EXTREME SKULLS. FISHINATION. GUTS & GLORY! TRY IT GRILLED! BRILLIANT. HOW ARE YOU GONNA PUT OUT THE FIRE? SHOW TASTEBUDS WHO'S BOSS! BURRITOS SO BOLD THEY KICK BACK. OKAY, SO I HAVE ONLY BEEN BACK IN MISSOULA, MONTANA FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS AND I WENT OUT OF MY MOTEL ROOM, 118 AT THE SLEEPY INN, TO GET A DIET COKE, AND I NOTICED ONE COP CAR IN FRONT--DITCHED FAST WHEN HE/SHE NOTICED I CAUGHT THEM, AND ANOTHER COP CAR WITH LIGHTS ON, BUT SILENT, HIDING IN THE BACK OF THE MOTEL . . . NO NOISE, NO DISORDERLY CONDUCT, BARELY A FEW ROOMS RENTED FOR THE NIGHT, SO? GIVEN WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT . . . WHAT SHOULD I THINK? FRATERNAL ORDER OF THE POLICE, GANGING UP ON THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK? WHAT THE FUCK, EVER! IN THE LOGIC OF THE COPS, FROM WHAT I CAN TELL, IS THEY ARE WILLING TO TAKE, SOMEONE, SAY LIKE COMEDIAN, POLITICAL SATIRIST, GEORGE CARLIN, WHO WAS TOTALLY IRREVERENT, HAD COMIC ROUTINES, DEALING WITH FOUR LETTER WORDS, LIKE IN SWEAR WORDS, AND WILLING TO TAKE THIS MASTER OF COMEDY, AND REPLACE HIM WITH SOMEONE, MORE, LET SAY, MAIN STREAM, PALPABLE TO THE PUBLIC, LIKE, SESAME STREET'S, MR. ROGERS! OR SAY, TAKING, DAILY SHOW, COMEDIAN AND POLITICAL PUNDIT, AUTHOR OF "RELIGIOUSLY" BILL MAHER, AND EXCHANGING THIS BRUTALLY SMART AND FUNNY, MAN, AND BRINGING PEE WEE HERMAN, AND SAYING, ALL OF US SHOULD NOT NOTICE AND BELIEVE, THAT PEE WEE, IS, THE EQUIVALENT AND OF THE SAME LEVEL AND IN THE SAME CLASS OF PERSONS! IT SEEMS OBSURD TO DO THIS TO A MAN, YET, SOMEHOW, DOING THIS TO A WOMEN, LIKE ME, AN ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, BLOGGER, HOBBY LOBBYIST, POLITICAL PUNDIT, AND SOMEWHAT OF A COMEDIAN, IN MY OWN WAY, AND REPLACE HER WITHOUT NOTICE, OF WOMEN, NOT, IN HER CLASS OF WOMEN, ATTRIBUTING ALL OBTAINED, TO A LESSER ATTORNEY, WITHOUT, EVEN THE GENERAL ATTRIBUTES, AND WE ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BLINK AND EYE? FUCK THAT SHIT, THIN, IS NO REASON, SINCE, I WAS POISONED BY FEDERAL COPS, WHEN I WEIGHED 140 LBS., SO THAT IS NOT THE REASON . . . COPS ARE IN THE CLASS OF THOSE PSYCHOPATHS, WHO ARE DRAWN TO PROFESSIONS, LIKE WHAT IS TERMED HERO CAREERS OR PROFESSIONS; HOWEVER, PSYCHOPATHS, ARE VERY INTO PHYSICAL APPEARANCE ABOVE ALL ELSE, WHICH, MUST SOMEHOW, IN THEIR COLLECTIVE MINDS, JUSTIFY THIS BAIT & SWITCH, WORKHORSE VS. SHOW HORSE MENTALITY, WITH NO FOUNDATION IN LAW, IN HISTORY, IN SCRIPTURE, IN TRADITION, IN RATIONAL THINKING, OR IN A MERIT BASED WORLD? SO WHERE DOES THIS COME FROM, AND IS THIS CONSIDERED, NORMAL THINKING, OR SO FAR FROM WHAT THEY WOULD LIKE TO HAPPEN TO THEM? COMPARE ME TO A HARD CORE, DETECTIVE, WHO IS SITTING ON HIS ASS, HOURS EACH DAY, NO LONGER OUT ON THE BEAT, AND IS MORE OF A PAPER PUSHER, NOW . . . WOULD YOU THROW OUT, ALL OF THEIR EXPERIENCE OUT THE DOOR, AND PUT A GOOD LOOKING ROOKIE IN THEIR PLACE? FUCK NO, IT SEEMS ABSURD! IT DOES TO ME TOO--WOMEN ARE NOT INTERCHANGEABLE, ANY MORE THAN MEN, WE EARN OUR STRIPES! JUST A THOUGHT, NOW ONTO THE SUBJECT OF THIS BLOG, INSPIRED BY THE REPUBLICAN DEBATE, I WATCHED TONIGHT, AFTER WATCHING THE DEMOCRATIC DEBATE THIS AFTERNOON . . . AS FAR AS WHAT I WATCHED, THE CONTROVERSY, OF A FEDERAL JUDGE, TELLING APPLE TO TURN THE PHONE, OF A FRIEND OF ONE OF THE SAN BERNADINO BOMBERS, ALLOWING THE FBI, TO USE THEIR EQUIPMENT TO BUST THE ENCRYPTED CODE AND LOOK AT THE OWNER'S PHONE CALLS AND MESSAGES . . . APPLE CEO COOK IS CONTESTING THAT DECISION, MY TAKING THE STAND THAT IF THE FBI WERE TO BREAK THE ENCRYPTED CODES, PROTECTING THEIR PRODUCT BUYERS, FROM, FIRST, 4TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS TO BE PROTECTED FROM UNREASONABLE SEARCHES AND SEIZURES AND 9TH AMENDMENT, RIGHTS TO PRIVACY! I AGREE WITH APPLE AND HAVE ENCOURAGED THEM TO STAND THEIR GROUND, AGAINST THE FBI, AND PROTECT THEIR CLIENTS AND PATRONS, WHO PURCHASED THEIR APPLE PHONES, SPECIFICALLY FOR THOSE PROTECTIONS AND THAT PRIVACY. I WILL WALK YOU THROUGH MY CONSTITUTIONAL REASONING, AND YOU CAN LEARN, AND DECIDE, IF YOU AGREE OR DISAGREE . . . REMEMBERING, THIS IS NOT STOPPING A TERRORIST ATTACK, THIS IS AFTER THE FACT, IN A LEARNING ACTIVITY AND ONE, THAT MIGHT, FURTHER OUR UNDERSTANDING OF THE MIND OF THE TERRORISTS, POSSIBLY PREVENTING FUTURE TERRORIST ATTACKS. LET'S SEE WHAT THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION SAYS AND APPLY THE LAW TO THE FACTS, AS ANY GOOD ATTORNEY WOULD DO. AND I AM A GOOD ATTORNEY!

Apple Inc. vs. FBI, U.S.A.

4TH AMENDMENT

The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no Warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by Oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things ...

FACTS

• Apple Inc. created phones for their customers, a phone, at great expense, not only to produce the technology, but to purchase the phones, that protects their buyers of the searching eyes of law enforcement's ever invasive meta data gathering, in a blanket warrant, that allows cops to have access to the accounts of computers, cell phones, and other electronic devices and technology, of American high tech companies, who object and are under pressure and scrutiny, from the buying public, to take precautions against these, unreasonable searches and seizures, in violation of 4th, 9th, and 14th amendments.
• In 2012, the day, I was sworn in, as a member of the United States Supreme Court Bar, able to argue in the high court, Justice Antonin Scalia, an constitutional strict constructionist, read the ruling of the Supreme Court, in a case, called, U.S.A. v. Jones, another case, involving, the FBI, the 4th amendment, and other rights, including the right to privacy, and the liberty to be free of government, big brother, invasion of personal, and protected private property, as in their persons, houses, papers, and effects.  In the Jones case, I believe, relying on my Brock security case, filed in the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals, almost a year earlier, where I argued that computer files today, are the equivalent of the founding father's days, papers, and should be protected from, say security investigators, coming in a financial planners office, and without a warrant, not even an administrative subpoena, or having gone before a judge, examining the probable cause, to see if it is sufficient to justify, crossing the lines of privacy and protections, due to some reason, traditionally, connected with crimes before they happen, or in the furtherance of a criminal investigation and prosecution, to bring someone to justice, thus protecting society, from harm or the actions of this suspect, thus gathering evidence that is needed for the prosecution and protection.  I Jones, the FBI wanted to put a GPS tracking device on an alleged, drug king-pin's vehicle.  The magistrate or judge, found that, there was sufficient probable cause, to justify, placing, a GPS tracking system, on the man's vehicle, in Washington D.C., within the 10 day, period, the judge found to be a reasonable time frame to accomplish that act.  However, the FBI, violated the warrant, put the GPS on, not the suspect's vehicle, as I recall, on the eleventh day, in Baltimore.  The FBI used the information, they gathered, to prosecute the king-pin, and the defense team, moved to suppress the evidence that was damaging to their client, by arguing that the warrant and GPS placing were, stale, going outside the perimeters of the warrant, thus, the warrant was not good . . . The United States Supreme Court, agreed with the defense, and said that a vehicle was, an affect, under the list of 4th amendment items that are to be protected from unreasonable searches and seizures.  This was a case that, me and my clients, were watching carefully, because, it was directly related to our case, through analogous comparison.  I got a copy of the brief from the clerk of the U.S. Supreme Court, and realized, that is was my argument in the Brock case, and was the 4th amendment issue that I was seeking a ruling and certiorari, or a hearing and ruling from the Court, and therefore, I decided, that I didn't need to go further, because, it was basically my case.  It is interesting, that, in one newspaper article, after an initial hearing or in the briefs, the defense counsel brought the public policy argument, telling the justices, that, if the FBI was allowed to just put a GPS tracking device on any one's vehicle, they too, could be the target of the invasive, secretive actions of the FBI . . . Justice Scalia went apeshit, to think that, the FBI could trace him, without him knowing the device was there.
• without, doing really much research and only being familiar with the newspaper articles on the attacks and a sketchy, brief reading and skim of the facts, without a TV, I will write the facts, in this issue between Apple and the FBI.  From, the little I know, just tangentially, listening or hearing about it, through this or that source, generally, on the run, or doing other things, what I think, is going on, is that Apple, is refusing to comply with an FBI request, to break the encrypted codes, of an Apple phone, that was in the possession of a friend? of one of the bombers, thinking that there may be some valuable information, as to who these people were and why they did what they did.  Apple, is arguing, from what I would do had I been their attorneys, protecting the civil and constitutional rights of ALL Apple customers, in telling the FBI, to go take a flying fuck, through a rolling doughnut, in no uncertain terms, and I am sure, they feel far stronger than that, in light of the NSA, the cyber cops, who do the tech work and spying for them, violating rights, all over the place without going through the process, that pesky, little, due process or notice + hearing, that is required to get a warrant, putting the FBI under the obligation to justify, violating or proving that their actions or requests, getting a warrant, justify, in the judge's mind, that they had given enough probable cause to take the actions of searching and seizing whatever it is they want . . . in this case, data from the phone.
• even though, the FBI is arguing that, they are just taking this ONE phone, and using their OWN technology to break the encrypted code, thus protecting all other Apple customers, privacy, Apple, would argue, that, while the invasive and intrusive government action, is allegedly, only on that one phone, that one phone, and breaking the code, on that one phone, would allow the FBI access to ALL OTHER customer's phones, because the technology, is not unique to just that ONE phone, with each phone, having a distinctly individual encrypted code, general technology, and encryption, is one application and code, that unlocks, ALL APPLE PHONES, giving the FBI, in all reality, a MASTER KEY, to unlock all, phone secrets, on EVERY Apple phone, thus violating the very purpose of the encrypted code . . . it is not, even a lenient or liberal application, such as giving an inch, it is giving the whole mile, by the judge giving, access to just this ONE phone!

ANALYSIS . . . PRIVACY vs. NATIONAL SECURITY

• from my perspective, and in my opinion, national security, is the wa card, law enforcement uses, to get access to everything, from your cell phones, computers, technologies and devices, and that is exactly, how, we got into this mess with the NSA, doing this mega or meta data gathering, and for all intents and purposes, the FISCA courts, are nothing more than, a select panel of judges, that, merely, rubber stamp, the FBI warrants, every 90 days, as a matter of rote actions, to pretend to satisfy the letter of the law, however, violating the spirit of the law.  The two landmark and early U.S. Supreme Court cases, the law, when dealing with new statutes and laws, is that: (1) any law that is repugnant to the Constitution is VOID; and (2) any law that is consistent with the letter and spirit of the Constitution, is CONSTITUTIONAL!  
• as a constitutional law attorney, bad ass at that, and hard core, protector, preserver and defender of the rights and protections, this brilliant document, was set in motion and drafted, signed and implemented to do, the FBI, as they have in this Apple case, rather than gathering, mega or meta data, as if, using a huge ass fishing net or web net, to gather, without discrimination, all American's private and personal data, just in case, the FBI might, need it at some future point, the agency, should, seek a warrant, based on oath and affirmation, presented, in camera, to a judge, providing the proper due process and attention, seeing that this is the SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND, and not to be easily dismissed; therefore, the PRISM programs, in my mind, violate constitutional rights and it therefore, unconstitutional, the way, it has been applied, totally invasive, and aggressive, with all access, without, the FBI having to justify anything! violating both the letter and the spirit and repugnant to the CONSTITUTION!
• access to the encrypted code, due to the business secrets, intellectual property, technical process, including the costs, the selling and advertised protection, against, exactly what, would be violated, not only the trust of the company, but the violation of American principles and concepts.  To me, it appears to just be, a curiosity, a power play, an act of revenge, that Apple is protecting their customers, something, that few have been able to do, especially against the government, and basically rendering the technology, expense and protections, NULL and VOID!  The attack, has already happened, so the FBI action, is latent or late, a band aid, where surgery should have happened, or prevention, rather than, after the fact, information gathering.  THE attack is over, the crime committed, the suspects or bombers are dead, the FBI actions, are not in furtherance of the prosecution, but, like, an agency, who is used to getting their way, furthering the exact fears, spying on America, this encryption was created for or to prevent. The argument of national security, is over used . . . if the court were to deny the FBI's motion, really, nothing would change; however, if the court as it did, orders or stands by its order, or the Court of Appeals panel, does force, as it has, but, the battle is not over yet, Apple to turn over that phone, the gateway, to violating all rights of Apple users, there is the floodgate argument, the public policy argument, the slippery slope, that we have already gone down, with Apple, saying, NO, then protecting individual rights and protection, creating programs after the fact to block and force the FBI to follow, laws, 240 years old!

CONCLUSION

• from what I understand, these terrorists, were not secretive about their intentions . . . they were in ISIS magazines, and clearly had been radicalized; therefore, without, the phone, the FBI, before the fact, should have had these names on their radar, the old fashioned way, by doing the leg work, the investigative work, before hand, that might have prevented this attack, doing their job, before hand, protecting national security, using that argument against them, rather than always for them, this time, pushing back, the overstepping we all know, has GONE TOO FAR.
• we can't turn back time and go back and stop this attack, so, the risk of violating, ALL Apple customers, for something the FBI can't justify by oath and affirmation with probably cause, that they can list with specificity, what is or is possibly on that phone, and might, create some reason, more probable than not, that this particular friend, goes beyond, just interest, to having reason, to justify the reasonable search and seizure.  The FBI has to stop being lazy, using after the fact, technology, replacing, leg work and research, making it look, like they did their job . . . after the fact, the attacks are done, the FBI doesn't know if there is anything of us, and they, must give the judge, the reasons of what they believe or are more probably going to find on that phone, to warrant, breaking the rules, forcing Apple to comply with the FBI's request . . . I don't think, that standard of review and affirmation, or any specificity has been met; therefore, I would rule NO, seeing the risk of the exposure of ALL accounts and customers protections at risk, being more weighty on the side of blind justice, than on only the phishing expedition, and real, lazy ass way to do business, investigation, thus, not putting national security at risk at all, because, there is no guarantee that they will find anything, and they could have obtained the ISIS information without violation of rights, before, rather than after the fact.
• this is just a cursory look at the issue, and I am sure, I could come up with more reasons, with any thought, this is just off the cuff, and off the top of my head.  But, I was either, lacking being impressed by any of the Republican candidates for president, and even not being impressed with Ted Cruze, allegedly a Harvard law grad, with tons of experience before the high court, the others all sided with the sob, FBI story to always, get the people or sheeple, to turn over their rights and privacy, all in the name of alleged or bogus, national protection.  Like in the Boston bomber case, these boys were on the FBI radars screen, for 5 fucking years, and as I recall, Russia even contacted the U.S. and warned the feds to watch them, as did their mother . . . in light of this, the FBI did nothing to stop the attacks, and after the fact is too late! as it is in this case.

Quick Look . . . Apple and Privacy Win!  FBI Needs To Prove They Are Worth Their Pay . . . Haven't Seen It Yet!  Things Might Look Different, Had a Terrorist in Recent Memory Been Stopped, but That Has Not Been the Case!

COWBOY COPS VS. INDIAN BRAVE! JOSH UTE . . . MARINE, BULL RIDER, CAGE FIGHTER--I WOULD NOT HAVE LET THEM TAKE YOU! WARNS ME, U OF U, UTES PROFESSOR--UTE FAN, JOSH UTE, COOL WARNING, COPS ALL OVER, DEADLY ESCAPE . . . DAISY DUKE & BOSS HOGS, RIDE AGAIN--COOL NEW SALOON--DAISY DUKE, JUST OPENED ON 29TH STREET DOWNTOWN! LOL! HOG WILD--PARTY PIGS CATERING! COOL BIG ASS BLACK & WHITE PLASTIC PIG ON ROOF OF "WILD HOG CAFE'." THAT WAS SO NICE, OF THE AMBULANCE AND FOUR COPS TO COME WISH ME FAREWELL FROM BILLINGS--OR WAS IT A MURDER PLOT?, JEFFERSON LINES BUS STATION--NOTICED ABOUT 11:00 P.M., SORRY I MISSED YOU, I WAS HIDING IN THE RESTROOMS! I MISSED THE FIRST GOING AWAY PARTY, WHEN AN ALLEGED BIKER WAS CAUSING A DISTURBANCE--KENNEDY STAGED FOR AN EXCUSE TO ENTER THE STATION? PROTECT BABY SUB RACHEL, AKA, COP JOANN? LUCKILY, I NOTICED A PARTY GOING ON, BEFORE HEADING TO THE BUS--I AM EASILY DISTRACTED, STOPPED AT THE "YELLOWSTONE VALLEY PUB," ENTICED BY THE MUSIC AND CROWD, LISTENING TO THE "BILLINGS ALL-STARS," FOR LACK OF A BETTER NAME FOR THE TWO BROTHERS, AND SEVERAL LONG TIME LOCAL ROCK STARS, TEAMING UP TO HONOR, I THINK IT WAS THE HARMONICA PLAYER, 67 YEAR OLD ROCKER, WHO IS BATTLING CANCER! GOOD LUCK, THE ADORING OLDER CROWD, "CHERISHING" EACH TUNE THEY HEAR FROM MUSICIANS THAT HAVE ENCHANTED THEM OVER THE YEARS! AWESOME, FUN, ROCKIN' MUSIC, GREAT TO DANCE TO . . . WHEN THEY QUIT AT 8:00 P.M. + ONE MORE SONG, I WONDERED WHY THE PARTY WAS BUSTING UP, RIGHT AS I HEADED FOR THE DANCE FLOOR? A PARTY GOER, INFORMED THIS NON-DRINKER, THAT MONTANA LAW DOESN'T ALLOW PUBS TO SERVE DRINKS AFTER 8:00 P.M. . . . HEY, YOU DON'T NEED TO DRINK, TO KEEP THE PARTY GOING, I JUST GOT HERE, NO SECOND BAND? WHAT, I THOUGHT I COULD DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY, TAKING UP MOST OF THE NIGHT, BEFORE I BOOKED IT OUT OF TOWN--TASTING THE NIGHT LIFE OF BILLINGS, NOT DISAPPOINTED! NO SUCH GOOD LUCK! DAMN IT, THOSE GUYS WERE GOOD! SILENT AUCTION, COOL PLACE, "YELLOWSTONE RACKET CLUB" HANGS THERE TOO--TENNIS RACKETS & RACQUETBALL RACKETS HANGING FROM THE CEILING ALONG WITH METAL KEGS, CLASSY JOINT, INSIDE OUTSIDE VENUE, NICE BALMY WEATHER, CONDUCIVE TO NICE SHORT EVENING, THAT PROBABLY MADE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LIFE & DEATH FOR ME! SOME PHOTOGRAPHER, BILLINGS GAZETTE? TOOK A PIC OF MY FACE PROFILE, DANCING TO THE LAST SONG OF THE NIGHT, ENTERTAINMENT SECTION? HE TOOK TONS OF SHOTS TOO--EVIDENCE I WAS THERE, THE "REAL BAD ASS," SPLITTING . . . SINGLE STRING OF LIGHTS DECORATING THE STAGE--MAKING A "Y" AND A "B--SYMBOLIC OF "Y"OU "B"ITCH! NA, THEY DIDN'T KNOW ME! COPS WOULD SAY THAT--BLACK OP--FAILED, AGAIN! ON STAGE. "SPIRIT OF MONTANA" VINTAGE SIGN ON THE DJ STAND . . . IT WAS GREAT FUN, WHILE IT LASTED! PUB ON 1ST AVE, AROUND 23RD STREET, CORNER WHERE THE OLD BUS TERMINAL USED TO BE, HAD A GREAT SEND OFF SIGN . . . "STAY YOUNG FOREVER!" YOU TOO--"YOUNG HEARTS STAY FREE!" KISSES BILLINGS. AFTER LEAVING THE CLUB, SOME INDIAN CHICK WHO HAD JUST GOTTEN KICKED OUT OF HER SISTER'S HOUSE, STOPPED ME TO USE MY PHONE . . . GO FIGURE, THE FUCKING NSA STOPPED BOTH ME AND A ROOMMIE FROM THE MRM (THANK YOU!) MONTANA RESCUE MISSION FOR WOMEN & CHILDREN, FROM GETTING A PICTURE OF MY "NAME AND MY SON, ELLIOT'S NAME" ON NEW WALMART MONEY CARDS AND A "STELLA'S" RESTAURANT RECEIPT, PURCHASED A "STELLA'S" GIFT COFFEE MUG, LEFT WITH JENNIFER AT MRM--GOT NOTE ON FACEBOOK, CLOSEST FRIEND DIED, KID DROPPED HER COFFEE CUP, SO WANTED TO CHEER HER UP, TOTAL BILL $19.50 + $2.00 TIP--PROOF POSITIVE--CARD ENDING IN 8599; THEY DO NOT WANT YOU TO KNOW, THAT I AM ELLIOT'S MOTHER, YEAH, THAT HOT, ROMEO, KID ROCK! LOL! WHY WOULDN'T EL BE A ROCK STAR, MOMMY LOVES MUSIC, CAN'T STAND STILL WHEN THERE IS GOOD MUSIC PLAYING, DADDY PRACTICED GUITAR EVERY NIGHT OF HIS LIFE AT HOME, UNCLE DON ANDERSON, PLAYED IN A FOLK BAND AND CELTIC BAND, HAD A RECORDING STUDIO IN HIS BASEMENT, GRANDMA SECRIST, AMAZING PIANIST, GREAT-GRANDPARENTS ON BOTH SIDES, MUSICAL, COUSIN, ISAAC, PLAYED IN HIS FIRST BAND, PARALLAX--NO, EARLY MARALOKA . . . TOOK HIS PLACE IN HIS BAND, GOD'S REVOLVER, STEALING ELLIOT'S THUNDER AS 2008 HARD ROCK BAND OF THE YEAR, COP KID SUBS, LASER LIGHTS, DARK LIGHTS, PLAINS MISTAKEN FOR STARS! CRADLE'S GONNA ROCK! BUT, NSA FUCKERS, BLOCKED THE EVIDENCE OF MAMA KODIAK BEAR, AND BABY GRIZZLY BEAR, RED HAIRY BEAST NOW, AND LAST NIGHT, GO FIGURE--THE INDIAN CHICK USING MY PHONE, HAD TO ENTER HER ZIPCODE TO GET A TEXT MESSAGE OUT! LOCATE, THRILL KILL, STOP THE CONNECTING OF THE WOMAN WRITING THIS BLOG, STAYING AT THE BILLINGS MISSION, PISSING OF THE COPS AND SECURITY GUARDS AT THE BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY, WITH FEDERAL CYBER COPS, JUMPING ON MY MILLIONTH GREAT ESCAPE, DISAPPEARING LIKE THE GHOST RIDER, VANISHING INTO THE WINTER NIGHT LIGHTS, WITH AN EARLY EXIT, BAFFLING COPS, IN YET ANOTHER TOWN, LARGEST TOWN IN MONTANA--BROOM & BRUSH MONTANA! . . . IF GOD IS WITH YOU, WHO CAN BE AGAINST YOU? BUT NSA FORCED THIS INDIAN CHICK TO PUT DOWN HER ZIPCODE--WONDERING WHERE I TOOK OFF TO?--BEFORE SHE COULD SEND THE FIRST OF ABOUT AN HOURS WORTH OF TEXT AND PHONE CALLS . . . THANKS, BEING THE GOOD SAMARITAN THAT I AM, PROBABLY CONFUSED THE CYBER COPS, GIVING DIRECTIONS TO LOCAL COPS, IN THE EUNICFIED POLICE FORCE NOW DAYS, AND LEFT THE THREE PARTY PIGS BRIGADE, OF VARYING NUMBERS, FROM CATCHING ME, CHECKING INTO MY LAUNCHING PAD, THE BUS, WHERE I AM SURE, THEY FIGURED I WOULD DEPART FROM--HOW IS THIS FOR BEING PROTECTED BY GOD, JEFFERSON'S EMPLOYEE, TICKET MASTER, CHICK, FORMER CORRECTIONS OFFICER AT AN ARIZONA PRISON AND A JAIL SOMEWHERE--WONDERING WHAT ALL THE COPS WERE DOING CIRCLING THE BUS TERMINAL LIKE SHARKS IN A TANK, GOT SOME ANSWERS BY MY REACTION--PTSD--WHEN ANOTHER BUS RIDER, CAME IN, KIND OF FREAKED OUT, SEEING THE FOUR COPS CARS AND AMBULANCE, HIDING--JUST OUT OF PRISON, 6 YEARS FOR A DUI, ALARMING US OF THE COP PARTY, AT THE LOWER PART OF THE BUS TERMINAL PARKING LOT. . . NO EMERGENCIES THAT I COULD SEE, NOR FIGHTS FOR COPS TO BE THERE, SO THROUGH A PROCESS OF ELIMINATION, I WOULD SAY, THE PIG PARTY WAS FOR ME, NICE LITTLE PIGGY WIGGIES (SHELLEY'S) . . . ARREST ME, SHOOT ME IN THE BACK WITH A SILVER BULLET OR NECK WITH A SYRINGE OF WATER OR AIR, PUT MY BODY IN THE BACK OF THE AMBULANCE, DISPOSE OF THE BODY, DOUBLES READY TO TAKE MY PLACE, AND ALL IS WELL IN COP WORLD! ROCK MUSIC GRAVY TRAIN CONTINUES, GET THE FREE BILLION DOLLAR BLOG TOO . . . BUT, THE COP CHICKS ARE BORING, SO THE NUMBER OF HITS, WOULD SOON PLUMMET INTO OBSCURITY, ENDING THE "BAD ASS CON LAW & JESUS FREAK CHICK BLOG!" A SAD END, FOR SURE! COPS COULD JUST REPORT, IF THEY REPORTED AT ALL, THAT, JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., THE "ONE AND ONLY" LEFT THE MISSION AT 7:45 P.M., CAMERAS, CAMERAS, CAMERAS, AND HASN'T BEEN SEEN SINCE, OR SHE LEFT ON THE BUS TO AN UNDISCLOSED LOCATION . . . YEAH, WHO WOULD GUESS, SIX FEET UNDER, "BOXES DONE BURIED!" ONE OF GOD'S REVOLVER, WESTERN EPIC TOLD IN ROCK MUSIC, OF A LOVER'S TRIANGLE AND A DEAD RIDER, STILL ON HIS HORSE, DOG BY HIS SIDE, BLACK COWBOY HAT, STILL IN THE SADDLE, TRICKLE OF BLOOD RUNNING DOWN HIS CHEEK--BRILLIANT EXTRATERRESTRIAL MUSIC . . . BASIS FOR THE "TRUE CRIME" EVENT, THAT INSPIRED, "LITTLE BLACK HORSE WHERE ARE YOU GOING WITH YOUR DEAD RIDER?" CD. STOLEN FOR COP KIDS ROCK LIES--REMEMBER THE ALAMO--NEW FAKE BAND NOW, CHANGED ORIGINAL CD TITLE AND SONG TITLES, THOSE LITTLE LAW ENFORCEMENT COCK SUCKERS! GOD DAMNED MOTHERFUCKERS, I HATE THEM, MOST FOR WHAT THEY DID, AND ARE DOING TO MY SON(S) AND DAUGHTERS, ELLIOT IN PARTICULAR . . . BUT, LIKE HIS MOTHER, ELLIOT OR E.T., NAMED FOR THE MOVIE, AND YOUNG STAR, ELLIOT + TAYLOR, HE HAS THE HAPPINESS GENE, THAT "DNA" THING, NOBODY CAN TAKE CREDIT FOR, BUT THE REAL MOMMY & DADDY--SUCCESS HAS MANY MOTHERS & FATHERS! . . . HE WILL GET HIS DUE, SOMEDAY! FUCK, OZZY OSBORN, GEZZER AND CREW, OF "BLACK SABBATH," DOING THEIR LAST TOUR, BAND MEMBER HAS LEUKEMIA, SO . . . BUT THE "ROLLING STONE'S MAG" ARTICLE ABOUT THE LAST TOUR, SHOWS EVEN ROCK STARS GET OLD, BUT THE OZ SAID, IT USED TO BE ABOUT THE LEGENDS OF THE DRINKING AND THE WOMEN, PARTIES . . . ALL REFORMED NOW, AFTER CONCERTS, THEY HEAD TO THE HOTEL ROOM, HAVE A CUP OF TEA, AND HIT THE SACK! LOL! HE SAID, I DON'T KNOW HOW THE "ROLLING STONES" DO IT . . . STILL TOURING STRONG IN VENEZUELA IF I RECALL! HOT CHILE TOUR? ALL STONES LOOKING, SKINNY AND COLORFUL AS USUAL! LOL! THESE GUYS ARE STILL BOOKING TOURS, IN THEIR LATE 70'S! MAKING MORE MONEY THAN EVER! COP SHELLEY AND HER RESIDUAL INCOME PLAN, MULTIPLE SOURCES OF INCOME FLOW--SISTER JO & HER SON(S)--GOLDEN ARCHES! YOU LOVE HER, FOR BEING ME--SHE'S A FAKE, THE ONE GIVING ORDERS! HANG IN THEIR SON, YOU'LL ARRIVE, SOONER OR LATER, YOU EARNED IT, THEY STOLE IT! BY THE WAY, WHERE IS THE RELEASE FOR THE SECOND, GOD'S REVOLVER CD, AND FIRST OF THREE SONY CD'S GONE . . . FUCKIN' ROCKIN' STUFF . . . DEVIL THREATEN TO KILL YOUR MOTHER, IF YOU DIDN'T TURN MUSIC OVER TO THEM, NEVER RELEASED? RELEASE IT, GOD & FRIENDS WILL TAKE CARE OF MOM! LAW ENFORCEMENT? WHAT A PATHETIC JOKE, WERE IT NOT FOR GUNS, BADGES, GANG MENTALITY, AND MURDER, YOU GUYS ARE A JOKE! NOT FUNNY! WORSE THAN A GREEK TRAGEDY . . . AMERICAN GREED! FUCKING SICKENING! WHO DO YOU TURN TO? THEY ARE ALL IN ON THIS! BIG FUCKING ASS CONSPIRACY AND COVER-UP! I DIDN'T NOTICE SURVEILLANCE AT STATION, REFRESHING, BUT COULD BE OUTSIDE CAMERAS, CATCH COPS AND AMBULANCE . . . ONE COP, EVEN SHOWED UP ABOUT 1:00 A.M., CRUISING THROUGH THE PARKING LOT, JUST IN CASE, I SHOWED UP . . . AMAZING WHAT GOD INSPIRES ME TO DO, SMALL CHANGES, MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENT . . . TUCKED HAIR IN BASEBALL CAP, PUT ON GLASSES, CHANGED SWEATSHIRT JACKET WITH TEAL COLOR, WORN WHILE ON STREETS OF BILLINGS, PUT ON BLACK COAT, TUCKED AWAY, SINCE FIRST OR SECOND DAY, IN BILLINGS . . . GREAT WEATHER FOR 2 WEEKS . . . I'LL BE BACK IN MAY, BUCKING HORSE SALE, MILES CITY, BILLINGS! WHO TOLD THE COPS AND SECURITY GUARDS, I HAD DECIDED TO STAY, GET A JOB, HANG AROUND FOR A FEW MONTHS? I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN, MRM, INFORMED ME OUT OF THE BLUE, HAD TO BE GONE BY TUESDAY . . . BLACK & WHITE PLASTIC PIG ON ROOF, SYMBOLIC OF WHO WAS BEHIND THE MARCHING ORDERS, CHICKEN SHIT, MOTHERFUCKERS! LOL! IDES OF MARCH--ST. PADDY'S DAY PARTY COMING, CALLING ME BACK TO BUTTE, ALREADY HERE, ROUGHLY 6:00 A.M., BUT ARRIVED, CHECK CAMERAS OVER THE DOORS . . . NICEST BUS DRIVER, JEFFERSON LINES, JERRY WAS HIS NAME--AS WE PULLED INTO BUTTE, HE MADE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO ALL RIDERS, FULL BUS, THAT IF ANYONE DIDN'T HAVE MONEY FOR FOOD, TO TALK TO HIM AND HE WOULD COME UP WITH A PLAN, MEANING, HE WOULD MAKE SURE, HIS TRAVELERS DIDN'T GO HUNGRY! I HAVE BEEN THERE MANY A TIME, NOT THIS ONE, BUT, SO COOL, SO NICE, SO CARING, SO TUNED IN . . . RIGHT AS HE SAID THAT, I LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW, AND THERE WAS THIS BRIGHT RED ELECTRONIC HEART GLOWING WITH CHEER, AND A GOLD ARROW, ELECTRONICALLY MOVED THROUGH THE HEART, AT ABOUT THE TIME, JERRY'S KINDNESS, MELTED MY HEART, ALMOST CRIED! I AM GOING TO BRAG ON JEFFERSON LINES, THANKS TO THEIR STATION, THEIR EMPLOYEE, THEIR BUS DRIVER: (1) NEW DIGS ARE CLEAN AND BRIGHT, AND AS FAR AS I CAN TELL, NO SURVEILLANCE? SHOCKING, BUT FUCKING AWESOME--NOBODIES GOD DAMNED BUSINESS WHO IS GOING WHERE, WHEN . . . AND TONIGHT, THAT FREEDOM, MADE A DIFFERENCE; (2) WHEN THE PERFECT EMPLOYEE ON DUTY, HEARD THE COPS WERE CIRCLING THE WAGONS OUTSIDE, I RAN FOR COVER, OTHER DUDE A BIT FREAKED TOO, WEARING A WYOMING SWEATSHIRT, WHITE & TRADITIONAL BROWN & GOLD, BULL RIDER, STATE SYMBOL, BUT THIS CALM, COOL AND COLLECTED RED HEAD, USED TO COPS, USED TO DIRTY COPS, SEEING SOME IN PRISON, ASSURED ME THAT IT WAS "JEFFERSON BUS LINES" POLICY, THAT THEY WERE NOT TO DISCLOSE RIDERS' IDENTITY, EVEN TO COPS!!!!!!! SHE TOLD ME, I WAS SAFE WITH HER, AND I KNEW, GIVEN OUR CONVERSATIONS, SHE WAS NO FAN OF COPS, SAW CROOKED ONES ALL THE TIME IN THE PRISON SYSTEM . . . SHE GOT ME A CHAIR TO SIT, BACK BY THE GAME MACHINES, SO I COULD WATCH THE DUDES WHO WERE IN THE PARKING LOT FOR ABOUT AN HOUR! I AM SITTING WITH THE GUY WHO JUST GOT OUT OF PRISON FOR A DUI, JOSH, MY HERO, AND HE TOLD ME, HE SAW ABOUT 10 COPS, CRUISING ALL OVER THE BUS TERMINAL STREETS AND PARKING LOT . . . MRM MUST HAVE HAD A STING OP PLANNED, BECAUSE THE GUY AT THE COUNTER, TRIED TO STOP ME FROM LEAVING . . . THREE DAYS PREMATURE . . . I WAS GOING TO LEAVE IN THE MORNING, ANYWAY! I COULD SEE THE THREE COPS OR MORE, WATCHING ME AT BURGER KING, ONCE IT GOT DARK . . . THEY KNOW ONCE I GET MONEY, I AM A FLIGHT RISK! LOL! LAST NIGHT, FROM 11:00 P.M. TO 1:40 A.M. WHEN THE BUS PULLED OUT OF THE PARKING LOT, WITH ONE COP SHOWING UP, JUST A HALF HOUR BEFORE, MAKING SURE, I WASN'T MAKING ONE OF MY GREAT GET-AWAY'S, MUST HAVE LEFT, BUT I WAS JUST WAITING FOR HIM TO POP OUT OF THE PARKED BUSES, AND ARREST ME FOR BEING AN "ENEMY COMBATANT" UNDER THAT FUCKING PATRIOT ACT, THAT ALLOWS MURDER! I RESISTED TELLING MY READERS WHAT MY INDIAN FRIEND, TOLD ME, SHE SAID, BE CAREFUL JOANN, THE SHERIFFS WILL SHOOT YOU IN THE BACK, SERIOUSLY, BE CAREFUL AND SHE DIDN'T EVER COME FIND ME, AFTER THAT! I SAW HER ON THE STREET BELOW, ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS . . . GUILT BY ASSOCIATION, SHE WASN'T RISKING ANYTHING! ANOTHER INDIAN CHICK, WENT OUT TO SMOKE TO TRACK, THE LAST COP . . . SAID HE WAS GONE? DON'T TRUST THEM, BUT A COOL CREW OF PASSENGERS, ALL SIMILARLY THINKING, SWAPPING PIG TAILS . . . HEY, YOU DESERVE THIS, I TRIED, MY BLOG, WAS FILLED WITH LOVE, GOOD REPORTS, BUSINESS AND EVENT NEWS, AWESOME ARCHITECTURE, FUN FOOD JOINTS, AND MY CRIME? I ONLY DO THIS SHIT IN SELF-DEFENSE . . . I WOULDN'T EVEN SWEAR, BUT FOR YOUR SHIT AGAINST ME . . . I JUST, MADE A TYPO, ON SHIT . . . AHIT--NICE AND YOU FUCKING DICKS THINK IN AM NOT GOING TO EXPOSE THIS SHIT! THESE ARE CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES CARRIED ON BY COPS, WORKING ON THE SIDE FOR THE MOB! YOU DUMB ASSES, I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG, TRIED TO PROTECT COPS, BY TELLING THEM, YOU MAY OPERATE UNDER THE PATRIOT ACT, THAT APPLIES TO TERRORISTS, BUT NOT U.S. CITIZENS . . . 8 COPS BEING TRIED FOR MURDER, NOW UNDER THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION COULD HAVE AVOIDED THIS HORROR, MAYBE BEING LOCKED UP WITH CRIMINALS THEY SENT TO PRISON . . . BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, STILL CARES TO PROTECT YOUR SORRY FUCKING ASSES, AFTER ALL YOU HAVE DONE, COLLECTIVELY TO ME AND MINE! KISS MY IRISH ASS, NOW THAT I AM IN BUTTE! THE GUY THAT FREAKED AND WARNED ME, WAS TELLING ME ABOUT THE NATIVE COPS ON THE REZ, HE WITNESSED A DOMESTIC AND CALLED THE COPS, HE THEN HID IN THE CLOSET, AND WHEN THE COPS FOUND HIM, THEY TASED HIM FOUR TIMES, ONCE WHILE ON HIS STOMACH, HANDCUFFED! HE SAID THERE WERE COPS, EVERYWHERE FOR HOURS LAST NIGHT, AT LEAST 10! FUCK YOU . . . DID NOTHING BUT BRAG ON AND LOVE BILLINGS! OH, ME AND JOSH, WERE TALKING . . . I THINK, ONE OF THE COPS, HAD HIS MOTHER, OLD GRAY HEADED LADY, WHO PARKED WHERE THE BUSES WERE ABOUT THE TIME, THE COP & AMBULANCE PARTY WAS GOING ON . . . TICKET CHICK TOLD OLD LADY SHE COULD NOT PARK HER NICE WHITE NEW CAR, SEDAN, WHERE THE BUSES WERE . . . SHE CAME AROUND THE SIDE I WAS HIDING ON, AND PARKED, NO SUITCASES, NO PURSE, JUST SAT THERE FOR AWHILE, THEN I SAW HER LEAVE AGAIN WITH A HUSBAND WITH A RED BALL CAP . . . SPYING INSIDE THE TERMINAL FOR COPS? STRANGE BEHAVIOR FOR THIS OLD BROAD? FIRST THING I SAW IN THE BUTTE BUS TERMINAL . . . "STEPS TO PEACE WITH GOD!" WILD HOG NIGHT! GLAD TO BE BACK IN BUTTE! MONTANA! LOL! GIVE ME THE FIGHTING IRISH OVER COPS ANY TIME, ALTHOUGH TONS OF COPS ARE IRISH! LEAVE ME ALONE, 4 FUCKING YEARS OF TRYING TO GET ME FOR WHAT?

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THE FUNDS & THE FURIOUS: 360 OFFICE SOLUTIONS . . . THE ECLIPSE GROUP, SKULLDUGGARY SYSTEMS LTD., CASUAL-WITH-HANDS-IN-POCKETS, CLEAR RIDGE--REMEMBER FORMER HOMELAND SECURITY DIRECTOR TOM RIDGE, PATRIOT ACT FATHER? JUST ENDORSED KASICH? BUT ALL THE COPS ARE BEHIND TRUMP, THE MALE VERSION OF THEIR LAST SACRIFICIAL LAMB, SARAH "RACHEL" PALIN! ALL OUT ASSAULT ON THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK! WAR ON WOMEN, USING WOMEN? DISPLACE THE SMART GIRLS, REPLACE WITH THE DUMB ASS ONES, LIKE SARAH "RACHEL" PALIN! I REMEMBERED THAT, IT WAS LATE SHOW HOST, DAVID LETTERMAN, WHO ALLEGEDLY TRASHED THE PALIN DAUGHTER, AND REFERRED TO SARAH, IRONICALLY, LOOKING LIKE A "SLUTTY FLIGHT ATTENDANT" AFTER BEING SEEN, IN NEW YORK WITH DAUGHTER, ON A SHOPPING TRIP TO BLOOMINGDALES! OF COURSE, FLIGHT ATTENDANT, RACHEL, IS GOING TO BE PISSED TO EVEN HAVE HER ALTER-EGO SARAH PALIN, COMPARED TO A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, SINCE RACHEL WAS ONE FOR UNITED AIRLINES, AND THE REPRESENTATIVE TO THE BUSH FUND RAISER IN WASHINGTON, D.C., BACK IN THE GORE V. BUSH CAMPAIGN! WHAT IS BEST ABOUT THE CIA DUMB ASS REPUBLICANS THINKING THEY COULD PULL THIS STUNT OFF, IS EVERY TIME I NEED A LAUGH, I GET TO SEE BABY SISTER, NOW A CIA ASSET, PRETENDING TO BE ME, WHEN NOT DRESSED UP LIKE SARAH PALIN, IS KNOWING THE BOYZ CLUB, THAT GOT THEIR ASSES KICKED MY ME, WINCING WHEN I JOKE ABOUT BABY SISTER RACHEL, VIA SARAH PALIN, ON TOP OF ME LAUGHING THAT THESE FUCKIN' JOKE MORMON BOYZ, ACTUALLY THOUGHT THEY COULD PULL A FAST ONE ON THE NATION, NOT JUST ONCE WITH SARAH, ONE HEART BEAT AWAY FROM THE PRESIDENCY, BUT, THEN TRYING TO MAKE UP THE EMBARRASSMENT, BY MAKING THE FLIGHT ATTENDANT AN ATTORNEY, ME! LOL! AN EVEN BIGGER JOKE! LOL! I CAN BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF SARAH PALIN/RACHEL, AND THE 6 OR 7 OTHER WOMEN, IT TOOK TO COVER MY WORK, BY 360 DEGREES! I WILL LIST MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS, AND YOU CAN SEE IF, YOU HAVE HEARD ONE OF THE JOANNS CLAIM IT AS THEIR OWN . . . OH, I GUESS, BRETT'S RELIGION, ECK, MAKES US ALL ONE, THE SAME, IN AND THROUGH, EACH OTHER . . . ONLY I DIDN'T AGREE TO THIS SHIT! CAN'T SELL ME, MY NAME, MY IDEAS, LIKE A MCDONALD'S FRANCHISE! LEAVING OUT MCDONALD'S HEADQUARTERS! THE FOUNTAINHEAD AND IDEA CENTER! LOL! 3LAZYS. TRUBLUE. DC MONSTERS. THE HAUNTING OF FOX HOLLOW! BILLINGS BULLS JOINING THE ACTION AGAINST ME! LOL! I SEE A BLUE VW VAN . . . NO, THE SECRIST CHILDREN, RODE IN AN ORANGE AND WHITE VW VAN . . . RACHEL/SARAH STARTED IN A RED, MERCEDES CONVERTIBLE, OTHER VEHICLES OF NOTE, WITH HUSBAND, CHRIS HICKEY, SILVER LAND ROVER, A FORD TRUCK, SOME SPECIAL EDITION, WITH A SHELL, WHITE SUBURBAN I MENTIONED, SILVER AND MAROON MERCEDES, WHITE SAFARI JEEP, ALL MATT'S VEHICLES, TRADING LIKE MOST PEOPLE CHANGE THEIR UNDERWEAR, TAKING AFTER DADDY, CAR TRADER, LOAN SHARK, TAKING VEHICLES IN EXCHANGE FOR GOUGING PEOPLE AT 22% INTEREST ON SHORT TERM LOANS, MAROON HUMMER, BLACK--EMILY'S CAR, SEDAN, ETC. RICHARD AND JOANN SECRIST, HAD A YELLOW FORD PINTO, WHITE TOYOTA, GREEN IMPALA, ORANGE AND WHITE VW VAN, WHITE TAURUS STATION WAGON . . . THEN RICHARD BOUGHT A FORD BRONCO, CHRIS PURCHASED A WHITE FORD RANGER . . . CAR HISTORY WILL TELL YOU, WHO WAS THE MATERIAL GIRL . . . SURE AS HELL, NOT ME! EVEN THOUGH RACHEL, WHEN HIS IS NOT PLAYING, SARAH PALIN . . . INTERVIEW, THE DC JOANN SECRIST, AND SARAH PALIN AT THE SAME TIME! LOL--I WANNA SEE RACH PULL OF BOTH WOMEN, WHILE I SIT IN BILLINGS MONTANA LAUGHING! WHENEVER I WANT A GOOD LAUGH, OR HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT SARAH/RACHEL, SO CLEAR, ONCE YOU GET PASSED THE BROWN EYES, WITH TONS OF BLACK EYELINER ABOVE AND UNDER HER NORMALLY SQUINTY EYES, RACHELS, THE LIP LINER TO MAKE HER NARROW LIPS LOOK FULLER . . . RACHEL, RACHEL, RACHEL! HOW DESPERATE TO WIN OR CLAIM ELLIOT, IS HER KID . . . SHE IS NOT COOL ENOUGH, LIBERAL ENOUGH, OR SMART ENOUGH TO RAISE A KID ROCK, ROMEO! LOL! JAMES "ANGEL" KENNEDY IS NOT HIS DAD EITHER! LOL! DESPERATE PEOPLE, DO DESPERATE THINGS . . . CLAIM ELITE KID? NOT MINE, FIND SOMEONE ELSE'S, CERTAINLY NOT ANY OF RACHEL'S! I DON'T KNOW KENNEDY'S KIDS, BUT, I KNOW, HE REFUSED TO LOOK AT MY SON, RED JESUS, AND HIS BAND ON VIDEO! WHY? JEALOUS AS RACHEL, AND THE FRAUD BROADS AND COPS EQUIVALENTS . . . CAN'T DEAL WITH MY PIG TALES, LET ALONE A ROCK STAR SON(S). WE ALL MAKE OUR CHOICES IN LOVE AND LIFE . . . YOU GET SARAH "RACHEL" PALIN! LOL, THE LAUGHING STOCK OF THE POLITICAL WORLD! LOL! SENATOR MCCAIN, WAS HEARD TO HAVE SAID, THAT THE 2008 ELECTIONS WERE ABOUT PERSONALITY . . . SERIOUSLY? AND WHO'S PERSONALITY DID THE CIA/FBI CLOWN SHOW, IMITATE, AT LEAST IN BEING A TRUE RED, WHITE AND BLUE GAL? RACHEL WAS KNOWN TO WEAR A BLOUSE WITH RED, WHITE AND BLUE, BUT NOT MUCH MORE, OTHER THAN MATT HICKEY WAS A BOY SCOUT, RACHEL'S CLAIM TO MOTHER FAME . . . I DIDN'T WANT MY SON'S MOLESTED! LOL! KIDS THAT FIT MOMS! MORMON MUFFINS, NOT ATTORNEYS, NONE OF THEM . . . I AM MUCH MORE LIKE HILLARY CLINTON, THAT SARAH PALIN, BY FAR! LOL! TWO INSIGHTFUL VIDEOS, BOTH HAVING IMPLICATIONS TO THIS SITUATION: (1) MOST DANGEROUS DOUBLE AGENT IN FBI HISTORY, ROBERT HANSSEN, TRAITOR, SPY WITH DEEPEST SECRETS, DURING A 25 YEAR CAREER, TRADING AMERICAN SECRETS, SECRET AFFAIRS WITH HOOKERS, VIDEO TAPING SEX WITH HIS WIFE, LETTING HIS FRIEND WATCH, CLAIMING TO BE A DEVOUT CATHOLIC, FATHER OF 6, CONSIDERED ONE OF THE BEST SPIES IN THE AGENCY--SOUNDS LIKE BRETT, AND THE OTHERS INVOLVED IN THIS CASE . . . JOANN (CODE NAME KAY) AND BRETT, LIVING TOGETHER IN SECRET? TRAIL OF TERROR MOST SHOCKING! DON'T LET THE ALLEGED, SHINY MORMON VENEER, FOOL YOU . . . (2) JOHN GRISHIM, "THE RAINMAKER" WITH MATT DAMON, CLARE DANES AND DANNY DEVITO . . . I WAS THAT TYPE OF ATTORNEY, ONLY A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, FORMER GOVERNMENT ATTORNEY . . . NOT AN AMBULANCE CHASER, THAT WOULD BE KAY, ANOTHER MATERIAL GIRL, ALONG WITH SHELLEY AND THE REST OF THE SOUTHWICK SISTERS! THE HIPPY SCOOBY DOO VAN, FITS, OLD HIPPIE ZEKE OR RICHARD AND ME, MUCH MORE ON THE LIBERAL SIDE OF THINGS . . . MY FATHER SAID, A FEW YEARS AGO, I ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU WOULD MAKE A GOOD PROFESSOR JO . . . DAD, DIDN'T YOU KNOW, I WAS A PROFESSOR AT THREE UNIVERSITIES? THEY SAY THE SECOND CHILD, IS THE INVISIBLE CHILD, BUT THAT IS RIDICULOUS . . . SON, ELLIOT, UP FOR WEEKENDS WITH MOM, U OF U PROFESSOR, RAISED ON THAT LIFE! FRUIT DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE! RACHEL'S SONS ARE GREASE MONKEYS AND CAR TRADERS LIKE DADDY! WHATEVER . . . CAREERS THAT FIT, KIDS THAT FIT, CARS THAT FIT! LOL!

Extension on Last Dream Interpretation . . . Young Professionals, Rental House, Dishes, Movie, Clean Kitchen?  REMEMBER, 2 Blogs Ago . . . I THINK The Reason, All of Us, Were In On The Clean Kitchen Floor, Crowded Together . . . I Am As Clean As You Can Get, Background Wise!  Younger Agents, Gravitating to Ethics, Morals, The Good?  WHY Did Ridge and Crew Want My Name . . . Good as GOLD!  Was the Young Guy Sitting on Me, Hiding My Contribution?  Par for the Course . . . ALWAYS!  Story of Life!  NOT LOL!

Nothing is More Frightening Than An Empty Vessel in the Presidency, Waiting to Be Filled . . . Dan Quail, W Bush, Palin, Trump?

• few notes on Sarah Palin, with Rachel insights . . . remember the famous, Katie Curic interview, just asking Palin, which newspapers she read, and she said, all of them, and could not name one of them, that big gotcha liberal press question?  Rachel, doesn't read the newspaper, but she faithfully, does the crossword puzzles . . . answers, Curic's question!  LOL!  At least the two characters are consistent, but playing me, no, she can't pull that one off, without, the CIA, FBI, NSA, ATF, DIA, Mormon Church, Mitt Romney, Kay Burningham's acting lessons, college communications cases, and then, she can only cover the mom aspect of me, if that, because, like a judge said, to Matt Damon, screaming when he heard that, Damon had only passed the bar, but had not taken the oath of an attorney . . . get a license, get a license, get a license, which of course, none of the Southwick gals can, none have attended an accredited law school other than me . . . CIA Make-a-Wish Law School Credentials!  Pass the bar, in California, or Wyoming, you can, but not in Utah, Montana, or most states, need to go to law school, if accredited, pass the bar . . . Devito took is 6 times in the movie and didn't pass, I know one guy, who took it, 14 times never passed . . . doubt any of my sisters, have the mental accuem to sit for the bar exam!  LOL!
• a note on the Wiki article on Sarah Palin/Rachel Hickey, aka, Joann Secrist, one version of name, has my Montana driver's license and using my Social and bar license, what a fucking joke . . . I have 4, what did the sista club do, give each one, a law degree?  LOL . . . probably one of the three attorneys in a Montana county, who were working in the prosecutor's office, without taking or passing the bar, probably, CIA attorneys, promised by Shelley and the crew, they could be attorneys too!  Making being a lawyer, cheat, tawdry, and an embarrassment to the legal profession, long joke about, and we dig the jokes, and deserve most of them, but, letting none attorneys, practice law . . . I don't think any attorney, worth their salt, would allow!  I learned at 16 that, cute was not enough, Judge David Hamilton, of Ogden or the 2nd Judicial District, if I recall, taught me that on our first date, thank God! Kisses David!  But, the Wiki article, making up Sarah Palin's accomplishments as Governor of Alaska, allegedly, stated that during the legislative session, Palin, stayed in an apartment in Juneau, but when the legislature was not in session, she stayed at home, in Wasilla, charging the state and tax payers, per diem expenses, of $43,000 . . . for staying at home?  Really what that meant, is that Rachel aka Sarah, had to sit, with Todd Palin, by her side, in her office, so she didn't fuck up, with him landing the hard questions, her the PR, only signing the bills, the legislature passed--pretty easy, the CIA would take care of the rest, just be a personality, let the men do the heavy lifting!  LOL!  And the time, spent in Wasilla, she could be in Utah, being a flight attendant, very adept at manuvering the airlines, schedules, and going back and forth, just change the hair color, brown contact, slang up the voice a bit, folksie, and walla, Sarah Palin, same hands, same legs, same hair, same shape--before and after surgery, same boob job, tummy tuck, peck lift, let the make-up artist, heavily underline and accentuate the eyes, making them look bigger than they are, never smile, the Southwick squint, and put magnifying glasses on her, the school librarian look at first, then, glam the gal up, bringing back the new and improved Sarah/Rachel, still just as dumb, as before . . . easy, most people don't know who their mayor is, or what they look like, nor the governor, unless they are political, and Alaska is a large state, spread far and wide, the chances of knowing or meeting Sarah Palin in person or on TV before being nominated or asked to be V.P. is neal to none!  I heard the author of the book, Who is Sarah Palin, McGinniss, and the fence went up  between the Palin house and his rental house, after the first encounter with Palin's son, Trak!  Come on, I have seen how, hard these fuckers have worked to protect Rachel and the girls club, from exposing them, using and being me, in duplicate, so what would they do for the V.P., alleged, savior of the Republican Party, so good at fooling the public, with that, country gal, folksy girl, alleged charm . . . all the Mo feds would have to do, is send out a letter to all the Mormon bishops and fill the venues and events that the alleged Sarah Palin spoke at, Mitt too, now Trump . . . it's all about personality, and then the shadow government, will take over!  These guys are just, to attract the crowds, get a Republican in the White House, and do what, happened in Alaska!  Just not that hard to pull off with the fire power of the Mormon Church . . . two cops are gathering at the Holiday Gas Station, across the street . . . watch the movies! the documentary on FBI agent, Robert Hanssen, model for this type of kinky shit, cover with Mormon Church . . . someone told me, when looking at Mormons, don't forget the Catholics!  I don't discount anyone!

The Rainmaker . . . Great Show!

Some good quotes, you would think the author was an attorney!  Hey, I could relate to the first trial stuff, and digging for witnesses, finding the sections of missing codes, and policy, getting the big win, with the nation of attorneys watching the Brock case, it is just that I was in jail, in Moab, during the fan fair and photo ops on the win, on my $357 million lawsuit, followed by the nation of SEC attorneys and financial planners, but, it was Kay or Rachel, or Shelley, who got the fame, while I got JAILED, brought, after 9 days of solitary confinement, with no chance of me hearing the news of the case, with a single letter saying out of the blue that the case has been cancelled, with my clients rich, Mitt enriched and Kay meeting Mitt in the UK for a BBC documentary, on a Mormon President for the World, then, me finishing the lawsuit, at the U.S. district court, to make it look good, and the money, left with Kay, Brett, Shelley, Dick, Henry and Jay, leaving the brilliant attorney, in jail, doing all 5 briefs after getting out, killing the government's attorneys, who had already defaulted, and me crucifying the judge's jurisdictional arguments and when they couldn't beat me, they just up and terminated the case, in violation of all law and rules of civil procedure, with all the scoundals, absconding with the MONEY!  Nice . . . so I could relate to the ending, too.  Oh, I was going to say, on the other multi-million dollar case, Cheek vs Garrett, a $56.7 million lawsuit, I fought to the bitter end too, to be cut out again, when the government and outside law firms could not beat me, as in the Brock case, they just ran me out of the state and tried to kill me, but, early on, in the criminal cases, attached to the civil rights case, as attorney on both, before, Kelly Ann Boothe got credit, for getting her logo on the complaint, when the case, was won by me, I was going into a status conference, and I asked, my clients, who had been in court for years, with Haylee, what a status conference was, never intending to practice trial law, getting drug in, seeing how terrible her attorneys, some of the best in Utah, allegedly, sleeping with his client, I was pulled kicking and screaming in by default, and learned as I went, terrorizing prosecutors, judges, and cops, alike, being super aggressive, making up in might, what I lacked in knowledge, but was familiar enough, and a quick study, but, the shitty, Private Investigator, for the Cheeks, refused to work with me, after, he heard me ask what a status conference was, as we headed through the courtroom doors!  LOL . . . I always pulled it off!

Cops Across the Street Are Gone, So . . . Cool Quotes Attorneys Will Appreciate!  LOL!

• DeVito, who flunked the bar 6 times, had gone in court . . . to Damon, just hired, by shark attorney . . . You don't need a license, come on . . .
• Damon: "I took one look around the courtroom, and I realized I haven't even been born yet."  LOL!
• Judge, when Damon tells him, that he just passed the bar, but was not sworn in: Get a license . . . don't come back, until you have a license!  Law school + bar exam, not = to a license!
• Damon, being sworn in, on the spot, when opposing counsel, a shark too, sees an easy win: Sworn in by a fool and vouched for by a scoundral!
• Damon to Danes, after first meeting in chambers: That was not a meeting in chambers, that was an ambush!  LOL!
• Damon: That judge is an old angry man, witting on the bench too long!
• Damon: I hate lawyers for pissing on the system--I hate them for what they are, and what they represent!
• Idealist, Damon, just cutting teeth, to Jon Voitt, Curious . . . Do you even remember when you sold out?  Voitt: Cocky little shit, watch your manners around me.
• Damon: Obscene, I am outgunned in this trial, but I swear revenge!
• Damon: I swear, referring to domestic violence victim, Clare Danes, I swear . . . I am going to get her out of here, this guy is never going to stop until he kills her.  Exactly the passion, I felt, writing Domestic Violence 101: A User-Friendly Manual for Prosecutors and Law Enforcement on Domestic Violence and Sexual Assault, 1996, award winner, President Clinton, Violence Against Women Act, Luncheon, in Washington, D.C., now used by the Department of Justice, for Human Body Trafficking, spreading to at least, Canada, saw my graphic design work!
• Victim's mother to Great Benefit Insurance Company: Your client, has about a billion dollars, and you killed my son!  I know the feeling . . . more than just physical killing and murder!
• Damon after beating Danes husband, almost to death with the same bat, he used to beat her with: When you commit a murder, they say, you commit 25 mistakes, but I could only remember 5, but Kelly, knew what to do, she was there, and all she did was worry about me!
• Jury verdict: $150,000 damages; $50 million in punitive damages . . . one of the Great Benefits attorneys or employees, took all the money, allegedly, and bankrupt the insurance company, rather than paying the victim and the attorney.  Danny DeVito, said, Great Benefit Insurance is like a bad slot machine!  Damon: Every lawyer in America is talking about me, but, with that verdict, instead of practicing law, we bankrupted them, we made history, we can always brag, I'm so hot right now, there is nowhere else to go but down, and now every client will expect the same . . . I'm just another lawyer joke, another shark in the dirty water.

What is the difference between a lawyer and a hooker?  The hooker stops fucking you when you are dead!

The really sick things about lawyers, is they really like lawyer jokes . . . myself included!  I could well relate to Damon's character, he did an excellent job, and much like his author, John Grishim, He said, he didn't want to give up the law, but thought he might make a better professor than lawyer!

I WAS LIKE A DOE CAUGHT IN THE HEADLIGHTS WITH ALL THE VULTURES, LIARS, SHARKS AND BARRACUDAS IN THE LEGAL PROFESSION, INCLUDING ON THE BENCH!  OLD ANGRY MEN/WOMEN!

BUT I LOVE IT!  LOVE WHAT I DID!

P.S., Frank, aka, AB or Allan Rex Bess, double, Interpol, friend, came in to BK today, sat looking at me, spider tats, long hair, one pierced ear, with cross earing, will report, that Shelley was here . . . Frank's gal, Friday, starting from way back in Parowan, Utah . . . probably hiding out around these parts, Montana, Frank's favorite state!  We go where you go . . . I know, shadow, double, one of many!

THE DEVIL IN DISGUISE: THE SOLOMON SECRET! GRILLED NSA DOGS! GOOEY & DELICIOUS! "MOBILE DEPOSIT"--GOT IT! MY GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD! LOL! JUST LIKE GOD TOLD ME YESTERDAY LOOKING AT THE SINGLE BUS, WITHOUT THE "VIEW THE BIG PICTURE!" EVEN BETTER, MAIL HAD BOTH MY WALMART MONEY CARD & MY SON, ELLIOT T. SECRIST, BASS, GUITARIST, VOCALIST, PARALLAX, GOD'S REVOLVER, MARALOKA, THE DITCH & THE DELTA, WORST FRIENDS BANDS CARD, RIGHT ALONG WITH MOM'S CARD! YOU GET ONE BUDDY CARD--ELLIOT IS STILL SINGLE--NOW HE HAS MORE MONEY THAN MOM! I LOVE IT! I WOULD TAKE A PICTURE OF THE MAIL & MY STELLA'S BREAKFAST RECEIPT, BUT THE NSA, BLOCKED, NOT ONLY ME, FROM SENDING IT TO MY EMAIL, SO I COULD GET PROOF INTO MY BLOG, BUT BLOCKED A BUDDY AT THE RESCUE MISSION--FIRST I SENT THE PIC TO HER, LIKE I DID LAST TIME THEY BLOCKED ME, THEY BLOCKED THAT TOO, SO I HAD HER, TAKE THE PICTURE ON HER PHONE, AND IT SHOWED THAT THE PICTURE OF THE MAIL + A STELLA'S BREAKFAST RECEIPT FROM THIS MORNING, BOTH IN THE PICTURE, AND SEND IT TO MY EMAIL, AND IT SHOWED IT WENT THROUGH--SHE PROBABLY TOOK THE PICTURE AT ABOUT 8:00 A.M., UNDER EMAIL, STARTING WITH, BUNNIEPUPPIES, ETC., NOW FLOATING IN CYBER SPACE, BUT STILL ON MY PHONE--IN MY PHOTO ALBUM; I TOOK MY PICTURES, PROBABLY BETWEEN 6:45 A.M. TO 7:15 A.M., OR AT LEAST THEY ARE IN MY PHONE! BUT, THE PIC OF THE BILLINGS GAZETTE THAT I TOOK, LAST WEEK, OR THE WEEK BEFORE, CAME THROUGH! AH, HA! THESE FUCKING CLOWNS HAVE BEEN STEALING MY SON'S MUSIC, SINCE 2000! THESE COLD SHITS, THINK THEY ARE HOT STUFF! LOL! I WILL FIND A WAY . . . ELLIOT HAS BEEN ON MY "BUDDY" CARD, AT LEAST SINCE 2011! DUMB ASSES! I MEAN, THESE GUYS ARE SO DESPERATE . . . I JUST CALMLY WAIT, LIKE TODAY, TO PROVE, WHAT THEY ARE UP TO, AND THEY ARE BLOWING IT DAILY, TRYING TO PROTECT THEMSELVES! LIKE, AH, NOT ONE DMV PICTURE WITH MY SIGNATURE ON IT, BUT TWO, ONE IN KALISPELL AND NOW IN BILLINGS! GIVE UP BEING ME, AND ENJOY THE ORANGE JUMPSUITS, ALL MATCHING, SINCE ALL 5 OF MY SISTERS + XBFF + ATTORNEYS, HAVE "ALL" USED AND ABUSED MY NAME, SO THEY COULD CLAIM AND COVER THEIR ASSES FOR STEALING EL'S MUSIC! I AM LOOKING AT THE KEBBLER TRUCK WITH THE LUCKY ELF, AND A LITTLE MAGIC! LOL! ANOTHER STING OP AT THE LIBRARY! LOL! I JUST WENT OUT THE OTHER DOOR, THE OPPOSITE OF THE TWO SECURITY GUARDS, ONE, THE OLD COP, GOT CAUGHT PUSHING HIS POCKET NOTEBOOK BACK IN HIS POCKET! I SAW THAT . . . THE LITTLE DUDE, HE PRETENDED TO BE READING THE NEWSPAPER, WHILE I WAS PACKING UP MY SHIT . . . HE VERY CASUALLY FOLLOWED ME, OVER TO THE RESTROOMS, SO I TOOK THE ELEVATOR, CHECKED INTO THE DOWNSTAIRS RESTROOMS, ALMOST RAN STRAIGHT INTO HIM, COMING OUT, SO WHILE I WAS FILLING MY WATER CONTAINER, I NOTICE HIM, MEET THE OTHER OLD COP SG, OUTSIDE, NEAR THE PARKING LOT . . . HEY, WHO'S GUARDING THE LIBRARY? I ALSO NOTICED A GUY OUT SWEEPING THE DIRT, OFF THE ROAD, AND MISSING A CIGARETTE BUTT, LIKE THREE TIMES? THIS DUDE IS WAITING OUT FRONT, FOR THE SIGNAL TO POUNCE ON ME, WHEN I COME OUT THE NORMAL DOOR, TAKE ME FROM BEHIND . . . WILD RED HEAD, BEEFY, BLUE BASEBALL HAT, BLUE VEST. SO IN TYPICAL JOANN BOND FASHION, I JUST PUT MY HOODIE ON, TO AVOID DETECTION ON THE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, FUCKING ALL OVER EACH DOOR AND JUST OUTSIDE, WITH A 360 DEGREE PICTURE, AND WENT UP ALONG, 29TH TO DOWNTOWN BILLINGS--HOPPIN' LAST NIGHT! NEED MORE OF THIS! BUT AS I WAS LEAVING, THERE WAS THIS CHICK, THAT LOOKED LIKE BIG SIS, SYMBOLIC, AND I LOOKED AT THE TRUCK LICENSE PLATE, I WAS PASSING, AND IT SAID, "MONTES" . . . MONEY TEST? SEEMED APPROPRIATE! FIRST THING, THIS MORNING, OUT THE DOOR TO UPTOWN, A CITY COP CAR, HAD PULLED OVER TWO MRM ROOMMIES, I THINK, AND SO I CROSSED OVER TO THE STELLA'S SIDE OF THE STREET . . . FIRST LICENSE, I SAW, "RMUFFIN" . . . RIGHT, MORMON MUFFIN . . . REFERRING TO MY NAME, MONTANA DRIVER'S LICENSE # UNDER MY NAME, IN THE USE OF RACHEL . . . CUPPIE LOVE, JOANN KENNEDY NOW? OR STILL JOANN SECRIST! THE ONLY SIMILARITY, BETWEEN ME AND SISTER, RACHEL, IS THAT WE ARE BOTH, BLONDE HAIR, BLUE EYES! SHE IS 5'11, AND I AM 5'7.5" . . . PROOF ON THE DRIVER'S LICENSE APP I FILLED OUT, YESTERDAY . . . I NEED TO BE AT THE DMV, RACHEL, ACROSS THE STREET, AT THE WOMEN'S PRISON! GET WITH IT COPS . . . TWO CITIES, SAME FACE, SAME SIG! WHO HAS THE POWER TO FUCK ME, AND GIVE USE OF MY NAME TO SISTERS? US GOVERNMENT LICENSE PLATE IN PARKING LOT OF HUB COMMUNITY AND PATH PROGRAMS BUILDINGS . . . SYMBOLS? DEVIL'S DISGUISE 2015: "IT IS HARD TO IMAGINE SOMEONE COULD BE SO EVIL. A PERFECTLY HEALTHY 41 YEAR OLD MAN, DEAD? KILLER WIFE, WAS A STONE COLD KILLER! "IN THIS WORLD WE LIKE TO THINK WE CAN TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN GOOD & EVIL. BUT SOMETIMES EVIL PUTS ON A MASK AND COMES TO LIFE'S PARTY AS ITS OPPOSITE, A LOVED ONE, A FRIEND, SOMEONE WE THINK WE CAN HELP AND BY THE TIME WE FIGURE OUT, WE ARE WRONG, IT'S TOO LATE . . . AND SO WITH THAT . . .

Fuck You NSA!  LOL!  Looks Like the Billings Gazette to Me!  LOL!

I took this picture, February 20, 2016 . . . Go figure, I got it today, when, I tried to get the other picture of the money card, addressed at the MRM to me, JoAnn S. Secrist and Elliot T. Secrist--staff was freaked out by this man's name on my mail and card--relax, it just my rock star son!, and the Stella's receipt, that, shows history of being here . . . I have other proof and of being in Billings, February 1, 2016, but I actually checked into the MRM, where I still am, I believe on Saturday night, January 29, 2016--because I got lost the next morning looking for the church, I saw on Saturday . . . I think I should stay, the Mission, makes me save 80% of my check, that would be a first for me!  LOL!  Someone needs to get me under control, and I want to attend that "Campaign School" at the Big Horn Resort, March 1, 2016!  Right down my line of interests--POLITICS!  If Billings keeps planning cool stuff, like the "Bucking-Horse Sale Day" or at least attracts the cowboys here, I'm staying! don't tell the cops or the security guards at the Billings Public Library--cowboy sitting right in front of me, at Burger King--smile--his wife just sat down--where one is, there has to be more--wink . . . I missed Senator Tester's "Small Business Opportunity Conference"--attended that last year, in Missoula, Montana--it was great! . . . I also missed the Native Americans--I like Indians better, constitutional reference, "Education for All" Conference at the Crowne Plaza!  Scream!  Maybe if I stay at the Mission, until May, save my money, because I have to, to keep a roof over my head, get a job, now that I at least have a piece of paper, stating I have my SS card--Pov hasn't sent my SS card yet, I can get a van, and Get Lost In Montana, like I did, the first year and a half I was in Montana, when I had my truck and my car--respectively, both taken out from under me, car blown up with a pipe bomb--my JoAnn Bond Moment, and 4 Iron County sheriff's stealing my truck! telling me the next time I left the state, it would be on FOOT--because, I outsmarted them 5 previous times I got out of the state of Mormon, safe back in Montana!  I showed them, I got out of town on the Greyhound!  TA truck and bus stop, just down the road from my Parowan house!  LOL!  Then, I can travel the state in the summer and go to all the fun stuff, concerts, festivals, events, all over the state; I'm missing out by not being able to get to any small towns, not on the bus route! . . . mobile life!  Gotta dig this Montana Ride!  I love it!

Cool, Hardee's Morning Experience--Gideon Tellman

Yesterday, I am sitting, madly typing away on my blog, and some, older gentleman, about my age, lol, came bursting through the doors, on the atrium side, where I was . . . imitating me typing like a wild woman, smiling, acting like he was typing as wild and crazy as I do--lightening fast, not quite as accurate, especially when the NSA turns off spell check, like, ah, right now . . . but, I was focused and just smiled and kept typing.  He had his breakfast, and when he came back out, he saw my Gideon Placed Bible, on top of my dark green and black backpack, didn't interrupt me, and just pointed to the Bible, touched it with, his finger, and smiled, gave me the thumbs up and left, happily out the door!  Was he a Gideon?  Did he place the Bible at the Mission?  I found this one, separate from all the hundred or so other Bibles, over on the bookshelf, this one was all alone, on the piano, across the room, and I most likely would not have grabbed one of the others, off the shelf, but, this one, for some unknown reason, caught my eye, or at least got me to pick it up and see the great reading list, that has cool, simple divisions, making teaching, if I would follow the list provided, very easy and targeted to the new Christian, or someone, not as well versed in the scriptures, as, let say, I am . . . so, if I run out of mental scriptures, I can always go back to the list, and pick up where I left off.

That reminds me of a really great picture, I saw, last night at the Mission, while I was, just picking up children's books, when one called, Marvels of Nature, with a T-Rex on the cover--way cool, terrorizing picture of the beast, leading me to, another large book, called, How Do I Know God Lives . . . in this book there was this pic of a kid, opening the Bible, and looking at it, with lights going on, as if the meanings and the stories in the Bible, were making sense, and becoming real to him!  I smiled and thought, I hope my kids are opening the scriptures, because, they have been my strength and my power, through, all this government torture shit, leading me, guiding me, and bearing me up, as if on the wings of eagles, letting me trample my enemies, as if they were lions and cobras, as in Psalms 91, with guys after me, amped up, special forces, from military groups, called Cobras, etc.  My God is an awesome God, as real as any earthly father! 

One of the things, I loved about teaching, both, high school and at three colleges, or universities, was looking out into a sea of faces, at the U of U, Salt Lake City, Utah, where Elliot, is now a music major, with about the same, GPA, as his mother, when she was an undergrad, some 72 or so, in my family law class, only seniors could take, just before graduating from college, and seeing, one face at a time, brighten, as if the lights went on in their heads, like, hey, I get this stuff!  I loved watching their brains at work, not many dared comment in my class, I was a T-Rex type professor, but, without saying a word, someone, would, lay back in their chair, smile, put a pencil to their lips, and a calm, sense of goodness, spilled over their mind, body and soul . . . this makes sense.  The great thing about me teaching, was, that, as an assistant attorney general, or staff attorney for the Division of aging, or even working as general counsel for the Utah Medical Association, or spending a summer working on life issues, like abortions and physician assisted suicide, for Americans United for Life, was that, I was, actually doing the real stuff, during the days, and teaching, family law at night, with stories that were REAL, RAW and RELEVANT!

I can do that with the scriptures too, with daily examples, who God helps me, guides me, teaches me, deals with me, as a very angry, but, protected, attorney, blogger, mother, grandmother, who has had to deal with stuff, nobody should have, as have my very talented, smart, cool, beautiful children, whom I admire and respect for the grace and dignity, in which they have conducted themselves, taking, everything from, their person protection, and that of their family, in consideration, knowing that whatever they have had to do, I know they love me, and they know, that but for the worst case scenario, I will do everything to protect them, but sometimes, life, issues, principles, concepts, millions of people, in jeopardy, sometimes, things are bigger than we are, even as family members, it goes beyond us . . . just like in the scripture I quoted yesterday in my blog . . . if you are not, willing to take up your cross and follow Me, you are not worthy of ME! or JESUS . . . I would hope my readers, my children, would, realize that their choices, are not just restricted to having consequences in this world, but in the world, in glories, beyond this world, and it matters!

Visual Image of Son-Like Man, Standing Behind Donald Trump--Looked Just Like My Son, Chris, but With Slicked Back, Mafia Looking Wise Guy Hair--He has Great Hair Too! BEAUTIFUL MAN! . . . Whom I Had a Dream, 2 Years Ago, Would be President Someday!  How to Get There, When You Have the Brains, the Looks, the Personality, the Wife, Cute Daughter, Knowledge, But, No Money, and Questionable Sources, Want to Back You?  Worth Dealing with Mafia? the Super Mob . . . Your Mom's Enemies?

On the back of this dudes, black and white, sweatshirt, it says, Dysfunctional Veteran . . . LEAVE ME ALONE!  LOL!  That would probably be my son's response.  Sorry son, too much at stake to allow, you to get mixed up with the wrong crowd, love you too much, know you can, be president, doing it the right way! through honest means, with donations and money, not dark money, not backdoor deals, not compromising you standards, your principles, your duties, and who you would owe your allegiance to with, deadly strings attached!  An EMT ambulance, just went down the road, Joliet . . . Jo Lie Time . . . fuck no, this is not a Mormon Muffin's kid . . . Chris is Elliot's brother . . . why do you think, they blocked my pictures, because, if I can prove, Elliot is my son, which this card proves and can be traced, DNA or no, back before, these fuckers, tore into me and my family . . . then, the possible, president of the United States, now old enough, can be traced to me too!  God, my Intel, man, always sends a white Chevy Suburban, wagon SUV, down the street, sometimes, 7 times day, letting me, know, that the bitch ass sister, who is using and abusing my GOOD NAME, with killer great kids, refusing to take credit for her, TWO PHAT or FAT BOYS, with ISSUES, due to an errant, dumb ass mother, putting everything before her kids!  She doesn't want to be connected to her OWN PRODUCT, her kids, HOW FUCKING SAD . . . but, MO MUFFIN, CUPPIE LOVE . . . YOU ARE NOT FUCKING ME, NOR DO YOU GET CREDIT FOR MY KIDS--take responsibility, your kids are good kids, and their problems, are BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU HAG!  I love your kids, as their AUNT, I am not your kids, mother! and you don't get MINE!  Fucking mafia or not!  DNA, DNA, DNA . . . why do you think, I am under relentless attack? not just for my work, but for my products, GREAT KIDS, and the FRUIT DOES NOT FALL FAR FROM THE TREE . . . and that is SCRIPTURE!

Don't put your TRUST in the arm of FLESH, PUT IT IN YOUR TRUST IN GOD!  If he wants you there, he will get you there, with our without money or backing!  TRUST HIM . . . your mother got in LAW SCHOOL, two hours after waking from a dream to go!  Another white Suburban, just went by, NO RACHEL, with honkin' fucking fake ass big HOOTERS, is not me!  I know, the fucking cops, want any one BUT me, to BE ME . . . but, no one is more qualified, then ME TO BE ME, DEAL WITH IT, FOR GOD SAKE!

Rumor has it that Donald Trump, Ask Sarah Palin (Rachel) to Be His, Madumb Secretary!  LOL!  Or Secretary of Stupid . . . Same Crew, Created Your Aunt, In MY Image!  LOL!  All Family Photos of Our Family Were Stolen From My Office, the Day Before, I Was to FLY to Denver To Argue MY $357 Million Securities Case . . . WHAT THE FUCK WOULD THE GOVERNMENT WANT WITH MY FAMILY PHOTOS? To Doctor Them, MAKE it LOOK Like Rachel Was Married to Zeke or Richard, Rather Than, Chris Hickey, Connecting HER to Stephanie, Matt, Emily and Scott Hickey?  LOL!

• first, the government destroyed your mother, then someone was attending DIXIE STATE College, now, allegedly a university? under MY name, My Social, My birthday?  Why in the fuck would a JURIS DOCTORATE, take fucking undergraduate classes . . . the PE major, learning to write and speak? read a teleprompter . . . Rachel, Shelley, Isaac, all disappeared, between roughly, 2006, right after I broke up with Brett, and moved to St. George, same time, Elliot's band, God's Revolver was Hard Rock Band of 2008, going on their nationwide tour, until I told you grandpa, and in-law, and all of the sudden, sabotage!  After I moved to Missoula, summer of 2014, some lady at the Catholic Church, asked me if I was taking communications classes at the University of Montana?  No, why? There is a woman, who looks just like you . . . total make-over? . . . who is also an ATTORNEY, in my class?  I was a communications major, honored Humanities Student, before law school, why in the fuck would I want to take communications classes?  She said, I swear, she is you?  NO, I am me . . . Rachel may follow me everywhere I go, shadowing me, but, she sure as HELL IS NOT ME!
• I think, once, the super mob, were not successful, at getting dumb ass bitch, Sarah Palin, into office, one fucking heart beat from the presidency, GOD FORBID!!!!!!!, V.P., for, a 72 year old man? and failed miserably, the mob, phased Palin out, and, in payment for her services, she got to be the REAL ME, amazing what, magnifying glasses, tons of make-up, boob job, and hair extensions can do for, a person, to take Rachel, aka, to Sarah, in the blink of a Hollywood make-up artists magic! LOL!  I thought, Rachel was Sarah, way back, due to mom, dad, and the families, venom, if I ever made constructive criticisim of Palin, LOL!  But, when she got back into the limelight, due to Bristol's second, if not third out of wedlock pregnancy, that is just as test from God . . . now, it is called, fool me once, your fault, fool me twice, MINE, fool me three times, Trig is probably Bristol's baby too! Where is the labels, the welfare mom, for the abstinence queen, Bristol, I guess it makes a difference, who mommy, allegedly is . . . where are the baby pictures of Sarah and Todd's early family, putting one, picture of Rachel playing basketball, EASY PHOTO SHOP, computer mock up, with 80's hair style, another girl's body, or Rachel in shorts!  EASY . . . come on, even WIKI, has really nothing on, Palin as mayor, her whole fucking life, starts in 2008, one month before the elections? or before the Republican Convention . . . the big, secret, John McCain was waiting for?
• Sarah allegedly went to 4 colleges . . . it took me, four kids, four colleges, and 12 years to get my undergrad degree
• Sarah was to be the Republican answer to Hillary Clinton, see you can refuse an abortion, have 6 kids, run a city, skin a moose, and be governor, and be V.P. of the United States . . . if your smart, you and other women can have it all, but six fucking months after you give birth?  Did any governors see Palin, pregnant, because she would have been at the alleged, governor's conferences, where she was such a rising star, that, surely, someone, would have noticed a very pregnant Palin?  People in the book about Sarah, written by McGinniss, Who is Sarah Palin? which is the question, we all want to know, reported, that, Todd had an office, right in the Gov's office, was always there, even in private meetings . . . a girl from Southern Utah, would not, know, Alaska, like an Alaskan . . . weaving two lives together? like the way, they confuse everyone . . . was there a rising female Alaskan woman, whom Todd was really married to, who, allowed, Rachel, to step in her shoes? and key people were paid to lie, or didn't notice, same hair style, same dress . . . both Palin and Rachel, got artificially enhanced, glamed up, after . . . .Sarah is pretty flat chested when she does her V.P. acceptance speech, Rachel said, she had biafra or droopy boobs, before, sinking, $20K, into plastic surgery after the 2008 elections?
• I literally, came out of NOWHERE, to take Utah POLITICS by STORM . . . being everywhere, in everything and killing cop and prosecutors, legislation, promoted by the attorney generals office, even when in administration, over 13 staff and 1800 volunteers, created an award winning manual on domestic violence and sexual assault, now in use by the Department of Justice, on human body trafficking, I did tons of stuff and went, literally, from being a housewife, to law school, and straight to the top of WHO'S WHO in UTAH POLITICS, LAW, and UNIVERSITIES, way better than Sarah Palin, or Rachel . . . she limited, I am not, but I was the MODEL!
• that same fucking white suburban, Mo family wagon, Rachel hauled her kids around in Southern Utah, just went by for the third time, God, indicating, fuck YEAH, that is Rachel!  LOL
• Rachel had four kids, so Sarah had to differ, there could be no connection between Palin and Mormonism, so that fake blessing by the medicine man, or black VOODOO preacher, to so distance, her from her real religion . . . come on . . . I would bet, ever bit of credibility, that Rachel is Sarah . . . you know, when she does her hand gestures, watch the double point, with both hands . . . flight attendant shit . . . you have exits, to on both sides, so easy, that they record the blurb, and have flight attendants, stand and point, both ways at the same time, talented, don't you think, remember when someone trashed, FLIGHT ATTENDANTS, maybe they recognized Palin as someone they had seen on UNITED, and were throwing it out, to see if it stuck, and Sarah, vehemently defended flight attentants?  Remember?  LOL!
• was Trooper Gate, my asset forfeiture? she's tough, taking on the cops, firing her capital top cop? was bro-in-law paid?  I defended Rachel, against Chris's accusations, of child abuse, in a 20 minute protective order hearing, before her divorce was final, or just after, and the 20 minutes turned into 9.5 hours, when I had two baliffs or deputy sheriffs standing behind me, if the judge gave, the order to arrest my ass for contempt of court, as I have been, since then, arrested for by Judge Lyle or Lie All Anderson, in the 7th Judicial Court, of . . . I guess that was Shelley or Kay!  LOL.  But finally, Judge Shumate, who knew me from my Utah Prosecution Days, AG days, finally, called the hearing and told me and the other attorney, Jim someone? I think, and had us hammer out an agreement, that he would abide by . . . pattern for defending her sister?  Just too many fucking similarities!
• Sarah's few buzz words, with always, adding the U.S. Constitution, or just Constitution . . . red, white and blue chick?  I took every, constitutional law class in law school, from all three core classes, taught by Professor Wilkins, who asked me to be his con law research assistant, after I scored the highest of 180 law students! to the Bible and the Law, writing a 10 page paper, on the Code of Hamerabi,

THERE IS NO, SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS, SWEETHEART, BEAUTIFUL SON OF MINE, ON THE OUTSIDE AND INSIDE!

Don't Compromise . . . You Don't Need to!

LUV YOU!  NOR DO YOU EL!  KISSES, HUGS, LOVES, SMILES, PROUD MAMA, THAT GOES FOR YOUR SISTERS TOO . . . Both BEAUTIFUL AND BRILLIANT!

MISFITS! DAMNED RIGHT! I WON'T SELL MY SOUL FOR A MESS OF POTTAGE; I WON'T DENY MY SAVIOR FOR 30 PIECES OF SILVER; I WON'T SELL MY COUNTRY DOWN THE TUBE FOR THE FUCKING PATRIOT ACT AND THE NEW WORLD ORDER, UNDER THE BRITISH CROWN! I'M AM MORE CONCERNED WITH PLEASING GOD, THAN MAN . . . I'M NOT MATERIALISTIC, I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE, FOR MORE THAN, WHAT I CAN USE THEM FOR, I'M LOYAL, TRUE, DON'T CHEAT, I PRIZE THE NOBLE, THE GOOD, THE VIRTUOUS, INTEGRITY, HONESTY, TRUTH OVER THE LIE, I EARN MY WAY, NEVER CHEAT, STEAL, LIE, OR TRY TO DESTROY, UNLESS IN JUSTIFIED SELF DEFENSE! YOUR GOD-DAMNED RIGHT, I AM A "MISFIT," BEFORE I STARTED PRACTICING LAW, LATE IN 2009, AFTER A LONG HIATUS, WAITING TO DIE, SOME MAN, A 27 YEAR NAVY MAN, AND PHOTOGRAPHER FOR THE NAVY, PROBABLY DEAD BY NOW, BOB LAWSON, OF ST. GEORGE, UTAH, AFTER HEARING ME SPEAK, SAID, "YOU WERE BORN IN THE WRONG ERA, JOANN, YOU HAVE ETHICS!" I AM FINDING THAT TO BE MORE TRUE THAN NOT--PEOPLE HAVE NO QUALMS ABOUT LYING, EVEN UNDER OATH! . . . GOD DESIRES A "PECULIAR" PEOPLE . . . AND HE DOESN'T MEAN, FUCKING WEIRDOS, WHO WANT MULTIPLE WIVES, PARTICIPATE IN FUCKED UP BOY SEX, AND HATE EVERYONE, WHO IS NOT LIKE THEM . . . YOU BET, I AM A RARE BREED, IN TODAY'S WORLD! I WANT LOVE NOT WAR, JESUS CHRIST, NOT THE NEW HITLER, I WANT FREEDOM, LIBERTY, HUMAN RIGHTS, CIVIL RIGHTS FOR ALL MANKIND . . . I WANT A CLEAN PLANET, THAT DOES NOT LEAVER OUR MOTHER EARTH, GROANING WITH THE WEIGHT AND FILTH OF MAN! YOUR FUCKING RIGHT, I AM AS STRANGE AS THEY GET! FIRST, I WANT TO GET A SCRIPTURE IN, THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT ALL WEEK, AND COULD NOT FIND IT, UNTIL RIGHT NOW . . . NOT THE RIGHT TIMING, I GUESS, I LIKE TO LEAVE SOME THINGS UP TO GOD'S TIME AND DOINGS, BECAUSE, I KNOW, THAT TIMING IS EVERYTHING! THEN, I WANT TO WRITE DOWN THE STRANGE, BUT COOL DREAM I HAD LAST NIGHT . . . I WAS PROMISED, THE HOLY GHOST, WOULD LEAD ME TO THE PATHS THAT I SHOULD TAKE IN LIFE . . . WHILE I WAS SITTING IN THE LIBRARY YESTERDAY, TWO BILLINGS MET BUSES, WENT BY 28TH STREET, AT THE SAME TIME, WITH A DOUBLE OR TWO PART MESSAGE: (1) MOBILE DEPOSITS; (2) VIEW THE BIG PICTURE . . . AND I THOUGHT, HERE WE GO, I AM DYING TO JUST BUY A DIET COKE OR SNACK, BECAUSE THE FOOD IS GREAT AT THE HUB AND AT THE RESCUE MISSION, AND GENERALLY, WITHOUT EXCEPTIONS, I WANT DOUBLE PORTIONS! I AM NOT VERY DISCIPLINED WHEN IT COMES TO GOOD FOOD! LOL! GOD KNOWS, EVEN WITHOUT MONEY, I WILL NEVER GET THIN! LOL! BUT I AM DYING TO TRY SEVERAL RESTAURANTS HERE IN BILLINGS, STELLA'S RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET, THE FUNKY BREAKFAST JOINT, IN THE MCCORMICK CENTER--BEST FRENCH TOAST I HAVE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE, SYRUP TOO, CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME FROM LAST MARCH WHEN I PASSED THROUGH TOWN, THE ITALIAN PLACE AROUND THE CORNER AND STREET, FROM THAT, AND ACROSS FROM THE RAILROAD TRACKS, AND EITHER DON LUIGIS? OR SARAH'S MEXICAN FOOD, ON, I THINK 29TH? IF, I EVER GET MONEY; HOWEVER THE SIGN TO ME, SEEMED TO BE, "VIEW THE BIG PICTURE," CATCHING THESE MOTHER FUCKING THIEVES IS GOING TO TAKE TIME, MAYBE, LETTING THEM SPEND YOUR ONLY MONEY, YOUR SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK ON THE NEW MONEY CARD THEY ACTIVATED! . . . BUT RIGHT AS I WAS WRITING THIS, JUST ONE BUS, WENT DOWN THE STREET, WITH "MOBILE DEPOSIT" ON IT, NOT FOLLOWED BY THE OTHER BUS . . . THIS MORNING, I TRIED TO GET MY MONTANA I.D., GOING WITH SAMMY, FROM PATH, TAKING 4 OF US, TO THE DRIVER'S LICENSE DIVISION--NO SURPRISE, 3 CAME BACK WITH THEIR I.D., AND OF COURSE, ME, LOADED FOR BEAR, HAD PAPERWORK OUT THE YING-YANG, AND OF COURSE DENIED AGAIN!!!!!! NOW, A NEW REQUIREMENT AS ADDED! THREE FUCKING YEARS TRYING, DOWN TO THE WIRE, AND NO DICE! A NEW PIECE OF I.D. AND PROOF, BEYOND WHAT I HAVE EVER HEARD BEFORE . . . VIEW THE BIG PICTURE! WHEN I GOT BACK TO THE PATH AND HUB BUILDING, WHO'S LICENSE PLATE IS IN THE PARKING LOT, WITH GOD RATTING THEM OUT? YOUR RIGHT, A U.S. GOVERNMENT LICENSE PLATE! FUCKIN' SURE! DC FUCKERS! SCREAM, BUT, WITH THE WOMEN'S PRISON, BEING THE PLACE THESE FUCKERS--WANT ME LOCKED AWAY FOR LIFE, WITH NOBODY, KNOWING I AM GONE, FREEDOM AND LIBERTY WERE REALLY GOOD, FOR THIS BAD ASS "ENEMY COMBATANT" UNDER THE PATRIOT ACT--I FORGOT TO PUT THE REST OF THE TITLE--A MILLION BOOKS AND THIS IS THE BOOK, THE SECURITY GUARD/OLD COP, STOPPED IN FRONT OF YESTERDAY! LOL, WHO, UNLIKE EVEN TEENS IN BILLINGS TEND TO BE ABLE TO, RECOGNIZE ME FROM MY 2 AND A !/2 YEAR BLOG PICTURE OR SOME OF THE PICTURES, I HAVE RELUCTANTLY POSTED LATELY AS PROOF, I AM IN EITHER MISSOULA, OR WHITE FISH, OR BILLINGS--AT LEAST STAYING ON THE RADAR SCREEN, OR THE BIKERS GOING TO STURGIS, TRACKING ME DOWN, TO PROTECT ME FROM MISSOULA COPS AND SHERIFFS, SHOWING UP PLACES, I HAD WRITTEN ABOUT IN MY BLOG, EVEN WITHOUT VERIFYING, JUST MARKING MY SCHEDULE OR NORMAL ROUTINE, COULD IDENTIFY ME . . . BUT NOT THE COPS, NOT THE FBI, NOT THE CIA, OR ANY OFFICIAL LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENT OR AGENCY . . . ISN'T THAT STRANGE? SOME KID, FROM BILLINGS SAW ME IN THE LIBRARY THE OTHER DAY, AND JUST STOOD AND LOOKED AT ME, I TRIED TO IGNORE HIM, BUT HE WAS HAVING NONE OF THAT, HE JUST STOOD THERE WITH THREE OTHER FRIENDS, LOOKING AT ME . . . FINALLY, I LOOKED AT HIM AND SAID, CAN I HELP YOU WITH ANYTHING? FINALLY, HE TURNED, AND STILL LOOKING AT ME, PROBABLY WONDERING WHAT TO SAY, BUT TOTALLY KNOWING WHO I AM, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, KEPT GIVING ME THE "YOUR NOT FOOLING ME, I KNOW WHO YOU ARE LOOK" . . . THIS MORNING IN HARDEE'S--THANKS TO HARDEE'S AND BURGER KING, FOR NOT PARTICIPATING IN A STING OP AGAINST, AND ALLOWING ME TO CRASH YOUR INTERNET, WITHOUT BUYING ANYTHING . . . WITH MY MOUTH SALIVATING FOR THE THICK BACON, BLUE CHEESE BURGER, ON YOUR WINDOW POSTER! SCREAM--I PROMISE BOTH, BECAUSE I AM NOT ONLY LOYAL, BUT HUNGRY FOR YOUR FOOD, THAT AS SOON AS I GET MONEY, IF I EVER DO AGAIN, I WILL PATRONIZE YOUR JOINT, PROMISE, WON'T LEAVE TOWN, WITHOUT SHOWING MY GRATITUDE . . . I AM LIKE THAT, AND GRATEFUL TO SAMMY, FOR GOING THE EXTRA, EXTRA MILE IN TYING TO HELP ME FIGURE OUT HOW TO BE A LEGAL ENTITY, ON THIS PLANET, AFTER THREE YEARS OR MORE, A LEGAL FICTION! BUT, MAYBE THE FACT THAT I HAVE NOW, TWO PICTURE I.D.'S AND ATTEMPTS AT GETTING MY I.D., BEING LAW ABIDING, THE COPS CAN SEE, THAT IT IS NOT ME, BUT EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES THAT PREVENTS ME FROM FOLLOWING THE LAW TO HAVE IDENTIFICATION . . . I HAVE A MISSOULA, CURRENTS AQUATIC CENTER I.D., WILL THAT WORK? LOL! BUT PERHAPS, THE COPS, CAN COMPARE THE TWO PICTURE I.D.'S AND SIGNATURES, ONE IN KALISPELL, AROUND THE END OF JANUARY, AND NOW ONE IN BILLINGS, AND SEE, SAME PERSON, SAME SIGNATURE . . . AND WITH A 44 YEAR, ALMOST PERFECT DRIVING RECORD IN UTAH, FORMER ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL WHO REPRESENTED THE DMV, THEY MIGHT CAN COMPARE MY OLD PICTURES, BUT I WAS BLOCKED IN UTAH, IN PERSON, WITH ONE WORKER, SEEING, NOT ONLY MY PICTURE I.D., BUT ALSO MY DRIVER'S LICENSE, WHEN MINE HAD BEEN STOLEN IN GREAT FALLS, AND THE MANAGER RUSHED OVER AND TOLD ME, I WOULD HAVE TO GET A NEW DRIVER'S LICENSE NUMBER, AND THE GUY IS SAYING, SHE IS STANDING RIGHT HERE, IT IS PLAIN THIS IS HER! NOPE! PRETTY FUCKED UP, WHEN, THE GUY IS LOOKING AT TWO FORMS OF I.D., ISSUED BY THE STATE, AND I CAN'T GET A REPLACEMENT? MY THEORY IS, THAT KAY BURNINGHAM BUTTARS STEWART/STUART, AKA, JOANN SECRIST, IS USING MY NAME AND SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER IN WASHINGTON, D.C., RACHEL SOUTHWICK HICKEY MOOSMAN KENNEDY, IS USING MY I.D. AND SOCIAL HERE IN MONTANA, AND SHELLEY SOUTHWICK ANDERSON YEMEN STRODE, BESS OR SECRIST, IS USING MY I.D., IN ANYWHERE FROM D.C., TO UTAH TO MONTANA AND BEYOND . . . THIS IS A FEDERAL COP ISSUE, PROTECTING BITCHES AND BASTARDS WHO HAVE STOLEN, AT LEAST A BILLION FROM MY FAMILY OR MORE! I AM LOOKING OUT ON I THINK 6TH AVE AND 28TH, BIG WHITE TRUCK WITH RED LETTERS AND A BLACK, LOOKING TREE SHAPE, THAT SAYS, :"HEARTLAND" . . . YEAH, YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH, THEM, WHEN YOU ARE REALLY, IN LOVE WITH ME . . . THE DRIVER'S LICENSE DIVISIONS ARE RUN BY THE COUNTIES AND THE STATE . . . UNDER THE 10TH AMENDMENT, TELL THE FEDS TO FUCK OFF! SAMMY IS GOING THE EXTRA MILE, TO TRY AND HELP ME, DO THE "NTH" DEGREE PROOF, THAT I AM ME, AND MAYBE WE CAN PUT THIS WHOLE THING TO REST, AND GET THESE FUCKERS, THE REAL CRIMINALS IN PRISON! I THINK 16 YEARS AND A BILLION DOLLARS MIGHT BE TIME AND ENOUGH! BE PECULIAR!

Because Narrow is the Gate and Difficult Is The Way Which Leads to Life, and There Are Few Who Find It!--Matt. 7:14

MATTHEW 10:32-38

• Therefore whoever confesses Me before men, him I will also confess before My Father who is in heaven.
• But whoever denies Me before men, him I will also deny before My Father who is in heaven.
• Do not think that I came to bring peace on earth, I did not come to bring peace but a sword.
• For I have come to set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law;
• And 'a man's enemies will be those of his own household.'
• He who loves father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me, And he who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.
• And he who does not take his cross and follow after Me is not worthy of ME.

Dream of Comfort

When I first came to Montana, I didn't see a cop for the first two and a half months, and I was going back and forth, living in my truck, Getting Lost in Montana, practicing law in Utah, trying to finish my career as an attorney there, without, being arrested, jailed, or killed, but, owing my clients, who all eventually either lied, for the enemy, or died, so I can't say as if I blame them, but trying to finish my cases, without getting, ineffective assistance of counsel, even though, I no longer wanted to practice in Utah, seeing Montana, as the last best place, in more ways than one . . . until all hell broke out in Montana, as the Utah cops hooked up with the Mormon cops, inside the police departments, claiming to work, both for the police and sheriff's departments, and also for a police or sheriff's department, or the Mo mafia . . . scripture . . . not only a battle over politics, in the 2012 election cycle, but, also, over the souls of man, family wanting the Mormon Church to save all the world, and me knowing . . . if you believe in a prophet, you get a prophets reward, and Joseph Smith could not save my fucking pinkie finger!  There is only one name, under Heaven, that will bring all people to their knees, confessing the name of JESUS CHRIST, to be saved!

So this has been a literal WAR, beyond politics, and with the majority of men and women in federal law enforcement agencies, being Mormon, and possibly here in Montana, and for sure in Utah, same with Nevada, Idaho, Arizona, Colorado, and even in Washington and California, or being sympathetic or Republican, this dream has been a long time in coming!  The dream appeared to be divided, most logically, in four parts, as sequence dreams to, or that is the way, I had to look at it, to get a plausible read on the meaning:

PART #1

An Apparent Invitation to Live in a Co-ed House On a Hill

Generally with dream interpretation, you can look at your living arrangements, or your surroundings, and they can influence, your dreams, plus things, that may be triggered by some sign or statement, like the sign I saw on the bus, View the Big Picture.  So, in this first part of the dream, there was this old home, and some guy, offered or invited me to come, check it out and see what I thought, about living there, or I had committed, to the living arrangements, because, I went into the kitchen, and it was a mess with tons of dishes, and I had to do a chore, like I have to at the Montana Rescue Mission . . . and I was, looking at the mess, and wondering how I could get everything done, so that people in the house, could make dinner, or get something to eat, with such a mess.  Being a bit, overwhelmed, I wandered into the living room where there were many people, mostly, young, professionals, male and female, and everyone, was watching a movie and just chilling out, much like last night at the Mission, but only with women, and we have a great crew of fun staff and fun people, women, with a good chemistry going, and we watched movies and ate popcorn and it was cozy, close and warm, with a cute movie about an angel, coming down a protecting a family, with a company, but with the father dying of a heart attack, and an evil villain, the competition, with the dead father, sending Clarence, and angel wanting his wings, down to help the family, and to stop the wife from committing suicide.  Kind of a play, on a modern day version of, It's a Wonderful Life.

So, it struck me as a congenial group, of 25 to 40 year old professionals, relaxing and wanting me to join them, but, I was worried, that my chore was not done, and needed to be done, before I could relax, but, none of them seemed worried.  And they encouraged me to join them, but I felt, I needed to do something to at least, get the ball going on my job or chore before I could relax.

PART #2

Gray Tub, Of Clean, Hot, Soapy Water For Dishes--Floor of Kitchen

I know the font type is larger than the rest, but, this very simple and tiny action by me, seemed to be the impetus, to cause the group to relax or be a key element, in the interpretation.  Okay, so I leave the room with the very cool, calm and collected crowd, laying all over the couches, chairs and floor, crossed legs and hanging out, watching some movie, and leave to go in the kitchen, to get the dishes and the new contributions to the mess, at least, in some organized fashion.  So, I go in the kitchen, and get a gray plastic tub, like they use in restaurants or even at the Federal Building in Billings, to put your backpacks, purses or computers and electronic equipment through the scanners and surveillance machines, to make sure you don't have bomb, or something . . . that may be, a key symbolic sign also, of these young professionals being, on a federal level. I always, worried, that the R.E.D.S. or Retired and Extremely Dangerous crowd, that seemed re-hired or retained to do most of this to me, would be hard for new, say, FBI agents, or CIA agents, to track and catch, being, trained and practiced, in the art of espionage and sedition, spying, back in the day, when you didn't have computers and such to help, and they might be, or were far more experienced, and would be able to fool the younger generation of agents, assigned to apprehend them.  Or, local cops, trying to take down the feds.  There was always this truck, that, would show up at key times over the last four years, that said: Our Best Resource, is the Person Driving or Sitting in This Truck, those are not the word, but the sign to me, was, you lived it, we are trying to put together the pieces of this intricate web of lies and crimes, and we need your help, even to the point of, using me as live bait!  Which I could fully understand, given the  complexity and challenge of, not only who was involved, but the level of professionals involved, and younger, less experience, cops, even going after, their heroes and trainers.

I get this gray tub, many bus boys and girls will use to gather up dirty dishes . . . symbolic there too, catching the dirty professionals.  I fill it with, nice hot sudsy water, and for some strange reason, maybe because it was so dirty, on the counters, in the sink, and everywhere, I put the gray tub, with the clean water, in the middle of the kitchen floor, and left it, so that people could, bring their dirty silverware or dishes and at least have somewhere to put the dishes, without putting them on the sink, to get the food crusty and stuck on the plates, silverware and glasses.  Then, I left the kitchen, relaxed and happy, that the chill crowd in the living room, watching the movie, didn't expect me to get the whole kitchen done by the time I joined them for the movie.  That, seemed nice.

PART #3

Kitchen and Dishes, Magically Got Done While I Was Enjoying the Movie!  I Think This Section, Indicated, that While I May Have Laid the Ground Work, Cleaning Up This Big Ass Mess, Took A Whole Group of People!

This part of the dream, was bizarre, but, also, very telling and cool, in this next scene, with no transition, really between the movie and the next event, in the dream, me and all the professionals, were in the dirty kitchen . . . no, first, just, I walked in the kitchen, apparently after the movie, and to my surprise, the whole kitchen was spotlessly CLEAN . . . everything organized, all glasses, dishes and silverware, nicely setting in the dish drainer, floors, counters, stove, everything, nice and neat.  Then, in the next part or the continuation of this part, I was on the ground, level, and there was like a carpet of people on the floor, like carpet, with all of us, the young professionals, all crowded in this small, kitchen space, with me, on the lower level, or on the bottom, with the guy who invited me to live in the house, sitting, actually, sitting on top of my body, laid out, full body, on the floor, but, the weight and burden, was no issue, and we all seemed to be happy and celebrating for a time, and I wondered, if that, small, gray tub, that could have symbolized, getting, at least a paper, saying, I had my Social Security Card, and it was in the mail, like I have, first being sent to Missoula, then me calling staff at the Poverello Center, to forward it on, after my Walmart Money Card was stolen, worried that someone on staff allowed Shelley, or anyone to come, take my replacement card, that Walmart, sends out every two years, then activating it, taking away my only, connection to my life, my, career, my kids, since, nobody seems willing to take a DNA sample from four living, breathing children, that put them directly as my children--especially Elliot, God's Revolver Band, nor, does any form of I.D. seem to satisfy the DMV, EVEN with the Social Security paper, BIRTH CERTIFICATE, proof of living at both the Poverello, which is generally enough, and proof of living at the MRM, now, seem to satisfy, nor does, the wet signature from the DOC, now, asking for even more burdensome pain in the ass paperwork . . . with that paper being issued, before, anyone knew I was going to get it, and me, zigg-zagging, under awnings and large buildings, to avoid being detected by aerial surveillance, alerting SS workers, I was coming and not to issue me a card, even with all the information, required! was that the clean, soapy hot water?

Or, I wondered, that the proof of the US Bank receipt, the NSA and feds, tried to block me from adding to yesterday's blog, after I was going to quit, after just the title, until, several men, at the Billings Clinic, who seemed, to be watching and planning something, as they had the week before . . . for every sting op, I write about, there are two or three, I don't write about, so, just understand, this is a relentless, action, being the aggressors, and anything, I do, or write about it, totally in self-defense, and a protective measure, because, for the longest time, my blog was the ONLY protection, I felt I had against this daily, sometimes up to four assaults and black ops in one day, with NOBODY helping me . . . worth a BILLION DOLLARS, I would think, worth the time of federal agents over financial crimes, but that was not the case for SO LONG!  But, am sure, that, proof, of the fact, that, I am, in Billings, a fact, that seemed to be blocked and the reason, my Walmart Money Card was fucked with, and Shelley, was allowed to activate it, after staff either gave it to her, being my LAST ADDRESS, or, she hacked into the system, or just simply called and was allowed to send the card, other than where I was, fully sure, that the insider cop mafia, could kill me and get me before she was discovered, and the only reason, I discovered it, was because, God told me to, not only change me pin#, but, I fell pressed to keep trying, until I got a live voice, but that person, through their sarcasm, was noticeably, not a customers service person, but an FBI agents or someone with access!

I knew my spell check was off, and I knew the NSA was watching, when I typed the second part of the blog entry for yesterday, and it was touch and go, and, even then, it was blocked, and before, I left, Hardee's, there was a truck or a sign, or something, from Hardee's that, had the message, all it takes in one click . . . I hit the "publish", they seemed to block it, and the process was frozen, and I could not stop it, nor could they block it, and so I closed, the cover of my computer, and started to leave, and that message, to just do it once more, kicked, the checkmate, out of gear, in MY favor, and the blog with all the USBANK information, was PUBLISHED, and I was so exhilarated that I just had to write, FUCK YOU! LOL!  I knew, I had won a major battle!  LOL . . . even in the blog title today, all of the sudden, the cursor, slide to the end, which it never does, right in the middle of me trying to proof read it, for obvious errors, because you don't get spell check in the title, and you just get this little text box, to type, so you only see about 15 words, with my huge ass titles, and I general, just hope it makes sense, and have to go with it . . . like I said, if it were perfect, it would NOT BE ME!  LOL!  But, all of the sudden, a blank, new tab opened, after the last sign, to stop, hitting the end of the title, indicating to me, good, bad or ugly, LEAVE IT ALONE and FINISH, right here, right now, or they are going to erase it, as USUAL!  So, I followed, God, my Intel, man's directions, and closed it out!

I almost forgot, the guy sitting on me, was unknown to me, but, while we all had our clothes on, there seemed to be something, sexual, about, the two of us, even though, I didn't know who he was . . . I know, that, when I have written a killer brief, or blog, or done an exceptionally good job on some legal thing, I get a buzz, much like, a low grade orgasm or at least, that, fun sexual feeling, indicating, some connection between me and the young guy, probably around 30 to 40 . . . funny, the other day, the cowboy, that was going to have me come drop calves, on his family ranch, and I believe, paid, not to, because the next day, he came in, wanting to take me to dinner, breakfast or lunch, moving from the, I just want to experience this activity, genuine Montana event, with me, even telling him, if I did this, I didn't want it to turn out, like the White Fish, house I was going to rent, with two of, come to think of it, 3 of the 4 guys, wanting to have sex with me, fat or not!  NO DICE . . . three days to move out . . . what?  I was shocked, but I told this guy about it, and he didn't seem to get it, that there was no personal interest, just work, and dinner, or company!  LOL!

He tried to mentally feel me out to see what my intentions were, with sister, who wants to sell the ranch, balking at free help? or worried, that, this new female, was horning in on the family property, and inheritence and bro, might have an ally, and an attorney, to boot?  But, when he tried to hang with me, and I basically, told him, that, I would be happy with a day, watching, no threat to sister, making it clear, that there was not attraction there, he came to the HUB, the next day, dressed in a new cowboy shirt, nice new hair cut, and he was on his way to North or South Dakota, to visit his new grand baby, now 6 days old . . . these fucker, have the money, to make wishes come true, and the larger the connection to me, the BIGGER THE DEAL! So much for, Mr. Round-Up, Montana, and calf dropping . . . van going by, Find the Hero In You!  OK!  It hurts to be beautiful, even when you are fat and 61!  SHIT!  This Marine cowboy, pulled out Skoals tobacco chew, and said, when he first met me, I have been chewing this stuff, longer than you are old, and I said, oh, yeah, I'm 61, and he looked at me in disbelief, and I said, how old are you, and he said, 52!!!!  LOL!  He told me he was shocked, and I said, I can get away with 40 years old, he agreed.  Then, I said, if I was thin, laughing, I could get any guy, and he said, You can get any guy now!  Gotta love these cowboys, no matter how big the job, or ass, they are game!  LOL . . . that seemed to be the case with the young guy, and maybe the reason for me leaving the house? 

Part #4

I Leave the House, or Commune and Go Back, Passing Along Dirt Roads, a House, with Two Young Boys, Out in the Yard, Playing with Chickens

Now, even from the first part of the dream, the living in the house, seemed, like more of an invitation, and less, like I was actually living there, except for the chore?  But, in this final segment, I am leaving the house, and walking down the road, and I walk passed this hot, dusty, dirty road, like in southern Utah, red rock country, and this house was set back, and I couldn't see it, but there were two little boys, one a toddler, and the other, a young boy, and they were playing with chickens in the front yard, and I just walked on down the road, and the dream was over.  I wondered, if that or the two boys, were, my sons, although, Elliot has red hair, and Chris, was very blonde, when he was young, but the baby was young enough, and without much hair, as El was when he was born?  

But, I wondered, in some symbolic way, if, the dream was telling me, that, my sons, were so young, when all these crimes and stuff started, that, they could not be held responsible for being chicken, to tell the truth, fight the bad guys, or not to be fooled by, misleading lies and information about me, coming from aunts, uncles, grandparents, in-law, outlaws, and although, I was close, they were raised with their father, who must have had some type of anger, since, I merely had a dream to leave and get a divorce, and I had struggled with an emotional affair, never acting on it, and doing all in my power to fight it, never touched the guy, never kissed, never dreamed, after graduating from my undergrad, Zeke or Richard would get a job, after 8 years of trying to get out of Ogden, Utah, would end up putting me right in the Lion's Den, with Mike, either going to law school on one main road, in Provo, or living on the other, and my best friend, in his Mormon Ward, and the three-some of friends from the English program and majors, from Weber State University, scene of the attraction, all ending up in Provo, together again . . . so, I am sure there was anger on Zeke's part, and on the boys, with Elliot only 5 and Chris only 8 years old, there is room for any type of lies, to take root, along with the pain, even though, I was with them, all the time, up at Jerry's and I think, they had a more fun, childhood and teenage years, than had they, if me and their father would have stayed together . . . I was dying 6 years, before, I got a divorce.  They were far too young to understand, and I knew there would be reprecusions, but, fucking stolen life, fuck NO!

Spell check is off, so the NSA or hackers are on . . . tells it all . . . I have no fear of the TRUTH, but they do!  But, as early, as me graduating from, Weber State University, in 1986, when Elliot was only 3 and Chris was only, 6, Shelley seemed to have this fascination with me, and my life.  I remember, after my divorce, her having, a copy of my journal, and when, I said, I had been, somewhat miserable, for sometime, before, my divorce, Shelley, said, no you were not, I read your journal . . . I don't even know where she got it from, and she, argued with me, that I was not miserable?  I remember her having my high school, senior year book, and wondering why she had it, rather than her own?  I remember, her having pictures of me in high school, on her shelf and none of her?  Yesterday, when I saw that true crime episode, called, SINCE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN? wondering, if, seeing that my father, was a spy in the Office of Strategic Intelligence, Service, the precursor to the CIA, if, I had been, a super baby, as my CIA hit woman friend and foe, wondered, and about that same time, I met a woman from Great Falls and one in Butte, that said, they had been adopted, not my case, but, when they traced there roots back, they only found the U.S. Government . . . I was born on a Navy Base . . . or was Shelley, replaced, as the only child, by me, at the ripe old age of 13 months, jealous, since the day I was born, and replaced her?  Who the fuck knows, but this has been one hell of a battle!  Shelley worked with my father, since she was in JUNIOR HIGH, and when I asked him, who, he thought was the smartest kid in the family, sure he would say me, having accomplished much, in my short tenure as an attorney . . . he shocked me and said, Shelley?  the welfare queen that had lived off mom and dad, since, her divorce, 7 years earlier, coming from Carson City, moving back in with mom and dad? having at least 3 of her 4 children out of wedlock and doing nothing of note, that I had seen?

WHATEVER?

GOD WAS ALWAYS MY FATHER, OR AT LEAST THE ONE I COULD RELY ON!  STILL IS!

MY WHOLE FAMILY ARE ENEMY COMBATANTS TO ME!  MY SONS AND DAUGHTERS WERE PUSHED INTO A WORLD, FAR BEYOND THEIR MEANS TO UNDERSTAND OR CONTROL, AND THEY DID RIGHT TO PROTECT THEMSELVES . . . . CHICKEN SHITS!  LUV U!

DRAGONS SAVE: BAD ASS CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CHICK ARRESTED BY PATRIOT ACT BOYZ FOR BEING AN "ENEMY COMBATANT!" LOL! ALMOST HAPPENED AT THE BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY YESTERDAY! TEAM EFFORT, SECURITY GUARD, OLD COP, ALLEGED HOMELESS, INVOLVED IN SATURDAY, BUSTED STING OP AT BURGER KING--A DEAD GIVE AWAY, THE LOOK OUT GUYS, MADE FIRST CONTACT, AS ALL UNDERCOVER GUYS DO, ASKED ME TO WATCH A BAG FOR HIM WHILE HE, WALKED TO GET LUNCH AT ST. VINCENT PAUL'S, WASN'T GONE LONG ENOUGH, TO DO MORE THAN WALK ACROSS THE STREET, WHERE IS SAW THE BLUE CITY COP PARKED, FOR ABOUT AN HOUR, LEFT HIS BAG WITH ME--THE SIGN POST, EVEN WHEN HE GOT BACK, THEN ARGUED WITH ME, ABOUT THE PATRIOT ACT--COP, COP, COP . . . TRIED TO SAY, ADMITTING THAT IT DID NOT REPLACE THE CONSTITUTION--DA!!!!!!!--BUT KEPT SAYING THAT IT WAS ONLY TEMPORARY, AS IT IS, BUT IT HAS BEEN IN PLACE FOR FUCKING 15 YEARS, AND THE COPS ARE NOT BEING TRAINED, IN THE CONSTITUTION, ALTHOUGH, TO MONTANA'S CREDIT, THE LEGISLATURE, PASSED A NEW LAW THAT THEY HAD TO HAVE THE CONSTITUTION AS PART OF COP TRAINING, AT THEIR POST TRAINING, PEACE OFFICERS & TRAINING! BUT, WHEN THE NATION HAD A CHANCE, LAST SUMMER TO GET RID OF THE ACT, ORIGINALLY, TO TARGET FOREIGN TERRORIST, IT HAD NOW BEEN APPLIED TO U.S. CITIZENS, FOR EVERYTHING FROM, HEAD BUTTING A RIVAL EX-HUSBAND, TO SOMEONE DRIVING OVER A SIDEWALK AND KILLING SOMEONE! THOSE USED TO BE SIMPLE ASSAULT CHARGES OR EITHER ATTEMPTED HOMICIDE, NEGLIGENT OR VEHICULAR HOMICIDE, OR MANSLAUGHTER . . . A TERRORIST ATTACK!? FUCK, DICK CHENEY HAD SOMEONE IN DENVER OR COLORADO, WALKING WITH HIS DAUGHTER, CHARGED WITH BEING AN ENEMY COMBATANT, FOR MERELY ASKING HIM, WHEN THE IRAQ WAR WAS ENDING?! HERE IS HOW IT WENT DOWN YESTERDAY AT THE LIBRARY: (1) I WENT OVER TO THE LIBRARY AFTER EATING LUNCH AT THE HUB COMMUNITY CENTER--THANKS, ROCKY MOUNTAIN COLLEGE, PROFESSOR AND STUDENTS FOR THE DELICIOUS MEAL! AND I FORGOT TO MENTION, MSU NURSING STUDENT, COMING IN MASS TO THE HUB, TO VISIT WITH THE HOMELESS AND DISPLACED MEMBERS OF THE BILLINGS COMMUNITY, EVEN VOLUNTEERING TO COME AND BE ONE CALL--GOTTA LOVE COLLEGE STUDENTS! KISSES (2) I SAT IN A PLACE I DON'T USUALLY SIT, SO THE SECURITY GUARDS, LEAVE ME ALONE--THEY ARE STARTING TO CARRY AROUND POCKET NOTE PADS, RIGHT AFTER I WROTE ABOUT THE HOMELESS DUDE, NOT ONLY TURNING IN THE FOOTBALL PLAYER BANK ROBBER, BUT HAVING A PAD AND PEN, IN HIS POCKET, TAKING DOWN THE THIEF'S LICENSE PLATE--SHOWS YOU WHAT THEY THINK OF THIS, STANDARD BEARER, OF CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS--I'M A CRIMINAL UNDER THE PATRIOT ACT, HAVING TAKEN THE OATH, 4 FUCKING TIMES, ONCE AT EACH LEVEL OF STATE AND FEDERAL COURT SYSTEMS, UP TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, NO SMALL THING TO ME, NOT BUZZ WORDS, AND I NEVER FORGOT WHAT I TOOK UNDER OATH AND AFFIRMATION TO DO, PROTECT, PRESERVE AND DEFEND THE CONSTITUTION, AS THEY DID TOO, SO? (3) SO THE OLD COP, STROLLS OVER TO THE WINDOW, WITHIN FEET OF ME, AND LOOKS OUT THE WINDOW, FOR, AN OBNOXIOUSLY LONG TIME, SIGNALLING SOMEONE? SO, I MOVED ACROSS THE ROOM, AND NOTICE, ONE OF THE UNDERCOVER COPS, SITTING ACROSS THE ROOM, LOOKING AT ME--BUT HE WAS THERE, MAYBE ON LOOK OUT, BEFORE I WAS, SO, I JUST KEPT MY EYE ON HIM, NOT TOO WORRIED, SINCE I WAS CLOSER TO THE DOOR (4) NOT WORRIED, UNTIL THE SECOND ALLEGED HOMELESS GUY, WITH THE FIRST DUDE, CAME IN A SAT, ONE CONVERSATION AREA CHAIR AWAY FROM ME . . . OKAY, SOMETHINGS UP . . . WHEN HE WENT TO THE RESTROOMS, I DARTED UPSTAIRS! LOL! HE MUST HAVE TOLD THE SECURITY GUARDS, THAT I LEFT, BECAUSE, ONCE UPSTAIRS, IN A PLACE THAT IS LESS CONVENIENT FOR THE SG'S TO WALK BY, LOOKING AT WHAT I AM DOING ON MY COMPUTER, AND I WAS ABLE TO WATCH AT LEAST ONE MOVIE AND WELL INTO THE NEXT, BY THE TIME, THE SHORT HISPANIC GUARD, DISCOVERED ME, AND TOOK OUT HIS POCKET NOTE PAD, JOTTING SOMETHING DOWN (5) OF COURSE, NEXT THING I NOTICE IS THE OLD COP, SECURITY GUARD, SNEAKING DOWN THE STACKS OF BOOKS, GETTING CAUGHT, AND IN MY DEAD ON STARE, SO HE STOPS AND LOOKS AT BOOKS, BUT, KNOWS HE IS CAUGHT, AND WHEN I TURN BACK TO MY MOVIE, ALMOST THROUGH THE SECOND ONE, HE SLIPS AROUND THE NEXT STACK, NOT IN SUCH DIRECT LINE OF SIGHT, AND IRONICALLY, OUT OF ALL MILLION BOOKS IN THE LIBRARY, STOPS RIGHT NEAR A BOOK, I COULD SEE THE TITLE TO, BRIGHT ORANGE, LARGE LETTERS, "ENEMY" . . . MY COLOR FOR 'SMART" AND OF COURSE, LIKE I DIDN'T FIGURE THAT ONE OUT, AFTER THE FIRST FEW TIMES IN THE LIBRARY, AND HE STAYED THERE FOR A MINUTE OR TWO, AND BY THAT TIME, ABOUT 4:30 P.M., I PACKED UP MY COMPUTER AND SHIT, AND WALKED OUT, AND FROM WHAT I COULD SEE, RIGHT IN THE NICK OF TIME! LOL! I LOOKED DOWN AT THE CONFERENCE ROOMS, BEHIND THE COMPUTER LAB SECTION, AND SURE ENOUGH, THERE WERE FOUR COP LOOKING DUDES, ONE WITH A COP BLUE JACKET ON, HAVING A MEETING, AND THE SECURITY GUARD, WAS STANDING OUTSIDE NEAR THE BIG CIRCLE . . . WITH ORANGE, BACKGROUND AND WHITE WRITING . . . HE SAW ME LEAVE, PREMATURELY--I GENERALLY, WAIT UNTIL 5:00 P.M., TO GET BACK TO THE MRM, RESCUE MISSION FOR DINNER, BUT THE WAY THE MOVIE ENDED, I FIGURED I COULD GET BACK IN TIME FOR CHAPEL, AND LISTEN TO THE "WORD" RATHER THAN WAIT OUTSIDE IN THE COLD FOR DINNER . . . SO IT WORKED PERFECT! I HAVE PERFECT FAITH IN GOD, PERFECT FAITH, THAT I WILL TRY TO UNDERSTAND AND FOLLOW HIS LEAD AND DIRECTIONS, AND PERFECT FAITH THE COPS WILL FUCK IT UP! SMILE . . . AH, HOME SAFE AGAIN! LOL! ALL THE KINGS HORSES, AND ALL THE KINGS MEN, HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO TAKE JOANN DOWN AGAIN! THIS MORNING AT THE MISSION, SWEET LINDA, WAS BUSY MAKING THE PLACE IN THE DAY ROOM COZY AND MORE FUNCTIONAL, DOING THIS TO BETTER FACILITATE, MOVIE AND POPCORN NIGHT LAST NIGHT . . . BUT SHE HUNG ONE OF MY FAVORITE POEMS, THAT I LEARNED ABOUT, WHEN I WAS FIRST TOLD THAT I WAS GOING TO DIE: "FOOTPRINTS" IN THE SAND . . . THE WONDERFUL, RENDITION OF THE INSPIRING POEM, HAD A PICTURE OF CHRIST WALKING ALONG THE OCEAN BEACH, LEAVING ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND . . . I WAS GOING TO COPY DOWN THE WORDS, AND GOT A RIDE UPTOWN, A RARE AND WONDERFUL THING, AND FORGOT, BUT THE GENERAL IDEA OF THE POEM, IS WHY LORD, WHEN I NEEDED YOU, WERE YOU NOT THERE? DIDN'T YOU PROMISE TO BE WITH US ALWAYS? HE POINTS DOWN TO THE FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND, AND THERE WAS ONLY ONE SET OF FOOTPRINTS, AND HE SAID, WHEN YOU DIDN'T THINK I WAS THERE, I WAS CARRYING YOU! SOB. MANY TIMES, I HAVE CURSED HIM, SCREAMED, AND TAKEN MY ANGER OUT ON GOD, RATHER THAN THE TRUE AGENTS OF MISERY, AND PERSECUTION . . . AND HE CONTINUES, PATIENTLY, DAILY, MINUTE BY MINUTE, PROTECTING, PRESERVING AND DEFENDING ME! I KNOW, JESUS LOVES ME . . . WHY? BECAUSE HE PROVES IN EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY, AND HAD HE NOT, I WOULD BE EITHER DEAD OR INCARCERATED, IN SOME PRISON OR JAIL, PROBABLY WITH NO CONTACT TO ANYONE, SO THAT PEOPLE WOULD SAY, LAST I SAW HER, SHE WAS IN BILLINGS, OR SPOKANE, AND NOW THAT, MY MONEY CARD, THAT I USE TO MARK MY TERRITORY AND LET, INVESTIGATORS, KNOW WHERE I AM, HAS BEEN ERASED, OR IS FLOATING IN THE MAIL, SOMEWHERE, BETWEEN ARKANSAS, AT WALMART HEADQUARTERS, OR THEIR CALIFORNIA CENTER, WITH THE LAST PERSON, I TALKED TO, PROBABLY AN FBI FUSION CENTER BOY, BECAUSE, HE TOLD ME, STRANGELY ENOUGH, THAT IT WOULD TAKE TWO DAYS FOR THEM TO "CUT" THE CARD? WHAT THE FUCK? THE LAST 6 YEARS, I HAVE BEEN FORCED, MORE THAN ONCE TO GET A NEW CARD, AND NEVER, HAVE ANY CUSTOMER SERVICE PERSONS, TOLD ME THAT! EACH TIME I WOULD CALL, I WOULD TALK TO THE FOREIGNER, WHO WOULD THEN BUMP ME TO SOMEONE WHO SPOKEN ENGLISH WELL, MAKING ME BELIEVE, THAT IN THE THREE CALLS, AFTER DEALING WITH EVERY MENU OPTION, IN ABOUT 20 CALLS WITH THE AUTOMATIVE SYSTEM, I WAS PROBABLY TALKING TO A FED! TWO TIMES, THEY PRETENDED TO FIX THE PROBLEM, BUT EACH TIME I DID WHAT THEY TOLD ME TO DO, IT STILL DIDN'T WORK, CHANGING MY PIN #, SO THE HACKERS, COULD ACCESS "MY" MONEY! LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE, IN THIS FUCKED UP DEAL, I AM THE ONE WHO HAD "PICK'S DISEASE" AND PAID WITH 8 FUCKING YEARS OF MY LIFE, WALKING IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE! NOT THEM . . . AND IN NORMAL FASHION . . . THEY THINK THEY DESERVE EVERYTHING, AND ME NOTHING, EVEN THOUGH I AM THE ONE, WHO EARNS IT! LOL! SAVING DRAGONS! JUST LIKE THE BOOK, BITCH: IN PRAISE OF DIFFICULT WOMEN . . . SITTING OUT ON A SHELF, AT THE LIBRARY, EXTRACTED FROM THE STACKS OF BOOKS, THIS MORNING, THIS LITTLE KIDS, BOOK, "JOSEPH'S COAT OF MANY COLORS" BASED ON THE STORY, OF JOSEPH, ONE OF THE FAVORED SONS' OF ISAAC OR REPRESENTING ONE OF THE 12 TRIBES OF ISRAEL, ONE FOR EACH SON . . . WHOM THE FATHER LOVED, AND MADE A BEAUTIFUL COAT OF MANY COLORS, TO SHOW HIS LOVE, AND THE OTHER SONS WERE JEALOUS, DECIDED ONE DAY, WHILE WORKING IN THE FIELDS, AND JOSEPH BEING A YOUNGER SON, BRINGING THEM LUNCH IN A FIELD, THE OTHER BROTHERS DECIDED TO KILL HIM, AFTER TAKING THE COAT, AND THROWING HIM IN A PIT . . . ONE OF THE BROTHERS, TALKED THE OTHERS INTO SELLING HIM, AS A SLAVE, TO SOME TRADERS GOING TO EGYPT, LANDING JOSEPH, IN THE SERVICE OF THE KING, FINDING FAVOR WITH HIM ALSO, MAKING RULER, OVER HIS FIELDS AND GRAINARIES, ULTIMATELY SAVING HIS ENTIRE FAMILY, THROUGH A DREAM, TELLING THE PHAROAH, THAT THERE WERE SEVEN CATTLE THAT WERE BIG AND HEALTHY, FOLLOWED BY SEVER CATTLE THAT WERE THIN AND LEAN, BEING INTERPRETED TO MEAN, THAT, THERE WOULD BE SEVEN YEARS OF PLENTY, FOLLOWED BY SEVEN YEARS OF FAMINE! HE SAVED EGYPT AND ISRAEL THROUGH HIS DREAMS! UNLIKE JOSEPH, I WAS THE SECOND OLDEST, BUT, I BELIEVE THE SHORTEST, OF SIX SISTERS, SOME TOWERING OVER ME, BY 3 TO 4 INCHES, MAKING ME FEEL LIKE A YOUNGER SISTER, AND I LOOK YOUNGER THAN MOST OF THEM, ADDING TO THE FEELING OF BEING YOUNGER, BUT, AS IN THE LAW, USING CASES TO ARGUE BEFORE A JUDGE, YOU GIVE THE FACTS OR CONCLUSIONS THAT ARE IN YOUR FAVOR, AND ALSO DISTINGUISH THE FACTUAL AND LEGAL ARGUMENT THAT DIFFER FROM YOUR CASE . . . NOT ONLY WERE MY SISTERS JEALOUS, BUT MY BROTHERS, MY FATHER AND MY MOTHER--AND I NEVER HAD A COAT OF MANY COLORS, THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN TIFFANY, IN FACT, I PUT THAT IN A SPEECH I GAVE, AT TIFFANY'S WEDDING TO DAVE, THAT WE, OTHER SIBLINGS, KNEW HOW JOSEPH'S BROTHERS FELT . . . GOT A LAUGH! BUT GOD WAS MY FATHER, SERIOUSLY, TOOK PRECEDENCE IN MY LIFE AS THE DRIVING FORCE, THE ONE I ALWAYS TRIED TO FOLLOW, EVEN WHEN I IGNORED HIM FOR 20 YEARS, BUT ONLY AFTER READING A SCRIPTURE THAT SAID, WHEN WE PRAY, THE SPIRIT, MAKES INTERCESSION, KNOWING WHAT WE REALLY NEED, RATHER THAN WHAT WE THINK WE WANT . . . FROM THAT POINT ON, I DECIDED TO JUST TURN IT OVER TO THE SPIRIT, SINCE HE/SHE WAS DOING MY BIDDING ANYWAY, SO THY WILL BE DONE, BECAME MY MANTRA, NOR MATTER HOW HARD! I WANTED MY CALLING AND ELECTION MADE SURE, BY THE TIME I WAS 17, WHEN I GOT THE BLESSING THAT THE HOLY GHOST WOULD DIRECT MY PATHS IN LIFE . . . AS IT SEEMED TO DO, IN THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT, OR WAS KIND OF A COMFORT DREAM, I THINK . . . DREAMS COME WITH IMPRESSIONS? I LAID IN BED FOR ABOUT AN HOUR WONDERING WHAT THIS DREAM MEANT? I WILL RUN IT PASSED YOU, AND SEE WHAT YOU, READER, THINK?

LOVE & LOGIC. LOVE IS A GRAVE MENTAL ILLNESS. --PLATO. LOL! GOOGLE: CODE A HEART CAMPAIGN--"JOIN IN AND BRING THE WORLD A LITTLE CLOSER TOGETHER"--#CODEDWITHLOVE! SO COOL! 20/20 SINCE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN . . . WEAVING TWO LIVES INTO ONE, TO MAKE ME DISAPPEAR! IN PRAISE OF DIFFICULT WOMEN! LOL! MAKE PEACE HAPPEN: (1) "OPEN SKIES TREATY"--MORE TRANSPARENCY IN THE WORLD, FOR WHERE MILITARY BASES ARE--RUSSIAN, SURVEILLANCE PLANES, FLY BY OVER U.S.? YOU HAVE TO START TRUSTING OTHER WORLD POWERS SOMEWHERE; SMARTER PERSONS THAN ME WILL MAKE THE DECISION, WHETHER TO ALLOW OR NOT. (2) U.S., RUSSIA AND SYRIAN PRESIDENT ASSAD, MAKING PLANS FOR A CEASE-FIRE IN SYRIA, APRIL ELECTIONS, INVITING REBEL FORCES TO THE TABLE . . . ASSAD SAYS THAT REFUGEES CAN COME BACK TO SYRIA WITHOUT REPRISAL! ALL YOU PROTESTERS AT THE MONTANA STATE CAPITAL, AGAINST ALLOWING REFUGEES INTO THE STATE, RELAX, BEST, FOR EVERYONE, IF THE REFUGEES CAN GO HOME, MEND THEIR COUNTRY . . . ASSAD WAS ELECTED AND VOTED IN BY 90% OF THE SYRIAN PEOPLE, 5 YEARS OF BLOOD SHED HAS TO STOP! --RUSSIAN PRESIDENT PUTIN. IF AMERICA CAN'T LEARN FROM VIETNAM, IRAQ, RUSSIA DID! THANKS V! (3) APPLE INC,, JOINED BY U.S. CONSUMERS, AND OTHER COUNTRIES, THE U.K., GERMANY, JAPAN, AND OTHERS, STAGING PROTESTS, AGAINST, GIVING THE FBI A "MASTER KEY," TO BREAK ENCRYPTED CODES, TO LOOK AT THE PHONES OF THE VICTIMS IN SAN BERNEDINO, CALIFORNIA . . . FREEDOM IS NOT FREE! GERMANY'S CHANCELLOR ANGELA MERKEL, TIME'S WOMAN OF THE YEAR OR PERSON OF THE YEAR, BASICALLY TOLD GOOGLE TO TAKE A HIKE, WHEN THEY COULD NOT PROMISE RIGHTS TO PRIVACY! THE WHOLE COUNTRY BOWED OUT! LOL! PUSHING THE "PATRIOT ACT" COWBOYS, BACK IN PLACE, BEHIND THE PERSONAL RIGHTS AND PROTECTIONS OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! IN ADDITION TO THE CONSTITUTION BEING BASED ON JUDEO-CHRISTIAN PRINCIPLES, IT IS ALSO BASED OR OUR LEGAL SYSTEM, ON BRITISH COMMON LAW! THIS IS THE REASON PART OF THIS BLOG! THE FBI AND SPY AGENCIES, HAVE FUCKING UNLIMITED BUDGETS, AT LEAST TO THE TUNE OF $80 BILLION, WE KNOW ABOUT, 40 OTHER AGENCIES TO HELP THEM, AND THE PATRIOT ACT SHIT WAS PUT IN PLACE, TO "STOP" TERRORIST ATTACKS, NOT ANALYZE IT AFTER THE FACT. APPLE AND CUSTOMERS PROTESTING IN FRONT OF FBI BUILDINGS, DON'T KNOW THE DATE, BUT I AM FULLY WITH YOU IN PRINCIPLE & SPIRIT! LAND OF THE FREE, BECAUSE OF THE BRAVE! STAND YOUR GROUND, APPLE! (4) TWO DAYS AGO, THE INDIAN NATION, AND THEY ARE A NATION WITHIN A NATION, HELD A "INDIAN EDUCATION FOR ALL" CONFERENCE, FUCKING RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO THE RESCUE MISSION I AM STAYING AT! SCREAM, AND I READ ABOUT IT THE DAY AFTER . . . I HAVE THE "SOUL OF A MOCHACIN" AND ALMOST WORSHIP NATURE, AS MUCH AS INDIANS DO, SEEING IT AS SARCRED--I RELATE, AND DIG THE HELL OUT OF MY INDIAN FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES, LEARNING ABOUT "HAND GAMES" THE CROW INDIAN TRIBE SPONSORS, DATING BACK TO THE TIME THE RESERVATIONS WERE FIRST CREATED, USING THE GAMES TO BRING VARIOUS TRIBES TOGETHER TO SOCIALIZE WITH EACH OTHER--ONE OF THE FUNNEST CHICKS AT THE SHELTER IS CROW, AND SHE ALSO COMPETES WITH A TEAM OF 4, DRESSED IN TRADITIONAL BEADED DRESSES, WITH THE MALE MEMBERS, HAVING SHIRTS THAT ARE COORDINATED WITH THE FEMALE DRESS, IN COLOR, DESIGN, AND STYLE, EACH YEAR, AND EACH TEAM HAS A "MEDICINE MAN" OR PSYCHIC LEADER, WHO DIRECTS THE TEAMS . . . THE TEAMS HAVE COOL THINGS THEY HIDE ON SOME PART OF THEIR BODIES OR IN THEIR HANDS, LIKE THE BONES OF A BUFFALO OR EAGLE'S TALON, AND THE OTHER TEAMS, HAVE TO GUESS, THROUGH THE INSPIRED DIRECTION OF THEIR SPIRITUAL LEADER, THE MEDICINE MAN . . . THE TRIBES GATHER, BEHIND THEIR TEAMS, WEARING THEIR TRADITIONAL DRESS, AND JOIN IN SONGS, OF THEIR TRIBES! COOL, I'M INTO ESP AND PSYCHIC PHENOMENA, PLUS SPIRITUAL DIRECTION, DO IT EVERY DAY! I AM MAKING IT TO THE ARLEE "POW WOW" THIS YEAR, EVEN IF SANDRA, MY BLACKFOOT OR CREE TRIBE FRIEND, DOESN'T HOOK US UP WITH A RIDE AND FRIENDS TO STAY WITH--I KNOW, IT IS SALISH-KOOTENAI TERRITORY! THE POW WOW, IS ONE THE WEEKEND OR NEAR THE 4TH OF JULY! FUN, FUN, FUN! THAT'S WHAT I GET, FOR BECOMING A WOMAN OF THE CLOTH! LOL, I MISS OUT READING THE DAILY PAPER, BECAUSE, IT IS COMPETING WITH THE BIBLE! I ONLY HAVE SO MUCH TIME IN A DAY--I GUESS ALL THE TRUE CRIME MOVIES COULD BE SACRIFICED! LOL! ONLY THE U.S. GOVERNMENT IS TO MAKE TREATIES AND HAS JURISDICTION OVER THE TRIBES, BUT, THE ONE THING IN THE MONTANA STATE CONSTITUTION, THAT MONTANA AS A STATE MUST DO, IS HELP EDUCATE ITS CITIZENS ON THE TRIBAL CULTURES WITHIN THE STATE, AND HELP THE TRIBES, I THINK THERE ARE 7 OF THEM, PRESERVE THEIR CULTURE AND EDUCATE THEIR CHILDREN AND OURS, AND US! (5) ITHACA, NEW YORK MAYOR MYRICK, IS CREATING A SPACE IN HIS TOWN, FOR ADDICTS TO INJECT HEROIN SAFELY--KIND OF LIKE TURNING IN USED NEEDLES AND SYRINGES PROGRAMS . . . THE MAYOR, ONLY 28, WAS THE CHILD OF ADDICTS, AND HE GOT HIMSELF OUT OF BEING HOMELESS AND ENDED UP GOING TO COLLEGE AT AN IVY LEAGUE SCHOOL, CORNELL UNIVERSITY . . . HE IS WORKING WITH LAW ENFORCEMENT, PROSECUTORS, AND JUDGES, TO GIVE IT A TRY, AFTER, SOMETHING LIKE 5 PEOPLE OVERDOSED IN BATHROOMS AND ALLEYS IN ONE WEEKEND; LAW ENFORCEMENT IS WILLING TO TRY, WITH A BIT OF RESISTANCE FROM THE NEWLY ELECTED PROSECUTOR, WHO WANTS TO BE TOUGH ON CRIME . . . MYRICK, IS TRYING, AS ARE MANY OF OUR PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES AND PRESIDENT OBAMA, TO GET THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM TO LOOK AT DRUG ADDICTION DIFFERENTLY! PRESIDENT NIXON, STARTED THE WAR ON DRUGS, BACK IN 1991, AND TONS OF MONEY HAS BEEN POURED INTO THE SYSTEM, BUT WHAT HAS WORKED THE BEST, IS NANCY REAGAN'S, "JUST SAY NO TO DRUGS" CAMPAIGN. YOUR VOTE EVEN FOR LOCAL ELECTIONS MATTER--BILLINGS GAZETTE--"CAMPAIGN SCHOOL" MARCH 1, 2016, BILLINGS, BIG HORN RESORT, RSVP AND CONTACT INFORMATION IN GAZETTE! THAT IS LOGIC, NOW THIS IS THE LOVE . . . YESTERDAY, WHILE TYPING MY BLOG, THE FIRST ONE, AT BURGER KING . . . I WENT IN THE BATHROOM, HEADING FOR LUNCH OVER TO THE HUB, AND I NOTICED SOME WRITING ON THE WALL, THAT SAID, "JESUS LOVES YOU, WHETHER YOU ARE HIGH OR NOT, DOPE & METH = IT SHOWED A PICTURE OF A SKULL AND CROSS BONES, WITH A PIPE IN THE MOUTH OF THE SMILING DEAD PERSON! I WASN'T SURE, EXACTLY WHICH STATEMENT THEY WERE MAKING: (A) YES, JESUS LOVES YOU, WHETHER YOU ARE HIGH OR NOT. (B) BUT HE TEACHES US, THAT OUR BODIES ARE A TEMPLE OF GOD . . . GOING ALONG WITH THAT ANALOGY, THE ONLY TIME JESUS LOST HIS COOL, WAS, WHEN HE FOUND THE MONEY CHANGERS, MAKING DEALS AND TRADING IN THE TEMPLE, HIS FATHER'S HOUSE, HE TURNED OVER THE TABLES, AND PHYSICALLY THREW THEM OUT OF THE TEMPLE; THIS CAN BE SYMBOLIC OF OUR BODIES BEING TEMPLES, PUTTING GOOD, CLEAN, HEALTHY STUFF IN THEM, NOT HARMFUL, ADDICTING DRUGS, AND OTHER THINGS . . . I AM GUILTY AND ADDICTED TO DIET COKE, SO I UNDERSTAND ADDICTIONS, BUT, I ALSO KNOW, THAT THIS IS NOT THE BEST BEVERAGE TO TAKE INTO MY BODY, ALONG WITH OTHER FATTENING SUBSTANCES, THAT LEAVE ME SLUGGISH AND NOT AS HEALTH, THIN AND FIT AS I COULD BE! REMEMBER THE POWERFUL AGENDA OF GOD: (1) TO SAVE OUR SOULS; AND (2) TO GIVE US A FORMULA FOR HAPPY LIVES . . . ADDICTIONS ARE NOT HAPPINESS AND OUR BODIES ARE THE VESSEL THAT HOUSES OUR SOULS, WE NEED TO KEEP IT CLEAN! ADDICTIONS ARE HARD AND I DON'T KNOW THAT JAIL TIME HELPS, AND SURE AS HELL, IF DIRTY SYRINGES AND NEEDLES ARE USED, IN UNCLEAN AND UNSAFE ENVIRONMENTS, DEATH, INFECTION AND PAIN CAN OCCUR . . . THE LOCAL HEALTH DEPARTMENT HAS DECLARED HEROIN USE, AS AN "EPIDEMIC" ALLOWING THE MAYOR TO CIRCUMVENT THE STATE LEGISLATURE, TO TRY THE NEW PROGRAM OUT . . . HE KNOWS YOU CAN RISE ABOVE YOUR ISSUES WITH DRUGS! NOW THAT IS LOVE AND LOGIC, AND HE IS A GREAT EXAMPLE AND SPOKESPERSON, AND THE BEAUTY OF OUR AMERICAN SYSTEM, IS THAT GRASSROOTS EFFORTS, WITH A FEW GOOD PEOPLE, HAVE ALWAYS LEAD THE WAY, IN REFORMING GOVERNMENT AND THE REST OF THE NATION! THANKS MAYOR, HE CARES! MAKE PEACE HAPPEN, WE CAN ALL BE HAPPY, WORLD LEADERS CAN, NOT ONLY LEARN TO TRUST, AND BE TRUSTED, BUT THEY CAN BE FRIENDS! SYRIA WAS A FUCKING MESS, BUT ISIS IS LOSING FUNDING, ASSAD, WITH HUMAN RIGHTS ISSUES, IS WILLING TO BRING REFUGEES HOME, AND THE ELECTIONS OF THE PEOPLE OUGHT TO BE RESPECTED BY OTHER COUNTRIES . . . WE ARE NOT SYRIA! WHEN THEIR PEOPLE SPEAK, THE REST OF THE WORLD, REGARDLESS OF THE PROBLEMS, LIKE ALL NATIONS DON'T HAVE THEM, NEED TO BE SUPPORTIVE AND SIMPLY GIVE HELP AND AID, AND ENCOURAGE REFORM, WE ARE ALL EVOLVING AS A HUMAN RACE! LOVE & LOGIC! I THINK THIS IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR TODAY! KISSES TO THE WORLD--WE CAN DO THIS WORLD!

Covenant Hospital

I was just watching, a 20/20 episode, called, something like The Lone Star Murder, about a doctor, who started dating a single gal, after years of living alone, with money, looks, security, and loved, great dad, left by his first wife, and now, in a new loving relationship . . . looked like an old jealous lover, of new woman. But, as I am watching, I think, in my God, Intel, fashion, as I look up, I see, this, 6'4" man, allegedly one of the Information Desk, worker, and catch him standing against the wall, looking straight at me, at about that same time, the other dude, wearing the grey vest, and the same colored teal colored shirt, that also works at the desk, is right by the tables, where I am sitting at the cafe' in the foyer of the Billings Clinic, that is delightful, bright, airy and with great art, and a great, place to write about, especially, about Indians, being inspired by the 10 or so, colorful, paintings of tipis or tee pees and lodges.  But, over the last 2 and a half weeks that I have been in Billings, and some days, at the clinic, I have noticed these men, looking rather suspicious, walking over, near the TVs or the tables, or the last time it appeared to be a sting op, paid and sponsored by the inner circle of Mormon paid mafia members, or cops, wherever I go, and, I thought, something's up, and sure enough, as I looked up, the smaller guy with the vest, that I saw, actually running, on the last sting op, and then, the next day, hearing him covering his ass, after I wrote about the incident, telling someone within ear distance . . . Oh, I run everywhere . . . seriously, I haven't seen you run, until, I got up to leave, the day, I saw all kind of security, maybe cop dudes, and decided to error on the side of safety, and then you ran! and this time, you did your CIA, symbolic motions, you rubbed your nose, the sign, I have learned over the four years of being chased, as Shelley, rather than JOANN, 16 to 24 cameras at the Mission, tons at the library, at BK, at Hardees, and today at the Billings Clinic . . . SHIT, and you are still fucking wondering who I am?  Three cops came in the HUB where I eat, Monday through Friday, and have for the last 2 and a half weeks! and they have surveillance and the staff pointed me out to the cops!

Like the dream I talked about yesterday, slipping off some cliff, on wind swept red rock country, and all I had to do was wake up, and walk away . . . same here, these useful idiots, are book learned, operate, like a football play book, with X's on the floor plans, you here, X, and you, X over here, and this guy, that guy, XXXX, and then we swoop in on this INNOCENT woman, and aid the GUILTY WOMEN, who stole her identity, but, she did work hard, for JOANN'S MONEY!  Do some research fuckers, I have been stellar all my life, from my youth to now . . . read my blog!  I know you are Patriot Act FUCKS, but, the CONSTITUTION RULES, it is the SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND . . . and I don't give a flying fuck, who is violating it, I will expose them, as in FBI, maybe your damn agency, that you think, as the cops in Ferguson, and other parts of the country, now looking at MURDER CHARGES, because, they listened to the clowns that are pulling your puppet strings and going to prison, ALONG WITH YOU! when they catch you, and SMILE, YOU ARE ON CANDIDE CAMERA, up attached to the top floor, overlooking the cafe and the foyer!  NICE . . . surveillance, works for and against you . . . tag, YOUR IT!

I love the scripture, YOU HEAR, yet you HEAR NOT, you see, YET you SEE NOT!  I have been blond my whole fucking life!  This, should connect me to my blog, you saw me WITH YOUR FUCKING SHITTY OWN EYES!  I had some clown, at the Rosaure's Store in Kalispell, talk to me, see my blog, see my picture, see, me writing my blog, see me post my blog, and then, look at me, and say, I find it hard to believe, that the woman, writing this blog, is sitting right here?  WHAT?  What is an attorney suppose to look like, a blogger, and legislator, a professor . . . why the fuck would you have a hard time?  Other than, you have been lied to, or Shelley, moved up right after I made a big stir in White Fish and Kalispell, after telling the marijuana growers, at the same meeting that I got 8 cops fired, and there should have been DEA agents and others, with 13 law enforcement agencies, harvesting the marijuana cops, three years in a row, with all agencies, during the 2008 energy crisis, with gas prices, topping $4, and across the country, cops begging for more money to keep doing their jobs, and in St. George there are new city cop cars, new sheriff's vehicles, new bike cop trucks, and even new EMT, small SUVs!  I would see the new cars on the road one day, but not the next . . . checking to see if I would NOTICE?  Well, I did and wrote to the U.S. Attorney General for the District of Utah and got, at least 8, dirty cops FIRED!  And I am guessing these fuckers, and undercover cops of some level and flavor, either from, Montana or Wyoming, so nobody would recognize them, that's my, "Medicine Man" God, giving me, Intel over the last few days, since the windows were shot out of the Billings Public Library!  Shit, I am the ONLY CLEAN ONE, I am starting to think?  SHIT!

U.S. Bank Branch, Just Mentioned on the True Crime Episode, Actually One From Glendive or Somewhere in Montana!  LOL!

Two days ago, I wrote in my blog, that I took my old Walmart Money Card, good until the end of February, another 5 days or so, and checked, after ratting out, the newly activated card, that I DIDN'T ACTIVATE, and worried, that since I hopefully caught that card before, all my money ended up in Shelley's, fucking hands or Rachels, or any of several women.  After going to Wells Fargo, I went to U.S. Bank, both of those are placed that the cops or the undercover agents, would figure, that I would check, because, one is close to where I live, and the other, is central to the HUB, to the LIBRARY, and HARDEE'S and BK!  But, after the three cops, came in later that day, during lunch at the HUB, with staff pointing to me, I decided to book it out the back, near the alley, cut around and go in the HOLIDAY GAS STATION, next door, the place some blue city cop was doing surveillance on me, Saturday, shortly before, the two ambulances, fire truck and cop car came to Burger King, with, from all I could tell, no drunk Indian girl, in the alley, with no one having any information for the cops! later!  HERE IS FUCKING PROOF AGAIN . . . I am trying to stop swearing, but, this shit is wearing on me, but, I tried, my Wally's World Card, that I used, when I first got to Billings, at Denny's first, then Burger King, then Hardee's, later used, up my $16 food stamps card, at Albertsons, easy shit to prove, but, here is the receipt, from the Holiday Station, U.S. BANK!

• USbank
• 02/22/16     12:21     SHS4U286
• HOLIDAY STORE #274
• BILLINGS MT
• RECORD NO.                                  9797
• CARD ***********************8699
• CONTACT BANK    "CARD RETAINED"
• NEED A HOLIDAY GIFT?
• GIVE A U.S. BANK VISA GIFT CARD.
• usbank.com

SMILE . . . I HAVE THAT RECEIPT RIGHT HERE!

FUCK YOU BASTARDS!
NSA/PATRIOT ACT SHITS TRIED TO BLOCK ME PUBLISHING THIS!