READY GET SET . . . RUN! I'LL SAVE MYSELF, THANK YOU. DON'T FLUSH TROUBLE! BEE . . . DON'T KILL OUR FAVORITE POLLENATOR. EYES ROLL. BEJ8. MINE MONTANA SAPHIRES. BEEN THERE SERIES. MONGOLIAN MOB BOSS OR BELLEVUE PD CAPTAIN, ALL ONE IN THE SAME TO ME . . . SHOWS UP FIRST SWIM AT THE LA FITNESS POOL! SOME SKY COP NEEDS TO CHECK ON THE SHENANIGANS, BETWEEN MY LA FITNESS MEMBERSHIP AND INTERACTIONS WITH MY BANKS, FORMERLY, SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, LATER, FIRST SECURITY BANK. DOUBLES BEING ALLOWED ACCESS TO MY MEMBERSHIPS WHEN, I CAN'T CANCEL;? SAME WITH SUMMIT FITNESS IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH. THEIR GOAL IS TO GET EVERYTHING FREE UNDER ME! BUMP ME OUT AND TAKE OVER MY SPOT IN EVERYTHING ME! THEY SMILE IN YOUR FACE WHEN ALL ALONG THEY WANT TO TAKE YOUR PLACE. --THE BACK STABBERS! LOVE OF CHINA. I AM NOT AN ASIAN PRINCESS. KAY AND BRETT ARE NOT "CRAZY RICH ASIANS." THEY ARE JUST DIRTY WHITE KIDS FROM THE WRONG SIDE OF THE TRACKS! BANKWORK$! CHICK OUTSIDE THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, WITH A SMART PHONE ON HER TRIPOD, TAKING SELFIE VIDEOS. KAY DOUBLE SHOWING UP AT THE SAME TIME AS I AM, AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY? LIKELY. KAY LOOKS LIKE AN ASIAN MALES BODY WITH BOOBS STUCK ON THE FRONT! GENERATOINS OF RICE, CARROTS, AND CELERIES, MAKES NO CURVY FEMALE. NOW, BRITISH, CRUMPITS, TARTS, AND CHRISTMAS PUDDING, THAT MAKES A VERY CURVY BOD! LOL. I JUST WRITE ABOUT, THE PEOPLE OF THE EARTH, SHE PRETENDS TO BE ONE OF THEM! ACTRESS! MY BIOLIFE ADS UP! ON MY WAY OVER TO SEATTLE, THE OTHER NIGHT ON THE GREYHOUND, WHEN, I COULD NO LONGER GET A STATION WITH MUSIC, THERE WAS, A CHANNEL, MAYBE LOCAL, WITH COPS, TALKING ABOUT COPS, GIVING STATISTICS, ABOUT, EVERYTHING FROM DEPRESSION, TO SUICIDE, TO DIVORCE, AND MENTAL HELP FOR WITNESSING, SOME OF THE SHIT THEY HAVE TO SEE ON THE JOB. I FELT SORRY FOR THEM FOR AB0UT, THE 5 MINUTES THE PROGRAM WAS IN THE RANGE OF SERVICE . . . THEY I THOUGHT OF 20 YEARS OF SHIT, I HAVE TAKEN FROM THEN, AND ALL SYMPATHY ENDED! JUST LIKE YOU GIVING A TICKET, WHEN I PUT A CHECK ON EXECUTIVE POWERS AND, A "CHECK AND BALANCE" FOR OTHER BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, AS I DO THE LEGISLATURE, CONGRESS AND EVEN THE PRESS, YOU SHOULD BE NO MORE OFFENDED, THAN, I AM WHEN YOU STOP AND GIVE ME A TRAFFIC CITATION . . . I AM JUST DOING MY FUCKING JOB! SERIOUSLY, 20 YEARS OF EVERYTHING FROM POISON TO TRYING TO KILL ME, FOR DOING MY JOB????? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME. I JUST TIRED TO LOG INTO, WHAT USE TO BE, HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF SITES CARRYING MY BLOG, WITH BILLIONS OF HITS, WITH ADULT CONTENT, FROM THE FIRST DAY I WROTE 6 YEARS AGO, AND, THAT WAS THE EXCUSE ON BING, DUE TO THE NATURE OF THE ADULT CONTENT ON THIS SITE, WE WILL NO LONGER CARRY IT? I AM TAME COMPARED TO WHAT I USED TO BE . . . SO WHY? WHAT IS THE REAL EXCUSE . . . NOW, THAT YOU HAVE STOLEN, BILKED ME OF BILLIONS, IF NOT TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS, FROM THIS BLOG, WITH ADS, I DON'T ALLOW, AND COMMENTS, I NEVER TOOK, AND ADVERTISEMENTS, FOR CLOTHING AND SHOES, I NEVER AGREED TO, AND, REDIRECTED ACCOUNTS OF MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, YOU GOT CAUGHT, SO NOW, THAT, I GET THE MONEY, IT IS CONSIDERED ADULT CONTENT? YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING? RIGHT? I HAVE BEEN CONSISTENT FROM THE GET-GO, WITH SWEAR WORDS, SEXUAL INNUENDO, AND, IMPLICATIONS, IN FACT, I AM MUCH, CALMER, THAN I USED TO BE . . . I HAVE GROWN COMFORTABLY NUMB, THAT EVERYDAY, NOT ONLY WILL THE CONTENT BE STOLEN, BUT, THE PROCEEDS AND PROFITS, TO THE PENNY WILL ALSO, AS THEY HAVE BEEN SINCE, JUST DAYS AFTER I STARTED THIS BLOG! THE ONLY HOPE I HAVE, IS THAT SOMEONE, STOPPED MY BLOG AND SAVED SOMETHING FOR ME AND MY FAMILY, NOT ALLOWING IT TO ALL GO TO THE FUCKING COPS! LAW ENFORCEMENT. ONE OF THE PROBLEMS WITH, PROSECUTORS AND SOME JUDGES, PARTICULARLY IN THE LOWER STATE COURTS, IS THE FACT THAT THEY STARTED SEEING THEMSELVES AS A ARM OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH AND NOT, UNDER THE JUDICIAL BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, TO ACT, IN "GOOD BEHAVIOR" ON THE BENCH, AND IN COURT. PROSECUTORS, STARTED TO LET THE TAIL WAG THE DOG, OR THE CART PULL THE HORSE! MY FIRST DAY OR WEEK, ON THE JOB, I SAT IN THE UPPER SANCTUMS OF THE UTAH STATE CAPITOL, AS STAFF ATTORNEY FOR THE UTAH PROSECUTION COUNSEL, WITH THE SHERIFF'S ASSOCIATION, THE COP ASSOCIATIONS, THE OFFICE OF THE ADMINSTRATION OF THE COURTS, AND POSSIBLE, THE DEPARTMENT OF CORRECTIONS, AS ALL PARTIES IN THE ROOM THAT DAY FOUGHT OVER THE "SURECHARGE' ADDED TO ALL TICKETS, FINES, AND FEES--THAT VERY DAY, I STARTED MY WAR, AGAINST THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE MACHINE, THAT LOOKED TO ME TO BE NOTHING MORE, THAN ALL THE PLAYERS, IN THE SYSTEM WORKIGN WITH AND FOR EACHOTHER AGAINST THE TAX PAYERS, AND, APPEARING TO ME TO BE, REVENUE FARMERS FOR THEIR LOCALITIES! I SELF-APPOINTED MYSELF, THE "UTAH PROSECUTOR" AND STARTED TO TRY TO PUT THE SYSTEM IN CHECK, WHERE IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALL THE WAY ALONG! THAT HAS BEEN AND CONTINUES TO BE MY FIGHT, TO MAKE THINGS WORK AND OPERATE IN GOVERMENT, THE WAY, THE FOUNDING FATHERS, THROUGH THE CONSTITUTION, INTENDED IT TO WORK! I AM A PURIST, THERE IS NO OTHER MOTIVE! THIS IS NOT PARTY POLITICS, THERE IS NO MONEY OR SPECIAL INTEREST BEHIND ME, BUT FOR THE BILLIONS, I HAVE MADE ON CASES, AND LOBBYING AND BLOGGING, THAT IS IN THE HANDS, OF DIRTY WHITE FOLKS, AND A FEW OTHER NATINALITIES, THAT ARE FUELED BY NOTHING MORE THAN EVNY AND JEALOUSY! UNABLE TO DO IT THEMSELVES, THEY, USE ALL THE TOOLS, LEGALLY, AVAILABLE TO THEM, TO GO AFTER CRIMINALS, AND USED IT TO GO AFTER ME, NOT A CRIMINAL, WHICH MADE CRIMINALS OF ALL OF THEM! THIS MORNING, AT ST. PETER'S UNITED METHODIST CHURCH, WHERE, I AM STAYING AS OF LAST NIGHT, THERE WAS AN EPISODE OF BLOOD BLOODS, THE COP FAMILY SHOW, WITH THE PROSECUTOR DAUGHTER . . . BLUFF CITY LAW . . . MY VERY CREDIBLE DAUGHTER, IS NOT THE ONE DADDY, PROMOTES, BUT THE LOSER, BIG SISTER, WHO, HE FEELS GUILTY ABOUT, BEING A BASTARD CHILD! KILL THE GOLDEN GOOSE, SECOND SISTER, AND GIVE ALL THE HONORS, SHE EARNED, TO THE SISTER, WHO DID NOTHING WITH HER LIFE, UNTIL SHE, TOOK OVER MY IDENTITY! BACK STABBERS! BUT A FEMALE COP, NAMED, MICHELLE, OR MY SHELLEY, FROM WHAT I COULD TELL, WAS KILLED ON DUTY, AND REPRESENTED, ALL THAT WAS GOOD IN POLICING. SO WHY WASN'T THAT GOOD ENOUGH? WHY DID SHE HAVE TO TAKE ON MY NAME AND MY CREDENTIALS, TO BE LOVED AND APPRECIATED BY COPS? WANTED FOR CASH! PERIOD. COPS DON'T MAKE MONEY, THEY STEAL IT! MY FIRST FIGHT, ASSET FORFEITURE! THERE IN LIES THE DIFFERENCE! THEY DON'T LIE! FUCK THEY DON'T! BLUFF CITY GOT TOOK, JUST LIKE ALL THE CITIES, INVOLVED, IN THIS FIGHT! DIRTY SPIES, DIE. YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE A WHOLE GENRATION OF COPS, CUNTS, THAT END UP BEING EXECUTED, FOR THEIR GAMES, LIPTRIX, LASER SHOWS, AND DIRTY PLAY . . . SO MUCH EASIER TO JUST KILL ME, RIGHT? A WHOLE LOT LESS PAINFUL AND, EMBARRASSING FOR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, I HAVE BEEN A WAR WITH FOR, 20 YEARS! WELL, THIS IS A STICKY SITUATION. DAMNED RIGHT IT IS, NEVER SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED, NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO GO ON THIS LONG AND THE BEST THING TO DO, IS EXPOSE, THISE BASTARDS AND BITCHES FOR WHAT THEY DID! IN ONE FELL SWOOP, THAT COULD CLEAN UP A NATION OF COPS, WHO HAVE BEEN UNDER, 20 YEARS OF SPURIOUS, DIRECTIONS, STARTING WITH THE BUSHES, WHO JUSTIFIED, BRINGING THE BITCH SQUD, OF HAGS, TO REPLACE ME! BE JOANN AND BE GREAT! ALWAYS GIVEN, NEVER EARNED! ME, ALWAYS, EARNED AND NEVER GIVEN! THAT MAKES ALL THE DIFFERENCE, THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS! REMEMBER THE FORMULA, NEW COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND JUDGES, SUCCESS = OPPORTUNITY + PREPARATION! WATCHING 20 YEARS OF COLD CASE FILES, AND OTHER, TRUE CRIME SHOWS, DOESN'T MAKE YOU AN ATTORNEY, NOR REPLACE, THE YEARS OF EXPERIENCE IN ACTUAL WORK, AS A PROSECUTOR, CRIMINAL DEFENSE ATTORNEY, AND #2 IN THE NATION, FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, WITH FOUR BAR LICENSES! GOD, WHO DO YOU THINK THESE BITCHES ARE? SUPER GIRL? CAPTAIN MARVEL? WONDER WOMAN IS HAVE ISSUES RIGHT NOW , FROM WHAT I HEARD! NO ONE IS QUALIFIED TO BE ME, REGARDLESS OF THERI NICE TITS, THEIR LEGS, THEIR ASS, OR THEIR, HAIR, BUT ME . . . WHATEVER I LOOK LIKE, IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE! GOD? I SEE, TOP COPS, LIKE, FBI NEGOTIATOR, JIM CAVENAUGH, AND, TERRORIST EXPERT, MALCOM, NANCE, AND, FUCK, THEY ARE LOOKING FAR WORSE THAN I DO, AND OLDER, PROBABLY BOTH YOUNGER THEN I AM! FUCK THE DOUBLE STANDARD, LOOK AT THE WOMEN, IN MY CLASS OF WOMEN, JUSTICE, SONYA SOTOMAYOR, AND, JUSTICE KAGEN, OR FORMER, SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTOIN! JUST BECAUSE, I MAY LOOK 20 YEARS YOUNGER, DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN COMPARE ME TO SOME, 35 YEAR OLD! THE EXPERIENCE IS FAR MORE VALUABLE THAN, THE LOOKS. I SEE, BARBARA STARR, THE SPOKESWOMAN FOR THE PENTAGON, SHE IS JUST WHAT A LADY HER AGE, LOOKS LIKE, OLDER, SMART, AND WELL PREPARED FOR HER ROLE AT THE PENTAGON! GET YOUR PRIORITIES, RIGHT! SHIT! I THINK, A CHANGE IN ATTITUDES, DOING THE RIGHT THING, MIGHT, JUST FIX THE WHOLE, COP SHOP, NATIONWIDE, YOU HAVE BEEN UNDER, JADED, SICK, LEADERSHIP, WHERE THE MONEY IS FOR NOTHING AND THE CHICKS FOR FREE, ATTITUTDE! THAT IS ONE SCARY THOUGHT! LAST NIGHT, AT THE GYM, I WATCHED SEVERAL COUPLES, BOTH PARTIES, TRYING TO GET IN SHAPE, WITH, TRAINERS, BLACK DUDE, PROBABLY UNDERCOVER COP, I AM GUESSING, BUT, ALL THE FOCUS WAS ON, THEIR WIVES, LOOKS, WHEN, THEY WERE NOT ALL THAT HOT THEMSELVES, BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT, IF YOU ARE JUST LOOKING AT SOMEONE'S LOOKS, FOR LOVE, AND TO SUSTAIN, LOVE, YOU ARE GOING TO BE SORELY DISAPP[OINTED, BECAUSE, LOOKS FADE, FOR BOTH SEXES, AND MUSCLES, SHRINK WHEN DADDY DUTY, CALLS, OR MOM IS PREGNANT, SO THERE BETTER, BE A WHOLE LOT MORE INVOLVED, THAN, LOOKS, BECAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONES, HOTTER, BETTER LOOKING, WITH A BETTER BODY, WHO MAKE NOT BE HALF AS FUN, OR COMPATIBLE AS, YOUR PARTNER WAS . . . LIFE IS NOT JUST ONE, SEXUAL SPORT FUCK! ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS I READ, ON MARRIAGE, TOOK THE MOST PRAGMATIC APPROACH TO COUPLING, THAT OF LOOKING, MORE FOR A BUSINESS PARTNERS, SOMEONE, WOH IS GOOD WITH FINANCES, GOOD WITH KIDS, OR HAS A BALANCED BANK ACCOUNT, SOMEONE STABLE, KIND, SOMEONE TO CLEAN UP AFTER THE BABY, OR YOU, IF YOU ARE SICK, OR HIM TOO . . . SOMEONE TO STAND BY YOUR SIDE, THROUGH THINK OR THIN, OR FAT AND THIN . . . SURE WE ALL WANT TO BE PROUD OF OUR SPOUSES, BUT IF THAT IS ALL YOU ARE LOOKING AT, PYSICIAL APPEARANCES, YOU ARE GOING TO BE A SERIAL, MONOGOMOUS! CHANING PARTNERS ALL THE TIME! THE DIVORCE RATE AMONG COPS IS SOMETHING LIKE, 70%! THE BOD SQUAD. IT IS WHO HAS THE HOTTEST CHICK, EVEN AS A TRAINER! SHIT, THAT IS SO NOT SUSTAINABLE, TRY THE FUCKERS WHO, TRIED TO DO THAT WITH, ME. HOW DO YOU FIND THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH, OR BECOME IMMORTAL? JUST KEEP BRINGING IN, PEOPLE WHO LOOK LIKE YOU, TO KEEP, PEOPLE THINKING IT IS REALLY YOU! FOOLS. 20 YEARS OF SHIT, COPS HAVE BEEN UNDER, SHALLOW, INSECURE, INSINCERE, RAGINGLY, PHYSICAL, AND, WITH NO CORE VALUES, ETHICS, OR PRINCIPLES! THE LAW OF THE JUNGLE! THAT IS NOT THE LAW! THAT IS NOT BEING, RULED BY THE RULE OF LAW! SOME INSECURE, MAN, CAN'T SUSTAIN, THE ENTIRE, EXECUTIVE BRANCH AND THIS IS THE RESULT, WHEN, THEY TRIED! I FUCKED THE ONE WORLD ORDER FOR THEM, THEY CHARGED ME A FEE FOR THAT, I STOPPED THE "HOSTILE" TAKEOVER OF AMERICA, AND THERE WAS A FEE, FOR THAT, RETRIUBTION, THEY FELT ENTITLED TO, BECAUSE IT WAS NOT WHAT THE COPS WANTED, THEY WANTED, A COUNTRY OR WORLD, OF THE COPS, BY THE COPS AND FOR THE COPS . . . I STOOD IN THE WAY OF THAT! PUNISHED FOR IT! WHY DON'T, ALL OF YOU, FROM THE PRESDIENT, TO THE BEAT COP, ON THE STREETS, START, SERVING AND PROTECTING, AGAIN, SEE THIER JOBS, AS CRITICAL TO THE WELFRE OF THIS COUTNRY, BOTH, FOREIGN AND DOMESTIC, AND GET, THER JOILLIES OFF THIS, NOT WATCING, PORN ON THEIR SQUAD CAR COMPUTER, AND FUCKING THEIR WIVES AND GIRLFRIENDS, ON RIDE-ALONGS, THEY SHOULD NOT BE HAVING! I BET THAT WOULD BRING MEANING AND PRIDE BACK IN THEIR JOBS, NOT RELIANCE ON, FEDERAL CHICKS, AND COPS, TAKING MY PLACE, AND, PRETENDING TO BE ME! I'M GOING TO FUCK YOU OR FUCK YOU AND YOU HAVE 15 MINUTES TO DECIDE, IS NOT RULE OF LAW, NOR, ANYTING MORE THAN TOTAL BULLSHIT, STUPIDITY. I WAS GOING TO BRIEF SOME CASES, FOR THE COPS, UNGRATEFUL LOUTS THAT THEY ARE, BUT, YOU DON'T DESERVE IT! MAYBE MY ATTITUDE WILL IMPROVE, TOMORROW! WE CAN HAVE A FRESH START, WORK TOGETHER? OR WHAT THE LYRICS OF THE SONGS BELOW, PORTRAY . . . .

Twisted Sister Lyrics

Play "We're Not Gonna Tak…" on Amazon Music

"We're Not Gonna Take It"

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

We've got the right to choose and there ain't no way we'll lose it
This is our life, this is our song
We'll fight the powers that be just, don't pick our destiny 'cause
You don't know us, you don't belong

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

Oh, you're so condescending, your gall is never ending
We don't want nothing, not a thing, from you
Your life is trite and jaded, boring and confiscated
If that's your best, your best won't do

We're right, yeah
We're free, yeah
We'll fight, yeah
You'll see, yeah

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore
We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

No way!

We're right, yeah
We're free, yeah
We'll fight, yeah
You'll see, yeah

We're not gonna take it
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore

We're not gonna take it (no!)
No, we ain't gonna take it
We're not gonna take it anymore (just you try and make us)

We're not gonna take it (come on)
No, we ain't gonna take it (you're all worthless and weak)
We're not gonna take it anymore (now drop and give me twenty)

We're not gonna take it (a pledge pin)
No, we ain't gonna take it (on your uniform)
We're not gonna take it anymore

Gloria Gaynor Lyrics

Play "I Will Survive" on Amazon Music

"I Will Survive"

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong, and I learned how to get along

And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me

Go on now, go. Walk out the door
Just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh, no, not I
I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive
I will survive, hey, hey

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent, oh, so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry but now I hold my head up high

And you see me somebody new
I'm not that chained-up little person still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in
And just expect me to be free
And now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me

[2x]
Go on now, go. Walk out the door
Just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh, no, not I
I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive
I will survive

20 YEARS AND COUNTING?

MORE TIME IN GAMES, LIPTRIX, LASER SHOWS, DRAMA, AND PLAYERS, OR REAL LAW, REAL SOLUTIONS, REAL TRAINING?

HOW DO YOU STAY OFF THE COVER OF MY MAGAZINE OR BLOG?

STOP FUCKING WITH ME!

I AM DOING SOME GOOD WORK HERE!

CRIME BLOCKER, CRIME STOPPER, CRIME REPORTER!

I JUST HAPPEN TO BE A WHOLE FUCKING LOT, MORE QUALIFIED, THAN YOUR COPS CUNTS!

DEAL WITH IT!

THE UNITES STATES CONSTITUTION, IS THE "SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND" . . . YOU TOOK THE SAME FUCKING OATH I DID, SO, WHEN, WE CAN AGREE ON THAT, LOWEST COMMON DENOMINATOR, BETWEEN THE EXECUTIVE AND JUDICAL BRANCH, THEN, WE CAN PROGRESS AND, SERVE, PROTECT, THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF, THE CITIZENS, WHO CREATED THE GOVERNMENT FOR WHICH WE ALL WORK, AND SERVE!

LICENSED TO SERVE!

COMMITMENT AT EVERY TURN!

DEDICATED!

6 YEARS FREE SERVICE AND COUNTING!

A MAN OR WOMAN'S TREASURE IS WHERE THEIR HEART IS!

WHERE IS YOURS?



THE WITCHING HOUR! FAIR FUN! WORLD IN HAND. ACTION JACKSON. OUTWIT. EARSHOT JAZZ. I'M GONNA TAKE MY HORSE TO THE HOTEL ROOM, GONNA RIDE 'TIL I CAN'T RIDE NO MORE. MAY THE HORSE BE WITH YOU! LOVER COME OVER. SHE'S POISON, BUT TASTY. SHE CYCLES, BUT SHE'S A LITTLE PSYCHO . . . MA, MA, MA, MA, MIND. MUSIC. MUSIC. MUSIC. SEATTLE PRIDE. ITSY BITSY SANTA GIRL. SWIPER LEFT. SWIPER RIGHT. HANDS ON YOUR BODY. I DON'T WANT TO WASTE ANYTIME. HERE'S TO YOU, MRS. ROBINSON. JESUS LOVES YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW . . . INJURED? YOU'RE CHOKIN' ME! I CAN'T BREATHE! SPYCHO-SEXUAL STIMULATION CUTTING OFF AIR TO MY BLOG! SEE SEATTLE FROM THE TOP! TOO YOUNG. TOO DUMB. I SHOULD HAVE BROUGHT YOU FLOWERS, SHOULD HAVE HELD YOUR HAND, SPENT ALL MY HOURS BY YOUR SIDE . . . ALL YOU WANTED TO DO WAS DANCE. NOW YOU'RE DANCIN' WITH ANOTHER MAN. DO ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD HAVE WHEN I WAS YOUR MAN. RUNDECK. FANMATE. HANDY ANDY. DARLIN' IF YOU WANT ME TO BE CLOSER TO YOU, BE CLOSER TO ME. IF YOU WANT ME TO SEE ONLY YOU, THEN SEE ONLY ME. MOTHER! SO WHERE HAVE I BEEN FOR THE LAST, FEW DAYS? IT ALL STARTED TO GO DARK, WHEN, THE GOOGLE MAPS CAR ROUNDED THE CORNER, OUTSIDE THE POVERELLO CENTER, MISSOULA MONTANA, RIGHT AFTER NOON, ON, I BELIEVE, FRIDAY, SEEING I DIDN'T WRITE THAT DAY. LIKE I SAY, CHOKIN' THE CHICKEN, DAILY. THOUSANDS OF SITES ON THE WEB, FOR THE LAST 6 YEARS, NOW, ONE? THEY LOVE PROPAGANDA! UN-AMERICAN ACTIVITIES! WORLD IN HER HANDS. SURE, WE CAN TAKE THAT, RIGHT? SURE. SO, LET ME GO BACK, JUST A BIT. I HAD JUST HAD LUNCH ON FRIDAY, AND I WAS SITTING OUT ON THE PAINTED CEMENT, GARBAGE CAN, ON MY WAY TO THE BUS STOP. I OFTEN SIT ON MY PERCH AND, TAKE A BREATHER AFTER LUNCH, WHEN, WALKING IS EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE AFTER A LARGE MEAL. SO , THIS CAR, BLUE, SUBARU CROSSTREK, IS ACTUALLY, CREEPING, FROM BEHIND THE CITI LODGE, 7 MOTEL, IN THE ALLEY, IN FRONT OF IMAGINE NATION, BREWERY, AND, THE CAR HAD SOME STRANGE, EQUIPMENT ON THE TOP OF IF THAT GOT MY NOTICE. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? THAT IS NOT A BIKE RACK? NOR A BABY STROLLER RACK, BUT WHAT IS IT? THE STRANGE LOOKING, THING WAS SITTING ON TOP OF A QUADPOD, AND, THEN, AS IT WAS LOOKING MORE AND MORE LIKE A CAMERA, THE CAR, TURNED, AND TOOK A QUICK, LEFT INTO THE POVERELLO CENTER, PARKING LOT! GOOGLE MAPS! WOW. REACH OUT AN TOUCH, SEATTLE OR REALLY, KIRKLAND! COOL. WE ARE ON THE MAP! OR SO I THOUGHT . . . I WAS QUITE EXCITED, TO TELL THE CREW, IN THE POV. HEY, WE MADE THE NEWS, WAS THE FEELING! ME AND SOME, BIG BOOB, BETTY, TOOTHLESS, SNAG OF A WOMAN, BUT FUN, WAS SITTING OUTSIDE, HAVING BEEN KICKED OUT OF THE POV, FOR 7 DAYS, OR POSITING, AS A STAKEOUT QUEEN FOR THE CIA! LOL. I TOLD HER ,AND SOMEHOW, WE BOTH CAME UP WITH THE PLAN, TO HAVE A MOVIE AT THE POV, MADE RIGHT HERE, AND NOW, ON CAMERA, SEEING WE WERE NOW HITTING THE BIG TIME WITH GOOGLE MAPS! WE DECIDED, WE COULD ALL PLAY OURSELVES, SEEING THAT SO MANY OF THESE PEOPLE, AND THEIR VEHICLES ARE RIGHT OUT OF THE MOVIES, OR BETTER, DON'T EVEN THINK, HOLLYWOOD, COULD MAKE THIS JOINT UP, NOR THE BEASTS, THAT DRIVE IN AND OUT OF THIS PLACE DAILY, LEAVING MANY WONDERING HOW THEY EVEN DRIVE THOSE MONSTERS AT ALL! THE MUSCLE TRUCKS, WITH GREAT WHITE SHARK'S TEETH, OR THE VANS, WITH, SKULLS, IN THE FRONT WINDOW ON THE DECK, ARE A TRIP IN AND OF ITSELF, BUT THE PEOPLE ARE THE REAL COLOR THE REAL FLAVOR, AND THE REAL BITE, BEHIND, THIS PLACE, THAT IS FAMOUS, FOR, ITS FOOD, THE ROCK STARS, THAT DROP IN, AND THE NUNNS THAT STARTED IT! ALL CARICATURES! THE MOVIES, WOULD NOT DO THIS PLACE JUSTICE! LOL. DID, I MENTION, THE ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE TOO! THE COPS, OR THE AMBULANCE, OR THE FIRE ENGINES, ARE A DAILY OCCURANCE, AROUND THIS PLACE. I FEEL, LIKE I AM SITTING IN THE MOVIES, AND THE MOST SANE, PEOPLE, ARE STILL, FREAKING ME OUT, BY WHAT THEY REALLY BELIEVE, AND HOW THEY FOLLOW TRUMP, LIKE GOD HIMSELF, HAS JUST SPOKEN BY TWEET! HOPEFULLY, HURRICANE, DORIAN, WILL, COME AND WIPE, PUERTO RICO, OFF THE MAP . . . TRUMP SAYS THEY ARE THE MOST CORRUPT COUNTRY, IN THE WORLD! THEY ARE A UNITED STATES TERRITORY! WELL, TRUMP SAID, COUNTRY. BECAUSE HE DOESN'T KNOW THEY ARE PART OF THE UNITED STATES AND PAY TAXES! EVEN SO, I WANT THAT BLOWN OFF THE PLANET, TOO! WE NEED THAT WALL, TO KEEP ALL THE PUERTO RICANS, OUT OF AMERICA. THEY ARE TRYING TO GET MY PROPERTY, IN JEFFERSON COUNTY, BUT, I DON'T OWN IT. HOW WOULD ANYONE FROM PUERTO RICO, KNOW ABOUT YOUR PROPERTY? PRESIDENT TRUMP, SAID THEY DID. OH. THIS WOMAN, WORKED FOR THE DEPARTMENT OF HIGHER EDUCATION? SERIOUSLY? SPELL BOUND, BY THE WIZARD OF OZ. NO CAUSE TO TRY TO INFORM EITHER HER OR TRUMP, LOW I.Q.! LOL. I WANTED TO GO DANCING, PLANNED ON GOING, FRIDAY NIGHT, BUT SOMEHOW, IT SLIPPED, AWAY FROM ME, OR WAS IT RIPPED AWAY FROM ME? NEVER SHOULD HAVE TOLD ANYONE, WE WERE ON GOOGLE MAPS! YAHOO! I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT ON GOOGLE MAPS BEFORE. IT SHOCKED ME ABOUT AS MUCH, AS IT DID THIS TIME, BUT, I NEVER SAW THE GOOGLE MAPS, CAR, DRIVE BY? SO, I HAVE A LUNCH BREAK IN COURT, IN THE 5TH JUDICIAL DISTRICT IN CEDAR CITY, UTAH, WHERE I SUED THE COPS, SHERIFFS, COUNTY ATTORNEY, AND JUDGE, FOR $56.7 MILLION, AND, I HAVE JUST ASKED MY CLIENT, TO LOOK UP, HOW MUCH, MY GRANDMOTHER'S OLD HOUSE, NEAR SOUTHERN UTAH UNIVERSITY, IS GOING FOR, SEEING THERE WAS A SIGN ON THE HOUSE. I HAD GONE TO WENDY'S FOR MY SUPERSIZE ME, HEAL, I KNOW THAT IS A MCDONALD'S MOVIE, BUT, IT PROBABLY FITS ALL FAST FOOD PLACES . . . SO, I PARK MY TRUCK, OR MY CLIENT'S TRUCK, WHITE, AT THE HOUSE, JUST BEFORE, MY GRANDMOTHER'S HOUSE, IN CEDAR, CAN'T REMEMBER THE STREET, BUT THERE IS THIS MASSIVE, YELLOW AND WHITE, APARTMENT COMPLEX, IN FRONT OF HER HOUSE, NOW, THAT I NEVER NOTICED BEFORE. I GO TO COURT, HEAD OVER TO MY CLIENT'S HOUSE, AND, SHE SAYS, WERE YOU PARKED, ON SUCH, AND SUCH A STREET IN CEDAR, TODAY, ABOUT NOON? YEAH, WHY. GOOGLE MAPS, CAUGHT YOU SITTING IN OUR TRUCK . . . THE COPS BLEW MY LAST, FEW VEHICLES UP, OR FRIED THEM, OR STOPPED, THEN, AT JAILS AND COURTS, SO I TOLD THE DEALER, I GOT A LEMON! BUT, SURE ENOUGH, IN THAT, WHAT, 20 MINUTES, I HAD A BURGER, FRIES AND DIET COKE COMBO, FROM WENDY'S, I HAD MY PICTURE TAKEN FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE! YEAH, THAT WAS ME, OUTSIDE, IN FRONT OF THE POVERELLO CENTER, ON FRIDAY! WHO SENT THAT TO ME? DID THEY KNOW MY PATTERNS? WHAT TIME I WOULD BE DONE WITH, LUNCH . . . I WENT A BIT LATE THAT DAY, SO, THAT WAS LIKELY, AROUND, 12:45 PM, OR JUST BEFORE, PROBABLY GOING TO CATCH, THE 12:45 PM, BUS #11, TO THE AIRPORT, TO RIDE, LISTEN TO MUSIC, AND, HIT THE LIBRARY TO WATCH NEWS, AND, TRUE CRIME! ROCKIN' ROOSTER MSNBC, LIVE STREAM POLITICS, IS NOW, BEING BLOCKED, TOO, AND, IF I TRY TO GET INTO ONE OF THE FREE TV PROGRAMS, ONLINE, IT JUST KEEPS TAKING ME IN A CIRCLE! I WAS FORCED TO COME UP WITH A NEW PASSWORD, FOR MY BLOG, THAT LATER, WAS SEEN AS SUSPICIOUS BEHAVIOR, MAKING ME GO THROUGH, ALL THE SECURITY CHECKS, AND STILL, BLOCKED ME FROM MY BLOG, UNTIL, I WENT BACK TO MY ORIGINAL, EMAIL ADDRESS, AND CAME UP WITH THE SECOND NEW PASSWORD IN LIKE, A WEEK! FUCK? DEATH KNOCKING ON MY DOOR! FIRST, ATTACK SOCIAL SECURITY, THEN, CHOKE OFF MY BLOG, BLOCK ME ON THE COMPUTERS, TURNED OFF MY PHONE, SO SECURITY TEXT DID NOT COME THROUGH, AND FORCED ME TO MAKE A NEW PASSWORD? GOOGLE MAPS? WHAT THE FUCK. BY SATURDAY, THERE WAS NOTHING TO DO BUT GO DANCING! HERE IS WHERE IT GETS REALLY FUN! IF THEY CAN'T GET ME TOO BAD, MISBEHAVING WITH MEN, JUST DID ENOUGH, TO MAKE THE WATCHERS, JEALOUS, THEY WOULD, CHANGE UP, TO A LESBO! OR TRY TO MAKE ME LOOK GAY? LOL. I JUST DON'T SWING THAT WAY! THEY DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT PLUMBING FOR ME, AND THEY ARE NOT A CURIOSITY, TO ME, BECAUSE, THEY ARE FUCKING JUST LIKE ME! LOL. NOT ONE, CENTIMETER OF MY BODY, WANTS TO KNOW OR HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM. I WILL FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR LBGTQ RIGHTS, BUT, GET INVOLVED, IN THEIR PAN SEXUAL, SHIT, FUCK NO! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW, SO I CAN WARN, FUTURE, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICKS AND CHAPS, OR SOCIAL WARRIORS, WHO ARE CREATING TROUBLE FOR THE ESTABLISHMENT, OR WARING AGAINST THE WAR MACHINES, AND, MILITARY COMPLEXES! OLD 60'S TALK, BUT, IT APPLIES AS MUCH TODAY, IF NOT MORE, THAN IT DID BACK THEN! THEY ARE MORE SOPHISTICATED, NOW! MORE SPY SHIT AND GEAR, AND, THEY DON'T PLAY FAIR, AS YOU WILL SEE!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?  

IT TOOK ME A MINUTE TO FIGURE IT OUT, BUT, I RAN LIKE HELL, ONCE I DID!

• having been compromised, before, I am more, keenly aware of taking some, compromising situation, particularly of a sexual nature, out of the context and fabric of what is going on, and why . . . it is called, they try to take, the TOTALITY OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES, completely out of sequence, and frame, the situation to look, as bad as it can possibly be, then show, kids, or lovers, or whomever, so they can, get our goat!  DON'T LET THEM!
• after, seeing the Google Map, thinking someone, I like, might be, looking for me, or trying to see exactly where the Pov. is, to protect this, Iron Maiden, in distress, seeing there were two dead bods, that showed up around town, this week, and, the detectives, or the robo cops detectives, there looking for a blond chick like me, might, need some, oversight and protections, just in case, they got the killing field, right this time!  Dad, is that why you are in town, this week, riding on the bike, with me . . . see, if I have changed?  Likely . . . so, after going to the library, and unsuccessfully, getting to watch the news, or get on my blog, I decided, maybe, I should, reach out and touch, Seattle again!  SMILE.
• so the plan was, that, I would, stay at the library, until closing, which is 6:00 pm, then, hang out at the park, Bess Reed Park, (jobessco.aka.joann.s.secrist@gmail.com), down, by the Clark Fork River, until, somewhere around, 8:00 pm, then, go get pizza or something to eat, until, about, 9:00 pm, when the Union Temple, starts to rock, with a band, then, stay out all night, and hit the bus, first thing in the morning, for Seattle, and, as I recalled, there was a bus, that left the station, at roughly, 8:00 am?  I didn't dare, check, on the computer, because, then, THEY, would know my plans, and I would be fucked up somewhere along the route, to Seattle, like soooooo many times, before, but for, outwitting them!
• I hit the restrooms at the Cara's Park, and it was just about, getting dark, noticed, this delightful, looking, outside, covered, lighted, cafe, outside, at the bottom of a large building that looked fun, to have a bite to eat, at.  MMMM, Scotty's Table?  Code name, Rachel's youngest son's name is Scotty!  Scream.  Inheritance?  This sure as shit, looks, like a Rachel, aka, JoAnn, purchased, and influenced, restaurant, money laundered, American bistro, that, I might actually own, through, Rachel's use of my money.  The cute, waitress, kept looking at me, like, is this my boss or the owner, look?  I am, not a pretentious and, arrogant, being myself, than Raclel is playing the very rich, and famous, me, her sister!  Great ambiance, and the appetizer, i had, was amazing!  I was not too hungry, but the Ravioli, in tomato cheese sauce, with a small, salad, and the bread the waitress threw in, for the owner? was great, sour dough, and the small meal was perfect, as was the atmosphere.  White linen, and, perfect service, girl, who looked fun to go dancing with, if she were free, later on.  She asked me where i was going dancing?  Another clue, she seemed, a bit, let down, when, I said the Union?  Other that the Top Hat, I don't know of any other dance clubs, in Missoula?  I have seen a couple of fun places on Capitol Hill, I want to check out, this fall!  Sorry, I have never been a snob, nor do I think, getting MY hands on my own, money, would change me one bit!  SNOB IS JUST NOT IN ME, NOT AT THE POV. NOR AT THE RESTAURANT!  I DON'T NEED TO FAKE IT, 'TIL, I MAKE IT . . . I HAVE LONG BEEN HERE!
• sorry, I didn't get the name of the band, that played at the UNION, my kind of place, always has been always, was!  I love old mom and pop, diners, and, sleezy old dance clubs, with flavor!  Just think, old, professor!  Lol.  That was me!  Cool band, write all their own, music, played, one, other, musicians, song, but all original, just like me!  NO BODY BUT ME HAS WRITTEN THIS BLOG!  Nobody could!  Sure, they can intercept it, edit it, flip the word order, but they can't, write it!  ANYWHERE I GO, THERE I AM!  
• there is a secret little table, that sits behind, a partition, with two seats, and, I can, kind of hide, there, behind, the folding loover, doors, and, dance when I want, and not dance when, I don't want.  I am not a drinker, don't need, alcohol, to make me rock and groove!  I can't sit still when, it is good music, like it was!  It has been a few hours, since, I got there, somewhere around, 1:00 am, when, this bitch, showed, her ugly face, right in my face!  DARK HAIR, PULLED BACK, IN A BUN, AT FIRST, THEN, SHE LOOSENED IT WHILE DANCING, NEXT TO ME, TRYING TO ACT, LIKE WE WERE A COUPLE . . . SCREAM!
• let me go back, to the start, because, I don't know how long she was, standing there, in my personal space, and I am a beast on this shit, stay away, average of 18 inches, is the comfort zone for most people!  I turn to my right, and she is like, right next to my face!!!!  I even pulled my face, back, to look at her, and I said, probably not on the video tape, but, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?  I was shocked to see someone there?  She acted a bit drunk, so I tried to be nice and patient.  She told me her mom, died, recently, and she was there with her computer, writing her sister, a letter about the inheritance, and she made sure, I knew that they were living in a really nice home up Rattlesnake Canyon . . . COWBOY!  MIKE MCLINTOCH?  ALL SNAKES!  I think, maybe, she thought, that, I would jump her bones, for, a place to live?  A viaduct, looks, preferable!  I am still wondering what she is up to?  I thought, if she reads my blog, she knows, I am an attorney, did she want, legal help?  I have had wills, estates, and trust, so, I can at least point her in the right direction.  She started to rub my back, which, made me entirely, uncomfortable, didn't want to be mean to a drunk or someone who might have lost her mother!  I decided to go out and dance, didn't invite her.  She joined me!  SHIT!  Me and the drummer, had been, oogling, each other a bit, all night, and his face, dropped, like a ton of bricks, like, YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME, SHE IS A LESBIAN?  FUCK LOOK!  I turned around and caught this chick, putting money on my TABLE?  What the fuck?  Oh, I get it, she is trying to set me up to make it look like we are an item!  She took off her jacket, no bra, loosened her hair, not pretty, and was shaking it out, when, I bolted, for my backpack, having to knock her shit, on the floor, off my backpack???????  WHAT THE HELL?  Oh, I get it, she is, to, be there to suggest, that I am gay, and that is why, I have rejected all the big, brass ass, cops and spies!  No, you are all assholes!  That is why!  There is not a single, gay bone in my body, never has been, never will be!  I AM JUST PATIENT ENOUGH, TO WAIT, FOR A GOOD GUY!  NONE, YET!  LOL.  SAD STATEMENT ABOUT, MEN!  SEE ONLY ME, AND I WILL SEE, ONLY YOU!  THINK I CAN'T GET ANOTHER GUY, BY MIDNIGHT?  THINK AGAIN!  THIS CHEATING DOOR, CAN SWING BOTH WAYS, BUT, I DON'T, BISEXUAL THINGS UP!
• NOW, THAT WAS A SMOOTH, ESCAPE!  THIS CHICK, DANCED A BIT FORWARD, AND I BOLTED, FROM BEHIND, AND IN ONE FELL, SWOOP, GRABBED AND RAN!  FINNY, I WAS FOREWARNED, BY GOD MY INTEL, DUDE . . . I JUST FELT, LIKE I NEEDED TO PULL SOME CASH OUT OF THE ATM MACHINE, OVER BY THE DOOR, AND HIT THE BATHROOM, JUST IN CASE, I NEEDED, TO HIT THE ROAD, JACK!  IN THE STALL, THERE WAS A POSTER OF "THE GREEN LIGHT" . . . IS THAT A MESSAGE, TO LEAVE, RIGHT NOW?  BUT, I LIKE THE MUSIC, AND, I AM GOING TO BE UP ALL NIGHT, SO, WHY NOT STAY UNTIL THE NIGHT ENDS AND THE CLUB CLOSES?  AGAIN, THERE IS ANOTHER, SIGN FOR "THE GREEN LIGHT" INDICATING TO ME TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF DODGE!  I THOUGHT, COME, ON, I HAVEN'NT BEEN DANCING IN TWO FUCKING YEARS, AND THIS WAS THE LAST PLACE, I HAD BEEN, SO, CRUEL AND UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT!  AGAINST MY BETTER, ANGELS, I DIDN'T GO!  THIS ALWAYS, HAPPENS TO ME!  COULDA, WOULDA, SHOULDA!  SCREAM.  I CAN JUST SEE IT, POSTED, LESBO, CHICK, PICKS UP ON BAD ASS!  THEY WOULDN'T SHOW THE FIRST THREE HOURS, OF THE NIGHT, WITH, ME ALONE, NOR, DID I KNOW WHEN SHE CAME UP, BEHIND ME?  NOR WILL THEY SHOW ME, DITCHING HER DUMB ASS, BUT THEY WILL FREEZE, FRAME IT, WITH ME TRYING TO BE UNDERSTANDING, AND SYMPATHIZE WITH THIS CHICK OVER HER LOSS OF HER MOTHER!  FUCK!

• FOLLOW MY GODDAMNED, ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINTS . . . I GOT TO THE OXFORD, BY ABOUT, 1:30 AM, BEFORE THE UNION WAS CLOSED.  I GOT MY FAV BREAKFAST, AND, I CALLED A CAB, YELLOW CAB . . . NOW THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT THIS, AND VERIFY, ON MY CELL PHONE, BECAUSE, I CALLED, THE DUDE, AT THE YELLOW CAB, SAID, I AM SENDING SOMEONE RIGHT OVER.  THEN, THE DUDE, PULLED UP AND SAID, ARE YOU PATTY?  NO.  ARE YOU GOING TO THE SOMETHING, HILLS?  NO.  I AM GOING TO THE BROADWAY INN . . . I DIDN'T WANT TO ALERT, ANYONE, THAT I WAS GOING, TO HIT THE BUS, TO SEATTLE!  THE GUY BLEW OFF, PATTY AND TOOK ME FOR A RIDE!  BUT, VERIFY ON MY PHONE, THE YELLOW CAB, ANOTHER FRAME JOB, CALLED, AND WONDERED WHERE I WAS?  DON'T CARE, I AM HERE, SO I DIDN'T ANSER, UNTIL THE NEXT DAY!  BUT THINGS GOT SKETCHY FROM THEN ON.  I WALKED IN AND THE VID CAMS, PROBABLY SHOW ME, WENT INTO THE CASINO, AND, CHECKED MY BALANCE, JUST TO LEAVE, BREAD CRUMBS, LIKE HANSEL AND GRETEL, DID WITH THE WOODSMAN, FATHER AND FOREST WITCH, FATTENING THEM UP TO EAT!  I FIGURNED THERE WOULD BE HEAT ON ME, BUT NOT THIS FAST!  THERE WERE A GROUP OF YOUNG MEN, AGENT AGE, ALL STANDING AROUND, SOMEONE GAMBLING.  I DITCHED OUT AND TOOK AND RESTROOM, BREAK, JUST IN CASE, I WAS OUT ALL NIGHT.  IN THE BATHROOM JUST A SECOND, WHEN, SOMEONE, FOLLOWED ME AND SHOOK THE DOOR HANDLE?  WHAT THE FUCK?  ALREADY?  THEY, LEFT, BUT WHEN I CAME OUT THE DAY ROOM, WHERE BREAKFAST IS SERVED, HAD THE LIGHTS ON . . . I WALKED DOWN THE HALL, WHERE I HAVE HAD ROOMS AND KNOW THERE ARE EXITS!  ENDED UP, DOWN A LONG HALL, AND, OUT TO THE PARKING AREA.  DODGED A BULLET, I THINK . . . FOLLOWED FOR HOURS!
• IT WAS ABOUT, 3:00 AM, BY THIS TIME, THE BUS TERMINAL, OPENS, AT 7:30 AM, BUS LEAVES AT 8:00 AM, I THINK.  THERE ARE BENCHES OUT FRONT, WITH TONS OF LIGHT, SHOULD BE SAFE, DON'T GO TO SLEEP, TURN ON MY RADIO, AND START ROCKIN", BUT NOT FOR LONG . . . IN MY PERIPHERAL VISION, I SEE, A BRIEF, BIT OF LIGHT, LEAN FORWARD AND NOTICE, THANK GOD, SEE A TRUCK, PARKING, JUST, OFF FROM WHERE MY VISION COULD HAVE SEEN IT!  BOLTED ACROSS THE STREET TO MCDONALD'S, REMEMBERED THERE WAS A LAUNDRY ROOM, AT THE APARTMENTS, BEHIND, MCD'S!  OLD TIMES, RUNS, GAVE ME THE LAY OUT OF THE LAND, YEARS AGO, AND THIS WAS REMINDING ME OF THE EARLY, DAYS, OF CHASE, NON-STOP, BACK 7 YEARS AGO!  HOUNDED AND HUNTED LIKE AN ANIMAL . . . YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING, SOME, TRUCK, PULLS IN AND GOES, VERY SLOW, PASSED WHERE I WAS SITTING AT A CEMENT, PICNIC TABLE . . . SHORT TIME LATER, THERE WAS A SECURITY GUARD, AND I COULD SEE, HIS BADGE, IN THE MOONLIGHT, HE WENT TO A RED TRUCK, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, AND, WAS ACTING SUSPICIOUS, LIKE HE WAS, TRYING TO WALK SLOW ENOUGH, TO CALL THE COPS, AND NOT ALARM ME . . . HE FAILED, I WALKED DOWN THE DRIVEWAY, AND, WALKED UP THE STREET, NEAR THE SOLSTICE AND EQUINOX, APARTMENTS . . . BETTER STAY OFF, PRIVATE PROPERTY!  STRIP MALL, IS ALMOST VACANT, SO I SAT, BACK WHERE, TACO DEL SOL, USED TO BE, BUT, SURE ENOUGH, CAR AFTER CAR, AND ONE LOOKED, AT ME, LIKE I WAS UP TO SOMETHING, SO, I WALKED OVER AND SAT, ON A WHITE, CHURCH BENCH, SO EVERYONE COULD SEE, WHAT I WAS DOING . . . WAITING FOR CHURCH!  OFFICER, UNFRIENDLY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING . . . WAITING FOR CHURCH!  MEN, WERE IN THE SHADOWS, ALL OVER THE PLACE, BUT I WAS UNDER, SOME, BIG ASS LIGHTS!  PUT MY MAKE-UP ON, AND, AT 4:00 AM, DECIDED, THAT WAITING, THREE HOURS, UNTIL MCDONALD'S OPENED, WAS TOO LONG, GIVEN, THERE WERE MONSTERS, LURKING IN THE SHADOWS, HIRED GUNS, LIKELY! GIVEN THE NIGHT I HAD, SO FAR!  I WENT BACK TO THE POV, AND DECIDED, TO STAY IN MISSOULA, MONTANA . . . AT LEAST UNTIL, 3:00 PM!  LOL.  TWO BUSES LEAVE FOR SEATTLE IN ONE DAY!
• THIS WAS THE "PERFECT" ESCAPE, SO, I HIT, MCDONALD'S, BY ABOUT, 8:30 AM, SUNDAY, MORNING, SO, I ACTUALLY WENT DANCING, SATURDAY, BUT AS I WALKED, GOD INTEL, SHOWED, A PLAIN, WHITE SERVICE TRUCK, NO MARKINGS, TWICE, THAT MEANS, DON'T LEAVE OR MOVE . . . WHAT?  I WAS STILL UNDECIDED, BUT, THE GREAT THING ABOUT, HAVING ALL YOU OWN IN A SINGLE BACKPACK, IS, YOU ARE COMPLETELY MOBILE, 24/7!  BLOCKED LAST NIGHT, BUT, ANOTHER CHANGE, TO REACH OUT TO SEATTLE, TODAY!  I TOOK THAT, MESSAGE, AND IT WAS RIGHT, TO STAY AT MCDONALD'S UNTIL, 2:00 PM, THEN, LEAVE AND GO GET MY TICKET!  THAT PROVED TO BE, CRITICAL TIMING, ON ME, GETTING OUT OF TOWN, SLIDING BETWEEN, THE COPS STAKE OUTS!  THIS WAS A TWO PART WARNING, REMEMBER, I DIDN'T LISTEN THE NIGHT BEFORE, SO I WAS ON MY GAME, THE NEXT DAY . . . SO, I GOT BREAKFAST, AND, THERE ARE TWO SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, WHERE I LIKE TO SIT.  SO NO SNEAKY SHIT, WITH COPS, AND I ALWAYS, SEE THEM, SO . . .  BUT, AT ABOUT NOON, I LOOKED OVER AT THE CAR WASH AND THERE WAS A CAR PARKED, WITH BOTH, RED, PARKING LIGHTS ON, BLINKING!  RED, STOP, GO, STOP GO?  SO, FOR SOME REASON, THAT MEANT TO STAY, UNTIL, THE TWO OCLOCK, WITCHING HOUR!  I MOVED INTO PLAYPLACELAND, TO READ, AND I WAS GETTING INTO ALL THE SEX, SHIT IN THE BOOK!  A MAN WROTE THIS!  I AM CONVINCED!  IT IS FROM A MALE PERSPECTIVE . . . I COULDN'T IN A MILLION YEARS WRITE WHAT SEX FEELS LIKE TO A MAN!  LOL.  MYSTERY, CAN ONLY GUESS!  THIS IS FIRST HAND KNOWLEDGE, AND SHE IS, OF COURSE, ALWAYS, SATISFIED WITH MR. BIG!  LOL.  SO, NOW I WAS PISSED, THAT TWO O'CLOCK, HAD, COME, AND I HAD TO LEAVE.  MAYBE, I WILL STAY UNTIL, THREE, WHEN I CAN RACE IN AND GET A TICKET, FOR THE 3:15 PM, AS I RECALL, OR WAS THAT, 3:40?  AGAIN, THERE WAS A CAR, PARKED, WITH, ITS, RED TAIL LIGHTS, AND RATHER THAN, BLINKING, THEY WERE ON, THEN, OFF!  BETTER GO!  I DID AND THANK GOD!  TOOK THEM BY SURPRISE!
• I BELIEVE, THE DUDE BEHIND THE COUNTER, WAS A COP!  HE ABOUT CHOKED ON MY NAME, WHEN, I GAVE IT TO HIM!  LOL.  WHO WERE YOU EXPECTING?  SHELLEY? RACHEL? KAY?  NO, ITS ME!!!!!!!!  I HAD TO SPELL, JOANN, AND SECRIST!  OH, A SENIOR TOO.  BY THIS TIME HE SEEMED IN A BLANK STARE, LIKE YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING, WE HAD, COPS HERE, READY, FOR HOURS, AND HOURS, AND SHE IS HERE NOW!!!!!!!???????  I GOT MY TICKET AND KNEW SOMETHING WAS UP . . . JUST MINUTES, LATER, SOME, WHITE TRUCK, TOYOTA, WITH, SHELL ON IT, PULLED UP, AGAIN, JUST SO IT WAS OUT OF MY SIGHT . . . COPS!  SOME PISSED OFF, DUDE, SKINNY, BALD, SUNGLASSES, STORMED BY!  LOL.  GOOD I CAME AT 2:00 PM, BECAUSE, 5 MINUTES LATER, TOO LATE, THE TROOPS WOULD HAVE BEEN HERE!  DUDE ACTED PISSED, ALL THE WAY TO SPOKANE, WHERE HE STAYED!  IT IS ME!  TOO LATE FOOL!  LOL.  ME AND GOD ARE A KILLER COUPLE!
• I FORGOT ALL THE COOL STUFF, SO, I FIGURED THIS WAS A COP AND I WAS NOT OUT OF THE WOODS, YET, SO I DITCHED OVER TO SUBWAY, TO STAY, HOPING THE BUS GOT HERE SOON!  VERIFY, ON MY DEBIT CARD, ITALIAN, MARINARA, MEATBALLS! COMBO AND COOKIE!  AS LUCK WOULD HAVE IT, THE BUS WAS LATE, OR PLANNED, LATE, AND, IT PULLED IN, FROM, BROADWAY, NOT AROUND THE BACK, SO, THE DOOR WAS FACING, ME AT SUBWAY, AND I WALKED RIGHT ON THE BUS!  LOL.  EVEN THE DRIVER, ACTED, COP-ISH!  TOO BAD, ME AND GOD GOT IT GOIN' ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• HIT SEATTLE, GOT MY ORCA BUS PASS, HELPED SOME RUSSIAN LADY GET HER TICKET, JUST IN TIME TO GET THE LIGHT RAIL, TO WESTLAKE, COPS, LOCKED, ALL TRAIN, RIDERS IN THE TUNNEL, COULDN'T GET OUT!  FAST MOVE!  FINALLY, AFTER, SEARCHING FOR A WAY OUT, I GOT, METRO RAPID RIDE, E LINE, TO, AURORA, AND, TO MY OLD, DIGS, WALLINGFORD INN, TRIED TO ORDER PIZZA, BUT WAS BLOCKED, FELL ASLEEP, ORDERED, PIZZA, SALAD, AND TWO CANS OF DIET COKE, FROM, A NEW PLACE!  DOMINOS IS RIGGED, TO SHOW THEIR NUMBER, NOT MINE!
• PERFECT IS BACK IN SEATTLE!

ARE YOU READY, FANMATE?

GO HAWKS!

SEAHAWKS, THAT IS!

KISS.

GOOD LUCK!  

YOU SAY YOU WANT A REVOLUTION, WELL, YOU KNOW . . . BULLOCK DOESN'T HAVE A PICTURE OF CHAIRMAN MAO ON HIS WALL! FAIR & FREE ELECTIONS! LET THE PEOPLE DECIDE, NOT THE DNC! WE ARE NOT COMMUNIST CHINA! THANK GOD! GOVERNOR, STEVE BULLOCK, FOR PRESIDENT, 2020! ONE DAY LEFT TO QUALIFY HIM FOR THE UPCOMING DEBATE! DON'T MAKE HIM, PAY, $60 TO FACEBOOK, TO GET A $1.00 DONATION, WITH A NEED TO GET 130,000 DONORS! COME ON FOLKS, CAMPAIGN, MONTANA . . .YOU'LL DIG THIS GUY, IOWA! CALIFORNIA! SOUTH CAROLINA! CALL IT A REFRESHING CHANGE FROM, TRUMP, AND, THE REST OF THE DEMOCRATIC LINE-UP! WE NEED AN OVERALL, CANDIDATE, WHO APPEALS TO EVEERY ONE, FROM, THE FARMERS AND RANCHERS IN IOWA, TO THE LATINOS, IN CALIFORNIA, TO THE CONSERVATIVE IN SOUTH CAROLINA!

THIS IS AMERICA, FOR GOD SAKE!

WHO THE FUCK IS THE DNC TO DECIDE, WHO YOU CAN HEAR ON A DEBATE OR NOT?

TOO LATE TO MAKE THE DEBATE, IN SEPTEMBER, BUT NOT IN OCTOBER!

BY THEN, YOU WILL BE LOOKING FOR A FRESH, NEW, FACE!

GO STEVE!

KISSES.

LOOK AT THESE OUTRAGEOUS FACTS! A HISTORY OF CRAZY KINGS. SCHILLING. HAVE A BEARY GOOD DAY. DISCOVER SPACE WITH SNOOPY. SIP & SCAN. CREATE YOUR OWN FANMATE FOOTBALL EXPERIENCE. GO SEAHAWKS! BLOODLET. ABRUPT EDGE. BITTERROOT FLOWER SHOP. REMOTE CONTROL VIEWING. CROSSWORD PUZZLES OR ENTERTAINING NEWS AND TRUE CRIME? LAUGHING GRIZZLY. WELCOME MOOSE. PINK GRIZZLY. LIVE PD. PLAYSTATION. BOZEMAN. SECRET SETTLEMENTS. ATTORNEY, MATTHEW MONFORTON. BRIT LONG. VICIOUS RUMORS! MANUFACTURED OUTRAGE! GRIPSTRONG VINYL. TWO FEATHER RED CAP. THE SINS OF THE FATHERS SHALL BE UPON THEIR CHILDREN UNTO 7 GENERATIONS. AVENGED SEVENFOLD. R.B.G. TOUGH AS NAILS. NOTORIOUS FOR GIVING ADVOCATES A HARD TIME! SIGNING HIS DEATH CERTIFICATE. MCDONALD'S. EAVESDROPPING ON TWO ELDER GENTLEMEN: (1) SHE DELIBERATELY LIED TO LIVE OFF HER SISTER! (2) WELL, MY WIFE IS A COP; (3) THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT RIGHT; (4) TWO WRONGS DON'T MAKE IT RIGHT. (4) I'M GOING GOLFING! (5) DON'T LEAVE MAD. (6) I'M NOT MAD. (7) YOU CAN'T TELL FALSEHOODS! (8) SEE YOU TOMORROW. INTEGRITY VS. JUSTIFICATION & RELATIVITY. A DIFFERENT FORM OF JUSTICE. KISS. ONE LOOKED, MORMON. OTHER LOOKED NON-MORMON--SHORTS AND T-SHIRT. THANKS! GOD IS WATCHING YOU FROM A DISTANCE! THEY PUT MY BODY UP FOR SALE! FUNNY STATEMENT FROM A STODGY BRIT: "WE ARE GLAD TO SEE AMERICA HAVE TO DEAL WITH PRESIDENT TRUMP. GOD KNOWS WE HAVE HAD OUR OWN FAIR SHARE OF CRAZY KINGS!" LOL. FIVE YEARS AGO, YESTERDAY, PRESIDENT OBAMA, DARED, WEAR A BEIGE OR TAN SUIT. REPUBLICANS WENT APE SHIT. CALLED HIM A MARXIST AND SAID THAT HE HAD A PICTURE OF CHAIRMAN MAO ON HIS WALL, AND ALL SORTS OF TERRIBLE THINGS ABOUT HIM ON FOX NEWS AND CONSERVATIVE TALK SHOWS. NO OUTRAGE ON TRUMP? JUST THIS WEEK: (1) SELLING EMOLUMENTS, AT THE G7 SUMMIT WITH OTHER WORLD LEADERS, TRYING TO GET NEXT YEARS SUMMIT, HELD AT HIS TRUMP INTERNATIONAL DORAL RESORT! RICHARD PAINTER, FORMER, WHITE HOUSE ETHICS COUNSEL FOR PRESIDENT, GEORGE W. BUSH, SAID THAT ALONE IS ENOUGH TO GET HIM IMPEACHED! IT IS ILLEGAL AND UNCONSTITUTIONAL TO MAKE MORE THAN, $10.00 AS PRESIDENT, BY MEANS OF PROFITS, PERSONAL GAIN, AND BENEFITS! NOW, OUR #1 TOP DOG, LEGAL EAGLE, AND LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICER, U.S. AG, WILLIAM BARR, WANTS TO PAD TRUMP'S WALLET TOO, BY THROWING A $30,000 PARTY FOR SOMEONE, AT ONE OF TRUMP'S RESORTS! THE RULE OF LAW, RULES, NOT, A CRAZY ASS PRESIDENT! SHIT? (2) PARDONS FOR FEDERAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEES, WHO BREAK THE LAW AND TAKE MONEY FROM FEMA OR THE FEDERAL EMERGENCY MANAGEMENT ACT, I BELIEVE TAKING FROM PUERTO RICO, AND, PUTTING THE MONEY TO BUILDING HIS WALL. THERE HAS NOT BEEN ONE FOOT OF SOUTHERN BORDER WALL, BUILT, WHILE TRUMP HAS BEEN IN OFFICE! PERIOD. CONGRESS HAS NOT APPROPRIATED FUNDS FOR THE WALL, AND IT IS UNCONSTITUTIONAL FOR THE PRESIDENT, THROUGH EXECUTIVE ORDER TO FUND THE WALL WITHOUT CONGRESS APPROVAL AND MONEY TO DO SO! HIS AIDS TOLD HIM, YOU JUST CAN'T TAKE THE PROPERTY, IT HAS TO GO THROUGH "EMINENT DOMAIN" PROCEEDINGS! ANY CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY WORTH THEIR SALT KNOWS THAT. BILL OF RIGHTS, 5TH AMENDMENT, THE GOVERNMENT CAN'T TAKE LIFE, LIBERTY OR "PROPERTY" WITHOUT DUE PROCESS OF LAW, AND THE PEOPLE WHO LOSE THEIR PROPERTY GET, JUST COMPENSATION, THAT THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, HAS HELD TO BE "FAIR MARKET VALUE!" NEAL KATYAL, FORMER, DEPUTY U.S. SOLICITOR GENERAL, WHO HAS ARGUED, AT LEAST 33 TIMES BEFORE THE HIGH COURT, SAID THIS COULD BE CONSIDERED, BRIBERY AND HIGH CRIMES AND MISDEMEANORS! TRUMP DID TAKE AN OATH, TO "FAITHFULLY" EXECUTE THE LAWS AND TO THE BEST OF HIS ABILITY, LOW BAR, TO UPHOLD THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! THIS IS CORRUPTION AND SELF-DEALING! (3) LET'S ADD, "BIRTHRIGHT CITIZENSHIP" CHANGE IN THE LAW, VIA, VIOLATING THE 14TH AMENDMENT OF THE U.S. CONSTITUTION! ALL "NATURALIZED" CITIZENS, BORN IN THIS COUNTRY, ARE CITIZENS, AND HAVE DUAL CITIZENSHIP, IN THEIR STATE AND THE UNITED STATES! TRUMP, WHAT A CLOWN. SHHHHH. CRAZY, THINKS HE IS THE "SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND!" "THIS IS MY LAND!" FUCK YOU. THIS LAND IS OUR LAND, THIS LAND IS YOUR LAND! YOU WORK FOR US! FIRED! (4) RIGHT ALONG THE LINE OF A CRUEL, UN-AMERICAN, DICTATOR, TRUMP, AGAIN, THROUGH EXECUTIVE ORDER, THINKS HE CAN, DEPORT ALL SICK CHILDREN, WHO ARE STILL IN ILLEGAL STATUS, AS CITIZENS, BUT HERE LEGALLY, DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT! GOTTA LOVE ATTORNEYS, WHO, FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT, AND DO WHAT IS RIGHT . . . THIS IS AN INTERESTING, TWIST, BUT NOT REALLY, BECAUSE, THE IRISH KNOW HOW DISCRIMINATORY, THE UNITED STATES WAS AGAINST THEM AND OTHER IMMIGRANTS. THIS IS SO COOL, BUT, RONNIE MILLAR, OF THE IRISH IMMIGRATION CENTER, IS JOINING WITH, MY HEROES, THE ACLU, HEALTH CARE PROFESSIONALS, AND, OTHER ENTITIES, LIKE COLLABORATIVE CHURCHES AT THE BORDER, TO STOP THIS INSANITY AND CHALLENGE IT IN COURT! GOD, LOVES THE COURTS, THE ALMOST "SILENT" BUT "POWERFUL" CO-EQUAL BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, CURRENTLY THE ONLY, BRANCH, ARTICLE III, TO BE STOPPING TRUMP'S MADNESS! ONE MOTHER, WITH A 16 YEAR OLD SON, WHO HAS, CYSTIC FIBROSIS, SAID, MY COUNTRY DOES NOT HAVE TREATMENT FOR THIS CONDITION, AND BY GOING BACK, I AM SIGNING MY OWN SON'S, DEATH CERTIFICATE! HURRICANE DORIAN IMPACT! GOOD GOD, AMERICA HAS ALWAYS, BEEN A REFUGE FOR, HUMANITARIAN EFFORTS, NOT ONLY IN THIS COUNTRY, BUT WORLDWIDE! FUCK! I HOPE TO GOD THIS IS IT! A WEEK . . . QUEEN ELIZABETH APPROVED PARLIAMENT SUSPENSION OVER BREXIT. PUTIN IS SMILING, HE HAS PUPPET #1 IN AMERICA, AND NOW, BORIS JOHNSON, PUPPET #2 IN BRITAIN! CRAZY MONARCHS! WHAT DO THEY KNOW! RUSSIAN BOTS, AND SYSTEMIC, CAMPAIGNS TO UNDERMINE, BOTH AMERICAN A OUR ALLIES, MINDS. FOOLS! GOING BIG ON TROLLS! CHAIN SAW. CONGRESS OR THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES, JUST GOT ITS, 135TH, REPRESENTATIVE, TO SUPPORT, IMPEACHMENT? GOOD GRIEF! A TAN SUIT? ANIMAL ADVOCATES! IF NOT TRUMP, WHO? CRINKLE CUT. I MAY BE OLD, BUT I AIN'T DESPERATE! A JURY CONVICTS, SENATOR, TESTER ( D. MT.) NEPHEW'S KILLER! MUCH, LIKE THE CASE, I TALKED ABOUT YESTERDAY, THE KILLER CALLED, THE SELF-DEFENSE, AFTER CREEPING, IN THE NEPHEW'S BEDROOM, WHERE HIS 8 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER, WAS IN BED WITH HIM, STABBED HIM, USED AN "MAUL HAMMER" ON HIM, AS HE TRIED TO CRAWL FROM THE BEDROOM, GET HELP, CALLING FOR SOMEONE TO TAKE HIM TO THE HOSPITAL. THE 19 YEAR OLD, KILLER, THEN, I BELIEVE, 17, TOLD THE LITTLE GIRL, TO BE QUITE, BECAUSE HE WAS GOING TO GO KILL DADDY! THE DEFENSE, VERSION OF THIS, WAS THAT, THE 17 YEAR OLD, WAS GOING OVER TO THE HOUSE OF A MAN, HE BELIEVED TO BE ABUSING HIS FORMER GIRLFRIEND OR SOMEONE HE DATED, TO CONFRONT HIM AND TELL HIM, TO STOP IT. HE CLAIMED THAT, THE SENATOR'S NEPHEW, CAME TO THE DOOR WITH, THE MAUL HAMMER, THEY GOT IN A CONFRONTATION, AND, THE FIGHT, A BLOODBATH, WITH BLOOD SPLATTER, AND EVIDENCE OF THE SLAYING WAS ALL OVER THE HOUSE. THE LITTLE 8 YEAR OLD GIRL, NEVER ONCE, IN WHAT TWO YEARS, CHANGED HER STORY, AND THE JURY BOUGHT HER VERSION OF THE EVENTS! LOOK, EVERYONE, IS, GIVEN THE RIGHT, TO SELF-DEFENSE. WHEN, SOMEONE, ATTACKS YOU WITH A DEADLY WEAPON, OR YOU ARE IN FEAR OF IMMINENT, HARM, YOU ARE, IN MOST STATES, GIVEN THE LEGAL RIGHT, TO DEFEND YOURSELF TO THE SAME EXTENT OF POWER, THAT THE PERSON ATTACKING YOU HAS! GUN FOR GUN. KNIFE FOR KNIFE, MAUL HAMMER FOR MAUL HAMMER! WE HAVE TO REMEMBER, THAT, THIS YOUNG, BUCK, SAVING HIS GIRLFRIEND, FROM, ALLEGED ABUSE, CAME TO THE HOUSE OF THE ABUSER! IN CIVIL LAW, THERE IS A THEORY OF "COMING TO THE NUISANCE!" PERHAPS, GOING TO LAW ENFORCEMENT AND REPORTING THE ABUSE, MIGHT HAVE BEEN BETTER, BUT OUR HOMETOWN, TEENAGE HERO, BELIEVED HIS 17 YEAR OLD GIRLFRIEND AND TOOK IT UPON HIMSELF, TO "TAKE CARE OF THE PROBLEM" AS HE BRAGGED TO HIS FRIENDS! THAT DOESN'T SOUND LIKE SELF-DEFENSE TO ME . . . APPARENTLY, THE JURY DIDN'T THINK SO EITHER! AFTER WRITING ABOUT THAT, CASE FROM YESTERDAY, FROM, CALGARY CANADA, I BECAME INCREASINGLY, MORE AND MORE CONVINCED, THAT, SELF-DEFENSE, HAD NO, GAME IN THAT CRIME! ALL THE EVIDENCE, SUGGESTED, OTHERWISE! IF SOMEONE SHOWS UP AT YOUR HOUSE, WHICH, FALLS UNDER THE "CASTLE DOCTRINE" OR A MAN'S HOME IS THEIR CASTLE, EVEN WITHOUT, A THREAT, THEY, CAN LEGALLY PROTECT THEIR FAMILY AND PROPERTY, AND NOW STAND YOUR GROUND, LAWS, MAKE THAT EVEN A MORE SOLID, RIGHT! HOWEVER, IF SOMEONE SHOWS UP AT YOUR HOUSE, TO SIMPLY, ASK, YOU, WHY YOU LEFT, THEM AT THE BAR, THAT NIGHT, AFTER DAD, DROPS YOU OFF AND BOTH BOYS, GIVE MONEY FOR MORE BOOZE, AND, TWO SEVERED, ARMS, NO BODY, AND TONS OF EVIDENCE, TO THE CONTRARY, SUGGEST, THAT, NOT ONLY WAS THERE NO RIGHT TO CALL, THE LEGAL DEFENSE OF, SELF-DEFENSE, BUT, THIS WAS OUTRIGHT, COLD BLOODED MURDER! PEOPLE, WHO GET INTO AN ALTERCATION, AND ARE IN FEAR OF THEIR LIVES, DON'T GO TO SUCH, GREAT LENGTHS, TO CONCEAL THE EVIDENCE, FROM THE COPS, NOR HAVE THEIR GIRLFRIEND, MAKE UP AN ALIBI FOR THEM,, THEY SIMPLY, CALL THE COPS, TELL THEM WHAT HAPPENED, AND, TAKE IT LEGALLY FROM THERE! THE FACTS, SHOULD, INDICATE, THAT THERE WAS A SERIOUS, THREAT TO LIFE AND LIMB, THEREFORE, THAT PERSON WHO WAS ATTACKED, BY THE OTHER PERSON, DID WHAT, ANY "REASONABLE" PERSON IN THAT, POSITION, MIGHT HAVE DONE! KILLED THEIR ATTACKER! THEY DON'T, RENT A TRUCK, AND BURN THE EVIDENCE! THEY DON'T RIP UP THE CARPET, AND FLOOR BOARD, A TRY TO CLEAN THE PLACE, FROM TOP TO BOTTOM, INCLUDING, GETTING RID OF ALL THE CIRCUMSTANTIAL EVIDENCE. SEASONED COPS AND PROSECUTORS, KNOW THIS STUFF! IT COULD HAVE BEEN A SIMPLE AS, WE GOT DRUNK, SMASHED, GOT IN A FIGHT, AND DUDE, PULLED A KNIFE ON ME, SO I HAD TO DEFEND MYSELF, FROM HIS FURY OVER, LEAVING HIM AT THE BAR, ON A COLD WINTER, NIGHT, AND I FEARED FOR MY LIFE, DIDN'T HAVE TIME OR THE CHANCE TO CALL THE COPS, HAD TO DEFEND MYSELF, AND THIS WAS THE RESULT! THAT IS BELIEVABLE! I AM STILL BOTHERED, BY THE FATHER'S PART IN THE WHOLE, MURDER . . . I CAN SEE, PICKING UP MY SON AT THE BAR, ON A WINTER NIGHT, EVEN TAKING HIM TO A FRIEND'S HOUSE, FOR, THE PARTY TO CONTINUE, GOING TO GET BOOZE ON THEIR MONEY, BUT, REFUSING TO TESTIFY, TO BE INTERVIEWED, UNTIL YOU ARE FORCED OR ARRESTED, SEEMS, A BIT BIZARRE TO ME? THE COPS, HAD A GUT FEELING, THAT, THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN ORGANIZED, CRIME INVOLVED, GIVEN THE GRUESOME, TYPE OF MURDER, AND OF A FRIEND? DAD DIDN'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS? THE MOTHER WAS BESIDE HERSELF WITH GRIEF! I STRONGLY BELIEVE THERE IS MUCH, MUCH, MORE TO THIS STORY, THAN EVEN CAME OUT IN THE EVIDENCE AND TRIAL. I KNOW THE FEMALE DETECTIVE, WHO, THE PROGRAM IS NAMED AFTER, OR SHE WAS PART OF, LIKE THE MISSOULA COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT WILL IN "PD LIVE" WAS, SO EXCITED, THAT, THE HOMICIDE TEAM WAS ABLE TO PUT TOGETHER, THE "CHAIN OF EVENTS" THAT LED TO A CONVICTION OF THIS, ALLEGED, BEST FRIEND. I LOOK AT IT MORE AS THE PROSECUTORS' FAULT, BECAUSE, THEY KNOW, OR SHOULD KNOW THE LAWS ON "SELF-DEFENSE" . . . NOW MAYBE, I AM ASSUMING THAT BRITISH "COMMON LAW" THE BASIS FOR OUR AMERICAN JUDICIAL SYSTEM IN ITS ROOTS, IS SIMILAR, PARTICULARLY, ON THE "CASTLE DOCTRINE" BECAUSE, WE DON'T HAVE CASTLES IN THIS COUNTRY, WE HAVE HOMES, FOR THE MOST PART! PERHAPS THE ELEMENTS OF THE SELF-DEFENSE STATUTE IS DIFFERENT THAN, OUR AMERICAN UNDERSTANDING OF THE LAW AND THAT LEGAL PRINCIPLE? I ALSO, THINK THAT IF, THEIR SELF-DEFENSE IS LIKE OURS, THEN, WHY DIDN'T THE KID, TELL, HIS FRIEND'S MOTHER, WHO KNEW, THE KILLER WELL, WHERE THE REST OF THE BODY WAS? EVEN SERIAL KILLERS, WILL, TELL THE COPS, WHERE THEY BURIED THE VICTIMS, MAYBE TO GET A LIFE SENTENCE, RATHER THAN THE DEATH SENTENCE, BUT, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE, SOMEONE WHO REALLY, BELIEVED, THAT KILLED SOMEONE IN SELF-DEFENSE, WOULD REFUSE, HIS BEST FRIEND'S MOTHER SOME RELIEF, FROM THE PAIN, OF JUST WANTING TO PUT HER SON'S BODY, TOGETHER AND GIVE HIM A PROPER BURIAL? NONE OF IT MAKES ANY SENSE TO ME! I AM CONCERNED, THAT A KID, WHO COULD, SO BRUTALLY, DISPOSE OF HIS FRIEND'S BODY, ONLY GOT, 18 YEARS! HE MIGHT, BE, 38 WHEN, HE GETS OUT. TO ME, SOMEONE, LIKE, I SAID, WHO DISMEMBERS A BODY, IS OF A DIFFERENT SORT, OF PERSON, THAT THE REST OF US ARE! ALL OF US ARE CAPABLE OF MURDER, BUT FEW, DISMEMBERING OUR VICTIMS! THEN, REFUSING SOME, COMFORT AND RELIEF, FOR A WOMAN, HE KNEW WELL AND WAS GRIEVING THE LOSS OF HER ONLY SON! MET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW, FOR A BRIEF, BUT THOUGHTFUL DISCUSSION, ON, "CHAIN OF EVIDENCE" TYPE, CRIMES, LIKE THIS . . . WHERE, THERE IS SEVERAL, LOCATIONS, THAT ALL NEED TO BE TIED TOGETHER, TO COMPLETE THE PICTURE, OF WHAT REALLY HAPPENED IN THIS CASE OR WHATEVER CASE . . .

FORGIVE AND FORGET, OR HATE WILL EAT YOU ALIVE!

CRIMES, THAT, SAY, HAVE A ONE DAY, TIME SPAN, ARE EASIER, TO FORGIVE, THAN, SAY, ONE THAT SPANS, 20 YEARS, AND CONTINUES, EVERY FUCKING DAY!  A 20 YEAR CRIME, HAS, MANY LOCATIONS, AND MANY PLAYERS!  WITH RELENTLESS PURSUIT, AND NO REPRIEVE, IT IS, NOT ONLY HARD TO FORGIVE, BUT NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE!

IT IS ALL RELATED, AND IT IS ALL, EVIDENCE, AND IT COVERS, NOT ONLY THE NATION, BUT THE GLOBE!

GOOD LUCK, COPS AND PROSECUTORS!

I AM YOU BEST RESOURCE!

I THINK IN THE CALGARY CASE, FROM, THE DAY OF THE MURDER, TO THE CONCLUSION OF THE GATHERING OF THE EVIDENCE, IT TOOK, A SUM, TOTAL OF 10 DAYS!

THAT IS FAST AND THEY DID A GREAT JOB; HOWEVER, THIS CASE IS, AN INTERNATIONAL, ORGANIZED, CRIME, SCHEME, THAT, SPANS, DECADES, WITH, TONS OF DEAD BODIES, AND A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY!  NOT TO MENTION, FAME, FORTUNE, PRESTIGE, POWER, AND INFLUENCE!

IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, TO SEE, THE FULL EXTEND OF A CRIME, THAT SPANS, DECADES AND AS MANY LOCATIONS, WITHOUT, GOING FROM A TO Z!

"THE TOTALITY OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES" INVOLVED, IS A MUST, AND TO LEAVE OUT, ONE, CRITICAL CIRCUMSTANCE, IS TO POSSIBLE, BLOW THE CASE!

HOW DO YOU CONNECT THE DOTS?

THE RESULT MAY BE DIFFERENT, IF YOU DON'T, CONNECT ALL THE DOTS!

"SHE LIED TO LIVE OFF HER SISTER!"

WHAT A GREAT, SUMMATION OF THE CASE!

THAT IS WHY, IT CAUGHT, MY EAR.  HOWEVER, THIS CRIME, IS DEEP AND WIDE, WITH LAYER, UPON, LAYER, AND COVER-UP, UPON COVER-UP, AND LIE, UPON LIE, FROM, SOME, RATHER, CREDIBLE PEOPLE!

THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT RIGHT!

I WAS STRUCK, BUT NOT SURPRISED, THAT THE LITTLE GIRL, IN SENATOR, TESTER'S NEPHEWS, MURDER TRIAL, NEVER, ONCE, CHANGED HER TESTIMONY!

THAT IS A KEY TO THE TRUTH!

I JUST SAW A TRUE CRIME EPISODE, WHERE THE HUSBAND AND HIS WIFE, WERE TAKING AN ANNIVERSARY, TRIP TO SOME, FOREST AREA, THAT HAD EMOTIONAL, IMPACT FOR, THE COUPLE, BECAUSE, THEY TOOK THEIR FIRST DATE THERE . . . WELL, HE PUSHED HER OFF THE CLIFF!

THE PARK RANGERS, INTERVIEWED THE MAN, WHO RAN TO THEM FOR HELP, AS HIS WIFE'S ALMOST DEAD BODY, LAY, 200 FEET BELOW THEM . . . HE CHANGED HIS TESTIMONY, EACH TIME HE TOLD THE STORY, AND, THE STORIES WERE NOT EVEN CLOSE!

DAH, HE KILLED HER!

EVEN SHOCK AND TRAUMA, DON'T EXPLAIN, THREE DIFFERENT, VERSIONS OF THE SAME SET OF FACTS!

WITNESSES, WHO TELL THE TRUTH, NEVER, EVER, CHANGE THEIR, FACTS . .  SURE, MEMORIES, FADE, AND, THERE ARE SOME FACTS, THAT, HAVE LITTLE DIFFERENCES, BUT, THE OVERALL PICTURE OF THE EVENT, OR EVENTS, THAT SURROUND THE CRIME, STAY, RELATIVELY THE SAME!

WHEN YOU ARE LOOKING A  COMPLICATED, CRIME SCENE, THINK OF, A LITERAL, "CHAIN OF EVIDENCE OR FACTS", TAKING YOU FROM ONE LINK, TO THE NEXT LINK, IN THE CRIME, FROM A TO Z!

WE TALK OF "WEAK LINKS IN A CHAIN" . . . DON'T BE IT, IN YOUR PROFESSION, OR YOUR JOB, OR YOUR, CHAIN OF COMMAND!

PROSECUTORS AND COPS HAVE TO LINK ARMS, WORK TOGETHER, TO GET ALL THE FACTS, AND THEN MAKE A CASE!

AS AN ATTORNEY, I RELIED, TOTALLY, ON MY CLIENTS, VERSION OF THE FACT, BECAUSE, GUESS WHAT, I DIN'T KNOW THE FACTS, BUT THE PERSON, WHO HAS THE CASE, EXPERIENCED THE CRIME OR CIVIL ACTION, DOES KNOW THE FACTS . . . DON'T TRY TO SOLVE A CRIME WITHOUT THE PERSON INVOLVED!

NO COP OR PROSECUTOR IS THAT GOOD!

THE COPS GATHER THE EVIDENCE AND THE FACTS, WITNESSES, AND SO FORTH, BUT THE PROSECUTOR, KNOWS THE LAW, AND IT IS ONLY, TOGETHER, THAT A CASE CAN BE WON!

REMEMBER THE ABDUCTION OF THE 8 YEAR OLD, CASE, WHERE THE MOTHER, SAW THE VIDEO AND RECOGNIZED THE FEMALE, WHO CONVINCED HER LITTLE GIRL TO GO WITH, THE CHICK'S BOYFRIEND AND HER, SO HE COULD, DO TO HER, WHAT, HER, MOTHER ALLOWED, MEN TO DO TO HER WHEN SHE WAS LITTLE!  THE MOTHER, TOLD THE COP, IN 4 DAYS, WHAT, TOOK THEM, 104 DAYS, TO FIGURE OUT ON THEIR OWN!

THEREIN LIES THE DIFFERENCE!

WHY DO I THINK I WAS GOOD ENOUGH, FOR EVEN THE BEST ATTORNEYS TO ENVY?

BECAUSE, I FUCKING, LISTENED TO MY CLIENTS, TELL THEIR STORY, AND I STOPPED, THEM, IN PROCESS, AND GRILLED THEM ABOUT THE FACTS AND THE DETAILS, UNTIL THEIR STORY, BECAME MY  OWN, AND PART OF ME, SO I OWNED THE STORY, MYSELF!

I REALIZED THAT I COULDN'T DO IT WITHOUT THEM, AND THEY COULD NOT DO IT WITHOUT ME!

UNLESS I GOT THE GOVERNMENT BY THE BALLZ, AND, SQUEEZED, AND MY CLIENTS, CAVED, AND TOOK DEALS, WITHOUT GOING TO TRIAL!

SECRET SETTLEMENTS!

CUT ME OUT!

SOMEONE PUT MY BODY FOR SALE, AND SOMEONE BOUGHT IT, AND FIGURED THEY HAD A RIGHT TO ME!

UN-AMERICAN AND UNCONSTITUTIONAL! 

FAIR MARKET VALUE

BILLIONS!

JUST A NOTE ON HYBRID, GANGSTERS WHO WERE FORMER COPS AND PROSECUTORS, NOW, MOB BOSSES, AND THEIR WIVES . . . FROM MY STUDIES, AND PERSONAL, UNDERSTANDING, IS THAT: (1) FIRST, THE WIFE OF A MOB BOSS, CAN NEVER LEAVE HIM; (2) THE UNDERSTANDING IS, THAT, HE CAN DO WHAT HE WANTS, WITH WHOM HE WANTS, FROM, SEX, TO MISTRESSES--HE CAN BEAT HER, BUT, IF SOMEONE TOUCHES, OR ROUGHS THE WIFE UP, HE PROTECTS HER AT ANY COST! (3) THE EGO OF A MAN, PARTICULARLY OF THIS, HYBRID, TYPE, WHO, HAS EXPERIENCED, POWER, ON BOTH SIDES OF THE LAW, CAN'T HANDLE, A WIFE, LOVER, LOVE INTEREST, WHO WAS BETTER, THAN, THE REPLACEMENT, AND WILL DO ALL IN HIS POWER, TO PROTECT, HIS EGO, THEREFORE, IN ADDITION, PROTECT, THE NEW WIFE, LOVER OR GIRLFRIEND!

A MUSCLE CHICK LIKE ME, IS HARD TO REPLACE!

NEAR IMPOSSIBLE!

THEY WANT TO PUT ME OUT OF "THEIR' MISERY!

NORMAL MOB OR ORGANIZED CRIME, MOBSTERS, GANGSTERS, TAKE, WHAT, 10% OF THEIR VICTIM'S PROFITS, THESE GUYS WANT, 110%.

I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THE MOB, BUT, AT LEAST THEY, HAD SOME, CLASS, SOME LIMITS, TO WHAT THEY COULD AND COULD NOT TAKE . . . THESE GUYS, NOT SO MUCH!

YOUR FRIEND, IN THE COP SHOP, OR THE STATE AND FEDERAL PROSECUTORS, OFFICES, MIGHT, BELONG TO THE WORLD, LARGEST, CRIME ORGANIZATION!

THAT IS HARD TO TAKE, AND, FEW, WANT TO ADMIT THAT!

PEOPLE LEAVE THE ROOM AND WANT TO SUFFER IN COMPLETE AND UTTER, DENIAL!

NOT OUR FRIEND OR COLLEAGUE AT JUSTICE OR THE FBI, OR THE CIA, AND OTHER ALPHABET SOUP AGENCIES!

PEOPLE WORKING FOR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH WOULD, "NEVER" DO THAT!

THAT MENTALITY, IS THE PROBLEM!

BELIEVE. 

SMURFIT. A RADICAL RETURN. CATASTROPHE TO TRIUMPH. LET THE SUNSHINE. WOW. THE MORNING SUN OVER THE SHINY HILLS OF EAST MISSOULA, WAS SPECTACULAR THIS MORNING! SO BEAUTIFUL! BUSES PACKED: (1) 5:35 AM TO AIRPORT, FULL OF COLLEGE AGE STUDENTS, WITH BIG ORANGE BACKPACKS, AND GEAR, LOOKED LIKE A TOUR OF SOME TYPE, YELLOWSTONE TO GLACIER, STOPPING AT MISSOULA FOR SENT OFF? FUN! ZIP INTO SUMMER FUN. JUST A FEW DAYS LEFT. (2) FAV TRIP OF ANY DAY, TO BONNER AND BACK, FULL OF STUDENTS, COMMUTERS, AND JUST FOLKS ON THE MOVE TO GROCERY SHOP OR WHATEVER; (3) #1 HEADING TOWARD THE UNIVERSITY, YEAH, THE STUDENTS ARE BACK, ENERGY AND EXCITEMENT IN THE AIR AND ABOUT TOWN! COOL. FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS SPARKLING. SMART WATER. 100% NATURAL BLISS 100% OF THE TIME! EVERYBODY LOVES HUMANS. LOVE TO WATCH THE CITY WAKE UP AND GET ROLLING! COMFORT AND PROTECTION. WE CAME. WE COMIC--CONQUERED. COMIC CON. SACRED LIES. A MYSTERIOUS CULT. 2 DEAD BODIES. SHE SURVIVED. NICK OFFERMAN. ENERGIZE. FANTASTIC BEASTS. SNUBBED, BUT LOVED. THE RUMORS ARE TRUE. SMILE, YOU'RE ON . . . . PUT TWO AND TWO TOGETHER AND YOU COULD SAVE. MISSION: IMPOSSIBLE--FALLOUT. WORST WAYS TO BE DROPPED BY A SPY. NO NOSE CAN RESIST. THAT SMELL. OOHH, THAT SMELL THAT SURROUNDS YOU. REAL MEAT. SHERMICHAEL SINGLETON. GOP STRATEGIST. ALWAYS BE MY MAYBE. SMILE. STRAW. VERY BAD MEN. JUSTICE SERVED: MURDEROUS AFFAIRS.INTERESTING ONE, JUST BECAUSE OF THE NORMALCY OF THE PLAYERS: (1) THE VICTIM HUSBAND, AN ACCOUNTANT IN GILLETTE, WYOMING; (2) THE SCHOOL TEACHER WIFE, WHO IS FOUND, RUNNING TO COPS ALONG, A HIGHWAY, WEARING NOTHING BUT HER BLACK BRA AND PANTIES, CLAIMING, THAT HER HUSBAND HAD BEEN ATTACKED BY SOME LARGE MAN WEARING OVERALLS, AND COWBOY BOOTS, WHO SHOT HIM, AND TOOK HER; (3) THE PRINCIPLE OF THE HIGH SCHOOL, WHOM THE WIFE WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH FOR THE LAST, 4 FUCKING YEARS! THE MAN IN THE OVERALLS WAS MADE UP, IN THIS ELABORATE SCHEME OF THIS PRIME AND PROPER SCHOOL TEACHER, MOTHER OF TWO! THE PRINCIPLE, TRIED TO TALK HER INTO JUST DIVORCING HER HUSBAND, BUT SHE WAS AFRAID, HE WOULD FIGHT FOR CUSTODY OF THE KIDS, SO SHE PREFERRED HIS DEATH? GOOD GRIEF, NOW THE KIDS LOST BOTH MOM AND DAD! ARE YOU CLOWNS THINKING THESE AFFAIRS OUT? THE PRINCIPLE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THE SHOOTING, IT WAS THE WIFE! 25 TO LIFE! GOD HOW STUPID. JEFF EPSTEIN IN BACK IN THE NEWS AGAIN, AND, TRUE TO MY BLOG YESTERDAY, WHEN THERE IS A DEAD BODY, START AND HOMICIDE, EVEN IN A JAIL, A VERY SCARY PLACE, IN DEED, BECAUSE, IT IS SO ISOLATED AND SECLUDED, AND IF SOME, LIKE TRUMP, OR OTHER POWERFUL, WEALTHY MEN, WERE AFRAID, JEFF WOULD TALK, WHO KNOWS WHO COULD BE PAID TO KILL HIM, APPARENTLY, THE AUTOPSY REPORT CAME BACK, AND, THERE ARE INJURIES, INCONSISTENT WITH HANGING, LIKE, SOME OF HIS OTHER NECK MUSCLES WERE BROKEN! AS IN STRANGULATION, THEN, TIE THE SON-OF-A-BITCH UP, AND HANG HIM! HIS VICTIMS, MAY NOT HAVE HIM TO BLAME FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE THEIR DAY IN COURT AND HAVE HIM, PAY FOR HIS SINS, AND CRIMES, BUT SOMEONE, MADE HIM PAY! YOU MAY HAVE LOST YOUR VIRGINITY, BUT HE LOST HIS LIFE! SOMEONE BETTER INVESTIGATE WHAT HAPPENED IN THAT JAIL. ON OF EPSTEIN'S VICTIMS, WAS, A 14 YEAR OLD GIRL, WORKING AT MARALOGO, WHEN SHE WAS RECRUITED . . . WONDER WHO OFFERED, OR SUGGESTED THAT GIRL, BE OFFERED UP ON THE RICH GUYS, SACRIFICIAL ALTER OF VIRGINS? MMMMMMM! GOOD ON THE JUDGE, WHO, ALLOWED THE VICTIMS TO EITHER SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES, OR ALLOW THEIR ATTORNEYS, TO SPEAK FOR THEM. SAD STATE OF AFFAIRS, PROMISES OF FAME, FORTUNE, OPPORTUNITY, CONNECTIONS WITH THE RICH AND POWERFUL, AND ALL THEY GOT WAS RAPED AND SEXUALLY ASSAULTED. VERY BAD MEN! LOOK, I BELIEVE, THAT GLORIA ALLRED, AND, LISA BLOOM, FEMALE ATTORNEYS, GET MOST OF THESE HIGH PROFILE CASES, YOU CAN CERTAINLY FIND, SOME, ESCAPE CLAUSE ON THE LAW, TO GO AFTER AND ATTACH, VICTIMS, REPARATIONS, AND RESTITUTION, FROM EPSTEIN'S ESTATE! WHEN THERE IS A WILL, THERE IS A WAY! I ALWAYS LOOK FOR THE CONSTITUTIONAL ARGUMENTS FIRST . . . WAS JEFF ACTING AS AN ARM OF THE GOVERNMENT, OR MEN, HIGH IN THE GOVERNMENT? 4TH AND 14TH AMENDMENT ISSUES COME TO MIND. YOUNGER GIRLS ARE A SUSPECT CLASS, AGE IS LISTED, AS ONE OF THE PROTECTED, CLASSES, UNDER THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION . . . DEAD PAN, WIN, IF YOU CAN CONNECT IT TO A RIGHT, A PROTECTION, AN ARGUMENT, ALSO, UNDER THE 5TH, FOR TAKING THEIR, LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY, OR THEIR DREAMS OF THEIR FUTURES, AND WHAT THEY COULD HAVE ACCOMPLISHED, HAD THIS SHIT NOT HAPPENED TO THEM. BE A CAN DO LAWYER! KISSES. DOING A GREAT JOB LADIES! WHICH LEADS ME INTO THE TOPIC OF THE DAY, CREATING A "HOSTILE ENVIRONMENT" AS PER, SEXUAL HARASSMENT! I THOUGHT THIS WAS ALONG THE LINES OF THE THEME OF THE DAY, VERY BAD MEN . . . LET ME GIVE YOU THE FACTS, AND I AM NOT SUGGESTING THAT THIS MAN, IS A VERY BAD MAN, BUT, SEX TRAFFICKING, AND USING WOMEN, UNTIL THEY FEEL THAT THEY ARE USED UP, WHICH IN EPSTEIN'S CASE, MIGHT HAVE BEEN, AT THE RIPE OLD AGE OF 20! BUT I AM GOING TO WRITE SOME QUOTES FROM, THIS BOOK I AM READING, "EXTREMELY DANGEROUS" AND LET YOU SEE, WHAT UKRAINIAN, STREET KIDS, BORN ON THE POOR SIDE OF KIEV, TURN INTO, GIVEN THE FACT THAT OUR OWN, PRESIDENT, HAS DEEP CONNECTIONS WITH THEM AND, HE WAS ALSO, FRIENDS OF EPSTEIN'S, WITH CONNECTIONS TO A SPECIFIC YOUNG GIRL, PRETTY, I AM SURE! SO, YESTERDAY, AFTER THE DETECTIVES LEFT, I GOT MY LUNCH AT THE POV., SAT DOWN, BY MYSELF, WHICH IS EXACTLY THE WAY I LIKE IT! (1) I GET THIS WILD, WAVE, FROM THIS DUDE, IN LINE TO EAT, AND I DON'T KNOW HIM FROM ADAM, OR SO IT SEEMS. ARE YOU WAVING AT ME? WHATEVER. NOT TOO SOCIABLE. YOUNGER PEOPLE AT THE POV. ARE, WORRIED ABOUT CLIQUES, POPULARITY, AND, FITTING IN, LIKE IN ANY SOCIAL SITUATION, BUT, ME, FUCK NO! (2) HE GRABS HIS FOOD, AND RACES OVER TO SIT DOWN BY ME! SILENT SCREAM. I JUST WANT TO EAT AND RUN! THANK YOU. HERE WE GO . . . SMALL TALK I DON'T CARE ABOUT. OH, I DO REMEMBER YOU. I DIDN'T NOT RECOGNIZE YOU BECAUSE, YOU LOST 180 LBS., BUT BECAUSE, YOU WERE GENERALLY, UNREMARKABLE, AND, EASILY FORGOTTEN. (3) THE ONE THING I HATE, AND LIKE ABOUT THE POVERELLO CENTER, IS THAT, EVERYONE, EVEN PEOPLE YOU HAVE NEVER TALKED TO, THINK, YOU ARE FRIENDS, JUST BECAUSE, THEY SAW YOU ONCE AT THE POV.! LOL. WHILE I MIGHT BE FRIENDLY AT THE POV., PLEASANT, COURTEOUS, AND, AGREEABLE, DOESN'T MEAN THAT I EVEN WANT TO KNOW YOU OUT OF THE POV! LOL. SO I CAN'T PLACE WHEN OR HOW LONG AGO, I MET THIS GUY, BUT, WHO CARES, RIGHT? HE TELLS ME HE IS WAITING FOR HIS WIFE. THE STORY IS STARTING TO COME BACK, OH, YEAH, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO . . . BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. GOOD, HE'S MARRIED AND HOPEFULLY, LEAVING SOON. I BASICALLY, EAT THERE, WHEN, I DON'T HAVE MONEY, AND SLEEP THERE, BUT I AM GONE BY 5:00 AM, AND GENERALLY STICK TO MYSELF, FOR MY OWN, SANITY. (4) SO, HE LOOKS AT ME AFTER THE GENERAL, OH, YEAH, I REMEMBER, YOU, SHIT, GOES ON, AND, THEN, HE SAID, "YOU ARE GORGEOUS!" "OH, MY GOD, SO BEAUTIFUL!" "LOOK AT YOU!" ENOUGH ALREADY. THANKS. ME AND YOU OUGHT TO GET TOGETHER. AREN'T YOU MARRIED. DIDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME YOU WERE WAITING FOR YOUR WIFE? YES. BUT . . . SHE LEFT ME . . . CAN'T SAY I BLAME HER. BUT SHE IS COMING TO PICK YOU UP, RIGHT? PLEASE, GOD . . . LOL. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT? PICKING UP CIGARETTE BUTTS, AND TAKING A SHOWER, WHAT I DO EVERY NIGHT. LOL. OH, THAT GOD FOR CHORES! (5) I RAPIDLY FINISH MY LUNCH AND HIT THE ROAD, LIKE I ALWAYS DO, BUT DIDN'T SIT FOR A FEW MINUTES TO TAKE A BREATHER! (6) NO!!!!!!! DUDE COMES AND PLOPS HIS ASS, ACROSS FROM ME AT DINNER! FUCK. I THOUGHT YOUR WIFE WAS PICKING YOU UP? SHE NEVER CAME, I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. NOW HE IS, TURNING THE "CAVE MAN" ON ME, HE STARTS, ACTING LIKE SOME ASSHOLE, MAN, SWEARING, CURSING, PISSING, BITCHING AND MOANING . . . DIDN'T YOU SAY YOU HAD AN APARTMENT? OR HOUSE? WHY ARE YOU HERE? HE REMINDED ME OF THIS BIG ASS, GRUMPY, BEAR, THAT I WAS GOING TO HEAR, ROAR, AT ANY MINUTE! DON'T EAT THE DESERT, JUST DESSERT! LOL. I AM TRYING TO BE NICE, TO THIS GUY, BUT I AM ABOUT TO BLOW A GASGIT! PLEASE GOD, TELL ME THIS FUCK IS NOT STAYING THE NIGHT--I'M A REALLY GOOD WOMAN! THIS DUDE IS NOT EVEN IN MY LEAGUE! SHIT, I AM USED TO GUYS WHO ARE 10'S! AT LEAST! LOL. THOSE PROGRESSIVE ADS, CAME TO MIND, FUNNY SCENARIOS, ABOUT TURNING INTO YOUR PARENTS, CAME TO MIND, HIS GRUMPY OLD MAN, AND THE WAY HE ACTED WITH HIS WIFE, NOW THIS DUDE, THINKS HE HAS ACHIEVED, GRUMPY OLD MAN STATUS! (7) I GET HAPPILY ABOUT MY BUSINESS--I WOULD LEAVE THE FUCKER IF HE WAS MY HUSBAND TOO! LOL. DO MY CHORE, YELL A FEW OBSCENITIES AT THE SMOKERS, WHO ARE SO LAZY ASS, TO BE ACTUALLY, SITTING RIGHT ON THE SOMEWHAT LARGE, ASH TRAY, A COFFEE CAN, AND CAN'T HIT THE CAN! OR WHAT REALLY IRKED ME, WAS, THE MAIN YARD, GETTING EVER FUCKING CIG BUTT, OFF THE GRASS, AND PUTTING A BIG ASS, COFFEE, CAN ON EACH OF THE NEW PICNIC TABLES, THAT ARE GETTING A LOT OF ENJOYMENT AND USE, THANKS TO THE DONOR, BUT, EVEN THAT, DIDN'T STOP THESE LAZY FUCKERS, FROM, PUTTING THERE BUTTS, IN THE CAN, AND ON ONE OF THE TABLES, THEY HAD MOVED IT OFF, ONTO THE GROUND, SO, THEY CAN FLIP THEM ALL OVER THE PLACE, WITHOUT, FEELING GUILTY! MY GOAL, IS TO GET EVERY DAMNED, CIGARETTE BUTT, OFF THE GROUND AT ONE TIME, FROM ALL PARTS OF THIS RATHER NICE YARD, SO PEOPLE CAN SEE HOW COOL THE PLACE IS! BUT IF I HAVE TO KEEP RETURNING TO THE SAME FUCKING SECTION, I DID THE DAY, BEFORE, THEN I CAN'T GET INTO THE BUSHES, AND HIDDEN, SMOKING JOINTS, THAT PEOPLE HAVE RIGGED UP! TOOK MY SHOWER, AND, GOT TO BED, JUST SAW THAT GUY, AND AVOIDED HIM, LIKE THE PLAGUE! (8) WHO IS UP WITH ME AT 4:00 AM, MR. LUMBERING, GRUMPY BEAR! SCREAM! IT'S MORNING, AND MAYBE HE WILL JUST GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND GO TAKE A SHOWER. NO, HE IS PISSING ALL OVER MY CEREAL ALREADY! HE OPENS HIS ARMS WIDE AND SAYS, LIKE IT IS HIS PERSONAL HOUSE, AND FOOD, THERE YOU GO SWEETHEART, HELP YOURSELF TO ANYTHING YOU WANT! NOW THIS DUDE IS PROBABLY HALF MY AGE, SO? WHAT THE FUCK? I DO MY NORMAL ROUTINE, GO GET A CHAIR, IN THE ENTRY WAY, NICE, QUIET, NORMALLY THE ONLY PERSON, THERE FOR A WHILE, PEACE, COMFORT, AND, SANITY . . . GET OUT BEFORE THE MONKEYS WAKE UP AND ALL HELL BREAKS, LOOSE! THAT IS FROM AN INDIAN, WHO, I BELIEVE, IS A COP, WHO, IS A GOOD FRIEND, BOTH HIM AND HIS WIFE, BUT, WHEN, HE CAME TO EAT, WITH ME YESTERDAY, I WAS GOING TO TELL HIM ABOUT, THE DUDES ON CALIFORNIA BRIDGE, AND STARTED IT WITH, THE GOVERNMENT PROBABLY, SET ME UP. HE SAID, I DON'T BELIEVE, THAT GOVERNMENT STUFF, AND I AM LEAVING AND HE ATE IN THE OTHER ROOM. ONLY AN UNDERCOVER COP WOULD BE THAT TOUCHY! HE LOOKS LIKE A FED, HAS MORMON ROOTS, LIVED IN UTAH FOR A WHILE, SMART GUY, COOL WIFE, BUT BOTH COULD BE FEDS. SO, OTHER THAN A FEW OTHER EARLY RISERS, WHO WANT TO GET UP AND OUT BEFORE THE MONKEYS, GET UP, AND RATTLING AND ROLLING, GENERALLY PEACEFUL, BUT THAT MAY BE BECAUSE, I AM ALWAYS GONE, BEFORE THE MADDENING CROWDS GET UP! LOL. SO, I LIKE TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT, WHEN, I DON'T HAVE MONEY, OTHERWISE I AM, AT MCDONALD'S, BURGER KING, OR THE OXFORD FOR BREAKFAST, AND SOMETIMES, LIQUID PLANET, GREAT FOOD THERE TOO! BUT, I RARELY SPEAK BEFORE I LEAVE, UNLESS PRESSED TO! (10) SO THIS GUY, CIRCLES AROUND, LOOKING FOR, SOMEONE TO BUG THE SHIT OUT OF, AT, 4:15 AM . . . HE LOOKS THROUGH THE GLASS, AND, HE ALMOST JUMPS TO SEE ME, IN PUTTING ON MAKE-UP, BRUSHING MY HAIR, ETC., AND HE WALKS IN AND JUST STANDS THERE AND STARTS, TO SAY SOMETHING, AND I SAID, LOOK, IT'S TOO EARLY, I JUST LIKE TO ROLL INTO MY MORNINGS, GET READY, GET SOMETHING TO EAT, AND, ROLL ON OUT OF HERE, WITHOUT, INCIDENT. OH. HE TURNS AND LEAVES. THAT IS NOT THE END OF IT! (11) I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I ATE FIRST, OR PUT MY MAKE-UP ON FIRST, BUT, WHATEVER, WHEN I GOT MY FOOD, AND I BELIEVE, I LOOKED, DIDN'T FEEL HUNGRY, GOT READY, THEN, DECIDED, I BETTER, GET SOMETHING TO EAT, OR WHATEVER, SO I AM LOOKING OVER, THE YOGURT, AND HE COMES UP AND PUTS HIS HAND ON MY BACK ABOUT THE LEVEL OF MY BRA, AND HIS TOUCH ABOUT SET ME INTO SPACE! I DON'T EVEN KNOW THIS GUYS, NAME, I HAVE NOT LET GUYS, I LIKE TOUCH ME, AND HAVE NOT BE TOUCHED FOR, 2.5 YEARS! AND THIS FUCKING SACK OF SHIT, FEELS, HE CAN TOUCH ME!!!!!!!! SCREAM AND FEEL LIKE BEATING THE SHIT OUT OF HIM! WHAT THE FUCK? THIS IS THE TYPE OF LIVING OR WORKING SITUATION, THAT STARTS TO CREATE, IF NOT CREATES, A HOSTILE WORKING ENVIRONMENT, WHERE, YOU CAN'T GO GET A DRINK WITHOUT SOME ASSHOLE, CALLING YOU SWEETIE, OR, TOUCHING YOUR BACK! IT GETS ANNOYING AND STARTS TO MAKE EVERYDAY, ROUTINES, UNBEARABLE . . . THIS IS LESS THAN 24 HOURS! I AM JUST TELLING YOU MEN, WOMEN, ARE NOT WAITING WITH BAITED BREATH, TO, HAVE YOU COMPLIMENT THEM, ON THEIR DRESS, OR THEIR LOOKS, NOR DO THEY WANT TO ENGAGE IN SMALL TALK, NOR, BE BOTHERED, AT EACH AND EVERY EVENT OF THE FUCKING DAY! THAT IS WHEN YOU WILL GET INTO TROUBLE! I MEAN, WHO THE FUCK, DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, TO TAKE LICENSE, AND TOUCH MY BODY? SO I CAN ONLY IMAGINE, WHAT THOSE LITTLE GIRLS, FELT LIKE, BEING TOUCHED, BY FUCKING OLD, DIRTY WHITE, RICH GUYS, AND EPSTEIN, WHO TRICKED THEM INTO, STRIPPING DOWN, TO UNDERWEAR, OR WHATEVER TO SEE IF THEY WERE BUILT RIGHT FOR, SOME FAKE MODELING JOB, OR, WHATEVER THE FUCK, OR TO GIVE HIM AND MASSAGE! THAT BRINGS TO MIND, GRETCHEN CARLSON, ONE OF THE FIRST WOMEN, AT FOX TO SUE, THAT SEXUAL, UGLY, OLD PREDATOR, ROGER AILES, WHO, PULLED DOWN HIS PANTS AND SHE SAID, THIS INFLAMED RED DICK, HANGING OUT HIS PANTS, CHASED HER AROUND THE ROOM, ASKING HER HOW BAD, SHE WANTED THE JOB OR THE TV SHOW!

AUTO HACK, YOU FUCKS, GET YOUR OWN, LIFE AND STORIES, SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!  I DIDN'T FUCK THESE, FUCKERS, SO THEY STEAL MY SHIT FOR, THE BITCHES, THEY DO FUCK!  GOD?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

VERY BAD MEN

• excerpts from, the book I am reading, Extremely Dangerous . . . Never Play it Safe . . . 
• "I think it is now time for you to visit your dear friend, Ludmilla," Zhoglo said, slowly and deliberately.  "You will be offering her a very lucrative contract.  To provide sexual entertainment for myself and, incidentally, for my employees, during our sojourn here in Seattle. . . .
• "And I want Solokov," Zhoglo went on, almost dreamily.  "I want him to watch what I do to the pretty Rebecca.  Just as she will watch what I do to her precious little brother and sister. It's all about watching, you see, Pavel.  They watch Ludmilla and you.  They watch us.  We, in turn, watch them, watching us.  And we push them around the game board as we see fit.  You see, eh?  How the game is played?" . . .
• "I do.  That has nothing to do with this," Vor sighed.  "this is a separate matter.  Not for their ears.  Find me a girl.  Extremely beautiful. Blonde, if possible.  Fresh and innocent looking.  Under twenty.  Intelligent enough to play an amusing charade for us. . . .
• "Not that I have anything against whores, of course.  My own mother was a whore, or so I was told.  And of, yes.  That reminds me.  Speaking of mothers and whores, Mikhail, would you open that video conferencing connection again? . . . "
• Zhoglo, shoots one of his men in the head . . .
• This same thought, in all the men's heads--he could see it as if it were stamped in neon on their foreheads.  This could be me.
• He made sure that these moments were public.  His men needed to know what would happen if they failed him.  If they did not give their best, and more than their best, in his service.  Each of those men were desperately grateful to be in his good graces right now.  Eager to please, to ingratiate himself.  Each would bring any hint of betrayal to him, and lay it at his feet, like a cat bringing a dead rodent to its master.
• Just as it should be.  Everything in its proper place.  The boundaries that he established kept these men safe, supported their families, gave their world structure.
• He was, after all, responsible for sustaining his slice of a vast shadow economy.  Without him, tens of thousands would starve and die.
• Fear was a useful tool.  He had learned that as a child on the streets of Kiev.  A leader had to be cruel and ruthless.  To use fear like a surgical instrument to remove rot before it spread and killed.  It was his responsibility to wield that tool.  Indeed, it was his sacred duty.
• And if he also enjoyed it, well . . . who would begrudge a burdened, hardworking man of business an occasional small pleasure? 

IF YOU THINK, FINDING, TWO DEAD BODIES, WITH NO I.D., IS HARD, TRY FINDING, ONE SEVERED ARM IN A BLACK GARBAGE BAG, IN A DUMPSTER!

COLLEGE HUNKS, THIS BUD'S FOR YOU!

MURDER SHE SOLVED: TRUE CRIME

• this true crime story, comes to us, via, our beloved, neighbors, to the north of us, in Calgary, Canada!
• okay, so this, homeless dude, is searching for, some food or other, dumpster diving, treasures, when, he sees a what appears to be a hand, sticking out of a garbage bag!  He contacts, police, and they come, to discover that sure enough, it is the hand of a young male, and they start to dig through the rest of the garbage bin to see if there is a body, or other body parts, that might help them identify this person.  I believe they did find, another severed, arm.  The first one had been pulled out of the socket, and, the second one had been cut.  Every person, can be driven to the point of murder, but it takes a particular person, to dismember someone!
• NOW, the question the cops had to ask themselves, do both of these arms, belong to one person, or more than, one?  Do we have a serial killer, or is there a single incident?
• the arms had, distinctive tattoos, on them, so they checked their records, to see if the kid had any run in's with the law, and he had been booked and these tats were marked as someone's, that might lead to the identity of the vic.
• the tattoos were very distinctive, with Gallic legacy, skulls, etc., and they found that both arms, belonged to a Chad Larkey.
• sorry my hackers are fucking with the font size and the spacing!  FUCK 'EM!
• at this point in the investigation, the police decide to hold back on information, they called, crucial details that only the killer would know.
• apparently, the kid had been at a local bar, and called his father to pick him up.  James Lackey, didn't want to talk to the cops, something, as a parent, of a homicide victim is very rare, so they put him down as a suspect, as being one of the last people to have seen, Chad.  The detectives, finally, threatened, dear old dad, with an arrest, and he eventually came in, and he told them, he just picked, his son up and took him to someone's, condo, and, they gave him some money to go get some, booze or mix, or something like that.  When he returned, nobody answered the door, so he left and that was the last time he saw his son.
• the cops then, wondered if, this kid was involved in some, organized crime, and, looked for a motive, and the identity of the murderer.
• they found out that the condo was owned by a Dean Comanda, who was actually a friend of Chad's.  He was taken to the station and questioned, claimed he had been with, Chad, but he left with his girlfriend and had not seen, the young man since.
• I believe this was a tip from someone who read about the murder, and they called and said that, they had rented out a saw, and found, when it was returned that it had not been cleaned, and it still had, hair and blood on it.  It ended up being, animal hair and blood.  So, start over . . .
• now, if you have a tip, and that one might have lead to something, make sure that, it has a connection to the case or the person, or might lead somewhere . . . no wild goose chases, cops don't have time, but in my defense, cases have been solved by mediums, tips have come, via dreams, from people closest to the victims, so don't completely ignore a tip, if it makes some rational sense, and might, be a lead, like this one, could have been . . . one arm was severed!
• then the cops got a call from a rancher, who found, a burn pile, on his property.  He found, cutlery, or knives, and, there were footprints, and tire tracks.  As the detectives were leaving, they noticed something blowing away in the wind, and they grabbed it.  It was a receipt, from a 7 Eleven store.  The time stamp showed, that it came from two weeks before the murder.  Dude bought a phone.  It belonged to Dean Comanda!  In Dean's phone records, they found, a call to a Uhaul truck rental place.  That brings the detectives back to the burn site, and the tracks, lead them to where the truck had been dumped and it also had been burned!
• this gave the cops, probable cause, enough, to suspect that Dean Comanda was the killer.  They got a warrant to search his condo or apartment.  When they got inside, they took pictures, because, the carpet and baseboards had been removed, and there were cleaning supplies, and, the place, looked, like their might have been a murder, and they suspected, that the bathroom was the sight of the dismemberment!  Sure enough, as the cops crawled around looking for evidence of blood splatter, they noticed some blood under the toilet!  Sure enough, it was a match to the victim's blood.
• as they searched further, they found, a box of clothes, with some pants, that had, what appeared to be blood stains on them.  When, they tested that blood, it was, Chad's blood, also.  So now, they can, place, Chad, and his killer, Dean, together, so they find him, and arrest both Dean and h is girlfriend, who provided a "false alibi" for him.
• the detectives, then speculated on what they thought happened, given the evidence that they had collected to that point.  They suspected, that the two friends went to the bar together and for some unknown reason, Dean, left, Chad, without a ride home?  Then Chad called his dad, and, he picked him up, and took him to Dean's house, and, the two got into a fight, over Chad, being left, on a cold winter night without a ride home!  The fight got deadly, and, Dean pulled a knife and likely stabbed, Chad, and killed him, then, didn't know what to do with the body, so he cut it up and distributed body parts all over the place.  Dean refused to tell the detectives, either what happened and where the rest of the body was!  These guys had been best friends, I believe, since they were young.
• this is an interesting twist to the story, Chad's mother was of course, told and contacted, she asked if she could talk to Dean, having had him in her home, and, she knew him well, but she wanted to ask him, why, and where the body was.  The detectives, said it was one of the most gut wrenching, things they had ever heard . . . Chad's mother, pleaded with him, to just let her put her son's body back together, so she could bury him.  Her pleas were to no avail, he refused?  Was there more to the story?
• Dean pleads not guilty, claiming self-defense?  Maybe, or maybe not?  Who gets that pissed over being left? and where does giving Chad's dad, money for drinks fit in?  I would, have argued, as a  prosecutor, that, all appeared to be okay with, Chad, or sending his dad, away to get drinks, looked, like the party was going to continue at his friend's house, so where did the killing come in, and, over such a stupid thing, as a ride?  I guess, that, the fact, that when the dad returned, and nobody, came down, to get the booze, they might have gotten into it by then, or, Chad was already dead, but why?  I think there is more to the story, like why did he leave him? did his girlfriend call, when, Chad was in the bathroom, so he just took off and left him?  I think there is more going on there, than, meets the eye . . . Chad was a real good looking kid, had trouble with the law, but, was there an element of jealousy . . . a ride?  If I were pissed at a friend, I sure as shit, would not have gone back over to his house!  I would have had my father take me back home.  They had already been drinking, so why more booze?  Why was the dad so, sketchy?  I know, everyone had a temper, but, seriously, get in a fight to the death over it?  I think there was some rage in Dean, that was hidden, or just came out when, Chad, just questioned him, as to why he left him?  Hackers, changing fonts, again!
• Dean Comando, was found guilty of manslaughter, I believe, he got, just 18 years, or something?  What about the mutilation of the body, no body found, and refusing to tell the rest of the story?  HE GOT OFF LIGHT, THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN, 25 TO LIFE WITH NO PAROLE, BUT WHAT DO I KNOW?

GHOST WAR. SECRET SOLDIER. REVOLUTIONARY WORD SERIES. GREEN HANGER. THE GOLDEN SCALES. WIRED TO SERVE! KELLY ALSIP. THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE REAL UGLY! STICK TO BEING MEN! TWO DRAG QUEENS, DRESSED AS COLLEGE KIDS, FLANKED ME ON BOTH SIDES AS I CAME OUT OF THE LAW SCHOOL YESTERDAY. NEW SURVEILLANCE TECHNIQUES OR HIT MEN, DRESSED IN DRAG AS WOMEN? HOLY WARS. THE TASTE OF INK. ROAD TO MURDER. 7XH. TRIPLE OPTION. HOT MEN EVERYWHERE. COPS SCOPING OUT THE POV. THIS MORNING BEFORE 5:00 AM? PD LIVE. BIG FISH PRODUCTIONS IS COMING TO THE MISSOULA COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT TO FILM THEIR SHOW. I BELIEVE, IT IS SHOWING ON SATURDAY NIGHT, A & E, FROM 4:00 TO 7:00 PM. VERIFY IN THE MISSOULAIN TO MAKE SURE. JUST IN TIME FOR TWO FRESH POSSIBLE HOMICIDES IN THE CITY. DETECTIVES, START WITH EVERY DEAD BODY, AS IF IT WERE A HOMICIDE THEN WORK BACK TO AN ACCIDENT OR SUICIDE. THE WAY THE BODIES WERE FOUND, ONE UNDER A TREE IN THE RIVER, AS I RECALL, STAGED TO LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT. THERE IS A TREE SPLIT ON BUS ROUTE 12, DURING THE LAST STORM, BUT HIGHLY UNLIKELY. I DON'T KNOW THE AREAS OF MISSOULA WELL ENOUGH TO HAVE A CLEAR PICTURE IN MY MIND OF WHERE THE BODIES WERE FOUND. THESE TYPES OF CASES, ARE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO EVEN START. I WAS THINKING IF I WERE ON THE CASE, I WOULD START, WITH THE CLOTHING, THE PERSONS WERE WEARING, WORK ATTIRE, OR SOCIAL, BAR AND CLUB TYPE CLOTHING. THAT MIGHT GIVE YOU AN IDEA OF WHERE TO START INVESTIGATING. WE DO WHAT WE ARE! KILLERS DO TOO! SOME CLOTHING IS SYMBOLIC, MAY GIVE AGE, TYPE OF PERSON, ACTIVITIES THEY LIKE, OR AT TIMES, EVEN REVEAL WHAT HAPPENED, AS I HAVE FOUND THAT "EVERYTHING" IS SYMBOLIC, WHETHER THE KILLER OR PERSON IS CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF WHERE, EVEN THE BODIES WERE FOUND, OR SUBCONSCIOUSLY BEING DRIVEN BY INSTINCTS. PRIMAL FORCES. MAKE SURE YOU COMB THE CRIME SCENE FOR, EVEN PIECES OF PAPER, THAT MIGHT BE RECEIPTS, SO MUCH CAN BE TOLD ON SOME SIMPLE PIECE OF PAPER, A BANK OR STORE ATM MACHINE. LOOK FOR SOME ELECTRONIC FOOTPRINT. SURVEILLANCE, CAMERAS, MIGHT SHOW THEM WITH THE PERSON WHO MURDERED THEM. YOU ALREADY DID THE STANDARD, DUE DILIGENCE, OF SENDING STUFF TO THE STATE CRIME LAB AND THE MEDICAL EXAMINER. SOMEONE KNOW SOMETHING. BE A CRIME-STOPPER AND CRIME-SOLVER! MOST CASES OF THIS NATURE, WITHOUT CONTEXT, OR A LOCATION FOUNDATION, LIKE WORK OR HOME, ARE EXTREMELY HARD TO INVESTIGATE OR SOLVE! TIPS ARE GREAT AND COP SHOPS RELY ON THEM ALL THE TIME. IF YOU SAW SOMETHING SAY SOMETHING! BE A GOOD CITIZEN. DETECTIVES WELCOME THE CALLS AND FOLLOW UP ON THEM, IF THEY APPEAR TO BE LEGITIMATE, SOMETIMES EVEN FOLLOW DREAMS, HUNCHES, AND, SUSPICIONS. II WATCHED A TRUE CRIME SHOW YESTERDAY FROM CANADA, WHERE A LITTLE 8 YEAR OLD GIRL WAS ABDUCTED. THE MOTHER, WHO WAS A METH USER AND RATHER FUCKED UP AT THE TIME WAS THE LEAD SUSPECT IN THE CASE, FOR SOME TIME, BUT FOUR DAYS AFTER HER DAUGHTER'S DISAPPEARANCE, SHE TOLD THE COPS, WHO SHE THOUGHT MIGHT HAVE DONE IT. ONE DRUGGIE KNOWS ANOTHER DRUGGIE AND MOTHER'S INTUITION TOLD HER THAT IT WAS THIS CERTAIN GIRL. IT TOOK ANOTHER 104 DAYS, FOR DETECTIVES TO TRACK DOWN A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, THAT SHOWED THE FEMALE ABDUCTOR, AND TO IDENTIFY HER, AND TO FIND THE BODY. THINGS ARE NOT ALWAYS AS THEY APPEAR TO BE. COPS TEND TO BE BLACK AND WHITE THINKERS, FOR THE MOST PART, WHICH IS GOOD FOR MOST, PARTS OF THEIR JOB, BUT HOMICIDE IS NOT ONE OF THEM. DON'T PREDETERMINE WHO YOU THINK IS THIS OR THAT, OR WHO HAS THIS OR THAT, OR SHOULD HAVE THIS OR THAT, OR LOOKS LIKE THEY ARE THIS OR THAT. CASE IN POINT. FISH WINDOW CLEANING! GOOD LUCK. LIGHTNING DOES STRIKE, BUT, A TREE FALLING ON THIS PERSON AND KILLING THEM, IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY! SOMEONE PROBABLY TOOK A DEAD BODY, AND PLACED IT THERE TO LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT. I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY HOMICIDES, WERE DETERMINED SUICIDES BY COUNTY ATTORNEYS, TAKING POLICE OFFICER'S, FIRST AND INITIAL CALL, OF WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PERSON. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. CULTURAL TREASURE: YESTERDAY, DURING LUNCH AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, SEVERAL GUYS, WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS OLD VIETNAM VET'S, BROKEN DOWN TRUCK, AND I AM SAYING SOME OF THE VEHICLES IN THAT PARKING LOT, ARE SCARY, MUSCLE ON STEROIDS, OR REAL BEATERS, BUT, I THINK, THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS OLD DUDE'S, FUEL INJECTORS BEING MUCKED UP, OR THAT IS WHAT I GATHERED IN THEIR CONVERSATION. THE VET IS FROM BACK EAST, AND THE TWO HELPERS, WERE LOCAL! I HEARD, USING PAPER CLIPS? VASELINE? BLOWING THROUGH THEM, NOT TEN TIMES, BUT FIVE TIMES? SPITTING ON THEM, AND ALL KINDS OF OTHER STUFF, INCLUDING ADDING, FUEL INJECTION CLEANER TO THEIR GAS TANK. THAT WOULD BE MY RECOMMENDATION AND USE A BIT MORE EXPENSIVE REPUTABLE GAS STATIONS. SOMETIMES JUST AN ISSUE OF BAD GAS, OR A BAD BATCH OF GAS, AT YOUR REGULAR GAS PUMPS! FUNNY. HERE IS A POT SMOKER'S DREAM CASE. IN SWEDEN, THEY STILL HAVE PRETTY TOUGH MARIJUANA LAWS, AND, GETTING CAUGHT WITH AN OUNCE, OR ANYTHING, CAN LAND YOU, 6 MONTHS IN JAIL. SO THIS DUDE WAS CAUGHT, WITH AN OUNCE WHILE IN THE PARK. THE COPS SMELLED IT AND CAME OVER AND SEARCHED HIM, OR DID HE JUST TAKE IT OUT OF HIS POCKET, VOLUNTARILY, BUT, AS THE BAGGIE OF POT WAS SITTING SOMEWHERE, EITHER IN THE COPS CONTROL OR THE POT SMOKERS, A SEAGULL, SWOOPED DOWN, AND ABSCONDED WITH THE EVIDENCE. THE COPS LET THE GUY GO, FOR FEAR OF NOT BEING ABLE TO PROVE THE CHARGES AGAINST HIM. THERE WERE A LOT OF HAPPY, SEAGULL FRIENDS, THOUGH. LOL. SAVED BY THE BIRD! CATTLE NOT CONDOS, IS THE MANTRA FOR RUBY VALLEY, NEAR BUTTE, MONTANA, RANCHERS AND CONSERVATIONISTS, RARELY ON THE SAME SIDE, FOUND COMMON GROUND AND GOALS, TO KEEP DEVELOPERS OUT OF THEIR PRISTINE VALLEY. COMPROMISE WORKS. WE ALL GIVE SOME AND WE ALL GET SOME! KISS. KEEP THAT BEEF COMING! SMILE. KEEP THE STATE BEAUTIFUL. LOVE. SOME OF THE RANCHERS HAVE BEEN IN THE VALLEY OR THEIR FAMILIES FOR OVER 100 YEARS! WE LIKE GREEN! GREEN IS THE MOST RESTFUL COLOR. AHHHHHH. LOSE PARADISE AND PUT UP A PARKING LOT? NO THANKS! WHAT ELSE IS GOING ON? PRESIDENT TRUMP, NOW HAS, A REPUBLICAN PRIMARY CHALLENGER! YEAH, MAYBE TWO OF THEM, OR ACTUALLY THREE, IF BILL WELD, IS STILL IN THE RACE . . . FORMER, REP. JOE WALCH (R. ILL.) ANNOUNCED HIS CANDIDACY FOR PRESIDENT YESTERDAY. HE IS DOING IT AS A MEANS OF REDEMPTION FOR HELPING PUT TRUMP IN THE WHITE HOUSE! REPENTANCE IS GOOD! REDEMPTION EVEN BETTER! MARK SANFORD, NOT SURE WHO HIS IS, BUT HE IS, STRONG ON, FISCAL RESPONSIBILITY, THE MARKET, THE DEFICIT, AND FINANCES. GOOD TOO! WALSH IS MORE OF AN IDEOLOGUE. COMPETITION IS ALWAYS GOOD! ROUGH HIM UP A BIT BEFORE THE GENERAL ELECTIONS. WIN IF YOU CAN AND IT WILL BE A WIN/WIN, EITHER WAY! NEW FACES TAKE US NEW PLACES! DEMS PRIMARY IS HEATING UP TOO. FIGHT HIGH OR LOW? HOW MUCH WILL THE VOTER TAKE, OR WANT? DEPENDS ON WHERE YOU ARE AT, I WOULD GUESS, AND WHAT YOU WANT IN A PRESIDENT! THAT VARIES, STATE TO STATE, AND COAST TO COAST, FROM RURAL TO URBAN. OH, I ALMOST FORGOT, OUT OF THE COURTS IN OKLAHOMA, JUDGE THAD BALKMAN, ORDERED, JOHNSON & JOHNSON TO PAY, LIKE, $527 MILLION IF FINES, FOR CONTRIBUTING TO THE OPIOID CRISIS AND EPIDEMIC! GREAT! LOVE U.S. CONSTITUTION, ARTICLE III, POWERS! FAST WAY TO HOLD, CORPORATE AMERICA, AND AMERICAN GREED IN CHECK! IT IS THE JOB OF THE GOVERNMENT AND ALL ITS, BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, AND OFFICERS TO PROTECT, THE CITIZENS OF THIS COUNTRY IN THEIR HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE, NOT TO CATER TO VULTURE CAPITALISTS, THAT WOULD SACRIFICE THEIR OWN KIDS FOR A DIRTY BUCK! SHIT. STOP PUMPING, OPIOIDS, LIKE THEY ARE CANDY! WATCH, THE 2014, FILM, "SIDE AFFECTS" WITH JUDE LAW! SHOWS YOU WHAT DOCS ARE PAID TO PUSH, DRUGS ONTO TRUSTING, PATIENTS! I SEE PEOPLE AT THE POV. LITERALLY WITH 16 DIFFERENT, PILLS! THESE ARE PRESCRIBED, MEDS! MY SON, SAID, MOM, YOU ARE THE ODD BALL OUT, EVERYONE IS ON MEDS THESE DAYS. THAT IS HOW HARD THE BIG PHARMA'S ARE PUSHING THE SHIT! YEAH, BERNIE SANDERS AND ELIZABETH WARREN AND OTHERS FIGHTING THESE BASTARDS AND GOOD ON THE WASHINGTON POST FOR FORCING THE DEA, OR THE DRUG ENFORCEMENT AGENCY ADMINISTRATION TO MAKE, THE NUMBER OF OPIOID, DATA, COLLECTED, PUBLIC! A TOWN IN VIRGINIA, OF LIKE 4,000 PEOPLE, WERE GETTING WHAT, 12 MILLION PILLS, PUSHED TO THEIR AREA? THIS DATA REVEALS, THE POPULATION OF THE CITY OR TOWN, AND THE NUMBER OF OPIOIDS, OR PRESCRIPTION DRUGS BEING PUSHED TO THAT CITY. I KNOW IN UTAH, THERE WERE MORE DRUG OVERDOSES, AND DEATHS, LIKE 450, LAST I WAS THERE, 7 YEARS AGO, NOT FROM STREET DRUGS BUT FROM, PRESCRIPTION DRUGS! YOUR BODY IS NOT A TESTING GROUND FOR, FUCKING DRUG COMPANIES! I LOVE THE NAME THAD. MY GRANDSON'S NAME IS SO, DISTINGUISHED TO ME, THADDEAUS WOLFE HYLAND! THE SECOND MY DAUGHTER, WHO TOOK GREAT PAINS TO NAME ALL HER KIDS, READING NAME BOOKS AND ORIGINS, NAME HER THIRD SON THIS, AND, BEING THE ATTORNEY, I AM, I IMMEDIATELY THOUGHT, HE IS GOING TO BE A JUDGE SOME DAY, MAYBE EVEN A JUSTICE OF THE SUPREME COURT WITH A NAME LIKE THAT. I WOULD READ, NAMES, LIKE "LEARNED HANDS" AND, NOW, I CAN'T REMEMBER THE JUDGE'S NAMES, BUT MANY OF THEM, HAD NAMES THAT FIT JUDGES! PERFECT. I HAVE ANOTHER CONNECTION WITH, OKLAHOMA, BACK IN MY UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL DAYS, I WAS INVITED TO DO "ANGER MANAGEMENT" TRAINING, TO 750 PUBLIC EMPLOYEES, STAYED AT THE EMBASSY INN AS I RECALL, BACK, MID, 90'S. ANYWAY, GREAT RULING JUDGE, HOPEFULLY, OTHERS WILL FOLLOW SUIT! WITH THE CORPORATE WELFARE THAT TRUMP AND THE GOP IN CONGRESS GAVE TO BIG BUSINESS, WHO ARE SEEING RECORD PROFITS, THEY SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED, TO PREY ON CITIZENS, AND RUIN THEIR LIVES, HEALTH, FAMILIES, AND CITIES! CITIES, INCORPORATE TOO! THIS SHIT IS COSTING CITIES A FORTUNE TO FIGHT! START TAKING BACK SOME OF THE BIG PHARMA'S PROFITS, AND MAKE THEM FUND YOUR OPIOID, ADDICTIONS, AND REHAB PROGRAMS! SOME GUY IS BEING SENTENCED FOR JOINING ISIS, IN NEW YORK. NOT COOL. THE RAIN FORESTS IN THE AMAZON ARE ON FIRE! BACK IN THE 70'S WITH THE NEW SAVE THE EARTH MENTALITY, PEOPLE WERE ALWAYS TRYING TO SAVE THE RAIN FORESTS, FROM, BEING, PLOWED UNDER BY DEVELOPERS, OR THOSE HARVESTING THE TREES, KILLING OFF THE WILDLIFE. NOW, WERE ARE LOSING THEM TO WILD FIRES? IN THE RAIN FOREST? YOU STILL BELIEVE, GLOBAL WARMING AND CLIMATE CHANGE, ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE? SERIOUSLY? THAT IS SCARY. ONE OF THE WETTEST PLACES ON THE PLANET IS ON FIRE? WOW. DO SOMETHING! LUCKILY, 10 COUNTRIES, MANY OF THEM AT THE G7 SUMMIT, THIS WEEK, ARE GOING TO PITCH IN AND HELP BRAZIL PUT OUT THEIR FIRES! TROPICAL TRUMP, OR THE PRESIDENT OF BRAZIL, IS LEARY OF THE HELP AND WHAT STRINGS MIGHT BE ATTACHED? HOPEFULLY NONE! I AM GLANCING AT SOME OF MY HEN SCRATCHING, AND SEE THE REASONS, JOE WALSH IS RUNNING AGAINST TRUMP, CLIMATE DENIER MIGHT BE ONE OF THEM, BUT THAT WAS NOT ON JOE'S LIST OF TRUMP IS REASONS: (1) AS PRESIDENT TRUMP IS RECKLESS; (2) HE IS CRUEL; (3) HE CONSTANTLY LIES . . . JUST IN THE NEWSPAPER THIS MORNING, TRUMP IS CALLING THE G7 SUMMIT A "LOVEFEST?" IT IS GOOD ALL THE WORLD LEADERS ARE GETTING ALONG, BUT, THEY HAVE DRASTIC DIFFERENCES, IN THEIR POLICIES, WITH REGARD TO ISSUES LIKE IRAN AND CLIMATE CHANGE! MACRON, GOD BLESS YOU, IS TRYING TO GET, TRUMP TO TALK TO IRANIAN LEADERS, FRANC IS MUCH, CLOSER TO IRAN, MISSILES, NUKES, THAT AMERICA IS, SO IT IS A BIT MORE OF A PROBLEM, CANCELLING THE IRAN NUKE DEAL, AND, NOW THE RUSSIAN ARMS RACE TREATY! FUCK! KEEP WORKING ON HIM PREZ.! (4) WALCH IS NOT MINCING WORDS, ABOUT TRUMP, HE IS A PSYCHOPATH, AND YES, HE FITS THAT TO A TEE; (5) HE IS A SOCIOPATH, TRUE, NARCISSISTIC, TRUE AGAIN, AND (6) EVERY TIME HE ACTS, HE PUTS HIS PERSONAL OR FAMILY INTERESTS OVER THAT OF THE UNITED STATES INTERESTS! TRUE! PERFECT LIST! (7) MANY IN THE PARTY WOULD LIKE TO SEE A CHALLENGER TO TRUMP! MEMBERS OF CONGRESS, SHOULD NOT FEAR THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES, LIKE THEY DO A MOB BOSS, BUT A MOB BOSS WITH ALL THE SKILLS AND TALENTS OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, LIKE THE FBI AND THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, NOT TO MENTION, ALL THE COPS, FROM THEIR AREAS . . . THE DUDE IS SCARY WITH HIT LISTS, AND SHIT, DON'T YOU THINK I CAN FEEL AND KNOW WHERE SOME OF MY THREATS ARE COMING FROM? ARE YOU KIDDING! OH, HERE IS A TRICK, THE NSA, DOES, TO COMPUTERS I USE, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE, SISTER, SHELLEY IS ME, THAT IS TRUMP'S FUCK BUDDY, BACK DOOR, SECRET DRIVEWAY CHICK, BACK CHANNEL, BANK GIRL, USING MY MONEY ON SOMEONE I WOULD NEVER VOTE FOR IN A BILLION YEARS, AT BEST! BUT, THIS IS THE POWER OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH . . . I WROTE LAST WEEK ABOUT, THE "HP" COMPUTER, THAT STAFF AT THE LIBRARY WANTED ME TO TRY, I THINK TO GET MY LIBRARY CARD, LOGGED IN, ON SHELLEY'S NEW HOME COMPUTER, THEN, THEY HAD ME, USE A SAMSUNG, ALL NEW COMPUTERS THAT HAVE SINCE DISAPPEARED. SO, I THOUGHT, WELL, I WILL, LOG IN ON THE DESK TOP COMPUTERS, DOWNSTAIRS IN THE LIBRARY. THESE COMPUTERS ARE, LISTED, BY EARLY AMERICAN WRITER'S NAMES. SO, THE FIRST TWO TIMES, I LOGGED IN, I GOT, NONE OTHER THAN, MARY SHELLEY'S! I WAS LIKE FUCK, THIS IS ALL SYMBOLIC, SHE WROTE FRANKENSTEIN, AND SHELLEY, IS MARRIED, THROUGH PROXY, TO FRANK, OF INTERPOL, MAKING HER THE BRIDE OF FRANKENSTEIN, USING MY NAME AND MY MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE! I WAS JUST ABOUT TO REQUEST THAT I BE LOGGED IN AS A GUEST AND NOT USE MY LIBRARY CARD, THAT SENDS ME TO THE SYMBOLIC, NAMES ON THE COMPUTERS. SO, ON THE THIRD TIME, I GOT, AUSTIN, FOR JANE AUSTIN, OF "PRIDE AND PREJUDICE"FAME, BUT, SHELLEY FREQUENTS, AUSTIN, TEXAS WITH FRANK! THE FOURTH TIME, I GOT, CATHER, AS IN WILLA CATHER, "CAT HER" OR CIA HER, VERSION OF JANE AUSTIN, OR PRIDE AND PREJUDICE! THE FIRST TIME I WAS WITH BRETT, HE READ ME, THE BOOK, CALLED SOMETHING LIKE THE "JANE AUSTIN BOOK CLUB!" CUDDLED UNDER HIS ARM, AND HE MESSED WITH MY MIND AND STIMULATED MY BODY! NICE AFTERNOON READ! LOL. LOOK, AS I SAID FOR CLUES, FROM, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, THROUGH SIGNS AND SYMBOLS! THE ISSUE OF TWINS, IS ANOTHER ASPECT OF MY CASE, IF YOU DON'T HAVE ME AND RACHEL, STANDING, SIDE BY SIDE, AND THERE HAS BEEN SOME TIME, THAT HAS PASSED, BETWEEN SEEING EITHER HER OR ME, OR, EVEN TOGETHER, WE HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED TWINS! IF THIS IS THE CASE, THEN, LOOK, CLOSER! NOW, THERE IS A SET OF SISTERS, I BELIEVE, AT THE MACKENROTH REAL ESTATE OFFICE OR FIRM, ON THE ADVERTISEMENT OF THE MOUNTAIN LINE, BUS, BOTH ARE BLOND, WEARING MATCHING WHITE DRESSES, AND BOTH SMILING. AT FIRST GLANCE THEY LOOK, EXACTLY ALIKE, BUT IF YOU LOOK CLOSER, AT THE DETAILS OF THE FACES, THEY ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT, MIGHT NOT EVEN BE SISTERS? SOMEONE TRYING TO BE A TWIN OR STEAL AN IDENTITY, MIGHT, START TO DRESS, JUST LIKE THE PERSON THEY ARE TRYING TO BE! THE LAST TIME I SAW, SISTER, RACHEL, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, A YEAR OR SO AGO, SHE WAS, DRESSED JUST LIKE ME, AND THE WAY, I HAVE LOOKED FOR YEARS, BEING HOMELESS! ALL BLACK, HAT, YOGA PANTS, EXERCISE GEAR, BLACK SHIRT, BLACK PANTS, AND, WHATEVER SHOES! SHE HAS LIKELY, AT TIMES, CURLED HER HAIR TO LOOK, NATURALLY CURLY, LIKE MINE . . . HERS IS NATURALLY STRAIGHT AND SHE COLORS IT MORE PLATINUM BLOND, MINE IS A GOLDEN ASH BLOND! SO OUR OVERALL, LOOKS, MY LOOK EXACTLY ALIKE, BUT SHE IS 4 INCHES, TALLER THAN I AM, TAN, AND HAS MASSIVE BIG FAKE BOOBS! THOSE ARE PRETTY DISTINGUISHING DIFFERENCES! YES, I HAVE BOOBS, BUT, SHIT, SIZE 44 DD? FUCK NO. I AM 5.7" TO 5'7.5" . . . THAT IS A HUGE ASS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO OF US, AND I HAVE A VERY PLUMP ASS! AS IN BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, BLOG! RACHEL'S HAS BEEN LIFTED, SUCKED, AS HAS HER TUMMY BEEN TUCKED, AND THIGHS NIPPED AND TUCKED, AS WELL AS BLOWING UP HER CHEST, AT LEAST 3 TIMES, LAST I KNEW, BUT, AS THE HIPS GROW, ALONG COMES THE NEW BOOB JOB! LOL. MUCH LIKE MY RESUME, EVERYTHING ON ME IS REAL, AND IF I LOSE, AN INCH OR TWO, THAT COMES FROM MY OWN, EFFORTS, NOT DONE IN SOME, FUCKING, PLASTIC SURGEON'S OFFICE, IN A FEW HOURS! SHIT. I AM A NATURAL BEAUTY, RACHEL, SHELLEY, LAB CREATED, KAY MAYBE TOO! IN MY FACE, I HAVE A SHARPER IMAGE, LOOK SMARTER! I KNOW, "DOUBLE VISION" CAN BE HARD TO DISTINGUISH, BUT, LOOK CLOSER. THERE IS A DUDE FROM, INDIANA, AT THE POV. RIGHT NOW. FOUR YEARS AGO, I WOULD SAY HIS BROTHER, WAS AT THE POV. BOTH LOOK SONS OF ANARCHY, OR STURGIS BIKER TYPES, BOTH GOOD LOOKING, BUT, THERE ARE DIFFERENCES, MUCH, LIKE WITH ME AND MY SISTER, I BELIEVE, PHIL #1 WAS BIGGER, BUT, THAT WAS FOUR YEARS AGO, THEIR EYES ARE DIFFERENT, BUT, SHIT THEIR MANNERISMS AND WALK ARE ALMOST IDENTICAL, BUT I AM GUESSING BROTHER COP DOUBLE? I AM RIGHT ABOUT 97% OF THE TIME AND THE OTHER, 3% I DON'T WORRY ABOUT! I AM 7 YEARS OLDER, AND IT IS CONFUSING, BECAUSE PEOPLE GUESS ME AS, 20 YEARS YOUNGER, SO SHE, INTRODUCES, ME AS, THIS IS MY SISTER, JOANN, AND NO SHE IS NOT MY LITTLE SISTER! LOL. THIS DOUBLE TROUBLE IS REALLY SCARY AND USED A LOT! I WAS SHOCKED, AT HOW MUCH, EITHER I LOOKED LIKE SISTER, SHELLEY, OR SOMEONE DID PHOTO SHOP, AND PUT MY HAIR ON HER HEAD!? ON MY IDENTIFICATION CARD, HER DRIVER'S LICENSE, UNDER MY NAME, MY ADDRESS, MY SOCIAL, MY SIGNATURE, BUT, I DON'T HAVE A DRIVER'S LICENSE, BUT I DO NOW . . . SHE IS NOT ME, HAD, PEOPLE STEAL MY GOVERNMENT I.D. FROM DRIVER'S LICENSE, TO SOCIAL SECURITY CARDS, MEDICARE, TO MY BAR ASSOCIATION PICTURE I.D., RIGHT OFF THE BAT, IN MONTANA! I HAVE NOT, USED, THE NAME, "SOUTHWICK" FOR 44 YEARS, ON ANYTHING I HAVE DONE! WHEN, I FILLED OUT THE DMV INFORMATION FORM, TO GET MY I.D., AND EVEN REPLACE IT, THEY TOOK WHAT SHE HAD, FILLED OUT, NOT WHAT I DID, AND PUT IT WITH MY PICTURE!!!!!!!!!! WHEN I QUESTIONED THEM ABOUT IT, THEY, JUST SAID, WHATEVER . . . . YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR ANOTHER, CARD THEN. GENERALLY, DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY LIMITED RESOURCES, AND THOUGHT, LIKE NOW, THAT THIS INFORMATION MIGHT COME IN HANDY, WHEN, SOMEONE STARTED TO BELIEVE THE ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, LOBBYIST, BLOGGER, RATHER THAN THE WELL POSITIONED THIEF, MADE RICH ON HER, CRIMES, WITH HELP FROM WAY HIGH IN THE GOVERNMENT, IF NOT THE PRESIDENT, HIMSELF, USING MY MONEY TO BANK HIS FIRST CAMPAIGN! THE CIA AND SOMEONE WENT AS ME, BACK IN 2011, TO SETTLE A CASE WITH THE LAS VEGAS REVIEW JOURNAL, WHO JUST HAPPENED TO BE THE "ONLY" NATIONAL NEWSPAPER, TO ENDORSE TRUMP . . . DOESN'T THAT STRIKE YOU AS ODD, THAT IS THE NEWSPAPER, I SUED, OR SENT A "CEASE & DESIST" LETTER TO, AND THE ATTORNEYS WERE TRUMP'S ATTORNEYS, ALSO, THEN, SHELLEY ENDS UP, WITH TRUMP IN SAUDI ARABIA, WITH A PRESS PASS FOLLOWING JARED KUSHNER, AS HE BECAME A SUSPECT OR PERSON OF INTEREST IN THE COMEY INVESTIGATION? OR SEEING THIS POOR DIVORCED WOMAN, AT ALL THE TRUMP MAGA RALLIES? YOU'VE COME A LONG WAY BABY WITH MY NAME AND ID, NOT TO MENTION THE MONEY! GET REAL! FAST. THE MOB IS IN CHARGE OF THIS COUNTRY! I REMEMBER, MY FATHER, TELLING ALL OF HIS CHILDREN, TO NEVER DEAL WITH THE MOB, AND THEY HAD CONTRACTED HIM WHEN HE WAS HAVING FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES, BACK IN WHAT, THE LATE, 60'S, EARLY 70'S. HE SAID BECAUSE, IF YOU DO, THEY WILL COME AFTER YOU, AND WANT POSSIBLY WHAT YOU ARE UNWILLING TO GIVE IN RETURN FOR THE MONEY, AND FAVORS, THEY GAVE YOU. I LISTENED, OBVIOUSLY. SHELLEY ON THE OTHER HAND, AND DAD, BECAUSE, THE MORMON MOBSTERS! MIXED WITH MORMON, EXECUTIVE BRANCH, LAW ENFORCEMENT, FROM FBI TO CIA AND STARTED BEING THE REPUBLICAN CHURCH, AND THE KINGDOM BUILDERS, OR CONSTRUCTION, MOGULS, THAT TRUMP WOULD LOVE TO DEAL WITH . . . COWBOY WHOM, I AM SURE, USED ME TO BRING OR WEAVE, SHELLEY, IN AS ME, AFTER I LEFT, THAT 15 INCH SHEATHED KNIFE UNDER HIS SADDLE BAGS, DIDN'T BODE WELL WITH ME, AFTER HIT MAN AND COPS HAVE TRIED FOR YEARS TO BRING ME DOWN, NOW WITH SHELLEY IN KAHOOTS WITH THE PRESIDENT, BUT HE SAID THE DUDE HE ALLEGEDLY WORKS FOR, IS THE THIRD RICHEST MAN IN THE COUNTRY , BUT JUST DOESN'T WANT, TO BE ON THE LIST WITH, BEZOSE AND GATES! MOB USES CONSTRUCTION COMPANIES, TO HID THEIR MONEY LAUNDERING AND MOB ACTIVITIES, TRYING TO LOOK LEGIT! I WOULD BET, THE CONSTRUCTION COMPANIES, FROM SEATTLE, UTAH, AND MONTANA, ALL MAKE UP WHAT HE IS REFERRING TO THE LARGEST CONSTRUCTION COMPANY IN THE WORLD OR THE UNITED STATES! THAT IS HOW DEEP I GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY STARTED WITH MY SONS' MUSIC, MOVED TO MY CASES, ONTO, MY WATER COMPACT WORK, THEN, ONTO MY BLOGGING, DAUGHTERS' BOOKS, AND, WE ARE THE FAMILY, THAT JUST KEEPS ON GIVING, AND THEY ARE THE FAMILY MEMBERS WHO JUST KEEP ON TAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S., IT HAS BEEN ABOUT 4 HOURS SINCE I POSTED, BOTH THE TITLE AND WHAT IS BELOW THIS POST-SCRIPT, BUT SOME THINGS HAPPENED DURING LUNCH, I NEED TO ADDRESS: (1) I WROTE YESTERDAY ABOUT A DREAM I HAD, THAT MY DAUGHTER CALLED  ME AND TOLD ME THAT GRANDPA HAD BEEN PICKED UP A HALF HOUR AGO.  ON BUS #1 OUTBOUND, AT ROUGHLY 10:15 AM, I GOT ON THE  BUS, AND SOMEWHERE AFTER THE MALL, SOME DUDE GOT ON WHO LOOKED SO MUCH, LIKE MY FATHER, BUT SMALLER, AND DRESSED MORE CASUAL THAN HE NORMALLY DID, HAWAIIAN BUTTON DOWN SHIRT, SANDALS, LEVIS ROLLED  UP AT THE BOTTOM, AND A RED BALL CAMP WITH TWO FEATHERS STUCK IN IT, AND SUNGLASSES, LIKE THE ONES HE ALWAYS WEARS! IS HE THERE TO IDENTIFY ME?  I HAVE NOT SEEM HIM IN ABOUT 7 YEARS, SO, HAS HE BEEN PUTTING OUT HITS ON ME, BASED ON WHAT I LOOKED LIKE, 7 YEARS AGO?  KEEP THAT IN MIND.  HE IS 88 YEARS OLD, I AM DITCHING OUT ON A FAMILY PARTY, IN BRYCE CANYON, ALLEGEDLY FOR MY MOTHER, BUT  COULD BE ANOTHER ATTEMPT TO KILL ME!  MIGHT BE EVIDENCE THAT RELATES TO THE TWO BODIES FOUND, IN THE LAST TWO DAYS.  (3) DETECTIVES, TWO SHOWED UP AT THE POV., WITH A PICTURE OF SOME, BLOND CHICK.  STAFF SAID THEY HAD NOT SEEN HER, OR KNEW OF HER?  I SAID TO SOME OTHER CHICK, LOCAL I BELIEVE, DID YOU HEAR ABOUT THE TWO MURDERS OR DEAD BODIES THAT WERE MENTIONED IN THE NEWSPAPER TODAY?  SHE SAID, YEAH, I HEARD ON THE STREETS, THAT THE WOMAN'S FACE HAD BEEN SO BADLY BASHED IN, THAT THEY COULD NOT RECOGNIZE HER.  I SAID WHO TOLD YOU THAT . . . SHE SAID SHE WAS NOT GOING TO REVEAL HER SOURCES.  IN THE NEWSPAPER, IT MENTIONED THAT ONE OF THE BODIES, MIGHT HAVE BEEN THERE SINCE, MAY OR JUNE--THEY, A MYSTERIOUS CULT HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KILL ME SINCE, 20 YEARS AGO!  BUT, THE SEX OF THE PERSON WAS UNDETERMINED, IT WAS SO DECOMPOSED.  BUT NEITHER, BODY WAS, SAID TO HAVE BEEN MALE OR FEMALE.  IS IT POSSIBLE, THAT, A HIT MAN OR WOMAN, MADE A MISTAKE ON IDENTITY?  KILLED THE WRONG PERSON TWICE, THEREFORE MY FATHER IS IN TOWN TO IDENTIFY?  NOW, I AM NOT SURE WHAT A MAN, WHO IS 6'3" LOOKS LIKE, AFTER 7 YEARS AND, BEING THAT OLD, COULD HE SHRINK, THAT MUCH? OR WAS IT NOT HIM?  THAT MAY BE A LEAD TO FOLLOW UP ON.  IF NOBODY FILED A MISSING PERSON REPORT, THAT PROBABLY MEANS THEY MIGHT HAVE BEEN HOMELESS, SEEING THAT MOST OF THESE PEOPLE AT THE POV, ARE DISENFRANCHISED FROM THEIR FAMILIES, FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER.  HINT. HINT. HINT.  SURE, MY FATHER WOULD KILL ME FOR A BILLION DOLLARS AND THE FEAR OF GOING TO JAIL, HE DID IT FOR MUCH LESS!  MY SISTERS ARE OBEDIENT, AND DO WHAT HE SAYS . . . I NEVER DID, AND I AM THE OVERACHIEVER!  IT IS POSSIBLE THAT, MY EX, IS HERE LOCALLY, WHO LOOKS LIKE SIMON GITTANY!  FROM THE AUSSIE TRUE CRIME I WROTE ABOUT YESTERDAY.

POSSIBLE LEADS FOR THE DETECTIVES ON THE CASE . . .  CHECK TO SEE IF THE DEAD WOMAN IS MY SISTER, SHELLEY, SOMEONE, MAY HAVE ACTUALLY, FIGURED OUT WHO I AM, AND KILLED HER, OR THOUGHT SHE WAS ME, VIA, DEA, AND KILLED HER RATHER THAN ME!  I HOPE SO . . . FINISH THIS 20 YEARS OF SHIT!

COLLEGES ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, HAVE STARTED, "RAPE SEASON" ON!!!!!!!!!!!

PREDATOR NATION RIGHT NOW!

GENERALLY, SPEAKING, MEN, PREY ON WOMEN, AS IN STALKING, RAPE, AND MURDER!

CREATE SOME DORM RULES, FOR SAFETY!

KNOW WHERE YOUR ROMMIES ARE AND WHO THEY ARE WITH!

FRIENDS, DON'T LET FRIENDS, GET TOO DRUNK, OR LEAVE THEM ALONE WITH A ROOM FULL OF MALES, FRAT RATS, OR, JOCKS!

GIRLS, IF YOU ARE SLAMMING WHISKEY SHOTZ, YOU ARE GOING TO BE DRUNK FASTER THAN YOUR MALE, FRIENDS, OR BOYFRIENDS, OR NEW PICK UP!

THAT MEANS YOU ARE NOW VULNERABLE FOR WHATEVER, SOCIAL MEDIA SHIT, AND, WHATEVER, COMES INTO THEIR LITTLE PREDATOR SICK MINDS!

COLLEGE HUNKS, PROTECT YOURSELF TOO!

EVERYONE NEEDS TO BE SMART!

PISSED CHICK CAN CALL RAPE TOO!

DON'T SEND NAKED PICS OF YOURSELF . . . MOST OF YOUR DATES, OR BOYFRIEND, NOW, MAY NOT BE THE HUSBAND OF TOMORROW!

MEN, SHOWING YOUR DICK, IS NOT SMART EITHER!

STAY THE FUCK OUT OF BEDROOMS!

STAY DRY IF YOU CAN!

EVERYTHING IS NOT BETTER WET!

KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MAKING LOVE TO SOMEONE YOU LOVE AND JUST SEX!

SOME SAY SEX IS GOOD WHEN IT IS GOOD, OR WHEN IT IS BAD . . . ARE YOU SERIOUS?

WHEN YOU GET A STD OR HIV, OR, PREGNANT, OR, WHATEVER?

NOT SO GOOD!

HAVE FUN, BUT BE CAREFUL!

DON'T GO DOWNTOWN, TO THE BARS AND CLUBS, TOGETHER AND LEAVE ONE OF YOUR GIRLFRIEND OR EVEN GUY FRIENDS, I HAVE SEEN BOTH, DISAPPEAR AND BE MURDERED, BEING LEFT, WITHOUT ANYONE KNOWING WHERE THEY ARE!

YOU ARE YOUR BROTHER'S KEEPER, AND YOUR SISTER'S AND YOUR FRIENDS, AND BOYFRIENDS, AND, YOUR ROOMMATES, KEEPER!

HAVE A GREAT TIME THIS YEAR!

ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY!

ONE NIGHT CAN RUIN YOUR FUTURE YOU WORKED SO HARD TO START HERE AT COLLEGE!

IT IS POSSIBLE TO HAVE FUN AND NOT DRINK?  I DID IT!

REMEMBER, THAT, GRADES ARE IMPORTANT, BUT, SO IS SOCIAL LIFE, AND FUN!

ALL WORK AND NO PLAY, MAKES JACK AND JILL, BORING!

KEEP UP YOUR HEALTHY HABITS OF SLEEP, GOOD FOOD, REST AND RELAXATION MIXED IN WITH, YOUR STUDIES!

THERE ARE "NO" SHORT CUTS TO SUCCESS!

SUCCESS IS WHEN, OPPORTUNITY MEETS PREPARATION!

GO TO THE FOOTBALL AND EXTRACURRICULAR ACTIVITIES, THEY MAKE YOU MORE INTERESTING AND FUN!

MEET NEW FRIENDS!

YOU ARE THE CAPTAIN OF YOUR SHIP!

DON'T FUCK IT UP!

HAVE A GREAT YEAR!

YOU ARE OUR FUTURE!

WE LOVE YOU!

KISSES, HUGS, LOVES!

YOU ARE THAT YOU MAY HAVE JOY!

MAKE EVERYDAY, GREAT!

BE HAPPY!

EVERYTHING WILL ALL WORK OUT!

LOVE MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND!

SERVICE IS THE KEY TO HAPPINESS!

SMILE MORE!

LOVED TEACHING AT THREE UNIVERSITIES!

 LOVED SEEING THE LIGHTS GO ON . . . I GOT THIS!

COOL.

DOGHUNK. EVILCAUGHT. PROPHETSTOWN. CAT-SCRATCH-FEVER. SCAREDY CAT. HELLCAT. HELLGATE KNIGHTS. HYSTERICAL. CINDERELLA HANGING WITH THE POV. RATS, GUTTER SNIPE, DRUGGIES, AND GHETTO GYPSIES! YOU GOT THE EVIL STEPS! HYSTERICAL. THINK CRITICALLY. EXPLORE CREATIVELY. LIVE ETHICALLY. TIT-AN MACHINERY: (1) STINK OP PLANNED FOR SATURDAY MORNING, BEFORE 6:00 AM; (2) MOST CREATIVE HIT MAN, AFTER DITCHING OUT OF THE POV. SEEING THE LOCAL DEA OFFICER PEEK AROUND THE CORNER IN THE ENTRYWAY TO SEE IF I WAS STILL THERE, WITH COWBOY WHO JUST BOUGHT A RANCH, IN ARLEE, STAYING AT THE POV., RUNNING AROUND LIKE A CHICKEN WITH HIS HEAD CUT OFF THE LAST DAY OR SO, HOOKING UP WITH A KAY, LOOK-ALIKE, MR. WEAVER, RETURNING FROM INDIANA, I WALKED OVER TO CALIFORNIA BRIDGE, TO DO SOME GENERAL BUS EXERCISES, WATCH THE SUN COME UP OVER THE CLARK FORK RIVER, EAT A SANDWICH, AND READ, BUT, I NOTICED THIS THING, LUMBERING, BEAR LIKE, FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE RIVER, BROWN FUR LOOK, BARELY BEING SEEN OVER THE BRIDGE, BUT, WALKING A LOT LIKE A BEAR WOULD--WHAT THE FUCK? POSSIBLE. SO I WATCHED, AND I BELIEVE WHEN I DIDN'T REACT OR RUN, THE DUDE, FINALLY PULLED THIS FUR LIKE BLANKET UP OVER HIS HEAD AND WALKED THE OTHER WAY ON THE BRIDGE TOWARD, BROADWAY; (3) I AM LISTENING TO MY MUSIC, STILL EARLY, ROCKIN' OUT, AND STRETCHING, OR OTHERWISE DISTRACTED, WHEN, ALL THE SUDDEN MY PEACEFUL MORNING, THIS LARGE DUDE, STANDS OVER ME AND SAYS, DO YOU HAVE ANY TOILET PAPER? NO. HE STANDS THERE GLARING AT ME, AND SAID, NO NAPKINS. NO. STILL STANDING OVER ME, I SAID, LOOK, WALK DOWN THAT ALLEY, FOLLOW IT TO THE POVERELLO CENTER, JUST ACROSS THE STREET THERE ARE BATHROOMS THERE. STILL STANDING THERE . . . I SAID, LOOK, I AM ENJOYING MY MORNING, GO OVER THERE! HE SAID, "GIVE ME A BREAK." I SAID, NO GIVE ME A BREAK! HE SAT THERE ON THE OTHER, OUTCROPPING, FOR A FEW MINUTES, THEN, SLOWLY AND I MEAN SLOWLY WALKED OVER THE BRIDGE, BUT HE PACED BACK AND FORTH, LOOKED LIKE HE WAS COMING BACK, ONLY ME AND HIM, AT THIS POINT, I TOOK OUT MY PHONE, TO CHECK THE TIME, SO HE MIGHT THINK I WAS CALLING THE COPS. HE THEN, WENT DOWN BENEATH THE BRIDGE. TOOK A SHIT OR SOMETHING? THOUGHT HE WAS GONE, AND AGAIN, HE WAS SNEAKING BACK OVER TO WHERE I WAS SITTING! SHIT! HE WENT BACK TO THE OPPOSITE OUTCROPPING OVER THE RIVER, AND WAITED . . . I GOT UP AND LEFT! YES, GIRLS, I COULD HAVE STAYED AND DEMANDED MY PEACE, BUT, THIS FUCK WAS, TWICE MY SIZE. ALWAYS ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY, EVEN IF IT IS UNFAIR. (4) SO IF THAT WAS NOT ENOUGH, I STARTED BACK TO THE POV. FOR LUNCH, HATE SATURDAY BUS SCHEDULES, BY THE TIME THEY COME, LIKE 10:15 AM, THE MORNING IS HALF SHOT, IT IS TIME FOR LUNCH, NO TIME TO BLOG, SO I TOOK A RIDE OUT TO BONNER, MY SANITY DRIVE, JUST TO GET SOME FRESH AIR AND GREEN! ON THE WAY BACK, ON BUS 1, TAKING THE LONG WAY TO THE POV. , THIS DUDE I HAVE KNOWN FROM THE POV. FOR YEARS, HE JUST EATS THERE, BUT LIVES IN BONNER, GETS ON THE BUS, NEAR, THE SOURCE FITNESS, WHERE I BELIEVE HE HAS A MEMBERSHIP. HE DOESN'T LOOK AT ME. STRANGE, WHATEVER, DOESN'T ACKNOWLEDGE ME, SO, I FIGURED HE WAS IN A PENSIVE MOOD. WE BOTH GET OFF THE BUS AND HE BEELINES IT TO THE POV., I TAKE MY TIME, WHEN, I NEAR THE GATES TO THE YARD AT THE POV. THAT I NORMALLY CUT THROUGH TO GET TO THE DINING AREA, WAS, CHAINED, SHUT? I GLANCED DOWN THE PARKING LOT, AND THERE IS NOT JUST ONE COP, BUT ANOTHER ONE BEHIND THEM, AND NO APPARENT DISTURBANCE, BUT IT COULD BE JUST ENDING, OR A FIGHT BROKE OUT? ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE, BUT WHEN I NOTICED, KEVIN, I THINK THAT IS HIS NAME, HAS A MOHAWK, OLDER DUDE, FIT, TAN, SMALL, SHAVED HEAD, BUT FOR THE CROP OF BLOND HAIR ON TOP, WAS, JUST STANDING OUTSIDE THE BACK ENTRANCE OF THE POV.? HE IS USUALLY, FIRST OR SECOND IN LINE, AFTER, THE HANDICAPPED, WHEEL CHAIRS, AND CANES, SO? IDENTIFIER? I BELIEVE HE HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN A STINK OP BEFORE. THIS IS NOT LOOKING GOOD. i WENT AROUND THE CORNER, AND, SAT FOR A SECOND OR TWO ON THE CEMENT GARBAGE CAN. A SHERIFF TOO? BIG TIME, HUH? SO, I WENT OVER TO THE CLARK FORK MOTEL AND SAT FOR A SECOND, THEN I SAW THE CHIEF OF POLICE, ROUND THE CORNER TO THE BACK OF THE POV., CHANGED MY HAT FROM RED TO GREEN! LOL. JUST IN CASE. SEEMS LIKE THERE WERE AT LEAST, 6 OR 7 COPS VEHICLES, IN LESS THAN ABOUT 5 MINUTES! FUCK LUNCH! I WALKED OVER TO THE BUS SHELTER ACROSS FROM FRESH MARKET, AND TALKED TO SOME DUDE. ONE JUST CAME BACK FROM LUNCH AT THE POV., HE THOUGHT THE COPS WERE THERE FOR SOME CHICK, AND SAID THE FIRE DEPARTMENT AND EMT WERE THERE . . . I NEVER SAW EITHER ONE OF THEM? BUT, I THOUGHT, IT MIGHT BE CLEAR . . . WE WATCHED THE ALLEY AND THE FRONT OF THE POV. NEAR, TIA'S TAMALES, BUT NEVER SAW THEM LEAVE--MUST HAVE GONE OUT THE BACK WAY? NOW TO FINALIZE MY DAY, NO SURPRISE, THAT YES, IT WAS AN ALL DAY, WE ARE GOING TO GET THIS INNOCENT BITCH, IF IT KILLS US! THE DUDE AT THE FRONT DESK WHO LOOKS, LIKE A COP, AND HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN MANY STINK OPS OVER THE LAST TWO YEARS WHEN, I DROP IN TOWN, JUST MINUTES AFTER I CAME THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR, WENT OUT THE DOOR, LOOKING PISSED AND FRUSTRATED, LOOKED BOTH WAYS, LIKE HE WAS LOOKING FOR SOMEONE, BUZZED INTO THE DINING AREA WHERE I WAS, GLARED AT ME, AND WALKED ON . . . ALL ADDED TOGETHER, THE COPS, FEDS, PLANTS, DEA, AND WHATEVER, ARE STILL GOING AFTER ME???????? CRAZY ASS FOOLS. MOB IS SLIPPING RIGHT THROUGH THEIR FINGERS, IN FACT, DIRECTING THE OPERATIONS, AND THEY ARE GOING AFTER ME? WHAT THE FUCK EVER! GOD? 7 SENIORS, 1 FEMALE, AND 6 MALES, WERE ARRESTED FOR HAVING AN ORGY IN THE PARK. ONE BY ONE, THEY WERE PULLED IN FRONT OF THE JUDGE FOR THEIR ARRAIGNMENT, TO PLEAD, INNOCENT OR GUILTY. AS EACH ONE STEPPED IN FRONT OF THE JUDGE, HIS HONOR, CHOKED BACK THE ACID REFLEX, AND, GAGGED, COUGHED, DRY HEAVED, AND FINALLY, AFTER EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM, PLEAD, NOT GUILTY, HE TURNED AND LEANED OVER HIS GARBAGE CAN, AND BARFED! LOL. AFTER LUNCH, THINKING ABOUT THIS TORRID SCENE OF SENIOR CITIZENS, ON PUBLIC DISPLAY, CHUCKLING, TO THINK OF THE KEY PLAYERS IN THIS, SHIT SHOW, WE ARE DEALING WITH, TO THIS SECOND, SHELLEY, FRANK, JACK, MICHAEL, TONY, JERRY, AND COWBOY, ALL CAME, VIVIDLY INTO MIND . . . AN ORGY WITH THIS CROWD, WOULD MAKE ME VOMIT TOO! LOL. AND THE TOWN, CHOSE THEM OVER ME? LOL. SIMPLY AMAZING. I AM ON THE "CATHER" OR WILLA SIBERT CATHER COMPUTER, AT THE MISSOULA COUNTY LIBRARY, DOING WHAT, MAKES THE MONEY, SHELLEY GIVES TO BUILD THE NEW LIBRARY, ACROSS THE STREET . . . DO YOU FUCKING REALIZE IF I QUIT, YOUR FUNDING, AT LEAST FROM THE BIG DONOR, SHELLEY, STOPS TOO? SHE IS A NOTHING BURGER! I HAVE DONE, ALL THAT YOU HONOR HER FOR? I MAKE ALL THE MONEY, SHE AND FRANK AND OTHERS, STEAL IT AND DISTRIBUTE IT AS IF IT IS THEIR OWN. WHY? BECAUSE, OF LATE, I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET ANYONE TO BELIEVE ME OR EVERYONE IS SO FUCKING CORRUPT, THEY, WANT ME OUT OF THE WAY, SO THEY CAN USE MY WELL EARNED, AND DESERVED, MONEY, UNENCUMBERED, AND WITHOUT GUILT! ORDER TO KILL? WAS THAT WHAT THIS WAS ABOUT TODAY? THIS IS NOT UNCOMMON IN MY LIFE OVER THE LAST 7 FUCKING YEARS, SHIT THEY TRIED TO KILL ME, BACK, 20 YEARS AGO! THE MAGNIFICENT 7, MINUS, THE RIGHT WOMAN! CLOWN SHIT FROM WHAT I SEE. 20 YEARS AND YOU CAN'T PULL THIS SHIT OFF? LOL. EITHER TOTALLY INCOMPETENT, OR COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY STUPID. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, TO DESCRIBE THIS CREW OF LEACHES, AND LOSERS? BREAKIN' THE CHAINS AROUND ME! BREAKIN' THE CHAINS! OFF WITH THEIR HANDS! OWN HANDS PRODUCTIONS! WHATEVER YOU BRING IN YOUR HOME, OR YOUR TOWN, MATTERS! ACTIVITY KEY. KILLER MOTIVES: THEY JUST WANTED TO CONTROL HER! POP POLAR. IMPOSSIBLE WHOPPER IS HERE! WE WISH YOU WERE HERE. I AM HERE. I HAVE BEEN HERE! OFF AND ON FOR THE LAST 7 YEARS! RADON SOLUTIONS. MISSOULA SLAVIC CHURCH KID'S CAMP. ALL WE KNOW IS ALL WE KNOW. THIS MUST BE JUST LIKE LIVING IN PARADISE. I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME . . . LUCY, YOU'VE GOT SOME 'SPLAINING TO DO. CREEPY CRAWLY FASCINATING FUN! THE VIDEOS! WHAT WOULD MAKE MY KIDS, TURN ON ME, AFTER A LIFETIME OF LOVE? SHELLEY OR THE LAZY CATS, TAKING TWO VIDEOS OUT OF CONTEXT! ALWAYS GET THE FACTS, FROM A TO Z BEFORE MAKING A JUDGEMENT, PARTICULARLY IF IT APPEARS TO BE THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT YOUR MOTHER! PORN QUEEN STAR, #1, RIGHT AFTER, THE NOVEMBER 6TH OR 7TH 2012, PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS, BETWEEN MORMON MITT AND PRESIDENT OBAMA, THAT VERY NIGHT, HAVING WATCHED, OR HEARD THE OUTCOME, EARLY, ON, ME AND, JACK, SHELLEY GOES WITH ALL THE MEN, AFTER I REJECT THEM, OR SHE KNEW THEM AND THEY USED THEM TO SET ME UP! SO, JACK IS PISSED, ABOUT THE ELECTION, LIFE TIME REPUBLICAN, HE IS THE ONLY PERSON, I KNOW IN KALISPELL, MONTANA, MET HIM, DAYS BEFORE THE ELECTIONS, WE ATTENDED, A BIPARTISAN, WINE AND CHEESE, AFFAIR, TO WATCH THE ELECTIONS RESULTS AT THE CHILDREN'S MUSEUM, BUT, WE GOT IN A HEATED DEBATE, BEFORE GOING IN, AND HE WAS AFRAID I WOULD MAKE A SCENE IF, PRESIDENT OBAMA LOST, AS HE PREDICTED, AND PLANNED. I KNEW AND HAD WORKED, WITH SENATOR, TESTER, AND HIS CREW, EVEN HAD THE WHOLE OBAMA, ADMINISTRATION ON MY PERSONAL EMAIL, SO, NO HEARING THAT PREZ. O WON, AND MITT, WHO, ALONG WITH THE MORMONS, MOBSTERS, AND, MEN IN BLACK , PLUS DOWN LINE COPS, WERE LIKELY TO BE PISSED, NOT ME! I LEFT JACK IN THE CAR, GOT UP THE STAIRS, AND SOME, LADY, HEAD, BOWED, MAYBE CRYING, SAID, PRESIDENT OBAMA WON. GREAT! $118 MILLION DOLLARS OF MINE, WAS STOLEN FOR MITT'S CAMPAIGN, I AM THRILLED, I STARED DANCING UNDER THE SINGLE LIGHT BULB ON THE LANDING OF THE STAIRS! JACK WAS PISSED, AND, AFTER FIGHTING OVER THE ELECTIONS FOR AN HOUR OR TWO, MY CAR, WAS LOW ON GAS, AND I WAS LOW ON FUNDS, AS NORMAL, DRIVING BACK AND FORTH TO UTAH, FINISHING MY CASES, SPENDING ABOUT $1,000 PER MONTH ON GAS. WE PULLED AROUND THE CORNER, TO THE PARK, ACROSS FROM THE RED LION, AND THE CAR DIED! JACK VOLUNTEERED, TO GO GET SOME MONEY FOR GAS, AS, I JUST SAT THERE GLOATING OVER THE ELECTIONS, NOT EVEN WORRIED ABOUT MY CAR, WHICH WAS PARKED NEAR THE INTERSECTION OF THE MAIN STREET, BUT, KALISPELL, SIDEWALKS ROLL UP AFTER, 8:00 PM, SO, I WAS NOT WORRIED, NOT EVEN WORRIED AS SOME OFFICER, CAME, PULLED BEHIND ME, AND, WE TALKED ELECTION STUFF, HE WAS JUST AS HAPPY AS I WAS, WE TALKED SHOP, AND FINALLY, HE SAID, I AM GOING TO PARK BEHIND YOU, UNTIL YOUR FRIEND COMES WITH THE GAS . . . JACK NEVER SHOWED! POOR LOSER, FORMER, FOOTBALL COACH, BUT, I WAS SO HAPPY, THAT I WASN'T EVEN UPSET, WHEN THE OFFICER SAID HE HAD TO HAVE MY CAR TOWED. THE TOW TRUCK DRIVER WE NICE, AND HE SAID, HE WOULDN'T CHARGE ME A SHIT LOAD, SEEING HE WAS OUT IN COLUMBIA FALLS, WHICH, I DIDN'T KNOW THEN, WAS, A BIT OUT OF THE NEIGHBORHOOD. THE NEXT DAY, I FOUND JACK AND RIPPED HIM A NEW ONE. INTERSECTION WITH THE RUSSIAN MOB . . . SO, WE WERE LOOKING FOR, WHATEVER, AND THIS MASSIVE, 6'7" DIMETRI WITH A RUSSIAN ACCENT, FINDS, JACK AND REMINDS HIM, HE IS IN FACT, HIS SON-IN-LAW! OH. NOW, I DIDN'T GET A CHECK FOR ABOUT, ANOTHER, WEEK OR SO, SO, MY CAR, WAS GOING TO BE IMPOUNDED, FOR A WHILE. JACK NEEDED SOME PAPERS HE LEFT IN MY CAR, AND, I LOOKED AT THE IMPOUND AND FEES, AS HIS FAULT, SO . . . DIMETRI WHO WANTED TO HELP JACK, PAID FOR THE IMPOUND FEES, OF $150.00. DIMITRI TOOK OVER JACK'S LIFE FOR A FEW DAYS, BUT, AS THE NOVEMBER, WEATHER IN KALISPELL, STARTED TO TURN COLD, ME, WITH NO WHERE TO LIVE, LATER, RENTED FROM, A CLIENT'S KID, ON OREGON STREET, BUT AT THE TIME, I WAS SLEEPING IN MY CAR, SO, BEFORE, THE CAR WAS OUT, I WAS, FUCKING FREEZING! I BELIEVE THIS WAS ON PURPOSE, THIS WHOLE FUCKING THING, PLANNED, TO TRY TO COMPROMISE ME! SO, JACK GOT A ROOM, PAID FOR BY DIMETRI, AT THE COMFORT INN, NEAR THE MCDONALD'S, ME, JACK AND NOW, SAM, HAD, DIET COKE AND COFFEE AT EACH MORNING. JACK PROMISED ME, THAT HE WOULD GET TWO ROOMS, NO FUNNY BUSINESS. SO, I SHOWED UP, AND, HE SMILED, AS THE WINTER, WIND BLEW, OUTSIDE, AND SAID, I DREW YOUR BATH FOR YOU? YOU WHAT. I LOOKED IN THE ROOM AND THERE WAS ONLY ONE BED! WHAT THE FUCK. JACK? I WON'T TOUCH YOU. THE BATH DOES SOUND GOOD. TV ON, JACK SAID, "IF YOU THINK FOR ONE SECOND, I AM GOING TO SLEEP WITH A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN, IN THE SAME BED AND NOT TOUCH HER, YOUR CRAZY. WE MESSED AROUND A BIT, NOTHING MUCH. QUICK-N-DIRTY SURVIVAL! CAR WAS STILL NOT OUT, YET. DIMETRI IS MOVING ME TO THE BLUE AND WHITE MOTEL . . . YOU CAN STAY WITH ME AGAIN IF YOU WANT. 20 BELOW ZERO OR A WARM MOTEL ROOM? A GIRL HAS TO DO WHAT SHE HAS TO DO, WITHIN REASON! LOL. I KNEW I WAS BEING TRACKED AND I WAS UNDER SURVEILLANCE, SINCE LEAVING, UTAH, AND THE HEAT WAS ON ME, FROM, THE SECOND, I TALKED, AT THE WHITEFISH, MEETING, IN OCTOBER, OF 2012, ABOUT, THE FBI RAIDS ON THE MEDICAL MARIJUANA GROWERS, NOT KNOWING, THAT, A BUNCH OF THEM WERE WAITING SENTENCING, AND THE ACLU, WAS, CONDUCTING THE MEETING, SHOWING THE WAR OVER MEDICAL MARIJUANA . . . JACK, PICKED UP ON ME, THE FIRST BUS RIDE I TOOK, AFTER PARKING MY CAR, IN THE WALMART PARKING LOT, WITH, FOUR COP CARS, SCANNING THE PARKING LOT, LOOKING LIKE THEY WERE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE . . . ME, PROBABLY! JACK PROMISED IF I WAS WITH HIM, I WOULD BE SAFE? TO PROMISE SOMETHING LIKE THAT, HE HAD TO BE MOB OR BRASS ASS COP, OR FED! FIRST NIGHT, NOTHING MUCH, BUT, I THOUGHT, THERE WAS SURVEILLANCE, JUST THE WAY THE TV LIGHT WAS ON, AND, JUST THE WHOLE THING, BUT, ICE ON THE PUMPKIN, OUTSIDE WAS NOT TOO, INVITING! IN THE MORNING, I NOTICED, TWO WHITE VANS, PARKED ON BOTH SIDES OF OUR ROOM, A MONTANA, COMPANY, BUT THE VANS, HAD UTAH LICENSE PLATES ON THEM! SCREAM. MITT'S MONSTERS ARE ON ME EVEN UP HERE. THE NEXT NIGHT, HOWEVER, JACK, WHO HAD BEEN RATHER TAME, THE NIGHT BEFORE, WANTED ME TO SWITCH, SIDES OF THE BED . . . HE IS A LARGE MAN, AND, PROBABLY BLOCKED ANY VIEW OF ME! QUICK-N-DIRTY SURVIVAL! NOTHING MORE THAN, MY BACK, WAS EVER EXPOSED TO THE VIDEO, THAT I THOUGHT MIGHT BE HAPPENING, BUT, WASN'T EXACTLY SURE, BUT HE LEFT THE BATHROOM DOOR LIGHT ON, AND, WE CHANGED SIDE, SO I WAS SURE TO KEEP THE SHEET OVER ME! SO IF IT WAS RAUNCHY, SOME OTHER, PORN STAR, MIGHT HAVE BEEN ACTING MY DOUBLE! OLD MORMON, BYU, CHURCH UNIVERSITY SAYING, "STAY MORAL, GO ORAL!" WHATEVER. 20 DEGREES BELOW ZERO IS LESS INVITING, BUT NOT MUCH, AND I DID LIKE HIM AT FIRST! I THOUGHT IF THESE JACK ASSES ARE WATCHING, I AM GOING TO MAKE THEM ALL JEALOUS! TWO BLOW JOBS ON HUSBAND, THAT WAS MY EXPERIENCE. I DID ONE AND HE KEPT BEGGING, FOR MORE, SAYING HE WAS GOING TO HAVE TO MARRY ME, AND, WHATEVER, BLATHER HE WAS SPOUTING, I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY, THAT IF HE WAS A SEX TRAINER, FOR THE FBI OR THE CIA, HE WAS LOOKING THE FOOL NOT ME! LOL. PRO REVERSED THE STING, MAKING HIM, THE LOSER! THERE WAS NOT A DAMNED THING, ANYONE COULD HAVE SEEN, OTHER THAN, MY HEAD, WITH MY BACK COVERED WITH, SHEET! SO????? DID THEY BUD OVER IT? MAKE IT MORE STEAMY? THEY DID THAT WITH, MY SPEECH, TO THE FEDERATION OF REPUBLICAN WOMEN, AT THE MONTANA STATE CAPITOL. VIDEO TRICKS? SHELLEY IN THE LEADING ROLE, GOT REAL DOWN AND DIRTY WITH A WIG, AND COSMETIC, AND NAME GAMES? SHE WAS WITH HIM, AFTER I WAS, JUST LIKE WITH JERRY, TONY, MICHAEL, AND COWBOY. NOW THIS MIGHT SHED SOME LIGHT ON , THE CURRENT SITUATION. COWBOY HIT ON ME, A YEAR AND A HALF AGO, I BELIEVE AROUND CHRISTMAS, BUT I TOOK OFF TO SEATTLE. WE CONNECTED AGAIN, A FEW MONTHS, LATER, BUT THERE WAS, NO BIG, DEAL BETWEEN US. WHEN, I CAME BACK, IN MAY OR SOMETHING, HE SHOWED UP, AGAIN, AND WE, HAD DINNER TOGETHER, AND TOOK THE RIDE, WENT SHOPPING, THAT IS IT! NO BIG DEAL. BUT I GOT THE GUT FEELING THAT, SHELLEY WAS LURKING, IN THE BACKGROUND SOMEWHERE, SO THAT, THE LIPTRIX, COULD START, AS THEY HAD WITH ALL THE MEN, SINCE MY DIVORCE, FROM, JERRY TO BRETT, AND NOW FOLLOWING ME UP TO MONTANA! SHE WAS THE ONE WHO, WENT TO THANKSGIVING, DINNER IN PENNSYLVANIA, AND I BELIEVE WAS THE STOW AWAY! I GET BLAMED! I WENT TO UTAH! LEFT JACK AT THE CASINO, ALONE, DIDN'T EVEN TELL HIM, I WAS LEAVING! SHELLEY IS THE LIKELY PORN STAR, NOT ME! (2) NOW, MILES AND I MET, IN MAY OF 2013, SO NOT A FLY BY NIGHT RELATIONSHIP BY ANY MEANS. HE IS THE "ONLY" MAN, IN ALMOST, 12 YEARS, SINCE LEAVING HUSBAND #3, THAT I HAVE HAD SEX WITH, AND MAYBE, LESS THAN, MAYBE, 5 OR 6 TIMES, THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, MAKING LOVE AND HAVING SEX, OR BETWEEN, HAVING SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE, AND JUST HAVING SEX! WE DID AND STILL DO CARE DEEPLY ABOUT EACH OTHER . . . THERE FORE EACH OTHER, OVER THE YEARS, WHEN, NEITHER ONE OF US, HAD ANYONE ELSE TO RELY ON! I BELIEVE HE WAS LIKELY FORCED TO VIDEO, HE WAS BEING FOLLOWED FROM, SPOKANE, TO SEATTLE AFTER, WE MET . . . MY COMPUTERS ARE HACKED ALL THE TIME, WATCHED AND MONITORED, AND MY PHONES, TEXTS, OF LOVE, MIGHT LEAD THEM, TO HIM, AND BLACKMAIL HIM FOR THIS OR THAT? ONE TIME, HE TOLD ME HE WAS MEETING ME IN 5 MINUTES, AFTER HE GOT OFF WORK, I WAS AT MCDONALD'S WRITING MY BLOG, BUT, THEN, HE CALLED ME, AND SAID HE WAS IN TACOMA? WHAT THE FUCK? THE LAST TIME WE WERE WITH EACH OTHER, WAS THE NIGHT, THAT OUR LOVE MAKING, SESSION, PRETTY, MUCH, FOLLOWED A PREDICTABLE PATTERN, LIKE MOST PEOPLE, I AM NOT THAT ADVENTURESOME NOR EXPERIENCED, AND, DON'T EVEN KNOW, WHY WERE WERE HAVING SEX, OTHER THAN, WHO WAS COMPLAINING!? LOL. BUT WE HAD NOT SEEN EACH OTHER FOR 4 YEARS. DID HE GET MARRIED? HE WANTED ME TO MOVE IN WITH HIM? I GOT A GUT FEELING THAT, NO MAN IN HIS RIGHT MIND WOULD TURN DOWN, CASUAL SEX, UNLESS, HE HAD, SOMEONE ELSE IN TACOMA? ON WEEKENDS HE WOULD SAY HE WAS GOING TO VISIT HIS BROTHER TO DO MUSIC . . . . TWICE I GOT UP TO GO DROP IN FOR SOME EARLY MORNING DELIGHT, BUT, I SAW, YOUNG BLACK CHICKS, WITH BABIES, BEFORE, REACHING THE PINK ELEPHANT ON DENNY, WHERE MILES, LIVED, ON JOHN! I ALWAYS STOPPED, AND WONDERED ABOUT THAT, MCDONALD'S INCIDENT. I DON'T DO MARRIED PEOPLE! I DON'T THINK, THAT WOULD HAVE STOPPED, MILES, I THINK WE BOTH, LOVE EACH OTHER TO THIS DAY. I THINK OF THAT SONG, LET'S GET IT ON . . . HOW CAN IT BE WRONG IF WE LOVE EACH OTHER? I COULDN'T DO THAT TO HIS WIFE, IF HE HAD ONE! LAST TIME, I HAD SEX WAS WITH HIM, MARCH OF WHAT, 2017. I JUST DON'T SLEEP AROUND! JUST BEFORE, I STOPPED SEEING MILES, HE TOLD ME THAT, SOME, BLOND, WITH BIG BOOBS, WAS HANGING AROUND HIS APARTMENT PLACE . . . HERE WE GO AGAIN, RACHEL! SCREAM. CIA KISS AND TELL GAMES, OR VIDEIO SUBSTITUTE FOR THE STAR OF MY LIFE AND MOVIE? WAS HIE IN ON IT? HE TOLD ME THAT HE WAS ABOVE THE CIA, WHEN, I MET HIM! I STARTED TO NOT TRUST HIM, THEN, THE NIGHT, HE SEEMED TO BE PLAYING TO THE CAMERAS, THEN, THE INFRARED MARKS IN THE ALLEY, THIS AND THAT, AND I STOPPED SEEING HIM OR TAKING HIS PHONE CALLS! HE IS NOT THE FIRST GUY TO BE BOUGHT, BY THE MOB! I WOULDN'T DOUBT IT HE WAS, WITH, RACHEL, KAY AND SHELLEY, AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER! THEY HAVE MY MONEY. MONEY CAN'T BUY YOU LOVE. BASED ON HIS PHONE CALLS OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS, UP TO AN INCLUDING THE LAST FEW MONTHS, HE MISSES, THE LOVE, NOT THE SEX. SO, PAINTING ME LIKE A WHORE, SHOWING MY KIDS WHO KNOW LITTLE OF WHAT I HAVE DONE UP IN MONTANA AND WASHINGTON, SURE, I CAN SEE, THEM, FREAKING OUT, AND BEING DISGUSTED, BY, WHAT THEY MIGHT HAVE BEEN TOLD WAS ME! ME? NOT SO MUCH. I AM WORTH, MORE THAN A FUCKING BLOW JOB! MILES, IT WAS LOVE. HE HAS TO ANSWER FOR WHAT HE DID? I WOULDN'T PUT BLACKMAIL, BEYOND THE GIRLS, NOT FOR ONE SECOND, WIFE IN TACOMA? I BET HE LOVES HER AND MIGHT HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR MUCH LONGER THAN I KNOW? MISS HIM. SOB.