BLOOD FEUD. "BITCH. IN PRAISE OF DIFFICULT WOMEN!" (BOOK, ELIZABETH WURTZEL). I WAS WALKING THROUGH THE BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY, AND THIS BOOK WAS SITTING ON THE SHELF! A HALF NAKED WOMEN, SITTING ON A CHAIR, FLIPPING THE BIRD, WOULD CATCH ANYONE'S EYE. BEFORE READING THE COVER, I THOUGHT, I, AM FOR SURE, I AM CONSIDERED, A DIFFICULT WOMEN, ON SEVERAL LEVELS--I THOUGHT OF HILLARY CLINTON, SENATOR, CLAIRE MCCASKILL, SENATOR, ELIZABETH WARREN, MSNBC RACHEL MADDOW, FOX, MEGYN KELLY, FORMER REPRESENTATIVE, OF THE TEXAS LEGISLATURE, DAVIS, WHO STOOD HER GROUND AND FILIBUSTERED THE LEGISLATURE, FOR SOME 14 HOURS, FIGHTING FOR WOMEN'S REPRODUCTIVE RIGHTS; WOMEN AS FAR BACK AS ACTRESS JANE FONDA, PROTESTING THE VIETNAM WAR . . . I READ THE COVER, AND THE AUTHOR, TAKES WOMEN OF BIBLICAL PROPORTIONS, AND COMPARES THAT TO MODERN DAY WOMEN, BUT SHE ADDS WOMEN, LIKE MARILYN MONROE, WHO NOT ONLY USED HER SEXUALITY AND BEAUTY, BUT THAT BECAME AN END TO HER, IN AND OF IT'S SELF! INTERESTING, IN LIGHT, OF WHAT I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT, "THE MORMON CULT" INSPIRED BY THE "ROLLING STONE" MAGAZINE ARTICLE, I JUST READ, AT THE HUB COMMUNITY CENTER--THANKS TO THE CHURCH GOER, MAN, WHO SUPPLIES A FULL LUNCH, TWICE A MONTH, FOR ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE HUB COMMUNITY! SO YUMMY, I HAD TO GET DOUBLES, AND SKIP DINNER! WHAT R.S., WRITER, JESSE HYDE, DOES WITH THE "SHORT CREEK" POLYGAMIST COMMUNITY, STILL RUN AND CONTROLLED, BY INCARCERATED, PROPHET, WARREN JEFFS, DOING A LIFE SENTENCE, IN TEXAS, THANK GOD, SINCE UTAH, ON PURPOSE, OVERTURNED, JEFF'S CONVICTION--POLYGAMY STILL IN MORMON DOCTRINE, FOR MARRYING A 12 YEAR OLD GIRL, AND RAPING HER, ALL CAUGHT ON TAPE! 21 MINUTES OF NITTY, GRITTY, GRUNTING AND MOANING SEX, ON THE TEMPLE ALTER, OF THE "YEARNING FOR ZION" RANCH AND COMPOUND--ENDING IN A HALLELUJAH--ECHOED BY THREE FEMALE WITNESSES, PROBABLY ONE OF THEM, THE GIRL'S MOTHER, AND A WIFE OF JEFFS, IN TEXAS, THE SITE OF THE LARGEST, ROUND-UP, AND CUSTODY BATTLE FOR 400 KIDS, WITH STATES AUTHORITIES, WORRIED, RIGHTLY SO, ABOUT THE "BEST INTEREST OF THESE CHILDREN," WITH BOYS KICKED OUT, TERMED, "LOST BOYS" AND GIRLS MARRIED OFF, BY THE TIME THEY MATURE! THE FIRST AMENDMENT, STATES, THAT CONGRESS SHALL NOT MAKE ANY LAWS RESPECTING AN ESTABLISHMENT OF RELIGION, OR IMPEDING THE FREE EXERCISE OF RELIGION, INCLUDING, NOT PRACTICING ANY RELIGION AT ALL! CONGRESS HAS OVERSIGHT RESPONSIBILITIES, THROUGH THE "SENATE INTELLIGENCE COMMITTEE" TO ENSURE, THAT, NOT ONLY NO LAWS ESTABLISH A PARTICULAR RELIGION, BUT, THERE IS NOT A RELIGION, THAT MAKES UP, ONLY 1% OF THE AMERICAN POPULATION, WITH 70+ REPRESENTATION OF THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY BEING MORMON! NOT CORRECTING THIS, RUNS AFOUL, OF THE ESTABLISHMENT CLAUSE, AND NEEDS TO BE CORRECTED. WHILE MORMONS, WEAR NORMAL HAIR STYLES, LIVE IN NORMAL TOWNS AND CITIES, DRESS IN MODERN CLOTHES, CAN BE PILLARS OF THEIR CITIES, STATES AND NATIONS, THEY TEND TO DO EXACTLY WHAT, PROCLAIMED PROPHET, WARREN JEFFS DOES, DEMAND, COMPLETE OBEDIENCE . . . PRAY AND OBEY! MOST MEMBERS OF BOTH THE FLDS CHURCH AND THE MORMON CHURCH, IF FACED WITH A DECISION BETWEEN, FAMILY AND CHURCH, WOULD CHOSE CHURCH . . . AND THAT MENTALITY, DOES NOT LEAVE, WHEN THEY ARE IN THE EMPLOY OF THE FEDERAL, STATE AND LOCAL GOVERNMENTS. I WANT TO POINT OUT, JUST A FEW OF THE SIMILARITIES, BETWEEN THE POLYGAMIST CULT OF THE ARTICLE AND THE MORMON CULT THAT I HAVE BEEN TARGETED BY AND ALMOST KILLED, BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD, BY! THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT AWARE OF THE SITUATION, IN SHORT CREEK, NEAR HILDALE AND COLORADO CITY, STRADDLING THE UTAH/ARIZONA BORDERS, IS ABOUT TO GO INTO RECEIVERSHIP, UNDER FEDERAL CONTROL, DUE TO THE SPLIT, IN THE COMMUNITY, BETWEEN, FLDS AND NON-FLDS, MANY EXILED FROM THE FLDS CHURCH, BUT ALLOWED, THROUGH SEVERAL LAWSUITS, TO RETURN TO THEIR HOMES, BEING FACE TO FACE WITH THEIR FORMER, WIVES, CHILDREN, FAMILIES, NEIGHBORS, AND FRIENDS, BUT BEING THREATENED WITH DAILY VIOLENCE, CAR BOMBS, DEATH THREATS, MURDER, BEING FOLLOWED BY THE "GOD SQUAD" GOING AROUND THE COMMUNITY, IN BLACK SUV'S, WITH BLACK TINTED WINDOWS . . . ALL OF WHICH AND MORE, I HAVE EXPERIENCED, ONLY ADD, AS PART OF THE "MORMON MAFIA" AND "GOD SQUAD," FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, AFT, SECRET SERVICE, MILITARY, ETC., USING LOCAL, STATE, AND FEDERAL RESOURCES TO TRACK, INTIMIDATE, THREATEN, STEAL, DESTROY, AND KILL . . . WITH 26 PEOPLE DEAD IN CONNECTION TO MY CASES IN UTAH, AND THAT IS THE SHORT LIST! JUST LIKE THE FLDS, THE MORMONS HAVE HIT LISTS, AND CARRYING OUT THEIR FORM OF JUSTICE WITH EXACTNESS AND IN TOTAL VIOLATION OF THE LAWS OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, AND ALL OTHER AMERICAN LAWS, BASED ON THAT ORIGINAL DOCUMENT! EVEN MORE VALUABLE, TODAY, THAT AT THE TIME IT WAS DRAFTED! I THINK, ONE OF THE REASONS, AND THIS MAY BE EGOCENTRIC, BUT, IT WOULD NOT SURPRISE ME, IF THE BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY, TARGETED, BY IT APPEARED TO ME, TO BE A HIGHLY TRAINED, SNIPER, MIGHT HAVE HAD THEIR WINDOWS SHOT OUT, BECAUSE, THE NEWER BUILDING, AND THE NEW SYSTEM, HAS PROTECTED ME, AND MY BLOG, PROTECTED UNDER THE FIRST AMENDMENT, FREE SPEECH CLAUSE, FROM BEING HACKED! I HAVE BEEN STOPPED AT THE HUB, DENNY'S RESTAURANT, BURGER KING, AND THE TWO TIMES, I WROTE AT HARDEE'S, I BELIEVE, WAS NOT DETECTED. THE SAME THING GOES FOR THE NEWER BUILDING OVER AT THE BILLINGS CLINIC, PROTECTED . . . SOME OF THE FIRST TWO PLACES, THAT HAS HAPPENED! THAT IS TERRORISM, IN THE NAME, OF POLITICS, RELIGION, AND FREE SPEECH! THIS SAME GROUP, WHO ARE THE KOCH, MACHINE, WANT MONEY TO SPEAK, THROUGH CAMPAIGN DONATIONS, AND DARK MONEY, BUT, WHEN A SINGLE INDIVIDUAL LIKE ME, HAS POWER AND A POWERFUL BLOG . . . THE SAME RULES DON'T APPLY . . . THEIR GREED, ALLOWED ME TO ENJOY MY FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS, THEY JUST DIDN'T EXPECT THE BLOG TO GO AS VIRAL AS IT DID, BUT, THROUGH THEIR GREED, I WAS ABLE TO, GAMBLE, GUESS, TRICK, ELUDE, EVADE, AND OUTSMART THE MORMON, NSA WITH 30,000 CYBER SPIES IN UTAH, NOW, THEY HAVE CREATED A POLITICAL MONSTER, THAT IS REVEALING ALL THEIR SECRETS. IT IS AMAZING TO ME, THAT THE "BOOK OF MORMON" WARNS READERS AGAINST SECRET COMBINATIONS AND HAVING A SYSTEM OF KINGS, YET, EARLY PROPHET, JOSEPH SMITH, SET UP AN ORDER, OF KINGS & QUEENS, PRIESTS & PRIESTESSES, THAT MODERN DAY MORMONS, IN HIGH RANKING GOVERNMENT POSITIONS AND CHURCH POSITIONS, ALL CONTROLLED AND RUN, THROUGH SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH, MORMON CHURCH, WORLDWIDE HEADQUARTERS, PATTERNED MORE AFTER THE BRITISH MONARCHY, THE "MONARCH PROJECT" RATHER THAN THE BRAGGING RIGHTS, OF BEING THE FIRST MAINSTREAM OR WORLD RELIGION, STARTED ON AMERICAN SOIL? THERE IS LITTLE CONTRAST, BETWEEN WHAT THE MORMONS HAVE DONE TO ME, AND WHAT THE FLDS HAVE DONE TO DEFECTORS . . . IN FACT, SOME OF THE INSIGHTS, IN THIS ARTICLE, GIVE ME NAMES FOR WHAT, HAS BEEN DONE TO ME, MAKING ME WONDER, WHO IS USING WHO'S PLAY BOOK? LOL! CONTRAST & COMPARE . . .

The First Amendment (Amendment I) to the United States Constitution prohibits the making of any law respecting an establishment of religion, impeding the free exercise of religion, abridging the freedom of speech, infringing on the freedom of the press, interfering with the right to peaceably assemble or prohibiting the petitioning for a governmental redress of grievances. It was adopted on December 15, 1791, as one of the ten amendments that constitute the Bill of Rights.

What Happens To A Community When There is No Separation of Church and State?

I want my readers to go to the actual article, in Rolling Stone Magazine, rather than trusting me, and I have already fought the NSA, and I am reading for some release, from the true crimes perpetrated against me, by the Mo Mafia and God Squad, and get some company, watching the misery of others, who have been the targets of criminals, much like the ones, that are alleged, law enforcement officers, working for a government or church, rather than working for "the" government!  The law is about definitions and hair-splitting, remember when President Bill Clinton, was asked if he did this or that, and he said, that depends on what the definition of what "is" is. I cannot do justice to the fine article that will en capsulize, not only the current problems, but, take you back to recent history, and even back further, to not necessarily ancient history, but the early history of the United States and Utah, along with the other states, now being considered, as a new starting point for polygamists, like Montana, Idaho, Arizona, etc., as if there is not only Mormons, but polygamists, with Missoula, having a polygamist community, just 30 miles outside of that city, in Montana.  

I am hoping that, federal authorities, will, look carefully at what is happening in Short Creek, and that area, and this is not about, being able to practice your religion, but, their practices are and have been ruled, as unconstitutional as far back, as 1886, before, Utah became a state . . . it took Utah, 50 fucking years, due to polygamy, with the feds having to send in appointed governors, armies, and finally, arresting, the Mormon Church, hierarchy, before, the Mormon Manifesto, did, allegedly, away with polygamy, which, we all know, it did not, and that is the scary thing, and modern day, attorneys generals, have done, more to protect polygamy, than to enforce the laws of the United States, that sees, the practice or the principle, in religious terms, as one of the twin, relics of barbarism, slavery and polygamy, being seen in the same light, one is being a labor slave and the other a sex, slave; however, with the large number of children born to a family, there is tons of free labor, and all boys are required to work two years for the church, before they can take a wife or have a home . . . many boys did their two years, and got kicked out of the community, so the old duffers could get their pick of the pretty young girls . . . now if that doesn't make you sick! 

Polygamy, A Problem Then, a Problem Now!

The United States government, refused to grant statehood, until, not only involuntary servitude, but polygamy, were forbidden forever!  But, the patriarchal priesthood, of the Utah Legislature, in all violation of not only the United States, but the state, took that provision, dealing with polygamy, out of the Utah Constitution, without, the approval of the United States, a vote of the people of Utah, and 2/3rds vote of the Utah Legislature, the proposed, future Constitution, was just put in place.  Just like the water compact, in Montana, there was no 2/3rds vote of both houses of the legislature, but it was signed into law, in total violation of the U.S., Montana Constitutions, water law, statute, and the Hellgate Treaty, of 1855 . . . someone, it telling the Indians, they can do whatever they want, like shoot, elk out of Montana state elk hunting season, as scheduled and set up through the Montana Fish, Game and Wildlife Agency!  In the Hellgate Treaty as I recall, there is unlimited fishing in, traditional fishing holes, no water rights, just, the use and benefit of the water, and as for hunting, the Indians are to follow the same rules, as other citizens of the state of Montana!  

Evidence of this type of Mormon mentality is everywhere, they hate the Constitution, and hate me, because I am one of those difficult women, who should be praised, rather than, hunted herself!  You will see, as I did, that what has been done, to disaffected members of the FLDS church, has been done to me, as a disaffected Mormon!  My family was not only, reassigned, to other very less faithful sisters, but much more obedient, but, my whole life was sold, on the auction block, because, the CHURCH, wanted to claim, my name, my fame, my cases, my money, my kids, and my son's music as theirs . . . through the same fucked up mentality of the sick, wacko, Warren Jeffs, the Mo Church, either putting them up to it, or followed the same sick agenda, thinking, they own, my indentured servitude, since I was born in a Mormon family, raised in the church, went to law school, at the Mormon College, and was a member of the bar, in the state of Mormon, I am their property, as are my children, and they can be reassigned to other family members, so the family, the church and Republicans, could maintain control of MY FAMILY, probably one of the hottest attorneys, in the state, if not the hottest, with the largest name recognition and the largest number of legal connections, bringing name and fame to the state of Mormon, therefore, they figured, they were entitled to, have someone become me, even if they were NOT AN ATTORNEY, or they could reassign, my assets to whom they decided were worthy, and the ironic, sick, stupid thing about it, is all the people they reassigned to, where NEVER active members of the Church!  LOL!  

They did buy the church, with my son's music money, however . . . oh, the title for this subsection of my blog, is the title of the section, first an email, to the then, Utah Attorney General, Mark Shurtleff, who facilitated polygamy, rather than, stopped it and prosecuted it, as he promised, in his campaign speech, asking me to be his campaign manager, in 2000 . . . but, that request and my Utah Constitution and Fun Facts, has been reassigned to Shelley, fucking bitch, who is not difficult, and obedient, because, she knows, she could NEVER, NEVER, EVER, EVER, do what I have done!  It is all about, $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$, prestige, power, name, manuals, being elite, and that is ME, not her, and I am right here in Billings, Montana, at the library!

Similarities To the FLDS Church and Warren Jeffs

First, I want to apologize to the normal, main, stay, members of the Mormon Faith, who believe and worship, are good families, have good values, contribute to their communities, etc., these are not the ones, that I am speaking about . . . I am talking, the upper eschewing echelon, that replaced their religion with politics, turned their religion, or this faction of the religion, into a cult, and most of you, lay members, have no idea that it is even happening, right under your noses, in plain view, and most of you would argue, disagree, and be insulted, but, I have lived it, just like these former members of the FLDS, a splinter group, who believe in the Book of Mormon, sing the church songs, and believe they are the carriers of the torch of the true, Mormon Church, and so do the fuckers, who tried to silence me!  The former leader of Jeff's God Squad, has left the FLDS church, and is now the key witness for the Department of Justice, in looking into the violation of civil rights of the people living in these polygamist enclaves!  

I didn't start underlying, until I was half way through the article, so you will have to visit the magazine online, or better, buy the magazine, so you can mark it up . . . I look at this as a God thing, because, nobody, knows, both the law and the religion like I do, and the one thing, that I would disagree with, not so much with the write, because he is not a lawyer, but, I disagree with the interpretation of the two attorneys, who were interviewed, representing the cities, rights to run things the way they want to without interference by the government . . . Short Creek is a part of the United States, and the issue of polygamy, was decided by the United States Supreme Court, in a test case, taken before, statehood was granted, and found, that the practice was unconstituitonal . . . and that each man, cannot, be a law unto himself! nor religion for that matter, and believe, me, the Mormon Church has, done exactly that, violated, not only every civil right, I have, but, been down right CRIMINAL and beyond!

FLDS, Warren Jeff's, Little Community of Whores or Horrors!

Short Creek and Mormons, just legalize adultery, by marrying the women, they sleep with!  Wait until you get a load of what these clowns are up to now:

• now, don't think for a minute, that, having more than one wife, solves, your problems, or helps men control their sexual appetite, it does quite the opposite, even the young boys, case in point, my blog this morning about the CIA, Spartan tradition of Daddy's Little Bouncing Buddy, but, Jeffs was sued by one of his own, nephews, because, when Jeffs was the principal of the polygamist school, in Salt Lake City, Utah, he called his nephew into his office and raped him, on several occasions, these fuckers, can have 80 wives, like Jeffs does, and still go after their own sons and daughters, and want more wives, just like King David did, in the Old Testament, going after Bathesheba, when he already had 700 wives and concubines!  We always want what we can't have . . . the New Testament, under the new covenant, and Jesus, tells men, and bishops, a calling in the Mormon Church, that they are only to have ONE WIFE!  The Book of Mormon, states that having more than one wife is an abomination to God and he hears the tender cries of the wives and the children, coming up to him in Heaven, and the men shall have ONE WIFE, and concubines, NONE!  But that cleaver, little Joe Smith, left an escape clause, but, if God or man, wants to raise up an alleged, righteous seed . . . I will hit this in the seed breeder section, disgusting!
• The work of God is a benevolent dictatorship," Jeffs said to the nearly 2,000 people gathered before him.  "It is not a democracy."  He read the names of 21 "master deceivers," which included four of his brothers and the mayor of Colorado City.  These men, he said, would all have to go.  And then he slipped out a side door.  "It was a shot straight through the church," Jessop says.  "That was when it changed from a CHURCH TO A CARTEL!"
• there became tests of loyalty of his followers:
• no one could wear red or drive a red car, because Jesus would return in red
• he ordered everyone to turn in their guns and then their tools
• holidays were banned and books burned
• DOJ key witness, Jessops, former leader of the God Squad, said he believed in his religion, in Jeffs, in the church's values . . . and he didn't believe authorities, who were trying to tell him what Jeffs was up to!  He said, "I would have given my life in a heartbeat for him, and he's inside with little girls."
• Jessop went to Texas, after the Utah rape conviction was overturned, no surprise, to review the evidence, trying to help build Jeffs' defense.  But he came across something that stopped him in his tracks.  A 12 year old girl named Merrianne Jessop, Willie's niece, had told investigators that during her marriage ceremony in the YFZ temple, Jeffs had laid her down on a ceremonial bed and had intercourse with her while someo f his other wives watched.  The state also had an audiotape of the encounter . . . which I am sure, jurors in Utah as also, but the Texas jury, took, like no time to convict Jeffs!
• Jessop was incredulous.  His niece's statement made reference to the law of Sarah, the FLDS doctrine that allows for plural marriage, though here it had been grossly misinterpreted to cater to Jeffs' sexual perversions.  It was so outlandish, Jessop figured the police were lying.
• note the law of Sarah, is when she could not have children, she gave her handmaiden, Hagar, to Abraham, so he could have kids, and the Lord, whispered in Abraham's ear, that he was not happy with this . . . hint, and 2,000 years later, we have warring in the middle east, because of this situation, right here, both the Jews and the Palestinians, claim the Dome of the Rock, as their temple mount!  That should be a good warning what, polygamy is in the eyes of God, and should be in the eyes of the world!  An abomination!
• Most FLDS members, when faced with a choice between family and the church, had chosen the church.  All around their town were broken families where the husband had been exiled from the community and the wives and the children had stayed behind.  But Jessop was lucky.  His wives and children stood by him, deciding to leave the church with him.
• The retribution was fast and fierce . . . God is going to kill and curse you, Willie.  He's going to send fire from heaven and burn you.  That was a direct statement from one of my own family.

THE BEST WAY TO LOOK AT IT IS ORGANIZED CRIME

• "I think the best way to look at this is organized crime, not religion." Jessop says.  "This town is basically run by one family, and everyone here has always done their bidding.  They've been able to hid behind the First Amendment, claiming religious rights to protect what they do.  When you see it for what it really is, the Mafia, everything makes sense."  (Not the first time you have heard that!)
• back last fall, in a flash flood, 13 members of the polygamist cult, were killed by the water, and believers and non-believers, joined in, to protect homes and try to save lives . . . eventually, non-believers, who lived in the same community, and anyone who did't belong to the church would hot be welcome at funerals, even if they were family members of the victims.  Many of the dead were secretly buried in order to ensure no outsiders were present'
• From prison, Jeffs is further dividing the town by building a cell o f hardened zealots that he has christened the United Order, essentially an elite group with in the faith.
• He says that if you're married to a United Order bride, you can't sleep under the same roof.  "So men get put outside."
• Jeffs has made all marriages null and void, explaining to the women of Short Creek that they are the property of the priesthood!
• Even sleeping with your spouse is considered adultery.
• Those who decide to leave, the road can be harrowing.
• Like other people in Short Creek, Thomas, is especially concerned about the rise of something called the seed bearers--perhaps the most disturbing of commands from the jailed FLDS prophet.
• According to former members who still have family inside, Jeffs has decreed that only men of a "royal bloodline" can reproduce, and only  with women selected to the United Order.
• To have a child, women must eat a special detox diet and apply to Jeffs in prison.  Husbands are made to watch these breeding sessions, a sheet is placed between the man and the woman during intercourse to keep their identities secret.  Any children born from these unions are put into hiding, likely at the FLDS network of secret compounds scattered throughout the West.  They then become property of the church, with no knowledge of the identity of their parents.
• Several former members tell me they think Jeffs is trying to create a master race, loyal only to him!
• Many members, in this situation, commit suicide.  "They call them the Lost Boys, but it's more than that, " he says.  "It's lost children, it's lost mothers, it's lost women, its lost men."
• "It's a lot of hurt, and the magnitude of it's beyond my ability to even describe."

I Never Left the Church, But the Church Left Me!

• As strong as Jessop's testimony is, there's no telling what the jury will decide in the next few weeks.  If the jury rules in favor of the DOJ, Department of Justice, it is likely that Colorado City and Hildale would go into receivership or possibly under federal control!  (this is why we need a strong federal government, and a separation of church and state!  The whole state of Utah, needs to be brought under the control of the federal government, for the same reasons!)
• There are rumors the FLDS plans to abandon the town, possibly spreading to compounds in Idaho, Wyoming, Montana and the DAkotas.  If it does, it would be following a pattern established by Mormon founder Joseph Smith.  Polygamy pushed Smith's flock from Navoo, Illinois, to Salt Lake City.  IN both places, they tried to establish a theocratic society they called Zion, until it collapsed. (don't fool yourself, the theocracy is still alive, well and breeding!)
• The FLDS appears to be following the same script.
• Even as a boy, Jeffs saw himself as a messianic, believing the blood of Christ coursed through him. Ironically, his lasting legacy may be the destruction of the very cult that gave him birth.  (I have mentioned, Brett Todd Stuart/Stewart, my third husband, he went so far, as to, with my son's, music, money, buy the Mormon Church, and actually, became the new model for Jesus, with, his psychopathic lover, Kay Burningham Brown Buttars?, aka, JoAnn S. Secrist, or Joann Secrist, playing the role of the woman, caught in adultery, with Jesus, saving her, while the men of the community wanted her stoned! . . . Not a bad idea, for what these two fuckers, Bonnie and Clyde did to the Mormon Church, Shelley, Frank, my father, etc., all on me and my families money and backs . . . why the hell do you think they want me dead!  Brett was also reading, about Hitler, Mussolini and Stalin, master race shit, and he is very much into the polygamy thing! and breeders, master race . . . he just wants to claim, MY KIDS, as his and Kay's, LOL, reassigned?  LOL!  What a fucking JOKE!  Special agents? frauds, a hoax, a fucking pathetic joke!)

THE CONTROL HE HAS IS MONUMENTAL!

Watch out, Jeffs, Claims the End of the World, is April 2016!  Anyone who can read this shit, with a straight face, Mo shit too, under Brett and Kay, Southwick Crime Family, needs to have their head examined!

The Miracle of Separation of Church and State!

KISS THE FOUNDING FATHERS FOR THAT ONE!

KISSES, HUGS, LOVES, SMILES!  OH, HOW SWEET IT IS, THIS AMERICAN RIDE!

STEALING BLOG TITLE! NSA FUCKING WITH BLOG--THEY FIGHT DIRTY, NO MATTER HOW DIRTY, DIRTY IS! A LITTLE GOODNESS IS A STEP TOWARDS GREATNESS! BLUNT FORCE! BUZZZZZZ-O-METER! WHAT WASHINGTON IS BUZZING ABOUT! RUNNING MATES: PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES WITH SMART MATES--(1) OF COURSE, FORMER SECRETARY OF STATE, FIRST LADY, SENATOR--HILLARY CLINTON, MARRIED TO FORMER PRES. BILL CLINTON--"WE BUILT A LIFE TOGETHER ON THE THINGS WE CARED ABOUT!" GRAND PRIZE WINNER--MARRIED 40 YEARS! (2) CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, TEXAS SENATOR, TED CRUZ, MARRIED 14 YEARS TO WIFE, HEIDI, IMPRESSIVE GOLDMAN SACHS EXECUTIVE--CLEAN UP WALL STREET! (ME) . . . "I JUST CALLED TO SAY I LOVE YOU." (TED) & (STEVIE WONDER); AND (3) VERMONT SENATOR, PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, BERNIE SANDERS, MARRIED 27 YEARS, TO WIFE JANE, FORMER BURLINGTON COLLEGE PRESIDENT, "HIS CLOSEST ADVISER" . . . VERY IMPRESSIVE, COVERING THE THINGS THAT COUNT! POPE FRANCIS, ONE PERSON, THE TRUMPSTER, IS SOFTENING HIS POSITION ON AND REFRAINING FROM CRITICIZING! LOL! SMART MOVE! 30% OF CONGRESS ARE CATHOLICS--6 OF 9 SUPREME COURT JUSTICES ARE CATHOLICS! 1.2 BILLION CATHOLICS, WORLDWIDE! GOD'S BULLY PULPIT! LOL! HILLARY AND DONALD WIN THE NEVADA CAUCUS . . . ON TO SOUTH CAROLINA! HEY, ITS GREAT, WE'VE GOT A RACE GOING ON, HERE IN AMERICA! WE CAN IMPROVE THIS AMERICAN RIDE . . . GOTTA LOVE THIS AMERICAN RIDE! FREE TO LAUGH. FREE TO DANCE. FREE TO LOVE! SMILE . . . THE FIRE MEETS THE WALL. ENTHUSIASM IS GREAT IN THIS ELECTION, BUT WHEN IT ALL BOILS DOWN--YOU HAVE TO COME OUT AND VOTE!, AND IT IS LIKE A "JOB INTERVIEW," AND SHOULD BE BASED ON EXPERIENCE, DEPTH AND BREADTH TO DO THE JOB . . . BUT LET'S ENJOY THE RIDE--HEY, IT'S AMERICA! WE PLAY BY OUR OWN RULES! PRESIDENT OBAMA, IS GOING TO APPOINT OR NOMINATE, FOR THE SENATE'S APPROVAL, A NEW U.S. SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, ACCORDING TO HIS JOB DESCRIPTION IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION--NO LOOP HOLES OR EXCEPTIONS; AND IF THE NOMINEE PASSES SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, GRILLING, THEY SHOULD BE CONFIRMED, AS PER THE CONSTITUTIONAL JOB DESCRIPTION OF THE SENATE! IN ROLLING STONE MAGAZINE, HILLARY, THINKS PRESIDENT OBAMA, ALSO A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, AND FROM ALL I HAVE SEEN, PRETTY FAIR & BALANCED, SHOULD BE APPOINTED TO THE HIGH BENCH--YOU GO GIRL! LOL! CATCH 22, SENATE, GAMBLING WITH A LIFE TIME TENURE, WITH THE PREZ., FOR SUPREME COURT JUSTICES, I LOVE IT! . . . IF REPUBLICANS WILL BE HONEST, LOOKING AT THE ROOTS OF BOTH THE "AFFORDABLE CARE ACT," MODELED AFTER REPUBLICAN CANDIDATE, MITT ROMNEY'S HEALTH CARE PLAN IN MASSACHUSETTS, AND "THE DREAM ACT," ON IMMIGRATION AND GIVING OPTIONS TO CHILDREN IMMIGRANTS--WHO MEET THE REQUIREMENTS, WAS FIRST PROPOSED BY UTAH SENATOR, ORIN HATCH, AND I CAN'T REMEMBER, BUT, I THINK A DEMOCRAT, BACK IN THE DAY WHEN CONGRESS ACTUALLY WORKED! THINK, THINK, THINK, EXPLORE AND GET THE HISTORY ON THE ISSUES, "WIKI" IS A GREAT PLACE TO START, ONLINE ENCYCLOPEDIA! GREAT QUOTE ON SARAH PALIN'S RECENT BLAME, OF HER SON'S DOMESTIC VIOLENCE CHARGES, ON PRESIDENT OBAMA, WHOM THE TROOPS LOVE, FOR DOING HIS BEST TO PULL TROOPS OUT OF HOT AREAS IN THE WORLD AND KEEPING THEM OUT OF WAR, UNLESS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY, WITH GRATEFUL TROOPS, SOME HAVING UP TO 4 & 5 DEPLOYMENTS . . . "PALIN IS NOT A SMALL TOWN GIRL. SHE IS SOMETHING MUCH MORE DANGEROUS: A SMALL BRAIN GIRL!" LOL! VOTE SMART! OUR FUTURES DEPEND ON IT! THE GREATEST BEAUTY CAN'T BE REFLECTED IN THE MIRROR! YOU ARE SO HOT, RIGHT NOW! LOVE LIVES! LET'S SEE IF I CAN FIND THE SCRIPTURE, I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT TODAY? . . . GREAT APPLICATION FOR CITIZENS, ESPECIALLY IN MONTANA, AND THE WILD WEST--REPUBLICANS, AND FOR THE ATTORNEYS WHO DEFEND THE ONES WHO ARE NOT SMART ENOUGH TO LISTEN TO THIS SCRIPTURE! NOT FUNNY! REMEMBER, GOD HAS A POWERFUL AGENDA: (1) SAVE YOUR ASS FROM SIN! (2) TEACH YOU HOW TO HAVE A HAPPIER LIFE! TWO GREAT ARTICLES IN "ROLLING STONE" RAG OR MAGAZINE, FEBRUARY 25, 2016 ISSUE: (1) "A MORMON CULT'S LAST STAND," BY JESSE HYDE; AND (2) NATIONAL AFFAIRS: "THE DIRTY WAR ON SOLAR POWER"--KOCH BROS., OF COURSE, BY TIM DICKINSON. SOME OF THE BEST POLITICAL ARTICLES, I HAVE READ HAVE BEEN IN "ROLLING STONE" MAGAZINE AND "MOTHER EARTH MAG!" OTHER FUN STUFF TOO! SMILE . . . MOM OF A ROCK STAR!

Remember the CIA Spartan Buddy's, Daddy's Little Bouncing Buddies?  Republicans who scream about gays . . . but, we are just playing boy games?  NSA is blocking me from moving my cursor, so take this for them, Romans 1: 22, 25-32:

• Professing to be wise, they became fools. 
• . . .
• Who exchanged the truth of God for the lie, and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen.
• For this reason God gave them up to vile passions.  For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature.
• Likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due.
• And even as they did not like to retain God in Their knowledge, God gave them over to the debased mind, to do those things which are not fitting;
• Being filled with all unrighteousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, evil mindedness; they are whisperers,
• Backbiters, haters of God, violent, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
• Undiscerning, untrustworthy, unloving, unforgiving, unmerciful;
• Who, knowing the righteous judgment of God, that those who practice such things are deserving of death, not only do the same but also approve of those who practice them.

P.S., the other scripture was much nicer . . . you will learn!

HIT & RUN! RAWHYDE. LEARN, ENJOY, EXPLORE! AHEAD OF THE CURVE. MY BOXES, MY BEAT! HEADLIGHTS . . . GEAR UP, MAKE LIFE A RIDE! SKIN IMMUNITY IS THE POWER WITHIN. LET'S MAKE A BETTER RIDE! COASTER CORRESPONDENCE NEXT TO RADIANT! HOT TRACK. BLUNT TALK. HOT TYPE. JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT OF WRONG. BEAUTY BOX. DARKNESS INVISIBLE--HIPPOCRATIC POSER. EAGLE RIDE. BLACK DIAMOND GUIDE GLOVES . . . WE GO WHERE YOU GO! CALLED TO DUTY, BLACK OPS . . . NEW STING OPS TODAY AT HUB COMMUNITY CENTER, THREE COPS SHOW UP AT LUNCH, STAFF POINTING RIGHT AT ME . . . SECURITY GUARDS, TAKING NOTES, GETTING TOGETHER AND POINTING AT ME, TAKING OUT WALKIE TALKIE, CALLING AGENTS IN HARDEE'S, LOOKED FBI OR CIA, THREE FED LOOKING GUYS IN THE PARKING LOT, EAR PIECES IN, TALKING TO, I WOULD SUGGEST, SECURITY GUARDS, WHO WERE JUST KIDDIE-CORNER TO THE LIBRARY, LOOKING READY TO MOVE IN . . . UNTIL THEY SAW ME, THAT IS! LOL! ONE GUY HAD A BLACK COWBOY HAT, LIGHT TAN OR BROWNISH GOLD, $400 BOOTS, LEVIS, LOOKED LIKE HE COULD HAVE BEEN BALD, WAS DRIVING A NEW MODEL OF RANGE ROVER, GREY, DARKER GREY . . . SAW ME CATCH, TWO YOUNGER LOOKING GUYS, STANDING NEAR A WHITE TRUCK WITH A SHELL, TOYOTA, BUT, NOT SURE THEY WERE NOT IN THE OTHER VEHICLE! THERE WAS A "TRAN" AIR CONDITIONING AND HEATING VAN, WHITE NEAR THE GREY RANGE ROVER! ONE OF THE YOUNGER GUYS HAD SHORT DARK BROWNISH BLACK HAIR, MORMON LOOKING, ABOUT 25 TO 30 YEARS OF AGE, NAVY SWEATER, I THINK, LEVI'S, SMALL EAR PIECE, GOING TO HIS MOUTH . . . THE OTHER GUY JUST JOINED HIM, BY THE TIME I WALKED BY, BASEBALL CAP, LOOKED A BIT OLDER, JOINED HIM, GUY WITH THE BLACK COWBOY HAT, PARKED, NEXT TO THE "TRAN" VAN, WALKED THROUGH THE LOT, NEAR THE GLASS EXTENDED HIGH TABLE AREA . . . WALKED AROUND BACK, WHERE THE OTHER TWO WERE, UNTIL HE SAW ME, NOT AT THE LIBRARY LIKE PLANNED, AND WHEN I WENT IN HARDEE'S, COVER BLOWN, COWBOY WITH EXPENSIVE BOOTS, WENT IMMEDIATELY BACK TO THIS GREY RANGE ROVER, GOT IN AND DROVE AWAY . . . STING OP OVER! FUN AND GAME WITH THE FEDS!

Scary Dream, Six Months Ago . . . Applies Now!

So, in this dream, I was down in Red Rock Country, like Moab, Bryce Canyon, Arches National Park, and I was on this high, stiff cliff, slipping to the edge of the huge rock, about 1 inch from the edge of the cliff, with my shoes slipping on loose sand and rocks, my hands being the only thing to keep me from going off . . . then, even in my dream, I had the conscious thought, that all I had to do, was wake up from the dream, and I was free!  This is much, like these sting ops and black ops, used to protect the guilty and hurt and injure me, the only one with clean hands and a pure heart, here, simply, following, the Billings slogan, Bring It To Billings . . . so, I did!  That is the god-damned simple truth.  I know the CIA and FBI, are always going for the flash bangs, the magic shows, the laser lights and dark to cover the real show, the fakes, whether it be fake cop boy bands, using my son's music, or stealing my other son's computer, record scratching, or keyboard music, straight off his computer, or stealing my name, resume, education and experience, legislation, blogs, constitutional analysis . . . don't you think, it is time, to let the TRUTH OUT?  I sure as hell do, I am getting bored, four years of this, sneaky, shitty, dumb ass bull shit, lies, cover-ups, protecting a bunch of Dogs with Jobs, Dumb Divas, Dollyrots, Tits and Asses . . . is simply, not beholding to the government, nor the local cops shops, it is disgusting, at best, and hideous at worst.

Appropriately, I Am Watching This Movie, "INSIDE OUT!" 2015

It cracks me up, so much like the Mormon clowns that are doing this to me, the MO FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, ATF, etc., what a crock of shit, these idiots are making of themselves and proving my case against them daily.  But, in this movie, it is like the Stepford Wives, but it is men, who are sharing surveillance of their wives, boobs, with each other, listening to the sex lives of their neighbors, spying on each other, and as paranoid, boring, and lame ass, as the fuckers who are trying to take me down.  They all live in nice homes in suburbia, that could be in any state, outside any town, and like, most Mormons would like their neighborhoods to be, with it quiet by 7:00 P.M., so they can sneak around the neighborhoods, spying on each other!  One guy, invited his boss and another guy, into his office, and has his wife, stand in front of the cameras over their computers, and has her unbutton her shirt, probably fake tits, and his boss, is disgusted at the older married woman's tits, uneven and hanging down, as many women's boobs, are, as they advance.

Some black dude, moves in the neighborhood, and these guys start spying on him, one guy, can't get it up any more, there are suspicions that he is gay, and, this and that.  All the helicopter parents, come to the birthday parties, but, the kids can't because, there is rumor that some kid with a cold, might come, so the rest of the parents, would not let their kids attend the birthday party, preferring to hurt the kid, rather than appear to be bad parents, allowing their children, to attend a party where some kid has a runny nose . . . all the little daddy's, get up and drive out of their sterile houses with perfect yards, and all the little wives, are home running errands, making cookies and taking care of the home.  It reminds me of Bountiful, Utah, where I grew up, that is why I wanted to go to Chicago, between my second and third year of law school, and see people with purple hair, leopard leggin's, with different values, different mindsets, etc.  But, all these white uptight crackers, are jealous of the black guy, wonder if their wives are in love with him, or want to have sex with him . . . stereotypes.  The black guy, starts doing surveillance on his neighbors, the ones spying on everyone else.  He catches them beating their wives, having sex, sadistic sex, masochistic sex, same sex, their wives are actually having, lesbian sex.

The black psychiatrist lost his license, because he wanted to treat his patients, without using medication.  He sees a world without meds, and that is probably way, he got his license yanked, those powerful pharmaceutical companies.  Finally, a kid runs away, and this is why the psychiatrist, and this is when, the doctor, who had a wife die, in childbirth, in water, with the baby surviving, giving it up for adoption, always regretting that decision, and when he sees this neighbor kid, having troubles, the parents, taking him to doctor after doctor, and even accuse the impotent father, and say the kid, based on the pictures he is drawing, is being sexually abused by someone, possibly the father.  All the kid wants to do is have a dad!  One who will spend time, throwing a ball around, and having fun . . . not having facials with his wife!  The parents wanted the kid to swim, but he didn't want to take swimming lessons, he wanted to play baseball.  Eventually, through the surveillance, and the black dudes, patients, the parents, he is able to cure the marriages, the father/child relationship, without meds.  They are terrified, but, he makes his point . . . all about love, all about spending time, and stop projecting your sickness onto everyone else.  The alleged, abuser, the murder, the wacko, the doctor, the guys in the neighborhood, get a cop friend to do a background check to learn about him . . . you see the stereotypes, the fears of the men, the bull shit they put their wives through, and how sterile their lives are, and they are killing their kids, due to playing to the cameras!  This movie is PERFECT . . . these feds, Mormons, especially, judge, everyone else and they are even more guilty than the people they are judging . . . this must have been kicked up by my blog, on not judging!

LOL!  CASE IN POINT!  LOL!  PERFECT!  I Love You, YouTube!

P.S., JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., reporting from Hardee's, in Billings, Montana!  I don't work for the CIA!  Baby sister Rachel, claiming to be the author of this blog, probably books, on my emails, previous to my blog . . . with huge ass fake boobs, is NOT ME!  No matter how the boyz want her, as ME . . . Diva Dumb, using my stuff!  Just like Glenn Beck, and Sarah Palin! a CIA caricature!  I saw a picture of Sarah without her magnifying glasses, and she had squint Jap eyes!  Same wrinkles even . . . she was created in my image! Why do you think, Todd Palin was always in the Alaska Governor's office, even had an desk . . . Rachel, doesn't know Alaska!  Why do you think, the CIA, FBI, Mormons, cops, NSA, DIA, ATF, want me dead . . . secret, Hollywood versions!

RAPID-FIRE! DOGS WITH JOBS. DOLLYROTS. DIVA DUMB. WHERE ARE YOUR DREAMS TAKING YOU? MY LIFE. MY DREAM. MY TURN . . . AND IT IS ABOUT TIME! ALWAYS EARNED, NEVER GIVEN! JUST LIKE IT SHOULD BE! THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS, RICHES, FAME! I GRADUATED AND PASSED THE UTAH STATE BAR EXAM, IN 1993! GET REAL, AND I AM SOLVING THE CASE OF THE THREE BULLET SHOTS TO THE LIBRARY WINDOWS, AT THE BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY! FUN, FUN, FUN . . . LOOKS, LIKE THEY TRIED TO DISGUISE WHAT WAS THERE YESTERDAY! NO SURPRISES THERE . . . HINT WHO IS DOING IT! WHAT I SAW--JUST HEARD THE BILLINGS CLINIC EMPLOYEE TELL AN NEW HIREE, THE NAME OF A CONTACT PERSON: "SHELLEY PELTS!" GOD IS GOOD . . . ALWAYS TELLING ME OR CONFIRMING WHAT I SUSPECTED . . . SAME BITCH AND SISTER BEHIND, STEALING MY SOCIAL SECURITY MONEY--SHE HAS BEEN TRYING FOR 16 YEARS, SINCE SHE STARTED STEALING MY IDENTITY WITH THE HELP OF THE COPS, ON MY WALMART MONEY CARD, THIS CAN BE VERIFIED, I TOOK MY OLD CARD, THAT IS GOOD UNTIL THE END OF FEBRUARY, SO ANOTHER, WHAT, GOOD FOR ANOTHER 7 DAYS OR A WEEK? GO FIGURE, BUT THIS MORNING, AT ROUGHLY 8:05 A.M., I TOOK THAT OLD CARD, TO THE ATM MACHINE, AT THE BIG WELLS FARGO BUILDING, ON 27TH, TO MAKE SURE, THAT BETWEEN THE 50 PHONE MENU CALLS I SUFFERED THROUGH, TRYING TO GET TO A REAL PERSON, AND THE THREE CALLS, WITH 6 PEOPLE I TALKED TO, DIDN'T REVERT BACK TO MY CARD THAT IS TO EXPIRE, TO COVER BEING CAUGHT, ACTIVATING MY NEW REPLACEMENT CARD, AND GO BACK TO THE OLD CARD, #4736-9199-8130-8699, THE ONE I USED THE END OF DECEMBER, ALL OF JANUARY, AND SOME OF FEBRUARY--UNTIL I RAN OUT OF MONEY, ABOUT FEBRUARY 3, USING THAT CARD, IN MISSOULA, PABLO, KALISPELL--AT LEAST TWO NIGHTS AT THE SUPER 8 MOTEL, HWY 93--VERIFY, WHITE FISH AND BILLINGS, ALL CHARGES, FOR WHITE FISH AND BILLINGS WERE WIPED OFF, LATER THE WHOLE FUCKING CARD, ALLEGEDLY NEVER EXISTED! LOL! LIKE I SAID, PSYCHOPATHS ARE NOT PROFESSIONALS, BUT LITTLE SISTER ATTORNEY, IS! I TRIED U.S. BANK, ACROSS THE STREET FROM THE LIBRARY, AT ABOUT 8:19 A.M., AGAIN, THERE IS NO RECORD OF THAT CARD . . . I NEVER TRUST WELLS FARGO, WHEN THIS WHOLE DOUBLE THING STARTED, I HAD TWO ACCOUNTS AT THAT BANK, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, AND IT TOOK ME 10 MONTHS TO GET A SECOND ACCOUNT CLOSED, KNOWING THE DOUBLE WAS USING IT, DON'T THINK THEY EVER CLOSED IT . . . AND WHEN, I WAS ACTUALLY NAIVE ENOUGH TO THINK I WOULD BE THE "REAL" ATTORNEY, WHO DID EVERYTHING ON ABOUT $700 MILLION DOLLARS WORTH OF KILLER CASES, WOULD BE THE ONE TO ACTUALLY GET PAID, WELLS FARGO, ENTERTAINED, EITHER FBI OR CIA, TO FUCK MY ACCOUNTS, ACTUALLY, GIVING ME, SECRET SAVINGS ACCOUNTS, AND CHANGING NUMBERS, SO MY MONEY WOULD GO INTO, SHELLEY AKA JOANN'S, SECRET ACCOUNT, GIVING SHELLEY ACCESS, SINCE SHE BASICALLY MOVED IN MY HOUSE, WHILE I WAS PRACTICING LAW AND HAD CASES, TRAVELLING TO 5 STATES, AND SHE WAS FUCKING MY GOVERNMENT DOUBLE, PROXY HUSBAND, FRANK OF INTERPOL, AKA, ALLAN REX BESS, OR MY CLIENT, THEN HUSBAND, THE "TERMINATOR" ASSASSIN AND SHELLEY'S MATE, WHO ACTUALLY PULLED THE TRIGGER KILLING MY CLIENT--THE "REAL" ALLAN BESS, WHOM, FOR ABOUT TWO WEEKS I THOUGHT I MARRIED, TO PROTECT THE HOUSE THIS MARINE, COWBOY, BIKER CLIENT, GAVE ME IN PAYMENT FOR SAVING HIS FUTURE FROM SPENDING THE REST OF HIS LIFE IN PRISON, FOR BEING THE I-CORP MARINE, WHO KNEW TOO MUCH ABOUT INTEL IN VIETNAM--KNEW WHERE ALL THE MISSILES WERE AROUND THE WORLD, HOT LINE TO PRESIDENT NIXON, THAT THE GOVERNMENT HAD TRIED TO KILL, SINCE HE GOT OUT OF THE MARINES, THE GUY, WHO SAID HE WOULD MOVE IN HIS CABIN, AND I COULD HAVE HIS HOUSE IN PAROWAN, UTAH, AFTER THE GOVERNMENT CLEARED ME OUT OF MY MILLION HOME, TAKING EVERYTHING, NOT LEAVING A CRUMB FOR A MOUSE, LAW PRACTICES AND ALL! THE DAY BEFORE MY $357 MILLION CASE WAS TO BE ARGUED, MAY 9, 2011, IN THE 10TH CIRCUIT COURT OF APPEALS, IN DENVER . . . NO CONNECTION? ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? WITH 70% PLUS OF THE NSA--ELECTRONIC FILING, THE FBI AND CIA, BEING MORMON, WITH A MORMON PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE? YOU CAN'T CONNECT THE DOTS? JUST THIS MORNING, I NOTICED IN MY BACKPACK, AN APPOINTMENT, I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD . . . TO MHS, MENTAL HEALTH SERVICES? I PUT DOWN THAT I HAD PICK'S DISEASE, A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE . . . THAT SHELLEY AND CREW, WANTED TO TURN INTO A MENTAL HEALTH ISSUE! THESE BITCHES . . . OH, SHELLEY, KAY AND THE NUT CREW OF BITCHES, JUST CAME ON BOARD, THERE IS ALWAYS THIS "AN ERROR OCCURED WHILE TRYING TO SAVE OR PUBLISH YOUR POST. PLEASE TRY AGAIN. DISMISS . . . THEIR FUCKING UGLY FACES WOKE UP, THIS IS HOW THEY STOPPED ME, FROM PUBLISHING MY POST, LAST SATURDAY, BEFORE THE STING OP TOOK PLACE . . . I GUESS THEY JUST READ THAT I RATTED THEM OUT! ALL THEY ARE DOING IS PROVING, REPROVING, AND HANGING THEIR FUCKING FAKE COP ASSES! I LOVE IT, I KEEP PUSHING, THEY KEEP TAKING THE BAIT! LOL! I FUCKING LOVE THIS BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL! PAYBACK IS A BITCH, YOU BITCHES! THE ONLY REASON THE HAGS GOT AWAY WITH AS MUCH AS THEY DID, IS BECAUSE, I'M NOT MATERIALISTIC, DIDN'T MIND WHERE I WAS AT, AND DIDN'T MIND, CRUISING AROUND MONTANA, WASHINGTON, IDAHO, UTAH, NEVADA, COLORADO . . . I HAVE HAD A BALL, AND I HAD A KENNEDY TELL ME HE LOVED ME! LOL! DRUNK AND STONED POSSIBLY, BUT, COOL NONE THE SAME! LOL! I LOVE YOU JAMES! LOL! I BET YOU THAT I AM HAPPIER, THAN ALL THE FRAUD BROADS AND THEIR BASTARDS! I DON'T FIND PLEASURE ON THE PAIN OF OTHER PEOPLE, BUT I REALIZE THAT NO BODY ELSE IS GOING TO PROTECT, ME AND MINE! I AT LEAST HAVE ALL THIS ON RECORD, AND WHAT THE FUCK, IF I HAVE TO GET A JOB AT BURGER KING, I WILL! I AM LIKE THE APOSTLE PAUL, WHEN HE SAID, I AM THE SAME, WHETHER I AM IN A MANSION WITH MY LAW DEGREE, OR PREACHING ON THE STREETS, OR IN JAIL OR PRISON, WHERE WE BOTH HAVE BEEN, REGARDLESS OF OUR INNOCENCE . . . I AM IN GOOD COMPANY, JESUS, MARTIN LUTHER KING, THE APOSTLE PAUL, JOHN THE BAPTIST, ETC.! THESE GUYS LIVE BREATH AND DIE, TO PUT THE HURT ON ME! THEY ARE NOT A PIMPLE ON THE ASS OF THE UNIVERSE TO ME, UNTIL THEY FORCE ME TO DEAL WITH THEM, LIKE RIGHT NOW! LOL! I AM A SELF-ACTUALIZED PERSON . . . DIGGIN' THE HELL OUT OF LIFE! LAST NIGHT, I ATTENDED THE "CLEAN CUT, FRESH START" BENEFIT FOR LOW INCOME & HOMELESS PERSONS AND FAMILIES, HELD AT THE CENTER FOR CHILDREN AND FAMILIES . . . VERIFY ON THEIR CHECK IN LIST! AROUND 5:00 A.M. MY HAIR STYLIST AND THE WONDERFUL CHICKS THAT STARTED THIS AFFAIR, ARE FROM THE BEAUTY MARK SALON & CARING MEMBERS OF THE BILLINGS AREA: HOME DEPOT, GOLDEN CORRAL, FRIENDSHIP HOUSE OF CHRISTIAN SERVICE, CENTER FOR CHILDREN & FAMILIES, DRESS FOR SUCCESS, YELLOWSTONE BANK, COMMUNITY LEADERSHIP DEVELOPMENT, INC. AND MANY OTHER COMMUNITY MEMBERS! PROVIDING: FOOD, FREE HAIRCUTS, CLOTHING AND JOB SKILLS INFORMATION . . . ALL THE GALS AT THE MRM, MONTANA RESCUE MISSION, LOVED THEIR HAIR CUTS, ME TOO! TREATS WERE YUMMY . . . I REFUSED THE PROFESSIONAL PHOTOGRAPHER, WHO WAS TAKING BEFORE AND AFTER PHOTOS OF WOMEN AND WHOMEVER, WHO HAD ON NEW CLOTHES, NEW STYLING HAIR, JOB LEADS, WITH STYLISTS WILLING TO PUT IN A LETTER OF RECOMMENDATION, KNOWING SOME OF THE CONNECTED PEOPLE IN VARIOUS JOBS! AND, THEY GAVE ME THE ONE FREE BIT OF JUICY INFORMATION, THAT SOMETIME IN MAY, IN MILE CITY AND BILLINGS, OR THE SPILL OVER CROWD FROM THE "BUCKING HORSE SALE" LARGEST GATHERING OF WILD ASS COWBOYS & COWGIRLS, IN MONTANA, WITH PEOPLE COMING FROM ALL OVER TO PURCHASE A HORSE! YIPPIE KI YEAH! THE BEAUTY CHICKS, TOLD ME, THAT, IN TRUE, COMPETITIVE MONTANA STYLE, THAT, THE PARTIES AND DRINKING AND ROWDY TOWN, WAY BEATS BUTTE, ON ST. PATRICK'S DAY! I WANNA GO TO BOTH, AND THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT IS TO GET MY MONEY CARD AND SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK BACK . . . SHELLEY THE HACKER BITCH FROM HELL, OR KAY, ACTING AS TWIN HEADS OF MEDUSA, KEEP TRYING TO PROTECT THEMSELVES, OR THEIR LOVERS, FRANK AND BRETT, ALL I KEEP TYPING, THE WORD, "SPY" RATHER THAN THE "PSYCHOPATHS" THEY "ALL" ARE! LOL! YOU SEE, I AM A SPECIAL GOVERNMENT OP, LOL! AND THEY BROUGHT CLOWN SHIT INTO DEAL WITH A GENIUS! THEY THOUGHT THAT WAS SHELLEY, TO OLDEST SOUTHWICK CRIME FAMILY, SISTER OF 6, I AM #2, BUT, BY DEFAULT, SHELLEY BURYING HER HEAD IN BOOKS, FOR FUCKING 47 YEARS, LOSER, LOSER, LOSER, DECIDED SHE DIDN'T HAVE A LIFE, AND DECIDED TO AID THE GOVERNMENT IN STEALING MINE, BUT SHE COULDN'T PULL IT OFF, SO THEY BROUGHT IN KAY BABY, THEN THEN INDUCTED, RACHEL, SUE, MARCIE, TIFFANY, KELLY ANN, HOPE, REBECCA, AND THEY STILL CAN'T CONTAIN ME . . . AND GUESS WHAT, HOW ARE THEY GOING TO EXPLAIN, WHY I CAN'T GET A SOCIAL SECURITY CARD, IF I DO HAVE TO WORK AT BURGER KING . . . THEY, AS USUAL, DIDN'T THINK THIS WHOLE, STEAL THE SOCIAL SECURITY CARD THING OUT VERY WELL, BECAUSE, I WAS PRETTY HAPPY, GET WRITING "MY" BLOG AND LIVING ON THE EDGE, BUT WITHOUT THAT, THE SHIT WILL HIT THE FAN! LOL! BETTER DO SOME SERIOUS THINKING FUCKERS! LOL! PERHAPS, YOU BETTER FIX THE SOCIAL SECURITY CARD AND ATTACH THE MONEY BACK TO "MY" REPLACEMENT CARD, THAT JUST MIGHT TURN UP TODAY! OR IF THERE IS NO CARD . . . THE NAME OF THE GAME, IS MURDER! FUCK YOUR SORRY SAPS! LOL! JESUS LOVES ME! HE FUCKING HATES YOUR SORRY ASSES . . . HE HATES INJUSTICE . . . OPEN BIBLE! LOL! I DIG HIM . . .

Good Ness Knows.  Try a Little Goodness!

Remember, Elliot Ness, of the old TV show, and later, movie, The Untouchables?  Shelley, Frank, Kay, Brett, my father, Rachel, Kennedy, and psycho crew members, are not untouchables, because, they have given up, their moral compass, for filthy lucre!  This show was started, back in the day, when the FBI, actually stood for something noble, true, an a law enforcement agency, that was into taking down the mob, not taking their cut, into bringing the bad guys to justice, instead of protecting the guilty, when they were willing to put their lives on the line for the right, the moral, the honest, the true, the good . . . those days have changed!  The Mormon element within the NSA, FBI, CIA and the 40 other alleged, intelligence agencies, considered, covered agencies, under that goddamned, fucking Patriot Act, that allegedly took the shackles and chains off of law enforcement, and covered their actions, claiming government immunity, doesn't cover, crimes assholes!  

As I woke up this morning, at around, 4:00 A.M., going through my brain's surveillance tapes of yesterday, a conversation, came to mind, that I had, with an alleged, homeless guy, who may have been undercover for the sting op, with the cop car, two ambulances, and one fire truck . . . patterns, patterns, patterns, for these book learned junkies, wanting to do a take down, worthy of putting in on the TV show, COPS! . . . here is the playbook: (1) stake out the target, one JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., whom, I am sure, the fake, Joann Secrist, Shelley, is reversing, as she has, since they have not been able to kill me yet, as planned back in 2000, when they gave me an alleged, terminal brain disease, when I took out the feds this time, saving my docs, having been, General Counsel for the Utah Medical Association, finding that the newly formed, Medicaid/Medicare, fraud units, who were going to investigate and prosecute, up coding, on billing, of government agencies . . . I am sure that Shelley and the gals, have made large donations to hospitals and clinics, to cover the fact, that, while I did the amazing feat, of getting 9 federal agents, transferred, fired, or retired, after pushing the FBI and about 27 other males, attorneys, law enforcement, and others, from the Department of Health, etc., even writing a manual, for the cops to follow, making them, actually follow the LAW . . . silly me, when doing their investigations, and Shelley, creating the smoke screen, saying she did it, and backing it up with MY money, or MY sons money . . . Chris could have been worth, just as much as Elliot, making electronic music, being stolen off his computer, selling his tunes and beats, to Rhianna' and JayZ! (2) create chaos--an emergency, that nobody but the cops knew about . . . I saw the follow up, cover officer, going after the fact, when they could not find me, interviewing witnesses, the ones likely to have called in the emergency, stating that they didn't see or know a thing . . . you start to put this shit together and it stinks to high heaven, as does the shot out windows! (3) one drunk Native, two ambulances . . . ask yourself, who, they were using the second one for? could that be ME?  One can only wonder?  Maybe?  (4) cop comes inside, tags my ass, while the EMTs and Fire Fighters, attend to the alleged drunk, needing medical care, and the cops arrests me, no I.D., can claim I am Shelley, whom I have been writing about, they haul whom they think is Shelley, could even be an FBI agent, dressed in a local cop shop uniform, take me outside to talk to me; and (5) instead of putting me in the cop car, drug me . . . as easy as shooting a syringe filled with water or air, into my neck, no evidence, and then; (6) place me in the second ambulance and haul my dead body off . . . no more Shelley--but the "real" JoAnn, and the FUCKING FAKE ASS FUCKING CUNT, SHELLEY, get to be ME!  NICE . . . slick and made for TV! 

Go figure, there is a Shelley, staying at the shelter, right now . . . I have been their since, around, January 29, 2016.  When, things started to go south, for the bitch squad and locals, because, why would they block all Walmart Money Card, records of me being in White Fish, where I started my political career, in Montana on the medical marijuana issue, with half the room filled with growers waiting for sentencing, after the FBI raids, back in 2011, and a woman testifying that she took out, 8 cops in Utah, ratting out cop growers and street vendors of pot, to the then, U.S. Attorney General of the District of Utah, Brett Toleman, after noticing three separate raids, three years in a row, all in the first, two weeks in August, attended by cops, who just could not find, the grower or distributors, allegedly Mexican drug cartels were doing the dirty deeds, rather than the cops making a few bucks, with the DEA! or blocking my money trail, in Billings? Planning to kill me? and say, yeah, there was a Shelley staying at the rescue mission! failing to mention, there was and is, also, a JoAnn S. Secrist, at the Mission also?  We wouldn't want to be caught lying, so bring in the same name as the double trouble, Shelley, who is probably, masquerading as an FBI agent, claiming all my credentials, honors, special feats, making the feds look like the assholes they are, as well as the feds, dragging, local cops, who I warned in my first blogs in Billings, that I was hear to focus on this area of the state, promoting local businesses and activities . . . PROVE ME WRONG!  I have done this for two and a half years, all over the STATE!  Hitting and kicking the cops back, is self defense, that I am fucking entitled to, you use your tools, I use MINE!  A fucking god-damned big stick with a billion readers!

These Guys and Gals Are Everything BUT REAL!

Okay, let's go back to Saturday, and I am going to solve the mystery of the three windows, shot at or out, at the Billings Public Library.  To get the totality of the circumstances, I needed a few more bits of information, I got, yesterday, from the regular security guard, and the undercover cop, dressed like a security guard . . . I notice stuff, like cop gear, as opposed to security guard gear, and I believe, there was a second attempt to get me yesterday!  Right after I finished writing my blog, and giving the details of the sting op, on Saturday, at Burger King, with cops wondering, if I was going to write more, I believe, that decided to take a second swat at me, protecting the fake bitches, whether it be, Shelley over here, or Rachel and the fake Kennedy? a cop, but, as I packed up my shit, and walked, the back book shelves to the restrooms, not wanting to notify, either the security guards, at this time, I didn't see the cop, security guard, but the front desk, whom I am sure, would be involved, as they always are, so they can cover the asshole shit and cops shit, and I walked past this book, and as usual, in God and real time, jumped out at me, one in 10,000 or more books . . . but the title, I could read without my glasses, was The Perfect ?  I stopped, and put my glasses, on for some odd reason, and the title of the book, was, The Perfect Flight! now, that could have applied to Saturday, or at that time, yesterday at BK, or it could have applied "real" time, right then, and that later seemed to be the case.

So, I come out of the restroom, and there is the normal security guard, the one, who I talked to, the morning the windows were discovered, Saturday, and he was the one, who told me the library was close . . . he has seen me, at the library, most days, since I have been in Billings, the Identifier?  It appears so, because, when I walked out of the restroom, both the security guard and the undercover, security guard cops, loaded for bear, were both standing at attention, just outside the bathrooms, or were going in?  But, I surprised them, and probably took them off their game, because, the young cop, couldn't look me in the eyes, and basically ignored me, wanting to appear, invisible, I think . . . I fucking trained cops, I have watched them for years, I know there gear, I know a security guard's gear!  SHIT, I am the professional you are dealing with, and you are dealing with the amateur, psychopath!  LOL!  So, the security guard, stops me, and asks, me, if I know if there is anyone else in the restrooms?  I just heard, the name Shelley again, she is the one, putting you up to this shit, and it is HER, you are looking for, in going after ME, dumb asses!  God!  You are being played, stuped and duped!  She is the criminal!  I told the security guard, with the pretending not to be noticed cop, that I didn't pay attention?  Was the cop going in to arrest me in the bathroom?  You see, they don't want any WITNESSES!  They have made that mistake before and it set them back, what 4 YEARS! LOL!

Hey, Did You Check Your Surveillance Cameras?  You Should Have Caught the Vandals or the Cops on Tape!  No, That Only Points At the Building.

Bingo, cover-up, or the security dude, just doesn't know, how, circular surveillance, 360 cameras work, plus there is this tube like, surveillance camera, over each of the doors on both sides of the Library, I check these things!  The young cop or FBI agent, is just standing there, silent, wanting to disappear into the carpet, hearing, how much I know and what, my advice is!  LOL!  Then, I lowered the bomb, I am an attorney, I used to be an assistant attorney general, in the Criminal Enforcement Division of the Utah Attorney General's Office . . . silence!  I thought so, CHECK YOUR CAMERAS, I am pretty sure, that you caught the car, or the shooter, and it was a marksman who did it!  After, leaving the building, I was heading to the free haircuts and shindig, at the Child and Family Center, and I cut through the Billings School District, back parking lot, and God did his thing . . . to support, my analysis of the new 360 cameras, at the Library, to counter the cop and security guard, version, there was this sign, which, I am sure, they will be told to take down, or race to get rid of, once I write this, as they did on the bus, that failed to go by the Mission, or was late, so I could not check to see, if the Protect Yourself sign was returned to the bus, causing more questions than answers, validating my next day blog, that it was removed, because I wrote about it . . . games, games, games!  I am a gamer, and better, smarter, more educated, and cagier!  LOL!  But, the sign, behind the school district building, on the block between the Library and the Center, has a black, 7, or the scriptural number of completion, indicating, complete, 360 coverage on the surveillance camera, and it had a red, fan or feather looking shape around it, again, indicating, a complete circle of coverage!

I thought to myself, sure as shit, these fuckers, shot out the windows, two had bullet holes in them, the first two, and the third window, had the whole fucking window blown out, with about a circular, 3 or 4 foot whole, totally gone--no computers missing, nothing amiss, other than, closing down the Library the day the sting op is being carried out, driving me to BK, because, with my main stays out of commission, the Library and the Billings Clinic, the only other choice I had was BK or Hardee's, and BK was closer and I had spent more time there, than at Hardee's, when I first came, via money card trail and guess . . . but today, the way I could see it, as I walked by, leaving the U.S. Bank, things had changed, the cover-up, was the third window with the largest whole, had been replaced, and the middle, or second, window in from the corner, that only had a bullet, hit, but not penetrate, and in the bull's eye center, right smack in the middle, meaning someone, who was a fucking good shot, even hit the second window, right in the middle, and the third, blowing it clean through, tried a more high powered rifle, bigger gun power? and blew a hole, clean through, but, in almost a perfect circle!  I would have thought, that the logical thing to do, was to fix all of them, at the same time, and if you only had two windows in stock, or one, but it looked like two had been replaced with normal glass, and looked good, but I was surprised to see, that the second window still had the ply board behind it, not the third one that was shot clean through?  The Library was allegedly first to be opened, by 2:00 P.M., on Saturday, is that when, plan B, started?  She went into BK and typed her blog, sneaked over to the Library, because her post was blocked, and so, another plan was concocted . . . there was a cop, sitting right across the street, parked at the Holiday Gas Station, for at least an HOUR!  Your tax dollars at work?

LOCAL DETECTIVES CAN TAKE IT FROM HERE!

If I can't convince you, I am exactly who, I say I am, then, perhaps, God's validations of my thoughts can!

THE WORD . . . II CORINTHIANS 6-12

• By purity, by knowledge, by long-suffering, by kindness, by the Holy Spirit, by sincere love,
• By the word of truth, by the power of God, by the armor of righteousness on the right hand and on the left,
• By honor and dishonor, by evil report and good report; as deceivers, and yet true:
• As unknown, and yet well known; as dying, and behold we live; as chastened, and yet not killed; 
• As sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; as poor, yet making many rich; as having nothing, and yet possessing all things.
• O Corinthians! O Billings! We have spoken openly to you, our heart is wide open.
• You are not restricted by us, but you are restricted by your own affections!

P.S., yesterday, I had a scripture picked out, and forgot, getting carried away by other writings, but I was determined to put a particular scripture to you, but, I could not find it!  God, led me to this set of scriptures, that is PERFECT . . . and yet not killed!

God is Great, Beer is Good, and People are CRAZY!

All you country western fans, will recognize that line!

Have a wonderful week!

GOD'S LOVE ROCKS! YOU ARE STRONGER, YOU ARE STRONGER, SIN IS BROKEN, CHRIST YOU SAVED ME, JESUS YOU ARE LORD ALONE! POWERFUL AGENDA: SAVE THE SOULS OF MEN; SIMPLICITY OF BEING HAPPY OR THE GOOD NEWS OF THE GOSPEL! KIDS CHURCH STARTS HERE: (1) LOVE THE LORD YOUR GOD; (2) LOVE YOUR FELLOW MEN (WOMEN, CHILDREN, TEENS); (3) FOLLOW THE 10 COMMANDMENTS: (A) HAVE NO OTHER GODS BEFORE HIM; (2) HAVE NO IDOLS; (3) DON'T BEAR FALSE WITNESS OR LIE; (4) DON'T KILL; (5) HONOR YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER, SO YOUR DAYS MAY BE LONG UPON THE LAND; (6) DON'T COVET YOUR NEIGHBORS WIFE, HOUSE, BOAT, JOB, CABIN, KIDS, MAID SERVANT AND MAN SERVANT--BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE; (4) JUDGE NOT THAT YE BE NOT JUDGED--DON'T SEE THE PROBLEMS OF YOUR NEIGHBOR, AND FORGET YOUR OWN ISSUES, WHICH MAY BE WORSE; (6) FORGIVE YOUR NEIGHBOR HIS/HER TRESPASSES--TURN THE OTHER CHEEK; (7) AGREE WITH YOUR ENEMIES QUICKLY, BECAUSE, IF YOU DON'T YOU WILL BE ARRESTED AND GO TO JAIL, AND THEN YOU WILL PAY THE UTMOST PENALTY AND WILL NOT GET OUT UNTIL YOU HAVE PAID! (8) BE HAPPY WITH YOUR WAGES; (9) HUSBANDS LOVE YOUR WIVES--WIVES RESPECT YOUR HUSBANDS; (10) AS A MAN THINKETH, SO IS HE; (11) NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD; (12) FATHERS, A SOFT ANSWER TURNETH AWAY WRATH, ETC. JESUS TAUGHT IN PARABLES OR STORIES. WHY? BECAUSE PEOPLE CAN REMEMBER THEM. GOD HAS A POWERFUL AGENDA TO SAVE YOU, BUT THERE ARE OTHERS, WHO HAVE A POWERFUL AGENDA TO DESTROY YOU. JESUS CAME TO SET YOU FREE; THERE ARE THOSE THAT WOULD IMPRISON YOU TO DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SEX, RICHES, POWER, OR EVEN IMPRISON YOU IN JAIL! THINK FREEDOM CHURCH, OPEN BIBLE CHURCH . . . CHURCH WITHOUT WALLS, CHURCH WITHOUT COUNTRY, CHURCH WITHOUT BOUNDARIES, CHURCH THAT EVERYONE IS INVITED TO ENJOY! THE ENEMIES OF GOD, SEEK TO KILL, STEAL AND DESTROY, ALL THAT IS GOOD. TODAY AT THE OPEN BIBLE CHURCH, THE PASTOR TALKED ABOUT THE APOSTLE PAUL, WHO WAS ON FIRE FOR THE LORD, PASSIONATE ABOUT SPREADING THE WORD OF GOD, AND SAVING THE SOULS OF MANKIND, EVEN IF IT MEANT, HIS OWN LIFE. IN TODAY'S SERMON, THE APOSTLE PAUL WAS PREACHING OR STARTED TO PREACH, AND A MOB, CAUGHT UP IN A HATEFUL FRENZY, CAME AND STARTED TO BEAT HIM UP, BADLY, WITHOUT CAUSE . . . THE ROMAN SOLDIERS, AS I RECALL, HAD TO PICK PAUL UP, AND CARRY HIM, ON THEIR SHOULDERS, TO SAVE HIM FROM THE BEATING. BUT HE KNEW IF HE COULD START TALKING TO THEM, AND TELL THEM, HIS STORY, HE WOULD IMPRESS THEM, THAT HE WAS A JEW, AND ALSO A MAN OF LETTERS, WELL SPOKEN, AND THEY COULD RELATE TO THE FACT, THAT HE HAD ONCE BEEN A PERSECUTOR OF THE CHRISTIANS, AND WAS STRUCK BLIND, ON HIS WAY, TO DAMASCUS, ASKING IF THIS IS YOU, LORD? WHO DID THIS TO ME, AND HE WAS TOLD, TO GO THERE, AND STOP PERSECUTING HIM AND HIS FOLLOWERS . . . HE DID, AND HE BECAME THE MOST PROSPEROUS OF MISSIONARIES, BRINGING, MANY, JEWS, GENTILES AND ROMANS, TO THE GOSPEL OF JESUS CHRIST, AND TO THE PURE JOY OF BEING FORGIVEN FOR THEIR SINS, HE, BEING ONE, WHO HIMSELF, HAD EVEN MURDER ON HIS HANDS! POWERFUL STUFF . . . TODAY, I WANT TO TALK ABOUT, THE CONCEPT, OF "JUDGE NOT, THAT YEA BE NOT JUDGED." AS RECENT READERS KNOW, I AM STAYING AT THE BILLINGS, MONTANA RESCUE MISSION FOR WOMEN AND CHILDREN . . . MANY MAY JUDGE ME, AND PUT ME DOWN FOR BEING AT A HOMELESS SHELTER, EVEN THE WORKERS THEMSELVES, WONDER, AT THE FACT THAT I HAVE DEGREES, AND A STELLAR RESUME, BUT WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW, IS WHAT, WHOM AND WHY, A WOMAN LIKE ME, MUCH LIKE THE APOSTLE PAUL, ALSO A MAN OF LETTERS, AND IN THE LAW, I THINK A MEMBER OF THE HIGH COUNCILS, OR THE SANHEDRIN . . . PERHAPS, BECAUSE HE WAS USEFUL IN THE SIGHT OF THE LORD, NOT ONLY FOR HIS EDUCATION, BACKGROUND, AND LETTERS, BUT BECAUSE HE HAD, BEEN ONE OF THE WORST PERSECUTORS OF CHRISTIANS, AND GOD, DECIDED TO USE THAT AS A TEACHING TOOL, TO OTHERS, THAT OFTEN, IT IS WHEN WE ARE AT OUR WORST, IS WHEN, WE CAN BE USED THE BEST, SHOWING THE LOVING FORGIVENESS AND INCREDIBLE LOVE, GOD HAS, NOT ONLY FOR THE SINNER, BUT, EVEN CALLING THEM TO HIS MINISTRY, USING THEIR EARTHLY SCHOOLING AND EDUCATION . . . ONCE PAUL STARTED TELLING THIS MURDEROUS CROWD, CAUGHT UP IN A DEATH WISH, MUCH, LIKE THE ONE THE JEWS HAD FOR JESUS, REGARDLESS OF WHO HE WAS, SAVIOR, SON OF GOD, THEY PREFERRED, TO RELEASE A ROBBER AND CRUCIFY JESUS! I DON'T KNOW THAT MY STORY IS A WHOLE LOT DIFFERENT, THAN PAUL'S IN SO MANY WAYS! THE PASTOR, MADE SOME TYPE OF COMMENT, THIS MORNING, THAT I WAS NOT SURE, I HEARD RIGHT, BUT HE, REFERRING TO PAUL, SAID, THAT, PAUL WAS TO REACH A PARTICULAR SEGMENT OF SOCIETY, AND THEY WOULD LISTEN TO HIM, BECAUSE OF WHOM, HE HAD BEEN, PRIOR TO BEING CALLED TO SERVE GOD! WHEN I CAME TO THE SHELTER, SEVERAL WEEKS AGO, NOW WAITING FOR MY NEW MONEY CARD, HOPE TO GOD, MY SOCIAL SECURITY, MY LITERAL SECURITY, DIDN'T GET INTO THE HANDS OF THOSE WHO WOULD KILL, DESTROY, OR BEAT ME!, BUT, IN MY ENTRANCE INTERVIEW, THE STAFF, ASKED ME TO TELL ME WHO, MY CROWD, OR WHOM I HUNG OUT WITH, IN THE PAST, AND I WAS SURPRISED BY THAT STATEMENT, AND I SAID, ATTORNEYS, PROFESSORS AND DOCTORS, AND THEIR RESPECTIVE SPHERES OF INFLUENCE, MEANING THOSE OTHER PROFESSIONS TANGENTIALLY, CONNECTED, IN AND WITH THESE PROFESSIONS. I HAVE HAD SEVERAL SHELTERS, SAY, "WELL, YOU ARE NOT THE TYPICAL WOMEN TO COME USE OUR SERVICES." HOWEVER, WHILE SOME WOMEN ARE THEIR, DISPLACED, GOING THROUGH DIVORCE, ABUSED, USED, BEATEN BY A HUSBAND, OR BOYFRIEND, WITH MANY THERE WITH SERIOUS HEALTH ISSUES, LIKE CANCER, SICKLE CELL ANEMIA OR EVEN WORSE, WITH CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES BREATHING DOWN THEIR NECKS, WITH THE THREAT OF LOSING NOT ONLY THE CHILD IN THEIR BELLY, BUT THOSE AT THERE SIDE, BECAUSE THEY ARE GOING THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH, BUT, WHILE I HAVE NEVER BEEN HIT, PHYSICALLY, I HAVE 10,000 ABUSIVE HUSBANDS, WHO GANG UP ON ME, AND YESTERDAY APPEARED TO BE NO EXCEPTION . . .

God, You Are Stronger!

Now, I can never, be sure, if things are as they appear, when something happens, like yesterday, I can just, read the writing on the wall, take things in the context, of what has been going on in a city, or in my life, understanding, that there are many, who, not only hate me, but want me dead, in fact, it was reported, three years ago, that I actually was dead, and those serving the pros, and, like the slogan of Serve Pro: As if it never happened!  It is like rats, abandoning a burning ship, when the chips start to fall, and the truth is exposed, and those, who are responsible, see that this game is about over, and through my blog, protection, literally from on high, and other means, the shit is going to hit the fan, everyone, just acts, as if, none of this last 15 years ever happened, just like they are trained to do when someone in the CIA is caught, they are left on their own, to fend for themselves and do the best they can, after, all precautions and endeavors, were taken to protect the CIA assets, everyone, acts as if they don't know them, or never heard of them, or were without knowledge that this person or that, did this or that and all, is to return, to the point, as if nothing ever happened, and let the chips fall where they will, taking down, whomever, happens to be caught in the wake of exposure and the ramifications, attached to the activities of this nature, involving, literally, million of dollars, if not billions, lies, deceptions, identity theft, not just of taking someone's bank card, but, actually taking their life over, and pretending to be them . . . there are so many true crimes and by so many, it is shocking, and the reverberations of something on this scale, SHOULD, be horrendous, and protecting the guilty, is even worse than the CRIMES themselves!

To examine crimes, one has to take them, in the totality of the circumstances of what had been happening, why and who is involved, and looking a myriad of elements, that make up the totality of the events, not only leading up to the event, but, what is behind it, so: (1) first, I was able to actually get a Social Security Card, that has been denied me for the last three years--I believe this freaked out, those whom have so ably been able to keep me from doing this or that, getting a job, getting my license back, even renting a hotel, or motel, or getting a job, even interfering in my job application process, blocking online applications and even getting on the data base at the Job Services, because, that Social Security number has been used by this or that person, probably since, about 2000, thinking I was going to die by 2002, with Pick's Disease a terminal brain disease, allegedly, and they got so used to the power, the prestige, the money, the lies, that they even believed them, themselves, or they believed, themselves, more deserving of the honors, awards, and resume, than the person who really did all this stuff, or more worthy to be the parent, of this child, because of the separation, that, was created, purposefully and orchestrated, to accomplish, this alienation of affection, that seems to be healing, using, brainwashing techniques, and false memory plants, along with other fringe shit, agencies involved, have been developing since, 1947, at the CIA, with the Illuminati, and others, for such times as we are in now, taking out, people by, using questionable techniques, that have caused unsuspecting lab rats, like, to murder others, to jump out of windows, to be used as sex toys, laborers or just plain, murdered when their use was done! (2) due to that SS card being mailed, that, connects me to everything, my past employment, tax records, husbands, children, everything, the panic began, and this is not the first time, but, the need to steal my Social Security money, that I have been receiving for 16 years, was also gone for, probably with either the NSA, hackers, my father, on the computer, 24/7, former spy for the Air Force, former spy for the Office of Strategic Services or Intelligence, maybe even in the services of the CIA, using the NSA and other agencies, with connections to the government, with cousins, former FBI field directors, in Los Angeles, working for the Mormon church with any member, working in some of these capacities, able to simply, go into the records, change the last address, which is the Poverello Center, in Missoula, and give an address change, or because the Pov is a government or partially funded government facility, forced staff, or bribed staff, who all know me, to give, a sister or another women, my mail, believing that violating, not only postal rules, but felony theft, making them also accomplices! (3) my blogs are getting more and more to the point, and digging deepper and deeper, and my have hit, what I would consider the Fireplace, bringing fire, fire, fire, down on some locals here, who may be working in police departments and have become, with my money and name, the pillars of society, which is the norm when you have a shit load of money to give to this our that charity, agency, grants or foundations, building up the community, not necessarily to make it better, but to launder money, gotten and obtained through ill gotten gains, theft and other criminal enterprises, or RICO type, activities, associated  with organized crime, making people, think they are great, and not wanting to lose out on the money trail!  (4) Billings, previous, to this last trip, has been a pit stop, while going to and from Denver, Durango or Grand Junction, but this time is different, and I have stay, written about the local scene, made some face to face contacts, and have some friends here, possibly crowding, what you might consider, virgin territory, or a place, where my enemies, the fake bitches, and fraud broads have found safe, seeing, Billings has not been on my Montana circuit, for the last 4 years, believing, I would not come this way, crowding them out of their comfort and lying zone, to make people interface, with the real JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., in a manner that is up close and personal, making everyone from the cops, who support the liars, and hate me, on edge, as it seemed yesterday, to be the case . . . I may be wrong, but this is my take on it, and others may see it differently . . . given all of this and more, and what has happened in other cities, not only in Utah, Montana, Washington, Idaho, Nevada and Colorado, this is par for the course, and just the same antics, different cities, when the fraud broads and their bow bastards, get feeling threatened and the need to strike, the fear of law enforcement in me, mafia in me, or city fathers and mothers, who, may believe, the losers, who are support and coddled, and lied about to protect, giving money this way and that, appearing to be someone, and something, other than they are, while, I bring the fear of God, in the locals, hearing of my lawsuits, escapes, other cops stories, and other city, actions, not being apprehended, NOT REALLY KNOWING WHY, OTHER THAN FEAR, they are chasing me, or bothering someone, who has brought, needed focus and attention, to downtown areas, generally where buses and shelters are located, giving a worldwide advertisement for the city and its shining points . . . never did more than this, ever, and what I ever wrote about, was in self defense, although, finally understanding, psycho and sociopaths, seeing what, I am up against, I have become more aggressive in my blogs!  With this background, you might be able to connect the dots, and see what is going on, and what, I have been up against!

Cops, the Army of My Enemies, With a Vested Interest in Getting Rid of Me, Either for Convenience, Getting Their Hands, on Secrist Family Money--Sharing Music Money, Case, Blog, Legislative, and Other Money, Not Theirs, with Law Enforcement, Giving Them, Incentive, Like I Took Away, by Reforms in Asset Forfeiture Legislation--No Run A Muck Again, Have Used the War Between the Constitution and the Patriot Act, Making Cops King on the Streets, a Personal Cop Agency Within a Cop Agency, Many, Mormons!, Going After Me with Rancor and Venom, To Pad Their Pockets, and Keep Control on the Streets, Against, A Bad Ass Con Law Chick, Like Me, Who Not Only Sued Cops, Narc Cops, Sheriffs, County Attorneys, Judges, and Divisions of Child and Family Services, in Utah, to Stop the Onslaught and Militarization, Taking Away Citizens, Civil and Constitutional Rights . . . Same Oath as the Cops! Prosecutors and Judges, Feds, Others, Seem to Have, So Conveniently Forgotten They Even Took, in Exchange For their Souls, Filthy, Dirty Money!

False Flag, Medical Emergency at Burger King

Saturdays, are a bit difficult when you write a daily blog, and the Billings Clinic is closed, you don't have any money, so loitering is out, at a food joint, and, when you go to the library, the windows have been shot out, and this is right after writing a blistering blog, about the possibility, that, the reason, you Walmart Money Card, has been stolen, or activated, without the account owner's approval, not only given out without authorization, but with apparent, disregard for federal and state laws, and you have just, been the girl, who might have kicked up a hornets nest, you even get suspicious, that, the cops, who have been following you for the two weeks you have been, in the city, but, even wonder, given the nasty nature of the blog, the day before, when you specifically called the Billings Public Library, wonderfully cool, if law enforcement, themselves didn't shoot out the large plate glass window on the library . . . there is surveillance, that should expose, exactly who did it, because, on the side it happened on, and it was terrible, huge ass hole, that, the security camera, would have not only caught the vandals who were either on foot, or in a vehicle, because, it is very close to the road, and not far from the windows, that were blow out!  Was someone pissed, that I took credit for my work, mentioned my son's bands, and that, I am, in fact, the mother of the bass guitarist, vocalist, and guitarist for Parallax, God's Revolver, Maraloka, The Ditch and the Delta, and Worst Friends, and that cops' kids, were in fact, used to make up fake bands, of all of these and this might expose, local cops and pillars, who have lied for fucking years?  Makes sense to me, and most kids, or homeless, members of the community, rely on the computers, the Internet, and use of the Library, so why in the hell would they damage, such a new and beautiful facility, that they USE?

In the last couple of days, the cop presences wherever I am, has increased, and they seem bolder and bolder, getting closer and closer, many, even convinced that I am in fact, the criminals, I am writing about in this blog, Shelley, Rachel, Susan, Tiffany, Marcie, Kay, etc., all women, who in one capacity or another, have claimed, either to be me, or some part of me, all in an effort, to make me disappear, completely, if not literally dead, at least figuratively dead; therefore, making, it in their minds, and that of the beneficiaries, perfectly fine, to be me . . . well, no I am alive and well, coming to the library, at roughly 2:00 P.M. to 2:15 P.M., on the side opposite where the windows were blown out!  Now, someone, frustrated, and pissed, may have, tried to stop me from writing my blog, and digging deeper and deeper, into this illegal and unlawful shit, exposing more and more . . . the TRUTH shall make you free!  But, in the same bent as with Jesus and the Apostle Paul, robbers, are preferred to me also, and many would rather beat me, to a bloody pulp, if they can get their hands on me, than, recognize the lies, that they may, have been deceived by, or even participated in, themselves!  Some people are angry at me, and don't even know why, there is no rhyme or reason, to their anger, they are just caught up in the witch hunt, and join the group, of those who can give, or have given money, even if they know, it is MY money!  So, due to the lack of money, the closing of the Billings Clinic, and the window incident at the Billings Library, I was forced to go over to Burger King, where they have seen me purchase, food, sometimes breakfast, lunch and dinner, when I first got here, and they are nice anyway, and didn't hassle me one bit, and many of your library crowd, crashed at the Burger King, to get their Internet.  But it is what happened while I was there, that is of concern to me.  Evidence of continued and heightened harassment and intimidation.

Alleged Drunk Female Native Passed Out in the Parking Lot of BK

Several times, this week, or lately, I have put my picture in my blog, being here in Billings, and, I have noticed, people whisper, smile, act like they recognize me, and this is particularly so, for the 20 to 30 set, and such was the case, yesterday, at BK, this young, dark haired, smart looking, chick, in that age range, kept, smiling at me . . . now, due to being covered, and other women, taking credit for being me, whether they write the blog or not, and more than glad to take the fame and recognition, or attention that goes with being somewhat of a celebrity, I am not, accustomed to any limelight, nor do I want it, and prefer, to just ignore any attention, and one time, in Missoula, it was obvious, that, several high school agers, recognized me, from my recent picture and started beaming, waving, smiling and trying to get my attention, and because, really, until last summer, I didn't put my picture in the blog, only the small, picture, in the bio section, that could so easily, and has been stolen, with wigs, or sisters, who look alike or could be mistaken for me, but this time, I could tell, that, surely, these girls recognized me and obviously, liked what I had to write and dug seeing me in person, knowing, at the time, I was in Missoula, as I am now in Billings . . . but, I was uncomfortable, and just smiled and walked by, and I think, they may have thought, I was rude, a snob, or stand-offish, but, I just don't like attention, or being noticed, same reason, I hated, birthdays, wedding showers, or baby showers . . . I would rather not.  I love that, people read my blog, hope they learn, hope they enjoy it, and are entertained and maybe improve their love life, their religious experience, or learn about this or that, but, as far as dealing with, much fan fair, I really don't need or care about.  They can have it! LOL!  But, this seemed to be the case, with this young, very smart looking women, who, I guessed by her reaction, knew damned will who I was, my challenges, and reacted, just like someone actually, ON MY SIDE FOR ONCE, and she caught my eye, and opened her mouth, as if to warn me, and she pointed to the COP CAR, two ambulances, and fire trucks, first with just their lights on, or I didn't hear them, because, I was watching a my son's new, music, recording their new demos, at the KRCL studio, and it was the first time I had seen it, having talked to Elliot the day before, where he told me about the three new songs, and I was stoked to see a new video, having watched all his other videos, hundreds of times!

But, this FRIEND, opened her mouth wide open, raised her hands, knowing I didn't hear the commotion, and pointed out the onslaught of emergency vehicles, that so easily, as they have in the past, been a cover-up for a potential take down, or illegal arrest, or whatever, hauling my ass off, to parts unknown, with, people, not knowing where I am, 90% of the time and in jeopardy, now, even more than ever, no having, my money or any connection to myself, or past, and my new Social Security Card, going to Missoula, where I intended to go, as per, telling that in my blog, after getting my money, actually, checking out of the Rescue Mission, with staff and others, asking me all morning, Wednesday, the anticipated departure date, before, I learned that someone had taken, my new debit card, and activated the card, with me, wanting the last deposit, on this old card, getting me to Missoula, in time to get my SS card, before that also disappears too! erasing me completely, the enemies goal for fucking 16 years, with Shelley, trying monthly to get access, and with several women, doubles, actually even taking out money, off the card, and now with an even greater threat, and with, MY CARD, being cancelled, rather than the newly opened one, like I instructed, probably, the FBI, fusion center asshole, who was definitely not, customer service, very sarcastically telling me, and asking me if I was ready to listen to what he told me to do . . . with a long, asshole like pause, and then, cancelling, the card, I HELD IN MY HAND, rather than the one the other person, Shelley or Rachel, probably coming up here, if Rachel and the fake, Kennedy, cop, are hanging out on some ranch outside of town!  It was fucking NICE TO HAVE A FRIEND FOR ONCE!  SHIT!

My Blog, Was Blocked, From Enabling Me to Post At BK . . . I Had to Go Over To the Library, Stand Outside and Get On the Internet, and Post the Blog, Even More Blistering, Than the One Before . . . I Am Quit Sure, This is What Created the Emergency!  Not Only Were the Indians Gone, But, There Seemed to Be No Alarm, or Any Commotion, to Warrant, This Show of Alarm!

Due to the shocking reaction of the young friend, who actually disappeared herself, after warning me . . . she said, I don't have anything to worry about, and I said, I DO! and I got the BK counter help, to let me in the bathrooms to wait out the emergency, or alleged shit that seemed to be going down with no apparent reason! So, me and some chick from the Mission, new, were talking in the bathroom, and stayed, until the coast was clear, and when I came out, the young girl was gone!  She may have, done this, being funny, and when I reacted, like I do, with PTSD syndrome, having been chased, harassed, jailed twice, without a reason, and with four fucking years of this type shit, and another incident in Missoula, involving, an ambulance and cops, a blocked attempt to stay at a motel, across the street, with the Sleep Inn, being the most likely place I would go, as the target, leaving the cop and emergency personnel, pulled up to the backdoor of a motel room, on the back side of the motel, making it easy to shoot me up with something, or shoot me, and put my body, in the back and drive off . . . there were no sirens, nothing to indicate, trouble or an emergency, and the motel, I tried to stay at, said they were full . . . 3 cars and 50 spaces, then they said they had a bunch of bikers, come to town, NO BIKERS HERE . . . the clerk, then just said, I CAN'T RENT TO YOU! which would have forced me across the street, leaving on the bus the next day . . . get me before I leave? in this case too?  

I am sure, that when the girl, saw, a ton of emergency people, coming to attend, what appeared to me, to be NO emergency, with NO Indians, around or in sight, and it had been, just a half hour or so, when I posted my blog, after being blocked for, hours at BK, I was, not taking any chances . . . I would like to say, they were their to see if I was, the right JoAnn, because, cops can, trace my cell phone, and knew exactly where I was, at the time and they probably would have known, that I could not post, but, they, might not have known, that I slide out the side door, out the back, and along a building, in the shade, cut across the parking lot of the building behind BK, and sneaked over to POST without notice, from aerial surveillance, that seems to keep a 24/7 vigilant watch on me, to cover the sins and crimes of the LOSERS, who have all my money and claim they are me!  When I came out of the bathroom, all was clear, however, I cop, came back on the scene, about 15 minutes later, he saw me, sitting there!  LOL!  He acted like he was taking, witness statements, etc., and I know the crowd of Indians, that frequent BK, because, they have talked to me at the HUB Community Center, and I passed them, when, I first came to BK after learning about the windows, but I had not seen them, in some time!  And certainly not at the time, all the emergency vehicles and such, showed up at BK in force!  Truth is stranger than fiction . . . check the surveillance cameras . . . the security guard at the library, looks to me, to be an old cop, and, I told him, I had to come over to post my blog, because, I could not get Internet, or I had a cloud or something over, JUST my computer, and posting, because, there were several other computers on site and they had not trouble, being on the web!  Go figure . . . I guess I am special!  No Thanks!

Judge Not, That Ye Be Not Judged: the Football Player and the Homeless Man With a Moral Compass!

This was a 20/20 or Dateline show, called, I (Almost) Got Away With It!  This true life crime story, shows, exactly why we do and should not judge someone else, NEVER, EVER!  There was this handsome young football star, married to his high school sweetheart, seemed to have the world by the tail, everything came easy to him, from football, to real estate, until he got hooked on drugs, with a habit, that capped out at the time, at $15,000 per month, leading him to his life of crime and hiding it from his best friend and girlfriend, now mother, of one and pregnant with another.  This very bright driven young father and husband, decided that he needed to rob a security truck that picked up cash from the local bank, in Monroe, somewhere, small town, America.  He watched the trucks, when they came, when they left, how much time he had, planned ever detail, from pretending to be a landscaper, they grew familiar with at the bank, in the yard, or parked across the parking lot, at the bank, taking notes, studying and making plans for the staged, landscaping outfit, writing a Craigslist ad, for some new hires, in his landscaping business, telling them to show up at the bank, wearing exactly the uniform, he was going to wear to rob the bank, confusing security and cops alike, leaving doubles, wandering all over the lot, looking for their new potential boss, with everyone, wondering what was going on, as he ran for the cash and made a dashing get away, running away with $450,000, as if it was a football, and he in the game of his life!

Prior to that day, there was this homeless man, that the football player, had several brief exchanges with, who saw him, stash, his sunglasses, bright vest, and get away clothes, on the days he practiced his routine, and get away, and a time or two, this homeless man, who lived, somewhere near the dumpster, where the get away gear was placed, even, told the football jock, that, he knew he was up to no good.  The cock of the rock, ignored the man, and brushed him aside and continued with whatever he was doing at the time. So, after the heist, and the get away, which included, a water craft inner tube, bright yellow and black, and floating away with the cash, down the river, he had, even used a jet ski, the first choice, but it kept getting high centered or caught on rocks, so he decide, a lazy float down the river, on a great escape, even in the middle of the day, would do the job.  Detectives were called on the scene, confusion was going on everywhere, and it appeared the crook, got away with the money, and with all the decoys, and doubles, dressed alike, the cops, thought they had been had! and were without leads, and anything to go on.

A Phone Call, No Return Number, A Cop Search Using 10 Burgers!

Out of the blue, dispatch, gets a call, a day or two later, from a guy, named Alan, who said, he, not only knew who the guy was, or could identify him, but, he, had also taken down, the license plate number of the vehicle, on the day of the bank robbery.  Dispatch asked him, if he had a return number, detectives could reach him at, and he said, he didn't have a phone.  Well did he have an address, they could come take a witness statement from?  No, he lived in a tent, down by the river or a park, somewhere near, a tent city of homeless in the city.  When the cops, got the message, they decided, they didn't have much else to go on, so they, bought 10 burgers and headed to the tent city, in search of this homeless guy with a moral compass, who ended up, giving the cops, not only a description of the guy, but, he jut happened to have a pen, in his pocket and took down the number, having a small paper notebook in his pocket.  After the cops, gave out, 7 of the burgers and had only three left, they came to a tent, that they couldn't knock on the door, but they yelled in and asked if an Alan was in there, and he was.  Alan, came out and gave the cops everything they needed to get the guy, including his license plate number! providing the home address.

The homeless guy, was the key witness against this most likely to succeed, favorite son and athlete, who had robbed the bank and armored truck for $450,000, on his way to Las Vegas, and a new life.  I guess his conscience got to him and he missed his wife and daughter, and she was just ready to deliver a new baby. He said, the one mistake he made, was that he totally underestimated the homeless guy, with a moral compass!  Some of the money was recovered, after the Vegas spending spree, a new Land Rover, and a lavish, vacation, adultery, etc.  His wife is waiting for him, and I can't remember, how much time he got, 16 to 25 years, or something, and she is sticking with him, but she is struggling, with two young children and being a full time working mom, saying her life has been changed forever.  Now, on the surface, one would think, that the homeless guy was the one, on drugs, with a messed up life; however, on closer, inspection, and examination, it was actually, the homeless guy, who was living a life based on morals, and he said, he just could not, have stood by and let this crime happen, so he turned the guy in!  And the reason, this man, may have actually been homeless, is not known, but, it may, in fact, have been his moral compass, that landed him, in that homeless situation!  CASE IN POINT . . . and I have often wondered, how, the cops, have no moral compass, once they know they truth?  We just never know!  Whistleblowers are very unpopular people, in any organization, and even more so, in law enforcement and the criminal justice and justice systems, where the guys you are ratting out, have the ability to make your life a living hell, arrest you without warrant, take you from wherever, and lock your ass up and throw away the key, and if you are lucky, they will let you live in some federal detention center or federal prison, and if you are unlucky, with so much writing on the wall, that I am in that category, they will just kill your ass, and steal all that you are, all that you earned, take all that you love and hold dear, and bury you, where NO ONE WILL EVER FIND YOU!

Judge Not, That You Be Not Judged!

CLEAN UP YOUR OWN ACT!

Christ, You Saved Me . . . AGAIN!

THE GRINDMA! "MOM, WHEN ARE YOU STARTING A BAND?"--ELLIOT. CHECK OUT THIS VIDEO ON YOUTUBE! I KNEW ELLIOT, MY ROCK STAR SON, "GOD'S REVOLVER" AND "THE DITCH & THE DELTA", JUST CUT THREE NEW DEMOS, WAS IN THE CIA! ENCRYPTED MESSAGES--I LEFT A MESSAGE ON HIS CELL PHONE, TOLD HIM, I WAS GOING OUT TO ROUND UP, MONTANA, TO DROP CALVES WITH A COWBOY, AND HE RESPONDS, BY ASKING ME WHEN I WAS STARTING A BAND? LOL! AS USUAL, I RESPONDED, WITHOUT READING THE NEXT LINE, OR AT THE TIME, DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS MAN OF FEW WORDS WAS TELLING ME TO DO! LOL! MY SONS ARE MYSTERIES TO ME: (1) BECAUSE THEY REFUSED TO TALK TO ME WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG--NO NEED, "WE KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, AND YOU KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT US!" OH, YEAH, WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME? YOUR AN ATTORNEY, AND GREW UP IN BOUNTIFUL. OH, THE SUM TOTAL OF MY LIFE! LOL! 20 YEARS LATER, THAT SAME SON, CHRIS, SAID THIS, HE, ASKED ME WHERE I WAS BORN! KIND OF BASIC SON . . . ELLIOT, AT 12 OR 13, RESPONDED TO MY QUESTION, IF HE HEARD ABOUT THE GIRL AND HER FRIEND, WHO KILLED THE MOTHER OF ONE OF THE GIRLS, JUST THAT MORNING, CHOKED HER WITH HER OWN BATHROBE, AS SHE DROVE THEM TO SCHOOL, LATER, DUMPING HER BODY IN THE JORDAN RIVER?, AND HE SAID YES, AFTER 64 OTHER QUESTIONS, TRYING TO GET HIM TO TALK, TO ENGAGE IN A CONVERSATION WITH ME, AND HE, JUST, SMILED THIS CUTE LITTLE GRIN, WITH A GLINT IN HIS, MISGEIVOUS EYES, TURNED AND LOOKED AT ME, AND SAID, "TOO MANY QUESTIONS," FOLLOWED BY A SMILE. REAL FUNNY ELLIOT! (2) MEN ONLY SPEAK 2,000 WORDS A DAY, TO A WOMEN'S 7,000, SO BOYS, PROBABLY SAY, HALF OF THAT, ABOUT 1,000 A DAY, AND THEY TALK TO EITHER THEIR SIBLINGS, FRIENDS, OR WHEN OLDER, THEIR GIRLFRIENDS! NOT THEIR MOM! (3) WHEN MY PERFECT LITTLE FAMILY OF SIX, DAD & MOM, TWO GIRLS, TWO BOYS, SAME SEX SIBLINGS TO KEEP EACH OTHER ENTERTAINED ON FAMILY VACATIONS AND OUTINGS, SO THE PARENTS, COULD TALK, HAVING THE KIDS, IN A CONTAINED ENVIRONMENT, ON A VACATION, DURING MY SONS' YOUNGER YEARS, MOM AND DAD, CARRIED ON ADULT, INTELLECTUAL CONVERSATIONS, IN THE FRONT OF OUR ORANGE AND WHITE, VOLKSWAGEN BUS, WHILE THE GIRLS, GRETA & NICOLE, TALKED "PIG LATIN," TO EACH OTHER, SO THEIR PARENTS DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THEY WERE SAYING ABOUT US, FOR TWO YEARS, AND THE BOYS, CHRIS & ELLIOT, WRESTLED, LIKE TWO BEAR CUBS, IN THE VERY BACK OF THE VAN, IN THE DAYS BEFORE, KIDS UP TO AGE 8, HAD TO BE STRAPPED INTO CAR SEATS, LEAVING, THE BOYS, LANGUAGE FORMING YEARS, DURING THEIR FORMATIVE YEARS, TO HEAR, ONLY PIG LATIN, BETWEEN WRESTLING IN THE BACK OF THE VW BUS, OUT OF THE ARM LENGTH OF MOM OR DAD, DEPENDING ON WHICH ONE WAS DRIVING, AND OUT OF EAR SHOT, OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE BEING SPOKEN, IN THE FRONT OF THE VAN! (4) BY THE TIME, MY SONS, HIT THEIR TEENS, THE BOYS DON'T WANT YOU, PARENTS, OF EITHER SEX, TO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE UP TO! SIBLING SILENCE WAS "THE RULE OF LAW" FOR A FEW YEARS (5) BY THE TIME YOU CAN RELATE TO YOUR SONS, THEY HAVE SWITCHED LOYALTY, FROM MOM--SWEET 6 YEAR OLD ELLIOT, JUST LEARNING TO READ, READING THROUGH ALL THE VALENTINE HEART CANDY, UNTIL HE FOUND, "BE MINE!", MELTING MOM'S HEART, TO THIS DAY . . . WITH THOSE TENDER LOVES AND KISSES, GOING TO THE OTHER WOMEN IN THEIR LIVES! THE GIRLFRIENDS AND WIVES, GET TOP BILLING, AND MOM IS BUMPED TO SECOND CHAIR! LOL! JUST LIKE IT SHOULD BE . . . SCRIPTURE, "A MAN, SHALL, LEAVES HIS FATHER AND MOTHER, AND CLEAVE UNTO HIS WIFE!" MY SON TAUGHT ME THAT IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THIS VERY PROTECTIVE DADDY, CHRIS, SAID, IN RESPONSE TO HIS NEW BOUNCING BABY GIRL, BEING GRANDMA'S BABY, AND HE SAID, "NO, MOM, SHE IS OUR BABY." WE'LL SEE . . . PARENTS WANTED A PRINCESS, GRANDMA A COWGIRL! "Y" IS ONE WILD LITTLE THING, JUST LIKE GRANDMA LIKES A GAL TO BE, GIVING BOTH PARENTS A RUN FOR THEIR MONEY. GRAMMA LOVES YOU! LOL! TAKE IT TO YOUR DADDY, HE DESERVES IT! LOL! (6) THERE IS HOPE, FOR LEARNING ABOUT YOUR SONS, THROUGH THE SISTER/BRO NETWORK! LOL! THAT IS WHERE I GET 90% OF MY INFORMATION--STILL! LOL! I DON'T HAVE TO DO MENTAL GYMNASTICS TO UNDERSTAND WHERE THE GIRLS ARE COMING FROM, SAME SEX KIDS, THE GIRLS TELL ME EVERYTHING THEY CAN FERRET OUT OF THEIR BROTHERS, AND WE CAN TALK FOR HOURS! LOL! EVEN THE GIRLS WONDER WHY THEIR BROTHERS DON'T CALL THEM MUCH--THEY WERE RAISED BY YOUR FATHER--THAT SAYS IT ALL! LOL! (7) THE BOYS, NEED A MALE INFLUENCE IN THEIR LIVES, BECAUSE THEY CAN RELATE TO MEN, NONE OF THIS "MEN ARE FROM MARS, WOMEN FROM VENUS" STUFF, LOST IN TRANSLATION! ONE TIME AT THANKSGIVING, NEITHER, ME, NOR THE KIDS, WANTED TO CALL THEIR DAD, TO SEE IF HE AND HIS NEW WIFE, JUST TWO YEARS OLDER THAN, MY DAUGHTER(S), WHO DIDN'T GET ALONG WITH NEW WIFEY, NEITHER ONE OF THEIR PARENTS, GOT MARRIED FOR 13 YEARS, SO IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH LOYALTY TO MOM, JUST DAD IS OF FEW WORDS, TOO . . . SO LIKE IN THE OLD, RICE CRISPY COMMERCIAL, WITH THREE YOUNG RED HEADED BOYS, TRYING A NEW CEREAL, SAY . . . "I KNOW, LET'S MAKE MIKEY DO IT!" TASTE THE CEREAL . . . WE ALL ELECTED, THE YOUNGEST KID, IN THE FAMILY, ELLIOT, TO CALL HIS DAD. HE DID, SAID, "OKAY," AND HUNG UP! LOL! WE ALL LOOKED AT EACH OTHER IN SHOCK, AND SAID, HOW COULD YOU SAY ANYTHING IN ONE WORD . . . ELLIOT, "ME AND DAD, UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER!" LOL! (8) CHRIS, NOW A GROWN MAN, IS THE ONLY PERSON, WHO I KNOW, THAT HAS GONE HEAD TO HEAD, WITH MOM, IN A POLITICAL ARGUMENT, AND SURVIVED . . . "HOW DARE HE HAVE AN OPINION!" LOL! I AM NOT USED TO THIS FROM HIS OLDER SISTERS, WHO KNOW MOM LIVES AND BREATHES, TO ARGUE, BECAUSE, THEY HAVE ATTEMPTED, ONCE OR TWICE THROUGH EMAILS, AND GOT A 5 PAGE SLAM, IN RETURN FOR THEIR ONE PARAGRAPH! PUTTING NICOLE IN TEARS, CALLING, LAUGHING OLDER SISTER FOR COMFORT! LOL! IN SHOCK, AT CHRIS, VOTED "MOST LIKELY TO BE AN ATTORNEY", ALREADY DEADLY, IN HIS 6TH GRADE CLASS, NEVER SHOWED THIS ARGUMENTATIVE SIDE OF HIMSELF, TO ME, SO, I GOT PISSED AND HUNG UP THE PHONE ON HIM, THE FIRST TIME HE OFFERED A COUNTERATTACK AND ARGUMENT, AND TOLD HIM TO "GET ANOTHER MOTHER!" AS I SLAMMED THE PHONE DOWN ON HIM! THE NEXT DAY, I CAME TO MY SENSES, AND TOLD HIM, I WAS SORRY, THAT WAS VERY IMMATURE OF ME, AND HE SAID, "I WAS LOOKING IN THE WANT ADS FOR ANOTHER MOTHER." LOL! I SAID, JUST DON'T LISTEN TO ME, WHEN I GET LIKE THAT, AND HE SAID, "I NEVER DID!" LOL! SMART ASS! (9) YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT RESPONSE YOU ARE GOING TO GET WITH SONS YOU THINK YOU KNOW, I SAID, "ALL OF YOU KIDS HAVE A BETTER RELATIONSHIP WITH, ME THAN, YOU DO WITH, YOUR DAD." CHRIS SAID, "I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT . . . I HATE BOTH OF MY PARENTS!" HOW RUDE . . . THIS HACK COMEDIANSHIP, IS GOING A LITTLE TOO FAR SON! LOL! THANK GOD FOR DAUGHTERS! LOL! AT LEAST I CAN RELATE TO THEM . . . ONCE THE BOYS MATURE, THEY ARE ALL ABOUT, RELATING TO MEN! THE ENEMY! THE GREAT DOUBLE CROSS--DADS DON'T GO THROUGH THIS! LOL! FOR THIS FEMINIST, SEXIST MOM . . . I WORRIED SO MUCH ABOUT THE GIRLS, GROWING UP AS, STRONG COMPETENT WOMEN, THAT THE BOYS, JUST DID THE SAME ALL ON THEIR OWN! WHAT A FUN ADVENTURE, FIGURING OUT, JUST WHAT AND WHO I RAISED?! LOL! WHEN ELLIOT WAS A VEGAN, AND MOVED IN WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND, I ASKED HIM, WHAT HE WOULD DO IF SHE, BOUGHT MEAT AND PUT IT IN THE FRIDGE, AND HE SAID, "I WOULD TAKE IT, AND THROW IT OUT OF THE HOUSE!" WHAT?!!! HOW COULD I HAVE RAISED A SON LIKE THIS? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? NO. A MAN OF FEW WORDS . . . I AM GLAD, I DIDN'T DATE THESE TWO, ALTHOUGH, THEY ARE BOTH, BRUTALLY HANDSOME, SWEET, FUN, INTERESTING, AND COOL, SO, I WILL KEEP THEM, EVEN IF IT TAKES UNTIL THE DAY I DIE TO FIGURE OUT WHO THEY ARE . . . THEY ARE STILL MYSTERY MEN, SOMEONE COULD TELL ME, THEY WERE ABOUT ANYTHING, AND I WOULD BELIEVE THEM! LOL! I DIG THE HELL OUT OF THEM, THEIR SISTERS WILL HAVE TO FILL ME IN ON WHAT THEY REALLY THINK! I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN TAKE, CHRIS'S BRUTAL HONESTY! LOL! I THINK, BECAUSE, I WROTE ABOUT MY TO SONS, WHO ARE BOTH, VERY, GOOD MEN, SOME INTERESTING STUFF, KICKED UP ON THE YOUTUBE GOD RECOMMENDATIONS, AND ONE IN PARTICULAR CAUGHT MY ATTENTION, AFTER HAVING A DELIGHTFUL CONVERSATION WITH ELLIOT, WONDERING WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH HIS MIND, ASKING WHEN, I WAS STARTING A BAND--READING THE MESSAGE, WAY TOO DEEP, AND WARNING HIM, THAT, IF I GET IN SHAPE, A BIG IF, I WANT TO SING, ONE NUMBER WITH HIS BAND, A SONG, THAT THE BAND SINGS, JUST VOCALS, THE FIRST SONG, ON HIS FIRST CD, WITH SONY, THAT HAS NEVER BEEN TITLED OR RELEASED, AND EVERY BIT AS GOOD AS THE FIRST CD, LITTLE BLACK HORSE, THIS ONE WITH SONY . . . HE TOLD ME THAT, "GRINDMA" WHO SINGS, IN THE YOUTUBE VIDEO, ALSO, KICKS THE GOVERNMENT AT THE END, SINGS WITH A BAND HER SON, SET UP FOR HER . . . BUT I WARNED ELLIOT, I JUST WANTED TO SING THAT ONE SONG WITH HIM . . . A QUIET LAUGH! LOL! TELL ME WHAT THAT MEANS, YES, OR NO? CHRIS WOULD HAVE SAID, ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS, MOM! LOL! ELLIOT, IS MORE OF A MYSTERY THAN CHRIS, BECAUSE HE KEEPS IT CLOSE TO THE VEST, CHRIS, I NEVER KNOW IF HE IS JOKING OR NOT! BUT, OF THE 12 OR SO CHOICES, OF YOUTUBE RECOMMENDATIONS, CONNECTED WITH SONS, CAME THIS, "DATELINE" INTERVIEW WITH THE MOTHER OF ONE OF THE COLUMBINE HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTERS, WHO BROKE HER SILENCE, AFTER, 30 YEARS, AND TALKED OF THE PAIN, THE MYSTERY OF HOW HER SON, SO SWEET, COULD TURN INTO A MURDERER OF 13 PEOPLE, INJURING LIKE 18 OTHERS, IN KIND OF THE MODEL FOR MODERN DAY SCHOOL SHOOTINGS, WITH MANY YOUNG BOYS, EMULATING KLEBOLD AND ERIC ? I THINK, EVERY PARENT, OUGHT TO WATCH THAT PROGRAM, THESE WERE UPPER MIDDLE CLASS PARENTS, OF BOTH BOYS, VERY EDUCATED, LIVED IN GREAT COMMUNITIES, AND DIDN'T HAVE, MUCH OF A CLUE, BUT, IN RETROSPECT, SHOULD HAVE, SEEN THE SIGNS, THEIR SONS HAD, ABOUT THESE DARK FANTASIES OF SUICIDE AND MURDER--RIGHT IN THEIR JOURNALS, REVENGE, AND GOING OUT IN STYLE, WEARING THEIR BLACK TRENCH COATS, GUNS BLAZING! ERIC'S DAD, WAS AN AIR FORCE RETIREE, WHO PEOPLE REFERRED TO AS THE DAD, IN "LEAVE IT TO BEAVER!" THE OTHER DAD, WAS SOME PH.D, AND BOTH HAD SMART, INVOLVED MOTHERS . . . WHAT WENT WRONG? I THINK OF THE TIME PERIOD, AND, JUST LIKE I DID, PARENTS, COMING OUT OR BEING RAISED IN THE ERA OF WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND TRYING TO ENSURE OUR DAUGHTERS FUTURES, WERE THIS OR THAT, MAY HAVE IGNORED OUR SONS, THINKING ALL WAS FINE FOR BOYS, HAVING OPPORTUNITIES, CAREER CHOICES, INCOMES AND OPTIONS, WOMEN ARE STILL VYING FOR, BUT, WHAT, EMOTIONAL CHALLENGES, DO BOYS HAVE . . . 86% OF THE SCHOOL SHOOTERS ARE BOYS? 80% OF THE YOUNG BOYS, IN PRISON, ARE IN FOR KILLING THEIR MOTHER'S ABUSERS. WE NEED TO TAKE A LOOK, AS FAMILIES, SOCIETY, SCHOOLS, COLLEGES, CHURCHES, AT THE CHALLENGES, YOUNG MEN HAVE, DEPRESSION, GRADES, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, GIRLS, ACCEPTANCE, BECOMING A MAN, AND FATHERS, CLERGY, MALE SCHOOL OFFICIALS, COACHES, ETC., NEED TO STEP IN, BECAUSE, WOMEN ARE SOMETIMES AT A LOSS, TO EVEN GET A YOUNG MAN TO TALK, LET ALONE OPEN UP TO A WOMEN. MY MOTHER TAUGHT JUNIOR HIGH FOR 30 YEARS, AND THE PRINCIPAL OF HER SCHOOL, SAID, AFTER SEEING THE BARRAGE OF SINGLE MOTHERS, TRYING TO RAISE YOUNG MEN, THAT HE DIDN'T THINK IT POSSIBLE, FOR WOMEN TO RAISE SONS ALONE--MY SONS WERE BOTH A HEAD TALLER THAN ME, BY JUNIOR HIGH! . . . DADS, YOU ARE NOT JUST SPERM DONORS, A PAY CHECK, AND WOMEN, NEED TO RESPECT MEN, MORE AND ENCOURAGE, DADS RELATIONSHIPS, MARRIED OR SINGLE, TOO MANY WOMEN, IN COMPLETE INSANITY, PUSH A DAD OUT AS A SIDE LINE, TO WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE FAMILY! KIDS RAISED OR WITH A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH FATHERS, HAVE LESS, DRUG USE, ALCOHOL USE, SUICIDE, TEEN PREGNANCY, FEWER RUNAWAYS, LESS SCHOOL PROBLEMS, JAIL, YOU NAME IT . . . THE OLDER A BOY AND GIRL GETS, THE MORE IMPORTANT DADS BECOME, AND AS THE DAD, GROWS IN IMPORTANCE, THE MOTHER'S JOB, LESSENS. THERE IS A STRONG CORRELATION BETWEEN, READING OR THE LACK OF READING SKILLS AND PRISON TIME . . . MANY INMATES CAN'T READ! DO YOU KNOW, THAT IF A KID SEES THEIR FATHER, READ JUST 10 MINUTES A DAY, THEY END UP LIKING TO READ! SIMPLE SOLUTIONS TO SOCIETAL PROBLEMS--WE NEED YOU DADS! I TOOK A LOT OF HEAT, AS A MOTHER, WHO GAVE PHYSICAL CUSTODY TO MY HUSBAND, AFTER A 15 YEAR MARRIAGE, READING BOOKS AND LEARNING STATISTICS ABOUT, WHO WOULD BE THE BEST PARENT OR CARE GIVER, GIVEN THE AGES AND SEXES OF MY CHILDREN AT THE TIME OF DIVORCE, DAD WON! AND HE MET THE CHALLENGE AND ROSE TO THE OCCASION, WE ACTED AS FRIENDS WITH KIDS IN COMMON! IT CAN BE DONE, IF YOU ALWAYS LOOK OUT FOR THE BEST INTEREST OF THE CHILD! FUCK THE PARENTS, YOU HAD THEM, YOU OWE IT TO THE CHILD, AND SOCIETY, TO DO WHAT IS BEST. MS. KLEBOLD, AGONIZES OVER HER SON, HIS LIFE, STRUGGLES, DEATH . . . MR. KLEBOLD, REFUSES TO MAKE A STATEMENT, APOLOGIZE OR REALLY EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE WHAT HIS SON DID, AS IS THE CASE WITH ERIC'S PARENTS! WE ASSUME, THAT IF A KID FAILS, IT IS THE MOTHER'S FAULT, AND THE DAD, REFUSES TO TAKE ANY RESPONSIBILITY, IN A KIDS RAISING AND GROWTH, WHEN, GIVEN THE AGE OF THE KIDS, THE DADS WERE CRITICAL COMPONENTS! I LOVE THE AD CAMPAIGN, "YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE PERFECT, TO BE A PERFECT PARENT!" WE ALL DO OUR BEST, GIVEN THE CIRCUMSTANCES AND PRESSURES WE ARE UNDER AT THE TIME, BUT, WE CAN ALL, ALWAYS, DO BETTER! NO SUCCESS, COMPENSATES FOR FAILURE IN THE HOME . . . LET'S STOP FAILING OUR KIDS! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER--NOTHING IS STOPPING A PERSON, WHO SEES A KID STRUGGLING, FROM STEPPING IN WITH A KIND EAR AND LOVING UNDERSTANDING, EVEN IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THEM! KISSES AND HUGS, TO PEOPLE WHO CARE! WE OWE IT TO FUTURE GENERATIONS TO FIX BOTH, BOYS AND GIRLS, THEY ARE SO WORTH IT, AND SO WONDERFUL . . . JUST LAST NIGHT, SOMEONE, SHOT A BULLET OR SEVERAL THROUGH SOME WINDOWS AT THE GORGEOUS, BILLINGS PUBLIC LIBRARY! VANDALISM, IS PROBABLY SOMETHING, DADS HAVE AN INFLUENCE OVER TOO . . . THEY ARE BIG ENOUGH TO MUSCLE BOYS AROUND, IF NEEDED! ONE OF MY FAVORITE AND THE FUNNIEST STORY, MY BOYS TELL ABOUT, I THEIR DAD, BITCH SLAPPING ELLIOT, AND TRYING TO HIT CHRIS, AS HE DITCHED AND DODGED HIS DAD'S ATTEMPT TO SMACK HIM FOR SOMETHING THE BOYS HAD DONE TO IRRITATE THE HELL OUT OF HIM, IN A DRIVE TO SALT LAKE CITY AND BACK! LOL! EL WAS YOUNG AND SHOCKED, CHRIS, IN TYPICAL, SMART ASS RESPONSE, SAID, "NOBODY SAID, I HAD TO LET HIM HIT ME!" LOL! I TOOK THAT LESSON TO HEART WITH THE COPS, PROSECUTORS AND JUDGES! SONS, HOW WONDERFUL! I AM BLESSED, EVEN IF ELLIOT, JUST RESPONDS BY TEXTING, "HEY, MOM." SMILE!

Son, Elliot's Band, The Ditch and the Delta, Recording at KRCL Studio . . . The Guy With the Bun in His Copper Hair!

Chastity Kilpatrick

The NSA, or my weasel pop, who wants to claim, this blog, for his own, because, the last blog I wrote on my sons, being, possible, CIA agents, hit the big money charts, just what, this mafia don wants, my sons' money, my money, my daughters' money, and all claims, and rights to the grand kids, he dissed, for not being, the Mo shit Mormon, mold boys, now, wants everything they think, do, write, perform . . . disgusting, at best!  So, while I am on the subject of boys, big and small, yesterday, while I was writing about, James Kennedy, distinguishing, my Kennedy, from, the Kennedy, fake, Rachel, the fake JoAnn, would like, the YouTube gods, of recommending miracles, and cool videos and movies, connected to the keywords, I program their very smart computers, that search, the voluminous volumes of true crime, movies, news, and what not, that I love, it is like, getting up, and opening a Christmas present, each morning when I check to see, what my blog, has triggered to be coughed up from the archives of computer land!  But, this name kicked up, and I had to laugh, having written yesterday, about meeting James Kennedy, at the Butte Rescue Mission, last January, and again, hooking up, in March, when he was laid up with a gunshot to his ankle or foot, the day after he told me he loved me, and being pissed, I took off without telling him where I was disappearing to for a month!  I had to play this guy, different than the rest . . . I was not going to win, him over, with sex, or a great body, but, reversing the games, men play on women, doing it to him, seemed to have, not only gotten his attention, but, actually, hurt this brute!  I should not laugh, but James kept, telling me, he was leaving, over and over again, and I would respond, with, A man's got to do what a man's, got to do . . .

Traditionally, it is the man, who leaves the woman, and can come back, go, return, leave, and the woman, will wait for him, I am not the average woman, and I think, he was just getting a taste of a woman, who prides herself, in not only snagging a man, playing with him, gaming with him, stealing his heart, then releasing him, to have sex, be with other women, free to come and go, not being influenced by money, sex, name dropping, or whatever he was offering in his initial contact with me, laying all his hit lines and male, flashing colors, and dancing for the female, much like in the animal kingdom, where, the male, is the colorful one, and the female, sits back, and watches as the men, strut, flash, and show off their manly, skills, or colors, as it seemed, Kennedy, probably just to either, have sex with me, or get me alone to assassinate me, and I was not convinced, that either of those was, his aim and goal, in its entirety, therefore, always erring on the side of safety, I never let the premise with him, just in case, he was a Honey Trap, and me the queen bee, being taken down by the drone or a strike!  Not falling for the pick-up lines; however, playing and gaming, enough, to lead him on, in order to catch some heart action . . . and he can say, what he wants, that it was Rachel, or Kay, or whomever, whatever, the boys club, thinks, is sexier, or more, male attracting, the truth of the matter is, he was devastated, when I left without telling him, I was going, not just once, but twice!  A role reversal, I don't play harder, or cat fight, I am just smart!  LOL!

How Ironic, Catching the Stud King, Without, So Much as a Kiss!  LOL!

It has been done before, maybe not to this level, or with, such a famous, man or guy, but, none the less, with a guy, who had 5 women a day, banging on his door, for sex, back in high school, being the innocent, young stud, feeling, innocently, that he had to service all these women, hanging their bra's on the door of his bedroom, so his mother, would not come in unannounced, and find her son, in bed with one girl after another!  LOL!  And, his main, squeeze in high school, thinking he was too, wild, and not, Mormon, enough for her, when her preference, was for the return missionaries, and getting married in the Mormon Temple, rather than marrying this rough and tumble, rowdy and raw, Marine, cowboy, biker, dude, although, cheating with him, through, 3 temple marriages!  LOL!  Women, were trying to get this guy, one of my clients, whom, sued the government, after they tried to kill him, four times, ending up in a wheel chair, a few time, being grilled by U.S. attorneys for 16 hours straight, never flinching, and winning his lawsuit against, the U.S.A. and VA, a rare feat indeed!  The second, he saw, me, his attorney, he told the jail, he was going to marry me, his attorney, as all, the boys in the orange jumpsuits didn't believe him, nor did the cops, prosecutors and judges, believe it when, I fell in love with him, some months later, as he was just, male, once the glow of the orange jumpsuit, and jail, wore off him, and I was, becoming, another female, being reeled in, by his maleness, with him, confident, in his masculinity, knowing, eventually, he would win, me and my heart over, which he did!

James Kennedy, reminded me, a lot of this man, and he had a perfect in road, straight to my heart, without me knowing his last name, nor anything about him . . . hot types!  But, just like, my client, later, alleged husband, Kennedy, also very secure in his attraction assets, and sexual prowess, was able, merely, by being, himself, without saying a word, much like, my wild child, Elliot, who is just a chick, magnet, equally hairy beast, with three women in the same day, asking the manager, whom I knew from the time he was a teenage boy, told me, three waitresses at the Blue Moon, came to him, the first day Elliot worked and said, Guess who I think is cute . . . Elliot!  Why do you say that, because, you are the third, chick, today, that told me the same thing!  Chris is equally, hot, but he is off the market, married!  But, woman, after woman, tried to win, Allan, through, sex, cooking, cleaning and whatever, women, do, to get a man . . . I don't play those same games, but, it is funny, because, some, saw his house, the antiques, the land, the cabins, and were actually, also after his assets, in addition to being with him, and he could see right through them, and guess who he gave the house to, without ever touching him, other than, the time, he stuck his very large, masculine hand through my truck window, the day he won my heart, and said, Do you want to shake a real man's hand? I said, Do you want to shake a woman's hand that is more male, than most of the men you know?  

He wasn't the slightest bit, challenged, and in one of the most, tender and masculine things, I have ever experienced, he just took my hand, in his very large, manly hands, and I am a hand woman, love, male arms and hands, and voices, for some reason, and turned over, our hand clasped, intertwined hands, locked, together, and kissed the top of my hand, melting my heart, and making me look at him, as much more than a client, whom, had asked me if I would ever consider, liking him . . . at first, the very attorney in me, simply said, NO., end of story.  That all changed, a few months later.  Kennedy, had that same effect, on me, just simply, by pulling me close to him, while we were in scripture study, and believe me, I was not thinking about the Lord or the scriptures!  LOL!  Holy shit!  Melting, right there, in front of God, angels, and these witnesses!  LOL!  I am sure, God was amused, from this Ice Queen's reaction, to one of his wonderful creations!  LOL!  Oh, yeah, I am going to get where I was yesterday, and lose my train of thought, if I don't continue, and stay out of those areas, on brain, thoughts and entertainment, areas . . . I will get in trouble! 

Line of Reasoning: (1) Chastity . . . yes, I refused to do anything with Kennedy, Chaste as a young teenage girl!  (2) Going to the name, Kilpatrick, girl in the video's last name; (3) Let's assume, that Kennedy, being the hunk he is, was a paid assassin, knowing he can snag about any chick, guaranteed to charm and lure me--good choice, but, I'm too smart to fall for just that; (4) so that takes care of the "Kil" part, and Patrick . . . Kennedy, kept telling me he was leaving, yet he never would leave!  LOL!  Whatever.  The only time, I ventured, into the area of letting him know, I cared at all, was, to recommend, he spend, St. Patrick's Day, in Butte, just for the fun of it! (5) so that is the connection with St. Patrick, and Kennedy's are Irish, so, I thought, that appropriate, even though, he told me he was Pentecostal, I knew better . . . (6) So, he stayed for St. Paddy's Day, then I left him again!  LOL! (7) Now, is that smart, or dumb?  Only time will tell, an unfinished affair!  LOL, my bet is, I see him again, his ego is too big, to not wonder, what happened!  LOL!

The Chastity Girl, Kills the St. Patrick's Day, Assassin, Hired to Kill Her?  Maybe!  Kisses.  See You In Green?

P.S., fuckers are not, letting me publish, I can't believe, the depths and lengths, these fucker will go to cover their asses, their crimes, their sins, their hits, their games, their stupidity, they are just, proving over and over, what I say is true, or they wouldn't need to block it!  My Walmart Money Card, is still not here, I would bet, that, my father, and old fucking, asshole, so jealous, greedy, wicked, he feels justified, doing everything he can to fuck me over, since, the day, I was born, beating me black and blue, from should to knees, that would have put his sorry, ugly, dick, ass fucking face in prison!  He should have been penned when I was three, maybe I can get him, at 61, after 61 tears of child abuse!  God, I can't help, that I was your one, true, successful, honestly successful, child, passing that level of excellence, onto my kids, your only cool grand kids, and you hate us, because, you AIN'T Us, so you steal, destroy and kill, you old asshole!  Fuck you too, MOM!  You should have dumped this criminal, back, fucking 60 years ago!  Sorry, Rachel, would have fucked Kennedy, in 2 seconds flat . . . he can fuck who, he wants, as long as I have his heart!  Some little skater kid, looking like Chris, your most handsome grandson, by far, just walked through the door, with the words on his skater t-shirt, Dirty Gutter Kids . . . only in your dreams old man, I am sure, that you have made up, the kids, you wish my kids, would have been, giving Rachel, credit for my AWESOME kids, probably giving me, Rachel's or Shelley's little psychopaths!  NO THANKS, I take credit, for Greta Secrist Hyland, Nicole Secrist Mayor, Chris Secrist, and Elliot Secrist, bass guitarist, vocalist, and wonderful son, like his big bro!

BRO DART, When He Sees What His Mormon Patriarchal Grandfather Has Done to, Not Only His Mother, But, All His Siblings Too . . . They Turned Out Better Than All Your Other Mormon Trash!  Fuck You . . . I Honor My Parents, By Being the Total Opposite Than They Are!  Who are my father and my mother . . . he who doeth the will of my Father which art in Heaven!  You Never WERE MY PARENTS!  Take you fake, attorney, bitches, and get the fuck out of my life, out my kids lives, out of my grand kids lives!  You don't deserve them!

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POP GOES THE WEASEL! POP IS TOAST . . . HE KILLED HER, MY DAD IS A KILLER! JOIN OR DIE! HOSE & RUBBER OR HO'S & CONDOMS! CHICKS & CHAPS, MIGHT BE A BETTER WAY TO SAY IT. LOSERS, TOOK THE MAGNETIC SIGN, I MENTIONED YESTERDAY, "PROTECT YOURSELF" OFF THE SIDE OF THE MET BUS . . . SO IMMATURE! LOL! I SAW THIS BUS DRIVE BY, LAST NIGHT ABOUT 5:15 P.M. TRAVELING ALONE 27TH, AS I WALKED BACK TO THE MRM RESCUE MISSION, ON ABOUT 2520 1ST AVE, AND AS I LOOKED AT THE BUS WITH THIS HUGE EMPTY WHITE SPACE WHERE THE "PROTECT YOURSELF" AD USED TO BE ATTACHED, THERE WAS NOTHING, AND I THOUGHT, PLEASE DON'T TELL ME, THESE CLOWNS, SO JEALOUS, AND WANTING BABY SISTER, 5'11" WITH SIZE 11 FEET, CUPPIE LOVE RACHEL, TO GET CREDIT FOR WHAT I WROTE--SHE GETS THE RELIGIOUS STUFF--HER CUT OF ME, OR EVEN MORE SINISTER, PRETENDING THAT SHE IS THE ONE, WHO IS THE "EVIDENCE QUEEN," WHO IN JANUARY GOT HER DECEMBER WALLY'S WORLD MONEY CARD, STOLEN, THEN RETURNED, BUT ALREADY HAD THE NEW ONE, AND WANTED TO PUT THE CARDS, OF THE TWO NUMBERS, INTO EVIDENCE, FOR FUTURE REFERENCE--RACHEL IS LIKELY THE ONE IN POSSESSION OF THE ACTIVATED CARD, 4029, THE PIRATE CARD--BUT POSSIBLY THE ORIGINAL NUMBER I HAD 6 OR SO YEARS AGO, BECAUSE, THESE SAME CLOWNS HAVE STOLEN, THE CARD I HAD BACK IN 2011, FORCING ME TO GET ANOTHER ONE, EVERY TWO YEARS, WHILE THEY RETAIN THE ORIGINAL, THE NUMBER SOUNDED FAMILIAR, SINCE THEN, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE NEWER REPLACEMENT CARD YET, AND I NEVER ACTIVATED A CARD, NOT KNOWING ABOUT THE 4029, UNTIL THE WALLY CARD CUSTOMER SERVICE TOLD ME ABOUT IT!, AH, YEAH, I AM THE FORMER ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL! SERIOUSLY, THAT IS WHAT "THEY" ARE DOING, NOT ONLY IS RACH, PROBABLY WITH KENNEDY, A DEPUTY SHERIFF, OR A KENNEDY DOUBLE, MAYBE IN THESE PARTS, MAKING HIM A LIAR TOO, BUT SHE IS NOT ME, NOR IS SHE THE ONE, WHO MET JAMES KENNEDY IN BUTTE, FIRST END OF DECEMBER, AGAIN IN MARCH, BUT SHE IS NOT AN ATTORNEY, BUT A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, OR WAS, NOR IS, SHE A SCRIPTORIAN, HAVING DITCHED AND DODGED HER LDS SEMINARY TEACHER, THROUGHOUT HIGH SCHOOL, WHO LIVED NEXT DOOR TO HER, ON CHOKECHERRY LANE, BOUNTIFUL, UTAH--SHE HATED SEMINARY, I LOVED IT . . . I NEVER LIVED IN THAT HOUSE--I AM SEVEN YEARS HER SENIOR! I GRADUATED FROM 5 YEARS OF LDS SEMINARY--NOT THE REQUIRED 4 FOR GRADUATION, AND ENTERTAINED THE IDEA OF GOING TO DIVINITY SCHOOL, BEFORE GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, WHEN BYU RELIGION DEPARTMENT, TRIED TO DISSUADE ME FROM GETTING A MASTER'S MINOR IN ANCIENT SCRIPTURE STUDIES, SO I COULD TEACH SEMINARY! THIS MORNING CHRISTIE, A GAL AT THE MISSION, READ A SCRIPTURE TO ONE OF THE STAFF MEMBERS, AND I ASKED, WAIT, WHAT WAS THAT SCRIPTURE? JOHN 8:47 AND IT APPLIES HERE: "HE WHO IS OF GOD HEARS GOD'S WORDS; THEREFORE YOU DO NOT HEAR, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT OF GOD." SURE ENOUGH, THIS MORNING, AT ABOUT 8:00 A.M., THE MET BUS, WENT UP THE STREET, JUST LIKE YESTERDAY, WITHOUT THE SIGN "PROTECT YOURSELF" ATTACHED! LOL! ONLY THE SMALL ARE CRUEL--TRYING TO DISCREDIT ME! LOL! RIGHT AFTER THAT, AN "AMERICAN FOOD SERVICE" SEMI WENT BY . . . HOPEFULLY, I AM FEEDING HIS SHEEP! NEXT CAME BY "OVERHEAD DOOR" FOLLOWED BY "#1 SECURITY!" HEAVEN, IS THE BEST SECURITY, "DON'T PUT YOUR TRUST IN THE ARM OF FLESH!" LIVING PRAISE! AIR CONTROLS! THE SCRIPTURES ARE AMAZING, AND SO IS GOD! GOD IS GREAT, BEER IS GOOD, AND PEOPLE ARE CRAZY! COUNTRY WESTERN SONG . . . SO TRUE! BRIEF NATIONAL NEWS, PRESIDENT OBAMA NOR FIRST LADY, MICHELLE, ARE GOING TO ATTEND THE FUNERAL OF JUSTICE SCALIA, THE FIRST JUSTICE TO DIE WHILE A SITTING JUDGE . . . OBAMA'S REFUSAL TO ATTEND A UNITED STATE SUPREME COURT JUSTICE'S FUNERAL, SPEAKS VOLUMES, PREZ. IS NOT STUPID, HE KNOWS, SOMETHING STINKS WITH THIS WHOLE, CHARADE . . . SAME CLOWN GROUP, WHO TOOK THE MAGNETIC ADVERTISEMENT OFF THE BUS, CLOWN SHIT, SMOKE SCREENS, FLASH BANGS, AND LASER SHOWS, STAGED AND STUPID! GOOD FOR YOU PREZ.! SMART MAN! I DIG . . . NEW POLLS OUT, STATING THAT BERNIE SANDERS, WOULD RUN BETTER AGAINST TRUMP, THAN HILLARY? A RELATIVE UNKNOWN, WITH THREE PERCENT OF THE VOTE, A MONTH AGO? SERIOUS? I WOULD CHECK WHO IS DOING THE POLLING . . . SAME CLOWNS INVOLVED IN SCALIA'S END, WHETHER TO SAVE FACE, OR PROTECT THE $357 MILLION SECURITIES CASE OF MINE, THE CHICKS & CHAPS STOLE? REMEMBER THE TWO VERY OFFICIAL SOUNDING VETERANS GROUPS THAT ALLEGEDLY, HAD HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF VETS, BACKING TRUMP, WHEN HE SPOKE AT THE USS IOWA? ONE GUY WAS BEHIND BOTH GROUPS, TRUMP, TRUMPETED AS BEHIND HIM, WITH "ONE" MEMBER EACH, AN ATTORNEY, WHO COST A FEMALE CANDIDATE, 20 FELONY CHARGES FOR VIOLATIONS OF THE FAIR ELECTIONS PRACTICES, FOR FOLLOWING HIS ADVICE! BACK IN MITT ROMNEY'S RUN FOR PRESIDENT AGAINST PREZ. OBAMA, 2012, THE WALL STREET JOURNAL, RUN BY CONSERVATIVE BILLIONAIRE, RUPERT MURDOCH, ALSO OWNER OF FOX OPINION, REPORTED THAT MITT WON THE THIRD DEBATE, THAT I TRIED TO GET, INTELLECTUALLY LAZY RACHEL, TO WATCH, AS SHE, "SARAH PALIN-ED" ON ME, SAYING, OBAMA IS A MUSLIM AND A TERRORIST, TRUMP? BUT, I HAVE BEEN A HIGH SCHOOL DEBATER, PROFESSOR OF ARGUMENTATION & RESEARCH, AN ATTORNEY, ON BOTH THE PROSECUTION AND DEFENSE, AND #2 IN THE NATION FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, AND YOU COULD CLEARLY TELL, THE ALPHA MALE, AND WINNER, OBAMA, CREAMED, MITT THE MUTT, WHO DIDN'T MOVE OFF THE STOOL HE WAS SITTING ON, ADMITTED THAT HE WOULD NOT CHANGE, ABOUT 6 KEY POSITIONS, HE AGREED WITH PRESIDENT OBAMA ON, AND THE PREZ. SAID, "THEN WHY DO WE NEED YOU, OR TO CHANGE?" MITT JUST SAT THERE AND LOOKED STUPID! YOU AGREE WITH ME! THE NEXT DAY, RUPERT'S LAME ASSES, REPORTED THAT MITT WON THE DEBATE--PLAYING TO THE RACHEL CROWD OF LAZY VOTERS, WHO REFUSE TO LOOK AT THE FACTS, OR EVEN LISTEN TO THE DEBATE! HE ALSO REPORTED THAT MITT WAS AHEAD IN FLORIDA, BY 12%! I KICKED INTO ACTION, GATHERING ALL THE EMAIL ADDRESSES OF THE PRESS, IN KEY NEWSPAPERS AND MAGAZINES, AND TRASHED MITT AND HIS POSITIONS! HILLARY, IGNORE THIS BULL SHIT, WHAT I AM HEARING ON THE STREETS, IS THAT NOBODY CAN STAND TRUMP, AND MORE AND MORE PEOPLE ARE SEEING "YOU" AS THE ONLY VIABLE CANDIDATE! RUPERT MURDOCH, LIKE BILLIONAIRES, TRUMP AND BLOOMBERG, AND JOHN POINDEXTER, ARE TRYING TO TAKE OVER AMERICA--PROJECT MONARCH WITH THE BRITS FAILED--WORKING WITHIN CURRENT SYSTEM TO TAKE OVER AMERICA, JUST LIKE THE WORLD BANKERS, IN ENGLAND . . . MURDOCH WANTS TO CONTROL JOURNALISM, AND THE NEWS, KNOWING THAT HE IS PLAYING TO A STUPID AUDIENCE, OF NINE-CAN-POOPS . . . IN REALITY, THESE ARE MEN, WHO ARE SCARED SHITLESS TO HAVE A FEMALE LEAD THEM, AND CHICKEN SHIT, TO HAVE A WOMEN, WHO CAN'T BE CONTROLLED OVER THEM, WHO IS MORE THAN A PAIR OF FAKE ASS TITS, AND BRAINLESS BLONDES, BECAUSE WOMEN WILL NEVER BE PART OF THE GOOD OL' BOYZ CLUBS! WHY NOT A WOMAN? ENGLAND'S QUEEN VICTORIA, RULED AND CONQUERED THE WORLD, SETTING UP THE BRITISH EMPIRE, FOR WHAT 80 YEARS? MARGARET THATCHER, PRIME MINISTER, IRON LADY, GOLDA MEIER, BHUTTO, WHO WAS ASSASSINATED IN INDIA, AS IT STARTED TO FLOURISH! I SEE PEOPLE, GETTING INTO THE ELECTIONS MORE, THINKING MORE AND MORE, SEEING THROUGH THE BULL SHIT, THE SIDE SHOW JOURNALISM AND POLLS, TRYING TO DUPE THE VOTERS, LEADING THEM, LIKE SHEEPLE TO THE SLAUGHTER! HANG TOUGH! WE NEED ANOTHER SMART, STRONG LEADER! COME ON, NEVADA, GIVE'M THE OLD, WHAT FOR!

POP THE WEASEL!  LOL!

God does work and communicate with man, in mysterious and sometimes comical ways . . . this morning, I was in getting breakfast, and thanks to the person, who dropped off the cute cups, we generally, have paper, or nothing at all, so thank you, and for the great dinner last night!, but, I stuck a piece of toast in the toaster, and took my cereal and orange, over to the table, while the toast cooked.  Jennifer was over, near the food, and all the sudden, the toast, popped out of the toaster, and went so high in the air, Jennifer said, that it almost jumped over the sheet rock, that, goes to where the old kitchen was, but, stayed on this side and landed on the floor, behind the table.  I quizzed her and said, was that my toast?  LOL?  She said, yeah, and then told me, about the very active toast, that almost did gymnastics, getting behind the false wall!  LOL!  I thought, now that is strange, I have been here for over two weeks and have made toast, every day, and that activity has never happened?  Is God, through, a sign, trying to tell me something . . . I do that when, there are out of the ordinary things happening that can't be explained, nor have never happened, before.  

The thought came to mind, Pop is toast!  Possibly, God was giving me some comfort, that the fraud alert, I had the Social Security Office put on the Wally's World Card worked!  You see, my father, the very Mormon, Republican patriarch and very much involved in destroying, my Mobile Deposit, so he can kill me without being noticed, and have his controllable Republican daughter be me, that sign just appeared on the bus, that just went by the Bilings Clinic, followed by, lol, a sheriff's SUV, lol, with Kennedy, or the cop pretending to be a Kennedy, whom Rachel is with, has a vested interest in Rachel, and keeping me down, as does my father, because, they will all go to prison for this little charade and scam, or rather, fucking huge ass scam, stealing millions if not billions, and the sure as hell, want to control me, so I don't do what I did last time, leaving Missoula, and going to Butte, then onto Billings, leaving at 1:10 A.M., without surveillance telling them, surprising, the locals, staying, where I have only briefly visited, passing on to Denver, then to Durango, where Kennedy had asked me to meet him, being poisoned the day, I got a bus pass to go to Durango, leaving me, almost dead, and ditching the trip to Durango, for two and a half weeks, going to Kalispell to die, because, I had no official, I.D. on me, showing up in Durango, late, and never hooking up with Kennedy, who, most likely had a relationship with Rachel, or was bought off, as all potential good suitors are, enticed away by the distractions, and boobs, the hair--long, certainly not the brain, of this tall blonde, pretending to be me!  Not a good chance of pulling that one off, except in the minds of cops, with most having merely a high school diploma . . . The truth shall make you free!  LOL!

If you want to know the words of God, and hear them, look for this type of symbolism--God and I, got it goin' on!  And I enjoy every minute of it!  LOL!  Just now, sitting here at the Billings Clinic cafe or coffee shop, there was a couple, who looked like they could be, doubles for Rachel and Kennedy, the copy, my Kennedy, is not Mr. GQ, like this guy, but, a wild ass, handsome, stud goof off! Much more colorful, like me!  LOL!  I doubt, he would cut, his hair, even for Rachel's boobs, but, this guy, looked more like the Kennedy double, who showed up, at the same time, the wild mountain man, my type guy, showed up, at the California Bridge, in about October, this fall, with the GQ Kennedy type, showing up at the swimming pool, hot tub, later that day, or a few days after--hit man to protect his baby, Rachel?, all is entered into evidence in this blog, back then, but, so this couple, were sitting together, he was looking very Mo, dressed in a white shirt and tie, she was in a black dress suit, having coffee or something together, and this bouncy, blonde with glasses on, and shoulder length wavy hair, and a bit fatter than the silent blonde, sitting near Mr. GQ, short hair, salt and pepper, talked to the vivacious clinic worker, very symbolic and indicative of the difference between me and Rachel, and maybe suggesting that there is only one Kennedy and he has been cleaned up and Mormonized by Rachel, now living in matrimonial bliss!  LOL!  Young hearts stay free!  He actually seemed to connect better with the worker, rather than the quiet, wife or girlfriend . .  check surveillance cameras, one, attached to the third floor, almost to the ceiling, overlooking the cafe' where, both the couple and me, were, me are, sitting . . . they have left, I am still here!  This probably all took place between, roughly 10:00 A.M., or a bit earlier, and what is now, 10:14 A.M.  The EVIDENCE QUEEN, is the one typing with an orange peel, on my red journal, with my day planner on it, and an orange Tropicana, filled, bottle, having water, not orange juice in it.  I am wearing my traditional black attire, with a bit of teal, around the hoodie and ties.  Smile . . . yep, that is me!

James, The Big Bold Shirt . . . The Wild, Colorful, Shirt, With a Hundred Brands of Guitars on It!  That's So Him!  LOL!

I saw a guy working at the wonderfully cool, Billings Public Library, who was wearing this wild colorful, shirt with all different kinds of guitars on it, and I had to laugh, thinking, now, that is something, my Kennedy would wear, but he would have his big ass earphones over his head, listening to music and ignoring me--for the most part, or receiving secret messages, from other government assassins . . . Mr. GQ, not!  LOL!  My guy, got up and danced to I should have been a cowboy or I'd love you like a cowboy!  LOL!  And he did it, in front of a whole room full of people, while he sang and performed for us!  LOL!  Image forever etched in my mind!  LOL!  Mr. GQ, corn cob up his ass, would never do this.  James, was always, modeling his newly found, ski clothes, or boots, he just happened to discover, that fit him, like the latest and greatest ski fashion, on his very good body!  Or he would ask me where to put the fabric softener in the washing machine, and I would tell him, I didn't know, the last time I did laundry, was like, before I left Utah, having purchased a new, set of Maytag washers and dryers, I think, I used once!  LOL!  I wear my black yoga pants, black shirt, black bra, and change me underwear quarterly, lol, and throw them all away, when I can't stand them any more!  LOL . . . that would gross, Mr. GQ out, but Kennedy was as rough looking and dirty as I was or worse, when he hit the Butte Rescue Mission!  LOL!  Just thinking about him, makes me laugh, he came in and told me how dirty the water was, from washing his clothes!  LOL!  James found an old donated blanket from the 70's, and I don't think it had been washed since them, and he cleaned it, and was so proud of how clean he got it . . . Mr. Hyperactive! LOL!  All I can do is smile and laugh!  We certainly were not like the couple sitting over at the table, nor are we, like Rachel and Mr. Mo GQ, and if James has changed, waaaaaaaaaa!

I love the wild boys!  She can have him, if he is reformed!  But, I still, need my money!  LOL!  Kiss, I miss! This is not at all what, I planned on writing about!  I am easily distracted, especially, by, brutally handsome men!  Not this guy, but thinking about, Jame Kennedy, asleep at the Butte Bus Station--MMM!  LOL! What was my subject for today?  Let's see . . . the song on, is, Your cold as ice to me, and your willing to sacrifice our love, one day you'll pay the price, you'll see . . . your cold as ice to me. I WAS NOT . . . I KIND OF LIKE TO KNOW MY MEN, BEFORE I JUMP IN THE SACK WITH THEM, IF I EVEN DO THAT?  You did try, much harder than I did, but, I wanted to know your purposes, and intentions, when the last three men, I have been with, tried to totally destroy me, excuse me, if I don't just rush right into something again!  Now, I know, I am not dying, at least of natural causes, like I thought when I married the others, and I wanted you for more than a one night fling! a notch on your belt, or a lipstick strike on my mirror, if I had one!  Kinda like getting old together, but, I am not quit ready to settle down, and you don't strike me, as ready either!  Sorry personal stuff, someone will tell James Kennedy, I wrote about him!  LOL!  I still love you . . .

I don't feel like writing anymore . . . but I will leave you with a scripture to inspire, inform, and intrigue you, hopefully,

Matthew 28:18, 19

And Jesus came and spoke to them, saying, "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth." "Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Ghost."

P.S., just a reminder, that I am NOT, a trained minister, just a hack, trying to do what, I feel, God wants me to do, and so, if you want to become a believer, a Christian, and need to be baptized, and make sure, that you are, baptized, like the scriptures say, to fulfill all righteousness, go to a local church, and they can take care of you!  Have a wonderful weekend, my mind, is being taken in other directions!  I hate myself for loving you . . . James!  Smile, not really.  Those are the lyrics of a song that came to me!  I'm a bit buzzed, nice way to start a very frustrating weekend!  LOL!

HAVE A GOOD ONE!  SMILE!  LAUGH!  LOVE!