FEEDING ME BOOKS OF UNDERSTANDING?
FUELED BY A SEVEN YEAR ADRENALINE RUSH--GET IT, BUT? I FEEL THAT SAME RUSH THE DOC HAS BELOW, WITHOUT BREAKING THE LAW AND JUST WRITING A BLOG THAT GOES TO THE WORLD!
- I don't believe, a woman, even if she learned of this, type of treatment of young girls, would, promote it in a book . . . there would be some way of making it somehow, different, not a power trip, like reporting the facts, but, not the psychology behind it, or the type of person who could think that way . . . or it is, UNSEX ME! to put girls in that position or even the thought in some one's mind, that, this might be acceptable male, thinking or behavior. Males in the other hand, yes, I can see, they are just being, honest.
- note: I found this book, as I have, several, not a big reader, in one of the window seals, in the entry way to the Poverello Center, for the homeless . . . it didn't look opened and there are many books dropped off, for people to read. I have a more, male taste, or danger, adrenaline addict, living dangerously on the edge, so I understand, it to some extent, but, there are still those, things to me that are, to precious, to sacred, to write about in this manner. But that is me.
- EDITORIAL COMMENTS ASIDE, HERE IS WHERE I PICK UP THE ACTUAL TEXT . . .
- Blood against the sheets. He turned, looked. Gaped, bed. Their throats had been cut. They sprawled, naked, eyes wide and staring. Blood, everywhere. The room was doused with it.
- It felt like a dream. He blinked gummy eyelids, staring from Dobbs back to the girls, as a business proposal was made to him.
- some old fuck in the Russian mob, wanted, to have a heart transplant, and the doctor, laying in the bed with the dead bodies, is being offered the deal to get the dude a new heart.
- . . . "Not a problem, Doctor. The tissue typing has already been done." The man's tight mouth twisted in a thin, smug smile. "We have a number of potential donors. You need not trouble yourself about that."
- "But how . . . but that's not . . . but you can't just . . . ."
- A number of potential donors? Richard had floundered until the truth sank in. And the bottom of the world fell away to an abyss of nameless possibilities that made his soul quail.
- a six year old, healthy, boy is selected to be the heart donor. The doctor is threatened, that if he does the operation, there will be $5 million placed in a Swiss account, but it he refuses, to do the operation, his wife and daughter will be threatened if not killed.
- The odds were bad. The man's body was probably rotted by a lifetime of excess. It would be against his Hippocratic oath, and every sane principle.
- Ultimately, that did not dissuade him in the least. Neither did the slaughtered Parisian girls. Nor was the issue defined by money. Being chosen had stroked his vanity, but he had daily opportunities to have his ego stroked.
- He'd done it for the thrill. He'd never felt one so strong. That morning, laying in that blood-soaked bed, the thought of what he was going to do had burned through his body and mind, dispelling his hangover like sun on fog.
- It made him fell invincible. the high states, the secrecy, the risk. Unspeakable acts. Unaskable questions. It lit him up inside.
- He'd felt that thrill again the day he replaced the diseased organ of his mysterious patient with a beautiful, healthy young heart of unknown provenance.
- . . . But oddly, he did not. At some point, that euphoria had burned away the part of him that pondered ethics. He did not miss it. Like was exquisitely simple without it. More profitable, too.
IF YOU CAN GRASP, THE IDEAS, THE THOUGHTS, THE MOTIVES, OF THIS MAN, DOING WHAT HE DID, VOID OF A CONSCIENCE . . . THEN, YOU CAN GET WHAT IS GOING ON IN THIS COUNTRY, AND BY WHOM!
WHEN STEVEN MILLER, ADVISER TO THE PRESIDENT, SAID, HE BASICALLY, HAD BLIND OBEDIENCE TO PRESIDENT TRUMP, VOID OF ALL THOUGHTS, NO CONSTITUTIONAL PROHIBITIONS, NO AMERICAN VALUES, IDEALS, AND HUMANITY, YOU CAN SEE WHERE WE ARE GOING,WHERE THE PEOPLE WHO STEAL THE MONEY FROM THIS BLOG, ARE GOING WITH ALL THIS SHIT . . . THEY ARE BEHIND TRUMP, AND A WORLD, OF "DIFFERENT TRUTH" . . . GET ALL THE ALTERNATIVE FACTS, THE ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE, AND, ALL . . . ROME WAS BURNED FOR NERO'S EGO!
AT THE RATE WE ARE GOING, BREAK NECK SPEED, GOD ONLY KNOWS THAT EXECUTIVE ORDERS HAVE "REALLY" BEEN SIGNED, WHAT, RIGHTS, "REALLY" ARE BEING VIOLATED, AMERICA WILL BURN AS FAST, AND AS BLOODY AS, ROME FOR, WHAT, THE MALE EGO?
CAN YOU BELIEVE THESE ANIMALS? AND WHERE IT IS TAKING THIS COUNTRY?
I DON'T CARE WHO GETS RID OF THESE MOTHERFUCKERS, AND THEIR HAND SELECTED, PRESIDENT, IT JUST NEEDS TO BE DONE!
CONGRESS! YOU PATHETIC WIMPS!
THE NYPD COMMISSIONER, GOT SOME BALLS, AND FINALLY, AFTER 5 FUCKING YEARS, FIRED, THAT COP, WHO KILLED, ERIC GARNER FOR SELLING CIGARETTES TO FEED HIS FAMILY!
I WOULD HAVE HUNG HIM!
FUCK.
I CAN'T BREATHE X5!
THIS MORNING IN THE NEWSPAPER, ON THERE WAS A STORY ABOUT, AN ACTRESS, NAMED ARDEN, ON BAYWATCH AND SOME OTHER SHOWS, SHE REPORTED, THE ALLEGED, RICH, FINANCIER, JEFF EPSTEIN'S BEHAVIOR, ON A MODELING GIG, SHE WENT TO, AT HIS MANSION, TWO YEARS BEFORE, ALL THIS PEDOPHILIA AND SEX TRADE FOR THE RICH, STARTED TO COME TO SURFACE. SHE WONDERED, HOW MANY YOUNG GIRLS, COULD HAVE BEEN SAVED THE PAIN OF SEXUAL ASSAULT HAD THE COPS, LISTENED TO HER COMPLAINTS, AND DONE SOMETHING? THEY, WROTE DOWN, THAT, ARDEN, DIDN'T WANT TO PROSECUTE, THEREFORE THE CHARGES WERE DROPPED?
MEN, YOU, CAN'T, AS COPS, HAVE THE SAME ATTITUDES, AS, THESE MEN IN THIS BLOODY TALE OF SEX, DRUGS, AND ROCKIN' ROLL, TRADE, HAVE . . . OR YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS BEING COPS!
ACTRESS ARDEN WAS SHOCKED, GIVEN HER RESUME IN ACTING, THAT THE COPS DIDN'T TAKE HER MORE SERIOUS . . . TRY, BEING A FORMER, UTAH ASSISTANT ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, TOP IN THE COUNTRY, IN CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, WRITING PLANS ON AFGHANISTAN, CREATING ALMOST PEACE OF THERE, FOR 8 YEARS, WRITING DOMESTIC VIOLENCE MANUALS, HAVING FOUR BAR MEMBERSHIPS TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, MILLION DOLLAR CASES, AND BILLION DOLLAR BLOGS, NOT TO MENTION, KICK ASS, KIDS WORTH A FORTUNE, NOT ONLY SERVING THEIR COUNTRY, BUT WRITING BOOKS, AND, MUSIC, WORTH A FORTUNE, AND THEM, STILL NOT LISTENING TO YOU?
WAS IT ALL ABOUT EGO? ABOUT TAKING DOWN SOMEONE GREATER THAN, ANY MAN YOU KNOW? WAS THAT THE THRILL?
I WANT TO KNOW?
12,000 PERFECT, ESCAPES, UPSETTING YOUR FOILS AGAINST HER, FIXING EVERYTHING FROM, YOUR CUNT'S CHARGES, TO SOCIAL SECURITY, AND MORE . . . THAT WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU?
CHANGING NOT JUST THE UNITED STATES, BUT THE WORLD?
NOT GOOD ENOUGH?
OR 100% PURE JEALOUSY!
GOOD GOD WHAT FUCKING PIG AND ANIMALS!
THEY SHOULD BE SLAUGHTERED FOR THIS!
WE HAVE A COUNTRY TO RUN, AND A WORLD TO SAVE, PLANET FROM GLOBAL WARMING, AND WE ARE MESSING WITH FUCKING MALE EGO?
GOD.