Wednesday, September 2, 2015

BROTHERHOOD OF HATE; DON'T LIE TO YOUR MOTHER, TELL HER YOU ARE AT THE LIBRARY! SHE WORKED HARD FOR MY MONEY, SHE WORKED HARD FOR MY MONEY, SO YOU BETTER TREAT HER RIGHT! (DONNA SUMMERS) LAW ENFORCEMENT? HA! INFRARED THERMO-IMAGRY, SUSPICIOUS PEOPLE, TRUCKS, FBI SURVEILLANCE PLANES, BACKYARD SPIES, 45 MINUTES SHINING FLASHLIGHT IN MY DIRECTION . . . TOOK OUT BATTERY TO MY PHONE . . . ALL CALMED DOWN, CAMPED OUT IN THE SLEEPING BAG I GOT FROM SALVATION ARMY . . . NICE TO BE PRONE AND WARM FOR THE NIGHT! LOL! I STILL HAVEN'T MASTERED THE FINE ART OF GOING TO THE BATHROOM OUTSIDE YET, A BIT EASIER FOR THE TRAMP CAMP BOYZ! NO WONDER THERE ARE FEWER WOMEN TRIPPING AROUND THE COUNTRY, DIRT BAGGING IT LIKE ME! LOL! WE WOULD NEED A PORTA POTTY! MY FRIEND DANE, A MILITARY BRAT, RAISED IN THE 60'S WHOM I RUN INTO ALL OVER MONTANA, SAYS HIS SOLUTION TO BATHROOM BREAKS DURING THE NIGHTS . . . DON'T DRINK WATER OR DRINK AFTER 4:00 P.M., GOOD IDEA! LOL! OVER ALL, I HAD A GREAT, COZY NIGHT, A BIT HARD ON THE HIPS, BECAUSE I DIDN;T DARE SLEEP ON THE GRASS, NEEDED COVER FROM INFRARED CAMERAS, FBI SURVEILLANCE PLANES, ETC.! ONE THING YOU CAN'T ACCUSE ME OF IS HAVING A BORING LIFE! LOL! LIVING CLOAK AND DAGGER! GO FIGURE, AND I AM ONE OF THE GOOD GUYS, SO THAT SHOULD TELL YOU THE NATURE OF THE OTHER SIDE, AND MY ENEMIES! THEY SAY YOU CAN JUDGE THE CHARACTER OF THE MAN, IN MY CASE WOMAN, BY THE SIZE AND NUMBER OF HER ENEMIES! I HAVE SOME CHARACTER! AND, I LOVE WHAT I AM DOING . . . I KNOW, THAT IF THEY EVER STOPPED CHASING ME, I MUST NOT BEING DOING THE RIGHT STUFF! SO, I AM SPOT ON, STRAIGHT UP! ANATOMY OF A HIT.

WHAT DOES A HIT LOOK LIKE?

So, after dinner on Monday, the other night, I tripped on over to Starbucks that has tables and even nice comfy patio furniture, sitting outside, and when it is open and the day is a bit breezy, there is a fireplace that gives off heat, both from the inside and the outside, so first I tried writing my blog at the tables, but there was a bit of a breeze, so I moved around the corner, to the patio, and noticed, in their generosity, they even had an outside electrical outlet, so I could plug in my computer, and not drain all its juice--but it was still a bit nippy, so I decided to venture into the Super 1, however, there are several guys there, who are undercover, probably feds, but live local, and they are not there when I first arrive, without notice, but always come back on the scene, and then, seem to be their 24/7 when I am in town . . .over operations.  So, I looked around and saw several of them, and decided, nope, this is not cool, and I know damned well what they are up to, they never succeed, but they sure as hell give it that old college try.  After 3 years of this, you start to see, certain connections between people and events, patterns, what is normal and what is not, and I can always feel, in my gut, and between that and my Intel Man, God, leaving me little messages, like a huge ass, CAN IT! on the only book, my eyes managed to land on, in the whole fucking store . . . so I heeded God's warning and booked it out of the store, and it was nice and balmy out, so I decided to got back over to Starbucks, and enjoy the late summer, early fall, night, under the stars, writing my blog, that was intended to be a rather nice on . . . but that can always turn on a dime, as in this case . . . no sooner, do I get religion, and decide to just forgive all these assholes, for stealing my life, family, property, but due to my sharp senses and intelligence, plus my Intel Man, God, we are able to keep life and limb going, barely, and under more and more constant pressure, as I am trying to land and set up a new consulting business, needing to reclaim my name in a place that has been taken over by the double and with much approval and help!  Dirty fuckers! MO SHIT!  REPUBLICAN SHIT!  YEAH, A HIT!

Now, from my now, extensive experience, getting to be daily now, must be getting afraid that I will actually care enough to get my contact and personal identification back, regardless of how manWhy excuses, detours and requirements that have added to the normal process, over the last three years, since first venturing into this area of Montana . . . and next to me, the fraud gals pale, don't know shit, but to you, since they have been my understudies, to serve as cameo appearances, when I am eventually, either jailed, put in some prison where nobody knows where I am, just thinking, JoAnn just took off again, or kill me, these gals will be able to step in a write my blog, and hell, you already think they are me, in face and body, and I am the stranger, NOT, here, but they have my money and they can launder it, through grants to colleges, programs, cops for new uniforms, laundering it through Neptune Aeronautics in Missoula, or through other school, college foundations, scholarships, etc., that buy loyalties, silence, and obedience.  There are a million ways to spend a billion dollars, and adding to that about $1 million a day of my blog, and whatever they are ripping Elliot off on his music for . . . Gods, NO, money grubbing, liars, thieves, collectors, and distributors, keeping plenty for administrating the distribution of the money collect from my families work!

Why Would Someone Possibly Want Some Old Grandma Dead?

Just today, I looked on three Google versions of my blog name, on one site, there was roughly 400,000 hits in less than 68 seconds, on another versions . . . all same writer, same face . . . actually mine, but very small, so you think that it could be Rachel, with shorter hair, but same credentials, so identical to mine, but there was another 500,000 on the next site, then about well over 600,000 on another version, but same blog, all in the last 68 minutes, times that by how many seconds in an hour, being almost in a second, then times that by the number of hours in a day . . . then add the numbers from Yahoo, AOL, Bing, duckduckgo, stumble, tumble, gopaddles, yelp, pandora, and on and on, so many, I would not know where to look, but these guys can use my money to pay the best and the brightest hackers, to gobble up any new site, or use new sites to launder the amount of hits!  

Sneaky, sneaky, sneaky . . . not really, I know exactly what they have been doing, and so does the NSA, who has to be in compliance and in collusion with them, to let this happen!  But fucking huge ass numbers, to say the least, probably from 1 to 5 billion hits per day, and 1 to 5 cents per hit? You do the math . . . my client, whom also had a little lunch with the CIA, prior to stealing the case right out from under my nose, after having worked on the $222 million threat, and a $10 million demand, after the Las Vegas Review Journal, was brought to their knees by ME, the feds, promised my client a win, money, on a guarantee, that I had to rely on, the frailties and human biases of the judges, to do the righ thing and apply the law to the facts, which is increasingly more difficult for them, when they want to just pull the law out of their fucking asses and make decisions or rule according to how well they like you!  So, of course, the CIA, could make a more sure promise, bribing the judges or working a settlement out, behind my back, prior to getting to the courts!  Nice little money maker, me . . . right?

A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY IS WHY!

I should be making a shit load of money, but I prefer your trust, while they are banking on my money! Sista's care, sista's share . . . they are more than willing to share, so you have dirty hands too!  THAT is how dirty cops work too, they take the new rookie, on some sting op, a wired buy, or the search of a house, and they have them help plant the evidence, get the bogus warrant, take some of the property and goods, from the house, of alleged criminals, like me, for God's sake . . . and then, they become part of the club, on the road to free and easy riches, new homes, cars, trucks, toys, etc.  What could be better, it is good in the hood! So, to buy the idea that there was a hit, for a billion dollars to keep their secrets, not a far stretch and they have trained Shelley or Kay, both consider themselves writer, boring as hell, so the blog would eventually die under their writing . . . Kay Burningham has several books, probably through Deseret Books, that are anit-Mormon books, that are really just flaunting Kay's legal experience in TORTS!  I have watched her presentation of her book, and it is all in connection with her personal injury, and her personal injury or ambulance chasing frame of reference . . . boring, boring, boring . . . Shelley is a read, she lives vicariously through the characters in the book, and now she lives vicariously through Me, fantasizing of being me, and the cops foster her as ME!  Law enforcement at its finest . . . VOTE CHEERLEADERS!  YEAH!!!!! LOL! Watch those boobs bounce!  LOL!  God almighty, spare us this shit!

Back At Starbucks . . . Mr. Goth, Beater Blue Rusted Out Old Nova?

So, I was somewhat shocked, coming back from being threatened with something . . . never quite figure out what they are going to do with me, when the sting op, works, and what crime, exactly that I have committed, guess government terrorist, enemy combatant, government subversive, homegrown terrorist, for writing and training people on the Constitution . . . hey, it worked in the 50's on the John Birch Society, and other alleged fringe groups, worked on the CSA of Arkansas, in the 80's, that is the white supremicist group, known for the Covenant, the Sword, and the  

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

"DON'T LIE TO YOUR MOM, TELL HER YOU ARE AT THE LIBRARY" . . . OH MY GODS . . . THE MINDFULNESS REVOLUTION; RADICAL ACCEPTANCE, THE NEW BELIEVER! IN A WAR WITH THE EVIL GENIUS, THE DEVIL, SATAN, LUCIFER. EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, I STOP TO ACTUALLY PROCESS WHAT HAPPENS TO ME ON A DAILY BASIS, AND LAST NIGHT JUST HAPPENED TO BE ONE OF THOSE OCCASIONS. THERE APPEARED TO ME, TO BE AT LEAST ONE STING OP, TWO HITS, AND A CAMPAIGN OF TERROR LAST NIGHT, AS I SAT IN A STAIRWELL, LISTENING TO KLOVE GOSPEL CHANNEL, THAT IS PROBABLY SPELLED KLUV, NEVER HAVE SEEN THE STATION NAME IN PRINT. BUT, I THINK THIS IS EXACTLY THE CASE, AND WHY . . . MY INTEL GUY, GOD, INDICATED TO ME, THAT SEVERAL OF THE DOUBLE TROUBLE GIRLS HAVE BEEN PICKED UP AND CHARGED FOR IDENTITY THEFT AND A PLETHORA OF OTHER CHARGES, AND THEY ARE MANY. AND LIKE IS THE CASE WITH MANY GANGS, THE MOB, EVEN GOVERNMENT, POWERFUL CHURCHES, THERE IS A NEED FOR VENGEANCE, RETRIBUTION, RETALIATION, AND PAYBACK, IS A BITCH! NOW THIS INNER CIRCLE OF FAMILY, FRIENDS, CLIENTS, CHURCH MEMBERS, FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, ATF, THE MOB, MARINES, AND THE TIGHT LIPPED, TIGHT KNIT GANG, DON'T SEEM TO HAVE THE SAME MORALS, ETHICS, INTEGRITY, HONESTY, AND NOBILITY THAT THE REST OF US DO . . . THEY, LITERALLY SEE THEMSELVES AS GODS, BETTER LOOKING, SMARTER, MORE CAPABLE, WITH SUPER COOPERATION, FOCUSED ON THEIR VIEW OF THE WORLD, AND ALL ELSE BE DAMNED! THEY ARE, IN SO MANY WAYS, "BIG BROTHER, BIG SISTER" INCARNATE! THEY BELIEVE THEY HOLD THE FATE OF US LITTLE PEOPLE IN THEIR GREEDY HANDS, THAT THEY WILL GRANT US THIS OR THAT FAVOR, GOING FROM THE BEDROOM, TO THE BOARDROOM, TO THE COURTS, ON THE STREETS, AND IN THE HOME. THEY THINK THEY CAN RAISE YOUR CHILDREN BETTER THAN YOU CAN, PICK YOUR SPOUSE WITH A GREATER DEGREE OF SATISFACTION THAT YOU COULD DO FOR YOURSELF, THEY FEEL ENTITLED TO TAKE WHATEVER THEY CAN TAKE, AND THE BEST WAY I CAN DESCRIBE THESE PEOPLE, IS THROUGH DARWINIAN THEORIES OF SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST, FOOD CHAINS, MATING PATTERNS OF ANIMALS, THE BIG BANG THEORY OF CREATION, AND A WORLD POLICING ENTITY, A CROWN WITH TITLES OF NOBILITY, OF A MAN MADE NATURE, AND A WORLD WHERE PEOPLE ARE CONTROLLED AND FORCED TO DO WHATEVER THE RULING ELITE DEMAND. THINK OF THE HUNGER GAMES, SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES, AND NOT SO FOR FETCHED, IN FACT, PEOPLE HAVE COMPARED PRESIDENT SNOW, TO PROPHET SNOW OF THE MORMON CHURCH, AND VARIOUS ASPECTS OF THE GAME, WOULD CONNOTE THIS TYPE OF SOCIETY. THE PROBLEM IS, THEY ARE USING MY FAMILIES MONEY, AND AT LEAST I, JUST FUCKING DON'T SEE THE JOY IN LIVING THAT TYPE OF LIFE, EVEN IF I WERE ONE OF THE ALLEGED ELITE! NO, THE CONSTITUTION, FITS ME JUST FINE . . . I DON'T NEED MY NAME IN LIGHTS, DON'T NEED THE SPOTLIGHT, I KNOW THAT I AM LOVED, I KNOW THAT I AM ADORED. AS I SAT, ABANDONED, ALONE, LISTENING TO THESE AMAZING NEW GOSPEL SONGS, WITH INSPIRING MESSAGES, AND THE ROLE JESUS CHRIST PLAYS IN OUR LIVES, IF WE WILL LET HIM, WITH SEVERAL OF THE SONGS REMINDING ME OF A CHALLENGE, DIRECTION, OR GAME PLAN, THAT I FEEL THAT GOD IS INDICATING HE WANTS ME TO TAKE, AND I HAVE GONE MY OWN WAY, WHILE HE PATIENTLY WATCHES OVER ME DAILY, SAVING MY ASS, PROTECTING ME, OR SENDING PEOPLE WHO ARE INSPIRED TO SAVE ME, KNOWINGLY OR NOT, AND HAVE STEPPED UP, AS IS THE SITUATION LAST NIGHT, THAT WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT IT, ESPECIALLY IN LIGHT OF THE TRUE CRIME STORY I MADE REFERENCE TO, AND THE YOUNG PEOPLE I MET, WITH A RENEWED ENERGY, WITH COOL MILLENNIUMS JOINING THE FIGHT, AND THESE KIDS WERE WELL VERSED IN THE SCRIPTURE, AND SEEMED TO USE THEM TO GUIDE THEIR LIVES . . . BUT, I REMEMBERED THE FACT THAT TWO YEARS AGO, WHEN FRESH LIFE CHURCH, WAS GOING TO SET UP A NEW CAMPUS IN BOZEMAN, MONTANA, AND THAT SEEMED TO BE A GLIMMER, IN PASTOR LEVI'S EYE, A LONG SHOT IF YOU WILL, AND I REMEMBER, FEELING DRAWN TO THE CHALLENGE, TO HELP THIS EFFORT. I WROTE A SOMEWHAT FUNNY BLOG, TELLING ALL THE COWBOYS AND GIRLS, COLLEGE STUDENTS, AND FAMILIES, THAT WE WERE COMING TO BOZEMAN TO SAVE THEIR SORRY ASSES, AFTER THEIR PARTYING ON SATURDAY NIGHT. ABOUT THAT SAME TIME, I WROTE ABOUT CHRIST LOVE FOR THE WORLD, THAT NOTHING COULD SEPARATE US, HUMANS FROM HIS LOVE, NOT EARTHQUAKES, FAMINE, PESTILENCE, SLAUGHTER, ETC., AND THEN SEEING THAT THE WORLD, LIKE LIQUID PLANET, JUST SUCKED THIS STUFF UP, WITH A 30,000,000 HIT JUMP IN MY BLOG NUMBERS, BACK IN THE DAY, WHEN I ACTUALLY GOT A FAIR READ AND THE BOX TROLLS, HAD NOT COMPLETED THEIR STEALING HABITS, HACKING, AND ERASING. BUT, MY THOUGHT WAS, PEOPLE ARE STARVED FOR WHAT CHRIST HAS TO OFFER TO THEIR LIVES, HELPING WITH FAMILIES, DRUGS, ALCOHOL AND OTHER ADDICTIONS, ANGER, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, HATE, WARRING FACTORS, BULLYING, ABUSE, SEXUAL CRIMES AND OTHER CRIMES . . . HE CAN FIX IT ALL! I HAVE FOUGHT FOR FREEDOM THROUGH RIGHTS, AND THE CONSTITUTION, THROUGH THE LAW, BUT I AM STILL FRUSTRATED, SO, IT CAME TO ME LAST NIGHT, THAT IT IS IN JESUS CHRIST, THAT I CAN LEARN TO FORGIVE, LEAVE THINGS IN HIS HANDS, AND TRUST THAT JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED, EITHER IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT. HE KNOWS THE BEGINNING FROM THE END, I DON'T! I TRUST HIM, BUT NOT COMPLETELY, TRYING TO SOLVE THIS INJUSTICE THAT HAS BEEN DONE TO ME, OVER THE LAST 15 YEARS, AND VERY INTENSELY, THE LAST 4 . . . YESTERDAY, THAT COUNTRY SONG, "JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL" CAME ON, RIGHT AS I WAS THINKING OF SOME OF THE EVENTS OF THE DAY. I FELT IMPRESSED THAT THE LAW IS MY LOWER SELF, LET IT GO, HE HAS A LARGER MISSION FOR ME, ONE THAT IS FAR BETTER, LIKE GIVING PEOPLE, HIS FREEDOM, FREEDOM FROM THE CHAINS OF SIN, FREEDOM OVER DEATH, FREEDOM OVER SELF, HATE, ANGER--THAT IS WHERE THE REAL POWER FOR GOOD LAYS. WITH EACH SONG, THERE SEEMED TO BE A MESSAGE, PERSONALLY ADDRESSED TO ME, TO WHAT WAS HAPPENING, TO THE CONVERSATION WITH DREW AND REBECCA, AND THEIR MISSIONS, HELPING THEM OR OTHERS TO INVITE JESUS CHRIST, THE MOST POWERFUL NAME ON EARTH AND IN HEAVEN WHEN DEALING WITH THE FATHER OR GOD. AS TOUGH AS LIFE GETS, GOING TO THE EXTREMES, I STILL HAVE SO MUCH JOY, SO MUCH LOVE, SO MUCH HAPPINESS, IN SPITE OF DEATH THREATS, STING OPS, DAILY, BEING HUNTED, TRACKED, AND ROBBED OF EVERYTHING, I FIND NEAR AND DEAR TO ME, LEAVING ME RAW AND STRIPPED TO THE CORE OF WHO I AM . . . GOD REPROVES AND CHASTISES THOSE HE LOVES . . . MAYBE I HAD TO GET THE SHIT BEATEN OUT OF ME, BEFORE I WOULD DO WHAT HE REALLY PUT ME HERE ON EARTH TO DO, BUT FOR THIS WAS I BORN, TO ECHO CHRIST, AS HE HUNG OF THE CROSS AND RELINQUISHED CONTROL OF HIS LIFE TO THE FATHER, DRINKING OF THE BITTER CUP, THAT SAVED US FROM SIN, AND PAYING FOR IT ON OUR OWN. A SONG CAME ON THAT SAID, GIVE ME SOMETHING THAT WILL SAVE MY LIFE TONIGHT . . . AND THIS IS WHAT WILL SAVE YOUR LIFE, AND GOD WANTS US TO BE SUCCESSFUL, IN HIS WAY, AND THAT IS DIFFERENT THAT THE WAYS OF MAN, IT IS LASTING JOY AND FREEDOM, ABOVE RIGHTS, LIBERTIES, AND PROTECTIONS. TRUE CHRISTIANS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN PERSECUTED, THAT IS OUR LOT IN LIFE, BUT THROUGH OBEDIENCE THROUGH THE THIBGS THAT WE HAVE SUFFERED, WE HAVE COME TO KNOW HIM! AND I HAVE, WHAT A BEAUTIFUL THING . . . HE STANDS AT THE DOOR AND KNOCKS. ANOTHER SONG SAID, I WENT AND HAD TO DO MY OWN THING, AND I DID, BUT I AM READY NOW LORD. I HAVE GIVEN MY LORD AND SAVIOR, A HALF ASS JOB OF WHAT HE INTENDED ME TO DO, BUT THAT SEEMS TO BE OKAY WITH HIM. PASTOR DENNIS OF NEW HOPE CITY CHURCH, SAID, JOANN, THIS IS NOTHING NEW, YOU HAVE HAD THE SAME STUFF HAPPENING TO YOUR FOR THE WHOLE TIME I HAVE KNOWN YOU . . . WRITE ABOUT RELIGION OR THE GOOD NEWS OF THE GOSPEL, OR ABOUT CHRIST, AND MAYBE YOUR ENEMIES WILL NOT CARE TO KILL YOU ANY MORE. MAYBE! I HAVE PLACED POLITICS AND MY HATRED FOR THESE PEOPLE, ABOVE HIS CALL TO HELP HIM . . . BETTER LATE THEN NEVER! LOL! LOOK FOR CHANGES . . .

TRUST ME, I'M A DR. (DR. PEPPER!) PARTY BLOCK--GOATS DO ROAM; ARROGANT FROG; BITCH! SUPER DUPER POOPER SCOOPER--LOL! SHHHHHH! JUST LIKE MORMONS WHO THINK THEY HAVE THE ONLY 24 HOUR HEAVEN CONNECTION, MO RUN AND PROBABLY OWNED SUPER 1 THINKS THEY HAVE THE ONLY 24 HOUR INTERNET CONNECTION . . . THINK AGAIN, PLACES ALL OVER THIS TOWN WHEN IT IS WARM! THIS IS A TREASURE HUNT, AND HINT, IT STARTS WITH AN "S" AND MY DAUGHTER, GRETA USED TO WORK THERE . . . I AM SITTING OUTSIDE A VERY COOL AND TRENDY PLACE, THAT HAS NICE OUTDOOR FURNITURE, EVEN ELECTRIC OUTLETS, BECAUSE THEIR VERY HIP CORPORATE HEADQUARTERS, BELIEVES IN INTERNET ACCESS, FREE SPEECH AND THE FIRST AMENDMENT! BACK TO SCHOOL . . . LOCAL KALISPELL HIPSTERS, DREW HANSON AND REBECCA MILETICH, STUDENT AND GRADUATE OF FLATHEAD VALLEY COMMUNITY COLLEGE ARE THE ONES WHO TURNED ME ONTO THE FUN NAMES OF WINES, GIVING ME TONIGHT'S "ATTENTION GRABBERS!" SCHOOL ENGLISH PAPER IDEAS! LOL! I HAD A GREAT CONVERSATION WITH THESE TWO VERY SMART, RIGHTEOUS, FUN MILLENNIUMS, TELLING THEM THAT WHAT BABY BOOMERS, PARENTS OF MILLENNIUMS, AND WHAT THIS GENERATION OF YOUNG PEOPLE HAVE IN COMMON, IS THAT MANY OF BOTH GENERATIONS ARE VERY ALTRUISTIC AND IDEALISTIC, JUST THE WAY I LIKE THEM, SHARE A PASSION FOR SAVING THE WORLD AND OTHER SOCIAL CAUSES, AND I LOVE THEM FOR THAT! I TOLD THEM, THAT I WAS TURNING THAT PROJECT OF SAVING THE WORLD OVER TO THEM, KNOWING I HAD PLACED IT IN COMPETENT HANDS! LOVE THEM! DREW WAS ALL ABOUT IT, AND READY TO RUN WITH THAT CHALLENGE! SO AWESOME; HE SAID WITH TONS OF ENTHUSIASM: WE ARE HEALTHY, PASSIONATE, AND READY!--MAKE PEACE HAPPEN! I WAS WATCHING ANOTHER CRIME SHOW, CALLED "LIVE TO TELL: LONE SURVIVOR" ABOUT A YOUNG WOMAN, PROBABLY ABOUT THE AGE OF THESE TWO BY NOW, COLLEGE AGE, WHO HAD HER WHOLE FAMILY MURDERED WHEN SHE WAS MUCH YOUNGER, BY SOME GUY IN A THRILL KILL. ALL THE COPS, ATTORNEYS, AND TEACHERS WHO WORKED WITH THIS YOUNG WOMAN, WERE SO IMPRESSED THAT SHE WOULD NOT, IN SPITE OF HER TRAGEDY, LET THIS MONSTER TAKE ONE MORE MINUTE OF HER LIFE, HAPPINESS AND JOY! THE ADULTS TALKING ABOUT HER, WERE ALL IN TEARS! THEY EVEN CREATED A SCHOLARSHIP FOR THIS YOUNG WOMAN, TO HELP HER REACH HER GOALS, AND EACH ONE OF THEM BELIEVED THAT GOD HAD SAVED HER FOR GREAT WORKS AND REASONS . . . EACH ONE OF YOU HAVE A MISSION, A CALLING, A DUTY THAT GOD SEES THAT YOUR ARE NOT ONLY CAPABLE OF DOING, BUT CAN'T WAIT TO GET ABOUT TAKING CARE OF BUSINESS, THE BUSINESS OF YOUR LIFE'S WORK AND LOVE! TAKE YOUR STUDIES SERIOUS, LEARN ALL YOU CAN, ATTEND CLASS, SUCK UP THE KNOWLEDGE . . . I LOVE THE LOGO, SLOGAN AND IMPLICATIONS OF THE MISSOULA COFFEE SHOP, LIQUID PLANET, SHOWING WHAT LOOKS LIKE ZEUS OR A GREEK GOD, TAKING THE CUP OF THE WORLD AND DRINKING IT UP. LOOK ALL AROUND YOU AT POSITIVE, ENCOURAGING SLOGANS, AND CAMPAIGN ADS, THAT CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY AND HEALTHY! LIKE "LOVE & SUNSHINE" OR "NICE!" SEEK OUT THE GOOD, THE PURE, THE CLEAN, THOSE THINGS OF GOOD REPORT, YOU ARE THE HOPE OF THE FUTURE!!!!! WE ARE COUNTING ON YOU! THE BEST GENERATION IS THE ONE COMING UP!!!!! IN THE MIDDLE OF THE TRUE CRIME EPISODE, LIVE TO TELL: LONE SURVIVOR, THERE WAS AN INFOMERCIAL OR SOMETHING, CALLED "TWO BLONDE TWIN WONDERS" (NOT REALLY TWINS, BUT BROTHER AND SISTER) ACTUALLY FROM UTAH, WITH KIND OF HIPPIE PARENTS, WHO RAISED THESE TWO SKIERS IN A VAN DURING THE SUMMERS AND IN EMPLOYEE HOUSING APARTMENTS DURING SKI SEASON AT SNOWBIRD. THESE KIDS WERE RAISED IN THE WILD, LOVE NATURE, HIKING, BIKING, SKIING, REPELLING, ROCK CLIMBING AND MOUNTAINEERING! THEIR PARENTS SAID THEY WOULD MOVE TO THE CITY, SO THE KIDS COULD BE IN PUBLIC SCHOOL, RATHER THAN BEING HOMESCHOOLED BY THE MOTHER--HELL, NO! AND THEY LOOK LIKE MY DAUGHTER, GRETA, OR NICOLE, AND SON, CHRIS, WHEN HE HAD LONG BEACH BUM OR SURFER HAIR . . . BUT MY KIDS ARE BETTER LOOKING, OF COURSE! LOL! GUITARIST AND VOCALIST FOR "THE DITCH & THE DELTA" HAS ALREADY DONE HEADSHOTS FOR MODELING, ALL HEALTHY AND HOPEFULLY HAPPY. BUT, THAT LIFESTYLE THAT THEY ARE PROMOTING, IS SO GREAT, CLEAN, FUN, AND WONDEROUS! CHECK IT OUT, GRETA IS THE ROCK CLIMBER, AND SHE WRITES FOR UTAH ADVENTURE MAGAZINE--FROM BALLET SHOES TO CLIMBING SHOES! A KID'S PLAY IS THEIR WORK, NOW THEY HAVE A GREAT HOME AT THE BASE OF COTTONWOOD CANYON! THE SMART FAMILIES PRACTICE THE "KISS" METHOD OF RAISING KIDS . . . KEEP IT SIMPLE STUPID (PARENTS) . . . DISCOVER NATURE . . . GREAT BILLBOARD IN MONTANA, BASEBALL TEAM JUMPING ALL OVER EACH OTHER . . . "ALL LESSONS ARE LEARNED IN THE CLASSROOM." WATCH FOR LEARNING IN ALL AREAS OF LIFE! LIKE ON THIS BLOG! LOL! TONIGHT, I'VE BEEN UNDERCOVER COPPED AT SUPER 1, TOO MUCH TRAFFIC AT MY NEW SECRET INTERNET SITE, SOME GUY RUNNING OUT OF RED LION, ACROSS THE PARKING LOT, MY SIGN TO GET THE HELL OUT, SOME GUY, IN A BEATER CAR, LIKE THE DUDE THAT WAS SHARING THE HIP JOINT WITH ME, OUTSIDE INTERNET . . . MOST LIKELY A HIT MAN, BUT SOME RED FORERUNNER KEPT WATCHING US, THANKS, SO THE GUY LEFT, BUT TOLD ME HE COULD BE FOUND IN THE WALMART PARKING LOT . . . UP FROM MISSOULA! NO SURPRISE . . . SAME BLUE, RUSTED OUT BEATER, GOTH TYPE GUY, APPEARED TO BE DRIVING THE CAR, THAT SWERVED TO HIT ME, THREE TIMES, JUST ABOUT 12:30 A.M., WHILE I WAS CROSSING MAIN ALONG, IDAHO . . . CAMERAS, AND I WAS RAISING MY ARMS UP, LIKE "WHAT THE HELL?" THANKS TO THE GROUP OF KIDS IN TWO TRUCKS IN WALGREENS PARKING LOT . . . BUT FOR THEM, HE MIGHT HAVE HIT ME! BUT, SIGNING OUT, FROM THE TABLES OUTSIDE PIZZA HUT . . . HINT, FREE ADVERTISEMENT FOR FREE INTERNET! PRETTY GOOD DEAL, GOING TO A BILLIONS READERS!!!!! YOU WOULD THINK PIZZA HUT WAS MOTEL 6, LEAVING THE LIGHTS ON FOR YOU! THANKS . . . FORMER EMPLOYEE AND FRIEND, JOHN BAGBY, USED TO WORK HERE, AND I LEARNED ABOUT THE OUTSIDE INTERNET, WAITING FOR HIM TO GET OFF WORK, DELIVERING PIZZA, SO WE COULD LISTEN TO "NEW ORDER" AND DRIVE "FARM TO MARKET ROAD" SO JOHN COULD CALM DOWN ENOUGH TO GO TO SLEEP! THANKS FOR SERVICE OVER THE YEARS AND THE BEST LUNCH DEAL--PERSONAL PAN PIZZA, DRINK AND SALAD BAR FOR $6.99 . . . CAN'T GET A BURGER DELUXE COMBO FOR THAT NOW DAYS, AND YOU MAKE YOUR MAMA HAPPY, GETTING YOUR DAILY DOSE OF VEGGIES IN THE SALAD! HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR AT SCHOOL, LOVE IT, DRINK IT, ENJOY IT, BE NICE! STOP BULLYING KIDS . . . THEY MIGHT BE THE PERSON WHO CURES CANCER THAR SAVES YOUR MOM OR DAD! KISSES, HUGS! GOOD KIDS, GOTTA LOVE'EM! GOOD LUCK!

I JUST POSTED . . . 1:43 P.M. Mountain Time . . . Post Shows Pacific Time . . . HINT, Kay is Controlling MY NEW COMPUTER, SKY COPS!!!!!!  Santa Barbara is 1 Hour Behind Us IN MONTANA!  GO FIGURE!

Monday, August 31, 2015

!KNIGHTS IN WHITE SATIN, STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN--SEEING A LION AND HER PRIDE: BY CRIME TIME 2015--!

Truth or D.A.R.E. History Foundation

Many of you will recognize the D.A.R.E. as the program to stop drugs, that was implemented during the just say NO to drugs campaign, started during the Reagan administration, later followed by the less successful drug interdiction programs implemented by later administrations and government agencies.  As an unknown consequence of my efforts to eliminate the financial incentives to go after citizens' property, alleged to have used or be accused of using or selling drugs, giving cops the statutory authority to seize their property, negative any constitutional protections whatsoever, with legislatures nationwide, jumping on the band wagon, to stop drug sue and sale, failed to see the bigger picture of what the neglecting of providing, even drug lords and king pins in the drug world, their constitutional rights, did to corrupt police departments and law enforcement at all levels, both the cops on the streets, and the up line feds, who made fighting drugs so lucrative for cops, with huge ass powers to take property, without due process of law, denying jury rights, counsel, and making them the law of the streets, eventually getting the country in the situation, of having to curtail cop powers, and but them back in the constitutional frameworks, they were intended to operate in and providing rights, that have been around since the founding fathers added the Bill of Rights to the United States Constitution, early 1800's I believe.

At the time I killed asset forfeiture in the state of Utah, before the cops and Mo mafia had a chance to organize against me, the legislature could clearly see the abuses of power, the potential for cops to be dirtier than the alleged criminals, and how do you know, they had legislated out all rights, that would protect property, being seized, assets frozen, and cops in control of these properties, and actually taking them for their own personal use, or for sale, and all proceeds going to cop agencies, like in the alleged new law, where the cops can seize your property, hold it, until you are proven guilty, or better yet, you prove that you are not guilty, with many of the traditional assumptions of innocence taken away, and then, if you don't have the money to fight it, or the government, as it always can, with paid attorneys, prosecutors, assistant attorney generals, litigation divisions and whatnot, making even the most wealthy, until their assets and bank accounts are frozen, without due process of law, so they can't afford attorneys to fight the government . . . you get my point . . . but as an unintended consequence or unforeseen side of the forfeiture laws, somehow the cool cars, that, in many cases, from my experience, were just desired by the cops, and taken, with claims that drug sniffing dogs, trained to react, and they get treats, so, why not, get a reward, so the hottest cars on the streets, regardless of their connection to drug, just the assumption that drug money purchased these hot Mustangs that looked so nice, black, with big ass RED lettering, D.A.R.E. on it, so the kids would experience the WOW factor when school cops came to lecture on drugs . . . back in 1997 when I killed the forfeiture laws in Utah, educating the representatives, who were actually horrified at that thought of the laws that they passed that went unchecked for at least ten years by the time I got to them . . . but my mother, was a junior high school health teacher, and was furious that the D.A.R.E. program got thrown into the mix of nixed with the new laws, or more likely, the cops didn't want people to check into where or how the cops got those hottie cars to parade the D.A.R.E. programs in school, but his became MY fault!

At that same time, my cousin, Margaret or Meg Southwick Nesbitt, was a prosecutor in Weber County Utah, working with my, then up line, Chief Deputy Assistant Attorney General, Reed Richards, who lost the elections to a Republican losing the support of the cop associations for not being able to control one female attorney!  I was not just any female attorney, I had statewide recognition on many legal subjects by that time, was in the administration, and running 3 statewide programs, with 13 staff, 1800 volunteers, a new domestic violence and sexual assault manual out, along with one to train county attorneys, teaching family law at the U of U, had my own anger management company, blah, blah, blah, and everyone from the second I stepped foot at the Utah Attorney Generals Office, thought I would be the next attorney general of Utah, so no small no name attorney, even a year or two out of law school.  But, the seeds of where I am now, were planted and started, professionally back then, with cops still pissed when they hear who I am . . . however, it is cute when big breasted Rachel, the illusions sister twin, stealing my thunder, or gladly encouraged by the cop world to do so, illegal, unlawful, and unconstitutional as the crime of identity theft is!  LOL!  Those boobs rule!  Ha!

The Southwick Family Pecking Order Matches With Cop Pecking Orders!

In my large Southwick family, with 8 children, 6 of which are sisters, birth place of the sista club, there was already a well established order of favorites, my father had not bones about whom his favorite children were, and the rest of the litter, all born from the original six were not in that class of children, and my father made that well clear, that the first 6 were my mother's children, and the last two were the pets.  You have heard of the Biblical story of Joseph and the Coat of Many Colors, also played on Broadway, ironically, by a Mormon, Donny Osmond!  LOL!  I was always competitive with my father, so I was not one of the daughters who vied for his approval and love, just like I don't now!  We are who we are . . . but, as an attorney, I was upsetting the apple cart, over and over, and over again, not only from an ideological view point, but from a family pecking order and checking out of the Mormon church, more and more, and statistically very predictable, the more educated a women is, the less controlled by the Mormon and other religious patriarchal hierarchies, or in the case of Utah, in the theocracy, a church run state, void of constitutional preferences, more for the Mo church preferences, I was tearing down all family stereotypes, money structures, that had existed since most of us girls got married, depending on whom you married and their careers, it was that determined much of your station in the very materialistic Mo family, believing whole heartedly in the Mo scripture, that only the righteous shall prosper . . . open game for crime!  

In addition to my skyrocketing career take-off, my children, were starting to spread their own wings in very untraditional Mormon social norms and mores, daughters in the military, rock star and skater sons, wearing whatever they wanted, with a very liberal mother, also a professor, to rub the professionalism in!  LOL! I was not controlled by the church, the government, a husband, and let my kids take jurisdiction over their own lives!  Most Mormon parents, will control the hell out of their kids, and basically tell them where they are going to attend school, BYU, Sue, but my kids were raised under the shadow of the "Y" in Provo, and hated BYU, even though their mother was an alum of the school, I could see where they were coming from and I felt much the same way . . . my loyalties shifted to the University of Utah, the rival, and even in sports, I wanted any school playing BYU to win when the games were played, having taught at the U for 8 years.  I was rocking the Southwick Mo boat all over the place, as well as being a political wild card, which is still am as a bad ass con law chick!  But, sista Sue, who wanted to be a lawyer, as they all want to be now, had a sista assignments, Shelley was a blob, she just read, but she was loved because she never talked to anyone, and I stepped in as the first child, taking over both Shelley's role, and the wild child, second child, more into social . . . I was the alleged social butterfly, not the brain, not the smart sister, that was for Sue, and so it still goes, with my family in total denial, that their social butterfly, is not only smart, but smarter than the average sister and attorney!  Cops included of all flavors . . .

The Rest of the Story . . . White Van, Hunting For Me With Spotlight!

So, this morning, to catch you up to early morning hours, as I felt compelled to leave the Super 1, feeling, like a normally do, that the lack of interacti!on and being left alone to watch crime shows in the wee hours of the morning, are just an illusion that things are chill and cool with the cops, who generally, make stores, gas stations, hospitals and bus drivers aware that I have surfaced in their town, and now they are on the Southwick mafia payroll to make my life hell, so that look-a-like but for butt and boobs, and 4 inches difference in height, faker blonde hair, a driving a car, nice on on my money, and just a few differences, a change of clothes and underwear, more often than quarterly, and a bed, house, maybe and family support, just to name a few differences, that you are not suppose to notice, with most people thinking that I must be rich because I am an attorney . . . not taking into consideration, what type of attorney I am, and who my clients' defendants are . . . hint, hint, hint, and who Rachel's fans are . . . hint, hint, hint . . . and who my enemies are!  Come on, you guys can't be so stupid to not see the writing on the blog and the wall!  This is so right, spot on, for persecution, it is funny that Rachel and crew can pull this off for a second, but for you all benefiting from the socialist distribution of wealth.  My father used to hate attorneys, because he said all they did was redistribute other people's wealth, and your point dad, for all your wanna be attorney daughters, you and the CIA make a wish foundation even let them skip law school, the bar, practice, and just put My name under a different face, and took the money and ran, through redirecting accounts, music, money!

I would say this case, is the largest redistribution of money the world has ever seen!  And only by sista's claiming attorney status through, the only real attorney in the family . . . the two Meg's who actually have law degrees, practice Mormon Muffin law, as in letting hubby take care of your ass, and pretend to be real attorneys.  I on the other hand, was dating Bart Weed, who I jilted, among all the rest, who will testify under oath, that Kay is me, or Rachel, not only to stroke their egos, but to defend the Mo church against this heretic, but Bart was dating me in law school, when I was graduating, and he said, to my total surprise, but from a Mo perspective, not . . . JoAnn, now that you have your law degree, you can give up the law and I will take care of you!  WHAT?  Hell NO . . . I didn't go to law school, not to practice my trade . . . he married a hair stylist!  LOL!  My ambitions run totally contrary to everything the church teaches women to be, and that is exactly why at age 20, with a new baby, I fantasized about being a lawyer so I could tell the Mo hierarchy where to shove it, telling them all to be farmers, so they could be close to the land and the family all day!  I wanted to be on the cover of TIME Magazine, Female Lawyer of the Year! LOL!  There is still time, now that the Pope has his face on the cover and bumped Edward Snowden, both my heroes, I might have a shot, LOL!  Just kidding, not that I don't deserve it for saving America from the Mormons and the Bushes!  LOL!  Saved you all from becoming British Colonies again, taking a three hundred year journey back in time, to the Patriot Acts, acting out the same damn problems with government back in the day and making it modern!  HELL YEAH, I should be honored, I have paid for FREEDOM, which is not free!  I have paid the price and Rachel wears a red, white and blue blouse on the 4th of July and those huge ass knockers get her further with the Vets than all the shit that I have done in this 20 year domestic WAR!  Simply amazing . . . remember in the book, Little Women . . . It is sista Jo who is the smart on, and blows off men, not needing them!  

That is not the MO way, nor the cop way, and independent women, who challenges the boyz club, NO!  I am everything they hate . . . they took all my money, so that I would have to rely on a man to take care of me, sending a Kennedy or Mr. Hotpants, after sending hundreds of rejections!  I am almost most pissed that they, the powers that be, have taken my wealth, that far exceeds by a million times what my most wealthy Mo bro-in-laws have made or my father . . . can't have that, only okay, to say the women who didn't make the money or those beholden to the boys clubz for their power or wealth, with Kay the other attorney, who actually did practice, but was going in debt, $10,000 per month in her private practice . . . we don't want Jo, hell she is coming back from a terminal brain injury and kicking ass at the U.S. Supreme Court, winning cases, that nobody in the nation is . . . an she is beating the Mo Chicks, who followed the program, to shit and back with her kick ass kids, that she gave the freedom and the support to do what they wanted with their lives, regardless of extended family pressure! 

The kids are the most valuable and the most hurtful, they know where to make it hurt, I was not just a supportive mother, but for me, Elliot would not be a kick ass kid, as are all of my kids, he has just taken it further, but the others will be there in no time . . . two daughters, either asked or actually being in the world's largest honor society, sworn in in Washington, D.C., in Constitutional Hall . . . go figure, the year that Greta got sworn in and got her master's degree, my parents took Stephanie, Rachel's oldest daughter out to eat, praised Sue's son for being a bench warmer in soccer, having moved him from the east, just so he could do better in SOCCER . . . and at the family dinner for these family members, not one thing was said about Greta, who was sitting at the same table, nor about Elliot, who had three worldwide music magazine interviews, a nationwide tour that the bad grandpa ruined, while a fake band with favorite, Isaac, played Elliot, just like Rachel is playing me as are the other sistas, in one form or another, not only was Elliot's band rockin' concerts, God's Revolver was Hard Rock Band of 2008!  That was not cool, until Elliot is being claimed as a Southwick, so he can practice his art and love!  Children are like parents, the fruit doesn't fall far from the tree, the ultimate insult to the sista club of Mo's was that my children were succeeding in their own rights, just like mama!  Too much to bear, now the family loves my kids, that was not the case, growing up . . . very much left out, and I wanted to protect them from this judgmental crew of assholes, who had judged them their whole lives, hair, military, musicians, Jo . . . now their successes, they want to ditch their own sorry ass kids, whom I feel sorry for and claim MINE!

The Unmarked Sheriff's Van, Was Searching For Me This Morning!

Whatever I do is cool, as long as Rachel, or Shelley, or Kay, or Sue, and the rest of the bull shit sista club gets credit . . . fucking amazing.  They get everything I do good, including my excellent children, and I get all their shit, like Rachel's DUI, Shelley's warrants, and whatever.  So, good flows in their direction, and they frame me, and all their shit flows in my direction, NICE.  I only get to be me, on the dirty ass shit that the sister's do, and they get to be me on all the good stuff that I do!  I should have just gotten a boob job, much easier, cheaper than law school loans, and liposuction is much easier than swimming . . . just like my resume', I get my praise the hard way, I EARN IT!  Nothing is given, everything is earned!  All things are symbolic, every one of my sisters, except for Tiffany have been artificially enhanced, and there is nothing wrong with that, unless, it is fake tits, that replaces, down right hard work!  Then I take issue with that . . . in the bedroom, take heels over head, don't blame you, other than dinner is hell, for conversations on both sides, of cops and chicks bedded for bodies . . . fuck, you have to eat and deal with each other, sex is not the end all!

Every guy, I have ever been with, up to the last few years, like from 2012, to now, has told me that if I ever got a boob job, they would break up with me . . . and all of the sudden, I am thrown into this fake ass world of cops, and yuck, the standards of excellence are the total opposite of what I have valued and been valued for in my whole life!  It is a shock to my system.  I get the going to bed with the hot piece of ass shit and being attracted to the fraud broads, not only in bodies, but in resume's . . . but in the board room, or running a cop shop, or being your attorney?  What the fuck is wrong with you?  I would take the meanest, bad ass attorney I could get . . . but that is not feminine and we can't help you, if you don't need our help, we like the days when the female star had to sleep with the producer!  For you men, from the Humphrey Bogart School of Sex . . . those days are gone, we have the little pink pill, because you don't turn us on any more, going back to this tittie bar mentality of the 50's!  Women want to be more than a fucking sex object to you!  Look at the two true crime shows, on Paula Zahn and I am still horrified, that men can abduct a woman, rape her, beat her, cut her up and discard her like a piece of trash!  That comes from objectifying a woman and making her little more than a tool for your arosal, but taking that mentality into our courts, our cops shops, our colleges, and on the streets is totally shocking and horrifying!  Get a fucking clue.

Smart girls don't work harder they work smarter . . . and so do smart men, get SMART!  The brain in the largest sex organ, use it, you might like it, and have something to talk about after the sex!

IDENTITY THEFT IS A CRIME . . . EVEN BEING SPORTED WEARING A LAWYER'S SUIT OR A RED, WHITE and BLUE BLOUSE!  EVEN ALLEGING THAT RACHEL IS ME FOR THE PURPOSES OF COPS STEALING ELLIOT'S MUSIC, DOESN'T CLEAN THE LIES!

A Crime, is a Crime, is a CRIME!  Just like the Law, Is the Law, Is the Law!  Know Your Criminals!  ELLIOT DOES NOT CLEANSE RACHEL'S CRIMES!  NOR THE REST OF THE LIES . . . A LIE, IS A LIE, IS A LIE . . . EVEN IF SHE IS NICER THAN ME!  LOL!  I AM SURE OF IT, BUT THAT DOESN'T MAKE HER ME!

Sunday, August 30, 2015

MOBILE EXPERIENCE--MOBILIZING MY WORLD--MY FAMILY, MY WAY! LOL! MOM CAN TAKE CARE OF SELF, BEAT ASSASSINS, TRAPS, COPS, FEDS--I LOVE YOU--HOPEFULLY GRETA IS UP IN MONTANA STARTING LAW SCHOOL! FORENSIC PSYCHOLOGY: "MY MOM'S MURDER" . . . THE UNTHINKABLE . . . MATRICIDE OR WAS IT? SUPER 1 STORE . . . THE PERFECT STORM (1) THREE MEN WITH GARMENTS OR JESUS JAMMIES, UNDER THEIR WHITE SHIRTS--AGENTS? MORMON RETURN MISSIONARIES? SAME EMPLOYEES AS NORMAL? WHY WOULD THE CLERK WONDER IF A WALMART DEBIT CARD WOULD WORK? NEW? INEXPERIENCED? LOOKING FOR ME? GIVEN A HEADS UP FOR WHAT TO LOOK FOR? CARD DENIED? SHOULD EASILY HAVE BEEN $4.05 ON THE CARD? STOPPING EVIDENCE THAT I AM IN KALISPELL OR WROTE THE DAMNING BLOG? (2) THREE OLDER COUPLES, APPEARING TO BE VERY CLOSE, POSSIBLY RELATIVES, TRIPPING TOGETHER, SHARING WINE; AND (3) A 48 HOURS TRUE CRIME STORY OF A DAUGHTER INDICTED AND CONVICTED OF HER MOTHER'S BRUTAL MURDER. A WITCH HUNT . . . THEY TURNED HER INTO A WITCH! HOW COULD FOUR LOVING CHILDREN DENY THAT THEIR MOTHER IS THEIR MOTHER? THE FACTS TELL THE STORY: (1) A RAGINGLY JEALOUS FAMILY WITH A FATHER WHO WANTED TO BE AN ATTORNEY, A SISTER WHO WANTED TO BE AN ATTORNEY, 5 OTHER SISTERS WHO WERE CONSTANTLY IN THE SHADOWS, BUT FOR ONE TIME, FOR THE YEARS I WAS ALLEGEDLY DYING OF A BRAIN DISEASE, WITH TWO OF THOSE SISTERS, NEVER CALLING ONCE IN 10 YEARS TO CHECK ON CONDITIONS, STATE OF HEALTH, AND A FATHER/MOTHER, AUNTS/UNCLES, COUSINS EVEN ENVIOUS OF NOT ONLY CAREER, WITH COUSIN MEG, ONLY OTHER ATTORNEY IN THE FAMILY, BUT EVEN THE RETIRED MEMBERS WERE PISSED OFF AT THE $3800 PER MONTH DISABILITY INSURANCE AND SOCIAL SECURITY, WITH MY FATHER LIVING ON $700 PER MONTH AND MY MOTHER, WITH A TEACHING RETIREMENT, COMBINED THAT BARELY EQUALED, WITH MY FATHER'S INHERITANCE MONEY, MY SUM MONTHLY CHECKS; (2) CHILDREN, WHO WERE MARRIED TO OUTSIDERS, WITH MOTIVES OTHER THAN SUPPORTIVE, I WOULD SAY, FEDERAL AGENTS OF ONE SORT OR ANOTHER, PAID TO BRAINWASH, TURN AGAINST, SABOTAGE RELATIONSHIPS, ALL HOOKED UP ABOUT THE TIME I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE THAT CAME RIGHT AFTER I FOUND EVIDENCE THAT MEDICAID/MEDICARE FEDERAL FRAUD UNITS WERE VIOLATING CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS OF DOCTORS, END OF 1999 . . . GRETA JUST OUT OF OR NEARING THE END OF HER MILITARY CAREER, NICOLE FLOWN HOME DUE TO FACT THAT MOTHER WILL NOT LIVE BEYOND HER 4 YEARS IN THE MILITARY; CHRIS AND ELLIOT, SO YOUNG WHEN HIT, AND EASILY INFLUENCED BY THE ONLY OTHER ADULTS IN THEIR LIVES, PAID BRO-IN-LAWS, LATER WIFE, JEALOUS FAMILY MEMBERS AND FBI DATING GAME ORCHESTRATED TO MATCH UP MY CHILDREN WITH AGENTS, PAID AS ENEMIES, PROVEN OVER AND OVER AGAIN--INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT WITH ME, COMPROMISING FAMILIES, GRANDCHILDREN, LOYALTIES, IN AN ORCHESTRATED PLAN TO MAKE ME PAY FOR UPHOLDING MY OATH OF AN OFFICER OF THE COURTS, DEFENDING, PRESERVING AND PROTECTING THE CONSTITUTION, TAKING ON COPS AND THE FEDS, IN A PATRIOT ACT WORLD, LOOKING FOR A ONE WORLD ORDER, WITH CHRISTIANITY AND THE CONSTITUTION BLOCKING IT, AND A BUDDING ROCK STAR SON WITH ABOVE AVERAGE MUSIC SKILLS, WOULD HAVE MADE TONS OF MONEY, LOVED MOTHER, NEEDED TO BREAK THAT BOND, AND THOSE OF A VERY COMPETENT FAMILY OF 4 OVERLY BEAUTIFUL, BRIGHT, LOVING, AND GOOD KIDS, TEAMING WITH AN ATTORNEY MOM, WHO WAS BEING COURTED FOR OFFICE, AND AMBITIONS TO MATCH, WHICH TOOK AN ARMY, OF COMPROMISING, LIES, PRESSURE, FINANCIAL AND LEGAL PROBLEMS MANIPULATED AGAINST THEM--MY CHILDREN, SELF, BREAKING THEM, SO THEY COULD REMAKE THEM . . . BRETT, NOW WITH EITHER SHELLEY OR KAY, WAS WITH BOTH WOMEN SEXUALLY, AFTER I LEFT HIM, AND BOTH UNDER HIS CONTROL, CALLED ALL MY CHILDREN, SAID THEY WERE ALL ASSETS, BEFORE I HAD EVER INTRODUCED THEM TO HIM? THEN WHEN HE CALLED AN FOUND OUT THAT CHRIS WAS THE ONE WHO WOULD STEP UP TO THE PLATE AND TAKE CARE OF ME, HE WAS TARGETED, CRUELLY TREATED, CHARGED WITH UNTHINKABLE CRIMES, THAT MIRRORED WHAT HAD BEEN DONE TO HIM AS A CHILD, SO AS TO ADD MERIT TO THE CASE THAT TOOK HIM OUT OF HIS RELATIONSHIP AND HOME LONG ENOUGH TO BRING IN AGENT, GIVER HER TIME TO BOND WITH DOUBLE'S CHILD, SHE DID ALL BUT THROW AWAY, GETTING CHRIS OUT OF HOUSE, LEAVING MEMORIES CONFUSED AT TWO DIFFERENT WOMEN, CHARGES DROPPED NIGHT BEFORE TRIAL, $10,000 IN LEGAL BILLS, NEW HONEY, CONTROLLED COURTS, EVEN WINNING THE CASE, CHILD DIDN'T COME BACK, NOR DID MOTHER PUSH TO SEE HIM . . . CHRIS WAS THE ONE HURT! THE BRUTALITY, PRESSURE, DAMAGE, MANIPULATION IS HIDEOUS . . . EVERY ONE OF MY CHILDREN, PRIOR TO ALL THIS, AND REALLY, UP UNTIL THIS LAST WITCH HUNT, TAKING FAMILY, FEDS, AND COPS BY SURPRISE, THE BROCK CASE, THAT GOT ME BACK INTO THE LAW, WITH FATHER LITERALLY SCREAMING, ANGRY AS HELL THAT I GOT MY LAW LICENSE REACTIVATED--WHOOPS, WHAT DO WITH DO WITH SHELLEY, KAY, WHO HAD STARTED TO TAKE MY PLACE? THEN THE FEDS DESIGNED SOME TYPE OF COMPETITION BETWEEN ATTORNEYS, BUT WITH ALL ADVANTAGES GOING TO THE MORE EXPERIENCED TRIAL ATTORNEY, KAY, 10 TO 15 YEARS MORE, BUT WITH ME BEATING ALL ODDS, AND KICKING HER ASS IN EVERY CHALLENGE, INCLUDING GIVING ME LESS THAT 18 HOURS TO FILE THE BROCK CASE, LEARN THE RULES, LEARN E-FILING, AND NO WARNING . . . LITTLE FBI TEST? I BEAT THESE BITCHES AND BASTARDS DAILY, STILL DO WITH TOTAL CONSPIRACY AGAINST ME! (3) AFTER I BEST THEM IN ALL LEGAL REALMS, THEY DECIDED TO DO A CHARACTER ASSASSINATION, TAKE ALL POSSESSIONS, BRIBE, THREATEN OR KILL ALL LOYAL CLIENTS, BRING FALSE CHARGES, EXCHANGE SHELLEY'S SHIT IN HER MORTGAGE BUSINESS, CHARGES FOR PRACTICING LAW WITHOUT A LICENSE, THE GOOD OLD DAYS, OF HER TURNING STATES, RAT AGAIN OR PATSY, EXCHANGING ME FOR HER, GOING AFTER ME, WHEN I WAS "COLORING IN THE LINES ALL ALONG" AND WAS WINNING CASES, ISSUES, AND CHALLENGES NOBODY ELSE IN THE STATE AND NATION, ON MORTGAGE FORECLOSURES, IN THE NATION, WINNING BANKS AT THEIR OWN GAME . . . SO FEDS, NORAD, DELTA INTELLIGENCE, FEDS OVER THE DIRECTION OF STATE AND LOCAL COPS, GOING AFTER REAL, PERSONAL, INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, NOT ONLY OF MY OWN, BUT OF MY SWEET AND LOYAL CHILDREN, THAT WERE PUT IN A POSITION, OF THEIR FAMILIES OR ME, AND THEY DID WHAT THEY HAD TO DO, TAKING CARE OF BUSINESS, PROTECTING LITTLE ONES, FUTURES, MUSIC, HAVING FELT THE PAIN OF LOSS, THEFT, BEING ROBBED OF FAME AND FORTUNE, GIVING THAT TO A LESS THAN WORTHY MUSICIAN AND COUSIN, MUCH LIKE SHELLEY, BUT WITH THE FAMILY WELFARE FOR SHELLEY'S CREW, CAME A RELIEF OF RESPONSIBILITY FOR HER DIVORCE, CHILDREN AND LIFETIME POVERTY, OR ADULT SINGLE MOTHER STATUS, THAT I AVOIDED, BY GIVING KIDS TO EX-HUSBAND, HE MAKING $80 PER YEAR IN 1989, ME AS A NEW TEACHER WOULD HAVE MADE $14,000 AS A NEW TEACHER, PLUS GIVEN THE PERSONALITY TRAITS OF BOTH PARENTS, HOMEBODY V. GYPSY, NEEDING A PIT STOP, NOT A HOME, WITH DAD HAVING CUSTODY, HELPING WITH TEEN SUICIDE, RUNAWAYS, PREGNANCY, DRUGS, ETC., THE MORE IMPORTANT ROLE AS KIDS AGE AND NEED TO BE BOOTED OUT OF THE HOME, PLUS I WAS ACCEPTED TO LAW SCHOOL AT THE SAME TIME AS ANNOUNCING DIVORCE . . . MY MOTHER COMPLIMENTED ME, AFTER 25 YEARS OF DIVORCE, KIDS, CAREERS, ETC., BY SAYING THAT I NEVER BURDENED THE FAMILY WITH MY DIVORCE, AS SHELLEY AND RACHEL BOTH DID, ME HELPING BOTH! (4) I HAVE ALWAYS DEALT WITH MY CHILDREN AS A COUNSELOR, TAKING OUT EMOTIONS AND RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR CHOICES IN LIFE, THAT IS THEIR JURISDICTION, AS ARE THEIR OWN CHILDREN . . . AND THAT HAS SERVED ME WELL. AND FOR THE MOST PART, I HAVE STAYED OUT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE FROM MARRIAGES . . . GRETA SHOULD BE STARTING LAW SCH

CRUNCH'EM. CRACK'EM. DIP'EM. STACK'EM! NICE THREADS. BLAZING SUMMER . . . THE IRON MAN PRINCIPLE . . .GO AHEAD. ASK. PIGGY PROCESSION. I'M FOR BIG BROTHER, BIG SISTER . . . SHELLEY PLANT . . . SMART ALEX? NO, SMART JOANN, HACKER SHELLEY! YOU TALK TO ME LIKE I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW . . . YOU DON'T! LOL! HEAVEN IS JUST A CINN AWAY . . . POCKETSTTONE . . . IF YOU WORKED AT A COFFEE SHOP, I WOULD ASSUME YOU KNOW MORE ABOUT COFFEE THAN I DO . . . POINT, I DON"T DRINK COFFEE . . . YOU ARE NOT A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, GET IT? I DO TALK TO YOUR LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON, BECAUSE ANYONE THAT SAYS, I LIKE BIG BROTHER, BIG SISTER, ON BOTH A PEONAL AND PROFESSIONAL NOTE . . . THE FIRST THING THAT YOU ARE DOING TO SCREAM FOR IF YOU GET ARRESTED, IS JUST WHAT I AM FIGHTING FOR YOU, FOR . . . YOUR RIGHTS! THE FIRST THING TWO FORMER UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS, WHO HAVE BEEN CHARGED WITH CORRUPTION, AND INDICTED ON ENOUGH CHARGES TO LAND 30 YEARS IN PRISON, AND ONE A NAMED DEFENDANT IN MY $357 MILLION CASE AGAINST THE STATE OF UTAH, FOR STATE OFFICIALS VIOLATING MY CLIENTS' CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, IS TO SCREAM FOR THEIR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS! I AM RAW . . . IN THE LAST THREE DAYS, I HAVE BEEN IN THREE CITIES, BUTTE, MISSOULA AND NOW KALISPELL, AND I AM SICK OF BEING CHASED FOR DOING WHAT I TOOK AN OATH TO DO, AS DID EVERY COP, PROSECUTOR, JUDGE, ETC. . . . THE PROBLEM IS, BIG SISTER AND OTHERS IN THE SISTA CLUB, HAVE PLANTED THEIR ASSES IN MONTANA--TO BUTTFUCKMONTANA, JUST LIKE THEY DID UTAH, AND CLAIMED THEY WERE ME!!!!! THEN, RATHER THAN DEAL WITH THE TRUTH, THAT THE COPS, CITY OFFICIALS, UP TO AND INCLUDING MAYORS, WHO MET ME FIRST AND KNOW ME PERSONALLY, WOULD RATHER TAKE GRANTS, BRIBES, AND DEAL WITH SISTA CRIMINALS, WHO ARE, LIKE THE WORLD BANKERS, ALONG WITH THE SHIT MEN, WHO HIDE BEHIND THEIR SKIRTS, WITH YOU THINKING THEY ARE ME, JUST WANT TO ADVANCE THE FIGHT, ON ISSUES LIKE THE SALISH-KOOTENAI WATER COMPACT, THAT "I" HAVE BEEN INVOLVED WITH SINCE LATE 2012, EARLY 2013 AT THE REQUEST OF PEOPLE LIKE CAROLYN SOLOMAN, CLARIC RYAN, AND OTHER RANCHERS FROM THE FLATHEAD AREA, BUT BECAUSE I AM NOT REPUBLICAN, OR DEMOCRAT FOR THAT MATTER, JUST DO THE 8 STEPS TO A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ANALYSIS OF THE ISSUE, AND CAME UP WITH THE SAME CONCLUSION AS THE MONTANA DISTRICT JUDGE WHO ALSO FOUND THE COMPACT TO BE UNCONSTITUTIONAL, BUT HEY, WHAT DOES A JUDGE AND A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY KNOW ABOUT THE CONSTITUTION? WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN TO THE FRAUD BROADS, YOU KNOW ARE NOT ME, AND GO FOR THE BIOLOGIST, THE HISTORY MAJOR, THE SHITTY TORTS, AMBULANCE CHASING TRASH, BOTTOM FEEDER ATTORNEY, AND BETTER YET, THE FLIGHT ATTENDANT WITH THE SIZE 44DDD CUPPY LOVES! GOOD GOD, YOU DESERVE THE COMPACT, AND THE NON-ATTORNEYS, YOU ARE NOT ONLY LISTENING TO, BUT PAYING! FOR A COMPACT THAT YOU VOTED ON, BASED ON LIES, FAKE RADIO ADS, PROPAGANDA, FAKE FARMER AND RANCHER ASSOCIATIONS, THAT JUST UP AND TOTALLY CHANGED THEIR POSITION IN THE LAST TWO YEARS, WITH LITTLE CHANGED IN THE COMPACT . . . PAID FOR BY THESE FUCKERS, WHO JUST WANT YOU TO WASTE YOUR MONEY FIGHTING IN THE COURTS, AND THE NEW YORK LAW FIRM YOU ARE PAYING TO DEFEND THE CONSTITUTION AGAINST THE LESS THAN WORTHY COMPACT, THAT VIOLATES, NOT ONLY THE CONSTITUTION, BUT THE VERY TREATY IT IS ALLEGEDLY BASED ON! SIMPLY AMAZING, AND YOU KNOW YOU ARE DEALING WITH THE FRAUDS . . . THIS IS ME AGAINST, ALLEGEDLY ME! PATTERN OF CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR: (1) I CAME INTO MONTANA, KALISPELL IN PARTICULAR, IN THE FALL OF 2012, AND POPPED OUT OF THE UTAH OVEN TO THE FRESH AIR OF GLACIER AND FLATHEAD LAKE, OVER THE MEDICAL MARIJUANA ISSUE, FBI RAIDS, AND THE DOCUMENTARY, "CODE OF THE WEST" ON THE LEGISLATIVE FIGHT TO RESCIND OR CHANGE THE 2004 LAW, LEGALIZING MEDICAL MARIJUANA--THE IRON COUNTRY FACTOR, PEOPLE WITH AN AX TO GRIND AGAINST ME, FROM UTAH, COVERING A SHIT LOAD OF SINS, INCLUDING MURDER, FOLLOWED ME UP TO VIRGIN TERRITORY IN MONTANA, TO CONTINUE THEIR PERSONAL FIGHT AGAINST ME, TAKING YOU DOWN WITH THEM--BELIEVE YOU ME, THIS IS UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL--THEY DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT YOU, MONTANA, OR THE WATER COMPACT--THIS IS ALL ABOUT THE WIN, STEALING MY THUNDER, WHICH I NEVER CARED ABOUT, BUT WHERE I ESCAPED DEATH, DESTRUCTION AND DEMISE OF LIFE AND LIMB, ONLY TO HAVE THESE FUCKERS, FOLLOW ME FROM CITY TO CITY IN MONTANA, USING MY LOVE FOR THE BEAUTY, PEOPLE, LANDSCAPE, WATER, LAKES, MOUNTAINS, POLITICS, OR USED TO, OF MONTANA!: (2) AFTER I GET INVOLVED NOT STAYING LONG, IN ONE PLACE, DUE TO A PASSION TO SEE THE WHOLE STATE, TASTE THE PLACE, OR WITH THE IRON FACTOR PRINCIPLE, BEING CHASED OUT OF A CITY, BY THE MORMON CONTINGENCY OF THE TOWN OR STATE, WITH PEOPLE POSITIONED IN HIGH PLACES, THE IRON COUNTY REBELS OR UTAH, WHO GOT THEIR ASSES KICKED BY ME, EITHER IN THE LAW OR POLITICS, ARE USING MAFIA TACTICS, TO BRIBE, FORCE, THREATEN, AND GET YOU ON THEIR SIDE OF THIS NON-WAR, THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT, JUST LIVING MY LIFE . . . BUT "THEY" ARE OBSESSED WITH! IF THESE WOMEN STOP BEING ME, THERE IS NOTHING LEFT, BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE A LIFE, PASSION OR POSITION, OTHER THAN TO WAR AGAINST ME, DRAGGING YOU IN THE MIDDLE!; AND (3) TRY TO PERSUADE YOU TO FOLLOW THEM, RATHER THAN LISTEN TO REASON AND SOUND LEGAL PRINCIPLES THAT I AM KNOWN FOR PROMOTING, REGARDLESS OF PAY, RECOGNITION, OR PRAISE . . . I AM SIMPLY LOVIN' LIFE AND FEEL A DUTY TO HELP, GIVEN MY LICENSE TO SERVE! TAKE AWAY THE MONEY, AND SEE HOW LONG THESE MONEY GRUBBERS LAST . . . FOLLOW THE MONEY, AND YOU WILL KNOW THE MOTIVE! MINE IS NOTHING BUT PURE, NEVER TAKEN A DIME, AND IF YOU PAID A "JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D." FOR SERVICES, YOU PAID TO THE WRONG PERSON, AND MOST LIKELY YOUR ENEMY, WITH A SMILE ON THEIR FACES! C

Oh, You Are An Attorney!  A Guy Looked You Up On the Internet . . . Don't Believe Everything You Read on the Internet!  LOL!  Da . . . You Didn't Believe Me?

JIM BEAN . . . PREMIUM NUTS!

Money does not make you a lawyer, nor does the lack, there of, make you a non-lawyer.  When the powers that be in Utah, stole my house, my vehicles, cabin, furniture, art collections, law practice, through taking my house, my family photos, and all that was precious and dear to me, and paid for, I might add, they didn't get my law degree and my brain with the theft of cases!  LOL!  While they have hacked my computers, claimed the rights, authorship, and title to my case and blogz, keeping the proceeds from both, they, could not take the brain, the education, the knowledge base, the brilliant sarcasm and humor, and I am being somewhat fascitious, but my point being, their having my money, and using it to impress you, and leaving me, basically, penniless, did not accomplish their goals of laying waste to me and ending my legal career.  In fact, the total opposite is true, they probably forced me into seeking another venue to vent my knowledge, leading me to a blog that has been, next to my children, the joy and love of my life, my legal career, and the best pay ever for doing all that I did in the law, and continue to do . . . pure power!  And I am into power, more than money any day.  Because it is far cooler, to have the necessary argumentation skills, to persuade someone over to your way of thinking, through research, logic, critical thinking, legal analysis, and writing and communications skills, than it ever would be, just to bribe them, entice loyalties, based on looks, money, popularity, etc.

As a high school extemporaneous speaker and competitor, I won a five state medal, in a competition, held at the University of Arizona, on a debate trip, when I was a senior in high school, 1972-73.  And I distinctly remember what the judge who gave me the win, or the judges, a panel of three, maybe, but they said, while you didn't have the most polished delivery, and perfect speech, you persuaded me over to your opinion on the subject.  To this day, I believe, that it may not be pretty, and you may not like what I have to say, but, through the tools of argumentation, research, reason, logic, knowledge, the Constitution, be you, Republican, Democrat, or Independent, I argue to persuade you to my way of thinking, and that is real rewarding to present an argument is such as way, that I can take a person, 180 degrees polar opposite to my way of thinking, like on abortion, female reproduction, rights, abortion, birth control, and convince people that to prevent abortion, you have to start with sex education, and kids are uncomfortable hearing it from their parents, therefore, the next most logical place to hear about sex is in school, then, with as much as people don't like Planned Parenthood, they are the next line of defense against abortion, so fund it!  Hard core, right to lifers, when presented the facts, and statistics, and learning that we need to start with the fact that God created us, wired us for sex, and that is a good thing, now how do we stop all the abortions?  Think!

So, to entertain the idea, that simply by a gang rape, so to say in Utah, trashing me, attempting to do a character assassination, and by presenting you with more palpable women, as JoAnn S. Secrsit, J.D., better to look at, nicer, better dressers, nicer clothes, more closely related to your flavor of politics, does not replace the effort, the climb, the challenges, the heights of law and courts that I have gone to, without mentors, a law firm, a legal assistant, legal secretary, a research assistant, doing everything myself, which puts me a class all by myself . . . as it does my son, in his music, writing his own Poor Man's Copyright, fighting to book tours, create web and home pages, battle to keep his music, titles, names and bands, is paramount to the excellence he displays in the quality of his work, music, lyrics and art.  Elliot was to the music filed, what his mother was to the legal field, fresh, different, more creative, bold, brave and exploratory, not letting more seasoned musicians or attorneys, dictate what approach we will take to our art, and both of us, looking to the pleasure of the journey, rather than the pot of gold at the end of that journey!  

There is, simply, no short cut to success . . . yeah, bad ass . . . a dejected and war torn college students after spring finals at Flathead Valley Community College.  By their comment, and the resignation, they knew, that all this work, tests, quizzes, papers, presentations, no matter how painful, is the very work that will make them a success in their chosen fields and professions!

BREAKFAST CONVERSATION OF DONUTS AND CHOCOLATE MILK, TURNED RANCID AND SOUR, AS DID MY TEMPER!

Okay, in the last week, I have been run, due to plots, plans and parties, run from Missoula, to Kalispell, back to Missoula, to Butte, where similar hits and parties were planned, back to Missoula, with knocks on my door, at a motel, by 4:00 A.M., followed by two men, camping out at my room 114 at the Sleepy Inn, knocking again, an hour later, knowing damned well, that whomever, probably the cops, was not in the room and me waiting for the early morning battering ram, coming through my door next, after hearing multiple male voices, just outside my door, indicating a manace, or wolf, waiting just outside that door, with thoughts of devouring me, more than rescuing me, from a clear and present danger, that seemed intent on not going away; to the familiar faces, but unfamiliar patterns of behavior at the Break Cafe, Missoula, waiting, I later, both saw and noticed, the party they were waiting for, was either an undercover cop, but with his glock side are still on, with shorts, or a paid assassin with these two fucking clowns, being the identifiers, as is the pattern of things as they have gone for a long time . . . don't want to blow off the head of the woman, who was sitting up near the window, that could have fit the description of me, same age, studious, glasses on and intent on her work, as I am mine . . . but, due to my previous experiences, I know better than to think this guy, cop or otherwise, was up to any good, just like the two dudes, parking their asses outside my door!

Super I Store, Club of Dumb

Taking me to the Kalispell experience in less that 12 hours after I arrived.  Now, I suspect that either Mormons own the Super 1 Stores in the Flathead, or there are Mormon managers, because, almost since the very first time I came to this store, there have been employees inducted to participate, rat, and scream on sting ops at the store, especially, when few people are around, which is generally the case, when I am here as I am right now . . . I think, blowing another sting op after years of failures, calling cops, only to have me disappear, the ghost, which I am sure is attributed to as Kay, since her ugly pugnacious face is not a familiar one to this area, I don't think, but the employees, or undercover floor boys, CIA counter help, has not been too effective.  I can sit and eat, watch videos, for hours, then I notice strange behavior, something out of the ordinary, and I mean they have tried, codes, colors, and whatever, or just people, as seemed the case last night, two guys, and the night floor guy, came back to where I was sitting alone, and pretended to look at the fruit and produce, but neither of them both or even bothered to fake buying one, and just simply looked at me and then left.  After one guy did that twice, a clerk came back to a dark food court and deli, long after closing, and then another guy came and looked at me, while he allegedly checked on thenot have had mu cheeses, are getting a bit gun shy, because, they have never pulled off getting me, for God knows what . . . Doesn't seem to matter, "they" want me, therefore, do whatever it takes, with no limits and no exceptions, ah, smart might be nice, but I can thank my lucky stars, that cops, hit men and women, rats, homeless spies, are as dumb as they are . . . I always notice nervousness, looking for back up, or cops, acting outside the normal activities of the day . . . 

I people watch, I know routines, schedules, patterns and when those activities change, there is generally something up, and there was last night.  I quickly picked up my stuff, never leave things a mess, even under time constraints, but I ditched out and finished my true crime shows over on the Pizza Hut Internet, on the tables outside the restaurant, where I used to wait for John Bagby to get off work, so we could drive, Farm to Market Road, between the backsides of Kali and Whitefish, Montana . . . amazing, picturesque, and pristine beauty, especially, well, in all seasons, a favorite of mine and John's, no matter the time of day, or the time of season.  Later, I cruised over to Smiths Grocery, where they have been much nicer, over the three years or so, I have been either living in the Flathead Valley or visiting, but, last night was the exception . . . someone had to have warned store personnel to be on guard and drive me from their establishment.

Smith's Stupid Secret Agent Man

There is this middle aged man, wearing a red shirt, acing like he is just killing time, or he appeared that he could have been an employee, who was contemplating putting returned items in this place or that, but he was standing at the entrance of the Smith's store on Idaho.  I had been sitting at the bus shelter, just on the west side of Smith's not wanting to spend too much time in the store, and they don't have wi-fi . . . which you would, but I would not have had too much to do, and that tends to look, feel and taste like loitering, and I am a law biding citizen, and know that eating and other establishments need their tables, and I am always ready, willing and able to get out of someone's way if a table it needed.  But, I was cold and it was wet, so I thought, I could probably buy a donut and soda, and sit there and get warm for a while.  Just prior to going in, and the reason I did, is two men rode by the street bus shelter, which was missing a glass panel to block wind, and the benches were wet from the rain, on their bikes, and the whole thing struck me as strange, for some reason and I always trust my gut feelings.  I thought there might be something up, but was just on guard, not alarmed.

So, this slightly balding average to portly guy, is outside.  I walked passed him, without saying a thing, and got to the restroom, as I come out . . . this guy who seemed to be killing time, was running back to the employee lounge, and in a great hurry.  Okay, again this is a set up, you see the doubles, the fraud gals, have been around as your normal citizen, and it appears, or these guys on staff for the fuckers, who hate me, are suppose to make things difficult for me, calling cops on the take and payrolls who have no problemo, harassing me as often as they can.  But, dude is in a full blown run, don't think he intended to get caught, from bore to gore, break neck speed, is not normal, under any circumstances!  So, I decide a donut and sode, just are not worth, getting some fucks dick up over and certainly not worth arrest, jail, or getting beheaded, and buried on old back roads I love in this area.  LOL!  As I am leaving, God, my Intel man, plays a song on the radio, so I am certain that my feelings and the evidence is right, Secret Agent Man was the song on the radio, reading it right, central!  I go . . . my cursor just jumped up to the middle of the work employee, and the typo, inserted into the word, employee . . . like God saying, hell yeah, that was a fed, or an employee of the mafia staff!  I knew that without Intel!  LOL!  But, keep me on my toes!  LOL!

The Homeless Bitch in the Red Bandana

So, this chick, a fashionable homeless chick, kind of like Kennedy and Phil, or other undercover, like the Sicialian mafia hit man, looking too damned good to be homeless, and they are department store dress ups, can always pick up on them!  But, this chick is not being bothered by this secret agent guy, waiting to pounce on me, having been scouted out by bicycle boys, minute earlier--so it is not a homeless issue, and the chick also seems familiar and friendly with the product department, who overheard me rip her a new ass today! So, after a short potty break, and ditching the cops, whom I am sure Mr. Secret Agent Man, was calling or some of the mobs goons, one in the same to me, I left and said, Hi, to a sister on the streets!  LOL!  She proved much more a cop supporter, one of Shelley's Hell's Bells, and too chummy with the early morning crew at the deli and in the store.  Several of the guys still here at the store, were just finishing up on the midnight crew, and just scowled at me as I walked down the isles this morning!  I love it, these fuckers act more turned off and pissed with me foiling their plans, that I do, given the fact that they just tired to either get me picked up, locked up, or knocked up as in a hit, than I am, for them trying to kill me!

So, I go over to some unoccuptied offices just across the streets and get a few hours sleep, sitting down in the entrance way enclave, blocking me from the slight breeze last night.  I decide to chase not being seen by this rat ass agent, payroll mole, and go put on my make up in the bathrooms.  Then I ;proceeded to Super ! again . . . better a devil you know, than a devil you don't know right?  Just as I start into the Smith's restrooms, I see spy guy and another employee talking and it appears that the two didn't see me, but I was not going to chance it.  My vanity marks the day, and even when homeless, I put on my make up, and generally that makes me look, not homeless.  Nobody ever suspects that I am homeless, generally.  So, with a quick Mexican spit bath, my make-up is on, and I am out the door.  Once inside, I see the alleged homeless cop, and say hi, get my two donuts, chocolate milk . . . another homeless dude, Brett just walked in, last I saw him, was at the Pov., a few weeks ago . .  several guys were just here, looking very undercover, better get going.  Conversation I had with bitch chick, is basically up above.  Most homeless chicks don't have attitudes, and make dumb ass statements, like don't you listen to anyone . . . hey, chick, I was reading, minding my own business and you struck up the conversation . . . fed agent, and started barraging me with questions, that all I was doing was answering!  You were condescending to me, and acted like I didn't know anything . . . YOU DON'T!  I could tell by your lame ass questions!

The Incensere Apology to Save Face In Front of the Produce Gal . . . NOT, Ripped her Ass Again . . . Dig It, She Left!  LOL!

I am generally a pretty nice, friendly person, and most people don't try to cop an attitude with me, hint, hint, hint . . . I showed her a copy of a TIME magazine article, and said, as she complained that I had to be right and didn't listen, didn't want to hear what she had to say, and she was dead, right, spot on, straight up, right! Twice I told her I just wanted to enjoy the fire, read and have a good breakfast, so let's just not talk, we agree to disagree!  No, she tried to push it and ended up in hot shit again, there are few matches for this sharp tongue and brutal wit and argument.  She apologizes, but not with the right intent . . . just like when Shelley, family crew, and those jealous  of me, accused me, along with the alleged terminal brain disease, back in 2000, of having narcissistic personality symptoms . . . no, this is a disease, that doesn't bring on narcissism and if anything, I am the total opposite of a narcissist, who are sociopaths, only care about themselves, and it is always only about the person themselves, their wants, their needs, and what they feel they are entitled to, even at the expense of the person who made the money or gained the station, as in the wealthy man, who's wife cooked the books to the tune of $2 million she pretended to pay the IRS, who came a calling, with this wife, banking the money, and them shooting her husband in cold blood, pumping 6 bullets into him!  She felt entitled to the money, as did Shelley, Rachel and crew, on my money, or my father, who felt more entitled to my private disability check, than I was, who worked for the entity who provided that insurance!  

The cops didn't feel that I should have my sister's beautiful home, that I saved from foreclosure in court, nor the paid for in cash furnishings, that turned a beautiful home, into being called a palace, castle, mansion or museum, due to my classy taste and talking my friends and client, into hanging their photo art on my walls, while I would have bought all 200 pieces of stellar art, had I got the money I won from the case . . . you see, I will not take a dime I do not earn . . . the narcissists don't think the person who earned the money, the case, the blog or the degrees that got them to that point, should have it, and she/he is first in right and time, for some ungodly reason and sickness, illness, and so contrary to normal thought, with 90% of the people seeing that the one who earned the money, won the case, wrote the blog, is the one entitled to the money attached to that work . . . Shelley always wanted something for nothing and same with her son, Isaac, both were jealous maniacs who could have, should have and didn't earn anything, so they stole it, and were supported by other equally sick individuals! This chick was accusing me, of doing exactly what she was doing . . . interrupting me, after asking me questions, not listening to my explanations, and taking the exchange to pre-attorney days!  Clue, cop couldn't take the heat!  Hates the Constitution; therefore, defends the Patriot Act . . . giving cops more power, the opportunity to steal, kill and thrill each other on Cops, taking what is not theirs and giving it to bitches who couldn't do the work, write the blog, or handle the case, and rewarding the easy, obedient bitches, because they can't handle the real deal, who doesn't need them . . . they want the Cheerleader Girls that stroke their big boy egos!  LOL!  I blister them . . .

T-Shirt--B98--Either Symbol for Burn 98% of the Time or Bitch 98% of the Time--A Little of Both!  LOL!

Not MUCH OF A SUNDAY SERMON, So You Will Just Have to Go To Church Yourself, or Not!  LOL!



Saturday, August 29, 2015

SEE THE GREAT. FEEL THE GREAT. YOU ARE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS . . . YOU ARE EVERYTHING I WISH I COULD BE. SO WHY ARE PEOPLE TRYING TO KILL ME? DO WE REALLY WANT TO AIM FOR MEDIOCRITY AS THE STANDARD IN THIS COUNTRY? WE GIVE EVERY KID ON THE SOCCER TEAM A TROPHY, RATHER THAN JUST THE BEST. SOME TEACHER IS GIVING EVERY STUDENT A PASSING GRADE, IF THEY JUST COME TO CLASS, PARTICIPATE, AND TRY. I PURCHASED A TIME MAGAZINE JUST NOW, FOR THE FEATURE ARTICLE CALLED, "WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A COP IN AMERICA: ONE YEAR AFTER FERGUSON." HOWEVER, THERE WAS THIS ARTICLE ABOUT THE TRUMPSTER, BY ZEKE J. MILLER/ALANTA, AND ANOTHER VERY SYMBOLIC NAME IN ONE OF THE OTHER ARTICLES, BRIAN DILLARD. ZEKE IS MY EX-HUSBAND'S NICK NAME, AND MILLER IS A NAME THAT IS CONNECTED TO SHELLEY, BECAUSE HER SON ISAAC GOT A GIRL PREGNANT OUT OF WEDLOCK WITH A GIRL FROM A WEALTHY MILLER FAMILY WHO OWNS MILLER BLUE RIBBON BEEF. ON THE BRIAN DILLARD NAME, "BRIAN" WAS THE YOUNGEST BROTHER OF ZEKE, AND RACHEL, A SISTER, WORKED FOR "DILLARDS DEPARTMENT STORE." I AM A BIT SENSITIVE, TO SAY THE LEAST, HAVING PEOPLE I AM CONNECTED WITH, LIKE A SON-IN-LAW FROM ATLANTA, GEORGIA, THAT MIGHT CALL SHELLEY (MILLER) JOANN, AS INDICATED BY THE MIDDLE INITIAL, "J" STANDING FOR JOANN, OR SOMEONE CONNECTED TO ZEKE, WHICH DALLAS WOULD BE, IMPLYING THAT SHELLEY IS JOANN, THE FORMER WIFE OF ZEKE. NOW, AS IS THE CASE WITH MANY SON-IN-LAWS AND MOTHER-IN-LAWS, WE HAVE OUR DIFFERENCES, BUT, I WOULD NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS, STATE, LIE, OR MISREPRESENT WHO MY DAUGHTER'S HUSBAND IS, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I DON'T LIKE HIM! NOR, AS IN THE CASE OF MY YOUNGEST SON, ELLIOT, REPRESENTED BY "BRIAN" HIS YOUNGEST BROTHER, IN A FAMILY POSITION, SUCH AS HIMSELF, STATE THAT "RACHEL" AS INDICATED BY THE DILLARDS LAST NAME, THE DEPARTMENT STORE THAT RACHEL DID IN FACT WORK AT IN LOGAN, UTAH. THEREFORE, IT IS SAFE TO ASSUME, THROUGH MY INTEL MAN, GOD, IN AN ARTICLE ABOUT COPS, OF WHICH MY SON MAY HAVE BECOME ONE, BUT TO STATE OR MISLEAD PEOPLE ON WHOM HIS MOTHER IS, IS LUDICROUS, TO SAY THE LEAST. COMBINE THAT WITH THE SONG, "YOU ARE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS, AND YOU ARE EVERYTHING I HOPED I COULD BE", SUGGESTS, SOME TYPE OF RECOGNITION OF THE NATURE OF THE PERSON, NOT ONLY THAT I AM, BUT THAT RACHEL IS. WHICH MOTHER WOULD YOU BE MORE PROUD OF . . . AN ATTORNEY WHO ROCKED THE LEGAL WORLD, COPS ESPECIALLY, HAS 4 BAR MEMBERSHIPS, AND ON TOP OF ALL THE CAREER POSITIVES, YOU HAD 4 EXCELLENT CHILDREN, WHO ARE NOTHING BUT AMAZING. OR WOULD YOU, ELLIOT, RATHER HAVE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO A DEPARTMENT STORE CLERK? I AM JUST TRYING TO GET MY MIND WRAPPED AROUND MY SON'S PREFERENCE? NOT THAT THERE IS ANYTHING WRONG WITH DEPARTMENT STORE CLERKS, OR FLIGHT ATTENDANTS, WHICH RACHEL IS, BUT SERIOUSLY, THERE IS A STARK DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE EDUCATION, LEVEL OF SKILL, EXPERTISE, NUMBER OF YEARS DEDICATED TO COLLEGE AND BEYOND, THAT IS NOT NECESSARY TO BE A DEPARTMENT STORE CLERK, AND I THINK, WE BE FOOLS, TO THROW BOTH CAREERS IN THE SAME CLASSIFICATION AND CATEGORY . . . WOULD WE FOR A MAN. ELLIOT IS IN COLLEGE, A MUSIC MAJOR IS ONE OF THE HARDEST YOU CAN GET . . . MATT, RACHEL'S SON, IS A GEAR HEAD, AND WORKS WITH CARS. WE NEED GEAR HEADS, BUT TO TAKE ALL THE LONG HOURS IN MUSIC LABS, CLASSES, PRACTICE, AND MINIMIZE THAT DEDICATION, IS LIKE GIVING EACH SOCCER TEAM, REGARDLESS OF WHO WINS, A TROPHY FOR BEING THE BEST TEAM! I BELIEVE IT IS A DISSERVICE, AS IS GIVING EITHER RACHEL OR SHELLEY, RIGHTS TO MY LAW DEGREE, AND ALL THAT GOES WITH IT, NOT TO MENTION TEACHING AT THREE UNIVERSITIES. SELLING CABBAGE PATCH DOLL SHOES, WAITRESSING, OR SELLING CHILDREN'S BOOKS TO LIBRARIES, IS JUST NOT IN THE SAME CLASS OF CAREERS; THEREFORE, FREELY EXCHANGING ONE FOR ANOTHER, IS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS! AND THAT IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT . . . AND I AM SURE, THAT BOTH SHELLEY, RACHEL AND ALL THE OTHER WOMEN, WHO HAVE WORN MY LABELS AS AN ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, AND WHAT NOT, ARE INDEED GRATEFUL TO HAVE RECOGNITION, FAR BETTER THAN THEY DESERVE. I THINK OF THE "RIGHT TO RISE" SLOGAN FOR PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, JEB BUSH . . . YES, HE HAS A RIGHT TO RISE; HOWEVER, THAT IS DONE THROUGH HIS OWN MERITS, AND IN REALITY, CONNECTING HIS NAME TO HIS BIG BROTHER'S NAME AND PRESIDENCY, IS ACTUALLY PROHIBITING JEB FROM RISING ON HIS OWN ACCORD, THUS IT IS WITH THE SISTA CLUB . . . I WOULD NEVER HAVE WRITTEN ONE NEGATIVE WORD, HAD THE SISTA'S RAISED ON THEIR OWN NAMES . . . PROBLEM IS, THEY ALL HAVE "NO-NAME" BRANDS, AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO ACTUALLY START AT THE BOTTOM, RATHER THAN STANDING UNDER THE WINGS OF MY WIND! I WOULD CHEER THEM ON, BE ALL FOR THEM, AND WOULD STOP WRITING ABOUT THEM . . . GET YOUR OWN LIFE, YOUR OWN RESUME, YOUR OWN BLOG, YOUR OWN LAW DEGREE . . . THE TRAINING AND EXPERIENCE, EDUCATION AND WORK DOES NOT COME EASY! TRY IT, YOU MIGHT LIKE IT. I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT DALLAS WAS A COP . . . WALKS LIKE ONE, ACTS LIKE ONE, USED TO DO PROTECTIVE SWEEPS OF THE HOUSE, LIKE ONE, AND TRIED FOR A WHILE TO BULLY LIKE ONE . . . HE HAS NOW GONE, UNDERGROUND, IN A PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE APPROACH OF PLANTING SEEDS OF DOUBT, OR POISON IN ELLIOT'S MIND, FROM A COP PERSPECTIVE . . . COPS HAVE HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATIONS AND A VERY PHYSICAL JOB . . . THEREFORE, ONE WOULD ASSUME THAT THEY WOULD BE ATTRACTED TO SIMILAR WOMEN. RACHEL WAS A PHYSICAL EDUCATION MAJOR, RAN ON THE TRACK TEAM, AND HAD A PHYSICAL CAREER AS A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, OR WAITRESS IN THE SKY. RACHEL HAS AMPED UP HER CHEST, THREE TIMES, SOMETHING THAT IMPROVES HER PHYSICAL APPEARANCE, THAT WOULD APPEAL TO LOWER LEVEL MEN, LIKE COPS. UNTIL 5 YEARS AGO, WHEN ALL THIS SWITCH-O-CHANGE-O HAPPENED, WHEN BRETT AND THE BOYZ CLUB OF COPS, STARTED STEALING MY POWERFUL NAME, MY HISTORY WITH COPS, AND CLAIMING THAT THE SISTA CLUB DID ALL THE GREAT FEATS OF ACCOMPLISHMENTS THAT, I, IN FACT DID! AND THEN, WITH AN ARMY OF LIARS, TRIED TO DENY MY ANY CONNECTION TO MY CAREER OR MY CHILDREN! LOL! IS IT SO HARD, TO GIVE CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DESERVED . . . RACHEL HAS TAKEN CARE OF HER PHYSICAL CONDITION OR BODY, PRAISE HER FOR THAT, AND THAT IS LAUDABLE! I HAVE SPENT MY TIME WORKING ON MY BRIAN, LEGAL SKILLS, TEACHING, WRITING AND SPEAKING; PRAISE ME FOR THAT. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD NOT BE JUDGED GOOD FOR THE SAME THINGS, JUST AS MEN ARE NOT. WE PRAISE AN ATHLETE FOR HIS SUPERIOR PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES AND SKILLS, AND WE WOULD NEVER THING OF SENDING HIM INTO THE SURGERY ROOM TO PERFORM HEART SURGERY, NOW WOULD WE? BEING A LAWYER IS A HARD, TECHNICAL JOB, AND REQUIRES THE UTMOST CARE AND TRAINING . . . THAT IS WHY WE STOP PEOPLE LIKE RACHEL AND SHELLEY, FROM PRACTICING LAW WITHOUT A LICENSE. I HAVE 4 BAR LICENSES, AND THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN BECAUSE SOME JUDGE THOUGHT I WAS MORE ATTRACTIVE THAN ANOTHER FEMALE ATTORNEY. SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFFANY, ANNIE, HOPE, ARE NOT ATTORNEYS, BUT, I WOULD CHEER THEM THROUGH THE PROCESS, THROUGH SCHOOL, HELP GIVE THEM TIPS TO PASS LAW SCHOOL AND THE BAR . . . BUT, THAT IS TOO MUCH OF A RISK, AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO START AT THE BOTTOM OF THE TOTEM POLE IN THE LEGAL WORLD, RATHER THAN USING MY NAME, WITH A 20 YEAR HISTORY OF BEING ANYTHING BUT, YOUR AVERAGE RUN OF THE MILL ATTORNEY, LET ALONE JUST AN ATTORNEY. THERE HAS GOT TO BE AN INSECURITY THAT GOES ALONG WITH THE FRAUD, OR CLAIMING YOU ARE SOMETHING THAT YOU ARE NOT . . . YOU WILL BE FOUND OUT. I HAVE A FRIEND, WHO WORKS WITH THE LEGISLATURE, AND TRIES TO PASS HIMSELF OFF AS AN ATTORNEY, IN FACT, I THOUGHT HE WAS ONE . . . BUT THERE ARE ALWAYS, TALE, TALE SIGNS, WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, THAT REAL ATTORNEYS KNOW, AND THE FAKES DON'T. THIS FRIEND ASKED ME TO BE INVOLVED IN A CASE WE TOOK TO THE UTAH SUPREME COURT, GOT A UNANIMOUS WIN . . . BUT, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND HIM, HE COULD NOT SIT AT THE BAR, OR ARGUE IN COURT, AND MY BRIEF WAS THE ONE THAT PUSHED THE JUSTICES IN OUR DIRECTION. MY NON-ATTORNEY FRIEND WAS PISSED, BECAUSE I DIDN'T SHOW UP UNTIL WE ARGUED IN FRONT OF THE COURT, AND WERE ASKED TO PREPARE BRIEFS! AND YOUR POINT, I WON THE CASE FOR US! THE COURT USED MY LAST MINUTE ARGUMENTS, NOT THE OTHER ATTORNEYS AND MY FRIEND WHO HAD WORKED ON THE CASE FOR MONTHS. I SAW THIS SICK LOOK OF ENVY ON SHELLEY'S FACE, WHEN I WOULD TAKE OVER A MORTGAGE CASE, JUST BEFORE ONE OF HER CLIENTS WERE GOING INTO COURT . . . THEY WOULD SAY, TO SHELLEY, "I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ATTORNEY?" BUT, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE CONFIDENCE, THE STYLE, THE POSTURING, AND SKILL DID NOT GO UNNOTICED, AND I AM SURE THAT PAINED SHELLEY, WOULD KAY . . . SHE IS NOT MADE OF THE SAME MATERIAL LEGALLY, OR IT WOULD BE HER OWN CASE SHE WAS ARGUING, NOT MINE! THERE IS NOT SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS. I JUST SAW A YOUNG MAN WITH THE T-SHIRT "BUDWEISER" ON IT . . . FOR A NON-ATTORNEY, YOU MIGHT BE FOOLED BY THE LEGAL TERMS AND JARGON THAT SHELLEY HAS PICKED UP BY ME OVER THE YEARS, OR READING MY CASES, EMAILS, BLOGS; HOWEVER, WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, I WOULD EAT ALL OF THEM ALIVE IN ANY DEBATE ON MY CASES, ISSUES ON MY BLOG, AND NONE OF THEM COULD WRITE LIKE I DO . . . THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS