CAMPUS RAPE, RECIPE FOR DISASTER: FORMER, SAN FRANSISCO 49ers, QUARTERBACK--KNOWN ON CAMPUS, AS TOUCH DOWN TONY, MEETS UTAH STATE UNIVERSITY FRESHMAN, ME & WHAT THIS HAS TO DO WITH PRESIDENT OF U OF MONTANA'S REFUSAL TO TURN OVER RECORDS TO AUTHOR OF BOOK, MISSOULA, ON THE NOTORIOUS RAPE CASE--QB, JOHNSON, WAS ACQUITTED OF RAPE CHARGES, MARCH 2012, AND AUTHOR OF THE BOOK, LACKS STANDING TO FORCE DISCLOSER OF RECORDS, UNDER THE FAMILY EDUCATIONS RIGHTS & EDUCATION ACT--STANDING IS INJURY; AUTHOR IS NOT A STUDENT INVOLVED, NOT A PARTY, NOT AN ATTORNEY IN THE CASE, AND NEITHER IS THE PUBLIC, AND YOU DON'T HAVE A RIGHT TO KNOW--DUE PROCESS WAS MET, STANDARDS OF REVIEW WERE FOLLOWED, AND THE TRIAL PROCEEDED--JOHNSON WAS FOUND INNOCENT, UNDER THE STANDARD OF "BEYOND A REASONABLE DOUBT", OTHER STANDARDS FOR THE PRESIDENT AND UNIVERSITY OF APPEALS COMMISSION WERE LOWER STANDARDS, HAVING TO DO WITH HONOR CODES, NOT COURTS OF LAW! HANG TOUGH PREZ., GREAT PRESIDENTIAL LECTURE SERIES, MONTHLY, FRIDAY, FEB. 20, 2015, AUISHAI MARGALIT, "THE ARAB SPRING & THE ISRAELI SPRING." 8:00 P.M., UC BALLROOM . . . SEE YA THERE! THUNDER WITH A SMILE--GLOBETROTTERS, BRING ANTI-BULLYING MESSAGE TO BONNER ELEMENTARY--A, B, C, ACTION, BRAVERY & COMPASSION, IN THE 155 COUNTRIES THE GLOBETROTTERS TRAVEL TO, THE #1 LANGUAGE EVERYONE SPEAKS IS A SMILE . . . HAPPINESS IS A POWER & A BULLY WANTS TO TAKE IT AWAY! PRESIDENT OBAMA ABIDES BY FEDERAL COURT JUDGE'S RULING THAT HE OVERSTEPPED HIS BOUNDS, BY GRANTING 5 MILLION IMMIGRANTS, WORK PERMITS FOR THREE YEARS, AND PROTECTION FROM DEPORTATION IF THEY HAVE BEEN IN THE COUNTRY FOR 5 YEARS, MANY THE PARENTS OF DREAMER KIDS, BORN IN THIS COUNTRY--WE ALLOW PRESIDENT'S EXECUTIVE DIRECTIVES IN STATES OF EMERGENCY, STORMS LIKE KATRINA AND SANDY, DUE TO THE LACK OF ACTION ON THE PART OF CONGRESS, IMMIGRATION REFORM, HAS HIT A POINT OF EMERGENCY, BOTH FROM A COMMON SENSE APPROACH AND FUNDING FOR HOMELAND SECURITY, WHO'S BUDGET COULD AND SHOULD BE CUT, FEBRUARY 27, 2015, IF THE EXECUTIVE ORDER GOES THROUGH--LIKELY THE U.S. SUPREME COURT WILL DECIDED; THIS FEDERAL JUDGE IS REPUBLICAN APPOINTED, HARD LINER ON BORDER CONTROL, AND SHOULD BE UNBIASED AND ONLY RETAINED WHILE IN GOOD BEHAVIOR, ARTICLE III, POLITICS ARE NOT TO BE IN THE COURT ROOM, THE LAW IS! MISSOULA MAN SHOT BY DEPUTIES DENIES CHARGES--JUST A POINT I WANT TO MAKE, TO THE LOCAL PROSECUTOR, WHO STATES, THAT NOW THAT THERE MIGHT BE A CIVIL RIGHTS SUIT AGAINST THE OFFICER, HE IS WITHHOLDING REPORTS, AND EVIDENCE, UNTIL THE CRIMINAL CASE IS RESOLVED--OH, HELL NO . . . IF YOU WANT A MISTRIAL, OR INCOMPETENT COUNSEL, DO THAT, TO ADD YOUR OWN NAME TO THE LIST OF DEFENDANTS! PROSECUTORS, ARE BY STANDARDS OF ETHICS, PROFESSIONAL RESPONSIBLITY AND LAW, REQUIRED TO TURN OVER ALL EXCULPATORY EVIDENCE, EVEN IF IT HELPS THE DEFENDANT'S CASE IN THE CIVIL TRIAL--YOU ARE COMPARING APPLES AND ORANGES, TWO ENTIRELY SEPARATE LEGAL SYSTEMS, WITH DIFFERENT STANDARDS AND GOALS! PLAY BY THE RULES BOYZ, YOUR JOB IS NOT TO PROTECT POLICE OFFICERS FROM CIVIL LIABILITIES! YOU ARE NOT THEIR HIRED GUN! YOU ARE THE GATEKEEPERS OF JUSTICE, AND THAT IS YOUR CONCERN, TURN IT OVER OR BURN!

Touch Down Tony, Me AND Campus Sex--Didn't

NOTE:  NSA FUCKING WITH ME . . . SPELL CHECK OFF, ADDING THE WORD AMP, AFTER ALL "&", AND TAKING OUT ALL PARAGRAPH BREAKS!  CUT THEIR DAMN BUDGETS, THEY JUST WANT TO TAKE CREDIT FOR MY LIFE STORIES, SHELLEY ATTENDED COLLEGE AT USU, I ONLY DID FOR ONE QUARTER!  WE ARE NOT THE SAME, I AM SITTING HERE AT THE LAW SCHOOL, IN MISSOULA!  CAN YOU BELIEVE THESE FUCKERS . . . THIS IS STUFF THAT CAN HELP EVERYONE!  AND THEY JUST WANT TO FIX IT AND CHANGE IT TO COVER THEIR LYING ASSES . . . I AM ME, YOU ARE YOU, WE ARE NOT THE SAME . . . SHELLEY GOT THE SHIT BEAT OUT OF HER BY A BLACK FOOTBALL PLAYER FROM USU . . . THAT IS HER STORY!  She never attended BYU, either as a freshman, or as a law student . . . I am right here, William J. Jameson, Law School, U of M Campus, trying to help protect the University and Students!

In all the cry for change on university campuses, truly rape capitals of the world, not just the University of Montana, no different, than any other campus, just had a high profile quarterback accused, and one of standing and station to make a difference and promote a cause . . . no sexual assaults and rapes on campus, and a worthy one at that . . . but, girlz, women, students, you, as well as guys, need to take personal responsibility with your sexuality, protection of your virtue, and stand your ground, to use a legal self- defense term, that you may want to store in the back of your mind if you ever get in a situation, that is beyond your control.  These types of rapes, differ somewhat from your typical, guy jumps out of the bushes, and holds a knife to your throat, and then sexually assaults you, and you are better to just go along with the power trip, than end up dead, defending your virtue, seriously, it is their problem, not yours!

This particular case bothered me as an attorney, a feminist one at that, and one who has written award winning manuals for cops and prosecutors on both domestic violence and sexual assault, due to the fact, that both parties had been drinking, doesn't excuse anything, but college drinking is out of control, and resistance if down, for both parties, and males and females, see things differently and are anatomically different, one has a projectile sticking out, and the other is a receptor of that projectile, that is oh, so easy to co-mingle, too easy for some people's likings.  So given that fact, both parties, being 100% in charge of their own sexuality, need to have their wits about them, fully capable and able to say, no means no, and yes, means, yes, and if nature is to take its course, and nobody takes control, guess what happens, SEX!  The body is generally saying YES, even if the mind and soul is saying no.  You have heard of Sigmund Freud's three parts of the soul or mind, the ego, the super ego, and the id . . . they can send conflicting messages, be a war with each other, and can deceive the very unwilling, but in a position of vulnerability!

From the facts as I recall them, both students had been drinking, they went to her apartment, both had their clothes off, or they were partially undressed, they started to make out, and one thing led to another, and sex was, as predicted, accomplished.  Is this non-concentual sex?  After the incident occurred, the female texted her friend or roommate, and this, for me as a former defense attorney, was the clincher--the alleged victim, said, "I think I have been raped?", and as a former trainer of the prosecutors and cops in the state of Utah, as an assistant attorney general, being far and unbiased, not favoring either male or females in rape cases, or domestic violence, but being true to the nature of justice, giving full ear, thought and allegiance to the facts of the case, the mind sets, because to be guilty of a crime, you have to have intent to commit, or the mens reas or mind to commit that crime, followed by the actus reas or the act to further that intent!  The prosecution representing the people or the state, has the burden of proof, since they are also the ones, who stand at the gates of justice and can either decline prosecution, which I would have done, based on the fact that if the victim, herself, was unsure, and said, I think I have been raped--does that reach the standard of proof beyond a reasonable doubt?  NO!

Let me show you a very similar situation, that I got myself into, and the way I handled it, and you can keep this in the back of your mind, when you are in a similar one, which is easy to do in college, and it happened to me on several occasions. 

Touch Down Tony Meets USU Freshman Coed!

I love to kiss, love to make out, and did so, with up to and including three guys a day, down at BYU, the Mormon Church university . . . but hating to be treated like a baby, and now a big time colleges student, I transferred up to Utah State University, also knows as a rape capital, with all the trees, places to hide, and reminds, me very much of the University of Montana campus, so much!  But, when I first got up to Utah State, I had several guy friends, who watched out for me, and warned me about different aspects of campus and dating life up there.  I actually think, that I was given this advice, the day this happened with the, then, quarterback of the 49ers, and the former, star quarterback for the Aggies football team.  A big shot around campus, coming to hang out where his fame got him many things, and women were one of those . . . he just didn't know me! 


So, these friends, warned me about Touch Down Tony . . . and they didn't need to explain what they were talking about!  I got it!  Beware of big guys, looking like professional, rich football players!

I was one hot little number, back in the day, but, never in my wildest dreams, did I think out of all the other hot bodies on the Utah State University, would he pick me, out of a thousand or so girls/women, that would attend a stomp or dance, that was being held outside on the Quad that very night.  But, this guy approaches me out of group of football player looking guys, and approaches me and asks me to dance.  Okay, so I am adding two and two together, and I hear someone wish Tony luck, my reputation for shutting down football players advances, and proceeded me, and game on.  He was, it appeared, determined to keep his undefeated record going, and I was determined to protect my ever challenged virginity going, but game on, I have never been impressed with money, power, or fame!  So bring it on baby, see what you can do with this chick!

HE TAKES ME TO HIS OFF SEASON CONDO, BACK OF MOTORCYCLE

A little less talk, a lot more action, is not my mantra, nor something I heed much, like the t-shirt the other day, Talk Less, Fuck More . . . most men say 2,000 words a day, women 7,000 on average, and me, about 14,000 plus what I write in my blog, which seems to take the edge off the verbal numbers, or it did with James Kennedy, a similar type to Tony, with the same goals in mind!  So, we are sitting on his couch, lights on, neither one of us, to my knowledge had been drinking, me because I don't and didn't drink, and him, because he hit on me the first song of the dance, so is was early evening, and he probably was warned, this one is going to be a challenge, and she has turned all of us down, not only for a date, but for anything, even her phone number, and I won't give it to a huge group, that approached me the first day of school.  So, this was going to be interesting.

We talked about current affairs, football, because my boyfriend, was playing for the University of Utah, and I knew shop talk, which interested him, for a while.  Finally, he said, any other girl would be all over me, why aren't YOU!  I jokingly said, what do you want me to do, rape you?  Probably not the wisest thing to say, while I was on his turf, in his condo, and he was obviously thinking about things other than football, but I was fully clothed, as was he, but he got up and threw me over his shoulders, much thinner then, and took me into his bedroom, no roommates.  Well, this is flattering, coming from a famous football player, but, whatever, I decided, risky as it was, I would make out with him and that was IT!  Do, you seriously, think for one second, the two players in the is game, had even remotely close ideas of how this night was going to end?  Absolutely not!  And neither do you right now, reader . . . it could have gone either way, at this point.

STAND UP, GET YOUR PANTS ON, GET YOUR KEYS & TAKE ME HOME!  NOW!

Okay, you may be impressed, or in lust with the college quarterback, but I was with not only a local football hero, but a high paid, quarterback, with a shit load of money, tons of fans, a reputation to live up to, and guys waiting in the wings to see how this night fiasco, or train wreck, battle of the sexes, with different sexual goals, was going to turn out.  I was playing with the big boy, and in a stupid situation, but one I was sure I could control . . . that may not always be the case, I think, while a freshwoman, I was no wilting flower, no wall flower, and not really impressed by him.  But, I guess I was a bit, flattered and was ready, willing and able to make out with a famous football star, just out of bragging or a lipstick slash on my mirror of guys that I had conquered, so bring it on.

I am a great kisser, practice makes perfect, and the three guys a day at BYU paid off. This quarterback was like putty in my lips and arms, but the making out, only lasted for a few minutes, and he stood up and had other plans for the night, on his bed, alone in his condo.  He didn't say much, other than I need to get more comfortable, me thinking he might be switching into shorts or something more comfortable.  And to my complete surprise, and lack of understanding, where he got his cues from, after going from talking a few minutes ago, to just barely kissing a bit, and in the silohette of the hall light, in his dark bedroom, always leave the lights off, he was standing taking off his pants, right by the bed, ready to pouch on me, half his size--now, I might give him more of a challenge!  I didn't waste any time seeing where this little episode was going, and yelled . . . Put your pants, back on, get your keys, and take me home, NOW!  He was so shocked by the power and determination in my voice, that he almost stumbled on the floor, trying to get his pants on as fast as he could!

I didn't wait on the bed, removing the potential that he might change his mind, game over, you asshole!  And I was about that pissed off that he would think for one second, that because I kissed him on his bed that meant that I was going to bed with him, I was furious at him leaping to any conclusions like that.  Now, I was lucky, and probably could have easily been raped, in a heart beat, and who in the hell do you think would be defended, protected, and coddled . . . sure as hell, not me!  Often, we are the masters of our own fate, we have to take all precautions--like, knowing his reputation, seeing the other guys egging him on, and him taking me immediately out any of my comfort zones, to his territory and control, with nobody around to hear a screaming girl, the condo was on River Road, third floor!  To this day, that road is not that traveled and that is where I broke my leg in 5 places, and was so lucky a driver had just gone by, and a biker stopped to give me aid, or I might have had a different outcome on that one too! 


But, that was a perfect place for a rape to happen, and he was the perfect one to do it . . . my good reputation, virginity, and lack of alcohol, probably would have helped, back in the spring of 1974, but it would still have been a HE said, she said . . . I was a nobody and he was a star!  We are still struggling with star status and sexual assault, domestic violence and rape!  So what would it have been back then?

Cops can't be everywhere, friends handy, roommates home, so, guess what, you can only trust the hands at the end of your own arms, and you better be smart about who, where, why, and for what you are going somewhere alone with a guy.  Because, until the world changes, guys are conditioned and encouraged to go for the goal, the touch down, right or wrong, that is reality . . . now as times change and they are making them more and more responsible, like the U of M case, which I am glad, just for the public policy and discussion that came come from it, even from the book, with colleges across the world dealing with sexual assaults!

RAPE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT, SHOULD NOT BE A PRE-REQUESIT FOR A COLLEGE DEGREE!  1 IN 3 TO 5, WOMEN WILL BE SEXUALLY ASSAULTED ON A COLLEGE CAMPUS, DURING THEIR PURSUIT OF A DEGREE . . .  CHANGE COMES SLOW, BUT CHANGE IT MUST!  UNTIL THEM, PROTECT, BE SMART, AND BE FIRM, CAREFUL, AND WIN THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES!

I Think this is a good stopping place today, given the gravity of the situation.  The rest of the subjects in the title, basically are addressed up there, and I don't want to detract from the points I am trying to make here!



LEGALIZE THE CONSTITUTION--HOW DO WE FIX THIS COUNTRY, OVERNIGHT? START FOLLOWING THE CONSTITUTION! 28 OF THE 36 SIGNERS, AND 50 OR SO INVOLVED, WERE LAWYERS, AND BELIEVE ME, THEY KNEW WHAT THEY WERE TRYING TO ACHIEVE! STOP BITCHING & MOANING THAT THE GOVERNMENT IS DONE, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH--THAT IS TOTAL BULL SHIT! COMMENTS: NATIONAL--HOMELAND SECURITY VS. IMMIGRANT WORK PERMITS, AND BILLIONS OF DOLLARS DEPORTING THEM--WE CAN START COLLECTING TAXES ON 5 MILLION PEOPLE'S PAY CHECKS! PLUS AS WHITE AMERICANS, REFUSE TO HAVE CHILDREN, THE HISPANICS ARE PICKING UP THE SLACK, AND REPLACING CONTRIBUTORS TO THE SOCIAL SECURITY SYSTEM! STATE: WATER COMPACT--FISHING RIGHTS DON'T EQUAL WATER RIGHTS! THE INDIANS, AS WELL AS FARMERS AND RANCHERS, WERE TO "CALL" IN ALL THEIR WATER RIGHTS, BETWEEN 1973 AND 1983--CHECK OUT THE MONTANA STATE CODE, UNDER WATER! YOU ARE EITHER GOING TO FOLLOW THE CONSTITUTIONS--BOTH THE U.S. AND THE MONTANA, PLUS THE CODE AND WATER LAW, OR YOU ARE NOT! EVEN WITH A REPUBLICAN CONTROLLED HOUSE AND SENATE, THE LEGISLATURE VOTED TO CONTINUE PUBLIC BENEFITS TO THE POOR FOR FOOD STAMPS--ONE FOR THE COMMON MAN, THE STRUGGLING MAN AND HIS/HER FAMILY, ONE FOR THE ELDERLY, THE DISABLED, AND THE VETERAN! KUDOS, BIG TIME! LOCAL COMMENTS: BREWERY OWNERS, TAKE JUST ENOUGH OF THEIR PROFITS TO LIVE ON, AND CONTRIBUTE THE REST TO CHARITY--IMAGINATION NATION--YEAH, IMAGINE, IF WE CARED FOR EVERYONE, LIKE WE CARE FOR OURSELVES! WHAT A GREAT EXAMPLE! AND A BEAUTIFUL NEW BREWERY, GORGEOUS BAR--IMAGINE THERE'S A HEAVEN! RATTLESNAKE CANYON STUDENTS AND FACULTY BUILD A FRIENDSHIP BENCH, "U" SHAPED FOR THEIR PLAY GROUND, AS AS ANTI-BULLYING LAWS GO THROUGH THE LEGISLATURE, TELLING STUDENTS WHAT THEY CAN'T DO, WHICH IS GOOD, RATTLESNAKE ELEMENTARY IS TELLING THEM WHAT BEHAVIOR CAN REPLACE BULLYING--BEING A FRIEND--CUTE PICTURE ON THE MONTANA SECTION--KIDS THAT FEEL LEFT OUT, SIT ON THE BENCH, AND WHEN OTHER KIDS, NOTICE THAT THEY NEED A FRIEND OR SOMEONE TO PLAY WITH, THEY GO GRAB THEM BY THE HAND, AND INCLUDE THEM IN THEIR GROUP--WHAT AN AMAZING IDEA, HOPE IT SPREADS NATIONWIDE! GOD BLESS AMERICA! I LOVE THIS COUNTRY! GOD BLESS THE WORLD, I LOVE THE WORLD TOO! WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER, DIVIDED WE FALL, UNITED WE STAND! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK!

Instantaneous National Recovery!

Someone asked me the other day--JoAnn, how do you think we can fix the country?  I said are you serious?  Yeah, I want to know what you think would turn this country around and fix it.  I responded, then as I will now, start, simply, following the United States Constitutions, State Constitutions, and the basic founding principles, of rights, freedoms, liberties, and civil decency, that about sums it up, from going to war, with just two years appropriations, to naturalization and uniform immigration policies, to following Bill of Rights protections by law enforcement, to separation of church and state, freedom of the press, peaceful assembly, addressing grievances with the government, protections from unreasonable searches and seizures, protections against double jeopardy, through due process, protecting life, liberty and property, and with just compensation for a government taking, providing a public trial, a jury, representation, protections from cruel and unusual punishment, equal protection and due process for all!  Follow the separation of powers, for the executive, legislative, and judicial--with judges only sitting on the bench in good behavior and while they are adhering to the constitutions, and laws based on them!  It really is that simple!

The two general concepts that the founding fathers followed: (1) do all that you promised to do; and (2) do not infringe on others persons or property.  Let's take a look at the national, state and local scene and just apply these very fundamental--the fun-damentals of learning--principles to some of the issues, I mentioned above, and let's see where things play out, and how, Congress, state legislatures, and locals should vote, react, or support actions or oppose actions.  Just  simple little exercise in the realities of how simple it is to make up your mind, once you have the basic morals, values, and ideas behind the founding documents of the nation and state, effecting people throughout the country.  Over 100 countries, have used part, or some of our Constitution as a model for the drafting and designing of their own; therefore, there will be some carry-over, to the world audience also, which I dig!

HOMELAND SECURITY FUNDING vs. IMMIGRATION POLICIES

I always, like to lay a contextual framework and foundation for the court, or my readers; therefore, for some of you who are not up on the issue, or you don't know the background of what is going on in Congress right now, or are not as familiar with the issues, I will do my best with my limited knowledge, while sitting here at the William J. Jameson, Law Library, University of Montana, where my own daughter will be attending law school, next fall, if plans go as they should.  First, President Obama, using executive order, after waiting 6 years, to get Congress to pass, sweeping immigration reform and updating the naturalization process, with needed changes, to address some of the pressing issues, with the large number of Hispanics, who have crossed the borders, fleeing corruption in the government and police in Mexico, and seeking a better future for their children, have risked life and limb, to cross the borders, to get to America.  Many have had children, after coming to America, making the children of many illegals, legal naturalized citizens, entitled to all the rights and privileges you and I deserve as citizens!  The problem is, as ICE, the alphabet soup agency, who is in charge of checking the legal status of people, they may suspect of being in the country, illegally, Immigrations, Customs & Enforcement, cops, may find that a parent is in the country illegally, but the wife and children, or just the children, are actually citizens.  They are suppose to deport all illegal aliens, and send them back to their country, especially, if they commit a crime, a big time stereotype, racial profiling, lack of uniformity in the laws . . . so creating one hell of a problem!  

President Obama, gets petitioned by the family members and children, to pass legislation, or create some laws that would help the nearly 5 million people, in families, who are subject to deportation.  The process to become a naturalized citizen, takes, at best about 7 years, and I have heard of people trying for 20 years, so it is not an easy overnight process.  The President, is not proposing, or taking action, that would grant these people citizenship, he is just offering them work permits to stay in the country, starting the naturalization process, going from (1) work permits to (2) residency and (3) citizenship, which means taking a test of knowledge of the country--I think they ought to make all citizens take it, because those who jump through the hoops, to become a citizen, have to actually know what the hell this country is about!  And, by doing so, become even more grateful for their precious rights of being citizens, protected by the United States Constitution, while people like President Bush, who blew the Constitution out his ass, by passing the Patriot Act, don't give a rat's ass about rights, freedom, liberties, and protection, as long as they are part of the covered or elite class of individuals, like cops, of all flavors, and chosen people, much like Hitler's SS men and their Frauleins!

Are Deportations Good Public Policy and Good Public Health?  NO!  Splitting up Families, is NEVER a GOOD Idea!

Deportations, cost the American tax payers, as shit load of money, plus the law enforcement officers, who have to track down the illegals, and split up their families, leaving many languishing in federal immigration detention centers, around the country for months and years, waiting to get a hearing before a special, federal immigration judge, who will determine, whether to deport them or not!  Often this takes the soul bread winner out of the family unit, forcing the mother to go back to work, leaving the children, unattended, or under-attended, just to put food on the table.  Many or them men and families are hard working, people who contribute to the economy, the military, and society at large.  I have heard of Hispanics, who have saved the money to get an INS attorney, or a specialist, who deals with immigration, trying to make the move to America legal, and the attorney, takes their money, and calls in ICE to arrest them for immigration violations!  This is not a easy issue, nor are there simple solutions, but Congress, after refusing to act for 6 years, was stepped on, and the President, seeing the critical nature of the issue and the tearing apart of families, made an executive order, giving them WORK PERMITS, NOT CITIZENSHIP, and limiting their automatic deportation, yeah, airline tickets back to Mexico at OUR expense!

I was happy, to see, that several national police and sheriff's organizations, are backing the President's move and order, and are in favor of the new policy for naturalization, and start these people on the right path to citizenship, not just prolonging the inevitable, and the hardships that come with that process, and it can be arduous!  GOOD JOB!  So, looking at this through, our two prong test, we are doing all that we promised to do, come up with uniform naturalization and immigration policies, alleviating some of the pressure, and making things easier on our law enforcement, who gets, often caught in the middle of the feds trying to check on legal status and the state and local cops, trying to take care of their own jobs, and real crimes.  They mentioned, if I remember through my skimming the newspaper, that they wanted to work closer with the community, and didn't want these people going into to hiding to avoid being deported!  And I won't forget to mention the tax benefits and social security contributors, replacing, children, like my own son, Elliot, but he is not married yet--SO I DON'T WANT TO PUSH BABIES YET, but is sure the world is overpopulated, and for right now, doesn't think he will have children--PASSAGES!

Interesting that Republicans Are Holding Immigration Hostage, Saying They are Not Going to Fund Homeland Security

You have to remember, one thing, government does not create money, they don't bring in taxes, they just spend our money and our taxes.  I would say, that if President Obama's executive order, is let stand, and a federal judge, is saying that it violates the separations clause of the Constitution, with the Obama administration, and their cadre of attorneys in the Justice Department, saying it is okay, executive orders are fine, and they are, within reason . . . question is, did he cross the line . . . given the, do nothing Congress, NO!  And, if the executive order is allowed to stand, and Congress gets off their asses, and makes a bill, to make the order law, we don't need to fund a ton of ICE officers, because, Hispanics or others, having a work permit, are now here legally, and we save money on deportation also . . . SMART MOVE! 

Oh, what a relief it is . . .  5 million people, ICE doesn't have to lean on employers, factories, the hospitality industry, who needs the workers, and you solve all kinds of problems, clean up the country, in one fell swoop, fathers, are not in fear of being deported, they get that first step to citizenship, taken care of, taking away the fear of going to INS attorneys, who just might keep the money, not saying all of them do, I know some in Utah, and they are great attorneys, but I also know some real shysters!  So, the immediate terror of being in the country is gone!  We have restored, good public policy, marriage, and not breaking up families, and mothers being able to stay at home, while children are young, and need hands on help, or until the parents figure a mother can go back to work, so from a policy standpoint, which is a big part of legislative actions, this is fucking good thing to do!  Plus state and local cops, can go back to doing what they do best, keep the real bad guys off the streets, whatever their color, and stop worrying about, who has papers or not!

And by making the executive order law, we have satisfied the second prong of the basics of the Constitutions, don't infringe on others persons or property!  Cops want Hispanic, Black, White, Italian, Chinese, community leaders to be able to work with them in community policing.  An illegal or migrant worker, as in Caesar Chavez--I don't know if he was a citizen or not, status is a question, but a good example of someone who is a mover and shaker for a cause, may just be the voice of that community, and is hung up on some aspect of the naturalization process, and may be a huge benefit to the community, to stopping crime, or activating that segment of society . . . they can just relax and live, contribute and work, paying taxes!  Many illegals are paid under the table, even with e-verify!  Would it not be better to just give them work permits, so they can work above the table, employers and employees alike, can just relax and carry on business like the rest of us.

STATE

Montana State, Not Montana Nation, Confederated Salish-Kootenai Water Compact--Only U.S.A., of Nation Status Can Deal with Another Nation!  States Cannot, Even if Congress is Involved!

As a disclaimer, I have written on this issue, TO THE POINT OF EXHAUSTION, and I am sick of it . . . the state of Montana, is either going to abide by the founding and controlling documents or not!  This compact, as well as the other 13, that were extra-constitutionally agreed to violate, the United States Constitution, the Montana Constitution, Montana Law, Water Law, Treaties Law--Hellgate Treaty, of 1855 and I can't see that they have a leg to stand on, regardless of the fact that they have wasted tax payers money and are looking at wasting more, for nothing, whether they have fought over this for 15 years or not, if it is unconstitutional, as not only seen by me, but by a district judge, who ruled last year or the year before, the same way . . . unless, people just want to fight!

Neither the Alien and Sedition Act, the Patriot Act, nor the Salish-Kootenai Water Compact, Can Re-Write the Constitution, Which is the SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND!  In God's Name, What Are You Thinking?  Same With the Public Land Swap . . . Seriously, You are Sounding More and More Like Utah, Thinking the Utah and Montana Legislatures, Trump the Constitution, and if You Do, it--That Action, Becomes, the Law of the Land! What in the Hell, Do You Think the Civil War Was Fought Over?  It Wasn't Just About Slavery, But a Strong Federal Government, That the STATES CREATED!  You Don't Get to Fucking Change the Whole Fabric of the Nation, Because You Want to!

• just like the British, with an American colony, lost the Revolutionary War to us, and we became our own country, sovereign, and able to make our own rules, the Indians, lost the American Indian Wars, they ceded their lands, just like any other nation, who loses a war . . . we allowed them to be a nation within a nation, but they still have to answer to the United States, thus making them subject to the Constitution!  They don't get to go into the legislature, re-write the history of this state and country, and demand water rights they never, never, never, had, under the controlling document, the Hellgate Treaty . . . they, the Indian Nation, while separate to some extent, are still under the jurisdiction of the United States, they are not first in time, after ceding their lands!  I guess we could have continued to fight for the next few centuries, but we are much more civilized, and peace loving than the Mid-East!  We decided a better way to handle our problems, than continuing to kill each other, was to make a treaty, which under the Constitution, only nations can do, states can't . . . so rather than extinction, which was becoming inevitable, the Indians, ceded their lands . . . they only get the use and benefit of the land, and the water needed for that use and benefit, in fact, water is not even mentioned, and the right to fish is not a water right!  Period! 
• I don't know where the attorneys, get this, we are going to "call" in Indian water rights from?  In, 1973, the Montana Legislature in all their wisdom, wanted this issues settled, once and for all.  So, they did what is constitutionally required of them, they gave due process, notice and hearing, and said, that farmers, ranchers, whites and Indians alike, including those represented by the United States Government, or under the Bureau of Indian Affairs, all, had to "call" in their water rights, and record them with the county recorders office, in each of the 11 counties effected, or statewide, with no exceptions!  The first in time, doesn't start with the aboriginal state, back in the beginning of time, or the nation, it just means, that if there is conflict, the person, who had the water, first, gets a priority . . . people killed each other over water rights, are you kidding, this doesn't mean, before the Constitution, everything changed, after the Indians ceded their lands, Reclamation efforts, are buying back some of that land, and the water rights apurture to the land.  But, let's by way of example, say, that back between 1973 and 1983, two people came in claiming the same water rights, and I am very sure that happened, the county recorder, would go back in time, or look at personal records of sales of property, and what not, and find out who was the first in time, to actually have a right to that water right!  This was a means of conflict resolution, not giving Indians back their aboriginal waters, before the nation and state were formed!  Sounds like the thinking of Israel, they leave what had become Palestine for 2,000 years, and decide to come back, thinking they have every right, to take all the land!  Bull shit, they left. Even property concepts, like adverse possession and easements, show that you can't sit on your property rights, you have to act, and if the property right, of water rights, being connected to the land, is not recorded, during the time specified by the Montana Legislature, when they passed, that particular section of the law, TOUGH SHIT!  You lose that right!
• My, most educated guess, is that first, the federal government, probably didn't take the Montana Legislature serious, and failed to quantify the water needs of the reservation, which is an implied contract, or because the United States gave the Indians, use and benefit of the ceded lands, the water necessary to use that land is implied, as well as any growth that might take place.  But, in the reverse of the 10th amendment, the federal government, the BIA, or the Bureau of Indian Affairs, attorneys, or employees, just scoffed at the "call" to claim and record, all existing water rights!  And now they are trying to cover their asses, and protect the Indians, so they don't sue them, as they have in the past, for being negligent in protecting their rights, by not claiming and quantifying what they needed to run the reservation!
• that, as stated in the Montana Enabling Act, the very first page of the state constitution, before you actually get to the Constitution, which by the way, gives all water in the state to the state, without any mention of the reservation, and it clearly, susinctly states, that the federal government, has sole jurisdiction over the Indians!
• why would any Montanan, fight for the compact, that is going to cost them $55 million dollars, they don't have to spend?  Bribes?  Do what you want, as for me and my house, we will follow the Constitution!

DO THE RIGHT THING!  THE COMPACT IS UNCONSTITUTIONAL . . . THE LAW, IS THE LAW, IS LAW . . . KNOW YOUR WATER RIGHTS!

 Just By Way of Parting, I Want to Recommend, a Couple of Monuments, to You, if You are Visiting Montana, This Summer . . . One, Talking About the Indians, is Where Custard Had His Last Stand . . . I Think It is Called, Sitting Bull and there is One in the Great Falls Area, the Gateway Town to Great Scenery and this Monument . . . Sorry, I am a New Comer to Montana, and Don't Know the Names, but there was an Article in the Missoulian, Sunday, February 15, 2015, One for Each Monument, Wanting More Exposure and Tourists . . . This is a Public Service Announcement, I Haven't Been There YET!

 

      

MY BLOODY VALENTINE--GAMECOCKS--THE KISS--YOUR KISS IS STILL WITHIN ME . . . THAT KISS I FAILED TO GIVE YOU. HOW CAN YOU FORGIVE ME? THE KISS I WOULD HAVE SPENT ON YOU IS STILL THERE, WITHIN ME. I WILL PROBABLY DIE THERE. BUT IT WILL BE THE LAST OF ME TO DIE. (KURT BROWN TO HIS WIFE) SORRY, I AM A HELPLESS ROMANTIC, JUST A FEW MORE VALENTINE THOUGHTS, OF THE DARK SONET KIND, AS IN SHAKESPEARE! LOL! PRESIDENT'S DAY--LINCOLN & THE CONSTITUTION: EMANCIPATION PROCLAMATION, SLAVERY, THE CIVL WAR, AND THE THIRTEENTH AMENDMENT, GIVING BLACKS THE RIGHT TO VOTE, I ALWAYS REMIND MY BLACK FRIENDS & LOVERS, THAT ALTHOUGH IT TOOK A WHILE TO GET THE VOTE, THEY STILL GOT IT BEFORE WOMEN, AND YOU GOT A BLACK PRESIDENT BEFORE A WOMAN PRESIDENT, HILLARY, SO DON'T COMPLAIN! WE STILL HAVE SLAVERY TODAY: POLYGAMY, ON THE TWIN RELICS OF BARBARISM, THE OTHER IS SLAVERY; INDENTURED SERVITUDE, SEXUAL AND LABOR SLAVERY--IT IS ESTIMATED THAT THERE ARE 21 MILLION TO 36 MILLION PEOPLE ENSLAVED TODAY. MODERN SLAVERY GENERATES MANY BILLIONS OF DOLLARS EVERY YEAR. OKAY, SO WE SUCK AT OUR JOBS! MCDONALD'S EMPLOYEES, HONEST ADMISSION AFTER GIVING A CUSTOMER A PLAIN BURGER, INSTEAD OF A CHEESEBURGER . . . TOO BAD CONGRESS, THE CIA, FBI, NSA, SOME STATE LEGISLATORS CAN'T JUST SAY, OKAY, WE SUCK AT OUR JOBS, AND HOW CAN WE FIX IT? GOTTA LOVE MONTANA--JAWBONE UP, TAKIN' IT ON THE CHIN, BUT TAKING IT, SUCKING IT UP, AND BEING HUMBLE ENOUGH TO ADMIT WRONG DOING, AND TEACHABLE ENOUGH TO TRY BETTER! ISSUES OF CREDIBILITY . . . ONE FALSE MOVE CAN KILL IT FOR YOU! IF CONGRESS WANTS TO KEEP FUNDING HOMELAND SECURITY, AT A FOURTH THE BUDGET--THIS IS WHERE THE BIG MONEY IS--MAYBE OUR GUYS, WHO THE ONLY THING I COULD SEE THAT WE, AS AMERICANS, HAVE GOTTEN FROM ALL THIS NATIONAL SECURITY, IS THE BOSTON BOMBER, 260 WOUNDED AND 3 DEAD--PERHAPS, BIG BAD MEAN AMERICA, CAN TAKE A LESSON FROM NOVA SCOTIA MALL PLOT, ONE AMERICAN AND ONE FROM NOVA SCOTIA, PLOTTED TO GO TO A MALL, ON VALENTINE'S DAY, KILL AS MANY PEOPLE AS THEY COULD, THEN KILL THEMSELVES . . . DID SEEM TO BE CONNECTED TO CULTURE, THEREFORE, NOT SEEN AS A TERRORIST THREAT, BUT, NONE THE LESS, THEY STOPPED THE FRIENDS, FROM WREAKING HAVOC AND MAYHEM ON THE COMMUNITY . . . WE WANT TO SEE MORE THAN A $60 BILLION PLUS BUDGET FOR THE PRISIM SYSTEM, NSA, CIA, AND FBI, PLUS ABOUT 38 OTHER INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES, BECAUSE, WE AS AMERICANS, ARE SURE AS HELL, NOT GETTING OUR MONEY'S WORTH, BY ANY STRETCH OF THE IMAGINATION! LET'S CALL IT, A COST BENEFIT ANALYSIS, AND GO FROM THERE!

President's Day--Thank You All for Serving Us!

Under the new Constitution, the nation's powers will be "derived from the superior power of the people."  James Madison

Last week, after getting up at 2:00 a.m., a sting op at the Poverello Palace, rather the Import Palace with cops galor, undercover . . . I asked to be excused from checking in, so I could attend a lecture on President Lincoln, and how he used the United States Constitution--right up my alley, and using the document, to enact the Proclamation Declaration, which freed the slaves in Union states, leading to Civil War with the South, being the bloodiest body count of all wars, put together, from that point thereafter--over 600,000, if my memory serves, but a shit load of bodys, and collateral damage, but leading to a United States of American, rather than two separate entities, with different values, freedoms, rights and laws, also leading to the ratification of the 13th amendment, giving black men the right to vote!  Just a week or so ago, someone described, a young man, with deep depression, suicidal throughts, a terrible home life, and even friends, who had to take all the razors, out of his house, and that young man, was President Abraham Lincoln!  Along with 3 other presidents, gave his life for what he believed . . . now if that isn't a sacrifice, what is?

 

Talk about a forward looking, determined, brave, and asute politician, Lincoln was simply amazing, given the background, coming out of a single room log cabin, a horrible relationship with his father, not seeing him for the last 25 years of his life, battling with depression, and without the best marriage, always a struggle, and his son, I believe died fighting for the Union and his father's cause, then the assassination.  Being a president, if not just a big ego job, it is tedeous, endless hours, demanding men, so far, to be at their best, at a second's notice, when some regional, national, or global crisis arises . . . and we bitch and moan, about President Obama taking a little time off!  Perhaps, he is so smooth, so eloquent, and smart, he takes it all in stride, but I doubt it, even though he is totally amazing, six years, what he had to deal with, the prejudices alone, amazing and what he has accomplished, is astounding!  And do we thank him, or denigrate him?  Denegrate . . . disgusting!

 

I thought it might be fun, to take some fun facts about past presidents and give you a picture of what some of them thought, what challenges they had, the character or intellectual traits that made them great men and leaders.  For ease of both writing and reading, I will put it in my signature form of bullets . . . shot out of the gun of my heart, for the respect, and honor I have for these men, so far, men only.  I may not agree with them on their politics, but I admire the hell out of them for what they either did or tried to do, or tried to stop . . . I am going to limit this to founding fathers, who were later presidents.

Know Your Presidents Better

Let the human mind loose.  It must be loosed.  Superstition and despotism cannot confine it.  John Adams

• George Washington gave the shortest inauguration speech in American history on March 4, 1793 . . . it was only 133 words long (NSA fucks are on this . . . national security? harassment!)
• Washington was a man of few words, whose political ascension was attributable to his character, not his intellect
• William Henry Harrison gave the longest at 8,443 words on March 4, 1841, on a cold and blustery day in Washington, D.C.  He died one month later of a severe cold!
• John and Abigal Adams had the longest marriage, one lasting 54 years
• upon graduating from Harvard, John Adams became a grammar school teacher.  My little school, like the great world, is made up of Kings, politicians, divines, fops, buffoons, fiddlers, fools, coxcombs, sycophants, chimney sweeps, and every other character I see in the world.  I would rather sit in school and consider which of my pupils will turn out to be a hero, and which a rake, which a philopher and which a parsite, then to have an income of a thousand pounds a year! 
• John Adams most enduring political legacy involved appointing John Marshall as Supreme Court Chief Justice; the most ignominious, his signing of the Alien and Sedition Acts, which made it a crime to criticize the government, for which vilators could be imprisoned!  Maybe this is where the gamecock, Patriot Act boys, are getting their authority . . . but, only if it is not, repugnent to the U.S. Constitution, which it is, first amendment right to free speech, freedom to peacefully assemble and the right to redress grievances with the government!  Like the Patriot Act, which I want to challenge as violating the Constitution, this does also, and probably why people see it as his worst act, connected to his name, use it with spies from other countries, or ours who turn on this country, but really, in direct contradiction to the first amendment . . . Bill of Rights was around at that time, so? 
• Thomas Jefferson, John Adams, and President James Monroe, all died on July 4th, Independence Day!
• Thomas Jefferson was the quintessential Renaissance man and  has been described as a lawyer, linguist, diplomat, astronomer, naturalist, politial philosopher, education, statesman, president, farmer, musician, scientist, inventor, agriculturalist, horseman, geograpaher, theologian, and paleontoltgis.  Jefferson was fluent in Greek, Latin, French, Spanish, Italian and German.  He was a strong supporter of eqaul rights and education for women, the right to have a free public education, a free library system, and the creation of a decimal system of wieghts and mearsures.  Now, why can't I find a man like this?
• James Madison, wrote Thomas Jefferson's epitaph, it read: Here was buried Thomas Jefferson, author of the Declaration of Independence, of the statute of Virginia for Religious Freedom, and the father of the University of Virginia. It didn't include President of the United States!
  
  

IT MIGHT DO YOU WELL TO LEARN A BIT MORE ABOUT PRESIDENT OBAMA!

I think one of the best things I did, during the 2008 election cycle, was to watch, CNN, I think, cover the lives of the two nominated candidates.  It is usually the story, behind anything, anyone, and even places, that really makes it come alive for you.  Where are they from, what kind of family, their history, education, goals, experience, work history, preferences for jobs, one over another, and what really makes up the man, his marriage, his family.  This documentary, by Wolfe Blitzer of CNN, as the chosen commentator and interviewer, was great.  And I gained a great respect for Barack Obama as a man, with a mission.  I have been astounded at listening to the State of the Union addresses, as well as his critics, and one by one, goal by goal, decision by decision, whether politically agreeing or  not, he has moved forward with his agenda, not in a negative term, but in a determined and focused accent to achieve those objectives, with amazing style and grace, in spite of the challenges. I voted for the man, because he is smart!  And I dig smart, because you can reason with them.  I am totally sick of hearing people, because they don't have anything to say, trash the President, when they don't know what the fuck is going on . . . just what they heard their parents, or their friends, co-workers say, or their Republican politicians, without thought, knowledge, those pesky facts, statistics, and examples to back up their asinine statements!

 

Just today, in the Missoulian--Newspaper is Education--in the Letters to the Editor, Monday, February 16, 2015--B5, in a letter entitled, REPUBLICAN PARTY: GOP ready to create some jobs, by Steven Willis, of Darby, good job, taking them to task.  But he looks at the Keystone Pipeline, that has come as a symbol of the parties disagreements, and looks at the 45 to 50 jobs, that the completed pipeline will create, and compares that to the steady growth of the U.S. economy under President Obama, of 59 months of job cration and about 11 million jobs.  This president was responsible for saving 400,000 jobs in the auto industry.  Republicans wanted to dump Detroit.  I love this part, FACT: Since 1947 the growth of the U.S. economy under a Republican president averages 2.54 percent while under a Democratic president averages 4.35 percent.  Show us your stuff, Republican controlled House and Senate, you have the majority, it is your time to shine for the American people, put up or shut up!  What have Republicans produced in the last 6 years?  Nothing!

 

It is time for people to look at the cold hard facts about our President, and thank him, for doing all that he has done.  I firmly believe, that given the mess he was handed by President Bush, and I sort of thank him for his service, but for the Patriot Act, taking away our constitutional rights, and getting us into two hideous wars, for oil, and tanking the economy, favoring and bailing out his friends on Wall Street, when they were the very criminal component of the people who created the mess!  Thank God, we elected President Barack Obama!  Where would we be now, with Senator McCain and Sarah Palin, I shutter to think, same for Mitt Romney and Paul Ryan . . . one fucking scary thought!

THANK YOU, PRESIDENT OBAMA!  CUT THE NSA BUDGET, THEY ARE NOT LETTING ME CHANGE THE MARGINS!  I AM SURE THE SPELL CHECK IS OFF . . . BUDDY KAY, MET MITT IN THE UK, ON A FILM ABOUT A MORMON PRESIDENT FOR THE WORLD . . . THANKS FOR BLOCKING THAT BITCH AND MITT!

 

SOME COOL LOCAL STUFF WORTH MENTIONING . . . CAN'T GET THE BOLD OFF NOW, SO WHO CONTROLS THIS BLOG, GOOGLE?  ME OR HER?  ME OR THE NSA?  ME OR THE GOVERNMENT?  I WOULD SAY, MORMON CONNECTED, FOR RICO PROSECUTION SAKE, WRITINGS WRITE HERE, TRYING TO PROTECT KAY BABY, WHO EVEN YOU, PRESIDENT OBAMA, MIGHT THINK IS ME, SINCE THESE FUCKERS, THE COCK SUCKERS, THE GAMECOCKS, A FEW I HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO, ARE ALL FOR MORMON POLYGAMY, SLAVERY, ONE OF THE TWIN RELECS OF BARBARISM!  DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS, FOLLOW IN PRESIDENT'S LINCOLN'S FOOTSTEPS, AND FREE ABOUT 100,000 WOMEN IN UTAH, NEVADA, CANADA, MEXICO, IDAHO, MONTANA, TEXAS, CALIFORNIA, AND WHEREVER, MORMONS HAVE A STRONG HOLD . . . MODERN DAY SLAVERY!  ENDENTURED SERVITUDE, BANNED FOREVER, BY THE UTAH CONSTITUTION, BUT YOU WILL HAVE TO GO BACK BEFORE 2008, AND GET A COPY, BECAUSE THE MALE PATRIARCHAL LEGISLATURE, TOOK THAT SECTION OF THE UTAH CONSTITUTION OUT, FOR THEIR DICKS!

GAMECOCKS

Gamecocks! Not Funny--What Happend to National Security?

The fucking NSA is on again today . . . cursor, is up on the title, so they can follow me and erase what they don't like, while still keeping and taking credit for my blog! Holy shit, and we are paying for these assholes--stop complaining about immigration, we are getting something out of them, like taxes, hard workers, and great landscaping! LOL! Like I said, what you are getting out the Patriot Act, gamecocks, is fun and games with me and the girls they are trying to promote as me! PLEASE! I swear, I can't even write my blog, because of these dip shits! Amazing, they can't write them, but they sure as hell, have the technology, when I don't out-fox them, and get one through, actually as it is written! They are so much more fun when you get my version, rather than Shelley's, or Kay's . . . check out Kay Burningham's, alleged anti-Mormon books, really tort law, she was not a great Mormon, but they sure as hell, dig her over me, any day, and I can Book of Mormon, Temple, and Gospel bash with the best of them, all the alleged, Joanns, not JoAnn S. Secrist, are poor to midling Mo's, and totally just used the stupid Mormon, Intelligence community, because of what, they had boobs? Pathetic! I will try to write, without worrying what actually gets through to you, because I know there are guys, watching them, who have the same technology, and can trace the Mormon NSA actions, and will be using it as evidence against you butt wipes! And, go figure, I am trying to write about President's Day, and they can't even take that? Good God Almighty, strike these fuckers with a bolt of lightning! They either want to steal it, or rewrite it, or kill it . . . but always, take the money and the credit!

 

I still can't control the margins, or the bold, or whatever, and I want to give some good time to the local stuff, great stuff going on in Montana!  Make travel plans to the state, you will love it, locals want to keep it a secret, but I want to tell the world . . . three year love affair, and still growing!

HAVE A GOOD ONE, AND I WILL SEE IF I CAN DITCH THE BITCH!

 

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CRASH & BURN--KEYSTONE, UNIFORMED OFFICERS, FAILED AT LEAST TWO STING OPS, TWO DAYS AGO; NEW STING OP BY UNDERCOVER COPS THIS MORNING--BURN, DITCH TRAIL, CHANGE PROPS, AVOID WITCH HUNT SPREADING ALL OVER THE CITY, BY 5:00 A.M. THIS MORNING! IF IT WASN'T SO FUN, IT WOULD BE SCARY! LOL! WHAT WOULD FEBRUARY BE WITHOUT VALENTINE'S DAY--JANUARY! REMEMBER ALL KINDS OF LOVE, ROMANTIC OF COURSE, FAMLY LOVE, FRIEND LOVE, WORK LOVE, SCHOOL LOVE, NATURE LOVE, GOD LOVE . . . LOVE OTHERS AS I HAVE LOVED YOU! GO! GO! GO! GO! THAT IS HOW I KNEW TO GET THE HELL OUT OF DODGE, OR THE POVERELLO PALACE SHELTER! CAN'T BEAT GOD AS MY INTEL MAN! LOL! HE CAN BEAT ALL OF YOU, PROBABLY AT LEAST 5 UNDERCOVER, FEDS, STATE, LOCAL? I HAVE MY OPINION, BUT FEDS LEAN ON LOCALS TO DO THEIR DIRTY WORK, OR WORK WITH THEM! TELL THEM TO STUFF IT!

Coming & Going!  LOL!

 

NSA is on my ass, already, was hoping to get up early enough, generally do, and they would normally think that I would be going to church, like I always do on Sunday, so they must know of the sting op failure, and they are watching for me to write about it!  LOL!  See the word, amp "they added that and I can't get it off my blog, no matter what I do, change it ten times, update the blog after I fix it, and it still goes back to being in my title . . . and Congress really thinks they should continue funding HOMELAND SECURITY?  Proof positive, that they are watching a constitutional law attorney, 24/7 and have time for someone who is training the world, about American values, freedoms, liberties, rights, and our way of life!  Just how fucking bad can that be, unless they are trying for something other than American systems!  Which is the case; therefore, American Tax payers should not be funding their fucked up bull shit, that is hurting rather than helping America!  Move to fucking god-damn Germany if you want to worship Hitler, I don't think Chancellor Merkel will go back to those bad old days, or you could go to England, where the world bankers are, but they even kicked in $2 billion for the peace efforts in Russia and the Ukraine, so great for you, doing some damage control, keep it up, kudos to you!  You can even make more money, building humanity, rather than paying for wars to annihilate it!

 

Apple, Largest Stock Showings, Blowing off Government Cops--Protecting Account Holders!  Yahoo!  Way to Go!

Other companies need to follow suit.  I remember shortly after Google, who is way down the list, and I wonder why, they sold their souls, to the feds, when they lost the law suit, and then they came up with some lame as, but cute, lego presentation, who they allegedly were protecting your accounts, which is just not true, I can't even control my blog . . . there are at least three, and I would bet, six versions, and all stealing hits/results, every time it reaches over the million mark, which it did by tripletes, Google or the government allows, the fucker thieves to skim the top millions off, and leaves, me with hits below that . . . going with the normal numbers for a person with a good blog, my hell, I rival the hits on Google itself.  So, I guess to keep my numbers looking somewhat normal, they just skim it off the top and steal the proceeds from it . . . no biggie!  This is the fucking stuff that the NSA is suppose to be stopping!  The CIA and the FBI are suppose to be investigating financial, communications, Internet, identity theft, and transactional crimes, and they are fuckers aiding and abbetting the conglomerate, who are making a killing on this blog, as they did on my cases, and as they are doing with my son's music, past, present, and I would venture a bet, he recorded a few weeks ago for his new band, Delta something, and through surveillance, they will have a mix ready to market, before the band finishes the final details, and have it marketed worldwide with a fake band, new names and titles, and staging shows through the Mormon ponsi scheme capital of the world--Utah!  CIA, FBI, NSA, missionary, returned missionary, old missionary connections, new missionary connections, both in and out of the government . . . that is who they market it so fast, and they are the ones who are suppose to be stopping this stuff!

 

Private companies are not held to the same standards as the government, generally, unless they are acting as arms of the government, which it appears that Google is doing with my, alleged, One Account . . . yeah, there is just one account, with multiple users with total access to it!  When I go to write the title, they are fucking with it every step of the way, not your fucking account, fuckers, stay the fuck off  my blog!  A blog is a property right, and you have not compensated me for stealing it, through, what lame ass excuse, let's see, national security?  Really, you are the ones that we need to protect the public from, as a national security threat to US!  So, yesterday, they rip off my whole fucking title.  Then as I go into the body of the blog, and write the first title, generally, speaking, the cursor, will drop down below the title, and it doesn't add the amp throughout the title and other areas of the blog, but when they are on it, the cursor is up actually on the same level as the title, so they, can follow what I write as I write it, and change anything that might be anti-government, or anit-Mormon church, or anti-CIA, FBI, NSA, or anti-Republican, as was the title yesterday, on sex education, porn, and condoms!  So, anything that is not the party line of the screammmmmmm, Southwick family, who has become rich, famous, powerful, and in the right circles, due to who?  You got it, ME! , they are allowed access to what I do, trying to fool you, others, into thinking, one of the barking dog sisters and attorneys, is ME; therefore, either I gave them permission--FUCK NO!  Or, I am allowing them to represent ME--FUCK NO! 

 

Do you see anything in my words that would lead you to believe that I am going along with this shit?  If you do, I can suggest an absolutely horrible psychiatrist, Dr. Mark Foote--Salt Lake City, Utah, former, enemy, turned, undercover, asshole, alleged doctor, who worked with Shelley to try to steal my identity, and fuck me over, all because, I forced the fucking psych rats, to report domestic violence, old enemies, and one since the day I was born, and still trying.  Foote gave Shelley access to MY MEDICAL RECORDS . . . HERE IS WHERE THEY ARE TRYING TO PULL OF THE SWITCH IN IDENTITY!  Shelley was not me, could not have access, nor is she my attorney, because I am both, JoAnn S. Secrist, she goes by Joann S. Secrist, just a small fraud, don't you think?  Really, and I guess that is not fraud, nor violation of Foote's professional code of conduct and ethics!  Hey, but he is Mormon, or sympathetic to Mormons, or at least he hated me, pushing the medical organization around . . . Shelley is a law breaker, like Mark Foote, and therefore, we are breaking the law, and we would rather have her, because she can't make us follow the laws, and she is nicer, because she has not right to be enforcing the laws!  SHE IS A GOD-DAMN CRIMINAL FROM HELL, AND DESERVES, ALONG WITH MARK, WHO DOCTORED THE RECORDS, LAST TIME I TALKED TO HIM, JUST ABOUT 3 YEARS AGO, SAID HE HAD ABOUT 2 FEET OF RECORDS ON ME . . . I COULD ONLY STAND SEEING THE GUY ABOUT 4 TIMES, AND HE WOULD JUST ASK ME, WHAT I DID DURING THE WEEK AND HOW DID I FEEL, AND THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION PICKED HIM, BECAUSE LEO SORENSON AND VAL BATEMAN WERE IN ON THE DEAL!  And this came after I saved the doctors from abject violation of their constitutional rights, by Medicaid/Medicare fraud investigative units, of attorneys and cops!  Nice thanks, steal the good stuff!  I did a ton of it, enough for about 7 bitches to claim they did it!

 

AND WE WANT TO CONTINUES TO FUND, UNLIMITED, 40 INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES?  WHAT IN THE FUCK ARE WE GETTING FROM THIS MONEY, WHICH WE CAN'T EVEN KNOW THE AMOUNT?  A BIG FAT ZERO!  REPUBLICANS ARE THE ONES WANTING TO FUND THE FUCKERS, BECAUSE, LIKE THEM, THEY ARE DO NOTHING, EXCEPT THE BIDDING OF BIG BUSINESS, WHO FAVOR REPUBLICANS!  I WOULD VENTURE, WORTH WISE, THAT THE IMMIGRANTS, WHO ARE ALLOWED WORK PERMITS, WILL BE MAKING AND CONTRIBUTING WAY MORE THAN OUR INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, WHO ARE JUST SPENDING TIME ON THEIR FUCKING DICKS!

NSA dip shits, are not letting me center the title, maybe a sign that this is all I need to write . . . same old bull shit, at the Pov., the looks, the sneaky glances, the abnormal rising times, the out of the ordinary schedules, people who always sleep in, up early, due to surveillance cameras in the halls!  They knew I was up to something, when my Intel guy told me Go! Go! Go! on the video screen in my brain . . . they already had the human bean bag, who sits slumped in the corners, as if dead, already in place, when I mentioned that I was going to Missoula 3:16 for breakfast, this blog, who never talks, or response, sits up and asks me when I am going--I already knew they had something up their sleaves--I told her whenever I want to go--fooled her by eating breakfast, then darted out the door!  LOL!  Garrett, up and ready to go, never leaves until he has read the newspaper, 3:16 doesn't even open until 6:00 a.m., this was about 4:15--I took off to Safeway Grocery Store, and noticed, that he also followed me to the store, but I saw him before he saw me and ditched out.  Serveral cop like characters, who think they can just show up, say three or four times, when an op is planned, and think I don't notice their out of place, sorry asses?  Good, God, you guys are just no good at this!

AND WE ARE FUCKNIG PAYING FOR THIS SHIT!  RIGHT ON . . . YOU FOOLS, YOU ARE PAYING FOR BOYZ AND THEIR TOYS, BOTH ARMORED VEHICLES AND WOMEN!  AND YOUR FUCKING NATIONAL SECURITY THE VERY REASON FOR ALL THE RESOURCES AND TAXES BEING GIVEN TO INTELLIGENCE AGENCIES AND HOMELAND SECURITY, WHAT SO WE CAN'T TOUCH COVERED AGENCIES, LIKE THE ONES I AM ALWAYS TRASHING?

WAKE UP AS SMELL THE COFFEE--SHELLEY IS NOT ME, SHE IS A COP BITCH, KAY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFFANY, KELLY ANN BOOTH, AND WHO EVER ELSE THEY ARE FUCKING!  AMAZING, MORMON, REPUBLICAN MAFIA HANDED TO YOU AND A PLATTER, AND YOU CAN'T SEE IT?  SHIT!





VALENTINE'S DAY--SINGLE APPRECIATION DAY! THE BEST SEX I EVER HAD, WAS WHEN I DIDN'T HAVE SEX! LOL! I WILL EXPLAIN. MY DAD--MORMON NSA, JUST DELETED MY TITLE--POOR SEXUALLY REPRESSED MO'S! LOL!!! MY DAD'S ATTEMPT AT THE "BIRDS AND THE BEES" CHAT CONSISTED OF HIM LOOKING SQUEAMISH AND ME ASSURING HIM THAT I WASN'T HAVING SEX. WE LEARNED ABOUT BASIC ANATOMY, THE VELOCITY OF SWIMMING SPERM AND HOW TO UNWRAP A CONDOM. WORTHWHILE STUFF, BUT IT DID NOTHING TO ANSWER THE MORE PRESSING QUESTIONS OF MY PUBESCENT BRAIN. LIKE HOW LONG SHOULD IT LAST? WHAT SHOULD IT FEEL LIKE? HOW DO YOU START? I WASN'T EQUIPPED TO ASK THESE QUESTIONS. THE ADULTS IN MY LIFE WERE EVEN MORE INEMPT AT PROVIDING ANSWERS. PORN THOUGH, DID A PRETTY GOOD JOB. (JAMIE ROGERS, MISSOULA INDEPENDENT) DEMANDING A CHANGE AT U OF MONTANA--THE MOVEMENT WAS FOUNDED ON VALENTINE'S DAY 2012 TO END VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN. WE DANCED. WE DEMANDED JUSTICE. NOW, WE ARE DEMANDING A CHANGE. "HE JUST COULDN'T HELP HIMSELF", NOT CUTTING IT ANYMORE . . . CALLING ME A HOMEWRECKER ALSO GIVES IN TO OUR CULTURE'S POISONOUS IDEA THAT WE DO NOT NEED TO HOLD MEN ACCOUNTABLE FOR THEIR SEXUAL DESIRES, AND THAT WOMEN MUST BE THE GATEKEEPERS OF SEXUALITY! WAY TO GO, DEMOCRATIC GOVERNORS, FOR PRESSURING THE GOVERNOR OF OREGON, TO STEP DOWN FOR ACCESSING HIS LIVE IN FIANCE'S BUSINESS, LARGE GOVERNMENT CONTRACTS! WE ARE DEMANDING A CHANGE! ONE BILLION RISING! KEEP CALM AND GROW UP! GOOD STUFF! WITH A 50% DIVORCE RATE IN AMERICA, HUMAN BODY TRAFFICKING, SEXUAL ASSUALTS IN THE MILITARY AND ON CAMPUS, EXPLOITATION OF CHILDREN FOR SEXUAL PURPOSES, WE NEED TO GROW UP, TEACH PEOPLE WHAT SEX IS, HOW IS WORKS, WHAT IT CAN AND CAN'T DO FOR A PERSON, OPENLY DISCUSS THE ISSUES, SO THAT KIDS AND ADULTS DON'T THINK IT IS A DIRY THING, AND GET SOME FRESH AIR, EDUCATION, TRAINING, AND INFORMATION TO PEOPLE--IF YOU DON'T DEAL WITH REALITY, REALITY WILL DEAL WITH YOU, AND IT IS!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE; I LOVE YOU BE MINE?  OXOXOXOX; I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!

 

I can tell the double, through the NSA, is joining us; hopefully, you will be one of the lucky ones to get my original text, not some washed up and boring, Republican version of this rendition of my blog, not to be tampered with by lame ass sisters, with access to get into my blog, take the $, and fuck up my thoughts, preferences, intentions, and message!  She is one for the money, I am one for the love . . . but, since she and other Mo's, short for Mormons, or alleged Mormons, who have claimed my work up to the tune of about a billion dollars, taking credit for the hottest blog in the history of Google, or the Internet, pray that first amendment freedom of speech will triumph, if the Constitutional Gods, and human health in sexual relationships are to prevail, they will be with me, and I can get rid of the leaches, who suck the blood out of everything I do, since they have no life, or stories, or thoughts of their own, except what big brother, big sister, the government, thinks you and I need to hear!  FUCK'EM!  I hate these god-damn motherfuckers, for interferring with the stuff that will make you more savvy people, happier, rather married or single, and might give you some fun thoughts, ideas, and even give you a bit of sex educations, so you dear old dad, doesn't get squeamish, and you rely on porn, which is not the greatest method of sex education, and leads to movements, like the latest and prehaps the greatest at U of M, having been dinged by the Department of Justice, for an alleged date rape situation that happened, involving a star quarterback, and a date.

 

If you think, for one second, that the training males and females get while young, is not critical, and they can just figure it out on their own, you are dead wrong!  I was thrilled to see the U of M, host the Love Fest last week, on campus, showing students dancing with each other, relating healthy, one girl with two roses, possibly, from two different guys, a normal situation, that might occur.  It is time to get real, stop leaving people to their own devices, dealing with one of the most important aspects of humanity, the very agent, that propels humanity forward, and both entertains, enlightens, heals, brings forth new life, and rocks our world.  We need to discuss this subject, and I hope that by some small means, that my experiences, of a less than knowledgable youngster, and just barely getting what the idea of a healthy relationships consists of, and what the true joy of sex is . . . you and others, in an open conversation, can feret out some of the do's and don'ts, the good and the bad, the beautiful and the uglies of sex!  And is sure as hell all exists!

NOTE:  I just ran a little test, these fuckers are all over my blog, as I know they have been, want a Republican, favoring parents teaching their kids, and refuse to put forth the Democrats views, or the more liberal side of society . . . they have no fucking brains to do the basics themselves, so they let me do all the work, give the ideas, and then they steal them and claim, the good stuff as their own work, when they would all have you in gunny sacks, and married to gross old men, living in polygamy, either in the Mormon or the Muslim world, where men can have more than one wife . . . they hate equality in women, hate that a woman would actually enjoy sex, and has just as voracious an appetite as a man, or that she can love more than one man, simultaneously!  Heaven forbid, keep the old patriarchal bull shit, good soldier, he couldn't help himself, he needs more sex than one would can provide, we will just justify him marrying more women--this is complete trash, and the dumb asses who promote this type of bull shit, need to be prosecuted, jailed, and hung!  Sorry, I just had to send a COMPLAINT TO GOOGLE FOR THE 100TH TIME!  Falls on deaf ears.  I actually think, I am going to leave this blog as is, because they are all over it, and I don't want them to be, and the message I want to make, is basically in the title, and what I just wrote, and I don't want them to get a chance to change it, and they will, right while I am writing it, worth billions, more my way, steal the great stuff, whatever, you fuckers!

HAVE A GREAT VALENTINE'S DAY!  SORRY, BIG BRO & SIS, ARE ALL OVER MY LOVING ASS; THEREFORE, SOME OF THE FUN STUFF, IS LEFT OUT . . . LET THEM COME UP WITH THEIR OWN STUFF, FOR ONCE!

I LOVE YOU!  THAT IS WHY I WRITE!

 



SOMETHING IS FISHY OR RATHER STINKS AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS SHELTER . . . CITY COPS TAKE OUT A GUY, WHO ALLEGEDLY WAS JUST SITTING THERE AT 5:00 A.M., IN THE MORNING, WHEN I AM USUALLY UP, LATER CRACKING THE WHIP, SO I CAN DO MY JOB, WHIPING OFF TABLES, PUTTING UP CHAIRS, A VERY UNPOPULAR JOB AT 7:30 A.M.; SHERIFF CAME TRIPPING IN THIS MORNING, JUST AS AN OLD GUY WHO THINKS HE IS THE ITALIAN STALLION, COMES TRIPPING IN TO IDENTIFY ME, AND I CATCH HIM KNODDING TO THE SHERIFF, AS HE CONTINUES TO COME IN A BUG ME, ASKING ME WHAT MY PLANS ARE FOR THE DAY, WHERE I AM GOING, ETC.--I TELL HIM TO STOP MICROMANAGING ME, AND JUST LIKE IT DID TO MY KIDS, GET AWAY FROM ME UNTIL THIS IS CLEAN! THEN, SUPPOSE TO MEET LONG-TIME CHICK, ALLEGEDLY, FROM POV. AT NOON, SO I CAN TEACH HER TO USE THE COMPUTER AND WRITE A RESUME . . . SHE DOES A NO SHOW, OR I CATCH HER, AS SHE IS TRIPPING IN ABOUT AN HOUR AFTER THE APPOINTED TIME, SHE ACTS DUMBFOUNDED . . . I TELL HER TO MEET ME AT ST. PAT'S HOSPITAL, BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND WATCHING THE POV. GROUPIES IN THE YARD--AGAIN, I DON'T SEE HER, UNTIL, SHE FIGURES I AM BORED AND SAFELY ON A BUS TO MY NEXT DESTINATION, WHICH WAS ACCURATE. I AM ON A BUS, THAT JUST GOES ON A SHORT TRIP AROUND TOWN, AND I SEE HER GOING OUT THE FRONT DOOR, NOT THE ONE, WHERE I HAD TOLD ANOTHER CHICK, TO TELL HER WHERE I WAS; I TURN AROUND, AND TRY TO CATCH HER BY GOING TO THE HOSPITAL, AND AS SHE APPROACHES THE STREET BEFORE, WITH ME COMING FROM THE OTHER DIRECTION, SHE TURNS AND TRIPS OUT THE OTHER WAY! DO YOU SMELL A DEAD FISH, OR A STINKY SKUNK? I SURE AS HELL DO! OH, I FORGOT TO TELL YOU ABOUT THE UNDERCOVER COP, WHO SOMETIMES SITS AT THE FRONT DESK, DRESSES TOO NICE FOR THIS CROWD, EVEN STAFF, WHO HAS BEEN THERE WHEN THE OTHER STING OPS, HAPPENED, COMES TRIPPING OUT OF TERRITORY OF THE POV., BLOCKS AWAY, AND RUNS INTO ME, AS I AM LEAVING THE HOSPITAL WHERE I WROTE THE BLOG, ENTITLED, BLACK CAT--FRIDAY THE 13TH--SEX THAT WILL LAND YOU IN THE SLAMMER! HE SEES ME, AND TURNS A LEAVES, CATCHA--SEE HIM RIDING HIS BIKE BACK TO THE POV.! THEY ARE ALL PAID TO LIE, SAY SHELLEY'S SORRY ASS, OR KAY'S, FLIP A COIN, ALL JOANN, SO WHATEVER, IS THE ONE AT THE HOSPITAL LEARNING CENTER! SCREAAAAAAMMMMMMMM! SO STUPID, SO MUCH WASTE OF TIME . . . BRETT, 3RD HUBBY, ONCE SAID, IT IS SO MUCH EASIER TO SPEND YOUR MONEY, THAN MY OWN . . . AND HE HASN'T STOPPED, SINCE ABOUT 2006! SPENDING MY MONEY, THAT IS . . . SHELLEY, DAD/MOM, RACHEL, THE CREW, KAY BABY . . . GOOD GOD, WILL SOMEONE THINK FOR ONCE? THEY SCREAM THAT I AM LYING TELLING ABOUT MY OWN LIFE, AND ALL I AM DOING IS WRITING ABOUT MY LIFE, BUT THEY WANT IT, BECAUSE THEIRS ARE SO DAMN BORING! NAME OF GUY WHO BLINDFOLDED ME, FRED ADAMS, THERE HAVE BEEN SO MANY! LOL!

The Case of the Missing Levi's

This morning, luckily, I laid in bed for about two hours past my normal getting up time of 4:00 a.m., just thinking about what I wrote yesterday, laughing, gives me as much joy as I hope it gives you ideas!  LOL!  The really great thing about memories, is that you get to re-live them, over and over and over.  I remember once being at a concert on the 4th of July with Shelley, the one claiming to be me, and I can't say I blame her, because of this statement . . . Shelley is a reader, I, as a young woman, decided as I watched her, in my mind, wasting her life away reading about other people, decided that I would rather have my own adventures, rather than sit around all day reading about other people's adventures!  So, I sought about fun, adventure, beauty, and excitement, while she read on her bed in her room.  But at this concert, with tons of familiar songs from the 60's to the current time, back 5 or 6 years ago, when we were still sisters, she hadn't quit gotten away with stealing my ID, so I could still stand to sit next to her, but not now, oh, hell NO!  Because of stuff like this shit today!  But, floods of memories of times, guys, friends, school, and whatever, came tripping into my mind, taking me back to my life, so to say, and it was so fun . . . not much pain, but some.

I turned to Shelley, and asked her if she had any memories come to mind, when she hears music from our past . . . to my complete, shock and amazement, she said, NO.  I wanted to clarify, to see if she was just doing her normal, loose lips sink ships, routine, she probably got from the feds, training her, and she clarified to me, that no, she did not have any memories come to mind.  That memory came to mind today, as this series of events with cops, took place, and later, after, I am sure, a close call, with the biker dude, and cop, who doesn't know jack-shit about the Pov, headed back to warn the troops, I guess . . . but I thought of that, as the only explanation that could be possible, that she had spent her whole life in a book and never got out and lived, and she does it vicariously through me?

Two Pair of Levi's Taken Right Out of the Dryer & the Rest of Her Clothes

I start kicking around at about, 5:45 a.m., to be exact, this mind who likes time lines, and this Indian chick, whom has known me before at the Pov, probably in on the gig today, seemed alarmed, and pissed that her only two pair of Levi's were taken right out of the dryer . . . symbolic, always is, there are two and really more, JoAnns, not Joann, and she is probably a rat too, because she is always just sitting there by the door, looking at me, when I come or go, so starting the day early.  If there is or are two things I hate, almost most in life, are liars and thieves, and I am constantly dealing with both!  I console her, and give her some suggestions, that she didn't seem to interested in checking out, like the staff, daily, will throw out coats, nice jackets, anything left in the hall, and I mentioned that they may have done that, she said no, they would not have . . . they do all the time!

But, let's say, she is not in on the sting op, and she really did get her pants taken, and it seemed to be true, but, to pull this off, she would have to not wear Levi's, which I have never seen her in, so it shocked me in the first place, but it seems she was always wearing black yoga pants--don't let Rep. Doc Moore of the Montana Legislature see you, he wanted them banned--hell, I have two pairs on right now, and cops are going to tell me, the most modest pants, covering a ton of sins, like the last 15 years of cupcakes, are going to arrest me; I just don't think so!  But, on the opening day of the new Poverello Center, she, can't remember her name, told me, that some lady took her to get a Griz coat and hat at the campus, worth about $300!  I know people are nice, but a black and white coat, matching team hat, and gloves, worth that, and they are nice, but really . . . bribe then!  And later, on Monday, when the women were moving in, the same patterns started, undercover cops, and whatnot, started to show up, so I left for Kalispell, then Las Vegas!  Inner circle, as is everyone who gets to know me.

My point is, the person who get's pissed is the one who got their goods stolen, not the one who stole them.  When angry over a lose, like me not getting the cash back for my purchase of a $19.99, shirt from Target, is a big deal when you don't have any money, which is totally me, all the time, as it is for most of the Pov. people!  But that is always the case, the one who suffered loss is the one pissed, that is only natural, logical, and makes total sense, the other is not pissed, THEY EXPERIENCED GAIN FROM THEIR CRIMES . . . court's of law, say, that a person can't gain from their crimes, no matter how long they have retained the property . . . now cops, have become rich, as have others, because Shelley, Kay, and Brett, the ring leaders of this coup, have all been poor . . . I have not, until, this last 3 years, that has not been a part of my life, until they stole everything, and I mean everything, from me, and hound me 24/7 with this type of shit!  So, Shelley, and crew, can be cordial, friendly, share the wealth, acting like they are being benevolent, through grants, loans, purchasing loyalty, if not love . . . Christ asked, who loved him more, the one who was forgiven of more!

Key Players--Garrett is the Undercover Leader--Great Falls, Kalispell, Helena & Missoula--He Has Followed Me to All of Them!

Now, the feds, will place someone inside, to watch who gets cozy with who, and which people might be a problem, and who would defend, preserve and protect, the real JoAnn S. Secrist, me, sitting her at the William J. Jameson Law School, University of Missoula, Montana.  As I get to be a problem, or an apparent problem for cops, the heat starts to pick up, people start to disappear.  I just saw a Filipino chick, who has been at the Pov. forever, and just up and disappeared, saw her walking down the street today, and she acted like she didn't know me.  Yesterday, an older woman, named, Shar, whom I met early December, and got somewhat close to, as close as I want to get, and suddenly she up and disappears, allegedly in the hospital, and she was sick, so that might have been true, but she acted a bit strange yesterday, when I saw her at the bus station.  Another Povey, told me, her daughter just showed up out of the blue and is taking her back east . . . why not sooner?  Her plans, really up until a few days ago, where to wait, on a government subsidized housing list, in Helena, where her granddaughter lives, and she can have a dog, and move over there.  And suddenly things change, she looked better than I had ever seen her . . . but this is how they, my multiplicity of enemies roll, they bribe everyone!

Patricia, whom I sort of knew, came back into town the day before I did, or the day.  Anne, all of the sudden shows up, and leaves, the same day, until, I mentioned her in my blog, as being one of the bribed, they brought back to cover their asses this time, came and left again yesterday.  Joe, who was kicked out of the Butte Rescue Mission, and was suppose to go to Spokane with his wife and friend, also here, both keeping a low profile, until I wrote about him in my blog, blew up and called me a bitch yesterday, for trying to clean off the tables, and fold chairs, my job, the Poverello's schedule, not mine . . . did he hear about the blog, is he undercover cop, or was the whole table that seemed to be balking the system, unlike the day before, but all leaving their coats on the chair, with a 5 minute warning that I was cleaning it, Joe, left, and barking that I was being disrespectful . . . a Officer Wilson of Ferguson?  Staff, immediately came out, and defended my action, taking coats, laying them near walls, so I could put up the chairs, and telling Joe to knock it off . . . don't think this guy is in on it, but others, not so sure!  Then today, I heard, others, who seem to be infiltrators, and agitators, talking about me, making all these lazy asses, actually get the hell out of the building so we can get it cleaned up after them, saying stuff about me pushing them around.  Garrett, said I was a bully after the first day I made everyone leave and give us a chance, probably the first time, these assholes, haven't stayed around til 9 or 10, making people work around them, which I refuse to do.  I offer to let any of them do my job, God forbid, and they can take all day . . . none take me up on that!

I DON'T PLAY, SLEEP WITH THE TOP COP GAME OR ANY--JUST GOOD AT WHAT I DO, DON'T NEED MEN TO GET ME WHERE I AM!  DID IT ALONE!

Now, these guys, are playing a totally different game than I play . . . it is the T&A game, or tits and ass game they have been playing with my doubles!  I can tell, he likes me, and it seems, that things go well when I hang with him, as I did one night . . . I have always been friendly.  But, the next day, I took off like I always do, to get my blog done, and ride the bus, or go to a lecture.  He was waiting for me, after the bus, the one just before dinner, dropped me off, and I was shocked to see him.  But as we walked to the Pov., he said, I am going to get on the computer, and see if there is a bounty or a reward out for turning you in . . . and I am sure, that there is off and on, comes and goes, like the warrants, never on the normal statewide warrant system, just on the cops inner, secret warrant system, the bullshit system, for bull shit warrants, the ones that are so full of crap, that it is a joke!  The former Playboy Bunny, the cop, who was pretending to be, Ms. July 1996, Hope Carlton, doesn't look anything like her, but I did see an episode of COPS, with a female officer, who looked just like my client, but she had a warrant, that was such a joke, when I stopped on my way back from the United States Supreme Court, getting sworn in, just before, going back to Utah, to write the briefs, that everyone wants to steal, and take credit for my creation of a whole new ten prong test to determine alimony, when cohabitation has been claimed by the paying husband . . . which generally stops the payments! 

The alleged warrant, and how would she know, unless she was in contact with Frank, of InterPol, and she was, because she is the one who told him, I was going to Washington, D.C., because I stopped in Grand Junction, Colorado to get some money she owed me!  The warrant, looked like someone who didn't know what a warrant looked like, not me, typed up a 7 line charge, or something, it was so far from what a warrant looked like, that I never even bothered to read it!  LOL!  These guys, believe their own shit, that they really are me, and that, I never came out of the PICKs Disease, and I am still brain dead, and they can pull and half-assed, lame ass shit, and I will believe them?  Just like the bullshit warrant, that the Parowan city cop, teamed with the Iron County Sheriffs, narc cop, who arrested me right after I got back from Colorado, with a short stop in Beaver Dam, where a cop pulled me over and gave me a warning for some lame ass shit . . . but I took his interest in me, as a thought that they were following me even in this remote place.  But, I asked the narcotics cop, whom I had listed as a defendant, on my $56.7 million case against Iron County, for corruption and constitutional violation of civil rights, for a copy of the warrant, he showed me an equally looking, squirrelly one, and I told him, I wanted him to prove, that I was on the statewide warrant system and this was a legitimate warrant, which it was not, and fucking Judge Lyle Anderson, Lie All, what his name symbolizes, and Shelley's first married name was Anderson!  But he teamed with the cops, I had sued and wrote up a warrant, that nobody but the insiders could trace, so they could arrest me, and take me across the state, to a jail, where no other prisoners, even could see, and probably take me to a detention camp for female activist, like CIA, Susan, Engleberg or something like that, on the Internet!

Garrett, You Have Paper In S--Just Typed SEX, Rather than SIX--Says it All!

Garrett, rather joking or not, told me, I had paper on me, sounds like a cop term, never heard it before, insiders lingo, but paper in six states, and a reward of $10,000, must be slipping, because I have had $60,000 hits out on me, ordered by the CIA for ratting them out for running drugs, flying them into Kalispell, and then taking them by vehicle, over the border, where the cops, cooperate and get a cut of the drug dough!  But, I figured that there was something out on me, because, everywhere I go, after a while, the heat starts up again, and usually, when I reject, probably some undercover fed!  I don't play those games, will not be forced to play them, don't need to play them, and refuse . . . I should be worth, at a bare minimum from cases, $200 million, and my blog, at least $1,000,000,000, yeah a billion!  Hell, I just had almost 3 million hits, in something like a half a second on the blog I did this morning!  My original blog, that they have capped off, at less then I had, as results, in the first week, hit almost 2 million hits, in seconds . . . but it used to get up to 155 million results, the largest I ever got to see and I know it grows, doesn't diminish, and that was for about 84 seconds, they just count it more often, because the system is not set up for a billion hits or results, like Google or Yahoo!

If I reject these guys, it is war, and they start to marshal the local troops of cops, who cooperate with the feds, to get a cut, and start using their resources to take me out!  Patterns, patterns, patterns!  They are so simple minded and stupid, I can just see it go down, LOL!  The looks, the glance, the nod, the identifier, the cop's nod, he sees who I am . . . all so clown ass dumb, while they think they are being James Bond or Frank of InterPol, who is a lame ass nut case, I am seeing right through them!  They are fucking text book all the way!  So predictable, so uncreative, so just stupid, that I have to laugh, that these are our elite intelligence agents in this country?  Holy Shit, no wonders, they can't catch terrorist, they are catching me, and if they don't get sex, they pout like a bunch of pre-teen boys!  Please help us God!  They ought to make me CIA director, FBI director, U.S. Attorney General--I would train these clowns; although, Loretta Lynch seems good, but in the newspaper today, they reported that the Senate is dragging its feet over her confirmation . . . a black woman over all these men?  Can't have it, need to find something wrong!  Just fucking confirm her, we need her, I need her . . . that is probably the hold up, I have to stoop to be with a man, before they will confirm her, they have to reduce me to their levels, and I would rather be shot in the head, not that stupid, don't do stupid!

Garrett, Greets Me, You Just Missed All the Action . . . What Action?

Now, Garrett is usually later riser than I am, and I have usually read the newspaper and have at least started my job by the time I see his lazy ass roll in.  So, when he said, I just missed the action, I knew that something was up.  Allegedly, he said, that some kid was just sitting in the corner, not doing anything . . . sitting in the corner, on the table I sat at yesterday, therefore, being a creature of habit, I would be sitting reading the newspaper, as calculated, at the precise time the cops showed up.  I said, was the kid misbehaving . . . NO, so why did they pick him up?  He didn't know, but he assured me that the kid had been in and out of jail his whole life.  Okay, so no disturbance and the cops, just show up and arrest someone?  There were four cops who showed, and the kid was just sitting there?  Really?  I know the staff has to work with the cops, but, if the kid has been here for awhile or just showed up, that is strange timing, because, they don't know records, and it takes a few days, and if the guy has been here before, they would have already looked up his record.  I kicked some black kid out, not discriminating, Garrett is black also, but so was Miles and Howard, so, I sent some kid packing the other day, who had his head down . . . probably the plan two days ago, when I told the kid, who was resisting big time, not normal for a newbe, so wondered that morning, haven't seen him since . . . tried the same game plan today?  So, what is new with these dumb asses . . . 3 years of this bull shit, I ought to be good at this point!  LOL!  I am training them, training the gals to be attorneys, and the cops to be better federal cops, locals, just do what the feds tell them to do, or they are just borrowing their uniforms!  LOL!

Next, Italian Dick Wad, Keep Hanging Out With Me

This guy reminds me of Jack Strode, of Kalispell, the main dude up there, rather mafia or cop, doesn't matter, they are all on the same side, in addition to the Mormons, today, I rode on the bus, past, the Discovery Alliance Church . . . hopefully someone good is taking these fuckers down, but if they can't see the alliance, association with the Mormon Church they are crazy!  The sheriff dude, looked so Mo, it wasn't funny.  But, just as the sheriff is walking in, and mind you, I am wiping off tables and folding chairs, and this dip shit, comes in and starts, hanging with me, the identifier, but he is all about T&A, he, just like Jack, can't say anything unless it is either about wanting sex with you or the body he is admiring for sexual purposes!  Boring, boring, boring.  Jack got his come-upin's when I told him, that he didn't have anything to say, so he talked about tits and ass, and that was the extent of his conversation.  He started to read the newspaper, and watch news, and he is at least above a 9th grade level, maybe!  This guy, just wrote, buy, and I am sure they did, bought him, like the rest of them . . . A,B,C, MONEY, MONEY, MONEY!  

But, right at the time, the sheriff, walks by, I see dip shit, nodding to him.  Now, real guys in the Pov. don't like cops, don't want to see cops, don't nod at cops, hate cops!  That is in general, so this guy has either been paid off and feels completely safe, or he is part of the gig, stupid older cop.  The sheriff has something in his hand, paperwork . . .  sheriffs are the ones who do this type of thing, serve papers.  Okay, so he dropped it at the front desk, was that to use Garrett's cue and try to intimidate me, was it bogus like the one in Utah, where the sheriffs took my truck, and art, and computers printer, and whatever electronics they wanted, and about $20,000 worth of stuff, for the alleged contempt of court, that I already paid the ransom for, being glad to tell the Judge, it didn't hurt at all, had $500 in my purse, so he put out a $2500 cash bail only, I went to jail, he broke 30 laws in arresting me, so he changed the hearing purpose, to not the arrest, which was as illegal as hell, but to find out what money I had, where it was, so he and the boyz club could come abscond with it!  And they did.  I would bet, that sheriff was a Mormon, and I would check out the 4 cops who allegedly arrested the kid, which I doubt, he is probably, a cop!  They take him, as they did the three shooters of President Kennedy, CIA, and exchanged them for the three hobos they found on the train, near the Daly Plaza!  School book shit, book learned idiots, like Shelley . . . you need people who are native intelligent, like myself, and who learn from the book of life!

Same Game, Different Face, Different Town--the Helper Set Up

The fact that Patricia showed up, along with her alleged, husband who just got out of jail or prison, just within a day or two of me, having been gone for a month, with timing an issue, makes me a bit leery, but, I am willing to help anyone, with legal, writing, resume, and what not.  I feel for people who don't know how to use the computer in this modern tech day.  But, like the last client, or needing help person, I was willing to help, who called and told me that she would be late, with cop helicopters flying overhead, undercover cops, just outside the grocery store, tried to set me up in the library, weeks early, guess I will forget, or they think I didn't guess?  But, when you get help from an attorney, even if it is just for a resume, you fucking come on time!  She has been hanging around the Pov for years, at least that is what Garrett says, and he has been around for years too . . . probably his territory, and he knows her, or she is brought in and is a cop?  

I told her I would meet her today, at noon, and we would go to the learning center at the hospital, and I would teach her computers and help her with her resume . . . she waits, or acted shocked, that I was still around, and as I was leaving lunch, she was walking in, and she seemed to have seen a ghost, or was startled . . . why, we had arranged to meet.  Did the undercover feds at the front desk, think I was gone, when I just went in the bathroom?  But she could hardly talk.  I told her to get some lunch, and I would wait for her . . . this woman, eats like a mouse, and she is tiny.  So, as time dragged on and on, I wondered what was up?  Finally, I thought, giving her the benefit of the doubt, that she met up with her husband, and decided to stay at the Pov, or go back to her daughter's house . . . she was getting her electricity turned off yesterday, so a great time to bribe, mom and dad, if they are not cops.  She acted too paranoid to be a cop, but you never know.  I decided, whatever, it didn't look good, so I left, but I told, another undercover, cop, I would bet, to tell her that I was walking up to the library, and I would meet her there.

The front desk guys, must have told her to go out the front, because I got on the bus, and saw her walk out the front, just the opposite of where she saw me leave, out the back, where I was waiting for her, and she knew it!  I decided to error on the side of being nice, for once, even though by this time I didn't want to help her, she was walking in that direction, and so I decided to get off the bus at the hospital and meet her, just in time to grab her, before she crossed the street, to the hospital.  And when I got off the bus, and walked to that side, to my surprise, she was walking the other way, rather than going to the hospital!  Someone had to be telling her in her ear, what to do, where to go, when to get going the other way, to avoid being with me: (1) late; (2) taking way too long; (3) going out the opposite door, than I was waiting for her in the yard; (4) walking up to the corner, and when I got off the bus, turning and going back to the Poverello?  Really?

WHAT'S IN STORE FOR TONIGHT?  THE HONEY TRAP?  NAH, DON'T FALL FOR IT, OR I WOULD HAVE WITH JAMES KENNEDY!

WHAT THE FUCK, EVER!     

BLACK CAT, FRIDAY THE 13TH . . . SEX THAT WILL LAND YOU IN THE SLAMMER! LOL! FUN, FUN, FUN! HOP-COPS, DISCOVERY ALLIANCE CHURCH . . . STING OP AT THE POVERELLO! LOL! GREAT COMPROMISE, RUSSIA, UKRAINE, GERMANY & FRANCE, SHOWING US HOW TO DO IT--YOU GET SOMETHING & GIVE UP SOMETHING--GREAT WORK, WE LOVE IT! NOW GO TALK TO ISIS! FOR ALL THE SINGLES IN THE WORLD, VALENTINE'S DAY, IS SINGLE AWARNESS DAY--THE ABSOLUTE FUNNEST SEX, WAS ACTUALLY NOT HAVING SEX--THAT FOREPLAY, ANTICIPATION THING, THE CHASING, TEASING, PLAYING, STOPPING, BLUE BALLS AND TOMMY . . . ALL SO FUN, AND ALL PART OF THE MATING PROCESS--JUMPING STRAIGHT TO BED, IS MISSING HALF OF THE FUN, AND THE PART THAT BONDS A COUPLE, AND LEADS THEM TO MARRIAGE--GUYS GIVE LOVE FOR SEX, GALS GIVE SEX FOR LOVE--AND ALL COMBINATIONS OF THAT, AND THAT DOESN'T MEAN WE ARE NOT MUTUALLY DRIVEN, BUT MEN ARE CONDITIONED TO GO FOR THE GOLD, AND WOMEN ARE CONDITIONED TO PROTECT THE GOLD! LOL! DO SOMETHING WONDERFUL FOR YOUR VALENTINE TOMORROW, LOVE LIVES!

FUN SEX CAN LAND YOU IN JAIL!

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THE CASE OF THE KINKY VALENTINE'S GIFTS

I swear, through some magical power, or serendipity, I end up seeing just the right free movies, on YouTube, ID Network, this time, that leads me to write about, a particular subject, this time about sex, and a very fun, sexy, dangerous part of it, when fun goes too far, and involves other people, city resources, and cops!  But still so funny.  Okay, so this couple had been seeing each other for about a year.  They had actually met at some kinky club in Portland, that was into that kind of sex, and not particularly with anyone you knew.  But, monogamy happened the second their lips touched, and that was it.  The woman, who had never experienced this type of relationship, was actually enamoured with being dominated by her boyfriend, and they played fantasy games all the time.  But this particular Valentine's Day, he had a fun day planned for this dominatrix and came into the bathroom, while she was putting on her make-up, and with a pillowcase over his head, and an air gun in his hand, he took her to the hallway, and told her to take off all her clothes . . . she still had a black bra and underwear on.  He took her, put her in the back seat of their car, duct taped her mouth, and put, what are those things called, the little, plastic things you use to close your garbage sack or bags with, and tied her hands and feet together, laying her outright on the back seat of the car.

 

Then he proceeded to drive around the city, picking up Valentine's Day presents he had previously picked out, and paid for, but he was doing it in a harsh and abusive fashion.  He would get a large pick stuffed teddy bear, from some street vendor, and when he threw it on top of his girlfriend, telling her to stay still, and be quiet, the clerk, yelled, hey what are you doing to her?  He said, in a hurry to get to the next gift shop, don't worry about it!  And rushed away in his car.  The clerk did worry about it, and called the cops on him, stating that she thought there was a kidnapping in progress and who knows what comes next.  The police took it serious, and had 4 squad cars out looking for him, and one helicopter!  LOL!  He had no idea that this was going on, and was just going about his business, shop to shop, dominating his helpless girlfriend, dropping presents on her half naked body.  He got a dozen long stem roses, and yelled as he threw them on top of her!  LOL!  She said, she had the rush and turn on of the adventure, but really didn't know what was going on, so a mixed bag of trix, was also causing her some concern, as to where and what he was up to!

 

Finally, he gets pulled over by one cop car, and then three other's block him in, and the helicopter is hovering over head!  The cop ordered the man out of the car, and then he took the tape off the girlfriend's mouth, and she just looked at him a bit embarrassed, Happy Valentine's Officer . . . and in true cop fashion, he did not find this incident very funny!  But I do!  LOL!  The cops were pissed, and they were not going to let these guys off so easy.  So, the cop, not smiling and in a sarcastic tone, said, after hand-cuffing both of them--Since it is Valentine's Day, I will let you ride in the back of my cop car together!  They were cited with disorderly conduct, misusing the cities resources, and alarming the public!  They were both ordered to do as much time as, the officers spent looking for them.  They showed both of them laughing, while they were out with bright orange city works vests, picking up garbage!  She said, that the combination, of the thrill, but the scare was unforgetable, and she doesn't even regret, getting arrested; so funny, that she laughs, years later and finds it as funny today as the day it happened!  LOL!

THE PREACHER'S DAUGHTER, TOO HOT TO HANDLE FOR AN EX-CON!

The young lady in this episode, was a rather large, sexy, beautiful college student, who had lived a very sheltered life, as a small town, U.S.A., preacher's daughter.  She went away to the city, to college, and really wanted to taste, try, feel the world, and see what she was and had been missing.  She and her friends, got into drinking and partying big time.  But, sexaully, she was still a bit innocent, so when she was walking down the street one day, and she catches the eye of this black stud, leaning up against the wall, smiling at her, she takes note of the muscular build, bright white teeth, and he seems as attracted to her as she is to him--gotta love those black dudes, they just love women, all sizes all shapes!  He gets her phone number, they get together and have great sex, he meets all her fantasies, and desires, and she digs this bad boy, big time.  But, after they have sex, she notices his ankle monitor.  He tells her what he did time for, and she simply dismisses it . . . amazing what sexual partners will overlook!  LOL!

 

So, she is happy as happy with her man, but when she introduces, her friends to him, they are not so sure, and they think that he is controlling her, and notice, what they think are signs of isolation, that might lead to abuse, because he always want to be with her.  Every month, the preacher's daughter, these two other friends, sponsored crazy parties at their apartments, and invited friends.  They would wear wigs and role play, just college, stupid, fun stuff.  As one of these parties started, the ex-con, called her and wanted her to be with him that night.  She was torn between her friends who were giving her dirty looks and saying that she needed to stay at the party.  Eventually, after the party started, the preacher's kids, gives the friends and party a slip, and ditches out to be with boyfriend.  They have hot sex, and afterwards, boyfriends is asleep and worn out, when her friend's call her, and she is whispering, so she doesn't wake him up, like her friends just woke her up.

Suspicious Girlfriends Call the COPS!

They keep asking her why she is whispering, and she just keeps trying to get rid of them on the phone, being tired and sleepy herself.  They take this, that she is being held against her will, and call the cops, telling them, that this guy is an ex-con, and they are sure that something bad is happening.  This is starting to make me more sensitive to the cops!  LOL!  So, they go sneaking up the apartment stairwell, SWAT style, ready for action, and yell, to the couple to open the door!  They had gone back to sleep, so this was a rude awakening, and the cops, when there was not an immediate response, kicked the door open, guns drawn!  The boyfriend, jumped up, shocked and pissed, having done nothing wrong, and worried about the ankle monitor, and probation and parole violations, so he was yelling, what did I do wrong?  The preacher's daughter, wakes up with all this excitement going on, and she wonders what in the hell the cops are doing in her apartment, at that time of the night!  LOL!

 

When the cops, ask her is she is okay, she says, Yeah, that is my baby, what are you doing?  They realise that nothing is going on, worth their time, give each other a look, like, let's get the hell out of here.  So, nothing happens and the cops leave.  About a week, later, boyfriend is taking the preacher's daughter to his friends house, they arrive early and there is nobody home.  So, he decides, to do something fun, romantic, and out of the ordinary.  He grabs her hand, while she is laughing and takes her up to the roof of the building, strips off his shirt, thinking nobody is watching, gently lays her down, clothes on and all, but he is between her legs, holding her hands down, while he is kissing and loving her.  Some nosey lady, in what looks like a high rise office building, calls the cops, again, thinking there is a rape or something funny going on, at the building next door, on the roof, a rape or something in the progress.  They are just playing around, laughing, having a great time, killing a few minutes, waiting for the friend!  Been there done that, a million times!  LOL!

Preacher's Daughter Too Hot to Handle for this Ex-Con, 2 Close Calls with the COPS!  LOL!

The cops show up, again, weapons drawn, and ready for anything to happen . . . and the poor boyfriend, shirtless, is saying, come on, what is going on.  The cops order him off the top of her, and she is shocked too, but totally enjoying every second of the sexual encounter and surprise, and wonders what the cops are doing up there too?  They order her to stand up, to see if she is okay, and she is fine, totally dressed, heels and all, and they, the cops, realise what is going on, and just shake their heads, and leave, but order them off the roof, warning them that it will be trespassing next time.  In true cop fashion.  LOL!  It is tough to get some sneak and peek time, kissing and hugging in the city, way easier on those back country roads!  Fun, fun, fun!  The ex-con is just shaking his head too, and thinking this chick is not worth this . . . she reports that after those two incidents, he never called her again, but she, smiling, said, she will never forget, her bad boy, loves him, and digs the fact that she had that experience!  LOL!  All in the fun girl fashion . . . life is for experiencing things, enjoy it!

My Brush With the Law In a Similar Story--Blindfolded!  LOL!

I had been dating this nice, fifty-something guy, good straight, basically, Mormon guy, from LaVerkin, Utah, a retired railroad employee, amazing artist, and antique collector, handy-man, and a good catch, for someone, who is dying . . . this was early on, about 2002, the time I was predicted to die.  He had plenty of money, and just wanted to get married and drive around the country, in a trailer, he already had, with me, and go to beautiful spots and paint scenery shots of the various states.  I liked him, but wasn't sure about him.  My family, thought it was a great idea, wanting me off their hands, and here was a responsible, willing man, who was more than willing to take me and travel, what could be better.  However, the very fact that my family was pushing this guy on me, make me leery, that something foul, even way back then was in the works, so I was hesitant.  I was very attracted to him, helped, or watched him building his own home, made out, in between breaks, and he said, his dick grew an inch, just knowing me!  Fun, and we didn't have sex, just a ton of foreplay and kissing, especially, out in nature, we both loved it.

 

So, finally, he lays down the ultimatum, he wants to get married, and soon.  I am not so sure and very uncommitted.  So, finally he suggests that we head down to Las Vegas, and I can think about getting married on the way, and then we will do what we think, when we get there.  I am always game for fun, and dinner, and going anywhere . . . that was really my motive, the marriage thing, nah!  I didn't want to let him know that, so I played along.  We cruised down through the gorge between St. George, Utah and Mesquite, and I started feeling creepy, about leading him down to Vegas under false intents, and with his high expectations, decided, not to go, we could go eat in St. George and I would tell him my concerns.  He, being the gentleman, he was, turned around, and took me to dinner up there.  He was just so nice, and I was attracted, not only to him, but the lifestyle he could give me, dying and such.  So, again, I said, okay, let's go, I will marry you . . . again, about hitting the Arizona Strip, I changed my mind again.  We turned back again!

 

Finally, he said, and I was really into my signs and symbols, back then, that is when it started, me and God, working out this system of communicating with each other, and I was actually trying to read the messages from on high, to make sure I was making the right decisions, and I was getting conflicting feelings; therefore, he suggested, that he blindfold me, and that I lay back in the seat, so I can't get any messages, and we can at least make it to Las Vegas, and then we can decide if we are going to get a wedding license.  That sounded good.  So, he blindfolded me, and laid the passenger's seat back, and I relaxed for the hour and a half trip.  But, first, we had to go get some Diet Coke and snacks for the trip . . . Okay!  He was willing to do anything, the fun side of not putting out, and making out, the guy is mere putty in your hands!  LOL!  Right as he gets out of the truck, and it was a smaller truck, good on gas, a cop pulls up--I could see him, looking in the truck, because I was peeking out of the side of the bandana he had put over my eyes.  The cop did look puzzled, and a bit suspicious, but he was able to get a few more facts that his cohorts in the other two stories . . . my hands were not tied, nor were my feet, and I was alone in the truck, and the door was unlocked.  I am sure, he wondered what the hell was going on, but, stood back and did some observations, and decided that I was not being kidnapped!  But it was scary there for a minute, as the cop looked in the truck!

 

Blindfolded, He Did Get Me To Vegas, But That Was Only Half the Battle!  LOL!

 

To make a long story short, we made it to Vegas, he drug me through the Clark County recorders office, with a ton of couples at midnight, lining up for wedding licenses--still a good public policy, if the groom can get the bride to the alter.  As we got up to the counter, the clerk said, she doesn't look too willing to get married, are you sure you are okay with this, she asked?  I didn't want to embarrass him, can't even remember his name now, oh, Fred, but I went along with it, and we left.  Seeing I was still hesitent, he suggested we go through the drive-thru wedding.  I told him, no, I would not feel married, if we just drove through and got married.  That was the straw that broke this patient man's back, and he said, okay, then we are going home . . . he rarely called me again!  DO YOU BLAME HIM?  LOL! 

 

Everyday is an adventure, roll with it.  My second husband, before I would marry him, only agreeing after I had been diagnosed to die, said, when I was in may late, 30's, and we had dated for years, that I would be 46 years old and single . . . well, I have had a few husbands between him and them, and I still don't know if I feel, threatened by being alone, yet.  I told him, back then, like forever ago, that if I was 72 and he was still alive at 80, and the last man on earth, I would get married . . . that is about, how much I dig being single and how much, I am not necessarily opposed to getting married, and this is more of a statement about, being happy, right now, just the way I am, but concerned that there are things worse than being single, and that is being unhappily married!

Compromises are necessary, whether in a loving relationship, or between world powers . . . each party gives up something and each party gets something, in a good compromise, which is political in and of itself, even in marriage.  If someone is doing all the giving, and the other is doing all the taking or getting, something is wrong, that is not a good compromise, marriage, or loving relationships!  The very word, marriage, means, a coming together, or a meeting of the minds, coming from two different backgrounds, countries, or sexes!

Why Do We Fall in Love So Easy; Even When It is Not Right?  (Lady Gaga)

Relationships are about learning, they are not failures, even if they don't work out, they just help us to crystalize and learn who we are, what we like, what makes us happy, what floats our boat.  Sure we make mistakes, but some of my boyfriends, and husbands, are my favorite mistakes!  LOL!  Do, I want them back, not necessarily, I believe, that you can never step in the same water, be in the same part of life again, things change, and if you don't work out them, you most likely will not work out, the next time.  Some men are better memories, but oh, how sweet those memories are!

IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND FAILED, THAN TO NEVER TO HAVE LOVED AT ALL!  NOW GET OUT THERE AND MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY TOMORROW!

Happy Valentine's Day!  Kisses, Hugs, Loves!