Monday, May 9, 2016

LONE WOLF--NO CLUBS. SAVAGE LOVE. REPUBLICAN CHICKHAWK DAD, PET ATTACK DOG DAUGHTERS. DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES & SECOND LIFE VS. BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK. FUZZ ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . SEEDS FROM HEAVEN. MYSTERY OF THE MISSING CELL PHONE BATTERY: (1) SALVATION ARMY & BOTTLE OF SHAMPOO LEANING NEXT TO POST OR P.O.S.T., MY INTEL MAN, TELLS ME, MY BATTERY, WHICH WAS ALREADY OUT OF THE PHONE, ALWAYS IS UNLESS IN USE, WAS TAKEN WHILE I WAS TAKING A SHOWER, YESTERDAY MORNING AROUND 7 OR 8 O'CLOCK; (2) TWO WOMEN AS POSSIBILITIES, SOME CIA CHICK, JUDGED ON HER RESPONSE WHEN I SAID THERE ARE UNDERCOVER COPS, ALL OVER THE POVERELLO, AND THEN I LOOKED HER STRAIGHT IN THE EYE, AND SAID, IN FACT, I MAY BE LOOKING AT ONE RIGHT NOW . . . HER MOUTH DROPPED, SUDDENLY INSTEAD OF WANTING TO HANG OUT WITH ME, SHE HAD TO LEAVE TO MEET SOMEONE, ASAP--GOOD BET--EVEN COULD BE A RACHEL DOUBLE, ABOUT 5'11" TALL, BLONDE, BUT BLUNT CUT HAIR, CHIN LENGTH, THIN, ABOUT RACHEL'S AGE, AND SHE HAS SPENT TIME IN HAWAII . . . OR THE CHICK I AM HELPING WITH PROPERTY ISSUES, I INSISTED, THAT SHE NEEDED TO GET ME A PHONE, AND I WILL JUST TRY CALLING HER SON, SEE IF WE CAN CIRCUMVENT THE COP ESCORT, AND THE LONG DRAWN OUT COURT PROCESS, JUST THINKING SYMBOLS, I TOLD HER TO GO GET HER PHONE, BECAUSE, I NOW DON'T HAVE A WORKING PHONE, WITH NO BATTERY, AND HER PHONE IS RED, COLOR OF POWER, COLOR OF HOT, COLOR OF FAME . . . WHY WOULD THE THIEVES WANT MY PHONE?: (1) BECAUSE I AM FUCKING FAMOUS; (2) BECAUSE MY KIDS ARE FAMOUS, ROCK, RAP & POP STARS, SMART DAUGHTERS, HOT SHOT FIREFIGHTERS, POLITICIANS ASSISTANTS, FEDERAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE, DOING GREAT WORK ON WATER, FIRE, CLIMATE CHANGE, EVEN LEGAL WRITING ON THE LIKES OF THE GOVERNMENTS INTERACTIONS WITH BUNDY AND THE OREGON, ARSONISTS; (3) MY BACK PACK WAS STOLEN THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY, IN DECEMBER, NOW MY CELL PHONE BATTERY . . . THINK, DISCONNECT FAMOUS MOM, OR TRY TO HID FAMOUS MOM, NOW CLAIMED FAME BY KNOCK OFF BRANDS, WHO WANT PROOF OF BEING WHERE I WAS, ALL OVER THE PLACE, WHEN I MADE THIS OR THAT CALL, BIRTHDAY CALLS TO ELLIOT, FAMILY TRIP TO HOGLE ZOO, SALT LAKE, SPRING HILL SUITES, GET RID OF ALL THE EVIDENCE, THAT I AM IN FACT ME, AND MY KIDS, THE LIARS WANT SO BAD TO BE THEIRS, JUSTIFYING THEIR LIES, THEFT OF MUSIC, CASES, BLOGS, LEGISLATION, WATER COMPACTS, AND NOW, EVEN DINKY STUFF, LIKE MY LEGAL HELP TO THE WORLD ON HOW TO GET YOUR PROPERTY BACK RIGHT AND WITHOUT INCIDENT! FUCK! (4) YESTERDAY WHILE WALKING BACK FROM "GOOD FOOD STORE" I NOTICED A SIGN, HEADING TOWARD WYOMING STREET, IN MISSOULA, THAT SAID, "MILWALKEE ROAD OR TRIP MAP" . . . FAKE SIS, RACHEL--WAS MARRIED IN MILWALKEE, WI, AKA, SARAH, AKA, JOANN . . . DON'T YOU THINK, IF THE REPUBLICANS, COPS, CON ARTISTS, WOULD DARE CREATE SARAH PALIN, WHEN SHE FAILED, CHANGE HER INTO THE MODEL FOR HER, OR ME, IS NOT OUT OF THE GAME OF POSSIBILITIES? WAY EASIER, AS FAR AS LOGISTICS, PERSONALITY, LOOKS, JEALOUSY AND ENVY FOR A LIFE TIME, SHELLEY WAS ALWAYS IN MY SHADOW, BEING OLDER, RACHEL, ALWAYS IN MY SHADOW, 7 YEARS YOUNGER! KAY JEALOUS SINCE SHE MET ME IN 7TH GRADE, SUE, ONE YEAR YOUNGER, ALWAYS COMPETITIVE, WANTED TO BE AN ATTORNEY, MARCIE, MARRIED MY OLD BOYFRIEND, WHO TOOK 10 YEARS AFTER THEY WERE MARRIED TO LET GO, AND TIFFANY, HAD TO HEAR SISTER JOANN LEGEND STORIES, 14 YEARS AFTER THE FACT, AND STILL HAD TO BE REMINDED OF HIGH SCHOOL LOVE, WITH SISTER'S OLD BOYFRIEND, AS HER HEALTH TEACHER, AND COACH OF THE STATE FOOTBALL TEAM, AT BOUNTIFUL HIGH! (6) THE CELL PHONE IS A SYMBOLIC GESTURE OF TRYING TO "ERASE" ME, WITH AN ATTEMPT TO ELEVATE THEMSELVES . . . UTAH MOTTO--"LIFE ELEVATED" AND STEALING MY IDENTITY OR EVEN BETTER MAKE ALL SISTER'S ME, AT TIMES, ELEVATED NOT ONLY THEIR LIVES, BUT THEIR CHILDREN, AND THEIR PARENTS . . . NO LONGER MINE, NO CLAIM TO ME, SO THEY MADE ALL THEIR DAUGHTERS IN MY IMAGE! (5) I AM A PAINFUL REMINDER OF ALL THEIR FAILURES, INADEQUACIES, INSECURITIES, AND BRAINWASHING OF THE MORMON CULTURE, CHURCH, AND POLITICAL SCHEMES! (6) IF THEY CAN'T ACTUALLY CATCH ME TO KILL ME, AT LEAST GUT ME! VERY SYMBOLIC . . . I WOKE UP THE OTHER MORNING, AFTER HAVING WRITTEN THAT I SAW ONE OF MY FAMOUS GRAPHICS, ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SEXUAL ASSAULT, AND NOW USED IN THE MANUAL FROM THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, FOR HUMAN BODY TRAFFICKING, ON THE WALL OF A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE WORKER, IN CANADA, AFTER SOME MAN, MURDERED THREE FORMER OR WANTED LOVERS, IN ONE DAY, AND I WROTE ABOUT BEING THRILLED THAT MY WORK, FROM BACK IN 1996, WAS STILL BEING USED, MAYBE AROUND THE WORLD TO PROTECT WOMEN AND HELP MEN! THE NEXT MORNING, I WOKE, WITH THE IDEA, THAT SAID, AS IF FROM MY FATHER, A MASTER MIND BEHIND THIS, "CANCEL ALL JO'S PROGRAMS." ME AND MY FATHER WERE AT WAR, FROM THE TIME I WAS THREE! HE COULDN'T BEAT ME AND MAKE ME CRY BACK THEN, NOR CAN HE BEAT ME NOW, BUT THE "SOUTHWICK CRIME MACHINE", POWERED BY "MY" OR THE "SECRIST FAMILY" MONEY MAKING MACHINE, THAT THE LEACHES, PARASITES, AND GOLD DIGGERS, USE LIKE AN "ATM" MACHINE, IS STILL TRYING TO ERASE ME FROM THE FAMILY SCROLLS, BECAUSE HE CAN'T CONTROL ME, CAN'T BEAT ME IN ANY AREA, EVEN WITH ALL THE DAD'S DAUGHTERS, AND ALL THE DAD'S MEN . . . MO SHIT MACHINES, FBI, CIA, NSA, AFT, DIA, AND THE GOVERNMENT ESTABLISHED RELIGION, AND THEY STILL CAN'T BEAT ME! THEY ARE OR COULD BE CONSIDERED, "AMAZING CRIMINALS, WITH DARK CRIMINAL MINDS"; HOWEVER, WHEN I AM OUTNUMBERED AND OUTGUNNED BY THE THOUSANDS, THEY ARE REALLY THE WORST, DUMBEST, SHITTIEST, STUPID CRIMINALS ON EARTH! LOL! I LOVE TO TAKE LONG HOT SHOWERS, OFTEN, SITTING IN THE SHOWER AT THE POV. WITH A BENCH SEAT, AND LET THE WATER FLOW OVER MY BACK AND EVERY PART OF MY BODY, TURNING THE WATER HOTTER AND HOTTER . . . MY PARENTS WOULD KNOW THIS, THAT I TAKE LONG ASS SHOWERS, BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AN EARLY RISER, WITH THE HELP OF DRILL TEAM, OR DEBATE, NEEDING TO BE OUT THE DOOR BY 6:00 A.M., SO I WOULD GET IN THE SHOWER, RUN THE HOT WATER, UNTIL EVER LAST DROP OF WARMTH WAS GONE, PISSING THE REST OF THE FAMILY OFF . . . PROBABLY THE ONLY SELFISH THING I DID, IN MY LIFE! LOL! BUT A SAFE BET, THAT WHOEVER TOOK THE PHONE BATTERY, HAD PLENTY OF TIME, AND I WAS IN THE SHOWERS BEFORE MOST GALS WERE OUT OF BED . . . I BETTING ON THE CHICK, WHO TRIED TO BE SO FRIENDLY, CHUMMY, AND WANT TO HANG OUT . . . COVER UP FOR CRIME . . . AND WE CALL THEM LAW ENFORCEMENT? STEALING MY CELL PHONE BATTERY, IS A FUCKING CRIME, LAME ASSES! YOU ARE AIDING AND ABETTING THE ENEMY, NOT ONLY TO ME, BUT TO THE NATION . . . IF I WERE NOT THE FAMOUS ONE, THEN WHY IN THE FUCK, WOULD YOU WANT JUST MY BATTERY, AND NOT MY WHOLE PHONE? JUST LIKE MY COMPUTER, THAT TRACKS, THE PERSONS, WHO CONTROL, THE GUTS OF MY COMPUTER, GOING OFTEN BETWEEN UTAH, CALIFORNIA AND CHICAGO TIME ZONES, ALL WHILE I HAVE NOT LEFT A 10 BLOCK AREA IN MISSOULA, NOW YOU, AND I AM REFERRING, TO SOME AGENT, WHO JUST MIGHT BE A GOOD COP, WHICH I HAVE NOT MET IN 23 YEARS OF LAW PRACTICE, NOW CAN SEE WHERE THE CELL PHONE BATTERY IS, AND TRACK THE PERSON USING IT, KNOWING THAT ALL MATERIAL ON THE PHONE, ALL CELL PHONE RECORDS, ALL CALLS WERE MADE, BY ME, THE "REAL" JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., WHO HAS BEEN IN WHITEFISH, KALISPELL, MISSOULA, BILLINGS, BUTTE, ST. GEORGE AND SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH . . . ANYWHERE ELSE, OTHER THAN ON 1-15 ROUTE BETWEEN UTAH AND MONTANA, IS NOT ME! MY LAST CELL PHONE WAS HIJACKED, THEN THE CLONE, FROM THE TIME, I LEFT IT IN GRAND JUNCTION, COLORADO, LAST YEAR, BOUGHT A NEW ONE, THAT WAS CLONED, SO I DUMPED MY OLD NUMBER, 406.309.1111, FOR MY NEW NUMBER, 406.218.1777, NOW IN THE POSSESSION OF A DOUBLE TROUBLE BUBBLE BITCH . . . I AM NOT A SIMESES TWIN WITH SHELLEY, NOR RACHEL, OR ANYONE, NOT KAY, KELLY ANN, NOT ANNIE, NO SUE . . . AND I HAVE SURE AS SHIT, NOT SEEN, ANY OF THE WHORES, IN THE POVERELLO! GOD! THINK, THERE ARE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, ON EVERY FUCKING EXIT, OUT IN THE YARDS, IN THE FUCKING WOMAN'S DORM HALLS, SO THERE IS NO FUCKING EXCUSE TO MISTAKE WHO I AM! OH, INTERESTING NOTE ON WHO THESE CRIMINALS OPERATE . . . LAST WEEK, DUE TO BEING ON THE STREETS, AND COLD AND FREEZING BY 4:00 A.M., WAITING IN THE SHADOWS OF MISSOULA FOR THE 5:35 A.M. BUS TO THE AIRPORT, OR BUS #11, WHICH I TOOK AT LEAST 4 OF THE 5 WEEK DAYS TO READ THE NEWSPAPER, GET WARM AND RIDE AROUND TOWN WATCHING THE COMMUTERS AND THE CITY WAKE, LIKE I DO, OFTEN, BUT NOT FUCKING 4 MORNINGS IN A ROLL . . . SO ON FRIDAY, MORNING, ROLLING OUT OF MY NEW WARM, SAFE, HIDING PLACE, STAYING THE 30 DAY OUT, WELL . . . I WAKE AT ABOUT 6:00 A.M., AND NOTICE A BUS #11 CRUISE ON PASSED ME, AND I AM THINKING, WAIT A MINUTE, THIS IS THE WRONG STREET, AND GENERALLY, I WOULD HAVE BEEN ON THAT BUS, BUT IT IS NOT DUE TO PICK UP ANYONE ALONG THIS ROUTE, BUT IT IS TURNING, SOMEWHERE, DIDN'T NOTICE, BUT, IF I CATCH, THAT EARLY, RUN TO THE AIRPORT, OR WANT TO HIT TOWN, BEFORE BEING ON THE STREETS, I COULD WAIT AND CATCH #11, ACROSS THE STREET FROM FRESH MARKET, BUT NOT, UNTIL, 6:20 A.M., SO IT THIS A CLONE BUS? I HAD JUST WRITTEN ON MY BLOG, ABOUT FALLING ASLEEP, AND HOW NICE THE BUS DRIVERS ARE . . . DID THEY HAVE MY SIEMESE TWIN, SHELLEY OR RACHEL, KAY, OR A DOUBLE OF A DOUBLE, AS THE CIA CHICK IN THE POV, RIGHT NOW, CLAIMING, NO RACHEL WAS THERE, AND IT WAS HER PHONE, NOT JOANN'S . . . BUT, DID THE FBI OR COPS, COME AND REQUEST THE SURVEILLANCE TAPES, SWITCH THEM FOR THE COVER GIRLS, TAPED ON THE CLONE BUS? STARTING AT THE RIGHT TIME, BUT ONLY RUNNING LONG ENOUGH TO GET A SUBSTITUTED PERSON AS ME, THE GHOST, THE ERASED SISTER OF THE GODFATHER? PROBABLY, THIS IS HOW THEY ROLL! ALL MAGIC TRICKS, FLASH BANGS, LIP TRICKS, AND LASER SHOWS! FUCK THEY HAVE GOT TO, MUST, HAVE TO SHOW THAT RACHEL, ALLEGED MOTHER OF MY KIDS, MARRIED TO KENNEDY, PROBABLY LONG BEFORE I MET HIM, OR A DOUBLE, ARE THE PARENTS OF THE FAMOUS KIDS!! THAT INCLUDES SHOWING THAT I TOOK THE BUS, THE SHUTTLE, BECAUSE OF THE GPS SPY GEAR ROBOT BUG, PLANTED IN MY BACK KNEE, IN REXBERG, IDAHO, AND ON DOWN THE ROAD! FUCKING AMAZING, BUT, WORTH IT, BILLIONS OF BUCKS, POLITICAL POWER, CONTROL, AND PRESTIGE! THINK, EVIDENCE, EVIDENCE, EVIDDENCE TO COVER THEIR LIES! AND DENY ME THE EVIDENCE IN NEED, TO PROVE THAT I AM ME! LOL! THEY ARE GETTING SLOPPY, WITH ALL THE PRESSURE, I AM PUTTING ON THEM, IN MY BLOG, BUT THEY FAILED TO INTERCEPT THE MAIL . . . I GOT THREE LETTERS, I PICKED UP ON SUNDAY: (1) UTAH HIGHER EDUCATION ASSISTANCE AUTHORITY; (2) SYMPHONIX HEALTH INSURANCE CARD FOR PHARMACY, LIKE CVS CARD; AND (3) SOCIAL SECURITY ADMINISTRATION: WESTERN PROGRAM SERVICE CENTER, DISABILITY PROCESSING SECTION . . . REMEMBER WHEN I TRIED TO REGISTER FOR THE "DISABILITY DISCHARGE" ONLINE, AND GOT THE "STAPLER" SYMBOLIC OF SHELLEY AND HER EARLY CLONED APPLICATION TO GET THE LOANS WAVED AND COLLECT MY REIMBURSEMENT FOR PAYING 16 YEARS OF LOANS, AFTER MY DISABILITY OR DEATH SENTENCE? AND AFTER TALKING TO THE CLONED FBI FUSION REPRESENTATIVE, COVERING FOR THE REAL DISCHARGE CLERK, TELLING ME, THAT "I WAS ALREADY PRE-APPROVED FOR THE DISCHARGE" SO I NEED NOT APPLY? THE COVER-UP, AND SHELLEY, WHO HAS A CLONED, DISABILITY CHECK, SHE GETS, A WEEK BEFORE I DO, THE SECOND WEDNESDAY OF THE MONTH, HAS LONG HAD THE DISCHARGE OF STUDENT LOANS . . . THIS IS AN INSIDE ACCESS JOB BY THE GOVERNMENT TO COVER THE BITCH'S ASS AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THERE IS ONLY ONE JOANN S. SECRIST, AND SHE IS IT . . . NO! SHE NEEDS TO BE DISTINGUISHED AS THE WANNA BE JOANN, SINCE THE SECOND I WAS FUCKING BORN . . . I AM NO TIED TO HER, NOR SHE TO ME, AND I WANT HER UGLY FUCKING ASS AND FACE, OUT OF MY LIFE, FOR GOOD, BEFORE I KILL THE BITCH AND IT WILL BE, "LAW ENFORCEMENT'S" FAULT, YOU HAVE GONE AFTER ME, AND HELPED THE CRIMINAL FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT, YOU ALL LIKE! LIKE IS ATTRACTED TO LIKE . . . I AM TOO CLEAN FOR ALL OF YOU, THAT IS WHY YOU CAN'T BEAT ME, FIND ME, CATCH ME, BECAUSE, I AM NOT ON YOUR SAME CRIMINAL FREQUENCY! LIGHT AND DARK CAN'T CO-EXIST, GOOD AND EVIL CAN'T EITHER . . . YOU HANG OUT WITH SHELLEY AND THE FRAUD BROADS ALL THE TIME, BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL FUCKING CRIMINALS, AND I AM THE ONLY LAW ABIDING ONE, YOU WANT ELLIOT'S MUSIC, MY BLOG, CHRIS'S MUSIC, GRETA AND NICOLES SAVVY POLITICS AND KNOWLEDGE . . . THEY ARE ALL FRESH MINDS, SMART, EDUCATED, GOOD LOOKING, TALENTED, AND CAN SMOKE YOUR AVERAGE MORMON FUCKIN' PIECES OF CONTROLLED AND BRAINWAHSED SHIT< ANY DAY ANY TIME . . . LIKE BRETT TODD STUART/STEWART TOLD ME LONG AGO, WHEN I WAS JOANN, BEFORE LIL' WAYNE THE CRIMINAL AND ALL THIS WHORES, BECAME ME, THAT MY KIDS WERE ASSETS TO ME, AND I NEVER TALKED ABOUT THEM, NOR BEING AN ATTORNEY, I WAS JUST WAITING TO DIE, SO HE HAD KNOWLEDGE HE SHOULD NOT HAVE HAD, EITHER AGENT, DEFINITELY PROTECTED LIKE HIS IS ONE, OR CRIMINAL IN AN ENTERPRISE WITH THE MO AGENTS! BUT HE WAS RIGHT THEN, AND EVEN MORE RIGHT NOW, PLUS, I AM MY OWN ASSET, MY BLOG, GOT ON "IT'S.COM" FUCK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE PRODUCT OR SERVICE IS . . . SHIT, 10 MILLION HITS, IN 1.31 SECONDS, SNAPSHOT, AND THERE ARE, FUCKING AT LEAST 7 OTHER VERSIONS OF THE BLOG, LIKE BAD AS CON LAW CHICK OR BAD CON LAW CHICK OR BAD CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CHICK . . . SO, ABOUT 80 MILLION HITS, WITHIN 1.31 SECONDS, X WHO MANY SECONDS IN A MINUTE, X 60 MINUTES IN AN HOUR, X 24 FUCKING HOURS IN A DAY . . . DO THE MATH DIP SHITS! X ALMOST A THOUSAND BLOGS, "ALL HITS, ALL THE TIME!" COME ON, THEY ARE GOING TO BE ABLE TO BUY THE FUCKING WORLD, IF YOU DON'T CATCH THEM, AND THEIR FAVORITE BOOK, HINT, HINT, HINT, IS "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!" SHIT GET ABOUT YOUR FUCKING JOB!

NEWS OF NOTE:

  • Senator, and presidential candidate, Bernie Sanders, will be in Billings, Wednesday, finishing the last 10 states who need to vote in the primary elections and caucuses.  The issues that Sanders is talking about are CRITICAL MASS issues, and you need to know and understand them, let someone who has been in Washington for years as a senator, and has been a governor, and has also been a crusader since college, of good and worthy causes, educate you on the issues . . . this is how, I learn, I attend conferences, discussions, debates, and forums, the nice, easy way, to get up to speed on the issues that matter the most . . . this is a dedicated, smart man . . . only you can decide if his solutions are the best!  But his issues are IMPORTANT!
  • PUBLIC APOLOGY TO KALISPELL AND FLATHEAD COPS . . . this morning, the chick I wrote the email to you about, trying to help her get her stuff back from her son and his girlfriend, not in-laws, and reverse the kids, but, this morning, under her breath, she admitted, that the COPS HAD GIVEN HER AN ESCORT, and it sounded like on MORE THAN ONE OCCASION!  So, thanks for doing your job, and shame on the woman, for misleading me, acting like you were all flakes and refused to do your jobs!  I APOLOGIZE PROFUSELY! Some other issues, that came up as I have tried to help this woman, that need to be brought up when dealing with people who are trying to help citizens, whether it be legal help, or protection . . . you are right, public servants, are exactly that, but, you better know what the fuck you are doing, and stop, stealing other citizens time, when you can't get your own shit together, so we can help you!
    • this information came out, as I noticed that this woman, cared less about her property and issues than I did, fuck, I took about an hour and a half of my time, and she could take 10 minutes to talk over the issues, even with me writing down on paper, everything she need to do! I will help anyone, but, I will ONLY work as hard as the person themselves will.  I told her I would discuss anything with her, and even call her son for her . . . she never came back last night
    • so this morning, I just gave her a copy of my notes, with laws, phone numbers, and suggestions on it, much like the blog information, that was inspired by this chick's issues; although, I am starting think, like so many other women and men, who are on THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY CRIME payroll, she is sent to me for help, and paid to discredit my legal help, so that Shelley or whomever, not even attorneys, can say, see she is ineffective assistance of counsel; therefore, Shelley, while not an attorney, should be allowed to practice law, in the state of Montana!  This is starting to look like a pattern of criminal behavior!  There was Rhonda, the alleged firefighting chick, who fell over a log, and has had tons of medical issues and surgeries, who followed me from Kalispell, to Butte, to Missoula, and back, wanting my help, but I could NEVER get her to give me her paperwork, and NEVER get her to do a timeline, in a fucking year!  Finally we were standing in line for an hour, and I said, can you get me a timeline by tomorrow?  She said, I don't think I can do that . . . and I RESPONDED, FUCK YOU . . . you don't want this solved, or she is milking me for legal information, bilking me, to give Shelley or Rachel, all pretending to be me, and lawyers, practicing law without a license, getting information, passing it on to the bitch squad of licence squatters, and then they put it as their work!
      • the Russian chick, Mila, same thing, never got me her shit, but always wanted to talk about the case, and theories, legal issues . . . she even set me up, at the park with the cops, and then, as I warned her, when I have to go, I have to go, and then, when I would get back in town, she would make a public display of me NOT HELPING HER? Again trying to make it look like: (A) I am not an attorney; (B) not the attorney I claim to be; or (3) that Shelley, is really better and should be allowed to be me . . . all a fucking set up, and again, I told her to FUCK OFF!
      • Same with Nick, the Yellowstone dude, who allegedly got fired . . . I discussed the case, helped him, told him the issues, listened to the problems, then he gets this hustling, powerful, female attorney, who knows her shit, but he can't give me her name?  Shelley, trying to see where to go legally, on MY KNOWLEDGE, then, charge a shit load . . . she fucked up the jurisdiction, issues, and I pointed it out, she told him this was so big, that, there would book and movie deals on the firing on a seasonal job?  I told him, on a scale of cases, from 1 to 100, his rated at about a 2, my blogging got him back his $1,000 pay check, they did cheat him out of, but she told him what he wanted to hear, and I TOLD HIM WHAT HE NEEDED TO HEAR, the case was WORTHLESS! Sad problems, but he was on worker's comp for what 19 weeks, longer then he would have worked the summer and got MORE MONEY, so compensated!

GOTTA GO JO . . . THE FED UNDERCOVER TROOPS ARE ARRIVING, I CAN FEEL AND SEE, AND GOD KEEPS SENDING ME THE SIGNAL, RUN!  BYE!

The first sign I saw from my Intel, Man, God . . . after leaving the sting op, at Fresh Market, down by Walmart, first time going there, so, I thought I would have peace to do at least ONE blog! . . . was a red, FISTER ELECTRICS, now if that is not telling!  LOL!  MY GOD is an AMAZING GOD!  I want to tell you some Sunday symbolism, after I finish, what I started up above, using the New Testament, Parable of the Sower and the Seeds.

This is a continuation of the incident with the chick needing to get her property back, leading me to believe, not only yesterday, but today, that the Kalispell police, wouldn't help her, said they were too busy, and the female officer or dispatch was such a bitch . . . now, while elected officials or government officials, like assistant attorney generals, cops, firefighters, etc., are paid out of the tax payers' monies, town budgets, or state funds, and they are to serve and protect, there is a reasonableness standard that should dictate, what is an is expected, what is considered appropriate, and how far, a citizen is allowed to push, government service!  As I handed this chick, the list of legal helps, suggestions, types of forms she might need, and ridding myself of the burden of her problems, she came back, and said she was going to get her phone, and yes, she would like to have me contact her son.  Now last night, I told her to make up a list of all the property, her son had of hers, and write it down on a piece of PAPER . . . I am old school, and I am not going to learn how to operate someone's tablet, to read their list, for their fucking convenience!  This is one reason, free college is ridiculous, because, I do a shit load of free legal service, with the person getting all my knowledge and experience in government, my trial attorney knowledge, on all sides of things, and a trip to the U.S. Supreme Court, with 4 bar memberships, so this is MY GAME, MY WAY, and I am a fucking LEGAL DIVA, rock star, even though the system, has tried to bury me, because, I PLAY BY THE LAW, NOT PUBLIC POPULARITY, and I only take cases, that I KNOW, the CONSTITUTION OR THE STATE LAW SUPPORT, I am NOT AFTER YOUR MONEY, I want to see that there is JUSTICE FOR ALL; therefore, I am very different from a fake ass, no name, no brand, no knowledge, bitch . . . but I am far from a do nothing boss bitch legal diva!  I GET-R-DONE!

Now I am sure that staff and people around the POV. think, she is not an attorney, because I do my part, I never use my law degree, educational benefits, elitism, that would indicate, I have anything that might make me special and to be treated different than anyone else . . . I was mopping the bathroom floors in the woman's dorm bathrooms, and the mop head, kept coming off, and after about the 5th time, I was about to throw the fucking thing against the wall, swearing my head off!  But, this chick, who was watching this disaster, said, haven't you ever operated this type of mop before?  Frankly, NO, I have not!  The attorney in me, wondered why she would think I should have that kind of knowledge under my belt, and I remembered that many of the girls in the Pov. have done housekeeping, worked in kitchens, or done janitorial work . . . I did janitorial work at a bank, to get through college, but that has been light years ago, so no, I am totally not qualified to do, 99% of the work at the Pov. and I am like a new born babe, when it comes to this type of work, elitist as that may sound.  I am nice, polite, and as kind as I can be, but the ugly attorney came out in me, and I did my normal legal diva routine . . . this is your case, you are not doing me favors by LETTING ME HELP YOU, I did about an hour and a half of work on your issues, yesterday, and now, I am telling you, if you want me to call your son, I am going to need: (1) a complete list, written on paper, of exactly what items, you need him to turn over to you . . . I am not going to have him on one line and you on the other, and be the go between, I will not be made the fool; (2) I didn't know about the bed, nor the TV, so, you need to decide what you want and what is okay for him to keep, seeing you can't store or use it now anyway, unless you have storage; (3) I need you to give your son a week, notice, as to when you are going to pick things up, with several choices and days . . . and you BETTER BE THERE!

I informed her, that, you will think that I am really nice, and I will be, as I have been, time and time again, trying to help you in the last day; however, if you don't get me the list, I am asking for, I WILL CUT YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF!  She got all sheepish, shy, and backward, formerly thinking because she has a job and a car, she was, really doing me a favor, by giving me a ride, which, she was; however, at attorney's fees, this very GRATEFUL attorney, is giving her $250 per hour, legal advice, a sight more than the dollar, if that, it took, her to give me a ride . . . I never said that, but she got the picture, I am not helping you for fun, and I don't want to be fucked with, nor fuck with the cops, nor fuck with you son . . . he, after having the cops escort you several times to the house, disturbing him and his girlfriend, who hate you, is probably frustrated, because, I am frustrated with you now!  You need to do your HOMEWORK, decided exactly what it is you want, and what you don't, so we can get this done, and done right, or I WILL FUCKING NOT HELP YOU, do you understand me?  

She is in MY ARENA NOW, PLAYING BY MY RULES, not hers.  I warned my clients, both paying and free, that, it is MY WAY OR THE HIGHWAY, PERIOD!  So, you can see, why many of them like Shelley as Me, Ms. Congeniality I AM NOT, I DON'T HAVE TO BE!  Shelley has to worry about every fucking person, ratting her out, or seeing through her or not liking her, and she will charge your sorry ass, attorney's fees, because she is ME, for the MONEY, THE POWER, THE PRESTIGE, THE INFLUENCE AND THE RESPECT MY LAW DEGREE, BACKGROUND AND EDUCATION GETS HER . . . you fuck with me, and you are fucking TOAST!  Shelley is a KISS ASS, I NEVER HAVE BEEN, NEVER WILL BE . . . that is why, judges, cops, prosecutors, in UTAH and I am sure HERE, in Montana, like her more, think she is more fair, even as an attorney, BECAUSE, SHE DOESN'T KNOW JACK SHIT, I DO!  AND I WILL CRAM IT DOWN THEIR FUCKING THROATS, if they DON'T FOLLOW THE LAW, AND TURN AROUND FOR ME, ON A RULING THAT IS CONTRARY TO THE LAW, IS ABOUT A NEW YORK SECOND . . . your dishonor, how many days to I have to APPEAL THIS RULING?  Judges hate to be appealed, that is why, Shelley, is so much more loved, seen as being more fair . . . BECAUSE, I WILL NOT TOLERATE INFIDELITY IN THE LAW, NOR IN MY RELATIONSHIPS! 

I am guessing, that this chick, who originally met me, or may have been set up, by Shelley, the more threat I am, the more people they bribe and pay to lie, but, she is likely to put her tail between her legs, and crawl under the rug and disappear!  I am sure, whomever happened to be in the bathroom this morning, knows damned well, who the real attorney is, and who the fake fucking hag, sister is . . . I would eat any of them ALIVE, IN OR OUT OF COURT!  But they will MAKE SURE THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN, a stand off, debate, writing contest . . . Shelley and the girls, including Kay, are my students, fuck, Shelley just living with me, got a year and a half of law school, when I shared all my work with her, briefs, emails to clients, because I KNEW SHE WAS interested, not that SHE WAS BEING TRAINED TO TAKE MY PLACE . . . YOU FUCKING SHITS!  Few at the Pov. will get the rare chance of seeing me at my attorney self! it is not the place, nor the time.  I have helped people get their Social Security Benefits, divorces, records cleared, property back, and many more things, as I have surfed the homeless shelter circuit!  But, hey, even the lowest of low, homeless person, probably can clean the bathroom better, cook, mop the floors, etc., but, I would take on Hillary Clinton, U.S. Attorney General, Loretta Lynch and any fucking attorney, on this god-damned planet . . . I am the standard, that is why I am HOMELESS, the U.S. Supremes are stealing my legal analysis and briefs!  I was impressed as a first year law student, but, fuck, I could be nominated to the high court, and feel perfectly trained and qualified, to not only make rulings, but to write the opinions!

If I Was the Cops In Kalispell and Flathead County . . . I Would NOT Help This Inconsiderate and Indecisive Woman Either! Shelley Might?  But She is Not a Legal Eagle! 

Oh, I wanted to write a bit, on the Parable of the Sower, and some of the comfort signs, that I got, Sunday, after, being chased, hunted, tracked, set up, etc., Saturday night, I was, not necessarily, down, but, just shocked, wondering, how this could happen, how people could want fake bitches to be me, how, lies, tricks, games, jokes, are loved and coddle, when so much is at stake, here in America and the world?  But as I sat, in Good Food Store, doing the legal research for this woman, who is so squirrelled, she has to be a Shelley and girls, fan, YUCK!  But, as the wind kicked up, there was almost a white out, of all these seeds, blowing off the trees in the parking lot.  At first, I thought, it was, fuzz, like off the cottonwood trees, like I saw, last week, when there was a cop raid on the Pov. at least three times, and the more I prove who I am, the more, vitriol and angry, these fuckers, get, amping up their attacks on the REAL ATTORNEY!  And a bit, depressed over not being able to talk to my kids, on MOTHER'S DAY, pay back for the ending to my Saturday, blog, ending in, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MOTHERFUCKERS!, probably leading to the hunt by cops and feds, on Saturday night, leading to the theft of my battery to my cell phone!  So, when I saw, the things, falling from the trees, I thought, fuck, there is probably a ton of fuzz in this store, just like the many times, Sunday, I saw, cops cruising through the parking lot, as I just did, two, in the parking lot of Good Food, wondering if I am going there again today, since they didn't get me at the Fresh Market, earlier . . . but on closer look, I noticed that this was not FUZZ, these were SEEDS, and the parable of the sower, came to mind, and the idea, that I have planted, millions, billions of mental, seeds, of freedom, rights, human dignity, joy, love, peace, liberty, family harmony around the world . . . SEEDS FROM HEAVEN, of comfort and peace . . . 

In the New Testament parable or story, for Christ taught in stories, because, he knew, that men, remember stories, best . . . there is a sower, or a person, walking along the road, dropping seeds, compared to teaching the gospel of Christ, or seeds, of love, forgiveness, harmony, charity, repentance, grace, free will, etc.  Some of the seeds, will find fertile ground, and blossom into full blown plants, bearing fruits of the teachings contained in the seeds, some will fall on rocky soil, and die . . . others will thrive for a while and dry up and blow away in the wind, but the seeds are planted, for REAL CHANGE!  In all the turmoil, the sleep deprivation, the longing to talk to my kids, more to wish, them, happy Mother's Day, not knowing how to get a hold of them, in being raw, unprotected, now with a GPS tracking system in me, I wondered, if I would see my kids, grand kids, faces again?  The thoughts, came to me, that I had lived a GREAT LIFE, raised FOUR AMAZING KIDS, who are raising, AMAZING grand kids, and they are just starting to bring about REAL CHANGES, in their fields, passions, writings, work, and music, knowing it is not what you take with you, but what you leave behind.  I have long known, that my death, probably will not be falling asleep, in an easy chair, with my friends and family around me, silently passing . . . but more likely a bullet to the head, an attack in the dark, or spending the rest of my life, incarcerated for doing nothing, other than, being a crusader, a person, to bring about change, someone who dared to be different, real, carrying, loving, in my very tough way.  So, knowing, that, maybe a perhaps, this is a self-fulfilling prophecy, or premonition of death, bringing about, the need, desire and will, to CHANGE THE WORLD! . . . as listed on my resume, getting me the job, at the Utah Attorney Generals Office.

One of my Poverello friends, also a political crusader, who eats at the Pov. and also, eats at Good Food Store, saying HI, yesterday and talking to me today, said he too, noticed the seeds, and took it to mean, that ideas or something was coming down from heaven, or a Heavenly sign, which substantiated what I was thinking, because is was quite a show, that I had not seen, before, seeming to bring meaning and comfort. This guy, also, said, and he reads my blog, that, now there are many, who see what is going on, and can take up the swords of right, and fight, as he, himself is!  I never heard him make religious connections, nor thought of him as being like that, but, both statements, gave me comfort and verified what I was thinking and what I had interpreted the Seeds From Heaven to mean.  

MORE HEAVENLY NOTES ON WALK HOME

  • this statement was carved in the cement, where I took a break from walking: May You Always Have a Piece of My Face In Your Hearts.  I thought of the damned good possibility, that my kids, had good seeds planted in them, and they are now, starting their own, journeys in life, doing what they are called by God to do, and, that they were raised right, taught to fight the good fight, and they saw the good fight, but they are young, and it will take time for them to mature, to grow, to see, read between the lines, and they have had a lot to deal with, through this, and there was the sign, Milwaukee Road Map, not only indicating, that Rachel, was likely the destination of the cell phone battery, and will be seen as the Trip Planner, not me, and there was a book, The Secret Father, by James Someone, on the table, earlier on Sunday, knowing that I can't keep fighting everything, everyone, every second of every day . . . they just fucking have too many people, too much fire power, and all my family money!  They have an endless bench, to play this game . . . I have myself.  But, when I saw that statement, it made me cry, wondered if this is it, that, I had done my job, and it mattered, as a Mother, attorney, professor, lobbyist, blogger, etc., and now, I had to let go, and let them take the paths, God wanted for them, even if that meant, other mothers and fathers, getting credit for my work, that of the real parents, being shoved to the shadows, giving way to less worthy, mothers, who were ashamed of their own, seeds, their own fruits; therefore, to pull off their stunts, they are going to MIX and MATCH, making up FAKE FAMILIES, FAKE HERITAGE, FAKE LAST NAMES, LIKE A 'KENNEDY, looking more at IMAGE, FORM, OVER THE SUBSTANCE, my kids were raised with . . . they had form, and very good looking parents, too!  They are their own persons now, with separate drives, spouses, kids, to protect, and dreams to fulfill . . . perhaps, the separation of the cell phone battery, is something that needs to be done!  I have ALWAYS, said, Thy Will Be Done!
  • on the road, cutting through, several businesses and neighborhoods, there was an old, very old trailer, that said, Free Spirit, making me smile . . . for that I am, and I raised my kids with a ton of freedom, to the point, many thought, me a negligent mother . . . not so, that FREEDOM was planned and intended, to give them room, to grow, choose, dream, make a unique mark, and determine their own destinies, and they have done WELL WITH THAT FREEDOM!  Right after that, I believe, carved or written on a picnic table, or somewhere after that, it said, You Have Free Will . . . like this was your choice, to be the warrior queen, and this is the result, or your desire, or your destiny, and you freely did what you wanted to do, raised your kids, to think independently of you, and so, you got your will!
  • I mentioned the inspiration and signs, I got, as to why my cell phone battery was stolen, and where, from, walking along, is it Russell Street, where the new Salvation Army building is? anyway, as I mentioned, and in a bizarre seen, given the fact that, I was just walking along, wondering, and thinking, that, there was one time, I was separated from my stuff, and that was when I was in the SHOWER! Just as that realization came to me . . . I looked over, and what did I see to confirm that thought? . . . you got it, a plastic bottle of what appeared to be, Head and Shoulders Shampoo, leaning against a post, and the significance of the post, is that P.O.S.T. stands for Peace Officers Standards and Training, or damned shooting, the cops did this, sending this chick in, to take the battery, maybe even being the exchange CIA chick, who, could be claiming, to be Rachel, she was blonde, tall, buxom, not fake, but, busty, about the same thickness, and, she could claim, that she is Rachel, aka, JoAnn, because Rachel is pretending to be ME, they have tried to make it look, like, I am Shelley, who has warrants, is a criminal, as is Rachel, but I am Not!  Just like in Durango, last March, when Kennedy asked me to go to Durango, and again, I told him, the real guy, NO, waiting on a job, then changed my mind; however, at one point, I saw a total, younger, James Kennedy look-a-like, but younger, darker hair, but still longer hair, pulled in a pony tail, and as tall as James . . . when dealing with Allan Bess, Frank, of Interpol, was to be Allan, and Shelley was to be me, and since I had just written a shit load on the Kennedy's, and written, some loving comments on James, the Rescue Mission, there could have been the CIA double for Kennedy, Rachel, CIA double for ME, and a complete exchange with the intent, of pulling a 100% CIA switch, that was probably not to be known by me or Kennedy, who, is not Rachel's type for sure, nor her, his, but, that doesn't mean the double, is not!  Add the tall blonde, could be seen as a double for Rachel, so she doesn't have to be at the Poverello in person, but looks, like she could have been there, through the chick, being there with the intent of getting the battery, to make it look like Rachel, aka me, planned the trip with MY KIDS, not me, because, she is at the Pov. while the Pov, is trying to make me look like Shelley!  The Big Exchange . . . Like Durango, Like Parowan!  KILL THE REAL!  Bury the real, in so much dog pile family shit, mothers and dads, that NOBODY KNOWS the TRUTH!  A young mother, just came to the Caffe' Dolce, in the South Gate Mall, where I am right now, she has hair the color of Rachel's, blonder than mine, long hair, my sign for, she has been ME for a long TIME! and she has a GOLD sweatshirt jacket on, with a star, on the back, and she is with too kids . . . like, yes, she has been MARKETED as the MOTHER OF THE GOLDEN CHILDREN, MINE!  MY KIDS WILL AVENGE THEIR MOTHER'S WRONGS, BUT WHEN THEY ARE READY, I KNOW THEM!  PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME, RACHEL, SHELLEY, SUE, MARCIE, OR TIFFANY'S SHIT ASS MO FUCK KIDS!  YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

IN GOD WE TRUST . . . IN JESUS CHRIST WE ARE SAVED

THY WILL BE DONE, OH, GOD! 

P.S., I just forgot that at lunch, this Native chick, had three books on the table while she was eating . . . 
  • the Holy Bible was on the bottom
  • then . . . GUILTY AS SIN (LIAR)
  • FULL TILT, by Erin Brockovich . . . someone the other day, said, you should be Erin Brockovich, and I said, why, I am an attorney, not a wanna be attorney, sort of paralegal, who did a good job, talking to the clients, in Love Canal, or some polluted deal, but she didn't go to law school, pass the bar exam, learn the law, write briefs, and do the dirty work of the LAW!  And the interesting thing is, that when my family planned, a 10 day, trip on Princess Cruise Lines, through the Panama Canal, the movie showing on the boat, was, that movie, where Erin, first got her wings . . . is this where Rachel and the girls, think, they are . . . because, NONE OF MY SISTERS, ARE ATTORNEYS!  My father, figured, in his SAVAGE LOVE way, that he would kill the real attorney, the pain in the ass, liberal, feminist, cop watcher, free thinker, etc., he has tried to beat, since she was a feisty 3 year old, and never could control . . . ditch the REAL, and on her law degree, claim that he has 5 female attorneys to his credit, FUCK, he tried to sabatoge my law degree, screamed at me for hours, offered to pay my tuition, when I knew this was a stunt, to control me, telling me the money is coming, making me miss loan opportunities . . . not that stupid daddy-o!
  • Some chick, just walked by, fatter, wearing an orange poncho, with a baby that looked so much like Rachel's Matt, with the over-sized head, and blobby, phat boy look, car geek, gear head . . . so, the fat chick, must be me, and I am suppose to take credit, not for my good-looking, smart, beautiful, talented thin kids, but get Rachel's, nice, but homely, phat boys, and food disorder chicks, on me . . .
Luv Ya, Matt, Good Kid . . . BUT Rachel, aka, Sarah, aka, JoAnn--NOT ME--gets to take credit for her Brood of Kids, Spoiled, Lazy, and Like Their Mother, All About the $$$$$$$$
KISS MY FAT ASS, RACHEL > > I WAS 140 POUNDS, HOTTER THAN YOU BY A MILLION MILES . . . THE STORY IS IN THE DNA AND GENES OF OUR KIDS!  LOL!  I always wondered why, you, probably, I thought, my closest sister, was so involved in trying to force me into taking meds, and being locked up, or going to mental health shit . . . YOU PLANNED ON BEING ME, way the fuck back!
AH, NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, May 8, 2016

THE FIRE DECK . . . WOK BOWL. RAJA'S SMOKE SHOP: WATER PIPES, SMOKE PIPES, HOOKAS . . . HOAGIEVILLE SUBS: WORLD FAMOUS HOAGIES, BURGERS AND FRIES. ZIMGRINGA'S ITALIAN. MAGIC DIAMOND CASINO. HOW DOES SOMEONE PROCEED TO OBTAIN THEIR PERSONAL PROPERTY BACK, WHEN IT IS AT THEIR DAUGHTER'S AND SON-IN-LAW'S HOUSE, IN KALISPELL, MONTANA, WITH A "RESTRAINING ORDER" AGAINST MOM, HANGIN' AT THE POV. MISSOULA . . .HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY!? THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS! A LITTLE FREE LEGAL HELP FOR FRIEND, FROM POVERELLO, IN EXCHANGE FOR A RIDE TO "GOOD FOOD STORE" . . . GOOD DEAL FOR BOTH; SHE HAS CAR, I HAVE LEGAL KNOWLEDGE, ALTHOUGH I TOOK "REAL ESTATE" LAW, SOME 25 YEARS AGO, SO, YOU ARE GETTING WHAT YOU PAY FOR, BUT I CAN POINT BOTH HER AND YOU IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, SEEING SO MANY MONTANANS DO THEIR OWN LEGAL WORK. SMILE! KNOWLEDGE IS POWER! SHE GOT $250 WORTH OF LEGAL ADVICE FOR A BUCK'S WORTH OF GAS AND HER TIME, WHICH I VALUE MUCH, NOT BAD . . . AND A WIN/WIN SOLUTION FOR BOTH OF US! LOL! I WAS WIPED OUT, AFTER, I FOILED AT LEAST, SIX COP TRAPS, AND THREE CIA TRAPS, IN ADDITION TO A POLYNESIAN COP, AIDING AN AILING WHITE DAD, COMING INTO MCDONALD'S, EAST BROADWAY, RIGHT AFTER I FINISHED MY SCATHING AND BLISTERING BLOG, VERIFYING ME AND MY COMPUTER, WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION, WERE IN DEED, WHERE THE COP SPY GEAR SAID I WAS, ALERTING, AN UNDERCOVER PICKUP PRICK, TO STOP ME AND DETAIN ME, AFTER GETTING A TWINKIE AT SINCLAIR'S GAS STATION, ON BROADWAY--NO THANKS, DON'T WANT TO SHAKE YOUR WET HAND, LOOK AT YOUR HALF NAKED TAN BODY, NOR SEE YOUR UNDERWEAR, SO STYLIN', HANDING OUT OF YOUR HAWIIAN SWIM TRUNKS OR SHORTS, NO I DON'T WANT TO TALK, HANG OUT--TWO GOOD LOOKING CHICKS, MORE YOUR AGE, JUST WALKED BY, HURRY AND YOU CAN CATCH THEM--I'M OUT OF YOUR RANGE OF POSSIBILITIES; I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE, HE SAT DOWN STILL, AGAINST MY WISHES, AND CRUEL, DISMISSALS, HIS JOB TO GET ME TO STAY IN ONE PLACE, FOR BACK UP--FINE, YOU WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE, I WILL DITCH YOUR SORRY ASS, AND I HEADED TO THE BRIDGE AND RIVER ACROSS THE STREET--SEXUAL HARASSMENT . . . BUT, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WALK ALONG THE RIVER, ENJOYING THE GENTLE RUSH OF THE WATER, THE TWO LIGHTED BRIDGES, LOVERS' PARADISE, PEACE AND QUIET OF THE NIGHT, UNTIL A BIKE COP, CAME DRIVING UP, LOOKING FOR ME, SHINING HIS SPOTLIGHT, RIGHT IN MY FACE . . . LUCKILY, IT WAS A BIT COLD, SO I HAD MY HOODIE TIED TIGHT, AND MY GLASSES ON--VERY NERDY LOOKING! LOL! HE DROVE OFF, BUT, IN THE MOVIE I WAS WATCHING, "THE DEAD GIRL" . . . APPROPRIATE FOR THE ENDING OF MY BLOG--WITH EVERY ACTION, THERE IS AN EQUAL OR MORE REACTION, ON SARAH PALIN, DIRTY COPS, SWAT DODGERS, INTERNATIONAL CRIMINALS WITH COP SUPPORT AND PROTECTION, CORRUPTION, OFF SHORE BANKING, SHELL COMPANIES, HIDING EVERYTHING FROM TAXES, TO DRUG CARTEL, MONEY LAUNDERING SCHEMES, TO ASSET PROTECTION, RACKETEERING, EXTORTION AND DEAD BODIES, MOB SHIT! . . . SO WHEN THERE WAS A SIGN ON THE HIGH SCHOOL WALLS, IN THE MOVIE, LIKE IN SALT LAKE LAST WEEK, SAYING--GO! I GOT UP AND WENT, KNOWING THAT, ONE COP IS GENERALLY NOT BRAVE ENOUGH TO TAKE ME ON ALONE--GANG BANGING, THEIR OKAY WITH, BUT, I GOT THE FEELING AND PROMPTING THAT HIS BUDDIES WERE OUT ON THE PROWL TOO, AND WITH SWAT BEING ON THE "HOT SHIT" LIST, THEY MIGHT HAVE ATTENDED THE RIVERSIDE ALL AVAILABLE OFFICERS LYNCHING! LOL! . . . BOY WAS I RIGHT . . . BIKE COP MUST HAVE FIGURED NOBODY, BUT A HOMELESS PERSON, LIKE ME, NOW ON THE STREETS WITH NOWHERE TO WATCH HER "TRUE CRIME" SHOWS, WOULD BE SITTING AT A PICNIC TABLE, WATCHING MOVIES ON THEIR COMPUTER, AT 11:00 P.M., AT "CURRENTS" AQUATIC SWIM CENTER, CRASHING THEIR FREE WI-FI, WHILE I LOOK AT THE POND, LISTEN TO THE INSECTS AND WATER LAPPING, LOOKING OVERHEAD AT THE STARS . . . SO WHILE ROCKS IN HIS SOCKS, COP, MARSHALS HIS POSSE, I TAKE OFF TO PARTS UNKNOWN DOWN THE RIVER TRAIL, SOON, WHILE ON CALIFORNIA BRIDGE, TAKING A BREATHER, TAKING A MINUTE TO SMILE, THINK OF THE STATEMENTS, THAT REMIND ME OF JAMES KENNEDY, RACHEL, I HOPE HAS THE CIA DOUBLE--CAN'T IMAGINE, JAK, LIKING A "DUMB ASS" BETTER THAN ME, UNLESS HE IS A COP! BUT, I LOOK BACK ON THE RIVER TRAIL, MAKING SURE I AM NOT BEING TRAILED, I SEE A "JOHN DEERE" 4 X 4, SIDE-BY-SIDES--YOU KNOW THE GARDENING TYPES, USED BY PUBLIC WORKS AND CITY LANDSCAPING CREWS--TOTALLY AT COPS' DISPOSAL, GOING UP AND DOWN THE RIVER TRAIL--SHIT--THE BEST OF DAISY DUKE & BOSS HOGS, SEEING HE WAS ON THE TRAIL, I WAS JUST ON, LEAVING ME DITCHING INTO THE WOODS, ONCE I RUSHED ACROSS THE REST OF THE BRIDGE, GOING DOWN TREACHEROUS PATHS, WITH ROCKS AND LOGS, ALONG THE RIVER BANKS, WATCHING THE JOHN DEERE, BUT HE DIDN'T COME DOWN FAR ENOUGH; HOWEVER, THROUGH THE LEAVES, I SAW THAT SAME BIKE COP, PROBABLY THE ONE, I RATTED OUT, THE OTHER DAY, THE ONE WITH THREE COPS, IN THE BIKE COP TRUCK, GETTING READY TO TURN INTO THE SHOP DRIVEWAY ON BROADWAY, MISSOULA, MONTANA, BUT WHEN HE AND HIS BUDDIES SAW ME WAITING FOR #14 BUS, THEY DECIDED TO COME UP TO THE DRIVEWAY NEAREST TO ME, STANDING NEAR "SUN SENSOR" . . . THE BUS COULD NOT COME FAST ENOUGH, WITH SOMEONE YELLING SOMETHING AT ME FROM THE TRUCK . . . COPS ARE "NOT" GOOD SPORTS, AND THEY HATE FUNNY WOMEN, ESPECIALLY, WHEN THE BRUNT OF THE JOKE, IS ON THEM! LOL! I INTENDED THEM TO BE PISSED AT ME, BIG STICK BATTERING, TAKING DOWN, THE PD PRINCESS, RACHEL, AKA, SARAH PALIN, AKA, JOANN S. SECRIST, "FAKE" ASS BITCH SISTER FLIGHT ATTENDANT, 5'11" TALL, CHEAP IMITATION WITH HONKIN' BIG ASS "FAKE" TITS--EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, LIKE GUYS WITH HIGH SCHOOL DEGREES DIG! LOL--I JUST SAY SOMETHING ON EITHER THE KALISPELL PD OR FLATHEAD COUNTY SHERIFF'S HOMEPAGE, ABOUT AN ESCORT SERVICE, BUT NO PROFESSIONALS NEED APPLY? COPS HATE BRASSY ASS BITCHES LIKE ME! BELIEVE ME, GETTING RACHEL FROM HERSELF TO SARAH PALIN, LACKING AS SHE WAS, AMAZES ME, BECAUSE NEWSPAPER CROSSWORD PUZZLES, ASIDE, RACHEL NEVER OPENED THE COVERS OF THE NEWSPAPER--REMEMBER THE DISASTROUS, KATIE COURIC INTERVIEW?, OTHER THAN TO GET THE PUZZLES, OF THE DAY . . . SO BEING ABLE TO PRONOUNCE MENAUGHTIN BEGIN, ISRAEL"S PRESIDENT OR PRIME MINISTER, WAS HUGE ASS FREAKING IMPRESSIVE AND SHOCKING, THAT RACHEL, AKA, SARAH, NOW, AKA, JOANN--I AM DEAD TO THE COPS AND THE MAFIA . . . BUT TO GO FROM PALIN, A COP MODEL OF ME, THE WOMAN THEY DESTROYED, BUT A PURE REPUBLICAN MODEL--ALL THE USEFUL IDIOTS VOTE FOR THE PATRIOT ACT, IS FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE! BUT, WHEN I ATTACK THE HAG ASS BITCHES, THE FAKE GOVERNMENT HOOKERS, THE BOYZ GO APE SHIT, SO I EXPECTED IT, BUT THOUGHT I MIGHT GET A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP, BEFORE DEALING WITH THE FUCKERS! FUCK, THERE WERE COPS, UNDERCOVER COPS, CRAWLING ALL OVER THE PLACE, SHIT, I SAW THREE SECONDS AFTER EMERGING FROM THE RIVER! SHIT, THIS MORNING, AS I WALKED OUT OF THE POV. AFTER TAKING A SHOWER, AND VENTING ON A FEW, FRIENDS, I KNOW HAVE RATTED ME OUT, AND WORKED WITH COPS, IF NOT COPS THEMSELVES, AND SOME OLD FUCK, TELLING ME ABOUT SOME 1950'S COP, KILLING WHOMEVER HE THOUGHT WAS GUILTY, EVEN KILLED A JUDGE WHO HAD LET SOME GUY OUT OF HIS JAIL! THIS IS NOT THE SHIT IN NEED TO HEAR ON, MOTHER'S DAY AFTER A NIGHT OF TERROR . . . ACTUALLY FUN, 8 COP TRICKS, WIN FOR JOANN, ZERO FOR THE COPS . . . THEY MUST HAVE BEEN PISSED NOT GETTING ME LAST NIGHT, AND IT TOOK SOME WORK TO MAKE IT SAFE TO MY SHANTY SHELTER, AND SAFETY FOR AT LEAST A GOOD 6 HOURS OF PEACEFUL UNINTERRUPTED NIGHT SLEEP, BUT I WAS WONDERING, WHEN THREE COPS, PASSED ME, WITHIN FEET OF WHERE I WAS STAYING . . . ALL THE POV. RATS ARE TRYING TO GET IT OUT OF ME, WHERE I AM STAYING . . . ANNIE, SHOCKED I SHOW UP EACH MORNING, REMINDED ME THAT CAMPING INSIDE THE CITY LIMITS, IS AGAINST THE LAW . . . I AM NOT CAMPING, AND THE LAST THING I AM GOING TO WORRY ABOUT, AFTER THE COPS STING OP FAILED, AND THEY TOLD THE POV. STAFF TO KICK ME OUT, IS FOLLOWING SOME FUCKING ORDINANCE, OR INFRACTION OF THE LAW, THIS IS GOD-DAMNED SELF DEFENSE, AGAINST THE BOYS WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO BE PROTECTING, THE HEALTH, SAFETY, AND WELFARE, OF EVEN A BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK LIKE ME . . . STRIKES ME AS FUNNY AND IRONIC, THAT THE ONLY TIME< THE FUCKERS CAN FIGURE OUT THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND RACHEL, OR THE OTHER GOVERNMENT WHORES, IS WHEN THEY HAVE THEIR UNDIES IN A WAD, AND WANT BLOOD! ALL KUDOS FOR MY GREAT WORK AND HELP, GOES TO THE FRAUD BROADS, GO FIGURE! I AM SURE, MY SONS' MUSIC MONEY, MY BLOG MONEY, PAID FOR THE WIFE'S NEW CHEST LIFT, SO SHE CAN LOOK LIKE RACHEY, OR PERHAPS THAT NEW TRUCK, OR HOUSE, THEY ARE AFRAID OF LOSING, IF I WIN AND GET THEM ALL ARRESTED . . . AND GUESS WHAT THE PIGS WILL BE SQUEALING FOR FIRST . . . YOU GOT IT, THERE CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, THEY JUST FUCKED ME OUT OF! GOD . . . AND THIS IS THE SAD STATE OF LAW ENFORCEMENT? IF THEY ARE WORTHY TO CALLED THAT!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL YOU MOMS AND FUTURE MOTHERS OF AMERICA, AND WORLD!

Someone, who might read this blog, and know my kids, please tell them, that in all the excitement last night, always leaving my cell phone battery out, so the cops, can't track me, I got up at 4:18 A.M., to check the time and put the battery back in for a second, and when I went to text my daughters, daughter-in-law, and future, possible daughter-in-law, something nice to HONOR, them for MOTHER'S DAY, I could not find my cell phone battery, which is extremely puzzling, wondering if it is not a God intervention safety precaution, knowing I would be on the phone, much longer than normal with kids, so it just up and disappeared from my front pocket of my backpack, leaving me dazed and confused, till not understanding who it up and jumped out of the designated slot, where I always put it, even out of the larger area?  My kids, understand, so, I LOVE YOU, I AM SO PROUD TO BE YOUR MOTHER . . . as are all the fake ass bitch mothers, that cops want to be your moms, because they raised shit!  OH, the pain of facing your own lives, your own posterity, your own value system . . . moms, you only have one chance with your kids, not that you can't change, but children's personalities are formed by the time they hit, 5 years old!  Don't fuck it up, you neither, dads!  But, let my kids know, I could not have done a BETTER job, they are PERFECT TO ME! YOUNG, so somethings will, have to develop, understandings, mature, but over all, you all ROCK IT FOR MOM!

Getting Your Property Back, When Their Are Issues, and Property is at a Third Parties Place?

Here is copy of an email, I started with, in my search for the right way, the simplest way, the least expensive, and the safest way, to proceed, with the fact pattern, that is all too familiar!

Retrieval of Personal Property--Mother with Restraining Order--Daughter/Son-in-Law


Jo Bess jobessco.aka.joann.s.secrist@gmail.com

9:55 AM (2 hours ago)
to kpr
Dear P.D.,

This is JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., down in Missoula, MT, and this morning an acquaintance of mine, found out I am an attorney, and she said, she needed me to help her get her property back from her daughter and son-in-law's house, where it is stored, but she has a restraining order against her; therefore, she contacted the police department to see if she could get an officer to accompany her, so she could peacefully, enter the property, where her stuff is, and pick it up, without: (1) violating her restraining orders; and (2) obtain her property peacefully without an incident, requiring cops come after the fact, or if there is trouble that arises, from entering the property without an escort by the cops.

My friend told me she contacted your department, and asked to have a cop come with her to get her property, but the dispatch or whomever she talked to, told her that they were just to busy to take the time, to go with her, and they told her to just pull her Uhaul up to the house and unload her property.  I am not so sure this is a good idea, given the fact that she can get in legal trouble, entering the property, in violation of the restraining order, and I would assume that there might have been a physical confrontation, or she is in fear that one will arise, which would only complicate the situation further.  I told her I would look online and see if there was some form, she needed to file or fill out, to request an officer accompany her, and I didn't find one . . . perhaps, I need to look at court forms, or the sheriff's website.

If you have any suggestions, could you please, email me back, and let me know the proper safety precautions, and procedure to obtain her property.  

Sincerely,
JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D.

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Sorry, I guess the blog spot, is not wide enough to put the whole email, down, but, at times, if the cops, 
who, may not know of me personally, but they know my name, and have for 20 years, see that I am on
the case, they will just help the woman, escort her to the property, to safely retrieve her stuff, fast, easy!

IF THAT DOESN'T WORK . . . GO TO YOUR DISTRICT COURT FOR FORMS:

Oh, you may call your local sheriff's office and see what they suggest, short of this process?  Sheriffs
traditionally, were hired to protect citizens' property, while they were away, and that expanded to their 
their jobs now, not only to protect the health, safety and welfare of the citizens, but to deal with property
issues, mainly through civil service, preacipes, notice, writs of possession and attachement, or exection, 
as officers of the court, they do civil process serving of court documents and notices . . . but the form for 
PRAECIPE or LETTER TO THE SHERIFF, is online, and it will cost, $100 to file the letter with the
COURT, but if you are indigent, like my friend, may or may not be, she has a $31,000 car, a job,
so? but for a homeless person, or if you lack the funds, you can request a form of indigency,
and get court costs, waived!  The COMPLETE packet of material and documents, you will need,
especially, if there are issues, like in this case, with a restraining order, out on mom, with 
possible physical threats of violence, that I know, even come between the most loving, mother 
and kids, always taking your life in you hands, when the in-laws enter the picture!

The PROCESS I WOULD RECOMMEND . . .
  • contact either city cops or sheriffs, depending on if the property is in the city or the county, 
  • see if they will just come to the place the property is, without all the court shit!
    • if all is going well, and all parties, have an understanding of who's property is who's
    • then, make sure, it is okay to leave, and all will go well, with no call backs, or issues
  • or if the cop has time, they should just stay and see the repossession of property and transport
    • to the end, jsut for upholding the peace, acting as PEACE OFFICERS, not law enforcement
  • next, if that doesn't work, either get online, or just go to the court, and get the packet of forms
    • you don't need an attorney, to do this! but fill out the form, and file it with the court
      • the Praecipe or Letter to the Sheriff, giving him/her the parties, names, addresses
      • I would imagine, listing the property to be possessed, date, time of pick up
      • at the point of service by a sheriff, the daughter, may just arrange for a pick-up
      • sometimes, just the legal process, clears things up, and rights are protected
  • the other two court forms, are NOTICE OF THE WRIT and THE WRIT OF POSSESSION
    • fill the forms out, Montana district courts, have legal people on the premise to help pro se
    • or litigants who do the work, themselves . . . or do the best you can, and ask the clerk 
    • if you have questions, they are very knowledgable people, and helpful!
    • a lot of times, these writs, either of possession, or of attachment, are related to 
      • landlord tenant disputes, but, sometimes, like case in point, issues, arise that
      • are handled, as if there was a landlord/tenant, relationship
      • your in a gray area, that doesn't clearly fall in one category or another
  • if things can't be resolved, and things go to court battle, over disputed property, it happens
    • the court will hold a hearing, decide who's property it is, or how much you can take
    • a JUDGEMENT and EXECUTION by the Sheriff, will be ORDERED BY THE COURT!
  • DON'T TAKE MATTERS IN YOUR OWN HANDS . . . PEOPLE GET SHOT THIS WAY!
    • case in point . . . one time, my son-in-law, came to my house, and saw a 70's funky pillow
    • I don't know, exactly why he took the pillow, because, my client, gave me his house, for defending
      • him on murder charges, getting him three years probation, rather than 45 years in prison
      • earlier, I told Greta, she and Dallas could come take anything they wanted--I just remembered
        • MY BAD . . . but, I assumed that free taking was, for a specific time period
        • and I was shocked, that months later, after, the pillow was part of my decorating
        • it was off limits, to family, friends, or foe!
        • either Dallas, didn't think, or he didn't see, that it was a part of my room design
      • he took the pillow, and I was PISSED, didn't notice the pillow, was gone, until days later
        • I actually, happened to see the pillow, just laying in Dallas's garage?
        • Why the fuck did he take it?  Just to piss me off? cop?
    • mom's, you and your daughters, may have the closest of close relationship, until, love, marriage
      • changes the dynamics! and when mom, is pitted against husband, YOU LOSE!
        • and rightly so, Greta, sided with Dallas, whom I may have called a thief?
        • my beautiful, loving daughter, actually called the cops, when I went to get the pillow!
    • to this day, I am shocked and dumbfounded, and we have never talked about it!, what was that?
      • I have learned by at least two of my children, marriage, sex, lovers, are thicker than blood!
      • a man should leave his father and mother, and cleave unto his wife, and via versa!
      • okay, okay . . . hands off, but my room, doesn't look the same!  I bought an oil painting to match
      • miscommunication is the RULE, communication is the exception
  • DUE PROCESS = NOTICE + A HEARING . . . and for damned good reason!  IT'S MINE!  LOL!
    • this is not my area of law, but, this might, get you going in the RIGHT direction
    • MIGHT SAVE YOUR LIFE . . . true crime episode . . . daughter, mom close
      • boyfriend, comes over and messes with religious and ritual house warming
      • boyfriend moves in daughter's new apartment, mom helped decorate
      • when boyfriend starts to abuse daughter, mom comes to her resue
      • boyfriend, rips off shirt, in an act of aggression at meddling mother bear
      • when he grabs, battered and beaten daughter, pulls her way from mom
      • mom grabs, the cleaning supplies on counter, bleach and hammer
      • she tosses bleach in boyfriend's eyes, and takes on swing, to defend her daughter
      • boyfriend dies from the blow to the head!
      • mom is in prison for 25 years, said she would do it again, for her abused daughter
        • she said the system failed her daughter, failed the dead boyfriend, who 
          • should have been arrested on the times daughter called cops
          • the system failed her, not arresting him, before the abuse excalated
          • boy would still be alive, had he spent a few days in JAIL!
      • this started out with the boyfriend, messing with property, then daughter, then mom
        • these issues are real, there is a reason, for the law, sheriffs, cops, use them

LICENSED TO SERVE!

HONOR YOUR FATHER/MOTHER
Your Days Will Be Long on the Land!
HAPPY MOM'S DAY!!!!
T

Saturday, May 7, 2016

RED NAUGHTY MONKEY DOUBLE DARE PUMPS. SARAH BARRACUDA. BUILT FOR IT! SUNRISE CENSORS! 4 STEPS TO A HEART ATTACK: WEARING MASKS SERVES TWO PURPOSES: (1) YOU'RE HIDING BEHIND THE MASK, THE "REAL" YOU; (2) YOU ARE PRESENTING SOMEONE DIFFERENT ON THE OUTSIDE . . . THE DIFFERENT PERSON CAN BE SOMEONE OF POWER, MORE THAN THE SAME OLD RACHEL. THAT POWER BECOMES A DANGEROUS THING . . . IT WAS PERSONAL AND SHE WANTED TO DESTROY ME. MICHAEL JOSEPH GROSS WANTED TO DO A POSITIVE ARTICLE ABOUT SARAH PALIN, FOR VANITY FAIR, BUT HE FOUND THAT THERE WAS A SADNESS AND MOULDING GOING ON WITH HER . . . UNLIKE THE PERSONA SHE PRESENTED TO THE PUBLIC IN HER ATTEMPT TO BE SENATOR JOHN MCCAIN"S RUNNING MATE, V.P. OF THE UNITED STATES, THE IMAGE SHE PORTRAYED IN HER SPEECHES, ON HER TV SHOW, AND ON THE RADIO WAS NOT WHAT SHE APPEARED TO BE. SHE NEVER SHOT A CARIBOU, JUST STOOD BY AN RV AND TOOK A PICTURE OF ONE SHOT BY SOMEONE ELSE. SHE NEVER HUNTED, NEVER FISHED. WHEN SHE ALLEGEDLY COOKED THE MOOSE STEW FOR THE GRETA VAN SUSTREN INTERVIEW, TODD RAN DOOR TO DOOR, TO SEE IF SOMEONE HAD SOME MOOSE MEAT IN THEIR FREEZER. WHEN JOE MCGUINNESS, A WRITER, SEARCHING FOR THE "REAL SARAH PALIN," THE PALIN'S BUILT A 14 FOOT FENCE, WITHOUT A LIVING SOUL AT THE PALIN'S, OUT OF THE BLUE, A PIPER PA PLANE WITH RED STRIPES, LIKE TODD'S PLANE, SILENTLY LANDED ON THE LAKE IN FRONT OF THE PALIN'S HOUSE, AND AS SILENTLY AS IT CAME, IT LEFT. PALIN HAS NARROWED HER CIRCLE OF FRIENDS TO NOTHING, AVOIDS HER FAVORITE COFFEE SHOP, MOCHA MOOSE--SEEN ONLY ONCE IN 2010, IN THREE MONTHS; SHE SHOPS AT TARGET RIGHT BEFORE IT CLOSES, NEVER FREQUENTS THE LOCAL BOOKSTORE THAT PROMOTED HER "GOING ROGUE" BOOK, NOR ATTENDS THE WOMEN'S GROUPS SHE USED TO--SHE NEVER ATTENDS "THE CHURCH OF THE ROCK" ANYMORE . . . THE WHOLE TOWN SEEMS MEDIA TRAINED, TO NOT SAY A THING, OR CLAIM THAT THEY WILL BE TARGETED, OR THAT THEY ARE PROTECTING SARAH, EVEN HER FATHER CHUCK HEATH, SAYS HE HAS STRICT INSTRUCTIONS TO NEVER GIVE INTERVIEWS WITH THE PRESS, BUT HE DOES OFTEN HAVE THE PALIN CHILDREN TO HIS HOME, AND HIS TRUCK, HAS THE LICENSE PLATE, "EIEIO" ON IT . . . FREQUENT VISITORS AT THE TIME OF THE VANITY FAIR MAGAZINE ARTICLE, SAID SARAH AND TODD NEVER SLEEP IN THE SAME BED, TODD JOKES THAT HE WONDERS HOW SARAH EVER GOT PREGNANT . . . AT ONE POLITICAL RALLY, TRIG THE CHILD ALLEGEDLY, BORN WITH DOWN SYNDROME, WAS ACTUALLY THE BABY OF A PALIN ACQUAINTANCE, GINA LOUDON? WHAT DO THE REAL SARAH PALIN, GLENN BECK, WHO CAME TO ALASKA ON 9/11, THE FBI WHO INVESTIGATED THE DEATH THREATS AGAINST MICGUINNESS, THE CIA, MITT ROMNEY, AND THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY ALL HAVE IN COMMON? THEY ARE ALL MORMONS, REPUBLICANS, WHO WANT TO SAVE THE REPUBLICAN PARTY, FUELED BY MY SON, ELLIOT, EIEIO, ON GRANDPA'S LICENSE PLATE, AND GOD'S REVOLVER, HARD ROCK, BAND OF 2008, BUT PRESENTED TO THE MORMON NETWORK, MORMON MISSIONARIES, MORMON INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES, UTAH THE NETWORK MARKETING CAPITOL OF THE WORLD, WITH TENTACLES REACHING THE ENDS OF THE EARTH THROUGH THE WORLDWIDE MORMON CHURCH, AND THE FAKE BAND "THE ALAMO" . . . SEED MONEY FOR THE SELLING OF THE PRESIDENCY, SUPPORTED BY MONEY FROM TEXAS AND KANSAS . . . RAM MONEY, FAKE FATHER OF ELLIOT, KENNEDY AND RACHEL, WHO LATER BECAME, JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., SO THE ROCK STAR MONEY COULD BE COVERED THAT FUNDED BOTH SARAH PALIN, AND THE MOTHERLODE, FROM MY $357 MILLION SECURITIES LAWSUIT, TAPPING IN TO FINANCIAL PLANNERS AND WEALTH MANAGERS, SAVED BY THIS CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, DARE DOUBLE, RACHEL, THE NEW MASK, TAKING MUSIC, MONEY, AND BLOG NOW, ALL HITS, ALL THE TIME! WE ARE TALKING BOO COO BUCKS, WITH POLITICAL GOALS, FROM SARAH PALIN, TO MITT ROMNEY AND NOW DONALD TRUMP . . . PEOPLE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THIS WOMAN, WE ARE LIKE FAMILY, LIKE THE MAFIA! HELLO, RICO, CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES, PATTERNS OF CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES, MONEY LAUNDERING, EXTORTION, OFF SHORE BANKING, SHELL COMPANIES, BOGUS PACS THAT FUNDED PALIN EVENTS, ONLY TO DISAPPEAR OVERNIGHT, 503(C)(1) NON-PROFIT ENTITIES, THAT WERE NEVER REGISSTERED . . . TAKING US STRAIGHT TO THE "PANAMA PAPERS" WITH A SYMBOLIC AND INTERESTING CONNECTION TO ME . . . WHEN I WAS POISONED, BACK IN 2000, AT A TIME I WAS LOOKING AT RUNNING EITHER FOR UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL OR THE NEW 4TH CONGRESSIONAL SEAT, AND SURE TO WIN > > > SARAH PALIN WAS CREATED, IN MY IMAGE--GOD, BIBLE, CONSTITUTION, DOWN HOME GAL, RELATES TO COMMON FOLK, OUTDOORS GIRL, DOWN TO THE FOUR COLLEGES, AND SARAH, BEING CALLED A MODERN DAY "ESTER" WHO HID HER TRUE CHARACTER AND ETHICAL BACKGROUND TO STOP CORRUPTION, AND SERVE HER PEOPLE (MORMONS) JUST LIKE MY CONNECTIONS TO DEBORAH, WHO INSPIRED ME, AS BEING A FEMALE WARRIOR, WHO LEAD THE ARMIES OF ISRAEL TO BATTLE, LATER TO BECOME A JUDGE, SITTING UNDER A PALM TREE . . . THAT IS WHERE KAY COMES IN, HALF MOON BAY, WITH PALM TREES, PALMER . . . DOWN TO THE DREAM TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL, OR BEING CALLED INSPIRED BY GOD TO DO SOME OF THE THINGS, I DID . . . TO BEING A RELUCTANT CANDIDATE, LIKE ALL STATESMAN, WHO ARE THERE TO SERVE THE PEOPLE, WITHOUT REGARD TO THEIR PERSONAL INTERESTS . . . FAR FROM THE PALIN, REALITY . . . SHE POLITICIZED HER KIDS, HAD THEM ON THE CAMPAIGN TRAIL, TO LEGITIMIZE HER AS THEIR MOTHER, ONE OF THE PALIN CHILDREN, CALLED HER A FAKE, ONLY READING THE BIBLE FOR THE MEDIA TO SEE, SAYING YOU ARE NOT LIKE YOU SAY YOU ARE! SHOPPING TRIPS, PURCHASING 30 PAIRS OF NEW SHOES, TO $20,000 WORTH OF CLOTHES FOR TODD, TO EXPENSIVE TECH TOYS FOR THE KIDS, AND CLOTHES . . . RACHEL IS A SHOPPER, LACKING THE ATTENTION SPAN, TO DEAL WITH BUDGETS, GOVERNMENT AFFAIRS, MERELY SPENDING 4 HOURS IN HER OFFICE AS A GOVERNOR, QUITTING, WHEN ETHICS AND CORRUPTION CHARGES WERE FILED AGAINST HER . . . LACKING ANY INTEREST IN RUNNING THE OFFICE, ONLY IN THE CAPITOL AT JUNEAU, DURING THE LEGISLATIVE SESSION, SPENDING MOST OF HER TIME, IN WASILLA, THAT WAS TRASHED AFTER THE ELECTIONS, AND HER RESIGNATION! RACHEL WAS ON THE CITY OR TOWN COUNCIL, IN BLOOMINGTON, UTAH, AND MUCH LIKE SARAH, PALIN AND THE 9,000 CITIZENS OF WASILLA, RACHEL ONLY WANTED TO SPEND THE $80,000 BUDGET, NEVER KNEW WHAT AN "ORDINANCE" WAS, NOR CARING TO RUN AGAIN, AFTER THE MONEY WAS GONE! IT WAS A HUGE ASS LEAP, WITH RACHEL, GOING FROM, HERSELF TO SARAH PALIN, WHO POLITICOS AND PUNDITS, THOUGHT WAS THE DUMBEST WOMAN ON EARTH, BUT GOING FROM SARAH PALIN TO ME? LATELY, AS PALIN, SHOWED UP SPEAKING WITH MORMON GLENN BECK, AT THE IRAN NUKE DEAL RALLY IN WASHINGTON, D.C. LATELY, PEOPLE WONDERED IF SHE WAS ON DRUGS, DOING RAP IN HER NONSENSICAL LYRICS, THAT SOME SAY SHE WAS TRYING TO DO POETRY, OR RHYME HER WORDS, AS IN THE ENDORSEMENT OF TRUMP, CUT FROM THE SAME CLOTH OF STUPIDITY AND PERSONALITY DRIVEN CAMPAIGN, LACKING SUBSTANCE AND TRUE ISSUES! BUT, I BELIEVE, IN THE MODEL SHE FOLLOWED DURING THE 2008 ELECTIONS, SHE IMITATED ME, DISAPPEARING FOR THE TWO YEARS BEFORE THE ELECTIONS, WITH MY MOTHER THROWING ME OUT OF HER HOUSE, WHEN I CRITICIZED PALIN--MY FIRST CLUE, MY MOTHER IS NON-POLITICAL! SHE THREW ME OUT OF THE HOUSE, FOR AGREEING WITH HER HEALTH TEACHER POSITIONS ON SEX ED, AND CONTRACEPTIVES? TWO MOVIES, I WATCHED LAST NIGHT, THAT WILL ALSO SHED SOME LIGHT ON THIS WHOLE PHENOMENA: (1) THE AMERICAN . . . THE USELESS CIA EFFORTS, FEEDING ON EACH OTHER, BOSS, HIRES FEMALE CIA HIT WOMAN, TO KILL GEORGE CLONEY, WHO IS SELLING HIS OWN ASSASSIN THE GUN SHE IS GOING TO USE ON HIM, BUT IS SHOT BY HER OWN BOSS, WORKING FOR THE SAME MAN, AS CLOONEY, WHO REALIZES, THAT THIS MAN, USED BOTH AGENTS TO GET RID OF EACH OTHER, SO HE KILLS HIS BOSS, BUT GETS SHOT TOO! ALL THIS STAGING, PROPS, SYMBOLIC GESTURES, BORING HOURS, DAYS, WEEKS, TO DO WHAT . . . KILL EACH OTHER OFF? I GUESS THE MESSAGE WAS, THAT CIA ASSASSINS DON'T HAVE A LIFE, AND IN THE END, LOVE IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT . . . DA, AND FAMILY, AS SEEN WITH THE PRIEST AND THE AUTO MECHANIC SON . . . JUST BECAUSE THESE FUCKERS FAILED TO HAVE KIDS, DOESN'T MEAN THEY GET TO SELECT MY GREAT KIDS, AND KNOCK ME OFF! (2) THE SECOND ONE WAS WITH SAMUEL L. JACKSON, AN AMERICAN POLICE ACTION FILM, ABOUT SWAT . . . I NEVER CAUGHT THE RIGHT NAME . . . BUT THIS IS ABOUT, THE FACT THAT SOMETIMES, "DOING THE RIGHT THING, IS NOT THE RIGHT THING!" IN THIS MOVIE, THERE IS An ITALIAN, MAFIA, DUDE, WHO KILLS HIS FATHER AND UNCLE, THE GODFATHERS, TAKING OVER THE FAMILY FORTUNE, AND WHEN HE IS PULLED OVER FOR A MISSING TAIL LIGHT, THEY FIND THIS MAN IS WANTED ALL OVER THE WORLD, FOR MOB ACTIVITIES . . . AS SWAT IS TAKING HIM FROM JAIL TO PRISON, HE OFFERS ANYONE WHO WILL HELP HIM ESCAPE, $66 MILLION A PIECE . . . ONE DISGRUNTLED, EX-SWAT MEMBER, AND ANOTHER COP, A FEW PILOTS, SOME GANG MEMBERS AND OTHERS DECIDE TO TRY TO GET THE NEW MAFIA DON, AWAY FROM THE MEMBERS OF THE SWAT TRANSPORT MISSION . . . IT NOT ONLY SHOWED THE CONFLICTS IN THE COP SHOPS, BUT THE POWER STRUGGLES, THE TEMPTATION TO GO TO THE DARK SIDE, FOR REVENGE, AND TO USE POLICE VEHICLES, POLICE UNIFORMS, AND COP SHIT, LIKE BADGES AND GUNS, TO AID AND PROTECT MAFIA MEMBERS, AS MADE MEN! ADD ALL THIS TOGETHER, ALONG WITH THE NEW OBAMA INVESTIGATIONS, INTO OFF SHORE BANKING, MONEY LAUNDERING, EXTORTION, GAMBLING, PROSTITUTION, AND ALL RICO TYPE ACTIONS . . . AND YOU WILL KNOW, HOW ALL THIS CONNECTS: (1) MUSIC & MONEY: "ALL HITS, ALL THE TIME!" SAME WITH BLOG . . . TONS OF MONEY THAT NEVER HITS THE HANDS OF THE TRUE PARTIES, GOING UNDERGROUND, LAUNDERED, HIDDEN IN SHELL COMPANIES, OR BRITISH UNDERGROUND MUSIC ENTITIES, HIDING THE NAME OF THE BAND, THE ALBUM TITLE'S, AND SONG TITLES, STARTING 16 YEARS AGO, WITH, PARALLAX, MARALOKA, GOD'S REVOLVER, THE DITCH & THE DELTA, WORST FRIENDS, TO CHRIS'S ELECTRONIC MUSIC, ONTO MULTI-MILLION DOLLAR LAWSUITS, LEGISLATION, TO CONTROL WATER IN MONTANA, TO MARIJUANA, INVOLVEMENT WITH DRUG CARTELS, GOING FROM THE BUSH/CHENEY YEARS, TO MITT ROMNEY LOYALISTS, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS, LIKE HALLIBURTON, TO OIL AND DRUGS! THIS WHOLE THING IS CONNECTED!!!!!!!! I AM GLADS TO SEE CORRUPT LEADERS IMPEACHED, TAKEN TO TAKES, SHELL COMPANIES REVEALED IN TRUE NATURE AND MONEY LAUNDERERS ARRESTED AND CHARGED! IT IS ABOUT FUCKING TIME! BULLET POINTS FROM MICHAEL JOSEPH GROSS'S ARTICLE BACK IN 2010, DONE FOR "VANITY FAIR" THE YOUTUBE RECOMMENDATION OF THE DAY, FIRST SLOT! AMAZING WHAT MY BLOG DIGS UP . . . THOSE DAMNED KEY WORDS THAT ARE HELPING ME SHED LIGHT ON THIS MORMON MAFIA, REPUBLICAN, BUSH COPS, CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES, TRYING TO STEAL THE PRESIDENCY OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, THE MOST POWERFUL COUNTRY ON THE PLANET! FUCK . . . DO YOU THINK IT IS WORTH INVESTIGATION? SURELY MY FAMILY DOLLARS OF A BILLION, IS OF NO INTEREST TO THE CIA, RESPONSIBLE FOR FINANCIAL CRIMES--ACTUALLY THE PERPS! . . . MORMONS, IN ON THIS FROM THE GET GO! FUCK! MAYBE THIS ARTICLE WILL RAISE A FEW NOSTRIL HAIRS OF SUSPICION!

THE GREAT ILLUSION . . . CIA CREATION!  SARAH!

Now, mind you, Michael, a small town boy, Christian, Republican, started this article, in 2010, two years after the elections, with the intent of writing a good piece on the popular, former governor and V.P., running mate of John McCain, back in 2008, same time, God's Revolver, was rockin' as hard rock band of 2008--with Grandpa Southwick, ATF agents, freaking out, when I told them, there were three music magazines, worldwide mags, interviewing Elliot and his band, including New York Writer's Guilde, Hustler, I think is was Cape Magazine from Sweden--a good 1/4 inch of good music reviews, and new ones coming--all stopped on a dime, negative articles started to appear, homepage changed, tour bus sabotaged, bus wraps and business cards, never making it, and tour ended, after I pointed out, what should have been a joyous bit of news for family members, unless, there was already a fake band, being marketed, underground, making money, for Republican Mormon, politics and endeavors, while sister Rachel was a disappearing act, during that time, and someone was taking communications classes at the college, under my name, my social security numbers, my birthday!  However, as interviews with Sarah Palin, her family, her friends, her SARAH-PAC, and others were denied, and the more information, he got, came up bad, time after time, after time!  I just took a few notes as I read through the article, see if you think it is possible, for the CIA, Mormons, FBI, Republican Party, to create Sarah Palin, out of thin air, using a shit load of money, to buy off all the key players, on a need to know basis, fooling the whole fucking nation, but me, seeing chinks in this woman who popped out of nowhere, onto the political scene in America, at its highest level, leaving everyone wondering who, what, why, where, and what the fuck, when Palin was pulled out of the McCain, hat, and presented to the people of America, back, in August of 2008, just months from the November elections!

So with that in mind, if I can read my notes, I will hit some of the highlights of the article, that might, when taken in the context, of the spotlighted points, in my blog title, you might start to see what I have seen, going on, for the last 16 years . . . oh, my family planned a cruise, on Princess Cruises, going through the Panama Canal, when my family thought I was going to die, back in 2000, with the death date, somewhere in 2002, only to disappoint my family, that I, didn't, in fact, die . . . a terminal brain disease, man-made, to look like a genetic brain disease, mimicking, or at least allegedly, being the end of me, right as Elliot's music was taking off, as was grunge music, cottage concerts, and underground venues, that cousin, Isaac, who was in Elliot's first band, but had no more attention span, that, Palin, or his Aunt Rachel, stealing other family members' work, fame and glory, not to mention, the money!  SEE WHAT YOU THINK:
  • with two million followers, who see Sarah, as a politician, they can relate to and get behind, Michael, started to get a picture, that might, even cause the strongest of heart, to walk the 4 steps to a heart attack, when all is said and done, dots are connected, and it is seen, that Sarah is nothing more than, a men's creation, hoping to cheat America of the true, proper, ethical, integral, honest search for our new president and his vice president . . . making the 2008, election, a controlled, contrived, manipulated, scripted, and plotted plan, scheme, enterprise to control the elections, deny, both Democrats, and President Obama, the political rise of the first black president, returning or giving control of not only the White House to Republicans, but hoping to carry that to the House and the Senate!  A fake V.P., what is this, and what are the crimes connected to this abuse of power, base as any mafia crime, but embellished, and blown, sky-high, to the detriment of the whole fucking country, iof not the WORLD . . . TREASON COMES TO MIND, EXECUTION FOR ESPIONAGE AND SEDITION, OR SPY SHIT!  Sorry, I will try to leave out the pissed off, editorial comments . . . Rachel ought to be glad I didn't write this, and I am not the president, because, I would hang your sorry asses for this STUPID STUNT!
  • Sarah had violent temper and was mean to her staff and didn't care about the common folk, in reality
  • she kicked out everyone in her inner circle . . . no one who knows Palin will comment on the record, claiming to either be afraid of her (mafia), to protect her, or to fear revenge, as she allegedly has done to others who cross her (one of the two times I actually did see Rachel, during this time, she was acting the diva and prima donna . . . whatever makes you feel like a rock star, Rach? during this time, I was banned from family parties, could only speak 15 minutes, was invited to eat early, or not invited!)
  •  the Palin machine, does much of their business under pseudonyms and SHELL COMPANIES!
    • she keeps tight control over her pronouncements
    • speaks only on sets of her own choosing (like Trump . . . Palin, or Rachel, could fill stadiums with Mormons, who were privy to this scam, and supporters, most Republicans) with audiences of her own selection
    • reporters are kept at bay
  • the Palin brand is marketed daily, as she injects herself into the press daily, through twitter and face book . . . generally with short inflammatory, statements, about death panels, in criticism of health care plans
  • the RNC thought Palin was to unpredictable and undisciplined to run a serious campaign
  • the writer, said there seemed to be a sadness and moldering strangeness that lies beneath Sarah now
  • North Star, a name that was historically identified with Alaska and God, has been replaced with Palin, as a code name, secret service code name?  Everything was North star this, and North Star that . . . code names for whatever, some grand scheme?
  • many wondered why talk-radio host, Glenn Beck would come to Alaska, on 9/11?
  • The Selling of the President and Fatal Vision, makes comments on some of this phenomena, as seen by writer, Joe McGuinness, who moved in next to the Palins, for 5 months, being threatened by Beck, Palin's fans, the press, and the death threats were investigated by the FBI . . . when, McGuinness thought that his rental wouldn't bring any press whatsoever, but the Palins made a big deal about it . . . good or bad press, is all good!  McGuinness, said generally, there was no sign of life at the Palins, all you could hear was the birds, until it became common knowledge that Joe was going tow write a book on the real Sarah Palin, then, Todd, the oldest son, and allegedly Sarah, came out on their deck ans started to do, sit ups and bizarre stuff on the deck, with accusations, that the author was looking into Bristol's bedroom!  (Judged on my experience, there probably was a Sarah Palin, or a Ms. Todd Palin, who may have even been in politics, but, they wanted a Hollywood version of her, much, like the image conscious, Republicans and Mormons, behind this shit, the boyz clubs), but, soon, a Piper PA--18 Super Club, with red stripes, pulled up on the shore of the Palin house, in the dark, and then left again . . . Joe wondered why the Palins, gone so much, and coming from far away, would not have a guard look after the house?  He would have a story to tell!
  • it seemed like the whole town was media trained:
    • she quit us . . . 
    • no attention span
    • no meaningful concept of a budget
    • she only had buzz words . . . like "balanced budget"
    • she clocked out after only 4 hours of work
    • Todd had a desk in her office, and he did most of the heavy lifting, handled meetings, and never left her side when there was press present . . . the true Alaskan?
  • the place, the town, was like a Twighlight Zone, with only abused survivors left
  • Palin has become an alien to Wasilla . . . all for show, former Ms. Palin, the real politician, look-a-like?  Weave Alaskan up-comer, and me, to make the alleged, new and improved, Sarah Palin?
  • her image was not her true life . . .
    • she never shot caribou, never hunted, never fished, it's all a joke!
    • the name, Sarah Bariccuda, didn't come from anywhere . . . allegedly, that was her name, from her basketball days in high school . . . cheap photo shop tricks, computers, 80's hair styles
    • she had a sense of entitlement . . . took advantage of Republican donor, who she took advantage of, 30 pairs of shoes?  The original offer, was to dress herself, Todd, kids, for the first speech, not $20,000 for Todd, who spent more than most men would spend in a lifetime! Todd justified the spending spree, to the fact that Sarah, was bringing in so many new voters! Does that sound familiar?  TRUMP!  Palin and Trump come from the SAME play book! Entertainment, not serious campaigns, rock and rumble!
  • allegedly, Sarah rarely comes out of the house . . . she doesn't live there!  Rachel is now ME!  SCREAM . . . embarrassed of her!  The mask is slipping!  But, they say that her father takes the kids overnight, that Todd is the one who is seen with the kids, Sarah, seems to be more and more distant from the whole Palin family, ah DA!  Only showing up to Mocha Mosse, her favorite coffee shop, once in three months . . . just enough, to pull of this bull shit, on her reclusive new side . . . she is onto the next fake!  There are sightings of her shopping just before closing at Target . . . the real Ms. Palin? Sarah, no longer goes to her favorite book store that promoted her book, nor to the Republican Women's Clubs?  Sarah is fucking NOT SARAH!
  • Palin quote: Society by and for ordinary people who lead virtuous lives!  LOL!  The Lie-locks are out, and smell so good!  LOL!
  • common statement to ordinary people she claimed to represent: I have the power to ruin you!
  • some blogger: We would literally walk across hot broken glass for this woman.  She's our family, and you protect family.  It's like the mafia.  NO SHIT!
    • references to God and North Star, Sarah's code name
    • returning to the Heavenly Empress, protected from evil intruders
  • Palin had no idea who Margaret Thatcher was . . . but later, claimed that Thatcher, was her role model, just like Ronald Reagan said
  • she no longer attends the Wasilla Church of the Rock, the non-denominational church, she allegedly attended . . . Mormon connection would have been too telling, as per roots of this sham
  • Palin was often compared to Ester who concealed her identity to Mordecai, the King of the enemies or rulers of the Children of Israel or Jews (my identifying with Deborah . . .  female warrior who the men of Israel would not go into battle without, later became a judge (law degree!)
    • Sarah Baraccuda . . . Ester ending and renouncing corruption in the kingdom (me)
      • Ester didn't have experience, she had grace and favor
      • Sarah, don't hide your identity tonight, was the prayer of the preacher and pray group, Palin claimed to have gone to
      • luck propelled her into political success, which were divinely inspired
      • there are no coincidences, I can just hear, that coming from my father's voice, promoting, his daddy's girl, over his nature nemisis from the time I was 3 years old, when he beat me, and I never cried, just getting off his knees, saying, I just brush it off! just like I am still saying, while back in the day, showing up with bruises from shoulder to knees, with my grandparents, wanting my mother to call the police and turn my father in . . . he now just uses the cops, to be included in the beatings, hit men, assassins, political foes, and Mo God Squads, to carrying on his tradition of trying to control his spirited and free daughter, he could NEVER CONTROL!  Rachel, Shelley, Sue, Marcie, Tiff and Jared and Richard, are a different breed, for sure, and totally controlled by this patriarch of the Southwick brood!
      • she is a relevant prophet
  • Palin, tours around the country, supported by a network of organizations that are not always what they claim to be . . . 
    • PAL PAC, seems to have no more merit and goal, other than to pay Sarah to speak . . . after she speaks, the PAC disappear
    • others seem to be disposable entertainment companies, again that disappear after their target of money making is met
    • her financial statements are curious . . . my father is a CPA, on the Mo mafia staff, would be attorneys, who are well versed in asset protection, or hiding, like Mormon ward member, and attorney, Bryan or Brian Adamson, card playing friend, my enemy big time!
    • big monetary connection to Kansas, where James Kennedy, claimed to be a big time dairy farmer, with family owning half of the state, telling me how rich he is, even mentioned being Republican and Pentecostal?  Mother was allegedly a preacher?  9 kids in the family--guess he was not smart enough, or didn't think I was smart enough, hanging out with Rachel, to know that Kennedy's are Democrats and Catholics, or maybe he didn't know? cop? makes sense--LOL . . . this man who carried one of Sarah's events, allegedly bringing in 4,000 people, when she only had, $3,000 in her bank account, was made by a doctor and his wife, who when interviewed, about the incident, just claimed to be small potatoes, and not worth looking into.  Now, Rachel and Kennedy, are allegedly the parents of Elliot . . . I always thought it was strange, that Kennedy who loved music so much, and seemed like the type who would enjoy, knowing that I had a rock star son, would NEVER, EVER, let me show him, bass guitarist, and RED JESUS, my copper colored, with locks the color of flames, musician, and rock god of God's Revolver . . . Elliot's secret daddy, with Rachel, his secret mommy?  The Durango rendezvous was a set up, for the cross over, between me and Rachel, with Elliot's mother, me, who sort of hooked up with Kennedy, in Butte, Montana, at the Butte Rescue Mission, may, judged on this, been a long time, lover of Rachel, undercover, CIA, chick, who, after losing the Sarah gig, got to be JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., taking off on the back of billionaire, Kennedy's bike, as his biker bitch!  Federal cops!  Fits his class of women, former deputy sheriff wife, CIA wife . . . was that Rachel?  Kay Moosman, the Mormon cover husband, to carry on the sister thing?
    • Texas 501(c)(3), not registered, are these the same Republican groups, who complained about the IRS treating them unfair, and discriminating against the poor fool political fakes? most likely and they deserved to be looked at; Frank, aka, Allan Rex Bess, my other or fourth husband, father of Elliot, aka, Isaac, married to Shelley, aka, JoAnn . . . Remember the Alamo Band . . . claiming fatherhood, for God's Revolver double D.A.R.E., FAKE band! of cops' kids!  Jerry Owens, Brett "Todd" Stuart/Stewart, and Frank or Allan . . . all more than willing to marry me, KIDS! new mothers as substitutes!  BUSH APPROVED, PATRIOT ACT RATS!
    • Blue Ridge (homeland security, Tom Ridge, sign) Group . . . sprung up from NOWHERE, was reduced to a SHELL!
    • heavy use of straw person out of state companies
    • Palins didn't pay taxes on their vacation cabins up in Alaska for two years . . . why would they need cabins in Alaska when they lived there? purchased before the Sarah Palin idea came up? Think about the selection of Alaska, to be the place to launch Sarah Palin, the fraud, Rachel, huge ass state, cities way apart, travel hard to reach, Juneau, a long way from Wasilla, and as we have seen on Jay Leno and other shows, people don't even know who the president or V.P., is, nor where Alaska is, nor Washington, D.C., Palin didn't know where the White House was in one interview!  Easy to control the few people in government, threaten the rest, mafia family, I can destroy you! Palin is now, a non-entity in Alaska now . . . she made the comment, that she couldn't wait to get out of this place, referring to Alaska, when she stepped down as gov.
    • Palin's social circle is non-existent, even her best friends, parted on bad terms and with ill feelings
    • her own father, Chuck Heath, allegedly, aka, Richard Glenn Southwick, aka, Chuck, has strict instructions from Sarah and her machine, not to give unapproved interviews with the press, or writers, and he acted like that was a big NO, NO!  His license plate on his truck, seems like a tale, tale, sign . . . I swear, people will let you know what they are up to, if you look at the signs--his license plate, said, EIEIO . . . Elliot, I, Elliot, I, Owe!  I stopped my father, after showing my son-in-law, undercover, ATF, a shit load of amazing articles on God's Revolver, before, being named, hard rock band of 2008, by Magnet or something like that, magazine, but, I believe, these three worldwide music magazines were going to interview GR, and Hustler had even taken the photo ops, and Elliot was totally excited, Dallas shit his pants, you would have thought, that he would dig knowing, that his bro in law, was a hot rock star, with tons of great press . . . he sat silent and read, the articles without saying a thing, and Dallas is into music, and suddenly, he said he had to go make some phone calls, ditched to his car without saying a thing, and was in the car talking for two fucking HOURS!  I guess that ALAMO, already, worldwide, raking in the cash, would be shocked, to find out, that Elliot's band, was taking off, worldwide and the FAKES were going to be EXPOSED FOR THE FUCKING FAKE ASS SHITS THEY ARE!  I believe that cops framed Elliot for a murder, that either Brett or Isaac committed, and blamed it on whiskey slamming Elliot, who would be badgered into a confession, being shy back in those days, and intimidated, by the cops, and probably too embarrassed to left me know, or ask for help, because, I was still, thinking I would die, cops did that to me too, and he would have done anything to protect me . . . and as I said, sons will protect a mother from an abuser, in my case, the whole fucking BUSH cops system, but later, he would become, more identified with the males, even those who set him up, and stole his music, being a man now, persuaded by power, pussy and perks, even if all the money was HIS IN THE FIRST PLACE!  Elliot was too shy to even talk to his current girlfriend, Lauren, who is likely a spy, or on the payroll of these fucks, to fuck Elliot over . . control the family through the infiltrators! poison the pot!  But, I remember, right around the time, I told Dallas about the music, we were sitting out in front of Rachel's house, in St. George, probably after the elections and before she became me, and this shipment of black and white cop cars, went down the freeway, and Dallas, commented, oh, they got them, new squad cars . . . I said, Hell, hath arrived!  Right after that, there were two new cop shops, both with 34 new officers, on areas and towns previously, patrolled by sheriffs, or the county, one of the towns was Washington City, Utah, near St. George, and overnight, firefighters, were forced to be cops . . . I was not practicing law at the time, but I was very political, and had several of the firefighters, come to me for help, and as soon as I was contacted, they were ordered to be SILENT, had no choice but to be cops, and, the website they gave me, that I got on ONCE, disappeared!  The other new cop shop, was, Cottonwood Heights up in the Mt. Olympus area!  These fuckers, figured it cost, about $40,000 per officer, for the 34 new cops . . . MONEY LAUNDERING FOR COPS BENEFIT . . . how ironic, and telling, that the woman, ME, who killed cops and prosecutors, ASSET FUCKING FORFEITURE, now had a son, who was making a shit load or should have, and the cops, framed him, covering cop killers, women killers, Brett and son, Isaac, and framed the innocent, talented cousin, who was going to be held randoms, covering all the money cops, figured that attorney mother had cost them, by killing their cash cow, and then putting Medicaid/Medicare fraud investigation units, back 15 years, again, costing, then at the time, Elliot's second, CD for GOD'S REVOLVER WAS COMING OUT, with Sony, which, was, NEVER RELEASED, band claiming to be too sick of each other, to do a small remix . . . Elliot the only band member to remix . . . new band, WORST FRIENDS  . . . bribed to fuck ELLIOT!  Isaac knew all of them!  HUNDREDS OF COPS, FRIENDS AND FAMILY, THE PALIN MACHINE, OPERATING STILL, NEED TO GO TO PRISON . . . OH, NO, so many, good looking, smart, people, in law enforcement . . . EASIER TO BUY THE KIDS, SAME SHITS WHO SAW THE TRULY TALENTED AND SMART FAMILY, AS THE "EXPENDABLES" AND THE CHEAP SHIT IMITATIONS, the ones worth saving?  The greatest amount of good or money, for the greatest amount of people or cops, and families, seeing themselves as Robin Hoods, which the are . . . STEAL ALL RESUMES, TALENTS, AND GIVE TO THE SHITS!  KILL THE REAL!
EIEIO . . . ALL OF YOU FUCKERS . . . JIJIO . . . GIGIO . . . NINIO . . . CICIO!  GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK RACHEL, FUCK SARAH PALIN, FUCK RACHEL AND SARAH AS ME, FUCK THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY, FUCK MY CLIENTS, FUCK THE REPUBLICAN PARTY, FUCK THE MORMON CHURCH, FUCK, SHELLEY WHO IS AS EMPTY AS ANY SHELL COMPANY, FUCK ISAAC, JESSE, ALEX, TY, ALL THE SOUTHWICK PRICKS, SPOILED BRATZ, DUMB ASSES!
GOD DAMN, I HATE YOU FUCKING COPS, OF ALL LEVELS, FLAVORS, COMMANDS AND WHATEVER THE FUCK THE PATRIOT ACT TRAITORS DO--SHIT!!!!!!  THERE WAS A STING OP PLANNED FOR TODAY . . . FUCKIN' LITTLE SECURITY ASSHOLE AT THE BUS TERMINAL, THINKS I AM STUPID ENOUGH, NOT TO KNOW, HIS SUDDEN DISAPPEARANCE OVER TO THE FUCKING COP SHOP, WASN'T TO REPORT THAT I WAS GOING ON BUS ROUTE #4 . . . DUMB  FUCKS . . . SECOND I CAME OUT OF THE POVERELLO FOR DINNER LAST NIGHT, ASSHOLE FUCK COP ON MY ASS, PARKING UP THE STREET WATCHING WHERE I WAS GOING, RAT ASS BUTT FUCKER!  THERE WERE THREE STING OPS, FOILED AT THE POVERELLO . . . GET A FUCKING GRIP, YOU ARE ALL TOO FUCKED TO GET ME, I AM THE ONLY ONE IN MISSOULA LAW ENFORCEMENT THAT IS CLEAN!  I ENFORCE THE LAW AGAINST COPS--THAT IS WHY THEY HATE ME!  THE FEELING IS MUTUAL, GROW THE FUCK UP--EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE, IS CRIMINAL, EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE IS CONSTITUTIONAL AND LEGAL!  REPENT FOR YOUR DAYS UPON THE LAND ARE NOT LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DEBORAH, THE WARRIOR, PROPHET, JUDGE!  FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY--MOTHERFUCKERS!

Friday, May 6, 2016

POCKET SCAVENGER. LIKE A SALTY KISS. THE MAGGOTS HATCH. CIAO MAMBO RESTAURANT. TWIN CRANES. GREAT HARVEST BREAD CO. CLOTH & CROWN. DIBS. COMIX ISSUE . . . DA. EVERY DAY IS A MIRACLE, UP ON MIRACLE MILE--JINGLE I AWOKE TO THIS MORNING, ON THE STREETS OF MISSOULA, MONTANA--YEAH, I'M HERE! SAVVY, SEXY, SMART, SARCASTIC CONVERSATION WITH UNDERCOVER "DELTA FORCE INTELLIGENCE" AGENT, AKA, NEW YORK SLUMLORD COVER, CIA . . . TELL ME MORE STORIES ABOUT THE CIA . . . NARCISSISTIC, CIA, FOR SURE! LOL! DO YOU THINK I'M GOOD LOOKING. THAT ALL DEPENDS ON WHAT YOUR STANDARD OF GOOD LOOKING IS . . . BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER . . . LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND ASK YOURSELF IF YOU ARE GOOD LOOKING ACCORDING TO YOUR STANDARDS. I AM BIG AND BEAUTIFUL, SMART AND SASSY. I GUESS YOUR RIGHT. I'M FORMERLY A SLUMLORD FROM NEW YORK . . . TORK INSPIRATION--AGENT BEFORE CIA BECAME ALL MORMON . . . I SLEPT WITH A JUDGE. THAT SHOWS THE JUDGE DIDN'T HAVE GOOD JUDGEMENT. SILENCE. IT WAS MALE . . . I HOPE IT WAS WORTH IT? I GOT GOOD DEALS, BACKROOM PARLOR ROOM DEALS. THEN I GUESS IT WAS WORTH IT? I WRITE A POLITICAL BLOG, THAT FUNDS THE CIA SECRET WARS IN THE PACIFIC AND THE ATLANTIC OCEANS, ALONG WITH THE MORMONS AND THE BRITISH, MONARCH PROJECT, THE MASSES WILL BE FOCUSED ON THE BRITISH ROYAL FAMILY, WHILE THE CIA AND THE SAS, BRITISH INTELLIGENCE, TAKE OVER THE WORLD, AND THE AMERICAN COPS POLICE THE WORLD, UNDER THE FUCKING PATRIOT ACT . . . THREE STAR AND FOUR STAR GENERALS, TRACKED ME DOWN FROM MY BLOG, STATING THAT I WAS AT THE POVERELLO CENTER FOR THE HOMELESS, NOW ON THE STREETS, ALL FOR YOUR RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS, NOBLE CAUSE, FOLLOWING DAY AT MCDONALD'S, WHERE I HANG WHEN I HAVE MONEY. OH. ACTUALLY, I HAVE HEARD OF THE SECRET CIA WARS . . . I BET YOU HAVE. ACTUALLY, I AM HERE TO PROTECT YOU . . . I VERY MUCH DOUBT THAT . . . ALTHOUGH, AT ABOUT 3:15 A.M., TWO CIA AGENTS, SHOWED UP WHERE I WAS HANGING OUT, DURING THE NIGHT . . . THEY LOCATED ME, BUT THEY NEVER SAW ME . . . THEY SHOWED UP LATE THIS MORNING . . . I LEFT MY GLASSES WHERE I SLEPT, WENT BACK TO GET THEM, AND THEY WERE GONE, SIGNATURE, CIA WANTING ME TO KNOW THAT THEY KNOW WHERE I AM . . . YEAH, AFTER THE FACT! THOSE FUCKERS HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO CATCH ME IN 5 FUCKING YEARS. ONE OF THESE DAYS, I AM GOING TO JUST WALK UP TO COPS OF ANY FLAVOR WITH MY HANDS, IN HAND CUFF SUBMISSION POSITION, AND SAY, YOU WILL NEVER CATCH ME, BUT WHAT EXACTLY WERE YOU CHASING ME FOR? WHAT CRIMES AM I CHARGED WITH . . . PISSING YOU OFF WHEN I WRITE ABOUT YOU IN MY BLOG? FAIR TRADE: CIA AMERICAN GREED FOR MY FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS . . . CIA GETS $1 TO $5 MILLION PER DAY, THE WAY I SEE IT, BUT MY FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS ARE PRICELESS, SO A GOOD DEAL IN MY MIND . . . I WOULD BE BORED RICH! LOL! CUCUMBERS ON MY EYES, PEDI'S & MANI'S AT THE HIGH END SPA, OR HANGING OUT AT THE POOL, TANNING? FUCKING BORING! NO THANKS . . . I WOULD JUST GIVE IT TO MY KIDS, WITH SPECIFICATIONS, THEY ALL GO TO AS MUCH SCHOOLING AS THEY WANTED, ME, I JUST WANT A PIMPED OUT FORD CUSTOM JACKED UP VAN, FULLY LOADED, SO I CAN GO ANYWHERE U.S.A., AND ENOUGH GAS MONEY . . . FOOD, RX & FUN! I HAVE THE HAPPINESS GENE . . . EVEN A DIET COKE AND WHATEVER I WANT TO EAT, AND A NUMBER 4 RIDE ON THE BUS OUT TO BONNER . . . PRETTY MUCH DOES IT! LOL! I AM THE QUEEN OF THE TRAILWAY, GREYHOUND, AND MOUNTAIN LINE BUSES! MAGGOTS GLOBAL TRAVEL . . . ME, GLOBAL REACH, LOCAL CARE! BUS DRIVERS IN THIS TOWN, REALLY CARE ABOUT THEIR RIDERS . . . THE OTHER NIGHT AFTER NOT SLEEPING ONE WINK, I GOT ON BUS, #2 I THINK, FELL ASLEEP, WOKE UP WHEN THE BUS WAS "OUT OF SERVICE" AT THE BUS TERMINAL UP ON SHAKESPEARE . . . WHEN THE BLONDE, FUNNY, BUS DRIVER, CAN'T REMEMBER HER NAME, WAS SO RUDELY SURPRISED, WHEN I SAID, HI AND STUNNED HER TO FIND SOMEONE STILL ON HER BUS . . . SHE SAID, I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU WERE ON MY BUS . . . NEITHER DID I! LOL! SHE DIDN'T KNOW QUITE WHAT TO DO WITH ME . . . SHE TRIED TO GET ME A MOUNTAIN LINE VAN TO TAKE ME BACK DOWNTOWN . . . ISN'T SHAKESPEARE RIGHT DOWN THE STREET? I CAN JUST WALK AND CATCH THE BUS. SHE ESCORTED ME SO I COULD SEE HOW TO GET TO THE RIGHT STREET, PHILLIPS, I THINK, THEN ON TO SHAKESPEARE, LOVE THAT STREET NAME, I SMILE EVERY TIME I DRIVE BY IT, LOVE SHAKESPEARE! SOME GUY HAD A BOTTLE OF ALCOHOL ON A BUS, AND THE NEXT BUS GOING ALONG, WHATEVER STREET, BY A PARK AND ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, WEST OF SCOTT, HAD A CLEAN-UP GUY, MOPPING UP THE SPILLED ALCOHOL . . . THE BUS DRIVER HAD BEEN A BAR TENDER FOR YEARS, AND THE SMELL MADE HER SICK! LOL! WORKS FOR ME, SAVED ME WAITING ANOTHER 15 MINUTES FOR THE NEXT #2 BUS. LATER THAT NIGHT, THE BLONDE BUS DRIVER, SMILED WHEN SHE SAW ME AGAIN, THAT NIGHT . . . HEY! I PROMISED HER I WOULD NOT FALL ASLEEP AGAIN. I SAID, I HOPE I DIDN'T GET YOU IN TROUBLE? NO, LOL, BUT YOU MADE ME FAMOUS! LOL! GOOD BECAUSE, I FELL ASLEEP ON BUS #11 AFTER I LEFT YOU, AND AGAIN IN BARNES & NOBLE! I THINK I MADE UP FOR AT LEAST 5 HOURS OF SLEEP! NEW FRIEND, TALKED FUN PLACES TO EAT AFTER HOURS . . . I COULD HANG OUT WITH THIS WOMAN, I DIG HER AND HER HUSBAND IS NOT ONE FOR GETTING OUT AND DOING FUN STUFF . . . I DITCHED INTO A FEW COOL CLUBS, NEAR THE OXFORD, THOMAS MEAGHAN CAFE' AND GRILL, LOOKS FUN, THEY WERE HAVING A DRINKING CONTEST, BLACK BINGO, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, GOOD FOOD! BC'S BAR, ON HIGGINS, NEXT TO THE BREAK CAFE' . . . LOVE IT, GREAT MUSIC, ROCKIIN' TO, WHILE WATCHING THE NEWS, AND CHARGING MY COMPUTER . . . NO ONE BUGGED ME TO BUY A DRINK, JUST WHAT I LOVE ABOUT MONTANA PEOPLE . . . MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS MANTRA! THE OTHER DAY, TOUGH LITTLE OHIO FARM GIRL, ANNIE SLEEPING NEAR THE RIVER AND TRAIL, OUT IN EAST MISSOULA, SLEPT FOR 24 HOURS STRAIGHT, AFTER HER 2,000 MILE TRIP TO WYOMING AND BACK, ON HER 30 DAYS OUT OF THE POV., CRASHING, TELLING ME THAT SHE HEARD BEARS SNORTING, DEER PASSING BY, BIRDS AND HIKERS OR RIVER RUNNERS . . . NOBODY BOTHERED HER . . . THE BEAR, THOUGHT SHE WAS DEAD! LOL! SLEEP, SWEET SLEEP . . . YOU APPRECIATE IT WHEN YOU MISS IT FOR A MONTH! LOL! CAT MAN DO . . . ROCKIN' TO SEGER . . . CATMANDO, IF I EVER GET OUT OF HERE, OH! BUS KUDOS, NICE DRIVER, WARNED ME SHE HAD TO KICK ME OFF THE BUS, IF I WAS ASLEEP . . . AGAIN, IF I KNEW I WAS ASLEEP, I WOULD HAVE WOKEN UP! LOL! THANKS. SHE DIDN'T KICK ME OFF! THAT NIGHT, SOME CHICK, ON THE LAST RUN OF THE NIGHT, AROUND 9:30 P.M., WAS ON BUS #7, NEEDED TO GET TO BUS #6 TO GET HOME, AND SHE DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO THAT . . . BOTH BUS DRIVERS, USED THEIR CB'S, TO LOCATE EACH OTHER, AND #6 MET, BUS #7 UP AT THE TOP OF THE MALL PARKING LOT, WHERE FIRST SECURITY BANK, IS AND MADE SURE, SHE GOT SAFELY HOME! SO COOL! GOOD KIDS ON THE BUSES TOO . . . I WAS ON BUS #4 TO BONNER, AND A BUNCH OF SCHOOL KIDS, GOT ON, FULL OF ENERGY, PISS AND VINEGAR, AND THIS CUTE DARK HAIRED GIRL TOLD A HANDSOME BOY, HE NEEDED JESUS . . . HIS RESPONSE . . . I AM JESUS! LOL! ONCE OFF THE BUS, SHE THREW HERE BACKPACK DOWN, AND JUMPED ON HIS BACK, LOL, AND STARTED PUNCHING HIM, HALF HIS SIZE, HE WAS LAUGHING! LATER THIS SAME GROUP OF CUTE KIDS, GOT BACK ON THE BUS, AND AS WE GOT OFF, JESUS, BLONDE AND BEAUTIFUL, SAID LADIES FIRST . . . GOOD MANNERS! WAY TO GO BONNER PARENTS, SO CUTE! TWO OTHER YOUNG SCHOOL BOYS, WERE DISCUSSING THE GOSPEL OF JESUS, WHILE THEY WERE ON THEIR WAY HOME . . . TOTALLY IMPRESSED! FUTURE IS IN GOOD HANDS . . . GOOD PARENTS! CUTE, RESPECTFUL KIDS! KISSES, HUGS, AND LOVES . . . KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK! MOVIE TIME--TWO EPISODES OF "EVIL KIN" . . . HOLY SHIT, SCARY: (1) LOBSTER BOY, SIDESHOW MURDERS; AND (2) HELL'S FURY . . . CHRISTIAN VALUES TO THE EXTREMES! SELF PROCLAIMED BROTHERS KILLING FOR GOD? SHOT TWO GAY MEN, 50 TIMES, BURNED CHURCHES AND MOSQUES, WENT AFTER JEWS, MUSLIMS, MUD PEOPLE, OR BLACKS, HISPANICS, ANYONE WITH BROWN SKIN! TRUMP PRESIDENCY? HELLO!!!!!! THESE ALLEGEDLY RELIGIOUSLY BORN AND RAISED BOYS, USED THE OLD TESTAMENT, GOD TO PUNISH ANYONE BUT, WHITE, PURE, CLEAN AMERICA! TAPPED INTO, MONTANA MILITIA READINGS! STATE? THE SON TOOK ON THE PERSONA AND LOOK OF HIS FATHER, WHO HAD AN INTELLECTUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS BOYS, BUT EVEN WHEN THEY WERE SENTENCED TO LIFE IN PRISON, HE SHOWED NO EMOTION, NO LOVE. WHERE DO WE WANT TO GO WITH THIS AMERICA? WE EITHER GO BACKWARDS, AND IGNORE THE CONSTITUTIONAL ADVANCEMENTS WE HAVE MADE AS A NATION, OR WE CONTINUE TO PROGRESS TOWARD, THE UTOPIA AND VISION OF THIS AMERICAN EXPERIENCE . . . I JUST LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, THE NEW CNN, "UNITED AMERICA" AD AND PROGRAM . . . I WROTE ABOUT THIS, BUT DIDN'T GET THE WHOLE VISION OF WHAT THE AD WAS ABOUT . . . THERE IS THIS HAPPY YELLOW AND WHITE VW VAN, THAT I THINK IS DRIVEN BY THE BLACK GUY, PICKS UP TWO GUYS, THEN YOUNG GIRLS, EVENTUALLY KKK, AND EVERYONE IS IN THE VAN ROCKIN' OUT TO COOL MUSIC, DIGGIN' THE COMPANY AND TRIP . . . THAT IS THE MELTING POT OF AMERICA . . . ALL OF US, LIVING IN PEACE AND HARMONY, WITH PROSPERITY FOR ME AND MY POSTERITY, JUSTICE FOR ALL! WAY COOL AD! LET'S GET ABOUT IT! WE CAN DO THIS AMERICA, WE CAN DO THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS LION'S CLUB, ST. PAT'S; COMMUNITY HOSPITAL AND WALMART, FREE EYE GLASS RECYCLE!  CARDBOARD CONTAINERS WITH OLD READING GLASSES . . . THANKS!  I RAID FOR YEARS!

Living the way, I do, well, even when I live a normal life, which has not been for about 4 years, I am constantly losing or misplacing my cheap reading glasses, of ten wondering if I had expensive prescription eye wear, if I would be more responsible and careful, with my glass or plastic eyes, that help me read and write my blog . . . I can see, but can't read or write on my computer, very handicapped when I don't have glasses, or money to buy new ones, at least once a month, so, I am particularly, grateful to the efforts of these organizations or store, that has these, cardboard box, displays, where people can drop off their old glasses, so that people, like me, who, always time losing my glasses when I have two weeks before, I get money, leaving me feeling helpless and stranded, in non-intellectual land, until I get another pair.  There is a box in the break and snack room, at the St. Patrick Hospital, my first stop, today . . . I think I took the one pair, last week when I got to town, but the sunglasses were still there, so, I have new shades--smile!  Then, my next stop, in search of free glasses, was either Missoula Community Hospital, where I thought, I saw, another display, and switched the glasses I got at St. Pat's, for a more stylin' pair of glasses, I thought at the competition, Community Hospital, but they didn't know of this project, so the blue box, I remember, must be at bus #7 Walmart, but the Community Hospital, did have some reading glasses that people had left, a good supply, so they lent me some . . . thanks, so if you enjoy this blog, thank these organizations for keeping me in reading glasses!  YOU GOTTA LOVE IT!  SMILE!  DIGGIN' ON COOL PEOPLE WHO THINK OF THINGS LIKE THIS!

LOBSTER BOY FREAK SHOW MURDERS!  SCREAM!

I am always shocked at what true crime episodes, pop up on my YouTube recommended viewing . . . we are finally, getting to the abnormal psychology, of my Evil Kin!  Now, I do have experience with carnies, the people who travel with the carnivals, going to small town U.S.A., when I came home from one of my great escapes from Kalispell, Montana, and returned to the trailer, I was couch surfing, at, paying to come and go, crashing on the couch when Kali, was safe, always having somewhere to lay my wearing head, after going anywhere from Seattle to Vegas . . . so before, I left, one November, I came back, to find, that the boys, my three male roommates, had, two carnie friends, a husband and wife, team, that provided a naked maid, taking my place, keeping the trailer clean and orderly, even going the second mile, having sex with all three roommies, something I didn't provide . . . I was the church lady, who finally got two of the three heretics to church, Fresh Life Church, only to find out that in my ONE month escapation, I came back to total spiritual deprivation, orgies, and the three of them, sure, that I was next, for the naked maid!  LOL!  FUCK NO!  They all thought it was worth a try.  But, this, rather nice, but twisted couple, providing their own sideshow, hubby getting off on other guys wanting his wife, until that green monster of jealousy, raged, when she started to prefer, Kansas redneck to the carnie boy, and after cleaning the trailer, and she did a great job, and I was grateful . . . the uniform was a bit sketchy, however!  LOL!  

I can't help it, I have lived a pretty sheltered life, but nothing prepared me for the Lobster Boy!  This poor kid, was born into a family, of over 150 years of kin born with this disorder, that created a genetic blend of hand and feet, that had two digits or fingers, whatever, that looked, like huge ass lobster claws . . . his parents, decided to make money on his claws or hands, symbolic of my blogging hands?, and so they put this poor kid in the carnival, traveling show of freaks, not watched for their talent, but for their deformities!  Even the way, the episode was filmed is scary!  SCREAM!  LOL!  But the overall theme, was family members, using family members to fatten their pockets, putting them on display, for people to pay, to see them, not caring what the damage it to the one family member, or in this case, it became the next generation of family members, who were exploited for money reasons, not caring at all about feelings, circumstances, as if they were objects, rather than people with hearts, minds, and emotions . . . eventually, creating monsters, who used their deformities, to even get away with MURDER!

LOBSTER BOY, USING MONEY AND CLAWS TO HIS ADVANTAGE!

This boy, carrying the genetic deformity, was viewed as a money making machine for his father and mother, putting the boy, on the stage in the carnival, by the ripe age of 5 years old!  Often, if the carnival was passing through town, the parents pulled the boy out of school, to perform in the freak shows, making needed money, putting bread and food on the table of his family.  Eventually, the family, joined the carnival and traveled the U,S.A., making quite a bit of money, but the poor boy was being scared emotionally, as he made a lot of money, eventually, creating the crazed, money, power hungry abuser, he grew into, controlling his wives, using his own children, who had the deformity, also, wanting to control his other child, who, wanted to get married to a very nice young man, by the time she was 15 years old, so she could get away from this horrid life, that she was involved with, but not a member of, because she didn't have that gene, and was not useful to the family, to make money, but stuck in the sideshow shadows . . . the day before the wedding, with the daughter, telling her father that she was pregnant, the con, conning the con man, to get out of his control, and the abuse she saw, perpetrated on her mother, who was being totally controlled and manipulated by this man, whom she met and fell in love with, seeing his carnival lifestyle as a fun escape from her own, violent home and father, going straight into the arms and family circle of the evil kin, who used and abused people for financial gain, that soon included her own children, born with the disability, other than the normal daughter who wanted to marry to leave the whole mess, but her father, Lobster Boy, who often used his massive upper body strength, and crushing powerful claws, to grab other men's balls, until he controlled them, laughing and enjoying his infliction of pain, on others, got into it with his soon to be, son-in-law, arguing that, this daughter was his, with the young man, defying him, and telling the father, he loved his daughter, and she was now going to be his . . . so the father, grabbed a shot gun, and shot the 17 year old kid, twice in the back, as he left the room, leaving the father, basking in his glory, smiling as the boy stumbled to his death, in the front yard, leaving his daughter devastated, losing her knight in shining armor, willing to marry someone from this freak show family, and save her, by taking her away, in the arms of love!

Lobster Boy with his powerful claws, got on the stand and used the same charm, he used to win, the girl's mother in love, the first time, but turning into a fucking monster, after that, claiming that due to his disability, the boy attacked him and he had to shoot him in self defense!  Ah, jury folks, he was shot in the back leaving!  He was convicted, but, the judge didn't think, he was fit for the prison conditions, so they just put him on probation as I recall, and basically, let him go, because he played the freaky claws as a defense, making the jury feel sorry for his pathetic life . . . he walked away a free man, and became, twice as cruel and abusive, often grabbing his wife by the neck, with the powerful claws, almost choking the life out of the wife, threatening, that he killed once, and he could kill again, and he would get away with it.  At that time, there were three children in the family, the oldest daughter was normal, but the next two children a girl and a boy, were born with the father's family, disease, and both were now money makers for the father, who put his young daughter on the stage by age three!  The son was the spitting image of the father, with all the same deformities and the family curse or blessing, depending on which way you looked at things . . . after the father got off the murder rap, mom took the kids, who were terrified of this monster, often hiding in the closet, while the mother took their beatings for them, and she got the kids . . . no, Lobster Boy, filed for divorce and got the kids, I believe, that, it was later, when the second wife was being abused, and another kid was being exploited, that the kids ran to their mother.  

THE SICK AND PERVERTED DANCE OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE CYCLES . . . WIFE #ONE GOES BACK TO LOBSTER BOY!

Hopefully, I am getting this right, but it is worth the scare to watch, but, the wife, gets back with the monster, because, believe it or not, there is a co-dependency, in domestic violence relationships, a sick love, a need, and pathetic dance, that comes with the tapes from both childhoods, of abuse and depravity, bringing the two back together, like some unseen force of nature, to dance the same dance again!  But, the woman gets back with her former lover and husband for a short period of time . . . and of course the same cycles of abuse start AGAIN, no surprise, but back in those days, they didn't know as much about domestic violence, they didn't have my manual, yet . . . LOL . . . but, the old claw boy, started his dirty power and control shit on his wife, but this time, the son, was a bit older, and was not having it, watching what was going on . . . 80% of the boys under age 20 are in prison for killing their mother's abuser . . . so, this 17 year old kid, seeing what his mother is going through, talks with her about the need to kill the freak, it needed to be done.  I think, mom, suffering from, all the issues women, who are abused suffer from, PTSD, post-tramatic stress disorder, and the psychological battering, along with financial power, control and dependency, especially back in those days, the the mother relies on the son, to protect her.  He needs to remove the connection between, the mother and son, so they get a friend, a 17 year old hit man, they paid to kill the husband, Lobster Boy!  He gets him . . . the irony is, that the monster, killed a 17 year old groom, and he was killed by a 17 year old boy.

Mom got off, due to all the years of abuse, but she saw her son, who was charged and convicted of setting up the murder, as her hero, a knight in shining armor, seeing that he saved the family, and did the noble, honorable thing, setting the family free from this fucked up nightmare of a man!  Pretty freaky and strange episode, and whomever filmed the thing, made the man so sinister, but I bet the actor, couldn't compare to the real deal!  The trouble with domestic violence and the family dynamics, is that generally, young boys and men, will identify with their mothers, and hate their abusers, however, later as they become more mature, they start to identify with the man, more and more, and they become the monster their own fathers were, and become everything they HATED in their role-model!  GET OVER THIS MEN!!!!!!!!! OR WOMEN, IN THE RARE CASES, OF WOMEN ABUSING MEN!  Could be evening things out a bit, in modern days, women are not as dependent and they become the abusers, if they are dependent financially.  And here in Montana, the gun toting mamas, have guns to even the score, so, if the abuse gets out of hand, there is usually, a hubby killing!  So, not good all the way around!  GOAL--NO EXCUSE FOR ABUSE!

GET A GRIP ON YOUR ANGER . . . REMEMBER, THIS IS ABOUT POWER AND CONTROL OVER YOUR VICTIM!  IF YOU LOVE YOUR SONS, SET A BETTER EXAMPLE, AND IF YOU LOVE YOUR DAUGHTERS, THEY WILL BE ATTRACTED TO MEN, LIKE DADDY DEAREST!  WE MULTIPLY DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AS TIME GOES ON, IF ONE GENERATION OF EVIL KIN, DOESN'T CARE ENOUGH TO STOP IT!  LOVE ALWAYS TRIUMPHS OVER HATE AND ANGER . . . PRACTICE CONTROL!

Thursday, May 5, 2016

BURNING TO WIN! POWERTECH. MONEY MONSTERS. ARMOR ALL. DON'T BE DULL! SAVE AT ALL COSTS . . . LIKE A ROCK . . . I WAS STRONG AS A ROCK; I WAS SOMETHING TO SEE. I STOOD STRAIGHT NOT ENCUMBERED BY THE WEIGHT OF ALL THESE HUSTLERS AND THEIR SCHEMES. I STOOD STRAIGHT, I STOOD PROUD, I STOOD TALL ABOVE IT ALL, I STILL BELIEVED IN MY DREAMS, LIKE A ROCK . . . 20 YEARS, NOW WHERE'D THEY GO? BOB SEGER. GO JOHNNY, I SAID, GO, GO, GO . . . GO, JOHNNY, BE GOOD! DIET COKE, GODIVA CHOCOLATE, SLEEPLESS NIGHT, MOVIE MARATHON, FREEZING MY ASS OFF--30 DAY OUT FROM THE POV.--COPS CRAWLING UP MY ASS--THEIR BIG CHANCE!: (1) 20/20 . . . STRANGE EPISODE, GOD FOOD . . . TWO MEN WHO KILLED THEIR WIVES, ONE A RED HEAD, AND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE EPISODE, A DARK HAIRED GUY'S STORY--MYSTICAL INTELLIGENCE CONTRACTOR, WHO BELIEVED THE STORY HE HAD MADE UP, OF HIS LIFE--DR. JEKYLL & MR. HYDE, THEN BACK TO THE CONCLUSION OF THE RED HEADED GUYS STORY . . . THE FRAME! (2) 20/20 DADDY DEAREST--FATHER KILLS PERFECT SON, STRAIGHT "A" STUDENT, ATHLETE, POPULAR, LOVING SON, GET'S CANCER . . . NO ROOM FOR FAILURE, PERFECT SON,. NOT PERFECT ANY MORE, HOMICIDE/SUICIDE; (3) IRRESISTIBLE: SUSAN SARANDON, THE PERFECT MUM . . . LOOKED OLD ENOUGH TO BE HER CHILDREN'S GRANDMOTHER! A YOUNGER WOMAN, REALLY HER DAUGHTER, ALL GROWN UP, FROM AN UNPLANNED PREGNANCY, GOES AFTER MUM, TO PAY HER BACK FOR GIVING HER UP AT BIRTH . . . GOES AFTER HER HUSBAND, HER CHILDREN, HER HOBBIES, HER CLOTHES, SNEAKING IN HER HOUSE, MOVING THINGS, TAKING FAMILY PICTURES, TOYS OF HER DAUGHTERS FROM THIS MARRIAGE, AND IN AN OBSESSED RAGE, TRIES TO TAKE IT ALL! SARANDON, LOOKS JUST LIKE KAY BURNINGHAM, AKA, ME . . . SO REWARDING TO SEE, THE VERY MINIMAL INVASION OF SUSAN S. LIFE, MAKING ME THINK OF KAY BABY . . . SHE WAS MY REPLACEMENT WHEN I GOT PICK'S DISEASE, WHEN MY OWN FATHER COULD NOT GIVE UP HIS STATUS OF HAVING A PERFECT DAUGHTER . . . SWITCH-O-CHANGO . . . BUT AS I CAME BACK,. HE A BIT FLUFFY, AND HIM SO INVESTED IN MY SISTER/FRIEND DOUBLES, AND THE PRESTIGE HE GOT FROM ME AND MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS, THEY ALL GOT ADDICTED TO MY LIFE! THIS MOVIE GIVES THE VIEWER, JUST A TASTE OF WHAT IT IS LIKE TO FIND THAT SOMEONE HAS HAD A UNIQUE OBSESSION, WITH YOU, EVERYTHING YOU TOUCH, LOVE, BIRTH, CREATE, WRITE, FILE . . . EVEN TO BE JEALOUS OF MY POVERTY! SEE, AS THE GIRL IN THE MOVIE, LITERALLY, BECAME ME! WITH THE HELP OF ALL MY JEALOUS ENEMIES! THE USUAL SUSPECTS, LEGAL PROFESSION, CHURCH, FAMILY MEMBERS, WHO TOOK PARTS OF MY LIFE, EACH CLAIMING FRAGMENTS OF IT, AND BURYING ME SO DEEP IN THEIR SHIT, THAT NOBODY CAN FIND ME, AND WHEN THEY DO, I HAVE BEEN SO TRASHED, BATTERED AND BEATEN, WITH FAME AND FORTUNE, CLAIMED BY OTHERS, THAT THEY DON'T BELIEVE ME, WHO I AM, MY STORY, BECAUSE OF THE POVERTY! I AM FUCKING RICH, BUT POOR, MAKING MANY RICH! THINK ON THAT . . . WHAT STORIES FIT MY BLOG? DO I DRIVE? LIVE IN A HOUSE? PRACTICE LAW? AM I MARRIED? IF THE JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., YOU KNOW IS ANY OF THESE . . . THEY ARE NOT ME! FUCK, HOW CAN PEOPLE READ THIS BLOG, AND HEAR, THAT I SLEPT OUT WITHOUT ANYTHING MORE THAN A SINGLE BLANKET, FREEZING MY ASS OFF AND THINK I AM CUDDLED UP WITH A HUSBAND, LIVING ON A RANCH, WITH A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY? FUCK, THAT IS STUPID! TAKE WHAT SARANDON, WHOM BOTH HER HUSBAND AND DAUGHTER, HE DOESN;T KNOW IT IS HER DAUGHTER, AND WORKS WITH THE YOUNG WOMAN, WITH LESS THAN HONORABLE PLANS FOR HER MOTHER, WHO DOESN'T KNOW THIS IS HER DAUGHTER, BUT SHE DOES KNOW, THAT THIS CHICK IS FUCKING WITH HER LIFE AND WANTS TO BE HER, EVEN WEARING HER DRESSES! BUT THEY TRY TO MAKE HER THINK SHE IS CRAZY, UNTIL SUSAN FINALLY BREAKS IN HER DAUGHTER, HUSBAND'S CO-WORKERS HOUSE, AND FINDS HER DAUGHTERS TOYS THAT HAVE GONE MISSING, FINDS THE FAMILY PHOTOS THAT HAVE HER FACE CUT OUT, AND THE DAUGHTER'S FACE SUBSTITUTED IN, AND EVEN COLLECTIONS OF THE EXACT SAME OWL VASE COLLECTIONS THAT SARANDON HAS, FREAKING HER OUT, UNTIL SHE FINALLY SEES A LETTER CONNECTING THE BABY SHE GAVE UP FOR ADOPTION AND HER, THEN SHE STARTS TO UNDERSTAND . . . IN MY STORY, THERE IS NO SUCH CONNECTION, JUST A JEALOUS BITCH OF A FRIEND, TEAMING WITH A MAN, LIKE THE MURDER IN THE 20/20 EPISODE, FRAMING MY SON, TO GET HIS MUSIC, TO REPLACE ELLIOT WITH ISAAC, THE SON SHELLEY HAD BY BRETT, WHAT A CREW OF HUSTLERS AND SCHEMERS! I ALMOST FEEL MORE SORRY FOR THEM . . . ENVY AND JEALOUSY ARE CRUEL MASTERS! THE TITLE OF THIS MOVIE WAS SOMEWHAT INTERESTING, AND I GUESS THE "IRRISISTIBLE" WAS THE LIFE THE MOTHER HAD, HER HANDSOME ACCOMPLISHED HUSBAND, HER LIFE AS AN ARTIST OF CHILDREN'S BOOKS AND NOTEDLY GOOD MOTHER--WRITTEN UP IN A LADIES MAGAZINE--SAD THAT SARANDON LOOKING DOUBLE, KAY, TRASHED HER OWN KIDS, PREFERRING MINE, AS DID BRETT, SHELLEY, SUE, RACHEL, ETC., ALL THAT I HAVE AN HAVE BECOME, LEGITIMATELY, IS ENVIABLE AND AS IN THE MOVIE, "IRRESISTABLE!" WHY BE A BIOLOGIST, FLIGHT ATTENDENT, EMT. SHITTY ATTORNEY, WHEN YOU CAN BE A GREAT ATTORNEY OF NOTE AND ACCLAIM, ALL CURTOUSY OF THE CIA "MAKE A WISH FOUNDATION." LOL! PRETTY PATHETIC WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE; AND (4) "THE GAME OF DEATH" WITH WESLEY SNIPES, A CIA ASSASSIN, CHARGED WITH PROTECTING TWO MEN, BIG TIME GANGSTERS AND MONEY LAUNDERERS,MERCENARIES, ALLEGEDLY, WHO ARE CUTTING SOME DEALS WITH DRUG CARTELS, AND THE TEAM OF CIA AGENTS, WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO ANSWERING TO SNIPES, DECIDE THEY HAVE LIVED THESE LIVES, OF LONELINESS AND BAD PAY, AND DECIDE TO STAGE A MUTINY AMONG THE CIA AGENTS, WHO TRY TO KILL SNIPES, AND TAKE THE $2 MILLION INVOLVED IN THE STING OP . . . SEVERAL STATEMENTS ARE MADE ABOUT THE CIA, THAT EXPRESS MY SENTIMENTS EXACTLY, THE DIRTY CIA CHICK, SAYS, WHEN ASKED ABOUT THE TIME WHEN THE CIA WAS GOOD, AND SHE SAID, SHE HAD NEVER KNOWN INT TO BE GOOD . . . JUST JOINING THE GANG. I MISSED THE LAST PART, BECAUSE THE SWIMMING POOL ATTENDANT OR UNDERCOVER CIA, GUY CAME TO OPEN THE PUBLIC POOL, AN HOUR EARLY, WITH MY SIXTH SENSE KICKING IN, AND PACKING UP MY TRAP CAMP, AND HEADING TO THE POVERELLO FOR BREAKFAST AT ABOUT 4:51 A.M., JUST IN TIME, BUT, I GET THE FEELING FROM THE STATEMENTS AND THE FACT THAT SNIPE HAS A MILLION DOLLARS, HE WANTS TO DONATE TO AN INNER CITY PASTOR, WHO PLAYS BASKETBALL AND MENTOR'S THE YOUTH IN HIS NEIGHBORHOOD, TO GIVE THE MONEY TO THE CHURCH, TO CLEANSE IT, OR SEE THAT THE MONEY GOES TO SOME GOOD CAUSE . . . A MORAL COMPASS IN THE CIA? ANYWAY, I DIDN'T NEED TO SEE THIS MOVIE, I COULD HAVE WRITTEN IT . . . CIA MEETING WITH MY CLIENTS, CUTTING DEALS BEHIND MY BACK, MAKING THEIR GOVERNMENT HOOKERS, ME, STEALING MY SON'S MUSIC, BY FRAMING HIM, ACTING LIKE THE MUSIC THEY STOLE, WAS IN LUE OF THE CHARGES, THAT I BELIEVE, IN SOMEWAY JUSTIFIED THE MUSIC THEFT, FOR MUSIC AND MONEY, ALL HITS, EVERY TIME! AS ARE MY BLOGS! CIA ARE THE GOVERNMENT AGENCY, WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR INVESTIGATION, PROSECUTION, OF FINANCIAL CRIMES . . . AND THEY ARE OUT PERPETRATING THE FINANCIAL CRIMES? USING AN AGENT WHO IS A SERIAL KILLER TO SET UP MY SON, SO HE WOULD GLADLY TURN OVER HIS MUSIC, IN EXCHANGE FOR THE BOGUS, ALLEGED MURDER, THAT HE WAS BLAMED FOR, THAT BRETT DID, JUST LIKE IN THE "TRUE CRIME" EPISODE OF 20/20 , , , THE RED HEAD'S MURDER, WAS INTERRUPTED BY THE DARK HAIRED SERIAL KILLER, WHO CAME ONTO THE GIRL, AFTER ELLIOT LEFT, THE WAY IT LOOKS TO ME . . . IT IS NOT AS IF THE FBI, WHO SHIELDED AND PROTECTED THIS WHOLE CRIMINAL EPISODE AND ALL THE GUILTY PLAYERS, GOING AFTER ME RUTHLESSLY, USING LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT, AND THEIR OWN, TRADING THE AUTHENTIC AND PROTECTING THE HIDEOUS, THE GROTESQUE, THE SICK, THE PSYCHOPATHS, TO DO WHAT, MAKE MONEY FOR SECRET CIA WARS, TEAMING WITH BRITISH AGENTS? I COULD HAVE WRITTEN AND FAR BETTER CIA SHIT SHOW, INVOLVING FAR MORE MONEY, GREATER INFLUENCE, AND GOING AGAINST THE INNOCENT VICTIMS OF THE CRIMES, NOT SOME LOW LEVEL SCUM ASS FUCKERS, LIKE IN THE MOVIE! TRUTH IS STRANGER THAN FICTION! A FEW OF EXAMPLES ON HOW THESE SHITS ROLL, AND THEN SOME KUDOS FOR THE LOCAL FOLKS, BUS DRIVERS, SCHOOL KIDS, AND THE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS ATTITUDES OF THE LOCALS!

Cloned Phone Blocks With Two Rings, Silence

So, the other night, after talking to all my kids, MY KIDS, not a niece or nephew, or a friend or ex-husband's kids, but my own flesh and blood, as per DNA, evidenced in flesh, the standards of perfection, I expect and encourage from my four children, Greta Hyland, Nicole Mayor, Christian Secrist, and Elliot Secruit, bass, vocalist and guitarist, song writer, and musical arranger, for Parallax, Maraloka, God's Revolver--Hard Rock Band of 2008, 3 CD record deal with Sony, before CIA, stole, and current band, "the Ditch and the Delta" and "Worst Friends" bands . . . music is the universal language and the music is just as good today, as it was, when created, and like a ROCK, Elliot stood straight, proud, strong, and above it ALL, I sent them all a text, telling them, that for Mother's Day, I wished that they all could go to law school, and become attorneys, knowing the nature and character of my children, and the great good this profession can accomplish, if the intents and motives are clean and good, as I know, my children, would all adhere to, being trained by the best, their mother, authentic and real, with far reaching influence for good, I hope, all over the world.  Had, all be left to play out, the way, God, intended things to be, I would have had plenty of money to put my children, all through law school, or through whatever, educational, political, and business endeavors their big hearts could comprehend, but we all know, that, these noble plans and dreams were very rudely, brutally, and criminally, interrupted, but like the lyrics of Bob Seger's song Like a Rock, I have not given up on my dreams, nor on their dreams, but they will take my children, to be more self sufficient, and determined, to do the things that would have come so easily to them, had, this invasion of identity, fortune and fame, not been, stolen and banked by someone else.  But, I am willing to do all that it takes to go forward, with their goals and desires, seeing they were so patient, understanding, and helpful, in me obtaining, the dreams and desires I had to bless their lives, not create the havoc and hell, that the CIA, and others, who have stolen their lives, credentials, poaching whatever, they saw of benefit to the Company, regardless of the origin of the work, education, honors and awards . . . but I volunteered to do what I could to get them through college or law school from taking up contract work, to babysitting their kids.

So, there is this large white house, right across from the University of Montana, and the law school, that I was looking at last summer, when my oldest daughter, Greta, was thinking of attending law school, and she wanted, little big brother, Chris and his family to move up too, so, this large home with four apartments, would be perfect, for Greta's dream, of just being students, and living the bohemian lifestyle, many people do, so they can get advanced degrees with families, as did her mother and father . . . we had two kids by the time my ex, graduated with a master's degree, and four children by the time I graduated from undergrad and went on to law school.  My children were all exposed to college life, not only personally, through mom and dad, but also with a mother a professor at three colleges and universities.  Many European and Histpanic families . . . oh, Happy Cinco Di Mayo, the Mexican Independence Day Celebration, May 5, each year . . . but, often family members, live in cramped quarters, in less that perfect circumstances to further both educational and careers goals, or to buy their own restaurants, or start their own business--I respect that, or any sacrifice, that it takes to reach your goals!  So, I noticed, that once again, this house had a for rent sign on it, and I got off the bus, and I am sure, surveillance crew were all over this act, because, my kids, are claimed by MANY, all wanting to be the proud parents of such great kids, but, I proceed to copy down the contact information, and immediately call for an appointment to see the house . . . but each time I called, I could only get two rings on the phone, and the phone would either go dead, with no rings, or, a recording would say, this number is temporarily out of service . . . like right?  I called Greta, hint, hint, hint, cell phone records as proof of total 360 coverage and interference to perpetuate the lies, but, I called Greta to contact amy@inspiringdevelopment.biz, to see what the house is going for, or the individual apartments, either, so she could come to law school in the fall, or I could just rent, loving the housing and areas around colleges, ever since I took piano lessons, from a professor of music at the U of U, when I was an 8 year old girl . . . have Kay Baby play the piano!  LOL . . . dancer and artist, but sure as shooting, not a pianist!  LOL!

Next Fuck JoAnn, Incident, Came Minutes Later . . . Disability Discharge of Student Loans from Law School . . . Fuck the Doubles, They Stole the License, My Cases, My Money, My Life . . . they GET THE LOANS TOO!  SHIT!

So, several weeks ago, this man and later a woman, kept calling me, telling me, I could get a whole lot more money, from social security, which, I have discarded working or calling them, always hoping that the fuckers in the FBI and CIA, who have a job to do, investigating, charging, p rosecuting and incarcerating the fuckers tho stole MY LIFE, seeing this a CRIMINAL ENTERPRISES AND A SINGLE CRIMINAL EPISODE, RICO, THAT HAS LASTED 16 YEARS, because, I refuse to give in and let them just take what is me and my families, always earning, never being given, so, I decided, given the shitty mess, that I have been placed in without money, I would get the loans, dissolved, take the more money and continue to RUN, for the FUN!  Now, Shelley, knowing she was to be the benefactor, to my life, degree, and efforts, blah, blah, blah, encouraged me from the start, way back in 2000 to get a discharge of my loans, for the cause they I was allegedly dying, and my law degree was worthless to me, or so it seemed, but I never thought I would die, never believed I had Pick's Disease, and saw the ordeal, that took 8 fucking years of my life, as a retailiation fo rme getting 9 feds fired, while I was general counsel for the Utah Medical Association, and I always believed, that I would not only live, but practice law again, and practice again I did, going all the way to the United States Supreme Court, on a $357 million lawsuit, making me, #2 in the nation for civil rights defense, under Gerry Spence, and him alone, he practicing trial work for 40 years, me, taking my first case, on up the legal food chain!  Even to, a few days ago, I had refused, always hoping the fucking feds would do their job, and can these fuckers, throwing them in the CAN, for their shit, and dirty deeds, like they should do, all under armor!  But, finally, due to the text, I sent, and promising to help my kids, I thought, what the fuck, I write a daily blog, worth millions, trying to make the government work right, families, schools, politics, etc. and this is a good return on the money the federal government used to educate me, and I am not going to feel guilty, when, the return is a million fold what they lent me!

PICTURE OF THE STAPLE . . . SYMBOLS FOR SHELLEY, "EASY"

I get online, to fill out the forms for the discharge.  I go to the spot on the homepage where, I thought I was setting up an account, not noticing, or just going down the form, rather than reading the top, saying you need to create an account, which, I thought, I was doing, until, I put my username in, JoAnn, and tried to go to the password.  There was a picture of this black, stapler, in a small box, and the words, if you don't recognize this picture, don't make a password . . . WHAT THE FUCK, that is a stapler, so, I do recognize, and through this was a computer generated password, that I was suppose to use, so I did . . . it rejected the password, and I was, what the fuck is this stupid process . . . all of the sudden, the page went almost blank, and the date, March 24, 2016, came up, out of the blue, actually on the blue background.  And the thought came to mind, that, since Shelley, probably Kay too, or whom ever, has clone phones, of mine, sharing all the personal and private information, with the other JOANNS, they would all know that, someone was tyirng to give me more money, and after my conversation, of a week or so ago, this chick, told me that, not only could I get my loans discharged, but, I would be reimbursed for all the money I had paid, that I should not have, since the day, I was diagnosed and got on disability, 16 years ago, same time these fucks, stole, me, and I figured that was somewhere around $28,000, over the years.

My thought was, as has been the pattern of criminal behavior of the mob, that I get an opportunity to make money, cases, water compacts, legislation, blogging, and they rush, to get their claws and hands on it before I do . . . case in point, when I went to get food stamps after getting my backpack stolen on my birthday, one week before Christmas, again, never have taken, what I could have taken from tax payers, always, being sickened by the thought . . . Shelley has no qualms, she has the Welfare Queen's, sense of Entitlement, getting something for nothing, but that is far, from my thoughts, always, earning every dime and generally, doing 10 to 100 times, what I am paid for . . . but, of course, since, these hacker shits, and surveillance, dicks, tied into the Mormon NSA, watching me 24/7 to avoid being detected as the frauds, without the spin factor, of the credibility of MY MONEY, they know, every call I make, every apartment I call on, rather on Craigslist or on the phone, as they did on the food stamps, but the chick, took me way to the back of the building, to a place that was out of ear shot of other agents, and she told me, in like fashion, that I would get $198 food stamps; however, when I actually got my award letter, I got $16 per month, and the thought was, Shelley gets the other $182 or whatever, double docketing my food stamps, making the two of us, look like one person, with her ALWAYS, getting the largest portion, and me, the secret second, rather the the DESERVING FIRST!  So, it seemed with the waver and reimbursement of student loan payments, that now, I had no account . . . but, the staple thing, concerned the agent, and she got squirrely, and acted, weird, as they always do, getting notices on their computers, like a Social Security . . . STOP, WE, THE FEDS ARE SUING THAT SS#, leaving the clerks or agents, like this woman, wierded out, and confused, but she told me, that I could only get back the money, I had paid, since, December of 2015!  WHAT?  So, Fucking bitch ass, Shelley will get the lie-on's, share, of the money I PAID OVER THE LAST 16 YEARS, and I get, what 5 moths of repayments?  TYPICAL!  GOD!

I believe, what happened, is that Shelley rushed, once she heard there was money to be made on me, her CASH COW FOR 16 YEARS, and she, being the computer hack and much  more willing to do forms, and a MONEY GRUBBING GOLD DIGGER, took advantage, and the government, acts like there is only one, JoAnn, but, they double docket, double divide, giving her the benefits and me her shit, or the left overs!  I am sure, that this little PASSWORD, is so connected to Shelley, she always, used STAPLES for her business needs, from way back, and the stapler, is a sign to whomever, that this little scheme to STEAL MY REIMBURSEMENT, is EASY, like the little red button, in the Staples ads . . .CIA communications style without talking!  That is about the last symbol I would use . . . I always, use the flavor of the day, guy, I am thinking about, as my passwords, or something constitutionally oriented, or my kids names, etc., never a fucking STAPLER, so Shelley, the wanna be, big shot . . . she doesn't have the confidence to do it under her shit name, so she steals my NAME BRAND, and that gives her the confidence, she could not go to medical school, nor take the pilot's test, but she sure can lie, start at the top of the game, after sister, achieves it!  I believe, she set up an account, March 24, 2016, and then the agent, I was talking to, said I was automatically approved to get the discharge, but, the payback, would like nothing, not the back pay for the 16 years . . . REMEMBER, MADE MEN, and SHELLEY IS A MAN, in ht mob, is moved up, the food chain of the mobsters, by the amount of MONEY THEY MAKE!
THE SECRIST FAMILY IS THAT SOURCE . . . SHELLY ALWAYS WANTED MULTIPLE SOURCES OF INCOMES . . . THAT WOULD BE, BANKING ON MY KIDS GOLD TOO!  PROOF POSITIVE, THIS FUCKING CUNT IS DOINT EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE BEEN TELLING YOUR STUPID SORRY ASSES FOR 16 FUCKING YEARS!  DO YOU THINK YOU ARE COMPETENT ENOUGH TO VERIFY PHONE RECORDS, ON INTERFERRING WITH THE APARTMENT OR HOUSE, AND CHECK MY PHONE RECORDS AND COMPUTER HISTORY, AND YOU CAN SEE, EXACLTY THE HISTORY . . . OH, I JUST TYPED, "HIT" AND I HAD FUCKING COPS SHIT ALL OVER ME, LAST NIGHT . . . AT THE POV. DRIVING MULTIPLE TIMES PASSED ME WAITING FOR THE BUS, SQUAD CARS, LIKE I HAVE NEVER SEEN IN FOUR YEARS, WAITING AT THE COP SHOP NEXT TO THE BUS TERMINAL, COPS OUT AT 5:00 A.M., STILL LOOKING FOR ME!
SHIT, THIS IS SO FUCKING EASY TO PROVE, AS HAVE THE LAST FUCKING YEARS . . . YOU GOD-DAMNED IMPOTENT WIMPS, WITH YOUR UNDIES IN A WAD UP YOUR ASS!

P.S., NSA good fellow cowboys and girls, pull up my computer history . . . I also, looked up MyCash.Utahgov, because, I have some unclaimed cash, a tax return from years ago, right around the time I was diagnosed with Pick's Disease, a terminal brain disease, aka, poisoning.  My son, Chris, told me about this unclaimed property, gave me the claim number, and last year, I attempted to retrieve it, but not to hard.  I have to have a Social Security Card, to claim it . . . 3 years, and 2 states, and at least 3 cities, several times, I have finally got a letter, saying I have the card in the mail; however, the card, either never came, or it was intercepted, or destroyed by the DESPERATE MOB HOUSEWIVES staff!  But, investigators who want the MOB, and to make your name in law enforcement . . . watch this one, while not a large amount, Shelley or Kay--this one is in Kay's possession, if my Intel, but, now that I have written this, in the hopes that you can be smart enough, to realize, that you are going after the WRONG chick, making me to be Shelley or Kay, and them to be ME . . . these are small fish, and only grew, using my name and my life!  They have my Social Security . . . caught Shelley with it, right about the time, I LEFT Brett, and Shelley, later Kay, or simultaneously, sisters care, sisters share; Shelley also had my driver's licence, which I can't get, without a Social Security Card, so, most likely they will, being the gals for the MONEY, rather than the learning and success, will jump all over it.  Money that I need, and they can steal, makes them happy . . . someone's pain, especially mine, is their pleasure! They steal billions, and still want that piddly little sum of around $500, it was $495, last year, but I coiuld not claim, because, as is still the case, I have been denied access to MY OWN SOCIAL SECURITY CARD, how could my kids be Kay's, if my kids social security numbers, are linked to MINE.  Take the movie, "Irresistible" like my life it, hating their own lives, is so much like Kay, weak, insecure, pathetic, hoping to mesmerize everyone, with her doe eyes, bald hair, and flat ass . . . Kay is only okay when she is me, same with Shelley, they have fucked up their own lives so much, they need mine, and forget theirs, and forget their own children, the disgrace their mother's raised them to be . . . like mama, like baby!  You don't need DNA to see that my fruit doesn't fall far from the tree!  Good fruit can't produce bad fruit, but bad fruit or bad moms, can produce nothing other than the evil wenches they are!  These are desperate housewives, that wanted a second shot at life, late in life; therefore, my career, experience, puts them right where they believe, but can't prove, this is where they deserve to be . . . which is pure bull shit!