LIP SMACKER. GREAT LASH BIG. TOKYO TRENDY. ASIAN FEVER. DON'T FLY BLIND WITH YOUR GIVING. CINNAMON TOAST CRUCH. THE DOG MAN AND KID CAT. ROCKIN' ROLL IS NOT NOISE POLLUTION! ROCKIN' ROLL WILL NEVER DIE. COOKIES CAT. CROCADILE ROCK. SPOON INSIDE. STAR WARS. WOLF COUNTRY IS ROUGH & TUMBLE. MEDSWEET. O'DEA. THE GODMOTHER. KING PINS & QUEENS. MUSES. IN GOD WE TRUST . . . ALL OTHERS ARE SUSPECT! SEE NO EVIL. TYLER, TEXAS. PROGRESS IS PERFECTION. RAISE THE ROOF FOR AMERICAN DAIRY FARMERS. JOJO'S BAR. TASTY MONEY. LEFT-OVER ABILITY. HERBAL IMMUNITY. INSPIRE THE DIFFERENCE. IT'S TIME TO DECIDE. TWIX. YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE. BODY OF PROOF. DELICIOUSLY HEART HEALTHY. PEACOCK FLARE MASCARA. TROPHY. TRY ME. CECIL HOTEL LA. FREQUENTED BY SERIAL KILLERS LIKE THE ZODIAK KILLER, LANDING PLACE OF "THE BLACK DAHLIA" CORPSE. AN AUSTRAILIAN SERIAL KILLER, CAME TO LOS ANGELES, CHECK INTO THE CECIL HOTEL, KNOWN FOR A BAD CROWD, WANTING TO EXPERIENCE AND LEARN OF THE MURDERS, THE DRUGS, THE COPS ROLE, EVEN DROVE AROUND WITH THE LAPD, ON RIDE ALONGS, WITH THEM, TAKING THEM TO MEET, THE LADIES OF THE NIGHT OR PROSTITUTES, SHOWING HIM, THE GRIM AND GRIME OF THE CITY, SO HE COULD LAUD THEIR PRAISES . . . SHORTLY AFTER HE CAME, THE BRA KILLINGS STARTED, 1, 2, AND 3, MAKING THE KILLER AN AMERICAN SERIAL KILLER. AFTER ACHIEVING, THAT STATUS, THE WRITER, WENT BACK HOME AND STARTED TO WRITE HIS BOOK ABOUT HIS OWN, KILLINGS! EVENTUALLY, DETECTIVES, CAUGHT, WIND THAT, THERE HAD BEEN SEVERAL KILLINGS, WHERE THE AUTHOR, AND SHORT TIME RESIDENT AT THE CECIL, HAD COME FROM, AND THE SIGNATURE LIGITURE, CHOAKINGS WITH HER OWN BRA, TIED AROUND HER NECK, REGISTERED WITH LAPD, PLAYED, THE FOOLS, AND HE WAS EVENTUALLY, APPREHENDED, THEN, HUNG HIMSELF, ONCE BACK IN THE UNITED STATES HAVING PLAYED AMERICAN AUTORITIES ONE LAST TIME! STUSSER. ENEMY OF THE PEOPLE! RECENTLY, PRESIDENT, DONALD J. TRUMP, WAS, CALLED, OR REFERRED TO BY SOMEONE IN CONGRESS, AS "STALIN!" MY THIRD HUSBAND, BRETT, ALONG WITH HIS HAREM OF LADIES, USED AS DISTRACTIONS, SHINY OBJECTS, DEFLECTIONS, AND MUSES, AND, THE SINISTER MIND, BUT CHARMING AND HANDSOME, BEHIND, AT LEAST A BILLION(S) DOLLAR HEIST WITH THE AID AND COMFORT OF NOT ONLY THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, OR LAW ENFORCEMENT, FROM, TOP TO BOTTOM, HE IS, CO-OPTING, LAW ENFORCEMENT, TO DO HIS BIDDING, AND HIS FAVORITE PEOPLE ARE, NOT ABE LINCOLN, RONALD REAGAN, BILL CLINTON AND BARACK OBAMA . . . THEY ARE HITLER, MUSSOLINI AND STALIN!!!!!!!!!!!! EVEN EVANGELICALS, ARE STILL SUPPORTING TRUMP, BY 80%, A SERIAL, ALLEGED MONOGAMIST, BUT FOR THE PORN STARTS, THE MS. UNIVERSE LADIES, AND THE PUSSY GRABBING, CELEBRITY FOLLOWERS OF TRUMP???? WHEN A GROUP OF EVANGELICALS, MET WITH, THE MEDIA, CAN'T REMEMBER, WHO THE NEWS CONTRIBUTOR WAS, BUT LIKELY ON MSNBC, MID-DAY, ASKED, A STUDY GROUP OF ABOUT, 9 OR 10 PEOPLE, WHY THEY WERE STILL IN SUPPORT OF TRUMP? OF COURSE IT WAS NOT HIS CHARACTER, BUT IT WAS HIS POLICIES????? ON DACA HE HAS NO POLICY. WE HAVE 800,000 DREAMERS IN THIS COUNTRY, 900 OF WHOM ARE SERVING, IN THE MILITARY RIGHT NOW, SO ALMOST 10% OF THE DREAMERS ARE CURRENTLY SERVING THEIR COUNTRY . . . IS THERE ANY SEGMENT OF THE POPULATION, THAT IS AS HIGHLY REPRESENTED IN THE MILITARY? WHO? THESE KIDS, HAVE TO PASS BACKGROUND CHECKS AND GET REAUTHORIZED, EVERY TWO YEARS, TO CONTINUE BEING PROTECTED BY DACA POLICIES THAT WERE PUT IN PLACE BY PRESIDENT OBAMA! IN A MEETING, LESS THAN, TWO WEEKS AGO, PRESIDENT TRUMP, SAID HE WANTED A "BILL OF LOVE" FOR DACA KIDS, SAID HE WOULD, SIGN, ANY BI-PARTISAN, DEAL, THAT CAME ACROSS HIS DESK! WELL, THAT WAS LAST WEEK, AFTER, REPUBLICANS, AND DEMOCRATS, I BELIEVE, LINDSEY GRAHAM AND DICK DURBIN, AS WELL AS THE WHITE FIVE GUYS, NANCY PELOSI, REFERRED TOO, SLAMMING WHO, WAS NOT IN THE ROOM, BUT, ON BOARD, JUST THE SAME . . . A MAN IS ONLY, AS GOOD AS HIS WORD! SUDDENLY, TRUMP HAS OBJECTIONS, NOT ENOUGH, MONEY FOR THE WALL, SO HE IS OLDING, 800,000 AMERICANS, CURRENT STATUS, HOSTAGE, WHILE HE DECIDES WHAT HIS POLICY IS! POOR MITCH MCCONNELL, PRESIDENT OF THE SENATE, WITH, BOTH HOUSE OF CONGRESS AND THE PRESIDENCY, IN THE SAME PARTY, STILL CAN'T GET ANYTHING DONE . . . BECAUSE, THIS IS ALL ABOUT TRUMP!!!!!!!!!!!! HE DOESN'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT, THE PEOPLE OF THIS COUNTRY! HE ROMPING ON PORN STARS, AND PAYING OFF, ALL THE WOMEN, HE ROUGHS UP! HIS PERSONAL ATTORNEY, COHEN, IS FOLLOWING TRUMP AROUND, PAYING OFF, HIS FUCK BUDDIES! WHO IS PAYING FOR, THE ROMPER ROOM? TAX PAYERS? TRUMP ENTERPRISES? STORMY DANIELS, WITH BOOBS ABOUT THE SIZE OF MY SISTERS, ALL ON THEIR THIRD, UPGRADE, HAD AN AFFAIR, BACK IN 2005 OR SO, BUT SHE WASN'T PAID TO KEEP HER TRAP SHUT, UNTIL, THE MID-TERM, 2016 ELECTIONS . . . SPECIAL COUNSEL, ROBERT MUELLER AND HIS CREW OF CRACK JACK, FORENSIC ACCOUNTANTS AND ATTORNEYS, ARE, "FOLLOWING THE MONEY" . . . MY BET IS THEY WILL TRACE IT RIGHT BACK TO THE COP SHOPS, AND BRETT, KAY, SHELLEY, FRANK, MY FATHER, RACHEL, KENNEDY, AND, MY SON, ELLIOT, KID CAT! MY MONEY FROM THIS BLOG, IS CONSIDERED, PART OF, WHAT ELLIOT'S MONEY? CHRIS'S MONEY, NICOLE'S, GRETA'S . . . NO, THE MOTHERLODE IS A MUST HAVE, IN THIS GAME OF THRONES, AND I TAKE THE CAKE! THE TAIL DOESN'T WAG THE DOG! THE CART DOESN'T PULL THE HORSE, AND THE BABY CARRIAGE, DOESN'T, PUSH THE MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY CASE IS INTRICATELY, CONNECTED TO CORRUPTION, IN AMERICAN POLITICS! MY CASE AND TRUMP/RUSSIA GATE, GO HAND IN HAND, THE WIFE SWAPPING, AND LOOKING FOR A NEW MOTHER IN THE WANT ADS, ARE ALL PART OF THE GAME . . . KIDS GAMES! YOU TOO ARE BEING PLAYED, THEY WERE TRAINED BY THE BEST, ASSHOLES, THEIR MOTHER! GROW UP TRANS! WHY HAVEN'T THE COPS, EVER DONE A DNA TEST? COP WORK 101? OR DID THEY, BUT, SWITCHED THE TEST SAMPLE? HOW DO WE GET BRETT AND KAY WITH NO RELATION? THE NEXT TO A MOTHER IS AN AUNT, WE HAVE 5 OF THOSE, BUT, THAT IS STILL NOT CLOSE ENOUGH, TO COVER, A PERFECT MATCH OF THE REAL, REAL! MOM AND DAD . . . THERE ARE A THOUSAND FATHERS OF SUCESS! THE BLAME FRAME!!!!!!!!!!!! MENENDEZ. IN CODE: MEN END EZ! ME. TOM PEREZ. TOM CATS. PERFECT EZ. SHIT, THERE IS NO MORE VULNERABLE, HIGH RISK LIFE, THAN BEING HOMELESS, WHICH THEY KEEP ME, IN A CONSTANT STATE OF FLUX, ON THE RUN, JUST LAST WEEKEND, AS PER EXAMPLE . . . SHIT, I BELIEVE, THAT THE "WALLINGFORD INN" WAS TEMPORARILY, CLOSED, OR BOUGHT BY THESE MOTHERFUCKERS, TO PREVENT, TURNING OVER THE VIDEO SURVEILLANCE TAPE, RIGHT OUTSIDE THE DOOR OF MY ROOM, 43, FROM LAST WEEKEND! I MENTIONED THIS TO HOLLY YESTERDAY, ON OUR TRIP DOWNTOWN, SEATTLE, AS WE PASSED, THERE WERE NO CARS, LIKE HAS BEEN THE CASE, SINCE, I MENTIONED THE TAPE . . . THEY LOVE TO SNATCH UP, EVERYTHING I TOUCH, OR WRITE ABOUT AND CLAIM, IT FOR THEIR OWN! SPECIFICALLY, WITH THE INTENT OF STEALKING THE BLOGS THAT WERE WRITTEN, DURING MY STAY OR ABOUT MY STAY! AFTER I MENTIONED IT, TO HOLLY, OR SOMEONE, BY THAT, NIGHT, THERE WERE CARS BACK IN THE "WALLINGFORD INN" PARKING OUT FRONT! WHATEVER I SAY, THEY TRY TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE OPPOSITE TO DISCREDIT ME! I MENTIONED THE MARQUE OUT IN FRONT OF THE WOODLAND METHODIST CHURCH, WHERE HAMMOND HOUSE IS LOCATED IN, THAT IS WHERE I GET GREAT SAYINGS, LIKE THE ONE, I WANTED TO WRITE ON THE BOARD NOW, BUT, THAT IS WHERE I GOT THE "GROW UP TRANS" . . . . MY KIDS, WERE RAISED ON THIS STUFF! NOW THERE IS A GREAT SAYING ABOUT, ASKING YOURSELF, THREE QUESTIONS, BEFORE YOU SPEAK: (1) IS IT TRUE? (2) IS IT KIND? (3) AND WHAT YOUR INTENT IS, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT! ANY PROOF OF WHERE I AM, OR HAVE BEEN, IS ERASED AS QUICK AS POSSIBLE, SO AS TO, PRETEND, THAT I DON'T EXIST, AND THAT ONE OF MY DOUBLES WROTE THE BLOGS WORTH, MILLIONS PER BLOG! BRUTAL MEN! I, TONYA . . . THAT IS THE NEW MOVIE, ABOUT THE OLYMPIC FIGURE SKATER, COMPETING, FOR, A SPOT, AT SOME SEMI-FINALS, GOING INTO THE OLYMPICS AND MAKING THE U.S.A. TEAM. THERE WAS AN INTERVIEW, WITH, THE FRIEND OF TONYA'S, OR TAN YA'S, HUSBAND, WHO, WAS THE PERSON, WHO ACTUALLY, HIT NANCY KERRIGAN WITH THE LED PIPE, ALMOST CRIPPLING HER, FOR AT LEAST THAT, FINAL SHOWING . . . IT SEEMS, LIKE SHE TRIED TO SKATE ANYWAY, BUT, AS I RECALL, SHE FELL ON THE ICE! THE MAN RESPONSIBLE, ENDED UP, BEING CAUGHT AND GOING TO JAIL OR PRISON FOR 18 MONTHS, FOUND JESUS IN JAIL, NO ATHEISTS IN JAIL OR FOX HOLES, BUT, WHEN, ASKED WHY HE DID IT, HE JUST WANTED, TONYA TO WIN! THERE WAS TALK, THAT HE AND HUBBY, WOULD EVEN CUT, NANCY'S TENDONS ON HER LEGS, THAT WOULD HAVE DONE PERMANENT DAMAGE, AND POSSIBLY, MADE IT SO SHE COULDN'T WALK!!!!!!!! THE NEWS COMMENTATOR, ASKED, DUDE, HOW HE COULD DO THAT AND HE SAID, I GUESS WE JUST DIDN'T CARE, WE HAD SO "OBJECTIFIED" HER, THAT SHE WAS LIKE, NO LONGER REAL TO US, NOT A PERSON, BUT, SOMETHING TO BE STOPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH, HOW FAMILIAR THAT SOUNDS TO ME! TRUMP DOESN'T LIKE, IMMIGRANTS, WHO ARE BROWN OR BLACK . . . HE IS FINE WITH, THOSE WHO ARE BLONDE WITH BLUE EYES--RACIAL CLEANSING LIKE HITLER, AND MAYBE STALIN! FUCK TWO OF HIS THREE WIVES WERE IMMIGRANTS, MELANIA, STILL CAN BARELY SPEAK ENGLISH! SHIT? WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSE TO DO WITH, DACA KIDS, WHO HAD, NO, CHOICE, BUT TO COME, ILLEGALLY WITH THEIR PARENTS, MANY UNDER THE AGE OF 5? ARE WE GOING TO ALLOW, TAX PAYERS, WEARING MILITARY UNIFORMS, SERVING, THEIR COUNTRY, TO DIE FOR US, BUT WE WON'T ALLOW THEM TO LIVE FOR US? ARE WE GOING TO STRIP THEM OF THEIR UNIFORMS, AND SEND THEM, PACKING BACK TO TH EIR COUNTRIES? COME ON, THESE KIDS, HAVE TO BE GOOD! THEY CAN'T FEEL THE CONSTANT, FEAR, OF EVEN GETTING A TRAFFIC TICKET, OR THEY WILL GET SENT HOME! THERE WAS A BEAUTIFUL LATINO DREAMERS, WHO, AS I RECALL, HAS GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE AND HAS STARTED HER OWN, BUSINESS . . . THEY CAN SMELL THE AMERICA DREAM, MANY HAVE TASTED IT, AND, IT IS UNAMERICAN, TO STEAL THAT AWAY FROM THEM THROUGH NO FAULT OF THEIR OWN! WE OPEN A WHOLE NEW CAN OF WORMS, BY SPITTING UP FAMILIES, SEEING A FATHER, DACA, RECIPIENT, DEPORTED, BEING TORN FROM THE ARMS OF HIS LEGAL WIFE AND TWO KIDS . . . FATHERS MATTER!!!!!!!!!!! STUDIES HAVE PROVEN, THAT KIDS, EITHER RAISED BY THEIR FATHERS, OR WITH FATHERS IN THE HOME, HAVE L OWER, DRUGS, ALCOHOL, TEEN PREGNANCIES, RUN-AWAY TEENS, AND JUVENILE DETENTION . . . ARE WE CUTTING OFF OUR NOSE TO SPIT OUR FACE???????? IT APPEARS SO! FAMILES ARE THE "CORNERSTONE" OF ANY SOCIETY! IT IS BAD PUBLIC POLICY, TO, SPLIT UP FAMILIES, PARTICULARLY, THESE KIDS WHO HAVE PROVEN, THEIR WORTH, HAVE TO GET, EVEN A CERTAIN, GPA, OR GRADE PERFORMANCE ACHIEVEMENT, TO QUALIFY FOR, STAYING IN THE COUNTRY . . . IF THEY DIP BELOW THAT LEVEL, AND THAT IS PRESSURE, THAT OUR OWN KIDS, MIGHT FAIL, THEY GET DEPORTED OR THEY ARE STAYING ILLEGALLY! I HAVE ONLY AGREED WITH PRESIDENT TRUMP, ON ONE DAY, OF HIS FIRST YEAR OF HIS "REIGN OF CHAOS" AND THAT WAS, WHEN, HE LEAD THE BI-PARTISAN, MEETING IN THE OVAL OFFICE, WITH, BOTH SIDES OF CONGRESS AND THEIR LEADERSHIP! OTHER THAN THAT, MOST OF HIS, ALLEGED, POLICIES, LIKE, "RELIGIOUS FREEDOM" OR BIGOTRY AND HATRED, MASKED, AS RELIGIOUS TOLERANCE, AND DISCRIMINATION, ARE UNCONSTITUTIONAL, LIKE THE TRAVEL BAN OR BAN ON AN ENTIRE RELIGION, THAT HAPPENS TO BE MUSLIM OR ISLAM! YESTERDAY, I WROTE ABOUT, A CATHOLIC MAN, WHO WAS SAVING HIS FIRST KISS FOR OVER THE ALTER, WHILE WORKING WITH HIM, AT AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE, THE SUMMER OF 1992, THE NATIONS, PREDOMINENT, LEADER, IN LIFE ISSUES AND LEGISLATION, TOP IN PUBLIC LAW AND EDUCATION, ALWAYS, ASKED BY SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, TO BE EXPERT WITNESSES, IN THE CONFIRMATION HEARINGS FOR U.S. SUPREME COURT JUSTICES . . . BUT, AS FOR RELIGIOUS TOLERANCE AND FREEDOM, THAT FIRM OF FAMED ATTORNEYS, ME AND INTERN, FROM, MORMON UTAH, WITH AN ALL CATHOLIC STAFF . . . THEY KNEW HOW, RELIGOUS TOLERANCE, FREEDOM, AND THE CONSTITUTION, UNDER THE FIRST AMENDMENT WORKED . . . THERE IS FREEDOM TO PRACTICE AND FREEDOM FROM PRACTICE, AND ALL THAT LIES IN BETWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY KNEW AND ABIDED BY A SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, AND NEW THAT LINE WELL . . . I WAS INCLUDED, THEY, EVEN TOLD JOKES, ABOUT, OUR MORMON PROPHET, DRIVING A LIMO WITH GOD IN IT, AND THAT SALT LAKE WAS "GOD'S COUNTRY" ALL IN GOOD HUMOR AND FUN! THE DAY BEFORE, THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT WAS TO, COME OUT WITH A DECISION, ON CASEY VS. PLANNED PARENTHOOD OF PENNSYLVANIA, WE HAD THE CATHOLIC BISHOP FOR CHICAGO, COME IN AND BLESS OUR FIRM, THAT WAS, THE FUSION CENTER, FOR THE WHOLE NATION, FOR PRO-LIFE, AND ABORTION ISSUES . . . HE MAY HAVE BEEN THE ONE WHO TOLD THE JOKE ABOUT, THE MORMON PROPHET, WHOM, HE MIGHT HAVE MET! I WAS NEVER LEFT OUT, NEVER DISCRIMINATED AGAINST, NEVER MAD TO FEEL BAD, NOR LESS ACCEPTED, BY THIS FINE GROUP OF ATTORNEYS, AND STAFF!!!!!!!!!!! THAT IS CALLED, "RELIGIOUS FREEDOM!" OWNING A COMPANY, AND REFUSING TO SERVE, GAY MARRIAGES OR COUPLES IS JUST, BIGOTRY AND PREJUDICE! SEEMS TO ME, THAT JESUS, SAID, "JUDGE NOT THAT YE, BE NOT JUDGE!" I LOVE THE MODERN, SONG, ABOUT, ME AND JESUS, WE CAN SHARE A GLASS OF WINE AND WE WOULD GET ALONG JUST FINE! LOL. NOW FOR MORE VALENTINE'S SPECIAL FOR THOSE RELIGIOUS KIDS, WE TALKED ABOUT, YESTERDAY, INCLUDING, THE MORE SEASONED, DIRECTOR OF AUL, IN CHICAGO!

I DON'T HAVE ANY REMORE!  I KNOW THERE WERE THREE STAGES OF REPENTENCE, BUT I THINK I MISSED SUNDAY SCHOOL THAT DAY!

LOL.

More details of ME AND RAY!  Men are not SAINTS, they are MEN!  Same with WOMEN, and, to be a saint in any religion, you have to do more, than, all of us, normally do, like being a Mother Theresa or someone of that nature and character, and most of us will never hit those, levels of service and dedication.  So for the rest of us, it is all about, seeing progress as perfection!  Even Jesus Christ, giving his SERMON ON THE MOUNT, at the end of the BEATITUDES, said: Be ye, therefore, perfect, even as either, I am perfect or your Father in Heaven is perfect!  A pretty tall order, unless, you know the Greek or Latin, translation, which, at this time, I did know, having started a master's degree, in ancient scriptures, back before I went to law school.  The real real, translation, is more like: be ye, therefore, MATURE!  Now, that is manageable, rational and even for me, obtainable, and makes, living a religious life, much, easier, at least in my mind.

LOVE YOURSELF!  BE EASY ON YOURSELF!  WE ARE HUMAN!  WE WILL MAKE MISTAKES!  WE DON'T HAVE TO BE PERFECT, JUST MOVING, IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, OF BEING, MATURE, WHICH TO ME, TAKES IN ALL THE CIRCUMSTANCES, FACTS, BACKGROUND, AND TOTALITY OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES, THAT GOT US TO DO WHAT WE DID, AND WHY!

THIS COULD BE CALLED: SOHPISTICATED THINKING . . . LIFE IS FAR FROM, BLACK AND WHITE, THEREFORE, WE SHOULD NOT THINK IN THOSE TERMS!  JESUS, THE GREAT TEACHER, PROPHET, OR SON OF GOD, WHICH EVER YOU PREFER, SAW THE COMPLEXITIES, THE PARADOXES, THE OXYMORONS, THE PARADIGM SHIFTS, AND TOOK OUR THINKING FROM, THE 700 OR SO, LAWS OF MOSES, TO, A MORE EXPANDED VIEW, OF FORGIVENESS, TOLERANCE, UNDERSTANDING, AND EQUALITY!

Ray the man, I talked about yesterday that married his high school sweetheart and found out she wasn't so sweet anymore!  So, I became single, about 10 years after, Ray's first experience, in marriage, at age 26, and divorced, 2 years later, with a bad taste in his mouth.  I think we were both about, 36 at the time, just about the time I was in law school, no actually, thinking about it, I was working at the Utah Attorney General's Office by this time, I believe.  So, Bart, had already, warned the Salt Lake dating king, about me, and to avoid, this man eater, at all costs, for love nor money, should he be with me.  But, there was an attraction and we got together, for BYU, UTAH, football games, to cheer against each other, or for a movie, dinner, or whatever.  So, on this particular night, I was at Ray's wonderful, home, in Cottonwood Canyon, with a spectacular view of the Valley, below, but, high enough, up in the mountains, near the ski resorts, to get dumped on, when, it snowed.

This particular night, while we were having dinner, and watching a movie, winter, laid down, about, 10 inches of snow, and the roads were a nightmare, and getting back to my house, in the Avenues, would be a nightmare.  Ray being the gentleman he was, and concerned about me travelling late at night, on snowy roads, suggested I should stay at his house.  He had more modern, IKEA type furniture, so not great to sleep on, and we had never kissed, so, he suggested we sleep, in his, king size bed.  Whatever.  I am always game for whatever, and Ray was a new animal or type of man for me, generally, I was, pushing them away and at least pretending I didn't want to have sex with them, always game for games, touching, kissing and everything but sex, but, no real firm on that either.  LOL.  Okay, so, Ray, like myself, dresses in the bathroom, both of us, wearing, a pair of his pajamas.

I felt, like Ma and Pa Kettle, getting into bed.  Ray put on his glasses, after giving me, a book, so he could read his book.  We both has a lamp, on an end table, to read.  I knew, I wasn't going to have time to get into this book, so, I think, I just, patiently, laid there while he was reading.  I saw this funny, REALTOR, commercial, last night, of some dude, who, by the end of the night, comes in his bedroom, in his jammies, takes off his realtor pin, and climb in bed, alone!  That reminded me of this night.  So, I am staring at the ceiling, wondering, if I was slipping in the sex appeal, side of things, seeing that, there was this handsome, man, in bed with me, and unlike all the rest, had never made so much as a move on me, and had never, even tried to kiss me . . .  kissing is dancing into the fire with me!  I am a great kisser, so it is love at first kiss, generally, that old chemistry, thing, I have the universal spit, so if I can get a guy, there, i have him, at least for awhile . . . Ray wasn't going there, our common friend, BART, spoiled the fun!!!!!!!!!!

LIBIDO AND EGO, SAVED BY THE LIGHT!

I am just laying on my back, waiting for Ray to get done with his book or the pages he wants to read, and that came sooner, rather than later.  Just like we had been married for 25 years, Ray, took off his glasses, and placed them on the nightstand, near his side of the bed.  Then, he reached over, and turned off, the light on my side of the bed . . . I guess he decided, a goodnight kiss was in order, and would be fine!  RAY THE MAN, EMERGED FROM, THE DUST, AND IN A SPLIT SECOND,  THAT DANCE INTO THE FIRE, TOOK, BOTH OF US, BY SURPRISE AND THE RESULT WAS SEX!!!!!!!!!!  I KNEW I STILL HAD IT!  LOL.  I was so, surprised and not prepared, that, I didn't even think to fight him, off, nor to stop, this from happening.  Just like, hand in glove!  LOL.  I was a happy camper, but, Ray was MORTIFIED!  LOL.  I'm sorry, I don't know what got into me!  Your fine.  Smile.  Seriously, what was I thinking?  I should not have done that.  Why?  LOL.  I didn't do it often, but, what the hell, he is handsome, I am horny, and there were no stops on either of our parts, so, who cares!  THIS DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO MARRY ME, OR ANYTHING, NO STRINGS!  AT LEAST ON MY SIDE, UNLESS YOU GET PREGNANT OR SOMETHING!  LOL.  WE BOTH SLEPT WELL . . . NEVER THINK, YOU ARE MORE RESOLVED, OR SMARTER, THAN YOU ACTUALLY, ARE, OR YOU WILL BE IN FOR A RUDE AWAKENING!

Ray, didn't show up for church, the next day, so, I knew, he was, not feeling good about, what happened, beyond, both our control, the night before . . . had he even tried to kiss me, I probably would have, stopped him, or suggested, we have another sleeping arrangement, but, even, the ma and pop, routine, threw me off, I mean, there was nothing, sexy about, glasses, pajamas, and reading!  LOL.  But, I am quick to forgive myself, and you should be too.  No harm, no foul, right?  I knew the "be ye therefore, mature thing" and I took it to heart, we are both adults, and actually, I think, we were both, closer to 40, so, free, I would say, white, and over the age of 21, so we can do what we want!  I didn't see, Ray for awhile, and that, seemed to stymie our friendship a bit too, but the noble Ray, would surface, again.  As fate would have it, and very untypical of me, and my history, I ran into the other, rival, Salt Lake dating king, who somehow heard, that I had been with Ray, his arch enemy and only, competition, for KING.  Kevin was a bit more seasoned, and, he was out for game, and this was the only time in my life, I have, been with, two men, both, graduated from Bountiful High, Kevin, I didn't know, other, than he was a year older, but he was more of a wolf, than,  Ray, and got me in bed, once!

NSA OR HACKERS ARE FUCKING WITH MY CURSOR, AND I CAN'T GET SPELL CHECK OR THE CENTERING TO CHANGE . . . FUCKERS, I AM SURE THIS STORY, OR SOME, LIKE IT, HAVE SURFACED, AS MY SISTERS' LIVES, AND MEN . . . ALL MORMON REPUBLICANS!  LOL!  SO, THERE IS RELIGIOUS FREEDOM TO LIE, RIGHT?

THE TWO NOBLE MEN, ARISE FROM THE DUST!

THEY MUST HAVE COMPARED NOTES: IF YOUR PREGNANT WITH, KEVIN'S KID, I WILL MARRY YOU, AND ADOPT THE BABY--NOT NECESSARY, FAMILY LAW, PROF., THE BABY IS WHOEVER THE WOMAN, IS MARRIED TO, LEGALLY!  THEN, SHORTLY AFTER THAT, KEVIN, CALLED AS SAID, IF YOU ARE PREGNANT WITH, RAY'S KID, I WILL MARRY YOU, AND ADOPT, HIS CHILD!  THANK GOD, I WASN'T PREGNANT WITH EITHER, MAN'S KID!  LOL.  THEY BOTH SEEMED TO HAVE "MATURED" REAL FAST, WHEN, BEING THE NOBLE ONE . . . WHAT IF IT WAS "THEIR" OWN, CHILD, WITH NO COMPETITION, IN THE MIX?  I AM PRETTY SURE, AT LEAST, RAY, WOULD HAVE MARRIED ME . . . KEVIN, MORE OF A PLAYER, THAN, RAY!  NOW QUITE AS NOBLE.

THAT WAS THE LAST TIME, UNTIL, MILES AND HOWARD, THAT I PLAYED THAT, SALT LAKE SLUT GAME!

LOL.

MY POINT IS, YOU CAN ONLY LOVE SOMEONE, AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE, YOURSELF!

GO GENTLY INTO THE NIGHT, AND WHATEVER HAPPENS, DON'T, JUMP OFF A CLIFF, IF YOU HAVE, SOME, ABSTAINENCE, OATH, WITH YOUR CHURCH, OR YOURSELF . . . SEX WITH RAY, WAS THE MOST EASY, NATURAL, THING . . . HIS LATER MARRIAGE, WAS NOT THAT WAY!  I THINK, HE WAS SHOCKED, THAT, HE, GOT MARRIED TO THE PRIZE HOT CHICK, AND HAVING SEX WITH HER, WAS LIKE, IN HIS WORDS, JUMPING ON A TRAMPOLINE, TO GET,  HER AND HIMSELF, JUMP STARTED!  IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, JELLY BEAN?

JUST REMEMBER, WE ARE ONLY, "HUMAN" AND HUMAN BEINGS ARE WIRED FOR SEX!  IF YOU TAKE THAT POSITION . . . SEX ED, BIRTH CONTROL, AND LAST, ABORTION, PROTECT, A FEMALE, WHO JUST WANTED TO HAVE FUN, TOO, FROM, BEING RESPONSIBLE, FOR THE NEXT, LIFETIME OF THIS PERSON, TINY HUMAN, OR RATHER, IN THE MATURE, TERM, ZYGOTE, OR EGG AND SPERM JOINED!  IT IS CALLED THE MORNING AFTER, WHOOOPS, PILL!

PUSSY HATS IN MASS, ARE OUT ON THE STREETS OF AMERICA, RIGHT AS I WRITE, PARTICIPATING IN THE WOMEN'S MARCH, WITH EXPANDED, SUPPORT FOR DACA, IMMIGRANTS FROM ALL COUNTRIES, FOR MUSLIMS, AND REALLY FOR ANYONE, BUT TRUMP!  LOL.

I DID SOME HARD, THINKING, THE OTHER, DAY, AFTER HEARING THE EVANGELICALS, EXCUSES, FOR SUPPORTING A MAN, WHO IS THE ANTITHESIS OF EVERYTHING THEY HOLD NEAR AND DEAR, ESPECIALLY, WITH, STORMY DANIELS, SHIT, PORN QUEEN, WHO LOOKS, LIKE RACHEL, MY SISTER, WITH, THE PLATINUM, BLEACHED BLONDE HAIR, AND PLAYBOY BUNNY BOOBS . . . BUT, THE STRANGE THING, SOMEONE SAID, YESTERDAY, IS THAT, PRESIDENT OBAMA, WAS, EVERYTHING, EVANGELICALS, SAID THEY WANTED, A STABLE MARRIED MAN, WIFE, FAMILY, PRINCIPLED AND DISCIPLINED, WHO, WAS FIT FOR OFFICE . . . AND THEY BITCHED AND MOANED ABOUT HIM, THE WHOLE TIME, AND THEN, SUPPORT TRUMP BY 80%, WITH FUCKING NO PLAN OR POLICIES!

WE NEED A MATURE LEADER . . . TRUMP IS A CHILD, AND EVEN HIS OWN, STAFF HAS TO TREAT HIM AS SUCH!

YEAH, WOMEN, VOTE DEMOCRAT, SO WE CAN, GET TRUMP OUT OF OFFICE, BY, THIS TIME, NEXT YEAR, BECAUSE, THE GOP CONTROLLED HOUSE AND SENATE, ARE A RUDDERLESS, SHIP, FLAILING, IN A BIG OCEAN OF DOUBT AND NO DIRECTION!

GREAT NEWS, THOUGH . . . I CAN'T REMEMBER THE STATE, BUT TRUMP, ALLEGEDLY CARRIED THE STATE, WISCONSIN, OR SOMEWHERE, RUST BELT, BUT SOME, NURSE, I BELIEVE, WHO HAS SPENT HER LIFE, IN SERVICE TO OTHERS, WHO CARES, ABOUT PEOPLE, ACTUALLY, GOT ELECTED!

IT IS CALLED, KINDNESS IN GOVERNMENT!

WE CAN DO THIS, AMERICA!

TOKYO TRENDY TOO!