARENTS, OR GENERALLY DO!
    • here again, is scripture, you can't have two masters, you will run from the one and cleave to the other!  You can't serve, God and Mammon or Man at the same time!  They are all about MONEY, and MAN . . . make America great again?  What the fuck, for who?  that is regression, not progression to the PREAMBLE OF THE CONSTITUTION!
    • love of money, is the root of all evil, scripture . . . the only time Christ got humanly pissed, was, when, he THREW THE MONEY-CHANGERS OUT OF THE TEMPLE . . . HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!  SYMBOLIC OF MORMONS IN THE TEMPLES!
    • how can we function as a nation, with a President and law enforcement, or the executive branch, fighting for something, that is Anti-American, or for Russia, or China, or Venezuela?  You have to pick up the duplicity of the former, director of the CIA, Mike Pompeo, now, Secretary of State!  He pulls in the loyalty of the CIA, and then, does, their bidding, around the world for this new geopolitical order, or the Bush, New Order, or the New World Order, from the 1930's!  This stuff is not new, but it is, ANTI-AMERICAN!
    • we saw this same duplicity, in Trump's recent trip to visit with the Queen, of England, almost, pretending to be the American King, bringing his whole fucking family, at tax payers, dollar, to England?  What the fuck?  Nobody has done that before?  WHY, to show the Queen that he is King and President, in HIS OWN MIND?  No, you are either the President or nothing in, America . . . their are not TITLES OF NOBILITY, as per the United State Constitution!  NONE.  Trump, should have to pay for the trip for the whole fucking family, and their clothes if tax payers bought those too!
    • we see the duplicity in Congress!  If violation of the EMOLUMENTS CLAUSE, AND ALL THE OTHER, SHIT, RUSSIA, NORTH KOREA, CHINA, BACK CHANNELS FOR KUSHNER, AND, THE TRUMP TOWERS MEETING, OR CALLING FOR RUSSIA TO GET HILLARY'S EMAILS OR TO LOCK HER UP, AND NOT HIM?????? FUCK . . . THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS AN "IMPEACHABLE OFFENSE" TO NANCY AND CHUCK????????????????????  GOD!
    • we see duplicity in our GOP controlled state legislatures . . . this country is ONE PERSON, ONE VOTE!  WE HAVE VOTER SUPPRESSION!  WE ARE TRYING TO STOP PEOPLE FROM VOTING--WHAT THE FUCK?????  WE HAVE GERRYMANDERING, AND VOTER GAMING GOING ON!  WE SHOULD BE ENCOURAGING THE VOTE, NOT DISCOURAGING THE VOTE . . . THAT IS DOUBLE MINDEDNESS!
    • WE MUST GET BACK TO FAIR PLAY, TO STRAIGHT TALK, TO REALITY, TO FACTS, EVIDENCE, THE RULE OF LAW . . . OR THIS COUNTRY IS FUCKED!  I LOVED SEEING, HONG KONG AND, NOW, THE CHECZ, IN PRAGUE PROTESTING TO GET RID OF THEIR BILLIONAIRE, PRIME MINISTER, AND FIGHTING FOR DEMOCRACY!  OUR EXECUTIVE BRANCH SHOULD NOT BE AGAINST OUR SYSTEM OF GOVERNMENT!  THEY NEED TO CHANGE OR MOVE TO ENGLAND OR RUSSIA, OR CHINA!  WE DON'T NEED THEM, THEY ARE TOO GOOFY, TALKING OF DISNEYLAND, TO RUN THIS COUNTRY, OR TO EVEN POLICE IT!  NOT TO MENTION TRYING TO POLICE THE WORLD, FUCK??????

    I Wanna Be a Cowboy
    Riding on the range,
    I've got my hat on,
    I've got my boots dusty.
    I've got my saddle
    On my horse.
    He's called... T-t-t-t-t-trigger
    Of course.
    I want to be a cowboy
    And you can be my cowgirl
    I want to be a cowboy
    And you can be my cowgirl
    I want to be a cowboy
    Riding on the chuck wagon,
    Following my man.
    His name is Ted,
    Can you believe that?
    Camping on the prairie
    Plays havoc with my hair.
    Makes me feel quite dirty,
    Though we all do sometimes
    I want to be a cowboy
    And you can be my cowgirl
    I want to be a cowboy
    And you can be my cowgirl
    I want to be a cowboy
    Looking like a hero,
    Six-gun at my side,
    Chewing my tobacco.
    Out on the horizon,
    I see a puff of smoke.
    Indians on the warpath,
    White man speak-em with forked tongue.
    Or not.
    I want to be a cowboy
    And you can be my cowgirl
    I want to be a cowboy
    My name is Ted,
    And one day I'll be dead yo, yo.
    Source: LyricFind
    Songwriters: Jeff Seopardi / Brian Chatton / Nick Ramsden / Nick Richards
    I Wanna Be a Cowboy lyrics © Peermusic Publishing

    Sex and Candy
    Hangin' round downtown by myself
    And I had so much time
    To sit and think about myself
    And then there she was
    Like double cherry pie
    Yeah there she was
    Like disco superfly
    I smell sex and candy here
    Who's that lounging in my chair
    Who's that casting devious stares
    In my direction
    Mama this surely is a dream
    Yeah mama this surely is a dream
    Yeah mama this surely is a dream
    Hangin' round downtown by myself
    And I had too much caffeine
    And I was thinkin' 'bout myself
    And then there she was
    In platform double suede
    Yeah there she was
    Like disco lemonade
    I smell sex and candy here
    Who's that lounging in my chair
    Who's that casting devious stares
    In my direction
    Mama this surely is a dream
    Yeah mama this surely is a dream
    Yeah mama this surely is a dream
    I smell sex and candy here
    Who's that lounging in my chair
    Who's that casting devious stares
    In my direction
    Mama this surely is a dream
    Yeah mama this surely is a dream
    Yeah mama this surely is a dream
    Yeah mama this must be my dream
    Source: LyricFind
    Songwriters: John K. Wozniak
    Sex and Candy lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc

Friday, June 21, 2019

WIRED TO SERVE. I'VE COME SO FAR, AND IN THE END, IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER . . . EVERY SECOND MATTERS. EVERY BLOCK PUTS A DENT. EVERY FRY COUNTS! FIRE & ICE. EGG. FRESHLY CRACKED. FRESH START. ELCASADOR. ITASCA "SPIRIT." MONTANA GLASS. ECHO CHURCH. WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER! SENIOR MAFIOSO DESCENDING ON MISSOULA AND SURROUNDING AREA. MOUNTAIN LIINE #4 TO BONNER VERY MAFIA LOOKING, REFUSED TO LOOK AROUND, ACT NORMAL, GOT OFF WHEN HE SAW ME STARING AT HIM AND WRITING. SALT & PEPPER HAIR, ROMAN NOSE. DUDE WHO HAS BEEN HANGING OUT WITH MY BUDDY JACK, WHO IS IN ALASKA, WORKING FOR THE SALMON FISHING BOATS, NEW YORK, GOT INTO IT WITH LOCAL COPS ONE DAY, AND SAID, THINK I'M AFRAID OF YOU, I SPENT 15 YEARS IN RIEKERS, UPSTATE NEW YORK, FOR BANK ROBBERY. HELLO! YESTERDAY, I SAW HIM WITH ANOTHER OLDER GENTLEMAN, DRESSED, VERY MUCH, LIKE CHICAGO MOB, SITTING ALLEGEDLY WAITING FOR THE BUS, BUT I WAS ON THE BUS AND THEY DIDN'T BUDGE--GOOD PLACE TO TALK WITHOUT SURVEILLANCE OR CAMERAS! MR. NY MOBSTER, DOESN'T GENERALLY STAY AT THE POV. BUT YESTERDAY, HE WAS HELPING NEW CHICAGO GANGSTER, CHECK IN. DUDE DIDN'T GET BACK FOR CHECK IN, SHOWED UP AT THE DOOR, AFTER, 9:30 PM, OR LATER, CHICK AT THE DESK GAVE HIM A LUNCH SACK, AND HE LEFT, PROBABLY TO GAMBLE. HE CAME BACK, ABOUT A HALF HOUR LATER, HAD TO BE 10:00 PM, BECAUSE, I WAS SITTING IN THE FRONT DOOR AREA, LISTENING TO MUSIC, UNTIL HE CAME BACK, DIDN'T WANT HIM TO NOTICE ME. HE RANG THE DOORBELL, GOT PISSED, ACTED, JUST THE WISEGUY, HE PROBABLY IS! MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD MIGHT BE IN TOWN TOO. SAY SEVERAL DUDES, ABOUT, 2:00 PM, RIDE BY ON A BIKE, WHILE I WAS SITTING ON THE CEMENT WALL, ENJOYING THE FEW MINUTES OF SUNSHINE . . . THESE DUDES ARE GENERALLY YOUNGER, WOULD WANT TO BLEND IN, AND BIKES ARE FREE, CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME OF THE PLACE. LIKE I SAY, TAKE A NUMBER, FOR A HIT ON ME, BETWEEN THE FIVE GUYS BURGERS & FRIES, WE HAVE COPS, MOBSTERS, FEDS, MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD, IRISH, INDIANS, AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE. ALLSTEEL. OH, OLD TIME, GANGSTER, NEW YORK, EASTERN, SHOWED UP ON BUS #2, ABOUT 10:45 AM, HAIR SLICKED BACK, BROWN LEATHER JACKET, SITTING DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM ME! HE HAS COME AND GONE, BEFORE, IMMEDIATELY STARTED A CONVERSATION WITH ME, ASK ABOUT, ANNA, TOLD ME SHE WAS LEAVING, SO UP ON POV. STAFF, TRIED TO WALK WITH ME TO THE POV. BUT I TOLD HIM, I LIKE TO TAKE MY TIME! DIDN'T SEE HIM AT LUNCH! THE GATHERING. YOU MIGHT WANT TO CHECK, KNIFE RIVER, CITY RIVER CONSTRUCTIONS, AND ALL THE SUBSIDIARIES OF THAT COMPANY, ALLEGEDLY, THE LARGEST CONSTRUCTION COMPANY IN THE WORLD! TOLD, THEY DO ALL THE BIG ROAD AND HIGHWAY CONSTRUCTION GOVERNMENT CONTRACTING WORK, BIG RED FLAG! MUCH, LIKE THE GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS IN THE MOVIE, STATE OF PLAY, ALL 12 OR SO, MILITARY GOVERNMENT CONTACTORS WERE ALL THE SAME OPERATION--MOB! THEY USE DIFFERENT NAMES, TO DISGUISE AND MAKE PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE ALL SEPARATE CONSTRUCTION COMPANIES, BUT, ALL GO RIGHT BACK TO THE HEAD, COMPANY--DON'T KNOW THE NAME! THERE MIGHT BE SOME ANTI-TRUST ISSUES, LEGALLY, TO BREAK UP A MONOPOLY! GOVERNMENT REGULATORS, PROBABLY ON THE TAKE! RENTON. SAME IN SEATTLE. WHEREVER I HAVE BEEN WRITING MY BLOG, THERE IS AN EXPLOSION OF CONSTRUCTION, BECAUSE, THEY ARE LAUNDERING, BILLIONS, THEY STEAL FROM ME, AND MY KIDS! SUNSET TRAIL. NEGLECTING GOD IS WHAT COMPLICATES LIFE! HOLLAND ELECTRIC. EAR CANDY. LOCAL VINYL JOINT. THE DITCH & THE DELTA. EVERY PURCHASE COUNTS! LAKE COMMUNITY TRANSIT--NOT! JAG (JOANN ATTORNEY GENERAL--6 FAKES OR MORE) I AM WRITING THIS RIGHT FROM THE COMPUTERS AT THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA, 8:20 AM, 6/21/2019 . . . THE COP/MOB WIVES WOULD NOT RAT OUT THEIR OWN BREAD AND BUTTER HONIES! NOBODY NEEDS TO BE AFRAID OF THE MOB, OR THE MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD, OR DIRYT COPS, ALLEGEDLY, AMERICAN HELL'S ANGELS ARE THE AMERICAN MAFIA? BIKERS ARE INVOLVED IN THIS! BUT, I READ ABOUT THE BEGININGS OF THE SICILIAN MOB, THE ITALIANS AND THE SICILIANS, JUST COULDN'T GET JOBS, BACK IN THE DAY, 1950'S, SO THEY STARTED TO TAKE 10% FROM ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DID HAVE JOBS! THEN THEY STARTED TO FIGHT OVER TERRITORIES, GOT BLOODY, AND THEY MORPHED INTO THE GANGSTERS THEY WERE AND ARE! THEY YARE NO DIFFERENT THAT THE DUDES AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS SHELTER! LOL. YOU JUST HAVE OTHER GROUPS, PICKING UP ON MAKING MONEY OFF, CITIZENS, OR TAX PAYERS, OR FAMILIES, WHO HAVE POTENTIAL, OR KILLING PEOPLE WITH MEANS, AND STEALING THEIR IDENTITES! SHELLEY WANTED A CAREER WITH POTENTIAL--OH, JOANN'S IS A GREAT ONE, LET'S POISON HER AND USE HER RESUME TO GET INTO DOORS, EVEN KAY'S TITS, OR NIPPLES COULDN'T GET HER, AS AN ATTORNEY, INTO . . .SHE WAS GOING IN THE HOLE FINANCIALLY, $10,000 PER MONTH, AS AN ATTORNEY! SURE, I PLAY THE LEAD ROLE IN JOANN'S FAIRY TALE LIFE! 360 DEGREE FRAUD! SO, DON'T BE IMPRESSED! THEY DID NOTHING, BUT JACK THE MONEY, AND CREATE BUSINESSES, OR KILL THE OWNERS, AND TAKE THEM OVER! ALLWEST ON TRAINING, ALL ME! PIZZA FROM SCRATCH! SEE HOW I CAN GET RID OF THE MOB, LIKE IN MY DREAM, WITH THEM, ALL LEAVING THEIR MACHINE GUNS, AND SPLITTING . . . RAT THEM OUT BEFORE THEY GET ORGANIZED! NEW HIP HOPPED UP COPS IN TOWN, WITH TONS OF SKILLS AND TOOLS! KISS. I NOTICED A DRASTIC CHANGE, BACK IN MAY WHEN, I CAME BACK, STILL HAD TRUST ISSUES, BUT, THE COPS JUST WATCHED, TRACKED, FOLLOWED AND SAW, THAT, YEAH, SHE IS THE CHICK BLOGGER, WE HAVE ALL READ FOR YEARS! THEN, THEY STARTED ACTING MORE LIKE THE FEDS, TAILS, TRAILS, TRACES, TRACKS . . . THANKS! NOW THE TABLES ARE TURNED, AND WE WILL SEE HOW WELL, THE MOB CHICKS SURVIVE THE HEAT THEY HAVE PUT ON ME FOR THE LAST, 7 TO 20 YEARS! I IMAGINE, NOT SO WELL! SOFT LANDINGS IN MISSOULA, SEATTLE, UTAH, AND OTHER PLACES, LIKE TEXAS, AND COLORADO, WHERE THEY FLEA WHEN THE HEAT STARTS TO BEAR DOWN ON THEM! GO GRIZ. GO ANYWHERE! SOME INTERESTING BOOKS AND AUTHORS, NAMES, THAT MIGHT BE OF INTEREST, WINDOW SEAL AT THE POV.: (1) "THE BOSS" (THE BIG DIPPER ICE CREAM); (2) "HOOKING UP." --TOM WOLFE. SEVERAL OF THESE, ENOUGH FOR EACH BITCH THEY BROUGHT ON BOARD! (3) "NOT QUITE POSTHUMOUS LETTER." --CAITLIN THOMAS (CAT, I, LYING, THOMAS IS ONE OF MY SIGNS FOR CIA!); (4) SEVEN TYPES OF AMBIGUITY." --ELLIOT PERLMAN. (5) "THE DIVINE ECONOMY OF SALVATION." --PREISILLA UPPAL. (6) "THE LONE PILGRIM." --LAURIE COLWIN. (7) "THE BEET QUEEN." --LOUISE ERDRICH. ALSO THE AUTHOR OF "LOVE MEDICINE." NOW FOR SOME CULTURAL TREASURES THAT SPILL OVER INTO UNITED STATES POLITICS . . .

Bad Medicine

Your love is like bad medicine
Bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
There ain't no doctor that can cure my disease
Bad medicine
I ain't got a fever, got a permanent disease
And it'll take more than a doctor to prescribe a remedy
I got lots of money but it isn't what I need
Gonna take more than a shot to get this poison out of me
And I got all the symptoms count 'em one, two, three
First you need (that's what you get for falling in love)
Then you bleed (you get a little but it's never enough)
And when you're on your knees (that's what you get for falling in love)
Now, this boy's addicted 'cause your kiss is the drug, whoa
Your love is like bad medicine, bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
There ain't no doctor that can cure my disease
Bad, bad medicine
I don't need no needle to be givin' me a thrill
And I don't need no anesthesia or a nurse to bring a pill
I got a dirty down addiction that doesn't leave a track
I got a jones for your affection like a monkey on my back
There ain't no paramedic gonna save this heart attack
 
When you need (that's what you get for falling in love)
Then you bleed (you get a little but it's never enough)
And when you're on your knees (that's what you get for falling in love)
Now, this boy's addicted 'cause your kiss is the drug, whoa
 
Your love is like bad medicine, bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
So let's play doctor, baby, cure my disease
Bad, bad medicine
Is what I want
Bad, bad medicine
Ow, it's what I need
 
I need a respirator 'cause I'm running out of breath
But you're an all night generator wrapped in stockings and a dress
When you find your medicine you take what you can get
'Cause if there's something better, baby, well they haven't found it yet
Whoa
 
Your love is like bad medicine, bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
There ain't no doctor that can cure my disease
Your love, bad medicine
Bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
Your love's the potion that can cure my disease
Bad, bad medicine
Is what I want
Bad, bad medicine
Ooh baby, ooh baby
Bad, bad medicine (I gotta, I gotta, I gotta, I gotta)
I gotta, I gotta
I gotta do it again, wait a minute, wait a minute
Hold on
I'm not done
One more time
With feeling
Come on
Help me out now
 
 
Your love is like bad medicine
Bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
You got the potion that can cure my disease
 
Your love, bad medicine
Your kiss is what I need
Your love, bad medicine
 
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: Richard Sambora / Desmond Child / Jon Bon Jovi
Bad Medicine lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
 
 

Hungry Like The Wolf

Dark in the city night is a wire
Steam in the subway earth is afire
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
Woman you want me give me a sign
And catch my breathing even closer behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
In touch with the ground
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Smell like I sound I'm lost in a crowd
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Straddle the line in discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Stalked in the forest too close to hide
I'll be upon you by the moonlight side
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
High blood drumming on your skin it's so tight
You feel my heat I'm just a moment behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
In touch with the ground
I'm on the huntdown after you
Scent and a sound
I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Strut on a line it's discord and rhyme
I howl and I whine I'm after you
Mouth is alive all running inside
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Hungry like the wolf
Burning the ground I break from the crowd
I'm on the huntdown I'm after you
I smell like I sound
I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Strut on a line it's discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I'm hungry like the wolf
 
Burning the ground I break from the crowd
I'm on the huntdown I'm after you
Scent and a sound
I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Strut on a line it's discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Mouth is alive
 
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: George Taylor / Richard David James Heacock
Hungry Like The Wolf lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
 

THERE'S A BARBARIAN ON THE BUS!

  •  I wrote about, my buddy, Lee, don't know his last name, but, he, to me, is a Missoula, Montana, cultural treasure!  LOL.  He reminds me of some old timer, who panned for gold in them, there hills!  He is always colorful, always, happy, always, ready to sing, and show me his latest purchase!  He has some doozies, but the day he wore the black oversized, sombrero cowboy hat, that blocked the Mountain Line chick, and the two cops, from seeing me, or the cops just pretended not to see me, because, they were scoping the crowd, really aggressively, or they were Shelley's robo private cops, dressed for bear, but, we were busy, because of the pink towels, Lee had under his hat . . . now for the rest of the story, beyond the 10 gallon hat . . .
  • both Lee and I, and I am way, relieved to be on the bus, looking out at three cops by now, two looked fake to me, and one real, MPD, private cops, mix in with the real ones and create problems but do the mob's work, on my money!  So, Lee gets off, near his home in East Missouila . . . I take a relaxing ride, I love, that clears my head, gives me all the buzz of being in nature, the pines, the river, the green lush, underpinnings, and all that lovely, beauty in nature, without having to get dirty!  
  • as we come from East Missoula, I see, this, what appears to be, a viking head ornament, on someone's head, and I am like, you have to be kidding, that can't be LEE!  LOL.  Then, I noticed, under the massive head dress, the PINK TOWEL!  LOL.  It is Lee!  What the hell, Lee?  LOL.  He said, it is my barbarian hat . . . WE HAVE A BARBARIAN ON THE BUS!  Now the reason, that has, significance, is, I had just ratted out, James Kennedy, who has long brown, hair, stands, 6'7", is a mountain man, and I called him, CONAN THE BARBARIAN, in one of my recent blogs!  SCREAM!  ESP OR PHYSIC POWERS, TO TELL ME THAT, THE PISSED OFF BARBARIAN, PROTECTING, MY DOUBLE, SISTER, RACHEL, NOW WIFE, HAS SURVEILLANCE ON THE BUS?????  WOW!  However there may be another connection between Lee and the Barbarian . . . surely the two would and did run into each other . . . another story . . .
  • I met James, in Butte, the relationship broke at, me trying to be a responsible tax paying adult, with a law degree and amped up resume, having just applied for a job in the legal department of Montana State University in Bozeman.  He has asked me to meet him in Durango, Colorado.  I also knew that there were surveillance cameras, on us and two new ones had just been installed in the old Butte Rescue Mission where we met, back in late December, after, Christmas.  He had already been shot, didn't want him dead, I was going to go to Bozeman, to work, get a van, so during the summers, I could get this mountain man, out of the cold for winter, or something along that line, but, I didn't dare tell him, for fear of both our lives!  This is new to him.  The next day, all responsibility, left me, and, I decided, to go meet him in Durango, but he didn't know that.  For all he knew, I just blew him off for a second time!  I got poisoned, after purchasing a ticket to Durango, thought I better, get to Kalispell, where somebody might recognize me in the paper if I died, with no I.D.!  I was holed up in the Super 8 Motel, for, at least 5 days, too sick to crawl down the hall to get a Diet Coke, so death bed material!  LOL.  Kennedy told me about, the homeless shelter and soup kitchen in Durango, so, I went down there.  I thought, I saw a double of Kennedy, younger, smaller, darker hair, figured, that this was a stunt to switch me for Rachel, grafting another, branch into the live olive tree, with the attempt, of the DEA, to get rid of me, and bring on the girlz club, to steal my son's music, seeing he would never go, watch my son's music videos, ever?  Strange, love your lover's kids!  All that is history . . . so back to Lee and James, or what I think happened . . . jump to October, 2016, I believe, left, Butte, traveled, ended up at Old Faithful, the Poverello!  Hotel California, Eagles, you can get in, but never get out!  LOL.  So, I kept seeing large size shoes, starting in Durango, big brown, laced boots, pointing to the mountains.  Then, some oversized, boat shoes, Kennedy, Hyanisport flavor, then, there was this ring thing, and book thing in the dorms?  Always something there to remind me of James . . .
  • so, one bright, fall day, all the leaves, changed, I am sitting on California Bridge, looking west, and, after a half hour or so, I turn, to see, this handsome, scruffy, bearded long haired, Kennedy looking tramp, with the traditional blue tarp, over his shit . . . I was heading to the swimming pool, not yet buddy, not yet, I was working out and getting in shape . . . Rachel needs to babysit you for a while, knew the boobs would get any man, particularly him, long legs, and such, so, get it over with, now, before, you hook up! if you do . . . so, he looks at me, I try to avoid him, and I leave to go work out . . . now that day, some short haired, dude, who, almost looked like a Kennedy double, CIA, Rachel's type, showed up in the hot tub?  What the fuck?
  • after working out, I walk back to see if Kennedy, the one I knew was still there?  As I approach, there is a man, still looking like he is asleep, on the bench, where I thought, I saw Kennedy, but the tramp camp looked, different, but maybe I didn't notice, a change, and thought of his old stuff . . . the hat, looked, just right . . . so I thought, this is stupid, he never seemed to let a little weight, stop him, in Butte, so just go rip that fucking hat off his face and see if it is him, which I was pretty sure it was . . . I walk over and grab the hat, and, it is LEE!  LOL.  Was this a set-up?  I yelled, IT'S YOU AND SLAMMED HIS HAT BACK ON HIS FACE!  LOL.  ME AND LEE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS EVER SINCE THAT DAY!  I THOUGHT, KENNEDY, PAID HIM TO LAY THERE, OR GAVE HIM HIS 10 GALLON MOUNTAIN MAN HAT, TO FOOL ME!  I THOUGHT, I HAD A BIG FOOT SIGHTING, ANOTHER TIME, IN THE SPRING . . . HE WAS ON THE CALIFORNIA BRIDGE, WEARING A BALL CAP?
  • ME, LEE AND THE BARBARIAN GO WAY BACK!  LOL.

WILDEST RESCUE STORY EVER, ON THE CLARK FORK RIVER, OR THE RIVER IN THE BOOK AND MOVIE, "A RIVER RUNS THROUGH IT!" 

  • this story, was actually told to me by the old, New York, bank robber!  Mr. Mafioso himself, after, I talked to Sandra, loud enough, and said a few obscenities about sister, Shelley, to let him know, she is a bitch and fraud, and of course he knows that, or he wouldn't be hanging around to kill me, the real money maker!  LOL.  Now the strange thing about this dude, is, I asked him, how Jack was, and he, said, he is doing great, no booze, where he is at in Alaska, he's having a great time.  I said to him, and he was looking sharp, and dressed well, that you sure are doing better.  I said when, I met you, you were walking around with that oxygen tank, and waiting to die . . . that wasn't me?  I thought, you looked too good to be that old dude!  So, a mob boss double, for the old, dude, I originally met?  He was going to get out of town, right after Jack left . . . did he leave for back east, or did he get killed, and this dude took his place?  The old guy, used to dress, in a black leather jacket, dark pants, black shirt under, and drag around, a tank with him.  He and Jack, slept in his old broken down, white Subaru, still parked behind, the Red Lion, he sold for $25 to some other Pov. rats . . . so who is this guy?  The other dude, camped out or slept in the car . . . this guy is wearing a nice light, tan jacket, blue shirt, and nice, light colored slacks, so, much nicer than the other guy, but I haven't seen him in a while . . . is this story true or not?  sounds like when Jack fell in the river, and, fought his way out, going 15 feet or more, slipping off branches, and such, until he fought his way out at high tide.  My stories are only as credible as my sources are . . . sounds plausible . . .
  • so, New York dude, really, Chicago mobster, who murdered, rival NY gangster, and he is better looking, actually, nice looking . . . so, himself, another dude, and three Indians, are drinking all day, near the river.  At about, just before, 3:00 AM, the three injuns, decide to leave on their bikes . . . the other dude with the gangster, stands up and, falls off a cliff, and hits his head on the way down to the water!  It was dark and this, other dude is 70 years old, so, there is not much he can do, he sees the drunk in floating down the river on his back, and right about, as he hits, I think he said, Russell Bridge, the three Indians, are just rounding the corner, to drive across the bridge themselves, and they notice, who they think might be their buddy, floating on his back, and one of the Indians jumps in the freezing water, and tries to drag him out, but, he can't get him alone, so another, Indian, jumps off the bridge, and, drags both guys to safety.  The drunk one, was taken to the hospital, and stayed unconscious for two days . . . 
  • now, if true, and it is very possible, and like I said, these are cultural treasures, from Montana, where lots of dudes and Indians, hang out by the rive and drink all day, and then, split at night, to go wherever they are sleeping for that night, and most prefer outdoors!  But, mafia dude, said, had the three Indians, been 3 minutes, early or 3 minutes late, that guy would have not been scene, and he would have died!  TRUE!  I call it a miracle, he calls it luck.  Some say there is no such thing as luck, I beg to differ, I have had LUCK THAT HAS LASTED A LIFETIME!  GREAT ESCAPES LIKE THIS DAILY!  ONE MINUTE TO LATE, ON MINUTE TO EARLY . . . BOOM!
  • fun side, note, a radio host, yesterday, said, so many people he knows want to come to Montana, that he had people camping in his backyard, in his basement and in his front room, he said it is sooooo beautiful here, that he doesn't want to turn anyone away!  Most come and don't leave, like me!  LOL.  Locals, hate me, they wear hats, MONTANA IS FULL!  LOL.  NO CHANCE!

NOW FOR MY BIZARRE AND AMAZING DREAM . . . WE ALL KNOW, THAT GOVERNOR, STEVE BULLOCK, IS RUNNING FOR THE 2020 PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION, WE ALSO KNOW, THAT MOST PEOPLE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE MONTANA IS ON THE MAP!  LOL.  HE GOT CHEATED OUT OF BEING ON THE FIRST DEBATE, BECAUSE, THE DNC, DIDN'T CHECK THE FINAL LIST OR SOMETHING AND BULLOCK MADE IT THROUGH, ONE OF THEIR CRITERIA, AFTER THEY PUT THE NAMES OF THE DEBATE PARTICIPANTS OUT!  BUT, IN THE NEWSPAPER, A DAY OR TWO AGO, BULLOCK MADE THE SECOND DEBATE!  YEAH!  I THINK WE NEED A RURAL, QUALIFIED, EXPERIENCED, PRESIDENT, BECAUSE, IT IS ABOUT TIME . . . HE IS A FORMER, MONTANA AG, AND A TWO TERM GOVERNOR IN A STATE, THAT VOTED FOR TRUMP, BY, 20%, HE WON A TIGHT RACE BY 4% OF THE VOTE!

THIS DREAM IS A DREAM OF THREE SEGMENTS OF DIGRESSION: (1) IN THE FIRST SEGMENT, GOV. AND PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, CAME IN, THE DREAM, LOOKING, JUST LIKE HE DID ON HIS, ANNOUNCEMENT VIDEO WITH, NBC OR SOME NEWS CHANNEL, YOU CAN SEE IT, HE IS HAVING BREAKFAST WITH HIS, TWO CUTE KIDS, AND GETTING READY TO GO RUNNING.  DID HE COME OUT WITHOUT HIS SHIRT, JUST GETTING UP AND PUTTING ON HIS T-SHIRT TO GO RUNNING--GOOD BODY!  LOL.  LOVE HIS VOICE, DEEP, MASCULINE AND COOL DUDE, WELL PREPARED FOR THE JOB, MORE SO THAN MOST . . . MONTANA IS THE 4TH LARGEST STATE, WITH ONE OF THE LEAST POPULATED STATES, WHICH MAKES IT HARDER TO GET SERVICES, EVEN TRANSPORTATION FROM ONE POINT TO ANOTHER, AND THEY LIVE ON A GOVERNMENT SHOE STRING, HERE, AND I AM WAY IMPRESSED, THAT THEY GET THE JOB DONE! NOW IN THIS PART OF THE DREAM, IT APPEARS THAT HE ASKED ME TO ADDRESS, SOME AUDIENCE OF VERY LAWYERLY LIKE LOOKING, PEOPLE, ON TOPIC LIKE, PRE-EXISTING CONDITIONS ON HEALTH CARE AND THAT TYPE, STUFF, I KNOW LIKE THE BACK OF MY HAND.  MY HAIR STYLE LOOKED, SOMEWHAT LIKE I USED TO WEAR IT, NOW JUST WASH AND WEAR, WILD!  LOL.  JUST THE WAY, I LIKE IT, BUT WOULD, CONFORM TO STANDARDS OF PROFESSIONAL CARE, IF CALLED TO SERVE.  HOWEVER THERE STARTS TO BE THIS MELTDOWN WITH BOTH ME AND THE GOV.; (2)  I CAN'T SEEM TO GET MY HAIR RIGHT, AND, THIS CHICK, WHO IS HELPING ME HAS THE SAME HAIR STYLE, THEN, SHE ASKS ME IF I HAVE THE LIST OF THINGS, THEY WANT ME TO TALK ABOUT AND, I DO, BUT, THERE SEEMS TO BE SOME TYPE OF MISCOMMUNICATION, AND, SOMETHING, STARTS TO MELTDOWN, IN COMMUNICATIONS, THEN THIS VERY PROFESSIONAL MAN, COMES TO SEE IF I AM READY TO ADDRESS THE GROUP, BUT, WE ARE STILL GETTING ME DRESSED, AND THIS IS WHERE IT GETS, DICEY . . . NOW THE CHICK HELPING ME, HAS WHAT I USED TO WEAR TO COURT, AS ALMOST A UNIFORM, BLACK SUIT, PANTS, AND WHITE BLOUSE, BUT, THEY HAVE THIS DREAM, BLUE, RUFFLES, LONG TO THE ANKLES, AND, MORE LIKE THE PROM DRESSES WE USED TO WEAR IN THE 70'S, THEY CALLED EMPIRE OR GRANNY DRESSES!  I WAS LIKE, THAT IS REALLY NOT ME, BUT, I GUESS I COULD WEAR IT?  BUT, I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET READY!  NOW MY HAIR IS MALFUNCTIONING, AND, I CAN'T FIND THE LIST OF TOPICS, OR THEY CHANGED OR SOMETHING, LIKE THAT . . . (3) THIRD FRAME OR SEGMENT, GOV. BULLOCK, NOW PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, SHOWS UP, LOOKING LIKE GROUCHO MARKS, WITH BUSHY EYEBROWS, BIG HANDLE BAR MUSTACHE, AND I THINK GLASSES AND BUCK TEETH!  I AM LIKE WHAT, THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU . . . YOU TOOK RACHEL, INSTEAD OF ME? OR IS IT MY STORIES, THAT, MAKE MONTANA, MONTUCKY?  LOL.

I REALLY AM THE FORMER, AG, THE PROFESSOR, THE WATER CAMPACT CHICK, THE HOBBY LOBBYISTS, THE WORLDWIDE BLOGGER, PROMISE, THE GHOSTBUSTER, AND THE MOB BASHER!

IN OTHER WORDS, I KNOW MY SHIT, AND IF YOU CAN BE PATIENT, LIKE THE KENNEDY WASN'T, i HAVE TO DO HOTSHOT FIREFIGHTER DUTY, GRANDMA, DUTY FOR, MY DAUGHTER, A BIG SHOT IN THE FOREST SERVICE, BUT I WILL BE BACK, IN TWO MONTHS, MONTANA IS MY STATE, MY ID IS HER AND I HAVE BEEN HERE, FOR, 7 YEARS, FOR THE MOST PART, BUT FOR, A STINT IN SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, I LOVE TOO, GOOD LUCK, GOV. INSLEE, MAY THE BEST MAN OR WOMAN WIN!

BOTH GOV'S ARE FRIENDS, BOTH, FORMER, DEMOCRATIC GOVERNOR'S CONFERENCE CHAIRS, OR DIRECTORS, AND BOTH RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT!

I AM LICENSED TO SERVE.  WIRED TO SERVE!  DO SO, WITH OUR WITHOUT PAY!

TRUMP USED THESE DOGS WITH BOOBS, AND LOOK WHERE IT GOT HIM, ALMOST IMPEACHED AND THERE IS STILL TIME!

 EXPERIENCE MATTERS, THEY HAVE RUN ME INTO THE GROUND, WERE ALLOWED TO PUSH ME AROUND, KNOCK ME DOWN, AND, HAVE HAD, 20 YEARS, AND STILL HAVEN'T, ACCOMPLISHED THEIR GOALS OF STEALING ALL OF ME, ENTIRELY! 

WHO IS BETTER, THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS WHO HAD, ALL THE KINGS MEN, AND ALL THE KINGS HORSES, ALL THE GOVERNMENTS TOOLS, ALL THE FLAVORS OF COPS FROM LOCAL, TO STATE, TO FEDERAL, TO ROBO COPS, TO MOB, TO WHATEVER, AND THEY STILL, ARE NOT BETTER THAN, I AM . . . SURE  I HAVE SOME SCARES, AND I SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF THEM, BUT, YOU CAN FEEL SECURE AND PROTECTED, IN THE ADVICE AND CONFIDENCE, I GIVE . . . THEY ARE LIKE THE HOUSE, BUILT ON THE SAND, SHIFTING WITH EVERY WAVE, OR BLOWN AWAY IN THE STORM . . . I BUILD ON A FIRM FOUNDATION, OF ROCK!

THE ROCKER IS MINE TOO!

SO FUCK, YOU!

I DIDN'T BEAT THE COP QUEEN, I WAS HER!  

Thursday, June 20, 2019

MAKE SOME NOISE. WRITTEN BONES. EZ MONEY. A.N.N.I.H.I.L.A.T.I.O.N. SACAJAWEA PARK. EXPECT EXCEPTIONAL. COCA COLA. KEEP IT REAL. THE ICE MAN. HIT MAN FOR 5 MOB FAMILIES. KILLED OVER 250 PEOPLE. CLAIM TO FAME--KILLED ALL IN A DIFFERENT WAY! FAMILY MAN. CATHOLIC. LOVING FATHER AND HUSBAND. RESPECTED IN COMMUNITY. HOW DO YOU BECOME A "MADE MAN OR WOMAN" IN THE MAFIA? MAKE MONEY. EZ MONEY. THE MORE YOU MAKE, THE FASTER YOU MOVE UP THE CRIMINAL ORGANIZATION. ONE FAMILY STOP SHOP. NO RIVAL GANGS OR MOB FAMILIES. NO GUNS. NO CHANCE OF BEING AMBUSHED BY CAPTAINS OR SOLDIERS IN YOU ORGANIZATION. DOUGH JUST KEEPS ROLLIN' IN. THE GIFT THAT JUST KEEPS GIVING! SUITE RIDE! BET YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD GET HUNGRY LOOKING AT A BUS. BRICKYARD. GIRL GANG. GIRL POWER RULES. I AM THE POWER STROKE. FRESH-GRILLED. FRESH-FILLED. FUEL YOUR FUN. HEADED ON DOWN TO FLAVORTOWN. OBSESSION. MURDER. WHAT IF THE CONCRETE JUNGLE ISN'T WILD ENOUGH? CAUGHT UP IN A BAD ROMANCE. --LADY GAGA. YOU ONLY KNOW YOUR LOVER WHEN YOU LET HER GO! DON'T BELIEVE IT . . . THE ENDING MAKES YOUR JAW-DROP . . . WANTED FOR CASH! HAND-CRAFTED DELICIOUSNESS. CAPTAIN MARVEL VS. THE CHARMER. IF YOU GO . . . APPLETON. WISCONSIN. WILDFLOWER WALK. HAUNTED HISTORY. WHAT TRULY DEFINES FAMILY . . . LOVE. "MADE IN MONTANA" TRADE SHOW & FOOD EXHIBITORS REPORT 60% INCREASE IN SALES! QUALITY HEALTH. SAFE. SIMPLE. COMPLIANT. YOUR HOME. YOUR MISSION. GAME OF CAT & MOUSE. DEADLY. DANGEROUS. DELICIOUS. NO OFFICIAL INVITATION TO PLAY. BUT IF YOU ARE NOT READY, YOU DIE! NOTICE EVERYTHING. WHAT IS NORMAL. WHAT IS DIFFERENT. EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC. WE DO THINGS SUBCONSCIOUSLY THAT GIVE US OR THEM AWAY. NEVER RULE OUT, GOD INTEL! THANK YOU TO SOME CLEAR PLAYERS, WHO WAREND ME YESTERDAY! MISSOULA SAW CHAIN: (1) THEY DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY, I TURNED MY LIBRARY COMPUTER IN EARLY, ABOUT 20 MINUTES--THREE MEN, AGES, 30 TO 40, NO KIDS, NOT NORMAL LIBRARY PATRONS, DON'T FIT THE NORM, QUICKLY FOLLOWED ME OUT OF THE LIBRARY (A) ONE, LONG HAIRED, ASIAN, ALWAYS KIND OF A CUT ABOVE THE REST; (B) TWO OTHER WHITE DUDES, BOTH, NICE LOOKING, WELL DRESSED, NO BOOKS IN ANY OF THEIR HANDS; (3) THESE TYPE OF MEN, EITHER DON'T GO TO THE LIBRARY, OR GO TO THE LAW OR COLLEGE LIBRARY, OR HAVE KIDS, ATTENDING SUMMER READING PROGRAMS, OR ATTEND READING TIME AT THE LIBRARY. FRIEND OR FOE? EARLY EXIT THROW OFF FED STING OP? OR ARE THEY WELL AWARE OF WHAT IS GIONG ON IN MISSOULA, LITTLE BIG TOWN? GO GRIZ. GO ANYWHERE! THAT IS MORE TRUE NOW THAN, ANY OTHER TIME! THEIR PRESENCE, GOOD OR BAD, LET ME KNOW, I SHOULD BE ON ALERT! (2) SO, NORMALLY, AFTER LUNCH, I LIKE TO CATCH SOME BUS ROUTE INTO TOWN, TO CATCH, EITHER THE 4 BUS TO BONNER, OR THE 12 BUS TO THE SOUTH HILLS, PLACE WHERE THE RUSSIAN MOB WAS, ALLEGEDLY TAKING OVER, WITH 250 FBI AGENTS, COMING IN TO INVESTIGATE. I AM FULL FROM POV. LUNCH, ALWAYS EAT BETTER WHEN I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY! I AM THERE. AFTER A NICE RIDE ON THE BUS, LEAVING THE DRIVING TO THE MOUNTAIN LINE DRIVERS, I JUST CHILL AND ENJOY THE SCENARY. HOWEVER, (3) ON THE FIRST PART OF THE TRIP CLIMBING THE VERY STEEP HILLS ON THE SOUTHERN PART OF MISSOULA, OVERLOOKING THE VALLEY, THERE WAS THIS GRAY TRUCK, PULLED OVER TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD, WITH, THEIR RED TAIL LIGHTS FLASHING, AND I BELIEVE, THEY HAD, ORANGE OR YELLOW WARNING LIGHTS ON TOP OF THE TRUCK TOO. I TOOK NOTE OF THE POSSIBLE WARNING OF SOMETHING I SHOULD BE WATCING FOR; (3) AFTER, GOING AROUND ALL THE CURVES AND TURNS, WE EVENTUALLY, COME BACK DOWN, TO THE MAIN ROAD, WHAT IS IT HIGGINS? AGAIN, I LOOK OVER TO THE RIGHT, AND THEIR, PARKED, ON A SIDE ROAD BUT, WELL, IN SEEING DISTANCE, WAS THE SAME GRAY TRUCK WITH RED FLASHING TAIL LIGHTS, AND, THE ORANGE WARNING LIGHTS ON TOP? WHAT THE FUCK? RED TAIL LIGHTS. FAMOUS IS FOLLOWING YOU OR TAILING YOU! WARNING--AFTER TODAY'S BLOG, BETTER WATCH OUT! (4) THE BUS GOES UP AND DOWN, SEVERAL HILLS, AND ON THE WAY BACK DOWN, STREET NAME, I AM NOT SURE, NEAR BARBARA, ALSO SYMBOLIC, BOTH A FRIEND OF KAY'S AND MINE! SINCE CHILDHOOD. BUT THE STREET IS THE ONE WITH THE BUS BENCH AT THE BOTTOM OF IT . . . BUT THIS WAS FURTHER UP THE HILL AND I HAD JUST PASSED, MOOSE CAN ALLEY, I THINK, ALSO, SYMBOLIC, RACHEL'S LAST MARRIED NAME IF "MOOSMAN" OR WAS! IT IS KIND OF A OPEN FIELD, WITH A HOUSE, WITH A TREE LINED, BARRIER, AND PARKED, BACK, A BIT, WAS A WHITE GMC SONOMA, WITH A ORANGE SERVICE LIGHT OR WARNING LIGHT FOR SERVICE, NOT ON . . . NOW, EX-HUB, THE CHICAGO MOBSTER, A SMOOTH CRIMINAL, USED TO DRIVE A MAROON, TRUCK, JUST LIKE THAT ONE AND ABOUT THE SAME AGE! THE COLOR WHITE SYMBOLIZES, PURITY, CLEANLINESS, AND THE THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND, THAT, COWBOY, ALSO HAS A SMALL WHITE FORD RANGER, PICK-UP, THAT, DOES HAVE AN ORANGE WARNING, LIGHT ON TOP! COULD THERE BE A DOUBLE FOR BRETT? COWBOY, GOES BY AT LEAST TWO NAMES, ON A FAMOUS RODEO CHAMPION, PART IRISH, PART APACHE--I JUST LIKE THE NAME, APACHE HELICOPTERS, I THINK HIS MOM WAS, ALLEGEDLY, CROW OR BLACKFOOT, THAT, JETHOR IVERY CALLS, "FLATHEAD TRIBE" THAT I HAVE NEVER HEARD, REFERRED TO AS THAT? IF YOU CALL HIS PHONE, IT IS LEAVE A MESSAGE FOR MIKE? WHO'S MIKE? MICHAEL C. BENDER. SHELLEY THAT IS, NOT ME! I FIGURED THIS WAS ANOTHER, COP, GRAFTING, SHELLEY, INTO BEING ME, INTO MY LIFE, MY FAMILY TREE, AND TRYING TO KILL ME, TO RID ME OF THE NUISANCE, TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN! DID HE TRY TO KILL ME, WHEN HE TOOK ME DOWN TO HAMILITON, WITH HIS SADDLE BAGS, AND A 15 INCH SHEATHED KNIFE? DID THE MAN OR WOMAN IN THE TRUCK, HEAR, SOMETHING ON SURVEILLANCE? ANYWAY, I TOOK THAT AS A WARNING TO BE ON GUARD, FOR, THESE TYPE OF MEN, YOU HAVE GRINDED, FOR GOOD REASON! (5) SO RIGHT AFTER THAT, I AM LISTENING TO JACK 105.9 AND, THE DJ SAYS, "ARE YOU SURE YOU DON'T HAVE A CONTRACT OUT ON YOU?" GOD INTEL. (6) THE NEXT SONG IS CALLED, "WATCH IT!" MURDER SHE WROTE. I DECIDE, BASED ON THE THREE MEN, WHO FOLLOWED ME OUT OF THE LIBRARY, TO AVOID, THE LIBRARY THE SCENE OF SEVERAL STING OPS, OVER THE YEARS. (7) I AM WAITING FOR BUS #4 TO BONNER, THERE ARE TWO OTHER BUSES, LINED UP, AND THE 4 IS A BIT LATE . . . I AM DANCING TO MY MUSIC, JUST, DIGGIN' ON THE DAY AND THE CHANCE TO TAKE A RIDE OUT TO BONNER. I SEE THIS CHICK THAT LOOKS LIKE A YOUNGER KAY, BROWN HAIR, SLIM, SHORT, AND THE REASON I NOTICED HER, WAS, SHE WAS WITH A LITTLE BOY, HIDDEN IN A LIME GREEN, SWEATSHIRT, HOOD ON, AND SHE WAS KIND OF JACKING HIM AROUND, YANKING ON HIS NECK, PULLING HIM THIS WAY AND THAT. HIS SHIRT SAID, "MAKE SOME NOISE" WHICH I HAD DONE EARLIER, EVEN SUGGESTING THAT, THEY GET BRETT'S SON, INTO PROTECTIVE CUSTODY, BECAUSE, THEY, THE SWARM OR MOB WILL KILL A WITNESS WHO CAN IDENTIFY, ME FROM, KAY, SHELLEY AND RACHEL, THE KEY FEMALE GANG MEMBERS! I THOUGHT, IS THIS THE WAY, KAY TREATED, BRETT'S SON? PROBABLY, SHE NEVER STRUCK ME AS A GOOD MOTHER--ONE DAY, I WENT OVER TO HER HOUSE, AND IT WAS LIKE, 11:00 AM, AND HER TWO SONS WERE SITTING IN THE KITCHEN EATING, COLD CEREAL? YUCK. IT REMINDED ME OF THE ONE DAY, I TOOK MY TWO YOUNGEST SONS, TO A DROP-IN CHILD CARE CENTER, AND THOUGHT THERE WERE PEDIOPHILES, LINING THE WALLS! SCREAM, MY LIVE IN BABYSITTER GOT HER BUS SCHEDULE MESSED UP, AND HAD TO WORK DURING MY FINAL AT COLLEGE, SO, I RACED, TO FINISH THE TEST AS FAST AS I COULD AND RESCUE MY BOYS! ALL THE KIDS WERE EATING COLD CEREAL, AND, MINE NEVER HAD A COLD BREAKFAST, UNTIL, OUR DIVORCE! THAT IS JUST A PERSONAL THING FOR ME--BREAKFAST IS IMPORTANT, AND MY KIDS HAD A HOT ONE, BEFORE, THEY LEFT FOR SCHOOL EACH DAY. I KNOW SOME FAMILIES CAN'T DO THAT, I WAS BLESSED! (8) SO, MY FRIEND, LEE, ONE OF MISSOULA'S MOST NOTORIOUS, CARICATURES, WALKS BY ME WEARING THIS, CRAZY, ALMOST SOMBRERO LOOKING, BLACK COWBOY HAT, BUT WITH THIS PINK, THING STICKING OUT FROM UNDER IT? WHAT IS THAT LEE? HE PULLS OFF HIS HAT, SHOWS IT TO ME, NO, WHAT IS THAT PINK THING UNDER YOUR HAT? LOL. A TOWEL TO MAKE THE HAT FIT! LOL. IT IS DRIPPING HALF WAY DOWN HIS FACE! HE IS A CHARACTER! LEE IS TAKING UP THE LEAD, TO BUS 4, THAT IS PARKED WEIRD? THERE IS THIS HUGE SPACE, BETWEEN, THE FIRST TWO BUSES AND THE #4? STRANGE. ALL THE SUDDEN, THIS VERY SHELLEY, LOOKING, MOUNTAIN LINE, CHICK WITH SHOULDER LENGTH DARK HAIR, WALKIE TALKIE IN HAND, COMES AROUND THE BUS . . . SHE IS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE, I AM RIGHT AT THE END OF THE BUS, AND ALMOST RUN STRAIGHT INTO NOT JUST ONE COP, BUT TWO, WHO ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR SOMEONE? SHIT. LUCKY FOR ME, LEE'S OVERSIZED, BLACK HAT, BLOCKED, SOME OF THE VIEW . . . THIS WOULD BE SOMETHING, SHELLEY, ON MY NAME AND MONEY WOULD DO, TRY TO GET ME ARRESTED, LIKE SHE HAD DONE FOR YEARS. I DDIN'T NOTICE, ANYONE ACTING OUT, OTHER THAN THE KAY LOOK ALIKE! BUT SHE CALMED DOWN TOO. I QUICKLY GET ON THE BUS, AND THE COPS, NOW THREE OF THEM, ARE TALKING TO THIS BLACK DUDE, WHO I NEVER HEARD, OR SAW, WHERE THE CHICK WAS TAKING THE COPS? A COVER-UP? JUST GRAB THE ONE BLACK DUDE AND TALK TO HIM. STAGED! I AM SAFELY ON THE BUS. (9) THERE IS A DUDE, ON THAT ROUTE, WHO REMINDS ME, OF WHO, I THOUGHT, MIGHT HAVE, WARNED ME, AND THE GRAY TRUCK, FOR SOME ODD REASON, I THOUGHT HE MIGHT DRIVE A TRUCK LIKE THAT, WAY BACK TWO YEARS AGO--IF I DON'T HAVE A SIGN OR SYMBOL, I MAKE UP ONE AND GOD USES THAT FROM THAT TIME ON--WE ARE BOTH GOOD, HE HAS BEEN TRAINING ME FOR, 20 YEARS! LIKELY KNEW THE SHIT I WAS GOING TO GET MYSELF INTO IN THE FUTURE, STARTED, EARLY! IT IS ALMOST A SCIENCE! BRETT SAID, MY BRAIN WAS LIKE THE FEDERAL TAX CODE! FED TURNED MOB BOSS! NINJA MIKE IS ONE DUDE, CRAZY ASS ENOUGH, WILD ENOUGH, TURBO TORGUED ENOUGH, TO BE ON MY SIDE, AND, DO SOME AMAZING THINGS! KISSES IF THAT WAS YOU, OR WHOMEVER, WAS PRIVY TO WHAT WAS HAPPENING AROUDN THEM! COVERT OPS FOR SURE! DANGER AROUND EVERY CORNER! MAN OF MY DREAMS, IF TRUE! LOL. I REALLY DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS NAME, NEVER ASKED! LIKE I SAY, I MAKE MY OWN, SIGNS AND SYMBOLS UP FOR THINGS AND GOD, FOLLOWS IT! (10) AS THE BUS PULLS INTO THE COURTHOUSE AND BUS TERMINAL, I NOTICE A COUPLE, WHO LOOKED, LIKE ME AND BRETT, HE HAD HIS ARMS AROUND HER. LOVE IS LOVE. ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR! LOL. THEN, I NOTICE, A MAN, WALKNING WITH HIS ARMS AROUND, A YOUNG BOY . . . A SIGH OF RELIEF, THAT, MAYBE BRETT'S BEAUTIFUL SON, IS WITH HIM, OR SOME COP PICKED HIM UP, AND HE IS SAFE. I HAVE HAD MEN, OFFER TO BE A BODY GUARD, EVEN WILLING TO TAKE A BULLET FOR ME . . . I DON'T WANT TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR TWO OF US! THE WORST THING, BRETT'S BLOOD DOUBLE, COULD DO, IS BE WITH ME, RIGHT NOW! THIS MORNING IN THE NEWSPAPER, THERE WAS A MAN WITH THE LAST NAME, "BIRDWELL" AND I THOUGHT, HE IS SAFE AND GOT AWAY WELL! THERE WAS ALSO A MOTHER AND SON, I THINK, SORRY IF GIRLFRIEND, THAT REMINDED ME OF, RUTHIE, AND BEING REUNITED WITH HER CUTE SON! YOU DID A FINE JOB, GIRL! THEN THIS SONG CAME ON THAT WAS, LIKE, "I REMEMBER YOU . . ." HOW COULD A 5 YEAR OLD REMEMBER, ME? OFTEN BRETT WOULD PLAY WITH, HIM, CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER HIS NAME, OUT IN THE BACKYARD, AND, ME AND RUTHIE WOULD TALK. THE ONLY THING I COULD THINK OF, HIM, REMEMBERING, WAS ME LAUGHING AT HIS CRAZY ASS MOTHER! FUNNIEST MEMORY, YOUR MOM, BOUGHT YOU A BLACK GOLD FISH, AND PUT IT IN A LITTLE GLASS FISH TANK. IT DIED, I THINK, SHE WENT OUT OF TOWN, FOR A DAY OR SO, CAME BACK AND THE FISH WAS FLOATING IN THE TANK ON TOP OF THE WATER, OBVIOUSLY DEAD! I ASKED HER WHAT SHE DID WITH THE FISH, BURIED IT IN THE PET CEMETARY? LOL. NO, I FROZE IT IN THE ICE TRAY. YOU DID WHAT? DO YOU WANT TO SEE IT? SURE . . . SHE ACTUALLY, FROZE THE FISH IN THE ICE TRAY . . . DON'T FORGET IT WHEN, YOU SERVE LEMONADE! LOL. RUTHIE WAS ONE OF THE MOST FUN, COOLEST CHICKS, I EVER MET! YOU GOT LUCKY, BOY! KAY, WAS ANOTHER STORY, EVEN AS A FRIEND SINCE CHILDHOOD . . . SHE HAD A MEAN STREAK IN HER, AND I CAN SEE HER TREATING YOU JUST LIKE THAT BOY IN THE GREEN SWEATSHIRT, WITH THE WORDS, "MAKE SOME NOISE" LIKE SHE IS GOING TO HURT ME OR DID! PAYBACK'S A BITCH, KAY! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND! NEVER MARRY ANYONE, IF YOU DON'T LOVE THEIR CHILDREN! I SAW THREE, OF MEN, I WAS EITHER MARRIED TO OR ATTRACTED TO, AND, ALL THREE, THERE WAS IMMEDIATE, LOVE, EVEN WHEN THEIR DADDY'S DID ME WRONG--THERE ARE ALWAYS TWO SIDES TO EVERY STORY--LATER THERE WAS THIS SONG, WHERE IS YOUR WHITE PICKET FENCE, YOUR DREAM MAN--I HOPE YOU SCREAM WHEN, YOU SEE MY FACE, WHEN, YOU SEE MY FACE . . . YOU FIND AN NICE GUY WHO WILL TREAT YOU WELL, AND, YOU DO SOMETHING. PROBABLY RIGHT. THEN, THE SONG, I WANT TO PUSH YOU AROUND, I WANT TO PUSH YOU AROUND . . . THEY DID! LOL. BUT, I HAVE A BIG STICK TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM BACK! THEY NEVER COUNTED ON THAT! NICE TRY MAKING IT ONE OF YOUR PUSSY CAT GIRLS! NO, JUST ME, WROTE THEM ALL! I WILL WRITE ABOUT THE DREAM, I HAD LAST NIGHT, IT GOES RIGHT IN WITH THIS. OH, I FORGOT TO SAY, THAT WHILE I WAS LOOKING AT THE KAY DOUBLE AND THE FIVE YEAR OLD, BEING, PUSHED AROUND, THERE WAS A CRUMPLED UP, BLACK & WHITE, TISSUE, FROM, NONE OTHER THAN, 5 GUYS BURGERS AND FRIES! THE RUMPLED, TRASH, WAS LEFT ON THE BENCH . . . I THOUGHT, THOSE ASSHOLES, I WROTE ABOUT, ARE NOT GOING TO GIVE ME JUSTICE, SYMBOLIZED BY THE BLACK & WHITE OR COPS, GUYS, AND I FIGURED AS MUCH! THE DREAM WILL REVEAL, ALL THIS, SOON! I HOPE YOU HAD THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE . . . I DID! LOL. YOU DRIVE US WILD, WE'LL MAKE YOU CRAZY. NOT YET, BUT CLOSE AT TIMES! NOW FOR THE DREAM . . . MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW!

KNOW YOUR WORTH!

  • in the dream, I was moving in this shitty apartment, just the type I can afford on Social Security, but, with, a billion or so, banking daily from my blog, going worldwide, international delight!  I appeared to be sharing the apartment with some chick, didn't know here, and she was, saying she didn't know if she could, afford, half of the rent for this shitty rat trap, with, a cement shower, so real, low rent!  LOL.
  • were were looking through this empty apartment, and there was this, podium, or, a wood, almost, free standing, lectern, or something, with, all these little dogs, and I mean, real, little dogs, beyond the size of a toy, little!  These mini-dogs, started to fall off, and I was trying to keep them, from getting hurt, falling on the floor . . . why do we have all these little dogs in here? where did they come from . . . she didn't have a clue.  Weird.  But, symbolic!  If you get my meaning.  One of the dudes at the Pov, wearing a white cowboy hat, and walking with a walker, has a very symbolic shirt on, that reminds me or may have been the impetus, for this part of the dream, lol, it is a t-shirt, gray, with, tons of small dogs on it, and in the middle of all the dog, there is this, red square or oblong, or whatever a longer square is called--never good at math or geometry! but there is the number "10" in the middle of the red square!  I think you will get my meaning!  How, I symbolized that shirt, and some other dude was wearing it the day, I escaped to Butte . . . seemed, kind of cop-ish, but he had that same shirt on!  He was pretending to be bringing this drunk to the bus station, to catch the bus . . . like right!  Dude was acting drunk, and this guy, walks over to me and says, I NEVER KNEW YOU TOOK A BUS?  He must be confusing me with Rachel, the former, flight attendant!  LOL.  I think I have only taken the airplane, once in all the time, since the bitches and bastards, had all my I.D. stolen, making it impossible to fly, for at least 4 years!  CONTROL!  THEY WANT TO KNOW WHERE I AM AT EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY, WITH 24/7 CONTACT!  IT IS CALLED WANTED FOR MONEY!
  • in the next part of the dream, I am taking, a shower, in this, cement, shower!  I was thinking, this is REAL, low rent, district with this kind of shower . . . reminds me of jail . . . some of the Pov rats, actually, like being in jail, over the cold or the heat!  Jack, drunk on his ass one night, without a ride home to East Bonner, called the cops, told them to arrest him, he was publicly, intoxicated.  There response was hilarious . . . WHAT DO YOU THINK WE ARE RUNNING HERE, A MOTEL?  SORRY JACK OLD BOY!  LOL. 

 THIS IS THE KILLER PART OF THE DREAM!

  • after I get done with my shower, I start to look around the empty, apartment, with no furniture, and I open, what, I thought, was a cabinet in the kitchen, or bathroom, and, inside, I see, vinyl record covers, that dates me, but they are back in style, hot off the shelves, of retro-cool, funky, old book and music stores!  One the cover, is, Misha Brezinski, one of the main hosts of, the top morning news show, MSNBC, Morning Joe, or Mourning Jo!  She is married, now, to Joe Scarasborough, spelling, but, she has a side business, called, Know Your Worth, seminars, and conferences, for female empowerment.  She also has a book, with the same name, I think.
  • the interesting thing was, what she was wearing . . . she had a pure white, leotard on, something, gymnasts or dancers might wear.  She, was in a suggestive pose, with her legs, spread, and her arms behind her . . . suggestive, but not trashy, sexy but not skanky, and there was ONE big album cover, and, four smaller ones with the same, picture of Misha!
  • the number of album covers, is also, connected to all the girls, and guys, FIVE GUYS BURGERS AND FRIES!  The large album cover, is symbolic of me, a morning news, anchor of sorts, with a much, larger, readership that, Morning Joe, has viewers, and, I am a female, who empowers, women, and, some say, I am gorgeous.  I am, clean, legally, from, having a rap sheet, and, I am morally clean, safe, simple, and contained, QUALITY HEALTH!  I push, safe and smart, selective, sex!  I am suggestive and, sexy, in my writing but not trampy, and slutty, for the most part, if it's too spicy it is just right!  I read an article about, Helen GUrly Brown, and, in creating, the images, she wanted in Cosmopolitan, she used a very similar balance of, sexy, but not skanky, seductive, but not cheap and trashy, and, the writing was something like that too . . . just enough, to peak your interest, but not too hard core . . . I call my writing, soft porn.
  • I found it interesting that, there was ONE big Misha, and four, copies of her . . . very, very, very, symbolic of what has actually happened . . . DON'T BELIEVE HER, IS THEIR CRY, BUT IT IS TRUE!  I also find it interesting, the use of the vinyl or old fashioned, records, because, my son, Elliot, the rocker, just released, a new CD, and I am sure they are fucking wi9th it and stealing that music too . . . on Jack, yesterday and today, there is a saying, generally funny, Can we just go back to when you just stole my music?  FINANCIAL TERRORISM, FRAMING FOR CRIMES, AMBUSHES, AND ATTACKS ON CHARACTER, IS NOT FUN . . . JUST TAKE THE MUSIC, LEAVE ME ALONE!  SAME WITH MY BLOG, BUT INTERESTING THE CONNECTIONS TO MUSIC, MY SON, HIS NEW CD, ALSO BEING, HIDDEN, I AM SURE, BEHIND, CLOSED, CABINET DOORS, SO THE MOB CAN MAKE THEIR MONEY, AS THEY HAVE GOTTEN USED TO FOR 20 YEAR, FROM THIS MOTHER AND SON, GOLDEN ARCHES . . . ADD SECOND SON, RAP AND HIP HOP, DAUGHTER'S BOOKS, GRETA JUST FINISHED, A 350 PAGE NOVEL, READY TO PROOF READ AND, GO TO PRINT, BUT SHE IS SITTING ON IT, PROBABLY BECAUSE, SHE KNOWS IT WILL BE STOLEN, THE SECOND IT HITS THE SHELVES, LIKE NICOLE'S WAS . . . SHE IS DIVORCED NOW, AND NEED THE MONEY!
  • again, the wearing of the white, the pure, the clean, the posed, pussy, undercover, sex, but, she, while having a long time affair with Joe, strikes me as that pure, willing to be with a man, but a committed man, not just some one night stand, fly by night affair, but, with someone she can trust, love and share her family with.  Joe sounds, like he knew her father, Dr. Brezenski, may have had him as a professor, really, loved the man, both, supportive of their families, and, were, quite, secretive of their off stage, affair and then, finally announced their marriage, that didn't shock, anyone!  IT'S ABOUT TIME!  LOL.  They are both very family oriented, and protective of their grown, and young kids.

I KNOW MY WORTH . . . FROM THE NEWS, TO A MOTHER, TO AN ATTORNEY, TO A JOURNALIST, OF SORTS, AS SOMEONE WHO INSPIRES MEN AND WOMEN, ALIKE, AND, WHO CONTRIBUTES TO HER WORLD!

BURYING ME, COVERING ME, HIDING ME, STEALING FROM ME, YOU ARE STEALING FROM THE WORLD, AND MORE THAN, THE MONEY, OR THE FAME, OR THE GLORY OF THIS BLOG, IS THE KNOWLEDGE FOR THE POWER OF THE PEOPLE . . . YOU ARE STEALING THAT, NOT ONLY FROM OUR COUNTRY, BUT THE WORLD!

YOU HURT THE WORLD, WHEN, YOU HURT ME!

WE MAY NOT HAVE THE SAME POLITICS--TOUGH SHIT, LEARN TO WRITE BETTER, GET SMARTER PEOPLE ON YOUR SIDE, DO SOMETHING, BUT STEALING IS NOTHING, TO BRAG ABOUT!

HERE IS FOR THE JOY OF THE WORLD

2019 GAMBLE, CARTOON IN THE MISSOULIAN, THIS MORNING.  FIRST CARTOON SECTION, SHOWS, PUTIN, IN THE RUSSIAN CYBERWARFARE HACKING COMPUTER ROOM, WITH THE NEWS THAT, THE U.S. HACKED, THE RUSSIAN ELECTRICAL POWER GRID.  IN THE NEXT SPACE, OR CARTOON SECTION, THERE IS A COMPUTER OR IT PERSON, AND HE IS TAKING ORDERS FROM PUTIN . . . "2020 FOR BIDEN, WE DIDN'T FAIR TOO WELL WITH TRUMP!"

LOL.

WHAT A WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, WORLD THIS COULD BE!

LOVE IS THE ANSWER!

IRAN. U.S.!

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

GODZILLA. TUXEDO GALLERY. BLOOD DOUBLE. --NEIL MCMAHON. TWICE DYING. --NEIL MCMAHON. SWEET LOVIN'. STICKY SWEET FROM HIS HEAD TO HIS FEET! STRAY WILD HORSES DADDY BREEDERS LEFT BEHIND, COMING OUT OF THE WOODWORK TO BITE DEAD BEAT DADS? YOUR FUTURE LOOKS GOLDEN. COLLEGE TUITION ASSISTANCE! MIDAS. DRIVE OUT HUNGER. COMPENSATION FOR LOST LOVE? FAMOUS SONS RUN? BELIEVE HER. THE WORLD WAS MOVING AND SHE WAS RIGHT THERE WITH IT . . . SHE WAS! IF SHE IS LIVING IN HOMELESS SHELTERS, WHO IS COLLECTING ALL THE MONEY FROM HER BLOG? GOOD QUESTION. THE JIGSAW PUZZLE MURDERS. HAVE YOU SEEN MY DAD LATELY? I BELIEVE HE WAS TRYING TO KILL ME UP RATTLESNAKE CANYON THREE SUMMERS AGO. THEN, SOMEONE LOOKING JUST LIKE HIM WAS STALKING ME AT THE OVERLAND PARK CHURCH, SHELTER, IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON. BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM, SINCE LEAVING HIM ABOUT THE LAST TIME I SAW YOU--13 TO 15 YEARS AGO . . . YOUR BETTER LOOKING THAT YOUR OLD MAN! SWINK. FREE TO BE MORE. INTERESTING MOB DREAM LAST NIGHT: (1) I WAS IN THIS REALLY NICE HOUSE, VERY LARGE, WELL DECORATED, WITH SOME, LADY, ABOUT MY AGE, A BIT OVER WEIGHT, AND SHE WAS RATTLING AROUND THE HOUSE, AND AS I FOLLOWED HER AROUND THE HOUSE, I SAID, THE MOB IS HERE . . . SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO BLINK AT THAT, AND CONTINUED ON DOING WHATEVER SHE WAS DOING; (2) SUDDENLY, SEVERAL MEN, ALL DRESSED IN TYPICAL MOB CLOTHING, STRAIGHT OUT OF THE 1950'S MOB MOIVES, INCLUDING THE FELT HATS, TRENCH COATS, OR OVERCOATS, THAT WENT BELOW THE KNEES, SUITS AND TIES, CAME BUSTING IN THE HOUSE: (3) I WAS ALARMED, WENT FOR COVER, STOOD BEHIND, A BED, NEXT TO A WALL . . . SHE DIDN'T SEEM BOTHERED AT ALL, NOR CONCERNED; (4) THEY LET LOOSE TWO DOBERMAN PINCERS, WITH GNARLED LIPS, AND TEETH BARED, THAT STARTED TOWARD ME: (5) I THOUGHT, DOGS SENSE WHEN YOU ARE AFRAID OF THEM, AND I AM NOT, SO, I JUST WALKED OUT FROM BEHIND THE BED, AND RIGHT PASSED THE DOGS! (7) THEN, I CONTINUED TO FOLLOW THE CHICK AROUND THE MASSIVE HOME, AND, ALL LINED UP, WERE ABOUT, 10 LONG GUNS, OR RIFLE TYPE GUNS, LEANED AGAINST THE WALL OR CLOSET DOORS. (8) I OPENED A CLOSET AND THERE WERE MORE GUNS, AND I THOUGHT, MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE ONE FOR PROTECTIONS? NA. I PUT IT BACK AGAINST THE WALL. (9) THE END. I HAVE LONG THOUGHT, MOB. WHEN, I FIRST MARRIED BRETT, THE FIRST MOVIE HE SHOWED ME WAS "MORMONS & MOBSTERS!" HE LOOKED ITALIAN OR SICILIAN. WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM. THEN, I HAD AN INCIDENT, AT HASTINGS, AND YESTERDAY ON THE BUS, STILL, WONDERING, ABOUT, BRETT MINI, AND WHY HE IS AT THE POVERELLO, I LOOKED UP AT THE STREET AND IT SAID, "HASTINGS" JUST OFF AUTHOR OR UNIVERSITY. THIS MORNING, WHILE AT MCDONALD'S ON MCDONALD STREET, BUS #7, AGAIN I WAS THINKNIG ABOUT THE DREAM AND THE BLOOD DOUBLE, WHO JUST APPEARS, IN FACT, THREE BLOOD DOUBLES, ALL OFFSPRING OF THEIR FAMOUS OR INFAMOUS DADS! WHY? PAYBACK IS A KID LEFT BEHIND, WHILE YOU WERE CHASING, AND CLAIMING, JOANN S. SECRIST'S, KIDS, WERE YOURS? SIX DEEPING THEIR PARENTAGE, TO HIDE, THEM? I ALWAYS WONDERED, WHAT, THEIR KIDS, MY SISTER'S KIDS, KAY'S KIDS THOUGHT, ABOUT, THIS ARRANGEMENT? I WOUJLD BE BITTER TOO! THESE KIDS ARE ALL STUNNERS, LOOK SMART, ARE BEAUTIFUL, AND, SEEM TO BE PROCESSING THE WILD GAME, READY TO JUMP RIGHT IN! ADVENTURE! SO, WHILE, PONDERING ALL THIS, TRYING TO PROCESS THIS WEEK'S EVENTS, OR EVEN THE LAST FEW, WITH THE STAKES OF THE GAME AMPING UP, STARTING, IN YELLOWSTONE, CONTINUING TO BUTTE, AND BEYOND, THIS YOUNG KID, ALL DRESSED IN RED, BOTH PRO BALL SHIRT AND ATHLETIC PANTS, IS RUNNING LIKE CRAZY THIS MORING DOWN THE STREET? WHO CAN BE MORE DAMAGING TO DADDY AND STEP-MOMS, BAD MOMS, THAN, PISSED OFF BABIES? NOBODY. THEIR LIVES ARE IN DANGER. IN THE WILD, FATHERS, OFTEN KILL THEIR YOUNG! BE AWARE OF THAT, THESE MEN, AND WOMEN, ARE OPERATING ON THE LAW OF THE JUNGLE, OR PREDATORS AND PREY! I'M BETTING ON THE KIDS! MY DREAM WOULD INDICATE, THAT, BLOOD DOUBLE, CAN, EASILY, IDENTIFY, GODZILLA AND THE BRIDE OF GODZILLA! HOW DID THEY KNOW ME? WHEN, BABY KENNEDY WAS DROPPED OFF, HE ACTUALLY, GOT OFF THE BUS, AND WENT INTO THE ARMS OF A WOMAN, WHO LOOKS, AN AWEFULLY, LOT, LIKE, THE WOMAN I JUST SAW IN THE DREAM . . . MOB WIVES? KIDS NATURALLY CHALLENGE THEIR PARENTS. INTERESTING NEW DYNAMICS TO THIS GAME. THE POWER OF GODZILLA AND BRIDE OF FRANKINSTIEN . . . SO THE OTHER DAY, WHEN, I WROTE ABOUT, THE SYMBOLISM OF THE APPLES, WITH THE SIMPLE DREAM OF, SOMEONE, HANDING OUT APPLES, OR BLOGS . . . HERE YOU GET THE MONEY FROM 15, YOU 10, ETC. THEN I WROTE ABOUT THE WICKED STEP-MOTHER, IN ONE OF THE FAIRY TALES, PROBABLY ADDED, THREE FAIRY TALES TOGETHER, MY DAUGHTERS, ARE 40 AND 43, SO IT HAS BEEN A WHILE, BUT, THE MIRROR MIRROR, ON THE WALL, HAG THAT KEEPS ASKING THE MIRROR, WHICH, IS THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL . . . FINALLY, GIVES, ONE OF THE PRINCESSES CHEATED OUT OF HER INHERITIANCE BY, THIS BITCH, THEN, THERE IS THE POISONOUS APPLE, I MADE REFERENCE TO, BUT, THAT COUJLD BE, BECAUSE, SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS, LOOKED MORE LIKE KAY OR SHELLEY, I AVOIDED, PUTTING THOSE TOGETHER, BUT, SOMEONE ELSE, DID NOT . . . SO WITHIN, I SWEAR, A HALF HOUR, I GET ON "ROCKIN ROOSTER MSNBC LIVE STREAM POLITICS" AND, ONE OF THE SO CALLED, NEWS STORIES, WAS, JON STAMOS, OF FULL HOUSE, AND HIS NEW BRIDE OR WIFE, CAITLIN MCHONEY, HAVING A BABY, AND SHOWING, THEIR FAIRY TALE, LIFE, BOTH FANS OF DISNEYLAND AND WORLD, AS BRETT IS, SO IS RACHEL, AND THEY MAKE REFERENCE TO SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS, TAKING ALL THE ELEMENTS OF MY BLOG AND ADDING THEM TOGETHER, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE, KAY, IS THE BLOGGER! SHE IS BRUNETTE AND I AM BLONDE! SLEEPING BEAUTY, TAKEN OUT OF THE GAME FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS, OR AS IF, I WAS BURIED IN SOME CASTLE, UNTIL MY HANDSOME PRINCE COMES TO WAKE ME WITH A HOLY KISS! PROBLEM WAS ALL THE HANDSOME PRINCES, KISSED THE FROG PRINCESSES! LOL! SO, I AM STILL WAITING, OR AFTER, THEY FELL IN LOVE WITH ME, THE GODFATHER, WITH, 5 OTHERS, UGLY STEP-SISTERS, AND A FEW STRAYS, KAY, BRIBED ALL OF THEM, WITH, MY SONS' MUSIC MONEY, LATER, MY LAW MONEY, AND THEN, IT WENT ON AND ON FROM THERE . . . TO BILLIONS OF DOLLARS AND A WELL ESTABLISH MOB FAMILY, THE "SWARM" MADE UP OF MORMONS, MEN IN BLACK, MOBSTERS, MILITARY, COPS, AND WHOEVER! BABY BRETT MAY BE THE KEY, SOMEONE NEEDS TO BREAK THIS CASE WIDE OPEN! WITNESS PROTECTION! HE IS NO MORE SAFE THAN, ME AND A WHOLE LOT LESS EXPERIENCED! YOUNG! SO THAT WAS EXAMPLE 1, ON THEIR INFLUENCE, WITH MY MONEY, ON STEROIDS, EXAMPLE #2 . . . SO YESTERDAY, I WROTE ABOUT A WHOLE GENERATIONS OF BRIGHT, BEAUTFUL KIDS, ABOUT 20 OF THEM, ALL BEING, RAISED WITHOUT PARENTS, AS, SYMOBLICALLY REPRESENTED, ON THE H & M, STORE POSTER, AT THE SOUTHGAGE MALL . . . THIS MORNING, THAT POSTER WAS GONE! I KNEW THAT WOULD GET TO THE REAL PARENTS OF THE KIDS ABANDONED, BY, THEIR GREEDY, MONEY GRUBBING, JET SETTING PARENTS, USING AND STEALING, MY FAMILY MONEY! NOW THERE ARE JUST TWO PLAIN JANE, SIGNS, THAT SAY, "SALE!" DID THEY SELL THEIR OWN KIDS? PROBABLY. GENETIFICALLY, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, FOR BRETT AND KAY, BOTH, BROWN OR BLACK HAIR, BROWN TO DARK BROWN, EYES, TO CREATE A KID, WITH RED HAIR, AND BLUE EYES! OH, BUT WE USED, BRETT'S OTHER BASTARD KIDS, ISAAC, SHELLEY'S SON TO BE ELLIOT, AND STEAL, HIS GOD'S REVOLVER, LITTLE BLACK HORSE, FAME! NOBODY EVER KNEW WHO ISAAC'S FATHER WAS, THERE WAS SPECULATION, THAT IT WAS, CHRIS WANLESS, FROM, RENO, NEVADA, SOMEONE SHELLEY WORKED WITH? BUT, THE POINT, I AM TRYING TO MAKE, IS THAT, AS FAST AS I GET EVIDENCE, THEY DESTROY IT! PROTECT BABY BRETT! SPITTING IMAGE OF HIS DAD, EVEN THE WAY, HIS SHOULDERS, SLIGHTLY SLOUCH, THE WAY HE PUTS HIS FEET TOGETHER WHEN HE STANDS, EVEN THE WAY HE FOLDS HIS ARMS, OR PULLS UP HIS SLEEVES! BLOOD DOUBLE, ALMOST PERFECT! HE HAS TO BE ON THE RUN? DID RUTHIE, TELL HIM, TO FIND ME? DID HE READ MY BLOG ON THE INTERNET? IT IS EASY TO FIND ME, AND THAT IS WHY, IT IS SO, DUMBFOUNDING THAT THE FBI, CIA, OVER FINANCIAL CRIMES, JUST CAN'T FIND ME WHEN, STRAY KIDS, RECOGNIZE THEIR FATHER'S, NAMES AND, THE PLACES THEY MIGHT BE, OR WHO THEY HAVE BEEN WITH! I HAVE BEEN AT THE POV, OFF AND ON, FOR WHAT, ALMOST 4 YEARS AND IN MISSOULA, OFF AND ON FOR AT LEAST 5, CAME DOWN HERE, RIGHT AFTER STARTING MY BLOG! THE SHOCKING THING IS, THAT AS, THE MOB, OR THE SWARM, STOLE OVER 2,000 BLOGS, THEY TOOK THE MONEY LONG AGO, BUT, NOW, THEY WANT THE PHYSICAL EVIDENCE, TO PROVE THE BITCH SQUAD OF COP CUNTS ARE ME, LEAVING ME WITHOUT THE PROOF I WROTE THEM! SO HOW DID THEY, FIND ME? OR DID THE MOB SEND THEM? YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE! SOME DUDE FROM BUTTE, EARL SHOLEY LARSON, A MORMON--NO RAISED MORMON, NONETHELESS, AGREES WITH ME, THAT THEY ARE A CULT, SHOWED ME SOME OF HIS ART, AND I HOPE I CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO PUT HIS PICTURE IN MY BLOG BODY, BUT, THAT MIGHT, PLACE ME WHERE I HAVE BEEN, FOR A LONG, LONG TIME, BUT, I COME AND GO, THAT MAY BE CONFUSING! START ADDING THE PIECES OF THE JIGSAW PUZZLE TOGETHER AND YOU WILL SHE, I AM ME! NICE ARTWORK THIS BOY, FROM BUTTE . . . HE MIGHT EVEN KNOW, SOME OF THE PLAYERS? THE BUS DRIVER, ON ROUTE 11, TO THE AIRPORT, AND LATER, ON BUS ROUTE 1, I SUSPECT OF BEING, EITHER A BUS DRIVER FROM BUTTE, OR AN UNDERCOVER COP, GOT ALL PISSY WITH ME AGAIN TODAY? TRASHING BUTTE COPS TOO CLOSE TO HOME? GO FIGURE, WE STOPPED AT THE BUS TERMINAL, RIGHT NEXT TO THE COP SHOP, IN MISSOULA, AND I STOOD UP, TOOK A MINUTE TO SNAP MY BACKPACK, TOGETHER, AND THIS DUDE, GRUFFLY SAYS, GET OUT SO I CAN CLOSE THE DOOR? THEN HE WAITED, WHAT, 10 MINUTES FOR HIS NEXT RUN, AFTER, HAVING, HIS WINDOWS AND SKY PORTAL OPEN, FREEZING THE SHIT OUT OF ME THE ENTIRE, HOUR RUN? WHAT THE FUCK? COP! ALWAYS, GET PISSED, CONNECTED TO SOMETHING OR SOMEONE I WRITE ABOUT! BUDDIES WITH AND MAYBE WHY THEY ARE THERE, DIRVING THE BUS! TO WATCH ME! SOMEONE OR GOD INTEL, SEEMS TO BE FEEDING ME INFORMATION, THROUGH, THE BOOKS, DISTRIBUTED AT THE POV, IN THE FRONT SMALL, WAITING AREA OR FOYER? SO, AFTER, SEEING BABY BRETT, STANDING, WAITING TO LEAVE THE OTHER NIGHT AT 8:00 PM, WHILE I WAS CRYING FOR HIM, AGAIN, DADDY RICH OFF ME, AND HIS SON IS HURTING AND AT A SHELTER, EVEN MORE DISGUSTING THAN ME BEING AT A HOMELESS SHELTER, BUT, OH, ELLIOT, MY FAMOUS SON IS HIS SON! I FORGOT! PATHETIC! BUT, I GLANCED, OVER AT THIS BOOK, THAT CAUGHT MY EYE, AND THE WORD, BRILLIANT, WAS ON THE BACK, AND THE TITLE WAS "THE BOSS!" BRETT AND HIS BITCH, KAY, AKA, ME, OR MY KIDS, MA, CHECK OUT THE SYMBOLIC NAMES OF, THE AUTHOR OF "BLOOD DOUBLE" AND "TWICE DYING!" LOL. NEIL MCMAHON. OR NAIL MCDONALD'S MA, HONEY! SHE IS SUPPOSE TO BE ME, FOR KID PURPOSES, BUT THE GENTIICS ARE ALL FUCKED UP, IMPOSSIBLE! ELLIOT HAD TWO RED-HEADED, GREAT-GRANDMOTHERS, AND A RED-HEADED, GRANDMOTHER! I THOUGHT OF HUCK FINN, MARK TWAIN, FAME, RED HEADED, MISCHIEVIOUS YOUNG BOY, SAW A YOUNG LAD, PAINTING A WHITE PICKET FENCE, YESTERDAY, THOUGHT OF ELLIOT, AND HUCK! LOL. THE WHOLE TIME I WAS PREGNANT, THERE WAS A NORMAL ROCKWELL, PICTURE OF A RED HEAD, KIDS, OVERALLS, FRECKLES, HOLDING A FROG IN ONE HAND, AND, A YO-YO IN THE OTHER . . . RANDSOM OF RED CHIEF, AGAIN ABOUT A KID, SO, WILD AND CRAZY, THAT EVEN HIS PARENTS, REFUSED TO PAY THE RANSOM, TO THE KIDNAPPERS, AND, SO THE KIDNAPPERS HAD TO PAY THE PARENTS TO TAKE HIM BACK! LOL. I'M GETTING THERE EL! LOL. A MAZ A MA . . . LAST TIME I TALKED TO ELLIOT, A MONTH OR SO AGO, I SAID, EL, I WANT TO SEE YOU WHEN, I COME TO SALT LAKE CITY. MOM, DIDN'T I SEE YOU ABOUT, A WEEK OR SO AGO? NO, SON, IT HAS BEEN, TWO YEARS, LAST CHRISTMAS! I AM SURE, I JUST SAW YOU . . . MAYBE ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS! LOL. A LITTLE OF YOU, GOES A LONG WAY, MOM. TRUE. SMILE. POWERFUL PARENTS, POWERFUL DNA, STRONG HERITAGE! NO, BRETT'S, DARLING BOY, IS BRETT'S! I KNEW THIS KID WAS HIS, JUST KNEW IT, WHEN HE WAS FIVE . . . BRETT, SEEMED TO COME ALIVE, WHEN, HE PLAYED WITH RUTHIE'S, ALLEGED, GRAND KID! TOO CLOSE. TOO INTO THIS . . . MONEY TOOK OVER DADDY'S ATTENTION! WHAT IS CONTROLLING ONE FAMILY, WOULD BRING YOU EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED IN LIFE? ONE SHOT? WOULD YOU GO FOR IT? PROBABLY . . . HE DID! BRETT MET, MY TWO, DARLING SONS, ONE TIME WHEN, THEY CAME TO VISIT ME AND, MEET BRETT, IN MT. STERLING, UTAH. I COULD TELL, BRETT, LOVED, THEM, JUST LIKE, I INSTANTLY, LOVED, HIS SON . . . LOVE IS LOVE! KIDS ARE A NATURAL EXTENTION OF YOUR FEELINGS FOR THEIR PARENT! REGARDLESS OF WHAT, HAPPENED! NOW, BRETT, CATERED TO MY BOYS, FIXED THEM, LUNCH, A SALAD, WE ALL WENT FOR A HIKE, IN THE BEAUTIFUL MOUNTAINS, TOGETHER, TALKED AND JUST CHILLED . . . CHRIS KEPT US ALL LAUGHING, WHILE, ELLIOT, PICKED UP BRETT'S SIX STRING, ACCOUSTICAL GUITAR, AND PLAYED, AMAZING, STUFF, THAT, BRETT TOOK NOTE OF . . . BRETT, IN 18 MONTHS, ONLY WORKED ON TWO SONGS, "DUST IN THE WIND" AND, ONE I HEARD, YESTERDAY, AND ABOUT CRIED, AFTER SEEING THAT POSTER OF KIDS, LEFT WITHOUT PARENTS, DURING THIS WAR . . . "LANDSLIDE IS BRINGING ME DOWN." CHILDREN GET OLDER, AND I'M GETTING OLDER TWO . . . WHEN, YOU SEE MY REFLECTION IN THE SNOW COVERED, MOUNTAINS, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . I ALWAYS THINK OF BRETT AND ME, I HEARD THAT SONG DAILY! SO HE KNEW HOW GOOD ELLIOT WAS, RIGHT OFF THE BAT! WITHIN, DAYS OF THAT, I HEARD, OF A KID, WHO SOMEONE, TAPED, JAMMING IN HIS BEDROOM, AND THEY PUT IT ON THE INTERNET AND THE KDIS, GOT, LIKE, 350,000 HITS IN ONE DAY! BRETT LISTENED TO NPR, AND THAT IS WHERE I HEARD THAT BIT OF NEWS, THAT LED ME TO BELIEVE, THAT, HE PUT ELLIOT, ON THE INTERNET, TO TEST HIS PREY, AND HE WAS A HIT! BRETT ALWAYS CONTRIBUTED TO NPR. GODZILLA? THE BULIDING OF A MOB STRUCTURE, FROM THE GROUND UP: (1) ISAAC, POSSIBLE BASTARD SON OF BRETT, TOO! ELLIOT'S CLOSEST COUSIN, USED TO PLAY IN HIS FIRST BAND, THEY SHARED MUSIC AND FRIENDS, AND WHEN, ELLIOT'S LEAD SINGER FOR, HIS BAND, PARALLAX WAS, MYSTERIOUSLY, KILLED, IN THE PROVO, DEATH CAVE, INCIDENT, BACK IN 2004, ELLIOT'S LITTLE BAND WAS JUST STARTING TO TIP THE SCALES OF FAME, KICKING OUT A NEW CD, EVERY TIME I SAW HIM! I ALWAYS THOUGHT THE COPS WERE BEHIND THOSE FOUR MURDERS, IN THE CAVE! BOTH ELLIOT AND CHIRS WERE SUPPOSE TO BE WITH, THE FOURSOME, DUDE FROM RENO, NEVER WENT IN? CONNECTION TO SHELLEY? THIS WAS LATE AFTER A CONCERT, THANK GOD, ELLIOT AND CHRIS, IS BRO FAN, BIGGEST SUPPORTER, WITH, ELECTRONIC MUSIC OF HIS OWN, STOLEN, RIGHT OFF THE COMPUTER, COULD HAVE BEEN JUST AS LUCRATIVE OR MORE, THAN, ELLIOT'S MUSIC, BECAUSE, CHRIS NEVER PLAYED CONCERTS, NOR MARKETED, NOR, SHARED IT WITH ANYONE, BUT HE DID ONE SONG AND I WAS SHOCKED WHO GOOD IT WAS! DALLAS, MY SON-IN-LAW, AN ATF AGENT, AND FORMER, FIREMAN, GOT ALL DEFENSIVE, WHEN, I SAID, COPS AND THE FIREFIGHTERS, KILLED THOSE FOUR KIDS AND PROBABLY, INTENDED TO KILL CHRIS AND ELLIOT! WHY WOULD A DUDE FROM GEORGIA, BE PISSED AT ME, SAYING THAT? BECAUSE HE WAS INVOLVED IN THE DEAL, WITH SHELLEY AND THE COPS, RIGHT FROM THE GET-GO! HE ALSO WANTED TO WRITE A BOOK ON THE TRAGEDY, CONNECTED TO HIS BROTHER-IN-LAW. I REMEMBER THE EARLY DAYS, PUTTING, TWO AND TWO TOGETHER, WITH DALLAS GOING APE SHIT, OVER, READING THE STACK OF MUSIC REVIEWS ON EL'S BAND, GOD'S REVOLVER, THAT EVENTUALLY, WAS, HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008, WITH THREE WORLD WIDE, MUSIC MAGAZINE, INTERVIEW, SUDDENLY CANCELED AS DALLAS, SAT OUT IN HIS CAR, FOR TWO FUCKING HOURS, AND THAT SAME DAY, ME TELLING MY FATHER, THE GODFATHER, WITH GRANDSON, ISAAC, ALREADY, TOURING THE WORLD, WITH ELLIOT'S BAND'S MUSIC, DIFFERENT TITLE, DIFFERENT SONG TITLES, BUT, GRANDPA, SAYING, "I'VE HEARD ENOUGH, JO!" NOW WHY WOULDN'T A GRANDFATHER WANT TO KNOW ABOUT SUCH A BIG DEAL? BECAUSE, IS OTHER GRANDSON, WAS, ALREADY, PROMOTING THE MUSIC AND THE MOB WAS, RAKING IN THE CASH! MORMON NETWORK MARKETING, WORLD, WITH COPS AND, PYRAMID SCHEMES, FUNNELING, THE MUSIC, THROUGHOUT THE WORLD AT THE DROP OF A MONEY MAKING HAT! DIRTY DEEDS! WHEN, I MENTIONED TO GRANDMA, THE MOB, CONSIGLIER, ALL SHE SAID IN REPSONSE, TO ME SAYING THAT ISAAC WAS TOURING ON ELLIOT'S BAND, MUSIC, WAS, YOU HAVE TO PROVE IT! TAHT IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR THE LAST 13 YEARS, AFTER LEAVING, BRETT, SEEING HE WAS IN CAHOOTS WITH, SHELLEY, MY DAD, KAY, AND OTHERS, STEALING MY SONS' MUSIC! I REMEMBER, SEEING THE WORLD NEWS IN 80 SECONDS, AND HEARING ABOUT A BAND, PLAYING IN KOREA, THAT WAS SO POPULAR, THAT, THE COPS, WERE SPRAYING, THE SCREAMING KIDS DOWN, WITH, HOSES, LIKE THEY DID IN THE RACE RIOTS IN THE 60'S! I REMEMBER THE BAND, BEING CALLED, "EXIGENT OR EXIGENCE" AND I CALLED CHRIS, TO TELL HIM, THAT, I WAS SURE IT WAS ELLIOT'S BAND'S MUSIC, AND SHELLEY, USING ISAAC, AS ELLIOT, HE KNEW ALL THE SONGS, AND ALL THE BAND MEMBERS, BUT COPS WERE MAKING UP, A BOY BAND WITH THEIR KIDS, USING LAZARS AND LIGHT SHOWS, TO COVER THE FRAUD! CHRIS SAID, ELLIOT'S, MUSIC LABEL, IS WITH "EXIGENCE OR EXIGENT RECORDS, OUT OF KAYSVILLE! EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING! KAY, BRETT'S LITTLE HONEY, AFTER, I LEFT HIM, DUE TO HIS FLIRTING AND THE TWO WANTING ME TO WATCH, "BIG LOVE" ON MORMON POLYGAMY, WERE THEY MARRIED BEFORE ME AND BRETT? WAS THIS ALL A SET UP? TO GET THE MUSIC, OR THE RESUME? LIKELY. I CAN ONLY SPECULATE, BUT, I HAVE CONNECTED THE DOTS, FOR YEARS, TRYING TO SAVE, MY FAMILY, AND OUR FORTUNE! (2) SHELLEY, HER SON, JESSE, AND HIS WIFE, TIFFANY, AT THAT SAME TIME, BRETT MET, MY BOYS, EL'S NEW CD, FROM GOD'S REVOLVER, CAME OUT, AND, I LEFT BRETT, TO MOVE IN WITH SHELLEY, BECAUSE, I WAS SURE, HE AND KAY, IF NOT SHELLEY TOO, HAD SOMETHING GOING ON, AFTER, A PLANNED WEEKEND, GET TOGETHER, BETWEEN, ME AND KAY, GIRL'S WEEKEND, AND BRETT, WAS SUPPOSE TO GO WITH HIS FRIEND, HE NEVER WAS, ALLEGEDLY ABLE TO GET A HOLD OF, ENDED, UP DISGUSTING ME, SEEING, BRETT AND KAY, FLIRT, AS IF I WAS A FLY ON THE WALL . . . DEATH NAIL TO OUR MARRIAGE WAS, "YOU CAN PARK YOUR BOAT IN MY GARAGE ANYTIME YOU WANT TOO . . . ." FUCK, YOU, TWO! I KICKED, BRETT OUT OF MY FAMILY REUNION, FOR EASTER, WHERE HE ALLEGEDLY MET, ALL MY FAMILY, OR HE ALREADY KNEW THEM FROM SHELLEY . . . FIRST TIME I INTRODUCED, BOTH KAY AND SHELLEY, TO BRETT, THERE WAS THIS FEEL OF FAMILIARITY, BETWEEN, ALL OF THEM, KAY SAID, "HOW WELL DID YOU KNOW YOUR HUSBAND BEFORE YOU MARRIED HIM?" A DAY . . . I LEFT WITH HIM AND NEVER WENT BACK TO SHELLEY'S HOUSE! YOU LIVE A DIFFERENT KIND OF LIFE, WHEN, YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD, YOU ARE DYING! HE WAS HOT, I WANTED SEX BEFORE I DIED, SO, SURE . . . STAY, SURE! LOL. HE HAD A HARDON FOR THREE MONTHS STRAIGHT, UNTIL HE BEGGED FOR RELIEF, AS HE LAY ON THE BED WITH HIS DICK STICKING STRAIGHT UP IN THE AIR, RIGHT AFTER SEX, HE SAID, I HAVE TO GET SOMETHING DONE . . . LOL. KAY WAS, A RELIEF TO HIM! NO, I THINK, HE WAS ORDERED TO GO CHEAT, AND BREAK UP, THE CONNECTION, BECAUSE, SHORTLY AFTER THAT, HE WENT TO UTAH STATE, TO TALK TO SOMEONE, SURE HE WENT TO SEE HIS OLD GIRLFRIEND, TWO OF THEM, WHO TAUGHT IN THE THEATER DEPARTMENT, CONNECTION TO THE LITTLE THESBIAN, KAY? MAYBE. A BAG OF CHEETOS, BLEW IN THE YARD, OUTSIDE, AND THE FAR AWAY, NEIGHBORS, DOG, A BIG, WHITE, MALAMUT, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, WERE IN THE YARD AT THE SAME TIME, REMEMBERED, SECOND HUSBAND'S ADVICE, NEVER BE FLATTERED BY A MAN WHO WANTS TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU, BECAUSE, ALL MEN ARE LIKE DOGS, IN HEAT! CHEETOS BAG + STRAY NEIGHBOR'S DOG, CHEATER! THINGS WERE NEVER THE SAME AFTER THAT! I WAS JOB TO HIM? FBI OR CIA? AFTER, MEETING JAMES KENNEDY, HE FELL FOR ME, LIKE A CHILD! LOL. I REMEMBER SEEING HIM, DOWN, BY THE BUS TERMINAL, SCREAMING AT SOMEONE, AND, I THOUGHT, SOMEONE IS WATCHING US THROUGH, SURVEILLANCE, AND CAN SEE THE CHEMISTRY, AND HAS ORDERED HIM OFF THE CASE! HE APPEARED TO ME TO BE FIGHTING, TO KEEP SOMETHING? I STARTED TO SEE PATTERNS, WITH THE TUXEDO GALLERY! OR DID A FORMER, JEALOUS LOVER, OR HUSBAND, GET HIM BUMPED? KENNEDY WAS SHOT, THE NIGHT, WE BOTH SAID WE LOVED EACHOTHER, AND I HAD BEEN GETTING SIGNS, FOR, A WEEK, A TRUCK, WITH, AN ORANGE, FOR SMART, OVAL, "M/ME" OR "MURDER ME!" I HAD, THREE LOVE INTERESTS, KILLED, SAW THEIR DOUBLES . . . KEPT NOT WANTING TO LEAVE, BUT, KNEW IF I DIDN'T HE WAS DEAD! FINALLY, AFTER HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME AND I DITTOED, HIM, I KNEW HE WAS A DEAD MAN WITH SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, SO I LEFT, HE WAS SHOT THAT, NEXT NIGHT! DRIVE BY? I DON'T THINK SO, A WARNING SHOT! THE OTHER DAY, AFTER GETTING BACK FROM BUTTE, WITH ALL THE SHENANIGANS, ALL THOSE IRISH, HOOLIGANS, AS I GOT OFF THE BUS, NEAR THE POV, THAT TRUCK, THAT, WARNED ME TO LEAVE, BUTTE, AND KENNEDY, CUT ME OFF AT THE CIRCLE, ON NONE OTHER THAN, "SCOTT" AND "TOOLE" BOTH SYMBOLIC STREETS, SCOTT IS RACHEL'S YOUNGEST SON, AND, MY OLD BOSS, FROM THE UTAH AG'S OFFICE, MARK NASH, LIVED IN TOOLE, UTAH! ONE THING I WILL SAY ABOUT, THE CIA, OR WHOM EVER IS SENDING THESE TIMELY MESSAGES, GOD OR, WHOMEVER, IS RIGHT ON, ALL THE TIME! PROBABLY, INNER COMMUNICATIONS, IN THE AGENCY, OR THE COMPANY, OR THE SWARM, OR MOB . . . BRETT USED TO SIT, IN A CHAIR, WITH NOTHING, BUT 2,000 ACRES OF FARMLAND, AND ONE HOUSE, OR TWO, LATER, WITH A SINGLE, ROAD, AND, AS THE RARE TRAFFIC DROVE UP THAT ROAD, BRETT WOULD HAVE A ROLLING DIALOGUE, ABOUT, WHAT WAS BEHIND HIS HEAD, AND GOING ON IN THE BACKGROUND! SOMEONE IS TELLING HIM, IN HIS EAR, WHAT IS GOING ON! WITH BOTH, BRETT AND MILES, WHEN, I NOTICED, SURVEILLANCE, RED, BEAMS, OR REFLECTIONS, THEY WOULD JUST BLOW THEM, OFF . . . NORMAL PEOPLE WOULD BE FREAKED OUT! BRETT COULD FIND ME ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, IN THE WHOLE VALLEY? I WAS ON A BIKE? COP! FED! MORPHED INTO THE MOB! ALL FALLING TOGETHER . . . REFLECTIONS. THE SMART THING THEY DID, WAS, EACH TIME, I STARTED TO GATHER, MOMENTUM, AND CREDIBILITY TO GET SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO ME, THEY WOULD KNOCK THE SHIT OUT OF ME AGAIN! FOUR TIMES, I RECREATED MYSELF, AND FOUR TIMES, THEY FUCKED ME OVER! I AM ALL THEY DO! I AM WORTH A FORTUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOP MONEY, MOBSTERS, THE ONE I WROTE ABOUT, THE OTHER DAY, FRANZES, MADE, 1 TO 6 MILLION PER WEEK, I MAKE, PROBABLY, FROM WHAT I SEE, A BILLION PER DAY, WITH ADVERSTISEMENTS, AND, CLOTHING, SHOES, ETC. PLUS, BOOKS, ETC. THEY COUNT ME IN WITH MY SONS' MUSIC!

Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap

If you're havin' trouble with the high school head
He's givin' you the blues
You want to graduate but not in 'is bed
Here's what you gotta do
Pick up the phone
I'm always home
Call me any time
Just ring
36 24 36 hey
I lead a life of crime
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
You got problems in your life of love
You got a broken heart
He's double dealin' with your best friend
That's when the teardrops start, fella
Pick up the phone
I'm here alone
Or make a social call
Come right in
Forget about him
We'll have ourselves a ball
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
If you got a lady and you want her gone
But you ain't got the guts
She keeps naggin' at you night and day
Enough to drive ya nuts
Pick up the phone
Leave her alone
It's time you made a stand
For a fee
I'm happy to be
 
Your back door man
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds, done dirt cheap
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap yeah
Dirty deeds and they're done dirt cheap
Concrete shoes, cyanide, TNT
Done dirt cheap
Neckties, contracts, high voltage
Done dirt cheap
 
Dirty deeds
Do anything you wanna do
Done dirty cheap
Dirty deeds
Dirty deeds
Dirty deeds
Done dirt cheap
 
Source: Lyricfind
Songwriters: Angus Young / Malcolm Young / Ronald Belford Scott
Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap lyrics © BMG Rights Management
 
MOB LANDMARKS
  •  Shelley lived in a house, in Logan, that former, FBI agent, who was involved in taking down, Baby Face Nelson, Chicago mobster, lived in, at the time, she told me I needed to find and new place . . . that was like telling a 5 years old, fresh poisoned, to find an apartment . . . I met, Brett, later that day, while standing out in front of Albertsons--he took me for a ride, to see, his families, 23 acres, farm in Mt. Sterling, and, wanted me to stay . . . I did for 18 months, I believe it was a setup!
    • same time as, Elliot's band, was, getting ready to release, God's Revolver hit, Little Black Horse . . . Elliot and Chris, came with Isaac, to visit me and I heard the new CD, let me hear that again, THE FUCKING DOORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  SO GOOD!
      • Zion Harley Davidson, would have paid whatever God's Revolver, wanted, to play at their hosted, Hog Rally, back in like 2010 or 2011!  Rowdy western epic! 
      • I gave, one of my clients, Allan Rex Bess, before he was, Frank of Interpol, and he, a CD of Elliot's, God's Revolver, and this might have been, his first, CD with Sony, but, he was a music lover and buff, and, after about a week, proud, mama, attorney, asked her client, what he thought of the music . . . it is so good, I haven't got passed the first guitar or bass riff!
    • Shelley, Jesse, Tiffany, after, I left, Brett, a year and a half later, were burning, tons of CDs, with the word, "BANDIT" on all of them.  Jesse and Tiffany were doing bank runs, every fucking night!  Brett was dropping in now and again, but, I think, he rehooked up with Shelley . . . the Pep Boyz, kicked in, and the money started to roll, Shelley was making trips to Las Vegas, hooked in with the mob, and bikers, down there
    • Shelley' family started to apply for credit cards and bank accounts, like crazy, and probably on MY GOOD CREDIT, Shelley had my driver's license, and, my social security card(s) back, in about, 2005 or 6!
    • the interesting thing about them, and that, time period, was, Shelley and Brett, seemed to be in cahoots with the cops!  All mobsters have dirty cops on the payroll, always!
    • significant warnings, through, God Intel, "Mormons and Mobsters"; "I Married the Mob"; "I Married an Axe Murderer" . . . Hastings, tried to stop me and Brett from checking something out, Brett go furious, and they said because he had that, movie, but, Brett denied it, I took it as a warning, that he might kill me, was on guard, all time!  "Ned Lloyd"; Joann Going Down" and "Stewart Bliss" . . . always a meaning behind, the titles
    • I SERVED TWO PURPOSES: (1) THE COPS WERE SCARED SHITLESS OF ME, BECAUSE OF KILLING ASSET FORFEITURE, AND GETTING 9 FEDERAL AGENTS AND ATTORNEYS, FIRED, AS GENERAL COUNSEL FOR THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, STOPPED, FRAUD UNITS, NATIONWIDE, AND THE FEDS NEVER RECOVERED! (2) I HAD THE GREAT RESUME, AS A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, KAY WAS, JUST A TORTS ATTORNEY, LAW I COULD DO IN MY SLEEP!  AS THE MOB GREW, SHELLEY COULDN'T HANDLE, THE LEGAL SHIT, SO THEY BROUGHT KAY IN!  IT WAS VITAL THEY HAD AN ATTORNEY, ON BOARD, BECAUSE, NOBODY ELSE HAD THE EARNING CAPACITY I DID AND DO!  USE HER FOR THE BLOGGING TOO!
    • often, as, I wrote my blog, and at times, concerned about, where the locator, showed me, always, posted, PACIFIC TIME, unless, it posted, CHICAGO TIME!  I was mostly in the Mountain time zone, until, late, 2016, but, I did go to Seatac, in 2013, when, I started the blog, missed, Elliot, started to write about his band and music, while in Seatac, that is when the MOB, had to deal with, the COPPER RED HEAD, FLAME, MY ROCKER, and bump, dip shit, cop cunt kid, Isaac, punk ass fucker, out, then, they brought in DEXTER, James Kennedy's, version of Elliot!  The Irish mob contribution, and probably, doing it to this day . . . he, grafted in, meeting me at the Pov, several, years ago . . . just like Brett's kid, I noticed, him, swipe snow off a bumper, one day, and it reminded me so much, of, a standard, move, Elliot used, when, playing his guitar . . . same hair, same build, said he was a poet, and musician, said, I reminded him of his mother . . . HE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE ELLIOT, ON STAGE, WITH LIGHTING, NOBODY WOULD KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BACK THEN!  NOW EL, HAS HIS HEAD SHAVED AND A BIG BURLY BEARD, OR HIS PICTURE, DOES, FROM ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO!
    • it was interesting, to hear that ex-mobster, after, looking up the CIA H.I.V.E. hacking program, that they, the CIA, can hack, and make it look, like another country, hacked, like, HELLO, RUSSIA!  He is the one, who advises kids to stay out of the Mob, because, you will end up dead, or in prison . . . if you were to read my blog and his words, we are both on the same side on cops, on the Constitution, and on corruption, and he is the one who looks, like Brett, I am, like, watch, Brett turn, states, evidence and get off scott-free, and, be a preacher, after all this shit, he and his mobster buddies and friends, ex-sisters and ex-former, friends, too, but, the MOB LOVES ME, BECAUSE, I PROTECT THEIR RIGHTS TOOOOOOOOOO, FROM DIRTY, FEDS, WHO CHEAT TO GET WINS!  THEY DON'T NEED TO BECAUSE THEY HAVE SO MANY TOOLS AT THEIR DISPOSAL, AND THEY, WILL LOSE THE FAITH AND CREDIBILITY OF THE PUBLIC!  WHAT DO YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN, IF THEY, THE PUBLIC, KNEW, COPS WERE BEHIND, STEALING, MY SONS' MUSIC, MY DAUGHTER'S BOOK MONEY, AND, EVERY FUCKING DIME I HAD MADE IN THE LAST 20 YEARS, INCLUDING STEALING MY IDENTITY?
     
  •  
  • Hoo-hoo
    This is a story about Billy Joe and Bobbie Sue
    Two young lovers with nothin' better to do
    Than sit around the house, get high, and watch the tube
    And here is what happened when they decided to cut loose
    They headed down to, ooh, old El Paso
    That's where they ran into a great big hassle
    Billy Joe shot a man while robbing his castle
    Bobbie Sue took the money and run
    Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
    Go on, take the money and run
    Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
    Go on, take the money and run
    Hoo-hoo-hoo, billy Mack is a detective down in Texas
    You know he knows just exactly what the facts is
    He ain't gonna let those two escape justice
    He makes his livin' off of the people's taxes
    Bobbie Sue, whoa, whoa, she slipped away
    Billy Joe caught up to her the very next day
    They got the money, hey, you know they got away
    They headed down south and they're still running today
    Singin' go on take the money and run
    Go on, take the money and run
    Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
    Oh lord, go on, take the money and run
    Hoo-hoo-hoo
    Hey, yeah, go on, take the money and run, yeah (yeah)
    Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run
    Oh lord, go on, take the money and run, yeah (yeah)
    Hoo-hoo-hoo, go on, take the money and run, oh lord
    Source: Lyricfind
    Songwriters: Steve Miller
    Take the Money and Run lyrics © Sailor Music
     
     

    Counting Stars

    Lately I been, I been losing sleep
    Dreaming about the things that we could be
    But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
    Said no more counting dollars
    We'll be counting stars
    Yeah, we'll be counting stars
    I see this life
    Like a swinging vine
    Swing my heart across the line
    In my faces flashing signs
    Seek it out and ye shall find
    The old, but I'm not that old
    Young, but I'm not that bold
    And I don't think the world is sold
    I'm just doing what we're told
    I, feel something so right
    Doing the wrong thing
    I, feel something so wrong
    But doing the right thing
    I could lie, could lie, could lie
    Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
    Lately I been, I been losing sleep
    Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
    Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
    Said no more counting dollars
    We'll be counting stars
    Lately I been, I been losing sleep
    Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
    But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
    Said no more counting dollars
    We'll be, we'll be counting stars
    I feel the love
    And I feel it burn
    Down this river every turn
    Hope is a four letter word
    Make that money
    Watch it burn
    Old, but I'm not that old
    Young, but I'm not that bold
    And I don't think the world is sold
    I'm just doing what we're told
    I, feel something so wrong
    But doing the right thing
    I could lie, could lie, could lie
     
    Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly
    Lately I been, I been losing sleep
    Dreaming about the things that we could be
    Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
    Said no more counting dollars
    We'll be counting stars
    Lately I been, I been losing sleep
    Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
    But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
    Said no more counting dollars
    We'll be, we'll be counting stars
    Take that money and watch it burn
     
    Sink in the river the lessons I learned
    Take that money and watch it burn
    Sink in the river the lessons I learned
    Take that money and watch it burn
    Sink in the river the lessons I learned
    Take that money and watch it burn
    Sink in the river the lessons I learned
    Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
    Lately I been, I been losing sleep
    Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
    Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
    Said no more counting dollars
    We'll be counting stars
    Lately I been, I been losing sleep
    Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
    Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
    Said no more counting dollars
    We'll be, we'll be counting stars
     
    Source: Lyricfind
     
    Songwriters: Ryan Tedder
    Counting Stars lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
     
    BRETT AND I, USED TO SIT OUTSIDE ON WARM, SUMMER, NIGHTS, WATCH THE STARS AND SATELLITES, GO BY, MAKE LOVE UNDER THE STARS . . . GOOD LOVIN' GONE BAD!  THIS SONG ALWAYS, REMINDS ME OF HIM.