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Psychopaths are taking over our entire global networks, systems, financial world, business, law enforcement, legal systems, etc., and we better beware of their personality types, because they make up 25% of the population, and they are extremely dangerous, thrilling and exciting, but dangerous, as we all saw in the 2008, alleged melt down of the entire, world's, global financial structures, and what did we do, turn to Wall Street wolves, bankers, and others, who fucking started the whole fiasco, and asked them to solve the problems, our golden boys, ivy league, money makers, and expected them to solve the problems, was like putting the thief in the bank, watching the gold, money, crown jewels, giving them the keys and expecting them not to steal our money! . . . President Bush, appointed, Henry Paulson of Goldman Sach to head up the investigation and alleged fixing of the mess on Wall Street and in the banks, to look into what happened with the financial institutions that were, Too Big to Fail, to figure out, what the Banks and Insurance Companies did, to fucking demolish the economy . . . now, women, you may ask, what does this have to do with Valentine's Day, coming up?
It has everything to do with the type of guys, that are out there, in the gene pool, the type who could tank the world financial system, without a grimace, take a $25 million retirement, or a lavish vacation, in California, after just, bilking the entire country, first, by selling securities, financial vehicles, PREDATORY lending, and sub-prime loans, to people who could not afford the mortgage in the first place, fulling intending from the get-go to reposes their house, then turn around, making money again, from them, on fees, fines, mortgage refinancing, etc., without, caring what that did to the families or the neighborhoods, where all the vacant homes were, they didn't give a rat's ass, nor did the people selling them understand them . . . they just looked at the home owner and the tax payers, as prey, all mice, and they were the cats, who played, taunted, enticed, and fleeced, the homeowners, took the money and ran, leaving the American taxpayer and their kids and grand kids with a $140 billion bail out or more, not counting the 2 trillion or so, that disappeared at the same time from the Pentagon budget, between, the bail out for Wall Street, and the later, bail out for Main Street! These guys are just too smart for us to figure out . . . Chris Matthews, MSNBC Hardball.
What that has to do with you, Valentine's Day, choosing a lover, boyfriend, or spouse, is that, this same type of predatory search for prey, an easy target, the victim, generally, one of many, a string of vulnerable females, with high levels of sympathy and empathy, they can pathologically lie to about their sob and sad childhood, and how you are the only woman to understand them, the best sex partner they have ever had, promising you the moon, then turn around and treat their own children, with the same callousness and brutality, or wife, as they claimed to have suffered, and their goal, to get them in bed fast, and to the alter, even faster, before the cruel mask of the demon, the monster, shows, with all the psychopathology, that goes on in the bedroom, just as it does in the boardroom! These guys, generally, good looking, intelligent, exciting, lavish you with flowers, dates, attention, dinner, dancing, fun, intense and endless sex, will turn and once they have you, through the Love Bonding, that they are incapable of doing, other than for the times you are engaged in sex, being detached, flat line emotionally, and even emotionally dead, are not bonding with you, like you are with them! Once they feel that they have conquered their prey, they move on for another hunt, but in the process, destroy you, emotionally, financially, physically, socially, religiously, and even damage your very soul, if they can--even destroy and prey on your children, without conscience, remorse, empathy, or sympathy! Protect yourself!
A Day in the Life of a Psychopath
Now, I was married, to the most normal, dependable, good looking, intelligent, reliable, good man, but, I was, simply bored! I looked out at my husband, with a good income, provided our family of 6 a nice life, was the rock of Gibraltar, kind, never lost his temper, totally supportive, a dream catch, and, while he was mowing the lawn, thought to myself, can I do this, another 40 years? NO. Now, why I thought, I couldn't, work, run for the legislature, go to law school, and be married, with all the security, is beyond my comprehension, and I wonder, what the fuck, was wrong with me? And now, 27 years later and an almost deadly dating and marriage history, I have decided, that he, my husband, was too healthy for me, too normal, too nice, too average, and just, fucking, I was bored, after being totally consumed with, taking 14 years to get both of us through college, and a master's degree, four kids, sex twice a week, later, I was just, fucking bored out of my gored and just had it too damned nice, but boring! LOL! Not, really, a noble, reason for a divorce, but for a quasi-psychopath--an adrenaline junkie, that was reason enough, and out the door, I went, into the wild blue yonder, now raw, vulnerable, alone, not scared, but, rather inexperienced in the ways of the world, and offered myself, up to any sociopath or psychopath, who just happened to be out there, trolling the single jungle for fresh meat! LOL!
After three months, of hanging out with my friends, my male roommate, decided to hand-cuff me and get me out into the single market place, by dropping me off at a single Mo, dance, that scared the shit out of me, and I was pissed as hell, didn't have a car, left that and the bills with my ex-husband, never needing more than one vehicle, because he road his bike to work, always living downtown, or in the city, close to his work, so, I had to risk it, and get some other guy, I met, the night I got a divorce, to come get me, from this nightmare, and he did. My second, experience, at a BYU, college dance, was where, I picked up the sociopath, or he picked me up. He looked harmless enough, Mr. East Coast Prep School, wire rim glasses, pink dress shirt, white long shorts, olive colored skin, great hair, cool shoes . . . what is to fear in this guy? Everything . . . he plans the first date, cooking over at his apartment . . . now, I have to mention, that I was still living with my ex-husband, and kids at the time, having been accepted to law school, during the mandatory, 90 day waiting period, with me originally having the house, car and kids, and my husband taking the leave of absence, but after getting accepted out of the blue, we just reversed, everything, and I left, without asking for a thing . . . my liberty was all I needed. So, I was shocked, when this non-threatening, guy, stopped me at the gate of the dance and asked me for my phone number, or a dime . . . I handed him a dime . . . do not reject a sociopath, especially, one who was voted, Mr. Casanova, by his BYU, single's ward, Mo style! I became a challenge, someone he was not able to get . . . he told me, that he would have a date, every night of the month, and the only thing he liked about it, was, the hunt, getting the girl to say yes, and once she said, yes, that was it, fun over . . . so, my rejection, made this more fun for him, a challenge, a more interesting hunt, and bigger, wilder, gamier girl, as I still am, ask Mr. Kennedy, smarter, cagier, better read of me, even back then, but with less experience, having married at the ripe old age, for a Mo chick, of 19!
Addicted to Sex . . . Well, I'll Break You of That!
So, on the first date, he cooks me dinner, that I love, because, I am not a great cook, and, food is the way to my heart, even now, no challengers, accepted, dinner and you got game boy, but probably not the type of game you thought you would get. Now, I liked a law student, one I had, an emotional affair with for 5 years, never touched, never kissed, and tried to, get out of, but ended up, living in the same town . . . that which you resist, persists . . . law of nature! So, the more, I tried to ignore him, get him out of my mind, the worse the whole fucking thing got, adding to my boredom, and very average sex life. Oh, did I mention, that a psychologist, who tested me and my husband, also had a crush on me, said, the only problem, I can see, with you two, meaning my husband at the time and me, was that I was off the charts, energy wise, and had the personality profile of a hooker, but for my religious beliefs, I would be fucking everything that walked, were it not for my religion, and my husband, had a lower than average, energy level, and that would be problematic and it was, I wanted to dance, golf, hike, and fuck . . . he wanted to read the newspaper! So, this sociopath, leaves his drawer open, and there is this book entitle, Addicted to Sex, or Sex Addict . . . well, that is not boring at least, sounds interesting, let's see where this goes! LOL!
This guy was a total hunter, predator, but, when he met me, he had all the game he wanted and then some, making his friends wonder what happened to him, me trying to be faithful to his friend the law student, whom I had an emotional affair with, now on the market, and dating or interested in all his law school friends, using the sociopath, to get near and dear to all, now, his and my friends, the law school squad, all but him, making me, a greater challenge, not only to try to have sex with, but to steal from his law school buddies, getting the prize, that they were all fascinated with, being a newly divorce', with connections to their buddy, straight laced, soon to be lawyer, Mike, even sweetened the competition, for Mr. Dating King of BYU, trumping his more studious friends, having hit on me first, out of the shoot! LOL, or so he thought . . . but as he soon, lost control, to this gamy chick, looking more, like the psycho, in Fatal Attraction, his friends, realized that their buddy was in over his head with the older woman, who would not put out, much more than a make-out session, for this sex crazed guy, who could have his way with women, but then trashed them. LOL, but with the boyz club, and nothing is changed! LOL! I have just gone from the minor league to the major league, CIAO, or CIA O! LOL!
Now, instead of leaving the Provo boyz club, with Paul on the sacrificial alter, getting slaughtered, ending up going to prison, for forging, stalking, and basically, losing the game, his friends were mortified. I thought, Paul, who called me shortly before graduation, to blame me, little old me, for him going to prison, for the same amount of time, he had tortured and stalked me, to tell me, he was going to see that I get put in prison . . . sounds, somewhat familiar now . . . blaming me for your, obsession, unique as it is, not my fault! LOL! But, I thought, I was going to have to wear a bullet proof vest at law school graduation, with him threatening to come see me; however, or the 18 months, we hung out together, with him trying desperately and unsuccessfully to have sex with me, and noting, that the more, I pushed him away, the more he came onto me, crying, pushing in the door, forcing himself on me, and so, after, being rid of him for his prison sentence, realizing, it was the pushing away, that brought on the rage, I, simply said, when he threatened to come see me, said, yeah, come on up, I would love to see you . . . and he never came! The hunt, the chase, the predator, was checked and stopped, the relentless pursuit, getting the girl he wanted, would have stopped, it was like, dropping my end of the tug-o-war, and letting him fall on his ass! He never came.
I Graduated From Law School, and Sociopaths, to the Legal Field, and Psychopaths, Killers and the Patriot Act Boyz!
Now, I mentioned in the title, the types of professions, that psychopaths are drawn to . . . lawyers, which means judges, cops, or rescue personnel, military and special forces, and as I look at my dating, since, graduating from law school, the normal guys went by the wayside, being as bored single as I was dating, and needing more excitement to my life and men, so, I went into a field, gorging with psychopaths, especially, when I killed, asset forfeiture, leading, to the passage of the Patriot Act, the Ultimate psychopaths game, with, all the elements, psycho boyz want and need, the power, the money, the prestige, the danger, the intrigue, and very few women in the field, few alpha females in a world swimming with alpha males, testosterim juiced, ready to be heroes, or blugeon you without remorse, empathy, sympathy, or conscience. This one act, of daring, defiance, risk, bravery, moxey, ballz, and competition, staged my life, for the next, 20 years, starting in 1997, to now, with these men, cops, prosecutors, judges . . . government, used to just be where the POWER was, but, with the Patriot Act, drug interdiction programs, narcotics, the cops, just became the flip side of the same coin, preying on the predators, one on the alleged side of crime and one on the alleged side of the law, but from my prespective, those lines, blurring to the point, I could not tell who the predator was and who the prey was, and switched sides, from the prosecution, where the cops, prosecutor and judges, were MY PREY, seeing myself as the UTAH PROSECUTORS, going after the boyz club for the most part, and having the tools to do it, THE CONSTITUTION! the old ball and chain, that keeps this crew in check! or WAR, whatever way you want to look at it, the fraud broads are to be, comfort, peace, sex slaves, replacing the Goddess of WAR, the Ultimate Fighting Chick, bad ass con law chick, NOT THAT FUCKING CUNT SHELLEY! Think, what can prosecutors and cops do for her . . . take all her warrants, charges, kids shit, and make it all go away, and she gets to be JOANN, who we hate/love!
Now, Shelley, definitely is a predator, a psychopath, and has been a victim of men, who have used and abused her . . . but, after I got poisoned, Shelley found a $3,000 un-cashed check, and my unframed, law licenses, and a new found vulnerability, me, being poisoned by the boyz of the Patriot Act, where the mantra is, do whatever it takes, with no limits and no exceptions . . . in other words, we have legal authorization, to fucking take you OUT! The unholy alliance of a money predator, and the predators who are hell bent on taking me down, it was the perfect marriage of total psychopaths, and I was their PREY, and so were MY CHILDREN, especially, Elliot, his bands, later to be joined by his older brother, Chris, his rap and electronic music, that could have made millions too, and I think it did, going on, to two very smart daughters, who could also be worth a fortune, in and of their own actions, leading to my practicing law again, and having huge ass cases, worth $700 all against the Patriot Act boyz and their organizations . . . sister, Shelley, was a nice, convenient former rat for the government, sitting there doing nothing and the bitch mother of Isaac, Brett's and Shelley bastard, just waiting to take cousin's chosen and cherished, envied place in the world of rock stars, glamour and fame . . . all for the taking with mama and papa bear, destroyed, previously by these psychos!
If I Classify You as A Terrorist, An Enemy Combatant, A Threat to National Security, I Can Take Your Property, Real, Personal, and Intellectual, Go After Your Kids, as Fair Game, and Fucking Kill You if I Want . . . And Being Part of a Covered Agency Under the Patriot Act, I am Completely Immune, According o the Act, but NOT THE CONSTITUTION, So, I Am Going to Get You Before YOU, Get ME!
The traits of the psychopaths and how this figures into the mess, I am currently in:
- they are fascinated with the dark side
- encounter, is exciting or devastating
- they think, very different than you and I, not normal thinking, so hard to detect, or understand
- psychopathy is evident, starting from age three on . . .
- without a conscience--total disregard for right and wrong . . . month ago, in explaining this crowd, there is not code of ethics, nor morals, no religion, no rules, just predator and prey!
- psychopaths have always been with us, sisters, fathers, mothers, brothers, bosses, lovers, spouses, etc., again, 25% of the general population, are psychopaths, in Canada, about 600,000 out of the 35 million citizens
- they are the most dangerous people you will ever, have the misfortune to meet
- they are egocentric
- lacking remorse, guilt or empathy
- they are deceitful, glib, shallow . . . judge a person, solely on looks, physicality and sex appeal, nothing on merit, work, ethics, or anything of substance . . . this is how, the fraud broads, came in, the boob jobs, the plastic surgery, counted, more than the law degree! the cases, the blog, the legislation, etc., looks are king and queen!
- on a scale of 1 to 40, with the average of normal person, on this psychopath scale, rates, about a 1 or 2, some will actually got as high as a 21, in what would be considered, non-psycho, but psychopaths, will range anywhere between 30 to 40 of the traits, required, and garnered from the prison population, with psychologists, interviewing serial killers, violent offenders, and sexual predators, rapists, etc.
- psychopaths are not crazy, not mentally ill, but they are masters of looking normal, and there in lies the danger . . . you think you are dealing with the normal person, that thinks like you and I, and you are not, you are dealing with a very deviant and deranged person at times, yet totally sane . . .
- these people have severe emotional detachment . . . they have severe detachment, but act as if they do attach, loving, kind, etc., as long as they can get something from you, they will play the game to manipulate you, use you and prey on you
- they know, right from wrong, but lacking empathy, they really don't give a crap
- they are pathological liars, who LOVE to control and manipulate others . . . very deceptive, look you in the face and tell you a complete lie and be convincing!
- we all belong to the same species, homosapians, so you would think that we all think relatively the same way, but a psycho does not, totally foreign to the rest of us, that is why we can't understand, how they could kill someone for the joy of it, or the thrill kill, or to fuck them once, and trash them as if they were not even human, or be a sister, best friend, father, lover, husband, wife, and treat us like total shit, do everything in their power or the powers they control to DESTROY US, down to the last breath if they can . . . that is NOT normal, rational thinking for most of us, that could not hurt someone else like that
- psychopaths, tend to be MALE, that is why it is wise that women, learn the traits, because they are the prey, the victim, the hunted, the used and abused, the ones destroyed! Happy Valentine's Day!
- these males go through life flat, but try different behaviors that make them get a buzz or a thrill, like raping and killing someone, hurting someone else, makes them feel, pleasure, and so to at least feel something, they hurt, often mixing, sex, pleasure and pain together . . . they want a bang, get away from the flat line, non-emotional, the detached, the nothingness
- they are not psychotic
- they are rational thinkers
- they make rational decisions, calculating the risks involved, and willing to take those risks, knowing, that that behavior is totally not acceptable by your average person, but they go ahead anyway
- again, physical appearance is everything, remember they are extremely shallow, so killing me, and replacing me with a better, new or younger, in their minds, improved version with all the surgery and NONE OF THE LIFT, is perfectly understandable to them, but not to US!
- they only evaluate a person on the way they look, dress, act, move, talk, etc., I guess you would say, extremely visceral, visual, as men are anyway, but not, generally extending that, to the point of replacing a hot, smart attorney, with a dumb ass, or an inferior woman, but one they feel looks better? Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder!
- psychopaths, go into professions where they can take advantage of these physical traits, something with power, prestige, control, sex and money . . . so, I was a sitting duck, having been taken out, in 2000, coming back, building a stellar law practice and then taking me down again, to rebuilt and having the most rockin' blog in the universe, something that looks, should not matter at all, but the prestige, the power, the control, the money, is sexy, so they want to dress it up a notch and give credit to someone who couldn't write one of these blogs!
- verify, a week or so ago, I bought a "LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE" red, journal, of sorts, and I have all my notes, for my blog, dead evidence, proof, all the credibility, with quotes, even the .com sites I used to elude the NSA, and all sorts of proofs, like the notes I am writing from after watching the program again . . . HARD CORE PROOF!
- these guys are going to go straight to the watering hole, where they can get the most bang for their effort . . . I was easy prey, Elliot was easy prey, and so were the rest of my kids, easy prey, right to the water whole. Secrist family, The Single Source Solutions! Why take the risk of robbing a bank, dealing with cops, security guards, bank executives, when you can go after a non-protected family, with only a mother to worry about, hell, we can recruit the kids, tell them lies, they were too young to remember, about mother and father, get them on your side . . . totally immoral, loser, terrible, but, hey, these people have no right and wrong!
- these people usually have good careers, and the Snakes in Suits, don't worry about, losing their job, they are still on their progression to promotion . . . now, think was I have been screaming about, that the very agencies, like the CIA and FBI, are the ones to investigate and prosecute, on my case, they are over financial crimes, when they were part of this financial crime, fuck, they met with MY CLIENTS, for God sake, Tom Vail, even told me, he was having lunch with the CIA and then, disappeared and I never heard from him again! 6 fucking cases, free legal work, down to the demands and settlement stage on two or three of his 6 cases, after dealing with the fuckers, bugging the shit out of me for a year and a half, willing to tolerate his antics, for the MILLIONS! The CIA OH, are a bunch of psychopaths and we put them in charge of looking into the case that they brokered with MY FUCKING CLIENTS?
- they know what to say and do, who to say it to, easy and they can hit all the right buttons!
Parasitic Predators . . . Find a Target or Victim Organization, and Suck Everything Out of It They Can Get!
- Mitt Romney and Bain Capital, come to mind . . . he would go into thriving corporations, tell them how to cut out dead weight, how to fire people, allegedly making their organization, more lean and mean, and in the process, charge exorbitant fees, that would eventually bankrupt the company, a lot of them old Ma and Pa, businesses, like KB Toys! Now, being forced out of business, but the PREDATOR got his due, but in the process sucked everything out of the company, leaving it dead and lifeless! Can you imagine what he would and could have done as president? bankrupt the country, then abscond with the money, and head to England the UK, like he did, thinking he would WIN, but for me, blocking him and fucking bitch KAY, a huge ass predator . . . can't do the work, but girl Friday, when it comes to collecting the dough and money, taking credit for what I DID!
- they take CREDIT, and as much as they can get away with, and CIA, let her get away with all of it, for what you did . . . but they are nowhere to be found, when the work needs to be done! Brock, switched, JOANNS, in December, with this predator plan in mind and in working, with Kay filing the LODGE POLE docket, not even in the federal rules, all 281 pages, I perused through to find what it was, so something, that is out of some other state, California, or somewhere, state court, because, I sure as hell could not FIND it in the Federal Rules of Civil Procedure, so? where did it come from? That is all the work she did, other than to possibly write up the settlement, big fucking deal . . . let her write the brilliant brief, submitted to the 10th Circuit Court! She fucking can't do it, but she was thinner than me, bigger boobs, and a lame ass, below average ATTORNEY! GOD!
- when things fail, they blame everyone, but themselves . . . typical abuser, in a relationship, and domestic violence, you made me abuse you, if you had cleaned the house, taken care of the kids, kept them out of my way, blah, blah, blah, as if she took his hand and bloodied her own face . . . I would say that most, abusers of ANY KIND, are psychopaths! Mine is a system of batterers!
- they serve only one master, and that is THEMSELVES!
- AND THEY WILL TAKE CREDIT FOR AS MUCH AS THEY CAN . . . MY KIDS? MY GRAND KIDS? SERIOUSLY? MY BLOG, WHEN THEY CAN'T WRITE ONE!?
- yesterday on the Brian and Chris show, there was a woman, who worked at a chicken processing plant and fell in a vat of chicken shit, without a bottom, and was stuck for a long time, yelling and screaming . . . even though, I have written for fucking 2 and a half years, with 800 or so blogs, with tons of training, daily . . . these bitches are TOO FUCKING CHICKEN SHIT TO WRITE . . . they know they CAN'T!
- they use their FAVORITE strategies for succeeding in the work force . . . Kay's, Brett's, Shelley's, Rachel's, etc., they use SEX! I have never, ever, needed to rely on anything so dumb ass, even when I was thin and hot, back 20 years ago! Fuck, I drew a strong ass line, between the bedroom and the boardroom, see previous blogs, the best thing I ever did as a female attorney, was never date anyone in the office, ever, and within, 6 months, I was caught up, and at the same level as the male attorneys, writing manuals, speaking all over the state, and the younger females, were used and abused by their male colleagues, thinking that might get them ahead . . . SEX WAS THEIR TOOL, FUCKED THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't need to, I can do anything, hell, Brock had to have an employee, come pull me out of jail, because, I had filed a surprise brief, January 18, 2012, on my way out of town to be sworn into the U.S. Supreme Court, and when the court took action, Kay Baby could do the work, like the psychologist say, they will take all the credit, but the are NOWHERE TO BE FOUND, when it comes to doing the WORK! They have relied on SEX, LOOKS, SMART ASS TALKING, BULL SHIT TO GET BY! Kay is an actress on top of that, so even worse, she pretends to be ME, studied me, and then BECAME ME, FUCK! or Shelley, Rachel, Sue, a CULTURE OF SEX!
Strategies for Succeeding
- the Con: smooth talker, uses his voice to his advantage, to manipulate, a good reader of people, good story teller, mixes falsehoods with truth, when stealing identity, mix, your life with theirs, confusing facts and fiction, your life with theirs . . . that is why sisters and Kay were used, or Kelly Ann, Kay has known me since 7th fucking grade, sisters all your life, and as your life intersected with theirs, they just take credit and tell YOUR STORIES! with surveillance, they can hear every story of yours and use it, I can't do this in reverse, I am not on the cops side! they are, have total access! They get people to do their dirty work for them, get others to do what they may not, do their bidding!
- the Bully: making you look bad, more crass, don't get in my way, start with the con, then move to the bully when the con doesn't work, using force and demoralize the other person
- the Puppet Master: the master of all they pull the strings, keep their hands clean, and others take the fall for what they ordered them to do . . . mafia boss, or boss, get the made men, or the other members to do the hit . . . in my case, the CIA, the puppet masters, get the FBI or the local and state cops to do their bidding, keeping the trails back to them, clear and clean, but sending their henchmen out to track, harass, intimidate, and follow . . . the last two days, waiting for the bus, there have been cop cars, parked across the street at the Citi Inn or 7, whatever the name is, old motel across from the Poverello, they were waiting at the Mall the other day, and this has gone on for years! who is ordering this, the guys and gals at the top, the CIA, the PUPPET MASTERS, Kay, Brett, Phil, Ernie, James, my Dad, Shelley . . . and the local cops do their bidding, oh, these women are all suppose to be ME, and I am the criminal bitch Shelley! FUCK, you stooges, keystone cops, are just being used as USEFUL IDIOTS!
- successful psychopaths, destroy someone . . . they have tried and are damned close!
- do it without risk to themselves, they are SPENDING MY MONEY, they are not risking their security, their bank, their lives, their children, their anything . . . they stay in line for their promotion, on MY RESUME and my doings now!
- I distinctly remember, Brett, when he quit work, and we were living off my Social Security, say, It is so much easier, spending your money, than spending MINE! and he has never stopped spending MY MONEY, and brought the whole fucking world in on it too! plus my family/kids money!
THAT SHOULD LAY THE FOUNDATION FOR GOING FROM THE BOARDROOM INTO THE BEDROOM!
To Be Continued . . .
