EPIC ROAD TRIPS. WHERE I FOUND JESUS--THE ROAD IS PAVED WITH GOOG INTENTIONS. DESERT SPRINGS CHURCH, PASTOR, TOM MERTZ--CHECK HIM OUT! GREAT SERMONS, REMEMBER TO THIS DAY! THAT IS WHERE I GOT THE ANALOGY, OF THE "FENCE AT THE TOP OF THE CLIFF--RATHER THAN AN AMBULANCE, AT THE BOTTOM OF THE CLIFF!" PERFECT. YAMI. THUMBUP FACEBOOK. TRUMP BAN. EASY SPEECH TEST: 1. PEACEFUL OR VIOLENT TONE? 2. SPEECH OR HATE SPEECH? 3. AGENDA OF INCLUSION OR AGENDA OF EXCLUSION? 4. AMERICAN OR UNAMERICAN? JUDGE AMY BERMAN-JACKSON! U.S. AG, WILLIAM BARR LIED TO CONGRESS. NO SHIT. MISLEAD THE AMERICAN PUBLIC. TRUMP'S PERSONAL ATTORNEY, NOT "WE THE PEOPLE'S ATTORNEY." LOVE HER! HOLY WAR OR JIHAD DREAM: PASTORS OR AGENTS? THREE PEOPLE STANDING IN A "FILE" LADEN ROOM, BASEMENT OF WHAT STRUCK ME AS THE UTAH STATE CAPITOL BUILDING BASEMENT--ARCHIVE SHIT! WHERE I FOUND JESUS WAR. SMILE. PASTOR, TOM MERTZ, DESERT SPRINGS CHURCH, ST. GEORGE, UTAH, WAS MY FIRST, TRANSFORMATIVE AGENT, BETWEEN MORMONISM AND BEING A NON-DENOMINATIONAL CHRISTIAN--NOT, PASTOR, LEVI ? OF FRESH LIFE CHURCH, KALISPELL, MONTANA! LOL. TWO DYNAMIC, YOUNG, INTELLIGENT, CHARISMATIC, PREACHERS--BET THEY KNOW EACHOTHER OR KNOW OF EACH OTHER? LOL. WHY IT MIGHT BE A GOOD IDEA, TO STICK TO A WALL OF SEPARATION, BETWEEN CHURCH AND STATE . . . NO MORMON WHOUD HAVE BROKE FROM THE PARTY LINE--JUST LIKE WE ARE SEEING THIS REP. LIZ CHENEY AND THE GOP FORCING HER OUT OF LEADERSHIP, HER HONESTY, AND CRITICISM OF FMR. PRESIDENT, DONALD J. TRUMP! THAT SEPARATION, SWINGS BOTH WAYS! IT IS TO PREVENT, GOVERNMENT OR THE STATE FROM INTERFERRING IN MATTERS OF CHURCH, OR THE CHURCH, INTEFERRING WITH MATTERS OF STATE. IN THIS DREAM, GOVERNMENT OR STATE AND CHURCH COMPETITION FOR BRAGGING RIGHTS, PUT TWO HOT PASTORS AT ODDS OVER THIS PARISIONER! LOL. SO, ME, PASTORS, TOM MERTZ, AND THIS IS SO, BIZARRE, BUT FOR THE LIFE OF ME TO THIS SECOND, I CAN'T REMEMBER, LEVI'S LAST NAME? GENERALLY, I WILL HAVE A "SENIOR MOMENT" UNTIL I POST MY BLOG OR TEXT, BUT, I HAD THIS DREAM, LAST NIGHT, STILL CAN'T REMEBER LEVI'S DAMN, NAME? BUT, THE 3 OF US, WERE STANDING IN THIS VERY SMALL, WALL COVERED WITH FILES, ROOM, DINGY, WINDOWLESS AS I RECALL, AND, PASTOR, TOM, WAS, SO EXCITED TO SHOW ME, HIS, VERSION OF THE NEWSPAPER, I USED TO DO EVERY MONTH, CALLED "THE UTAH PROSECUTOR" THAT WENT OUT TO ALL 350 ASSSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL. I TOOK A PIECE OF SHIT, RAG TAG, NEWSLETTER, AND, BEING THE FORMER, UTAH STATE GRAPHIC ARTIST, ADDED, A COLORED LETTERHEAD, DEEP GREEN AND GOLD, ADDED CARTOON, GRAPHICS, PHOTOS OF THE FEATURED PROSECUTOR OF THE MONTH, AND, PICTURES FROM UTAH PROSECUTION COUNCIL AND AG CONFERENCES AND MEETINGS, THAT HAD TOP STATE PROSECUTORS AS THE FOREFRONT. SO, TOM, IS SHOWING ME "HIS" NEWSLETTER, SAME, LIGHT GRAY, QUALITY PAPER STOCK, BUT, THE NORMALLY, NEATLY, COLLATED, PAGES, WERE, ALL EXPOSED, JAGGED, EDGES OF EACH, PAGE, IN THE NEWSLETTER, SHOWING . . . HE WAS SO THRILLED, TO HAVE PRODUCED THIS NEWSLETTER THAT CONNECTED ME, TO MY PAST! IT WAS AS IF, TO PROVE HE WAS, PASTOR OF THE WORLD BLOGGER, HE, TOOK WHERE I WAS, AFTER MENTIONING, FRESH LIFE CHURCH, THE OTHER DAY AND WONDERING IF IT WAS OPEN, FOR SERVICES, AFTER THIS COVID, BULLSHIT? THEN, AFTER FINDING ME AND IDENTIFYING ME, TRACED, ME BACKWARD TO HIM AND HIS CHURCH, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, PUTTING TWO AND TWO TOGETHER! I THOUGHT, ONLY, A PASTOR, DEALING WITH MORMONS, IN UTAH, WOULD BE SO, ENERGIZED, TO TAKE THE TIME TO DO ALL THAT WORK! HI, TOM! SMILE! I ALMOST PACKED UP MY SHIT AND HEADED BACK TO UTAH, DROP IN MY DAUGHTER'S, HOUSE, FOR MOTHER'S DAY! SHE WAS THE ONE WHO, INTRODUCTED ME TO THE WHOLE, NON-DENOMINATIONAL CHURCH THING, WHEN, I WOULD BABYSIT, WHILE, MY DAUGHTER AND HER, THEN, HUSBAND, WERE YOUTH PASTORS, AND, DID WHAT, MANY MORMON YOUNG MEN AND YOUNG WOMEN'S GROUPS DO. I HAD, BISHOPS AND STATE PRESIDENTS, CALLING MY DAUGHTER, WONDERING WHERE I WAS, AND WHY DID I MISS, SUNDAY SCHOOL OR SACRAMENT MEETING? I THINK, MY SISTERS WERE ALREADY USING MY IDENTITY, SO I WAS, NOT TO STOP GOING TO THE MORMON CHURCH--THAT WOULD FUCK UP EVERYTHING! I TOLD, TOM, AS HE, RELAYED TO ME, HIS STRUGGLES OF PUTTING THE NEWSLETTER TOGETHER. I JOKED WITH HIM, THAT WHEN IT WAS TIME FOR THE MONTHLY, "UTAH PROSECUTOR" TO GO OUT FOR PRINT, IT WAS, BATTON DOWN, THE CAPITOL ROOF, BECAUSE, THE CRAZED, ASSISTANT AG, WAS, PUTTING OUT HER, SPILL! LOL. THERE WAS NEVER ENOUGH, BITES, TO DO THE COOL GRAPHICS I WANTED, SO IT MANAGERS WERE ALWAYS IN MY OFFICE, DOING THEIR MAGIC, TO AID AND ASSIST ME IN DOING, MINE! BE AND MY BOSS WOULD FIGHT OVER, TYPE AND FONT! DEADLINES AND CASES HAD TO BE BRIEFED, PRINT COPY MADE, AND MAILED OUT . . . ALWAYS, A WILD, FEW DAYS! I DIDN'T WALK THE HALLS OF THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICES, I RAN--POOR ROSE AND MARK, JUST TRIED TO STAY OUT OF MY WAY! I WAS LIKE A TEMPERAMENTAL ARTIST AT WORK AND NOTHING WAS GOING TO GET IN MY WAY OF MAKING COPY AND DEADLINES--NOT THAT KIND OF GAL! LEVI, JUST STOOD THERE WATCHING IN SILENCE, AS, TOM AND I, DISCUSSED WHAT A PAIN IN THE ASS, IT WAS TO PUT TOGETHER, A NEWSLETTER, THAT WAS GENERALLY, AROUND, 20 PAGES OR SO--CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE, WHAT, THE CHICAGO SUN TIMES, OR WASHINGTON POST AND NEW YORK TIMES, SUNDAY, NEWSPAPERS GO THROUGH. I WOULD BE KILLING PEOPLE! LOL. A PERFECTIONIST IN A FEW THINGS AND THAT RAG WAS ONE OF THEM! COOL WHEN THEY WERE DONE, BUT A NIGHTMARE FOR EVERYONE BEFORE I GOT THEM OUT EACH MONTH! BUT, AFTER ALL THIS TIME, 8 FUCKING YEARS OF TRYING TO GET THE MORMON MAJORITY IN IN THE NSA, CIA, FBI, DEA, DIA, ATF, OR ANYONE TO HELP ME, JUST BE ME . . . IT ENDED UP, MY PASTOR, TOM! I LOVE YOU! CONNECTING THE DOTS, THAT NOBODY, ELSE SEEMED, EITHER INTERESTED OR CONCERNED ABOUT DOING! EACH, EXPOSED, PAGE IN HIS, MESSY, NEWSLETTER, REPRESENTED, SYMBOLICALLY, A GOP FAV, WOMAN, GENERALLY, NOT AN ATTORNEY, THAT WAS A COVER-PAGE FOR ME! I FEEL YOU PAIN, LIZ! THE ROAD TO SERFDUMB: THE WORST ON TOP! MY PASTOR FROM, WHAT, 13 OR MORE YEARS AGO, ENDS UP THE ONE WHO CARES ENOUGH, TO GO BACK IN TIME, FROM DALLAS AND GRETA, WAY, BACK, AND CONNECT, THE MOM! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, TOM! HAPPY DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN! GRETA AND DALLAS, EVEN QUIT GOING TO DESERT SPRINGS CHURCH, ALWAYS, POLITICS INVOLVED IN ANY CHURCH, AND THE CLOSER YOU ARE TO ANY MAN, OR WOMAN, PASTOR OR NOT, THERE ARE HUMAN FRAILIES, I HEAR THEM, HERE WITH LEVI TOO! EVERY PERSON, STARTS FRESH AND NEW WITH ME . . . I KNOW WHAT, HORRIFIC LIES, HAVE BEEN PERPETRATED ABOUT ME, AND I APPRECIATE, SOMEONE, WHO GIVES A RAT'S ASS, NO MATTER WHAT DRIVES THEM, TO DO SOME RESEARCH AND HOMEWORK, TO GET TO THE TRUTH! BOTH TOM AND LEVI KNOW, THIS SCRIPTURE . . . AND THE "TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE!" I GOT A LITTLE CONCERNED, WHEN, I LEFT OR WAS RUN OUT OF KALISPELL, THE FIRST TIME, SORELY MISSING MY CHURCH--IN UTAH, THE LAW BECAME MY HUSBAND, MY CHURCH, TOTALLY, ENGULFED ME, SWALLOWED ME WHOLE! LOL. BUT I STARTED TO GO TO THE FRESH LIFE CHURCH, IN MISSOULA, BUT IT WAS SO, FAR OUT ACROSS, RESERVE, THAT WITH NO CAR, ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO GET TO ON SUNDAYS . . . BUT, THERE WERE ALL THESE, PICTURES OF THE HISTORY OF THE CHURCH. IT USED TO BE CALLED, "SKULL CHURCH" BUT WHEN, LEVI WAS IN SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH? HEADQUARTERS OF THE MORMON CHURCH, HE HAD, A VISION, OR REVELATION, OR DREAM, AND, HE CHANGED IT TO "FRESH LIFE" CHURCH? STRANGE PLACE, INDEED TO GET A NEW NAME FOR HIS CHURCH? I WAS THERE IN THE EARLY DAYS, HELPED, GROW THE CHURCH, PARTICULARLY, IN BOZEMAN, SETTING UP HIS NEW CAMPUS AND WEEKLY, WRITING ABOUT, HIS, GREAT SERMONS, AND THE SONGS, IF I COULD TAKE NOTES, FAST ENOUGH! BOTH, YOUNG, HIP, PASTORS, WERE, TOTALLY, KNOWLEDGABLE AND, MADE ME LOVE THE SCRIPTURES I HAD READ AS A CHILD, MORE AND MORE, WITH MODERN, APPLICATIONS TO THE OLD SCRIPTS! THERE WAS THIS NAGGING QUESTION, WAS, LEVI, MORMON, OR AN AGENT, COMING TO KALISPELL, ABOUT THE SAME TIME I DID? OR DID HE CHANGE THE NAME, BEING, CALLED TO UTAH, BY THE MORMON CHURCH, RUN LIKE THE FBI, BY MY DAD'S COUSIN, FMR. FBI AGENT, BRYCE CHRISTENSEN, LA FIELD OFFICE DIRECTOR, AT THE TIME, THE FIRST, CHARGES AGAINST A SPY, HAPPENED TO BE AGAINST A MORMON, WHO TRADED SECRETS WITH A RUSSIAN "HONEY TRAP?" CERTAINLY, NOT OUT OF THE QUESTION, THAT, A CHURCH I WAS ATTENDING WOULD, CONTACT, MAYBE AN AGENT AND, KEEP TRACK OF ME, OR BE USED TO BURY ME, AS EVERYONE IS PAID TO DO? PASTOR TOM MERTZ, PRE-DATED, ME GOING BACK INTO POLITICS AND THE LAW--SO HE IS A "CLEAN SOURCE" THAT WOULD HAVE PURELY, COMPETATIVE INTERESTS, IN CUTTING LEVI OFF--IS THAT WHY FOR THE LIFE OF ME I CAN'T REMEMBER HIS LAST NAME? HELL, I WROTE ABOUT, LEVI, ALL THE TIME, NEVER, OR WOULD HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT TOM, LOVED HIS CHURCH TOO, BUT I WOULD HAVE WRITTEN, IN MY EMAILS THAT WERE ALSO BEING WATCHED, AND, STOLEN BY THE FBI, TELLING PEEPS TO TAKE "MY" NAME OF MY VERY CONSTITUTIONALLY, INFORMATIVE, LONG, DETAILED, INFO, TO QUESTIONS THAT, EVEN, MORMON, GLENN BECK WAS ROCKING THE CONSERVATIVE WORLD STEALING WHEN HE WAS ON FOX NEWS, OR SOMEWHERE? INTERESTING HISTORY TO ME . . . COME TO THINK OF IT, HE IS PROBABLY, THE OR ONE OF THE "ONLY" PEOPLE, UNTAINTED, AND PURE ENOUGH, TO FIGURE THIS OUT! HE WAS SOOOOOOO PROUD OF HIMSELF! I JUST IGNORED THE BAD, COLLATING JOB, AND TRIED TO GET THE "SYMBOLIC" EXPOSURE OF THAT HE HAD UNCOVERED!

 WALL OF SEPARATION BETWEEN CHURCH AND STATE, IS CRITICAL, TO THE SURVIVAL OF BOTH, CHURCH AND STATE!

MY CASE IS A PRIME EXAMPLE OF A "PRIMA FACI" OR ON THE FACE, REASON, TO BUILD THAT WALL AND KEEP IT UP!

8 FUCKING YEARS, TO GET TO WHAT, PASTOR TOM, AT LEAST IN MY DREAM, DID . . . I JUST WROTE ABOUT, "FRESH LIFE CHURCH" DAYS AGO!

SO WHY IN THE FUCK, HAS IT TAKEN SO LONG?

NOBODY CARED!

IT WAS INTERESTING, TO HEAR, "FACEBOOK" COMMENT ON THE PRIDE THEY TOOK, IN WHAT ZUCKERBERG'S, "OVERSIGHT BOARD" DID, IN KEEPING THE3 BAN ON, TRUMP, AND THEN, BEING, ORDERED, TO REVIEW IT IN 6 MONTHS . . . THOMAS HUGHES, A SPOKESPERSON FOR, THE "OVERSIGHT BOARD" SAID, WE DIDN'T HAVE A "CONSTITUTION" TO HELP US DECIDE, WHAT TO DO WITH, THE BAN, TO KEEP IT OR NOT KEEP IT! SMILE. THAT IS WHY, I WROTE MY BLOG, FIRST SINCE, JANUARY 7TH, THE DAY AFTER THE CAPITOL "INSURRECTION" TRUMP, USED, FACEBOOK, AND OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA SITES, TO SPREAD HIS SPEW OF HATRED, BIGOTRY, RACISM, SEXISM, XENOPHOBIA, AND, ALL MANNERS OF WHITE GNAT, AND, WHITE SUPREMACIST, BULL SHIT, TOTALLY AGAINST, EVERYTHING THIS COUNTRY AND THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION STANDS FOR! THANK YOU, FACEBOOK!

TWITTER, THANK GOD FOR YOUR FAST ACTIONS!

OUR GOAL AS A NATION, IS, TO "FORM A MORE PERFECT UNION, WITH, DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY, GENERAL WELFARE, COMMON DEFENSE, JUSTICE FOR ALL, LIBERTY FOR ME AND MY POSTERITY, WE FORM THIS UNION OF STATE, IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA!

TRUMP, IS EVERYTHING, THIS PREAMBLE, IS NOT!

HE IS UN-AMERICAN!

REP. LIZ CHENEY, SHOULD BE THE NEW LEADER OF THE REPUBLICAN PARTY!

I LOVE WHAT THE WALL STREET JOURNAL OP-ED SAID ABOUT, THE GOP, "PURGING CHENEY" . . . FOR, HER "HONESTY" WOULD BE "DETRIMENTAL" TO THE REPUBLICAN PARTY!

JUST LIKE "PURGING ME" FROM UTAH, WAS AND HAS BEEN DETRIMENTAL, TO UTAH, THE MORON CHURCH, THE FBI, THE CIA AND OTHER ABC SOUP, AGENCIES, AND TO THE REPUBLICAN PARTY!

A WORLDWIDE BLOG HAS THE POWER TO DESTROY, EVERYONE, THAT TRIED TO DESTROY ME!

GROW THE FUCK, UP!

MITT ROMNEY, THE STANDARD BEARER, FOR THE GOP, NOW, BOOED, IN UTAH?

GOOD GOD?

GET A GRIP ON REALITY!

YOU ARE THE LAUGHING STOCK OF ANY, SENSIBLE, REASONABLE, SANE, PERSON . . . NOW, THE GOP IS TURNING ON THE GOP IN TEXAS?

GOOD HELL?

VULTURES, PREDATORS, RAPTORS, ZOMBIES . . .

WHEN YOU INVITE "EVIL" . . . IT STAYS.

NOW, LET'S ALL PRAY!

AND THEY ALL SAID, AMEN!

LOVE YOU TOM!

SMILE.

DREAMS THAT SATISFY.

SNICKERS.

KISSES.