BIGGER, BADDER, RADDER!!! SMILE
So this was on the gray t-shirt of some young high school looking girl, with her much taller sister, and her mother, the letters on her shirt, were colorful and fun, as she appeared to be, vivacious, joyful, cute, blonde ponytail, reminding me, a lot of myself in high school, without a care in the world! Her much more dower sister, was wearing a plain purple t-shirt, with white writing, she was much more staid and reserved, as I observed from this three-some, enjoying a fresh meal at Cafee' Dolce, at the Southgate Mall, last night. Oh, the one with the BIGGER, BADDER, RADDER shirt was the shorter of the two, but appeared to be the older, or more confident, and on her jeans, she had bling and blang, as she sashayed, here and there, getting a drink, or butter . . . she was fun to watch, floods of memories, of younger years, fun years, safe years! Talking about asses, some Native chick, just came in, and very softly said, you have a nice, and she smiled, and very cautiously said, so not to offend me, You have a very nice behind. I said are you serious? Generally, it is only black guys who like it. LOL! She said, well, this Native chick, thinks well of it! LOL! Smile . . . made my day, since, I like to use MY JACKET TO HIDE MY ASS! I either have the jacket on, or I have it tied around my waist! LOL. EXPOSED! Definitely a distinguishing characteristic! LOL! Shelley and Rachel have both have their asses SUCKED, so, perhaps, the few cops, that might want to rely on the truth, can now identify me . . . I believe, that things happen for a reason.
But, I am truly, while smaller in stature, BIGGER, BADDER, RADDER, that any of my 5 sisters, or Kay, and they know it, that is why they want to be me, and I don't even see them as a pimple on the ass of the Universe, until they do something like this, STEAL MY FUCKING JACKET! This is passive-aggressive behavior, sick in and of itself. The other day, I saw a, RECALL, truck again, hoping that, indicates the cops will leave me alone, again . . . and that appears to be what is going on. At least on the surface, but, it is the sneaking stuff that totally pisses me off! For some reason, I can handle the big stuff, stealing my house, my cars, my whatever, but, when I get down to owning, the clothes on my back, and a backpack, and they start to dip into that shit, I GET REALLY PISSED! But, this too will pass, and I am not going to indulge them in any more, causing me grief, because that is what drives them, their lives are so boring, pathetic, that their joy is my pain, as it is with every psychopath, sociopath and narcissist! These people are BEYOND SICK!
TRUE CRIME BLITZ . . . MAKES ME FEEL BETTER I JUST LOST A JACKET! SHIT, SOME OF THESE ARE GNARLY!
Every one of these, episodes of true crime are laced with truth, and have either some direct connection to my case, or some symbolic revelation, or they demonstrate a particular personality trait of one of the main actors or actresses in this real life drama! The other day, at Barnes and Noble Book Store on Reserve, Missoula, where I was kicked back in a soft chair, to check out cool titles of books, to steal to use in my blog, or ideas, which I rarely run dry on, but, at times I am inspired and draw off the creativity of other writers, or titles, that I like to just put in the short, blurbs at the first, and my mind, somehow, takes all the ideas, and weaves them into a nice flowing blog, with many disconnected, tangents and ideas, but, at the end of the blog, all seem somehow related and connected. I have a beautiful mind, my playground! I don't need to travel, to leave, because, each blog is thrilling in its own right, and so damned much fun . . . I have lived an amazing life! I just want to celebrate, another day of living; I just want to celebrate another day of love! I am not sure who sings that song, from, what the 70's, but it describes so well how I feel and always have felt, since the time I was the age of the cute, pony-tailed, vibrant and vivacious young woman, with so much promise and happiness, in store for her, already finding joy in her surroundings and in the common!
This is for general interest in crimes, making people more aware, but also for the good cops, that, actually, might see a crime in what is happening to me, and not just see it as a justifiable homicide and merited by the Patriot Act fuckers! Hopefully, if the cops, feds, or crime stoppers, and a board in their cop shop, keeping track of some of the main players in the really true crime episode, happening as I write each day, my insight and information will help them better understand the nature of the beast we are working with, and through the psychological and forensic insights, background, and history, can better solve this series of crimes that have taken place of almost two decades, in several states, and with 26 murders, and a billion dollar heist, the type of case, that makes, legend cops! I realize that, I am your best resource, since, I know the characters, and criminals involved, I was there, I lived it, and you are coming to it cold, and I can accuse or make assumptions, conjecture, and suppositions, about what I think happened, but you have the harder job of proving what I am trying to convey to you, or think happened. All of these people or most have college degrees, and some advanced degrees, most are white collar professionals, smart, connected, and charming, which makes it hard to see, and even harder to arrest, charge and convict, but, they are ALL CRIMINALS just the same! The PATRIOT ACT, doesn't justify, alleviate liability or criminal behavior . . . it cannot, be used to COMMIT CRIMES! NO WAY, NO HOW! I am sure the cops, the community, the people like these people, that is precisely how they have gotten away with CRIMES! and people have forgiven them, or excused their behavior, or benefited directly from their alleged, Robin Hood behavior, but they are not taking from the rich, if the money NEVER into the hands of the DESERVING PARTIES, with them INTERCEPTING THE MONEY, THEY ARE THE RICH! Not me, not my son . . . they took it before it hit our hands! UNTIL IT HAPPENS TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
BEAUTIFUL BABY FROM THE OUTSIDE IN . . . GO ON TAKE ON THE WORLD, BUT TO ME, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY LITTLE GIRL?
The song on right now . . . anyway, here are the episodes in a nutshell! And Shelley is a NUT! This is all from memory, because my pen ran out, scratching my back, legs, arms, with the creepy crawlers, getting less and less, but still, there! No, notes, but, I will try . . . I usually write down the titles and the program, is all, but, I think, I can remember the order and the programs, shocking as these are!
- Nothing Personal . . . Voodoo Sex Ring. The cool thing about this series, is there is this hard core, guy from Brooklyn, or somewhere where he has seen good people turn bad, and bad people get badder! I think the actor used to be on the Sopranos, but I am not sure, never watched it, but his commentary makes the tragedy almost comical, and at times, that is the only way we can stomach, the crazy shit people do to each other or with each other, or against each other. In this one, you have a middle class married man, two kids, but he is brilliant, a seeker, taken with everything in his world, and takes challenges in stride, he is curious, finally turning to religion, to find guidance and insights into who he is and what his destiny is. This is some, religion, down in Louisiana, so always a bit different from the rest of the country, and I think, my daughter's husband's, brother, was taken with this religion, it starts with than "S" . . . like Santeria, or something, like that, but, it is kind of dark, and people are to pick a muse, spirit or god, to help them, find themselves, and this father of two, now divorced, but very fun, interesting and informed, chooses, a god of practical jokes, one who plays tricks on his followers, which fit this guy's personality. Right after he finds this religion and this guru in the spirit world, he gets involved in the computer revolution, hitting the new PC era, just perfect, and he creates some program, to copy material onto disks, and he sells his program, to the CIA, and become rich overnight, even has a meeting with Al Gore, who uses his company, called Quanta, as a model and promotional tool for other high tech companies in this technology revolution. He starts making so much money, he at first can't spend it, luxury vacations, for him and his friends, clubbing and dancing, expensive limo service, etc. He at first is making so much money, that, running the company is not hard, and often, some employee would suggest the office close and go to the movies, which was fine with the boss! Finally, he neglects the facts in the world of technology, that soon there are competitors and people competing for market shares and business, and the fields change so fast, that if you are not tending shop, you lose out, and he did, while he was partying, he left the office unmanned to amateurs, and soon the business dries up, and the bills pill up. I found it ironic, that, in one of the scenes that lasted a long time, the man covered the first part of the companies name, and all the was showing was, the TA . . . Tits and Ass . . . of Quanta! That reminded me of Brett, Mr. Tits and Ass, himself, as are his buddies, but, most TA girls, are not the smart chicks, or the ones who do the work! LOL, case in point, I am the workhorse and they are the show horses, but producing money or income, forget that! By this time, the man is on wife three, and he uses the religion to escape, into an alternative universe where he doesn't have to deal with bills, and pressure, by this time, he has followers, lost young men and women, who believe his is some shaman, or spiritual leader, and he starts to introduce sex into these religious ceremonies, with many young willing women, being called, vessels, who were merely there to do what the men wanted them to do . . . in polygamy, women are seen as the vessels to bare the souls of men, or to bare children! That leads this man into even funker, dark magic shit, and he decides he needs to die, and come back in the form of another man, one of his disciples, and what previously was done in sign and symbol, of death, now, he decides to do in reality, and he will come back in this younger man's form . . . so he takes out a insurance policy, to take care of his wife and children, at first I thought he was going to use it to pay the over $2 million he owes the IRS, because he never paid his taxes, hello! But he dresses in all white, has one of the young men, who dresses in camo with gas masks, being a rifle up to the mountains, after one last night of torrid sex and debauchery, and he leaves his nephew who loves and adores his uncle, but these two young men, bought this whole heart and soul, but, the magic man, kneels and takes the rifle muzzle and places it to his chest and tells the younger man to pull the trigger, but it doesn't go off. Again he takes it to his chest, and this time it goes off, and he drops to the ground. The cops put the whole thing together with the insurance, his death video to his wife and children, and the young men are charged with murder or being an accessory to murder! The one who puled the trigger, went to prison for life, and the other, went for three years, for not stopping this insanity!
"DATES FROM HELL" . . . HORRIFYING!
- in this first episode, a young single mother of three, has been seeing a young man for, 4 weeks, and he seems promising and she is falling for him. On her birthday, he comes over and asks her what she wants to do for her birthday? He takes her to an expensive dinner, dancing and drinking, not always the best combination. So, they get home, and the woman has arranged for her three children to stay with grandma and pa, so the home is empty and the couple are alone. As they come in the door, the two start to kiss, and all of the sudden the guy, says, wait, and he goes in the bedroom, unbeknown to her, he goes in a snorts come coke, and starts to have delirious thoughts, and he comes out and accuses her of poisoning him with battery acid, while at dinner, which at first she just blows off, and he gets even more belligerent, and he keeps accusing her, while she is just looking at him, like he is crazy, which, come to find out, he was not in his right mind, and paranoid, from the drugs, but he goes in the kitchen and gets a meat cleaver, and he starts slashing her, first almost totally hacks off her hand, then her elbow and her shoulder . . . she prays, for God to help her, and he leaves for a few minutes and goes back in the kitchen, she runs to a neighbors house, but it is after 2 PM, so nobody answers, as she is screaming for help, he is hacking her in the back, on the head, while she is thinking, only of her children being raised without a mother, and she gets one last rush of energy and runs upstairs with him chasing her, and some guy, answers the door and pulls her inside, just in time before the meat cleaver, hits her again! The cops come, and the paramedics, see him with all the blood and think he is the victim and lose precious time, trying to take care of him, and of course he is playing the victim, but eventually they get the girl to the hospital, and she had 32 hacks in her body. Due to the fact that the meat cleaver was sharp, the cuts were straight and clean, and the doctors were able to put her back together, even put her hand back on! SCREAMMMMMM! Get to know your dates!
- this takes place in some retirement city in Florida, where a young woman, and her mother have just moved to, and it has been along time since she has had a date. One night while at the gas station, some guy, comes over and leans on her car, and tells her, he thinks she is pretty, and asks for her number, and she refused to give it to him, although she is very attracted to him. She goes to pay for the gas, and he is still there, and asks for a second chance and she can't resist, and he calls her for a date the following day. The young woman and her mother love to collect jewelry, and since she had not been out on a date in a while, she dressed up with ALL her jewelry on. Her date came, they totally hit it off, talked and talked, went out, enjoyed each other's company, and finally, they landed at a deserved park, in the wee hours of the morning, still caught up in the moment, the closeness, and she said, she felt like she had known him all her life. She wanted him to kiss her, and they were getting close when, a car pulled up, and he asked her if she wanted to go, and she said no, they are probably just like us, looking for a place to get alone. However, the neighborhood, near the park was rough, and the car was filled with masked, teens, carrying guns. They searched their car, took everything they could rob of value, then they took her jewelry, had them both take off their boots, one of the guys was attracted to the girl, and started to assault her, but stopped short of rape, but with their hands, raised, the masked man with the gun, order them to run, and when they came to a river, he told them to jump, and then he started to shoot at the young couple. The pair stayed pretty close together, but when she got to the other side of the river, with him, behind her, she could only think to get to help, so she left him ran to a house, pounded on the house, again, ignored, then she finally got some one's attention, and the cops came. Her mother was called, and came, but, when the cops, looked for the young date, that the girl, could not find, when she went back to find him, thinking he was behind her, she later found that he drown, in the river, and they blocked her, as they pulled him from the river and put him in the body bag. She was still devastated, 12 years later, when this was filmed and she was interviewed. All for of the men, were sentenced to life sentences! The lesson of this story, is stay away from remote, deserted places, that you could either get into trouble with the date, or have someone else find the two of you! I know these are the places and moments, while dating, couples long for, for some alone time, but, they can also be very dangerous, and often, the guy is killed and the girl sexually assaulted, then killed, or the boy forced to watch!
BE BIGGER, BADDER, RADDER!
Some truly SCARY ass people out there!
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND, SAFE, FUN, SECURE!
TURN ABOUT IS FAIR PLAY!
P.S., I forgot the coolest
true crime episode, and I think, this one was, a
Nothing Personal . . . Murder for Hire, in this one, there is a 34 years old nurse, divorced, who finally gets tired of being alone, so she places an ad in the newspaper . . . slightly overweight middle aged women, but still fun and wants life . . . ans she gets this guy answer her ad, and they end up in a whirl wind dating frenzy, not short, but intense, and she finds that, she got a good deal on a used car. They end up getting married, and for about 10 years, they live a happy full life together. She didn't realize that she got a damaged man, a Vietnam Vet, not that all are, but he sounded like, he was involved in the very nasty and controversial Mei Lie massacre, where the soldier were told they were to go take out the Viet Kong, but they ended up killing women and children, mistakenly believing that they were also carrying hand grenades and death traps, as had been done before in the war. But, slowly, he became more and more withdrawn and he started to see his wife as the enemy. He was working, and at the end of each year, he got a bonus, he told his wife, he got a thousand dollar, but he was really getting $4 to 5 thousand, and he hid the rest of the money, up in a closet, just in case. He had a baseball card and memorabilia, collection, he thought was worth a lot of money, but it was no where near what he thought. He is getting more and more ornery, and hard to live with.
Eventually he gets a job at some adult fantasy video store, where he starts getting more and more into the darker side of male/female relationships, and he starts to become unbearable, so his wife, who paid for about everything, having paid off the house and the cars, decided to kick her husband, now of 17 years, out of the house. At the video store, he hooks up with a man who was just out of prison, who was in prison for 10 years, for killing his girlfriend, so husband, decides to hire this man, to kill his wife. He thinks all his problems will be over, if he can get her our of the way, getting the house, the cars, his card collection, and everything. He said he would pay this man, $50,000 to kill his wife. The killer, is going to use a hammer, so there is no sound, to warn her neighbors, of years, that something it up. The husband, who still had access to the house, while not living there, leaves his wife a note, stating that he is going to stay at a motel near the beach for a few days, setting up the alibi. As the wife comes home, she turns off her home alarm and puts her keys near the note her husband left, and goes into change her clothes. As she enters her bedroom area, the killer, jumps out and starts to hit her on the head with the hammer. This nurse, doesn't get scared, she gets pissed, and she turns on the guy and starts to bite him, on the shoulder, on the arm, and finally on the balls! LOL! The hit man, says, struggling with the woman,
You are strong!
Eventually, she gets the man pinned, and she has his head in a choke hold, and she tells him, if he behaves and promises not to fight with her, she will call the ambulance and get him some treatment for both of them. He, then, flips her over again, and is on top of her, hitting her and punching her. Again, she manuvers and is back on top with him in a choke hold, and this time, she tightens, her grasp, on his neck, until he no longer, can breath, choking the life out of him this time. She calls the cops, they bring an ambulance and they said, the second they saw the scene, the man dead, they knew that, she killed him in self defense. Her husband, who was suppose to get a call from the killer when the job was done, never heard from him, but he did see something on the news with his house in it, so he called his wife's best friend, and asked her what was going on. The friend, who had been talking to the wife, knew he was involved, so she took the cops over to the house, took them in the basement, and their search, found a gym bag, with the dead man's phone number and name, connecting the husband to the hit on his wife. She responded, that, she was sure, her husband,
never took her to be a fighter! She said, she was not proud of what she did, but she was not ashamed either. It was hard for a nurse, who promises to do no harm to kill a man, but, under the circumstances, she had no other choice!
Good On You Girl . . . Everything I Have Done Has Been IN Self Defense . . . My Enemies Brought This On Themselves! Never Underestimate the Wrath of a Pissed Off Woman!
LOL!
Oh, speaking of the devil husband, while I was waiting for the bus, to get to the Pov. for lunch, all the sudden on the other side of the street, low and behold, a Missoula Children's Theater, truck, comes down the street, across from me, and suddenly, like they were hiding from me, or going to get a better look, the truck ditches into the Colonial Motel, I think, or maybe it was between the Cedar Loves Farm Insurance, and the Zoo Town Shop, which was having a sidewalk sale. The truck slowly moves around the back of the store, and appears to be coming out the other side, but, it back up and parked. All the sudden, I saw, two males and two females, all wearing black, looking in their 20's, come out, like one by one, so I put my glasses on, and the girls, I believe, or two of them turn, and run back to the truck, like they got caught, when they saw me looking at them. Then calmer heads, must have told them to just act normal, and they all walked into the store, some slowing down to look at the stuff outside for sale. LOL! SO, that is where the FBI agents, disappeared from, deciding to use the trucks that I said, were part of the money laundering fleet, not of the Russian mob, but, part of a larger, super mob, joking that the mob uses them as a cover for their activities, but mainly, the trucks are parked near the theater, between the First Security Bank and the MCT. And to confirm, the connection with Brett, or the super mob, there is a red, Chevy truck, looking very much like the GMC Sonoma, maroon, same shape, that we used to drive around in, up in Mt. Sterling, Utah,, 10 years ago, following the children's theater truck, down Broadway! VERY INTERESTING! Shit, agents, are young, stupid, and acted like kids who got caught by their teacher for violating the rules! LOL!
NAUGHTY OR NICE . . . I STILL GET WHAT I WANT!
