FORGED UNDER FIRE. ELEGANT. LENGENDARY LEADERSHIP. UNDER SENATOR GRASSLY AND SENATOR FEINSTEIN, THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE RIP FBI DIRECTOR JAMES COMEY! LOL. FUCKIN' LOVE IT! NONPARTISAN, GRILLLING, NECESSARY QUESTIONS THE AMERICAN PEOPLE NEED ANSWERED. COMEY WAS GIVEN ENOUGH ROPE TO HANG HIMSELF! LOL! VERY SMOOTH. YOU COULD SEE IT IN, HIS BODY LANGUAGE, AND EYES, THAT IS CONFIDENTIAL, CAN'T SAY, WILL NOT DISCUSS, TOTAL DIFFERENT STANDARDS THAN, DEALING WITH TRUMP, AND CLINTON, BEFORE THE HOUSE OVERSIGHT COMMITTEE! WITH CLINTON--IT WOULD BE THE "DEATH OF THE FBI?" NO, BUT IT MIGHT BE THE DEATH OF YOU, MR. COMEY! WITH TRUMP AND RUSSIAN PROBE--I WILL NOT CONVEY, ONE "PEEP" OF THE PROBE ON TRUMP, UNTIL WE ARE DONE! COMEY IS, "MILDLY NAUSEOUS" THAT HIS LETTER, IMPLYING CRIMINAL CHARGES, WITH NO SUBSTANTIATED PROOF, ONE OCTOBER 28, 2016, AS THE GROPING VIDEO FROM HOLLYWOOD ACCESS, AND THE RUSSIAN INTERFERENCE STORY BROKE, COMEY, DECIDES TO BREAK, NOT JUST ONCE, BUT THE SECOND TIME, CLINTON IS WAY, AHEAD IN THE POLLS, LIKE THE REVELATION AND TONGUE THRASHING HE GAVE HER, WITH NO REASONABLE PROSECUTOR, BRING CHARGES? SO WHY REVEAL INVESTIGATION AT ALL? ADD, FBI CHUMBS OF GIULIANI, RUBBING HIS MISCHIEVEOUS HANDS TOGETHER, BRAGGING THAT SOMETHING REALLY BIG IS GOING TO BE REVEALED, AS THE WEINER EMAILS, MAGICALLY, JUMPED FROM HUMA'S PRIVATE COMPUTER TO ANTHONY'S, WITH TRUMPLAND FBI, TRUMPKINS AT THE NEW YORK FBI FIELD OFFICE, DOING A META SWEEP, OF WEINER'S ALLEGED, ALLEGATATIONS OF SEXUAL CONTENT OF HIS TEXTS AND EMAILS TO AN UNDERAGE GIRL? THAT IS NOT THE JURISDICTION OF THE FBI? THAT MOST LIKELY WOULD BE THE AREA OF THE NEW YORK ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, ICAC, OR INTERNET CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN, AND STATE INVESTIGATORS, WHO WOULD BE ON THAT CASE, NOT THE FBI! ADD TWO AND TWO, TOGETHER, WITH THE GIULIANI COMMENTS, WITH TOTAL ACCESS TO THE FBI, DURING THE ELECTIONS, AND THE REVELATION OF THE NEW EMAILS, REVEALED BY EMALES, RIVALS, NEW YORKERS, BUDDIES OF TRUMP'S! GOOD HELL! THIS IS A GOD DAMNED AMERICAN ELECTION, MAN! ALL THE AGENTS, AND THE DIRECTOR, SHOULD NOT ONLY BE FIRE, BUT CHARGED WITH VIOLATION OF THE HATCH ACT, THAT REQUIRES, NO ELECTIONEERING, FOR FEDERAL OFFICALS, EXCEPT THE PRESIDENT AND THE VICE PRESIDENT! COMEY WAS A NUMBNUT, WHEN IT CAME TO QUESTIONS, ON TOPIC, FOR THE PROBE, BUT WHEN, THE REPUBICAN SENATORS, LIKE HATCH, CORNYN, AND FLAKE, THREW SOFT BALL QUESTIONS, ON THE 702 SURVEILLANCE MECHANISMS, ON, HOW THEY WORKED, OR WHY THEY NEED TO BE FUNDED, OR ALL THE GOOD THEY DO WITH THE "BAD GUYS" AROUND THE WORLD, USING OUR GENIUS SURVIELLANCE PROGRAMS, HINT, HINT, HINT, THE RUSSIAN FRONT, USING THE FBI, NSA, AND CIA, SECRET TAX PAYER'S PRISM SYSTEMS, DARK INTERNET, DEEP WEB, WORKING FOR THE DEEP STATE, THAT, TRUMP AND ALL HIS RUSSIAN, FAVORING, CRONIES, FROM MANAFORTE TO SESSIONS! SCREAM! HILLARY CLINTON HAD A 68% APPROVAL RATING AS SECRETARY OF STATE, AND WHEN THE HOUSE OVERSIGHT, THE FBI COMMANDERS, IT APPEARS, WITH GOP AND MORMON, JASON CHAFFETZ, BEING THE SPEAR TO KILL HILLARY, ONCE AND FOR ALL, WITH ISSA AND TREY GOWDY, COULDN'T FIND ANYTHING IN BENGHAZI, TO PIN ON CLINTON, THEY TURNED TO THE FBI, TRUMPLAND AND THE LAME ASS EMAILS, THAT DIDN'T AMOUNT TO EVEN ANY REQUIST "INTENT" AND SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE END OF DISCUSSION. THEN, TAKING THE SAME "COMMUNICATIONS" LAW FOR FEDERAL EMPLOYEES, DEALING WITH FOREIGN COUNTRIES, THE FBI TURNS A BLIND EYE, TO TRUMP, WITH LOANS, PROPERTY, DEALS WITH THE RUSSIANS, CHOOSING, CABINET MEMBER, AFTER CABINET MEMBER WITH DEEP AFILIATIONS WITH RUSSIA, AND HE IS NOT GOING TO MAKE A "PEEP" UNTIL THE ENTIRE INVESTIGATION IS OVER AND DONE? WHAT IS THAT ABOUT THE TIME HE HAS DONE ALL THE DAMAGE, AND RUSSIANS ARE IN CONTROL OF THE COUNTRY? SHIT? FROM HIS SON-IN-LAW, TO HIS SON, TO THE FUCKING ATTORNEY GENERAL OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, ALL HAVE CONTACTS AND CONNECTIONS WITH THE RUSSIANS, AND THE FBI, LAUDING THEIR PROWESS, IN KEEPING AMERICA SAFE, DOESN'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS? THE WHOLE THING, DOESN'T MAKE SENSE! AS EARLY AS, MARCH, CIA DIRECTOR, BRENNEN, GOT CONCERNED ABOUT THE RUSSIANS INTERJECTING SHIT INTO OUR ELECTIONS? HE DIDN'T TALK TO COMEY? FUCK, THIS IS JURISDICTION OF THE FBI, SO THEY ARE OVERLY CONCERNED ABOUT, WEINER, AND HIS CLAIMED, ACCESS TO CONFIDENTIAL INFORMATION, THAT ALLEGEDLY, WAS ON HIS COMPUTER, OUT OF THE FBI JURISDICTION, AND IT NEVER CROSSED ANYONE'S MIND, THAT THE MORMON, REPUBLICAN, NSA, DIDN'T JUST TAKE, HUMA'S PRIVATE EMAILS FROM HILLARY, AND TRANSFER THEM TO ANTHONY'S COMPUTER? FUCKIN' EASY FROM ALL THE SHIT I HAVE SEEN THEM DO TO MY BLOG, ALLOWING ACCESS, THROUGH THE NSA, TO PIRATES, ON THE LOAN-A-TOOL SERVICE, IN EXCHANGE FOR WHAT, MONEY IN MY CASE, THE ELECTIONS IN TRUMP'S CASE? BOUGHT AND PAID FOR! I WAS AT THE OXFORD, THIS MORNING, GETTING, THEIR AMAZINGLY GOOD, BREAKFASTS, FOR 1990 PRICES, WHEN THE COMEY INVESTIGATION WAS GOING ON . . . AND THERE WAS REFERENCE, IN I BELIEVE, GRASSLY'S VERY THOROUGH, AND ACCUSATORY, MONOLOGUE, ASKING FBI DIRECTOR, COMEY, ABOUT SOME COMPANY, THAT PAID FOR, THE PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR, CHRISTOPHER, THE BRITISH, M16, JAMES BOND, TO PUT TOGETHER A DOSSIER ON TRUMP, AND HIS RUSSIAN CONNECTIONS, AND THE FBI, JUST CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHO THEY WERE, AND WHO PAID THEM, AND WHO LEAKED? FUCK! I CAN GIVE YOU A FUCKING CLUE, THE BITCHES, YOU ARE ALLOWING TO BE ME, WORKING UNDER MY NAME AND CREDENTIALS, AND THERE ARE MORE THAN ONE, AND ALL OF THEM ARE FUCKING PRO RUSSIAN, PUTIN AND COMMUNISM! AND OUR FBI IS NOT CONCERNED, GOING TO KEEP THIS QUIET, ON A POSSIBLE PRESIDENT TRUMP, BUT ON CLINTON, WHO SERVED FAITHFULLY, WITH WORLD, RESPECT AND RENOWN, YOU ARE READING, TO TRASH, ALL PROTOCAL, LAW, AND POLICY, EVEN AGAINST YOUR BOSS, AND I HATE THE WITCH HUNT, GONIG AFTER ALL THE WOMEN, FROM HILLARY, TO LYNCH, TO RICE, FUCK, WHEN, THEY ARE THE INNOCENT ONES. THAT FUCKING CORNYN, TRYING TO MAKE COMEY, LOOK LIKE THE WHIPPING BOY OF THAT BAD, NASTY, HILLARY? WHAT THE FUCK, IT HAS BEEN 4 YEARS, SINCE, SHE WAS OUT OF HER OFFICE AS SECRETARY OF STATE! BUT TRUMP AND CREW, ARE TOTALLY, GUILTY, AND I USED TO TRAIN PROSECUTORS, OF THE SAME STATUTE, THAT YOU COULDN'T GET CLINTON, ON, BY 100%, DOINIG INJURY TO THE UNITED STATES, AND GIVING ADVANTAGE TO A FOREIGN STATE? GET REAL, TRUMP HAS REFUSED, TO NOT ONLY, DISTANCE HIMSELF FROM PUTIN, BUT HAS FULLY EMBRACED HIM, BEING COOPTED, BY PUTIN, AS A STOOGE AND EVEN AGENT OF RUSSIA, ALONG WITH CARTER PAGE, THE "IDIOT!" LOL! COMEY, SAW AND SEES, NOTHING TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT, BUT CLINTON, OUT OF OFFICE FOR 4 YEARS, WITH NO REPRECUSIONS, WHATSOEVER, FROM HER, TENURE, AS SEC. OF STATE, SERVING HONORABLY, AND WITH DIGNITY AND GRACE, GETS FUCKING TRASHED AND WE GET A "RUSSIAN PUPPET?" GOD ALMIGHTY! CHAIN, CHAIN, CHAIN OF FOOLS, IS ON THE RADIO HERE, AT WORDEN'S, WITH ARETHA, BELTING OUT, THE BOTTOM LINE, CHAIN, CHAIN, CHAIN, OF FOOLS! CONNECT THE DOTS. FUCK, I LOVE, SENATOR FRANKEN! LOL! HE TENDS TO DO HIS HOMEWORK, AND GET TO THE VERY ESSENSE OF THE INVESTIGATIONS . . .ALTHOUGH, I WAS IMPRESSED WITH, GRASSLY, FROM THE REPUBLICAN SIDE AND A BIT FROM, SENATOR BEN SASSE, WHO SEEMS TO BE ABLE TO BE SOMEWHAT NON-PARTISAN, AS, WAS GRAHAM, TRYING NOT TO BE, BUT, HATCH, THE ALLEGED, MOST SENIOR MEMBER OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, TOTALLY, THROWING, COMEY A, LIFELINE! TOTALLY PUTTING A "RED HERRING" AND A "DISTRACTION" INTO THE INVESTIGATIONS OF RUSSIA, TRUMP, AND THE 2016 ELECTIONS, TAKING US DOWN A RABBIT HOLE, OR LEADING US, DOWN THE YELLOW BRICK ROAD, TO DISTRACT AND TAKE AWAY FROM THE GRILLING, ONCE, GRASSLY AND FEINSTEIN, STARTED, RIGHT OFF, WITH FIGHTING WORDS, AND THE RIGHT, LEAD AND QUESTIONS, TO HAVE HATCH, THE NON-PRACTICING, LIFETIME POLITICIAN, PROBABLY, COACHED BY THE VERY COMPANY, OR THE STRAW CIA, BITCHES, ALL USING MY, OR PART OF MY RESUME, NAME AND CREDENTIALS TO GET, TRUMP IN OFFICEE, WITH BUSINESS INTERESTS, AS SENATOR, KISS, KISS, AMY KLOVACHAR, BROUGHT THE HEARING, SOMEWHAT BACK ON TRACK, GOING AFTER THE OFFSHORE, "SHELL COMPANIES" WITH TAX SHELTERS, AND THE $5 MILLION HOUSES IN THE U.S., THAT ARE BOUGHT, THROUGH SHELL COMPANIES, THAT CAN EXPLAIN, TONS OF TRUMP PROPERTIES, IN NEW YORK, AND OTHER LUXURY CONDOS AND HOTEL PROPERTIES, AND HOUSES! THAT MADE ME THINK, OF FRANK OF INTERPOL, AKA, ALLAN REX BESS, MARRIED TO ME BY PROXY, TO SHELLEY, AS BLANK AS A "SHELL COMPANY" HOLLOW, SHALLOW, WITHOUT A LIFE, THAT COULD SUCK UP, MY LIFE, BUT, "PETER, PETER, PUMPKIN EAT HER, HAD A WIFE, AND COULDN'T KEEP HER--HE PUT HER IN A PUMPKIN SHELL, AND THERE HE KEPT HER VERY WELL! IF YOU CAN FIGURE OUT THAT LITTLE NURSERY RHYME, YOU WILL KNOW, THAT A POWERFUL MAN, WHO, MARRIED ME, TO FUCK ME, MURDERED, WITH SHELLEY, ALLAN REX BESS, TO TAKE ME OUT AND USE, MY RESUME, TO DO EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING, OR DID, FUCK THE ELECTIONS AND HILLARY, SHELLEY IS A HACKER QUEEN, OF NOTHING ELSE, AND I WOULD NOT BE SURPRISED, IF THIS WAS AN INSIDER'S JOB, WITH THE NSA, GIVING, SHELLEY, THE RUSSIANS, THE CRIMINALS, AND JULIAN ASSANGE, ACCESS, AS FBI DIRECTOR SAID, TO OUR GENIUS, TECHNOLOGY FOR SURVIELLANCE AND SPYING, HACKING AND EVEN CHANGING THE VOTING MACHINES, THAT WERE OWNED BY SOROS, WHO WAS CONSPICOUSLY, SILENT THIS ELECTION BEING A BIG TIME, CLINTON, AND OBAMA, SUPPORTER, AND OWNED ALL THE VOTING MACHINES? NSA PROGRAMS? TRUMP GOT, ALMOST THE EXACT NUMBER OF ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTES, THAT HILLARY HAD SURED UP, BY OCTOBER, AND HILLARY GOT THE HIGH BALL OF WHAT TRUMP WAS EXPECTED--THESE ARE SEASONED, POLITICAL PEOPLE, SELECTED, BY THEIR STATES, TO PUT THE MOST QUALIFIED PERSON, AND THEY WOULD CHOSE, TRUMP? YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME, NO PRIOR EXPERIENCE? MAKING STUPID ASS STATEMENT, AFTER RACIAL SLAM, AFTER SHIT THAT WOULD HURT AMERICA? AND THE MOST SOPHISTICATED VOTERS, NOT THE MASSES ARE ASSES, THAT DIDN'T PLAY OUT VOTERS, BUT THE MOST UP TO SPEED, VOTE FOR TRUMP? YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING! EVEN THE COMEY LETTER DOESN'T COVER THAT! CORNYN, TRASHING CLINTON, AS IF SHE BLAMED, EVERYONE BUT HERSELF? WHAT THE FUCK? SHE GOT 3 MILLION MORE VOTES THAT TRUMP AND THAT IS PROBABLY WITH MANIPULATED NUMBERS! A 68% APPROVAL RATING ACROSS THE BOARDS, AND SHE IS SOMEHOW THE SCUM OF THE EARTH, 4 YEARS AFTER BEING OUT OF OFFICE? FROM WHAT I SAW, SHE ADMITTED THERE IS STUFF SHE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER! BUT YOU TAKE, THE NORMAL, NON-PERFECT, BUT CLOSE, CANDIDATE, WITH NORMAL FLAWS, AND EVEN HARDER, BECAUSE, SHE HAD TO DEAL WITH HER HUSBAND'S PRESIDENCY, GIVING HER A RECORD, THAT WAS NOT HER'S TO DEFEND, ON TOP OF HIS ILL FATED, MEETING WITH LYNCH ON THE PHOENIX TARMAC, THAT BOTH OF THEM SHOULD HAVE KNOWN, NOT TO DO, AND THEN, BILL'S STATMENT ON OBAMACARE, AND HIS LEWINSKI, SHIT, AND THAT WAS A HUGE ASS HUDDLE TO GET OVER, LET ALONE, HAVING TO TAKE HEAT FOR THE WHOLE 8 OBAMA YEARS, GOOD, BAD AND UGLY, WHATEVER, THEN TAKE ON A CELEBRITY, AND THE MEN, STILL HAD TO ADD, RUSSIA, HACKERS, CRIMINALS, THE MORMONS, THE FBI TRUMPKINS, AND IGNORING, THE RUSSIN INFUSION AND INVASION OF OUR ELECTIONS, SHIT, THERE IS NOT A MAN, ALIVE, WHO IS MORE PREPARED, WITH A BETTER RECORD OR RESUME, AND THIS IS WHAT IT TOOK TO TAKE HER DOWN! FUCK! CAN TRUMP, HE IS GOING TO DESTROY AMERICA, AND SHE WILL SAVE IT! FUCK, IF THE FIRST 100 DAYS, ARE ANY INDICATIONS, WE ARE IN FOR ONE HELL OF A ROUGH RIDE, WE, DON'T NEED, AND WE DON'T NEED, MEMBERS OF HIS CABINET, FROM FBI, DIRECTOR, THE DRAMA KING, "I LOVE THIS JOB" TO MR. DENY EVERYTHING, AS CONFIDENTIAL, WHEN, HE WAS MORE THAN WILLLING TO DEVULGE, EVERY DETAIL, THAT AMOUNTED TO A HILL OF BEANS AGAINST CLINTON, AND THEN, HE IS NOT GOING TO REVEAL, A PEEK, UNTIL THE INVESTIGATION IS DONE ON TRUMP? NO DOUBLE STANDARD HERE! FUCK? THERE ARE NOT SECRET DEFINITIONS FOR "CONFIDENTIAL" THAT ALLOW, COMEY TO SPILL HIS GUTS ON HILLARY, AND REFUSE, TO EVEN DISCLOSE, NON-CONFIDENTIAL INFORMATION, TO THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE? HANG THE FUCKER! THE FBI IS PACKED WITH REUPBLICAN, TRUMPKINS, WHO DID WHAT IT TOOK TO TAKE CLINTON, DOWN, AND PUT THAT "SO-CALLED" PRESIDENT TRUMP IN OFFICE, WHO IS DOING HIS DARNEST, TO GET RID OF THE VERY DOCUMENT, HE TOOK AN OATH TO PRESERVE, DEFEND AND PROTECT, AS COMEY, HIMSELF DID, THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, WHICH, TRUMP AND THE EMOLUMENT'S CLAUSE, CONFLICTS OF INTEREST, AND PERSONAL GAIN, ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE, FOR IMPEACHMENT, REMOVAL OR WITHH RUSSIA, TREASON! TEAMING WITH RUSSIA ON SYRIA, DOESN'T PURIFY THE 2016 ELECTIONS! AND I AM PASSIONATE ON PURITY! GOOD JOB, SENATORS, OR AT LEAST SOME OF YOU . . . LEGENDARY LEADERSHIP, THANKS FOR WORKING FOR AMERICA, FOR ONCE, RATHER THAN PARTY POLITICS! ADULTS, AND ELEGANCE IN OFFICE! KISSES, HUGS, AND LOVES! VERY ENJOYABLE, INFORMATIVE, AND POWERFUL! KEEP DIGGING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TO MY BABY, ELLIOT TAYLOR SECRIST, GRADUATING FROM THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, ON FRIDAY, GUITARIST, VOCALIST, FOR "GOD'S REVOLVER"--HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008, AND NOW, PLAYING WITH "THE DITCH AND THE DELTA" . . . SO PROUD!

YOU DIDN'T SHOOSE THE STUD LIFE.  THE STUD LIFE CHOSE YOU!  KISSES, FOREVER!

"HOME, WHERE MY THOUGHT'S ESCAPING.  HOME, WHERE MY MUSIC'S PLAYING.  HOME, WHERE MY LOVE LIES WAITING.  SILENTLY FOR ME."

MOM

GOSSIP COP. WAR MACHINE. ALL PIRATES MUST DIE. DEAD MEN TELL NO TALES. THE ELLIOT VIRUS. CENTER FOR CYBER TERRORISM TASK FORCE. RUSSIANS. BILLIONS. RANSOMWARE. ONE BOOK, TWO COVERS. AMERICA--TRUMP'S BUSINESS MODEL. TRUMP'S GRAND STRATEGY IS TO REBUILD ALLIANCES OR CRATE NEW ONES. TRUMP'S IDEA OF "AMERICA FIRST" IS TO MAKE THE WORLD BETTER, TRYING TO PROTECT THE HOMELAND, DEMOESTIC ECONOMY, AND THE REST IS CUTTING DEALS WITH WHOMEVER IS WILLING TO CUT DEALS WITH US. THERE IS NOT MUCH ROOM IN THE EQUATION FOR STANDING UP FOR HUMAN RIGHTS, FREEDOMS AND WELL BEING OF OTHER PEOPLE. BOTH TRUMP AND IVANKA, WERE INVOLVED IN PROMOTING BUSINESS VENTURES, WITH TRUMP BRANDS, FROM LUXURY DEVELOPMENTS TO HER JEWELRY LINE, AND POSTERS OF LIVING LARGE! WITH TRUMP MAINTAINING BUSINESS AND FAMILY INTERESTS, IN MANILA, HIS ACTIONS, NOT ONLY VIOLATE THE "EMOLUMENTS CLAUSE" BUT, SEAL THE APPROVAL ON HEINOUS ACTIONS BY DUTERTES, WITH CLEAR INCLINATIONS TO REWARD MASS-MURDER AND TORTURESERS WITH UNDESERVED HONORS. IT APPEARS THAT THE PRESIDENT IS HANDLING U.S. POLICY TO THE PHILIPPINES THAT IS CONSISTENT WITH DONALD TRUMP'S BUSINESS INTERESTS! MEMBERS OF THE CONGRESSIONAL INTELLIGENCE COMMITTEES, TRAVELED TO LANGLEY FOR MORE INTELLIGENCE AND BRIEFINGS ON RUSSIAGATE AND THE 2016 ELECTIONS. HOPEFULLY, ETHICS ATTORNEYS AND THE OVERSIGHT COMMITTEE OF THE HOUSE, IS WATCHING THESE BUSINESS DEVELOPMENTS, OVERSEAS. RIGHT AFTER THE ELECTIONS, THE TRUMP BOYS, SECURED, AT LEAST 6 NEW DEVELOPMENT DEALS WITH FOREIGN COMPANIES, THAT, WERE, NOT DISCLOSED AT THE TIME. WE ARE TALKING PERSONAL GAIN, PERSONAL GAIN, PERSONAL GAIN, ALL CONFICTS OF INTEREST, AND ALL BENEFIT THE TRUMP FAMILY IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. I WOULD LOOK AT THE PROFITS AND BENEFITS, PRIOR TO THE PRESIDENTIAL ELECTIONS, AND AFTER, WE KNOW THAT THE MEMBERSHIP FEES AT MAR-A-LAGO, HAVE DOUBLED! WHAT MORE DO WE NEED? MANY PEOPLE, SPECULATED, THAT TRUMP WOULD VIOLATE THE CONSTITUTION AND HIS OATH OF OFFICE, BEFORE HE TOOK THE OATH, AND HE DID! WITH IVANKA, HAVING AN OFFICE IN THE WEST WING AND HIRING AN ASSISTANT OR TWO, AT TAX PAYER'S MONEY, WHILE SHE IS PERSONALLY, BENEFITING AND GAINING FROM THAT POSITION? VIOLATION OF THE "EMOLUMENTS CLAUSE" AND THE KIDS SHOULD BE LOOKED AT AS ARMS OF THE PRESIDENT, SINCE THEY ARE STILL TIED TO DADDY'S PANT LEGS! COME ON, MAN! LET'S HOPE, THAT THE FBI AND THE INTELLIGENCE COMMITTEES, INVESTIGATING, THE RUSSIAN CONNECTIONS, WILL ALSO LOOK INTO, TRUMP'S FASCINATION WITH THE STRONGMEN, AND SEE WHERE HIS PROPERTIES ARE. THE PHILIPPINES, AND TURING A BLIND EYE TO THE BULL SHIT, CLOWNISH, WAR ON DRUGS, WHICH APPEARS TO BE MORE THE "WAR ON THE POOR" WITH THESE LEADERS, IN THEIR CLEPTOCRACIES AND AUTOCRACIES, ARE TRYING TO, MESS UP, THE PECKING ORDER OF THINGS, BREAKING WITH THE FORMER FRIENDS AND ALLIES OF THE UNITED STATES, AND TEAMING WITH COMMUNIST COUNTRIES, AND THOSE LEANING TOWARD, RUSSIA AND CHINA, AND COMMUNISM! GET REAL! THINGS ARE HAPPNEING FAST, AND BEHIND CLOSED DOORS, WITH RESTRUCTURING AND DESTORYING, LONG STANDING, VALUES, TRADITIONS, AND PRINCIPLES, THAT HAVE MADE AMERICA, THE LEADER OF THE FREE WORLD, NOW DIPPING INTO THE TYRANNICAL, DESPOTS, AND SEEKING THEIR FRIENDSHIP, WITH ATROCITIES, THAT AMERICANS HAVE LONG HATED AND DEPLORED. WE SAW JUST THIS WEEK, THAT, FREE SPEECH, IS AT A 13 YEARS LOW, WITH, TRUMP'S ATTACK ON THE MEDIA, HAVING A HUGE IMPACT ON THE WORLD, MUCH, LIKE THE HUGE ASS RISE IN HATE CRIMES IN THE UNITED STATES, SINCE TRUMP TOOK OFFICE. THIS IS NOT THE WAY, AMERICANS HAVE "EVER BEEN" NOR THE WAY WE WANT TO GO, WHICH, PUTS TRUMP, IF NOT ON A TREASONOUS TRACK, BUT AT LEAST A CANDIDATE FOR IMPEACHMENT OR REMOVAL, AT LEAST. HE IS NOT A DICTATOR, AND WE DON'T WANT ONE! THE RUSSIANS, CALLED TRUMP, CAPTAIN, UNTIL THE BOMBING OF SYRIA, AND THAT WAS ONLY BECAUSE, TRUMP, WAS TALKED INTO THE BOMBINGS FOR HUMANITARIAN REASONS, LIKE CHEMICAL WARFARE, AND NOW WE ARE CLOSING A BLIND EYE TO, THE TRAGEDY AND WORLD CRISIS IN THE PHILIPPINES WTIH THE INTERNATIONAL CRIMINAL COURT, GIONG AFTER DUTERTES, AND OUR PRESIDENT IS HAVING HIM TO DINNER AT THE WHITE HOUSE OR MAR-A-LAGO? FUCK? TRUMP IS CROSSING ALL KINDS OF "RED LINES" THAT WERE ESTABLISHED, A LONG TIME AGO, IN AMERICAN ETHICS, POLICY AND PROCEDURE, AND WHAT COUNTRIES AND LEADERS WE WILL ASSOCIATE WITH, AND MAKE DEALS WITH! THE PHILIPPINES IS UNDER TREATY WITH AMERICA . . . SOMEONE, NEED TO EXPLORE, DUTERTE'S, SUDDEN, DISSING OF AMERICA, AND PLAYING FOR CHINA, LIKE A BRAT KID, WHO USES, MOTHER, TO FUCK WITH FATHER! WE CANNOT BE MANIPULATED AS A COUNTRY, FOR THE TRUMP FAMILY ENTERPRISES, TRYING TO ESTABLISH, AN OLIGARCY, OR PLUTOCRACY . . . WE ARE A REPUBLIC, WITH A CONGRESS, THAT REPRESENTS US, AND A CO-EQUAL BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, THAT TRUMP IS TRYING TO MESS WITH TOO, IN GOING AFTER THE 9TH CIRCUIT, AS IF HE HAS ANYTING MORE TO DO WITH IT, THAN, APPOINT JUDGES TO THE BENCH, AND WE ARE WHAT, HUNDREDS SHORT NOW. ONE OF THE PRESIDENT'S EXPRESS JOBS IS TO FILL, THE 543 KEY, FEDERAL APPOINTMENTS TO KEEP THINGS RUNNING SMOOTH, WITH EDUCATED, TRAINED, AND EXPERIENCED STAFF . . . AND ALL WE ARE GETTING, IS DINNERS AND ENTERTAINING, FOREIGN DIGNITARIES, HAVING A GOOD TIME AT MAR-A-LAGO, WITH INCREASED, EXPENSES, FOR SECURITY PROTECTIONS! GET REAL, THIS CHUMP, IS NOT WORTH IT. HE IS PISSED THAT CONGRESS CAME TO AN AGREEMENT TO KEEP THE GOVERNMENT OPEN, AND IS PUSHING TO THE GOVERNMENT TO SHUT DOWN, WHICH, CAUSED A TON OF CHAOS, LAST TIME, INCLUDING, LEAVING, FEDERAL PROGRAMS AND PARKS, UNATTENDED, AND PEOPLE WITHOUT PAY! THIS DUDE IS A CLOWN, AND HE IS AN ENEMY TO AMERICA . . . JUST LOOK WHAT IS GOING ON, IN 100 DAYS, OF TOTAL, CONFUSION AND CHAOS! WHAT WILL BE GOIING ON, IN 4 YEARS? GET REAL FAST! THE REPUBLICANS, JUST TOOK A BEATING ON THEIR HEALTH CARE PLAN AGAIN. BUT, THAT SHOWS THAT, AT LEAST THEY ARE DOING THEIR JOBS, AND NOT JUST VOTING PARTY PREFERENCES, BUT ACTUALLY, STRUGGLING WITH, FIXING OBAMACARE, MORE POPULAR THAN EVER, 63% LIKE IT. JUST BECAUSE, SOME REPUBLICAN SENATORS AND HOUSE MEMBERS, PROMISED THEIR, CONSTITUENTS, THAT THEY WOULD REPEAL OBAMACARE, RATHER, THAT, JUST REPAIR THE PROBLEMS, KEEPING THINGS, LIKE PRE-EXITING CONDITIONS, COVERED, DOESN'T MEAN WE HAVE TO DO IT! A CAMPAIGN PROMISE, LIKE ROOT BEER, FLOWING FROM THE JUNIOR HIGH WATER FOUNTAINS, IS JUST THAT, BUT WHEN, YOU GET IN OFFICE OR BACK IN BUSINESS, YOUR JOB, IS TO DO THE BUSINESS OF THE WHOLE UNITED STATES, WITH VARIOUS, DISTRICTS AND STATES, LEANING THIS WAY OR THAT, BUT WITH THE ULTIMATE GOAL OF THE "GENERAL WELFARE" AND "COMMON DEFESNE" AS THE GOAL, INCLUDING, JUSTICE, AND LIBERITY, IN OUR PURSUIT OF A MORE PERFECT UNION, WITH DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY. SATURDAY, NIGHT, JIMMY KIMMEL, WHO JUST HAD A NEW BABY WITH, HEART PROBLEMS, SAID, IT SHOULDN'T MATTER, HOW MUCH MONEY, SOMEONE, MAKES OR DOESN'T MAKE, ISN'T IT IN THE NATURE AND HEARTS OF AMERICANS, TO HELP THESE PEOPLE? THE CROWD CHEERED! IF WE ALL KNEW SOMEONE HAD CANCER, WE SURELY WOULD NOT EXPECT THEM TO NOT HAVE ACCESS TO INSURANCE, TO COVER THAT, AND EXPECT THEM TO GO OUT AND DIE UNDER A ROCK OR SOMEWHERE! WE ARE BETTER THAN THIS, KINDER THAN THIS, AND NEED TO HAVE COMPASSION FOR THOSE, BORN OR WHO CONTACT AND SUFFER, IN THIS WORLD! IT APPEARS, THAT, THE FORMERLY, DO NOTHING CONGRESS, IS STARTING TO MIX IT UP, AND WORK TOGETHER, FOR THE SOLUTIONS, THAT ARE A COMPROMISE, NOT WINNER TAKE ALL! WE NEED WIN/WIN SOLUTIONS, TO VERY STICKY AND TOUGH PROBLEMS, OF HEALTH CARE. NOBODY IS EXPECTING A GIVE AWAY, OR TOTAL CHARITY, BUT SHARING THE LOAD, AND HAVING, A POOL OF INSURANCE, THAT IS AFFORDABLE, NO MATTER WHAT, YOUR HEALTH, IS NOT ONLY COMPASSIONATE, LIKE MOST AMERICANS, ARE BUT LOVING, AND CARING, WHICH, WE DO, A GREAT JOB AT, HERE! I LOVED, THE "WOMEN FOR WOMEN" INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S CONFERENCE, WHERE CLINTON SPOKE TODAY, ABOUT HER FEELINGS AND THE REASONS, SHE FELT SHE LOST THE ELECTIONS, THAT ARE UNFOLDING BEFORE OUR EYES, AND MORE AND MORE IS COMING OUT, BUT, THE HASH TAG, SAID, #SHEBRINGSPEACE. WE ALL WANT PEACE, LOVE, GOODNESS, AND A GREAT WORLD, TO LIVE IN AND RAISE OUR CHILDREN IN . . . NOT A WORLD OF RULING ELITE, OF THE RICH, OR JUST THE POWERFUL, BUT, JUSTICE FOR ALL, HAPPINESS FOR ALL . . . AND, MY VISION OF THE WORLD, AND A NEW ORDER, IS VERY DIFFERENT THAN, TRUMP'S, RUSSIA'S, THE ILLUMINATI, THE MORMONS, THE WORLD BANKERS, WHO FUND BOTH SIDES OF THE WAR, AND THAT IS, RATHER THAN DESTROYING AMERICA, WHICH, IT APPEARS, TRUMP, IS TRYING TO DO, SO, WE ARE ON A LEVEL PLAYING FIELD, WITH THRID WORLD COUNTRIES, WE WANT TO ELEVATE ALL COUNTRIES, GIVE ALL COUNTRIES AND PEOPLE'S, RIGHTS, FREEDOMS, LIBERTIEIS, PRIVILEGES, AND PROTECTIONS! THERE ARE TWO VISIONS OF AMERICA, AND WE ARE EXPERIENCING, THE "HOSTILE" TAKEOVER, OF AMERICA, AND ALL WE KNOW AND LOVE, WILL SOON BE GONE, THESE ROOTS, AND IDEAS, HAVE BEEN WARRING AGAINST, THE CONSTITUTION, AND THE FACT THAT ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL, AND WE NEED TO GIVE, ALL MEN, EDUCATION, ALL MEN JUSTICE, ALL MEN, OPPORTUNITIES, ALL MEN AND THIS INCLUDES WOMEN AND CHILDREN, THE FRUITS OF A GOOD LIFE, HEALTH AIR TO BREATHE, CLEAN WATER TO DRINK, AND A BEAUTTIFUL EARTH TO ENJOY, FREE OF POLLUTION, GRIME, AND TOXIC DISCHARGE AND TRASH! IN COAL COUNTRY, SIGING BONUSES AND PAY RAISES ARE BACK, AND SO IS POLLUTING THE STREAM WITH IRON ORE RUNOFF, TAINTING THE STREAMS, THAT RUN TO RIVERS AND INTO DRINKING, CISTERNS, AND AQUIFERS . . . I AM THRILLED FOR PAY RAISES, AND BONUSES, AND KEEPING JOBS OPEN, AND UNDER PRESIDENT OBAMA, COMPANIES HAVE TRIED TO LOWER THEIR CARBON FOOTPRINT AND BE MORE GREEN AND USING GREEN ENERGY SOURCES, TO OPERATE FACTORIES AND OTHER INDUSTRIES, WHICH IS GOOD . . . WE DONT TAKE ALL THE GOOD THAT WAS ACCOMPLISHED, AND GO BACKWARDS AGAIN! WE CAN'T HAVE A MASSIVE OVERTHROW OF GOVERNMENT, SWINGING FROM ONE PARTY TO ANOTHER, EVERY FOUR YEARS IN DISGUST OR ANGER VOTES . . . BUT CONGRESS, REPRESENTING, THEIR PEOPLE, AND COMMUNITIES OR STATES, NEED TO DO THEIR HOMEWORK, COMPROMISE, THE VERY DEFINITION OF THE WORD POLITICS, AND COME TO LASTING SOLUTIONS. i FIND IT APPAULING, THAT 70% OF WHAT THE GOP HAS DONE, IS UNDUE, WHAT THE LAST ADMINSTRATINO DID, WHAT A WASTE OF TIME, RESOURCES, AND MONEY! FIX OBAMACARE, THERE ARE GREAT THINGS ABOUT IT, AND FIX THE SHITTY PARTS AND THERE ARE SOME, BUT THAT OLD ADAGE, OF DON'T THROW THE BABY OUT WITH THE BATHWATER APPLIES HERE! ONE SENATOR, SAID, THE PEOPLE IN HIS STATE, WILL NOT REMEMBER, WHO, CREATED OR PASSED OBAMACARE, THEY JUST KNOW IT HELPED THEIR FAMILY, BUT, THEY WILL, SURE REMEMBER, THOSE WHO TOOK AWAY THEIR HEALTH INSURANCE, SO, IN ALL YOUR ZEAL, TO MAKE GOOD ON CAMPAIGN PROMISES, DON'T, VIOATE THE TRUST OF YOUR PEOPLE, JUST TO CHECK OFF A BOX ON YOUR LIST OF THINGS YOU SAID YOU WOULD DO! IMPROVE WHAT WE HAVE . . . DON'T OVERHAUL, THAT IS NOT SMART, NOR EFFICIENT, NOR, COST EFFECTIVE . . . WE DON'T HAVE ENDLESS MONEY! WASTE, FRAUD AND ABUSE, SHOULD BE FOREVER IN FRONT OF YOUR FACES, MINDS AND THOUGHTS! WARS, MORE WARS, AND AGAIN, WARS, IS JUST PATHETIC, IN A DAY AND AGE WHERE WE ARE ALL CONNECTED SOCIALLY AROUND THE WORLD! WORLD LEADERS, NAMES ARE GETTING TO BE HOUSEHOLD NAMES, MAKE THEM NAMES TO BE PRAISED, NOT CURSED! JAMES MOORE, THE GOOD FATHER, REAL MAN, SAID, HE FELT THAT TRUMP WAS THE MOST PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A PRESIDENT HE HAD EVER SEEIN! I AGREE. I DO HOWEVER, IN FAIRNESS, WOULD LIKE TO SEE, US WORK, WITH OTHER PARTS OF THE WORLD, BUT, THEY CAN'T BE KILLING, THEIR PEOPLE, IN THE NAME OF DRUGS, WHEN, IT IS A WAR ON THE POOR! THE SCRIPTURES, SAY, THAT, BEING RICH OR BEING POOR, WAS AN ASSIGNMENT, LIKE FROM HEAVEN, OR GOD, WHO IS LOVE, AND WITH THAT MIX, THERE IS OPPORTUNITY, FOR THE RICH, TO SHOW CHARITY, AND THUS, PURIFY THEMSELVES, IN THIS TEST OF PERSONAL PERFECTION, AND IF THERE WERE NO POOR, THE VERY BEST OF US, WOULD NEVER BE DISCOVERED. MY DAUGHTER, NICOLE, RECENTLY READ A BOOK, ABOUT A VERY SUCCESSFUL MAN, WHO, HAD A RELIGIOUS, GOOD WIFE, WHO ENCOUAGED HIM, AFTER RETIREMENT TO, GO TO THE LOCAL FOOD BANK, OR SHELTER, AND WORK WITH THE PEOPLE THERE, AND IN THAT PROCESS, THE MAN, FOUND, HIS BEST SELF, AND HE SAID, HE WAS THE ONE WHO LEARNED AND BENEFITED MOST! IT IS HARDER FOR A RICH MAN, TO GET INTO HEAVEN, THAT A CAMEL, TO CRAWL THROUG THE EYE OF A NEEDLE, OR THE GATES OF THE CITY! WE ARE ALL IN THIS WORLD TOGETHER, WE BETTER FIRGURE THINGS OUT! AND THE SOONER THE BETTER! HAVE A GREAT NIGHT! KISSES, HUGS, LOVES, WORLDWIDE!

OPEN HEARTS . . . DREAM IT . . . OWN IT!

LOVE IS THE ANSWER, BELIEVE IT OR NOT!

KISSES!

FREE SPEECH--STILL A REVOLUTIONARY THOUGHT TO SOME, TO MANY! GOLDEN TWINKIE. RAIDER FOOTBALL. SPLURGE. IN PRAISE OF LONG AND SHORT MARRIAGES, THE BEAUTY OF THE BLEND, AND CONTRIBUTIONS FROM BOTH SIDES, AND WONDERFUL KIDS THAT RESULT FROM THE UNIONS, IN ADDITION TO THE CONTRIBUTIONS TO EACH OTHER'S LIVES! LAST NIGHT AT DINNER AT THE POVERELLO, I NOTICED A MAN'S MAGAZINE, AND I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME OF THE MAGAZINE, BECAUSE IT WAS FOLDED IN HALF, BUT I DID, NOTICE, THE LEAD ARTICLE OR COVER ARTICLE, THAT WAS SOMETHING LIKE: "REAL MEN, WHO ARE REAL FATHERS." I WAS HAPPY, I HAVE LONG THOUGHT, WE NEEDED A MEN'S MOVEMENT, A REBIRTH OF THE MODERN MAN, AND WHAT HE LOOKS, SMELLS, TASTES AND ACTS LIKE. RIGHT, THEN, SOME YOUNGER FEMALE RESIDENT, CAME AND SAT ACROSS THE TABLE FROM ME, AT ABOUT THE TIME, ERNIE, AN OLDER GENTLEMAN, APPROACHED THE TABLE . . . HIS WIFE, IS IN THE HOSPITAL NEARBY, SO TO SAVE MONEY, A HUMBLE MAN, DEDICATED TO HIS WIFE'S HEALTH AND REHABILITATION, SHE HAS TO LEARN TO WALK WITH SOME BRACE ON HER BACK, BUT, THE YOUNGER GIRL, ASKED HOW HIS WIFE WAS, AND HE REPORTED HER PROGRESS, HOW HIS WIFE COULD OUTWALK HIM TODAY, AND THE YOUNG WOMAN, SAID, WELL, SOUNDS, LIKE IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO TAKE YOUR WIFE HOME. HE LAUGHED AS SAID THAT WAS HER CALL. THEN, THE YOUNG LADY, REACHED UP AND HUGGED, THE MAN, AND SAID, YOUR A PRETTY GOOD OLD GUY, EARNIE. HE SAID, I WISH YOU WOULD TELL MY WIFE THAT. THEY BOTH LAUGHED, SHE SAID, YOU TELL YOUR WIFE, SOME YOUNG HOT CHICK, THINKS YOUR PRETTY COOL! LOL! AND HE IS, A GENTLEMAN, KIND, THOUGHTFUL, AND GOOD TO THE CORE, WHAT YOU WOULD CALL, THE "SALT OF THE EARTH TYPE GUY." NOTHING FLASHY, NOT RICH, JUST A MAN, WHO, LOOKS, LIKE HE WAS A KIND HUSBAND, AND PROBABLY, WAS A STEADY AND GOOD FATHER. THAT SEEMS TO BE THE THEME FOR THIS MORNING TOO, SO, I WOKE UP TO SORT OF A DREAM, WITH A SONG, ONE I PROBABLY HAVEN'T HEARD, SINCE, JUNIOR HIGH, OR HIGH SCHOOL, THIS SONG IS FROM THE BEATTLE'S FIRST ALBUM, I THINK, ON THE "RUBBER SOUL" RECORD, AND THE WORDS, "OF ALL THE FRIENDS AND LOVERS, IT IS YOU, I LOVE THE BEST" CAME TO MIND. i WAS PUZZLED, THERE DIDN'T SEEM TO BE, A MAN, OR PERSON CONNECTED TO THAT PHRASE, SO, I WENT THROUGH, ALL, THE MORE RECENT MEN, AND NOTHING SEEMED TO FIT, AND I DRIFTED BACK TO SLEEP. I HAD SEEN A PICTURE THE OTHER DAY, WHEN, PEOPLE WERE SPECULATING, AS TO WHETHER HILLARY CLINTON WOULD RUN FOR PRESIDENT AGAIN, AND THERE WAS A LIVE PICTURE OF BILL AND HILLARY, WALKING, HE PUT A LOVING ARM AROUND HER BACK, AS THEY BOTH WALKED TO THE LIMO OR THE CAR THEY WERE GETTING INTO. NOW MY FIRST HUSBAND, THE FATHER OF ALL FOUR OF MY CHILDREN, THE MAN, WHO, ENCOURAGED ME TO GO TO FINISH COLLEGE, WHO BEGGED ME TO TAKE AN ENGLISH CLASS, WHO, WAS SHOCKED, IT TOOK ME ALL DAY, TO WRITE, ON FUCKING PARAGRAPH, AND PROBABLY IS A FAN AND READS MY BLOGS, BEING, AND THIS IS ANOTHER, SONG THAT, CAME AS I DRIFTED IN AND OUT OF SLEEP, "YOU ARE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS, THANK YOU, THANK, YOU, THANK GOD FOR YOU." IN ANOTHER, BIZARRE PART AND MINI-DREAM, I WAS LAYING BY MY EX-HUSBAND, FATHER, SAME MAN, AND I STARTED, MAKING INTIMATE MOVES ON HIM. NOW, ANYONE DIVORCED WITH A COOL, EX-SPOUSE, AND HE WAS, HOPE HE THINKS I WAS, THERE WAS NO BITTERNESS, FIGHTING, ANGER, OR EVEN WRANGLING OVER ANYTHING REALLY, BOTH, PARENTS JUST DID THEIR PART. BUT, THE INTEPRETATION, THAT CAME FROM THIS EVERY SYMBOLIC ACT, WAS NOT THAT I SHOULD BE WITH MY EX, OR, TAKE ANY ACTION TO CONTACT HIM, BECAUSE HE HAS BEEN WITH HIS NEW WIFE, LONGER, NOW THAN WE WERE MARRIED, BUT, THE THERE HAVE BEEN A SERIES OF DREAMS, THAT HAVE ALL BEEN A GRADUAL, INCREASE IN LOVE, APPRECIATION, AND ELEVATION, FROM, THE FIRST ONE, BEING ME AND HIM, SITTING IN A CAR, WITH OUR FACES, FUZZED OUT, BUT KISSING; THE SECOND ONE, WAS, ME AND HIM, YELLING, I LOVE YOU; AND THIS ONE, WAS MORE OF A SEXUAL NATURE, AND RESPONSE. NOW, THE LAST TIME, I SAW MY EX-HUSBAND, AND I HAVE ONLY SEEN HIM, LIKE TWICE IN ABOUT 17 YEARS, BUT MY DAUGHTERS, SAID, MOM, DAD REALLY LOVED YOU. I BLEW IT OFF. WHATEVER. BUT, THERE IS ONE THING, THAT, WHAT WE PULLED OFF BETWEEN THE TWO OF US, WAS AMAZING, AND THEN SOME, AS A TEAM, AS, A COUPLE, AS PARENTS. WE HAD A FOCUS ON EDUCATION, INTELLIGENCE, LEARNING, READING, FAMILY WORK AND FUN, OUTDOORS ACTIVITY. HE CONTRIBUTED TO ME AND MY LIFE, WHAT I WAS LACKING AND I, CONTRIBUTED TO HIS LIFE, WHAT HE WAS LACKING AND, AS TIME HAS, PASSED, WHAT THE OTHER SPOUSE CONTRIBUTED, IS WHAT WE ARE CURRENTLY, SPENDING THE MOST TIME DOING, SO OBVIOUSLY, WE ENRICHED, EACH OTHER'S LIVES AND INTRODUCED, A LATENT INTEREST, THAT THEN, THRIVED AND TOOK PRECEDENCE. BUT, ADDING, THE CLINTON'S, LONG TERM MARRIAGE, THERE WAS EVEN A PART IN THE DREAM, SHOWING, CHILDREN'S TOYS, ON A FLOOR, TAKING ME BACK, TO, WHEN WERE WERE STILL MARRIED, AND MY EX-HUSBAND, HAS HAIR, JUST LIKE BILL CLINTONS! LOL! I THINK MY EX IS BETTER LOOKING, BUT, THEY ARE BOTH, PLEASANT TYPE PERSONALITIES, AND OF THE TWO SPOUSES, PEOPLE, WARM, MORE TO THE MALE, THAN THE FEMALE, WITH THE FEMALE, IN MY CASE, BEING PROBABLY MORE AMBITIOUS, BUT WITH THE TOTAL SUPPORT OF MY HUSBAND, AS BILL DID FOR HILLARY, AND WOULD IF SHE WERE TO RUN AGAIN! BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME, APPRECIATION, COMES LATE, TEARS OF GRATITUDE FOR THIS MAN, I REFER TO AS, "ROCK SOLID" OR THE "ROCK OF GIBRALTER" WHO, EVEN WHEN, I EXPRESSED AN INTEREST IN GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, TOTALLY, SUPPORTED THAT, EVEN SAID, HE WOULD TAKE THE KIDS, FOUR YEARS BEFORE, I ACTUALLY DID GO TO LAW SCHOOL, WHEN, WE LIVED IN OGDEN, UTAH, WITH NO LAW SCHOOL CLOSE, BUT LATER MOVING TO PROVO, WHERE HE WAS A HEAD CITY PLANNER, AT THE TIME WE DIVORCED, BUT, I HAD A DREAM, TO GET A DIVORCE, SO THIS WAS NOT, A ROCK SOLID, PLAN, OR EVEN A THOUGHT, UNTIL, THAT NIGHT, AND THIS CAME AFTER, ELLIOT, LITTLE ROCKER, AND NOW GRADUATING FROM THE U OF U, WHERE MOM USED TO TEACH, AT 5, SMARTER THAN BOTH PARENTS, SAID, BEFORE THE DREAM, MOM AND DAD, ARE YOU GETTING A DIVORCE? THIS WAS BEFORE GOING TO KINDERGARDEN. WE BOTH, LOOKED AT EACHOTHER AND SAID, NO, WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT? THE ONE AND ONLY FIGHT, OF OUR MARRIAGE, STARTED, AND WITHIN A SHORT TIME, I HAD THE DREAM, AND DURING THE 90 DAY WAITING PERIOD, ME AND ZEKE, OR RICHARD, DECIDED TO RECONCILE, AND WENT TO A MOVIE TOGETHER, BUT, NOT KNOWING WHAT THE MOVIE WAS, KATHERINE TURNER, AND WILLIAM HURT, DIVORCED, GOT TOGETHER FOR A DAUGHTER'S WEDDING, AND THEN, KIND OF REKINDLED THE OLD FLAME, AND, HAD SEX, BUT, THE NEXT DAY OR SO, THE HONEYMOON WAS OFF AGAIN . . . THEY BOTH REALIZED, THAT HE WAS WHO HE WAS, SHE WAS HERSELF, AND THEY HAD NOT CHANGED, A BIT. WE ALMOST TOOK THIS AS A SIGN, A DIVINE CONFIRMATION, ALL WE DID, WAS LOOK AT EACH OTHER AND SMILE, AND THAT WAS IT. DURING THE 90 DAY WAITING PERIOD, I HAD A DREAM TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL, GOT ACCEPTED IN TWO HOURS, THE MORNING OF THE DREAM, NO LSAT SCORES, APPLICATION OR LETTERS OF RECOMMENDATION, A RARE, AND ONE TIME, ON THE SPOT, ACCEPTANCE, BUT WITH A YEAR TO WAIT, SEEING ALL THE SLOTS WERE FILLED FOR THAT, COMING YEAR. SO, WE DID OUR OWN DIVORCE PAPERWORK, WE JUST FLIPPED, CUSTUDY, WHO GOT THE HOUSE, THE KIDS AND THE CAR! FROM WHAT IT HAD ORIGINALLY BEEN, AND THAT WAS ALL THAT WAS SAID. THE SONG, ALSO CAME TO MIND: "THE UNIVERSE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME . . . I'M GLAD YOU CAME, I'M GLAD YOU CAME." I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT, THIS, VERY STEADY, SOLID MAN, WHO, STEPPED IN AND TOOK CARE OF OUR KIDS, PROVIDED, HOUSED, PROTECTED, AND CARED, IN HIS WAY, AND HOW, GREAT HIS SERVICE, SUPPORT, AND ENCOURAGEMENT, HAS AND WILL, MAKE THE UNIVERSE, NEVER THE SAME AGAIN. I THOUGHT OF HIS NEW FAMILY, AND, THE THOUGHT CAME TO MY MIND, THAT HE DID SUCH A STELLAR, JOB, ON THE FIRST FOUR, THAT HE GOT THE OPPORTUNITY, TO RAISE THREE MORE KIDS, WHO NEEDED HIM TOO! I LOVE YOU! SO, WITH THESE THOUGHTS ON MY MIND, I WAS SITTING AT ST. PATRICK'S HOSPITAL WAITING FOR THE LEARNING CENTER, TO OPEN, AND SOME OLDER GENTLEMAN, COMES AND SITS DOWN BY ME, AND WE ARE BOTH LOOKING AT A DUCK, CLEANING ITSELF, AND SHOWING OFF, THE WONDERS OF NATURE, IN THE POND, ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOOR, AS OUR CONVERSATIONS, SHIFTED FROM, THE DUCK, TO LOVE FOR MONTANA, THE MOUNTAINS, AND BITCHING AND MOANING OVER TRUMP, WITH, ME, ADDING, THE COMBO OF THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION, AND HIS APPOINTMENT OF, MONTANAN, RYAN ZINKE, OVER THE DEPARTMENT OF INTERIOR, I HAD TO BRAG ABOUT MY DAUGHTER, WHO IS MORE QUALIFIED, AND JUST GOT BACK FROM TRAINING AT THE BLM OR BUREAU OF LAND MANAGEMENT IN WASHINGTON, D.C., AND SO, BEING A PROUD DADDY, HE HAD TO TELL ME ABOUT HIS TWO ADOPTED CHINESES DAUGHTERS! AMAZING. THIS GOOD MAN, HAD A BROTHER WHO LIVED IN GREAT FALLS, BUT HE WAS FROM, WEST VIRGINIA, HE CAME TO MISSOULA, SAW THE HILLS ON THE WEST OF THE VALLEY, AND IT REMINDED HIM OF HOME, WEST VIRGINIA, HOME OF THE MOUNTAINS, NOW WE ALL KNOW THAT MONTANA MEANS, MOUNTAINS, SO WHEN, HE SAW GLACIER, AND THE MISSION MOUNTAINS, ON ONE TRIP, HE WENT TO ALL HIS BUDDIES BACK HOME, AND SAID, WE NEED TO MAKE THIS STRAIGHT, WE SHOULD CHANGE THE NAME AND SYMBOL OF THE STATE, TO WEST VIRGINIA, HOME OF THE ROLLING HILLS! ALL HIS FRIENDS WERE PISSED, UNTIL, HE MOVED OUT HERE AND TOOK THEM SIGHTSEEING! LOL! I TELL MY SON-IN-LAW, FROM FLORIDA, NOW LIVING IN VIRGINIA, THAT THOSE ARE NOT MOUNTAINS, THOSE ARE "SPEED-BUMPS" COMPARED TO THE MOUNTAINS IN THE WEST! HE GETS PISSED TOO. BUT THIS MAN, AGAIN, A "SALT OF THE EARTH TYPE" NAVY MAN, WORKED IN UTILITIES, FOR 40 YEARS, RAISED TWO SONS, NOW, 56 AND LIKE LATE 40'S, AND OUT OF THE BLUE, WHEN, THEY WERE ALL GONE, HE TOLD HIS WIFE, HE WAS GOING TO CHINA, TO GET A DAUGHTER, TO ADOPT. SHE DIDN'T BELIEVE HIM. HE TOLD HER, SHE COULD COME ALONG, OR HE WOULD GO ALONE. NOW THAT IS A SOLID MARRIAGE, I MADE MAY HUSBAND GET RID OF DOGS, THAT SEEMED TOO MUCH, LIKE ANOTHER KID! LOL! BUT, EVENTUALLY, SHE BOUGHT THE IDEA, BUT HE WAS RETIRED AND HE WAS GOING TO RAISE HER. HE WENT TO CHINA, TO AN ORPHANAGE, AND FOUND A 2 AND 1/2 YEAR OLD LITTLE GIRL, AND ADOPTED HER. JAMES MOORE IS HIS NAME, AND HE SAID SHE HAS NEVER, HAD LESS THAN AN "A" IN HER LIFE, STRAIGHT UP TO COLLEGE, AND SHE PLANS ON, FIRST BECOMING A DOCTOR, BUT, SHE WANTS TO DO RESEARCH AND FIND A CURE FOR, ILLNESS AND DISEASES, THAT DON'T HAVE CURES YET! THE HAND THAT ROCKS THE CRADDLE. WHEN, THIS GIRL WAS IN 2ND GRADE, HE DECIDED, HE WANTED, TO GIVE HER A SISTER, SO, HE TOLD HIS WIFE, AGAIN, HE WAS GOING TO, CHINA, TO FIND ANOTHER DAUGHTER, TO ADOPT! LOL! NOW, YOU HAVE TO HAND IT TO THE WIFE! AMAZING. SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GO, SO, THIS MAN, TOOK HIS DAUGHTER, WHO BY THIS TIME DIDN'T SPEAK ANY MANDRINE, OR CHINESE, BUT, SHE LOVED TO GO WITH HER DADDY, BACK TO CHINA, AND AGAIN, THEY WENT TO THE ORPHANAGE, AND THEY FOUND A LITTLE 5 YEAR OLD GIRL, AND SHE EXPRESSED, THROUGH INTERPRETERS, AN INTEREST IN GOING TO AMERICA, TO SEE WHAT IT IS LIKE. HE ASKED HIS OLDER DAUGHTER, IS SHE WOULD LIKE A BABY SISTER? YES! HE WANTED, THE GIRLS TO HAVE A SIMILAR SITUATION WITH SIBLINGS, AS HIS TWO OLDER SONS, HAD. THEY BROUGHT THIS GIRL HOME, AND OF COURSE, SHE WAS JUST IN TIME, TO GO TO SCHOOL, BUT SHE DIDN'T SPEAK A WORD OF ENGLISH, SO IT HAS BEEN HARD FOR HER, BUT SHE IS GETTING IT AND CATCHING UP WITH BIG SIS, WHO LOVES HER DEARLY. I ASKED HIM, HOW HIS SONS REACTED, HE SAID, THEY LOVE THEM SO MUCH, AND DIG HAVE LITTLE SISTERS! REAL MEN, REAL DADS! I KNOW, THAT IT IS GETTING CLOSE TO MOTHER'S DAY, BUT WE CAN'T DO OUR JOBS, WELL, FEELING, LOVED AND SUPPORTED, WITHOUT, YOU DADS! ONE OF THE GREATEST QUOTES I HAVE HEARD, WAS, "THE BEST THING A MAN CAN DO FOR HIS CHILDREN, IS TO LOVE THEIR MOTHER!" WHETHER YOU ARE LONG TIMERS, LIKE BILL AND HILLARY, OR WHERE MARRIED FOR 15 YEARS, LIKE ME AND MY HUSBAND, OR LESS, AND FROM THE MOUTH OF THIS OLDER MAN, JAMES MOORE, HE SAID, IT IS ALL ABOUT THE KIDS! THE UNIVERSE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME . . . I'M GLAD, YOU CAME, I'M GLAD YOU CAME!" YOU ARE AND WERE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS." AS I LAY IN BED, AND THAT SONG CAME TO MY MIND, THE REALITY OF WHERE I WAS STAYING HIT ME TOO, AND ALL THE IRONY, OF THE CLIMB, AND THEN, WHAT APPEARS TO BE THE DECLINE, OF A CAREER, BUT, IN REALITY, AGAIN, THE THOUGHT OF A WORLDWIDE, BLOG, WITH A WORLDWIDE AUDIENCE, IS FUCKING AMAZING. MY EX-HUSBAND IS A BEAUTIFUL WRITER, HE CORRECTED AND CRITIQUED, ALL MY ENGLISH PAPERS, WHILE IN UNDERGRAD, SO, I HAVE A LOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR, AND WHO, KNOWS, HAD I NOT BEEN MARRIED TO HIM, WITH HIM, TRYING TO READ ME POETRY, AND ME WANTING TO SCREAM, NOT INCLINED, TO READING, POETRY, OR SITTING STILL MUCH, BUT, WITHOUT THAT, PARTICULAR PROFESSOR, WHO TALKED ABOUT, ASTRO-PROJECTION, GHOSTS, THE PARANORMAL, AND FUN, STUFF, LIKE THAT, AFTER MY HUSBAND CHALLENED ME TO TAKE JUST ONE ENGLISH CLASS, I MIGHT NEVER HAVE BEEN HOOKED, THE WRITING WAS PAINFUL, AT THAT TIME, AND WHEN I TALKED TO ONE OF MY PROFESSORS, ONCE AND I SAID, DOES WRITING EVER GET EASIER? HE SAID, LET ME TELL YOU WHAT, ERNEST HEMMINGWAY SAID ABOUT WRITING . . . HE SAID, NO WRITING IS NOT EASY, I JUST SIT AT THE TYPEWRITER, UNTIL I SWEAT BLOOD! I AM HEAR TO TELL YOU, THAT, EVERYTHING I DO, I LEARNED, FROM GRAMMAR TO USING ATTENTION GRABBERS, AND IF I CAN LEARN TO WRITE, ANYONE CAN, NOW I CAN DO IT IN MY SLEEP, HAVE WRITTEN FOR THE TOP EDUCATED IN THE NATION, FROM DOCTORS TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREMEM COURT . . . THE POWER AND BEAUTY OF AN EDUCATION. I REMEMBER WHEN, I WAS GRADUATING, AND ONE OF THE SPEAKERS, YEAH, WE LISTEN, SAID THE GREAT THING ABOUT GETTING AN EDUCATION OR COLLEGE DEGREE, IS IT EXPOSES AND TEACHES, YOU JUST HOW MUCH, YOU DON'T KNOW! THAT IS SO TRUE. EDUCATION MATTERS, WHETHER, FORMAL OR INFORMAL, AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO START, GRADUATION MATTERS! I REMEMBER, MY MOTHER TELLING ME, THAT, MANY EMPLOYERS, DON'T CARE WHAT YOUR DEGREE IS IN, IT JUST SHOWS THAT YOU CAN STICK WITH SOMETHING LONG ENOUGH TO GET A DEGREE! EDUCATION COME IN MANY FORMS AND IN MANY WAYS! IN ALL YOUR KNOWLEDGE, GET WISDOM, OR APPLIED KNOWLEDGE! GREAT CARTOON, IN THE MISSOULIAN, THIS MORNING, DIDN'T CATCH THE CARTOONIST'S NAME, BUT IT SHOWED, GEORGE WASHINGTON, OR ONE OF THE FOUNDING FATHERS, AND HE WAS HOLDING A PARCHMENT PIECE OF PAPER, OLD SCHOOL, AND ON IT, IT SAID, "FREE SPEECH" AND IN HIS MIND AND THE THOUGHT BUBBLE, IT SAID, "APPARENTLY, TO SOME, THIS IS STILL A REVOLUTIONARY THOUGHT!" MARCHES ON, IMMIGRAITON, LABOR, IN SUPPORT OF WORKERS, A PEOPLE'S MOVEMENT FOR CLIMATE, AND OTHERS! THE UNIVERSE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME . . . I'M GLAD YOU CAME! YOU ARE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS! THANK YOU TO THE STAFF AND JACQUELINE FEE, APRN, WHNP, I THINK THAT IS SOME, ACRONYMS, FOR A HOPPED UP, PHYISICAN'S ASSISTANT? A BIT ABOVE A NURSE, BUT BELOW A DOCTOR . . . BUT, I HAD THIS STRANGE, SCAB ON MY ARM, AND THE POVERELLO CENTER, CONVENIENTLY, FOR ME AND OTHERS, HAS A "PARTNERSHIP CLINIC" RIGHT IN THE BUILDING, WITH A FRIENDLY AND VERY COMPETENT STAFF. BUT, I FEARED THAT I HAD SKIN CANCER, AND TOOK THE APPROACH, THAT IF I JUST PRETENDED THIS SCAB, THAT DIDN'T HEAL FOR TWO YEARS, AND WAS STARTING TO RESEMBLE A "STUD" STICKING OUT OF MY ARM, OR A SMALL, INCISOR TOOTH, THE FANG LOOKING ONES, OR EVEN THE START OF A UNICORN'S HORN, OF LATE, HAD STARTED TO GROW, TO A POINT AND STARTED TO PINCH, AND GET IRRITATED, SO, I THOUGHT, I WOULD BRAVE A VISIT TO THE CLINIC, I COULD ALWAYS SAY NO, WHEN, THEY TOLD ME THEY WERE GOING TO HAVE TO AMPUTATE MY ARM . . . I HAD SOME LADY WHO WORKED WITH ME AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, WHO HAD A SMALL, SPOT OF SKIN CANCER ON HER FACE, BEING HER SUPERVISOR, SHE NEEDED SOME TIME OFF, AND WHEN SHE CAME BACK, THIS GORGEOUS WOMEN, WAS MISSING A FORTH OF HER FACE!!!!!! SCREAM, NEVER! SO, I WENT, WITH TRIPIDATION, YESTERDAY, TO SEE, JACQUELINE FEE, AND HER ASSISTANT, WHO IS "PARTNERSHIP CLINICS, EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH" SO IN GOOD HANDS, WITH BOTH, AND HE RESERVED JUDGEMENT, JACKIE ON THE OTHER HAND, LOOKED AT THIS CRAZY ASS THING, AND SAID, I DON'T THINK THAT IS CANCER, BUT WE NEED A BIOPTSY, TO MAKE SURE AND SEND IT TO THE LAB. BUT, THIS CHICK, WAS SMART, AND SHE SAID, SHOWING ME A BOOK, I THINK IT MIGHT BE, THIS MEDICAL TERM, WITH, KEROTINITUS, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT IN IT, AND SHE SHOWED ME, THE MANY FORMS, AN ABNORMAL, BUILD UP OF SKIN, CAN TAKE, AND IN THE 50 OR SO PICTURES, THERE WAS ONE PERSON, WHO, HAD A STUD, LIKE MINE . . . I TOLD HER I THOUGHT THAT WAS RIGHT! PERFECT. THEN, BEING AFRAID OF ANY PHYSICAL PAIN, SHOTS, IV'S, AND DISCOMFORT, WHATSOEVER, SHE TOLD ME, AND I NEVER THOUGHT THIS FAR, SOMEONE TOLD ME, I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE TO GET IT BURNED OF, IF IT WAS SKIN CANCER, POV DOCS! BUT JACKIE TOLD ME, THAT SHE WAS GOING TO NUMB, THE AREA OF MY ARM, THEN GIVE ME A SMALL SHOT, TO DEADEN, THE SCAB AND OPERATING AREA, THEN, SHE WOULD CUT THE GROWTH OFF, AS I AM GETTING MORE AND MORE FAINT, WEASY, AND LIGHT HEADED, I HAD TO GET SMELLING SALT, AND A BAG OVER MY FACE, FEET ELEVATED, JUST GIVING BLOOD, SO, SHE HAD ME LAY DOWN, WHICH IS A GOOD IDEA, AND, JUST LIKE MAGIC, THE WHOLE PROCEDURE, WAS OVER, WITH LITTLE PAIN, THE RECEPTIONIST DUDE, TOLD ME SHE WAS GOOD, AT SCRAPING FOR LAB MATERIAL, OR DOING A BIOPTSY, SO HE PUT ME AT EASE A BIT, BUT SHE WAS EVEN BETTER, THAN, MY WORSE, THOUGHTS, I WAS CONJURING UP, THINKING, NOBODY TO ME, I HAD TO GET A SHOT, AND NOW I AM STUCK! LOL! I CAN TAKE ANY MENTAL OR PSYCHOLOGICAL PRESSURE AND PAIN, BUT, PHYSICAL, ABSOLUTELY, NO TOLERANCE FOR PAIN! BUT, SHE PUT THE SAMPLE IN A LITTLE MEDICAL BOTTLE, TO GO TO THE LAB, RESULTS IN A WEEK OR SO, BUT, JUST A GREAT EXPERIENCE AND A PROFESSIONAL STAFF! I HAVE A SMALL, LITTLE SORE, BUT, IT FEELS SO MUCH BETTER ALREADY, GLAD TO NOT GET THE THING CAUGHT ON MY BACKPACK, WHILE TAKING IT OFF, OR STUCK, UNDER MY SHIRT . . . IT WAS GETTING JUST BIG ENOUGH, GROSS I KNOW, BUT TO GET IRRITATED, IF IT GOT TOUCHED! I AM A HUGE ASS PROPONENT OF, MEDICAL CLINICS, AND HAVE TAKEN MY KIDS, TO THEM, SINCE BIRTH, LOVE THE CONVENIENCE, GENERALLY, IN GOOD LOCATIONS, AND I HAVE ALWAYS FOUND, THE STAFFS, EVERY BIT AS GOOD, IF NOT BETTER THAN, GOING TO THE HOSPITAL, THESE ARE DOCS AND NURSE, LIKE ME . . . NOT IN MEDICINE OR LAW, FOR THE MONEY, BUT TO SERVE, WITH LICENSES TO SERVE . . . SOMETIMES YOU GET MORE THAN YOU PAY FOR, WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE DOING THEIR ART AND PROFESSION, FOR LOVE! MS. FEE, HAD BEAUTIFUL SKIN, HERSELF! MY EX, I JUST WROTE ABOUT, HAD GREAT INSURANCE, SO DID I, AFTER, I STARTED WORKING FOR THE STATE OF UTAH, BUT, I STILL, LOVED THE CLINICS, I AM A SIMPLE PERSON, AND THE LESS, COMPLICATED, LESS HASSLE, LEAST EFFORT, THE BETTER FOR ME! SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL CLINICS, GREAT SERVICE, MOVES AND KEEPS THE COMMUNITY HEALTHY! I SAW A GREAT TRUCK, PULL OUT OF FRESH MARKET ON BROADWAY, YESTERDAY, THAT HAD A BIG RED APPLE ON IT, AND IT SAID, "NATURE'S MOST AFFORDABLE HEALTH CARE!" AN APPLE A DAY, KEEPS THE DOCTOR AWAY . . . PRESIDENT OBAMA, WAS NEVER SICK, FROM WHAT I SAW, AND I READ ABOUT HIM, HE LITERALLY, EATS AN APPLE A DAY! THE BEST WAY TO LOWER HEALTH CARE COSTS, IS TO EAT, EXERCISE, AND GET ENOUGH SLEEP, ALL THE THINGS, YOU LEARNED IN JUNIOR AND HIGH SCHOOL HEALTH CLASSES! BUT, THANKS TO ALL THE MEDICAL PERSONNEL, WHO ARE THERE FOR US, WHEN, WE HAVE WEIRD THINGS, GROWING ON OUR ARM, AND THE VANITY OF SUMMER IS COMING! HAVE A GREAT DAY! LOVE YOUR LIFE . . . LIFE IS GOOD, AND GREAT PEOPLE, MAKE IT EVEN BETTER! THE SLICE AND DICE GANG, NICK NAME FOR DOCS, STILL APLLIES, BUT NICE JOB, JACQUELINE! KISSES! THANKS, FEELS SO MUCH BETTER, WITHOUT THE PINCH! HAVE A GOOD ONE!

P.S., correction, the clinic, is called, Partnership Health Center, Missoula Community Health Center.  As, I was, looking at the business card, Jackie, I assume she goes by that, gave me . . . with the card, falling in my "The U.S. Constitution and Fascinating Facts About it" . . . I found, three quotes, I wanted to use, for the last few weeks, and would totally forget.  But in light of the FREE SPEECH cartoon, I thought, I would put this quotes in today's blog:

"Don't interfere with anything in the Constitution.  That must be maintained , for it is the only safeguard of our liberties." --Abraham Lincoln

"In free countries, every man is entitled to express his opinions and every other man is entitled not to listen."  --Norman Collie

"The happy Union of these States is a wonder; their Constitution is a miracle; their example a hope of Liberty throughout the world."  --James Madison

DELICIOSO! HOT & HAPPY. PINK PANTHER. DIRTYMAX. GOOD KARMA--A LITTLE BIT OF GOOD KARMA GOES A LONG WAY! SMILE. STAR LIGHT, STAR BRIGHT. ART VIBRANCY! MISSOULA 4TH IN THE NATION FOR A CITY THIS SIZE! IT'S ALL OF THOSE COOL, GHOOLS, GOBBLINS, SKELETONS, AND WITCHES AT THE DAY OF THE DEAD PARADE, OR ALL THE BEES, EAGLES, DANCING TREES, AND DINASOURS, AT THE WILD THINGS PARADE! LOVE IT! OFF THE LEASH. SUNDAY SETBACK. PROVING POISON. PHILIPPINNES DEATH SQUADS "WAR ON DRUGS" MODELED AFTER AMERICAN JUSTICE! NOT FUNNY. THREE ENTIRE STOLEN BLOGS--PERFECT GOD INTEL--US FOODS TRUCK, CROSSING CHARLIE'S PRODUCE TRUCK, US FOODS TRUCK, NO TRAILER OR PRODUCE. PERFECT, EXACTLY THE WAY IT HAPPENS ON THE INTERNET. I WRITE--US FOODS; CHARILE'S ANGELS STEAL, US FOODS GONE! MY GOD IS AN AMAZING GOD! SUBS SO FAST IT WILL MAKE YOU FREAK! TOOK THE TIME TO ALMOST REWRITE THE BLOGS, DIFFERENT STYLE. I GET REAL WINS. THEIRS ARE MANUFACTURED, CREATED, STAGED, STOLEN! PRISON TIME FOR THE LOAN-A-TOOL ACCESS COPS & CUNTS! PROMETHEAS TIED TO THE ROCK WITH CHAINS, FOR STEALING FIRE FROM THE GODS, WHO STOLE IT FROM PROMETHEAS FIRST, SENDING VULTURE CAPITALISTS, RIP AND TEAR MY FLESH, AND TO PICK OUT MY EYES OR BLOG DAILY! SHIT! AND JUSTICE FOR ALL? SOUND FAMILIAR? I SEE TO ALWAYS BE THIS EXCEPTION, THAT JUSTICE, THE LAW, AND FAIRNESS, ESCAPE ME, WHILE CHASING THE SCREAM, OR ME, IS THE STREET JUNGLE LAW APPLIED. ALTHOUGH, WHEN, THESE FUCKERS, GET CAUGHT, THE FIRST THING THEY ARE GONIG TO SCREAM THEMSEVLES FOR, IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING TO SAVE FROM THEM! GO FIGURE? LOL! NO EASY DAY . . . SO WHILE 4 MPD SQUAD CARS, RACED TO MCDONALD'S WHERE THEY FIGURED I WOULD WRITE MY BLOG, CREATURE OF HABIT, I STOPPED AT ZIP TRIP, TO TRIIP THEM UP, AND IT DID . . . BUT I HAD A MEASELY 84 CENTS ON MY WASHINTON STATE EBT CARD, ENDING IN 4403--NOW THE LAST THINGS, THESE FUCKERS, WHO ARE TRYING TO MAKE ME LOOK LIKE LEGIONS, WITH NO REAL PERSON, I'M DEAD, BUT WITH MY RESUME AND BIO, SPLIT UP BETWEEN AT LEAST 6 WOMEN, HOW MANY MEN, TOO, SO, THEY DON'T WANT THE ME, FROM SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, WHERE I WAS FOR 2 MONTHS OFF AND ON, AND WHERE I CONSIDERED MOVING, WITH SISTER, RACHEL, HAVING LIVED IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON, FOR 10 YEARS, AND I AM SURE, PRANCING HER ASS AROUND AS ME, PROBABLY FOR YEARS, GIVING THE HOME CROWD SOME PRIDE, WITH COPS AND FORMER LOVER COPS, AND BANK, FIRST TRYING TO STEAL MY "SOUND COMMUNITY BANK" CARD, ENDING IN #1729, MAKING IT LOOK LIKE ALL THE MILLION DOLLAR BLOGS THEY STOLE, WHILE I WAS WRITING ABOUT THE BEGINNING DAYS OF THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION, THE WOMEN'S MARCH, AND THE WASHINGTON ATTORNEY GENERAL, A DIFFERENT "FERGUSON EFFECT", OR BOB FERGUSON'S CHALLENGE AND WIN, IN THE U.S. DISTRICT COURT, FOLLOWED BY A WIN ON APPEAL TO THE 9TH CIRCUIT COURT, THAT TRUMP, GOT WALLOPED AGAIN, ON HIS SECOND TRAVEL BAN PLAN, BY THE HAWII ATTORNEY GENERAL, AND SUPPORTED IN THE 9TH CIRCUIT WITH TRUMP WANTING TO SPLIT UP THE 9TH CIRCUIT, LOL, WHAT A JOKE, SOMEONE GIVE TRUMP A BASIC, CIVICS LESSON, ON THE DIFFERENT BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT, LEGISALTIVE, EXECUTIVE, JUDICIAL, WITH HIM "ONLY" OVER THAT ONE BRANCH, NOT A DICTATOR OR THE PRESIDENT OF TRUMP ENTERPRISES WITH THE OTHER TWO BRANCHES WORKING FOR HIM! LOL! HE IS NOT STUCK ON STUPID, BUT HE IS STUCK ON, I DON'T GET THIS YET! LOL! BUT, SO, YESTERDAY, DYING FOR A DIET COKE, KNOWING THAT ZIP TRIP COUNTER DUDES AND DUDETTES ARE CREATIVE AND ARE USE TO US, POVERELLO FOLKS, BEING CREATIVE WITH EBT CARDS, CASH OR OTHER MONEY CARDS, "CAN DO" HELP, GOTTA LOVE IT. SO I FIGURED, THAT I COULD TAKE 50 CENTS OFF MY SOUND COMMUNITY BANK CARD, AND 49 CENTS OFF MY WASHINGTON STATE EBT CARD, TO GET A 99 CENT DIET COKE, AND YES, MR. TRUMP AND CONGRESS, IT IS THE MIDDLE TO LOW INCOME PEOPLE WHO NEED THE FUCKING TAX BREAKS, NOT THE UPPER 1% OF THE INCOME EARNERS, LIKE I SAID, STUCK ON SLOW, NOT STUPID, BENEFITING HIS CLASS, WHICH I SHOULD BE IN, BILLIONAIRE STATUS ON MY BLOG, MILLIONAIRE STATUS ON MY CASES, BUT, FUCK YEA, AT TIMES LIKE THE END OF THE MONTH, EVEN A FEW DOLLARS ADDED TO SOCIAL SECURITY OR GETTING AN EXTRA $100 ON TAXES, HELPS! YOU HAVE JUST NEVER BEEN THERE. I REMEMBER, MOVIE STAR, GOVERNOR OF CALIFORNIA, AND PRESIDENT RONALD REAGAN, SAYING THERE ARE NO HOMELESS IN AMERICA--LIKE WHAT? THERE ARE 2 MILLION HOMELESS PEOPLE IN AMERICA, RIGHT NOW, FEWER THEN, BUT, HOW DO YOU BECOME PRESIDENT AND BE SO, FUCKING OUT OF TOUCH? SHIT, I WAS A HOUSEWIFE AT THE TIME, AND I KNEW THERE WERE HOMELESS AND I DIDN'T NEED TO SEE THEM! FUCK, WE NEED LEADERS, WHO ARE IN TOUCH WITH THE PULSE OF AMERICA, NOT BURIED IN TRUMP TOWERS AND GOLFING AT MAR-A-LAGO! IT DOESN'T MATTER THAT I HAVE MADE MORE THAN YOU, MR. TRUMP, MY DOUBLES ARE PROBABLY WORKING FOR YOU OR PRETENDING TO ACTUAL BE ME, WITH MY BILLIONS, BUT GET A FUCKING CLUE, YOU RAN ON THE POPULIST TICKET OR MANTRA OF HELPING THE AVERAGE JO OR JOE, THEN DID A "BAIT & SWITCH" LIKE NONE OTHER! YOU CAN CLAIM, THAT YOU ARE AN INEXPERIENCED, YOUNG PRESIDENCY, EARLY IN THE GAME, BUT GET SOME GAME, FOR GOD SAKE . . . THAT WILL MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE! SO, FIRST, I DECIDED TO STOP BY THE ATM, TO MAKE SURE, I HAD, AT LEAST HALF OF THE 99 CENT DIET COKE MONEY . . . AND TO MY SURPRISE, ATM TERMINAL # P315508, 4/30/2017, 7:48:25 AM, SAID, "UNABLE TO PROCESS THE SELECTED TRANSACTION AT THE MOMENT. PLEASE TRY AGAIN LATER. BUT, BEING A DIET COKAHOLIC, I WAS DETERMINED TO NOT GIVE UP. SO, I APPROACHED THE CLERK, NICE LOOKING DUDE WITH A LONG BLONDE PONYTAIL, THE COOL, LAID BACK TYPE GUYS, AND I SAID, I KNOW I HAVE AT LEAST 50 CENTS ON BOTH CARDS TO EQUAL THE 99 CENTS. OKAY, LET'S TRY IT. SO, I STARTED WITH MY BANK CARD, KNOWING I WAS BEING FUCKED WITH AS USUAL, KNOWING I AT LEAST HAD HALF THE COST OF THE D.C., SIGN AND SYMBOL, COVER BITCHES, DIRTYMAX ASSES, AND SURE ENOUGH, THE CARD, TOOK OFF 52 CENTS. SO, NEXT, I TRIED THE WASHINGTON STATE EBT CARD, AND IT WOULD NOT PROCESS? WE TRIED AGAIN. NOPE. THAT WOULD HAVE CONNECTED, TWO "FAKE" ME'S, ONE CLAIMING THE ONE CARD, AND BLOGS, AND THE OTHER, CLAIMING THE OTHER CARD AND BLOGS, WORTH LITEREALLY MILLIONS IN THE LAST 4 MONTHS--NO SURPRISES, SO THE GUY, WAS SO NICE, HE JUST SAID, I HAVE 50 CENTS, I'LL GET THIS FOR YOU. NICE! KISSES! SO, THIS MORNING, AT TARGET, DUE TO THE KINDNESS OF STRANGERS, DOING RANDOM ACTS OF KINDNESS, ALSO A FRIEND AT MCDONALD'S OFFERED TO COVER ANOTHER DC AT MY HANGE OUT OFFICE, BLOGGING CENTRAL, BUT, I HAD, 84 CENTS ON MY WA. EBT CARD, SO I DECIDED TO GET A LA CROIX POP, TARGET BRAND, ACTUALLY PROBABLY BETTER FOR ME AND SATISFIES, MY CARBINATION HIGH, ADDICTION, BUT, AFTER CALLING THE HOTLINE, TO MAKE SURE, MEMORY SERVED, BEFORE BEING EMBARRASSED, NOT REALLY, BUT, I CALLED, AND I STILL HAD 84 CENTS LEFT. GOOD, BUT WHEN, I GOT TO THE CASHIER, THE TRANSACTION WAS DENIED? I TOLD HER, I JUST CALLED, AND THERE IS 84 CENTS, AND THE POP, SYMBOLIC, MY DIRTY MAX DAD, IS MONITORIING THE ACCESS, ACCESS, ACCESS TO EVERYTHING I TOUCH, AND OWN, TO COVER FOR HIS, SHALL WE SAY, LESS TALENTED, LETTERED, CREDENTIALED, AND BORING DAUGHTERS, WHO ARE COUNTING THE DAYS, UNTIL I AM KNOCKED OFF OR JAILED, FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT, SO THEY CAN FREELY BE ME, AND STEAL, SPEND, THE MILLIONS AND BILLIONS, STOLEN, AT THERE OWN FREE WILL! BUT, TWICE, THE TRANSACTION AND PURCHASE WAS DENIED. SO BEING THE NERD, GEEK, AND EVER VIGILANT, AND KNOWING THE GAME WELL BY THIS TIME, BLOCKED, OR CLOUD, OR FUCKING WITH NUMBERS, I CALLED BACK AND TALKED TO A CUSTOMER SERVICE PERSON, WHO LOOKED UP THE TRANSACTION, AMAZING COMPUTERS, AND SHE SAID, OH, THE REASON IT WAS DENIED, WAS THE CLERK CHARGED YOU 99 CENTS, RATHER THAN THE 69 CENTS, NOW, I KNOW THE CLERK DIDN'T, SO THAT LEFT THE COMPUTER CYBER SPIES, WHO FUCK WITH ME EVERY FUCKING DAY, NON-STOP, SO YOU SEE WHY I HAVE TO SWEAR, THE DUMBEST EVENT IS A MAJOR ONE, AT ALL TIMES. SO, ONCE AGAIN, I WENT TO CUSTOMER SERVICE THIS TIME, WITH THE CLERK HELPING THE FORMER ONE, WHO ACCURED ME, SHE ONLY CHARGED 69 CENTS, WHICH I KNEW . . . SO, FINALLY, AFTER, THE SMART CLERK, FIGURING OUT, THAT, THE LA CROIX HAD NOT BEEN ADDED TO THE EBT APPROVED, LIST AND HITTING SOME BUTTONS, WE GOT THE PURCHASE, AND THE FUCK YOU, POP, BOUGHT! LOL! I DON'T STOP UNTIL I WIN! REAL WINS. NO COMPUTER TROLLS, AND "FAKE" GAMES TO WIN! SO, THEY STILL WERE ABLE TO SEPARATE, THE FACT THAT BOTH CARDS ARE OWNED BY ME, AND I AM STILL ALIVE AND AT THE POVERELLO, BUT ONE OF THE PERKS FROM USING MY MONEY, AGAINST ME, IS STAFF, WHO HAS TAKEN, BIG DONATIONS, FROM ME, IN THEIR FACES, HAS TO LIE FOR THEM . . . AND THE PROOF OF WHAT I ALREADY KNEW, WAS EVIDENT . . . ON MY WAY HOME FROM MCDONALD'S, LATER IN THE EVENING, A WHITE SUBURBAN, LIKE RACHEL AND CHRIS HICKEY, USED TO DRIVE IN BOTH, SEATTLE AND ST. GEORGE, UTAH, PULLED INTO THE ZIP TRIP, LIKE GOD, GOING, THEY ARE SAYING IT IS RACHEL, BECAUSE, YOU USED, ONLY THE "SOUND COMMUNITY BANK' CARD, AND DIDN'T GET THE TWO CARDS ON ONE TRANSACTION! COMMON SHIT, CHEAT, TO WIN, BILLIONS? WELL WORTH IT, WHEN, THEY PAY MORE AND ALL I HAVE TO RELY ON, FOR HELP, IS ETHICS & PROFESSIONAL RESPONSIBILITY, INTEGRITY, HONESTY, AND NOBILITY! DOESN'T COUNT AS MUCH, NOW DAYS, BELIEVE ME, EVERYONE IS LACKING BASIC HUMAN DECENCY THESE DAYS! BUT, ANYWAY, THE MAGIC OF THIS TOOL, BLOG, I CAN CONTINUE TO MOUNT, DAY AFTER DAY, INTERFERENCE AFTER INTERFERENCE, AND MY CASE GETS STRONGER WITH EVERY TRANSACTION THEY FUCK WITH, AND SOON, THEIR ASSES, WILL BE IN ORANGE JUMPSUITS, BUT, HEY, THEY LIVED, LIVES, WENT PLACES, THEY NEVER COULD HAVE, AS THEMSELVES . . . SERIOUS SHIT? DO YAH, FUCKING THINK? GOOD GRIEF! OH, AND BY THE WAY, THAT WAS A COVER ON TAKING THE SODA OFF THE EBT, LIST, I PURCHASED A SANDWICH, SAME BRAND, SAME COOLER, AND CHIPS, JUST TWO DAYS AGO, AND ALL WAS FINE WITH THE CARD AND IT WAS IN THE SYSTEM, FUCK, IT IS A TARGET PRODUCT! LOL! NO ONE SAID CRIMINALS WERE SMART! I JUST COULD BELIEVE, FAMILY, FRIENDS, CLIENTS, LOVERS, HUSBANDS, AND WOULD DO SHIT LIKE THIS? POISON ME? WHO WANTS TO BE SOMEONE ELSE SO BAD, THAT THEY WOULD KILL THEIR SISTER? TONS OF PEOPLE, WHO FOCUS ON MONEY, STATUS, PRESTIGE, POWER, AND PRIVILEGE, AND WHO FILL ENTITLED! THE COPS, THE PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, CORRUPT, SURE, BUT YOUR ENTIRE, FUCKING FAMILY AND CLIENT BASE? SHIT! BUT THE FAITHFUL ARE ALL DEAD, SO, IN A WAY, I UNDERSTAND, BUT FAMILY? FUCK 'EM! THE TURNING POINT FOR ME, WAS THE NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC DOCUMENTARY, "THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR" . . . THERE REALLY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THIS! AND THEY WERE WINNING--WE NOW HAVE A PRESIDENT, WHO IS A PSYCHOPATH, PATHOLOGICAL LIAR, AND SOCIOPATH, BUT HIS RICHES, HAVE PROTECT AND MASKED THE SICKNESS! CHARM AND THE GIFT OF GAB, HAVE PROTECTED, MANY, A SICK FUCK, WHO HAS DUPED THE BEST OF US . . . HELL, IT TOOK ME 8 YEARS TO GET OVER THE POISON, THEN, RIGHT INTO LAW, AMASSING A FORTUNE IN CASES, TO BE KNOCKED DOWN, AGAIN? I JUST DON'T THINK LIKE A CRIMINAL, I COULD ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, DO IT MYSELF. ALWAY EARNED, NEVER GIVEN! THAT TOPS OF THE PAIN FOR THEM, FOR THE MEN, I DON'T NEED, FOR THE FAMILY, JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS, THAT THE LEAST MATERIALISTIC IN THE FAMILY, IS THE THAT WAS AND IS THE MOST SUCCESSFUL, WHEN THE WANT TO PAINT ME AS A CRIMINAL AND ABORTIONIST, LIBERAL, WHEN, THE WORST I DO IS SWEAR, THAT IS NOT A SIN, BUT, THIS GROUP, ARE THE MOST, GUILTY, OF A PLETHORA OF CRIMES, SINS, AND OFFENSES! MURDER, DOESN'T SEEM TO REGISTER ON THE RICHTER SCALE, FOR MORMONS, STEALING BILLIONS, NO, KILLING ME OR 26 OTHERS, NO . . . BUT THAT SWEARING IN THER EMAILS AND BLOG, UNFORGIVABLE, DEATH TO HER, LOCK HER UP! REMINDS ME OF THE CHARGES, NONE, AGAINST, HILLARY, AND THE VERY ONES, YELLING "LOCK HER UP" ARE TEN TIMES, MORE GUIILTY EVEN OF THE STATUE OR LAW, THAT WAS A POSSSIBLE CRIME, AND NOBODY IS DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT, NOT FOR IMPEACHABLE OFFENSES, TREASONOUS OFFENSIS, OR JUST BEING UNFIT FOR OFFICE . . . FUCK NO, THE REPUBLICANS, COULD, IMPEACH, SOMEONE, WHO, IS PALING AROUND WITH OUR #1 ENEMY. NO TRASON THERE? RIGHT? HANGING WITH HUMAN RIGHTS OFFENDERS, LIKE DUTERTE, OFF THE CHARTS, A OKAY FOR THIS GUY, WE HAVE AS A PRESIDENT. WE NEED UNIFORM APPLICATIO OF THE LAW, WHICH IS ALL PART OF, JUSTICE FOR ALL! THERE ARE NO DOUBL STANDARDS FOR MEN, OR FOR WHITES, OR FOR COPS! FUCK NO! I AM GOD DAMNED, SICK OF NOT BEING ABLE TO GET A FUCKING 69 CENT POP, WHEN, I HAVE OR SHOULD HAVE BILLIONS, IF THE FBI, OR CIA, COPS, WOULD DO THEIR FUCKING JOBS, RATHER THEN FUCKING MY FORMER SISTERS AND FREINDS, SEXUALLY, RATHER THAN, LEGALLY, LIKE THEY SOULD. IDENTITY THEFT--NEWSFLASH--CRIME. CONVERSION OF PROPERTY--NEWSFLASH--CRIME. DOING WHAT THEY DID THIS MORNING, IINTEFERING WITH COMMUNICATIONS AND SYSTEMS, CRIME. WHAT CLOWN ASS PROSECUTOR, CAN SEE POISON, NOW, PROVEN AND CONNECTED, WITH THE VERY BENEFICIAR, TIED RIGHT TO THE ACCESS, INTENT AND MOTIVE? WE ARE TALKING MURDER IN THE FIRST, FUCKERS! YOU WANT RESPECT IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, EARN IT! THIS IS NOT, THE CLUB, OF BRETT, KAY, SHELLEY, FRANK, RACHEL, JAMES, TONY, MIKE, JACK, MY DAD, OF THE MONEY IS FOR NOTHING AND THE CHICKS FOR FREE! EARN YOUR DAILY BREAD, BY THE SWEAT OF YOUR BROW, SHALL YOU EARN YOUR DAILY BREAD! THERE IS HONOR IN THAT AND THERE IS NO FUCKING SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS . . . AND SOME FUCKED UP GOVERNEMNT SECRET OPERATION, TO SWITCH SISTERS, SHIT, IS A FUCKING CRIME, AND THE PATRIOT ACT, DOESN'T PROTECT YOU UNDER GOVERNMENT IMMUNITY FOR COMMITTING "CRIMES!" GET ON YOUR FUCKING JOBS! HAVE SOME CREDIBILITY, NOT DICK SCRATCHING! DISGUSTING!

P.S., GOD IS GOOD, AS I POSTED THIS BLOG, A US FOODS WITH TRAILER, WENT DOWN RESERVE!  LOL!  BLOGS BACK IN OWNERS, NAME AND BLOGSPOT!  KISS, LOVE, GOD INTEL!

CHASE THE SCREAM! SEEK THE HEAT. ABC SWAP MEET. NINDENDO SWITCH. THREE DUDES, LAST NIGHT AT DINNER AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, ONE, TELLING TWO OTHERS, APPARENTLY, TRUMP SUPPORTERS, SAID, THAT TRUMP IS ISSUING A NEW EXECUTIVE ORDER, THAT, HE WANTS, ANYONE CAUGHT USING METH, TO BE EXECUTED WITHIN TWO WEEKS! I WAS FURIOUS. THAT E.O. WILL FAIL, JUST LIKE THE OTHERS, FOR BEING UNCONSTITUTIONAL AND DENIAL OF "DUE PROCESS" & "EQUAL PROTECTION UNDER THE LAW!" GREAT ARTICLE BY REUTERS, TODAY, APRIL 30, 2017: "KILL REWARDS, FAKE CRIME SCENES: POLICE DETAIL DUTERTE'S DRUG WAR (PHILIPPINES) . . . (1) 9,000 DRUG "SUSPECTS" SINCE PRESIDENT DUTERTE TOOK OFFICE, JUNE 30, 2017!; (2) CONSIDERED "EXTRAJUDICIAL KILLINGS: METHODS, MASTERMINDS AND PERPETRATORS" IN A 26 PAGE REPORT, RELEASED TO THE CATHOLIC CHURCH & HUMAN RIGHTS GROUP, IN HOPES THAT AN OCTOBER, INTERNATIONAL CRIMINAL REPORT WILL LOOK INTO "DAVAO DEATH SQUADS" FOR THE "SOCIAL CLEANSING" COPIED AFTER THE MAO ZEDONG'S RULE IN CHINA, COMMUNIST PARTY, 1931? PROGRESS? GROUPS ARE CONCERNED ABOUT DUTERTE'S LEFT LEANING POLICIES AND PHILOSOPHIES . . . AH, LIKE TRUMP CAN'T BE CONNECTED TO PUTIN, RUSSIA AND COMMUNISM? FUCK? (3) PHILIPPINE POLICE HAVE RECIEVED CASH REWARDS FOR EXECUTING DRUG SUSPECTS, PLANTING EVIDENCE AT CRIME SCENES AND HAVE CARRIED OUT MOST OF THE KILLINGS, THEY HAVE LONG BLAMED ON VIGILANTES, SAID 2 SENIOR POLICE OFFICERS, WHO ARE CRITICAL OF DUTERTE'S "WAR ON DRUGS"; (4) 1/3RD OF THE SUSPECTS WERE SHOT BY POLICE, AS COPS USED SELF-DEFENSE AS A LEGITIMATE REASON FOR THE KILLINGS, AND ANTI-DRUG OPERATION--2/3RDS OF THE KILLINGS ARE ALLEGEDLY PAID ASSASSINS, GIVEN $200 PER HEAD, OPERATING WITH POLICE BACKING OR BY POLICE DISGUISED AS VIGILANTES, A CHARGE DENIED BY POLICE . . . BUT, IN THE REPORT BY 17 CURRENT OR RETIRED POLICE, THEY SAY THE KILLINGS WERE ORCHESTRATED BY THE POLICE! THE PHILIPPINE NATIONAL POLICE ARE DOING THE KILLING, AND THOSE OPPOSED SEE THESE KILLINGS AS NEEDING TO BE BURIED, 6 FEET UNDER THE GROUND, OR STOPPED! (5) ONLY THE POOR ARE DYING, AND THE COPS ARE TARGETING PETTY DRUG SUSPECTS, LEAVING MILITARY AND POLICE WORRIED, BECAUSE, THESE KILLINGS ARE BEING CARRIED OUT BY ROOKIES, SEEN AS "BAPTISM BY FIRE" AND MANY, ARE WORRIED IF THEY DON'T PARTICIPATE, THEY WILL BE ADDED TO THE "WATCH LIST" WHICH IS NOTHING MORE THAN A "HIT LIST" IN THE "REIGN OF TERROR", WHICH DUTERTE DENIES . . . SOUNDS LIKE HE WAS COACHED BY THE CIA-TRUMP SCHOOL OF POLITICS, DENY EVERYTHING & ADMIT TO NOTHING! (6) POLICE SHOOT, PLANT GUNS, CLAIM SELF-DEFENSE, TO JUSTIFY USE OF DEADLY FORCE? WHERE HAVE WE HEARD THIS BEFORE? AH, LIKE THE BLACK SHOOTINGS IN AMERICA! RIGHT? (7) THE COPS ARE CLAIMING, THAT THEY HAVE TO PLANT EVIDENCE FOR LEGALITY OF THE OPERATIONS WE ORDERED, SO WE HAVE TO PROTECT OURSELVES! ONE OF THE MOST SHOCKING THINGS I REMEMBER, DURING THE INTERVIEWS, OF THE FERGUSON MARCHES AND PROTESTS, WAS AN OFFICER, WITH RIOT GEAR ON, TANKS BEHIND HIM, LONG GUNS, AND A LINE OF BLUE, THAT STRETCHED DOWN THE STREET IS, WE HAVE TO PROTECT OURSELVES? WHAT THE FUCK, YOU ARE HIRED TO PROTECT AND SERVE! NOT PROTECT YOURSELVES! REMEMBER, THE EXCUSES, OFFICER WILSON OF THE MICHAEL BROWN, SHOOTING, 9 TIMES, WAS "SELF-DEFENSE?" FUCK, HE HAD AGE, A SQUAD CAR, A BADGE, AND THE GUN! BOTH BROWN AND WILSON, WERE ABOUT THE SAME SIZE, BROWN, A BIT STOCKIER, BUT STILL, YOU'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING? WHERE ARE THESE COPS GETTING THEIR TRAINING FROM? THE WORLD POLICE UNDER UNITED STATES HOMELAND SECURITY AND THE PATRIOT ACT? SEE WHY I HATE THE FUCKING "UNDCONSTITUTIONAL" ACT, WITH THAT FUCKING SHIT, LAST NIGHT, ALMOST SAYING EXACTLY THE SAME, BULL SHIT, REASONS, FOR TRUMP'S EXECUTIVE ORDER . . . NOW, I AM GOING TO GIVE, TRUMP, SESSIONS AND WEST, THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT, AND HOPE TO GOD THIS IS "FAKE" NEWS, SINCE I HAVE NOT HEARD THE ALARM BELLS GO OFF--BUT THERE WAS SOME SUSPECTION, THAT, THESE GUYS WERE UNDERCOVER COPS, ALL WEARING, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, T-SHIRTS, MAYBE TESTING THE WATERS, TO SEE MY REACTION, THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK'S, THOUGHTS, COMING FROM DEA AND ATF AGENTS? I WAS SO PISSED OFF, AND IT WAS LOOKING LIKE THERE WAS A STING OP, PLANNED ON ME, AFTER DINNER, AND AFTER I CAME DOWN FROM DOING MY CHORE AND TAKING A SHOWER, SO I WALKED ACROSS THE STREET TO THE BREWERY, IMAGINE NATION, IRONICALLY, SYMBOLIC, CAN YOU IMAGINE AND NATION, UNDER THIS TYPE OF POLICE STATE? WELL, BUSH, WAS STOPPED, AND IN PART OR WHOLE, BY SOME OF MY EFFORTS, WHY THE FUCK, DO YOU THINK, I GOT POISONED, IN 2000? BUSH WAS RUNNING FOR OFFICE, REMEMBER, THE CLOSE ELECTION, RESULTS, MY BET IS, AL GORE WON, BUT THE COPS, DIDN'T WANT, ANOTHER, DEMOCRAT, THEY DON'T VOTE DEMOCRAT, ALWAYS SUPPORT, THE NAZI REPUBLICANS WHO VOTE, FOR SHIT LIKE THE PATRIOT ACT, SURVEILLANCE, NSA JUST STOPPED SOME OF IT, AND POLICE STATE SHIT! LOOK AT TRUMP'S BUDGET, SKINNY ON EVERYTHING EXCEPT MILITARY AND COPS! GO FIGURE, THEY HAVE UNLIMTED BUDGETS, NOW, AND WHAT IS OUR RETURN FOR OUR MONEY? FUCK, SELF-DEFENSE AND COPS PROTECTING THEMSELVES! WE WANT OUR TAX PAYERS DOLLARS TO COUNT AND WE WILL FUCKING FIRE YOUR ASSES, YOU ARE HIRED TO WORK FOR US, NOT THE PRESIDENT, NOT SESSIONS, NOT WEST, BUT FOR US, AND YOU ARE TO PROTECT OUR HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE! TO HAVE A WELL ORDERED SOCIETY, OF LAW AND ORDER, INCLUDING FOR THE FUCKING COPS, WE HAVE TO FOLLOW, WELL ORDER AND ESTABLISHED LAWS, LIKE, THE SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND, THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, AND THE PATRIOT ACT SHIT, IS, FUCKING APPLIED TO TERRORISTS, OH, I FORGOT, THE PATRIOT ACT OR THIS NEW EXECTUTIVE ORDER IS FOR, "HOMEGROWN TERRORISTS" LIKE JOURNALISTS, ACTIVISTS, AND BAD ASS CON LAW CHICKS LIKE ME! LOL! WHAT A BUNCH OF FUCKING CLOWNS! HEY, 4TH BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, YOU ARE DOING GREAT, AT KEEPING THIS PRESIDENT, NAZI, ASSHOLE IN CHECK AND ALL HIS SS MEN! KEEP IT UP! CHASING THE SCREAM--FUCK, I HAVE BEEN POISONED AT LEAST 5 TIMES, MY CARS BLOWN UP, BOMBS IN MY MOTEL ROOMS, I HAVE BEEN FRAMED, CHARGED, WITH GOVERNMENT DOUBLES, DOING THE CRIMES, COP CUNTS, WHO, ARE SISTERS, SO OF COARSE THEY LOOK LIKE ME, AND THAT HAG ASS BITCH, KAY, SKINNY WHORE, LOSER, TORTS ATTORNEY, WHO HAD NOT HISTORY OF GOOD CASES, LET ALONE WINNING THEM, IS OUT, PUTTING THE FUCKING COPS, ON MY ASS, WHEN THEY SHOULD BE CHASING THE PERPETRATORS, THE LIARS, THE THIEVES, THE LOSERS, THE CRIMINALS, OR THERE WILL BE VIGILANTE FORCES, AND WE WILL TAKE THEM OUT OURSELVES AND THE FUCKING COPS, 4 WHO FOLLOWED ME THIS MORNING WITH MY "SOUND COMMUNITY BANK" CARD, BLOCKED, AT THE LOCAL "ZIP TRIP" JUST DOWN FROM THE POVERELLO, WHERE I DITCHED, THE COPS, RACING TO MCDONALD'S, FUCKING BASTARDS! YOU ARE NOT DIFFERENT THAN, DUTERTE'S COPS, KILLING MACHINES, ASSASSINS, WITH PERMISSION TO KILL, PLANT EVIDENCE, WITH TRUMP PICKING UP RIGHT WHERE, BUSH AND FUCKING CHENEY, LEFT OFF! WHAT LOSER ASSES! PERHAPS, WE THE PEOPLE NEED TO LOOK AT OUR COPS, TRAINING, THE PHILIPPINE COPS, AS THE WORLD POLICE, TRUMP, KEEPS DENYING, HE WANTS . . . BULL FUCKING SHIT! WE KNOW DAMNED WELL, HIS WHOLE FUCKIING ADMINSTRATION, IS LEFT LEANING, TOWARD, COMMUNISM, HE WANTS TO BE A DESPOTIC RULER, LIKE PUTIN, HE IS CALLED, "CAPTAIN" BY THE RUSSIAN PEOPLE, AND, PUTIN, AS WELL AS MANY OF OUR LEADERS, MADE THEIR MONEY OFF, ASSET FORFIETURE, WHICH, I KILLED BACK IN 1997, SHOCKING THE FUCKING BIZARRE WORLD OF COPS, OUT OF CONTROL, OUT OF LINE, DOING JUST WHAT DUTERTE'S MEN ARE DOING! SAME TACTICS, SAME M.O., SAME EXCUSES, SAME "TO WATCH LISTS" BETTER KNOWN AS "HIT LISTS" FUCK, I HAVE BEEN ON IT, FOR 20 YEARS, NOT VERY GOOD SHOTS, OUR COPS, BUT FRAMING AND PLANTING EVIDENCE, PREMIER, FUCKERS! STEALING PROPERTY, FUCK, I HAVE A HOUSE IN PAROWAN, UTAH, THE COPS ARE BLOCKING ME FROM, WHICH IS MINE, TRYING TO KEEP ME OUT, UNTIL, THE 5 YEARS MARK, SO THEY CAN TAKE "MY" PROPERTY AND SELL IT ON A SHERIFF'S SALE FOR NOT PAYING TAXES, WHEN THE FUCKERS, SINCE I LEFT, HAVE PATROLED, AND GUARDED, LIKE THEY OWN, IT, BUT, OH, I FORGOT, THE "FAKE" ALLAN, AND THE "FAKE" JOANN, FRANK AND SHELLEY OWN IT! (11) THESE FUCKING COPS TRAINED BY OUR COPS, ARE EXTENDING THAT TO "TROUBLE MAKERS" WATCH THE LIST GROWING, THE "FLOODGATES" AND THE "SLIPPERY SLOPE" COMES RIGHT AFTER, ANY BREACH IN RIGHTS, OR CONSTITUTIONAL VIOLATIONS--THES FUCKERS, LIKE OURS, IN A POLICE STATE, ARE GOING AFTER, RAPISTS, PICK POCKETS, SWINDLERS--FUCKING SHOT THE FUCKING COPS, MY FAMILY, THE ATTORNEY GENERALS AND GOVERNOR FROM UTAH, ADD, SENATOR HATCH, JASON CHAFFETZ, AND THE REST OF THE UTAH CONGRESSIONAL DELEGATION THAT LET AND ALLOWED THIS TO HAPPEN TO ME, STARTING WITH THE POISONING, AT THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, BUT, JUST SEND THE GUILTY ON MORMON MISSIONS! OH, YEAH, AND ADD THE FUCKING CIA, NSA, FBI, DEA, DIA, DOD, ATF, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, ABC LIST OF THE SWAP MEET, WHO BENEFITTED FINANCIALLY, FROM MY FAMILY, IF NOT THE VERY SEED MONEY FOR MITT BOY, WITH TAGG ROMNEY JUST BUYING OR TRYING, COMPETING AGAINST BUSH, FOR THE MIAMI MARLINES, NOW WHERE THE FUCK DID, TAGG GET THAT MUCH MONEY? I WONDER! SERIOUSLY, PEOPLE, YOU BETTER WATCH, THIS POLICE STATE, THANK GOD FOR THE MICHEAL BROWNS, FREDDY GRAYS, THE GARNDER, LAQUAN'S, WHO GAVE THEIR LIVES, TO STOP THE MILITARIZATION OF THE FUCKING COPS! GOD, HELP US, HAD, WE NOT BECOME AWARE OF WHAT WAS TAKING PLACE BEHIND, CLOSED, DOORS, IN STATE BUDGETS AND BEING FINANCED BY THE FEDS! THAT STANDING ARMY OF 250,000 PRESIDENT OBAMA TALKED ABOUT . . . WE ARE GOING TO HAVE IT CRAMMED DOWN OUR THROATS, IF WE ARE NOT PAYING ATTENTION, PROMISE! YOU KNOW, I AM NOT BEING PAID, NOR DO I REPRESENT, ANY POITICAL PARTY, ALTHOUGH, I FUCKING HATE THE REPUBLICANS FOR REFUNDING THE PATRIOT ACT, THAT IS BEHIND ALL THIS SHIT, AND THE WORST PART IS THAT, THESE COPS, BELIEVE AND HAVE BEEN PROTECTED, ALMOST LIKE, HAVE GOVERNMENT IMMUNITY, FOR GUNNING PEOPLE DOWN, IN THE STREETS, BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS, THERE ARE MORE OF US! WE CAN TAKE CARE OF THIS PEACEFULLLY, OR OTHERWISE, THIS IS NOT THE AMERICA, WE SIGNED ONTO, NOR WHAT THE CONSTITUTION, PROMOTES, SO GO TO FUCKING RUSSIA AND CHINA! LITTLE BRETT, KAY, SHELLEY, AND TONS OF COPS, CIA, IN PARTICULAR, VERY MUCH, FAVOR, JUST LIKE DUTERTE, COMMUNISM, AS DOES, TRUMP, READ MY LIPS, NO MORE TAXES, NO, I AM NOT IN CAHOOTS WITH RUSSIA, NO, DENIED IT ON FACE THE NATION, JUST TODAY . . . SO WHAT THE FUCK WAS ERIC PRINCE OF BLACKWATER, SEC. OF EDUCATIONS, LITTLE BROTHER, DOING, SETTING UP, WITH A RUSSIAN EMMISSARY, "BACKCHANNEL COMMUNICATIONS" BETWEEN MOSCOW AND THE WHITE HOUSE? NOBODY WANTS TO TALK ABOUT THIS? WHY? THERE IS A DIRECT CORRELATION AND CONNECTION, PUTTING THE TRUMP TEAM, WITH PUTIN'S TEAM, AND BROKERING THE DEALS, ARE THE COPS, CIA, MOSTLY! WITH THE MILITARY AND THE CIA, OR INTELLIGENCE ARMS IN EVERY COUNTRY, PUTTING THEMSELVES ABOVE THEIR PRESIDENTS, CONSTITUTIONS, SUPREME COURTS, PENTAGONS, NATIONAL COPS, FBI, AND EVERYTHING! DO I HAVE TO BE, "GUARDIAN OF THE GALAXY?" BECAUSE, I TOLD YOU, THIS IS THE "HOSTILE" TAKEOVER OF AMERICA, BELIEVE ME, I HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN, AND EVERYTHING TO LOSE! COPS, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE PUT IN A SITUATION, LIKE THE ROOKIES, IN BOTH AMERICA AND THE PHILIPPINES, BEING FORCED TO KILL OR BE KILLED, YOU BETTER PULL YOUR HEADS OUT OF YOUR ASSES, STOP, CHASING ME, THE VICTIM AND GO AFTER THE CROOKS, THE HOODS, THE MOB, WITH TRUMP, NOTHING MORE THAN A NEW YORK HOOD, BACKED BY THE NEW YORK MOB, THE MORMON MAFIA, MEN IN BLACK, AND COPS, BEING, NOTHING BUT USEFUL IDIOTS! SORRY BUT, YOU ARE ON A NEED TO KNOW, ONLY BASIS! LAST NIGHT, WHEN, I HEARD WHAT TRUMP AND CLOWN COPS HAVE PLANNED FOR US, ONLY EXPRESSING OUR, INALIENABLE RIGHTS, FROM GOD, NOT THE GOVERNMENT, I WENT TO HAVE SOME PEACE AND QUIET, AND OF COURSE FUCKING FOLLOWED, TO THE DAMNED BUS, STOP, WATCHED WITH CONSTANT CONTACT, 24/7, FOLLOWED, TRACKED, TRACED, AND FUCKED WITH 24/7! THANK YOU TO THE CATHOLIC CHURCH, THE PHILIPPINO HUMANITARIAN GROUP, THE BRAVE COPS, WHO CAME FORWARD, TO PUT THESE KILLING SQUADS OF COPS, 6 FEET UNDER, WHERE ALL COPS OF THIS CHARACTER AND NATURE DESERVE TO BE . . . YOU COMPROMISE AND PLAY BALL WITH THESE FUCKS, ONCE AND YOU ARE TOAST! THIS MORNING, I WROTE ABOUT, A NCIS, EPISODE OF THE FORMER, UNDERCOVER, COP, WORKING WITH, A DANGEROUS BIKER GANG, WHO, ACTUALLY, DID PLANT EVIDENCE, ALL BY MEANS OF CATCHING THE BAD GUYS RIGHT . . . WELL WHO THE FUCK, DECIDES WHO THE GOOD AND BAD GUYS ARE . . . IF OR ONE, SWITCHED SIDES, ONE OF THE REASON THEY HATE ME AND HAD TO GET, SHELLEY TO BE ME, THESE BUSHIES, FUCKERS, LOSER, WHO CAN'T BEAT ME IN THE LEGISLATURE, OR IN THE COURTS, OR IN PUBLIC OPINION, OR BLOGGING, STEALING DAILY, MY BLOGS , TO SAY COP BITCHES WROTE THIS STUFF! LOL! BUT, THE HEAD DUDE, AT NCIS, SAID, TO THE COP, WHO FOUND HIMSELF IN A COMPROMISED SITUATION, EVEN AFTER 5 YEARS, WITH A GANG MEMBER, NOW RUNNING THE ORGANIZATION, WHO KNEW ALL ABOUT THE PLANTING OF THE EVIDENCE, BECAUSE, HE COOPERATED WITH THE COPS, LIKE SHELLEY, BUT HE USED IT AGAINST THE OFFICER, LATER, ASKING FOR $250,000 IN EXCHANGE FOR HIS REPUTATION, WITH THE NCIS . . . HE IS LUCKY, BECAUSE, THE BOSS, DID A SIMILAR THING, NOT A GOOD EXAMPLE, AND SAID, "YOU DID THE WRONG THING FOR THE RIGHT REASON?" SO DON'T DO IT AGAIN, GIVING THE COP A FREE PASS, JUST LIKE, DUTERTE'S COPS, THEY ALL KNOW THE POLICE SYSTEM IF FUCKED, AND THEY ARE NOT GOING TO BE CHARGED FOR KILLING PEOPLE! NICE, UNLESS YOU ARE ONE ON THE LIST . . . I KNOW TONS OF PEOPLE, WHO HAVE EVEN BEEN ON METH, WHO HAVE CLEANED UP THEIR LIVES AND ARE PRODUCTIVE CITIZENS . . . OH, GREAT STATISTIC FOR MORMONS, GUESS WHO IS THE LARGEST PERCENTAGE OF METH USERS IN THE STATE OF MORMON, OR UTAH, MORMON HOUSEWIVES! GO FIGURE, GOING TO KILL THE PTA MOM, THE PRIMARY TEACHER? THE BISHOP'S WIFE, WHO JUST WANTS TO BE THIN? OR GET ALL HER 10 KIDS OFF TO SCHOOL, AND DO HER CHURCH CALLINGS! YOU BETTER DEAL WITH REALITY, OR REALITY WILL DEAL WITH YOU! I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY ARE LETTING ME, WRITE THIS, THEY, THE COPS WILL JUST PRETEND, RACHEL, OR KAY, OR SHELLEY, OR SUE, OR TIFFANY WROTE IT, RIGHT? FUCK ALL OF YOU, TOTAL HOODS, CROOKS, CRIMINALS, HAVE STOLEN, REAL, PERSONAL AND INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY . . . THINK THEY ARE GOING TO STOP WITH ME? THINK AGAIN!

NO SURPRISES HERE . . . I JUST WENT TO POST, MY BLOG, ON A NEW SITE, BECAUSE, THE FUCKERS, STEAL EVERYTHING I WRITE . . . THEY MUST BE PLAYING BOTH SIDES, OR THEY WOULD HAVE STOLEN THIS BLOG BY NOW!

HEADLINES: "TRUMP'S VERY FRIENDLY TALK WITH DUTERTE STUNS AIDES AND CRITICS ALIKE!

BINGO!

I TOLD YOU SO!

NIP THIS IN THE BUTT, NOW!

THIS IS WHERE, BUSH WAS GOING, AND TRUMP IS WORSE . . . HE IS GETTING CLOSE TO ALL THE DESPOTS, TYRANNICAL LEADERS, AUTOCRATS, MURDEROUS REGIMES!

WE BETTER WISE UP FAST, THE WRITING IS ON THE WALL!

OH, DID I WRITE, DUTERTE, IS GOING AFTER ALCOHOLICS TOO?

IN HELENA, MONTANA ALONE, THERE ARE 127 AA GROUPS, SO, HOW MANY OF YOU, ARE WILLING TO DIE FOR YOUR HABITS?

HILLARY WANTED TO REHABITATE DRUG ADDICTS, GOVERNOR BULLOCK, IS HAVING DRUG ADDICTS, MEET WITH SOCIAL WORKERS, INSTEAD OF COURT, TO SEE WHY THEY ARE ADDICTS . . . MY MOTHER WAS A HEALTH TEACHER, AND SHE SAID, MOST ALCOHOLICS, ARE SO FROM THE FIRST DRINK!

GOOD I NEVER GOT HOOKED ON ANYTHING MORE THAN DIET COKE!

SOMETHING ROTTEN IS COMING!

WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR EVIL TO PERSIST, FOR GOOD MEN AND WOMEN, TO STAND BY AND DO NOTHING!

ROUGHNECK. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO, DROP A HOUSE ON YOU? THE WIZARD OF OZ! LET'S MAKE CONNECCTING THE DOTS A BIT EASIER, FOR COPS TO PROVE, THAT, I WAS POISONED AND BY WHOM, BACK IN THE FALL OF 1999, WHILE, GENERAL COUNSEL, AT THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, PROFESSOR OF FAMILY LAW, AT THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WHERE MY SON, ELLIOT, WILL BE GRADUATING FROM, MAY 5, 2017, A BUSINESS OWNER, AND ONLINE PROFESSOR, NOT BAD, AND A GREAT RESUME TO KILL FOR, AND TO DIE FOR, RIGHT? NCIS: "THE WALL" . . . THIS CONNECTED, TWO CRITICAL DOTS FOR ME, THE VIETNAM WAR, AND A DEADLY POISON, BECAUSE, ONE OF MY CLIENTS, LATER, SUPPOSE TO BE HUSBAND, ALLAN REX BESS, WHO WAS MURDERED, BY DIA OFFICER, NORAD, AND OTHER, MILITARY, UNDERCOVER AGENTS, INCLUDING, FRANK, OF INTERPOL, KILLED FOR KNOWING TOO MUCH, AND BEING ABLE TO SUBSTANTIATE MY CLAIMS THAT I WAS, IN, DEED, POISONED BACK IN ROUGHLY 2000, WITH THE ENDGAME DEATH! MY MARINE, COWBOY, BIKER, HUSBAND, MARRIED BY PROXY, THROUGH A GOVERNMENT ASSHOLE, NOW MARRIED TO SHELLEY, CLAIMING SHE IS ME, LOL, WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT, AND JOKE, THAT HAG, COULDN'T BE ME IN A BILLION, YEARS, BUT IT WAS WORTH A BILLION DOLLARS, STILL IS, PROBABLY, MADE, BETWEEN $15 MILLION TO $30 MILLION, ON THE THREE BLOGS I WROTE YESTERDAY! LOL! I NEVER GET A DIME, WHY DO YOU THINK THEY STEAL, LIE, CHEAT, BEG, BORROW, BRIBE, THREATHEN, AND KILL? WELL WORTH IT TO THEM! BUT, THE "REAL" ALLAN, NOT THE "REEL" FRANK, THE "FAKE" ALLAN, TOLD ME, AS A MARINE, AND HE WAS, I-CORP. OR INTELLIGENCE CORP., SO PRIVY, TO ALL KINDS OF INFORMATION AND INTELLIGENCE, LIKE THE CHEMICAL OR POISONS, USED ON THE VIET KONG. NOW I WAS TOLD BY THREE COPS, BEHIND THE BLUE BROTHERHOOD, OF THE FRATERNAL ORDER OF THE POLICE, AT THE TIME I WAS POISONED BUT NO LONGER, IN THAT SICK, FUCKED, UP, ORDER OF THE PENIS, THAT WOULD SUPPORT, A SHELLEY, KAY, RACHEL, SUE, MARCIE, TIFFANY, OR ANY FAKE TIT ASS BITCHES, PRETENDING TO BE ME, LAW ENFORCEMENT, WHAT A CLOWN ASS JOKE! GOD? BUT, IN THE NCIS EPISODE, ALL DEALING WITH NAVY CRIME INVESTIGATION SERVICE, OR WHATEVER, I HAVEN'T WATCHED IT THAT MUCH, BUT IT DID YESTERDAY, AND SO GRATEFUL, BUT, THE INSTANT DEATH OF A YOUNG SOLDIER, CONNECTED WITH A GROUP, CALLED, "HONOR FLIGHT" AND MORE SIGNIFICANCE TO THAT NAME, TOO, BUT, THEY WOULD FIND, VIETNAM, VETS, FLY THEM TO WASHINGTON, D.C., TO "THE WALL" THE NAME OF THE EPISODE, SO THEY COULD, READ THE NAMES OF THEIR FELLOW SOLDIERS, COMRADS IN ARMS, PLATTON AND SQUADRON, BUDDIES FROM VIETNAM, WHO DIDN'T MAKE IT BACK FROM THE WAR. TWO PEOPLE IN THE EPISODE WHERE POISONED, BOTH THROUGH INJECTIONS, AND BOTH, WITH THE TOXIN, POISON, "BOTULINUM" ONE OF THE MOST POISONOUS BIOLOGICAL SUBSTANCES KNOW, IS A NEUROTOZIN PRODUCED BY THE BACTERIUM CLOSTRIDIUM BOTULINUM. THERE BACTERIA, ELABORATES, 8 ANTIGENICALLY DISTINGUISHABLE TOXINS. I WILL WRITE ABOUT THIS DOWN BELOW, BUT, THE FAST NATURE OF THE DEATHS, AND THE CONNECTION TO VIETNAM, MADE ME WONDER, IF THE POISON, THAT I WAS POISONED WITH, DISGUISED AS PICK'S DISEASE, OR A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE, WAS THE SAME, AGENT, AS THE ONE, USED TO KILL, THE SOLDIER, AND THE WOMAN, WHO WORKED AT A FORMICA PLANT, WHERE THE KILLER, WORKED. THE NCIS OFFICERS WERE ABLE TO FINALLY, GET, SOMETHING OUT OF THE VET, ABOUT A WOMAN, WHO, BUMPED UP, AGAINST THE YOUNG SOLDIER, WHO DIED, SHORTLY THEREAFTER, AND WHO ALSO, BEGGED THE VET, TO ALLOW HER TO TAKE THE CAB, SINCE SHE WOULD BE LATE FOR WORK. THE OTHER VICTIM, WORKED WITH THIS KILLER, AND WAS READY TO EXPOSE, UNETHICAL AND COMPROMISED, CORRUPTION, COOKING THE BOOKS, AND OTHER CRIMES, WHEN SHE WAS KILLED, AND SHE HAD CALLED THIS EXCELLENT, SOLDIER, WHOM EVERY LOVED, HAD NO ENEMIIES, BUT HE DID WORK AT A SUICIDE CRISIS HOTLINE, AND THAT IS THE CONNECTION TO THE CHICK, WHO WAS ALSO KILLED! SO, I GOT OFF THE NCIS SITE, CURIOUS ABOUT THE POISON, ONLY MENTIONED, ONCE, AND FOUND IN THE SOIL, OF THE SOLDIERS SHOES, AND THE VICTIM HAD WRITTEN, "FORM" BEFORE SHE EXPIRRED. BUT, AFTER READING, THE NATURE AND CHARACTERISTICS OF THE POISON, THE DIFFERENT STRAINS, THE DISEASES THAT CAN BE CAUSED BY THE BOTULINUM, OTHER COSMETIC USES, THE USE OF SMALL AMOUNTS OF THAT, IN BOTOX, ALSO, CONNECTED TO BOTULISM, POISON, ASSOCIATED WITH MAINLY, CHICKEN, WHEN, NOT COOKED, LONG ENOUGH, OR WHEN IT IT LEFT OUT, AND NOT REFRIDGERATED. BUT, THE SYMPTOMS, WERE WHAT STRUCK ME, THE MOST, THAT OF "RESPIRATORY" FAILURE, LEADING TO HEART ATTACKS! NOW, MOST, TERMINAL ILLNESSES, COME ON GRADUALLY, AND YOU START TO GET SYMPTOMS, THAT START TO APPEAR . . . YOU DON'T JUST GET IN YOUR CAR, PERFECTLY HEALTHY, ONE AFTERNOON, IN ABOUT, OCTOBER OF 1999, AND SUDDENLY, START HAVING, WHAT I THOUGHT, WERE "PANIC ATTACKS" AND THE LACK OF ABILITY TO BREATHE, IMMEDIATELY, OPENING MY CAR WINDOW AND LITERALLY, SUCKING AIR IN, NOT ABLE TO BREATHE, AND JUST FREAKING OUT, WITH MY HEAD OUT OF THE WINDOW, GASPING FOR AIR! I THOUGHT, I HAD, SOME TYPE OF CLOSERPHOBIA, FELT, CLOSED IN, WONDERED IF I HAD, SUNLIGHT DEFICIENCY, DISEASE, BUT, I REMEMBER IN THE DAYS AFTER THE POISONING, TAKING MY CHAIR OUTSIDE, NOT BEING ABLE TO BREATHE INSIDE THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION BUILDING, THE OLD ONE, ON ABOUT 500 SOUTH, AND 500 EAST, IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH! I WAS USED TO SPACIOUS, OFFICES THAT OVERLOOKED, THE WHOLE SALT LAKE VALLEY, FROM THE CAPITOL BUILDING AND I WENT TO A 70'S ENERGY, SHIT WHOLE, SMALL BUILDING WITH, A "U" SHAPED DESK, LOOKING AT A PARKING LOT! SCREAM! UTAH WAS MY OFFICE, WHILE WORKING FOR THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE AND THE DIVISION OF AGING, SO, THIS CRAMPED QUARTERS, I ATTRIBUTED TO MY CONDITION, THAT WORSENED, AS TIME WENT BY, JUST LIKE THE CHARACTERISTICS OF THE POISON! NOW, SISTER, SHELLEY, THE MOB, MORMON, MAFIA, GOVERNMENT, FBI, APPOINTED, REPLACEMENT FOR ME, CAN'T WASTE THAT GREAT RESUME, ON A DEAD WOMAN, WE CAN'T CONTROL AND WHO MIGHT, BE TOP COP, OR CONGRESSWOMAN, GOD FORBID, IS OUT AND THE GOVERNMENT RAT, BITCH, THE BIOLOGIST, WHO WORKED FOR A PLASTIC SURGEON, HAD BOTOX, TREATMENTS, AND TONS OF PLASTIC SURGERY, WHO ALSO WORKED FOR A PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANY, WOULD, HAVE READ UP, ON THIS BOTOX, THE HEALTH RISKS, THE POSSIBLE LETHAL DOSES, THE EXPERIMENTS WITH CERTAIN, STRAINS AND TYPES THAT CAUSE DISEASE, AND ALSO, THAT IN HEAVIER DOSES, THE NATURAL TOXIN, IS, LETHAL AND KILLED, 50% OF THE LAB RATS AND MICE THAT WERE EXPERIMENTED ON. THE PERFECT MURDER? I THINK THE ONLY REASON, I DIDN'T DIE, IS THAT, MY EXPOSURE, TOUCHING THE STEERING WHEEL OF MY CAR, WHERE THE POISON WAS ADMINISTERED, EITHER DIDN'T HAVE A PROPER DOSE TO KILL ME, OR PERHAPS THE DISEASE WAS THE GOAL, BUT, I ONLY LIVED, RIGHT UP THE STREET, ON 5TH EAST, SO THE TIME TOUCHING THE STEERING WHEEL, WAS PROBABLY NOT LONG ENOUGH FOR THE DOSE TO KILL ME! IF WAS ADD ALL THE DOTS, THE CLAIM, I HAVE HAD, AND COPS, SUPPORTED, NOW, MY PRIVATE INVESTIGATORS, WHO OUTRIGHT TOLD ME I WAS POISONED, HAVE A COMMON, ELEMENT, SHELLEY. SHELLEY + BIOLOGY MAJOR + WORKING FOR A PLASTIC SURGEON + ACCESS TO BOTOX + INFORMATION PROVIDED FOR DOCTORS ON NON-LETHAL AND LETHAL DOSES + LIVING IN THE AREA + A GOVERNMENT RAT + COMPROMISED PERSON WITH SHIT HANGING OVER HER HEAD + THE SECOND GOVERNMENT MONEY MAKER FOR COPS, GOING DOWN THE TUBE, DUE TO LITTLE SISTER + SISTER LOOKING SOMEWHAT ALIKE, ALTHOUGH, SHELLEY, IS BRUNETTE, HAZEL EYES, AND STANDS A GOOD 3 INCHES, TALLER THAN, ME, SISTERS, CAN WITH WIGS, CONTACTS, AND OTHER PROPS, LOOK, SOMEWHAT ALIKE + RUNNING IN THE CIRCLES OF THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL, DUE TO RATTING ON SECURITIES ALLEGATIONS AGAINST HER, HER HUSBAND, AT THE TIME, AND HER BOSS, A MAFIA BOSS + MY SON, ELLIOT, HIS BAND, "PARALLAX" . . . NAME CAME FROM COMIC BOOK CHARACTERS, OR SUPER HEROES, HE WAS WAY INTO THAT, AND I JUST LEARNED THAT YESTERDAY! BUT, HE WAS ROCKIN OUT CD'S, IN THE GRUNGE HEAVY METAL SCENE, PLAYING SMALL CONCERTS, COTTAGE UNDERGROUND, SEEING BIG MUSIC DEALS, AND CONCERTS AS SELLLING OUT, BUT WITH THAT MUSIC MARKET EXPLODING, AND THIS LITTLE BAND, WAS ROCKIN' PORTLAND, AND THE WEST COAST! THAT IS WHEN, THE COPS, I BELIEVE, AND THE FIREFIGHTERS, PARTICIPATED, IN THE FOUR MURDERS, AT THE "PROVO DEATH CAVE" WITH FOUR YOUNG PEOPLE, DEEP IN THE MUSIC SCENE IN PROVO AND SALT LAKE, DYING IN AN UNDERWATER CAVE, THAT MY SONS HAD BOTH BEEN, IN AND WERE INVITED AFTER ONE OF EL'S CONCERTS, THAT, HE DIDN'T GO, BUT, THERE WAS A 5TH DUDE, WHO DIDN'T GO IN THE CAVE, THAT NIGHT, STOOD WATCH, I BELIEVE, BLOCKED THE EXIT, BLOCKING A GIRL IN THE PASSAGEWAY, AND THE OTHER THREE FOUND, IN THE CAVE, RUNNING OUT OF AIR, UNABLE TO GET OUT! THE KID WAS FROM, RENO, NEVADA, WHERE MY BROTHER, RICHARD WENT ON A MORMON MISSION, HE WAS ONLY TWO YEARS YOUNGER THAN, I AM, AND HE WOULD HAVE GONE AT 19, SHELLEY ALSO, LIVED IN CARSON CITY, NEVADA, A CONNECTION TO THE KID, WITH ISAAC, INTO THE MUSIC SCENE, ALL THE SAME FRIENDS, BUT, EVERY BAND, ELLIOT JOINED, WHEN, BIG, AND ISAACS, NEVER DID, OR HE DROPPED OUT, BEFORE THEY GOT BIG, LIKE "MARALOKA" . . . I BELIEVE, THEY WANTED TO EXPLOIT THE YOUNG BAND, WITH CHARISMATIC AND HANDSOME BLAKE DONNOR, BEING 27, THE MAGICAL AGE OF JIM MORRISON, JIMMY HENDRIX, JANIS JOPLIN, AND KURT COBANE, OF NIRVANA. I THINK ORIGINALLY, THEY WANTED TO GET RID OF ME, AND ELLIOT'S DAD, SO THEY COULD GET AT THE MUSIC, MARKETING IT UNDERGROUND, AND THEY WERE KICKIN' CD'S OUT LIKE CANDY! BLAKE WAS MOBBED, BY KIDS, WHO ALL GRABBED THE MIC, AND SANG WITH HIM, HE ALMOST HAD A CULT LIKE CHARM, THAT, KIDS WERE MESMERIZED BY. ELLIOT WAS A SHY, BACKGROUND, BASS GUITARIST, BUT THE CREATIVE GENIUS, BEHIND A LOT OF THE MUSIC, LYRICS, AND RHYTHMS! BOTH OF MY BOYS WERE INVITED TO THE CAVE THAT NIGHT, AFTER A CONCERT, BUT LUCKILY, THEY DECLINED THE OFFER, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN, THAT THER WERE NO SINISTER, NOTIONS IN MOTION THAT NIGHT, WHO MAY HAVE THOUGHT, MY SONS WERE IN THE CAVE! BUT, THE KID FROM RENO, DIDN'T GO TO THE COPS, HE WENT AND GOT ELLIOT, WHO, CONTACTED THE COPS! FIREFIGHTERS AND COPS, RESPONDED AND ELLIOT, TRIED TO GO IN THE CAVE AND THEY TOLD HIM THEY WOULD ARREST HIM! HE WAS FURIOUS AND SAID, THEY COULD HAVE BEEN STILL ALIVE, IN THE CAVE, AND HE KNEW IT WELL. ELLIOT TOLD ME, THAT, HE WAS BLOCKED AND IT TOOK ANOTHER, 6 HOURS, FROM THE TIME, HE REPORTED THE INCIDENT, FOR THEM TO GO IN AND BRING THE BODIES OUT! ONE HELL OF SENSATIONAL STORY, TO ADD TO THE LURE OF THE MUSIC, TRAGEDY, THE MAGICAL NUMBER, THE CHARISMATIC, BLAKE, AND THE PLAYERS, INVOLVED, COPS AND FIREFIGHTERS, ALL WORKING TOGETHER, ALL INVOLVED, IN A CASE I ALMOST TOOK, A CHEMICAL PLANT OWNER, USED TO WORK WITH THE DEA, DECIDED TO STOP DEALING WITH THEM, THEY WERE STEALING MONEY AND TAKING CHEMICALS BACK TO HIS PLANT, TO RETURN, THE CHEMICALS FOR MORE MONEY . . . FIREFIGHTERS AND COPS, SAME CREW, INVOLVED, BLOCKED, MR. PARRISH, FROM PUTTING OUT THE FIRE, SET, AT HIS CHEMICAL PLANT, WHEN HE WOULD PLAY WITH THE DEA ANY MORE, WITH THE FIGHTFIGHTERS, WHO WORK WITH COPS ALL THE TIME, BLOCKING PARRISH AND SAYING "BURN, BABY BURN" THREATENING TO ARREST, THE OWNER, IF HE PUT THE FIRE OUT, HE SAID, COULD HAVE BEEN PUT OUT WITH A GARDEN HOSE, ALLOWED TO BURN A SMOLDER, FOR TWO WEEKS, AS THE NEWS, BLAMED, PARRISH, WHILE, COPS OR OTHERS, WERE SEEN BY THE MAYOR OF VINEYARD, ON TOP OF HIS BUILDING WITH AXES, PUTTING HOLES IN THE ROOF TO MAKE IT BURN FASTER AND MORE! THE CHEMICAL PLANT WAS ABOUT TH SIX OF COSTCO OR WALMART, NO SMALL OPERATION! ISAAC, WAS ELLIOT'S CLOSEST COUSIN, BUT HE WAS ALSO A RIVAL, THEY SHARED FRIENDS, SHARED BANDS, AND SHARED MUSIC, BUT, ELLIOT, DID WHAT HIS MOMMY DID, ME, WE EARNED OUR PLACES, EXPERTISE, AND GIFTS IN MUSIC AND THE LAW, EARNED AND NEVER GIVEN, BUT SHELLEY AND ISAAC HOOKED UP WITH THE COPS, WHO MUSCLED, US, OUT, STEALING ALL THE PRODUCTS, RESUMES, MUSIC, AND TRIED TO DESTROY THE AUTHOR, THE ATTORNEY, THE MUSIC GENIUS, WHO WILL BE GRADUATING FROM THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WHERE I TAUGHT, FAMILY LAW FOR, 6 OR 7 YEARS, AT THE SAME TIME I WORKED AS AN ASSISTANT ATTORNY GENERAL, STAFF ATTORNEY, FOR THE DIVISION OF AGING AND AS GENERAL COUNSEL FOR THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION! SHORTLY AFTER I WAS POISONED, ELLIOT'S DAD, ZEKE OR RICHARD, PROVO CITY PLANNING DIRECTOR, OF TWO YEARS, WAS SUDDENLY, UP AND FIRED IN WHAT WAS ALLEGEDLY, THE NEW MAYOR'S PAYBACK, FOR SOMETHING, THAT SOMEONE, MY EX-HUSBAND, SUPERVISED, THAT HAD OFFENDED THE NEW MAYOR, AT A CITY COUNCIL MEETING TWO YEARS BEFORE? DOES THAT MAKE SENSE . . . MY MOTHER, SAID, IF ZEKE OR RICHARD, WOULD HAVE BEEN AN ACTIVE MORMON, HE WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED! NO SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE AND YOU CAN SEE, THE MENTALITY OF MY MOTHER, WHO WOULD HAVE EXPRESSED, MY FATHER'S POSITIONS, AND WHEN, WE HAD A GOLD MINE, IN ELLIOT, NOT TO MENTION, CHRIS WHO WAS DOING ELECTRONIC MUSIC, HIP HOP, RAP AND RECORD SCRATCHING, ON HIS COMPUTER, AND KEYBOARD, COULD BE EVERY BIT AS LUCRATIVE, AND TWO DAUGHTERS, GONE IN THE MILITARY, THE COPS, SHELLEY, THE MOB, THE FAMILY, THE MORMONS, THE GOVERNMENT, ALL WANTED THE KIDS, THEY WERE THE TARGET, UNTIL I STARTED MAKING MONEY AGAIN! YOU KNOW THE REST OF THE STORY. SO, NOW, I AM GOING TO GO INTO THE INTERESTING PART, WHAT HAPPENED, WHEN, I WAS POSIONED, MASKED AND DISGUISED AS A TERMIINAL BRAIN DISEASE THAT TOOK ME OUT OF THE GAME, NOT ONLY AS AN ATTORNEY, A POLITICAL THREAT TO COPS, BUT, TOOK ME OUT OF THE GAME AS MOTHER, FOR ABOUT 10 YEARS, AT A VERY CRITICAL JUNCTURE OF MY CHLDREN'S LIVES, BOTH BOYS, YOUNG TEENS, BOTH GIRLS IN THE MILITARY, AND BOTH MOM AND DAD, NEUTRALIZED, WITH NO JOBS AND NO INCOME . . . DESTABLIZING, THE BOYS, AND LEAVING THEM, ALMOST AS ORPHANS, GIVING THE TERRIBLE NATURE OF WHAT, HIT ME! RICHARD OR ZEKE, HAD JUST GOTTEN MARRIED TOO, SO, DEALING WITH THAT IN THE PROCESS! PRETTY SHITTY STUFF, ALL CLEAR POLITICS, AMERICAN GREED, VULTURES, JEALOUSY, ENVY, AND LOSERS, WHO WERE BEING REWARDED FRO BEING RATS, KILLERS, AND PAYBACK FOR ME, MY KILLING OF ASSET FORFEITURE, STOPPING ME FROM RUNNING FOR OFFICE, BEING TOP COP OR CONGRESSWOMAN, WHICH IS WHAT I REALLY WANTED . . . JUST FUCKING TOOK ME OUT OF THE GAME, ALMOST PERMENANTLY! FOR A BIOLOGIST, AND PLASTIC SURGERY BITCH, FULL OF STITCHES, SILICON TITS, BOTOX LIPS, THAT LOOKED LIKE DUCK LIPS, AND LIPO SUCTION. SHELLEY WAS LIVING AT "OLD FARMS CONDOS" A PROWSWOOD PROPERRTIES, IN SOUTH SALT LAKE, RIGHT AFTER GETTING, TONS OF SURGERY, REMINDS ME OF WHEN, RACHEL, ALSO GOT ABOUT $50,000 WORTH . . . BUILT TO SUIT? PROBABLY. ME, NEVER! FRIES BEFORE GUYS! I AM TOO SECURE TO FUCK WITH MY BODY, LIKE IT OR NOT! IF I GET COMPLIMENTS, I WANT TO KNOW I DESERVED OR EARNED THEM, KIND OF LIKE MY RESUME, EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, I EARN, THEY STEAL, OR CHEAT, RATHER IT IS TO LOOK GOOD, OR TO BE AN ATTORNEY, THAT OLD , MORMON CIA, MAKE A WISH FOUNDATION . . . YOU WANT TO BE A COP? OK. YOU WANT TO BE AN ATTORNEY AND HAVE JOANN, OUT OF THE WAY? OK. YOU WANT TO GET CREDIT FOR ALL HER GREAT CASES, AND ISSAC GET ALL THE CREDIT FOR BEING HARD ROCK BAND OF 2008, SINCE, ELLIOT, LEFT ISAAC, LAZY ASS LIKE HIS MOMMY, ENTITLED, AND TOO STUPID TO DO IT THEMSSEVLES, BUT THE COPS, WILL JUST DO IT FOR THEM! FUCK? OKAY, FOR THE EXPOSE' ON BOTULINUM NEUROTOXIN CLOSTRIDIUM. YOU CAN FIND ALL THIS, AND MORE, ON THE INTERNET! I BELIEVE EVERYTHING IN READ ON THE INTERNET . . . WHO WOULD LIE ABOUT THIS SHIT? LOL! AMAZING, BUT MAKES TOTAL, SENSE, GIVEN THE FACT THAT SHELLEY WAS OBSESSED WITH HER LOOKS, ALWAYS WORKED IN SPAS, WITH FACIALS, OR PEOPLE WHO WERE ANETHSTATISTS, OR DID FACIAL ABRASIVE WORK, SHELLEY WANTED ME AND JERRY AT THE SAME TIME, TO GET, HER "RETIN A" FROM MEXICO, FOR FACIAL PEELS. SHELLEY ALWAYS WANTED TO BE RICH, HUNG OUT WITH THE PARK CITY CROWD, SUNDANCE FILM FESTIVAL, EVERY YEAR, AND LONGED FOR THAT, GAME, OF THE RICH AND FAMOUS . . . SHE FIGURED A WAY TO GET IT, BE ME! TOP 3, ALL ME! ONE LEGEND, THREE SIZES +!

BOTULINUM NEUROTOXIN CLOSTRIDIUM!

I am just going to bullet, out some of the information, on this poison, all natural, easy to buy on the Internet, given the fact that, strains of it, 8 of them, have been used for everything from medicine to cosmetics, given the dose, application, and what not.  Now that, I think about it, if Shelley, whom I refer to as the Bride of Frank(instein) or Frank of Interpol, assassins of Allan Rex Bess, with Frank taking Allan's place, and Shelley, taking my place as attorney, both parents of some of my kids, because, Shelley's are not good enough, or what they do is not sufficient bragging rights, and Shelley is suppose to be me, or is me?  Even if you took my brain out that dumb ass bitch, could be me . . when, I walk I the room she turns into a wallflower!  LOL!  I am sure wearing my mask for 17 years with all my degrees, honors and awards, she has morphed into, something much more than she was, just like, Jim Carey, did in the MASK!  LOL.  But, now that I know more about the shallow Hal's that work as cops, all her surgery and Botox treatments are starting to make sense . . . psychopaths, with permeate the alleged, hero, careers of military and law enforcement, are only focus on one thing, and that is the physical appearance of a person, their image.  That is why, I can beat them silly!  Too stupid for me, and they are only into, physical appearance, which, I had at the time, Shelley poisoned me, with the help of the FBI and the Utah Medical Association, someone had to have gotten into my LOCKED CAR!  COPS!  Shelley always bought off on that, appearance shit, I never needed to, I was naturally pretty, thin, at the time, did little to look, the way I did and Shelley's extensive surgery, fucked her looks up, in my opinion, she was much prettier, before!

THE MUMMY!  SCREAM!  ACCESS, ACCESS, ACCESS TO THE AGENT TO POISON!

This incident, comes to mind . . . Shelley had her kids, Jesse, Isaac, Alex and Ty, were all living out in the Holiday Area of south Salt Lake City, and she was working for, a Dr. Youngblood, a plastic surgeon, at the time--she  may have been living in his condo?  But, I had been working at the Attorney Generals Office, when, Shelley, turned her ex-husband and her boss in, and she showed up with a dead, black and white rat, that had been mailed to her, as a threat, but also as a sign of who she was working with, black and white, COPS!  I can't remember, exactly, where all this fits, into time, but, this incident is key, I was going to pick up, Shelley's boys, and often, on the weekends, we would switch off, kids, and Jesse and Isaac, would either come with me, or my sons', Chris and Elliot, would go stay with Shelley.  On this particular day, I showed up after work, and I think that particular day, I was dropping my boys at Shelley's place, because, Jesse, said, my Mom, wants to talk to you, and she needs you to stay for awhile.  What for?  Just wait and see.  Okay.  So, the boys, still young, all went to play, while I waited for an hour or so, and all the sudden, Shelley walked through the door, or who I assumed was Shelley, looking more like a MUMMY, all wrapped in white gauze from head to foot, face totally covered, all but her ponytail, that was sticking out of her early, Halloween costume!

I was speechless, when she walked through the door, and figured, working in domestic violence, at the time, having met, Dave Yeman, her man, who, even at their, engagement announcement, while Shelley was pregnant, with her stock broker's baby, that Victoria Secret shit, must work, but he slide his knees, in between mine, and I about had a heart attack, but didn't have the heart  to tell her . . . I probably should have saved her the grief!  But, it led her to being me!  Probably the best 17 years of her life!  LOL!  But, I assumed that Dave had beaten the shit out her.  I was furious!  What the fuck happened to you?  Only I didn't swear in those days.  I could see, the bruising, black and blue, eyes, mouth, and what little I could see, was major fucked up!  What did Dave do to you!  I want to know!  Shelley said, calm down, he got remarried, to this chick named, Anne, who used to either work for him, or was a secretary, and Shelley was so depressed, that, she had to do something, physical, to match the mental and emotional pain.  She got a face lift, blown up lips, new boob job, the works!  I was shocked, because, even now at 62, I would never consider, going under the knife, never!  Shelley also, tried talking me into a boob job, after Elliot and Isaac were born, while she was still living in Carson City . . . no, I just could not make a man that happy!  LOL!

I might have even been in law school at the time.  I remember thinking, what the hell, I think, Shelley, couldn't have been, even 40, only 15 or so months, older than, myself.  I was like, what are you thinking?  Crazy.  But, Shelley, had, a fascination with, looking good, and probably figured that Dave, left her, because of some flaw, Dave also, was vain and shallow, and had tons of plastic surgery too, and maybe he put her up to it, but fuck, that is for old ladies, at best, so what the fuck are you thinking or not thinking.  But, Shelley is definitely, okay with, nipping and tucking, to look better.  I think part of Shelley's pay, was in kind, plastic surgery, and easy access, to everything, vanity could want and buy, including, access to BOTOX, at Dr.Youngblood, whom, she stayed connected to, for years, and may have, even relied on him, financially, I think, I recall, that he was a witness too, during her work with the attorney generals office, making deals with Mark Griffith, and all the players, that later, I SUED! All happened before, 1999. 

In my $357 million securities law suit, end of 2009. amended complaint, 2010, and I remember, Shelley, asking me why I was suing all my friends, Utah Attorney General, Mark Shurtleff, and Francine Gianni, formerly with the Governors Office, teamed  on Elder Fraud and consumer issues, now, Francine was, director of the Department of Commerce over the Division of Securities, and I was like, they either violated, my clients' rights, or, they were responsible for oversight over them, and did nothing, even after, a legislative audit, found, that there were overzealous prosecutions and violations of due process, in taking away the securities licenses of 110 financial planners and securities dealers!  All the connections were made at this level, Shelley on the government rat side and me on the sue the fucking shit out of the motherfuckers!  LOL!  I don't think, I made all the connections between, Shelley being charged with securities fraud, turning state's evidence, like 10 years earlier, and all he same players, involved, in my lawsuit, just figured, she met them all, working on he Children's Justice Center, and looking back, I think, that was part of her community service, for getting off, on securities charges!

SETTING THE STAGE, PLAYERS, AND GAME FOR KILLLING ME!  TOP COP, NEVER!

Like I said, I was, working, left work, late October, 1999, and couldn't breathe, that led to a rapid decline in my health, leaving, guessing what was wrong with me, moving twice in two weeks, costing me about $5,000, and freaking out, with my attention, going in the toilet, could work inside, finally,, collapsing and work, being hospitalized, going downhill, at a break neck, speed, my work suffering, my teaching at the U of U, going from being a stand up comedian, and receiving an award, for being the toughest grader, on the campus, with the highest student approval ratings, going, to barely being able to read my notes with no humor, my hallmark, and just flat-line, lectures, and Shelley, actually, came watch me teach, I believe my last class, not knowing if I could make it through, that last lecture, a normal, three hour class, where I had to rush for time to give all the stories, to just making it through class.  What was funny about, my family and Shelley, Rachel, looking back on it, they said, well, your boss, had to follow you around and check your work, as if, I was a shitty general counsel, not poisoned, and fucked, I the brain, almost dying and going from, this position offered to me, taking on the Medicaid/Medicare, fraud units, FBI, and about 27 male attorneys and cops, forcing them to follow, due process and equal protections, and telling them, when, and how they would conduct, their investigations against MY doctors in the state of Utah!

I went from that, to being diagnosed, at a fucking 5 year old level, in less than, about 4 or 5 months, with the diagnosis of a death sentence, but, I think, the sisters, who were to benefit, from my demise, judge me, AFTER, the poison, not BEFORE the poison and figured that, being an attorney or being a professor was EASY!  LOL!  Much like President Trump, looking at President Obama, criticizing everything and anything he did, from executive orders to foreign policy and health care, once in the job, realizing, this job as president is much harder than, I thought, and health care is more complicated, and shit, this job, is harder than what I was doing before . . . I am sure the sista, club, of replacements, doing only a portion of what I did, singly and without help, coaching, or backup, by every fucking cop, prosecutor, attorney, judge, FBI, CIA, DEA, blah, blah, blah, are feeling much the same way, do it all, the great kids, the high level and top pressure jobs, teaching, manuals, awards, honors, this and that, add it all together and WHAT THE FUCK, I look back and wonder how I did it all, not just one or two years worth, but almost 20, and with all the opposition, fuck!  A bit harder, than, taking one or two aspects, of my life, and dressing like an attorney!  LOL!  Pretty wild, but I was also being courted to run for AG, but I wanted Congress, the 4th district, I think they held back on the census, not counting the foreign missionaries, or afraid, that before the poisoning, I might actually win it!  NO DOUBT, probably the single highest recognized, attorney, other than, Jan in the state!  And I was TOP BILLING HER, ON SPEAKING ENGAGEMENTS!

TAKING ME OUT OF THE GAME, BIG TIME! THE FIRST TIME!

I AM JUST GOING TO BULLET, LIKE I SAID AND GOT DETOURED:

• Botox in clinical practice "miracle poison" is one of the most poisonous biological substances known, used in almost every sub-specialty, 4 to 7 days after injection
• the affected nerve terminals do not degenerate, but the blockage of neurotransmitters release is irreversible
• function can be recovered by spouting of nerve terminals and formation of new synaptic contacts, this usually takes 2 to 3 months (I was never treated for anything, death sentence)
• postganglionic sympathetic neurons
• 24 to 72 hours to take effect reflecting the time necessary to disrupt the synaptosomal process
• some individuals may receive as many as 5 days for the full effect to be observed
• peaking at about 10 days, the effect of botulinum toxin last nearly 8 to 12 weeks . . . I was poisoned, near the end of October, collapsed at work, in December, and down and out, totally, by January 18, 2000, so right on, with the 8 to 12 weeks, give or take a week!
• large dosages, KILLED 50% of the mice used to experiment with the miracle poison!
• Botox was approved in 1989 by the FDA, so still a relatively, new product, Dysport, was the name of one of the products first approved
• there was a difference in the strain of bacterium, preparation, diffusion, and potency testing
• injections should be given at the lowest effective dose and as infrequently as possible
• the patient can develop antibodies
• my risk aspiration
• large amounts of toxins can mimic the symptoms of botulinum
• there are several diseases, that are related to the use of this stuff, one is Eaton-Lambert Syndrome, neuropathies, psychological unstability . . . Dr. Foote, the psychologist, that I was referred to, also one of the psychiatrists, head of the division at the Utah Medical Association, was one of the most, vocal and opposed, doctors, also, part of the group that, as an attorney general, had, a bitter debate over, especially, psychiatrists, reporting of domestic violence, from my life, before, going to the UMA!  Foote was recommended to me, by Leon Sorenson, Director, and I NEVER liked this guy, never, and I think the feelings were mutual, and Shelley, was given ALL ACCESS TO MY MEDICAL RECORDS!  She was not my attorney, NOR IS SHE ME, so what the fuck?
• when I didn't die, at the 2 year mark, the terminal brain injury, morphed into alleged mental health issues . . . how do you get rid of a smart female attorney who is a threat, of running for higher office, your right, attack the brain, then, go to mental issues, all part and parcel of this miracle poison!  NICE!
• this stuff is used commercially, in medicine, cosmetics and research
• MOST ACUTELY LETHAL TOXIN KNOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• INTRAVENOUSLY OR INTRAMUSCULARLY ADMINISTERED, OR INHALED . . . I think it was spread on my car steering wheel, and one of the private investigators, who worked for me, 10 years later, said, point blank you were poisoned, and my client, I-corp. Marine, client, whom I thought I married, in 2011, after $700 million dollars worth the cases, all against the government, said, once you told me where you got poisoned, on the steering wheel of your car, he said, I believed, everything you said, from that point on, because, we used, poisons on the Viet Kong, all the time and had recon, put it on their steering wheels!
• I was told by the cops, now, or then, private investigators, that, I was poisoned with poisonous African tree frog gum!  That is one of the reasons, I was curious, about the NCIS episode, not only did it link, Vietnam, to being poisoned, but the method of injection, and I possible could have been, in the episode, it was a bump, and brush, with an injection so small, it was almost undetectable by the untrained human eye!  Not likely to even feel it, but, I clearly, seemed to have gotten in the car . . .  odorless, tasteless, poison?
• WARNINGS: death is associated with its uses
• 7 types capable of causing diseases in time
• can cause arrest and death
• cerebral palsy--toxin can block nerves controlling RESPIRATORY systems or heart, resulting in DEATH . . . I always felt that, living so close to work, saved my life, and I was, getting a watered down, dose, everyday, going to work, with death as the goal, but the dosage or exposure, time was not taken into account!

GIVEN THE "TOTALITY OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES" OF THE GAMES AT STAKE, THE PLAYERS, THE ACCESS, THE BENEFICIARY OF THE DEATH, I THINK IT IS EASY TO SEE, I WAS FUCKING POISONED, WHICH, I DIDN'T KNOW, UNTIL 9 FUCKING YEARS LATER!

THEN, THEY TOOK ME OUT A SECOND TIME, TO PROTECT, THE BITCHES WHO WERE ALREADY, PRETENDING TO BE ME, AND PLAYING, DRESS-UP, BIG GIRL ATTORNEY, WITH FIRST MILLIONS, THEN, BILLIONS TO GAIN!

IF YOU CAN'T FIND, PRISON, IN HERE, THEN, YOU DO NOT BELONG TO THE HUMAN RACE!

WE HAVE ALL THE ELEMENTS OF A CRIME: INTENT + MOTIVE = CRIME!

EVERYTHING AFTER THAT, WAS THE "FRUITS OF THE POISONOUS TREE" LITERALLY!

TOOK ME OUT FOR 8 FUCKING YEARS!

DAMAGES, DAMAGES, DAMAGES, INJURY, INJURY, INJURY . . . ADD MULTI-MILLION CASES, AND A BILLION DOLLAR BLOG!  GET THE PICTURE?

WELL WORTH IT TO THEM, AS IF, GOD'S REVOLVER, AND OTHER BANDS, WERE NOT, TO START WITH, JUST SWEETENED THE POT WITH THE MOTHER LODE!

ADD CHRIS'S MUSIC, NICOLE'S AND GRETA'S BOOKS, OR SOON TO BE RELEASED BOOKS, THE SECRIST FAMILY MONEY TREE!  SHELLEY'S LONG DESIRED, "MULTIPLE STREAMS OF INCOME" ALL FROM THE SAME NICE LITTLE FAMILY, WE JUST NEED TO GET OUT OF THE WAY!

THE WICKED WITCH OF THE EAST, SHELLEY, AND THE COPS, FOUR, TORE OFF AFTER ME THIS MORNING AFTER, I LEFT THE POVERELLO CENTER, LIKELY TIPPED OFF BY THE NATIVE DUDE, ALWAYS THERE WHEN STING OPS ARE PLANNED ON THE WEEKEND, BLACKFOOT OWNED AND OPERATED? SORRY NOT TODAY, BITCH! LOL. MY BRAIN IN LIKE A FUCKING COMPUTER, YOU ARE FUCKED, WITH THE "BOTULINUM" CONNECTED TO BOTOX, PLASTIC SURGEON YOU WORKED WITH AT THE TIME, OR SHORTLY AFTER, ACCESS TO BOTOX, THAT CAN BE LETHAL IN LARGE DOESES, AND I HAD RESPIRATORY ATTACKS, I THOUGHT WERE PANIC ATTACKS, WHEN, I TOUCHED THE POISONED, LACED, STEERING WHEEL IN MY CAR! I HAVE TAKING YOUR SORRY, ASS DOWN, YOU ARE NO ME, AND ISAAC, IS NOT ANY, ROCK GOD, ELLIOT, BITCH, AND THE COP BASTARDS, TAHT SUPPORT YOU! YOU ARE THROUGH, FUCK YOU, HAG, ASS UGLY MONKEY FAKE ASS ATTORNEY, BIOLOGIST, ALL THE RIGHT INGREDIENTS, AND YOU ARE FUCKED, LOSER! LOL. 'GOOD FUCKING GOD, THIS BLOG JUST GOT STOLEN AGAIN! FUCK YOU WILL REWRITE . . . YOU ARE NOT ME, BITCH, YOUR UGLY BALD ASS SON, IS NOT ELLIOT, SO FUCK YOUR SORRY ASSES!