Friday, April 29, 2016

RAWTHENTIC. JAWSOME. FUN RUNNER--FUN ON THE RUN! ROCK SOLID. SHE IN. SHINE OUT. HOTCLICKS: 20/20 "JUST PLANE CRAZY.": PLANELY NUTS; ONCE BEING A PILOT OR FLIGHT ATTENDANT WAS A GLAMOROUS JOB, AS SEEN AT ITS HAY DAY, IN THE MOVIE "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN," HAS NOW BECOME DEVALUED . . . BETTER KNOWN AS A "PRESSURE COOKER ON WINGS": (1) PASSENGERS GONE WILD; (2) CRUISING ATTITUDE; (3) PHONE FANATICS; (4) BELLIGERENT BULLIES; (5) FIGHTING FLYERS; (6) TANKED TRAVELERS; (7) BATHROOM RENDEZVOUS; (8) THE TSA PAT DOWN; (9) SECURITY THEATER; (10) SECRETS OF THE TOWERS; (11) LOVE IN THE AIR; AND (12) STAR CRAZY . . . I FIND IT A HELL OF A LOT EASIER TO JUST TAKE A BUS! LOL! DING DONG THE BITCH IS GONE! GRAB HEAT & EAT! GOODFELLOW COWBOYS. READY GUNNER. STARKVILLE. "GUN SHY" (2000) LIEM NESSEN AND SANDRA BULLOCH . . . GREAT MOVIE DEPICTING THE CONVOLUTED RELATIONSHIPS INVOLVED WITHIN THE "SUPER MOB" COMPRISED OF CIA, FBI, MAFIA, DOUBLE AGENTS, SECRET IDENTITIES, STING OPS, AND NO LINES OF DEMARCATION BETWEEN THE GOOD GUYS AND THE BAD GUYS, WITH INTER AGENCY POLITICS, MAKING STRANGE BEDFELLOWS, WHEN HEROES BECOME VILLAINS AND CROOK, JUST BEING CAUGHT UP IN HERITAGE AND FAMILY BUSINESS, AND LOYALTIES CHANGING BY THE CIRCUMSTANCES, THE OUTCOMES, AND THE POSTURINGS. BLACK MONEY BECOMING WHITE MONEY, AND WHITE MONEY TURNING DARK OR BLACK. SANDRA BULLOCH'S MOVIE NAME AND CHARACTER, HAD INTERESTING CONNOTATIONS, AND SYMBOLIC SIGNIFICANCE FOR ME . . . "JUDY TIPP" . . . JUDY WAS THE NAME OF A WITNESS FOR MY CLIENT, IN A FRAME UP CASE AGAINST MY CLIENT, BY THE COPS, BEING WON OVER BY SHELLEY, WHOM HAD MURDERED MY CLIENT, AND A LOOK-A-LIKE MOBSTER OR INTERPOL, OFTEN ONE IN THE SAME, JUST LAW ENFORCEMENT LEGALIZED MAFIA . . . THE AXIS OF EVIL, WITH FRANK OF INTERPOL, TAKING ALLAN REX BESS'S IDENTITY, DOING ALL IN HIS POWER TO AID AND HELP SHELLEY, A NON-ATTORNEY, TAKE STEAL MY IDENTITY, ALONG WITH THE COPS, PROSECUTORS AND JUDGES, SEVERAL NAMED IN MY $56.7 MILLION, IRON COUNTY CORRUPTION CASE, AS DEFENDANTS, SCHEMING TO KEEP THE MONEY "ALL IN THE FAMILY!" WHAT STARTED AS "FAKE" BANDS, MONEY & MUSIC, ALL HITS, EVERY SONG, TRANSITIONED INTO LEGAL CASES, LEGISLATION, AND BLOGGING! FOLLOW THE MONEY! MY WILD "ZIP TRIP? TO UTAH AND BACK . . . IF NOTHING ELSE, HARROWING AND FILLED WITH TRAPS AND SNARES, THAT ALL BACKFIRED . . . LANDING ME BACK IN MISSOULA, MONTANA, THREE DAYS AHEAD OF SCHEDULE! JESUS CHRIST IS LORD . . . JESUS SAVES! A FAILED STING OP, A DREAM, AND THE TICKET FIASCO! NOTHING SHORT OF A MIRACLE THAT IN SPITE OF ALL THE TICKS, LEACHES, PARASITES, AND TICKET MASTERS . . . I NOT ONLY MADE IT TO SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH, TO SEE KIDS, GRANDKIDS, THE ZOO, BUT ACTUALLY M MADE IT TO THE HOTBED OF TREASON, ST. GEORGE, WASHINGTON COUNTY, UTAH, AND BACK OUT OF THE STATE, BACK TO MY ADOPTED STATE, MONTANA! I AM TAKING MY LIFE IN MY HANDS, EVERY TIME I EVEN ENTER THE STATE . . . DRIVING WITHIN LESS THAN A MILE, AND STOPPING AT THE TA TRUCK STOP IN PAROWAN, UTAH, WHERE MY HOUSE IS, MADE ME HOME SICK FOR ACTUALLY LIVING IN A HOUSE AGAIN, WANTING TO VISIT FRIENDS, AND LONGING FOR PANGUITCH LAKE, MY CABIN, SCOOT'S CREEK, THE PINES, THE MEMORIES, THE LOSSES, THE BLESSINGS . . . THIS IS CALLED INVERSION THERAPY . . . IF THE COPS WANT ME TO STOP WRITING ABOUT THEM, STOP DOING SHIT TO ME, INCLUDING HAUNTING ME IN MY DREAMS, EXPOSING YOUR ANTICS AND INTENTS! AT SOME POINT, THE PAIN OF BEING WRITTEN ABOUT, WILL OUT WEIGHT THE TEMPTATION TO HARASS, TRACK, STALK, INTIMIDATE, AND THREATEN ME. COPS PLAYING FOR A STAR ROLE ON THE TV SERIES "COPS" AND ME EXPOSING AMERICAN LAW ENFORCEMENT DIRT TO THE WORLD! YOUR CHOICE . . .

Tanking Greta's Car, a Bit Extreme To Stop Meeting With Rock Star and Pop Star Sons at the Zoo!  But Not If You Are Making Millions on Music and Billions on My Blog, Stealing Identities and Claiming Parentage . . . Burnworth!

In previous blogs, I wrote about the robot spy gear GPS, implanted in the back of my knee, followed two days later, with an actual tick, as a cover . . . if the government, can use an unmanned aircraft, or drone, fly the device, all the way to Afghanistan, target an enemy, and assassinate them from the air, it can use a smaller remote controlled GPS robot, to climb up my pant leg and plant itself in the back of my knee!  There was no tick, just a small, oval shaped bruise, without an insect, with its head and claws, buried under my skin.  Ticks are parasites, that live off their host, generally find a dark, moist spot, as the back of the knee is, and bury its head, burrowing under the host's skin, sinking its small claws, located at the front of the body, near the head, into the host, hanging on, until it gets its fill of blood, eventually satiating the blood lust, and eventually dropping off the host agent.  I believe, that, the first sting, was actually, the GPS implant, because, I could feel something hard, that was buried in its entirety, under my skin, that I could not see, nor get out; however, when I wrote my blog, wondering if, I had been bitten by a brown recluse or hobo spider, or a tick, until I looked at the bruise, having some understanding about the nature of tick activities, and not seeing either an insect, nor anything for that matter, on top of the skin, but feeling something very hard . . . although, there are hard and soft ticks, but no as hard as the element, that I felt, under my skin.  And when I did eventually see the real tick, long after the biting and stinging, wondering if this was an after thought, seeing I had not been in the woods for the two weeks prior to the incident, and highly doubt that with a nightly very hot, shower, almost scalding hot, for about at least 30 to 45 minutes, I believe, the tick would not have survived or it would have bitten me long before that, or I would have felt it crawling on me, seen it, or something, before standing in the Rexberg, Idaho Salt Lake Express Shuttle Terminal, rather than seeing the tick, two days later.  

I discovered the creature, while at the Matheson Courthouse, State Street, SLC, Utah, after two days after the original shock of the sting, didn't notice the foreign object, actually enjoying the lack of cop attention, wondering it this robot, could ward off attacks, assaults, and serve as maximum security and protection, wondering if that perhaps the goodfellow cowboy cops, might have planted this, tracking device, as a means of protection, knowing I most likely would have objected, had I known, and how the tick got on me, is still a mystery, much more than the robot . . . but I felt an intense stinging again, in about the same place . . . but I also, noticed, what looked like two welts or bites, perhaps bites.  Just seconds before the discovery, shortly after ordering lunch, and noticing about 6, what I thought were judges, who had come in the courthouse cafe, without me noticing them, leaving me to surmise that they must be judges, who came in from somewhere, because, I think I would have noticed either door, so their presence came as a surprise.  I did not think, FBI agents, until after a lone female, who was with the men, walked passed me, and out the door, I had come in earlier, with me assuming for some reason, that the men, with her had also, left, because I could not see them, not realizing, that, while I was talking to Greta, telling her about this parasite that I had to grab, and tug three times, to get it off my back knee, grossing me out totally, these men, appeared to have moved, closer to where I was sitting, because, there was a corner between their group and where I was sitting, hiding them from my view.  It was not until, I hung up with Greta, that I noticed two men, looking at me, just like the 6 had, when I first noticed them, and they started to whisper . . . oh, a woman, looking a lot like Shelley, had also come in for lunch, leaving me to wonder, if the men eavesdropping on my conversation, learned that, I was the attorney--blast from the past, they remembered or had been reading about, in my blog, because, they seemed, into me, for one reason or the other.

DEMANDING ANSWERS

One thing that is critical to understanding both the possibility of the robot plant, the menacing attacks, at the bus terminal, and the possibility, that these were FBI agents, with a sting op planned, was that I had done something I have never done before, in the three years I have been riding the bus . . . I ordered my bus tickets online, and a few days early, leaving me to think, that, due to the fact that, me and my family were not meeting, until, Saturday, and I booked it out of town, early Wednesday, morning, leaving the terminal without cops, doing stake outs, or me, as in the past, having to slide off bus #2, a few blocks up, and sneak into the bus terminal through a side door, or hiding behind trucks, watching undercover cops, looking for me, and asking other riders, about this or that, so being able to just get on the bus, normal, was strange and felt, just so, average and so normal, and so bizarre, seeing that has never happened before, leading me to believe, that, I would do my normal, stray at the Povereallo Center, up until the day, I was leaving, so I could save money on motel rooms, or just never having money to order early, or not wanting to order online, or just being easier, while more expensive, just have the ticket agents, do the work . . . I wanted to make sure that I made it to my destination to see me kids, to celebrate birthdays, being blocked, stopped, or interrupted in my travel plans, or delayed, detoured, etc.  I made it almost 12 hours onto my destination, without interference, for once, actually being very nice, for a change . . . so, I am sure, that, when I didn't show up to check in at the Poverello Wednesday night, was the first time, someone was notified that I was GONE, sending shock waves, through the fuckers, who have 24/7 surveillance on me, knowing my comings and goings, either through spies, inside the shelter . . . if fact, when I took off, at 2:00 A.M., Wednesday morning, to go do my monthly ritual of going to the Oxford, before leaving town, Frank, saw me, kind of trying to slip out, without notice, walking behind this chick, who was sick, being a large girl, and Frank busy; however, I think, either Frank, or someone came out and saw me, walk up the street, leaving me sure that he would call the cops, because of all the shit, going on Sunday, before, sure the cops would be looking, if not to do something, like stop me, so the truth about, who my kids belong to, could be covered, as it has the four years, that I have been run out, stopped, or have had bogus warrants, to stop the revelations . . . I took precautions and took the side roads, seeing cops, on Broadway and Spruce, while I walked, on the street, in between.  I took several other precautions, like a few decoy buses, making it look, like business as usual . . . so when I got out of the state, without notice, until about at least 10:30 P.M., the robot, was the solution.

With that one fact, in mind, ditching the normal hassle that generally accompanies me leaving or coming to town, I believe, that there was a general feeling that the TRUTH was soon to be exposed, when I got with my kids.  I believe the menacing two men, along with the FBI agents, with me, finally placing where I knew the face of one of the men, I figured to be judges, brought to my recollection, was that, back, years ago, when working either at the Utah Attorney Generals Office, or the Utah Medical Association, I had been contacted by the FBI, and went to meet with the agents, at their secret building location, at their invitation and request, and I was sure, that, several of these men, had interacted with me, back in the day, before, I had been poisoned, if not the men, who poisoned me, after I got 9 federal agents and prosecutors fired, on government billing, for Medicare/Medicaid, investigation of doctors, also teaming with the staff attorney for the Utah Department of Health, Frank Myler, pushing even FBI agents, around, in a meeting back in late 1999, after Frank and I put together a manual, detailing the federal statutory and constitutional due process procedures, for doing their investigations on our doctors in the state of Utah . . . not winning any friends and gaining many enemies, just a month or two before, I was diagnosed or poisoned with what was termed, Pick's Disease, that would have had me dead long ago, not going to the U.S. Supreme Court!  I am pretty sure that, based on the stares, and the God Intel, I got to leave, the courthouse . . . I was about, to the end of a true crime show, when I stopped to go get lunch, returning after the tick and the ticked FBI agents, but, the first thing I saw, when I returned to the movie, the high school kid was walking through the high school and the camera, landed on the word "GO" on a school spirit poster.  I blew it off, as something I was going to ignore . . . until, "GO" appeared a second time, larger, and then a third time, "GO" followed by "SAFETY" giving me increasingly alarming and beyond coincidence, signs, that I needed to get out and GO!

I remember, that as I entered the law library after lunch, this chick at the front desk, asked me where I was going?  I was taken back by that, because, I had been at the law library the day before, never talked to the woman, went to the back of the library where NOBODY ever hangs out, with most people near the front, where the computers are, giving access to court forms and research, plus law librarians, who have law degrees . . . so, her stopping me, unlike earlier, nor the day before, added by the FBI agents, all court doors, being manned by about 4 deputy sheriffs, guarding each exit, and now this . . . something was afoot . . . I didn't wait to find out what was planned!  Am I paranoid, do I have PTSD, FUCK YEAH . . . you don't have 26 body counts, connected with your cases, 3 men, murdered who just liked me, Kennedy shot, for eating and hanging out with me, tends to make you a bit nervous and one edge!  AS I walked across the parking lot and headed to the Spring Hill Suites Marriott Hotel, a storm started to brew, wind gusting, and dust kicking up . . . warning me, that there was symbolically going to be resistance to this trip to the zoo and family fun.  Greta and the boys showed up, and as we got ready to go to the Zoo, Greta having gone out early to get some Starbucks coffee, she noticed that the car was leaking oil, and driving a bit crazy.  What do you tell your daughter, that her car has been sabotaged because, she and her brothers, were claimed by other parents, and this rare opportunity to get together, was putting all of us at risk, from those who don't want the TRUTH KNOWN!

TRADER JOE'S

We planned on going to Trader Joe's Natural Food Store, to buy lunch items for our picnic, and the car seemed a bit bumpy, but it drove fine, no worries at this point.  I was afraid, that someone, had noticed her car, and messed with it in the night, but I was hopeful, that all would be well, being the optimist that I am, and also having the happiness gene, just being excited to be with my kids, grandkids, going to the zoo, and having a picnic.  But, after shopping, and heading up 4th South, which is a steep incline, the car, seemed a bit sluggish, but I don't recall, that Greta said anything, as she talked about still wanting to go to law school, possibly at the University of Utah, where she had also been accepted, as she had to the University of Montana, and saying how much she wanted to get a bungalow and live up near the U of U, deep memories of university life of her parents, living downtown, and also, having lived with me, after divorce, in a cool old village brownstone, on the Avenues, and also on the Utah Historical Preservation List and Register, with a great view of the state capitol building, where I used to sit and say . . . one day, I am going to own that building!  LOL!  Maybe?  But the closer we got to the Zoo, all o f the sudden the car started driving like shit, until, we pulled up on a light, and the car stopped in the middle of a four lane roadway, with us two lanes from the side of the road, panicked and stopped.  We were barely able to drive the car up to the Zoo, and coast into a parking spot, with the car, totally dying!  I am 100% convinced, that the car computer, was being controlled from satelite, or the damage had been done, the night before.  You see they break you, then make life so miserable, that, you almost have to play ball with the fucking cops mafia, family, or super mob, or have your life, destroyed . . . out of the blue, Greta has some health issues that cropped up since we planned this outing, her landlord said, that they needed to be out of the house they rent, soon, and now, they need a new car?  SERIOUS?  This is NOT UNCOMMON!

But we all got together, between me and Greta's dogged determination, we were able to rent a car, pay for everything . . . $300 to rent a car? but make it to St. George, Utah!  Dallas is down rafting the Colorado River and out of contact, for almost the entire 21 day excursion, so Greta has had to deal with this herself, or with some help from me . . . new house, now car! and doctor's appointment!  These guys are fuckers and they play dirty!  You keep fucking with my family, I am going to go after you with more means that this blog, I guarantee that!

360 DEVICE . . . ON THE BACK OF THIS DUDE'S SHIRT

There are these two guys sitting behind me, in the booths at McDonald's, and he got up to go order some food, and on the back of his black and grey shirt, it said, 360 Device . . . sign, CIA, FBI, strange, coincidence?  Nevertheless, very appropriate for what I am writing.  I think, that like in politics, kids should be off limits . . . I chose to play the games I play, with whatever the risks and consequences, but my children and grandchildren did not, SO FUCK OFF, ASSHOLES!

DREAM: GRETA, KIDS AND ME, AT HOUSSER LAKE, OUTSIDE OF HELENA, MONTANA, 5 SHERIFFS, SURROUNDING ME, NO ESCAPE . . . EARLY MORNING ESCAPE OUT OF TOWN IN ST. GEORGE, UT

It is interesting to me, that once again, the place of the dream, is in Montana, or so it seemed, and I am with my daughter Greta and her kids, taking it REAL time, in St. George, Utah . . . I thought of the possible significance, of the setting and the sheriff connection.  I am not sure how to spell Housser Lake, but I am sure that this is not it, but either spelling, the phonetic word would be the same, if it were spelled, Hoiser Lake, making me think, of the words contained in the name, How Is It Her, Lake . . . Jack or John King Strode (Ware) the first guy I met in Kalispell, has property out at Finley Point, on the Flathead Lake, and with all the doubles, the sister covers, the theft of identity, and such, there is a part of me, that wonders if Shelley and Jack hooked up, because, I believe, that after I wrote about the FBI raids on the medical marijuana growers many in the Flathead Valley, I was allegedly to have died, that following weekend, in an automobile accident, outside of Missoula, Montana, 2012, just days before the elections, with Mormon Mitt Romney, ran, unsuccessfully, against President Obama, and tons of connections between my $357 million securities case, national attention, a forgery on the settlement, the viewing of A Mormon President for the World, a PBS Special, shown in the UK, with Kay ME, or the impostor and poser, along with others, showing March 27, 2012, shortly after Mitt got the Republican nomination . . . that came on the heels of me attending an Elections Law Seminar, at the University of Montana law school, sometime at the end of October, or first of November, days before the elections, being blocked from speaking about my case, upsetting several attorneys who attended the seminar.  

But, Shelley, as one of my shadows, most likely was the double to go to Whitefish, and likely hook up with Jack, and set me up, claiming to have taken me to Pennsylvannia for Thanksgiving holiday, right after the elections, believing that he took Shelley, framed me, and claimed that it was I would went, when I took off, the night before Thanksgiving when my son, Elliot, God's Revolver, was spending the holiday alone . . . I left Jack in the casino, and took off, with him later claiming that I went with him back east, which he had asked me to do . . . but I suspect, Shelley, was In Her Shoes, or my shoes, and did what she had done with Jerry Owens, Brett Stuart/Stewart, Frank, aka, Allan Bess, and other, men, I was either married to, or had been with, being the girl Friday, playing me, and very willing to do so . . . he owns property on Finley Point, which may be in Marilyn Ware Strode's name, but I wondered if the two, got married, and build a house out on the point?  Worth checking!  Back to the dream symbolism, how's her, if she is at the lake?  Most people, given the fact of my poverty, and her having my wealth, would assume, as it is planned and orchestrated, that she is me, and I her, which would make sense as to why the cops are pursuing me, so rabidly, rather than going after Shelley the con artist, who could be up at Finley Point.  This is called bait and switch!

CLOSE ENCOUNTER OF A NICE KIND WITH SHERIFF AT HOUSSER LAKE BACK WHEN I FIRST CAME TO MONTANA

For the first two and a half months, as I recall, I don't think I saw a cop, other than the tons of highway patrol cars, stored, east of Helena, near Walmart, and it was so refreshing, given all the shit, I put up with in Utah . . . I don't even think I saw anyone get a ticket, that is until, I opened my very political mouth, and talked at the Whitefish Library, when they had the documentary on the FBI raids, medical marijuana issues, in New York Production Inc., Code of the West, or my political coming out party, in the state of Montana, and this was late October, and I had been, going up to Montana, mainly, Helena and Missoula, since March of 2012, everything changed after that library meeting.  Cops lined highway 93 from Whitefish to Helena, with 50 or so highway patrol cars, surrounding the state capitol building while I was writing up the remarks I made at the library the night before.  That is when all hell broke loose, in Montana until, by October/November, I was allegedly killed in an automobile accident.  But, prior to June, 2012, because, I was sitting in my gold Ford Ranger, reading The Vigilante laughing my ass off, and the funny articles and cartoons, dealing with Mitt and the elections, in a pounding rain storm, sitting a Housser Lake, just enjoying life, I noticed, a sheriff drive by me, on the highway, several times, and I thought, oh, no, he must know who I am, given the way he is driving by me and my truck.

Eventually, this sheriff, pulled up behind me, and slowly approached me, while I was trying to ignore him. Finally, he was just standing looking in my driver's side window, and so I had to roll down my window, and asked if I could help him.  He asked me what I was doing, just sitting there in the storm, and I told him, I was reading, and I shared several funny articles, just being exposed to Montana humor and culture for the first time, actually seeing it in living breathing print, and funny as hell.  We talked, and laughed, and that was about it.  However, I had been to a celebration of the 1972 Constitution, 40 year anniversary, Conversations of the Constitution, somewhere around April 19 and 20, 2012, at Caroll College, delightful and informative, so, I may have come on someone's radar screen, at that conference?  Anyway, in my dream the other night, I was sitting, at a lake, that seemed a lot, like where I was sitting, when this happened back in 2012, but I was with my daughter, and grandkids, or at least, with Greta, when s sheriff's deputy, in a silver truck, pulled up, back aways, and I told Greta, I better go, and just got up and pretended that I was going somewhere . . . anywhere, the deputy was not.  This was a man in his 50's, with either short hair, or going somewhat bald, and as I recall had a bit of a pocked face, from acne?  He was gaining on me, so I knew, this didn't appear to be a friendly visit, but from out of the bushes . . . very symbolic of the Bush Patriot Act, four more deputies came after me.  I was trying to make small talk with the man who first approached me, but, with the impending menace of the four other officers, light hearted talk, just didn't seem to appease the officer in pursuit?  That is where the dream ended.  But, I do remember, feeling, surrounded and there was no way out of this situation.

BLOWING IN THE WIND

I just laid in bed, thinking about the day before, the public works guy, the stake out guy, or so it seemed, me going to Fabulous Freddy's, seeing a police truck and cop in the reflection on the window, hiding in the restroom, then watching, safely, from behind glass, not one cop, but two, leave, shortly thereafter, but too coincidental taking the totality of the circumstances!  I was pondering what the dream meant, and I was puzzled at the fact that I didn't fall back asleep, seeing that I had missed two total night's sleep, on my journy down to Utah, and with hotel letting me get a room, seeing that I can't seem to get I.D., and that is on purpose, because since, December 17, 2012, when my Utah driver's license expired, and me trying to get a Montana or a Utah license, I have been blocked, every way but Sunday!  So, I spent the night on the streets a common experience for me, in the last three years without a vehicle, due to lack of a driver's license, or car, since 4 sheriffs, stole my truck, and my car was blown up with a pipe bomb. later to show up, in Kalispell at the Outlaw Inn, where Jack was staying . . . leading me to believe, that the bomb was intended to scare me, doing enough damage to make it a pain in the ass, but scared enough to get the fuck out of Salt Lake, leaving the damaged car, to be recovered by my double, or cops, and repaired, taken up to Montana . . . just as I was saying that dude, at McD's, said, RACHEL . . . remember, everything I do, is attributed to one or the other of my 9 doubles, I am allegedly dead!  Check the surveillance cameras, two of them, at the McD's on Braudway, Missoula, Mt, at 6:00 P.M., and you will see me, madly typing away, on this blog!

Due to the fact, that I can go on shear energy for days on end, until, finally, about the third day, sleep hits me, and I go under, wherever I am, I was shocked that after the dream, I didn't fall back asleep.  But, in God's dealings with me, I find, that dreams I should heed, I stay awake and get some type of impression, as to what I should do.  It dawned on me, that maybe, sheriffs, in Washington County, where I lived and practiced law, were going to surround Greta's house, in a menacing way, like in the dream and this time, due to the element of surprise, I would not get away, and they would have their way with me, be it jail, or death, all is fair in southern Utah, long a law unto itself!  The bad boy cops, down in those parts of Utah, fucking hate, brassy, educated, bitches, like me, coming down from Salt Lake City, and bossing them around! All of the sudden, I thought, perhaps, I should get up and get the fuck out of the house, and out of the area, catching the next bus out of dodges!  All of the sudden, my mind, turned to that old song, The answer my friend, is blowing in the wind, the answer is blowing in the wind!  I thought, like the wind, I needed to get out, playing the ghost, I always do, and get the fuck up and out of the house, early, just in case there is some sting op, putting me in a situation, much like the one in the dream.  I was out and gone by 4:30 A.M., didn't stop to put on make up, grabbed a hat, hit the road . . . three buses, and a short walk, heading out of town and not early enough for me!

BY THE 3RD CITY BUS, THERE APPEARED TO BE AN FBI AGENT DRIVER . . . LET ME OFF AT QUALITY INN . . . WHERE?  I SAID, I AM FROM MONTANA AND I KNOW YOUR ROUTE BETTER THAN YOU DO!  HE SEEMED A BIT DEPRESSED--I ALREADY SUSPECTED HE WAS FIB, THERE ARE TYPES WHO DRIVE BUSES--HE WAS NOT ONE!

This morning, on the last leg of my trip home, leaving Butte, Montana, at 5:40 A.M., to arrive in Missoula, about 7:45 A.M., there was a similar experience with the bus driver.  Now, most of the chick drivers, have an ass, even larger than mine, and the guys are generally older, and nondiscript.  Okay, so, coming back from Billings, I believe is the first time, I came in contact with this very attractive, thin, driver, who, on the way down to Salt Lake City, was driving s shift, that was not her own, she was training someone, and she was wearing her jogging or yoga outfit, and said that the reason she didn't have her uniform on was that the zipper broke, and she was training anyway.  Although the lady driving, didn't act like a trainee, and on more than one occasion, she almost barked at this cute chick, who could easily be an agent, and claimed that her husband, was a DEA agent, after our drive today, when I talked to her, and some other chick, who didn't like Mormons, or cops, over heard our conversation, and she told me how dirty the Spokane cops were and this chick was pretty knowledgeable . . . could have been an agent herself?  But, the driver was very quick to get off the bus, and she said, I will see you, because I want to go to the wild bronc horse auction in Miles City, in a few weeks.  I don't think she liked hearing about dirty cops, some of my Utah exploits, and she grew very quiet, and perhaps that is why the other chick came up and took over?  Strange, but common! in my world of cloak and daggers.  The driver, told me right off the bat, that her husband was in law enforcement, and I assumed, she was married to a city cop or sheriff, and it was at the end of the drive, that I asked her what kind of cop, she married, and she looked, at me, like I should be scared, after she told me the DEA, and me telling her that my battles with cops, started 23 years ago, when I killed asset forfeiture . . . it is she, who should be scared, or better embarrassed, not me . . . I have always been true to my OATH, so, what is the problem?

I went on to tell her, without missing a beat, that DEA should have been fired, when I ratted out the cops, for three years of harvesting marijuana grows in Utah, with no suspects, bragging they took, $13 million worth of street drugs off the streets . . . to get more grant money!  I said, I called the harvest, cop day in the mountains, when allegedly hikers, or hunters, found the grows, never suspects, no arrests, but extensive drip systems, pine trees shaved up 6 to 8 feet, to cover the grows from the air, and harvest time always, the second week in August!  I got the U.S. Attorney General for the District of Utah, involved, he brought in undercover marines, SEALS, and search and rescue with clearance to use lethal force if necessary, seeing cops and DEA agents, expanding exponentially, in southern Utah, bringing new cop cars, bike cop trucks, new EMT vehicles, back in 2008, when the rest of the nations cops were begging mayors and county commissioners for more gas money, when the gas hit over $4 per gallon, with cops told to park their squad cars, unless they get a call or there is an emergency.

SHIPMENTS OF BLACK AND WHITE SQUAD CARS, POLICE DEPARTMENTS POPPING UP OVER NIGHT, IN WASHINGTON CITY AND COTTONWOOD HEIGHTS!

During that time, I had undercover cops, military, SEALS, tell me, that, there was so much corruption in St. George, that, if Washington, D.C., could not clean the city up, undercover ops, there would be tanks driving on Dixie State College/University; they told me that every cop in the state new my name, hated me and wanted me dead!  I got 8 cops fired, but there should have been DEA agents, and higher cops fired too! Motorcycle cops, would top me on the streets, and justify their jobs, how they had cut down on the accidents, worried that I would go after them.  The city and the college were divided up, and I had undercover, good looking hotties covering my ass, standing at attention, as I left lectures, or burger joints, making sure, I wasn't killed back then.  This bus driver, could not get away from me fast enough . . . it wasn't me, who had the problems, nor was i growing shit, marijuana, in states where it was and still is illegal, harvesting the cache of shit, and selling it to states with legalized medical marijuana or pot!  Shit every cop I know smokes the shit!  I told the undercover military and search and rescue dudes, that were guarding me, that, many of these guys go to church . . . they said, they know, and they had guns, under their church attire!

What I am going to tell you next about the plans for my demise, starting with vapor trails, from St. George to Salt Lake, with cops waiting for me in line, checking schedules, asking women, who were lined up for the Salt Lake Express to Butte, who there were, with me going across the street, when I could tell this was not a prison inmate transport, or pre-release deal, like the old volunteer sheriff, was telling me, standing behind me in line . . . part of the gig?  But, after the cops, didn't go up to the front of the line, waited, acting like they were buying time, not normal . . . cops will generally, just go to the counter, and get their business done, not waste time in line, but at first, I gave them the benefit of the doubt, innocent until proven guilty, then I ditched out across the street, as they stood by the ticket counter, looking at me, before, ruling me out, but, I wasn't taking any chances, gone, till they left, then I got my ticket.  

BIZARRE ATTEMPT TO PURCHASE TICKETS

I tried to buy a ticket, for May 3 or 4, 2016, but, low and behold, but not surprised, this route, was not online, or I could not order my ticket online.  Like I said, these fucks are control freaks, want to know what I am doing, where I am going, and with whom, 24/7.  Sometimes I am lucky enough to ditch them, to get on a bus, or get out of town, or get away, but rarely as in this case, do I get much more than 24 hours, off surveillance and I believe that fucked with their lame ass minds, not to mention, it is none of your fucking business what I am doing, when and with whom, going where!  9th amendment right to privacy, 5th and 14th amendment right to life and liberty, MINE!  Usually, if you order on line, you can save up to $15 or more dollars, and the earlier the better, with prices changing as the bus gets booked, sometimes with delays making me pay an extra $100 in 7 days.  So, online, I could go from St. George to Missoula, for a shockingly cheap ass price of $113!  But, since I could not order online, there was no difference between online and getting your tickets from the dealer, which was Texaco gas station at the bottom of Bluff St., St. George, Utah.  So, out early, I got to the bus ticket purchase agent at about 6:30 A.M., and again, I could  not order a ticket.  Some foreign guy who didn't speak English took me outside and told me to call Greyhound, which I did.  They told me, I could purchase a ticket, in Cedar City . . . where I sued the shit out of the world, but okay.  The bus driver would not stop, to let me order a ticket.  You can get one in Provo. No there machine was not allowing the clerk to get online and order me a ticket.  THIS IS FUCKED UP, because, I knew the price was going up with each mile and I planned on paying $113, with only $135 left in my wallet!  I told her, that I had done my due diligence, starting early, trying to lock in that price and pay!

You will have to get your ticket in Salt Lake City, Utah.  What the fuck?  As I got off the bus, and noticed the two cops, one female--she is probably better at telling age, I would guess, than the guy, but both young, I started putting two and two together: (1) blocking me from getting an online ticket, would do one of two things, first block a surprise exit, like the one, coming down, (2) drive the price up; and (3) make it look like I NEVER got on the bus, with no paper trail, allowing the officers to arrest me, book me, lock me up and throw away the key, or kill me, with nobody, knowing or talking to me, before I took off that morning, with me even contemplating going to Grand Junction to throw cops off my trail!  Nice, easy, slick, and I disappear without a trace, and the doubles get full reign of my life, without interruption, everyone can spend their ill gotten gains, and all the girls will sleep better at night, knowing, they are free and clear to be ME!  I mean, they figured this day, way back, basically, in 2000 when I was poisoned, then again, in 2012, and every day since then, trying to prepare the fraud broads, to take my place, stealing, raiding and learning my craft, to replace ME, but you think, they are ME, already, so just the wrap up of this huge ass, 16 year long plan!

The Miracle

Remember, I only had $135 to get me back to Montana.  I had already gone from St. George to Salt Lake City, so, I needed to pay for the trip from St. George to SLC.  There was this Hispanic guy, who had to do the same thing.  At each stop, he would have me go first, because, he didn't speak the language, so I would run interference for both of us, saving him the time and frustration.  When we got off the bus, he motioned for me to go ahead of him in the line, even when I insisted he go first.  And had, I not taken off, this whole thing, probably would have left me short on cash, without the proper I.D., and paying the $79, this dude had to pay, after I got back in line behind him, with the cops gone, and me watching what a pain in the ass, this could be with a no, nonsense black chick, who was not taking shit from anyone.  Why should she?  We were stuck, we were the ones who had to get here or there, so I thought, I am fucked.  But, as this Hispanic guy got up to his turn in line, being the helpful, honest person I am, coming completely clean, telling her both of our woes, of not being able to buy tickets, all along the way, starting in St. George, until we got here!  I told her I had tried to buy a ticket since the week prior, but could not get the tickets online, which she seemed shocked to learn!  NSA, HACKER HAGS, FBI, CIA?  Nothing new to this gal!

I have learned to just trust God, do my best, and be honest, always the best policy.  The dude, finally got his tickets, showed his I.D., and now, I had to deal with this chick, who has seen me many times, and each time, her way or the highway.  I jump right in arguing my case, that I could have gotten a ticket, blah, blah, blah, for $113, which I relied on.  She said, she could not get me that price, and I was just waiting for her to make me pay for the $79 dude had to pay, plus, the cost of the price to Missoula, that surely would be higher than what I had.  She said, your ticket will cost you $125 . . . cool, I'll take it!  That is the price I got, ordering online, but that was from Missoula to Salt Lake City, the week before.  I had been completely honest with her, and I was not going to argue, she knew the facts, and I was just fine with that!  LOL!  I have easily paid, well over $200 to go from St. George to somewhere in Montana!  As, I got on the shuttle, gratefully heading out of town, leaving within 15 minutes of getting the ticket, relieved, and on my way, with a shuttle driver, who looked CIA, no surprise, never have seen him before, but he was nice enough, and cool, so who cares! But, on the road, I kept seeing that trucking company, CRST, phonetically, sounding out, CHRIST!  I swear, I saw it about 20 times, going from SLC to Idaho.  In Ogden, I noticed a JESUS SAVES, cross, and a truck at the rest stop, further up the road, JESUS CHRIST IS LORD!  NO SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JESUS SAVES!
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! 

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

GOD FOOD. MY HOMEWORK. WHICH ONE ARE YOU CRYING ABOUT? THE PREDATORY PRICK OR THE SHIT FOR BRAINS TRAMP? BECAUSE, NEITHER ONE DESERVES YOUR TEARS. WHAT HOLDS YOU TOGETHER? THE LAW, POLITICS, THE SIXER'S AND GOOD FOOD. WAS I UNFRIENDLY? NOT COMPARED TO STALIN. LOL! YOU ARE NOT MY PROBLEM. YOU ARE YOUR PROBLEM . . . FIGURE IT OUT. BITCH. SHE WON'T REMEMBER YOUR NAME. LET ALONE HOW TO SPELL IT. JJJ IIMMM, PRETTY, BUT STUPID. YOU ARE MY SISTER AND THE BEST YOU CAN DO IS, FAT PIG? FOREVER YOURS. JAMMAKAN JERK HUT. HE TREATED YOU LIKE A DISPOSABLE DIAPER. I CARRY YOUR HEART; I CARRY IT IN MY HEART. "IN HER SHOES" AND "BAD TEACHER" . . . NO TWO SISTERS COULD BE ANY MORE DIAMETRICALLY OPPOSITES! GOD FOOD. IT'S THE LAW . . . IT HAS NO CONTROL OVER "SICK" PEOPLE. WE DON'T NEED HER DRAMA . . . "TIME MAGAZINE: PIONEERS; TITANS; ARTISTS; LEADERS; ICONS: THE 100 MOST INFLUENTIAL PEOPLE, MAY 2/ MAY 9, 2016, THOUGHT LEADERS IN POLITICS, ART, WORLD AFFAIRS, ENTERTAINMENT, SOCIAL MOVEMENTS, PHILANTHROPIC VENTURES AND CAUSES, SPORTS, RELIGION, MUSIC, EDUCATION . . . "BRAINPOWER IS THE NEW CURRENCY OF SUCCESS IN THE 21ST CENTURY GLOBAL ECONOMY." BY THE NUMBERS: THE FUTURE OF GIVING--PRISCILLA CHAN AND MARK ZUCKERBERG, COMMITTING 99% OF THEIR WEALTH TO TAKING ON CHALLENGES LIKE IMPROVING EDUCATION, CURING DISEASE, CONNECTING PEOPLE AND BUILDING STRONG COMMUNITIES. CHANGING THE WORLD ONCE WAS NOT ENOUGH FOR THEM. WE CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT THEY'LL DO IN THE DECADES TO COME! GREAT PEOPLE FROM AROUND THE WORLD, ARE TAKING ON ISSUES, LIKE HUNGER, LEAD FILLED WATER PIPES AND CONTAMINATED DRINKING SOURCES, TO RAPE, FEMALE GENITAL MUTILATION, FIGHTING FOR HUMAN RIGHTS, PRESERVING THE ENVIRONMENT, TO BATTLING WORLD TERRORISM. MANY OF THE STORIES BROUGHT ME TO TEARS . . . WE CAN DO THIS WORLD! WE ARE SMART ENOUGH TO PULL OFF WORLD PEACE, PRESERVING THE PLANET, LOVING ONE ANOTHER, IN NEW AND AMAZING WAYS! LOVE ALWAYS PREVAILS OVER HATE! WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS, OF THE SAME GOD! FOREVER YOURS . . .

"You're not training to be the best in the world.  You're training to be the best in the world on your worst day."

"Imagine if we could teach our daughters to value their bodies for what they can do, not for how others think they look."

MOTHER OF, UFC, ULTIMATE FIGHTER, RONDA ROUSEY, "THE UNDAUNTED"

THE BAD TEACHER (2011)

It is interesting, going from the juxtaposition of the movie, The Bad Teacher, with Cameron Diaz, who is a less than enthusiastic junior high school, teacher, just bidding her time as a babysitter, for the kids, spending her time, planning her wedding to a very wealthy fiance', driving her red Mercedes, very reckless in front of school buses full of her students, with the license plate, HERS, with two hearts, on both sides, matching the fiance's silver, Mercedes, with the same license plate, other than, replacing, the "HERS" with HIS, who is soon discovered by both her fiance and his mother to be nothing more than a gold-digger, who is after his money, as demonstrated by the fact, that she didn't even know, that it was his birthday, and she came in the door, shocking the mother, when she tells future hubby to get his pants off, because she is going to suck him so hard . . . using sex as a mask for the fact, and reality, that she cared no more for him, than for his financial support, and what he could do for her, to reading the new, TIME magazine issue, and running into these quotes, made by Ronda Rousey's mother, her mantra, that always inspired her daughter, whom, was undefeated, until just recently, as an Ultimate Fighting Champion, in a traditionally male sport, while being pretty, sexy and maintaining her feminine identity, and affiliation, along with seeing her body as a powerhouse of energy, punch and kicks, bringing her world recognition and fame, undaunted and taking care of herself.

After being dumped by her fiance, Diaz, decides to get a boob job, and she goes to visit, a plastic surgeon, thinking, that surely, had she had bigger breasts, this would have changed her fiance's mind, or at least, it would get her the type of rich husband she always wanted and felt that she deserved, seeing herself, her looks, and her abilities, far superior to her frumpy fellow teachers in the middle or junior high school.  After finding out that her credit cards are maxed out, and a freeze put on all of them, for spending somewhere around, $16,000 in one month, stopped by her now, ex-fiance' who was pissed at her spending habits, on his money, but she finds out that the new boobs are going to cost her about $10,000, so she starts, getting real creative on the way to make the money, while she is frequenting the bars and clubs, trying to pick up men, on her looks, AND sex, as usual.  Diaz is back driving her broken down junkie car, smoking marijuana, living with some single messy guy, she found on Craigslist, and scheming a way to get out of this mess with new boobs and a new man to rescue her from her dreary life.  Justin Timberlake, starts as a new teacher, when Diaz, realizes that she is back teaching one more year . . . she finds out that he is the heir of a watchmaking fortune, so she starts competing with this red-headed teacher chick, who is always on her case, for just showing students movies in her class, while she sleeps, or for leaving her lunch room duties.  The competition starts to get ugly as the two teachers compete for the attention of this male teacher, who is a real nerd, but I don't think, either one cares, when they know his family name.

Car Washes, Social Studies Trips, Standardized Test Scores = Boob Job

Some how the news of the break up with fiance and the boob job, start to circulate through the school, and this male gym teacher and coach, a bit pudgy, but cool, funny, and a good sport, tries to take her out, finds her attractive, just like she is, but she promises him, that even on her worst day, she would not go out with him, nor be attracted to just a frumpy gym teacher, who lives with his four dogs.  Some of the female teachers, who are no threat, and just friends, also tell Diaz, that she is beautiful and doesn't need the boob job.  But, as Diaz starts to find ways to get money, in the school, she starts to get involved more and starts to demand more from her students, using physical punishment, like throwing the basketball at them, when they get the questions wrong, coming out of the book, To Kill a Mockingbird.  Periodically, this gym teacher, keeps asking her to go out with him, and she keeps turning him down, and she still has her eyes on Timberlake, who is a total nerd, in the movie, but she is after his money, not necessarily his affections.  And one night, Timberlake and some teachers, are singing at a local cowboy bar, and Diaz goes, only to find out that Timberlake, writes a song for the redhead chick, Ms. Squirrel, who Diaz, thinks has big boobs, that must be the reason he likes her.  The cat fight starts, and Diaz poisons or gives the other teacher, food poisoning, and gets to take her place, going on a social studies field trip with Timberlake, who dry humps her, but, she hints, that next time they should try sex without the clothes on.  He is no longer of much appeal to her.  But, the boob job is still on her mind, and she hears that she can get $5,500 if her kids get the highest scores on standardized tests.

DISGUISED, USING HER FEMININE CHARMS, WIG, SEDUCES MAN WITH KEY TO THE TEST, GETS HIM DRUNK, PROMISES SEX ON HIS DESK, BUT INSTEAD HE PASSES OUT, SHE TAKES RANK PICTURES OF HIM, IN UNDERWEAR AND THE WIG, AND STEALS THE KEY TO THE STANDARDIZE TEST

Ms. Squirrel, is sure, that Diaz cheated to get the money for having the students with the top scores; she breaks in her rival's desk, not only finds the test key, but she finds, marijuana stash, hidden in a secret panel, in the teacher's desk drawer.  Squirrel turns Diaz into the superintendent and the principle, who start an investigation, calling in the cops, and drug sniffing dogs, but unbeknown to Squirrel, Diaz has exchanged desks, so it is the red-headed rival, who is caught, having the marijuana, rather than the real smoker, and that distracts the investigation on the test scores, with Diaz, saying it would be far more traumatic for the students to have to take the test over, so the whole issue is dropped.  Right on the last day of school, the principle holds his annual meeting with the teachers, tells them that Ms. Squirrel will not be returning, she is going to one of the most dangerous schools in the district, and she pretends that is because she is good and can handle the kids.  Diaz, and the gym teacher, hook up for the summer, and when she returns, she comes back all smiles, with no boob job and a new position as a guidance counselor!  Typical.  But, the movie makes a good point, that as Diaz, really starts, at least half way trying to be a good teacher, if only for selfish reasons, she becomes more invested in the school and the kids, and is rewarded for doing so.  And, in finding a guy, who she was just friends with, rather than jumping in bed with, using sex, like she normally did, she didn't have to be artificially enhanced, to be loved and appreciated for the person she was.  There were some good underlying lessons, statements about, men, and women, and the fact, that, sex, big boobs, really don't secure a relationship, nor do they save one, or make one last . . . it is a solid and deep, love and understanding for who the person is, as messed up as they might be, and digging the person for just who they are.

There is this parallel love story among Diaz's students, a kind of dowdy boy, kind of a mini-model of the gym teacher, who has the hots for the cute girl in the class, that looks a bit like Diaz, and Cameron, keeps telling the chubby boy, that he never has a chance with this girl in the class.  He finally, broken heart and all, even writing a love poem for her, and reading it in front of everyone on the class trip, making a fool of himself, he asks his teacher, who is just as shallow as the girl, why she will never like him . . . she tells him, he is overweight, always wears the same sweatshirt, and his hair, etc.  And as she sees, this kid's pain, she realizes that she is just projecting her shallow attitudes, onto this girl, and taking the way she feels about the gym teacher, and using her excuses to justify why the young girl would not like him.  It dawns on her that she is really the one with the issues.  When this dawns on her, she tries to approach the school teacher, and she realizes that over the school year, she has gotten to know him, and she really likes him . . . she makes hints that she is interested and he tells her she is too late, he has met someone, and she is heart broken, when she gets the sinking feeling that he is not always going to be there for her . . . then he jokes, and she is relieved, and she said, I guess I deserved that, and he agreed.  Sounds like they had a great summer together, and were happy to see each other at school.  I have taught high school, for one year, to repay, a Utah Teacher's Scholarship, I got, but, it was funny, because, of my experience, and having seen my mother teach junior high for 33 years.

In Her Shoes

This is another Cameron Diaz movie, about two sisters, one is an attorney, who lives in the city and works for a large law firm, all about, work, the office, with little social life, other than to periodically, reward herself with a new pair of shoes, that sit on her shelf, never wearing them, being a substitution for food.  Diaz, all of the sudden shows up, crashing at her sister's apartment, with no money, no job, and basically starts to interrupt her sister's very boring, but stable life.  The interesting thing about the two sisters, and characters in the movie, is their names, have significance and symbolism, the more nerdy, sister, the attorney, is dark hair, never wears make-up, socially reclusive, other than at work, a straight sarcastic shooter, who never minces words, and is at times hurtful to her sister, like one late night, they are laughing and joking, after going somewhere, and all of the sudden, out of the blue, the attorney sister, asks the waitress if they have any openings, and Diaz is hurt, and wonders, if her high powered attorney sister, sees nothing more in her future, that to be the graveyard shift at the local diner.  Sister, just wants her to get a job.  Diaz reminds me so much of my sister, Rachel, into shopping, was a waitress in the sky, can't imagine being turned on, by writing a great brief, like I am, winning is everything.  But the sister's name is Rose, the attorney, she is dark haired, and has had her nose in a book from her youth . . . that description, more fits my sister, Shelley's life, up until the age of 16, Diaz, sort of fits, my social butterfly, wild second child life, although, I was really, a hybrid, even being named "student of the month" as well as being a class officer and Valentine's Queen, three years, and by the time, I hit, 16, a date with, a now judge, but a baseball player, and high school debater, took me on a date, and was pissed off when I knew nothing of current affairs, or politics, and what was going on in the world.  I thought . . . isn't cute enough?  Apparently NOT!

After, I became an attorney, had a great career in government, then, going on to the United States Supreme Court, being one of the top, civil rights and defense attorneys in the country, that year, I called, Judge David Hamilton's court office, because he is a district court judge, I believe in the 2nd judicial district in Utah, and told him, about my cases, and what and where I had taken, his statement, some 40 years or more earlier, and thanked him, for getting me on the right track, and seeing that I could be much more than a pretty face. He said, I always, new you would make something of yourself someday.  I will be eternally grateful to this actually, high school senior at the time, but who had the vision, the direction, to want something more from his dates, girlfriend, or wife, than just someone to sit and look at.  I was also, somewhere in between the two sisters, just like I am, my own two sisters, whom, could or have, tried to be In Her Shoes, trying to be the attorney, the professor, the blogger, or the lobbyist, stealing my identity, and working with the cops, the government, the church, the family, to hold me down, and allow, these two sisters, and all the rest for that matter and a few attorneys, walk IN HER SHOES!  I was not a total nerd, and Shelley, was much closer to the sister, Rose, who literally spent her whole youth, reading a book.  She wanted to be a doctor, never did, she wanted to be a pilot, never took the exam, and she envied me being an attorney, figured she would just, team up with my enemies, and through, Brute Force, steal my degree, my law license, my practice, my cases, my blog, my family, my rock star, my son's music, my other kids and grandkids, making ever aspect of mine, hers, literally, In MY Shoes!

I was never as dingy and flighty as Rachel, who has relied on her looks, has looked for men, to take care of her, marrying her second husband, just 4 hours, after her divorce was finalized, not yet signed by the judge, and married in Vegas, without even doing the 90 day waiting period, that is the law!  She is Cameron Diaz on steroids!  Both from the gold-digger perspective, the cheap tricks, category, the boob jobs, the sex to get her men, and cheating on her sister, same with Shelley, to steal a guy, who was formerly interested in me . . . although the best cure for Rachel and Shelley, are Rachel and Shelley!  LOL!  You make your bed, you sleep in it, and eventually, their true colors will come out.  In this movie, Rose, the attorney, appears to be having a personal relationship with one of the partners in the law firm, she is a no nonsense attorney, and she doesn't mince words, nor is she particularly catering to a man's ego, especially the male attorneys in her law firm.  She makes as snide comment to the guy, she seems involved with, so he comes over to her house, to see what is up, and before Rose gets home, Cameron Diaz, who is not working, welcomes him in, and they end up in bed together, when Rose comes home.  I loved her response, when she says, she will not even remember your name, let alone, spell it, and she starts to stutter and pretends to be Diaz, trying to spell the name JIM!  LOL!  May be this movie, was made on me as a character?  LOL!

To make a long story short, the sister, Rose, is devastated by this betrayal, of not only her sister, but the guy, she not only works for, but had some type of relationship with, so she stops going into work, and Diaz, stole a dog, from a PAW dog groomer, and Rose, finds her new calling in life, ditching the law, and offering her services to people who live in the city and need their dogs, walked, so that they can keep their busy schedule, and pay someone to take the dog out for a walk.  Rose eventually, runs into another attorney from the law firm, who has had a crush on her for years, since the first time he saw her.  He keep asking her out on dates, until she finally, gets to know him.  Eventually, they end up getting engaged and married.  But, not without their ups and downs, relationships, grandma, step-mother, old bow attorney showing up, saying he had something special with her, telling her that he used to be fat when he was young, and he was always surprised that any woman wanted him, and so when the sister, did, he just went with it, for feeling good about himself, not necessarily to get anything from the sex, other than a boost to his ego!  New bow, sees the exchange, and will not marry Rose, until she fesses up to what was going on with the other partner in the law firm.  Many relationships are healed, including the two sisters, who have not only been best friends, but each other's support systems, and very close, always sharing everything with each other.  Some of the tragedies of their mother's death, and issues with that are resolved, when the two get reacquainted with their maternal grandmother, who was pushed out of the family, after her daughter's death.  Rose also gets over her hangups on her body, with a loving patient man, who truly loves her for just who she is!  Good lessons for both men and women.

Forever Yours . . . I Carry Your Heart; I Carry It In My Heart

 P.S., it is interesting, that originally, I thought Diaz, was going to pretend she was a lawyer and take her sister's role in the law firm, after she slept with the partner, but, the play on the role reversal was more, the fact, that Maggie, Diaz's character, the irresponsible sister, got a job at PAW, a dog grooming place, and after a tough day fighting dogs, washing and grooming them, she gets her sister's car, impounded, taking it without asking, hooks up with several guys, who accost her after going to a bar, she breaks the car out of the impound so her sister, the attorney, doesn't kill her, and she stops by the dog groomers and takes one of the customer's dogs home for comfort.  The sister is so pissed about the boyfriend, the car, the dog i the house, the fact that she kicked Diaz out, after seeing her car, now with a boot on it, and having to pay for the impound, and the ticket for stealing it off the lot, that she just takes the dog for a walk, and so many people see her with a dog of their friend, and that the dog is happy, and being walked, even while it was to be at the kennel for a month, that they all wanted to leave their dogs at this groomer, and hire the attorney, to walk their dogs.  She uses this exercise to relax, heal, get in shape, using the dogs, to haul her ass up the stairs of the courthouse she used to practice law in and go to court in, relieved that she is no longer working for the firm, or even as an attorney, which I can fully relate to.  LOL!

Every time, I drive passed the 5th District Courthouse, in St. George, on first south, I think, I am glad, I am not sitting there, bored out of my mind, listening to some lame ass male attorney, bull shit himself through his hearing without law or understanding, under his belt, and seeing the judges, yucking it up with the attorneys, they used to practice law with, or formed a relationship with as county attorney, and defense bar, with little court decorum, or reverence for the law, basing decisions, not on fidelity to the law, but on how well they like the attorney or not!

I love my blog, beyond words, love my freedom, and dig having the loudest voice in the room!  I could fully relate to the retired attorney, who just learned to enjoy life, have time to walk dogs, smell the roses, and enjoy her days, of leisure and fun, now enjoying her relationship and freedom, learning gossip, from the law firm, through her fiance and husband, being glad, she can stay out of the office drama! and the drama of her sister(s).  Some good thoughtful messages in this movie too!

National and Interstate Battery System Kicks In

Good old St. George . . . this morning, I was walking from my daughter's house, to Fabulous Freddy's, a locally owned and operated, gas station and car wash, one of my favorites, and somewhere I frequent when I am in town, with the counter clerk, recognizing me, asking me if I was here a few months ago, and I told her, yes, around Thanksgiving, last.  I asked her if she had blonde hair, last time I was here?  Yes.  That is amazing you remember.  I never forget a face, if it is in the context, I met them in, and never remember a name.  LOL!  I have come over the last two mornings, to sit in the morning sunshine, feel a part of the working world, and enjoy reading TIME magazine and drinking a Diet Coke.  Today, I noticed, however, that I was going later, because Greta, stayed home a bit longer, and drove the boys to school, so I didn't get out the door, as early as I normally do.  But, as I walked towards Fab Freddy's, I noticed a St. George City, maintainence vehicle drive out of the driveway of the condos across the street, right about 9:00 A.M., making me about a half hour later than normal, when I wait to see the boys and Greta off.  I would not have thought much of it, but I am very observant, and so, I thought I had noticed the city truck, several days in a row, and just found that suspicious, but glad, to not see any cop cars, sneaking around the residence.

The city truck, with the orange city logo on the side, pulled out, just as I was leaving the house . . . giving up on surveillance?  But, if it had acted normal, I would never have been put on alert to sting ops and surveillance or stake outs, as I was . . . the vehicle slowly pulled down to the diagonal, and then made a "U" turn, coming back up the street where I was walking down, went passed me, and up the street on the north side of Greta's house, and did another "U" turn, and came back into the condo area, right as I was getting to Fabulous Freddy's, going in the back door, looking at the guy, make a quick phone call, and I thought, he is calling the cops . . . I purchased my drink and candy bars, and in some reflection, I saw a police truck, pull in the parking lot in front, so I quickly paid, and rapidly went in the restrooms, to wait for the cop to do his search and scope out the joint, being called by the city worker, who shares the same building with the cops, or across the street, but they all know each other, if not are related to each other, in this po-dunk, one horse town, or it used to be, where I practiced law, and has the local boys, steal my $1.4 million home, with all my belongings, and all my law practice with computers, briefs, books, files, family pictures, and all my law certificates, to use to convince others that Rachel, Shelley, Sue, and the crew, are all in fact, attorneys, and I am not, because, I don't exist to them . . . but they sure a shitting can pick me out walking down the street, or in the gas station.  But, I waited awhile, and decided against going into the first room, where the cops had pulled up, nor outside in the back, which I thought, might let me watch the watcher, as usual, to see what he was up to, but decided, the safest place, was in the waiting room, for the cars being washed.

Sure enough, within minutes of coming out of the bathroom, two police vehicles, a truck, usually used for the bike cops, and an SUV, I think belonging to the Police Chief, came out of the front of the gas station, going to the back, to scope out the backyard, to see if I was there.  I thought the second cop saw me in the window, but he kept on going.  By the time I got out, the St. George City public works truck was also gone! LOL!  Give it up boys, almost 5 years of fuck ups, is enough, grow the fuck up . . . take your mafioso assholes, and arrest the fraud broads, the Southwick Crime Family, and leave the only pure one in the whole fucking family ALONE!  

I Was Coloring In the Lines All the Time!  It Is the Dirty Cops, Prosecutors, Bar, and Judges, Who Were Playing Outside the Law!

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

TOAST--IT--ALL! POWER TOOLS. LIGHT. POWERFUL. BRILLIANT. BEAUTIFUL. WORK. PLAY. UNPARALLELED. NEVER UNDERESTIMATE HER. OUTRAGE IN GLEN RIDGE: ABOVE SUSPICION. THE LAST DON. THE BAD TEACHER. SNAPPED: JOANNA FINDLAY; JOANN HELFRICH; ROSE CHASE. RIVAL. HEALTHIER ISN'T JUST A FEELING. LEARNING IS FUN--TASTIC! WISE GUYS. COWBOY PALACE. WHISKEY BUSINESS. ST. GEORGE DEALS. GO PIONEERS. STAND & DELIVER. MY PILLOW. IT'S THE LAW--THEY HAVE NO CONTROL OVER "SICK" PEOPLE. EVERYTHING THEY DO, THEY DO FOR THE FAMILY, THEIR FRIENDS, THE CHURCH, FOR THEMSELVES. SHE LIED SO PERFECTLY, SO GOOD, SO EVIL, GUILTY IN THE FIRST DEGREE! GANGSTA PARADISE. LIES OF THE HEART. GROUP MENTALITY . . . PACK OF WOLVES! PROOF THAT YOU CAN'T BEAT THE SYSTEM! EVENTUALLY, I AM GOING TO TAKE YOU DOWN! I'M NOT AFRAID TO KILL EVERYONE OF YOU . . . FIGURATIVELY SPEAKING! OF COURSE. LOL! MOVIE TIME . . . LIFE IS GOOD WHEN YOU PLAY MORE . . . THE WORLD IS YOUR PLAYGROUND! LOVE IT!

The Last Don . . . Gangsta Paradise

The movie, is basically about a mafia don, who has a rival family, who vies for control of the city.  Like Romeo and Juliet, two children, from the last two families, fighting over the turf and power in the city, fall in love get married, because she is with child . . . with both the new parents, hoping that when their two fathers see and share their new grandchild, they will put down their guns, hatred, and battle for control of the city and each other, and learn to work together, so that their joint heir, can live in family harmony and peace. That was fools love and a projection, that lasted, merely long enough for the wedding vows to be said, with the number one hammer for the bride's family, being the only member of the family to attend the wedding, but for other reasons that to show support for the new bride and groom.  The hammer, main gun for the mob, is merely there to scope out the other family, who was there, how many rivals, and there to orchestrate the alleged, clean up of the catering and decorating crews, really, gangsters, who came in a gunned down, not only the groom, taking him right out of the wedding bed, in one of the chambers in the rival don's mansion, but the bride could recognize her cousin, the hammer, by the red ball of fuzz on his shiny black dress shoes, coming to realize, that her family, had come, use the wedding to kill their city rivals, rather than the join in the joy of her wedding, with her begging her family not to do this, to spare her husband . . . to no avail, leading the killers, hit men, and thugs, to the sleeping chambers of the rival don, who knew this was his end, leaving on don, left to rule the city.

The Strong Blood of the Baby Born From the Union of the Two Mob Families . . . the Last Don, Sees the Trouble His Decisions May Have on the Family

The new bride returns to her father's house, in mourning for her husband, and the fact, that the feds have already contacted her, hoping she could reveal the nature of the crimes, on her husband's family, running from petty robbery, to murder . . . but, she knows better than to give up any of the details of the slaughter, and her father soon, ships her off to Italy to have the baby.  She carries a picture of her dead, loved, cherished husband, that she never again, recovered from his death, nor did she forgiver her father and her cousin, nor the other men, involved in the betrayal, the lies, and the murders, going to the wedding, under the idea, that while the don didn't approve, he did, finally give his blessing, but, he would not attend the wedding, nor would anyone other than the hammer or her cousin, going as some form of comfort, and allegedly, loving support, or so she thought.  As in all of life, it is hard, to decipher, or consider the long term consequences of what may appear as a black and white decision, that ends up fifty shades of gray, or the good, the bad and the ugly.  Soon after, the killings, the Don, sends the hammer, to Las Vegas, having been the man seen, and known to his daughter, as being the main man in charge of the slaughter of her husband's family.  In Las Vegas, he falls in love with a dancer/teacher, who is beautiful, smart, and he immediately faces up to the Don, without any hesitation, refusing to back down and be controlled by the Don.  She immediately gets pregnant, and she delivers a baby, about the same time, short a few months of the cousin and daughter of the last don, and there is family joy, when both these boys, are baptized as infants, even lay in the cradle together, with the daughter's son being raised in the home of her father, the Don, who is now an honored man, in the mob.  The other baby boy is raised by his mother and father in Las Vegas.

Eventually, the boys grow up, one protected from the family secrets, and their means and methods of making money, groomed to help in the 49% family controlled casino, working for the man, who owned 51% or controlling share, with the mob serving as a protection for the money making machine, that was bilking gamblers out of tons of money, with the mob, cutting paths of protection with government officials, law enforcement, and election controls.  The widow's son, seemed to be more interested in working with his hands, outside and working with the construction companies, that were controlled by the mob, but he was not as well groomed, with a mother, who was still bitter, at the love of her life, being gunned down by her own family, seeing money and power, as priorities over family, love, children, and she was totally honest with her son, told him, that his grandfather, he worshiped was a cold blooded killer!  From a young age, he grow in hostility, without words, to put to his feelings of rage, one time, the Don, his grandfather, found, 4 kittens the family cat had just given birth to, strangled and dead, and in shock and horror, that, there were early signs, that, this young heir of his daughter, who continued in her hatred for the family, passed that disdain, onto her son, who had strong genes, of killer blood from each side.  And as he grew, matured and understood, what being born in a mob family meant, by way of power, money, control, and killing, he seemed to take to it a bit too easy, and loved to kill, not just to do a hit, but to unload every bullet in his gun, to the horror of the others, who went with him, on his first mob kill.  His mother, continues, in her anger, attempts to take her life . . . and the boy, sees all of this first hand, as his mother, passes the revenge for her husband's life, onto her son, already well versed and trained in being a blood thirty killer, by nature and nurture.

His cousin, on the other hand, raised by his mother, the dancer, the mother that made her husband, promise to leave their son out of the family business, has lived a very sheltered and protected life, until, his parents divorce, with the father forcing the mother to give him one of the children . . . she knew by this time, he was a hit man, not just involved in the casino, but, with both children, far closer to their mother, and the father making her chose which child she will take and which she will leave, the son, sees his baby sister, clinging to her mother's dress, and at about 13, he decides to go with his father, as his mother and sister, goes to Idaho, where she has a teaching job.  The father does a good job, raises a very handsome, charming, nice guy, but eventually, the Don wants him brought into the family business, ant that means he has to prove his loyalty and kill someone, who has wronged the family.  He doesn't take to this ordeal well, but he supports his father, and makes the kill, not seeing any glory in gunning someone down, sitting in a car.  The viewer starts to see a distinct difference in the two young men, their attitudes, the different background, one coming from a family, that was built on love, and the other birthed on the blood and tragedy of hatred, between rival mob families.

LOVE IS AN EMOTION THAT IS NOT TO BE TRUSTED

You Can Only Protect Me, If You Are As Powerful As the Don Himself

THERE IS AN INFORMANT INSIDE THE FAMILY

Rose Marie, the widow, mother of the new hammer for the mob, finally leaves her father's home, spitting on the threshold as she leaves, terrified that her brothers will kill her, like they killed her young husband.  Pipi, the cousin, who planned the execution of her Rose's husband at the wedding, to avenge the death of the Don's son, who had been gunned down, was replaced with Dante, the ruthless son of Rose Marie and rival mafia family, son of the husband killed after his wedding, by his wife's brother's and cousin.  The Don could see the danger in Dante, who had teamed with dirty cops, and was informing him of the inside criminal and family organization.  Pipi's son, Cross, the cousin, born closest in age to Dante, was a very decent person, tried to save lives, but willing to take them, for a good reason.  When his father was gunned down, Dante pulling the trigger, then the dirty cop, on the mob payroll, framed some innocent black man, gunned him down, as the assailant, but Pipi, the father, who was retired by the Don, told to go to Vegas, get married, also knew of the danger, now that he was not the mob's hammer, and he knew the character of Dante, a lose cannon, and impulse killer, and he warned his son, Cross, to watch out, and not to trust anyone.

Cross, falls in love with a movie star, but kills her abusive husband, to free her, to save her, so she can finish the film, that he just bought mob interests in, with his sister, the movie star's attorney . . . both kids, raised by the mother, the temporary show girl, while she was getting her college degree, ending up using her teaching degree, after she left her mob husband, were really overall great individuals, driven by the family, if they did anything wrong . . . the son, would never have been in the mob, but for his father taking custody, and to his mother's death, he did his best to stay out as best he could, but eventually, killed the dirty cop and Dante, his cousin, knowing that, it was either him or Dante, so he killed both of them.  He was brought before the Don, to answer for killing the cop and the Don's grandson, both buried at sea . . . his word was law in the family, and he said there was no appeal.  Cross tells the Don, his father's uncle, who treated him like a son, that he had to avenge his father's death.  The Don, assured Cross that he had no idea of Pipi's, death, and he understood the dangerous Dante, knowing he had ambitions and an agenda of his own.  Cross turns over his interest in the Xanadu Casino and Hotel, buys his freedom and life, also of the Sicilian, he brought over and who helped him and guarded him.  The movie star, wanted to retire from the movies, take her autistic daughter, from the abusive husband, to France, meet Cross there, and get married and be a family . . . the end.

The Don's Parting Thoughts: I Wanted to Earn My Bread As a Man, With Respect.  I Never Thought I Would Kill a Man, Never Thought I Would Bury a Wife, and a Son, Nor Earn the Hate of a Daughter . . .

  • my family was my society
  • God was my punisher
  • it all worked out just like I planned it
  • oh, how easy it is, to fool the young
  • what a wicked world it is to cause a man to sin
  • I will trust my fate in the hands of God, to judge
Cross and his attorney sister, who had just become the head of Gladstone Productions, in Hollywood, met each other outside the Don's quarters, hugged, and the attorney, sister, who regretted that she never talked to her father, after going with her mother, and before his death, said, that she wondered what a Clariclucio could do, doing good instead of bad.  She realized that her great-uncle, the Don, knew that the production company, had reneged on a contract with Cross, and was not good for the promises, made by the head of the production company, who promised the brother, and his sister, that they would get 20% of the film, after spending $50 million to get the actress out of her troubles, and get production going again, so they could all make millions.  The Don, asked Dante, the cousin, what he would do to the production company, and he said he would cut the men up in pieces, to make them pay for the cheating, of the family. Cross said, he would take the deal they gave him and learn from it, because they give him his money back, and interest, when the husband, of the movie star, that Cross was in love with by now, allegedly committed suicide, leaving nothing for Cross to do to earn his money . . . that was their excuse, since it was all done, and staged like a suicide with the notes and everything.  Pipi said, he would buy the company.  Which is the option the Don took . . . Dante, decided to take matters into his own hands, and kill Pipi, a rival for the #1 hammer position, seeing that the Don, took his advice.  The Don, knew, that the mother of the two nephew's kids, the dancer/teacher, who stood up to him, before, the marriage to his nephew, back in the day, had raised the most decent kids of all, and so he orchestrated the production deal, to benefit them.

THE DON'S VISION WAS TO TURN BLACK MONEY INTO WHITE MONEY, PROTECT HIS FAMILY, THEN LIVE A RESPECTABLE LIFE, HOPING TO HAVE ONE OF THESE TWO YOUNG MEN, BORN WITHIN A MONTH OR TWO OF EACH OTHER, TO BE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES!

  • do the means justify the end?
  • there is no short cut to success
  • a nation built on deception, can never stand!
  • at least the Don, loved America enough, that he washed his hands of a senator on his payroll, who was put in office, to get gambling legal across the nation . . . he had the votes in the Senate, but the President promised to Veto the bill, but the V.P., said if he were President, he would sign the bill . . . the Don was offended, for thinking so little of the mob, who would have that cloud of suspicion hanging over its head forever, if they were to assassinate the President of the United States.  He had the decency, to cut the senator off his payroll.
  • there was an interesting comment, that Hollywood, made the mob, look like child's play!
I SPIT ON THE THRESHOLD OF THE MOB!  THAT AIN'T NO WAY TO DO BUSINESS!  I RESPECT THE MAN OR WOMAN WHO PUNCHED A CLOCK, GETTING AN HONEST WAGE FOR AN HONEST DAY'S WORK MORE!


Monday, April 25, 2016

BOILED CIDER. CEDAR BREAKS. THE WILD ROBOT . . . "CUCKSERVATISM" . . . WHITE NATIONALISTS. A "CUCKHOLD" HUSBAND IN SHAKESPEARE AND CHAUCER, WAS A MAN, WHO WAS MARRIED TO A WOMAN WHO CHEATED ON HIM, AND IT WAS PUBLIC KNOWLEDGE; THEREFORE, I WOULD SURMISE, FROM THE MIDDLE ENGLISH ROOT OF THE WORD, A "CUCK"SERVATIVE, IS A CHEATER, EITHER MALE OR FEMALE OR, A MOVEMENT THAT IS CHEATING AMERICA OUT OF THE TRUE CONTRACT OR MARRIAGE, OF AMERICA, SEEN IN THE PREAMBLE OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, FAVORING ONLY ONE SEGMENT OF THE POPULATION, ONE PARTY, TAKING A NEW SPIN, TO OLD BIGOTRY, HATRED, DISCRIMINATION, UNDER THE GUISE, OF THE POOR EUROPEAN PEOPLE, WHO ARE SOON TO BE THE MINORITY . . . BIRTH RATE MATTERS! IS THIS WHY REPUBLICANS TRY TO CONTROL FEMALE REPRODUCTION, CLOSING OPTIONS, OF REPRODUCTIVE HEALTH? MOVEMENT TRUST? TRUMP TRUST? 9 SHADES OF ME. JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T SEE IT, DOESN'T MEAN IT ISN'T THERE! SEARCHERS OF STONE & SAND. SURF HEAD. JUST ANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE. POLARIZED PLUS SUNGLASSES. PUERTO RICO . . . START TREATING AMERICAN TERRITORIES, LIKE AMERICANS, APPLYING THE SAME LAWS, SAME LABOR PROTECTIONS, CORPORATE CONTROLS, WAGE EQUALITY, RIGHTS . . . PUERTO RICO IS MORE THAN A TAX HAVEN FOR WEALTHY AMERICANS, AND A SOURCE OF VIAGRA, ENABLING TERRIFYING SEX WITH A BLACK & WHITE COCONUT CHARACTER IN A PARADE, FREDDY KRUGER IN PINSTRIPES! HELP P.R.; IT'S JUST 100 MILES ACROSS. IT IS NOT LIKE, AMERICA HAS NOT BENEFITED FROM THIS RELATIONSHIP WITH PUERTO RICO--JUSTICE SONIA SOTOMAYOR, U.S. SUPREMES, ENTERTAINERS, LIKE J.LO., SOSA, OTHER BASEBALL GREATS, RAPPER, PERFORMING "HAMILTON," ETC. "I'LL SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR YOU!" "ALL I'M ASKING IS JUST A LITTLE BIT OF RESPECT, JUST A LITTLE BIT, JUST A LITTLE BIT!" --LYRICS, ARETHA FRANKLIN, R.E.S.P.E.C.T., WHAT WE ALL WANT! SOCK IT TO ME! COOL DREAM . . . I FOUND A DRESS, DATING ME BACK TO 1989, AND IN THE POCKETS OF THE DRESS, I FOUND MY LONG LOST I.D.! SOCIAL SECURITY CARD, BOTH UTAH DRIVER'S LICENSE AND UTAH I.D. CARD, THAT WAS GIVEN TO SHELLEY BY MY FATHER, BACK WHEN I WAS POISONED, GIVING HER ALL THE EVIDENCE SHE NEEDED, TO BE PIMPED OUT, FUCKED, ABUSED AND USED BY THE BUSH FUCKERS, COPS, A FUCKING GOVERNMENT HOOKER! --LADY GAGA. I WAS SO EXCITED, AND SHOWED EVERYONE--UNTIL I REALIZED THIS WAS A DREAM, AND IDENTIFICATION, IS STILL CLOSE, BUT NOT A REALITY YET! GOVERNMENT RUNS: (1) VITAL STATISTICS--PLACE OF GETTING BIRTH CERTIFICATES; (2) SOCIAL SECURITY--PLACE OF NECESSARY PAPERWORK TO IDENTIFY YOU WITH YOUR WORK HISTORY, AND ABOUT EVERYTHING IN LIFE; AND (3) DIVISION OF MOTOR VEHICLES OR DRIVER'S LICENSE DIVISION--PLACE OF JUST PLAIN OLD PHOTO I.D. AND PHOTO DRIVER'S LICENSES . . . WITHOUT, YOU CAN'T GET THE OTHER TWO! NEED A PICTURE I.D., EVEN TO RENT A HOTEL ROOM FOR A NIGHT! HUGE ASS CONSTITUTIONAL VIOLATIONS AND CIVIL RIGHTS CRIMES, VIOLATING IN PARTICULARLY, THE 5TH & 14TH AMENDMENTS, DUE PROCESS, OF WHICH, THE GOVERNMENT CAN'T DENY CITIZENS OF LIFE, LIBERTY OR PROPERTY, EQUAL PROTECTION, AND UNIFORM OPERATION OF LAW! THESE FUCKING "CUCKSERVATIVES" WHO WANT TO "USE" A PERVERTED VERSION OF ME, AT LEAST 9 WOMEN, WEARING MY NAME AND MANTLE, TAKING ME ON AND OFF LIKE CLOTHES, HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT . . . NO MATTER WHO IS BEHIND THEM! JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T SEE IT, DOESN'T MEAN IT ISN'T THERE! LOOK DUMB ASSES . . . PUTTING GPS ROBO SPY SHIT ON ME, TRACKING ME, IS NOT GOING TO BRING THEM TO JUSTICE . . . IF YOU FUCKERS HAVE NOT BEEN BRIGHT ENOUGH TO FIGURE OUT WHO THE DAMNED ASS PLAYERS IN THIS HUGE ASS GAME ARE YET, AFTER ALMOST 1,000 BLOGS OF INFORMATION, NAMES, DATES, PLACES, CHILDREN, TIMES, AND DETAILS, THEN "YOU ARE THE PROBLEM" . . . A MAN MADE MESS! YOUR PROMISE TO PROTECT THESE FUCKING HAGS, FROM SARAH PALIN, AKA, TO RACHEL HICK BITCH. TO SHELLEY THE HACKING FOOL, TO SUE, TIFFANY, MARCIE, KAY BURNING ASS, TO HOPE, ANNIE, KELLY ANN, REBECCA, THE SMUCKS WHO BENEFITED, ALMOST AS MUCH, AS MY BAND OF CUCKSERVATIVE BANDIT, LOSER SISTERS, WHO I OUT SHINED BY JUNIOR FUCKING HIGH! ADD ALL THE 9 SHADES OF ME, AND YOU STILL CAN'T EQUAL ALL MY WORK, LEGACY, POWER, AND PERFORMANCE . . . NO MATTER HOW MANY FUCKING IP ADDRESSES, YOU BURY ME UNDER! THERE IS A GREAT ARTICLE, IN THE BACK OF THE APRIL, 25TH, 2016 "TIME" MAGAZINE, CALLED "THINGS GET MESSY WHEN THE BOSS LADY TAKES HER ACT HOME!" FUCK YOU ASS HOLES! LOSERS, LOSERS, LOSERS . . . WITH ALL THE FIRE POWER, SPY GEAR, BITCHES & BASTARDS, YOUR WHITE SUPREMACISTS NATIONALIST, REPUBLICAN MOVEMENT, OF BIGOTRY, HATE, RACISM, SEXISM, VIOLENCE, AND WAR, CAN'T TAKE ONE GOOD WOMAN DOWN! THE CREAM ALWAYS RISES TO THE TOP! LOL! OH, AND MR, SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE, RUNNING MATE TO MITT THE MO, YOU ARE SHOWING YOUR LOYALTIES AND YOUR TOTAL IGNORANCE, OF PLAIN ASS STUPIDITY OF THE BUSH FUCKERS, WHO ALMOST TANKED THIS NATION FOR BRITAIN AND THE ONE WORLD ORDER . . . HOW DARE YOU STILL HAVE A PICTURE OF PRESIDENT BUSH, HANGING ON YOUR WALL, DARING TO PUT THAT FUCK, NEXT TO THE AMERICAN FLAG, PUSHING THE PATRIOT ACT, SHITS, OVER THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION . . . AND THAT GOES FOR ALL YOU CUCKSERVATIVES! PRESIDENT OBAMA, IS ONE OF THE BEST PRESIDENTS WE HAVE EVER HAD THE HONOR AS CITIZENS, OF THIS GREAT COUNTRY TO HAVE TAKE THE HELM, AND PULL US OUT OF AN INTENTIONAL CONSPIRACY, ATTEMPT BY THE TRAITORS COMING OUT OF THE YALE, SECRET SOCIETY, PRESIDENT JOHN F. KENNEDY, SPOKE ABOUT, JUST DAYS BEFORE HE WAS ASSASSINATED, THE "SKULL & BONES" SOCIETY, WHO FUNDED HITLER, WERE COZY WITH CHINA, HATE OUR FOUNDING FATHERS, PREFER BRITISH MONARCHY TO AMERICAN FREEDOMS, LIBERTIES, RIGHTS, IN EXCHANGE FOR AMERICA BEING THE WORLD COPS! FUCKING SHITS, CAN'T REPLACE THE AMERICAN DREAM, WITH SOCIALISM, SURVEILLANCE, AND STOICISM, WE JUST DON'T WANT IT . . . WE ARE TOO PASSIONATE, TO ALIVE, WANT OUR RIGHTS, OUR GUNS, OUR PRIVACY, OR PROPERTY, WITH THE RIGHT TO OWN, BUY, SELL, IMPROVE OR TRASH IF WE WANT! TAKE YOUR BRITISH, ACCENTS, TRYING TO FLOOD OUR AIRWAVES, OUR COMMERCIALS, AND MOVIES, BECAUSE, THIS IS GOD-DAMNED AMERICA, AND WE LIKE IT THIS WAY! STOP TRYING TO CONFISCATE OUR GUNS, PUT SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, 17 THICK, LIKE ON ALL THE LIGHT POSTS, IN ENGLAND . . . THEIR BOBBIES, DON'T EVEN CARRY GUNS . . . WE THE PEOPLE WILL GIVE OUR RIGHTS TO CARRY GUNS, AS SOON AS THE COPS DO TOO! IF YOU LIKE THE BRITISH WAYS SO MUCH! GOD BLESS AMERICA . . . GET RID OF THE CHEATERS . . . GET RID OF THE TRAITORS . . . GET RID OF THE DOMESTIC ENEMIES, FROM WITHIN, WHO GIVE COMFORT TO THE ENEMIES OF THE PEOPLE, EVEN IF THEY ARE DISGUISED AS OUR ALLIES! GOD BLESS THE WORLD, AMERICA HAS INSPIRED, HELPED, PROTECTED, FOUGHT TO KEEP SAFE . . . AND WE DON'T NEED THE SPARTAN BUTT FUCKING, CLOSET CIA FAGS, BONDING THROUGH SEX . . . OUR MILITARY, ALREADY HAS THE MANTRA OF "NO SOLDIER LEFT BEHIND" AND WE DON'T NEED CIA SECRET WARS, CIA DRAMA, PLAYS, DRAMATIC ENTRANCES AND GAMESMANSHIP! JUST DO YOUR GOD-DAMNED JOB! ALL OF YOU WORKING FOR "WE THE PEOPLE!" WE ARE YOUR BOSSES! YOU ARE NOT OURS! HAVE A GREAT WEEK, WE WILL SEE IF I CAN SURVIVE ANOTHER WEEK OF ATTACKS, RELENTLESS AND ALWAYS IN CONSTANT CONTACT . . . JANUARY 23, 2012, THE DAY, I WAS SWORN INTO THE UNITED STATE SUPREME COURT BAR, GETTING THE RARE HONOR, OF HEARING JUSTICE SCALIA, READ THE HIGH COURT'S RULING ON, U.S.A. V. JONES, WITH SCALIA AND THE COURT, I BELIEVE IN A 9 MEMBER RULING OR A CONCENSOUS VOTE, WITH ALL JUSTICES AGREEING THAT VEHICLES ARE PROTECTED BY THE 4TH AMENDMENT, AND HAVING "GPS" TRACKING DEVICES PLACED ON THEM BY THE FBI OR LAW ENFORCEMENT, UNLESS THERE IS "PROBABLE CAUSE" AND A WARRANT, WITH A MAGISTRATE OR JUDGE AGREEING WITH COPS, THAT THERE IS SUFFICIENT REASON TO BELIEVE CRIMES ARE BEING COMMITTED, THEN LISTING WITH SPECIFICITY OR PARTICULARITY, WHAT OR WHOM IS TO BE SEARCHED OR SEIZED. IF A VEHICLE IS PROTECTED, UNDER THE 4TH AMENDMENT, BEING CONSIDERED AN "AFFECT" UNDER THE LIST OF PROTECTED ENTITIES, AS IN PAPERS, PEOPLE, PLACES AND AFFECTS . . . HOW MUCH MORE VIOLATING IS A "GPS" TRACKING DEVICE PLACED ON OR RATHER "IN" MY BODY, WITHOUT "PROBABLE CAUSE" TO BELIEVE A CRIME IS BEING COMMITTED? THINK ON THAT ONE . . . I DARE YOU!

REAL BOSS LADY!  Taking Her Act to Utah, Mormons, CIA, FBI, NSA, MO SHITS IN WASHINGTON, Mormon Insider Sympathizers, TREASONOUS FUCKS! Exposing Benghazi, the Patriot Act, Romney and His DIRTY Ass, Mo Cronies, Still Pretending President "O" and "Me," Never Existed!  LOL!  You Pathetic Shits . . . Including Paul Ryan . . . Bushy, Did You Get Brain Fucked by Bush, Stuck in the 2008's?  Grow the Fuck Up!  Motivated By Politics . . . No . . . Your Job, Is to Be About the Business of the Country!  If You and Lame Ass, Lame Duck Sessions of Congress for the Last 8 Years, ARE Still, IN Denial That America VOTED, SPOKE, PREFERRED A BLACK PRESIDENT! NOT JUST ONCE, BUT FUCKING TWICE . . . CHANGE YOUR PICTURE OF THE PRESIDENT, YOU FUCKERS!  AT LEAST HONOR HIM, ON DEPARTURE, FOR PULLING THE COUNTRY OUT OF THE BUSH CREATED CONSPIRACY TO TAKE DOWN AMERICA OR BE HANGED FOR TREASON!  Your Choice!

TIME, April 25, 2016 . . . PAGE 7 . . . very symbolic picture of the Speaker of the House of Representatives, United States Congress, with duties and responsibilities outlined in the United States Constitution, Article I, just in case, you never read the document controlling the Legislative, Executive and Judicial Branches of the Government, making up the PUBLIC SERVANTS, of WE THE PEOPLE!  You can see, speaker Ryan, positioned between, the AMERICAN flag, and a CROOKED picture of President Bush, if we can consider him that, with Paul Ryan, leaning toward, the crooks, who are behind, this bull shit, American take down, take over, replacing, 240 years of laws, order, power, to exchange if for an act, of 15 years, with no precedent, history of success, with most of it, in total contravalense of all American priciples and concepts, that our founding fathers laid out in the INSPIRED BY GOD, document of the UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, THE SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND, that was rushed through Congress, MAYBE, with the NEW MANTRA OF THE BUSHY BOYS AND GIRLS, using "BRUTE FORCE" to manhandle the PEOPLE, into seeing things, their fucked up, huckster, "cuckservative" way!

FUCK YOU, SPEAKER RYAN . . . IF YOU ARE NOT EVEN SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW WHO THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES IS, YOU SHOULD BE FIRED!!!!!!!  THE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN!

I DIG THE HELL OUT OF YOU PRESIDENT OBAMA . . . A SAD DAY FOR AMERICA, YOU WILL BE MISSED AND HARD TO REPLACE!  KISS!  LOVE!  HUGS!

Sunday, April 24, 2016

PRINCE ON FIRE! ROCKS & ROARS. MIX & MINGLE. SECRIST FAMILY FUN AT HOGLE ZOO, SPRING HILL SUITES MARRIOT HOTEL, SWIMMING POOL, EXERCISE ROOM, BREAKFAST . . . GREAT FAMILY FRIENDLY HOTEL! DOWNTOWN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH. REBRANDING. UNCHARTED: A THIEF'S END. UPPING THE ANTI. LOVE CAN BUILD A BRIDGE . . . WHENEVER WE'RE TOGETHER, WE ARE HOME! TWO THINGS YOU CAN GIVE YOUR CHILDREN: (1) ROOTS; AND (2) WINGS! EXTRICATION ABORTED. MAXIMIZED SECURITY. "FIND YOUR GENIUS." --LEONARD NEMOY, STAR TRACK. CAN YOU SOLVE THE MYSTERY? ROBOTIC "GPS" CHIP BURIED IN SKIN? TICK? FBI "STING OP" AT THE MATHESON COURTHOUSE, GO! GO! GO! SECURITY! REBRANDING. IT WAS A HALO SENT DOWN FROM HEAVEN . . . THE SWEETEST GIFT IS A MOTHER'S SMILE. MY HEART ACHES EVERY TIME I THINK OF YOU. "IT'S SUCH A CROOKED SYSTEM." --TRUMP . . . HIS APPEAL IS HIS AUTHENTICITY! BENGHAZI WAS "POLITICALLY MOTIVATED" . . . BUT NOT FOR THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION, FOR MITT ROMNEY: (1) A CONSPIRACY TO MURDER AMERICAN DIPLOMATS AND SWEEP THE SCANDAL UNDER THE RUG; (2) "THEY" INVENTED A CONTROVERSY TO DAMAGE PRESIDENT OBAMA AND HIS ADMINISTRATION, A MONTH AND A HALF BEFORE THE ELECTIONS; (3) "THEY" DON'T INTEND TO LET GO MERELY BECAUSE THE TRUTH CONTRADICTS THEIR NARRATIVE; (4) THE WHITE HOUSE NEVER CHANGED THE TALKING POINTS; GENERAL PETRAEUS SAID, THAT WAS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED; (5) THE TALKING POINTS WERE REVIEWED BY A "DEPUTIES COMMITTEE" OF SENIOR OFFICIALS THAT WAS "POPULATED" BY APPOINTEES FROM THE ADMINISTRATION . . . THAT IS WHERE THE CHANGES CAME FROM; (6) CIA DIRECTOR PETRAEUS, SAID THEY WERE CHANGED TO PLAY DOWN THE TERRORIST CONNECTION; (7) U.S. AMBASSADOR TO THE U.N., SUSAN RICE, USED THE "ALTERED" TALKING POINTS, THAT EMPHASIZED FALSELY, THAT BENGHAZI ATTACK WAS A REACTION TO THE "SPONTANEOUS" REACTION TO AN ANTI-MUSLIM VIDEO; (7) GEN. PETRAEUS--INITIAL TALKING POINTS WERE ALTERED AND THAT SENIOR INTELLIGENCE AND SECURITY OFFICIALS DID NOT KNOW WHO WAS BEHIND THE CHANGES. HINT, HINT, HINT . . . CIA BOTH IN THE FIELD AND IN THE STATE DEPARTMENT, "DEPUTY COMMITTEE" ARE PROBABLY 70% TO 95% MORMON, REPUBLICAN, AND LOYAL TO CHURCH OVER STATE, STILL SEE MITT ROMNEY AS THEIR RELIGIOUS LEADER, BALK AT RECOGNIZING THE PRESIDENT, AS EVEN OVER THEM AT ALL, IN THIS NEW ORDER, OF THE MILITARY AND CIA, ABOVE THE PRESIDENT, THE PENTAGON, AND THE FBI--ALTHOUGH THE FBI, IS AT LEAST 70% MORMON, TOO, ALSO LOYAL TO MITT OVER THE PRESIDENT, AND SEEING THEMSELVES AS PART OF THE "EXECUTIVE" BRANCH, UNDER THE OVERSIGHT OF THE PRESIDENT! (8) INTELLIGENCE, FBI, AND THE STATE DEPARTMENT (70%+ MITT'S MORMONS, WHO SEE GOD'S LAWS AS HIGHER THAN MAN'S LAWS, AND NO SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE!) GOT TOGETHER TO SEE WHO CHANGED THE TALKING POINTS; (9) NOBODY KNEW, OR AT LEAST WOULD ADMIT OR SAY WHO CHANGED THE TALKING POINTS, IN THE "DEPUTY COMMITTEE," WITH ALL REFERENCES TO "AL QAEDA" REMOVED, BUT THEY "DON'T KNOW BY WHOM" IN REFERENCE TO THE ATTACK AS DEMONSTRATIONS; (10) SENATOR DIANE FEINSTEIN, SAID THAT THE ALLEGATIONS THAT THE WHITE HOUSE CHANGED THE TALKING POINTS, WAS FALSE . . . BUT "CONSULT" WAS CHANGED TO "MISSION"; (11) FORMER FBI AGENT, ROGERS, INSISTED THE WHITE HOUSE WAS BEHIND THE CHANGES . . . THINK, MITT THE MORMON, HUGE ASS PERCENTAGE OF AGENTS, BOTH REPUBLICANS AND MORMONS, WANTED MITT! PRESIDENT OBAMA WAS SEEN AS STRONG IN FOREIGN POLICY, ROMNEY HAD ABSOLUTELY NO EXPERIENCE, YET JUMPED ON THE RAID, BEFORE PRESIDENT OBAMA WAS EVEN BRIEFED BY THE CIA, QUESTIONABLE SOURCES, BOTH IN AN OUT OF THE STATE DEPARTMENT WHERE THE TALKING POINTS WERE MAGICALLY CHANGED TO DISCREDIT THE WHITE HOUSE, CLAIMING THAT THE PRESIDENT TOOK OUT THE REFERENCES BECAUSE WE HAD TAKEN OUT BIN LADEN, AND AL QAEDA WAS UNDER CONTROL . . . RIGHT HERE AT "CONSPIRACY CENTRAL" WHERE I AM REPORTING FROM DAUGHTER, GRETA'S HOUSE, IN THE REDDEST COUNTY OF THE REDDEST STATE, GIVEN THE CHARGE AND CLAIMED TO BE THE HOPE OF THE RNC, TO SAVE THE REPUBLICAN PARTY, AFTER THE STUNNING LOSS IN 2008, WHICH MEANT, HELPING MITT IN 2012--AND HELP HIM THEY DID! I WOULD FIND OUT WHO ROGERS IS, AND WHAT HIS RELIGIOUS AFFILIATION IS, BECAUSE, WITH A MORMON, MUCH LIKE MUSLIMS, THEY WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THEIR RELIGION, INCLUDING CHANGING THE TALKING POINTS, OR, IN MY MIND, EVEN SET UP THE RAID, ON BENGHAZI . . . COLLATERAL DAMAGES, SMALL POTATOES, TO WIN A MORMON IN THE WHITE HOUSE, SEEN AS NOT ONLY TO BE THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, BUT OF THE WORLD! BBC DOCUMENTARY AIRED, MARCH 27, 2012, RIGHT AFTER MITT GOT THE NOMINATION, AND THE FUCKING DAY AFTER MY $357 MILLION DOLLAR SECURITIES CASE WAS TERMINATED, AFTER I WON: (1) THROUGH GOVERNMENT ATTORNEY DEFAULT, AS PER THE FEDERAL RULES OF CIVIL PROCEDURE: AND (2) I WON THE ARGUMENTS ON JURISDICTION AT LEAST 7 WAYS, LEAVING THE U.S. MAGISTRATE, WITH THE HELP OF THE FBI, WHO ATTENDED MY LAST HEARING BEFORE THE "TERMINATION" OF THE CASE, ALL $357 MILLION, WITH MY ATTORNEYS FEES, GOING TO KAY BABY AND MITT'S CAMPAIGN, WITHOUT REASON OR CAUSE, WITH THE MORMON MAFIA, DOING THEIR "CALL TO DUTY" FROM MORMON CHURCH HEADQUATERS, IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH! (13) FBI AGENT ROGERS, CONTRARY TO GENERAL PETRAEUS, DIRECTOR OF THE CIA, SAID--INTELLIGENCE WAS RIGHT, NARRATIVE WAS WRONG . . . THE POLICY DECISIONS MADE ON THE NARRATIVE WERE NOT CONSISTENT WITH THE INTELLIGENCE; (13) FBI ROGERS, SAID, THE GENERAL PETRAEUS, WHO VALIDATED THE WHITE HOUSE STATEMENTS, AND SAW THE INTELLIGENCE, BEFORE THE TALKING POINTS WERE GIVEN TO THE PRESIDENT, AND SAID THEY HAD BEEN CHANGED, IS ALL OF THE SUDDEN, UNDER FBI INVESTIGATION, THE PRESIDENT WAS NEVER MADE AWARE OF, IN A "SEX SCANDAL," WITH HIS AUTOBIOGRAPHER, NOT MAKING THE PRESS, UNTIL NOVEMBER 6, 2012, I WOULD SAY TO DISCREDIT BOTH PETRAEUS'S ACCOUNT OF THE EVENTS IN BENGHAZI, TO UNDERMINE HIS CREDIBILITY, SUPPORTING THE FACT, THAT THE TALKING POINTS HAD BEEN CHANGED, NOT KNOWING WHO DID IT, BUT SUSPECTING MEMBERS OF THE "DEPUTY COMMITTEE" AND SENIOR OFFICIALS IN THE ADMINISTRATION, TONS OF MORMONS IN ALL THESE CAPACITIES, RUNNING WASHINGTON, D.C., AND NOT NECESSARILY, FRIENDS OF PRESIDENT OBAMA, AND BEING POLITICALLY MOTIVATED, FOR THE MO MITT! ROGERS SAID THAT GENERAL PETRAEUS, DID THE "RIGHT" THING BY STEPPING DOWN! WHY? SO THE REPUBLICANS COULD SPEND $4.5 MILLION IN HEARINGS AND INVESTIGATIONS, TO TAINT, NOT ONLY PRESIDENT OBAMA, BUT GET DOUBLE THE MILEAGE GOING AFTER FORMER SECRETARY OF STATE, CLINTON, WHOM THE REPUBLICANS KNEW WOULD BE RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT! (14) THERE WAS LITTLE PRESS ON BENGHAZI AND THE FBI INVESTIGATION AGAINST GEN. PETRAEUS, UNTIL AFTER THE ELECTIONS! I WOULD BE LOOKING INTO WHO THIS ROGERS CHARACTER WAS, AND WHY THE FBI HELD THE NEWS OF THE "SEX SCANDAL" AND ITS CONNECTION WITH BENGHAZI, WITH THE GENERAL SUPPORTING THE WHITE HOUSE VERSION OF THE RAIDS ON BENGHAZI . . . FOR FOUR FUCKING YEARS, THE PROPER INVESTIGATION, TARGETING INSIDERS IN THE STATE DEPARTMENT, CIA, AGENTS, DEPUTY COMMITTEE, ETC., AND GET TO THE BOTTOM OF "WHO CHANGED" THE TALKING POINTS . . . AND YES, IT WAS NO DOUBT, POLITICALLY MOTIVATED, BUT NOT IN THE WAY THE SPIN DOCTORS, TRIED TO MAKE IT LOOK! (FREE BEACON) BELIEVE, YOU ME, EVERY ELEMENT OF THIS TITLE IN THIS BLOG, IS "POLITICALLY MOTIVATED" AND CONNECTED, FROM ROCKS & ROARS, TO ROBOT "GPS" SYSTEMS, AND TICKS . . . THE BRUISE WAS FIRST, WITH NO TICK . . . BUT, LATER, AFTER I MENTIONED THE FACT THAT I THOUGHT, AT FIRST THE "SQUARE BUMP" UNDER MY SKIN MIGHT BE A TICK, BUT, THERE WAS NEVER A TICK, UNTIL TWO FUCKING DAYS LATER! A COVER-UP? ONCE I NOTICED THIS ROBO SYP GEAR, IN MY BACK, FOLDS OF MY KNEES, AND REVEALED THE ISSUE ON MY BLOG, ALL OF THE SUDDEN, A TICK, THAT WAS NO WHERE TO BE SEEN, NOT ANYWHERE, IS ALL OF THE SUDDEN, STUCK TO ME? TEAL COLORED THAT I DISCOVERED WHILE AT THE COURTHOUSE IN SALT LAKE CITY, STATE OF MORMON! AT FIRST A SURPRISE GROUP OF 5 MEN AND ONE WOMAN, (MO MAFIA) WHO SHOWED UP OUT OF NOWHERE, IN THE CAFE' IN THE COURTHOUSE, I THOUGHT WERE JUDGES, BECAUSE THEY CAME IN A DOOR, THAT CONCEALED THEIR ENTRANCE TO ME, ALL STARRED AT ME, AND I WONDERED IF THEY WERE JUDGES, THAT RECOGNIZED ME . . . TOLD MY DAUGHTER, THAT A FEW LOOKED FAMILIAR, THEN I REMEMBERED THAT ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS, I MET WITH THE FBI, AND DEALING WITH THE MEDICAID/MEDICARE PHYSICIAN INVESTIGATIONS, THERE WERE 27 MALE ATTORNEYS, FBI AGENTS, AND SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED, MEETING WITH THE BALD GUY, AND A FEW OTHERS LOOKED FAMILIAR, THAT WAS SHORTLY BEFORE I WAS POISONED, BACK IN 2000, SUPPOSE TO BE DEAD BY 2002, NEVER WORK AGAIN, SEEM CONNECTED TO FIRING, RETIRING AND TRANSFERRING OF THE WHOLE FRAUD UNIT, JUST NEWLY FORMED BY AN ACT OF CONGRESS, SETTING BACK THESE INVESTIGATIONS BY ABOUT 10 TO 15 YEARS! BELIEVE ME, THERE IS A REASON, THAT, MANY ENTITIES, WOULD WANT TO KNOW, WHERE, WITH WHOM, DOING WHAT, ESPECIALLY, MEETING UP WITH MY FAMILY, WITH SON(S) MUSIC, AS "SEED MONEY," FOR THINGS LIKE THE BENGHAZI SHIT . . . I BELIEVE, THAT THE WHOLE THING WAS "STAGED," LATER EVEN CAME OUT THAT THERE WAS THE FIRST "UNORGANIZED" RAID, FOLLOWED BY A SECOND ORGANIZED PARAMILITARY RAID, THAT, THE CIA ORCHESTRATED THE TARNISHING OF THE WHITE HOUSE AND GOING ON TO HILLARY! CIA TALKING TO CIA AGENTS, WITHIN THE STATE DEPARTMENT, CHANGING THINGS, JUST ENOUGH TO MAKE A FOOL OF THE PRESIDENT WHO HAD JUST SAID THAT AL QAEDA WAS BEING DISMANTLED! MAKING IT LOOK LIKE THE WHITE HOUSE TOOK OUT THE REFERENCES TO AL QAEDA, RATHER THAN THE FUCKING DEPUTIES AND INSIDERS, "BAIT & SWITCH" WHO DESIGNED IT, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE WHAT THE PUBLIC SAW IT AS, RATHER THAN MORMON INSIDERS, HELPING MITT, WHO ALONG WITH MORMON, CONGRESSMAN JASON CHAVETTZ, ALAN SMITH, ALLEGEDLY A NAVY SEAL WHO SAID THAT HE HAD REQUESTED INCREASED ASSETS IN LIBYA OR BENGHAZI--CONGRESS HAD JUST CUT THE EMBASSY BUDGETS BY $300 BILLION, WITH THESE THREE, SCREAMING TO THE PRESS, ALL MORMONS, BEFORE, THE PREZ. WAS BRIEFED! ROMNEY EVEN LIED, STATED THAT THROUGH SOME BIZARRE MIX UP, THAT HE MISTAKENLY SPENT CHRISTMAS DINNER WITH SEAN SMITH, THE GUY WHO ALLEGEDLY DIED, WITH AMBASSADOR STEVENS . . . EVEN THAT I DOUBT! MY GUESS IS THAT THE CIA IN TRUE, MOVIE "ARGO" FASHION, REMEMBER THE IRAN HOSTAGE SITUATION, AND THE ROGUE CIA AGENT, WHO GOT THE HOSTAGES OUT, BY PRETENDING THAT THEY WERE AN AMERICAN FILM CREW . . . I READ AN ARTICLE FROM GQ, ONE MONTH AFTER THE RAID IN BENGHAZI, AND IT STATED EXACTLY WHAT THE ORIGINAL TALKING POINTS SAID, AND THAT CAME FROM INTERVIEWS FROM THE FIELD! THE NEW REPLACEMENT ARTICLE, THAT I JUST READ TONIGHT, HAVING DISCUSSED BENGHAZI WITH MY VERY WELL READ AND SMART DAUGHTER, WHO GAVE ME AN ACCOUNT, OF STEVENS AND SMITH DYING OF SMOKE INHALATION, A VERY DIFFERENT SECOND HALF, CHANGED, ON THE INTERNET, AFTER, I HAD WRITTEN SEVERAL TIMES, CLOSE TO THE 2012 ELECTIONS, AND LATER AS THE HEARINGS, OR ISSUES WITH HILLARY'S INVOLVEMENT CAME UP, MENTIONING THE ARTICLE IN GQ, WHICH, FOR A WHILE I COULD NOT FIND ON THE INTERNET--WHOOPS, PROVES CIA CHANGED THE TALKING POINTS, GAVE SUSAN RICE THE "ALTERED" VERSION . . . THIS INTERNET ARTICLE, CHANGED LIKE THE TALKING POINTS, IS A "COVER-UP" VERSION, SNARKY ENDING LIKE A DUMB ASS MORMON, WOULD DO TO FURTHER THE COVER-UP AND LIES, MENTIONING MITT ROMNEY, SEAN HANNITY, AND OTHERS, MAYBE GLENN BECK, JUMPING THE GUN . . . NONE OF THESE WERE MENTIONED IN THE "ORIGINAL" ARTICLE, I READ, ONE MONTH AFTER THE RAIDS! THIS ARTICLE HAS BEEN CHANGED! WE NEED TO EXHUME STEVEN'S AND SMITH'S BODIES, TO TEST FOR DNA! . . . THE ORIGINAL ARTICLE, IN GQ, NOT THE INTERNET RECREATED VERSION, STATED THAT STEVENS AND SMITH, WERE TAKEN DOWN TO A "BUNKER" WHICH WAS POLICY WHEN THERE WAS TROUBLE AT THE EMBASSY . . . NOT A "SAFE HAVEN" LIKE THIS ARTICLE TALKS ABOUT. THERE WAS NO MENTION OF THEM SUFFERING FROM SMOKE INHALATION, LIKE THE NEW ARTICLE AND THE BOOK MY DAUGHTER READ, AFTER 4 YEARS AND SPIN CONTROL, COVER-UP, OF THE REAL PERSONS, "FAKE" RAID--YES, THE CIA IS THAT FUCKED UP, SO ARE ALL MORMONS--PLAY TIME, PLAY BANDS, PLAY ATTORNEY(S) MO STYLE OF ME, AND "STAGED" DEATHS! THIS WAS WHAT THE ARTICLE SAID: (1) A GROUPS OF UNORGANIZED BANDITS, CAME RAIDING AND SETTING THINGS ON FIRE, BECAUSE OF THE VIDEO, NOTHING TOO BAD. (2) SMITH AND STEVENS WERE TAKEN TO THE "BUNKER" AS POLICY SAID TO DO, AND DEPOSITED IN THAT SAFE PLACE; (3) AFTER THE FIGHTING STOPPED FOR A WHILE, THE SEALS AND CIA, WENT TO CHECK ON THE TWO MEN, WHO WERE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND, WITH THE BUNKER "EMPTY"; (3) THEY WENT BACK UP, FOUGHT FOR AWHILE, AND WHEN THEY RETURNED, THERE WERE TWO BODIES, IN THE BUNKER, BUT CHARRED BEYOND RECOGNITION, BUT IT WAS ASSUMED THAT THE TWO WERE STEVENS AND SMITH! THEY COULD HAVE TAKEN TWO OF THE RAG HEADS, KILLED THEM, BURNED BEYOND RECOGNITION AND PUT THEM IN THE BUNKER AS STEVENS AND SMITH, PUT THEIR BODIES IN THE BUNKER, AND JUST ASSUMED THAT THESE WERE THE TWO MEN, STEVENS & SMITH, WHOM THEY HAD EARLIER, PUT IN THE BUNKER, BUT THEY WERE NOT SURE! OR THEY WERE PART OF THE SCHEME TO DISCREDIT THE PRESIDENT AND MAKE HIM LOOK WEAK ON FOREIGN POLICY, AND LYING ABOUT HAVING AL QAEDA UNDER CONTROL! I WOULD CHECK THE BAHAMAS OR THE ARUBA AND OFF SHORE BANK ACCOUNTS, IN PANAMA, THE VIRGIN ISLANDS, SWITZWERLAND OR HONG KONG! I THINK BOTH MEN WERE SINGLE, NO WIVES, NO CHILDREN, SO, WHY NOT . . . LIKE THEY COULD NOT BE "POLITICALLY MOTIVATED" OR "MONEY MOTIVATED" TO JOIN IN ON THE ROUSE? SOMEONE, WHO CAN GET ACCESS TO A "REAL" COPY OF THE GQ ARTICLE, I BELIEVE EVEN TITLED DIFFERENT, CAN COMPARE THE LAST PART, THAT IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT, FROM WHAT I READ, AND I HAVE A COMPUTER MIND, REGURGITATING WHAT THIS BRAIN SPONGE SOAKS IN! I HAVE WRITTEN ON BENGHAZI FOR YEARS, SO, I KNOW OF WHAT I SPEAK! THIS WAS GAME SHIT, CIA "FAKE" SHIT, MORMON TAKE OVER THE WORLD SHIT, A MORMON PRESIDENT FOR THE WORLD, SO, DOCTORING AN ARTICLE, PAYING FOR AN AMBASSADOR AND SEAL, TO FAKE THEIR DEATHS . . . THESE FUCKS TO THAT EVERY DAY, HELL I AM MARREID TO A SHIT HEAD TO FAKED HIS OWN DEATH, WITHOUT A DEATH CERTIFICATE FROM THE COUNTY ATTORNEY TO VALIDATE, A GUY WHO MADE 3 PHONE CALLS AFTER THE TIME OF DEATH, AND REBRANDED, HIMSELF, FROM FRANK OF INTERPOL, TO ALLAN REX BESS, AND HE WAS FUCKING MY SISTER, SHELLEY, WHO WAS "REBRANDED" JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., AND THE REST IS HISTORY, BUT THE GAMES ARE NOT OVER YET! FUCK THESE CIA ASSHOLES, WHO THINK THEY CAN MANIPULATE THE WORLD!

SECRIST FAMILY FUN . . . CHECK OUT RED-HEADED, ELLIOT, BASS, VOCALIST, GUITARIST--REAL MUSICAL GENIUS . . . "FAKE" CIA BAND GOT CREDIT, AS DID "FAKE" CIA BITCHES, OR FBI GET CREDIT FOR MY $357 MILLION CASE WITH MY PORTION GOING TO MITT AND THE FAKE ASS WITHOUT AN ASS, WELL THREE HAGS, CIA DUMBASSES!

Chris, Kat, Baby "Y", Elliot and Girlfriend, Lauren--Inside the gates at Hogle Zoo . . . Elliot and Girlfriend, went on a strick, diet, over the last month, El lost 15 pounds, same dude, playing in God's Revolver @ Crucial Fest 5, seen down below!
Daughter, Greta, Kael, Tristan, and Thaddeus, Outside the gates at Hogle Zoo
Thad and Tristan playing in the swimming pool, Spring Hill Suites, 625 South 300 West, SLC, Utah
Thaddeus exercising in the weight room . . . he plays soccer and is real motivated to get muscles like the pro soccer players, getting fit, at 9 years old!  We could watch the boys in the swimming pool, at the same time we could watch them in the weight room . . . nice family friendly hotel!  Thanks!

Missing Family Members

  • Dallas Todd Hyland, one a 21 day, with Patagonia, excursion, in permit only, river rafting trip, down the Colorado River, starting in Lee's Ferry, Utah, going until the river stops in Lake Meade, Nevada . . . Dallas said, he is ready to come home, misses family!  We missed you too, I needed my political sparing partner!  LOL.
  • Nicole, George, Yuri and Gracie Mayor, who live outside, Washington, D.C., about 45 minutes, obviously living too far away, to come for the weekend, and just back from a trip to Niagara Falls, Canada side!

"This is the Best Short Vacation I Have Ever Had" --10 Year Old, Tristan

Friday, April 22, 2016

WICKED WHACK JOB, FORMULA FOR DEATH. QUIT HAPPENS. SICK OF THE GAME! STOP! GIRLS. GIRLS. GIRLS. TRUST HEART FOOD. BOULEVARD (1999) A MOVIE ABOUT A YOUNG PROSTITUTE TAKING IN A RUN AWAY, ESCAPING FROM HER MIGOGYNIST BOYFRIEND, HAVING JUST GIVEN BIRTH TO HIS BABY, THEN FLEEING HIS ABUSIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE LOVE, FINDING AND GIVING LOVE TO THE PROSTITUTE WHO TOOK HER IN, WITH BOTH PROTECTING EACH OTHER THE BEST THEY COULD FROM AN ABUSIVE JOHN, DIRTY ABUSIVE COP, AND THE WOMAN HATING BOYFRIEND, WHO TRACKS THE RUNAWAY DOWN, TO DO LITTLE MORE THAN TAKE POSSESSION OF HER--AGAIN, HAVING TERRORIZED AND ALMOST KILLED HER, SEVERAL TIMES, WITH HER PROTECTING HER UNBORN BABY FROM HIS HATRED, ANGER, ABUSE, UNTIL, OUT OF FRUSTRATION, WHEN HE TRACKS HER DOWN, SHE KILLS HIM, DOING EVERYONE A FAVORITE, JUST LIKE THE JOHN ON THE STREET, LEARNING TO FIGHT OFF THE MEN, KILLING ONE, SHOOTING THE JOHN, REFUSING TO HELP THE BAD COP, WHO TROLLS THE RED LIGHT DISTRICT, ABUSING EVERYONE, PROTECTING THE JOHN, LEAVING WOMEN, BEATEN, ROBBED, MUGGED, MURDERED, KNOWING THAT THE COP, ALSO IS THERE NEVER PROTECTING THE THE WOMEN, UNLESS THERE IS SOMETHING MORE SHE CAN GIVE, BEING DUPPED IN AGAIN, OF DOING LITTLE MORE THAN SITTING AROUND, COLLECTING OFF THE EFFORTS OF THE WOMEN, LEAVING THEM TO TURN TO EACH OTHER, IF THEY LIVE LONG ENOUGH, TO SURVIVE THE BRUTALITY OF THE MEN THAT PAY FOR SEX, COLLECT FROM THEM, FROM PROVIDING OTHER MEN WITH SEX, WITH THE PREDATOR COP, HAVING HIS OWN GAME OF POWER TRIPPING, BEING NO BETTER THAN THE MEN, HE IS ALLEGEDLY SUPPOSE TO BE STOPPING FROM ABUSING THE PROSTITUTES, AND SOLVING THEIR MURDERS. THE WOMEN, SISTERS, FRIENDS, FELLOW ATTORNEYS, ARE BEING USED, ABUSED IN MUCH THE SAME MANNER AS THE PROSTITUTES BEING EXPLOITED FOR SEX, BEING NOTHING MORE THAN A "HIGH PRICED CALL GIRL" OR DRESSED UP IN A MONKEY'S SUIT TO PERFORM ON THE ELECTION TRAIL, JUST ANOTHER GAME OF JOHNS, THEIR WHORES AND HOOKERS . . . THE WOMEN, RIVALS OF SORTS, OR ME COMPETING AGAINST MYSELF, AT THE BEHEST OF INSECURE MEN, WHO FEAR, POWERFUL AND STRONG WOMEN, SO THEY BRING IN THE ONES WHO WILL OBEY, RELY ON THEM, AND TAKE ORDERS FROM THEM, EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE MORE EDUCATED, WITH HIGHER STAKES AT RISK, WHILE THE MEN ARE TAKING ADVANTAGE, IN SELF PROMOTION, ON THE BACKS OF THEIR FEMALE DENEGRATED PROSTITUTES AND HOOKERS, USING THE GENEROUS OFFERS, GETTING "NOTHING" IN RETURN, FOR THEIR SERVICES, FROM THE STREETS OF THE CITY, TO THE HEIGHTS OF WASHINGTON, D.C., POWER STRUCTURES, AGENCIES, TO WORLD WIDE GAMES, OF MALE POWER TRIPPING, MADE ON THE WORK, SWEAT EQUITY, AND INGENUITY OF THE WOMEN INVOLVED, TAKING MY PLACE, WITH MEN WHO USED THEM TO GET BACK AT ME, TRYING TO BEST ME, BUT IN DOING SO, LED THEIR FEMALE PLAYERS TO FIELDS, ARENAS, PROFESSIONS, JOBS, EVEN A PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION, WHEN THE WOMEN, WERE LITTLE PREPARED TO HANDLE, NOR READY FOR, GOING FORWARD WITHOUT THE PROPER FOUNDATION, SECURITIES AND PROTECTIONS FROM THEIR PIMPS, LITTLE BETTER THAN THE PUNK ASS JOHNS WHO DO LITTLE FOR THEIR MONEY, COLLECTING UP TO 75% OF THE MONEY THE WOMEN MAKE--BUY, THE STORY IS STILL THE SAME, "POWERFUL MEN, PROTECTING POWERFUL MEN," DECEPTIVE IN THEIR ATTRACTION AND CODDLING, USING AND ABUSING WOMEN, USING THEIR BODIES, THEIR MINDS, THEIR HEARTS, THEIR SERVICES OR WHATEVER COMMODATIES, PRODUCTS, SERVICES, THE FEMALE CAN FORK OUT AND GIVE TO THE MAN, SACRIFICING LIVES, AT TIME EVEN THEIR OWN CHILDREN ARE LAID ON THE ALTER OF THE GAME, TO FURTHER THE GOALS OF THE MEN, WITH INTERESTS, FROM MONEY, TO PRESTIGE, TO PERKS, POWER AND PUSSY, EVEN BY WAY OF THANKS, TURN AROUND, OFFERING THERI LOVE TO ANOTHER WOMAN, LESS DEPENDENT OR GIVING, LOOKING AT WOMEN, AS LITTLE MORE, THAN A MEANS TO AN END, BE IT TO, MAKE MONEY, COLLECTING ANYTHING FROM A PIECE OF ASS, TO A PORTION OF THE MONEY THE PERFORMERS COULD CONTRIBUTE, AND WORKED HARD TO GET YOU, TAKING ADVANTAGE OF THEIR SKILLS, EDUCATION, WILLINGNESS TO EXCHANGE WORK FOR LOVE, RESPECT, DIGNITY, AND PROTECTION, ASKING LITTLE IN RETURN! THE NEED TO BE LOVED, DESIRED, CHERISHED, APPRECIATED, CAN MAKE WOMEN RELYING ON MEN, FOR POSITION, STATION, FOR JOBS, PAY, ADVANCEMENT, AND PROMOTION--BEING SEEN AS A TOOL, INSTRUMENT, VEHICLE, MANIPULATED, FOR THE GREED, SEXUAL GRATIFICATION, COMFORT, SERVICES FROM WOMEN, NO BETTER THAN A WHORE ON THE STREETS, WITH LITTLE AT RISK FOR THE MEN, WHO PUSH THE WOMEN OUT ON THE FRONT LINES, TO TAKE THE BEATINGS, THE MUGGINGS, BEING STIFFED, SEXUALLY ABUSE, ON TO FIND, THE TREATMENT FROM THEIR PIMP, NO DIFFERENT, BUT SHE IS PAYING HIM TO USE AND ABUSE HER . . . ACTUALLY IT IS THE WOMAN PROTECTING THE MEN AND THEIR INTERESTS, SEEING THAT A WOMAN'S VERY SURVIVAL IS DEPENDENT ON THE VERY MAN, WHO IS USING AND ABUSING THE FEMALES IN HIS LIFE, IN A SELFISH, SELF SERVING WAY, IN A SORT OF ROLE REVERSAL, WITH MEN PULLING THE STRINGS FROM BEHIND HE CURTAINS, SAFE FROM THE CRITICAL EYES OF THE CROWD, LETTING THE CANDIDATE FIELD THE TOUGH QUESTIONS, BEING TRASHED BY THE PUBLIC, HELD OUT TO SHEILD THE BULLETS AND FIREY DARTS, BLOCKING THOSE MEN, WHO ARE SAFELY BEHIND THEM, HIDING FROM BEHIND THE CURTAINS AS THE WOMEN ARE MADE TO FEEL THEY OWE THE MAN SOMETHING, WHERE NOTHING OR NOT MUCH IS GIVEN IN RETURN, BUT NEVER LAYING MUCH ON THE LINE IN RETURN! THIS MOVIE, IS ALMOST MAKING STATEMENTS ALMOST MORE ABOUT MEN, CAUSING AND CREATING THE SITUATION, WHERE WOMEN, TURN TO PROSTITUTION AS A MEANS OF SURVIVAL, WITH WOMEN, FINALLY GET SO SICK OF THE GAME, WITH HIGH INVESTMENTS, ON THEIR SIDE, WITH LITTLE COMING BY WAY OF RETURN, FROM THE MEN. FINALLY, THE WOMEN, TURN TO EACH OTHER RATHER THAN THE MEN, WOMAN TO WOMAN, THEY SLAY THEIR OWN DRAGONS, TURNING TO THE FEMALES IN THEIR LIVES, FOR SUPPORT, LOVE, EVEN PHYSICAL CONNECTED PROTECTION AND COMFORT, FINDING A MAN IS CONTRIBUTING LITTLE MORE THAN, THE BARE MINIMUM, MAYBE FOR NOTHING MORE THAN TO BE LAID, LEAVING WOMEN, TURNING TO OTHER WOMEN FOR SUPPORT, LOVE, SEX, FRIENDSHIP, AND DEFENSE, AFTER BEING PHYSICALLY AND SEXUALLY ABUSED, MEN WHO ARE MAKING MONEY, OFTEN LOOK AT THEIR WIVES, GIRLFRIENDS, AND SIGNIFICANT OTHERS, IN A LIGHT, NO BETTER THAN A PIMP LOOKS AT HIS GIRLS, AS NOTHING MORE THAN THEIR MARGIN OF ERROR AND CONTRIBUTIONS, KILLING SOME IF THEY STIFF HIM, WHEN HE NEVER MAKES GOOD ON HIS PROMISE TO PROTECT THEM, BEING A MURDERER, MORE LIKELY TO KILL THE WIFE, RATHER THAN PAY TO TAKE CARE OF THEM AND FEED THEM. THE FRAUD BROADS, ARE TREATED POORLY, IN LIGHT OF WHAT THEY DO, COMPARED TO THEIR MALE COUNTERPARTS, OR BUDDIES, IN A COMMON ENTERPRISE, THAT ALWAYS ENDS UP, LOPSIDED, SEEN AS LITTLE MORE THAN A POSSESSION OR EXTENSION OF THE MAN, NO MATTER WHAT HER EDUCATIONAL, ASPIRATIONAL, AND PROFESSIONAL GOALS AND OBJECTIVES ARE. THRILL IN WASILLA . . . I THINK A STUDY AND PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUATION OF FORMER VICE PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, SARAH PALIN, BEING NOTHING MORE THAN A PLAYBOY BUNNY, A CARIBOU BARBIE, A CREATION OF THE CIA, MEN, FOR MEN, BEING PULLED OUT OF A MAGIC HAT, APPEARING ONE SHORT MONTH BEFORE THE ELECTIONS, AS IF TRULY A MAGICIAN'S TRICK, LEAVING PEOPLE TO WONDER, HOW SARAH PALIN JUST SEEMED TO POP OUT OF NOWHERE, BEING FORCED INTO THE POLITICAL LIMELIGHT. A LOOK AT MY BABY SISTER, GOING FROM UNITED FLIGHT ATTENDANT, AS RACHEL SOUTHWICK HICKEY, MOOSMAN, KENNEDY, TO A POLITICAL PHENOMENA, BEING MARKETED, DRESSED, COACHED, TRAINED, EDUCATED SOMEWHAT ON THE ISSUES, BEING ENTICED WITH FAME, MONEY, DRINKING UP FAN ADORATION, WITH ALL THE PRESSURE THAT BRINGS, ALLEGEDLY, GOING FROM DELIVERING A PERFORMANCE OF A LIFETIME, TO BOOK SIGNING AND NATIONWIDE TOURS, THE CARIBOU BARBIE HAD A "NOT SO MAGICAL MAVERICKY TOUR!" VOTERS, UNLIKE MEN, WANTED MORE FROM PALIN, THAT HER RELYING ON JUST THE FORCE OF HER PERSONALITY, OFTEN BEING AT A LOSS FOR SUBSTANTIVE THOUGHT, ACTIONS, AND ANSWERS . . . THEY WANTED SOMEONE NICE TO LOOK AT, SOMEONE THEY COULD CONTROL, MARKET, AND SELL THE REPUBLICAN BRAND, BUT IN REALITY, LEAVING RACHEL WORSE OFF THAN SHE WAS, HAD SHE NEVER BEEN GRANTED THE "CIA MAKE A WISH FOUNDATION" OPTIONS, ALLOWING SOMEONE TO BE "ANYTHING" AND ANYONE THEY WANTED. THE EVOLUTION OF RACHEL, TO SARAH, TO JOANN . . . ALTHOUGH, RACHEL PERFORMS AS ME, I AM, NEVER THERE, WHERE SHE PERFORMS, I AM RIGHT AT DENNY'S ON 4TH SOUTH IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH! I HAVEN

The Making of Sarah Palin

One of the worst thing, someone who is interested in protecting a candidate, or former candidate, but still somewhat in the public view, pushing her on McCain, without knowing her capabilities, plus her limits, lacking the necessary foundation, and contextual framework of running the government and the skills necessary to do that job, toughest in the world, or the free world; however, in this lack, subjecting her to attacks, criticism, sarcasm, and a venomous liberal press, being dubbed the dumbest woman in politics, leaving many wondering, in America's most insane moments, not to mention Senator John McCain, selecting, a relative unknown, because, she was completely unknown, being made up from the fantasies of men and a model older sister, who got the kicked shit out of them, by this bad ass con law chick, they couldn't handle, but they liked the idea of a smart, powerful, political figure, as long as they could control them, mold them into the woman, they wanted, who had to obey their every direction, even writing her speeches for her, and coaching her, with the answer to me, but for the Republican dream, Sarah, prepping her for her debates, appearances, cramming her full of world affairs, events, and readying her for whatever a campaign may bring.  I watched some old videos, of the VIEW, with Barbara Walters, Whoopi Goldberg, and the other women, who made comments, on the fact, that Palin, reminded them of cramming for a test, only to forget what you learned the next day, with most people in politics, learning line upon line, principle by principle, in a long line of jobs, services, taking someone gracefully from A to Z, never missing all the stages in the middle, not just passing an exam with the public watching, but learning to own the subject, grappling with the facts, wrestling with the policies, nailing down, names, places, and things, and I can't help thinking that the parable of the house on the rock or the sand, when Christ tells us to build our homes on a solid foundation, so that when the winds come, and the tempest tosses, we are secure and sound, not being tossed to and fro, susceptible, to this wind of doctrine, or that.

I always thought, going from mayor of a small town, like Wasilla, Alaska, to governor of a state, was a big leap, but, going from that to V.P. of the United States, is insane and the learning curve involved in that, takes a particular type of person, who is intelligent, but who is also, a seeker, a learner, a thinking, and who is intellectually curious, or you will see exactly what happened . . . MSNBC's Keith Oberman, my absolute favorite political pundit, who got taken off the station, because of donating money to some campaign, or whatever, but I don't think, anyone, is saying that Palin, is not smart enough to do this or that, but she just is not interested!  The guy who wrote the book, like the Real Sarah Palin, or something like that, because, she was a mystery person to everyone, and literally came from nowhere . . . . here is my theory, on going from, Rachel to Sarah, then, without stopping, being appointed as me, disregarding all that I have to offer, that Rachel can't . . . and in the physical realm, she might win.  But that is normal, nothing but my opinion, but the author said, as her aid, she would have staff write all her emails, and when they would ask her to read over it, she would summarily dismiss them, say that she was sure it was good, and tell them to submit it, being so disinterested, that if frustrated other.  Not only are Sarah's physical qualities the same as my sister, Rachel's, her teeth, facial structure, size, age, legs, facial and hand expressions, exactly the same, but the psychological make-up, strengths and weaknesses are exactly the same!

Physical Characteristics Are Exactly the Same, But For, Dying Rachel's Hair Brown, Putting in Brown Eye Contacts, Using Heavy Dark Eye Liner, Giving the Appearance of Larger Eyes, adding Librarian Glasses, With a Slight Magnifier Lens to Make Palin's Eye's Look a Bit Larger, Than, Rachel's Thin, Asian Eyes, That Squint When She Smiles! Add Big Sexy Hair--Same!

Once someone knows that Rachel, was used as the baseline woman for Palin, with men, liking her physical characteristics, you can not fail to see, Rachel, come screaming through, Palin.  But, the similarities, go way beyond that, and while this is not an exhaustive list, on comparisons, it might lead someone in the right direction, and set Rachel free, from being Sarah, or me, for the rest of her life, so she can, let the truth, rather than deception, help her to refuse to live a lie.  Just a comment or two on the phony pictures, showing Palin when she played basketball, or was a news anchor, when younger . . . photo shop, and those hair stylist computers . . . make her face a little fuller, and put some lame ass 80's curly hair style on Rachel, or Sarah, and then have someone from the local newspaper, or one on the staff of any newspaper, take the picture, as if it was in the newspaper 20 years ago.  Most of this stuff is easy to do, and easy to authenticate!  Her background on Wiki, is sketchy at best . . . everyone, wonders, who the Real Sarah Palin is . . . she is Rachel . . . someone just sneezed, indicating to me, that she is me, or tissue or 'tis you!  NO, I AM RIGHT HERE, DENNY'S, SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH, getting with kids, grandkids, tonight!

Believe me, the CIA, and the cops, know how do fake all this shit, and they know, how to bury someone, mix and match families.  There is little difference between, Prophet Warren Jeffs, of the FLDS, polygamist cults, and the Mormon Cult.  Jeffs, is taking wives and children away from fathers, finding someone to be unfit, in Jeff's eyes, having no problems, playing fish, with families, so nobody even knows, who belongs to who, like the CIA, FBI, and those Mo's who do this for a living and cover the asses, of women, like Rachel, seein as an asset, that they have invested a shit load of money into!  Hell, they can erase me back to birth, fuck with all the fingerprints in professional licenses, or in my mug shots, for contempt of court, they have already denied me I.D. and Driver's License, because, Rachel is using mine, and has for the last 4 years, since I split from Utah; Shelley has been using it longer than that, and so has Kay, all used and abused by these men, and I would guess, hit, punched, and bullied!  The truth, shall make you FREE!  Seize the day!

Truth, Consequences and Governor Palin

  • Palin was talking about the space programs, talking about the Russian Sputnik, and the race to the moon, and at one point, she called the spaceship, the Spudnut, and most people would not give much significance to the slight slip; however, a sister, who, loved the donuts from a store in Bountiful, Utah, that was the source of our families, after church, indulgence, of 6 dozen hot out of the oven, glazed donuts, ice cream and root beer, would know, that this Freudian slip, was not necessarily a lack of knowledge, but a direct, reflection and revelation of where Rachel grew up, and got her start, with Spudnuts, being the precursor for Rachel's love and passion for Krispy Kreme Donuts!  As a flight attendant, Rachel would scope out a whole city, and wait, for those hot fresh donuts, to come right out the oven, just like the hot Spudnuts, that were used as a bribe by our parents, to get us to conform and be quiet in church, knowing we were going to be rewarded with hot donuts, when church was over, almost without exception, until the donut shop went out of business
  • The former Palin aid, who wrote the book, said, that he was a devoted member of her team, believing in her message, and the her direction for the country, but, in reality, she seemed little interested in taking those directions, nor having those constitutional principles and concept, show up in her governorship, leadership, her conversations, and they just never came, dashing this idealistic, upset man, who wanted to see things change.  He said, she had no interest in the legislature, nor the governing of the state, often listening to policy discussions, but, soon, loosing the attention and concentration, to really stay with a discussion long enough, to implement, anything, indicating the same type of lack of interest, in anything political . . . she loved the fame, the TV interviews, the notoriety of running, but the real brass tacks of running the state, were often left to aids and staff, or Todd . . . the man said that Sarah was a voracious reader, seemed to know Alaskan politics; however, when it came to knowing anything beyond the scope of the state, she was a total wash!
  • when Katie Couric, simply asked Palin, which newspapers she read, and she answered, that not so big gotcha question, that anyone who reads a newspaper could have easily answered, but not Palin, who said, I read, any or all of them, all or any.  That is totally consistent with Rachel's personality, and her lack of interest in the news events, as far as I have observed, her sole interest in the newspaper, is to do the crossword puzzles, and she did those faithfully, religiously!
  • this same aid, mentioned the fact, that whenever, Palin, needed a press release, or to send an email, she would ask her staff to write them, to the frustration of staff, who wanted some feedback on their work, or a comment, to see if these is what she wanted.  That never seemed to interest her, or matter to her . . . she would say, I am sure you wrote something good, so just turn it in.  At one point, Rachel, after the 2008, with her back home in St. George, before, she transitioned into being me, the more glamorous version of me, making a mockery of attorneys, by even thinking she could practice law without a license, again, lacking the sure foundation of the law . . . now most people don't even pay attention, so she could pull of speaking engagements, maybe even imitating an attorney in court, with my Intel, telling me right now, as I was writing, SHE IS ME!  That is what, cops, who created, not only Sarah Palin, but only deriving pleasure, from causing me pain, and believe me having someone get credit for all I have done, kills me, especially, knowing how truly, intellectually lazy, both Rachel and Palin are!  But, on one occasion, while I was battling Rachel's ex-husband, Christian Hickey, and his lame ass attorney, Brian Adamson, feeling like in addition to a full blown, crazy ass law practice, also helping Rachel, take care of legal issues, like her house, or me taking her kids, and having the proper authority to do that, I just bought this simple power of attorney form, at Staples, with nothing more than a few pages of description, with a list on the back, for the assignor to check off the powers, she wanted me to handle.  I left it for several days, and each time, I asked Rachel, to make sure she read the document, and what the power entails, she said, I will just sign it . . . I said, I would not take control, unless she read the papers, and finally after I bugged the shit out of her, she said, you read it to me.  I did, and felt lucky to have her just sign the damned thing!  I explained that, was a huge ass power, and I had the power to act, in her interest, and at times, even going contrary to her interests.  She would have none of it and didn't seem to care, just like the description of how she lacked interest in leading the state of Alaska!  LOL!
  • the funny thing, in watching some of these older videos, before she started with the big sexy hair, the men who turned Rachel into Sarah, based on me, even copied my modest and classic clothes, simple, but always, reflecting tasteful modesty, Palin, even had some jackets, that reminded me of some I wore all the time . . . the updo, was not anything I ever did, but, I see more and more, where they copied me, then poisoned me, so I didn't know what was going on again, and when, Sarah lost the elections, I guess the boys, club, unable to control me, and with $700 million worth of cases, on my desk against the government, but, again, after I came back from the fog I was in, and started to practice law again, I guess, she again, was the solution, to me, thinner, and more obedient, and worth stealing, seeing that I am not a blue-blooded Republican, like Rachel is, so they decided to let her be me again, so they could get rid of me!  Not so soon!  But, Rachel is a big time shopper, a shopoholic, and almost shakes, when it comes to money for shopping!  But, when the man who donated or gave Palin his credit cards to improve her librarian style for a stepped up style, sexier, shorter, etc., the man was pissed, because she went, $150,000 over the budget he gave her, to stay in . . . so Rachel, lives to spend and shop, buy . . . and her husband lived to stop her, so they balanced each other out.  I can't believe you could not get everything you needed, at that time!  Once time, to the shock of the press, Sarah, came out of her shower, while they were waiting in her front room, and Palin came out, with just a towel around her, and a towel around her hair, leaving everyone speechless!  I also, saw, inappropriate behavior, even in front of her children, as Rachel, when Kay, and Rach were painting one of the kids rooms, and Kay came up behind Rachel, and put both his hands dipped in bright red paint, and he grabbed her boobs, leaving his handprints on her chest, and rather than this being a little fun sexual play between her and her hub, she wore it driving across the state, from Logan to St. George, and in front of her children, until, I told her that was not a good example for four kids, just going through the raging hormone stage!  She acted like setting a good example for her teens, never entered her mind . . . sexual play, and showing that fun off, seemed Ok?
  • when Palin, did her acceptance speech, the very first time, she faced a national audience, she had three men, surrounding her coaching her, fusing with her, like three old wet hens!  She is not authentic, because, she is not me, her patriotism, is wearing a red, white and blue shirt, showing off her shopping more than her patriotism.  Like the best definition of patriotism, being a life time commitment to the values and principles, this country was founded on, and a silent, devotion to the concepts of the Constitution.  She is inauthentic, and she will throw in buzz words that get a cheer, but, there is not passion, and it is not selling well these days . . . my passion is daily.  I think it was her aid, or Barbara Walters, who said, she just lacked a match, with what she claimed, to be her base beliefs . . . because they were not her values and moral commitment to the Constitution, but an imitation of what, my life's mission was and is!  You can't fake sincerity, nor infuse yourself with someone esle's passion and life goals and loves.  There is a hollowness.  I saw one video, at one of Palin's book signings, and her big bus with a huge picture of her, on the wrap around the bus, but Palin was a no show!  People were pissed having waited for like 9 hours, she came out, waved at the crowd, and left, handing out, sticker signatures.  She even imitates, my very powerful, signature . . . that is different, because, while Rachel has similar writing styles, my sig, shows, ego, power, with very large first letters, oversized, and powerful . . . I saw the Sarah stickers, and she has developed that, but that is a detail, an agent would or might mention, with handwriting analysis, proving authenticity.

Palin is a Republican Version of Me!  Only I Am Authentic, Not One Fraudulent Thing About Me!  The Truth Shall Make You Free . . . Test the DNA . . . Really Just Look!

Rachel is All Smoke and Mirrors As Palin; It is Even a Bigger Stretch To Play Me!  I'll Got Head to Head With The Fraud, Anytime, Anyday, Any Subject, and I Don't Have 
Coaches!

THE AUDACITY, THE ARROGANCE, THE MISREPRESENTATION, THE FRAUD IS SHOCKINGLY HORRIFYING!

AMERICANS NEED TO KNOW THE TRUTH!  Experience the Difference!

One more thing . . . I eat, sleep and drink, politics, not that I know everything, but, I love it . . . I was at Rachel's house, on the last and final debate between President Obama and Mitt Romney, in 2012, I tried to get Rachel to sit down and watch, the debate . . . she said, she went to a rally in Las Vegas, to support Sarah Palin, back in 2008, but, her reaction, was like a loser, when she got all pissed, said she hated politics, Obama, he was EVIL, and her son, Scott, yelled and he is a MUSLIM!  Rachel disappeared for about two years, right between 2006 and 2008, going to training school.  I know, that being a P.E. major, Rachel was scared to give a church talk, but she did a good job, and that may have given her the idea, or my father, or the boyz, that she could pull being Palin and Me, off.  But, I do know, that someone was attending Dixie State College/University, back in those years, using my name, my birthday, my social . . . and someone looking exactly like me, many people think we are twins, again, reason for this hair brained scam, but someone in Missoula, asked me, if I took a communications class at the University of Montana, and I said, no.  The woman said, I swear it was you, and they even said they were an attorney.  I thought, now that makes sense that Rachel would take a speech class, because, she was a P.E. major, and needed the training; however, I on the other hand, was a communications minor, long graduated, and what in the hell would someone with a juris doctorate, having ripped up the courtroom, as a trial attorney, be taking a communications class?  I know why Rachel would!  LOL!