SHINEBOX. RISE & SHINE. FORGED IN FIRE. DELIVERED WARM & GOOEY. THE PERFECT LITTLE SIDE HUSTLE. FRESHLY BAKED. CORONAVIRUS RESPONSE IS WHY IT MATTERS. SAVE THE PIGS. SLAUGHTER THE PEOPLE. MEAT PACKAGING PLANTS. IMMIGRANTS. ENTIRE PLANTS INFECTED WITH COVID-19 AND TRUMP ORDERS THEM BACK TO WORK. THOSE WHO REFUSE TO RETURN, NOT ONLY LOSE THEIR JOBS, BUT, CAN'T COLLECT UNEMPLOYMENT. NEW LAW SUIT. PERSON MARRIED TO AN IMMIGRANT. WAS REFUSED THEIR STIMULUS PAYMENT? WHAT THE FUCK? U.S. AG BARR, THIS IS ONE YOU SHOULD GET BEHIND--THERE IS A FUNDAMENTAL RIGHT TO MARRY WHO WE WILL! PEOPLE HAVE LEGITIMATE RIGHTS TO BE IN THIS COUNTRY: (1) WORK PERMITS; (2) RESIDENCY STATUS PAYING TAXES; (3) THOSE WHO HAVE WORK SPONSORS; AND (4) THOSE SEEKING ASYLUM OR WAITING FOR THEIR STATUS TO CHANGE! GOOD LUCK PLAINTIFFS! AGAIN, THAT LITTLE PINHEAD, FUCK, STEVEN MILLER, WHO, COULD HAVE BEEN BORN TWO GENERATIONS BACK, AND WOULD HAVE BEEN DENIED ENTRANCE OR ACCESS TO THE AMERICAN DREAM TOO--TOO BAD, HE WASN'T ON THE SHIP DENIED ENTRANCE INTO ELLIS ISLAND! LOSER. PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE, SO WHY CAN'T IT BE, THAT WE COULD GET ALONG SO MARVELOUSLY--YEAH, IT IS STILL ME! SHELLEY, THE NAZI, LOVING, WHITE NATIONALIST, IS THE ONE, WHISPERING IN TRUMP'S EAR. WHY DOES IT MATTER, THAT THE FUCKING BUSHIES, EXCHANGED, ME FOR HER? THIS IS WHY. SHE DOESN'T KNOW THIS SHIT! SHE IS NOT AN ATTORNEY. SHE IS WEAK AND WILL TELL BOZO, WHAT HE WANTS TO HEAR! THERE WAS A WOMAN, DEBBIE SOMEONE, FROM, THE CDC, WORKING WITH OSHA REQUIREMENTS, AND RACHEL MADDOW, WAS GOING OVER, A LETTER FROM THE CDC, TO MEAT PACKAGING PLANTS, WITH SQUISHY SOFT WORDS, ON SAFETY REGULATIONS THAT BUSINESS OWNERS, SHOULD HAVE TO FOLLOW TO GET PEOPLE BACK TO WORK--20 DEAD, ALMOST ENTIRE WORK FORCES, WITH CORONAVIRUS, AND, EVERYTHING IS A FUCKING SUGGESTION, OR IF YOU WANT TO, OR YOU MAY WANT TO DO THIS OR THAT . . . THAT IS THE SIGN OF SOMEONE DRAFTING WHITE HOUSE RESPONSES WHO DOESN'T GET IT, JUST PROMOTES, TRUMP LIKE, PRO-BUSINESS, BULL SHIT! DREAM, MIXING ME AND SHELLEY AND WHY AGAIN IT SHOULD MATTER, WHO IS WHO . . . I AM AN ATTORNEY, AND FORMER PROFESSOR, AND HAVE HAD, FIVE TOP JOBS IN UTAH, WORKING EITHER DIRECTLY IN STATE GOVERNMENT, OR WORKING RIGHT ALONG SIDE WITH THEM, ALMOST AS IF AN ARM OF THE GOVERNMENT! PLUS, I FOCUSED ON BEING AN EXPERT IN CONSTITUTIONAL LAW. SHE IS, HOWEVER, A BIOLOGY MAJOR! HINT. HINT. HINT . . . WHO WAS DOING PILLOW TALK, FUCKING THE RESPONSE TO THIS PANDEMIC? DREAM IS ALSO, INDICATIVE OF WHO IS BEHIND THIS SHIT, WHAT ARM OF GOVERNMENT. MEET ME IN THE FIRE WHO BELOW!

HAHACKEDEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

VERY DISTURBING DREAM

DATE IT APPEARED TO BE TAKING PLACE, WAS, I WOULD SAY, 1987

IT TOOK PLACE IN A HOUSE, MY CHILDREN, WERE RAISED IN, BUT THE CHARACTERS WHERE, DATED, MUCH LATER . . . THIS HOWEVER, MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE TIME, THIS SWITCH-O-CHANGE-O, MIGHT HAVE HAPPENED?

MY EX-HUSBAND, HAD T HAVE BEEN INVOLVED, TO BE KEY, IN SHELLEY, BEING ABLE TO BE ME--GETTING THE STELLAR SCHOLARLY AND LATER, LEGAL CREDENTIALS.

BOUGHT OFF, EX?

POSSIBLE.

BEFORE MY DIVORCE, WE, THE SECRIST FAMILY, MOVED, FROM OGDEN UTAH, TO PROVO UTAH, WHERE, IN 1989, JUST TWO YEARS LATER, WE GOT A DIVORCE . . . DID THE DEA, PICK AND NATURAL BREAK, IN MY HISTORY, WHEN, OLD FRIENDS, WERE LEFT IN THE DUST, AND NEW ONES, STILL TOO FRESH TO BE COUNTED ON?

SO THIS WAS BACK IN OGDEN, AND OUR HOUSE, HAD BEEN TURNED INTO A BIG TIME DRUG HOUSE, WITH, SHELLEY THERE, MY SON CHRIS AND HER SON, JESSE, WHO WERE CLOSE COUSINS, AND IF ALL IS ON THE UP AND UP, JESSE, AND WHITE NATIONALIST, LATER, IN ABOUT, 2010 WHEN, I STARTED PRACTICING LAW, ALLEGEDLY DIED OF A DRUG OVERDOSE?

BACK AROUND, 2000, RIGHT ABOUT THE TIME, I WAS TAKEN OUT OF BUSINESS, AND TOLD I WAS GOING TO DIE . . . I HAD, A WHITE MAZDA PROTEGE', THAT I HAD GIVEN UP, JUST IN CASE, I DIED, AS PREDICTED, WHILE I WAS DRIVING.

THIS IS THE POINT, I STARTED NOTICING THE COPS, CALLING SHELLEY, ON EVERYTHING THAT HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME, AND, HER PUSHING DRUGS, USING THEM PICKING ME UP, ON WELLNESS CHECKS, SHELLEY HAD ORDERED? AND, CHECKING ME INTO, BEHAVIOR HEALTH CLINICS, JUST BECAUSE, SHE WAS TRYING TO CREATED A CRIMINAL RECORD AND A MENTAL HEALTH RECORD, WHEN, I HAD BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE THAT HAD NO CURE AND I WAS SUPPOSE TO DIE, BY 2002.

THERE WERE IRS COLLECTION EFFORTS ON ME WHEN I DIDN'T WORK, BACK IN 2001 AND 2003.

NEIGHBORS, OF HERS, CALLED HER, JOANN, AND ME SHELLEY.  OLDER NEIGHBORS, AND SHELLEY HAD MY PICTURES ON HER, BOOK SHELVES.

AT THE TIME, I PAID OFF MY PROTEGE', MY SON, CHRIS, NEEDED A CAR, HIS HAD JUST GONE ON THE BLINK, BUT MY FATHER, IN CHARGE OF MY FINANCES, AFTER I WAS TESTED, OUT AT THE TIME, AS HAVING THE MENTAL AGE OF A 5 YEAR OLD, TOOK MY NAME OFF THE TITLE AND PUT, JESSE ANDERSON'S NAME ON THE TITLE . . . AT THAT SAME TIME, SHELLEY WAS MAILED, MY SOCIAL SECURITY CARD AND, MY DRIVER'S LICENSE!

THIS WHAT YOU CAN DO WITH COP HELP, AND SUPPORT AND YOUR SISTER'S LAW DEGREE AND CREDENTIALS, AND HISTORY, OF KICKING COPS ASSES, INCLUDING THE FBI, DEA, ATF AND STATE AND LOCAL COPS TOO, AND NOW, YOU HAVE, THE FAMOUS, YOUNGER SISTER'S, CREDENTIALS, AND YOU ARE A LOSER, FUCKING POWERFUL COPS OFFENDED BY, BABY SISTER?

NOW, TAKE, THE DATES, OF 1987, 2000, AN ELECTION YEAR FOR GEORGE W. BUSH, A BUNCH OF PISSED OFF BUSHIES, NOT ONLY FOR ASSET FORFEITURE, BUT FOR, MEDICAID, MEDICARE FRAUD UNIT, TAKE-DOWNS, AFFECTING THE COUNTRY, ON BOTH COUNTS, THEN, REFUSE, TO ALLOW, BABY SISTER, BACK, TO HER NAME, AND CREDENTIALS, 10 YEARS LATER, WHEN SHE COMES BACK TO PRACTICE LAW AND KICKS OFF HER CAREER WITH, A $356.7 MILLION DOLLAR LAW SUIT AGAINST THE STATE OF UTAH, THAT GETS NATIONAL ATTENTION, FOLLOWED BY A $57.6 MILLION LAW SUIT, BOTH CIVIL RIGHTS, SUITS, AGAINST COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGE, AND, SHERIFFS, FOR THREE ALLEGED, DRUGGIES?

SO, TAKE, THAT TO TODAY, ME AFTER, 7 YEARS OF RELENTLESS, CHASE BY COPS, WRITING THIS BLOG, ALMOST DAILY, WITH COPS BREATHING DOWN MY NECK, STANDING AT DOORS, IN ALLEYS, FEDS FLOODING LAW SCHOOLS, AND LIBRARIES, WANTING TO KEEP, HER, ME AND ME HER!?

IN THIS DREAM, MY VERY STRAIGHT, MARRIED SON, WITH A YOUNG DAUGHTER, WAS, IN THIS SHAMBLE OF SHIT, YOUNG MEN, ALL SMOKING POT AND DOING DRUGS, LAYING ALL OVER THE PLACE, IN SLEEPING BAGS, PIPES, AND, STOGGIES, BEING PASSED THIS WAY AND THAT, AND TEENS, STRUNG OUT ON DRUGS, EVERYWHERE, IN A MESS OF A HOUSE, THAT WAS, ONCE, WITH WELL MAINTAINED, LAWNS AND FLOWERS, CLEAN AND ORDERLY, WITH YOUNG CHILDREN AND A CHURCH ACROSS THE STREET . . . FAST FORWARD TO  HER, SON'S, LIFE, DOA, MIXED, MATCHED AND ATTACHED TO MY SON'S LIFE, SUPER-IMPOSED, WITH HER SON'S, LIFE, WHO IN THE DREAM AS I WONDERED THROUGH THIS HOUSE A TOTAL MESS AND DRUG, INFESTED, MESS THAT OVERWHELMED ME TO THE POINT, I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE TO START, FINDING MY SON, CHRIS, ASLEEP ON A COUCH, AND I HANDED HIM, A DECORATIVE, I WOULD GUESS, MARIJUANA PIPE, SILVER, WITH A GREEN BULB, AND ASKED HIM IF IT WAS HIS?

AS I MADE MY WAY AROUND THE HOUSE, LITERALLY, STEPPING ON BODIES, I HEARD A BIG TIME CRASH, AND SOMEONE APPEARED TO HAVE, EITHER TAKEN A DIVE OUT THE WINDOW UPSTAIRS, WHERE WE HAD ANOTHER KITCHEN, BASICALLY ANOTHER APARTMENT, WE USED THE LARGE, STUDIO, APARTMENT, FOR AN EXTRA BEDROOM AS OUR FAMILY OUTGREW, THE DOWNSTAIRS, BEFORE WE MOVED, TO PROVO . . . BUT, I HEARD THIS CRASH, MAYBE, INDICATIVE OF JESSE, OVERDOSING, AND BEING LEFT AT THE BOTTOM OF THE STAIRS OR IN A CHAIR FOR THREE DAYS BEFORE HIS FRIENDS, REALIZED HE WAS, ACTUALLY DEAD, AND CALLED, THE PARAMEDICS, OR WHAT, BUT IN THE DREAM, I WENT OUT INTO THE BACKYARD, AND SAW HIM, STILL ALIVE, WHICH I THINK HE IS, NOW AN ASSASSIN, LIKE MOMMY SHELLEY WOULD DIG, EVEN ATTEMPTED TO KILL ME, BACK IN 2004, OR SOMEWHERE AROUND THERE, BUT, HE HAD CRASHED OUT OF THE WINDOW IN A SLEEPING BAG, SO SOMEWHAT BEING PROTECTED, AND COPS WERE STANDING AROUND HIM, ALL REALIZED HE WAS STILL ALIVE . . . DAH, STAGED, DEATH!

BUT THE YARD, FORMERLY PERFECT, GRASS, AND MANICURED YARDS, WAS, PATCH, WITH DIRT, SHOWING THROUGH, OLD WOOD, AND SHIT WAS ALL OVER THE YARD, A TOTAL MESS.

SHELLEY WAS, SOMEWHERE UPSTAIRS, JUST, PART OF THE SCENE.

I WAS STUMBLING AROUND IN THIS, DRUG, AND YOUNG MAN HANGOUT!

IS IT ANY WONDER, THE COPS, DEA, FLIPPED, MY LIFE FOR HERS, USED MY KIDS, RATHER THAN HERS?

MY KIDS ARE PRESIDENTIAL, HERS ARE NOT!

MY LIFE IS DIGNIFIED, AND CREDIBLE, HERS IS NOT!

YOU GOT THE LIE.

LIVES ARE BEING LOST.

REGULATIONS ARE NOT BEING ENFORCED, TO PROTECT LIVES.

THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES IS BEING LED ASTRAY, AND DUE TO MY MONEY, MY BLOG, SHE IS ABLE TO CONTINUE TO BE SEEN AS CREDIBLE WITH COPS OF ALL ILK AND FLAVOR, PROTECTING HER SORRY ASS, WHILE CHASING ME, WITH ASSASSINS, HIT MEN, AND COPS CREEPING AROUND DIRECTING TRAFFIC!

THAT SCENE IS FROM HER, LIFE, AND HER SON'S LIFE . . . I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE, ELLIOT, MY SON, AND ISAAC, HER SONS, WHO WAS ALSO, GIVEN, ELLIOT'S MUSIC, AND FAME, WITH THE CULT LEADERS, COLLECTING OUR FAMILY TREASURES, TALENTS, SKILLS, AND EDUCATION, PLUS MILITARY SERVICE, TO GIVE THEM POWER, MUCH, LIKE THE GODFATHER WITCH DOCTOR, AND HIS WITCH, DOWN IN MATAROSO, MEXICO, TAKING MUSCLE FROM THIS MAN, AND, BRAINS FROM HIS ONE, HEART FROM THIS ONE AND GOD ONLY KNOWS, WHAT THEY PUT IN THEIR BLOOD AND BONES, SLAUGHTER, HOUSE, AND DANCED AROUND!

RAPE. SUICIDE. KIDNAPPING. MURDER.

ALL SIGNS OF CULTS OF PERSONALITY!

WHICH, TRUMP, IS ONE TOO!

THERE IS A NEW CLASS ACTION LAW SUIT IN UTAH, AGAINST THE MORMON CHURCH, REPRESENTING, KIDS WHO HAVE BEEN MOLESTED, AS CHURCH LEADERS WERE PROTECTED!

ADD, MINE TO THAT LIST!

LAW ENFORCEMENT?

THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH?

ARTICLE II?

FAITHFULLY ENFORCE THE LAW?

PROTECT, DEFEND AND PRESERVE THE CONSTITUTION?

NOW, BARR IS TRYING, AGAINST, GOVERNORS, WHO ROSE TO THE OCCASSION, AND DID THE PRESIDENT'S JOB, REPLACING, FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, STOCKPILES, BUDGETS FOR PANDEMICS, AND MUCH, MISSING LEADERSHIP!

PROVIDING WHAT I DO FREE, BUT, ADDING THE WHITE NATIONALIST, ANTI-IMMIGRANT, FLAVOR AGAINST, BROWN AND BLACK SKIN PEOPLE!

OH, BLACKS AND LATINOS ARE DYING BY, 60% MORE THAN WHITES IN THIS NATION, SO WHO THE FUCK CARES?

NO ONE IN THE TRUMP ADMINISTRATION!

NOR HIS PILLOWS!

SHELLEY'S FAKE BOOBS!

PATHETIC.

THE PRESIDENT AND SHELLEY ARE DOING JUST WHAT THEY KNOW . . . BUSINESS!

SHELLEY WAS A MEMBER OF THE CACHE COUNTY CHAMBER OF COMMERCE!

THE PRESIDENT PARADES AN INFOMERCIAL ON VENTILATOR AND TEST KIT PRODUCERS AND CALLS IT GOOD?

TRUMP GOT THE CHAMBER MAID!
JARED'S COHEN.

SWINK.

IF, AIRLINE TICKETS ARE NON-TRANSFERABLE . . . DON'T YOU THINK, LIVES ARE NON-TRANSFERABLE TOO?

GOD.

REP. KATIE PORTER . . . KIDS NEED TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL, BEFORE, PARENTS CAN GO BACK TO WORK!

FIRST THINGS FIRST.
SUMMER SCHOOL WORKS FOR  ME!
WHO'S GOING TO BE GOING ON VACATION?

GET REAL.