LOVE SUCKS. STOLEN MOMENTS. LOVE MURDER. THE RICON MAN. TUFF & NEEDLE. SWEET & SALTY. THE PRICE OF SALT. LOL. TEEN SEX? JAIL BAIT IN HERE SOMEWHERE. UNDERCOVER STING OP . . . MATURE AT 14 WITH FULL BEARD? LOL. HANNA ROSIN. THE END OF MAN? HELL NO. THEY ARE WAY TOO MUCH FUN! PARANOID. TOO MUCH FUN! EVERY CHILD BEGINS THE WORLD AGAIN. IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW IT APPEARS TO OTHER PEOPLE. EYE MAX. THE SHAPE SHELTER. BEEAUTY REPORTER: THE GLEAM IN YOUR EYE. MASK OFF. CREATIVE BLOCKS. FEEL-GOOD FOUNDATIONS, GREENER PASTURES. DOWN TO EARTH. BETTER YET. STICKER SHOCK: 40. MODERN CAT EYES. MODCLOTH. BACKGROUND BEAUTY. ORAL HISTORY. THE BRIGHT IDEA. THOSE PUMPS WON'T PAY FOR THEMSELVES. THE DOCTORS ORDERS. LET LIFE IN. ARCHE LOOKS. THEY ARE POWERFUL AND CONFIDENT AND BOLD EVEN WHEN THEY ARE NOT THERE AT ALL. TWO IN THE BUSH. BLANK SPACE. OPEN SPACE. ORGANIZED SPACES. THE ONE. WHITE OUT. YOU BROKE THE BOY IN ME, BUT YOU WILL NOT BREAK THE MAN . . . ST. ELMO'S FIRE. I CAN SEE A NEW HORIZON. ILL BE ME WHEN I'M ABLE TO FLY. I CAN FEEL ST. ELMO'S FIRE BEING IN ME. FIXED PULLDOWNS. FALLING IN LOVE ROCKS. HAPPINESS CALLING. FACTS ON HANDS. A BRONX TALE. THAT DOG WAS DELICIOUS. DANGEROUSLY CHEEZY. DON'T KNOCK IT, 'TIL YOU FRIED IT. DO THINGS DIFFERENT. WHEN LIFE MEETS LEGAL! THEY WERE GIVEN FREEDOM OVER ME, FREEDOM OVER MY FAMILY, FREE REIGN OF TERROR, DOING WHATEVER IT TOOK, WITH NO LIMITS, NO EXCEPTIONS. IMAGINE. MORE POWER. LESS FLUFF. IF YOU ARE NOT SEEING SOMEONE, WATCH THE NEWS FOR AT LEAST AN HOUR, IF NOT MORE, AND SITTING AT A COMPUTER, ACTUALLY, TYPING, NOT DOODLING, THAT PERSON IS NOT THE BLOGGER! I DO IT EVER DAY, UNDER SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS RIGHT NOW. SOPHIA'S PLACE, BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON. METRO BUS RT 5. GREENWOOD TO DOWNTOWN SEATTLE. SOUNDER RT 550 SEATTLE TO BELLEVUE, ARRIVED, AT ROUGHLY, 8:20 AM. METRO RT. 249 AT 8:41 AM TO SOPHIA'S PLACE . . . SOME STREET CONSTRUCTION DUDE, WHEN, HE SAW ME, SPOKE INTO WHAT APPEARED TO BE SOME DEVICE HIDDEN IN HIS, CONSTRUCTION OUTFIT! FUN AND GAMES AT LA FITNESS, YESTERDAY AFTERNOON: (1) ARRIVED, ROUGHLY, 1:00 PM; (2) FRENCH FROG MAN, SHORT, THIN, BALD, BUT FOR FRIER TUCK, FRINGE HAIR, THE ONLY ONE IN THE SWIMMING POOL . . . I DECIDED, TO GO WORK OUT DONG THE UNIVERSAL CIRCUIT, ON THE 4TH FLOOR . . . THE OTHER DAY, THIS JACK ASS, KEPT COMING CLOSER TO ME, INVADING MY PERSONAL, SPACE AND GENERALLY, PISSING ME OF, FROM JUST TALKING TO ME, TO TELLING ME, THAT ANTS OR IS THAT AUNTS, ARE SMARTER THAN ME, FOR DRINKING DIET COKE . . . HEY, I PAY BIG TIME SIN TAX FOR THAT PLEASURE NOW! THE GUY WAS OBNOXIOUS AS SHIT, AND, LATER, STARTED, ALMOST SCREAMING AT ME, THAT HE LOST HIS TEETH DRINKING DIET COKE, AS IF, I WAS RESPONSIBLE . . . NOT SURE HE WAS A HIT MAN! A TOTAL WIMP, AND I COULD DROWN THAT DIP SHIT, EASY, BUT HE MAY HAVE SOME TYPE OF WATER-RESISTANT, POISON, THE NEW ASSASSINATION, TECHNIQUE, SO MUCH EASIER, THAT, ASSASSINATION BY BULLET, LESS MESSY TOO, COULD CLAIM ANYTHING FROM, NATURAL CAUSES TO ACCIDENTAL DROWNING. NO MARKS, NO FINGERPRINTS, JUST A DUDE, THAT NO ONE SAW! YESTERDAY BEFORE LEAVING, I JUST LOOKED AT THE TV, AND IT SAID, "THREE DAYS TO COMPLETE CONTRACT" . . . I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE THE DUDE BACK IN THE POOL. (3) MUSICAL LANES, MIXED BETWEEN, YOUNG, AGENT AGE OR COP AGE DUDES, SOME SUPER SWIMMERS, OTHERS, DINKING AROUND ON NERF NOODLES, NOT GENERALLY WHAT ANY MAN WILL DO! (4) I NOTICED, A RATHER NICE LOOKING, MIDDLE AGED, MAN, 30 TO 40, SLINKING, BACK AND FORTH, TO THE HOT TUBE, NEVER IN THE POOL, AND HIDDING . . . I CAN SWIM FOREVER! LOL. I DECIDED HIS 30 MINUTE HOT TUBE, WITH A BREAK, GOING IN THE BATHROOM, WAS NOT NORMAL. SKIP THE HOT TUBE. ASIAN LADIES, TWO, CAME IN, DID A LAP OR TWO, GOT OUT, TO BE REPLACED BY, ALL MEN, IN THE POOL AREA AND IN THE HOT TUBE . . . FROG MAN, STAFF, DITCHING INTO THE POOL BATHROOM, FOR, 10 MINUTES, OTHER, AGENT LOOKING DUDE ALMOST CUTTING ME OFF FROM, THE ELEVATOR TO THE WOMEN'S LOCKER, EARLIER? (6) GOD INTEL . . . NEVER, KNOW UNTIL, MINUTES LATER, IF YOU READ IT RIGHT TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE POOL . . . SOME GUY, ABOUT MY AGE, AND OVERWEIGHT, RAN UP THE STAIRS, YOU CAN SEE FROM THE POOL AREA, NOT NORMAL . . . I SKIPPED THE LAST, SET OF EXERCISES, AND THE HOT TUBE, THIS WAS, ABOUT, I BELIEVE, ABOUT, SOMEWHERE BETWEEN, 3:30 PM TO 4:00 PM . . . ALWAYS REGRET WHEN, I DON'T FOLLOW GOD PROMPS! BUT I DIDN'T THIS TIME; (7) FROG MAN, CAME BACK IN THE POOL, AREA, DRESSED HEAD TO TOE IN BLACK, THIS WAS TWO HOURS AFTER HE FINISHED . . . THERE WAS THE DUDE IN THE HOT TUBE, STILL, THE STRANGE, NERF FLOATER, NON-SWIMMER, AND, I THINK, SOME OTHER DUDE CAME IN TOO . . . WHAT THE FUCK? I BOLTED UPSTAIRS! THE DAY BEFORE THE RUSSIAN SPEAKING DUDE, CAME BACK!!!!! DIDN'T ACT AS STRANGE IN THE POOL, BECAUSE HE WAS, TWO LANES AWAY, WITH SOME MALE SWIMMER, BUT, I GOT IN THE HOT TUBE, WHICH WAS, CLOSED, FOR REPAIRS . . . OH, THAT WAS THE OTHER, STRANGE THING . . . THERE WAS A WATER HEATER, REPAIR MAN, USE SERVICE DUDE, UNIFORMS AND ENTRANCE, ALL THE TIME, I NOTICED HIM, AND HE WAS THERE THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME, I WAS IN THE POOL, AND AS I GOT OUT, IN THE SHOWER, I NOTICED THAT HE WAS ON THE PHONE! (8) WHEN, I GOT, TO SEATTLE, OFF THE SOUNDER 550, RIGHT AROUND, I THINK 6:00 PM, OFF EARLIER THAN, EXPECTED OR TIMED, DUE TO BUS TRAFFIC, AND BEING LET OUT, CLOSER TO THE ESCALATOR UP TO 3RD & PINE TO CATCH, METRO RT 5, BUT, I NOTICED, A LIGHTED, SEATTLE PD, SQUAD CAR, TWO, LINED UP BEHIND EACH OTHER, RIGHT ON 3RD, WAITING TO CROSS PINE, AND ONE OVER ACROSS FROM MCDONALDS? NOTHING GOING ON, THAT I COULD SEE? (9) UNDERCOVER, COP VEHICLE OR UNMARKED, PARKED IN THE TUNNEL, WAITING, BACK, SO, YOU ALMOST COULDN'T SEE THEM, GOING DOWN THE STAIRS . . . AS SOON, AS I CROSSED THEIR PATH, THE VEHICLE TOOK OFF, SAW IT, BEFORE I COULD WALK TO, BELLEVUE STOP. THAT WAS PROBABLY, 7:45 AM? BLACK OR DARK NAVY, SUV, UNMARKED. INTERESTING DREAMS! I AM GOING TO START WITH THE MOST RECENT, LAST NIGHT, AND WORK, TO THE FURTHEST AWAY.

IT IS ABOUT TIME . . . INSPECTOR GENERAL, FEDERAL PROGRAM COPS, HANDING IT OFF TO THE SPECIALISTS--HOPEFULLY. . . COPS, SNEAK OFF SOMEWHERE, OUT OF CAMERA OR MY MIND'S DREAMSCAPE!

THERE MAY BE UNDERCOVER, VERIFYING, WHERE, I AM, OR IT COULD BE, PAID MOB, COPS, CONSTRUCTION, WATCHING ME!  I GET THE FEELING, THAT THE JAP SHERIFF, WAS ONE OF THEIRS, WHO, STAGED THE GIRL, ALLEGEDLY RUNNING ACROSS THE BUS TUNNEL, FROM ONE SIDE TO ANOTHER!  THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT STRUCK ME AS SHELLEY'S MAN, THE WAY HE LOOKED AT ME! PRIVATE PRISONS? PRIVATE COPS? PRIVATE SHERIFFS? PRIVATE FBI? PRIVATE CIA?  SURE.

INSPECTOR GENERAL PITBULLS!  GETTING IT!

Okay, so I have had, three dreams, now, indicating to me, to move back to UTAH . . . my daughter, Nicole, and her family, are moving back to Utah, she has been away, basically, since she joined the Air Force, at barely 18!  No wonder my kids don't know who their Mom is!  I have been under siege, ever since, she left, and the boys were young, and Greta as in the service!  There is a damned good reason, my kids, would read this blog, and say, that is not my MOM!  First, I was, never one to grab the glory, for what I did, while working, the first, 7 years, as an attorney with totally, top hot jobs, getting tons of awards, honors, and publications . . . to me, it was all just me doing my job, never, looked for awards, or honor, never even went to award ceremonies, but I am starting to think, that the FBI, my sisters, or the CIA, cops, DID! 

So, they would have proof of MY ACHIEVEMENTS, and I would not, just like the bar licenses, all but the, 10th Circuit Court of Appeals, that I thought, the clerks, made for me, with a colorful, American Eagle, and two American Flags, and lightning, I think, were, added to the certificate . . . probably hanging in Shelley's, or Kay's, or Rachel's, or Brett's, or Frank's, or Kennedy's, or Phillips Law Firm Offices, on the wall!  Fuck, my United States Supreme Court License, is sitting in a former client's . . . not going to say, probably, long gone, or well, if I say, it would give it away!  My boss, at the Utah Prosecution Counsel, hated, BYU, he told me he would fire me if I hung my law degree graduation certificate, only, 5 BYU, law grads, working in the AG's Office, of the 175 assistant attorney generals, almost all grads of the rival law school, the U of U or the University of Utah . . . I just never got them framed, or hung them up! 

There are probably, 5 very prestigious, certificates, honors, distinctions, and awards, that I never, bothered to pick up, or go to the ceremonies . . . including, allowing, Kris Knowlton, the co-author, by, one-fourth, minus, writing the grant, doing the graphics, and getting the award winning, national model, for domestic violence and sexual assault, luncheon, in Washington, D.C. with President Clinton, for the Violence Against Women Act, award ceremony . . . she was a senior attorney, so I gave her the honors, because, I was busy, doing, the Utah Attorney Generals, three statewide programs, with 1800 volunteers, and overseeing, 13 staff members, I just didn't have time, nor cared!!!!!!!!!!!!!  So, if there was no proof of MOM's accomplishments, and the girls were gone, and the boys, thought they knew everything about me, that I am an attorney, and I was raised in Bountiful, it is easy to see, where I slipped through the cracks, and while not totally, transitioning to a wild women, I am sure, their very, very prudish mother, would never have written, some of the stuff in the blog!  LOL.  

WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW, WHO, HURT, EMBARRASS, OR CONFUSE THEM!  LOL.  ALL ALMOST 1900, MINUES THE SURPRISING, MISSING 50, YANKED A WEEK OR TWO AGO, ARE THEIR MOM'S, THE MOM, THEY DON'T KNOW, OR HAVEN'T MET YET . . . I HAVE BEEN GONE, 6 YEARS, WITH, RANDOM, CONTACT, CONTROLLED, PHONES, COMPUTERS, AND KIDS, LEFT DAZED AND CONFUSED, WHEN, I RAN FOR MY LIFE, AND DIDN'T TALK TO THEM, FOR THE FIRST YEAR, FEAR, THE MOB WOULD GO AFTER, MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MOB IS INVOLVED.  INSPECTOR GENERAL: "NO DOUBT."

So, I have had three dreams in the last month, to go back to Utah: (1) when, my grand-daughter, alone in her room, upstairs, allegedly, smashed her beautiful face, into a bed frame?  I wanted to come see, her, because she had, invited me for Christmas, and due to, waiting lists and putting housing first, me and my son's, decision, with no housing . . . I think that is mob, government, cooking the books, just like the court, dockets, the books will show me, if this person, inspects, and another, chick, the one, a Shelley, look-alike, who shined her flashlight in my face, middle of the night, until, I finally, got on her case, not my normal, but, she got her place to live, and local, THE GREENWOOD HOUSE, where I was suppose to move in, the first of January, 2018.  Just like, my spot in the Athene, in Kirkland, one went to Rachel, and the other to Shelley, who knows, MLK apartments, slipped through, the mob's hands and cracks!  Check signatures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In this first dream, it showed me pulling in, downtown, Provo, clock tower, on a bus, more like Seattle with the accordion, in the middle, double long, with a oblong, white, on the front part of the bus, with the word, huge, as the bus . . . MOVE.  It is time to go back to Utah. (2) there was just a brief, view of the red rocks of southern Utah . . . which is, more like, go visit, Greta and her kids, cute grandson, called me last night, miss him, miss my kids, long time; and (3) coming down from Mt. Olympus, is a dream I will explain more.

Yesterday, acting on my dreams, as I do, but, with, heart pulled, in Seattle, Greenwood, and not so much, Utah, but for family, I got on craigslist, to look for rooms to rent, and found one, right downtown, like my dream, wrote down, the text number, and, unlike the houses I am used to, taking me back, shit, 25 years, landing me in houses that are more like the ones I lived in law school, I got somewhat depressed, after, the government, or Washington and Iron County, taking my homes or making it so miserable with fake warrants, and cop patrols, like sharks on my ass, the second I come to town!  But, until, the law, catches up with the mob, mix of government, Mormons, mafia, and men in black, feds, and local players, I am stuck, going back, to the type of living, I did, before, leaving Provo!  Up the down, staircase!  SHIT.  I am, a billionaire, or trillionaire, on paper, bloggers make bank, and I have the most read, blog, by billions, daily, in the world . . . IMAGINE!  THEY STARTED STEALING THE MONEY FROM THIS BLOG, THE FIRST FUCKING DAY!

A SHITTY LITTLE RUN-DOWN, HOUSE, LIKE THE ONE I WAS GOING TO CALL ON, YESTERDAY, BUT JUST COULDN'T MUSTER, THE WHAT, TO DO IT, DISGUST, I GUESS PUTS IT ABOUT RIGHT . . . IS THE SETTING FOR, THIS DREAM.

I get a knock on the door, as I am just moving in this, small, house, boxes, mess, like moving is known to be like . . . I open the door, to see, a man, dressed in, a uniform of some type, with, a patch, that wasn't a cop, patch, but, for some reason, it struck me as an inspector general . . . probably, because, the morning before, I was talking to, someone, that, what has been done to me, is federal felony shit, from food stamps to, social security, to Medicare fraud, and housing, programs, supported by the feds!  Not to mention, mail fraud, and communications fraud and every type of criminal patterns, activities, that, make up, a RICO case, on steroids, that should have been long, on the chopping block for the feds, fuck, I have written about this shit for years, but, you all thought, I was SHELLEY, and she was me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I'll scream tomorrow! 

Trillions later, someone, appears to be on the case, by my, compass . . . better now, than later . . . justice delayed is justice denied, and it has been denied for 20 years if not longer . . . was I ever allowed, to be, fully me, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., or, did they, the family mobsters, start, this fraud, back, when, I worked in Chicago, for Americans United for Life?  Summer of 1992 . . . Republican, cherry of a job, prestigious, powerful, and on that ONE TOPIC, that Republicans, love, ABORTION . . . only problem was, I HAD ONE!!!!!!!!!!  I was not REPUBLICAN! 

When, I lived in, Chicago, and even that seems, like it could have been staged, by Rachel, if this sham, was in the workings, and it very well could have been, seeing, my family, went ape shit when, I told them I had a dream to get a divorce and I had been accepted to LAW SCHOOL . . . I became the family pariah, and all 5 sisters, told me, if I got a divorce, if my kids, ever became famous, which was my goal as a mother, I DIDN'T GET ANY OF THE CREDIT????????????????????  WHAT?  ROYAL BLOODLINE . . . THERE IS SOMETHING THAT MY FAMILY KNOWS, THAT I DON'T . . . WE ARE TIED INTO THE BUSH LINE, AND GEORGE WASHINGTON, AND A FEW OTHER PRESIDENTS, AND THE CROWN OF ENGLAND . . . ANCIENT THREADS?

THERE WERE 26 PEOPLE MURDERED IN CONNECTION WITH MY CASES, AND THAT WAS JUST UTAH!  WHO KNOWS, ABOUT PEOPLE WHO DISAPPEARED IN MONTANA, OR IN WASHINGTON?

The dream was simple . . . the inspector general dude, followed by a cop, I guess, a Utah, or Provo PD, seeing that, this house, appeared to be connected to my search, on Craigslist, and, now, I am not sure, I want to stay in Seattle, daily, shit, just like, Utah and Montana, so, I am glad, that I didn't get housing, and may bolt, ASAP, but, my bank is calling . . . with NO FUCKING REASON ON GOD'S GREEN EARTH TO CALL ME, UNLESS THERE IS SHIT, BEHIND THE SCENES, OTHER THAN, THEM, BLOCKING ME FROM GETTTING A FINAL, DOLLAR DIET COKE, THERE IS NO REASON, FOR ME TO TALK TO THEM . . . THEY, SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, TRIED THIS THE FIRST MONTH, I GOT AN ACCOUNT, LEAVING ME A MESSAGE, THAT, I WAS NOT GOING TO BE HAPPY, BUT . . . JUST CALL . . . I CALLED THEIR BLUFF IS WHAT I DID, AND CAUGHT THEM HOLDING MY SOCIAL SECURITY CHECK, BECAUSE, IT LEFT, THE GOVERNMENT AND, IT WAS SENT TO THE BANK . . . RIGHT NOW, I AM WAITING FOR A DISABILITY DISCHARGE FORM . . . PROBABLY HIJACKED, BECAUSE, THE 2 WEEKS HAVE TURNED INTO 3, GOING ON 4 . . . WHO GOT THE MAIL?

In the dream, the inspector general, sat down, at a table, in my new hovel, while, the mob, rides in stretch limos, lives the lives of luxury, ski, golf, and jet set, take all the credit for not just a normal attorneys, shit, but for, a WORLD RENOWNED ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, BLOGGER, AND PSYCHOLOGIST . . . YES, KIDS, THAT IS, "YOUR" MOTHER!  YOUR AUNTS ARE JUST THAT, ANTS, TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!  FUCK, THEY HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFETIME, OF NOTE AND MERIT, BUT, MOB, HAVE WAYS OF MAKING, GREAT KIDS, TURN TAIL AND TELL TAILS OF LIES, TO LIVE!  JUST THIS MORNING ON THE BUS, THERE WAS A CHRIS, LOOK ALIKE, WHO, WAS WEARING A GRAY, COAT, HOODIE OVER HIS BLONDE SLEEPING HEAD, HANDSOME LIKE MY SON . . . I AM GUESSING, MOB TALK, THAT IF CHRIS IS WITH ME, HE IS DEAD . . . I GOT THAT FROM THE SPLIT LIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  UNTIL THE GOVERNMENT, COPS, INSPECTOR GENERALS, PROSECUTORS, GET THESE MOTHERFUCKERS AND STOP USING ME FOR LIVE BAIT, ME ARE IN A LIFE AND DEATH SITUATION, DAILY, FOR YEARS FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SORRY FOR THE MESS, I AM JUST MOVING IN . . . THE INSPECTOR GENERAL TURNED HIS HEAD, ALMOST IN SHAME, SORROW, SADNESS . . . I WAS GLAD THE WINDOWS, OR THE CURTAINS WERE OPEN, MAYBE SYMBOLIC, THAT, THE LIGHT IS FINALLY, EXPOSING THIS SHIT, THAT I HAVE ENDURED FOR 25 FUCKING YEARS, WITH NO HELP, OTHER THAN, MY OWN, BRAINS, CUNNING, INGENUITY, AND TENACITY, PLUS, AND NOT LEAST, GOD INTEL!!!!!  LIKE THE DREAM OF COMFORT!  THE COP, JUST DISAPPEARED, EITHER IN THE KITCHEN, FOR, LEFT AND WENT OUTSIDE . . . I HAVE HANDED, EVERYONE, THE CASE OF A LIFETIME, THE STUFF, THAT MAKES LEGENDS, WITH TRUCK TO MOUNTAIN LOADS OF EVIDENCE, AND, NOBODY, HAS RISEN TO THE OCCASION.  NOBODY.  I WAS HOPING THAT MY KIDS WERE WORKING UNDERCOVER, AND WOULD EXPOSE THE MOTHERFUCKERS, AND THE SONFUCKERS . . . BUT, AFTER, KAEL GOT HIT BY THE CAR, AND "Y" GOT HER LIP SMASHED, MY HOPES, LEFT.  

THE GOVERNMENT, IS DOING, EMOTIONALLY, TO MY SON, ELLIOT, GETTING READY TO GO ON TOUR, PUTTING OUT A NEW CD, WITH "THE DITCH AND THE DELTA" AND I AM GUESSING THAT, BRETT, THE ABUSER IS LURKING AROUND, ELLIOT'S NEW APARTMENT, OBSESSED, PEOPLE WHO HAVE MADE, MILLINONS IF NOT TRILLIONS, HAD FAME, FORTUNE, AND LIVED A ROCK STAR'S LIFE, ARE NOT GOING TO EASILY, LET LOOSE, THEIR GOLDEN GOOSE, FREE TO ROAM, ON HIS OWN . . . GIRLFRIEND, LAUREN, FUCKING FEDERAL BITCH, BROKE UP . . . PATTERNS OF WHAT, HONEY TRAPS HAVE DONE TO MOMMY FOR YEARS, BATTERING AND BEATING THE HEART, AND EMOTIONS, FBI DATING GAME MACHES, BUT FOR, OUR VIEWS ON THE CONSTITUTION VS. PATRIOT ACT, FIRST RACHEL, FUCKED, ELLIOT'S MUSIC, ALWAYS HAVEING SOMETHING FOR HIM TO DO, WHEN, I COULD HAVE BOOKED BIG TIME GIGS FOR HIM! NOW, LAUREN!  I KNEW IT THE SECOND, I SAW HER, AND HOW, LONG SHE HAD BEEN HANGING AROUND, FRIEND OF RACHEL'S, SURE, CUT OUT OF THE SAME CLOTH!!!!!!!!!!!  PATTERNS OF CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR, ACTIVITIES, AND MOB SHIT, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AND THE INEPT, GOVERNMENT, FBI, COMEY, MUELLER, MCCABE, ALL SHIT, SIDE SHOWS, WITH TRUMP, THE ENTERTAINER, WHILE BILLIONS AND TRILLIONS ARE EXCHANGING HANDS, AND BEING LAUNDERED!!!!!!!!!!!!!  FUCK?

DESCENDING MT. OLYMPUS

 HACKERS FUCKING WITH MY BLOG AND CURSOR!

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Your so vein, I bet you think this dream is about you!  LOL.  No, actually, I believe, this, dream, might have been, inspired by some, from, a scene in the movie, HANNIBAL, where I came into, the movie, with, FBI agent, Starley, with, Anthony Hopkin, symbolic name, of the actor too, and indicative of how, brutal, my kin are . . . but in the movie, there was, a scene, that looked like, the Greek or Roman pillars, again, everyone thinks these ass-wipes are, rich, pillars of society, but, there were three women, walking like, Greek Goddesses, wearing, the white togas, and walking through the pillars, to the rest of the opera, or play . . . that would be how, people have painted the three women, who, have done nothing, but for pretending to be ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  KIDS!  COPS!!!!  FUCK.  They, are the body fantasies of men, lab beauty, made to suit!  Plastic barbies, with tons of plastic surgery, like Malibu Barbie, Caribou Barbie, and Mob Barbie!  I know these women, and they are fucking nothing impressive, but for MY MONEY, MY CREDENTIALS, MY DEGREES, and USING MY BLOG TO BOUY THEM UP!  LOL.  SAME WITH THE MEN . . . THE PRODUCE GUYS?  NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I TRAIN THE TROOPS, THEY JUST STEAL MY WORK AND IDEAS, AND MONEY . . . THINK, WHO HAS ACCESS?

NO, THIS DREAM IS ABOUT ME, DESCENDING, MT. OLYMPUS . . . I AM THE GODDESS, I DID EVERYTHING FROM THE KIDS, HERCULES, TO, THE BLOG, THAT CHANGED THE WORLD!

THE DREAM WAS NOT A GLAMOROUS, PATH, WITH THRONES, SITTING AT THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN, IT WAS MUCH, LIKE THE PATH, I HAVE TREAD FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS . . . AT THE TOP OF THIS MAJESTIC MOUNTAIN, THAT I HAVE BEEN ON, BUT, NOBODY KNEW I WAS THERE, OR WRITING THIS BLOG, OR DID, ALL I DID, MY PATH WAS NOT STREWN WITH, ROSE PEDDLES, OR WERE THERE, PALMS BEING WAVED, OVER ME, AS I ENTERED THE CITY DOWN BELOW . . . THERE WAS, ICE, SNOW, LOW LAYING CLOUDS, MIST, NO LIMO OR CHARIOT, TO GET ME DOWN OFF MT. OLYMPUS, JUST MY FEET, I WALKED DOWN, BUT IT WAS AMAZING HOW FAST, I MADE IT, DOWN, OFF THE MOUNTAIN, AND I LOOKED, BACK UP, TO THE MONOLITH, COVERED, IN CLOUDS, AND BEAUTIFUL, IF NOT, DANGEROUSLY, DEADLY IN ITS BEAUTY, MUCH, LIKE GLACIER NATIONAL PARK, WHERE, I BELIEVE, I FIRST DISAPPEARED, OR THEY SAID, OR COVERED WITH RACHEL, TAKING MY STORIES OF THE PARK, THE JOB, THE ESCAPE, AND MADE IT RACHEL'S AND BLOCKED ME, TRIED TO ARREST ME, AND, TRACK ME WITH BLOODHOUNDS AND INDIAN TRACKERS, THE START OF THIS BLOG . . . TWO OF MY GMAIL ACCOUNTS, SUDDENLY, I DIDN'T HAVE ACCESS TO, AND I WAS SO FURIOUS, I HAD TO WRITE SOMEWHERE, SO, NOT EVEN KNOWING WHAT A BLOG WAS, I STARTED THIS BLOG . . . STOLEN, FROM THE GET GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  AND BY A LOCAL HERE, PROBABLY, A FEDERAL COP!

I LOOKED BACK WHERE I HAD BEEN, AND I WAS ASTONDED, AT THE GRANDUER, BUT, IT WAS REAL, NITTY GRITTY, AND HARD, GOING, FOR SURE . . . IN THE DREAM, LOOKING, MUCH, LIKE I DO NOW, I SAW A SCENE, IT SEEMED, AND STRUCK ME AS, LOGAN, FOR SOME REASON . . . BUT, IT SHOWED ME, WITH, MY RENT-A-GRANDPA, BOTH OF US, FACING A VERY NICE WHITE HOME, WITH TONS OF SHADE TREES, LUSH GRASS AND GRANDKIDS, RUNNING ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . THE FUTURE, OR WHAT, I WOULD HAVE BEEN DOING . . . I SEEMED MUCH OLDER IN THE DREAM, AS A GRANDMA, WITH GRANDPA, SO, I THOUGHT, IS . . . DOES THAT MEAN TO COME BACK NOW, OR WHEN, I AM OLDER?  JUST TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT . . . I LOOKED ABOUT 80 IN THE DREAM, AND I AM A 63, GOING ON 40!  LOL.  I HAVEN'T QUITE FIGURED OUT, WHAT, IT ALL MEANS . . . I JUST GOT A CALL, FROM SOCIAL SECURITY DOING A MEDICAL REVIEW . . . HOPEFULLY, THERE IS NOT SOME BULL SHIT, MEN, SHIT, PROTECTING, THEIR BITCHES, TRYING TO HANG ME, FOR, SHELLEY, RACHEL AND KAY, COLLECTING, ON, ALL BENEFITS, THAT WERE AVAILABLE TO ME?????????????????????????  BE AWARE . . . MY DISABILITY DISCHARGE, NO SHOW, NOW THIS????????????  BANK CALLING, THEY HAVE THE POWER TO MAJOR FUCK MY LIFE, EVEN MORE THAN THEY ALREADY HAVE . . . THEY ARE RUNNING SCARED AND WILL DO ANYTHING, BECAUSE THEIR PENIS, HAGS, ARE GOING DOWN, AS ARE THEY . . . GET ON THIS, NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS NOT A GAME!  THIS IS A LIFE WORTH SAVING . . . SHIT THEY ARE, NOTHING MORE THAN GUTTER TRAMPS, AND BASTARDS THAT DRUG THEM OUT OF THE DITCH, AND SAVED THEM, MAKING THEM ME, BECAUSE, I DIDN'T WANT ANY OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!