GENIUS ENERGY. RIDE THE CYCLONE. VOLTA. DOGFISH HEAD. DOGWOOD LANE. FACE IT! GET GIGI WITH IT! HAVE IT BOTH WAYS--INTERNET & MOB-IL-E. WITHOUT ADOPTION WENDY'S WOULDN'T BE HERE. HAIRLESS CAT. FUR BALLS IN HER THROAT. BALLAST POINT. Y2CHICK BIGFOOT DOES EXIT! BAD ASS SCARE AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, BACK IN MID-NINETIES. SENATOR BENNETT'S NUT-CAKE JOB! KAY TOO! LOL. SMILE. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT 'TIL IT'S GONE. TAKE PARADISE AND PUT UP A PARKING LOT! NATIONAL SAFETY. I HAVE BEEN AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH TO MY KIDS FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS. NOW THEY ARE AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH TO ME. THE WORD OF THE DAY, IN HAMMOND HOUSE ON MONDAY, FROM SHARON, WAS "TRANSPIRE" . . . TO BE REVEALED OR TO COME FORTH AND BE KNOWN OR SEEN! TRUTH IS ON THE MARCH & NOTHING WILL STOP IT! --EMILE ZOLA. PICK YOUR NOSE DOCTOR. I HAVE KNOWN SINCE BEFORE I LEFT UTAH. I AM NOT MARRIAGE MATERIAL. NOT MOTHER MATERIAL ANY MORE EITHER. GUESS THAT MEANS, NO GRANDMA EITHER. NO MORE OLD EPHRIAM THE LEGEND BEAR. NO PICTURES OF GRZZLIES COMING OUT OF THE MONTANA RIVERS, TO GO AFTER A FISH IN AN INDIAN RODEO RIDERS HAND. NO MORE GRANDMA WHO TURNS INTO A WEREWOLF IF GRAND KIDS DON'T GET TO BED BEFORE THE SUN GOES DOWN. NO MORE CALLING THE KIDDIES WHITE TRASH FOR ALLOWING THEIR STUPID CAT TO SIT ON THE TABLE, AND TELLING THEM, THAT GRANDMA IS GOING TO WIPE THE CAT'S ASS ON THEIR PANCAKES IF I SEE IT ON THE TABLE ONE MORE TIME WHILE I AM FIXING PANCAKES! OH, SORRY DIDN'T KNOW THE GRAND KIDS WERE READING THIS! LOL. THREE DREAMS OF LATE: (1) GRAND KIDS ACTING LIKE THEY WERE NEGLECTED, AS I STOOD OVER THEM, AS HILLARY CLINTON! LOL. THEY ARE SMARTER THEN THEIR FUCKING PARENTS! JUST IN CASE YOU ARE WONDERING OR YOUR PARENTS ARE FILLING YOU FULL OF SHIT, ABOUT WHO WROTE THE OBAMA/CLINTON PLAN FOR AFGHANISTAN, THAT CUT OUR TROOPS FROM 150,000 TO 15,000 WITH A SOLID FOREIGN POLICY, IT WAS GRANDMA JO, NOT LOOKING LIKE HILLARY CLINTON! TIMELINES MATTER. I COVERED THE GREAT DISCOVERY CHAPTER ON AFGHANISTAN AND PAKISTAN, VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY, IN FEBRUARY DISCUSSION GROUP, MADE UP ON RETIRED PROFESSORS, MOM, A PROFESSOR BY AGE 40 AT THREE UNIVERSITIES, NOT PRACTICING LAW AT THE TIME, BUT GETTING HER GAME BACK AFTER GOVERNMENT POISONED HER, STILL SEEING HER LAW LICENSE AS A LICENSE TO SERVE, NOT MAKE MONEY, JOINED WITH 15 OTHER PEOPLE, RETIRED FEMALE PROFESSORS AND SIGNIFICANT OTHERS, FORMING THE "ST. GEORGE THINK TEAM" WHO COMBINED, WITH PEOPLE FROM, WORLD WAR II PILOTS, HUSBANDS OF PROFESSORS, LIFETIME MILITARY, MARRIED TO A PROF, AND OTHER PEOPLE WITH KIDS OVER SETTING UP GIRLS SCHOOLS IN AFGHANISTAN, READING LIKE CRAZY, AND EVERYONE FUNNELING ME, THEIR EMAILS AND IDEAS AND THEN, ME TAKING THEM AND PUTTING THEM INTO A FOUR POINT PLAN, FIRST THAT WAS 7 PAGES, UNTIL I TALKED TO THE UTAH CONGRESSIONAL DELEGATION OR STAFF, WITH CONGRESSMAN MATTHESON, ASKING ME TO CUT IT DOWN TO 4 PAGES, BECAUSE THE LEGISLATORS WERE TOO BUSY TO READ TOO MUCH. NOW, THOSE TWO DRAFTS, WERE FAXED FROM, DIXIE STATE COLLEGE, AT THE TIME, I BELIEVE WITH MY SIGNATURE ON THE FAX, SENT TO DAVID AXELROD, PRESIDENT OBAMA'S CHIEF OF STAFF. WE STARTED THE PROJECT IN FEBRUARY, WITH DISCUSSIONS, TWO, RATHER THAN ONE, AND I BELIEVE, I SUBMITTED THE FINAL COPY, OF THE PLAN, BY THE FIRST OF MAY, 2009. IF YOU WILL RECALL, SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTON, WAS NOT EVEN NAMED AND CONFIRMED SECRETARY OF STATE, UNTIL, AUGUST OF 2009! WHAT FOUR SOME ODD, MONTHS LATER, AND BRAND NEW TO THE JOB! BY OCTOBER, CLINTON, IN AN ADDRESS TO THE COUNCIL ON FOREIGN RELATIONS, ACTUALLY QUOTED OR LAID OUT THE PLAN AND I EMAILED, ALL MY THINK TEAM MEMBERS WITH THE GREAT NEWS, THAT WE HAD MADE SOME DIFFERENCE TO THE NEW PRESIDENT, IN ANSWERING CONGRESS'S QUESTION AS TO WHY THEY SHOULD APPROPRIATE MORE MONEY AND MORE TROOPS, TO AFGHANISTAN? SO, WHILE GRANDMA IS A FAMOUS FEMALE ATTORNEY, WITH EVERYONE FROM YOUR GREAT AUNTIES, TAKING CREDIT TO FORMER, PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE CLINTON, FOR MY WORK! THERE IS OR WAS, A HOMEPAGE ON ONE OF THE LIBRARY SITES, I GO TO, PROBABLY, THE GREENWOOD, LIBRARY WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW, AT 4:04 PM, ON COMPUTER, 16, GWDLIB16, OF A YOUNG BOY, WHO DIDN'T LOOK JUST LIKE YURI, BUT, REMINDED ME OF A MUCH YOUNGER, VERSION OF HIM . . . READING WITH A REAL SERIOUS LOOK ON HIS FACE. HE IS PLENTY SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW, WHAT IS GOING ON. THE COUSINS FOLLOW UNCLE ELLIOT'S BAND, WHY WOULDN'T THEY FOLLOW GRANDMA'S BLOG? BUT, WHAT A CONCERN TO A YOUNG GRANDSON, WHO JUST MOVED TO UTAH TO BE AROUND FAMILY, TO WONDER IF GRANDMA IS GOING TO BE ALIVE IN THE NEXT YEAR? A HARD ONE TO SWALLOW, BUT HEY, THE MAYORS HAVE THE SHITS, OR THE SCHMIDTS, RIGHT? MAYBE, MISSIONS, BOY SCOUTS, AND MARRIAGES, WILL GET A BIT BORING AFTER AWHILE? MAYBE NOT. MORE PROPER, I AM SURE. YOU KNOW, SUE AND KEVIN ARE OUT OF TOWN RIGHT NOW, WHILE NICOLE IS DOWN IN ST. GEORGE STAYING AT THEIR HOME, COVER FOR SUE BEING IN WASHINGTON, D.C., TRYING TO PASS HERSELF OF AS GINA HASPEL? KAY IS THE BEHIND THE SCENES FIX IT ALL GIRL, GINA, LOOKED LIKE SHE WAS A BIT TOO THICK IN THE ASS, A BIT FLAT, AND SHE HAD, SUE'S SAGGY EYELIDS FOR SURE! SO THE MORMON SITE WITH HASPEL ON IT, LINKING HER TO MY BLOG, IS THE REAL ONE, BUT, THE SIDE BY SIDE, THAT I PUT UP, WHAT, EITHER FRIDAY OR SATURDAY, IS SURE AS SHIT, NOT THE SAME CHICK, AS THE ONE ON BOTH, THE NEWS CHANNEL, I GOT THE PIC FROM, AND NOT THE GINA, THE MORMON CHURCH HAS ON THEIR SITE????? A MOMENT TO MMMMMMM/? OH, WELL, A MAZAMA RIGHT? WHATEVER. INVISIBLESOLID. MET THE REAL ENEMY. THE MORMON CHURCH! WELCOME TO THE NEW WORLD DISORDER! NO CHURCH & STATE, WELCOME TO A WORLD THEOCRACY. YOU SEE, THAT IN THE MORMON CHURCH, IF THAT IS THE STANDARD, SUE, FOR SURE, OUTRANKS ME . . . SHE HAS BEEN A BISHOP'S WIFE, A STAKE PRESIDENT'S WIFE, CONNECTED TO MITT ROMNEY, SHE HAS BEEN A RELIEF SOCIETY PRESIDENT, SAM AND STAFFORD, HER SONS, NOT THE RED HEAD, ROCK STAR, ELLIOT, MINE, AT LEAST UNTIL THE BLOG IS DONE, SERVED MISSIONS, AND SUE AND KEVIN, ALLEGEDLY SERVED A MISSION TO TURKEY AT THE SAME TIME, THAT GENERAL FLYNN, WAS BEING PAID TO BE A LOBBYIST, IN WASHINGTON, D.C. FOR TURKEY'S PRESIDENT, ERDOGEN, OR WHOEVER, AND ALSO, COULD EASILY, HAVE MADE THE CONTACTS IN RUSSIA, GETTING FLYNN THROUGH THE DOOR WITH PUTIN TO THE DINNER, AS WELL AS JILL STEIN, TO SPLIT THE VOTE, BETWEEN TRUMP AND HILLARY AS A THIRD PARTY CANDIDATE! WOW! THOSE MORMON MISSIONS, ARE GOOD FOR ALL KINDS OF THINGS, FROM, COVER, FOR OTHER NON-GOVERNMENT ACTIVITIES, THAT, DO THE BIDDING OF THE MORMON CHURCH, THUS DOING THE BIDDING OF THE FBI AND CIA, NOT NECESSARILY, OPERATING AS AGENTS FOR THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, BUT FOR THE NEW WORLD OF DISORDER, WITH CIA AND MILITARY AT THE TOP TIER, SUBJUGATING, (HACKED, JUST NOW, AT 4:18 PM) ALL COUNTRIES, PRESIDENTS, THEIR CONGRESS, THEIR COURTS, THEIR PENTAGONS, THEIR DOMESTIC COPS, LIKE THE FBI, UNDER, THE TWO ORDERS, FROM ALL COUNTRIES, WORLD WIDE, ALL G-8 COUNTRIES AT LEAST! SO, IN A THEOCRACY, SUE IS FAR MORE QUALIFIED TO BE CIA DIRECTOR, FOR THE MORMON CHURCH, USING MY CREDENTIALS, AND BLOG AS A WORLDWIDE COVER, GAMING, GINA, SUE, KAY, ME, AND WITH ME HATING ALL OF THEM! NO THANKS! IF I CAN'T RUN THE CIA, FUCK YOU! YOU DON'T GET TO CLAIM MY BLOG, THE CIA, PRIDE A JOY, MOST LIKELY WORLDWIDE WITH ALL THEIR PEERS, KEEPING THEM, ALL CLOSE TO THE CUFF, FACE IT! WITHOUT MY KEY BANK, EVEN WITH THE KIDS, YOUR FUCKED! I AM NOT PLAYING ANY MORE! KAY WILL TANK THIS BLOG WITHIN A MONTH, ALL THE BUILDING AND CONSTRUCTION OF THE MOB, TANKED, THE MORMON CHURCH, BELLY UP, AND, CITIES, WHO PLAYED, LIVING WITH, SKYSCRAPER, SIZED, HOLES IN THE GROUND AND HALF FINISHED BUILDINGS! LENDING MONEY SO FAST, IT WOULD MAKE, WHAT'S HER NAME FROM THE EXORCIST', HEAD SPIN EVEN FASTER THAN, IT DID! MORE THAN THE MAIN ACTRESS WILL BE BARFING UP GREEN STUFF, COMING UP WITH THE MONEY TO COVER, THIS PARKING LOT, WITHOUT ME, TO PUSH AROUND! FEED 4? GONE. LAW ENFORCEMENT FUCKED ME, FUCK THEM! GONE IS GONE, GO MEANS GO! I WAS WILING TO KEEP WRITING TO COVER, THEIR MISTAKES, BUT IT IS PLAIN TO SEE, THAT, YOUR CHOICE IS THE MOB, MORMONS, AND MEN IN BLACK, THAT GOES FOR KIDS TOO! LAGOON IS OFF! I DON'T REWARD SHITTY BEHAVIOR, NEVER DID, NEVER WILL! GET KAY AND BRETT, OR RACHEL AND JAMES, OR SUE AND KEVIN, OR SHELLEY AND FRANK, HAIRY, DICK AND SALLY, TO COVER THE NEARLY $800 TO GET IN . . . I CAN THINK OF BETTER THINGS TO DO WITH MY MONEY, THAN SPEND IT ON UNGRATEFUL KIDS, FOR 20 FUCKING YEARS! FUCK YOU!

ROSANNE THE DEMON MOTHER!

LOL.

PERFECT.

THE PERFECT MOTHER IS GONE AWOL!

SMILE.

SIMMA.

TAKE ALL YOUR FUCKING BUTTON CELLS AND SHOVE THEM UP KAY'S SAGGY, HAGGY, SKINNY, SHITTY, BUTT FUCKING ASS . . . SHARE THEM WITH SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFFANY, MARCIE, JARED, GRANDMA AND PA!

I HATE THE FUCKING SOUTHWICKS MORE THAN, I CAN SAY!  GOD, THANK GOD I HAVE NO ROOTS ON THE GROUND!

TUG-O-WAR IS OVER!

YOU GET THEM!

SA-LA-V!

THIS CHICK IS NO SLAVE ANY MORE!

HANG-EM WHEN THEY ALL GO BELLY UP! IF THEY HAVEN'T ALREADY!

I AM WHITE, FREE, AND OVER THE AGE OF 21!

ONCE YOU GOT BLACK YOU'LL NEVER GO BACK?  FUCK, ONCE YOU GO BLACK, YOU WILL NEVER GO BACK!

LOL.

SAW TWO, MILES AND MILES LOOKING TWINS, HOLDING HANDS, LUTHER BURBANK!

DEVIL'S IN THE DETAILS!

BYE.

P.S., TWO MORE SHORT DREAMS . . . "DREAM THE FUTURE," IS NOT, SIGOURNEY WEAVER OR SEE GORE NEY (JUDGE NEY MARRIED ME AND FRANK, AKA, ALLAN REX BESS, MURDERED BY SHELLEY AND FRANK!) WEAVER LIFE INTO MINE . . . SHELLEY DOESN'T HAVE MEMORIES, LET ALONE, DREAMS, ALL THE SOUTHWICKS MOCKED ME FOR MARRYING ZEKE OR RICHARD CLIFTON SECRIST, FATHER OF THE 4 KIDS, I AM GIVING TO, THEIR SURROGATE PARENTS, COP SHITS . . . MOCKED ME FOR GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, AFTER HAVING A DREAM TO DIVORCE THEIR FATHER, AND GOING TO LAW SCHOOL!

DREAM #2, ONE IS ABOVE . . . THIS IS SO, RIGHT ON, FOR SEE GORE NEY WEAVER . . . IN THIS DREAM, TWO LITTLE SPOTTED, CUBS, OR WHATEVER, MOUNTAIN LIONS, ARE CALLED, WERE RAISED FOR A FEW WEEKS, THAN, SACRIFICED, TO SOME, BURRITO, DINNER?  YUCK!  I WATCHED, "FRIENDS" LAST NIGHT, AND RACHEL, I THINK, THAT IS THE ACTRESS, IN REAL, JENNIFER ANISTON, BUT SHE COOKS, SOME THANKSGIVING DESERT, THAT HAS MEAT, WHIP CREAM, AND WHATEVER IN IT . . . BUT, THIS DREAM, LEOPARDS DO NOT CHANGE THEIR SPOTS!  TAKING SHELLEY AND ME, THE TWO BABY MOUNTAIN LIONS, WHICH IS WERE THE TOTAL ECLIPSE OF ME, STARTED, AFTER THE FIRST, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, WEAVER, WITH JENNIFER, THAT IS ABOUT, HOW WELL THEY MIX!  ALIEN CHICK, WITH ALL AMERICAN BEAUTY JEN!  BUT, THAT DREAM, MIGHT SHOW, HOW FAR, BACK THIS GIG, STARTED?  BABIES!  THE NEXT DREAM, MIGHT ALSO, GIVE SOME INSIGHT!  THE COUNTER-INTEL COMMUNITY, DEEP SIXES, PEOPLE ALL THE TIME, MIXES, BLENDS, WEAVES, AND KILLS, ONE FOR THE OTHER!

DREAM #3
IN THIS DREAM, ME AND SHELLEY, WERE TOGETHER, ME LOOKING THE ATTORNEY, WITH THE "A" LINE HAIRDO, I ALWAYS WORE, AND SHELLEY, WITH HER, LONG DARK HAIR SHE HAS HAD ALL HER FUCKING LIFE!  SHIT?  BUT, IN THE DREAM, WE WERE WITH, A DUDE, FROM, LIGHT YEARS BACK, BUT NOT . . . BARBARA WILLIAMS, WAS MY BEST FRIEND, UP UNTIL, I WAS IN ABOUT, 2ND GRADE, THEN, JAN DAVIS CAME ALONG . . . KAY AND BARBARA, WERE FRIENDS, EARLIER THAN THAT . . . BARBARA'S OLDEST BROTHER, DWIGHT WILLIAMS, WHOM, I THOUGHT OF THE OTHER, DAY, WHO SPOKE, 7 LANGUAGES, FLUENTLY, BACK WHEN WE WERE YOUNG AND HE GOT BACK FROM A MORMON MISSION.  HE BECAME AN "INTERNATIONAL LAW ATTORNEY" AND I REMEMBER, HIM, PULLING UP TO THE WILLIAMS HOME, DRIVING HIS, MAROON, VOLVO STATIONWAGON, THAT, FORMED MY TASTE IN CARS, ALONG WITH, JAGUR, THAT I GOT, GOING CAR HUNTING WITH MY FATHER, FOR MY, 9TH OR 10TH BIRTHDAY.  PERHAPS, DWIGHT, HAD SOME INFLUENCE ON ME TOO, ALONG WITH, THE CHRISTENSENS, WHO WERE PROFESSORS, LAWYERS AND JUDGES!  I HAVE BEEN TWO OF THE THREE!  I AM A CHRISTENSEN, IN A FAMILY OF SOUTHWICKS!  BUT, IN THIS DREAM, THE THREE OF US, ME, SHELLEY, AND DWIGHT, WHO ALSO HAS A YOUNGER BROTHER, MARK, WHO, IS ALSO I BELIEVE A TAX ATTORNEY, BUT HE WAS NOT IN THE DREAM, TOO CLOSE TO SHELLEY'S AGE TO TELL THE TRUTH, EVEN THOUGH, MARK AND I, GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER, A BIT, THROUGH, LEE WHITE, WHO WAS MARRIED TO MARILYN, I THINK, MEMORY, A FEMINIST, MORMON, ALL OF US, INTO, EARLY MORMON HISTORY, SHE TYPE SET THE BOOK, MORMON ENIGMA, A BOOK THAT ALMOST COST ME, WHATEVER TESTIMONY I HAD LEFT!  LOL.  YOUNG MORMON INTELLECTUALS!
SO, ME, DWIGHT, AND SHELLEY, ALL, LOOKING LIKE WE WOULD HAVE WHEN, I WAS PRACTICING LAW, BACK IN SAY THE 90'S, AND LOOKED JUST LIKE I DID, WERE ALL GOING DANCING . . . SHELLEY, NEVER, EVER DANCED, THAT I RECALL, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED IT, BUT, I DRESSED MUCH, LIKE I DID FOR WORK, IN THE DREAM, NICE JACKET, WHITE SHELL OR BLOUSE, AND SLACKS, CLASSY, SIMPLE, AND ME.  IT SEEMS LIKE SHELLEY, WAS GOING OR DID WEAR A DRESS, WHICH, LIKE HILLARY, I HAVEN'T WORN, FOR, 20 GREAT YEARS!  LOL.  THAT GOP THING, WITH SHELLEY.  I HAVE NO DRESSES.  BUT, IN THE DREAM, WE WERE EATING, AND I COULDN'T FINISH MY DINNER, SO I GAVE MY CHICKEN, TO DWIGHT, WHO, TOOK IT, HESITATING, AND AT SOME POINT IN THE DREAM, WE WENT TO DWIGHT'S LAW OFFICE, AND TO MY SHOCK, HIS OFFICE, WAS NO BIGGER, THAN, THE SIZE OF A HALF BATHROOM?  IT WAS VERY TASTEFULLY DECORATED, AND MAYBE HE IS RETIRED, HE IS MUCH OLDER THAN, ME, WE WERE JUST KIDS, WHEN, HE GOT BACK FROM HIS MISSION AND WENT TO LAW SCHOOL, AND MARRIED NAN?  BUT, PERHAPS, THE CHICKEN IS SYMBOLIC, OF HIS KNOWLEDGE, OF THE SCOPE OF THIS INTERNATIONAL BLOG, MAKING ME AN INTERNATIONAL ATTORNEY, BUT NOT,  AN INTERNATIONAL, LAW ATTORNEY, DISTINCTIONS, AND DISTINGUISHING BETWEEN, THE TYPES OF LAW . . . HE ACTUAL, TRANSACTIONAL LAW, DEALING WITH CORPORATIONS FROM, DIFFERENT COUNTRIES, I WOULD IMAGINE, AND ME A WORLDWIDE BLOGGER!  PERHAPS, HE SEES, THAT MY STYLE OF BLOGGING LAW, HAD INFLUENCED THE WORLD, HAPPINESS LOOKS, GORGEOUS ON ME!  SHELLEY IS MARRIED, I AM THE HAPPY WIDOW, AND SINGLE!  BUT, DWIGHT, WOULD HAVE FOLLOWED, HIS SISTER'S CHILDHOOD FRIEND.
AN INTERESTING, SIDEBAR, ON MARK . . . WHEN, I WAS IN 9TH GRADE, SHELLEY WAS A JUNIOR, AND MARK WILLIAMS, HAD JUST GRADUATED, THE YEAR BEFORE, AND HIS BAND, WERE PLAYING AT THE OPENING SCHOOL, STOMP . . . MARK AND HIS BUDDY, MIKE ROBINSON, HOTTER THAN HOT, WE USED TO SPY ON MARK AND ROBINSON, BUT, THEY, INVITED ME AND BARBARA, JAN, WENT TOO, TO THE STOMP . . . SHELLEY THREW A SHIT FIT, FOUGHT WITH MOM AND DAD, FOR LETTING ME GO TO A DANCE BEFORE I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL.  WE WENT AND WE HOOKED UP WITH, THE POLLACK BROTHERS, ONE AN ATHLETE, AND THE OTHER, A CLASS OFFICER!

DREAM #4 . . . LOL.  JUST A MAN'S HAND, FLIPPING ME OFF, MARRIED, RING ON FINGER!

HEY, I DON'T KNOW WHO IS MARRIED AND WHO IS NOT!  CADS WILL BE CADS, WILL BE CADS!

LOL.

I DIDN'T MARRY HER!  GRAVITY CAN BE A REAL DRAG!  I'VE BEEN THERE.

I WOULD NEVER, TEMP YOU TO LEAVE A WIFE . . . BUT IF I DON'T KNOW, BLAME YOURSELF, IF I RESPONDED TO WHAT YOU DID . . . NA, NEITHER OF THE MEN, WHOM, I AM ATTRACTED TO, SILLY ME, COULD BE MARRIED, THEY, WIFIES, DID NOTHING TO, ENCOURAGE ME OR, CAUSE ME TO WRITE ABOUT THEM, SERIOUSLY, I CAN MAKE LOVE OUT OF NOTHING!  IMAGINARY LOVERS.
I WOULD, ALTHOUGH, NOT, TELL YOU TO STAY IN A MARRIAGE THAT IS DEAD!

IF THE SHOE NO LONGER FITS . . .

I AM GRATEFUL TO THE MAN, WHO TEMPTED ME, OUT OF MY MARRIAGE, THEN, I DUMPED HIS ASS, TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL . . . HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO THE LAW, EVER SINCE!

WATCH THE AGE OF INNOCENCE!  THAT IS A GREAT SHOW, THAT DISPLAYS, TEMPTATION, THE PLUS AND MINUS'S IN LIFE . . . DANIEL DAY LEWIS, IS TRUE TO HIS FIANCE', CAN'T REMEMBER HER NAME, BUT HE DOES HAVE AN AFFAIR, BEFORE MARRIAGE, WITH MICHELLE PFIEFFER, BUT IN THE END, HE HAS FOUR BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, IS A LAWYER, RELATIVELY HAPPY WITH HIS CHOICE, AND MICHELLE COMES TO SEE HIM, HE SEES HER OUT BY THE LAKE, AND DECIDES TO LEAVE THINGS, AS THEY ARE . . .

THERE ARE SACRIFICES AND CONSEQUENCES ON BOTH SIDES!

DO I REGRET, WHAT I DID?  NO.  COULD LIFE HAVE BEEN EASIER STAYING MARRIED?  SURE.  I MADE HARD, CHOICES, ALL THE TIME, STILL DO, CASE IN POINT.

THE KIDS ARE SAFE, THEY KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME, CUT THE APRON STRINGS THEY WILL BE FINE WITH MORE CHOICES, THAN, WITH ME, AND THAT IS A MOTHER WHO, LOVES THEM!

THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES, WHICHEVER WAY THEY GO, BUT THE WAR IS OVER!

AS I ENTERED, THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY, THERE WERE TWO LITTLE BLONDE HAIR GIRLS, WITH AN ASIAN, CHICK, WHO LOOKED NO MORE LIKE THEM, THAN, GRETA AND NICOLE LOOK, LIKE KAY . . . THE MOTHER, NOT MUCH, INVOLVED, CROSSFIRE HURRICANE, BUT, THE LITTLEST GIRL, LOVED ON THE WOMAN, THE OLDEST HAD HER ARM STUCK IN A SLEEVE . . . GRETA TO TAKE MY PLACE AS WRITER . . . ONLY ONE WHO MIGHT COULD!  GENETICS, CANCELS, OUT THAT BITCH, TOTALLY, SHIT?  LOOKS NOTHING LIKE EITEHR GIRL.  THERE IS A BOOK, ON DISPLAY, AT, EITHER KIRKLAND OR BELLEVUE LIBRARY, THAT SHOWS TWO YOUNG GIRLS, SITTING ON A DOCK, NEAR A RIVER, AND THE BOOK IS CALLED, "BEFORE WE WERE YOURS."  THEY LOOKED LONELY AND SAD.

ALOT OF THIS SHIT, IS BROUGHT ON, BY SPOUSES!  POKER LOVER.  I DON'T WANT, LIARS IN MY FAMILY.  LAST NIGHT ON THE BUS, THERE WAS A COUPLE, THE GUY, WAS A CHRIS, LOOK-ALIKE, AND THE CHICK, HIS WIFE, LOOKED, LIKE A KAT, LOOK-A-LIKE, THEY WERE SWEET, LOVING, AND TENDER WITH ONE ANOTHER.  YOU COULD FEEL THE LOVE, AND TWICE, NOT ONCE, A BUS WITH THE AD, "BEAUTIFUALLY EXCLUSIVE" WENT BY . . . FUCK YEAH!  THE GUY WAS NOT AS GOOD LOOKING, NOR WAS, THE GIRL, HALF AS BEAUTIFUL AS KAT, BUT, WHAT SCARED ME WAS, SOME DUDE GOT ON, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, "C.C. FILSON" BAG!  WERE THEY TESTING A DOUBLE, TO SEE, IF I COULD TELL THE DIFFERENCE OR IF I REPSONDED TO THEM?

SHIT ASS GAMES, GAMES AND MORE GAMES, FUCKING TRUE LOVE, ALWAYS!

FUCK YOU, KAY, YOU TOTAL, 100% LOSER!