THE POLITICS OF SEX: WOMEN'S SUFFRAGE OR VOTE IN MONTANA CELEBRATES 100 YEAR ANNIVERSARY, SIX YEARS BEFORE THE REST OF THE COUNTRY, 1920, 19TH AMENDMENT . . . MONTANA HAD THE FIRST FEMALE GOVERNOR, THE FIRST SHERIFF, TOOK HER HUSBAND'S PLACE AFTER HE DIED, WE HAVE FEMALE MONTANA BAR ASSOCIATION PRESIDENT, AND FEMALE DEAN OF THE U OF M, LAW SCHOOL . . . DON'T YOU THINK THAT IT IS TIME FOR A FEMALE MEMBER OF CONGRESS? I DO, CONGRESSMAN STEVE DAINES, HAS FOR ALL HIS INTENTS AND PURPOSES, SERVED VALIANTLY, BUT FOR THE AVERAGE JO OR JOANN, HIGH SCHOOL TEACHER, AMANDA CURTIS RELATES BETTER. I WOULD NOT ASK YOU TO VOTE FOR AMANDA, JUST BECAUSE SHE IS A WOMAN, FOR OBVIOUS REASONS, LIKE SARAH PALIN & MICHELLE BACHMAN, SO I WILL USE ARGUMENT FROM THE ISSUES, TO MAKE MY PITCH FOR NOT ONLY SOMEONE WHO WILL REPRESENT, OVER 50% OF THE MONTANA POPULATION, BUT SOMEONE WHO IS CLOSER TO MY STYLE AND BELIEFS! BY FAR . . .

19th Amendment, Woman Suffrage

The Nineteenth Amendment was proposed on June 4, 1919, and ratified on August 18, 1920.

The right of citizens of the United States to vote shall not be denied or abridged by the United States or by any State on account of sex.

Congress shall have power to enforce this article by appropriate legislation.

United States Constitution, Article IV, Section 4

The United States shall guarantee to every State in this Union a Republican form of Government, and shall protect each of them against invasion, and on Application of the Legislature, or the Executive (when the legislature cannot be convened) against domestic Violence.

Republican or Representative Form of Government--An Indirect Democracy

A republican form of government, is not referring to the Republican Party, although, they would like you to think of them as being the sole proprietors of the U.S. Constitution, but that is untrue, both parties lay claim, but from a little different slant, or side of the center, either to the right or to the left, but believing on the same set of rules of engagement, outlined in the articles and amendments to the U.S. Constitution.  We have what is called a representative government, also known as an indirect democracy . . . that is when the people elect representatives to make laws for WE THE PEOPLE.  

The legislative branch is the Congress of the United States, or the local, county and state, legislative bodies, referred to in state constitutions, that is assigned the task of making the laws, for the executive, president, governors, mayors, and their law enforcement agencies, used to enforce the laws that the lawmakers, pass . . . with the courts, or the judiciary, given the responsibility for settle disputes, controversies, or questions of law, dealing mainly at a federal level, about the constitutionality of a particular law, statutes, amendment, executive order or action, interpreting what the foundational and contextual groundwork, laid by the founding fathers, their plain language, intent and taken in the context and history of the day, adding insight, understanding, and statutory interpretation.

Men Are From Mars, Women From Venus--Together They Make Up the Whole

Similar to my question a few blogs ago, what constitutes a jury of your peers, what constitutes a representative form of government, or who is going to make my voice be heard, in the halls of Congress, as a woman, a mother, a grandmother, a citizen, a Montana, concerned about the issues and problems that I may deal with.  By way of example, Janet Yellen, was just appointed by President Obama, to be the first female director of the Federal Reserve.  Just last week there was an article, about Yellen's focus, with on, being that of income inequality, like minimum wage, or the discrepancy between male and female pay for the same work.  The comment was made that former males who headed up the Fed, Greenspan and Bernakie, were more concerned with the level of interest rates, the economy, the stock market, and never addressed these other issues, as having anything to do with, issues that are very much at the very heart of the economy, economic recovery, fairness, equality, and the age war, with minimum wage, being a hot topic issue right now, as is the passage of a jobs bill . . . women think differently than men, they focus on different issues, they look at war, the economy, education, jobs, more through a relationship to all the players, than their male counterparts.

Fifty/Fifty Representation, Would Look a Whole Lot Better

It takes two to tango, two to create, two to relate, to both the male and female perspective, no matter how progressive, understanding, insightful, and forward looking, and there are many, many great men, who have championed female causes, but men, generally, will never know what it is like to be a woman, to be raped, sexually assaulted, have someone physically stronger in a home, who can do a ton of damage to you, with 58,000 women, the same number as casualties in the Vietnam War, who were killed by husbands, boyfriends, or an acquantance . . . men will never be pregnant, never feel the fear of being hurt in their careers, simply by having a baby, will never need or want an abortion, a right to be ruler of your own reproductive processes, knowing what is best for you, your family, your career, not a decision to be made in the sacrosanct and male dominated Congress, no more legitimate rapes, vaginal probes, denying access to decisions, only the woman, to me, herself, not the doctor's call, but the threat of taking away access to reproductive education and access to health care . . . let's call it health insurance!

Feminizing the Laws, No Taxation Without Representation!

Like I said, I have a love affair, going with the state of Montana, and it just keeps, giving and giving, reward after reward.  I was, almost shocked, to attend several general sessions of the House of Representatives, in the 2013 session, to find, an almost, minus, one or two, 50/50 split or representation, in the numbers and ranks of representatives, with many bright and articulate, female attorneys, girls after my own heart, in a very high proportion, making up the female side of the equation.  There didn't seem to be any bias by the Speaker of the House, and the debates, were a great give and take, sharing and respect, one sex for the other, I can't say the same for the two parties!  I didn't see, what almost became fist-a-cuffs, between members of the opposing political parties, as dates, times, and bills, came to the do or die point, that they do, either passing or being held until the next year.  LOL!  Sometimes, timing is everything.

I am sure, as the early, female suffragists, like Susan B. Anthony, and the crew, must have used the same arguments, the founding fathers, used against the Brits, no representation, no taxes, or at least I would have, as I crossed the nation, making an impact in Montana, who took the bull by the horns, and passed their voting rights act, six years before their national counterparts, with Flathead county voting 1,830 for woman suffrage, and 1, 146 against.  The local newspaper, The Daily Inter Lake, provided those statistics, Wednesday, October 22, 2014, with an informative and fun special section, also advertising, National Business Women's Week, October 20-24, 2014 . . . commemorating the 100th year anniversary of the vote!  I was impressed to see the old historic pictures of the Montana female suffragists, but also, a new focus on current female business owners, and professionals in the county, who are working now, great!

Put Amanda Curtis in Congress, In Commemoration of the 1814-1914 Celebration of Women's Suffrage!

Sometimes just making a statement, following our early, founding mothers, will set the tone and the mood, to reflect a more balanced, proactive, and balanced Congress, regardless of party . . . just the differences between men and women, is enough to create, controversy, as seen in the attempt of a female member of, I believe the Senate, whom I believe, if I am not mistaken, was a Republican, fully aware of the sexual assaults, rapes, and threats to females in the military, worried that leaving investigations and prosecutions, in the male bastion of the military, men, would continue to get away with, as they did last year, 26,000 sexual assaults!  The men will give lip service, and agree to disagree, but will vote, reflecting the typical male response to such acts, well, not relating to the victim at all, that he is a good soldier, with a good record; therefore, his actions are just swept under the carpet!

While women are making great strides, becoming CEO, CIA, part of corporate America, which by the way, needs to be feminized a bit, calling it, living life with a conscience, but I know from personal experience, that if you are an aggressive woman, and the male statewide battering system, thinks you are pushing those predominantly male, safe havens of professions of cops, prosecutors, and judges, and behave differently than the societal norms, regardless of trumping the men in experience, education, opportunities, advancements, they will all gang together, as men, and take out a woman . . . and that is first hand experience.  I was as far as I could tell, the only female, trial attorney, in the southern part of the Utah, with 51% of the law schools, being female!  How did that happen, women, were discriminated against, mine was extreme prejudice, because, prior to trial work, I had trained many of the cops, prosecutors and, now judges, and switching sides, was vitriol retribution, pay back for legislation that I killed, 17 years earlier, when they didn't dare touch me, sexual assault by a system, up to and including, sanctioned attempts on my life!

No big deal, and nobody would do a damned thing!  I would put my resume, my record, the level of my work, my experience, my background, up against any man in the state!

You Fight Like A Girl!  Fuck Yeah!

I woke up at about 2:30 a.m., last night, and got in a movie marathon, watching true crime stories, for their information, history, and understanding the mental, mindset, of not only women, girls, who dared challenge the laws of the days, but pushed to the point, of fighting back, with all they had, risking, safety, sanity, body and limb, to get justice, and we, the female sex, are grateful for their efforts, as I hope, future attorneys, will be appreciative of the fight, the risks that I have endured, the in your face posture, that women, who got anywhere had to do, in their homes, their communities, in the courts, schools, universities, businesses, and in politics . . . there is not good ole' boy network to coddle you, mentor you, pat you on the ass, in an encouraging way, rather than a sexual way.  You have come a long way baby, but NOT far enough!

About a month ago, there was this great article, in who knows what newspaper, I was reading, but an attorney and a judge, were going head to head, on some issue in court.  The judge finally called a recess, and they, the judge and attorney, went out behind the court, on an even playing field, and got in a physical fight!  I loved it, and there are plenty of judges, whom I have seen, totally trash the legislature's laws, say the laws are in their heads, ignore the rules of evidence, or procedure, on totally throw the Constitution out of their courtroom, argue for the other side, when they thought that I was bullying the other side, not their call, or duty to come up with the other side's arguments and then close the case, when I beat the hell out of the judges, bull shit attempt to protect the government, their litigation without outside counsel, and their connected clients!

I don't get a gun permit, because I know I have a temper, that at times, if I had a gun, for love of the law, and as Justice Sonja Sotomayor, coined, with fidelity to the law, would love to take the fucking judge out, either by shooting him/her, or at least, doing what that frustrated attorney did, short of filing an appeal against a judge, and just duke it out!  But, due to the natural difference in size, stature and the fact that they are male, would not be a fair fight, and they just took my tools to beat the hell out of them in the alleged, halls of justice, my only recourse, for my clients, promoting, fucking, ALWAYS, THE RULE OF LAW!  I can't say the same, for the pathetic state of our judiciary!  That is the reason for this blog, I can vent, get a shot or two in, and throw a few punches, in a fair fight!

All I Have To Do, Is Show Up, And Say, Hi, I Am Steve Daines

There was a great article in last Wednesday's, edition of the Shelby Promoter, with a wonderful write up on the candidates for national office, and I remember, just being pissed as hell, that at the time, Congressman, Steve Daines, Republican, now running for the U.S. Senate, refused to debate challenger, of 80 days, Amanda Curtis, a Democrat, but that is beside the point in this argument, he didn't think it was worth his time, to debate her, and the both the Great Falls Tribune & the Promoter, reported that Daines would not debate Curtis; therefore, the debate for the highest office, representing the state, one candidate, refused to debate the other . . . now, that was not the case, when appointed, U.S. Senator, John Welch, was the contender against Daines, because he was a male?

At one point, it was speculated, that there were going to be two races, with Montana, being one of them, that would determine the control of the Senate, and the Daines vs. Welch, was one of the races, that national news pundits, were watching, that is until Welch was caught plagiarizing his master's thesis, and was forced out of the race.  High school teacher, in math, Amanda Curtis, stepped up to answer her parties call, making sure there was at least a fight, or a showing, but everyone, just assumes that the race is toast, and Daines is the next, U.S. Senator, and he was acting like that . . . until recently, and I noticed that, the debate in Great Falls, took place!  Curtis is still, 16 points behind, but she had, as an unknown, other than one term in the state legislature, been an unknown, with little name recognition, but things are changing, because, what used to be a 36 point spread, is now narrowed, to a possible upset!  I am an optimist to the nth degree!

Curtis is Showing Up For the Fight, In a Big Way, Making Daines Look Like the Extremist He Is!

For a side by side, comparison, check out, Who's the Extremist . . . see, Daily Inter Lake, OPINION, A4, Thurday, October 23, 2014, for a great condensed view, of a look at key positions, issues, and with Daines being the most conservative voter in Congress, a Republican, and Curtis, being more of a centrist, crossing over on many key issues that are near and dear to Montanan's hearts, beliefs, and in their comfort zone.  Elected officials, represent, their constituents, not their party . . . or that is the way it is suppose to be!  I know in law school, those students with math and accounting backgrounds, seemed to fair better than the usual student, given the fact that they are very systematic, logical, and straight forward thinkers, looking at the facts at hand, and then analytically applying the law, to the set of laws, rules, elements in the law, or the black letter law, that makes up so much of the law school learning experience, with the legislatures, and the courts, fleshing in the details, of remnants of British common law, or common sense!

In fact, many of the articles, written about Curtis, make exactly that statement about her, that she is a common sense, down to business, woman, looking right at the issue at hand, and presenting in a clear and thoughtful argument her position.  We have a millionaire, with a millionaires, lifestyle, what percentage of the people, does Daines, truly represent?  From my observation, of the make up of Montanans, someone teaching high school, educated, but not at the top of the income food chain, is much closer to the troops, with boots on the ground, so to say, and can relate, much better to common sense solutions, than, say a millionaire business man, who worked out of state for a great part of his career . . . nothing wrong, but?

All Things Considered . . . Women?

This is one area, that party may not be as divisive, as it might seem, looking down and dirty at the issues, true to nature, form, and ideas, where do you really stand?  Women's reproductive rights, is a huge area of concern for women, regardless of whether you believe in abortion, birth control, or sex education, the best way to fight abortion, is through education, and contraception . . . how much luck have we had, ideally, speaking, keeping the sexes, who are wired, from God, for sex, whether that is want of a baby, sex in exchange for love, or the biological clock ticking, for a professional, and the drive for sex by men, who are willing to take on a family, when the time is right, and that is to be decided by the woman, maybe her partner, in or out of marriage . . . this is a country, based on freedom, liberty, choice, and consequences . . . we are big girls, aren't we?  Let us decide for ourselves . . . we need health insurance, Curtis will be better at seeing that option is left open!

Most men don't understand their own wives, let alone the female experience, nor visa versa, so, with a representative form of government, we already have Senator Tester, and whomever the new Congressman will be, with 2/3rd, of our Congressional delegation, being male, we don't need the whole thing, our whole state, including a 50 percent of the population without a true voice, a voice, not only for you, but for your daughters!  I watched three movies, last night, and one was called The Assault, a cheerleader, broke up with her football player boyfriend, got drunk to escape the pain, and she started to hang with some good guy friends, on the football team, one thing led to another, she passed out, one guy woke her up, kind of, took off her shirt, then threw her over his shoulder, guys filming this out of it, cheerleader, and all took her in the bedroom, gang rapped her, dropped her off on her front lawn, posted it all on the web, until they realized people were not digging it . . . eventually, her mother files, a Title IX, for discrimination, against the school, for caring more about football players, than the girl, who was gang raped . . . a female friend, a female cop, and also a male, attorney from the Department of Justice, go after the guys, with others, having the boys will be boys mentality . . . The University of Montana, understands this scenario, to some extent, even though the quarterback was acquitted, it has been a legal, financial, and media pain in the ass for the state!

NO MORE, Pressure From On High, But They Don't Vote in Congress or Make the Laws!  They Are Executive Branch, Not Legislative!

Attitudes need to change, and it seems, that females, have to raise awareness first, then good men, get on the bandwagon, and start, as have President Obama and V.P. Biden, movie stars, and others, recently, trying to start a NO MORE, campaign against domestic violence, sexual assaults, rape, and sexual harassment, that, after 20 years, hasn't moved, hardly and inch!  Sad to say . . . women in our decision making bodies help!  Two more movies, all 1990s, when awareness was just rising, that you can watch free on YouTube, False Witness, a male cop and a manager, going head to head, against two female attorneys, on a rape and knife, slashing of a popular, beautiful, TV talk show host, who was known for her liberal attitudes toward female sexuality . . . that is just a male prerogative!  The two females, were the comfort, the fighters, and dared, stand up to the media, bosses, one appearing to be the next Congressman . . . and they WON!  Got the plastic surgeon, who was going to show her, slash her face, then restore it!  Too bad he fucked up the beautiful woman so much, she freaked out in court, just seeing a guy like her assailant, shot the cop and the guy the cop, simplistically thought was the perp, had a record, never suspected the right guy, in spite of all the evidence!

The other movie, was She Fought All of Them, another gang mentality, jealous boy rape, then get the boys and girl's club to trash the victim!  She has to stand up to her mother, doctors, who can't prove it was a rape, then her friends, boys and girls, and she has the guts, to call a rapist a rapist, regardless of peer pressure, principles, teachers, school administrators . . . actually, I think this was the one, with the Title IX, but worth watching, in both movies, the males who loved the young girls, eventually did the right thing, and ratted out their male buddies, to the point of almost death . . . so the men pay for this insanity too!  The really great things about, a lot of these old movies, is it will show you that, it took brave women, who pushed state and national legislatures, to pass laws, that help protect women, from stalking, and other threats to their safety.

VOTE AMANDA!

DIVERGENT BY DESIGN: SALISH--KOOTENAI INDIAN WATER COMPACT . . . YOU CAN'T BEAT THE HELLGATE TREATY OF 1855, FOR A PERFECT COMPROMISE, JUST THE WAY IT SHOULD BE--BOTH SIDES GIVE UP SOMETHING & BOTH SIDES GET SOMETHING, PERFECT, ALL YOU NEED IS TO GET THE TRIBES TO QUANTIFY THE AMOUNT OF WATER, THEY THINK OR PROJECT THAT THEY WILL NEED, BASED ON A REALISTIC ANTICIPATED GROWTH, FOR THE USE AND BENEFIT OF THE INDIAN NATION, AS PERTAINS TO THE FLATHEAD WATER COMPACT. THE FURTHER, IN HISTORY, YOU GO BACK, TO MORE FAIR, CLEAR, AND CONCISE THE TERMS OF THE AGREEMENT ARE . . . YOU SIMPLY CAN'T IMPROVE ON THE TREATY, NOR SHOULD YOU, STATES, UNDER THE CONSTITUTIONAL TREATY CLAUSE, CAN'T MAKE CONFEDERATIONS, TREATIES, OR ALLIANCES . . . ONLY THE UNITED STATES HAS JURISDICTION TO DEAL WITH OTHER NATIONS, AND THE INDIAN NATION, WHILE HOLDING CITIZENSHIP, IN BOTH NATIONS, IS CONSIDERED A SEPARATE NATION, AND IS THE JURISDICTION OF THE U.S., MONTANA CAN'T, CONSTITUTIONALLY, MAKE AN AGREEMENT, EVEN THOUGH IT HAS IN THE PAST! ABOUT 18 TIMES!

Not Born Under a Rock, Yesterday, On This Issue

Yesterday, I read about the procedural conflict between Pam Holmquist and Gary Krueger, both county commissioners, about the cancellation of the water compact meeting, that was to be held on Tuesday night; however, due to the large amount and size of the possible interested members of the public, interested parties, and with a turn out from the Native American population, effected by the compact, Ms. Holmquist, originally postponed the meeting until November 7, 2014, but when the Fair Grounds Expo was available, where I was at 9:00 a.m., this morning, and the meeting was not, it happened at the county courthouse complex, not the fault of anyone, but myself.  I didn't have time to finish the article, yesterday, so I stuck the newspaper article in my purse, not well, mind you, but it was in there, and at 4:00 a.m. when I awoke, thanks to one pesky little kitten, I could not find the newspaper article, I had yesterday, so it was anyone's guess where the meeting was to be held.  At first, I was going to go to the courthouse, having never been there before, but then I thought, the Fair Grounds are right here, and I might as well, just gamble and try this first, then adapt, if it is not going to be held here.

Complex Regional Pain Syndrome . . . Fresh Hope, In Old Buffalo Skins!

With only 15 minute public comment, I knew it was going to be a long shot, to get from on momentary meeting house, to the next and not just miss the whole damn thing.  A fair grounds, onsite, manager, a cop, a few elections workers, and some early voters, were hanging around, but there was not a large crowd, but, given the challenge to the move of the meeting, I thought, we might get lucky and only have 5 people, who can actually, split the 15 minutes, comment on Gary's letter to the Governor, who seems to believe that all sides can be made happy, which I tend to agree, but the attendees, could each get a whole 3 minutes to comment . . . this time allotment reminds me of testifying at the Montana Legislature, with barely 1 to 2 minutes, which, I am proud to say, I stuck to, the most brief, I have been in my life, but, hey, getting scalped with 200 pissed off Indians, and about that same number of ranchers, who were willing to use their entire worth of the fortunes they had amassed over the years, to fight for their waters rights, on the Flathead, may, have been encouraged, equally, to hang this constitutional law attorney, with the Hellgate Treaty, being a perfect compromise, that both sides, both win and lose, with . . . and likely with me caught in the middle, having written and researched on the water compact, and analyzed it from both a Montana and United States Constitutional perspective.

An Agreement, Compact, or Contract, Which a Treaty is, Has to Have Consideration on Both Sides, Something of Value Trades . . . and It Cannot Be Considered, Unconscionable, or Patently Unfair, so as to Shock the Conscience!

Nobody, gets everything they want, and nobody gets nothing!  I find that the closer you get, on the age of the document, in compared to the U.S. and state constitutions, the more pure, the more accurate, and the better, and more likely, that you are interpreting the intention of not only the original states, and signers, but what both parties, at the inception of things, like treaties, actually pulled off, making everyone happy, until, things needed to be renegotiated, or looked at through new, younger eyes, down the road, having lost the original intent, the history, and even sacrificing the plain language of the treaty . . . which is magnanimous in my educated impression, having studied the issue, researched the intent of the legislature to lay this water rights issue to rest, back between 1973 to 1983, giving ample due process to record with your respective county recorders, your allotted water rights, either by purchase, inheritance, nationality, indigenous nature, and as a matter of law; 10 years recording time, is plenty of notice and the right to be heard.  Nobody, can sit on their water rights, or any property right, for that matter . . . and the Montana Legislature, the law making body in the state, made it clear, that the statue applied to Indian and non-Indian alike, or to any organization, that represented the Tribes, as in the Bureau of Indian Affairs.  So, as per that, there is not excuse, not, all that needs to be done, is to quantify, the water necessary for the Tribes, to enjoy the use and benefit of the land, which needs water for current use, and includes future grown and need, as might be anticipated, in the near future . . .  

The Indians, ceded their land to the United States, in exchange, reservations were set up, for the use and the benefit, of the Tribes, with fishing rights, to fishing holes that had been favorite, and used spots either on or off the reservation.  There were monetary expectations, promised schools, housing, etc., and the water needed for these buildings, as well as provisions for future growth.  And if you actually read the Hellgate Treaty, look up the terms, put it in in the context of history, the body count, and the possibility of the extinction of an entire nation, or indigenous people, with a long history on the land, giving that up, in exchange for peace, support of the U.S., and fiscal care and responsibility, but, still with oversight from the President of the United States, who can make some changes, if needed, it was a pretty good deal, if everyone lived up to their agreements, the treaty, and the compromise . . .  given the limitations, the terrible cost of lives, the new young nation, and the need for these warring nations to get along, all was worked out in fairness and in a manner, in which, the treaty was good for, centuries, and still is!

That's All I Am Going to Say . . . I Missed the Meeting, But, You Can Look Up a Total Analysis on the Hellgate Treaty, I Did, Last September, I Think, On My Blog a YEAR Ago!

Governor Bullock, I Agree, Both Sides, Can Stop This Current War, Follow the Treaty, and Quantify the Waters for USE & BENEFIT!

WITCHES WAY--DEADLY DESSERTS--CAULDRON CAKES, PUTRID PUDDING, APPLE SPIDER, AND ICE SCREAM! I'M HATEIN' IT! STILL HERE AT MCDONALD'S, THIRD BLOG THIS WEEK, HERE SINCE 6:00 A.M. . . . REPLACING THE LAST HALF OR ABOUT, TWO HOURS OF MY BLOG FROM TODAY; THE KILLER GOOD DREAM, ABOUT TRACING MY DAUGHTER, SONS, EX, MY LAW PRACTICE, AND HISTORY, ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE YEAR, 2000, AND A SYMBOLIC REPRESENTATION OF, A 5TH EAST APARTMENT, ON THE HISTORIC REGISTRY, ACROSS FROM A, MORMON CHURCH OR WHERE ONE USED TO BE, JUST BELOW SOUTH TEMPLE, 127 SOUTH, I THINK, IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH . . . APPARENTLY, ALL ROADS LEAD BACK TO ROME, AND THAT FATEFUL YEAR 2000, THE LAST TIME, MY DAUGHTER, NICOLE, AND HER AIR FORCE BOYFRIEND, GRADY, WERE ABLE TO CONNECT WITH ANY APARTMENT I RENTED OR HOUSE I OWNED, BACK IN 2000, THE YEAR, I ALLEGEDLY DISAPPEARED FROM THE FACE OF THE PLANET, WITH ALL HISTORY, LIFE, CHILDREN, THEIR LIVES, LAW DEGREE, CREDIT, STORIES, CASES--INCLUDING GOING TO THE U.S. SUPREME COURT, GRAND KIDS, BLOGZ, TRAVELS, LEGISLATION, HOUSES, IN-LAWS, ETC., BEING DIVIDED UP, WITH ME ALLEGEDLY, EITHER DEAD, INSANE, INSTITUTIONALIZED, HANDICAPPED, AS PER PLAN, OR JUST TOTALLY DEAD--RELENTLESS PURSUIT, REGARDLESS OF WHO FROM MY PAST LIFE, LIKE FORMER ATTORNEY GENERAL, MARK SHURTLEFF, A MAJOR PLAYER IN THE LIES, COVER-UP, AND CONSPIRACY; FRANCINE GIANNI, FORMER DIRECTOR OF THE DEPARTMENT OF COMMERCE--OVER THE UTAH SECURITIES DIVISION, DEAL CUTTERS WITH SHELLEY; KRISTINE KNOWLTON, CO-AUTHOR OF MY, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE 101 MANUAL, THAT SHE WAS JUST ASKED TO JOIN, DUE TO HER PROSECUTORIAL EXPERIENCE, TAKING FULL CREDIT FOR THE GRANT, WRITING, GRAPHICS, AWARD WINNING, ALSO ASSIGNED TO ABUSED SHELLEY, AND OTHERS, WHO KNEW ME ALL TO WELL, LIKE VAL BATEMAN, LEON SORENSON, AND OTHERS, WHO KNOW DAMN WELL, WHO I AM, AND WHAT I HAVE DONE--RACHEL--THE ALL BUT SKIN FAKE, LOOK ALIKE, 3 INCHES TALLER; SHELLEY, THE SEC RAT WHO SAVED HER ASS AND MY FATHER'S ASS, DADDY'S LITTLE GIRLS; SUE, THE ULTRA MORMON POOH; KAY, BABY THE DAUGHTER SUB; TIFFANY--YOUNGER VERSION OF RACHEL, THUS ME; MARCIE--FOR WHATEVER SHE IS WORTH, DIP SHIT HUBBY, MY OLD BOYFRIEND; KELLEY--MORMON PROPHET'S GRAND-DAUGHTER, CREDIT FOR CHEEKS CASE AGAINST IRON COUNTY, AND ANY OF THE OTHER PEOPLE, LIKE THE ASSHOLE, SITTING IN THE MAIN PART OF MCDONALD'S, MR. BOY SCOUT, WHO WILL LIE AND COVER FOR THE, FRAUD BROADS, DAMES, GOVERNMENT WHORES, HOOKERS, AND WHAT NOT, WITH THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY CRIME SYNDICATE, TRYING TO COVER ANY POSSIBLE TRACE, TRAIL, EVIDENCE, PROOF OF MY VERY EXISTENCE, SINCE, I COLLAPSED AT THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, DECEMBER OF 1999, AND RETURNING TO WORK, 2000, QUITTING BY JANUARY 18, 2000, AFTER BEING EXPOSED, 5 MONTHS EARLIER, TO POISONOUS AFRICAN TREE FROG GUM, WITH ENOUGH POISON TO KILL 10 TO 20 GROWN MEN, PUT ON MY STEERING WHEEL, ABOUT EXACTLY 14 YEARS AGO, WHILE MY CAR, A WHITE MADZA, PROTEGE', WAS PARKED IN THE THREE SPOTS, ALLOTTED FOR THE THREE BIG GUYS, LEON, VAL, AND MYSELF, AT THE OLD UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION BUILDING ON LIKE 550 EAST, 500 SOUTH, SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH . . . ALL THESE LITTLE MORMON SCOOBY, DOOS! SIMPLY AMAZING BULL SHIT!

The Dream That Tells It All . . .

After my friend's new pet, a baby, kitten, woke me up, by playing with my hair, I drifted back into the deep, REM, sleep, the state of sleep, that most dreams come.  I had a dream that, not a client, because I have chosen not to activate, write the Montana Supreme Court for admittance, or re-take the bar exam, not being sure I really want clients, or to practice, or do much other than I have done, testify at the last Montana Legislative Session, almost two years ago, do constitutional law, legal analysis of things, like the Salish-Kootenai Indian Water Compact, still a hot topic issue, or write my blog, helping people through legal coaching, pro bono, or pro se work, and once going against attorney, local, Mr. Dudis, in the alleged Judge Robert Allison's court, after my client, Georgeanna Hartunge, in the matter of Dorothy Darrow, had a melt down, and turning to me, for help, because I was, well familiar with the case, having at the time of court, written at least a 20 page brief, and later, another complete, slam, with evidence of wills, living, powers of attorney documents, and as a matter of law, conditions for the activation of will provisions for guardianship, activation, at the time a physician, deems, Ms. Darrow, either incompetent, or other situations that might merit a guardian.  But, other than that, even though, judges from several states, given my U.S. Supreme Court bar membership, with Shelley, stealing it, and paying Georgeanna, and the fraud pod squad of Kalispell, among others, to lie and say that it is here, not me, who is the attorney . . . I challenge that bitch to write a blog a day, rather than taking credit for mine!  LOL!

I am sure that Shelley is mortified, as she should be, that she ever agreed, participated, worked with, or tried to be me, I will eat that bitch alive, sister or no sister, along with all the other fucking Southwick girls and guys, including my own mother and father, who are right in their, from the get go, with daddy encouraging the gals, his favorite ones, the alleged active Mormons, or the ones with little butt fucking boy scouts, the end all, praise all, for grandpa and ma, but, wanting to trash my kids, right along with me, but being unable to do either . . . LOL!  Read the New Testament, Daddy, try, if you set a trap or snare for someone, you fall in it yourself!  I'm lovin' it!  I will love the day, when all your sorry, Mormon asses, are fried in hell, along with Mitt Romney, Hank Brock and Jay Rice!  Take fucking Mark Shurtelff, former AG, right with you, you sorry fucking, son of a bitch!  Good God, Almighty, throw these money changers out of any temple, out of this country, out of any Church, you are associated with, cleans Utah, as early Mormon prophecy states, starting in SALT LAKE CITY . . . THIS IS IT, BIG BOYS!  LOL!  Hey, and you DC contingency, you little, nerdy, fucking NSA, FUCK YOU!  

Every time I swear, God, my Intel guy, reminds me, and sends a Buick down the road, B-U-ICK!  LOL! That is exactly what I am trying to do!  Now, a local contractor or construction company, Swank Enterprises, to me, symbolic of actress, Hillary Swank, of Million Dollar Baby . . . hell, yeah, and the movie, Conviction, where Swank, who's brother is framed for a murder he didn't do, actually, gives her two boys, to their father, goes and gets and undergraduate degree, and then a law degree, and eventually gets her brother out of prison, after 18 years, on appeal, but sad to say, in real life, he dies, 6 months later . . . now that is the type of love, a brother or sister ought to have for their siblings, not hatred, jealousy, envy, coveting all that is theirs, but rejoicing in their success, that was never, never, never, rubbed in their face! EVER!  

I got awards, I never even attended the social function to get, gave Kris Knowlton, the trip to represent Utah, at the Clinton, Violence Against Women Act, luncheon, where we were to be honor, with  me writing the grant, designing the book, the graphics and the style, in a user friendly way, bullet version of the law, not text intensive, with graphs that are still used by the Department of Justice, the 8 section wheel, of isolation by a perp of domestic violence, or human body trafficking, plus writing the cop portion, and with Kris taking total credit after I was allegedly out of the picture, the helping Shelley perpetrate a huge fraud against me, and she should be prosecuted!  The law states, that a person has to be fucking dead for 100 years, to take or give credit to someone else, and even that doesn't make sense . . . I dibs Shakespeare's writings, how absurd!  Whatever . . . the reason, they could get away with this total 360 degree take over, is because, I never took credit, never attended award ceremonies, and quietly went about my work, as an attorney!  Holy shit, it took a total theft of everything I am, was, and could be, to get me to take credit!  WOW!  I got an award for being the toughest professor on the University of Utah campus, with law schools, and medical schools, a huge, prestigious university, and having the toughest grades, hard combo . . . an never attended to get my award, check Shelley's collection of my awards!  

Hell, the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals, I believe made me a special certificate, with an Eagle and lightening, that cost me $200 just to mat and frame, Rachel?  This woman didn't even know how to use an email, or type a resume, last I checked, and I believe she used my resume to win her election on the town council in Bloomington, because she had no other reason, not to let me read the resume that Emily, her little bitchy brat, wrote!  You don't get to claim my stellar children, Rachel, Shelley, Sue, Kevin, Mark, Frank aka Allan, Michael, Jack or John, Tony . . . none of you, take your own shit, you raised them, I get mine!  The fruit doesn't fall far from the tree . . . yours are rotten fruits, probably actual fruits, because you are rotten to the core, bad to the bone . . . you can't produce good fruit!  It is a fundamental impossibility! Mother and Father Dearest, the only reason, I am as good, non-materialistic, a pure as I am, minus the swearing that will only be a result of frustration and a stress release, due to your actions, is because I checked out of the family, by about 2nd grade!  With God, as my witness, he was my Father!

I am sure that my family, my parents, felt that it was unfair, in their socialistic family view, of the greatest amount of good, for the greatest amount of people, thus, deciding that, their non-product, who grew up wild and free, loving God, not man, left the family early, clinging to a totally different value system, thank God . . . the materialistic family, that so well fits with the Bushes, Cheney's, and fascism, worshiping, G.O.D., gold, oil and drugs, among image, the perceptions, clothes, style, body, don't worry about the mind, the big boys at the top will take care of stealing that from sis, who paid the price of a law degree, took the bar, practiced law, at the highest levels of Utah government, and in private practice, got four bar memberships, always with Certificates of Good Standing from the Utah Supreme Court, at the same time, those they supervise are trying to take my license away, so the gals can get credit, with Billy Walker, a former boss, knowing, I collected more for the Office of Recovery Services, in one fucking case, than my predeceser, (spell check turned off!) assistant attorney general, over 8 fucking years, no . . . my work was excellent in every area I touched, to the last drop!  I collected almost a half a million dollars!  Beat an attorney, in the defense bar, gaining the respect of the defense bar, and being invited as a force to deal with, having never been to court!

At This Point, The Dream About My Daughter, Telling Me to Get the Picture, That Without, There is NO Trace, Connecting Me & Her . . . Is all YOU Need to KNOW! 

• to protect Nicole's privacy, at her request, that was the most popular name in her age group, so hardly able to connect, other than, the guys, or gals, I hope are on the side of justice, locking these criminals up, forever, without mercy, for they had none, lives with her husband, and her two children, outside Washington, D.C., about 45 minutes, and was, until a month ago, a resident of Louden County
• Rachel, Sue and my mother, if you can call her that, went to visit Nicole, when she had her baby, since, my father kept, over $3,700 per month of my private and public disability money, jealous even of that, kept my profits from the sale of my home in St. George, and is probably still collecting my Paul Revere Disability Insurance, that I should have received until I died, that magically stopped, at the pointed date of my death, 2002, and when I didn't die as planned, the money, allegedly stopped, on a glitch, really dad, when I called, they said, that it was still coming, and he may have collected up to $350,000 over the time period, then someone called back and assured me that stopped at the 2 year mark, that bribe money, has kep the lies going for years, and still it . . . so, because I could not travel, due to expense, after being ripped off by my own father, somehow, Sue and Rachel, or both, bury me at the mother, of not only Nicole, but Elliot, Chris and Greta, respectively . . . as if this had been in the works for years, when I said I was getting a divorce, the sister brigade took me to lunch, trying to dissuade me from going through with the divorce, and said at that time, which I find very interesting, that if, I gave Zeke, or Richard, the kids, and went to law school, whatever my children did, I could not take credit or have bragging rights to . . . WHAT THE FUCK!  What father, when only one parent generally gets custody, has not claim on his children, do you think jealousy is at play?  They, the family, wanted my children to fail, right along with me, and we all thrived, excelled and beat the hell out of their own offspring, therefore, they want to claim mine . . . was that a foreshadowing?  I was with my children, more than my globe trotting, card playing, sister shopping, absentee mothers, I was actually with my kids every weekend, driving my son, Elliot, and Isaac, Shelley's son, who took the music, the fame, the money and ran, plus set me up on the marijuana, plus, tried to get my second house taken away in Parowan, a total piece of shit, just like his mother, and his grandfather!
• when Nicole, was young, in first grade, going from Polk Elementary, with the picture, I am going to describe in a minute, the picture at issue, that might actually be the actual link, with everything else erased, going back to the last time, Nicole, visited me in Salt Lake, with her Air Force, Buddy and Boyfriend, Grady, but, in first grade, at the gifted school, in a school, at Dee Elementary School, where my aunt Althea or Ali, Southwick also taught, Nicole, told her teacher, I will be good, because my mom is good . . . and she is excellent, always was, always will be, like her mother, minus the mob, family, government, Mormon invasion, the Body Snatchers . . . 
• Nicole, won the Reflections Art Contest, in kindergarten, with a picture, the most darling, cute, and greatest interpretive picture, full of creativity and imagination, and shockingly good for a kindergartner, but the sky-scape of New York City, with multi-colored buildings, not quite straight, with happy, yellow colored light coming out of them, and tons of them, and a blonde bombshell, Lady Liberty, with live hair, tons of make up, lipstick, mascara, blush, eyeliner, noticeable eyelashes, possibly a colored dress, but, holding the flame of freedom!  She won region and the picture, as I recall, went to state, where I don't think she won, but they kept the picture as it seems, from memory, as probably the cutest Statue of Liberty . . . foreshadowing of mother's profession, constitutional law attorney, with a daughter, who teaches her Mormon Church young women, about the U.S. Constitution, and runs girl's camp like a SERE, POW camp or training, passing on the confidence she got herself, while in the military, stating that she can't imagine where she would be without doing service to her country!
• had my family had their way, the Mormon Muffin way, my daughters never would have gone in the military, never would have married who they married, never traveled to 19 to 23 countries, and would have been cloistered as Mormon Muffins, waiting for their knight in shining armor to save them . . . my daughters wear army boots!  Mother and daughters that fit, sons too, who would never have been little rockers, never have been skaters, or snowboarders, with Uncle Mark, saying he wouldn't let his kids walk across the street, to meet my son, and Shelley's Isaac, before he got corrupted by materialistic assholes . . . now, they all want to claim my kids, whom I gave total freedom, within reason, with guidance . . . to do exactly what they wanted to do with their lives!
• in the dream, there were many compartments to this kind of apartment, that in each room, there were connections to my past with my children, my younger three, especially, my ex-husband, Jerry Owens, who was probably undercover since my law school days, after I scored top, I believe in my constitutional law class of 180, with my professor asking me to be his research assistance . . . because Jerry tried to no end, to get me to stop going to law school, and to abandon the fight for the U.S. Constitution, as a losing battle, with me willing to go down with the ship, wanting to go to Washington, D.C., if necessary to save it, as taught, that it would hang by a thread, looking back, it is the elders of the CIA and FBI, with 70% Mormon, who hung it out to dry with Bush and Cheney . . . but, looking back at the picture of my Air Force, military trained linguist daughter, was I the model for my daughter's, Lady Liberty . . . possible, back in the day!  
• I went to a Salt Lake apartment, allegedly with a client, friend, and several other sisters, of her's or mine, just to serve divorce papers, because this woman didn't know what she was doing, so I decided, as I always do to help her . . . in the process of serving her husband, I lost my shoes, my socks, couldn't keep track of anything, and in the search for various items, the rooms, connected me to like the Salt Lake apartment my sons moved into for awhile, then to a room with connections to Jerry, but on the floor, in this mess, losing personal items, and looking around there were three, huge, fat cats . . . gray, my sign for CIA, sneaky, stealth, old due to the color but, bloated, and massive cats . . . symbolic of the old school, REDS, retired and extremely dangerous, that have done this to me, want to claim my kids, for already stolen music, covering their asses, their failures as fathers, etc., Frank (Texan) aka, Allan Rex Bess, and friends, Jack/John King Strode/Ware (Pennsylvania water money), Michael McClintoch (allegedly born in Salt Lake, adopted to California rancher), can't remember his fake name, but he was also the fake judge, who I believe stepped into the Kalispell, Darrow case, off record, with a predetermined outcome, that Shelley, CIA's JoAnn, gets credit for my awesome writing, and Tony or Anthony Osthemeier (Pennsylvania Quaker, easy Mormon), all Harvard, or other distinguished schools, back east, before the Mormon Missionary CIA, FBI, NSA days of today, but men of character, prestige and honors, back in the day, with nothing to lose, and everything to gain . . . the T&A boys, that probably got sexual access to any of these government hookers, as part of the Mormon polygamy bull shit, that is why Tony joined the Church, but wife #1 wouldn't go along with it, but that doesn't mean he stopped believing!
• in the dream, the wife, and her husband, came out, arm in arm, and decided not to get a divorce, blog yesterday, or day before . . . but, the most informative, was Nicole, showing up, of all my kids, not as a child, but more, like right now, and she said, Mom, get that picture upstairs, I was not sure what picture she was talking about, and she said, if we don't get that picture, there is no way to trace me to you!  I woke up, immediately after the dream, and started to cry, thinking, that all the fragmented rooms of the apartment, were symbolic of the fragmentation of my life, from that Salt Lake apartment, when I was working at the Utah Medical Association, which Rachel, claims, with my father, keeping a letter, from Leon Sorenson, Val Batemen, and all the doctors, thanking me for my efforts, literally to save, the doctors, not only in Utah, but across the country, with perfect timing, and the regret they have with my terminal illness . . . my Intel, guy, just sent by a Coors Light truck, for some reason, can't remember, but that may represent, Kay Baby, my dad's term, when he substituted Kay Burningham, in my place . . . bragging rights retained?  My father read a novel, or screen play, that Kay had written while I was practicing law, and he loved it, or said he did, and after I was poisoned, maybe with a malice of forethought, Kay started to take my place, with Brett, refusing to divorce me, and Kay, stepping in, not only being the girl she had been jealous of since 7th grade, but getting the family, she always wanted, and best buddy, sis, Shelley, willing to share and share alike with Brett, the swinger, who would not divorce me . . . all fits, nice and neat, but Kay doesn't want her kids, she wants to claim, mine, because her and Brett, with the rest of my family, didn't just stop at subbing me out, but also Elliot, then they tried, to do so with Chris, Kay has a Chris, and cop kids, for the rest, but my kids, didn't fall apart, they thrived, and eventually, were so much cooler, than the cop kids, they inducted my kids to their side, either known or unknown, survival with spouses, shit!
• the fragmented, life, probably inspired the day, Jerry, Rachel, and Marcie, started making the record of alleged mental health issues, forcing me into the Behavioral Health, at LDS Hospital, it was all planned and all in the family, way back, Shelley getting my drivers license yanked, after me not driving for a year, Rachel, mom and dad, showing up, trying to force me to take meds, which I refused, dad telling me I had a choice of going into the St.  George, Behavioral Health, again trying to force meds, wanting to establish a record of mental health, having me arrested, and on and on . . . dirty, dirty, dirty, corrupt, corrupt, corrupt, Shelley trying to get me put in a group home or a nursing home . . . and they are the ones stealing my cases!
• after I had been poisoned, probably at the hands of Shelley, biologist from hell, Rachel calling me to see how I was, and stating that I had written a note, Humpty Dumpty, sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty, had a great fall, all the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put Humpty together again . . . I just didn't realize, that Bush was the King, or Jack, and they were not trying to put me back together, they were taring me and my kids apart!
• I had two houses, totally furnished for my kids, hell, I didn't need them, but Chris, my oldest son, said, and the only thing, the kids, ever requested, was a home to come back to for the holidays . . . so, of course, what did the Mormon mafia take, the two homes . . . Shelley sitting her ass in the first house, 24/7, and she wasn't responsible for Isaac, and his alleged marijuana, the reason for the alleged raid the day before the May 8th, 2011, trip to Denver, to argue a $357 million case against the state of Utah, Shelley saying, the constable, who had been to the house several times, knew damn well, who I was, and who that lazy ass Shelley and her worthless crew of dead beats, were . . . oh, JoAnn they must have thought, I was you, so they took your furniture and all, practice and all, thinking I was you . . . allegedly, your sister is an attorney, and two sisters are not saying they are named in a lawsuit, and have a judgement against them for $33,000, without a hearing, notice, or anything, the reason they took MY furniture, to cover that judgement, what judgement?  Better collusion with Judge John, fucking, Walton!
• Brock and Rice, Cheeks, all took bribes, before the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals, before they took or hatched the plan to steal everything I owned, taking ever dime I made, that went to making a home for my kids, NICOLE, you are sleeping with the enemy!  Sue, Kev, grandma and pa, Shelley, you name it, Rachel, all of them, long planned your demise!  They literally, beat the living hell, out of your mother, from that apartment in Salt Lake City, in late 1999, to 2000, when they wanted the prestige of my general counsel position, not to mention the rest of my resume, and the plan was set forth, to destroy my kids in the process!
• you and your mother, are enemies to the Bush doctrines, the Patriot Act, the fight to kill the U.S. Constitution, your mother was at logger heads, with the fascist Bushes, and their Mormon boys and girls, why do you think that grandpa, had a picture of George W. and Laura Bush, long after President Obama, was elected, and a second time, beating that fucking MITT ROMNEY, who stole $118 million of my contingency fees!  Read between the lines, look back, think, look at George, everything that took you away from me and your family, isolation, control, even to home schooling, getting you to quit, not only working with the Republican county commissioner, where you would be respected and were, but known, and the senator who also wants your help . . . George, keeping you out of the limelight, not letting you see me, and refusing to let the grand kids see me, think back to little Meggie Schmidt, just happened to stay with you and George, not Sarah, go deep, look back, take the shackles off, this was planned before you ever got home from the Air Force, taking both your mother and your father out, simultaneously, with dear little sweet grandmother, stating that your father never would have been fired, if he had been Mormon . . . both parents, who could have protected your brother's music, or you kids, taken out of the game, and most likely considered dead, or worse . . . denying my life, think, honey, what does the picture symbolize?  The very thing, Bush, family, Mitt, Mormons, FBI, CIA, NSA, and possibly your husband, hates . . . they want a one world order!

This is Casting Pearls Before Swine . . . NSA! Speaking of Swine, NSA is Blocking the Second Blog of the Day!  Big Sister is Watching . . . Literally, Bitch Can Sit 24/7!  LOL!

ZOMBIE FEEDING AREA--STIR THE HEART--ACTION CAMERA (McDs) . . . YOU'LL LOOSE YOUR TRACES TO ME . . . KALISPELL, JOHN, DRIVING AROUND THE FLATHEAD, LARGEST FRESH WATER LAKE, THIS SIDE OF THE MISSISSIPPI, AUTUMN SPECTACULAR, COWS, "MILLER" DIRT ON THE HILL, HOT SPRINGS, ROCK IN BEAUTY, ST. IGNATIUS, BABY KITTY, TRIPPED OUT DREAM, THREE HUGE, GRAY FAT CATS (CIA SYMBOLS) SECOND DAUGHTER, STIR THE HEART!

Just Chillin In Playland

McDonald's is my combo, breakfast, office away from home . . . I always love their quirky little sayings, that brighten my day, make me think, and often inspire me to write about something that I hadn't thought of, or bolstered what I was already intending to write about, so thanks, I'm lovin' it!  Kind of power packed time, since arriving back in Kalispell, at roughly 10:10 a.m., yesterday morning, via the Golden Triangle Transit, talk about every fiber of my soul being filled yesterday with the absolute beauty of Montana!  The love of my life, other than my kids, is Montana!  Geez almighty, the shuttle left at 7:00 a.m. from the Glacier Motel & RV Park, in Shelby.  As the morning sun, peaked under the clouds, on the horizon, with amber, gold, pink, orange and red glow, under purple, gray and white clouds, I couldn't help but turn, and look, often to see the visions of grandeur, unfolding behind me.  The poor guy from New York, sitting behind me, that I had seen several times on the shuttle, but never talked to, would freeze each time I would look to the rear, with him, thinking I was looking at him for doing something wrong.  LOL!  Finally, he glanced back at the amazing sunrise, sneaking out from under the heavy clouds.

In front of me, in all shades of gray, isn't that the name of a sexy book, but, all the levels, dimensions, heights, and variations of mountains, on the back side of Glacier National Park, loomed over the landscape on the front of the shuttle.  We picked up a male and female Indian pair in Browning, who I had not only met, but talked to several times in Kalispell, and the thought came to mind, that Heavyweight World Champion, Jack Dempsey's, manager, Jack Kearns, said that the most beautiful women in the world were in Paris, France, until he came to Shelby, and then after seeing the gorgeous, Indian girls, he would have to reconsider, if Paris women, were still his favorite . . . this chick, must be one of the grand-daughters of the women he was talking about!  But I wasn't in the mood to talk, John is rubbing off on this talkative gal, but I did get a kick out of listening to the dude from New York, and the Indian Princess, talking about the mountains, his questions about bears, his fears, and the fact that he walked with a cane, and was somewhat handicapped, due to some issues with his legs, and he would not be able to out run a bear!  She was just laughing and playing him for all he was worth, colorful people all over Montana, and the people who are drawn to visit, or stay in my case . . . there is a sign in some store up here, and it reads, characters wanted, only in a place settled by vigilante justice, cattle rustlers, moonshine runners, mining towns, with the toughest characters, Dempsey was raised in a mining town, I think in Colorado, so you know the type, but over all outlaw stock!  I'm lovin' it!

Blogging at the Sunnyview Cafe, Hospital, Friends

After eating a great waffle, thick bacon, cheesy home fried and cut potatoes, blogging, and talking to a friend, who was remembered she had a gold mine, under the property her house is on, and stated that we better start preserving history, like the Dempsey fight or the gold mine, because if we don't, any generation that had any connection to that story, the folklore, or the history would soon be gone.  I made the mistake of asking, who I thought was an older guys, bent over and walking slowly down the street, if he was alive when the Dempsey fight happened . . . he looked shocked and offended, and said that he was only born in 1949, just 5 years before me, so hell no, he was not around . . . whooops!  But he looked sooo old, I avoid looking at my own face, maybe I am missing something, and just think I look young.  But, I do know, that men and women who have physical jobs, tend to get bent up a bit earlier, beat the hell out of their bodies, or break every bone, at a much greater pace, that pencil pushers like me.  I overheard two guys, one who had been run over by a train, and the other one, I am not sure what happened, I didn't tune in, or eavesdrop soon enough to hear the reason, but they both, joked as if no big deal, one saying going to the eye doc, was more painful on a scale of 1 to 10, than being run over by a train, but they both laughed and said, everyone needs to experience death, 4 or 5 times, like they had, to appreciate life!  Home spun wisdom . . .

After hitting the bus, checking out my imaginary boyfriend, who is actually living with his girlfriend, so fat chance, and telling this guy on the bus, who is older, and shops for brides on the Internet dating cites, having last year married a girl from some African country, actually went to her town, got married and she disappeared 3 days later, never to be seen or heard from again, now, engaged to a girl from Vietnam, and having issues, with sending passport money, and allegedly the girl never received it, and me telling this guy the same thing, I told him the last time he had issues with women overseas, the only one who can help him, is probably the State Department or an Embassy, I know some immigration law, but that is more from a policy or constitutional background, not actual cases, but, my guess is, that lonely elderly or even younger men, who shop for foreign brides, are being taken, sending money, that will go to corrupt authorities or to support a girl's family, with her, having no intentions of marrying the American, but who has every intention of bilking him for every dime she can get . . . buyer beware, money can't buy you love, I stopped in at the Montana Coffee Trader to reconnect to the web and check out the news, old, new, yesteryear or election info, I find that Washington, D.C., is the entertainment capital of the world, with me laughing my ass off, at MSNBC's Rachel Maddow's comments about the 24 hours after the lame ass, Senator, Todd Akin's comments on "legitimate rape" and the GOP ditching him ASAP, but the only ones not calling for his resignation, was the Democrats, they wanted this fool, and didn't want him to step down, because he might be replaced by someone more competent and harder to beat!  LOL!

Cruising Down the Highway, Not in a Pink Cadillac

I swear, if you have never taken a ride around Flathead Lake in the fall, you are missing, one of the most brilliantly, what beautiful, amazing, glorious, awesome, falls I have ever seen in my life!  As we hit, Bigfork, our original destination, and decided to take our first or second favorite trip, either the Lake or Glacier, the white, billowy clouds, were literally, tumbling down the canyons, covering the tops of the mountains, that were drizzling a bit, with a storm out over Columbia Falls, it appeared, and there was a small tempest raging over the bay, as we headed out onto open road, near, Wood's Bay, waves, white caps, distant clouds, purple, dark, heavy, but that weather only emphasized the bright orchard vineyards, that were on fire, up against the green grasses, golds, teals, craggy rocks, amidst, golden popular trees, reds, yellow, oranges, and every other color scheme in the hot shades, contrasted up against the cooler color schemes of the blues, the greens, the purples, and whites of the clouds, off the charts, amazingly breath taking!

John, a man of few words, teaching me to actually be in company, without talking, and sometimes dreading what John spites out of his mouth, due to years of being a lone duck, an alternative, Gothic, kind of guy, a short, sensitive, poor Christian boy, who just wanted to love the woman of his dreams, Jen, spews venom in rapid fire, when he does actually let me in on his thoughts, short man's syndrome . . . I pass, Pollyanna, just wants to enjoy the drive, the music, and the scenery, conversation is lacking, and totally contrary to what I think, but everyone has their episodes, their history, and needs to vent, and generally, John's goes from total silence to full blown rage, not letting go of some football player, joke type that he hates, who happened to make some reference, either to John or Dave Gahan, lead singer for DePeche Mode, his passion, and after drinking some Jack Daniels, went ape shit on this bigger dude, and sent him, the big guy to the hospital, and John, Mr. law abiding citizen to jail, until he was such a stress case, over missing work, that the jail didn't think it was worth it . . . so, things better left unsaid, rage left not manifest, and silence is golden!  

Gotta take the good with the bad, and I dig all the places this guy who lives, breathes and dies for the same nature and mountainous adventures I do, takes me.  I'm lovin' it!  And he lets me rent his couch, for the month, so I have a place to lay my head between cop episodes . . . may not have a long stay, since I wrote that, you are more likely to be shot by a cop, than contact Ebola . . . truth hurts!  Blame, Chris Hayes, MSNBC, he said it, I just republished it, but I wish I would have been the one to say it!  LOL, pay for your thrills, like exercising your first amendment rights to freedom of speech and the press!  After waiting for the bus, for about 5 minutes, and seeing a highway patrolman, and two sheriffs drive by, I ditched in the mall, and gave up on going to the library . . . on the mall, it says, The Vapor Place . . . and I disappear into the throngs of shoppers, rather than the normal suspects who ride the bus!  LOL! Live hard, die free . . . my motto.

Cows Going Home, Miller Name in Dirt, Velvet Tan Hills

Back the action camera, as John is driving b . . . MORMON NSA, in Utah with 30,000 spies, just hijacked an analysis of my dream last night, about my daughter Nicole, who lives in Washington, D.C., stole about 2 fucking hours worth of great dream analysis, this should prove, absolutely, that they are lying, that they stole my cases, my houses, my vehicles, my kids, my resume, my furniture, my blogz, my stories, my writing, and now my dream analysis . . . they know, I FUCKING HATE, REWRITING all this shit, even though it was about my daughter, and about their fucking agents, several of which have infiltrated my family, making my children choose between the other parent of their children, and their mother, their REAL MOTHER, NOT SOME DUMBASS SISTER, WITH HUGE FUCKING TITS, DUMB KIDS, DUMB LIFE, BUT REPUBLICAN!  A BUSH LOVER, ADULTERER, LIAR, A DEN OF THIEVES WHO WANT CREDIT FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE FROM 2000 ON . . . THE LAST TIME MY DAUGHTER, WAS ACTUALLY AT A HOME I OWNED AND OPERATED, WITH TWO BEING STOLEN OR CONTROLLED!

This is total theft of Intellectual property, that they couldn't do, write, think, make up, or live, in 10,000 years they are so boring, have inane stupid kids, therefore, they have to lay claim to mine!  These goddamn dirt bags, Shelley, I just wrote about Shelley, A.E. Miller, the Blue Ribbon Meat or Beef Company from Logan Utah, who Shelley's loser son, Isaac, wanna be aka, Elliot Secrist, bass guitarist for God's Revolver & Maraloka, plus, (Old School) Parallax, got a girl pregnant, a Miller, that is now a symbol of Shelley, not me, sitting her in McDonald,s the government whore, who they want to be me . . . why don't the FBI, or the CIA, actually send someone over to meet me, because, I know they have an asshole, sitting there, who is a Duty to God, ass Mormon, or FBI, loser, here to say and lie that it is Rachel, the bit fucking tit ass, bitch they, are trying to pass off as me, among others, with little, Baby Huey, remember the cartoon, from the 50's and 60's, that is Rachel's dumb ass Matt!  Isaac is a criminal like MOMMY DEAREST!

So, Rachel and the girls' squad, are famous, get my name, my money, my great kids, my cases, my blogs, and they couldn't write a fucking resume, Rachel is a lame ass idiot at best, three plastic surgeries, three times cut for bigger and better boobs, fake teeth, fake ass, fake, tummy tuck, good fuck!  What in the hell, of course they are on their side, it is sooooooooooooooo easy, I write, they erase what they don't like, so I get sick of rewrites, and they steal the money, for the blogz that go viral, claiming that a total dumb ass bitch that should be in prison, along with the entire, extended Southwick crime syndicate and family, check out Edward Southwick Sr. my dad's brother, the engineer, and has a law degree, the money launderer . . . you might find traces of the money!  And you guys call yourself law enforcement, 6 fucking years of this bull shit, daily theft, you know ever word I write, unless I get lucky or it is in the middle of the night, I might slide it passed the Mormon NSA, located in Utah . . . but they steal the ones they like and erase the ones they don't like, or delete the damaging part . . . and you just simply CAN'T CATCH THEM, CAN'T SEE THIS, THERE IS NOT EVIDENCE ON THIS COMPUTER?  ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME, AND THE STUPID AS HELL, FUCKING INTELLIGENCE COMMITTEE, DIANE FEINSTEIN, AND OTHER DUMB ASSES IN CONGRESS, JUST SIMPLY CAN'T CATCH THEM?  HOLY SHIT!

I will replace this, that totally incriminates the main players, reveals all their bull shit, their lies, their thefts, and 14 goddamn years of fucking with me and my family, and your numb chucks can't catch them, and they can freeze my cursor on a dime?  WOW . . .

IT'S ALL ABOUT THE PUSSY & THE PENIS--COME ON! MONICA HEARTS BILL . . . I AM SORRY, BUT, I CAN'T JUST EXCUSE THE BEHAVIOR OF EITHER ON OF THEM, AND THE TIMING OF MS. LEWINSKI IS HORRIBLE, AND PROBABLY POLITICALLY PLANNED . . . THERE ARE GOLD DIGGERS, SOCIAL CLIMBERS & POWER DIGGERS! I WAS DISGUSTED WITH BOTH FOX NEWS OR BETTER KNOWN AS OPINION, AND WITH POLITICALLY CORRECT, MORNING JOE, MSNBC--A 22 YEAR OLD INTERN, IS SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW, THAT WHAT SHE WAS DOING WAS WRONG, AS DID PRES. BILL CLINTON! NO EXCUSES! SO 16 YEARS LATER, THE POOR SOCIAL MEDIA VICTIM, THE ORIGINAL CYBER-BULLIED PERSON, SCREAMS FOWL, WHO SHE SAID WAS DAILY CALLED A SLUT, BIMBO, TRAMP, GUTTER WHORE, AND SHE HAD SOME OTHER DEROGATORY TERM, THAT SEEMED TO UPSET HER THE MOST, AND YOUR POINT? TRUTH IS A DEFENSE, IN ANY SLANDER & LIBEL CASE, WHICH IS EXACTLY WHY LEWINSKI'S ATTORNEYS NEVER SUED THE NETWORK NEWS! NOW, POLITICAL PUNDITS, AND THEIR ILK, AFTER THE FACT, FORGETTING IMPEACHMENT HEARINGS, ARE SAYING THAT BILL GOT AWAY WITH IT, AND LITTLE 38 YEAR OLD MONICA IS STILL SUFFERING FROM, THE CONSEQUENCES OF HER ACTIONS! SHE CAN'T GET A JOB, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . DIDN'T SHE WRITE A BOOK? DID SHE PROFIT FROM THE BOOK? LIKE MOST WOMEN, WHO HAVE AFFAIRS WITH POWERFUL MEN, MAKE CAREERS OF THEIR LIAISONS, AND IF THEY DON'T, THEY ARE STUPID! TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN! HELL, BILL IS THE MOST BANKABLE POLITICIAN RIGHT NOW, SO GET ON IT GIRL!

When Your Going Through Hell, Just Keep On Going!

That is exactly what political survivors, Bill and Hillary Clinton did, one of the most, if not the most powerful couple, probably in the world, and for sure in the United States . . . time heals everything!  The Clinton's have staying power, they weather the storms, generally together, even as in the case with Lewinski, focusing more on what they could accomplish together as opposed to separate, and did anyone take Monica, for something other than a toy for Bill, as was Jennifer Flowers, and others?  Seriously, do you really think, that Bill would give up, at the time, his partner, his mate, not only as a political power couple, but matching him in brains, talent, and the scope of what she could accomplish.  I remember, during that time, thinking, as one ambitious woman to another, relating very much to Shakespeare's, Lady MacBeth, that there are things more important, than an adoring husband, or even a faithful husband, as nice as that would be, some of the female sex, actually, want as much power as they can get, not for selfish interests, but actually through, altruistic contributions, either of experience, talent, educations, training, and who has more of that than Hillary, separate and aside from Bill!  Her resume, is the best, by far, of any person, ever who had run, or who has been considered a candidate for the presidency of the United States, sexism, aside!  Look at it as qualifications for the top job in the country.

One of my lame ass friends, heard me, about a year ago, after there was speculation that Hillary would run, really, do ya think?  Come on, there are self-evident truths, that cannot be ignored, she has, not only her own stellar credentials, but she was side by side, with Bill as he climbed the power ladders in American politics. But, my 33 year old friend, so there is some excuse, said, I would never vote for Hillary, and I asked him why, thinking he might have some, argument worthy of considering the merit, or his point . . . no, way too deep for this fool, he said, simply, because she is female!  Well, I am sorry, that is just not good enough! And his reasoning is about as dumb as it gets, if that is the best you got, buddy, forget it!  Obviously he has never heard of Queen Elizabeth, who reigned over the British Empire, when it really controlled a great part of the world, spanning sea to sea, and continent to continent, taking her job very serious, and her troops and supporters, equally as committed to ruling the world . . . or how about the Iron Lady, Margaret Thatcher, or Golda Mayer, or Bhutto, who was gunned down, yet was favored as a ruler.

Politics, Politics, Politics . . . Nothing Is Too Low

The timing is questionable at best, the topic a cover-up, and the class is missing, you just let sleeping dogs lie . . . so, you are telling me, with social media being around for the last 16 years, you are now just thinking about becoming the poster child?  She mentioned the kid who was bullied and jumped off the bridge to his death, while horrible, and tragic, do you really need to flagellate yourself, or prostrate yourself again for the press, to give them further fodder, to scrutinize what happened, or is this an attempt to pay Bill back, or remind him of your love, and rekindle, the child's play again?  What the hell?  It looked like you got a grip on your diet, looked great, had some hot ass leather pants, and jacket, I don't see the point, can't you contact the families of people who have had tragedies, and comfort them, set up a foundation, using your name, there seemed to be no game plan . . . so what is up?  The newscasters thought she was so brave, handled herself with grace a dignity, and, you don't think that after 16 years, someone should not be over this?

I think, that, the Republicans, see Hillary, looming on the horizon, and it is an offensive blow, to try to discredit both Bill and Hillary, and plant seeds in the public mind, that all those National Enquirer stories, about Bill's filandering, or that Hillary must have had a secret gay lover, or something, to have stayed by her man . . . she was and is, as ambitious as hell, and Bill if a fucking great asset, not only to Hillary, but to all Democrats, so trash him!  They are dragging Mitt Romney out of the ashes, hoping that people will remember him for the only thing he was good at, marriage and kids, or those strong, Mormon families, he just secretly has binders of women, outsourced tons of jobs overseas, and never did one of his sons, serve the country, he claims to love, and he truly has a Mormon agenda . . . and remember that little 1st amendment, separation of church and state, this is a state matter, worship his great family elsewhere!  (I just accidentally misspelled the word, Democrats and spelled in Demoncrats, and that is really the way, most Republicans see them . . . those little Moral Majority types that would throw American under the bus for China, or any of our enemies, or at least competitors, for trade, exporting and commerce.)

Marriage is a Business, if You Want Romance, Have an Affair

I know that is not a popular statement, but I think there is a lot of truth to that . . . divorce now days, does what death used to do, open a person to the option of having another wife, or in the Mormon case, they didn't even wait for death, they just decided, that when you are tired of one spouse, as if women don't get tired of seeing the same old fart, next to them in bed, too, they just double up!  John Oliver, the British political comedian, did a spoof, about the U.S. Supreme Court, when someone made the comment that, drawing pictures of attorneys, or petitioners and respondents, in court, using artists, rather than TV, and he and his crew, went to great length, to use dogs, to represent members of the high court, which I take issue with, but, putting that aside for a moment, the dog court was deliberating two free exercise clause, 1st amendment cases, one with a Muslim or someone in prison, who is asking the court to consider his religious beliefs of wearing a beard, as opposed to the prison's interest in the safety of prisoners . . . hiding contraband or something like that, which is a huge deal to prisons, I had to defend one of my clients, who was told by her doctor, to always have her cell phone with her, she forgot, while going to the Pleasant Valley, if you could call any prison that, Prison, was searched and the phone dropped out of her pocket, and she was denied visiting her son forever, until I argued with prison administration, and got her visitation rights back, but they called a cell phone, contraband, and had big time rules, policies and procedures against anything resembling that . . . a beard, could, contain, sharp objects, metal, glass, and cause harm to another prisoner, so I would argue, if I were on the court, when you have been convicted of a crime, you forfeit some privacy and religious rights to keep all prisoners as safe as possible.  The second case, was related to U.S. District Judge Waddoups, recent decriminalization of polygamy . . . one Justice, Kennedy or Roberts, said, well I don't know about having 3 wives, but can I have 2?

First of all, on a serious note, because to me, it is not funny, having fought Utah, almost, yes, Monica II, lost not only may life, but all my possessions, chased, hunted, intimidated, and traumatized, after already losing 8 years of my life, and having been female circumcised, this stuff is no joking matter, and the atrocities of polygamy or horrendous . . . but, the U.S. Supreme Court, has already decided the issue, the legal term is stari decisis, or another closely related term, res judicata . . . both suggest, in judicial economy, that the issues has already been decided or has come before the court, Reynolds v. United States, back in the 1890's . . . the court held that a man could believe anything they wanted to, but when beliefs cross the line, over to actions, and those actions are contrary to the laws of the United States, that has violated 1st amendment, establishment clause . . . consider that a brief amicus, brief, without really writing one, that is just the law, it has been decided!

Viagra & Cialis . . . 40 to 50 Year Old Impotent Men?

Every time I look at those commercials, granted they are actors, I noticed how strained the commercials are to make the couple attractive and still, very much in love, she is still the one who makes you hot and bothered, but, for whatever reason, you just can't get it up . . . so we are going to give you an erection lasting 4 hours, every man's dream that I know of, and if you can't get off in that time, call a damn doctor!  People used to die by the age of about 35 back in the day, with almost 20 years of marriage under their belt, given maturation years in those days, so, many men and women died of natural causes, due to harsh conditions, and those who survived, moved on a remarried . . . that is not the case, I just heard of a 113 year old woman, getting married to her 78 year old boyfriend!  Amazing!  I am likely to be the old lady in the hotel booking online commercial, where the grandmotherly looking woman, is sitting with a markedly younger man, and the hotel bell boy, says, when you and your nephew . . . and she smiles, and says, oh, no, he is not my nephew, he is my lover!  

Now days, dynamics are changing, social mores, values, and traditions, as seen in gay marriage, or social media and dating cites, with the hottest dating cite, being the Cougar Dating, young men are seeing all the Baby Boomers, career women, with portfolios, property, hot careers, and a ton of money to burn, many not having children, and they are saying as women of yesteryear, why not, do I want an up and coming guy I have to fight through school, early career, children, or just hit on a woman who already has all that, you know what they say, older women make better lovers . . . just keep in mind men, the 14th amendment, you know that little equal protection clause that is giving gay marriage the edge with the U.S. federal courts, is the same amendment that will give women equal access to more than one spouse too!  In the early Mormon Church, women were encouraged to marry up, ecclesiastically, that is, if they were married to a lower level priesthood member, and a higher level priesthood bearer, asked her to marry him, she could be sealed to another man . . . that tends to sober men up a bit, if they can have their cake and eat it too, they will, but if they have to divide their time with another man, woman are better a servicing more than one man, per night, so it makes sense, and two incomes is better than one, and women can stay home with their young . . . make sense in today's economy!  LOL!  How do you like them apples, gentlemen!  LOL!

Monica's Stunt, Should Have No Sway to the Rational Mind

But, there is always the Fox Opinion crowd, who will jump on this, demonize Hillary, as a less of a partner, when no woman or man, other than the most committed, or religious, or ethical, doing the right thing, putting their penis and pussy aside, and there are those who will, or who have sense enough to realize what a mess that could make of a good thing with their spouse, regardless of the fact that it may take Viagra and Cialis to take care of business, and stick with the forever program, with many, many rewards, as Bill and Hillary, just welcomed their first grandchild, by Chelsea Clinton, whatever, and there are joys in and of themselves, that surpass that of sex, or are more rewarding, long lasting, and every bit as exciting, really, sex is great, but overrated!  Get REAL!  

Please tell me that we are stronger, smarter, willing to sacrifice the lower pleasures for the higher ones, that we are not just quivering members, just a heart, victims of ourselves, our passions, without a mind to dictate what is the better course, the noble, the great, the loyal, the brave, the willing to delay gratification, for a higher goal, or purpose . . . Blake Shelton, sings a song, where are all the real men, or something like that?  Maybe he sang that song before he cheated, but the great and awful thing about today, is that the wives are just as willing able and free to cheat too, but you can't believe everything you read in the tabloids!

Just a suggestion, if you are married and relatively happy, stay that way, stay faithful, be committed, or if things are unbearable, have the dignity, respect for your partner, not to cheat, to try counseling or try changing things, this is one area I believe religious training may come in handy . . . I was told by a marriage and family therapist, that I had the personality profile of a hooker, but my religious beliefs stop me from fucking every guy that walks down the street.  I have never cheated, never will, and as evidence of that, is the seriousness I take being or taking a marriage vow, or an oath of office, as an attorney, to protect, defend and preserve the family or the Constitution . . . my word is as good as gold!  

Be an Oath Keeper, a Promise Keeper, a Marriage Keeper

The Institution of Marriage Is Good, and as a Single Person, I am a Menace to Society, So Many Men, So Little Time!  LOL!

TASTEFULLY TWISTED, CRAZY HEALTHY, UP! ALL! NIGHT! FEAR IS CONTAGIOUS . . . FROM CHRIS HAYES, MSNBC, YOU ARE MORE LIKELY TO BE SHOT BY A COP, THAT CONTACT EBOLA! LOL! TRUE! MONICA LEWINSKI IS BACK IN THE NEWS, THE VICTIM--I WAS IN LOVE WITH MY BOSS, HE JUST HAPPENED TO BE THE PRESIDENT; I WANTED TO DIE, FIRST VICTIM OF SOCIAL MEDIA--REALLY, SWEETHEART, YOU ARE DOING THIS TO YOURSELF, HAVE BEEN BILKING WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU, 16 YEARS AGO, NONE OF US WOULD EVER THINK OF YOU, EVER, IF YOU WOULD NOT KEEP GOING ON TV, WINING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED, THAT NOBODY, BUT YOU & YOUR BOSS ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR! GET OVER IT! USE YOUR LOOKS, EDUCATION, KNOWLEDGE, EXPERIENCE, NAME RECOGNITION, AND HELP OTHER YOUNG WASHINGTON INTERNS, BE SMARTER THAN YOU WERE, AND HOW TO TAKE CHARGE OF A CHARGED SEXUAL ATTRACTION, WHICH WILL HAPPEN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE. PRESIDENT OBAMA, V.P. BIDEN, MOVIE STARS, POLITICIANS, TAKING ON THE NFL DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, IN A VIOLENT CULTURE, WITH TEAM SUPPORT, TO MAKE "NO MORE" SPOUSAL ABUSE A REALITY; PEACE STARTS IN HOMES, TOWNS, STATES, NATIONS, COUNTRIES AND IS NOT JUST A DREAM . . . MAKE PEACE HAPPEN! NEW HABITS CAN BE FORMED IN AS LITTLE AS TWO WEEKS!

Rationality, Has Returned to the U.S.A.

Forty three people, who were quarantined, made it the 21 days, sequestered from the rest of society, with NONE, actually developed the Ebola virus or any symptoms, which is amazing news!  It is proving to be harder to contact the disease, than originally thought, great news, at least to the portion of the population, that never freaked out, screamed that ISIS would purposefully inflict themselves with the contagious disease, and then storm our borders, in an act of terror . . . so, to most of us, this is absolutely wonderful news, but to the dooms day, sky is falling, end of the world, create something out of nothing for political reasons, it must be a horribly depressing day, that we, as a species are actually going to survive the Ebola virus, and more people didn't die, tipping the scales to those who wanted the travel banned from Africa, inadvertently, trashing our black president, is it a transfer of anger, leading up to the elections.

It is reprehensible, for Republicans and others, to overreact, make suggestions, that terrorists, might do something, that, they may or may not have thought of, but we, as a country, do not need to plant the seeds of terrorism, ISIS and other terrorists, are plenty capable of coming up with acts of terror, without politicizing Ebola, seemly wanting larger numbers of people dead, wow . . . you have a social responsible duty, to listen to the doctors, stop saying we need to appoint a czar, then complaining when there is a health care czar, with the skills to orchestrate the many emergency agencies, on a local, state and national level . . . the czar needs leaderships skills, not doctor skills.  Klain, is not going to be in the hospital handling those exposed to the virus; he is going to be coordinating the efforts, communicating with all concerned, listening to doctors, and passing information on to the President.  Fear mongering is ineffective, and totally out of order!

Justice Ruth Bader Ginsberg, 81, Up! All! Night! Dissenting Ruling

Is it any wonder, certain people are appointed to the U.S. Supreme Court; Ms. Ginsberg, with more energy and intellect at age 81, staying up all night, Friday night, writing the dissent, to the male majority, in a Texas voting rights case, that would discriminate against many minorities, with Justice Ruth, being joined, by none other than the other two female members of the high court!  No surprises there, it takes on to know one, that is a senior citizen, without the means of Ginsberg, but with her relating to many people in huge numbers are going to be kept from voting, on election day, due to state Republican legislatures, doing all they can to undermine the Voter's Rights Act, which, is unconstitutional in and of itself.  The plain language of the Act, I would guess is doing everything to facilitate voting, for all Americans, even those, who may not have a current driver's license, a car, gas money, etc.  Which tends to end up denying more people who traditionally vote for Democrats, over Republicans.

Like I said, in the blog, I would advise people, if the female candidate is at all viable, and worthy of a vote, to try to feminize Congress, with a more representative demographically accurate mirror of the American public.  As you will see, and in a microcosmic demonstration, of exactly what I am talking about, with only three women appointees on the 9 member, star chamber, minorities, women, issues that affect those who's rights are being suppressed, and trampled on, with just not enough alleged minorities on the bench, as if women should still be considered a minority, with the majority of women, outnumbering men, at least by several percentage points, they, can never, never, never, carry the majority, on some of these issues!

In a perfect world, one that is more concerned about protecting rights, regardless of social status, or part of a minority, it should not matter, whether their are enough women, blacks, Hispanics or other minorities, to trump a majority of white upper class males, or just males, with Justice Thomas, being a pivotal member, as both a male, and a member of a minority.  There should not be discriminatory rulings, ever, with a total vision of protecting the constitutional rights, freedoms, and liberties, regardless of anything else coming into play, that is America at its best . . . but, until we reach that level of fairness, sophistication, and equality, we need more women, in Congress and on the U.S. Supreme Court!  A dissent was not necessary, because the Court was not, ruling on the constitutionality of the voter suppression, but trying to get something by way of a holding of some type, because the voting was being done by today, Monday, October, what 19, 2014 . . . but, she was so upset by the effect of the ruling or lack thereof, that this feisty 81 year old pistol, not bothered at all by the night, lack of sleep, just did what these justices do best, and kicks out a scathing dissent, without even a majority opinion in writing, to directly respond to, she just responded to the final briefs of the attorneys, it sounds like.  Who said, Octogenarians, can't kick ass, as Ginsberg did, Thanks!

Monica, Monica, Monica, Enough

Your actions, at 22 years old, when you, as you put it, fell in love with your boss, who happened to be the fucking President of the United States! You act as if you couldn't do anything about this mad crush you had on this guy, that you had no morals, no brains, no understanding that this may hurt, not only your career, but the President's, and I am not excusing him, but at two year affair, not to mention, what it would do to Hillary Clinton, the embarrassment, the press, the, what you call, the fact that you were the first, social media victim, waking up with your face all over the news, on the web, and on TV . . . what the fucking hell did you expect?  You obviously had something going for you, besides, tits and ass, by way of brains, must have had good grades in college, or honors and awards, that would constitute the level of interns, that would be chosen to work at the seat of power, back in Washington, D.C.

I suspect, that it may not be, just love that drove you then, or drives you now, but notoriety, fame, money, a new book, or whatever, but you are embarrassing all women, by your somehow, ignorant, victim mentality, that you were so twitter patted, that you were completely incapable of rejecting Bill's advances, you couldn't have been moved, or talked to someone, or simply quit your internship?  You have a master's degree or an advanced education, and you can't be hired for a job?  This was, 16 years ago, so, I would bet that there are many people who wouldn't even know who you are, but for you continuing to show up on TV, crying in your soup.  I can guarantee that I have not thought of you, your name, your relationship with the President, or anything . . . you are not a pimple on the butt of the universe to anyone, like you were not, other than being used as political fodder against the President, by his political enemies. 

I, bitch and moan, more than I think I should, but, as of writing this blog, right here, right now, my computer cursor was frozen, with two of my blogs, being deleted, just this week, or sections of them.  If I was left alone, and there were not forces, relentlessly, constantly, riding my ass, the reader would never, never, never hear from me, in spite of the money, the cases, the music of my son's, the credit, my manuals, even then, I have let things go, over and over and over again, until they fuck with me again!  Over all, I am a happy person, with life, being pretty sunny, most of the time, with this one line of defense, one avenue of freedom, of speech, and I go ape shit, when they take the one thing that I can actually use my education, regardless of pay, or anyone really knowing who I am, just the fact that I get to speak, and there are people listening to me.  I don't care about getting credit for my writings, but I sure as hell, are not going to let the people torturing me, stopping me, and causing me all this angst, not only get the credit, but the money, whatever fame, and then still claiming that even my children and grandchildren, are not mine, they are like the fucking Ebola virus, killing everything in their paths!

You are in the prime of your life, beautiful, smart, educated, and everything you need to survive in America, even negative press, is good press, use the fact that you have name recognition and start your own business, consult young women, educating them on keeping a check on your emotions, warning them not to hurt their own futures.  You can only love someone else, as much as you love yourself, teach young women, share your experience, with female interns who can learn from your mistakes.  Like my mother always said, experience is a great teacher, but it is a FOOL who learns by nothing else!  Help young women, control their hearts, their minds, their passions, and thus, protecting your or their futures, you have it all, USE IT!

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KILLER QUICHE--THE DAILY GRIND, LOVE THIS BAKERY & DELI, IN BEAUTIFUL DOWNTOWN, GREAT FALLS . . . WHAT AN AMAZING MORNING, GOT PICKED UP AT THE GLACIER MOTEL, AFTER A GREAT NIGHT SLEEP, HAD TO STOP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE MOVIE, "IDENTITY THEFT", VERY FUNNY SO FAR, THE GOLDEN TRIANGLE TRANSIT BUS, BEST KEPT SECRET IN MONTANA--SHHHHH--PICKED ME UP RIGHT AT MY MOTEL ROOM, #116, WHERE I HAVE BEEN HANGING OUT FOR A WEEK, DIGGING THE HELL OUT OF SHELBY, TOOK ALMOST A TWO HOUR DRIVE, ACROSS WAY COOL FARM LANDS, AND UNDERSTANDING TOTALLY FOR THE FIRST TIME, WHY THIS IS CALLED BIG SKY COUNTRY . . . BLUE SKIES AS FAR A YOU CAN SEE IN 3 OF 4 DIRECTIONS, AND THE OTHER DIRECTION IS SO FAR AWAY, YOU CAN BARELY SEE THE MOUNTAINS, AROUND THE BACK SIDE OF GLACIER! THE MANICURED FARMS, FIELDS, SIDES OF THE FREEWAY, ARE ALMOST SHOCKING IN THE CARE, GOLDEN LEAVES, GREEN GRASS OR WHEAT, THE DIRT OVER TURNED FOR NEXT SPRING ALREADY, LONE FARM HOUSES, DOTTING THE SCENERY, I WISH I COULD REMEMBER GEORGE WASHINGTON'S STATEMENT ABOUT AGRICULTURE, BUT HERE IS ONE I KNOW, NO FARMS, NO FOOD . . . THANKS TO THE 1 IN 5 FARMERS AND RANCHERS IN MONTANA, THAT KEEP WHOLESOME FOOD ON OUR TABLE, KEEPING US HEALTHY AND HAPPY! NICE DAY!

Best Quiche Tour of Montana

Note: I was blocked from publishing this blog in Great Falls, but I just left it alone on preview, never would pull up, hit the shuttle back to Shelby, back at the Glacier Motel, #116, home sweet home, finishing my movie, and now posting, at 3:21 p.m., Shelby time, tried in Great Falls, at 12:45 p.m., don't let anyone tell you the NSA is not alive and well, or they are allowing my double, Shelley to control this blog, but it is little old me, who has written everyone, at least logged in on my computer, who knows, what happens after leaving my hands!  LOL!

It's Monday, So, The Daily Grind is Appropriate

Wow, what a toss up . . . I love the ham and cheese quiche, at the Break Cafe & Coffee Shop, on Harrison St., in Missoula, and I thought, I have never tasted better, until I stopped in at the Montana Coffee Trader, across from the Kalispell mall . . . okay, a toss up.  Then about a year and a half ago, one of my client's daughters, who lives in Fort Benton, took me to this bakery in Great Falls, on our way up over Glacier to Kalispell, for me to appear in court, for her mother, and she said we had to stop at this bakery and get sandwiches and these cookies to die for . . . which we did, and she was absolutely right, amazing food.  So, for the last year, I have been coming every once in a while to Great Falls, looking for this bakery and deli, not remembering exactly where it was located, but never forgetting the food.  I would describe what I thought it looked like, and the locals, would try to point me to the right direction, and I ended up discovering a cute bakery and restaurant, called something like the Daisy, where I had wonderful lemon bars, to rival the homemade ones I used to make for my kids, when they were young, the combo of sweet and sour, tart, with powdered sugar, just so tasty, but, I still had never found the place me and Tabitha stopped at, until, by accident, it was a bit cold on morning about a month ago, and I noticed, just a small sign on the back of a building, through an alley, where a couple of smokers were standing, and I came in through the back door, and low and behold, there was The Daily Grind!  

I found it by accident, I kept going to the other side of the street, that the Great Falls DMV, where my driver's license, ended up falling into a black hole, never to be seen again, and not being the driver, the first time I came to the deli, I had no idea of the directions, but, better late than never, and I discovered the name of the place, finally, which would have helped the locals, know which direction to send me in.  And in about a month, the owner is packing up and moving to the central part of town, and I would never have found them, so all is well that ends well, I am sitting here, with bright windows, a bacon and cheese, quiche, smothered in salsa, and sour cream!  So, good, a Diet Coke, and to top it all off, a bit early, but a piece of yummy pumpkin pie, with whip cream . . . all to die for!  And you wonder why I can't lose weight?  Too much good food, so little time! LOL!  That is why I found the movie, Identity Theft comical, because they were playing on my thinking about cowboys . . . to them, as is the  heavy, funny actress, prime beef to cowboys, who are judging their women, like they would a prize bull or herfferd, by the marbling content, or the fat content, making for better steak, not to mention, beefier kids, who can through more tonnage aground on the farm, they are looking for a sturdy constitution in a female, one who can help around the farm or ranch, baby making machine for the football teams, beefy and strong, so I am truly in the right part of the country!  My boys are both tall and thin, but that is their father's genetic contribution.

City Boys & Country Boys Think Different, Thank God

In the movie, the funny redhead, who is with a city boy, and driving him nuts, singing to the music, every station, with him trying several, dancing goes with the music too, making him work to haul her ass back to his business, so the cops in his jurisdiction who are not going to help with the identity theft issues, that are getting him fired from his job, not willing the extradite her, will help, with the woman standing right in front of them, this is the guy's goal.  When he treats her bad, she just jokes that he has lost all functions below the waist, is frustrated, and that explains the mistreatment, she keeps calling him her husband, and he his awful wife.  She doesn't want to go to the hotel room, so she goes to the Foxhole Club, gets a drink and there is this large, beefy cowboy, who picks up on her, and makes her look in proportion to him, not large at all, just right.  He is laughing and having a great time with her, when the other guys, who doesn't want her out of his sight, finds her with this guy, who tells, city boy, that he is so lucky to have this beautiful, charming, and funny wife, and he better treat her better, or some other guys is going to steal her away!  LOL!  That is why I love cowboys . . . they are looking an women in a whole different way.

I learned this about 5 years ago, in Salina, Utah, at the Cattleman's Association, bull auction.  And the best looking cowboys, would smile at me, tip their cowboy hats, say, howdy mam' . . . or a total hottie, coming up to me and say, with a grin, are yah, finding everything you want, mam'?  If he only knew, what I really wanted, but, sometimes, thoughts are better left in the mind, and not gushing all over the dirt, at the auctioneer arena . . . holy shit, is this for real . . . they must know, as I thought I did, that I am expecting $118 million from one of my cases, when I actually believed that if you won a lawsuit, even if you sued the governor, the attorney general, the Department of Commerce, the Division of Securities, and about 4 attorneys, and several investigators, on a $357M, securities case, that you would actually get the money, if you won.  And I fully intended on getting a ranch and breeding bulls, especially, now I am seeing the male bulls, the ones in the Wrangler Jeans, cowboy boots, and Stetson hats, oh, yeah!

NFR, Signs of Love

My client, and a semi-famous, cowboy photo artist, took me down to the National Finals Rodeo, when it used to be held in Las Vegas, and the whole town, because country.  Husbands and wives, pulled in Vegas in their big ass horse trailers, with hay for the 16 horses, they had rattling around in those things.  Either these couples were glad to be off the ranch or farm for the event, holding hands, spending money like it was going out of style, at four large convention centers, or they really just loved their wives, buying them clothes, purses . . . I got the one I currently have, American West Brand, black leather, bling, fine craftsmanship, fringe and the works, love it to death, get a ton of compliments, and it holds my little acre computer just fine, and actually, make-up, a few changed of underwear, a shirt or two, perfume, and about whatever I want to carry, not huge, but well designed and always looks great, with a lifetime guarantee!  It didn't matter what size, shape or flavor their wives were, they genuinely dug their partners . . . that could be that they are so needed as a spare hand around the ranch/farm, or that after a long day sitting in a tractor, cutting hay, barley, or alfalfa, a good home cooked meal, was all it takes to keep these guys happy, none of those, lollipop gals, with the head that is bigger than their shoulders and hips, with no curves, just like a young boy, straight up and down . . . city boys style, not for these guys!

Don't get me wrong, but the gals, a ton are in just as good shape as the guys, and just as tough.  I wanted my cousin, who lives in Las Vegas, and my friend, who ended up dead, to come up to Montana, and meet the girls up here . . . oh, no, they seemed to have this attitude that the woman, because they were cowgirls, were not feminine, nor pretty, and would kick their lilly white asses, scrawny asses at that, from one end of the state to the other.  I am not sure where they got this idea from, Gunsmoke, The Virginian, Bonanza, when they were young, what, they are pretty, wild, fun, in shape, and dig sex as much as the guys . . . I figured that with 27 guns in each home, it was kind of like a truce, a checkmate, between the king and queen in chess. Like I have said, in Montana, I have laughed at what the crimes are, in the police bloggers, or blotter, law & disorder, so funny, and I thought it was a joke at first, but all the cops are doing, with a fun flare is report the normal calls, but if there is a crime, it generally goes from a phone call, to murder, so, I think there is a healthy respect in Big Sky Country, you mind your business and I will mind mine, or it is lethal!

Shelby's Local Stock--Nice

I have a friend named Kathy, a cowgirl from Rexburg Idaho, told me about her friend named JoAnn . . . beauty, Kathy, drives a shuttle for the Salt Lake Shuttle, that services Montana, after Rimrock was put out of business, leaving much of Montanans, who didn't have a car, like myself, after my last car was blown up, on the 13th East exit in Salt Lake, after I wrote about license plate scanning violating the 4th amendment, putting millions of dollars, in that police state, at risk, wanting the legislature to purchase machines that are even more invasive and faster, than the last models, and 4 sheriffs demanding my keys to my baby, my gold, Ford Ranger, King Cab, jacked Big Foot Tires, with black studded rims!  They were just a bit pissed that I outran, three sheriffs super SUVs, around Panguitch Lake, out of your jurisdiction boys . . . so they laid in wait until I ventured back in the state, to get some things in my house, that I hadn't seen for 2 1/2 months, now two years.  It was soooooo worth it!  LOL!

Kathy has seen me going back and forth between Montana and Utah a shit load of times, so we have become good friends . . . we were talking shop, men, kids, cops, shuttles, and she told me about another JoAnn, she was friends with, who had a Ph.D. and went to Texas to find a cowboy, she came back, never finding one, and went to Montana, met a rough and tough cowboy, and they have been married for something like 60 years now, happily, simple life, good life?  Now, I have been kicking around the state, and I meet guys from Boston, Pennsylvania, New Jersey, Washington, D.C., etc., wanna be cowboys, or from a ranch, allegedly, in California, but a rhinestone cowboy, dressing the dress, but, really, do ya, think I am buying this documentary film producer, in a cowboy hat?  Or I meet, local, bred and born Montana boys, who love the outdoors, but hate cowboys, roughed up by them in high school, or something, hate jocks, football players, etc.  So, in Kalispell, there is one guy out of 40,000 that is a possibility.

I simply go down to the local Pizza Hut, and what the hell, two beef cake studs, just like in the country music videos, amazing . . . kids, but no wives, great.  These guys are just built, naturally, bred with us high marbling content, auto football players, or just because of the nature of their works, but holy, moley!  Butts, face level, packing the kids up, Levi and Wranger, nice . . . Shelby is looking better and better.  I am too old, but hey, I tend to be on the scale of gals to guys, closer to guys, in my thinking, and I prefer, cougar to dirty old woman, I know, I can just look and not touch, but so close, an arms length away.  Then, one of their tall, beautiful, dark haired in shape, wives came back to the table, reality!  The waitress even joked about someone doing the dishes, hubby, pipped up and said, that is her job . . . I'll volunteer, and I would even do them every day!  LOL!  Hopefully my adult kids are not reading this blog!  I am sure at least half of my kids, are older than these guys, it is there size that is deceiving.  How is that for cover . . .

These Dudes Can Swing Me Around With One Arm--Rag Doll

So this drunk cowboy, back to the movie, goes back to the hotel room with the comedian actress, and she starts joking that her, identity theft, captor, has male issues, so this cowboy needs to do her, while this city slicker watches . . . the cowboy, dances around and is having fun with the guy, who is totally disgusted, and finally locks himself in the bathroom, trying not to hear, these two, having riotous sex, these two beefy to heavy people, with most people, buying the, only movie star bodies have hot sex, really missing the boat on that one . . . the sex scene, while not showing much, is hilarious, fun, rowdy, and a plus to us, plus gals, and guys, who don't fit the adults that look like stretched out kids, with no weight at all on them!  That is just not real to over 50%, so a great telling scene . . . 

Another thing I like about cowboys, is that they are so physical, they just stay, lean, mean and fit, well into their later years, if not to death.  I have a friend, who lives in St. George, Utah, but he is one of 7 boys, all ranchers, until they got older, then they parted ways, leaving two bros to run the ranch, with them coming back in the spring and fall to herd cattle, from the highlands of Francis, Utah, near Kamas, to Toole, I think, with Dale, calling me on horseback, during the cattle drive, one fall . . . But, after not seeing Dale, a political foe and friend, depending on what the subject it, but basically good friends, I happened into Dale's neighborhood, a few years ago, after being in Montana for a while, and when he saw me, and, mind you he is in his 70s, always working in his huge garden, and running around, he literally grabbed me, happy to see me after so long, and picked me up, like a rag doll, and swung me around, effortlessly, without breaking a sweat . . . I just couldn't believe it!  And you wonder why I love cowboys!  Kick ass guys and gals, dig the girls just as much, none of this princess shit, I want cowgirls, for granddaughters! 

Just the Thoughts of One Dirty Old Lady in Montana!

Quick Trip to Great Falls to Get Quiche!  Check Out Your Local Joints, Great Food in Great Falls!

Perma Grin, In the Daily Grind . . . Now, For the Trip Back on the Shuttle, Diggit!  NSA joined the fun, not letting me publish!  Can You Believe How Babyish!  Good Lord!  And You Don't Think My Guys Can Watch This?  My Double Must Have Missed the Surprise Trip!  LOL!  Ditch Their Sorry Asses!