GOBBLE. GOBBLE. GOBBLE. THE UNDEAD LAB! THE BEST PLAY OF THE YEAR: THE HUMANS! BIG LITTLE GIFTS. CORRECTIONS: (1) MY DAUGHTER DIDN'T SHOOT HER OWN TURKEY! LOL. MISCOMMUNICATIONS IS THE RULE. COMMUNICATIONS IS THE EXCEPTION! I SAID, I THOUGHT WERE YOU LIVE, YOU WOULD BE OUT SHOOTING YOUR OWN TURKEY. SHE SAID, WE ARE GOING SHOOTING AND GOT A PERMIT. THIS IS WHERE THE PROBLEMS AND CONNECTING THE WRONG DOTS, OR READING BETWEEN THE LINES! I FIGURED THAT YOU HAD TO GET A PERMIT TO SHOOT A TURKEY. I DIDN'T CONNECT, THE PERMIT WITH THE GUN AND GOING SHOOTING! I HAVE NEVER NEEDED A PERMIT TO GO SHOOT A GUN, SKEET SHOOTING, OR JUST TARGET PRACTICE. I DON'T THINK THERE IS A PROBLEM GOING SHOOTING, IN UTAH, MONTANA, OR WASHINGTON, AS LONG AS THE PERSON WHO OWNS THE GUNS, HAS A PERMIT TO OWN THEM! I WOULD, IMAGINE, THAT, TO GO SHOOT A WILD TURKEY, YOU WOULD HAVE TO HAVE, A PERMIT, THROUGH, THE FISH AND GAME COPS, OR I WOULD THINK YOU WOULD RUN THE RISK OF BEING PICKED UP FOR POACHING? NOW, THIS DAUGHTER, FORMERLY OF THE AIR FORCE, A LINGUIST, A GRADUATE OF THE MILITARY'S TOP PSYCHOLOGICAL BOOT CAMP, INCLUDING TORTURE, BEING HELD A POW, AND SHE WOULDN'T TELL ME WHAT ALL ELSE, BUT SHE WAS DROPPED INTO THE OCEAN FROM A PLANE, HAD TO INFLATE A RAFT AND SPEND ALL NIGHT ALONE, WITH A GIANT SEA TURTLE, SWIMMING BELOW HER! WHEN HER MORMON, BISHOP OR STAKE PRESIDENT, A GEOGRAPHICAL AREA, FOUND OUT THAT, NICOLE, HAD BEEN THROUGH, SEAR SCHOOL, AND I AM NOT SURE THAT I AM SPELLING THAT RIGHT, BUT HE PUT HER IN CHARGE OF GIRLS' CAMP, PLANNING, TRAINING, AND DECIDING WHAT TYPES OF ACTIVITIES, THE GIRLS WOULD DO FOR A WEEK . . . SHE HAD THE GIRLS, DRESS IN CAMOFLAUGE, CLIMB OBSTACLE COURSES, AND BASICALLY, PUT THEM THROUGH BOOT CAMP! LOL. SHE SAID, THAT THE BISHOP WAS SO IMPRESSED THAT HE STAYED ALL WEEK WITH THE GIRLS, WHO GREW LEAPS AND BOUNDS, IN CONFIDENCE AND SELF-IMAGE! SO, THIS LITTLE MAMA, WHO HOMESCHOOLS HER TWO KIDS, HAS A MASTER'S DEGREE, IN INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS, HAVING BEEN TO 23 COUNTRIES, INCLUDING DO8NG A SPECIAL MISSION IN SAUDI ARABIA, I THINK SHE HAD TO WEAR AN BURQUA, NOT SURE . . . SO, SHOOTING HER OWN TURKEY, SEEMED RIGHT UP THE LINE WITH ALL THE OTHER STUFF, THIS ADVENTURE GIRL AND MOM, WOULD DO. BUT, THAT WAS NOT TRUE. MAYBE NEXT YEAR, AS A HOMESCHOOL PROJECT FOR HER KIDS, THEY CAN SHOOT THEIR OWN TURKEY! LOL. IT WAS A GREAT CONVERSTATION TOPIC, OR JOKE, LAUGH, FOR HER DINNER GUESTS, AND SIBS. (2) MY ASIAN BUDDIES, BUS DRIVER, WHO TOLD ME, THAT THE FBI, HE THOUGHT WAS HOUSED IN THE BELLEVUE PLAZA, WERE SPYING ON ME, AND WHEN, I SAID, THERE IS NOT EVEN SURVIELLANCE ON THIS BUS, LIKE THE OTHER BUSES. HE POINTED OUT, THAT, THERE WERE CAMERAS, IN THE TICKET CLICKER OR WHATEVER IT IS CALLED, AND HE HAS ONE, JUST LIKE IT THAT SHOWS, HOW THE PERSON PAID, PASS OR CASH, WHATEVER. I ALSO NOTICED, A POSSIBLE CAMERA, OVER NEAR THE WINDOW OF THE DRIVER'S SIDE. I THOUGHT FOR SURE, WHEN, ANOTHER, ASIAN, DRIVER, I HAD NEVER SEEN, IN THE OFF AND ON, 11 MONTHS, GOING ON RT 249, WAS A DOUBLE, FOR MY FRIEND! HE WAS GONE FOR ABOUT A WEEK, SO I WAS SURE. IN SAID, NO, I AM NOT DEAD. GOOD! IT WILL PROBABLY BE THIS OLD SCHOOL BUS, WITH HARD SEATS, THAT KILLS YOU. HE AGREED. I SAID, WHEN YOU DIE, I AM GOING TO HAUL, YOUR ASS, SITTING IN THE BUS, DOWN TO ORDERVILLE, UTAH, THE UGLIEST TOWN IN AMERICA, AND BURY HIM, IN THE CAR, TRUCK, VAN, AND BUS GRAVEYARD! I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, A SMALL TOWN, HAS SO MANY, VEHICLES, THAT, THEY NEVER GOT RID OF . . . SOME THEY TRIED TO BURY IN GULCHES, AND RAVINS, BUT OVER THE YEARS THE EROSION, EXPOSED, WHERE ALL THE VEHICLE BODIES WERE BURIED! ME AND MY FRIEND, SHERI, TOOK AN ADVENTURE TO ORDERVILLE, ONE DAY, AND I POINTED OUT THE VERY STRANGE, CREVASES, OR RIVER BEDS, THAT HAD HILLS, UP THE SIDES, SHOWING HER THE WEIRD, HOODS, AND ROOFS OF THE VARIOUS VEHICLES, THAT WERE STICKING OUT OF THE GROUND. SHE DIDN'T REACT MUCH, SHE JUST LOOKED, AND SAID, "A STRANGE THING, INDEED?" LOL. WE HAD A GOOD LAUGH. I ASKED WHERE HE WAS GOING FOR THANKSGIVING DINNER. HE SAID HE WAS WORKING. I SAID, OH, I THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE, WITH, YOUR WIFE, MISTRESS OR GIRLFRIEND. HE SAID, NO, THAT IS WHY, IT IS SO IMPORTANT THAT I WORK, TO KEEP ALL THESE LADIES, TAKEN CARE OF! LOL. I SAID, IF YOU, THAT IS KIND OF THE SAME WITH ME . . . THERE ARE SEVERAL MEN, I LIKE OR AM INTERESTED IN, SO, I JUST STAND IN THE MIDDLE, SPIN AROUND, AND END UP WITH NONE OF THEM! LOL. TRUE. THE OTHER DAY, I SAW, AN ADVERTISEMENT, WITH MENS' FACES, CHANGING EVERY SECOND OR SO . . . THAT IS LIKE MY MIND, DEPENDING ON WHICH SONG IS ON THE RADIO! LOL. EVERY SONG A MEMORY, GENERALLY, CONNECTED TO SOME GUY, I EITHER WAS WITH, OR WANTED TO BE WITH, OR WAS SORT OF WITH! LOL. OH, WELL. TO THE LONELY POSTMAN . . . ONE BIG KISS! SMILE. OUR LOVE WILL NEVER GO OUT OF STYLE! SMILE. I MUST BE LOSING WEIGHT, BECAUSE, MEN ARE HITTING ON ME, ALL THE TIME NOW! HANDSOME GUYS . . . PROBABLY UNDERCOVER COPS, OR ASSASSINS, OR HIT MEN! THIS MORNING BEFORE, 7:00 AM, TWO GUYS TRIED TO PICK ME UP! LOL. THE OTHER DAY, I WAS SWIMMING, AT THE BELLEVUE LA FITNESS, DOING MY WATER EXERCISES WITH POOL TOYS, TAKING UP, THE WHOLE LANE. THERE WERE TWO OTHER SWIMMERS, ONE WHO WAS SWIMMING ONLY, ON HALF THE LANE, OPEN FOR SOME ELSE TO SWIM, IF THEY NEEDED, TO SHARE WITH HER. I HOWEVER, USE THE WHOLE LANE FOR THE FIRST PART OF MY WATER EXERCISES, LATER, I AM FINE, SHARING, AND EARLIER IF, NECESSARY, BUT, I PREFER TO SWIM BY MYSELF, IN MY OWN, LANE! FIRST THERE WERE THREE SWIMMERS, AND THREE LANES. EVENTUALLY, PEOPLE SHOWED UP, WANTING TO SHARE LANES. I TRIED NOT TO MAKE EYE CONTACT, KNOWING THE ASIAS WERE TOO POLITE TO JUST JUMP IN AND JOIN ME! LOL. PEOPLE CAME, DID A FEW LAPS, AND LEFT, GRATEFULLY, SO, THERE WAS ME, IN LANE #1, ALONE, TWO PEOPLE SHARING IN LANE #2, AND IN LANE #3, THERE WAS AN ASIAN FISH, AND SHE WAS ALONE, BUT SHE WAS, VERY POLITELY, ONLY SWIMMING ON HER SIDE, JUST IN CASE, SHE HAD TO SHARE . . . I AM NOT SO POLITE, AND I ALWAYS HOPE, THAT THEY GO TO SOMEONE ELSE BEFORE ME. SO, THIS ITALIAN, STALLION, WHO THINKS HE IS GOD'S GIFT TO WOMEN, STRUTS OVER TO THE POOL, NEAR ME, AND I AM DOING MY BEST, NOT TO MAKE CONTACT OR LOOK AT HIM, WITH THE OBVIOUS CHOICE, GIVEN THE BODY LANGUAGE OF THE SWIMMERS, THAT, THE LADY IN LANE #3, IS OPEN TO SHARING, AND I AM FUCKING NOT! SO HE ASKED ME, IF HE COULD SWIM, IN MY LANE . . . PISSED, I SAID, THAT LADY DOWN THE POOL, IS ALREADY ON ONE SIDE OF THE LANE, GO SWIM WITH HER. HE SAID, IT'S OKAY, WITH YOU! SCREAMMMMMMM! HE PLOPS HIS ASS, IN THE POOL, INVADING MY PERSONAL SPACE! AFTER ENDURING SHARING THE LANE, WHEN HE WAS IN THE HOT TUB WITH ME, AND HE DID, WHAT I WOULD SAY, WAS A POLE DANCE OR AN IMMITATION OF ONE. I WAS DISGUSTED! LOL. AFTER I GOT OUT OF THE HOT TUB, I NOTICED THAT HE DIDN'T PUT HIS WATER WEIGHTS AWAY, LIKE, IT IS KIND OF AN UNSPOKEN, RULE, OF THE POOL, CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF! WAS I SUPPOSE TO PICK UP AFTER HIM? DID HIS MOTHER, FOLLOW HIM AROUND, AND CLEAN UP AFTER HIM? WHY WOULD HE ASSUME, THAT, JUST BECAUSE I HAD TO PUT MINE AWAY, I WOULD BE HAPPY TO PUT HIS AWAY!!!!!! I WAS NOT, AND I REFUSED, EVEN, FIGHTING WITH MY BETTER ANGEL, AS PRESIDENT OBAMA WOULD SAY . . . SHOULD I FEED THE GOOD DOG OR THE BAD ONE, LIKE ANGELS SITTING ON MY SHOULDER . . FUCK HIM, I AM NOT CLEANING UP AFTER SOME ASSHOLE, WHO, ASSUMED, FIRST THAT I WOULD WANT TO SHARE MY LANE WITH HIM, SECOND, THAT, TRIED TO BE SEXY, NOT, SWINGING, BACK AND FORTH, ALMOST ONE THE POLE, GOING BETWEEN THE STAIRS, AND THIRD, JUST AS A WOMAN, FEELING LIKE, HE JUST AUTOMATICALLY, THINKS SOME WOMAN, SHOULD CLEAN UP HIS SHIT, I DIDN'T JUST TO SAY, FUCK YOU! SORRY, LA FITNESS, I ALWAYS DO IT FOR YOU! LOL. THAT BRINGS ME TO THE TOPIC OF THE DAY . . . I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU SOME OF THE FACTS, OF A PART OF BLUE BLOODS, BECAUSE, I THINK, THAT, THE TOPIC OF SEXUAL HARASSMENT, THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES, CREATING A HOSTILE WORKING ENVIRONMENT, AND MALE/FEMALE RELATIONS, IN GENERAL! I THOUGHT, THIS, HIT SOME KEY POINTS, THAT, WOMEN, IN AN ALMOST ALL MALE DOMINATED CAREER, LIKE LAW ENFORCEMENT, AND EVEN, THE LAW, WHICH IN PRACTICE IS STILL, SEEN, FOR THE MOST PART AS A GENTLEMAN'S PROFESSION WITH WOMEN, GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, MORE, BUT NOT MAKING IT INTO, SAY, THE TOP, TEIR OR HARDCORE LEGAL BATTLES OF CRIMNAL TRIALS, MOUTH TO MOUTH BATTLES, IN COURT, WITH MALE JUDGES, ATTORNEYS, AND COPS, TO SOME EXTENT, STILL MAKING, WOMEN, A BIT OF A RARITY, AND A TARGET AS IN MY CASE, WHEN, THEY DID, VENTURE IN TO HAND TO HAND BATTLE WITH THEIR MALE COLLEAGUES, WHO DIDN'T TAKE KINDLY, AND REACTED, MUCH THE SAME WAY, THAT THE BOYFRIEND OF THE FEMALE PARTNER OF REAGAN, AFTER SHE , SHOOT, TWO ARMED ROBBERS, WHO SHOWED UP, AT THE RESTAURANT, THAT, SHE WAS DOUBLING, KIND OF, WITH, THE COMMISSIONER'S SON, WHO, HAPPENS TO HAVE A HARVARD LAW DEGREE, SO HE IS STILL KIND OF A DIFFERENT ANIMAL, WHEN, IT COMES TO BEING A BIT DIFFERENT WHEN, DEALING WITH HIS FEMALE PARTNER, WHOM, HAVE STRUGGLED WITH, SEXUAL ATTRACTION, MALE PROTECTION, AND HER STANDING ON HER OWN, IN THE PARTNERSHIP . . . SO HE IS AHEAD OF THE GAME, AND CHOSE, HIS POLICE WORK, OVER A RELATIONSHIPS, WITH HIS PARTNER, THAT CONCERNED, THEM, BOTH, AND OTHERS WHO COULD SEE, THAT THERE WAS AN ATTRACTION, BEYOND WHAT, MOST PARTNERS HAVE FOR EACH OTHER. SO . . . HERE WE GO, GIVING, MEN, AND WOMEN, INSIGHTS, INTO, SOME OF THE HARSH, OR EVEN BEAUTIFUL, ISSUES, THAT MEN AND WOMEN, HAVE TO DEAL WITH, WHEN, THEY MATCH UP, MORE AND MORE, IN VARIOUS, HIGHLY, TRADITIONALLY, MALE CAREERS, JOBS, AND EMPLOYMENT! THE FINAL CHAPTER IS NOT WRITTEN YET! KNOWLEDGE IS POWER. I AM WRITING AT THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY, AND I HAVE A TIMED, COMPUTER, SO IF I HAVE TO CUT THIS SHORT, OR GET OFF, I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT UP TOMORROW . . . BUT HERE WE GO!

BOYFRIEND, SHAKEN, NOT ONLY BY THE ROBBERY OF THE RESTAURANT, BUT THAT HIS GIRLFRIEND, WAS THE HERO, AND SHOT, INJURED, BUT DIDN'T KILL, BOTH, THE MALE AND FEMALE HOLD UP TEAM, AND HOW THAT INCIDENT, AFFECTED HIM, AND LATER, HOW HE REACTED, TO HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HER.  EVENTUALLY, THE BOYFRIEND, IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, JUST TO PUT IT AS HE DID, SAID, HE JUST COULDN'T DO A GIRLFRIEND, WHO WAS A COP, BUT A GOOD COP, AND SOMEONE, THAT PEOPLE, SAW AS A HERO AND SAVED, LIVES, MONEY, AND PROPERTY, THINKING, IN THE SPLIT-SECOND, SCARY SITUATION, DECIDING, THAT SHE HAD TO, AFTER WARNING THE COUPLE, SHOOT THEM, TO STOP, WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN IF THEY WERE ALLOWED TO CONTINUE THEIR TRACK OF ATTACK, AND SCARE TACTICS!  HE BASICALLY, SAID, HE, COULDN'T GET IT UP ANYMORE!  SO, THAT, EMASCULATED HIM, HER ACT OF VALOR, BRAVERY, AND COURAGE AND DOING HER JOB WELL, SOMEHOW, CAUSED HIM, TO GO LIMP, NO LONGER SEXUALLY, ATTRACTED TO HER!  NOW, I ALWAYS, LIKE TO REVERSE THE FACTS, TO THE MALE, AND WHAT A FEMALE GIRLFRIEND, WOULD THINK AND HOW, SHE WOULD REACT . . . NOT HARD, SHE WOULD BE MORE IN LOVE WITH HIM, DIG HIM, AND THINK HE WAS COOLER THAN, SHIT, AND SHE WOULD LOVE BEING WITH, A HERO, WHO SAVED LIVES!  NOW THAT IS A TOTALLY, DIFFERENT REACTION TO THE SAME ACT, JUST PERFORMED BY THE OPPOSITE SEX!  ASK YOURSELF, IF YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP, WITH A TRADITIONALLY, MALE, DOMINATED PROFESSION, AND WHAT AND HOW, YOU WOULD REACT, IF YOUR LOVER, WERE TO EXCEL, IN THAT, MALE DOMINATED FIELD?  COULD YOU DEAL WITH IT?  WOULD YOU STILL THINK OF HER AS A SEXUAL BEING?  STILL BE ATTRACTED? OR WOULD YOU TOTALLY, OBJECTIFY HER, SO YOU COULD DEAL WITH, YOUR OWN, INSECURITIES?  WHAT PRICE MUST SHE PAY, FOR YOUR LACK OF MALENESS OR CONFIDENCE?  WHY SHOULD SHE BE THE ONE TO BE PUNISHED FOR BEING GREAT AT HER JOB?  THINK THAT OVER.  YOU MIGHT SURPRISE YOURSELF.

LATER, BACK AT THE STATION, ANOTHER MALE COP, DID SOMETHING OBNOXIOUS, AND, HE GOT IN, FEMALE COP'S FACE . . . SHE WENT OFF ON HIM, AND REAGAN, JUMPED TO HER DEFENSE, WHICH, PISSED HER OFF EVEN MORE, AND SHE LAMBASTED, THE OTHER COP, BUGGING THE SHIT OUT OF HER.  HER PARTNER, MORE ADVANCED, AND LIBERAL, THAN, MOST COPS, WHEN, DEALING WITH A FEMALE PARTNER . . . HE WAS SHOCKED, SHE JUMPED HIS CASE, AND ASKED HER WHAT WAS WRONG?

I DON'T HAVE A PENIS!

FAMALE PARTNER, REMINDED, HER PARTNER . . . IF I WERE A MALE, EVERYONE WOULD BE HAPPY, SEE HER AS A HERO, BE, EVEN MORE ATTRACTED TO HER, AND SHE WOULD PROBABLY BE PUT UP FOR A PROMOTION!

THIS, SITUATION WAS JUST TOO CLOSE TO HOME!  BACK WHEN, I WAS NEITHER, REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT, AND I WAS BEING COURTED TO RUN FOR ATTORNEY GENERAL, BY THE REPUBLICANS, SOMEONE SAID, A SIMILAR THING OF ME, THAT HAD I BEEN MALE, AFTER, I WAS, REALLY, TAKEN OUT OF THE GAME FOR 8 YEARS, AND AGAIN, THEN, AGAIN, THAT, WITH ALL THE THINGS I DID, OF NOTE, THAT, I WOULD BE A MALE SUPERSTAR, REPUBLICAN ROCK STAR, AND PERSUED, WITHOUT ANY HESITATION, TO BE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL, LATER, HIGHER OFFICE, AND THAT WAS THE WRITING ON THE WALL, FROM, MANY PEOPLE RIGHT OFF THE BAT! THAT POLITICS, WAS OF COURSE THE RIGHT COURSE FOR ME, GIVEN, ALL THE ADMIRABLE THING, I HAD DONE THEN, AND NOW?  FUCK, I SHOULD BE PRESIDENT!  NOT FUNNY!

 

I WAS BASICALLY, PUNISHED, FOR BEING EXCELLENT, FOR BEING COMPETENT, FOR HAVING A RESUME, AFTER JUST TWO YEARS, THAT LOOKED BETTER THAN THE GOVERNORS, AND THE ATTORNEY GENERALS, GETTING THINGS DONE, AND ROCKING UTAH, THE LAW, LAW ENFORCEMENT, AND THE NATION!  I WAS PUNISHED FOR, HAVING GREAT KIDS, FOR, BEING A GREAT PROFESSOR, FOR, WRITING THE PLANS FOR AFGHANISTAN FOR THE OBAMA ADMINSTRATION, FOR DOING A SHIT LOAD OF GREAT THINGS!  HOW FUCKING HORRIBLE OF ME, NOT ONLY PUNISHED, BUT HANDLED WITH EXTREME SEVERITY, AND HARSHNESS, FOR DOING WHAT? BEING A FEMALE, THAT EXCELLED AND ACHIEVED BEYOND, HER MALE COLLEAGUES BY LIGHTYEARS!

I DO WANT TO THANK, SEATTLE COPS, FOR BABYSITTING ME, AT THE BALLARD, LA FITNESS, BOTH IN THE WEIGHT AREA, AND IN THE POOL!  THERE WAS CAUSE FOR CONCERN, AND YOU MUST HAVE, FINALLY, BELIEVED, THAT MY LIFE HAS BEEN AT RISK FOR YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!

THANK YOU, THAT MAKES ME FEEL, FAR MORE ATTRACTED TO YOU, NOT ONLY AS INDIVIDUALS, BUT, AS COPS, AND AS A CITY, PROTECTION SYSTEM, THAT FINALLY, FINALLY, FINALLY, STARTED TO SEE ME, AS PREY, AS THE VICTIM HERE, AND TARGET OF ORGANIZED CRIME, WITH, EVERYONE FROM THE MOB, TO THE MORMONS TO THE REPUBLICANS, TO COPS, AND BAD ASS CRIMINALS, WHO HAVE MADE A FORTUNE OFF ME, AND MY EXCELLENCE!  THEY HAVE LIVED HIGH AND MIGHTY, WHILE I HAVE LIVED, IN POVERTY!  THE BILLION DOLLAR BLOGGER!  MILLION DOLLAR ATTORNEY!

 

THANK YOU . . . I THOUGHT, I WOULD HAVE TO DIE, AND THEY WERE TRYING TO KILL ME, WITHOUT, YOU EVER KNOWING WHO, I REALLY AM!  TONS OF DOUBLES READY, WILLING, AND NOT SO ABLE TO TAKE MY PLACE, WOMEN, WHO, DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, SO, THEY CAN GET THESE INSECURE MEN'S DICKS TO RISE, UNLIKE SOMEONE, MORE PROFICIENT, THAN, THEMSELVES, AS I HAVE PROVED, OVER THE DECADES . . . I NEVER STOPPED PRODUCING, NEVER!  IF I WAS OUT OF COMMISSION, MY WORK WAS ROCKIN' THE AREAS, THAT, I DID THE WORK FOR AND BEYOND!

I ALWAYS, WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND, AND I WAS CONSTANTLY PUNISHED FOR IT!

 

I HOPE, THAT, YOU CAN SEPARATE, SEX, FROM WORK, AND IF YOU DO HAVE AN OVERACHIEVING PARTNER, SHE IS STILL, A FEMALE AND YOU, STILL A MALE, AND THAT WORKS, IF, BOTH OF YOU, REALIZE, THAT, IS AT THE BASICS OF THE RELATIONSHIP!

I FORGOT, TO MENTION A DREAM I HAD, WEEKS AGO . . . I DREAMED, SIMPLE, THAT, YOUNGER COPS, WERE BEHIND ME . . . IN THE DREAM, THERE WERE TWO ROOKIES, IN BLUE UNIFORMS, WALKING BEHIND ME, OR LIKE THEY HAD MY BACK!  JUST THIS MORNING, AS I NOTICED, TWO COPS, OR WHO, I FIGURED WERE COPS, IN THE WAY, THEY WERE PATROLING, THE FITNESS CENTER, IN ALMOST A FORMAL WAY, BUT DRESSED DOWN, LATER WITH THREE UNDERCOVER COPS, HANGING IN THE POOL AREA, WEARING A "MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN" BACKWARD, MAYING, SYMBOLICALLY, SAYING, WE GET IT, TO HAVE AMERICA AGAIN, WE NEED TO FOLLOW THE CONSTITUTION!  THAT WILL MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, BECAUSE, WE HAVEN'T BEEN FOLLOWING IT . . . THANKS FOR LEAVING WHEN, YOU KNEW, I WAS, GETTING OUT AND SAFE!

I CRIED, IT HAS BEEN ONE HELL OF A LONELY, ROAD, FOR 20 YEARS!  THANKS, KISSES, HUGS, LOVE . . . SOB.  I FELT SAFE, FOR ONCE, NOT SCARE OF HITMEN, AND THERE WAS A STRANGE ONE, IF EYES COULD KILL, NEVER KNOW ABOUT THE THREE ASIANS, IN THE POOL, BUT, YOU MADE ME FEEL SAFE AND I FELT, YOU WERE THERE TO SERVE AND PROTECT!  MY TIME IS OUT, BUT THANK YOU, PERSONAL HEROES TO ME, SOB.