FOLLOW MY ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINT. VIEW PRACTICAL LAW. AMERICAN GUNNER! SUGAR FIRE SMOKE HOUSE. FIND YOUR WAY OUT! EXPLORE. J.G. WENTWORTH. WITH A NEW TRIBE. DOES SHE HAVE BOO-BOO'S EVERYWHERE? RHYMES WITH DELICIOUS. WAKE UP! LOVE YOUR LIFE. LOVE YOUR EXPERIENCE. MAGIC ROOTS COVER-UP? PERDUE FAMILY. EXPERTLY PAIRED. FAMILY GREATLY. PUT BRAINS IN POWER! JUDGE PRAMPIANO. SECRETS UNCOVERED. COURT HOUSE. JURY ROOM. IN USE. DEMAND UNIQUE. GET WHAT YOU WANT. MOCRATS & UPUBLICANS. SOCIALLY LIBERAL. FISCALLY CONSERVATIVE. INDEPENDENT THINKERS. PURPLE. TWO GREAT DEPRESSIONS OR RECESSIONS UNDER REPUBLICAN PRESIDENTS. PRESIDENT OBAMA HAD 17 MONTHS OF STEADY JOB GROWTH AND DROP IN UNEMPLOYMENT! HE STARTED BELOW ZERO TAKING OVER AFTER PRESIDENT BUSH. IT TAKES AWHILE FOR THE PRESIDENCY TO SET IN. BUSH FOR WALL STREET. OBAMA FOR MAIN STREET. SUPREMELY QUALIFIED. PRESIDENT TRUMP HAS ENOUGH FELONS TO MAN A FOOTBALL TEAM. PRESIDENT OBAMA HAD NONE. WHO DRAINED THE SWAMP. WHO BROUGHT IT TO WASHINGTON WITH THEM. SWISH IT! DUNK IT! TRUMP STATES THAT CANDIDATE, FOR GOVERNOR OF THE STATE OF GEORGIA, THE FIRST BLACK FEMALE GOVERNOR, IS UNQUALIFIED? SHE WAS A SPELLMAN SCHOLAR AND HAS A LAW DEGREE FROM YALE UNIVERSITY LAW SCHOOL? SAME AS TRUMP'S NOMINEE AND NEW JUSTICE FOR THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT? REALLY? SERIOUSLY? TRUMP'S CANDIDATES ARE GOING TO "MONKEY UP?" WHAT A FUCKING JOKE. ANNA VALENTINE. COACHSIDE LANE. AS FOR THE CARAVAN. REALITY & FACT CHECK: THE LAST CARAVAN TO COME TO THE U.S. BORDER, DOWN NEAR NOGALES, MEXICO, NEAR SAN DIEGO, ONLY HAD TWO HISPANICS GRANTED ASYLUM AND 16 REFUGEES AND IMMIGRANTS ADMITTED TO THE UNITED STATES. THIS MORNING AT BREAKFAST, I OVERHEARD, MY WAITRESS AND SOME CUSTOMER, DISCUSSING POLITICS. I AM TRUSTING HER STATISTICS BECAUSE SHE SOUNDED LIKE SHE READ MY BLOG! LOL. MY NEWS TO YOU, IS ONLY AS CREDIBLE AND GOOD AS THE NEWS I GET ON CABLE TV! SHE SAID, THAT ONLY 4% OF THE AMERICAN YEARLY BUDGET GOES TO SOCIAL PROGRAMS, THAT SENATE LEADER, MITCH MCCONNELL AND PRESIDENT TRUMP, WANT TO CUT, INCLUDING MEDICARE, MEDICAID, AND SOCIAL SECURITY! BIG ENTITLEMENTS, HUH? THEN, WHAT % OF THE BUDGET IS MILITARY? LAST YEAR'S BUDGET CONTAINED ABOUT A $706 BILLION FOR MILITARY, AND THIS YEAR, $718 BILLION. THAT SOUNDS LOW, WHEN, TRUMP AND THE REPUBLICANS TAX BREAKS FOR THE RICH AND CORPORATE WELFARE, ALREADY HAS COST AMERICAN TAX PAYERS, $1.5 TRILLION ADDED TO THE DEFICIT! WE ARE GOING TO WASTE TIME AND MONEY OF THE MILITARY AND SEND 15,000 TROOPS TO GUARD THE BORDER? WHAT ARE THE 20,000 BORDER PATROL FOR? THEY ARE TRAINED. THE MILITARY HAS NO POWER, OTHER THAN TO SHOOT KIDS, IF THEY THROW A ROCK AT THEM? LOL. WHAT A FUCKING WASTE. SO, ACCORDING TO THE LAST CARAVAN THAT CAME, WE ARE SPENDING MONEY FOR FOOD, TRAVEL, LODGING, EQUIPMENT, ETC., TO STOP 18 PEOPLE FROM GETTING INTO THE COUNTRY? WOW. FEAR. LOATHING. LOSERS. PLUS, THE MILITARY HAS NO POWER TO DO ANYTHING BUT WASTE TAX PAYER'S MONEY. WHY DON'T WE BE RATIONAL, RATHER THAN POLITICAL AND APPLY THAT MONEY TO SOCIAL PROGRAMS FOR WE THE PEOPLE! I STOLE THAT ARGUMENT FROM THE COMMON SENSE WAITRESS! THE MAN DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO RESPOND. STEPHANIE RUHL, THIS MORNING, LOOKED AT SOME OF THE HUGE ASS MONEY RAISED BY CANDIDATES, AND SAID, TOO BAD WE CAN'T PUT THAT INTO SOCIAL PROGRAMS OR TO HELP PEOPLE. AS HER PRINT ON HER DRESS, HAD HEARTS ON IT! DITTO. THE ONLY THING THE REPUBLICANS CAN REALLY DO, IS RUN THE DEMOCRATS, PLAYBOOK, AND LIE! LOL. INDEPENDENTS, ARE LEANING DEMOCRAT AND FOR A DAMNED GOOD REASON. THE GOP HAS HAD, 8 YEARS OF CONTROL OVER BOTH HOUSES OF CONGRESS, AND THE LAST TWO YEARS OF CONTROL OVER THE WHITE HOUSE, THE CONGRESS AND NOW THE COURT . . . WHAT HAVE THEY ACCOMPLISHED? NO TAX CUT FOR THE MIDDLE CLASS WHERE IT REALLY COUNTS, BUT FOR THE RICH WHO MAKE SURE THEY TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES AND CORPORATE AMERICA WHO GETS TAX BREAKS TO SETTLE IN A COMMUNITY, AMP UP THE USE OF THE INFRASTRUCTURE, BRIDGES, TRANSPORTATION SYSTEMS, ROADS, LAW ENFORCEMENT, SCHOOLS, AND THEY WANT A TAX CUT? WHAT THE FUCK? IN SEATTLE, THE CITY COUNCIL, NOTED THE GROWTH FROM THE HIGH TECH COMPANIES AND PROPOSED AND PASSED A "HEAD TAX" THAT, EACH CORPORATION HAD TO PAY, $250 PER EMPLOYEE. WITH GATES, BEZOS, AND SCHULTZ OF STARBUCKS WITH COFFEE HOUSES ON EVERY CORNER IN SEATTLE AND THE OTHER TWO OWNING EACH, HALF OF THE CITY, NOW THE FASTEST GROWING CITY IN THE COUNTRY, WITH EMPLOYEES, BLOCKING THE MIDDLE CLASS AND FAMILIES FROM AFFORDABLE HOUSING IN THE CITY, OR THE POOR WHERE ALL THE SERVICES ARE . . . THE CITY COUNCIL REPEALED THE TAX? TOO MUCH POLITICAL FALL OUT FOR, COMPANIES WHO HAVE OWNERS, WHO WENT FROM BILLIONAIRES TO TRILLIONAIRES OVERNIGHT? FUCK, GAS COMPANIES, THINK NOTHING OF POLLUTING OUR OCEANS, WITH RED TIDE, TOXIC ALGAE, OIL SPILLS, AND GAS LEAKS, MAKING LANDMARK PROFITS OF UP TO $65 BILLION, FOR THE RISK OF GETTING FINED BY THE EPA OR DEPARTMENT OF INTERIOR FOR, WHAT, $400 MILLION? BIG FUCKING DEAL. WE NEED TO MAKE THE CRIMES AND FINES, PROPORTIONATE TO THE PROFIT MARGIN OF THESE CORPORATE WELFARE BABIES! THIS IS THE YEAR OF THE WOMAN! THERE ARE A RECORD, 23 WOMEN RUNNING FOR THE SENATE, 237 OR SO RUNNING FOR THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES, AND 16 RUNNING FOR GOVERNOR! THESE WOMEN ARE ROCKIN' THE QUALIFICATIONS, LIKE NO OTHER TIME IN HISTORY! TAKE SPAMBURGER, RUNNING FOR CONGRESS IN VIRGINIA--FORMER LAW ENFORCEMENT, CIA, AND ALSO, YEAH, A GIRL SCOUT LEADER! THESE WOMEN ARE JET PILOTS, ENGINEERS, CEO'S, LAWYERS, MATHMETICIANS, SCIENTISTS, DOCTORS, TEACHERS, ETC. SOME MOTHERS OF FOUR! THERE IS THE FIRST, JIHAB, WEARING MUSLIM FROM SOMALIA, CONGRESSWOMAN OR LOOKING LIKE SHE WILL BE ELECTED. IN TENNESSEE, BLACK GIRL POWER, PUT, WHAT ABOUT 17 WOMEN IN KEY STATE LEGISLATIVE SEATS! IF WE ARE TRULY TO HAVE A YEAR OF THE WOMEN, WE NEED TO HAVE AT LEAST HALF OF THE SEATS IN ALL HOUSES OF CONGRESS AND STATE LEGISLATIVE BODIES! GRETCHEN WHITEMER, OF NEW JERSEY, RUNNING FOR GOVERNOR, AGAINST BRATT--NAME SAYS IT ALL! LOL. STARTED A GROUND GAME, THAT HAS TURNED THAT STATE BLUE! A STATE THAT TRUMP CARRIED IN 2016, A PREDICTED WINNER! IN THE BOOK, I READ BACK IN 2008 OR SO, CALLED "THE SCIENCE OF POWER" IT SAID THAT THE DAY OF THE FIGHTING MAN IS OVER, AND IT IS THE FEMALE BRAIN, WHO WILL SAVE CIVILIZATION! INTERESTING WORD CHOICE, SEEING THAT 87% OF AMERICANS SEE THAT WE ARE SORELY LACKING IN CIVILITY, RIGHT NOW WITH TRUMP IN OFFICE. I HAVE AN EXPLANATION FOR THAT, AND I WAS REMINDED OF THIS, AS SOME BLACK NEWS ANCHOR IN GEORGIA, INTERVIEWED PEOPLE AS THEY CAME OUT OF A LOCAL GROCERY STORE: (1) FIRST WAS, A FEMALE FLIGHT ATTENDANT WHO HAD ALREADY VOTED, SHE WAS CONCERNED ABOUT HEALTH CARE AND EDUCATION; (2) NEXT INTERVIEWED WAS A SOMEWHAT CANTANCEROUS, OLDER MAN, WHO HAD NOT MADE UP HIS MIND YET WHO HE WAS VOTING FOR . . . HE VOTED FOR PRESIDENT OBAMA IN 2012, AND TRUMP IN 2016, BUT . . . HE WAS CONCERNED ABOUT EDUCATION, SEEING THAT, GEORGIA IS 48TH OF 50 STATES ON THEIR EDUCATION RANKING FOR KIDS IN THEIR STATE, UTAH IS LAST! THEY USED TO HAVE AN AVERAGE EDUCATIONAL LEVEL OF 13 YEARS, OR RATHER SOME COLLEGE EXPERIENCE, NOW DROPPING TO THE LAST PLACE IN THE NATION? THE DUDE HAS NOT DECIDED WHO HE WAS VOTING FOR YET. HE SEEMED THOUGHTFUL, BUT ANXIOUS AND NERVOUS. IT REMINDED ME OF A PROSECUTORS, TRAINING, I HAD, WHEN I WAS A YOUNG, ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, SOME 20+ YEARS AGO. THERE WAS A PANEL OF COPS AND PROSECUTORS ON THE STAND, TRAINING PROSECUTORS, ON WHAT, THE MAKE UP OF THE IDEAL JURY WAS AND WHO SHOULD BE ON IT, OR FROM A LAW ENFORCEMENT AND PROSECUTORS POSITION, WHO THEY WOULD WANT OR NOT WANT ON THE JURY, AND HOW TO GET THEM OFF THROUGH JURY VOIR DIRE. PEOPLE IN THE AUDIENCE OF PROSECUTORS AND COPS, GUESSED, AND FINALLY THE PANELISTS, SAID: "YOU WANT OLDER MEN, OVER THE AGE OF 65 BECAUSE, THEY HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE!" LOL. "YOU DON'T WANT, WOMEN OVER THE AGE OF 65, BECAUSE THEY LOOK AT EVERY DEFENDANT OR SUSPECT AS THEIR GRANDSON OR GRAND-DAUGHTER!" LOL. THE LAST TIME I SHARED THAT WITH A GROUP OF SENIOR CITIZENS, ONE OF THEM, HELD UP A JURY DUTY NOTICE, SHE HAD JUST GOTTEN IN THE MAIL THAT DAY . . . ON THE BACK OF THE LETTER, IN BOLD, BLUE LETTERS, IT SAID, PEOPLE OVER THE AGE OF 65 NEED NOT APPLY! LOL. SO THERE WE HAVE OUR LAST TWO PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES, TRUMP HATING EVERYONE, AND HILLARY, FIGHTING FOR, ALL THE GRANDMAS, WHO, WANT TO PROTECT THEIR KIDS AND GRAND KIDS! I TAKE THE LATTER! WE SEE WHAT HATE TRUMP HAS . . . TRULY FOR EVERYONE! LOL. WAKE UP! GENERATION EVERYONE! THE PERFECTLY REPRESENTATIVE CONGRESS WOULD HAVE, A MAKE UP OF BOTH MEN AND WOMEN, OF BOTH PARTIES, AND OF ALL NATIONALITIES AND SOCIO-ECONOMIC BACKGROUND! I LOVE IT THAT ANDREW GILLUM, RUNNING FOR GOVERNOR OF FLORIDA, IS TAKING TRUMP ON HEAD TO HEAD, AS WELL AS HIS REPUBLICAN OPPONENT, THE RACISTS, CLONE OF TRUMP, DESANTIS, TRAINING HIS BABY IN RACISM AND BIGOTRY FROM BIRTH, WITH GILLUM, SMART AS A WHIP, SAYING EVEN THE RACISTS KNOW YOUR RACIST! STACEY ABRAMS, DOING THE SAME IN GEORGIA! EXCITING STUFF GOING ON! THEY ARE NOT GOING TO LET TRUMP AND HIS CLONES, TAKE US BACK TO JIM CROW DAYS AND LAWS! THERE SHOULD BE, 14% OF OUR ELECTED OFFICIALS, BLACK! 17% HISPANIC! AND 50% WOMEN, TO TRULY BE A REPRESENTATIVE FORM OF GOVERNMENT! AMERICA IS THE GREAT EXPERIMENT, WE ARE NOT GOING BACKWARD! MR. GRINCH! LOL. ISN'T DEMOCRACY AND FREE SPEECH FUN! 20 YEARS AGO, I WANTED TO RUN FOR EITHER, UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL OR, MORE, FOR CONGRESS, HEARING THAT, THERE WAS A NEW FOURTH DISTRICT OPENING UP IN UTAH, HAVING PURCHASED A HOUSE WHERE I KNEW THE FOURTH DISTRICT WOULD BE . . . THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, TRYING TO RUN, AS A WOMAN, MORE QUALIFIED THAN, 95% OF THE MEN, FROM EITHER PARTY IN UTAH, UNDER MEN, LIKE MY FATHER, TRUMP, COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND BASICALLY, THE MORMON MALE PATRIARCHY WITH NO SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, IN UTAH! BELIEVE IT OF NOT, I HAD NOT, LOCKED INTO ANY PARTY, BUT THE REPUBLICANS WERE COURTING ME TO RUN, FOR UTAH AG! HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED . . . THEY BASICALLY, POISONED ME, AND TOOK ME OUT OF THE GAME, TAKING A MALE, ASSISTANT AG, WHOM I TRAINED, AND PUT HIM IN OFFICE AND TRIED TO KILL ME! AT THE TIME, I WAS, SMART, BEAUTIFUL, TALENTED, AN ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, SMALL BUSINESS OWNER AND INTERNET PROFESSOR! THEY FUCKING TOOK ME OUT, AFTER I HAD, STRATEGICALLY, TAKEN JOBS THAT WOULD GIVE ME STATEWIDE EXPOSURE AND WITH BIG NAME RECOGNITION FROM THESE JOBS, HAVING STRATEGICALLY, CHOSEN, CERTAIN SEGMENTS OF THE POPULATION, LIKE LAW ENFORCEMENT, THE ELDERLY, THE DOCTORS FOR DONOR BASE, AND STUDENTS, WHO WERE NEW, FRESH VOTERS . . . THEY FUCKING JUST TOOK CARE OF BUSINESS AND PUT THEIR MAN IN, MUCH, LIKE THEY DID WITH, TRUMP, FEARING HILLARY. NOW, I WEIGHED, 140 LBS, AND, THE FACTS WERE, I WAS DROP DEAD GORGEOUS TOO. JUST THE FACTS. THEY ATTACKED THE LOOKS FIRST, FORCING, MEDS, FOR A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE? AFTER COMING BACK, 10 YEARS LATER, HANGING OUT A SHINGLE AND BECOMING A SOLO PRACTITIONER, LANDING A $357.6 MILLION LAWSUIT, FOLLOWED BY A $56.7 MILLION LAWSUIT, BOTH CIVIL RIGHTS CASES, PUTTING ME ON LEGAL EAGLES AND NATIONWIDE ATTENTION, ON MY FIRST TWO CASES, ALSO, BEING NUMBER TWO IN THE NATION, MY FIRST YEAR OF SOLO PRACTICE . . . THEY TOOK ME OUT AGAIN, FOR MITT ROMNEY AND FOR PURE POLITICS . . . .REAL CLEAR POLITICS, BECAUSE, WITH ALL THE WALL STREET AND FORTUNE 500 CROWD WATCHING MY CASE, THEY WANTED A REPUBLICAN, VERSION OF ME, NOT SOME, DEMOCRAT, PRESIDENT OBAMA SUPPORTER! THINK, ABOUT WHAT TRUMP SAID ABOUT, STACEY ABRAMS, WHO IS ON THE PLUMP SIDE AS I AM, AFTER 20 YEARS OF SHEAR TERROR FROM THESE WHITE REPUBLICAN MORMON MALES IN UTAH AND THEIR EXTENSIONS IN WASHINGTON, D.C., AND OTHER STATES, FROM, NEVADA, TO WASHINGTON, COLORADO, TO IDAHO, ARIZONA, TO D.C.! DEMAND UNIQUE . . .

THE HUMPHREY BOGART SCHOOL OF SEX

THE NEXT, GEORGIA GOVERNOR, STACEY ABRAMS, YALE LAW GRAD, AND POWERFUL LEGISLATOR, WHO HAS FOUGHT HER OPPONENT, NOT JUST THIS ELECTION, BUT FOR YEARS OVER VOTER SUPPRESSION, SAID TRUMP IS SHALLOW--MOST MEN OVER THE AGE OF 60, WITH THE AVERAGE AGE OF THE FOX NEWS AUDIENCE, AGE 68 AND THEIR WIVES, ARE NOT LOOKING AT, SKILLS, TRAINING, BRAINS . . . . THINK TRUMP'S, ACCESS HOLLYWOOD TAPE--SHALLOW HALS, DECIDING WHO GETS TO BE ME?  WE LOVE YOUR FAMILY.  WE LOVE YOUR EXPERIENCE.  WE LOVE YOUR RESUME.  WE HATE YOUR POLITICS!  CONTRAST AND COMPARE, WHO, THEY PUT IN AS ME . . . NOW IT TOOK, 10 WOMEN, AND GOD KNOWS HOW MANY MEN, TO MAKE UP, ONE OF ME!

WHO WOULD A RATIONAL PERSON VOTE FOR?

• candidate, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D.
• outstanding English major, Honored Humanities Student, tons of scholarships
• Utah Teaching Scholarship
• former staff attorney, Utah Prosecution Council, Criminal Enforcement Division, Utah Attorney Generals Office
• statewide association of prosecutors, working on legislation
• training cops and prosecutors
• writing a statewide, newsletter for 350 prosecutors
• writing a grant and getting an award for a training manual, on domestic violence and sexual assault, under the Violence Against Women's Act
• now being adopted by the Department of Justice for Human Body Trafficking worldwide
• former, assistant attorney general, over 13 staff and 1800 volunteers, for three statewide programs: (1) constituent services; (2) victim's assistance; and (3) community programs 
• former staff attorney, Health and Drivers License Divisions, Utah Attorney Generals Office
• handled 250 DUI cases
• dealing with tort reform, and collection of states tax payers, moneys from the defense bar, when, health care costs of accident victims, who are under-insured or uninsured, after a settlement is reached with insurance companies
• former, staff attorney, Utah State Division of Aging, working with the League of Towns and Cities, and County Areas on Aging, with Senior Citizen Centers, stopping fraud, scams and abuse . . . setting up a statewide, governor's panel on guardianship's and conservatorship's, for wards of the state
• general counsel for the Utah Medical Association, working with, 3,000 plus doctors in the state, handling, training, legislation, writing and contract negotiations
• professor at three colleges, argumentation and research, and family law
• small business owner, teaching, training and writing, on anger management speaking at governor's conferences, statewide PTA, federal natural resources management, Utah Department of Transportation, Bureau of Criminal Investigation, Oklahoma statewide government officials, etc.
• wrote the plan on Afghanistan for President Obama and Secretary of State, Hillary Clinton, under the PBS program, GREAT DECISIONS, with 15 other scholarly women and their spouses and significant others, faxing it right to the White House, to Chief of Staff, David Axelrod, after running the plan, taking suggestions from, Utah's Congressional delegation
• #2 in the nation for civil rights defense, after my FIRST TWO CASES!
1. saving Montanan's water, fighting for six years, no pay, on the Salish-Kootenai Water Compact, testifying in the legislature and writing, ad noseium in support of the terms of the original Hellgate Treaty of 1855
• lobbying on various issues from wild burros and horses, the BLM wanted to house in Montana, abortion, and other issues
• training the Montana Federation of Republican Women, on Constitutional law, 1,2,4, 5th, Amendments
• BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK BLOG, WITH A BILLION READERS A DAY IN 193 LANGUAGES, "THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS!" 
• one writer for almost 2200 blogs, missing only about, 20 days, since, September 21, 2013, with the government allowing others to get credit and stealing billions if not trillions in earnings from the daily beast!
• EVERY DAY I TRY TO FIND A NEW SITE TO FUCK THE GOVERNMENT WITH . . . APPS.COM, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK BLOG--22,100,000 HITS, TOP THREE LISTINGS ALL MINE, IN (1.32 SECONDS)
• THERE IS NOT A SITE, OR RARELY, A SITE, THAT I AM NOT THE TOP THREE TO TEN, WITH MILLIONS OF HITS
• WORLD FOOD!  SHERMAN WILLIAMS--COVER THE EARTH WITH RED PAINT!

REPUBLICAN LITTLE WOMEN ALLOWED TO BE ME!  THE BUTCHER. THE BAKER. THE CANDLESTICK MAKER OR THE AMBULANCE CHASER, ATTORNEY, THE TWO YEAR COLLEGE BIOLOGY MAJOR, SITTING ON THE TRUMP LAP SPIN TABLE! THE PLAYBOY BUNNY FLIGHT ATTENDANT, PLAYING ATTORNEY, THE HISTORY MAJOR, THE EMT LADY, CROSSING GUARD, AND SUNDRY OTHER WOMEN, AND COPS, COPS, COPS, ALL WRITING UNDER MY NAME AND CREDENTIALS, AND COLLECTING THE MONEY, THE FAME, THE GLORY AND THE GAIN!

INTERESTING JAMES KENNEDY DREAM LAST NIGHT . . . I WAS AT SOME, HOMELESS SHELTER, PROBABLY, THE OLD, BUTTE RESCUE MISSION, WITH WOODEN, BUNKS WERE KENNEDY WAS LAYING DOWN.  I WALKED UP TO HIM, WEARING AN OLD, NIGHTGOWN, I USED TO WEAR, AND THE SPECIAL NATURE OF THE GOWN, IS INTERESTING AND SO IS THE COLOR SCHEME . . . IT WAS AN ACTUAL NIGHT GOWN, LIGHT YELLOW, WITH WHITE LACE, BUT IT HAD PLEATS IN THE FRONT, BODICE, COVERING TWO HOLES FOR NURSING CONVENIENCE.  IT WAS RATHER SHORT, I THINK IN SIGN OF ME BEING SHORTER THAN, MY SISTER, THE ALLEGED, JOANN S. SECRIST, COP BRAND ATTORNEY, FAKE SHIT BITCH, WHOM, KENNEDY SOLD ME OUT FOR.  I WALKED UP TO A MUCH YOUNGER, DIFFERENT LOOKING JAME KENNEDY, WITH SHORT HAIR, BUT NOT THE COIFFED LOOK, OF JFK JR., WHO JAMES MAY OR MAY NOT BE, 50/50 POSSIBLE . . . HE LOOKED LIKE HE CUT HIS OWN HAIR, AND THE CURLS WERE MORE APPARENT, THAN THE OLD, PICTURES.

I COMMENTED ON HIS HAIR.  HE DIDN'T SAY MUCH.  AS I CAME CLOSE TO THE BED, HE REACHED HIS HAND UP UNDER MY NIGHTIE, AND FELT MY LEFT BREAST . . . INDICATING, THAT, I AM THE ONE WHO LEFT YOU.  IT WAS THAT OR YOU DYING.  WE KISSED, VERY TENDERLY, BUT NOT TOO ENGAGED, JUST, SWEET, AND I TOUCHED YOUR FACE.  HE HAD A COMPOSITION BOOK FROM COLLEGE, OR ONE LIKE THAT, BLACK AND WHITE, STANDARD, AND I ASKED IF HE WAS TRYING TO BE A WRITER?  NOW BOTH OF US, LOOKED, YOUNG.  I AM TALKING, GOING BACK BEFORE HE WROTE HIS MAGAZINE, "GEORGE" . . . JFK JR. WANTED TO BE A SHAKESPEAREAN ACTOR, BUT JACKIE WANTED HIM TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL, WITH POLITICS IN MIND, HE HAD TO TAKE THE BAR, SEVERAL TIMES, I REMEMBER, THEN, HE LANDED, A JOB WITH THE NEW YORK CITY, PROSECUTORS OFFICE . . . HE MIGHT HAVE BEEN A PROSECUTOR, WHEN, I WAS AN ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, STAFF ATTORNEY FOR THE UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL, AND HE WOULD HAVE BEEN PISSED, ABOUT ME KILLING ASSET FORFEITURE, LATER, WITH THE HELP OF GEORGE SOROS, FUNDING, ALL 50 STATES, REFORM EFFORTS, BEING BASED ON WHAT I DID IN UTAH, SUCCEEDING IN 27 STATES OF THE 50, SO A MIND BLOWING, EXPERIENCE FOR COPS AND PROSECUTORS THAT THEY HATE ME FOR TO THIS DAY.

WHEN, KENNEDY MET ME, HE THOUGHT I WAS TOO YOUNG FOR HIM . . . IF HE IS THE REAL JFK JR. HE WOULD BE 6 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME.  THE FACT THAT I WAS WEARING A NURSING NIGHTGOWN, MOTHER OF THE GOLDFINCH BROTHERS, THAT WOULD, THEN, DATE ME, THE RIGHT AGE TO BE THEIR MOTHER . . . SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN DENIED, LOOKING TOO YOUNG, TO HAVE, KIDS 35 TO 43, BEING CONSIDERED, THOSE AGES BY MOST PEOPLE . . . SO SOME, RECOGNITION, ALTHOUGH, HESITANT, TO ENGAGE, FULLY WITH ME, OR SOME REALIZATION THAT, I AM, IN FACT, THAT SAME, WOMAN, THAT BOTH KILLED, ASSET FORFEITURE AND, MET YOU, IN BUTTE, MONTANA, AFTER WRITING ON BOTH, PRESIDENT KENNEDY'S ASSASSINATION, AND YOUR OWN, ON THE 5OTH ANNIVERSARY OF YOUR FATHER'S DEATH.

THE ACT OF REACHING UNDER MY NIGHTGOWN, WOULD FOR, SURE, LET YOU KNOW, I WAS NOT MY SISTER, WITH THE OVER-SIZED, FAKE ORBS IN HER CHEST.

I KNOW I HURT YOU.  I HAD TO.  I ALMOST DIED, TOO.

WE KISSED AGAIN.  BUT, BOTH GUARDED . . . YOU BEING CONFUSED, EITHER FOR REAL OR ON PURPOSE, HAS, HURT ME, ALMOST TO DEATH.

WE ARE WHERE WE ARE.

BOTH INTO SHAKESPEARE, BOTH PROSECUTORS, BOTH WRITERS. WE HAVE A LOT IN COMMON.  100% HAPPINESS GUARANTEED?

WE ARE WHERE WE ARE.

INTERESTING DREAM.

THE ONE REASON, I WAS HESITANT TO GO WITH YOU, WAS YOUR REFUSAL TO WATCH MY RED-HEADED ROCK STAR, SON, WHEN, I THOUGHT, YOU WOULD LOVE HIS MUSIC . . . PART OF THE SCAM AGAINST HIM.

MUST BE A COP.

DO YOU BLAME ME?