CHICAGOLAND. LET THOSE KIDS GO! SKY BOX LIVE. THE FURIES! INDIAN GAMING. TO LIVE HEROICALLY. LOVE WINS. ACE PAINT STUDIO. DREAM BIG. THE PERFECT MATCH. NATURAL GROCERS. THE STRANGER SHE LOVED. FINAL ACT. DEATH NOTIFICATION. THE STRENGHT IS REAL. SO, YESTERDAY, AFTER WRITING MY "FUZZY WUZZY WAS A BEAR BLOG" I WAS WALKING BACK TO THE POVERELLO FROM THE BUS UP ON SCOTT CIRCLE, AND WHILE SITTING AT THE "BIKE DOCTOR" OF MISSOULA, MT, ON THEIR LITTLE FLOWER BOX, THERE IS A SPACE THAT FITS MY ASS PERFECTLY, SO I ALWAYS SIT AND PONDER THE TRUTHS OF THE UNIVERSE FOR A FEW MINUTES TO DECOMPOSE FROM THE DAY, AND LOW AND BEHOLD, I SEE FOR THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE, A GRAY TRUCK, WITH A COP SHIELD ON THE PASSENGER DOOR, AND, THEN, AGAIN, I NOTICE, A COP, I AM UNFAMILIAR WITH, "FEDERAL WILDLIFE OFFICER." AFTER THE CONFUSION WITH THE U.S. GEOLOGICAL SURVEY WORKING FOR THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, UNDER THE DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE, I THOUGHT, WHO DOES THIS GUY WORK FOR AND HOW DOES HE BEST FIT INTO THE FEDERAL PICTURE, OF GOVERNMENT BURACRACY? THEN THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, WITH AS MUCH SENSE AS SOME OF THE REST OF THE FEDERAL ORGANIZATIONAL CHART, THAT HE PROBABLY WORKS FOR THE U.S. DEPARTMENT OF EDCUATION! LOL. PARTY. WILDIFE. COACH? GET IT? LOL. I AM GOING TO HAVE TO DO THE NERD THING AND GOOGLE THAT DUDE! INTERESTING. SO, THE FIRST 10 OF THE EXPANSIVE LANDSCAPE OF THE DEMOCRATIC 2020 PRESIDENTIAL HOPEFULS, DEBATED LAST NIGHT. AFTER ALL THE HOOPALA, I MISSED IT! I WAS AT THE LIBRARY, IN THE AFTERNOON, WATCING TRUE CRIME, AFTER A QUICK TRIP TO BONNER BY BUS, TO CHILL AND LOOK AT THE GORGEOUS MOUNTAINS, PINES, AND RIVER, PARTICULARLY BEAUTIFUL IN THE MISTY RAINY WEATHER . . . SO THE PLAN WAS, TO GET SOME NEWS, PRE-DEBATE CHIT-CHAT FROM THE NEWS PROS, WATCH SOME TRUE CRIME, ON I.D. NETWORK, GO BACK TO THE POV. GET DINNER, ALWAYS GOOD, THEN, I HAD ALREADY TOLD THE STAFF THAT I WAS CHECKING OUT, UNTIL, ABOUT 10:30 PM, TO WATCH THE DEBATES BACK AND THE LIBRARY, ON THE LAPTOP, SEEING THE FEDS, FRIED 8 OF MY OWN LAPTOPS AND CHROMEBOOKS, THEN CATCH THE 9:33 PM, BUS 1, BACK TO THE POVERELLO, AND I GOT A BED! GLORIOUS DAYS ARE HERE AGAIN. I LOST MY BED WHEN I TOOK OFF TO UTAH, VIA, YELLOWSTONE AND BACK, SO I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING ON A MAT FOR THE LAST MONTH, ALMOST . . . SO, AHHHHHHH. SLEEP WONDERFUL SLEEP. SO, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE BUS TO DINNER, OUTSIDE THE LIBRARY WITH TWO LIBRARIANS, THIS CONSTRCUTION TRUCK, WHITE AND I FORGOT TO WRITE DOWN, WHAT WAS WRITTEN ON THE SIDE, PULLED UP, TOOK ONE LOOK AT ME, AND DASHED AROUND THE NEW LIBRARY CONSTRUCTION SITE, AND, THEN BARRELED, THE OTHER WAY, GOING TOWARD THE UNIVERSITY OR MADISON AVENUE, SOMETHERE . . . THEN, I REMEMBERED, THAT, MY LIFE REALLY IS NOT SAFE, ANYWHERE, RIGHT NOW, PARTICULARLY AFTER THE ART OF WAR, OVER MY BLOG YESTERDAY! FUCK? AM I CRAZY TO THINK I CAN LIVE A NORMAL LIFE? WELL, I CAN'T. I WAS READING IN THAT BOOK, "CHICAGO" ABOUT A JOURNALIST, LOOKING INTO SEVERAL MOB KILLINGS OR SHOOTINGS, AND, HE WENT TO A WHORE HOUSE, TALKED TO THIS MADAME, AND, WANTED TO SEE IF SHE HAD SOME INFORMATION, BECAUSE ONE OF HER GIRLS, WAS, ONE OF THE DEAD MAN'S, MISTRESS OR FAVORITE WHORE . . . EVEN HE WAS THREATENED, AND TOLD, THAT IF HE WROTE ANY OF THIS DOWN, HE WOULD BE KILLED, SO WHERE DOES THAT PUT ME, WITH A BLOG THAT GARNERS ABOUT A BILLION A DAY, BEHIND ALL THE CONSTRUCTION, FROM UTAH TO VEGAS, TO MISSOULA, TO SEATTLE AND BEYOND, TO THE WORLD'S LARGEST CONSTRUCTION COMPANY BEING RUN OUT OF ARLEE, MONTANA? YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME! THAT APPEARED TO ME TO BE A WARNING THAT THERE WAS SHIT PLANNED FOR ME, WHEN, I CAME BACK AND NIGHT, WITH FEWER PEOPLE AROUND TO WATCH THE DEBATES ON THE LIBRARY'S COMPUTERS! NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA! SO I GOT MY TRUSTY, CHEAP ASS, RADIO, AND TUNED INTO NPR, HAPPY DAYS, THEY WERE DOING PRE-DATE COVERAGE, BUT THEY DIDN'T COVER THE DEBATES! SCREAM!!!!!! SO I WILL HAVE TO WATCH ALL THE POLITICAL PUNDITS, DO THEIR ANALYSIS OF THE DEBATES AND CATCH THE LIGHTLIGHTS! WHATEVER. I KNOW MOST OF THE CANDIDATES ANYWAY, SO, THERE PROBABLY WASN'T MUCH NEW, I WAS GOING TO HEAR, BUT I WAS DISAPPOINTED, TO SAY THE LEAST. BUT I GOT A GREAT HOT SHOWER AND GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP, SO, THAT WAS GOOD! PRETTY LOW KEYED DAY, I DO HAVE TWO CASES, THAT OR OF NOTE AND INTEREST, AND THE ONE, CALLED "THE PERFECT NANNY" IS A PERFECT RENDITION OF THE MORMON MALE AND THEIR PSYCHOLOGY, AND, IT STINKS! THIS CASE WAS COVERED ON NANCY GRACE SHOW, SHE IS A FORMER PROSECUTOR AND COVERS ALL THE DIRTY LAUNDRY TYPE CASES, AND 20/20 OR SOMEONE PICKED UP THE STORY, AND INTERVIEWED THE DAUGHTERS OF THE MURDERED MOTHER, THIS WAS A VERSION OR WENT MORE INTO THE BACKGROUND OF THE COUPLE, BUT IN TRUE, JEALOUSY FASHION, SOMEONE CUT OFF THE LAST SEGMENT OF THE SHOW, AND, ON THE NEXT ONE TOO, "FINAL ACT" . . . I WAS LIKE, WHY THE FUCK WOULD SOMEONE, THINKING ORIGINALLY, THE TV SHOW, BUT WHY WOULD THEY, THEN THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, THAT THE HACKERS WHO WANT TO STOP ME FROM, DOING COVERAGE OF THE CASES, HEY, WHAT DOES SOMEONE DO, WHAT THEY WERE TRAINED TO DO! NOW THE FRAUD BROADS WERE NOT TRAINED AND I AM SURE THERE IS A BIG ASS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, A PROFESSIONAL IN THE FIELD WRITING, AND HACKERS THAT JUST STEAL WHAT I DO, OR AT LEAST CLAIM THEY ARE ME! FUCKING PATHETIC, OR MEN, WHO SAY THEY ARE TRAINING COPS AND PROSECUTORS WHEN, IT IS REALLY ME AND HAS BEEN OFF AND ONE FOR YEARS, ON THE CONSTITUTION FOR ALL, ALMOST 6 YEARS! GROW THE FUCK UP! GOD? SO A FEW SONGS, THEN, RIGHT INTO THE CASES . . . A MORMON FEMALE ATTORNEY'S OPINION AND INSIGHTS, INTO, LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN THE BEEHIVE STATE! PRIESTHOOD PERROGATIVE, PROTECTION, PRIVILEGE . . . TO KILL YOUR OWN WIFE? TWO SMART DAUGHTERS, ONE A MEDICAL STUDENT, REFUSED TO DROP THE CASE, AND LET HER DAD AND HIS "PERFECT NANNY" GET AWAY WITH, THE MURDER, AND LATER, IDENTITY THEFT, BANK AND CREDIT CARD FRAUD, AND SOCIAL SECURITY FRAUD, IF NOT, ALTERING GOVERNMENT DOCUMENTS! IT MATTERS WHO IS AT THE TABLE, PARTICULARLY IN MORMON UTAH! FUCK! SO LET'S DO IT TO IT, ALRIGHT . . . . MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW! OH, I ALMOST FORGOT FOR THE THIRD DAY IN A ROW! "KIDS EAT FREE" AT THE LIBRARY! 11:30 AM TO 1:00 PM. HOW GREAT! MOM, KIDS CAN CATCH THE BUS FREE, THEN, IF THEY GO TO THE LIBRARY, A GREAT PLACE FOR THEM TO HANG OUT, TEENS ROOM AND ALL, NOT SURE OUT THE AGES, BUT, THEN, RATHER THAN HAVE TO STOP, AND CATCH A RIDE BACK TO ON THE BUS, BEFORE THEY ARE READY, THEY CAN JUST GET LUNCH! PERFECT! SHORT DREAM I HAD LAST NIGHT, VERY SYMBOLIC OF WHAT HAPPENED IN THE HACK WAR! I WAS GETTING MY HAIR CUT, AND IT DIDN'T APPEAR TO BE VOLUNTARY, OR IT WAS NOT HOW I WOULD HAVE HAD MY HAIR CUT, AND I HAVE BEEN BUTCHERED TWICE IN THE LAST TWO YEARS, SO, NOW, I JUST LET IT GO WILD! BUT IN THE DREAM, SOMEONE WAS CUTTING, MY HAIR, LIKE, PIXIE SHORT, BUT, THEY STOPPED, AFTER DIONG ONE SIDE ALONE? NOW, MY BLOG, YESTERDAY WAS CUT OFF ABOUT, HALF WAY THROUGH IT! IF YOU HURT ME, YOU HURT BEARS! OR A PERSON, WHO COULD HAVE BEEN WARNED, WHAT TO LOOK FOR, OR HOW TO AVOID A SITE-CONFRONTATION WITH A GRIZZLY! JEALOUSY THAT YOU DIDN'T WRITE THE BLOG IS ONE THING, BUT, STEALING THE INFORMATION THAT SHOULD GO OUT FREE, MIGHT STOP THE VERY PEOPLE, WHO, READ MY BLOG, FROM GETTING INFORMATION FROM THE U.S. FOREST SERVCIE! SORRY THAT THE REPORTERS DIDN'T COVER, MORE OF THE GOOD COMMITTEE MEETING! I KNOW THERE IS SOME ANIMOSITY WITH THE FOREST SERVICE, OP ED ARTICLE, ON THEY DIDN'T KEEP THEIR WORD, ON EITHER ROAD CLOSUSES OR OPENING ROADS TO CUTTING TIMBER . . . I AM NOT INVOLVED IN THAT FIGHT, BUT, PROTECTING PEOPLE AND BEARS, I AM! LIVING WITH NATURE IN A CONNECTIVE WAY, IS COOL--SO ARE GRIZZLY BEARS! I AM PERSONALLY, NOT YET READY, TO BE PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE, FOR, RUNNING INTO A GRIZ, SO, I STAY OUT OF BEAR COUNTRY, FOR RIGHT NOW, I AM UNPREPARED! LOL. THEY SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME, SEEING THEM UP CLOSE! I AM NOT SURE WHAT I WOULD DO, REGARDLESS OF WHAT, I OUGHT TO DO . . . BEAR SPRAY IS NOT ENOUGH, I I WOULD BE ARRESTED FOR KILLING ONE WITH A GUN! LOL. SO, FOR RIGHT NOW, I AM COOL RIDING THE BUS TO BONNER AND BACK, AND, HEARING COOL BEAR ENCOUNTER STORIES FROM, FELLOW MONTANANS! SO, AFTER I WAS LEFT, IN MY DREAM SITTING IN THE BUTCHER CHAIR, MASQUARDING AS A BEAUTY PARLOR, IT WAS NOT IN THE DREAM, EITHER, BUT, SOME TYPE OF INSTITUTIONALIZATION! I GOT UP TO FIND THE HAIR STYLIST, OR WHOMEVER WAS CUTTING MY HAIR. I WALKED IN THIS REALLY BLEAK, INSTITUTION, LARGE BUIDLING WITH NOTHING IN IT REALLY, BUT, A FEW PEOPLE, WITH SIMILAR HAIR CUTS, OF ALL LENGTHS, BUT CUT ONLY ON ONE SIDE? PERHAPS, INDICATING, A "ONE-SIDED" STORY IS ALL YOU HEARD ON THESE PEOPLE? THEY PLACE WAS GRAY WALLS, NO FURNITURE, AND, LOOKED ALMOST LIKE SOME, ABANDONED, BUILDING, ALSO, VERY SYMBOLIC! IN THE NEXT SEGMENT OF THE SAME DREAM, INTERESTINGLY, MEG RYAN, THE MOVIE STAR OF TONS OF ROMANTIC COMEDIES, CHICK FLICKS, TOOK ME WITH HER, AND WERE DISCUSSING, TEACHING AT A UNIVERSITY, AND I SAID, THAT, I HADN'T TAUGHT FOR ABOUT 7 YEARS . . . I TEACH THE WORLD EVERYDAY, SO? I MUST HAVE BEEN THINKING FORMAL UNIVERSITY TEACHING, A PROFESSOR, LIKE I WAS A THREE UNIVERSITIES, AND WE WERE IN A SETTING, AGAIN, VERY, UNIVERSITY LOOKING, BUT WITH NO STUDENTS, BUT OLD TIME UNIVERSITY, LIKE, ME TEACHING IN ONE OF THE BUILDINGS, THE TALMAGE BUILDING ON PRESIDENTIAL CIRCLE, AT THE UNIVERSITY OF UTAH, WHERE I DID TEACH FAMILY LAW. IN THIS ROOM, LARGE, WITH A FEW DESKS AND TWO CHAIRS, THERE WAS, A SHEET OR CURTAIN, BETWEEN ONE PART OF THE ROOM AND THE OTHER, WHERE THE TWO CHAIRS WERE . . . THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THAT, BEHIND THE SCENES OF MY BLOG, IS A ROMANTIC COMEDY, SLASH, TRAGEDY TO SOME EXTENT! THE CAR, GREEN SUBARU, THAT LOOKS, LIKE IT BARELY MADE IT OUT OF "MARSHALL CANYON" A REAL CANYON, ACROSS FROM THE GOLF COURSE IN EAST MISSOULA . . . BUT WITH ALL I HAVE BEEN THROUGH, I HAVE BARELY SURVIVED, ALL THIS SHIT! NOW THE OTHER DAY, RIDING THE BUS FROM BONNER, OR THAT AREA, TO MISSOULA, A GROUP OF TEENS, GOT ON THE BUS. INTERESTING MIX, ONE VERY BEAUTIFUL YOUNG GIRL, LONG DIRTY BLOND HAIR, WEARING A RED AND GRAY STRIPPED SWEATER, CUT OFFS, AND, SHE WAS WITH, 5 GUYS, BURGERS AND FRIES! THE MIXTURE OF THE GIRLS AND BOYS, WAS, ALMOST, IDENTICAL, TO THE FIVE MEN, I AM TALKING ABOUT, WHO LOVE AND HATE ME ALL AT THE SAME TIME, SOME HAVE SEEN ME FOR TWENTY YEARS! YOU COULD TELL, ALL THE BOYS, LIKED THE GIRL. THE ONE SITTING NEXT TO HER, WAS TOO AFRAID TO TALK TO HER, FROZEN TO HIS SEAT, SHE WAS NEXT TO THE WINDOW, THE CUTE INDIAN BOY WAS, RAPPING AND SHOWING OFF, THERE LONG HAIRED, SKATER, LOOKING DUDE, WITH "LOSER" ON HIS BACK, WAS TEXTING, BUT, IN THE THREE SITTING ON THE BACK BENCH WHERE WAS SITTING, THEN THERE WERE TWO OTHERS, ALL HEALTHY GOOD LOOKING KIDS, LOVIN' ON LIFE, AND I THINK ENAMOURED WITH THE YOUNG BEAUTY, WHO WASN'T SAYING ANYTHING . . . SOME COWBOY ROAD INTO TOWN, SCORED A HOT WAITRESS AND ROAD OFF INTO THE SUNSET! LEAVING ALL THE MOMS AND KIDS IN THE TRAILER PARKS! VERY BEAUTIFUL KIDS! YOU ARE TO BE COMPLIMENTED, AND WELL BEHAVED FROM WHAT I SAW! FUN TO WATCH, THE DYNAMICS OF THE CREW! LOL. OH, SHIT, I FORGOT THE SECOND DREAM I HAD. ONCE THE ROMANITC COMEDY WITH ME AND MEG RYAN, QUEEN OF FUN CHICK FLICKS, LIKE, "WHEN HARRY MET SALLY" OR "SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE" OR "YOU'VE GOT MAIL . . .", THE DREAMSCAPE TOOK A MORE SINISTER VISION . . . IN THIS SECOND, OR PERHAPS, THIRD PART OF THE DREAM, I WAS IN THE OCEAN, HANGING ONTO A SMALL, BOAT, AND ALL THE SUDDEN, OUT OF THE DEEP BLUE SEA, THERE WAS A GREAT WHITE SHARK THAT CAME AT ME, ABOUT, 60 MPH, AND RIPPED ME IN HALF, SENDING MY BLOOD ALL OVER IN THE WATER! IT WAS, MORE DRAMATIC THAN THE NIGHT SCENE, WITH THE FIRST "JAWS" WHERE THE GIRL TAKES A LATE NIGHT SWIM, AND, THE SHARK GETS HER IN HIS MOUTH, AND FLIPS HER BACK AND FORTH LIKE A RAG DOLL! WAS THAT MY FATE WAITING FOR ME LAST NIGHT, WHEN, THE ALARM, FROM THE WHITE CONSTRUCTION TRUCK, RIPPED AROUND THE BLOCK, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE BUS . . . PLANNED ON ME STAYING AT THE LIBRARY, I BELIEVE . . . WENT TO ALERT, THE PLANNERS OF THE ATTACK, THAT, I WAS LEAVING. THERE WAS ALSO, A RED JEEP CHEROKEE, MY SIGN THAT, I HAD ANOTHER GREAT ESCAPE! I LEFT THE LIBRARY, WITH ABOUT, 20 OR SO MINUTES LEFT ON MY COMPUTER TIME, THAT MAY HAVE THROWN OFF THE STINK OP, PLANS! THAT WAS PRETTY MUCH IT! TIMES ARE CHANGING . . .

The Warrior

Patty Smyth

You run, run, run away
It's your heart that you betray
Feeding on your hungry eyes
I bet you're not so civilized

Well, isn't love primitive
A wild gift that you want to give
Break out of captivity
And follow me stereo jungle child
Love is the kill
You're heart's still wild

Shooting at the walls of heartache bang, bang
I am the warrior
Well, I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win
If you survive, the warrior, the warrior

You talk, talk, talk to me
You're eyes touch me physically
Stay with me, we'll take the night
As passion takes another bite
Oh, who's the hunter, who's the game
I feel the beat call your name
I hold you close in victory
I don't want to tame your animal style
You won't be caged
In the call of the wild

Shooting at the walls of heartache bang, bang
I am the warrior
Well, I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win
If you survive, the warrior, the warrior
I am the warrior

Shooting at the walls of heartache (shooting at the walls of heartache)
The warrior
I am the warrior
And heart to heart you'll win
Heart to heart you'll win
If you survive, the warrior, the warrior

Shooting at the walls of heartache
I am the warrior
Yes, I am the warrior
And victory is mine

Shooting at the walls of heartache
I am the warrior
Shooting at the walls of heartache bang, bang
I am the warrior

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Nick Gilder / Holly Knight

The Warrior lyrics © Music & Media Int'l, Inc, BMG Rights Management

The Times They Are A-Changin'

Me First and the Gimme Gimmes

Come gather 'round people
Wherever you roam
And admit that the waters
Around you have grown
And accept it that soon
You'll be drenched to the bone.
If your time to you
Is worth savin'
Then you better start swimmin'
Or you'll sink like a stone
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come senators, congressmen
Please heed the call
Don't stand in the doorway
Don't block up the hall
For he that gets hurt
Will be he who has stalled
There's a battle outside
And it is ragin'.
It'll soon shake your windows
And rattle your walls
For the times they are a-changin'.

Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don't criticize
What you can't understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin'.
Please get out of the new one
If you can't lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin'.

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Bob Dylan

The Times They Are A-Changin' lyrics © Audiam, Inc

THE PERFECT NANNY

• this case, just makes me sick . . . it is soooooo, Utah, males, their psychology, spiritual wifery, their image orientation, their shallowness, stupidity, family, values, it is all right in this case, so it brings in the FBI, CIA, NSA, and all the heavily manned, government organizations, that rely on Mormons to fill positions, that use foreign languages!  GOD THIS CASE IS SOOOO BAD, BUT SOOO, MORMON ILLUSIONS, SHIT, THAT GOT ME WHERE I AM!
  
  OF COURSE THE FUCKING, HACKERS, NSA, MORMON, FUCKS, AT THE LEHI NATIONAL SECURITY AGENCY, 30,000 FUCKING CYBER SPIES, IN UTAH, ARE FREAKED OUT BY ME WRITING THIS ONE . . . TOO FUCKING CLOSE TO HOME!  THEY ARE BLOCKING THE "BULLETS" OR MY SIGNATURE STYLE, SO, THAT THEY CAN MORE EASILY STEAL, AND FIX IT TO LOOK THE LOSERS STYLE OF SLOW STUPID MORMON BITCHES, AND BASTARDS!
  
  THE LONG AND SHORT OF THIS, YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET ME FIGHTING FOR HOURS, ON THIS ONE . . . NO, YOU CAN WATCH IT, YOU KNOW MY FEELINGS ON IT!  BASICALLY, A ATTRACTIVE YOUNG MAN AND WOMEN, MEET, I THINK AT SOME MORMON YOUNG, EVENT, AND ELOPE . . . DUDES ALREADY, SHOWING SIGNS OF "POWER AND CONTROL" OVER THIS BEAUTY!  SO, THEY HAVE FOUR KIDS OF THEIR OWN, PERFECT FAMILY, THEN, THEY ADOPTED FOUR GIRLS, ONE FROM THE UKRAINE, HE PROBABLY DID A MISSION THERE OR SOMETHING!
  
  THE GUY, CLAIMS TO BE A DOCTOR AND LAWYER, GOT TO BE THE BEST OF THE BEST FOR THE MORMONS, TO HAVE BRAGGING RIGHTS OVER, YOU, LIKE THEY WANTED OVER ME, BUT, I WAS A DEMOCRAT AND AFTER THEY FUCKED ME, AND POISONED ME, I GOT FAT, SO THE IMAGE WAS GONE . . . WORTHY OF MURDER IN THE STATE OF SILICONE BARBIES!  PLASTIC SURGERY CAPITAL OF THE WORLD, OVER HOLLYWOOD, AND LAS VEGAS, GO FIGURE!
  
  SO, DAD, STARTS TO HAVE A MELT-DOWN, AT 50, MALE MIDLIFE CRISIS, AND HE STARTS WORKING OUT, GETTING IN SHAPE, AND WIFE, STARTS TO BELIEVE HE IS HAVING AN AFFAIR, BECAUSE HE IS ACTING SO WEIRD AND REALLY GETS INTO HIS LOOKS AND PHYSICALITY.  SO HE GETS A BRIGHT IDEA, THAT HIS, DROP DEAD GORGEOUS WIFE, OF 50, NEEDS TO GET A FULL BLOWN, FACE LIFT AND PROBABLY A BOOB JOB TO BOOT, DIDN'T SAY.  HUBBY IS DOC, SO HE, TAKES OVER AND PRESCRIBES, HIS WIFE'S MEDS FOR HER!  A FEW DAYS AFTER SHE GETS HOME, SHE ALLEGEDLY DROWNS, IN THE BATHTUB IN THE COUPLE'S BEAUTIFUL HOME? 
  
  JUST BEFORE, THE MURDER, OF THE WIFE, SHE CONFIDES IN HER ELDEST DAUGHTER, WHO IS A MEDICAL STUDENT, AND SAYS, THAT IF SHE DIES, FROM THE SURGERY, DON'T LET IF BE HER HUSBAND.  YOUNGEST DAUGHTER, IS, CALLED, BY DAD TO GO IN AN CHECK ON MOM IN THE TUB . . . LITTLE GIRL SCREAMS, MOM IS UNDER THE WATER.
  
  NEIGHBORS ARE CALLED TO HELP HER OUT OF THE TUB, AND, COPS ARE CALLED, THIS TWO TIME BISHOP, WOULD NOT KILL HIS HOT WIFE, RIGHT?  NOT AFTER ALL THAT MONEY AND EFFORT TO MAKE HER EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN, SHE ALREADY WAS.  THE MURDERS IS CALLED AN ACCIDENTAL DROWNING, BY THE COPS AND THE MORGUE.
  
  OF COURSE, DAD HAS TO GET A NANNY FOR THE KIDS, AND HE, GETS, GYPSY JILLIAN WILSON, WHOM THE OLDEST DAUGHTER, HAD HEARD OF, SO SHE QUESTIONED THE NOT SO MOURNING DAD, WHO JUST WANTED THE FUNERAL TO GET OVER WITH, AS THE PERFECT NANNY WAS, SITTING AT THE BACK OF THE FUNERAL IN THE MORMON CHURCH!  CURRENT POLICY, IS THAT, MEN, CAN'T HAVE MORE THAN ONE WIFE, WHILE THE WIFE IS ALIVE, SO, OF COURSE IT MAKES SENSE, THAT TO HAVE ANOTHER, WIFE HE HAD TO KILL THE FIRST ONE . . . WITH IN 90 DAYS DAD HAVE GONE OFF THE DEEP END, AND, HE IS GOING TO MARRY THE PERFECT NANNY WHO WAS TAKING CARE OF THE KIDS AND DEAR OLD DAD TOO!  FUCK.  THE KIDS TRIED TO STOP DAD, AND THEY GAVE HIM AN ULTIMATUM, THAT, IT WAS HER OR THEM, HE CHOSE THEM . . . EVEN THREATENED TO GET HIS DAUGHTER, KICKED OUT OF MEDICAL SCHOOL!
  
  THE TWO OLDEST DAUGHTERS ARE LIKE FUCK THIS SHIT AND THEY START THEIR OWN, INVESTIGATION INTO DAD, AND HE IS NOT WHO HE HAS ALWAYS CLAIMED TO BE, AND THEIR WHOLE PERFECT MORMON LIFE WAS A LIE, AND BASED ON LIES!  THE STRANGER THEIR MOTHER LOVED!  THEY FOUND OUT THAT HE BRIEFLY SERVED IN THE MILITARY, BUT YEARS AND YEARS, LATER HE WAS COLLECTING $3,000 PER MONTH, FROM THE U.S. GOVERNMENT?  
  HE LIED, ON HIS TRANSCRIPTS FROM, MEDICAL SCHOOL AND LAW SCHOOL, SO I AM NOT SURE, THAT HE EVEN HAD A DEGREE IN MEDICINE OR LAW, BUT HE BRAGGED ABOUT IT AND WAS LARGE IN ANY CROWD WITH HIS CREDENTIALS!  WHEN, HE MURDERED HIS WIFE, HE HAD SOME LUCRATIVE APPOINTMENT BY THE GOVERNOR, OF UTAH, TO BE OVER, SOME, LARGE MEDICAL FACILITY, MAKING A SHIT LOAD OF MONEY . . . WAS HE EVEN QUALIFIED, OR WAS THIS A CASE OF "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN . . . " THAT THE MONEY AND RUN!  THE LATER!
  
  DADDY AND THE PERFECT NANNY, WHO WAS, NOT EVEN CLOSE TO AS PRETTY AS, HIS PERFECT WIFE, DECIDED TO SEND, THE ADOPTED, DAUGHTER FROM THE UKRAINE, BACK HOME FOR THE SUMMER, WHILE DADDY AND NANNY, STOLE HER IDENTITY, HER SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER, AND CREATED A WHOLE NEW IDENTITY FOR GYPSY WHO WAS IN BIG TIME DEBT, WITH, CREDITORS AND FAMILY HUNTING HER DOWN TO PAY THEM!  THEY GOT A HOLD OF DAUGHTER'S BIRTH CERTIFICATE, AND CHANGED THE DATE OF THE GIRL'S BIRTH, FOR NANNY, TO 20 YEARS OLDER, PUTTING, HER BIRTH DAY ON, THE DAY, OF THE FIRST WIVES FUNERAL!
  
  GYSPY'S MOTHER AND FATHER, SAID SHE WAS A PSYCHOPATH, AND SHE ATTACKED THEM, BIT HER MOTHER, ALMOST LEAVING TEETH MARKS, AND THEY SAID, SHE WAS MORE THAN CAPABLE OF MURDERING SOMEONE WITHOUT THINKING . . . SHE BLAMED, THIS VERY SMART NEW, NOT SO NEW LOVER!  THEY HAVE BEEN SEEING EACH OTHER FOR YEARS!!!!!!!
  
  THE OLDEST DAUGHTERS, FINALLY GOT TO PLEASANT GROVE, UTAH, COPS AND INVESTIGATORS TO LOOK BACK INTO THE CASE, AFTER THEY HAVE GONE TO THE GOVERNOR, AG'S OFFICE AND OTHER LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS AND PROSECUTORS!  FINALLY, THEY WERE ABLE TO GET, DAD AND THE PERFECT NANNY, ARRESTED AND CHARGED FOR STEALING THE IDENTITY OF THE UKRAINIAN DAUGHTER, WHO WAS FOUND IN DEPLORABLE CONDITIONS, IN THE UKRAINE!  THEY BROUGHT HER HOME.
  
  NOW AS I RECALL, THE DAUGHTERS AND THE COPS, FINALLY WERE ABLE TO UNCOVER, SOME OF THE FACTS, BUT THE FIRST INVESTIGATION, DIDN'T TAKE PICTURES OR SAVE EVIDENCE, JUST LISTENED TO THE GOOD TWO TIMES BISHOP, RIGHT!  BUT, SOME NEW COPS ON THE CASE, WITNEY AND, SOMEONE ELSE, DECIDED THE TUB WAS NOT BIG ENOUGH FOR THE WIFE TO HAVE DROWNED OR DIE THE WAY DAD SAID!  AS I RECALL, THEY DID SOME BODY, PLACEMENT, AND, NOTHING MATCHED THE WAY, DAD SAID SHE DIED, AND THE FOUR YEAR OLD YOUNGEST DAUGHTER, WAS A WITNESS AGAINST DAD, I THINK, AND AS I RECALL, FINALLY, DEAR OLD DAD, WENT TO PRISON FOR THE DEATH OF HIS WIFE!  SOOOOOO  UTAH!  SCREAM!  NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN UP AGAINST!  ADD D.C. MORMONS TO THAT MIX!  FUCK.  CURRENT MORMON SCRIPTURE, EVEN SAYS, THAT IF A MAN FINDS 10 VIRGINS, NOT ASSIGNED OR CLAIMED BY ANOTHER MAN, HE CAN TAKE THEM AND THE WOMEN, IF THEY REFUSE TO BARE THE VESSELS OF THE CHILDREN OF MEN, THEY ARE DAMNED, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT . . . CHECK OUT DOCTRINE AND COVENANTS, 132, THAT WAS THE SCRIPTURE THAT, THE MAN WHO MARRIED ME AND MY FIRST HUSBAND IN THE TEMPLE, TOLD US TO STUDY AND READ . . . DROVE ME OUT OF THE CHURCH!  LOL!  THANK GOD!
  
  

  THE ART OF WAR! 

GRIZZLY. A BEARS, BEAR! BLOOD STRUGGLE. I RAN WITH GRIZZLY BEARS! REBELUTION. QUEEN OF FEAR. REMEMBER, YOU ONLY GET WHAT YOU GIVE! WORK WITHOUT LIMITS! CUT IDENTITY THEFT. ADVANCED IMAGE. SPY THRILLER. MOMTANA UPTOP! THE FUTURE'S SO BRIGHT I GOTTA WEAR SHADES . . . DISCOVER THE DIFFERENCE. THE END OF A PARTNERSHIP? SIX POINTS PROS. LIKE I'M NOT A PRO? RIGHT. ALL CLOWNS. NO COWBOYS. LET THE COWBOYS RIDE AGAINST THE WIND! TIME IS A RODEO. I RODE THE BULLS & COWS 25 YEARS! ADD TO YOUR READING LIST, "THE ART OF WAR" BY SUN TZU. DID I READ ALL THESE BOOKS I AM SUGGESTING? FUCK YEAH, ABOUT, 30 TO 35 YEARS AGO. THEY WORK. SMILE. SWINK. "THE NAKED & AFRAID" FOR THE CLOTHED AND AMBITIOUS. FIRST DEMOCRATIC PRIMARY DEBATE WITH THE FIRST 10 PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES. 9 EASTERN TIME AND 7 MOUNTAIN TIME. NBC. MSNBC. TELEMUNDO. GET SOME SKIN IN THE GAME! PICK YOUR WINNER AND FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THEM! SHOULD BE TOP TV VIEWING. LAST NIGHT, LATE BREAKING NEWS, HOUSE JUDICIARY, CHAIR, GERRY NADLAR, AND HOUSE INTELLIGENCE COMMITTEE, CHAIR ADAM SCHIFF, GOT A LETTER FROM SPECIAL COUNSEL, IN THE RUSSIAGATE PROBE, FROM ROBERT MUELLER, LEAD PROSECUTOR, THAT HE AGREES, UNDER PROTEST, SO HOSTILE WITNESS, TO COME TESTIFY BEFORE BOTH COMMITTEES IN CONGRESS, IN HONOR OF THE CONGRESSIONAL SUBPOENA! THE RULE OF LAW. GOOD CALL, BOB. DON'T BE BOB NOXIOUS! DO IT RIGHT. TRUMP'S DIRECTOR OF CBP, CUSTOMS BORDER AND PATROL, SANDERS IS STEPPING DOWN IN LIGHT OF ALL THE RECENT CRITICISM OVER THE TREATMENT OF CHILDREN, AT THE SOUTHERN BORDER. TRUMP SAID, THE KIDS IN THE KIDDIE PRISONS AND CAGES, DON'T EVEN NEED TOOTH BRUSHES AND SOAP! COMING FROM A MAN WHO JUST HAD THE TAX PAYERS, PAY FOR HIS ENTIRE EXTENDED FAMILY, TO GO TO ENGLAND! FUCK. PRIORITIES, PLEASE. AFTER CANCELING THE IRAN NUKE DEAL, AFTER 13 YEARS OF WORK, BY A TWEET, NONETHELESS, TRUMP PUT SANCTIONS ON IRAN . . HOW DO YOU NEGOTIATE WITH A KNIFE AT YOUR THROAT? UGLY AMERICANS. WE BREAK THE DEAL AND MAKE IRAN PAY FOR OUR CANCELATION OF A CONTRACT, THAT IRAN WAS KEEPING? FUCKED UP FOR SURE! SENATOR, MARK BLUMENFELD AND 200 OTHER MEMBERS OF CONGRESS, JUST GOT A FAVORABLE RULING, ON THEIR LAW SUIT AGAINST THE PRESIDENT, ON HIS VIOLATIONS, DAILY, VIOLATIONS OF THE EMOLUMENTS CLAUSE, THE MOST PRE-EMPTIVE ANTI-CORRUPTION CLAUSE IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! YAHOO! CLEANING THE SWAMP ONE CABINET MEMBER AFTER ANOTHER, STRAIGHT TO THE PRESIDENT! YOUR WISH IS OUR COMMAND, PREZ. DEMS. A SMILE IS ALWAYS ON THE MENU. SUNBEAM. OF MONSTERS & MEN. 100 BAD DAYS. 100 GOOD STORIES. 100 GOOD STORIES MAKES YOU INTERESTING AT A PARTY. NO, I AIN'T AFRAID OF YOU! YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT TO PARTY! REBEL JUST FOR KICKS NOW! THE STRUTS. YOUR BODY TALKS! DEFICET FINANCE TAX CUTS. CLASSIC SWING CLASSES. THINGS ARE CHANGING. CLIMATE CHANGE IN WASHINGTON, D.C.? ABOUT TIME. BOO WOO! MONTANA ONLY RANKED, 12TH IN PATRIOTISM, AMOUNG THE 50 STATES? YOU LOVE THE ONES YOU SERVE . . . I GUESS MILITARY SERVICE WHERE MONTANA SHINES, SUPREME, 1ST OR 2ND PER CAPITA, WAS CONSIDERED, SO WHAT WERE THE OTHER CATEGORIES? PRESIDENTIAL HOPEFUL, GOV. STEVE BULLOCK, LEFT OUT OF THE FIRST DEBATES, FLEW A "PRIDE" FLAG AT THE MONTANA CAPITOL, LAST WEEKEND IN CELEBRATION OF THE GAY PRIDE PARADE. REPUBLICANS, CAN YOU BELIEVE, ARE SAYING THAT, BULLOCK, IS DOING IT TO GET VOTES FROM THE MORE LIBERAL CANDIDATES, WARREN, SANDERS, AND BUTTIEGEG? I HAVE FOLLOWED, THE GOV'S MOVES FOR A LONG TIME, AND THEY ARE RIGHT DOWN THE LINE WITH THE DEMOCRATIC PARTY! PERIOD. NO SHAME! YOU DON'T CRITICIZE PRESIDENT TRUMP, WHO, CALCULATES EVERY MOVE, TO THROW RED MEAT TO HIS RABID BASE! FUCK? EYES ROLL. BULLOCK WAS, MALICIOUSLY LEFT OUT OF THE FIRST DEBATE, BUT HE WILL BE FRESH FOR THE SECOND! THAT MIGHT WORK IN HIS FAVOR! CHEATERS, DO WIN, BUT THEY DON'T LAST! WATCH & LEARN. ONE MISTAKE CAN TAKE A CANDIDATE COMPLETELY OUT OF THE RUNNING. ASK, RUBIO, JED, AND OTHERS IN THE FIELD OF 16 GOP CANDIDATES. OH, BEFORE, I FORGET, MUELLER IS TESTIFYING, JULY 17, 2019, STARTING AT 9:00, NOT SURE, BUT PROBABLY, ET SO, EARLY HERE IN MOUNTAIN TIME. MIDWEST AND PACIFIC FIGURE OUT YOUR OWN TIME ZONE! LOL. YOU BETTER VERIFY ALL OF THESE TV TIMES! YOUNG HEARTS BE FREE TONIGHT. TIME IS ON YOUR SIDE. DON'T LET THEM PUT YOU DOWN, PUSH YOU AROUND OR CHANGE YOUR POINT OF VIEW! TONS OF NEW VOTERS! SMART VOTERS! TECH SAVVY VOTERS! YAHOO! IT'S NOT TOO LATE TO REGISTER FOR THE MISSOULA, MONTANA, MARATHON, WORLD'S MOST BEAUTIFUL RUN! JUNE 30, 2019! IT IS FUN! I HAVE WATCHED THOUSANDS COME THROUGHT THE BIG ASS BLOW UP GATES! ALWAYS THE COOLEST T-SHIRTS, IT ALMOST MAKES ME WANT TO RUN MYSELF, BUT, SOMEONE WOULD HAVE TO PEEL ME OFF THE PAVEMENT, AFTER ABOUT THE FIRST MILE! LOL. KEEP ON A ROCKIN' ME BABY! RADIO STATIONS, ROCK THE CHEERLEADERS FOR THE RUNNERS! LAST LEG, RUN ACROSS THE HIGGINS STREET BRIDGE! A FUN TIME FOR ALL! I HAVE WANTED TO RUN A MARATHON SINCE, I SAW THE SALT LAKE MARATHON, WORKING IN AT THE HOTEL UTAH, SAVING MONEY FOR COLLEGE, AS A WAITRESS . . . SOME MOM WITH 4 KIDS WON! THEY SAY OLDER WOMEN, DO BETTER ON THE LONG RUNS, THAN MEN, WE JUST NATURALLY HAVE MORE BODY FAT, THAT MAKES US FEMALE! MALES MAY RUN FASTER, BUT THEY ARE FINDING, THAT WOMEN, ARE KICKING MEN'S ASSES IN THE NEW, LONGER THAN, MARATHON RUNS, SOME ARE LIKE 100 MILES, AND WOMEN ARE EATING IT UP! FAT IS A FEMININE ISSUE! WE HAVE DOUBLE THE BODY FAT, THAN, MEN, AND THEY HAVE TWICE THE MUSCLE THAN WE DO . . . SO, RUNNERS ARE STARTING TO SHOW THE ADVANTAGES TO BOTH! GOOD LUCK, WILL BE WATCHING YOU ALL RUN YOUR ASSES OFF! GOOD NEWS AND BAD IN THE TOURIST INDUSTRY IN MONTANA, WE FLATLINED SO FAR THIS YEAR, ON THE NUMBER OF TOURISTS, BUT THE ONES WHO ARE STAYING ARE SPENDING MORE MONEY! ALWAYS GOOD FOR THE LOCAL ECONOMY! BREAK THE BANK! KISSES. CRAZY ASS DREAM, BUT ALWAYS, ALWAYS, SYMBOLIC! I THINK MY DREAMS LAID OUT LINE UPON LINE, AND PRECEPT UPON PRECEPT, WILL SOLVE MY CASE! SO, I WALKED IN SOME KITCHEN, MINE, EVEN THOUGH I AM HOMELESS, AND THERE WAS THIS PIZZA JUST SITTING NEAR A STOVE, WITHOUT A PIZZA PAN, UNDER IT. I LEFT AND CAME BACK LATER, AND IT WAS MASSIVE, IT HAD GROWN, EXPONENTIALLY, SO BIG IT WAS HANGING OFF THE COUNTER! I THOUGHT, HOW AM I GOING TO GET THAT IN THE OVEN, THAT WAS HEATING UP BELOW? THEN, THE HEAT, FROM BELOW, STARTED TO COOK THE PIZZA RIGHT ON THE COUNTER! THE MOD SQUAD? WHAT IS MORE SYMBOLIC OF THE ITALIAN MAFIA, THAN CHICAGO PIZZA! MY BLOG IS PIZZA STARTED FROM SCRATCH! MY DESIGN FROM START TO FINISH, BUT NOT YET! THE LOCALS, ARE GETTING BETTER AT THE FEDS GAMES, WITH TOOLS, EQUAL TO, AND, THEY ARE TAKING DOWN THE MOB! SO WAY COOL! TURN UP THAT HEAT! LEGENDS RIDE! LET THE COWBOYS RIDE AGAINST THE WIND! IT TOOK A WHILE, BUT, YOU GOT THERE! I THINK THE PIZZA GROWING, INDICATES, THE SPREAD OF THE MOB, TO THE MORMON MAFIA, TO THE RUSSIANS AND ALL THE OTHERS, AMERICAN MAFIA, THE HELL'S ANGELS, AND BEYOND! THERE IS PLENTY OF MONEY FOR EVERYONE! INCLUDING, THE BLUE BROTHERHOOD, SORRY TO SAY! ONE SHOT? GOOD LUCK. HOPPED UP AND TRICKED OUT LOCALS! NEW GENERATION OF COPS! YAHOO! SEEMS LIKE I HAVE WAITED A LIFETIME FOR THIS MOMENT! THERE IS A "GREEN" SUBARU OUTBACK, PARKED, RIGHT OUT OF "MARSHALL CANYON" ON THE ROAD TO BONNER, NEAR THE GOLF COURSE, AND I THOUGHT, IF THAT IS NOT SYMBOLIC ENOUGH . . . REMEMBER, YESTERDAY'S SIGN FROM THE MOB COLLECTIVE, "GREEN SAVAGE!" GUESS WHO DID THIS TO ME? YOU GOT IT, THE U.S. MARSHALS! I TOLD YOU, THE AMTRAK COPS STARTED TO TRACK ME AND T-BONE ME, 7 MONTHS BEFORE, I EVER EVEN RODE ON THE TRAIN? THEY HAVE HARASSED ME FOR YEARS, IN WHITEFISH AND SPOKANE, AND OTHER PLACES. SISTERS FRAMED, BY BEING STOWAWAYS, AND USING MY ID, WITH AMTRAK COPS WHO TURNED IT OVER TO THE MARSHALS WITH JURISDICTION? I TALKED TO SOME AMTRAK EMPLOYEE, UP IN SEATTLE, AND HE TOLD ME, THE U.S. MARSHALS AND THE AMTRAK COPS, HAVE, 10 YEARS TO GO AFTER SOMEONE FOR PROSECUTION! NICE PLAN, FRAME ME BEFORE, I EVEN RIDE THE TRAIN, AND THEN, ALLOW MY SISTER, TO GO FREE? SHE FUCKED ALL OF THEM, AND I WOULDN'T LET THEM TOUCH ME! PATHETIC MEANS OF DETERMINING WHO GETS JUSTICE AND WHO DOESN'T! THE MANTRA FOR SUBARU IS "LOVE" . . . OH, THEY LOVED ME ALMOST TO DEATH! LOVE ME OR I WILL DESTROY YOU! I WANT TO PUSH YOU AROUND, I WANT TO PUSH YOU DOWN, AND THEY DID! IT'S BEEN A 7 YEARS CYCLE OF TERROR . . . TIME IS A RODEO, COWBOYS, I BEAT YOU! STILL SIINGLE, STILL UNBREAKABLE, AND STILL STANDING! FREE AS A BIRD! YOU TRIED 24/7 TO GET ME, FOR WHAT, MY SISTERS, FRAME JOB? YOU LET HER BE ME! LOSERS. AXIOS IS GOING AFTER, TRUMP LOSERS, AND APPOINTEES! SHE'S A DUMB ASS, BUT SO ARE ALL OF YOU! ALL CLOWN. NO COWBOY. LET THE COWBOYS RIDE AGAINST THE WIND! I HAVE FAITH FROM THE FIRST, THAT IF, BOTH ME AND THE COUNTRY WERE SAVED, IT WOULD BE THE COWBOYS WITH A CODE OF HONOR! YAHOO! LIKE WILLY AND WALLEN, SAID, SOMETIMES BOYS, YOU HAVE A DRAW A LINE IN THE SAND, GATHER UP THE MEN, AND ROUND-UP THE BAD GUYS . . . WHISHEY FOR MY MEN, BEER FOR MY HORSES! LUCKY'S MARKET! KISSES, HUGS, LOVES! NOW, FOR, TRASHING THE PRESS, THAT I COMPLIMENTED YESTERDAY. MY BRAIN IS NOT GIVING ME THE SILENT TREATMENT, LIKE IT DID YESTERDAY, SITLL MUSTERED, SOME, SARCASM AND POLITICAL HOKEY POKEY! I ATTENDED THE REGIOINAL INTERAGENCY GRIZZLY BEAR COMMITTEE MEETING, AT THE HOLIDAY INN, YESTERDAY, ALL FOUR HOURS OF IT, AND ENJOYED IT IMMENSELY, LEARNED, AND GREW FROM IT! I WAS SHOCKED, THIS MORNING WHEN, THE WHOLE ARTICLE ON THE MEETING WAS ABOUT, "BEAR BAITING!" WHAT THE FUCK? THAT WAS BARELY MENTIONED IN THE PUBLIC COMMENT SECTION OF THE MEETING, IN WHAT THE LAST 5 OR SO MINUTES, NEVER, DID THE PERSON, EXPLAIN TO US, WHO ARE NEW TO THE AREA, WHAT, "BEAR BAITING" EVEN WAS . . . I MEAN, I COULD IMAGINE, BUT, I DID LEARN IT FROM THE NEWSPAPER, BUT NOT THE MEETING, THAT WAS PROFESSIONALS, NOT THE WARM FUZZY WUZZY, BEAR STORIES, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE! LOL. I THOUGHT, MY GRAND KIDS LOVE, BEAR STORIES, AND PICTURES, I AM GOING TO GET SOME GREAT NEW, STORIES! LOL. "BEAR BAITING" WAS THE CLOSEST i GOT . . . THESE GUYS ARE NOT YOUR LOCAL YOCALS, TALKING, A MOOSE GETTING KILLED BY A GRIZ BEAR IN YOUR BACKYARD! LOL. I DID GET SOME GREAT STUFF THOUGH, MAKING ME A MORE EDUCATED, CITIZEN AND I WAS ABLE TO PLUG IN SOME, FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, AGENCY, CONNECTIONS, LIKE, I ASKED, THE REPRESENTATIVE FROM THE U.S. GEOLOGICAL SURVEY, WHAT ROCKS HAD TO DO WITH BEARS? LOL. HE GAVE ME THE OVERLAY OF THE AND I MIGHT GET THIS WRONG, DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE, WHERE THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE IS, NOT IN THE DEPARTMENT OF INTERIOR WHERE I THOUGHT IT WAS, UNTIL, I TALKED TO ANOTHER INFORMED FIREFIGHTER . . . MY DAUGHTER, WHO WORKS FOR THE FOREST SERVICE, LEFT ME IN THE DARK, JUST, LET ME RAMBLE ABOUT, HER BOSS, RYAN ZINKE, AND, PRUITT AND THE CREW, ALL GONE WITH THE WIND NOW! MY QUESTION WAS, WHAT DO TREES HAVE TO DO WITH AGRICULTURE? WE DO PLANT THEM AFTER A FIRE, OR TO RESTORE A FOREST, BUT? ABOUT AS CLEAR TO ME AS ROCKS AND BEARS! LOL. SO THIS IS THE EXPLANATION, I GOT, THAT, THERE ARE BIOLOGISTS AND GEOLOGISTS, AS THE SCIENTIFIC ARM OF THE DEPARTMENT OF AGRICULTURE . . . HE EXPLANED, THAT THE BIOLOGISTS, WORK WITH ALGAE AND ALL THAT, STUFF FOREST FOLAGE AND FAWNA, SO, THERE IS SOME CONNECTION WITH, THE BEARS, AT LEAST BY PLACEMENT, IN THE FOREST, AND FINALLY, THE DUDE, SMILING SAID, ACTUALLY, WE DON'T UNDERSTAND IT OURSELVES! HONESTY IN GOVERMENT! LOL. NOW I DON'T FEEL SO BAD. ROCKS ARE CONNECTED TO WATER AND BOTH SHOW UP IN THE FOREST, THAT SOMETIMES BURNS, TREES AND BEARS . . . THAT IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I CAN GET YOU! LOL. MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW, AND I WILL WRITE DOWN, SOME OF MY NOTES, OF INTEREST TO ME, AND, GO BEYOND, ECOSYSTEMS, STORAGE CONTAINERS, ELECTRONIC FENCES, AND, TO THE MORTALITY RATE OF BEARS! THERE ARE MANY REASONS, THAT, BEARS ARE KILLED, THEY ARE A NATIONAL TREASURE, WE, NEED TO LEARN TO DO CONSERVATION, RECREATION, AND RANCHING AND FARMING, LIVING WITH THE BEARS, NOT JUST KILLING THEM OFF . . . WE ENCROACHED ON THEIR TERRITORY . . . NOW I JUST LOST THE COWBOYS! I PISS SOMEONE OFF EVERY DAY, SO, BEAR WITH ME ON THIS . . . THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, CHIP, WHO WORKED WITH, BRAD TREAT, A PARK RANGER, WHO WAS, KILLED BY A GRIZZLY ONE MORNING NEAR, GLACIER NATINOAL PARK, ENTRANCE, WAS RIDING HIS BIKE WITH A FRIEND, GOING DOWN A MOUNTAIN TRAIL, AND RAN, STRAIGHT INTO A GRIZZLY BEAR MAMA! HE WAS DOING JUST WHAT HE LOVED AND WANTED TO DO AND THE MAMA GRIZ WAS PROTECTING HER YOUNG . . . HEAD ON COLLISON! BRAD DIED. BUT HIS WIDOW, SENT A MESSAGE TO THE IGBC, TELLING THEM IN ALL THEIR POLICY MAKING AND PROCEDURES, THAT THERE IS AN AGENDA OUT THERE, TO, TRY TO LIMIT PEOPLE'S ACCESS TO THE FOREST BECAUSE OF THE CHANCE OR RISK OF RUNNING INTO A GRIZZLY BEAR, OR TO LIMIT THE BEAR ROAMING RANGE . . . SHE SAID, NEITHER HER NOR HER HUSBAND WOULD EVER SUPPORT, THAT, SHE RUNS EVERYDAY, IN THE TRIALS, THAT ARE WHERE GRIZZLY ROAM AND LIVE, AND SHE, SAID, PEOPLE NEED TO BE ABLE TO RECREAT, HIKE, BIKE, ETC., BUT THEY NEED TO TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY, TO BE SAFE, OR TO BE AWARE OF THE RISK OF MEETING A GRIZZLY BEAR ON THE TRAIL, SHE DID THE OTHER DAY! SHE PUSHED FOR A COMPROMISE AND TWO WEEKS AFTER HER HUSBAND WAS KILLED BY A GRIZ MOM, THERE WAS A NEW TRAIL, OPENED UP FOR RUNNERS, BIKERS, AND HIKERS, TO SHOW, THAT HER AND HER HUSBAND, WERE GRATEFUL FOR THE CHANCE TO LIVE IN THIS BEAUTIFUL AREA, AND MINGLE WITH THE BEARS! GREAT LETTER, WISH I HAD A COPY OF WHAT SHE HAD TO SAY. YEARS AGO, WHEN, I WAS IN KALISPELL, I HAPPEND IN ON A MEETING, BETWEEN THE TWO GROUPS, SPONSORED BY THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, I BELIEVE IF MEMORY SERVES, AND THERE WAS, LIKE A WAR, WITH THOSE WHO WANTED TO EXPAND RECREATION TO RACE TRACKS AND MORE AND MORE ENCROACHMENT ON GRIZZLY BEAR TERRITORY, AND, OPEN ACCESS TO ROADS THAT HAD BEEN CLOSED FOR CONSERVATION BY THE FOREST SERVICE, AND IT WAS NICE TO SEE, THAT PEOPLE WERE COMING TO A COMPROMISE, REALIZING THAT IT WAS NOT IMPOSSIBLE TO DO BOTH, TO RECREAT AND CONSERVE THE FORESTS AND THE WILDLIFE THAT SHOULD BE ABLE TO LIVE FREELY IN THEIR HABITAT, WE ARE THE INTRUDERS ON THEM, AND WE CAN COEXIST, IF WE ARE SMARTER, WITH NATURE AND HER, TREASURES! THERE WAS SO MUCH AT THE MEETING, I HOPE, I CAN DO SOME JUSTICE TO THE BEAR MORTALITY RATES AND HOW WE AS CITIZENS, NEED TO BE AWARE OF HOW WE THREATEN AND KILL GRIZZLY BEARS THAT ARE JUST IN RECOVERY, I THINK, THEY WERE JUST LEFT ON THE ENDANGERED SPECIES LIST, VOTED ON IN THE SENATE WITH THE NATIVE AMERICANS, OR INDIANS, AS I LIKE TO CALL THEM, PUSHING FOR PERMANANT PROTECTION, FROM CONGRESS. I AM WELL AWARE THAT RANCHERS AND FARMERS ARE AT WAR WITH THE GRIZZLY BEARS TOO! THEY LOOK AT THEIR CATTLE, ALMOST LIKE THEIR OWN, KIDS, AND WHEN, A BEAR COMES AND KILLS ONE OF THEIR FAMILY, THEY ARE PISSED AND WANT TO KILL ALL THE BEARS! THIS IS THEIR LIVELIHOOD, AND THE PRICE OF CATTLE OR BEEF HAS DROPPED WITH THE TRUMP TRADE WAR WITH CHINA, SO EACH COW, CALF, BULL COUNTS! THERE IS EVEN A SECRET CARCUS DISPOSAL SERVICE THAT COMES OVER AND PICKS UP THE BODIES OF THE SLAIN CATTLE, OR WHAT IS LEFT AFTER THE BEAR GETS ITS FILL, SO NOBODY, KNOWS, THAT THE RANCHER HAS LOST, ONE OF HIS CATTLE! HE SAID, MEN, FEEL THE NEED TO PROTECT THEIR FAMILIES, AND, THE CATTLE ARE JUST AN EXTENSION OF THAT, ROLE! THOSE ARE REAL MEN! I READ THIS ARTICLE WHILE I WAS IN YELLOWSTONE, OR WEST YELLOWSTONE, EARLIER THIS MONTH, AND, IT GAVE ME SOME INSIGHTS TO, THE CHALLENGES THE BEARS, GIVE RANCHERS AND FARMERS! THIS ONE MAN, INTERVIEWED, HAD LIVED ON THAT RANCH, SINCE HE WAS 4 YEARS OLD, LOVED IT, AND SAID THAT THE PEOPLE, LIVING AROUND HIM, WOULD RATHER, HAVE THE BEARS AND GET RID OF HIM! NOT NECESSARY. HE CAME UP WITH THE IDEA OF STORING HIS CATTLE FEED, IN STORAGE CONTAINERS, BIG ONES! HE SAID, SINCE HE STARTED USING THE STORAGE CONTAINERS, THE BEAR HAVE BEEN STAYING AWAY AND THE CATTLE HAVE BEEN SAFER. COMPLICATED ISSUES, THAT, THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE AND OTHERS HAVE TO DEAL WITH . . . COMPETING, INTERESTS, LIVELIHOODS, AND, LIFESTYLES! WE CAN ALL GET ALONG! KNOWLEDGE IS POWER! IF YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR LOSE, HOW CAN YOU FIND YOUR WAY HOME? SO, HERE WE GO . . . I AM SURE THE U.S. FOREST SERVICE, WILL SCREAM, BECAUSE, I WAS TAKING NOTES AND DONT' HAVE THE ACTUAL DATA THAT THEY WERE GIVING ON THE MORTILITY RATES IN THE YAAK, THE SELKIRK, AND THE YELLOWSTONE, ECOSYSTEMS, ALL HAD COMMITTEES TO INVESTIGATE THE REASONS, BEARS WERE DYING OR BEING KILLED. THERE WAS ALSO A CHICK, WHO RUNS THE WEBSITE FOR INFORMATION, EDUCATION AND OUTREACH, AND I AM GOING TO GIVE OUT HER NAME AND CONTACT INFO, BECAUSE, THIS INFORMATION NEEDS TO GET OUT TO THE PEOPLE AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, WHO HAVE AND PLAY A CRITICAL ROLE IN THE GRIZZLY PROTECTION!

FUZZY WUZZY, WAS A BEAR, UNTIL FUZZY WASN'T!

They say, 'You can't know what a man will do under pressure.'  I tell you, you know exactly what'll do; what he was trained to do! --Chicago, by David Mamet

Missoulian Cartoon, Op Ed Page, 6/25/2019

• wife, standing in the door of the couple's home . . . There's a bear in the closet 
• husband with a "I LOVE (HEART) MONTANA shirt on . . . Edith, this is Montana, now just go get my sweater!
• just the other day, in Montana, news, someone found, a black bear, taking a nap in their utility closet!  REAL LIFE IN MONTANA!  I LOVE MONTANA TOO! 

PRIORITIES OF THE SUBCOMMITTEES FOR REDUCING FUTURE GRIZZLY BEAR MORALITIES OR DEATHS! 

• Selkirk Cabinet--Yaak Subcommittee--Rodney Smoldon
• Northern Continental Divide Ecosystem--Randy Arnold
• Yellowstone Ecosystem--Tricia O'Connor

List priority issues and recommendations, 2012 to 2018, with an increase in mortality or death 

• auto accidents--big uptick in this area . . . law enforcement and the Montana Dept of Transportation have been contacted to get some input and feedback
• on highway 93, the tribes have been, a great help and have made major contributions in keeping agencies informed of the griz deaths and accident related incidents
• I am not sure what, the NCDE is, but, they are also involved--government ABC soup!
• malicious poaching, kills, trophies, secret hunts . . . 
• hefty fines and prison time for this stuff, criminal
• some Indians, just got charged for having killed some mountain lions, took trophy pics and put on social media!
• agency removal or management removal . . . when, a bear is a nuisance, the U.S. Forest Service or Game and Fish Cops will remove the bear, to a safer place . . . one public comment person, said, but they come right back again!
• shooting related, hunters, malicious kills, and the cause is not always clear
• need for education and information (YOU CAN SEE MY GRAPHICS, STOPPED!)
• recreation related incidents; i.e., Brad Treat's incident in reverse!
• mistaken identity . . . black bear hunting season, get a young grizzly instead--what to look for
• protection and safety, this is when, you come face to face, in your own, yard, or out, camping, and, shoot to kill, or be killed . . . self preservation and self-defense type kills
• site-related conflict, is much the same as the one above
• property protection, like the rancher, protecting his cattle, sheep, horses, etc.
• some of the committees, in various ecosystems, are clustering or clumping related categories together, to make for easier, education, information and outreach, with community, and other, involved, entities

INFORMATION, EDUCATION, AND OUTREACH!

• like, I said, I came to the meeting thinking, that, I would come out with a bunch of new bear stories for my grand kids!  LOL.  I blanked out the title of the meeting, the INTERAGENCY, AND JUST THOUGHT IT WAS A MEETING ON LOCAL BEAR ISSUES!  LOL.
  
  
  I THOUGHT AS AN ADDITION TO THE OUTREACH PROGRAM, THAT, THE PROFESSIONALS, COULD SET UP A LOCAL, OR LOCAL BEAR COMMITTEES, TO TRACK LOCAL SITE-RELATED INCIDENTS, TALK ABOUT THOSE, AND THE SOLUTIONS, TO EVERYDAY, BEAR SIGHTINGS, AND WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT!
  
  
  SOME PEOPLE ARE USING PEPPER SPRAY, INSTEAD OF, BEAR SPRAY . . . WHEN, I FIRST CAME TO MONTANA, I THOUGHT, BEAR SPRAY WAS A "GAG GIFT!"  LOL.  YOU ARE BATTLING THE IGNORANCE OF NEW COMERS!
  
  
  SOME SUGGESTIONS I HAVE HEARD, AT THE CONFERENCE ARE: (1) BEAR RESISTANT, STORAGE CONTAINERS, GARBAGE CANS, ETC.; (2) ELECTRIC FENCES AROUND PROPERTY OR STORAGE AREAS; (3) REMOVAL . . . THE NON-PROFESSIONALS, SAY, (4) PEE ON EVERY FENCE POST, AND THAT KEEPS THE BEARS OUT; (5) MAKE LOUD NOISES TO STOP SITE-RELATED CONFLICTS, AND WE NEED MORE, PEOPLE PRACTICAL IDEAS, THAT OLD TIMERS, HAVE!
  
  
  I AM GOING TO BE GONE TO UTAH FOR TWO MONTHS, THE HEIGHT OF THE BEAR CONFLICT TIME, SO, I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU THE MONTANA FISH, WILDLIFE AND PARKS, IEO PERSON CONTACT INFO:
  
  
  Kim Annis
  Bear Management Specialist
  FWP Libby Office
  Office: (406) 293.4161 x207   Cell: (406) 291-1320
  E-Mail: kannis@mt. gov.
  385 Fish Hatchery Road, Libby MT  59923
  
  

FUCKING WITH MY BULLETS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

CONFLICT AND MORTALITY REVIEW

• talking about the "expanded recovery" population of bear
  HACKERS, NSA, LOSERS, ARE FUCKING WITH MY CURSOR, SO I CAN'T WRITE THE WAY I WANT TO . . . FUCKING ASSHOLES!  $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
  • see above this title, before, they started to fuck with my delivery and bullets!
  MOTHERFUCKERS JUST STOLE MY BLOG, BLANKED ME OUT, AT 10:03 AM!
  WILL NOT ALLOW ME TO UNDERLINE, STOLE, THE INFORMATION SO THEY CAN CLAIM, THAT THEY WROTE IT, AND ATTENDED THE MEETING!
  
  LYING SACKS OF SHIT!
  YESTERDAY THERE WAS A PICTURE ON THE COVER OF THE MISSOULAIN, AND, THERE WAS A VERY RACHEL, LOOKING, WOMAN, KISSING HER HUSBAND, WITH THE "MISS MONTANA" IN THE BACIKGROUND, SUBLIMINAL, INFORM AND FEED, ON, WHO, SOME WANT TO BE ME, THE DUDE FROM THE U.S. GEOLOGICAL SURVEY, HAD A COLORFUL SHIRT ON WITH THE LABEL ON THE OUTSIDE, "TWINLIFE!"
  
  FUCK IT IS!
  
  NONE OF MY STUPID SISTERS, WHO WOULD MISS THE WHOLE FUCKING POINT OF THE MEETING, IF THEY COULD EVEN SIT THROUGH, IT, OR TAKE NOTES, OR HAVE THE FOUNDATIONAL BACKGROUND TO WRITE THE SLIGHTEST THING ABOUT IT, PROBABLY TOLD THE JOURNALIST AND PHOTO DUDE, TO, WRITE ABOUT, "BEAR BAITING" BECAUSE THAT IS ALL THEY ARE SMART ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND . . . I USED TO WORK FOR THE GOVERNMENT, AND, THAT IS WHAT WE DID, HAVE MEETINGS, THIS IS NORMAL FOR ME . . . A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, NOT SO  MUCH!
  
  WHAT A PATHETIC JOKE!
  LOL.
  LOSERS. 
  
  NOW, THEY ARE CONTROLLING THE UNDERLINING, THE BOLDING, AND THE ITALICIZED GRAPHIC ARTIST IN ME . . . MY BLOG, MY LIFE, MY WORK!
  FUCK YOU, DUMB ASSES!
  
  STOLEN AGAIN AT 10:09 AM!
  FUCKING PIGS!
  U.S. MARSHAL SERVICE, ASSHOLES, LOSERS, STINK TO HIGH SHIT! 
  
  I JUST NOTICED THAT THE SHITHEADS, TOOK OFF, MY ABILITY TO "VIEW" AND "SIGN-OUT" OF MY OWN, FUCKING BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  SCREAM!
  
  YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHT TO PARTY, MOTHERFUCKERS!
  FUCK MY KIDS IF THEY ARE WITH YOU!
  
  THIS IS MY BLOG, NOT THEIRS!  DON'T COUNT ME IN WITH MY SON'S MUSIC, I HELPED BUILT UP!
   BUT FOR ME, HE WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN A GUITAR PLAYER!
  
  I BOUGHT HIM HIS FIRST, GUITAR, RED, ELECTRIC GUITAR . . . GOD HATES, UNGRATEFUL PEOPLE, SO DO I!  INCLUDING KIDS!

JEEESSSSUUUUSSSS CHRIST . . . DENY YOUR GOD! THE WOMAN IN THE BOX. VELVET REVOLUTION. BORN TO BURN. MY BRAIN IN GIVING ME THE SILENT TREATMENT TODAY. AIN'T NO LOVE IN THE CITY . . . YEAH, THE POV. CHICK. TWO STINK OPS. NOT ON COMPUTER ROLLS OR CHORE LIST. COMPROMISE. SMILE. IF YOU THINK I'M SEXY, JUST REACH OUT AND TOUCH ME, COME ON BABY LET ME KNOW . . . I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYTHING BUT WHAT I AM! BRING ON THE MERCY. PATRIOT'S SHOUT! HOORAY! YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A FORMAL EDUCATION TO BE EDUCATED. ROAD WARRIORS, SOCIAL JUSTICE SOLDIERS . . . JUST READ! SOME SUMMER READING: (1) THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION. OH, IS THAT WHERE WE FIND THAT! YES. (2) ARISTOTLE'S ESSAY ON "VIRTUE." (3) PLATO'S "REPUBLIC." (4) "THE PRINCE" BY MACHIAVELLI. (5) KING HENRY V, BY SHAKESPEARE. GET SOME DISCUSSION GROUPS TOGETHER AND LEARN TO THINK MORE! DO IT YOURSELF. THE OTHER NIGHT, AT THE POVERELLO, WHILE STANDING IN LINE, LEWIS, ONE OF THE STAFF AND VERY WELL READ, STARTED TALKING ABOUT HIS PHILOSOPY ON VARIOUS TOPICS. HE STARTED GIVING US HIS IDEAS ON PRISON REFORM. NOW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE AN ATTORNEY, OR A COP, OR A JUDGE, OR A PRISON GUARD'S SON OR DAUGHTER, TO LEARN ABOUT THE ATROSITIES IN THE AMERICAN PRISON SYSTEM, WITH THE TOPPING ON THE CAKE, BEING, PRIVITIZATION OF THE PRISON SYSTEM, OR MAKING MONEY ON HUMAN MISERY! APPAULING, AND, I BELIEVE, PRESIDENT OBAMA AND U.S. ATTORNEY, ERIC HOLDER, DECIDED TO PUT OUT AN EXECUTIVE ORDER AGAINST THE PRIVATE PRISON CONTRACTS! NOW OUR CURRENT "VULTURE CAPITIALIST" PRESIDENT, WHO IS ALL ABOUT THE MONEY, REGARDLESS OF THE HUMAN MISERY, CASE IN POINT, THE SOUTHERN BORDERS, AND NOW THE PUSH TO RAID CITIES, AND SEPARATE THE KIDS FROM THEIR PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS OR FAMILIES! GOOD ON THE LOCAL COPS, WHO KNOW THEIR JOBS! LET ICE OR THE IMMIGRATION AND CUSTOMS ENFORCEMENT DO WHATEVER THEY ARE GOING TO BUT, THE COPS ARE SAYING, IT IS OUR JOB TO PROTECT THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF ALL PEOPLE IN OUR COMMUNITIES! THEY WILL GO ABOUT THEIR NORMAL ROUTINE, AND LIKE THEY ALWAYS DO, IF THEY TAKE SOMEONE INTO CUSTODY, THAT IS AN ILLEGAL ALIEN, THEY CONTACT ICE; HOWEVER, THEY ARE NOT GOING OUT OF THEIR WAY, NOR SHOULD THEY, TO PAMPER THE PRESIDENT IN HIS FEEDING THE RED MEAT TO HIS BASE, TO USE AS A POLITICAL PLOY! PRESIDENTIAL PLAY BOOK, SHOWS THAT, THE SITTING PRESIDENT'S POLLS AND RATINGS GO UP WHEN THERE IS A CRISIS, SO TRUMP CREATED ONE, AND WHEN, WE ARE LOOKING AT GOING TO WAR, SO TRUMP CANCELLED THE IRAN NUKE DEAL THAT TOOK 13 YEARS AND TWO FORMER PRESIDENTS, TO PUT IN PLACE! DUPLICITY. DON'T FALL FOR IT! TRANSPO. MURDER SHE SOLVED. ANYWAY, SOME GOOD READING FOR THE SUMMER AND GET THAT MIND TRAINED TO THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX, AND REALIZE THAT YOU CAN START YOUR OWN, SOCIAL JUSTICE REFORM AND FIGHT THE RIGHT WAY, OUTSIDE OF POLITICS AND IN THE ARENA OF CONSTITUTIONAL, CIVIL AND HUMAN RIGHTS! DON'T LET ANYONE DISUADE YOU FROM DOING IT YOURSELF! THERE IS SO MUCH ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT, THAT THERE IS NOT A SINGLE CITIZEN WHO SHOULD STAND ON THE SIDELINES AND BITCH AND MOAN, AND NOT DIG IN AN HELP! PAID OR NOT PAID! I THINK, WHEN, OUR LIVES ARE SAID AND DONE, ALL WE WANT TO KNOW IS THAT WE LEFT OF FOOTPRINT ON THE WORLD, THAT IT IS A BETTER PLACE BECAUSE WE LIVED! THAT IS NOT HARD TO DO! THIS MORING, A TRUCK RAMBLED DOWN BROADWAY IN MISSOULA, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR BUS 14, TO UPTOWN . . . NOW, IT WENT BY TWICE AND IT IS NOT THE TYPE OF TRUCK TO DO THAT . . . IT WAS, I THINK, A SERVICE TRUCK, CEMEMT, OR SOME TYPE OF BIG TRUCK WITH THE "GREEN" WORD "SAVAGE" ON IT! TWICE IN WHAT, 2 TO 5 MINUTES . . . THAT IS MESSAGE TIME! I READ TRUCKS, BILLBOARDS, LICENSE PLATES, ADVERTISEMENTS, FOR THE FUN, ENTERTAINMENT, AND FOR MESSAGES! THAT WAS AN INTENDED, MESSAGE, AND IT WANTED TO MAKE SURE I READ IT! AFTER, ALMOST 6 YEARS OF DAILY BLOGS, IT IS NOT HARD TO KNOW, THAT I DO THIS! SO THEY ARE PLAYING ON THAT IDIOSYNCRASY OF MINE! HOW DOES GOD, THE UNIVERSE, PROVIDENCE, OR A HIGHER POWER, COMMUNICATE WITH MEN AND WOMEN, THROUGH SIGNS, DREAMS, SYMBOLS, PICTURES, ANALOGIES, PARABLES, ETC. THERE ARE MANY WAYS, AND I LEAVE MYSELF OPEN TO ALL OF THEM! NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN TO RUN, NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN TO HIDE, NOBODY TOLD ME WHEN THE COAST WAS CLEAR! I USED, ALL THE HELP AVAILABLE TO ME! BEAT THEM ALL! NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF CLEAN ENERGY! GOD JUDGES US ON THE INTENT OF OUR HEARTS! THE LAW DOES TOO! TO HAVE A CRIME, YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE "INTENT" + "SOME ACT THAT FURTHERS THAT INTENT" + "MOTIVE" = CRIME! FOSTER LOVE! THAT TAKES EVIL INTENT OUT THE GAME! BEAUTIES FOR YOUR GARDEN! YOUR MIND IS LIKE A GARDEN . . . IT CAN BE FULL OF HEALTHY FOOD, PLANTS, AND FLOWERS, OR IT CAN BE FULL OF WEEDS! IT IS YOUR CHOICE! WE ARE WHAT WE READ! WE ARE WHAT WE THINK! WE ARE WHAT WE DO! EVEN IN WAR, LOVE YOUR ENEMIES. DO GOOD TO THOSE WHO DISPITEFULLY USE YOU. VENGEANCE IS MINE, SAITH THE LORD. I WILL MEET YOU IN THE BATTLEFIELD. I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MANY PEOPLE, WITHOUT, PLANNING ON BEING, THE LEADER OF A MOVEMENT, JUST END UP AT THE SPEAKER'S PODIUM! MANY ARE CALLED BUT FEW ARE CHOSEN! LIKE I SAID, THE SCRIPTURES HAVE BEEN MY COMFORT AND MY INSPIRATION THROUGHOUT MY ENTIRE LIFE! THERE IS GREAT WISDOM IN THE BIBLE, PARTICULARLY IN THE NEW TESTAMENT! THERE ARE STORIES OF GREAT WARRIORS BEING BROUGHT DOWN BY A SHEEP HERDER, AND JUST A LAD! THERE ARE STORIES ABOUT A WOMAN, ENTICING A MAN, TO HER TENT, ONLY TO RUN A LARGE IRON NAIL THROUGH HIS HEAD, SAVING HER FELLOW COUNTRYMEN! THERE ARE TROJAN HORSE STORIES, OF, GETTING THE ENEMY TO RELAX, TO DRINK SOME WINE, AND TO JUST TAKE IT EASY FOR A NIGHT, AND THAT IS WHEN THE OPPOSITION TAKES OVER! JUST REMEMBER, THE WORD IS MORE POWERFUL THAN THE SWORD! THE SWORD CAN ONLY KILL ONE PERSON AT A TIME, THIS BLOG REACHES THE WORLD! THE WORD! THERE IS POWER IN THEM THEIR WORDS! NO SURPRISES, THERE IS ANOTHER SCANDAL PLAGUING THE WHITE HOUSE . . . WE HAVE SEEN, AT LEAST 13 TRUMP APPOINTEES, GET SHIT CANNED FOR SPENDING GOVERMENT DOLLARS BEYOND THE RULES, OR FOR HAVING INVESTMENTS, THAT ARE, CREATING A CONFLICT OF INTEREST, NOW, AXIOS JUST CAME OUT WITH A STORY, ON THE 20 YEAR OLDS, AND I AM NOT SLAMMING, 20 YEAR OLDS, BECAUSE, THEY HAVE DONE AMAZING THINGS WITH GUN CONTROL AFTER THE MARJORY DOUGLAS HIGH SCHOOL SHOOTINGS, BUT, AT THE REPUBLICAN NATIONAL CONVENTION, THERE WERE KIDS, VOLUNTEERS FOR THE GOP WHO WERE LOOKING THROUGH, FACEBOOK, GOOGLE, AND WHATEVER SOCIAL MEDIA FOR TRUMP TO FILL HIS CABINET WITH, AND THE VETTING PROCESS WHEN TO SHIT! NOW WE ARE PAYING THE PRICE, THEY ARE FINDING, TONS OF PEOPLE WHO, NEVER WERE EVEN REMOTELY QUALIFIED TO DO THISE TOP GOVERNMENT JOBS, AND LIKE NO OTHER PRESIDENT, TONS OF POSITIONS HAVE BEEN LEFT UNFILLED, AND WITH INCOMPETENT LEADERS OVER THE ENTIRE AGENCY OR DEPARTMENT! WE SEE THEM COMING INTO TESTIFY BEFORE CONGRESS AND THEY ARE LIKE ALMOST BRAIN DEAD, AND, DON'T KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT THE VERY AGENCY THEY ARE RUNNING! COPS MASQUARADING LIKE TOP DOGS IN THEIR FIELDS? I KNOW SIX LADIES, AND SEVERAL MEN, RELYING ON MY CREDENTIALS TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DOOR, BUT, WHAT ABOUT DOING THE JOB? THEY JUST WANT THE NOTORIETY, AND ACCLAIM AND THEY WANT ACCESS TO GOVERNMENT PROGRAMS FOR THEIR PERSONAL INTERESTS OR THOSE OF THEIR FRIENDS, THE COPS, OR THE MILITARY, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS, AND FUCK THE PEOPLE WITH THE IDEA THAT OUR TAX DOLLARS ARE THEIR PERSONAL BANK ACCOUNTS! LIKE I SAID, MY SISTERS ARE IN JOBS, IN POSITIONS, THAT THEY COULD EVEN GET THEIR NIPLES THROUGH THE DOORS ON, AND WALKING IN, WITH MY NAME AND CREDENTIALS, FORMER JOBS, EXPERIENCE, DEGREES, LICENSES, AND HONORS AND AWARDS, GETTING THEM, PLUM AND CHERRY JOBS, SO HIGH, THAT, IT SHOCKS THE CONSCIENCE, TO SEE WHERE THEY ARE, RIGHT BEHIND OR UNDER TRUMP! TOTALLY INSANE! SO, THANKS AXIOS FOR RATTING OUT THESE PEOPLE AND GETTING RID, OF THEM HOPEFULLY! KISSES! THANK GOD FOR A FREE PRESS! WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT THEM? MORE SWAMPY THAN WE ALREADY ARE! I KNOW MONTANA IS CLEANING HOUSE AND CATCHING PEOPLE, DOING ALL KINDS OF THINGS. ONE OF MY FRIENDS, USED TO WORK FOR THE DEPARTMENT OF HIGHER EDUCATIONS AND THE STUDENT LOAN DEPARTMENT, SHE IS MUCH, LIKE ME AGAINST, FRAUD, WASTE AND ABUSE OF GOVERNMENT MONIES, SO NOT VERY POPULAR AROUND PEERS AND BOSSES! BUT, SHE SAID HER FORMER BOSSES WOULD TAKE A TRIP TO BOSTON, FOR TRAINING AND TAKE THEIR WHOLE FAMILY, ALL EXPENSES PAID . . . AH, TRUMP, HIS ENTOURAGE, ON STATE BUSINESS, JUST FOR HIM AND MELANIA TO GO, AND THE WHOLE FUCKING TRUMP CREW GO ALONG WITH ALL THEIR, SECRET SERVICE? JUST HOW MUCH DID THAT COST TAX PAYERS? TRUMP SPENT MORE MONEY ON TRAVEL AT OUR EXPENSE, IN THE FIRST TWO MONTHS OF OFFICE, THAN THE WHOLE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION DID IN 8 YEARS! I THINK THE FIRST DEMOCRATIC PRIMARY DEBATES ARE EITHER TONIGHT OR TOMORROW NIGHT, SO START NOW IN DECIDING WHO YOU ARE VOTING FOR! I THINK THAT, ANYMORE, IT IS NOT SO MUCH, REPUBLICAN AGAINST DEMOCRAT, BUT CORRUPTION VS. UNCORRUPTION! WE HAVE REACHED THAT POINT IN THIS COUNTRY! HISTORY SHOWS, THAT ALL GREAT CIVILIZATONS, HAD ABOUT A 200 TO 300 YEAR, GOOD RULE OR REIGN IN THE WORLD, THEN, IT IS ALL DOWN HILL FROM THEIR ON OUT! THERE IS NOT NEED FOR THE LIMIT IF WE FOLLOW THE TRUE AND TRIED PRINCIPLES, CONCEPTS, LIBERTIES, RIGHTS, AND FREEDOMS THAT HAVE MADE THIS COUNTRY GREAT, ALL THE WAY ALONG! WE ARE SLIPPING IN THE WORLD RATING SYSTEMS! STOP THE FREE FALL! CATCH THEM NOW BEFORE THEY ARE MORE AND MORE ENTRENCHED! OH, YESTERDAY, THERE WAS THE COOLEST, GOOGLE, ART, ON THE UPCOMING, FIFA WOMEN'S WORLD CUP SOCCER HELD IN FRANCE, FOR 2019 . . . THERE WAS A FLAG, IN THE BACKGROUND, FOR THE U.S.A. WOMEN, AND THE STATUE OF LIBERTY KICKING A GOAL! SO COOL. I TRIED TO LIFT IT OFF THE GOOGLE HOMEPAGE, BUT I COULDN'T, TRIED TO FIND IT IN THE GOOGLE STORE, BUT, IT WAS NOT THERE, TRIED TO FIND IT IN THE POSTERS FOR THE 2019 WORLD CUP, NOT THERE EITHER! AMAZING ART AND SO, FUCKING AMERICAN!!!!!! LOVED IT! GOOD LUCK TEAM U.S.A.! I REMEMBER, SEEING MY FIRST, COLLEGE FEMALE, SOCCER GAME, AND I WAS SHOCKED AT HOW GOOD THEY WERE! I THOUGHT, THAT WERE RUNNING IN FAST MOTION! EVERY BIT AS ENTERTAINING AND ACTION PACKED AS THE MEN'S SOCCER! THEY HAVEN'T BEEN FAIRING AS WELL AS THE WOMEN'S TEAM IN RECENT HISTORY! MY DAUGHTER, HAS BEEN WATCING, THE GAMES LEADING UP TO THE WORLD CUP . . .SHE IS A REAL SOCCER MOM! A BIG TIME FAN! SCREAMS WHILE SHE IS TALKING TO ME ON THE PHONE FOR THE HOME TEAM! JUST A NOTE, I GOT OFF THE NEWS, ON THE PLANNED RAIDS, ON SANCTUARY CITIES, TO SEPARATE FAMILIES AND MAKE LIFE IN AMERICA HELL FOR IMMIGRANTS WHO ARE DOING NOTING DIFFERENT THAN ALL OUR ANCESTORS DID, INCLUDING TRUMP'S, COMING TO AMERICA, FOR A BETTER LIFE, THAN THEY HAD IN THEIR OLD COUNTRIES . . . "SUNLIGHT IS THE BEST DISINFECTIVE." --SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, BRANDISE ON THE DISTAIN HE HAD FOR GOVERNMENT AGENCIES AND DEPARTMENTS THAT WOULD FUCK WITH THE RULE OF LAW AND THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! CONGRATES TO JUSTICE KAVANAUGH, ON WRITING THE MAJORITY DECISION AND NOW I CAN'T REMEMBER THE CASE, BUT, DOING WHAT THE RULE OF LAW AND THE CONSTITUTION, SAID, NOT THE FEDERALIST SOCIETY, OR THE HINKLEY INSTITUTE TOLD HIM TO WRITE ON THE CASE! YEAH! IF WE LOSE OUR HUMANITY, WHAT, ELSE WILL SLIP, IN THIS COUNTRY. A COUNTRY IS JUDGE BY THE WAY IT TREATS ITS MOST VULNERABLE CITIZENS, OR AS THE SCRIPTURES SAY, TO TREAT THE GUEST OR VISITOR IN YOUR COUNTRY WELL! BUT THE WAY WE TREAT CHILDREN, AND THE ELDERLY, OR THE DISENFRANCIZED, SAYS A LOT ABOUT US AS A NATION! YEAH, THEY USED ME TO GET WHERE THEY GOT, THEN, CHANGED THEIR MINDS TO THEIR SHIT! DUPLICITY! NOTHING BUT LIES AND DECEIT! THOSE BRIGHT SHINY OBJECTS WE CALL, BOOBS! LOL. HOW PATHETIC. SEPARATE THE BEDROOM FROM THE BOARDROOM GENTLEMEN! FUCK. WE HAVE A COUNTRY TO RUN, NOT A BORDELLO! FUCKIN' PIMPS. COUPLE OF SONGS THEN, A COUPLE OF CASES, WITH A DIFFERENT TWIST! IF I CAN READ MY NOTES, BASICALLY HAVE TO GO FROM MEMORY . . .

"Broken Man"

I’ve done a little living
Things I ain’t proud of
And my best intentions
They all turn to dust

I’ve burned some bridges
Learned some lessons
Made me who I am today
Somewhere between a sinner and a saint

I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves a broken man

I got a few children
And a wife I love
Their eyes are watching
Oh, and I don’t want to mess this up

I’ve come so far from the man that I was
Still I’ve got so far to go
Just holding to the one thing that I know

Oh, I know I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves a broken man

Somehow I’ve seen Heaven
Use the mess I’ve made
To bring me from the ashes
And show me I can change
Oh, even I can change
I get lost, I get found

I get lost, I get found
Lose my way, but I turn around
Hit my knees, lift a prayer once again
Ask for mercy, ask for grace
Then I do the best I can
And I thank God He loves
I thank God that He loves

I thank God He loves a broken man 

I Don't Want To Be

Gavin DeGraw

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
If you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay to stone

And now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything
Other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking around rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't want to be
I don't want to be
I don't want to be

I don't want to be

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Gavin Degraw

I Don't Want To Be lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc

MURDER SHE SOLVED.  TRUE CRIME OUT OF CANADA!

• again, I like to point out cases that have something unique, in them, that makes, cops, tipsters, and others, look at things different than they might have before . . .
• in this case out of Ottowa, Canada, a 23 year old, philosophy major, decided to take some time off from school and an internship.  She took a bike ride on a well traveled, bike, running and walking path, got abducted, by a younger man, taken in the bushes, and murdered.  It took the community, only 6 days to find her body, which is pretty amazing.  That first 48 hours really counts, while evidence, bodies, and tips are hot!
• there is a real sad part of this, case, well, the murder, but, there was a 16 year old girl, who saw, the young woman, and, a young man on his bike also, fighting, after she heard a scream from the bushes . . . she thought it was just a lover's quarrel, but she followed them for a while, even picked up her phone, and was going to call police, then, decided against it, even after she heard the girl scream for a second time!  She, most likely, could have saved this young woman's life, had she just gone ahead and called the cops!  No foul, no problem, right?  It would not have hurt . . . . see something SAY SOMETHING!  Had it been a lover's quarrel, the couple could have cleared it up immediately!
• the girl did, however, make a good identification of the man, after she heard the girl had been murdered right where she last saw the two fighting.
• apparently, there was at least, one other girl, on a bike that this dude tried to get to go with him into the woods!  Now how he lured the victim, into the woods, is another story, the detective, figured, and she was gorgeous, that, he talked to her and asked her if she wanted to go for a bike ride, or to go talk, or do whatever, and when, the girl got down there, he likely, put the moves on her, and when she rejected him, he attacked her, and went ballistic, and, it appeared that, she tried to escape, being a good swimmer, jumped into the water, on her bike, and, he followed her in, and killed her.  The divers found her bike, but not her body in the river.  After a composite sketch of the man, came out, another girl came forward, and, the body was later found, after, an extensive search by cops and search and rescue, plus citizen volunteers, but she had algae from the river, in her lungs, but, after she was dead, he took the body, and dumped it, on land, but treated her naked body, with less respect that most people treat their dogs!  He just threw here down, no sexual assault, but covered her with bushes and sticks!
• the girl was particularly low risk living, she was a good student, a responsible employee, and she had a steady boyfriend, who was cleared immediately, so no, other men, making the suspect, list, wide open!  She didn't have anything weird in her financial life, nor, in any other area, as normal, good girl, as you could find!
• eventually, after thousands of people seeing the sketch, the cops got a call from a man, admitting that he killed her, and he didn't mean to.  Then, some lady, said that looked like her grandson or son . . . the cops had interviewed the dude, but, the killer had a very distinctive, TATTOO of a winged bird, on his arm, that was very noticeable, from, the witnesses or the intended other victims . . . this is key, because, this young man, who lived in the town, the cops got the call from the killer, was also where this young man was from, and I believe, he was not much more than, just out of high school.  But, he didn't have that, very key, winged bird tattoo, and that stumped the cops!  They had him strip his shirt off, and, sure enough, he didn't have that tattoo, but everything else, fit, but they had to release him.
• again, their path led to this young man, so they gave him a polygraph test and he failed, it miserably.  The cops brought in a hopped up, investigator, who started to grill him, and, at first the kid wasn't giving up anything, and he knew they didn't have anything on him.  Eventually, the investigator, relaxed, and, changed tactics, and, he started to act, more like a father figure, to the kid, and, the dude, even said, we know you killed, her, and, I think, at this point they didn't have the body, I think . . .  but, he started to draw a picture, of the whole thing, the incident, from start to finish, meeting her, where he took her, and then, down by the river, in the water and out, to where the body was.  That put him, at least at the scene of the crime, so they charged him and booked him.  They were still worried, knew they needed the confession, but, sometimes that is not even enough, so they called, some of his ex-girlfriends, and, the girlfriend, was able to give them that missing piece of information or evidence, that, would cover the defense attorneys, argument, that, sure someone may have told this dude, about how he killed the girl and where he put the body, but that gnarly, tattoo, still created, at least in the American criminal justice system, reasonable doubt, but then the girlfriend, told them, that the kid, loved to use, fake, stick on tattoos!
• when someone is booked into jail, they ask them if they  have any IDENTIFYING MARKS ON THEIR BODY, OR IF THERE ARE ANY "TATTOOS" AND OTHER BIRTH MARKS, THAT DISTINGUISHES THEM FROM SOMEONE ELSE!
• I HAVE NEVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE USING A "FAKE" TATTOO, THAT MIGHT IMPLICATE OR POINT THE FIGURE AT A DIFFERENT SUSPECT!  PART OF THE FRAMING PROCESS!  EASY ENOUGH TO DO!  CONSIDER WRAPS, FOR SLEEVE TATS, TOO!
• OH, MAYBE I ONLY WATCHED ONE CASE, YESTERDAY . . . THERE WAS ONE, MAN NAMED BRETT, WHO KILLED HIS WIFE, AFTER HE FOUND OUT, THAT SHE WAS MEETING UP WITH HER OLD HIGH SCHOOL BOYFRIEND, INTENT ON DIVORCING HIM . . . THE PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR ON THE CASE, PLAY ALONG WITH HIS GAMES TO FRAME THE OLD BOYFRIEND, ON HIS WIFE'S DISAPPEARANCE, BUT SHE WAS SMART ENOUGH TO SEE THAT . . . SHE PLAYED ALONG AND HAD HIM TAKE HER TO THE PLACE, HER HUSBAND, THOUGHT THE BODY MIGHT BE, AND AS THEY NEARED THE BODY, HE STARTED TO HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN, OBVIOUSLY, NOT AS COOL CALM AND COLLECTED, THE CLOSER THEY GOT . . . HE THEN, ASKED HER IS SHE WAS NERVOUS, BEING THERE WITH HIM?  IF THE OTHER DUDE DID IT, WHY SHOULD SHE BE SCARED OF HIM?  AS THEY APPROACHED, THIS PLACE, THERE WAS ONE OF HIS WIFE'S RUNNING SHOES, AND HE FREAKED, OUT, HIS EYES, GOT BIG, AND, HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING, SHE KNEW SHE WAS WITH A KILLER . . . SHE TOOK HIM BY THE FACE AND, SAID, BRETT, BRETT, IT'S OKAY, YOU ARE OKAY, WE HAVE FOUND THE BODY!  THE WHOLE TIME SHE WAS WIRED, AND THE COPS AND DETECTIVES WERE LISTENING!  HE ENDED UP GETTING LIFE IN PRISON WITH NO CHANCE OF PAROLE . . . AFTER HE WAS IN PRISON, AND THIS WAS HER FIRST CASE, SO GUTSY, THE PRISON GUARDS, ASKED, HER IF SHE HAD ANYTHING TO SAY TO BRETT . . . SHE SAID, YEAH, HOW DID IT FEEL TO BE TAKEN DOWN BY A WOMAN!?  I GUESS HE WAS VERY SEXIST, AND DEGRADING ABOUT WOMEN!  PAYBACK "IS' LITERALLY, A BITCH!  LOL.
  
• COOL CRIME-STOPPER, TO PASS ON TO THE LOWER 48!  THANKS! 

Have a Nice Day

Bon Jovi

Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? try to understand
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man
My daddy lived the lie, it's just the price that he paid
Sacrificed his life, just slavin' away

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day

Take a look around you; nothing's what it seems
We're living in the broken home of hopes and dreams
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand
Anybody brave enough to take a stand
I've knocked on every door, on every dead end street
Looking for forgiveness
What's left to believe?

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day

Oh, if there's one thing I hang onto
That gets me through the night
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face
I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day

When the world keeps trying, to drag me down

I've gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground
Well I say, have a nice day
Have a nice day
Have a nice day

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: John Shanks / Jon Bon Jovi / Richie Sambora

Have a Nice Day lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

HAVE A NICE DAY!

CAT IN A BOTTLE. WEB ON WHEELS. WOW! I CRIED FOR MADDER MUSIC & FOR STRONGER WINE! --ERNEST DOWSON. INVENTED INDIAN. LEGEND'S RIDE. I NEED BLOOD IN THE CUT! IRISH-ISH. WHO NEEDS LUCK WHEN YOU HAVE CHARM. LITTLE MISS, LITTLE MISS, CAN'T BE WRONG . . . REAL MACON. REC-CON. RECREATION & CONSERVATION. FORT MISSOULA. JULY 19 TO 21. CAMPING. BREW. KIDS ACTIVITIES. VENTORS. OUTDOOR LIVING AT ITS BEST! NOTES ON A SCANDAL. WHAT WAS SHE THINKING? I'M GONNA GO WEST, I WANNA BE A COWBOY, BABY! BUTTE URBAN BLIGHT! NEW INTERNATIONAL AIRLINES? DUPLICITY. FISH FRY. MOUSETERPIECE. FINISH RIGHT. APPROXIMATE CAPACITY FILLED IN MONTANA--10% AT BEST! FOREVER POWER TRAIN WARRANTEE. THE TRUE MEASURE OF SUCCESS IN LIFE ISN'T MONEY, FAME OR POWER . . . IT'S THE LAUGH LINES. THE SWEET SMELL OF SUCCESS! GIANT PENGINS INVADE TOKYO. GREEN GRASS. ROLLING HILLS. FRESH AIR. OPEN 7 DAYS A WEEK! I WANNA BE A COWBOY, BABY! SMILE. BIG BIRD TOO LARGE FOR SESAME STREET. A KNIGHT IN SHINING DOUBLE-SIDED GLAVANIZED STEEL. DO ONE THING. DO IT WELL. THESE LITTLE PIGGIES WILL LIVE FOREVER. MAKE A FEW DISCOVERIES OF YOUR OWN. NOW IT'S YOUR TURN TO EXPLORE. NOBODY TOLD YOU WHEN TO RUN. NOBODY TOLD YOU WHERE TO HIDE . . . SIMPLE MAN. INTERAGENCY GRIZZLY BEAR COMMITTEE MEETING. TUESDAY, 1:00 TO 5:00 PM. DOWNTOWN HOLIDAY INN. SARCASM. IT'S WHAT I DO. CHICAGO. IT'S INTELLIGENT, TOO. TRUFIT. GIRLS OF SHRED TEAR UP MABASH SKATE PARK. I WISH MY OLDER CAT WAS MORE PLAYFUL. ONE IN 6 BILLION. MATTHEW 5:13. YOU ARE THE SALT OF THE EARTH. IF THE SALT SHALL LOSE ITS FLAVOR, WHO THEN, SHALL BE THE SALT OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. YOU ARE THE SHALT OF THE EARTH, IS A COMPLIMENT. IN REMBRANT'S FAMOUS PICTURE OF THE LAST SUPPER, JUDAS ISCARIOT, HAS A SILVER GLASS OF SALT, TURNED OVER ON THE TABLE, INDICTING TO CHRIST THAT, HE REFUSED TO BE THE SALT OF THE EARTH! WE THROUGH SALT OVER OUR SHOULDERS, FOR GOOD LUCK, LOT'S WIFE, TURNED INTO A PILLAR OF SALT, FOR TURNING BACK AND LAMENTING ALL THAT SHE WAS LEAVING! NEVER LOOK BACK! GOOD STUFF! THANKS TO MATT HAS HIS WIFE, DOING OUTREACH TO THE POVERELLO, 2ND SATURDAY OF THE MONTH, THEY TEAM WITH BURGER KING, TO GIVE OUT HAMBURGERS AND BACKPACKS, SOCKS, OR CAMPING PACKS--HE CAME AND GAVE ME AND FOUR OTHERS, A RIDE TO CHURCH! KISSES. I USED TO WALK THE 3 MILES TO AND BACK. GOT OUT OF THE HABIT OF CHURCH! MISSOULA--PACK THAT PLACE,OR THE CHURCH OF YOUR CHOICE--REGULAR CHURCH GOERS ARE HAPPIER PEOPLE! SCRIOPTURES SAY TO FELLOWSHIP WITH THE SAINTS! FRESH LIFE CHURCH. GOD & BIBLE FOR IDIOTS. NEW "U-VERSION" APP. BIBLE.COM. 300 MILLION HITS OR RESULTS ALREADY. WHERE DO I START? I'M NOT SURE WHAT AN APP IS, SO I GOT A FREE "START" BIBLE FROM MATT, AND ANYBODY WHO ATTENDS CHURCH, GETS THAT GIFT AND A WELCOME GIFT! FUN GROUP! CAMPUSES IN ALL MAJOR MONTANA CITIES, EVEN ONE IN UTAH, SPOKANE, WASHINGTON, I THINK OREGON, AND, NORTH OR SOUTH DAKOTA? ALSO A PODCAST AND RADIO SHOW. I AM OLD SCHOOL. BY THE BOOK! WERE I TO ATTRIBUTE MY SUCCESS TO EITHER MY KNOWLEDGE OF THE SCRIPTURES AND GOD OR TO MY CREDENTIALS AND LAW DEGREE AND LICENSES, FOR SPY SHIT--GOD AND SCRIPTURES, LIKE IF YOU SET A TRAP FOR SOMEONE, YOU WILL FALL IN IT YOURSELF! I THINK THERE WAS A STINK OP AT THE POV. THIS MORNING, RIGHT AFTER I LEFT. 5 MINUTES, DOWN THE ROAD, FIRE ENGINES, SURROUNDED THE POV. COPS TOO? THERE WAS NOTHING GOING ON WHEN I LEFT, MINUTES EARLIER. COULD THOSE INDIANS, OR INJUNS, AS I CALL THEM, A TERM OF ENDEARMENT, SAVE, THAT DRUNK, WHITE MAN, DRINKING BUDDIES, LIFE, AS THEY ROUNDED THE RUSSELL STREET BRIDGE, AT 3:00 AM IN THE MORNING, SEEING A BODY FLOATING, ON HIS BACK--FUCK YEAH! A GOD DAMNED MIRACLE IF YOU ASK ME. THAT DUDES, TIME WAS NOT UP! SCRIPTURES SAY, THAT EVERY HAIR OF YOUR HEAD IS NUMBERED, AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THE TIME OF YOUR DEMISE! BETTER TO HAVE 12 JURORS DECIDE YOU FATE, THAT, 6 PALBEARERS! RIGHT? LOL. I WOULD ATTRIBUTE THE SUCCESS OF THIS BLOG, TO THE CREDENTIALS, AND MY BIOGRAPHICAL INFORMATION. SURE WE WILL LISTEN TO A FORMER, UTAH AG, OR A STAFF ATTORNEY, FOR THE DIVISION OF AGING, OR THE GENERAL COUNSEL FOR THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, OR THE CO-AUTHOR OF THE AWARD WINING MANUAL OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE 101, FOR PROSECUTORS AND LAW ENFORCEMENT, OR FUCK YEAH, THE CHICK WHO PUT TOGETHER THE 4 PRONG, PLAN ON AFGHANISTAN, THAT, PRESIDENT OBAMA AND SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTON FOLLOWED, LOWERING THE NUMBER OF TROOPS OVER THEIR, FROM 150,000 TO 15,000! BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. YOU HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO PARTY! THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS! BUTRICK CONSTRUCTION . . . FALLING LIKE FLIES. SAFETY IS NO ACCIDENT. WE THROW THE BEST PARTIES . . . EYEBALLS ROLL. GOOD ARTICLE IN THE OPINION OR OP ED PART OF THE MISSOULIAN: THEY USED TO IMPEACH A PRESIDENT FOR LYING. SO? TRUMP HAS ALLEGEDLY HIT THE 10,000 LIES SINCE HE WAS ELECTED, IN 2016. SO? HAVE WE SLIPPED THIS FAR MORALLY? DUPLICITY. EXAMPLE OF DUPLICITY, IN MY MIND, THEN, I WILL PUT THE DEFINITION DOWN BELOW. SO YESTERDAY IN THE NEWSPAPER, JARED KUSHNER, ALLEGED, HARVARD BUSINESS DEGREE, TRUMP SON-IN-LAW, WONDER BOY, CURE ALL FOR THE WORLD, LIKE RIGHT . . . IS TRYING OUT HIS(?) PEACE PLAN ON ISRAEL AND THE PALESTINIANS, WHO ARE NOT ON BOARD, OR KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE PEACE PLAN? WHAT THE FUCK. THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION IS THROWING, $50 BILLION AT THE PALESTINIANS, FOR PROSPERITY? WE COULD USE THAT MONEY FOR AMERICAN PROSPERITY! TRUMP SAID IT IS FROM PRIVATE AND PUBLIC FUNDS? OR COMING FROM MY BLOG, 50 DAYS WORTH? RIGHT. MY MONEY IN THE HANDS OF COPS! REMEMBER THE THREE AND FOUR STAR GENERALS WHO TRACKED ME DOWN, AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS CENTER, AND AT MCDONALDS, WHERE I USED TO WRITE MY BLOGS, NOW ABOUT 4 YEARS AGO--THEY DREW THE TOP TIER LEADERSHIP OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER, THE NEW ORDER, THE NEW GEOPOLITICAL ORDER, OR TYRANNY, AS, HAVING CIA LEVEL INTELLIGENCE OFFICERS, WHO JUST ARE MORMONS WHO KNOW A FOREIGN LANGUAGE, AND, ALPHA BRAVO MARINES . . . BEST IF BOTH! PRESIDENTS, CONGRESS OR PARLIAMENT, THE SUPREME COURTS, EVEN THE PENTAGON, AND THE CONSTITUTION, OF COURSE, THAT WOULD, PREVENT, THIS TYPE OF SHITTY, TAKE OVER, DONE THROUGHT, DUPLICITY, AND DECEPTION, WOULD NEVER ALLOW, THIS TYPE OF INFLITRATION, MIX, MATCH & ATTACH, THAT IS USED TO TRY TO FORM A DIFFERENT AMERICA, THAN THE FOUNDING FATHERS, ENVISIONED, AND, THE LOYALTIES OF THESE ENTITIES, ARE FOREIGN, AT BEST, FROM TAKING AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, CONSTITUTION! THIS STINKS OF THEIR SHIT! MY BLOG FUNDS, MY RIDE IS THEIR PRIDE, SO THEY CAN STEAL AT WILL, DO THEIR, SECRET WARS, PRISIONS, AND BLACK OPS, BUILD THEIR WAR MACHINES, AND TRY TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD, WITHOUT, YOU OR I AGREEING OR KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK IS GIONG ON! JARED'S SHIT IS THIS IN MOTION! THEY JUST DON'T WANT THE COUNTRY WATCHING OR UNDERSTANDING UNTIL IT IS A DONE DEAL! FUCK YOU PIGS! SHIT. IF YOU CAN GET EVERY COUNTRY TO SIGN ON TO YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT,T HEN, FINE, BUT IF NOT, FUCK YOU, CIA, MILITARY, AND THAT BITCH KAY, PRETENDING TO BE ME, TO STEAL ALL THE DOUGH! STUPID BITCH, NEVER, EVER, COULD DO ONE HALF OF WHAT I HAVE DONE, NOR EARN A FUCKING DOLLAR! HER LAW PRACTICE IN SALT LAKE CITY, UITAH WAS GOING UNDER, $10,000 PER MONTH, WHEN THE MOB, BOSS, MY THIRD HUSBAND, BRETT TODD STUART, WITH HIS FUCKNIG GOONS, STILL HANGING AROUDN THE POVERELLO, AS LATE AS LAST NIGHT, ONE IN THE CORNER, NEW YORK MOB, ONE DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF THE DOOR, CHICAGO, MOBSTER! STILL TRYING TO COMPLETE THE HIT, GENERALLY THREE DAYS, GET FIVE DAYS AT THE POV, WITHOUT BEING SIGNED INTO THE PROGRAM TO GET HOUSING! THERE IS A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, THAT WAS RIGHT OVER MY BACK, LAST NIGHT, ABOUT, 7:40 PM. I STARED DOWN THE NEW YORK DUDE, AND HE GOT UP AND WALKED AWAY, ABOUT, 8:00 PM, AND, MR, GOON FROM CHICAGO, TAHT PROBABLY KILLED, HIS TWIN OR LOOK-ALIKE, WOULD LOOK AT ME, THEN, HEARD ME TELLING MY FRIEND, ABOUT THEM, SO HE GOT UP AND LEFT UNTIL CHECK IN! INTERESTING DREAM LAST NIGHT. THE ONLY PART I CAN REMEMBER, WELL, WAS, ME BEING WITH MY KIDS AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK, AND MY DREAM INDICATED IT WAS, "SIX FLAGS" OUTSIDE OF CHICAGO, WHICH, I DID, TAKE MY KIDS TO BACK, IN THE SUMMER OF 1992, PROBABLY COULD GET VERIFICATION ON MY BANK CARD AT THE TIME--NOT AS MUCH FUCKING WITH IT, BACK IN THE DAY! HOWEVER IN THE SUMMER OF 1992, ELLIOT WAS, 8 YEARS OLD, OR SO AS I RECALL, AND MY KIDS, RAN THE CITY OF CHI TOWN, WHILE I WORKED AT AMERICANS UNITED FOR LIFE, INTERNSHIP, IN CHICAGO. HOWEVER IN THE DREAM, ELLIOT WAS, A TODDLER, ABOUT THREE YEARS OLD WHEN, WE WENT TO DISNEYLAND, BACK AFTER I GRADUATED FROM, WEBER STATE UNIVERSITY, IN 1986, AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR, COMMUNICATIONS, MINOR. BUT THE WEIRD THING ABOUT THE DREAM, WAS THAT, THE STRETCH OF ROAD, I WALKED WITH ELLIOT TO GET TICKETS, SEEMED TO BE A DEJA VU' EXPERIENCE IN THE DREAM, SO TAKING, ELLIOT'S AGE, MY ROCK STAR, THE DITCH & THE DELTA, GET VINYL, OR DONATE TO THE MOB, EAR CANDY LOCALS, ESP IN PAPER, TODAY, MUSIC SHOP, MUSICIANS, IN MISSOULA FOR 40 YEARS, COOL, ON THE HIP STRIP! BUT, THE DREAM APPEARS TO PUT, BOTH DISNEYLAND, AND, SIX FLAGS, TOGETHER, IN ONE DREAM. IN THE DREAM, AFTER GONIG DOWN THE ROAD, WITH TRACKS, SO WE MUST HAVE TAKEN THE "L" FROM DOWNTOWN CHICAGO, TO WHEREVER SIX FLAGS IS, THAT WAS 25 YEARS GO, BUT THERE WERE RAILS IN THE DREAM, WE CROSSED THEM, AND WENT TO THE PARK, IN THE DREAM, AT THAT POINT, THERE WAS A KIDDIE RIDE, OF A TRAIN, CHOO-CHOO TRAIN, FOR KIDS, BRIGHT, COLORFUL, AND, MORE LIKE YOU MIGHT SEE, AT, LAGOON, IN FARMINGTON, UTAH, AMUSEMENT PARK? NOW, THIRD HUB, BRETT'S FAVORITE PLACE ON EARTH, BESIDES, HALF MOON, BAY, WHERE KAY USED TO LIVE, WAS, THE EPTCOTT CENTER, AT DISNEYWORLD . . . I STARTED TO LOOK BACK, AND SEE, IF I PERHAPS, MET, A MOBSTER, WHILE I WAS IN CHICAGO FOR 3 MONTHS, 1992: (1) BABY SISTER, RACHEL, LIVED IN THE SUBURBS, IN SHUMGERG, ILLINOIS, AND THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME, SOMEONE ASKED IF ME AND HER WERE TWINS--I THOUGHT, SHIT SHE IS FOUR INCHES, TALLER, PREGNANT WITH MATT, HER OLDEST SON AT THE TIME, AND FUCK, DO I LOOK THAT BAD? LOL. PLANTING THE SEEDS OF TODAY? MAYBE. I HAVE WONDERED WHERE ALL THIS STARTED, AND THAT IS THE LIKELY PLACE, VERY PRESTIGIOUS INTERNSHIP, PARTICULARLY FOR UTAH, BECAUSE, THE AUL, THE LARGEST PULBIC INTEREST & EDUCATION FIRM IN THE NATION, USUALLY, ONLY RECRUITED, HARVARD, STANDFORD, YALE, TO TEIR LAW SCHOOL CANDIDATES . . . THERE WAS A RAIN STORM, IN PROVO THE DAY, ONE OF THE AUL ATTORNEYS, HELD A RECRUITING MEETING, AND, I JUST HAPPENED IN, AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON, BUT THE DUDE, LIKED MY COMMENTS AND INVITED ME TO COME TALK TO HIM! I ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR, BY WAY OF STUDENTS, AND HE TOLD ME, THEY RECRUITED AT ALL 150 LAW SCHOOL, TWO SLOTS, BUT TOP 10 AND LAW REVIEW . . . I STARTED LAUGHING AND SAID, THEN, YOU WILL LIKE MY SWEATSHIRT, IT SAID THE TOP 10 REASONS, I WAS NOT TOP 10! THEY WERE REALLY FUNNY. THEN, I CALLED ME TO OFFER ME THE JOB, SIGHT UNSEEN FROM THE REST OF THE ATTORNEYS, AND IT TOOK ME SOME TIME, AND MY KIDS, ENCOURAGING ME TO TAKE THE JOB! SO WHO DID I MEET? RACHEL LINED ME UP WITH, A DUDE, WHO TOOK ME TO THE ARLINGTON DERBY OR HORSE RACES? BOOKIE? DON'T REMEMBER HIS NAME, DIDN'T REALLY LIKE HIM, BUT HE TAUGHT ME A LOT ABOUT HORSES AND RACING! (2) MY BEST BET, WOULD BE, I TALKED TO SOMEONE, DARK HAIR, SMART, OUT ON OLIVE PARK, LOOKING BACK AT THE CITY . . . WE TALKED POLITICS, HE SAID, IF YOU THINK UTAH GETS, BAD WITH MORMONS AND NON-MORMONS, THINK ABOUT, THE COMPLEXITY OF POLITICS IN CHICAGO, WITH THE ITALILAN SECTION, CHINESE, NORWEIGN, GERMAN, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, ABOUT, 13 DIFFERENT NATIONALITIES, MAKING UP THE POLITICAL STRUCTURE OF CHICAGO OR ILLINOIS. WE TALKED FOR SOME TIME . . . DID HE FOLLOW MY CAREER? I AM SURE I WOULD HAVE TOLD HIM WHY I WAS IN CHICAGO. WHO WAS THAT? (3) THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND THIS MORNING AT ABOUT, 2:30 AM, AFTER, I HAD THE DREAM AND COULD NOT GO BACK TO SLEEP, THAT, PERHAPS, JAMES KENNEDY, WAS THE BLACKHAWK, NHL, HOCKEY, PLAYER, WHO PICKED ME UP AT THE DANCE CLUB, AND THREW ME OVER HIS SHOULDER, WANTING TO TAKE ME TO ANOTHER PARTY, SOMEWHERE ELSE, GIONG IN HIS LIMO! I REFUSED TO GO--SAFETY IS NO ACCIDENT! I LOST ONE OF MY EARRINGS, ON THE DANCE FLOOR, A LION IN A CIRCLE OF GOLD, DANGLY EARRINGS, MY FAVS., TOLD HIM, I WOULD GIVE HIM MY NAME AND NUMBER, IF HE FOUND MY FAVORITE EARRINGS, HE DIDN'T WANT TO LOOK AND TOLD ME HE WOULD BUY ME A PAIR OF DIAMOND EARRINGS IF I WENT WITH HIM. WHEN, I SAID NO, THAT, I WOULD GIVE THE BAR TENDER, MY NAME AND NUMBER AND HE COULD GET IT FROM HIM . . . WHICH HE REFUSED TO DO, THAT WAS INCASE HE FOUND MY EARRING AT CLOSING, AND THEN, DUDE COULD COME BRING IT BACK TO ME . . . AT THAT HE PICKED ME UP AND THREW ME OVER HIS SHOULDERS--DUDE WAS ABOUT, KENNEDY'S HEIGHT, AND, WAS BUILT, TOO. I WAS TOO AFRAID TO GO ON A DATE IN THE CITY, THAT I DIDN'T KNOW, NEVER DATED ANYONE! (4) OR WAS IT THE BLACK, PRO FOOTBALL, PLAYER, FBI AGENT, WHO WALKED BEHIND ME, THE FIRST DAY IN CHICAGO, AND TOOK ME TO LUNCH AT O'MALLEY'S, KISSED ME, AFTER LUNCH! I WAS, ANTI-INTER-RACIAL DATING AT THE TIME, BUT FOR LUNCH, LOL. HE KISSED ME AND I WAS SHOCKED, TOOK ME OFF GUARD, BUT BY THE TIME I GOT BACK TO THE OFFICE, AND HE CALLED FOR A DATE, I GOT MY BERRINGS TOGEHTER, AND, POINT BLANK, SAID, I DIDN'T BELIEVE IN IT! A CONSTITUITONAL LAW DEGREE, AND, 20 OR SO YEARS OF LAW, CHANGED ALL THAT . . . DID HOWARD PRYOR, COME BACK, TO FIND ME? I WAS FAMOUS BY THAT TIME, IF ANYONE, FOLLOWED MY CAREER, MY $356.7 MILLION DOLLAR SECURITIES CIVIL RIGHTS, LAWSUIT, CAME OUT OF NEW YORK INVESTMENT FINANCIAL NEWS, AND THE STORY WAS RUN IN ALMOST EVERY NEWSPAPER IN THE COUNTRY . . . NO, WHITTLE KAY, AKA, ME, DIDN'T DO THE CASE, SHE IS AN AMBULANCE CHASER! SHE COULDN'T HAVE WRITTEN, PAGE ONE! (5) DID SOMEONE MEET MY KIDS, OR ME AND MY KIDS, WE WERE TRIPPING ALL OVER CHICAGO, GOING TO MUSEUMS, AND, THE WHITE SOX BASEBALL GAME, TASTE OF CHICAGO, WHATEVER, 4TH OF JULY CELEBRATION, I THINK, AND I WAS MORE CHATTY BACK IN THE DAY . . . KIND OF RUDE, NOWDAYS, DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED, GETTING OLD, I GUESS! THE NUMBER ONE COMMENT, I GOT ABOUT MY FOUR BEAUTIFUL KIDS, WAS, THEY ARE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL KIDS I HAVE EVER SEEN. IT LOST IT'S IMPACT, AFTER AWHILE . . . BUT FOUR OF FOUR, ALL SMART TOO, WAS, RARE! I REMEMBER SEEING, A FAMILY LIKE THAT, IN MISSOULA OR SEATTLE, A FEW MONTHS AGO, AND, THE FOUR KIDS WERE ALL SO STUNNING, I HAD A HARD TIME KEEPING MY EYES OFF THEM, AND I REMEMBER, THINKING OR WONDERING IF THAT WAS THE WAY PEOPLE FELT THEN, THEY SAW ALL MY KIDS, TOGETHER? PROBABLY. OF COURSE THEY GET THEIR GOOD LOOKS FROM MOM! LOL. NO, THE EX, IS A HANDSOME DUDE, TOO! (6) SHELLEY HAD MOB CONNECTIONS, HER BOSS, ALAN WOLFSON, GOT SENTENCED, I BELIEVE TO LIFE, FOR SECURITIES FRAUD, AND HER EX-HUSBAND, DAVID YEMAN, ALSO, GOT AT LEAST TWO YEARS IN THE NELLIS PRISON, IN LAS VEGAS, OR OUTSIDE VEGAS . . . SHELLEY MADE A CAREER OF SAVING HER OWN, ASS, AND TURNING STATES EVIDENCE ON OTHERS! ALAN WAS, SALT LAKE CITY, MOBSTER . . . PROBABLY WHERE BRETT CAME IN, OR KAY? MY FATHER HAD MOB TIES, SO DID SOME OF MY CLIENTS, LIKE SHANE MICHAEL CLARK. WHO KNOWS, BUT THAT MAY GIVE THE GOOD COPS SOME LEADS! STRANGE TIMES WE LIVE IN WITH TRUMP AS THE MOB'S HANDPICKED, PRESDIENT, GOAL OF THE NEW YORK MOB, BACK IN 1985, THE CASTELLANO FAMILY, WHO WANTED TO CONTROL THE NEW YORK SKYLINE, WHICH INCLUDED, TRUMP TOWERS, TO LEGITIMIZE THE MOB, AND, THEN TO PUT A MAN IN THE WHITE HOUSE! ON ELECTION EVE, I WAS WATCHING, YOUNG TURKS WITH MY DAUGHTER, AND HER HUSBAND, AT THE TIME, AND AS EARLY AS, 5:30 PM, THE MAIN TURK, CENT? OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS, CAN'T SPELL, TURKISH, OR WHATEVER! LOL. HE HAD BEEN WATCHING ELECTIONS FOR 20 YEARS AND REPORTING ON THEM, AND BY, THAT EARLY TIME, HE SAID, SOMETHING IS WRONG, SOMETHING IS WRONG . . . THIS CAN'T BE! THIS IS ALL FUCKED UP! HE LOOKED AT THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE MAP, AND SAID, NO, THIS IS WRONG! THE FIRST PERSON, HE HAD, SPEAK, AFTER THE WIN, WAS, REPUBLICAN STRATEGIST, NONE, OTHER THEN, ALEX CASTELLANO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO FIGURE! I DID THAT RESEARCH ON THE MOB, YEARS AGO! SO WHERE ARE WE NOW? LET TALK DUPLICITY . . . COACH. IT'S NOT THE MOB OR BRETT, OR KAY, OR SHELLEY, IT HAS BEEN ME ALL THE LAST, ALMOST 6 YEARS! FOREVER POWER TRAIN WARRANTEE! MEET ME IN THE FIRE HOLE BELOW . . .

du·plic·i·ty

/d(y)o͞oˈplisədē/

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noun

noun: duplicity

1. 1.

   deceitfulness; double-dealing.

   
   

   "the president was accused of duplicity in his dealings with Congress"

   synonyms:

   deceitfulness, deceit, deception, deviousness, two-facedness, double-dealing, underhandedness, dishonesty, falseness, falsity, fraud, fraudulence, sharp practice, swindling, cheating, chicanery, trickery, craft, guile, artifice, subterfuge, skulduggery, treachery, unfairness, unjustness, perfidy, improbity; More informalcrookedness, shadiness, foxiness, dirty tricks, shenanigans, monkey business, funny business, hanky-panky; informaljiggery-pokery; informalmonkeyshines; informalcodology; archaicknavery, knavishness, management "his conscience would not allow him to enter into duplicity"

   antonyms:

   honesty

2. 2.

   archaic

   doubleness.

   Simple Man

   Lynyrd Skynyrd

   Mama told me when I was young
   "Come sit beside me, my only son
   And listen closely to what I say
   And if you do this it'll help you some sunny day"

   "Oh, take your time, don't live too fast
   Troubles will come and they will pass
   You'll find a woman and you'll find love
   And don't forget, son, there is someone up above"

   "And be a simple kind of man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby be a simple kind of man
   Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

   "Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
   All that you need is in your soul
   And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
   All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"

   "And be a simple kind of man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby be a simple kind of man
   Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

   Oh yes, I will

   "Boy, don't you worry, you'll find yourself
   Follow your heart and nothing else
   And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
   All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied"

   "And be a simple kind of man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby be a simple kind of man
   Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can"

   Baby, be a simple, really simple man
   Oh, be something you love and understand
   Baby, be a simple, kind of simple man

   Source: LyricFind

   Songwriters: Gary Rossington / Ron Van Zant

   Simple Man lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
   
   

   10,000 LIES TO THE AMERICAN PEOPLE!

   • my case is, replete with duplicity!
   • black and white thinker, will, could, never scratch the surface of this case, ever!
   • this is one of the big deficiencies of having the majority of FBI and CIA, NSA, or otherwise, federal agents over, financial crimes, they are two black and white in their thinking, and they are actually for, the corruption, the deceivers, the liars, the doubleness, the skulduggery, and games, totally! 
   • this is ALL THE CIA IS, IS DUPLICITOUS AND DECEITFUL! 
   • THEY TAKE AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, BUT ARE LOYAL TO EVERYTHING BUT, THE CONSTITUTION OR THE UNITED STATES?
   • CIA agents, Mormon missionaries, all Republicans are globe trotting, behind the scenes, fixing things for Trump, and, going for their version of world peace, through, trickery and double dealing!  Mormons spend, two years of their lives, the most formative, years beyond the home, in a foreign country, and they serve the people, make critical connections with American Embassies and U.S. Consulates, and, they grow to love that country, and sometimes, more than their own country!  WE love the People, we serve!  If you volunteer your money and resources to another country, for two years, and, never do the same for your country, your loyalties are with that other country, or those people you served.  Now what happens, when there is a conflict between, the country, you served and the one, you have not served?  Right, you go with the one you love!  Same with people . . . you see, the men, involved, in the duplicity of me, actually, are rooting for the women, they love, and have served, for years and years, almost 20 or more, starting in Chicago!  I know the game, and I can see right through it, right off the bat, but I keep hoping that, one of the federal agents will be loyal to the country, and to the person who fights for this country and the oath of office we all took, and, does what is right for US, the USA!  BUT THAT WOULD BE CONTRARY TO HUMAN NATURE!  WE LOVE THE ONES WE SERVE!  THAT IS WHY PARENTS LOVE THEIR KIDS AND KIDS LOVE THEIR PARENTS, OR GENERALLY DO!
   • here again, is scripture, you can't have two masters, you will run from the one and cleave to the other!  You can't serve, God and Mammon or Man at the same time!  They are all about MONEY, and MAN . . . make America great again?  What the fuck, for who?  that is regression, not progression to the PREAMBLE OF THE CONSTITUTION!
   • love of money, is the root of all evil, scripture . . . the only time Christ got humanly pissed, was, when, he THREW THE MONEY-CHANGERS OUT OF THE TEMPLE . . . HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!  SYMBOLIC OF MORMONS IN THE TEMPLES!
   • how can we function as a nation, with a President and law enforcement, or the executive branch, fighting for something, that is Anti-American, or for Russia, or China, or Venezuela?  You have to pick up the duplicity of the former, director of the CIA, Mike Pompeo, now, Secretary of State!  He pulls in the loyalty of the CIA, and then, does, their bidding, around the world for this new geopolitical order, or the Bush, New Order, or the New World Order, from the 1930's!  This stuff is not new, but it is, ANTI-AMERICAN!
   • we saw this same duplicity, in Trump's recent trip to visit with the Queen, of England, almost, pretending to be the American King, bringing his whole fucking family, at tax payers, dollar, to England?  What the fuck?  Nobody has done that before?  WHY, to show the Queen that he is King and President, in HIS OWN MIND?  No, you are either the President or nothing in, America . . . their are not TITLES OF NOBILITY, as per the United State Constitution!  NONE.  Trump, should have to pay for the trip for the whole fucking family, and their clothes if tax payers bought those too!
   • we see the duplicity in Congress!  If violation of the EMOLUMENTS CLAUSE, AND ALL THE OTHER, SHIT, RUSSIA, NORTH KOREA, CHINA, BACK CHANNELS FOR KUSHNER, AND, THE TRUMP TOWERS MEETING, OR CALLING FOR RUSSIA TO GET HILLARY'S EMAILS OR TO LOCK HER UP, AND NOT HIM?????? FUCK . . . THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS AN "IMPEACHABLE OFFENSE" TO NANCY AND CHUCK????????????????????  GOD!
   • we see duplicity in our GOP controlled state legislatures . . . this country is ONE PERSON, ONE VOTE!  WE HAVE VOTER SUPPRESSION!  WE ARE TRYING TO STOP PEOPLE FROM VOTING--WHAT THE FUCK?????  WE HAVE GERRYMANDERING, AND VOTER GAMING GOING ON!  WE SHOULD BE ENCOURAGING THE VOTE, NOT DISCOURAGING THE VOTE . . . THAT IS DOUBLE MINDEDNESS!
   • WE MUST GET BACK TO FAIR PLAY, TO STRAIGHT TALK, TO REALITY, TO FACTS, EVIDENCE, THE RULE OF LAW . . . OR THIS COUNTRY IS FUCKED!  I LOVED SEEING, HONG KONG AND, NOW, THE CHECZ, IN PRAGUE PROTESTING TO GET RID OF THEIR BILLIONAIRE, PRIME MINISTER, AND FIGHTING FOR DEMOCRACY!  OUR EXECUTIVE BRANCH SHOULD NOT BE AGAINST OUR SYSTEM OF GOVERNMENT!  THEY NEED TO CHANGE OR MOVE TO ENGLAND OR RUSSIA, OR CHINA!  WE DON'T NEED THEM, THEY ARE TOO GOOFY, TALKING OF DISNEYLAND, TO RUN THIS COUNTRY, OR TO EVEN POLICE IT!  NOT TO MENTION TRYING TO POLICE THE WORLD, FUCK??????

   
   

   I Wanna Be a Cowboy

   Boys Don't Cry

   Riding on the range,
   I've got my hat on,
   I've got my boots dusty.

   I've got my saddle
   On my horse.
   He's called... T-t-t-t-t-trigger
   Of course.

   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy

   Riding on the chuck wagon,
   Following my man.
   His name is Ted,
   Can you believe that?
   Camping on the prairie
   Plays havoc with my hair.
   Makes me feel quite dirty,
   Though we all do sometimes

   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy

   Looking like a hero,
   Six-gun at my side,
   Chewing my tobacco.
   Out on the horizon,
   I see a puff of smoke.
   Indians on the warpath,

   White man speak-em with forked tongue.
   Or not.

   I want to be a cowboy
   And you can be my cowgirl
   I want to be a cowboy

   My name is Ted,
   And one day I'll be dead yo, yo.

   Source: LyricFind

   Songwriters: Jeff Seopardi / Brian Chatton / Nick Ramsden / Nick Richards

   I Wanna Be a Cowboy lyrics © Peermusic Publishing
   
   

   Sex and Candy

   Marcy Playground

   Hangin' round downtown by myself
   And I had so much time
   To sit and think about myself
   And then there she was
   Like double cherry pie
   Yeah there she was
   Like disco superfly

   I smell sex and candy here
   Who's that lounging in my chair
   Who's that casting devious stares
   In my direction

   Mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream

   Hangin' round downtown by myself
   And I had too much caffeine
   And I was thinkin' 'bout myself
   And then there she was

   In platform double suede
   Yeah there she was
   Like disco lemonade

   I smell sex and candy here
   Who's that lounging in my chair
   Who's that casting devious stares
   In my direction

   Mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream

   I smell sex and candy here
   Who's that lounging in my chair
   Who's that casting devious stares
   In my direction

   Mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this surely is a dream
   Yeah mama this must be my dream

   Source: LyricFind

   Songwriters: John K. Wozniak

   Sex and Candy lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc

   
   

WIRED TO SERVE. I'VE COME SO FAR, AND IN THE END, IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER . . . EVERY SECOND MATTERS. EVERY BLOCK PUTS A DENT. EVERY FRY COUNTS! FIRE & ICE. EGG. FRESHLY CRACKED. FRESH START. ELCASADOR. ITASCA "SPIRIT." MONTANA GLASS. ECHO CHURCH. WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER! SENIOR MAFIOSO DESCENDING ON MISSOULA AND SURROUNDING AREA. MOUNTAIN LIINE #4 TO BONNER VERY MAFIA LOOKING, REFUSED TO LOOK AROUND, ACT NORMAL, GOT OFF WHEN HE SAW ME STARING AT HIM AND WRITING. SALT & PEPPER HAIR, ROMAN NOSE. DUDE WHO HAS BEEN HANGING OUT WITH MY BUDDY JACK, WHO IS IN ALASKA, WORKING FOR THE SALMON FISHING BOATS, NEW YORK, GOT INTO IT WITH LOCAL COPS ONE DAY, AND SAID, THINK I'M AFRAID OF YOU, I SPENT 15 YEARS IN RIEKERS, UPSTATE NEW YORK, FOR BANK ROBBERY. HELLO! YESTERDAY, I SAW HIM WITH ANOTHER OLDER GENTLEMAN, DRESSED, VERY MUCH, LIKE CHICAGO MOB, SITTING ALLEGEDLY WAITING FOR THE BUS, BUT I WAS ON THE BUS AND THEY DIDN'T BUDGE--GOOD PLACE TO TALK WITHOUT SURVEILLANCE OR CAMERAS! MR. NY MOBSTER, DOESN'T GENERALLY STAY AT THE POV. BUT YESTERDAY, HE WAS HELPING NEW CHICAGO GANGSTER, CHECK IN. DUDE DIDN'T GET BACK FOR CHECK IN, SHOWED UP AT THE DOOR, AFTER, 9:30 PM, OR LATER, CHICK AT THE DESK GAVE HIM A LUNCH SACK, AND HE LEFT, PROBABLY TO GAMBLE. HE CAME BACK, ABOUT A HALF HOUR LATER, HAD TO BE 10:00 PM, BECAUSE, I WAS SITTING IN THE FRONT DOOR AREA, LISTENING TO MUSIC, UNTIL HE CAME BACK, DIDN'T WANT HIM TO NOTICE ME. HE RANG THE DOORBELL, GOT PISSED, ACTED, JUST THE WISEGUY, HE PROBABLY IS! MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD MIGHT BE IN TOWN TOO. SAY SEVERAL DUDES, ABOUT, 2:00 PM, RIDE BY ON A BIKE, WHILE I WAS SITTING ON THE CEMENT WALL, ENJOYING THE FEW MINUTES OF SUNSHINE . . . THESE DUDES ARE GENERALLY YOUNGER, WOULD WANT TO BLEND IN, AND BIKES ARE FREE, CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME OF THE PLACE. LIKE I SAY, TAKE A NUMBER, FOR A HIT ON ME, BETWEEN THE FIVE GUYS BURGERS & FRIES, WE HAVE COPS, MOBSTERS, FEDS, MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD, IRISH, INDIANS, AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE. ALLSTEEL. OH, OLD TIME, GANGSTER, NEW YORK, EASTERN, SHOWED UP ON BUS #2, ABOUT 10:45 AM, HAIR SLICKED BACK, BROWN LEATHER JACKET, SITTING DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM ME! HE HAS COME AND GONE, BEFORE, IMMEDIATELY STARTED A CONVERSATION WITH ME, ASK ABOUT, ANNA, TOLD ME SHE WAS LEAVING, SO UP ON POV. STAFF, TRIED TO WALK WITH ME TO THE POV. BUT I TOLD HIM, I LIKE TO TAKE MY TIME! DIDN'T SEE HIM AT LUNCH! THE GATHERING. YOU MIGHT WANT TO CHECK, KNIFE RIVER, CITY RIVER CONSTRUCTIONS, AND ALL THE SUBSIDIARIES OF THAT COMPANY, ALLEGEDLY, THE LARGEST CONSTRUCTION COMPANY IN THE WORLD! TOLD, THEY DO ALL THE BIG ROAD AND HIGHWAY CONSTRUCTION GOVERNMENT CONTRACTING WORK, BIG RED FLAG! MUCH, LIKE THE GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS IN THE MOVIE, STATE OF PLAY, ALL 12 OR SO, MILITARY GOVERNMENT CONTACTORS WERE ALL THE SAME OPERATION--MOB! THEY USE DIFFERENT NAMES, TO DISGUISE AND MAKE PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE ALL SEPARATE CONSTRUCTION COMPANIES, BUT, ALL GO RIGHT BACK TO THE HEAD, COMPANY--DON'T KNOW THE NAME! THERE MIGHT BE SOME ANTI-TRUST ISSUES, LEGALLY, TO BREAK UP A MONOPOLY! GOVERNMENT REGULATORS, PROBABLY ON THE TAKE! RENTON. SAME IN SEATTLE. WHEREVER I HAVE BEEN WRITING MY BLOG, THERE IS AN EXPLOSION OF CONSTRUCTION, BECAUSE, THEY ARE LAUNDERING, BILLIONS, THEY STEAL FROM ME, AND MY KIDS! SUNSET TRAIL. NEGLECTING GOD IS WHAT COMPLICATES LIFE! HOLLAND ELECTRIC. EAR CANDY. LOCAL VINYL JOINT. THE DITCH & THE DELTA. EVERY PURCHASE COUNTS! LAKE COMMUNITY TRANSIT--NOT! JAG (JOANN ATTORNEY GENERAL--6 FAKES OR MORE) I AM WRITING THIS RIGHT FROM THE COMPUTERS AT THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA, 8:20 AM, 6/21/2019 . . . THE COP/MOB WIVES WOULD NOT RAT OUT THEIR OWN BREAD AND BUTTER HONIES! NOBODY NEEDS TO BE AFRAID OF THE MOB, OR THE MUSLIM BROTHERHOOD, OR DIRYT COPS, ALLEGEDLY, AMERICAN HELL'S ANGELS ARE THE AMERICAN MAFIA? BIKERS ARE INVOLVED IN THIS! BUT, I READ ABOUT THE BEGININGS OF THE SICILIAN MOB, THE ITALIANS AND THE SICILIANS, JUST COULDN'T GET JOBS, BACK IN THE DAY, 1950'S, SO THEY STARTED TO TAKE 10% FROM ALL THE PEOPLE WHO DID HAVE JOBS! THEN THEY STARTED TO FIGHT OVER TERRITORIES, GOT BLOODY, AND THEY MORPHED INTO THE GANGSTERS THEY WERE AND ARE! THEY YARE NO DIFFERENT THAT THE DUDES AT THE POVERELLO HOMELESS SHELTER! LOL. YOU JUST HAVE OTHER GROUPS, PICKING UP ON MAKING MONEY OFF, CITIZENS, OR TAX PAYERS, OR FAMILIES, WHO HAVE POTENTIAL, OR KILLING PEOPLE WITH MEANS, AND STEALING THEIR IDENTITES! SHELLEY WANTED A CAREER WITH POTENTIAL--OH, JOANN'S IS A GREAT ONE, LET'S POISON HER AND USE HER RESUME TO GET INTO DOORS, EVEN KAY'S TITS, OR NIPPLES COULDN'T GET HER, AS AN ATTORNEY, INTO . . .SHE WAS GOING IN THE HOLE FINANCIALLY, $10,000 PER MONTH, AS AN ATTORNEY! SURE, I PLAY THE LEAD ROLE IN JOANN'S FAIRY TALE LIFE! 360 DEGREE FRAUD! SO, DON'T BE IMPRESSED! THEY DID NOTHING, BUT JACK THE MONEY, AND CREATE BUSINESSES, OR KILL THE OWNERS, AND TAKE THEM OVER! ALLWEST ON TRAINING, ALL ME! PIZZA FROM SCRATCH! SEE HOW I CAN GET RID OF THE MOB, LIKE IN MY DREAM, WITH THEM, ALL LEAVING THEIR MACHINE GUNS, AND SPLITTING . . . RAT THEM OUT BEFORE THEY GET ORGANIZED! NEW HIP HOPPED UP COPS IN TOWN, WITH TONS OF SKILLS AND TOOLS! KISS. I NOTICED A DRASTIC CHANGE, BACK IN MAY WHEN, I CAME BACK, STILL HAD TRUST ISSUES, BUT, THE COPS JUST WATCHED, TRACKED, FOLLOWED AND SAW, THAT, YEAH, SHE IS THE CHICK BLOGGER, WE HAVE ALL READ FOR YEARS! THEN, THEY STARTED ACTING MORE LIKE THE FEDS, TAILS, TRAILS, TRACES, TRACKS . . . THANKS! NOW THE TABLES ARE TURNED, AND WE WILL SEE HOW WELL, THE MOB CHICKS SURVIVE THE HEAT THEY HAVE PUT ON ME FOR THE LAST, 7 TO 20 YEARS! I IMAGINE, NOT SO WELL! SOFT LANDINGS IN MISSOULA, SEATTLE, UTAH, AND OTHER PLACES, LIKE TEXAS, AND COLORADO, WHERE THEY FLEA WHEN THE HEAT STARTS TO BEAR DOWN ON THEM! GO GRIZ. GO ANYWHERE! SOME INTERESTING BOOKS AND AUTHORS, NAMES, THAT MIGHT BE OF INTEREST, WINDOW SEAL AT THE POV.: (1) "THE BOSS" (THE BIG DIPPER ICE CREAM); (2) "HOOKING UP." --TOM WOLFE. SEVERAL OF THESE, ENOUGH FOR EACH BITCH THEY BROUGHT ON BOARD! (3) "NOT QUITE POSTHUMOUS LETTER." --CAITLIN THOMAS (CAT, I, LYING, THOMAS IS ONE OF MY SIGNS FOR CIA!); (4) SEVEN TYPES OF AMBIGUITY." --ELLIOT PERLMAN. (5) "THE DIVINE ECONOMY OF SALVATION." --PREISILLA UPPAL. (6) "THE LONE PILGRIM." --LAURIE COLWIN. (7) "THE BEET QUEEN." --LOUISE ERDRICH. ALSO THE AUTHOR OF "LOVE MEDICINE." NOW FOR SOME CULTURAL TREASURES THAT SPILL OVER INTO UNITED STATES POLITICS . . .

Bad Medicine

Bon Jovi

Your love is like bad medicine
Bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
There ain't no doctor that can cure my disease

Bad medicine

I ain't got a fever, got a permanent disease
And it'll take more than a doctor to prescribe a remedy
I got lots of money but it isn't what I need
Gonna take more than a shot to get this poison out of me
And I got all the symptoms count 'em one, two, three
First you need (that's what you get for falling in love)
Then you bleed (you get a little but it's never enough)
And when you're on your knees (that's what you get for falling in love)
Now, this boy's addicted 'cause your kiss is the drug, whoa

Your love is like bad medicine, bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
There ain't no doctor that can cure my disease
Bad, bad medicine

I don't need no needle to be givin' me a thrill
And I don't need no anesthesia or a nurse to bring a pill
I got a dirty down addiction that doesn't leave a track
I got a jones for your affection like a monkey on my back
There ain't no paramedic gonna save this heart attack

 

When you need (that's what you get for falling in love)
Then you bleed (you get a little but it's never enough)
And when you're on your knees (that's what you get for falling in love)
Now, this boy's addicted 'cause your kiss is the drug, whoa

 

Your love is like bad medicine, bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
So let's play doctor, baby, cure my disease
Bad, bad medicine
Is what I want
Bad, bad medicine
Ow, it's what I need

 

I need a respirator 'cause I'm running out of breath
But you're an all night generator wrapped in stockings and a dress
When you find your medicine you take what you can get
'Cause if there's something better, baby, well they haven't found it yet
Whoa

 

Your love is like bad medicine, bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
There ain't no doctor that can cure my disease

Your love, bad medicine
Bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
Your love's the potion that can cure my disease
Bad, bad medicine
Is what I want
Bad, bad medicine
Ooh baby, ooh baby
Bad, bad medicine (I gotta, I gotta, I gotta, I gotta)
I gotta, I gotta
I gotta do it again, wait a minute, wait a minute
Hold on
I'm not done
One more time
With feeling
Come on
Help me out now

 

 

Your love is like bad medicine
Bad medicine is what I need, whoa
Shake it up just like bad medicine
You got the potion that can cure my disease

 

Your love, bad medicine
Your kiss is what I need
Your love, bad medicine

 

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Richard Sambora / Desmond Child / Jon Bon Jovi

Bad Medicine lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.

 

 

Hungry Like The Wolf

Duran Duran

Dark in the city night is a wire
Steam in the subway earth is afire
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
Woman you want me give me a sign
And catch my breathing even closer behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

In touch with the ground
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Smell like I sound I'm lost in a crowd
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Straddle the line in discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I'm hungry like the wolf

Stalked in the forest too close to hide
I'll be upon you by the moonlight side
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
High blood drumming on your skin it's so tight
You feel my heat I'm just a moment behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

In touch with the ground
I'm on the huntdown after you
Scent and a sound
I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Strut on a line it's discord and rhyme
I howl and I whine I'm after you
Mouth is alive all running inside
And I'm hungry like the wolf

Hungry like the wolf

Burning the ground I break from the crowd
I'm on the huntdown I'm after you
I smell like I sound
I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Strut on a line it's discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I'm hungry like the wolf

 

Burning the ground I break from the crowd
I'm on the huntdown I'm after you
Scent and a sound
I'm lost and I'm found
And I'm hungry like the wolf
Strut on a line it's discord and rhyme
I'm on the hunt down I'm after you
Mouth is alive

 

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: George Taylor / Richard David James Heacock

Hungry Like The Wolf lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

 

THERE'S A BARBARIAN ON THE BUS!

•  I wrote about, my buddy, Lee, don't know his last name, but, he, to me, is a Missoula, Montana, cultural treasure!  LOL.  He reminds me of some old timer, who panned for gold in them, there hills!  He is always colorful, always, happy, always, ready to sing, and show me his latest purchase!  He has some doozies, but the day he wore the black oversized, sombrero cowboy hat, that blocked the Mountain Line chick, and the two cops, from seeing me, or the cops just pretended not to see me, because, they were scoping the crowd, really aggressively, or they were Shelley's robo private cops, dressed for bear, but, we were busy, because of the pink towels, Lee had under his hat . . . now for the rest of the story, beyond the 10 gallon hat . . .
• both Lee and I, and I am way, relieved to be on the bus, looking out at three cops by now, two looked fake to me, and one real, MPD, private cops, mix in with the real ones and create problems but do the mob's work, on my money!  So, Lee gets off, near his home in East Missouila . . . I take a relaxing ride, I love, that clears my head, gives me all the buzz of being in nature, the pines, the river, the green lush, underpinnings, and all that lovely, beauty in nature, without having to get dirty!  
• as we come from East Missoula, I see, this, what appears to be, a viking head ornament, on someone's head, and I am like, you have to be kidding, that can't be LEE!  LOL.  Then, I noticed, under the massive head dress, the PINK TOWEL!  LOL.  It is Lee!  What the hell, Lee?  LOL.  He said, it is my barbarian hat . . . WE HAVE A BARBARIAN ON THE BUS!  Now the reason, that has, significance, is, I had just ratted out, James Kennedy, who has long brown, hair, stands, 6'7", is a mountain man, and I called him, CONAN THE BARBARIAN, in one of my recent blogs!  SCREAM!  ESP OR PHYSIC POWERS, TO TELL ME THAT, THE PISSED OFF BARBARIAN, PROTECTING, MY DOUBLE, SISTER, RACHEL, NOW WIFE, HAS SURVEILLANCE ON THE BUS?????  WOW!  However there may be another connection between Lee and the Barbarian . . . surely the two would and did run into each other . . . another story . . .
• I met James, in Butte, the relationship broke at, me trying to be a responsible tax paying adult, with a law degree and amped up resume, having just applied for a job in the legal department of Montana State University in Bozeman.  He has asked me to meet him in Durango, Colorado.  I also knew that there were surveillance cameras, on us and two new ones had just been installed in the old Butte Rescue Mission where we met, back in late December, after, Christmas.  He had already been shot, didn't want him dead, I was going to go to Bozeman, to work, get a van, so during the summers, I could get this mountain man, out of the cold for winter, or something along that line, but, I didn't dare tell him, for fear of both our lives!  This is new to him.  The next day, all responsibility, left me, and, I decided, to go meet him in Durango, but he didn't know that.  For all he knew, I just blew him off for a second time!  I got poisoned, after purchasing a ticket to Durango, thought I better, get to Kalispell, where somebody might recognize me in the paper if I died, with no I.D.!  I was holed up in the Super 8 Motel, for, at least 5 days, too sick to crawl down the hall to get a Diet Coke, so death bed material!  LOL.  Kennedy told me about, the homeless shelter and soup kitchen in Durango, so, I went down there.  I thought, I saw a double of Kennedy, younger, smaller, darker hair, figured, that this was a stunt to switch me for Rachel, grafting another, branch into the live olive tree, with the attempt, of the DEA, to get rid of me, and bring on the girlz club, to steal my son's music, seeing he would never go, watch my son's music videos, ever?  Strange, love your lover's kids!  All that is history . . . so back to Lee and James, or what I think happened . . . jump to October, 2016, I believe, left, Butte, traveled, ended up at Old Faithful, the Poverello!  Hotel California, Eagles, you can get in, but never get out!  LOL.  So, I kept seeing large size shoes, starting in Durango, big brown, laced boots, pointing to the mountains.  Then, some oversized, boat shoes, Kennedy, Hyanisport flavor, then, there was this ring thing, and book thing in the dorms?  Always something there to remind me of James . . .
• so, one bright, fall day, all the leaves, changed, I am sitting on California Bridge, looking west, and, after a half hour or so, I turn, to see, this handsome, scruffy, bearded long haired, Kennedy looking tramp, with the traditional blue tarp, over his shit . . . I was heading to the swimming pool, not yet buddy, not yet, I was working out and getting in shape . . . Rachel needs to babysit you for a while, knew the boobs would get any man, particularly him, long legs, and such, so, get it over with, now, before, you hook up! if you do . . . so, he looks at me, I try to avoid him, and I leave to go work out . . . now that day, some short haired, dude, who, almost looked like a Kennedy double, CIA, Rachel's type, showed up in the hot tub?  What the fuck?
• after working out, I walk back to see if Kennedy, the one I knew was still there?  As I approach, there is a man, still looking like he is asleep, on the bench, where I thought, I saw Kennedy, but the tramp camp looked, different, but maybe I didn't notice, a change, and thought of his old stuff . . . the hat, looked, just right . . . so I thought, this is stupid, he never seemed to let a little weight, stop him, in Butte, so just go rip that fucking hat off his face and see if it is him, which I was pretty sure it was . . . I walk over and grab the hat, and, it is LEE!  LOL.  Was this a set-up?  I yelled, IT'S YOU AND SLAMMED HIS HAT BACK ON HIS FACE!  LOL.  ME AND LEE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS EVER SINCE THAT DAY!  I THOUGHT, KENNEDY, PAID HIM TO LAY THERE, OR GAVE HIM HIS 10 GALLON MOUNTAIN MAN HAT, TO FOOL ME!  I THOUGHT, I HAD A BIG FOOT SIGHTING, ANOTHER TIME, IN THE SPRING . . . HE WAS ON THE CALIFORNIA BRIDGE, WEARING A BALL CAP?
• ME, LEE AND THE BARBARIAN GO WAY BACK!  LOL.

WILDEST RESCUE STORY EVER, ON THE CLARK FORK RIVER, OR THE RIVER IN THE BOOK AND MOVIE, "A RIVER RUNS THROUGH IT!" 

• this story, was actually told to me by the old, New York, bank robber!  Mr. Mafioso himself, after, I talked to Sandra, loud enough, and said a few obscenities about sister, Shelley, to let him know, she is a bitch and fraud, and of course he knows that, or he wouldn't be hanging around to kill me, the real money maker!  LOL.  Now the strange thing about this dude, is, I asked him, how Jack was, and he, said, he is doing great, no booze, where he is at in Alaska, he's having a great time.  I said to him, and he was looking sharp, and dressed well, that you sure are doing better.  I said when, I met you, you were walking around with that oxygen tank, and waiting to die . . . that wasn't me?  I thought, you looked too good to be that old dude!  So, a mob boss double, for the old, dude, I originally met?  He was going to get out of town, right after Jack left . . . did he leave for back east, or did he get killed, and this dude took his place?  The old guy, used to dress, in a black leather jacket, dark pants, black shirt under, and drag around, a tank with him.  He and Jack, slept in his old broken down, white Subaru, still parked behind, the Red Lion, he sold for $25 to some other Pov. rats . . . so who is this guy?  The other dude, camped out or slept in the car . . . this guy is wearing a nice light, tan jacket, blue shirt, and nice, light colored slacks, so, much nicer than the other guy, but I haven't seen him in a while . . . is this story true or not?  sounds like when Jack fell in the river, and, fought his way out, going 15 feet or more, slipping off branches, and such, until he fought his way out at high tide.  My stories are only as credible as my sources are . . . sounds plausible . . .
• so, New York dude, really, Chicago mobster, who murdered, rival NY gangster, and he is better looking, actually, nice looking . . . so, himself, another dude, and three Indians, are drinking all day, near the river.  At about, just before, 3:00 AM, the three injuns, decide to leave on their bikes . . . the other dude with the gangster, stands up and, falls off a cliff, and hits his head on the way down to the water!  It was dark and this, other dude is 70 years old, so, there is not much he can do, he sees the drunk in floating down the river on his back, and right about, as he hits, I think he said, Russell Bridge, the three Indians, are just rounding the corner, to drive across the bridge themselves, and they notice, who they think might be their buddy, floating on his back, and one of the Indians jumps in the freezing water, and tries to drag him out, but, he can't get him alone, so another, Indian, jumps off the bridge, and, drags both guys to safety.  The drunk one, was taken to the hospital, and stayed unconscious for two days . . . 
• now, if true, and it is very possible, and like I said, these are cultural treasures, from Montana, where lots of dudes and Indians, hang out by the rive and drink all day, and then, split at night, to go wherever they are sleeping for that night, and most prefer outdoors!  But, mafia dude, said, had the three Indians, been 3 minutes, early or 3 minutes late, that guy would have not been scene, and he would have died!  TRUE!  I call it a miracle, he calls it luck.  Some say there is no such thing as luck, I beg to differ, I have had LUCK THAT HAS LASTED A LIFETIME!  GREAT ESCAPES LIKE THIS DAILY!  ONE MINUTE TO LATE, ON MINUTE TO EARLY . . . BOOM!
• fun side, note, a radio host, yesterday, said, so many people he knows want to come to Montana, that he had people camping in his backyard, in his basement and in his front room, he said it is sooooo beautiful here, that he doesn't want to turn anyone away!  Most come and don't leave, like me!  LOL.  Locals, hate me, they wear hats, MONTANA IS FULL!  LOL.  NO CHANCE!

NOW FOR MY BIZARRE AND AMAZING DREAM . . . WE ALL KNOW, THAT GOVERNOR, STEVE BULLOCK, IS RUNNING FOR THE 2020 PRESIDENTIAL ELECTION, WE ALSO KNOW, THAT MOST PEOPLE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE MONTANA IS ON THE MAP!  LOL.  HE GOT CHEATED OUT OF BEING ON THE FIRST DEBATE, BECAUSE, THE DNC, DIDN'T CHECK THE FINAL LIST OR SOMETHING AND BULLOCK MADE IT THROUGH, ONE OF THEIR CRITERIA, AFTER THEY PUT THE NAMES OF THE DEBATE PARTICIPANTS OUT!  BUT, IN THE NEWSPAPER, A DAY OR TWO AGO, BULLOCK MADE THE SECOND DEBATE!  YEAH!  I THINK WE NEED A RURAL, QUALIFIED, EXPERIENCED, PRESIDENT, BECAUSE, IT IS ABOUT TIME . . . HE IS A FORMER, MONTANA AG, AND A TWO TERM GOVERNOR IN A STATE, THAT VOTED FOR TRUMP, BY, 20%, HE WON A TIGHT RACE BY 4% OF THE VOTE!

THIS DREAM IS A DREAM OF THREE SEGMENTS OF DIGRESSION: (1) IN THE FIRST SEGMENT, GOV. AND PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, CAME IN, THE DREAM, LOOKING, JUST LIKE HE DID ON HIS, ANNOUNCEMENT VIDEO WITH, NBC OR SOME NEWS CHANNEL, YOU CAN SEE IT, HE IS HAVING BREAKFAST WITH HIS, TWO CUTE KIDS, AND GETTING READY TO GO RUNNING.  DID HE COME OUT WITHOUT HIS SHIRT, JUST GETTING UP AND PUTTING ON HIS T-SHIRT TO GO RUNNING--GOOD BODY!  LOL.  LOVE HIS VOICE, DEEP, MASCULINE AND COOL DUDE, WELL PREPARED FOR THE JOB, MORE SO THAN MOST . . . MONTANA IS THE 4TH LARGEST STATE, WITH ONE OF THE LEAST POPULATED STATES, WHICH MAKES IT HARDER TO GET SERVICES, EVEN TRANSPORTATION FROM ONE POINT TO ANOTHER, AND THEY LIVE ON A GOVERNMENT SHOE STRING, HERE, AND I AM WAY IMPRESSED, THAT THEY GET THE JOB DONE! NOW IN THIS PART OF THE DREAM, IT APPEARS THAT HE ASKED ME TO ADDRESS, SOME AUDIENCE OF VERY LAWYERLY LIKE LOOKING, PEOPLE, ON TOPIC LIKE, PRE-EXISTING CONDITIONS ON HEALTH CARE AND THAT TYPE, STUFF, I KNOW LIKE THE BACK OF MY HAND.  MY HAIR STYLE LOOKED, SOMEWHAT LIKE I USED TO WEAR IT, NOW JUST WASH AND WEAR, WILD!  LOL.  JUST THE WAY, I LIKE IT, BUT WOULD, CONFORM TO STANDARDS OF PROFESSIONAL CARE, IF CALLED TO SERVE.  HOWEVER THERE STARTS TO BE THIS MELTDOWN WITH BOTH ME AND THE GOV.; (2)  I CAN'T SEEM TO GET MY HAIR RIGHT, AND, THIS CHICK, WHO IS HELPING ME HAS THE SAME HAIR STYLE, THEN, SHE ASKS ME IF I HAVE THE LIST OF THINGS, THEY WANT ME TO TALK ABOUT AND, I DO, BUT, THERE SEEMS TO BE SOME TYPE OF MISCOMMUNICATION, AND, SOMETHING, STARTS TO MELTDOWN, IN COMMUNICATIONS, THEN THIS VERY PROFESSIONAL MAN, COMES TO SEE IF I AM READY TO ADDRESS THE GROUP, BUT, WE ARE STILL GETTING ME DRESSED, AND THIS IS WHERE IT GETS, DICEY . . . NOW THE CHICK HELPING ME, HAS WHAT I USED TO WEAR TO COURT, AS ALMOST A UNIFORM, BLACK SUIT, PANTS, AND WHITE BLOUSE, BUT, THEY HAVE THIS DREAM, BLUE, RUFFLES, LONG TO THE ANKLES, AND, MORE LIKE THE PROM DRESSES WE USED TO WEAR IN THE 70'S, THEY CALLED EMPIRE OR GRANNY DRESSES!  I WAS LIKE, THAT IS REALLY NOT ME, BUT, I GUESS I COULD WEAR IT?  BUT, I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET READY!  NOW MY HAIR IS MALFUNCTIONING, AND, I CAN'T FIND THE LIST OF TOPICS, OR THEY CHANGED OR SOMETHING, LIKE THAT . . . (3) THIRD FRAME OR SEGMENT, GOV. BULLOCK, NOW PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, SHOWS UP, LOOKING LIKE GROUCHO MARKS, WITH BUSHY EYEBROWS, BIG HANDLE BAR MUSTACHE, AND I THINK GLASSES AND BUCK TEETH!  I AM LIKE WHAT, THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU . . . YOU TOOK RACHEL, INSTEAD OF ME? OR IS IT MY STORIES, THAT, MAKE MONTANA, MONTUCKY?  LOL.

I REALLY AM THE FORMER, AG, THE PROFESSOR, THE WATER CAMPACT CHICK, THE HOBBY LOBBYISTS, THE WORLDWIDE BLOGGER, PROMISE, THE GHOSTBUSTER, AND THE MOB BASHER!

IN OTHER WORDS, I KNOW MY SHIT, AND IF YOU CAN BE PATIENT, LIKE THE KENNEDY WASN'T, i HAVE TO DO HOTSHOT FIREFIGHTER DUTY, GRANDMA, DUTY FOR, MY DAUGHTER, A BIG SHOT IN THE FOREST SERVICE, BUT I WILL BE BACK, IN TWO MONTHS, MONTANA IS MY STATE, MY ID IS HER AND I HAVE BEEN HERE, FOR, 7 YEARS, FOR THE MOST PART, BUT FOR, A STINT IN SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, I LOVE TOO, GOOD LUCK, GOV. INSLEE, MAY THE BEST MAN OR WOMAN WIN!

BOTH GOV'S ARE FRIENDS, BOTH, FORMER, DEMOCRATIC GOVERNOR'S CONFERENCE CHAIRS, OR DIRECTORS, AND BOTH RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT!

I AM LICENSED TO SERVE.  WIRED TO SERVE!  DO SO, WITH OUR WITHOUT PAY!

TRUMP USED THESE DOGS WITH BOOBS, AND LOOK WHERE IT GOT HIM, ALMOST IMPEACHED AND THERE IS STILL TIME!

 EXPERIENCE MATTERS, THEY HAVE RUN ME INTO THE GROUND, WERE ALLOWED TO PUSH ME AROUND, KNOCK ME DOWN, AND, HAVE HAD, 20 YEARS, AND STILL HAVEN'T, ACCOMPLISHED THEIR GOALS OF STEALING ALL OF ME, ENTIRELY! 

WHO IS BETTER, THE BITCHES AND BASTARDS WHO HAD, ALL THE KINGS MEN, AND ALL THE KINGS HORSES, ALL THE GOVERNMENTS TOOLS, ALL THE FLAVORS OF COPS FROM LOCAL, TO STATE, TO FEDERAL, TO ROBO COPS, TO MOB, TO WHATEVER, AND THEY STILL, ARE NOT BETTER THAN, I AM . . . SURE  I HAVE SOME SCARES, AND I SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF THEM, BUT, YOU CAN FEEL SECURE AND PROTECTED, IN THE ADVICE AND CONFIDENCE, I GIVE . . . THEY ARE LIKE THE HOUSE, BUILT ON THE SAND, SHIFTING WITH EVERY WAVE, OR BLOWN AWAY IN THE STORM . . . I BUILD ON A FIRM FOUNDATION, OF ROCK!

THE ROCKER IS MINE TOO!

SO FUCK, YOU!

I DIDN'T BEAT THE COP QUEEN, I WAS HER!