CREEEEEPPPPYYY CIRCUS! PHANTOM VISION PRO FG. THE VICTIMS ARE FOR NOTHING AND THE RAPES ARE FREE! NATALIA VESELNITSKAYA, THE RUSSIAN ATTORNEY, WHO MET WITH, TEAM TRUMP IN TRUMP TOWER IS DEAD? FIRST GROPING, THEN COVERING MOUTHS OF WOMEN, NOW KILLING THEM? IS THE KAVANAUGH CONFIRMATION, A CONFIRMATION ON SEXUAL ASSAULT? MY VOTE IS YES! THUS SAITH THE LORD . . . VENGEANCE IS MINE!

A "YES" VOTE FOR KAVANAUGH GIVES LICENSE TO PREDATORS, LIKE TRUMP!  THE MESSAGE IS, ATTACKING YOUR PREY, IS OKAY!

A "NO" VOTE ON THE KAVEMAN, IS A STRONG, POWERFUL, STATEMENT, THAT, A COURT OF THE HIGHEST ORDER IN THIS COUNTRY, WILL NOT BARE THE COSTS, OF THIS MAN, ATTACKING, THE LEGITIMACY, CREDIBILITY, AND INTEGRITY . . . AND LETS THE NATION KNOW, THAT SEXAUL ASSAULTS ON BOTH MALES AND FEMALES, WILL NOT, BE TOLERATED BY ANYONE, PARTICULARLY, A UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT JUSTICE!

TITAN: ONE THAT STANDS OUT FOR GENERATIONS OF ACHIEVEMENT; ONE THAT IS GIGANTIC IN SIZE AND POWER!

DO WE HAVE ANY TITANS IN THE SENATE, WHO CAN MUSCLE SEXUAL ASSAULT OUT OF THE NATION AND OUR CULTURE!

AMERICA IS BETTER THAN, KAVANAUGH!

VOTE A RESOUNDING NO!

THE COURT IS NOT A PARTISAN GAME BOARD, WITH TEAMS OF RED PLAYERS AND BLUE PLAYERS!

THE JUDICAL OATH OF OFFICE ON THE HIGH COURT IS TO THE CONSTITUTION, NOT THE PRESIDENT NOR THE SENATE OR HOUSE!

IS THE SENATE GOING TO BE A "CREEPY CIRCUS" OR A CREDIBLE BODY OF MEN AND WOMEN WHO CARE ABOUT THE DIRECTION OF SEXUAL ASSAULT IN THIS COUNTRY!

SPILL MAGIC!

SO GOOD, IT'S GONE! GET LIT! LIGHT PROZ. I TAKE THINGS COMPLETELY OUTTA CONTEXT. BULLET TRUCK. MS. SECRIST! YOU ARE ARGUING FROM LOGIC! --UTAH FEDERAL DISTRICT COURT OF THE DISTRICT OF UTAH, JUDGE TED STEWART. PROLOGIX. YOU POINT, JUDGE? SO, TOMORROW, BY 10:30 AM, SENATOR, MITCH MCCONNELL, MAJORITY LEADERR OF THE SENATE, IS GOING TO "PLOW" THROUGH AND TAKE A VOTE ON SUPREME COURT NOMINEE, BRETT M. KAVANAUGH. WE WILL BE STUCK WITH THIS DUDE, FOR THE NEXT 40 YEARS, IF WE ARE NOT LUCKY! THE FBI DID A SHOTTY JOB, OF INVESTIGATION. PEOPLE WERE CONCERNED, THAT, THE ONE WEEK, INVESTIGATION, WOULD NOT BE ENOUGH TIME, TO INTERVIEW AND TRACK DOWN ALL THE VICTIMS. TWO FUCKING DAYS? FOUR WITNESSES? NOT EVEN INTERVIEWING THE TWO STAR WITNESSES IN THE CONTROVERSY OF THIS, "HE SAID, MARK JUDGE, WON'T SAY, AND THE ONLY ONE SOBER, SHE SAID" PROFESSOR, CHRISTINE BLASEY FORD. NOW, I KNOW, THAT AFTER I ARGUE IN COURT, OR HAVE A TALK WITH SOMEONE, OR RELAY SOME TYPE OF INFORMATION, I ALWAYS THINK . . . OH, SHIT, I SHOULD HAVE SAID THIS, OR I REMEMBER THIS, OR, DUE TO THE HEARINGS, I REMEMBER, THAT, THIS HAPPENED, OR THIS CAME TO MIND! THE FBI DIDN'T GIVE, FORD, NOR, KAVANAUGH, THE CHANCE, UNDER MUCH, LESS PRESSURE AND AFTER, THE PRESSURE COOKER OF THE THURSDAY HEARINGS, TO, RECALL, OR TO RECOLLECT, OR TO REMEMBER, MAYBE THE ONE KEY FACT, THAT WOULD, EITHER CONVINCE, THE SENATORS, ON THE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, TO EITHER, VOTE FOR, OR VOTE AGAINST THIS NOMINEE! THE "FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTIGATION, HAS DONE THE NATION, A GRAVE DISSERVICE, BY NOT, DOING A THOROUGH, INVESTIGATION, TO THE POINT, THAT, BOTH THE DEMOCRATS AND REPUBLICANS, AND WE THE PEOPLE, ARE SATISFIED. INSTEAD, THEY HAVE RUSHED, JUST FULLFILLED, OR JUMPED THROUGH, THE HOOPS, TO GET ON WITH, WHAT THE GOP AND THE PRESIDENT WANT, THEIR MAN, REGARDLESS OF THE STATEMENTS, TO COST, OR THE PUBLIC POLICY, THAT THIS NOMINEES, OR THE PRECEDENCE, FOR AN ENTIRE NATION, WILL LOOK AT, FOR THE HIGHEST COURT IN THE LAND, BEING THE DECIDING FACTOR IN, SO MANY ISSUES, FROM THE CONSTITUTIONALITY, OF THIS OR THAT, LOOKING AT FEDERAL QUESTIONS, SPLIT DECISIONS OF THE LOWER COURTS, OR THE COURT OF APPEALS, AND, JUDGING CRITICAL SOCIAL SITUATIONS, THAT, HAVE WELL BEEN DECIDED, THAT KAVANAUGH, DOESN'T SEE, AS, "DECIDED LAW" AFTER 50 YEARS IN SOME CASES, AND NOT ONLY THE VISIT OF THAT ISSUE, ONCE, BUT REVISITING, CASES LIKE ROE VS. WADE, OR GAY MARRIAGE! THIS IS NOT, SOME WILLY NILLY, LOW LEVEL, FEDERAL EMPLOYMENT, POSITION, OR EVEN SOME CABINET SEAT WE ARE FILLING . . . IT IS FOR THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, WITH CASES, THAT HAVE LITERALLY, BEEN ON THE BOOKS FOR OVER TWO CENTURIES! THIS MATTERS! THE VOICES OF THE PEOPLE MATTER! WE THE PEOPLE MATTER! SURVIVORS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT MATTER! WHAT WE ARE TELLING BOTH YOUNG MEN, AND YOUNG WOMEN MATTERS! WHAT KIND OF COUNTRY, DO WE WANT TO LIVE IN? WHAT STATEMENT IS A "YES" VOTE GOING TO MAKE, AND WHAT STATEMENT IS A "NO" VOTE GOING TO MAKE, IN THE BIG PICTURE, IN THE LONG RUN, AND FOR FUTURE GENERATIONS? 1 OF 3 WOMEN, TODAY, HAVE BEEN SEXUALLY ASSAULTED! THE DAY OF THE HEARINGS, LAST WEEK, FOX NEWS, STABLE, CHRIS WALLACE, SAID, HE WAS SHOCKED WHEN, HIS TWO, DAUGHTERS, BOTH, CAME TO HIM, AND ADMITTED, THAT, THEY TOO, HAD BEEN SEXUALLY, ASSAULTED, YEARS AGO, AND NEVER TOLD THEIR OWN FATHER! SENATOR, CHRIS COONS (D. IL.) SAID, WE MUST, LOOK AT WHAT THIS IS SAYING TO THE NATION! THIS CONFIRMATION OF, A MAN, ACCUSED, BY NOW, 5 WOMEN, OF ALLEGEDLY, SEXUALLY, ASSAULTING THEM, WITH EVEN SCINTILLA OF TRUTH, MUST BE, CONSIDERED TO BE POSSIBLE! FOR SENATOR, HATCH AND OTHERS OF THE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE TO SAY, THAT KAVANAUGH IS ONE OF THE FINEST MEN, HE HAS CONSIDERED FOR A U.S. SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, IN ALL HIS 42 YEARS ON THE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE???? YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING, AND SERIOUSLY, THINK WE HAVE ALL BEEN GIVEN A FUCKING LOBOTOMY, FOR ANY RATIONAL PERSON, TO BELIEVE, AS EVEN A CREDIBLE STATEMENT! WE HEARD TESTIMONY, FROM A WOMAN, WITH A PH.D., WHO WAS NOT, DRUNK, THAT NIGHT, TELL OF A DRUNK KAVANAUGH, PUSHING HER UP THE STAIRS, INTO A BEDROOM, SHOVING HER ON THE BED, TRYING TO TAKE HER CLOTHES OFF, WHILE HE HELD HER DOWN, LATER COVERING HER MOUTH, TO STOP HER FROM, SCREAMING? MANY OF THE KAVEMAN'S OWN, DRINKING BUDDIES, HAVE ATTESTED, TO HIS BELLIGERANT AND, OBNOXIOUS, BEHAVIOR, DOWN RIGHT MEAN, WHEN HE IS DRUNK! ARE WE SO, SUMMARILY, GOING TO DISMISS, THAT AFTER SEEING THIS RAW, BELLICOSE, RANTING, RAVING, DISPLAY OF HIS TEMPERAMENT, IN FRONT OF A VERY EDUCATED, DISTINGUISHED, GROUJP OF SENATORS? IS IT REALLY, A STRETCH, TO BELIEVE, HE, DID THIS TO HER? WE ARE NOT, HAVING A CRIMINAL TRIAL OF MR. KAVANAUGH, WE ARE LOOKING TO SEE, IF HE IS OF THE HIGH, QUALITY, AND CHARACTER, FOR A MEMBER OF THE HIGH COURT. FORMER, SCOTUS, JUSTICE, JOHN PAUL STEVENS, AT FIRST, SUPPORTED, JUDGE BRETT KAVANAUGH; HOWEVER, AFTER, WITNESSING, ALMOST A TEMPER TANTRUM, AND A DISPLAY OF VITIOLIC, ANGER, EVEN TAUNTING, MEMBERS OF, THE SENATE, IT WAS THIS, MORE THAN, EVEN MS. FORD'S ACCUSATIONS, THAT, SENT HIM, PACKING, AND WITHDRAWING HIS SUPPORT OF THE NOMINEE! THAT IS A PRETTY CREDIBLE SOURCE TO CONSIDER! SENATORS, CORY BOOKER, OF THE COMMITTEE, SAID, HE WAS SO PROUD OF HIS, DEMOCRATIC COLLEAGUES, WHO HAVE BEEN, TAKING CALLS, FROM, VICTIMS, LISTENING TO THEIR HORRIFIC STORIES OF RAPE, SEXUAL ASSAULT, AND, OTHER, RELATED, CRIMES! THEIR COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING, WAS, EXAMPLIARY, AND WITHOUT, POLITICAL FANFARE, NO CAMERAS, JUST, A GRAVE CONCERN, FOR, THE STATE OF AFFAIRS ON THIS ISSUE, IN AMERICA! I WAS SHOCKED, AFTER THERE WERE ALLEGATIONS OF SEXAUL MISCONDUCT, UNBECOMING OF BOTH OFFICERS AND MEMBERS OF OUR MILITARY FORCES, WITH CONGRESSIONAL HEARINGS, AND DEBATES, ON THE COURSE THE ARMED FORCES SHOULD TAKE, WITH REGARD, TO THESE CHARGES, IN GENERAL . . . . AFTER A BIG, FUCKING DEAL, AND A YEAR OF TRYING, TO, CHANGE THE STATUS QUO, THE MILITARY, STILL HAD, 26,000 SEXUAL ASSAULTS IN ONE YEARS! WHAT THE FUCK????? AN OFFICER AND A GENTLEMEN, THESE ARE NOT! IF THIS IS AN INDICATION OF, THE STATE OF THE NATION ON THIS ISSUE, AND OUR BEST AND BRIGHTEST, THEN, TO HAVE A COMMANDER-IN-CHIEF, AND NOW, A UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT JUSITCE, WHO, HAS THESE ALLEGATIONS, CLOUDING, AND CORRUPTING, ANOTHER BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT? WHAT ARE WE SAYING TO, VICTIMS, SURVIVORS, BOTH MALE AND FEMALE, TO THOSE WHO MIGHT BE VICTIMS . . . JUST LIKE THE TWO WOMEN, WHO CONFRONTED, SENATOR, JEFF FLAKE, "SO THIS MEANS, THAT WHAT HAPPENED TO MEANS, NOTHING? TO PUT A RAPIST ON THE SUPREME COURT, IS TELLING, EVERY, VICTIM, THEIR BODIES, THEIR SAFETY, THEIR VERY SANITY, IN SOME CASES, MEANS, JACK SHIT, NOTHING? IS THIS "REPRESENTATIVE" OF WE THE PEOPLE? OR A SMALL SEGMENT OF PRIVILEGED, POWERFUL, WHITE MEN, WHO, LIKE TRUMP, FEEL A SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT, MUCH, LIKE THAT, DISPLAYED BY OUR NOMINEE, THAT WAS SHOCKING, TO THE CORE, OF, ANY PERSON, WHO, HAS KNOWN OR BEEN A VICTIM, OF, THESE MEN, WHO ARE PROTECTED, AT ANY COST, LIKE, THIS MOTHERFUCKERS, THE SENATE IS VOTING ON TOMORROW! WHAT I HEAR, FROM, MCCONNNELL, HATCH, LEE, CORN, AND OTHERS, IS, WE DON'T GIVE A FUCK, ABOUT, YOU . . . ALL WE WANT TO DO IS WIN, AND WIN, AT ANY COST!

WHERE THERE IS SMOKE . . . THERE IS GENERALLY, FIRE!

MEN, WHO HAVE, NOT PARTICIPATED, IN THIS, TYPE OF DRUNKEN, STUPOR, AND, LAUGHING, AT THE EXPENSE OF A VICTIM, AS MUSIC, BLASTS, AND THEY LAUGH, AT HER EXPENSE, BUMP AND GRIND, THEIR GENITALS, ON HER, WHIKLE TRYING TO TAKE HER CLOTHES OF, BUT FOR, A ONE PIECE SWIMSUIT . . . DON'T SEEM TO HAVE, ANY ACCUSATIONS, AGAINST THEM!  IN, FACT, IN NEIL GORSUCH'S CASE, THERE WERE NO SUCH ACCUSATIONS!

THERE ARE MANY FINE, EXEMPLARY JUDGES, IN THIS COUNTRY, WHO, ARE FREE, OF THE TAINT OF THIS SHIT!

WE CAN'T AFFORD TO SAY TO YOUNG MEN . . . LOOK, WHATEVER YOU DO, GROPE, GRAB, RAPE, MOLEST, ASSAULT, HOLD DOWN, COVER MOUTHS, TO STOP FROM SCREAMING, AND MAKING FUN, OF A PERSON, YOU ARE ASSAULTING, THAT IT IS OKAY.

THAT IS HIDEOUS, DISGUSTING, DISTURBING, DISASTEROUS, AND DANGEROUS, STATEMENTS AND POSITIONS TO TAKE!

WE HAVE, FOR THE MOST PART, ALWAYS, SELECTED, MEN AND WOMEN OF THE HIGHEST CHARACTER, TO SIT, A JUDGES . . . CAN, YOU IMAGINE, THE WEAKNESS, MR. BRETT, WOULD COME TO THE BENCH WITH, HAVING TO RULE ON, SOME, SAY, MILITARY POLICY, THAT AFFECTED, ALL OUR TROOPS, GIVING, SOME CASE THAT, JUST MIGHT COME BEFORE, THE KAVEMAN?

THINK, THINK, THINK!

DOE, DOODLES!

WE NEED THE BEST AND THE BRIGHTEST AND, SORRY TO SAY, IN THIS AREA, NEITHER, THE PRESIDENT, NOR HIS NOMINEE, IS WORTH, EMULATING, AND HAVING THEM SET A ROLE MODEL FOR OUR CHILDREN, OUR TEENS, AND OUR ADULT MEN, CIVILIANS AND SERVICE MEMBERS!

AT THIS POINT, WE ARE NOT IN A CRIMINAL INVESTIGATION, WE JUST HAVE TO JUDGE, OR VOTE, ON WHETHER THIS MAN, FITS THE STANDARDS, SET FORTH IN THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, THAT OF JUDGES, BEING, ON THE BENCH, AS LONG AS THEY ACT, IN "GOOD BEHAVIOR!"

BEING ACCUSED OF ANYTHING, REMOTELY CLOSE, TO THIS, SHIT, THAT, EITHER TRUMP, NOR KAVANAUGH, HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF, SHOWS A CONPLETE, LACK OF, UNDERSTANDING, EMPATHY, SYMPATHY, OR SENSITIVITY, TO THE CRITICAL ISSUE, OF SEXAUL ASSAULT, AND THE #METOO MOVEMENT!

WE "HAVE" TO MAKE A FIRM, DECLARATIVE, STRONG, UNEQUIVICAL, STATEMENT, SO POWERFUL, AGAINST, THE SLIGHTEST, SUGGESTION, THAT THIS "BEHAVIOR" IS GOOD, OR BECOMING OF A JUDGE, ON THE HIGHEST COURT OF THE LAND!

TO DO ANYTHING LESS, IS A COMPLETE DERELECTION OF SENATORIAL DUTY TO 51% OF THE AMERICAN PEOPLE!

VOTE A RESOUNDING NO!

THAT DOESN'T MAKE THE MAN, A CRIMINAL, AND DUE TO THE FUCKED UP AND LAZY ASS JOB, OF THE FBI, NOTHING NEW, ALLEGEDLY WAS DISCOVERED IN THE REPORT, ALTHOUGH, MANY SENATORS, WHO, GOT TO SHARE "ONE" COPY, AMOUNG THEM ALL . . . IF WE CAN'T AFFORD TO MAKE COPIES FOR ALL SENATORS, THEN, GOD DAMNED IT, PRESIDENT TRUMP, NEEDS TO PAY HIS FAIR SHARE OF TAXES!

MEOW MIX. BIBLE BANGING HITLERS. THE BATTLE OF FIVE ARMIES. BARBIE DETANGLER. CASH CROP. DANGER-IN-CHIEF. GODDAMNED MOTHERFUCKERS, JUST STOLE MY BLOG, WITH THE ROLLING STONE MAGAZINE COVER OF STEPHEN COLBERT! FUCKING LOSERS, DON'T HAVE MINDS! WORTH ABOUT $50 MILLION, GUESS IT IS WORTH IT!

ROLLING STONE MAGAZINE COVER WITH STEPHEN COLBERT . . . GLASSES OFF, LOOKING BETWEEN HIS FINGERS, GETTING IT, ON THE ATTEMPT TO TAKE OVER, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES, THE WHITE HOUSE--RIGGED FOR TRUMP; THE CONGRESS, GERRYMANDERING AND VOTER SUPRESSION; AND NOW THE COURT, CHEATING, PRESIDENT OBAMA'S CHOICE, D.C. CIRCUIT, JUDGE MERRICK GARLAND . . . FOR, LOSER COPS, WITH LAW DEGREES, BOTH GORFUCK AND THE KAVEMAN, HAVING TO GET THE FILIBUSTER CHANGED, TO CHEAT TO GET THEIR NOMINATIONS, CONFIRMED, WITH, NO SUPPORT FROM THE DEMOCRATS . . . MEN OF QUESTIONABLE CHARACTER AND LIMITED LEGAL SKILLS!

THE HOSTILE TAKE-OVER OF AMERICA!

FASCISM JUST REARED, ITS UGLY FACE, AND VIOLATED MY FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS TO FREE SPEECH!

WENT BEYOND THAT, AND JUST STOLE THE WHOLE FUCKING BLOG AND, HOURS OF WORK, AND MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY . . . BECAUSE THE WHOLE FUCKING INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY CAN'T WRITE WHAT I WRITE, THEY ARE TOO LAZY, FUCKED UP, AND, CAN'T EVEN DO A DAMNED, FUCKING INVESTIGATION, INTERVIEWING 4 PEOPLE IN THE KAVANAUGH ATTEMPTED RAPE INVESTIGATION?

PATHETIC!

CLOSING BY TUESDAY?

LAZY ASS MOTHERFUCKERS!

CRUNCH-ATIZE ME CAP'N. ANYTIME IS GO TIME! ROOM FOR POSSIBILITIES. 10. YOUR TURF. YOUR TIME. THE NATURE FIX. YOUR BRAIN ON NATURE. TALK TIME CLASS. WORLD OF PURE IMAGINATION. DON'T BE SLEEPLESS IN SEATTLE. I DON'T INTEND TO BE. GRANT CARDONE. ONE STOP ENTREPRENEUR SHOP. THE 10X RULE. BE OBSESSED OR BE AVERAGE. COMPASSIONATE. CHALLENGING. INCLUSIVE. HOW YOU MOVE IS WHO YOU ARE. TIPBOX. HOT MIC. BEAUTIFUL & BRILLIANT MESSY DEMOCRACY AT ITS FINEST YESTERDAY IN 40 MINUTES OF SILENCE IN CHAMBER WHILE SENATOR JEFF FLAKE (R. AZ), STANDING TALL, TAPS SENATOR, CHRIS COONS (D. IL.), ON THE SHOULDER, AND TAKES POWER OUT OF THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, AND TAKES CONTROL OF THE SENATE CONFIRMATION HEARING FOR SUPREME COURT NOMINEE, JUDGE BRETT M. KAVANAUGH, AFTER TWO RAPE VICTIMS, STOP HIM, IN THE SENATE ELEVATOR, WHERE THEY CRIED, AND SAID, SO, YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME NOTHING, NOT COUNT? PUTTING A RAPIST ON THE SUPREME COURT, DISCREDITS, ALL WOMEN, IF YOU VOTE FOR THAT MAN. DON'T EVER SAY, THAT ONE PERSON, CAN'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN OUR POLITICAL PROCESS AND CHANGE THE LANDSCAPE OF HISTORY . . . HERE IS THE RUNDOWN OF WHAT HAPPENED, YESTERDAY, RIGHT BEFORE THE GOP WAS GOING PUSH THE NOMINEE, THROUGH THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, AND ONTO THE FLOOR OF THE SENATE FOR A VOTE TO CONFIRM: (1) WHILE JUDGE KAVANAUGH, OF THE D.C. CIRCUIT COURT OF APPEALS, WAS, PUT ON THE SHORT LIST FOR CONSIDERATION FOR SCOTUS, PROFESSOR, CATHERINE BLASEY FORD, WHO HAD BEEN, SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL, WHILE, BOTH WERE ATTENDING BOY AND GIRL PREP SCHOOLS, DECIDED THAT IT WAS HER "CIVIC DUTY" TO AT LEAST LET HER SENATOR KNOW, WHAT HAPPENED TO HER, IN THIS AGE OF #METOO; (2) SENATE JUDICIARY MINORITY CHAIR, SENATOR, DIANNE FEINSTEIN, HAD A LETTER FROM FORD, FOR SOME, 31 DAYS,, I BELIEVE, WITH THE REQUEST THAT, THE LETTER REMAIN CONFIDENTIAL--AT SOME POINT, I THINK, DR. FORD'S ATTORNEY, CONTACTED, THE SENATOR AND TOLD HER TO RELEASE THE LETTER AND PUT IT ON THE RECORD; (3) SENATOR, GRASSLEY, THE MAJORITY CHAIR OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, AND OTHER GOP WERE BOUND AND DETERMINED THAT THEY WERE GOING TO RUSH THIS NOMINEE THROUGH THE PROCESS TO A VOTE, ASAP, TO GIVE TRUMP ANOTHER SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, AND RED MEAT TO THE REPUBLICAN BASE, WHO ELECTED, TRUMP, SPECIFICALLY, FOR, THIS, AND THEY WANTED TO DO IT BEFORE THE NOVEMBER MID-TERM ELECTIONS; (4) DEMOCRATS & REPUBLICANS WERE LOCKED IN A HEATED BATTLE OVER THIS NOMINEE, GIVEN HIS EXTREME VOTING RECORD, SOME OF HIS IDEAS, LIKE AN "IMPERIAL PRESIDENCY" AND NOW, IN LIGHT OF THESE SEXUAL ASSAULT ALLEGATIONS; (5) THE SENATE SCHEDULED A HEARING FOR BOTH THE VICTIM, MS. FORD, TO TESTIFY, AND FOR BRETT, TO TELL HIS SIDE OF THE STORY; (6) SOME OF THE DEMOCRATIC SENATORS, WERE SHOCKED, AT THE TEMPERAMENT OF THE POTENTIAL NEW MEMBER OF THE HIGHEST COURT IN THE LAND--HIS OUTBURSTS AND EVASIVE ANSWERS, AND EVEN SNARKY RESPONSES, TURNING BACK, QUESTIONS THEY ASKED, HIM, ON THEMSELVES; (7) IN SPITE OF ALL THE SENATE CHAMBERS DRAMA, REPUBLICANS, DEFENDED THEIR MAN, AND WITH, VITRIOLIC ANGER, AND HATE SPEWING, VENOM, DECRIED THE VERY THOUGHT, THAT THIS MAN'S, REPUTATION, FROM HIGH SCHOOL COULD HURT HIS CHANCES, ON A SEAT ON THE HIGH COURT . . . THEY THOUGHT THEY HAD THE NUMBERS TO "PLOW" THROUGH THIS PROCESS, AND GET THEIR MAN; (8) WOMEN, NATIONWIDE, WERE ANGERED, MARCHED IN THE STREETS, AND MANY WENT TO THE NATION'S CAPITAL, STORMED THE HALLS OF THE CAPITOL BUILDING, AND, STARTED, LOBBYING, FOUR, POSSIBLE SWING VOTES, OF REPUBLICANS, IN BLUE STATES--THE HIT LIST WAS, FLAKE, MURKOWSKI, COLLINS, AND MANCHIN; (9) BY 6:30 PT, I HEARD THAT, FLAKE WAS VOTING FOR, KAVANAUGH, IN SPITE OF THE GUT WRENCHING STORY, OF PROFESSOR FORD, AND I WAS DUMB FOUNDED, AS, WERE SEVERAL RAPE VICTIMS, WHO BEFORE THE SENATE SESSION, STARTED THE DAY THE VOTE WAS TO BE TAKEN, BY 1:30 PM, ET, WITH SOME PROCEDURAL, HOUSEKEEPING ITEMS, TO FINISH, BUT DUE TO THE EMOTIONAL ENCOUNTER, OF THE TWO RAPE VICTIMS, WHO STOPPED, SENATOR FLAKE, AND HELD THE DOOR TO THE ELEVATOR DOOR OPEN, WITH CAMERAS ON THEM, FORCED, SENATOR FLAKE TO HEAR THEIR CRIES AND ASK FOR HIM TO REPRESENT THEM! (10) IN AN ACT OF PROFILES IN COURAGE, SENATOR FLAKE, DID, REPRESENT THESE LADIES, AND ALL THE RAPE VICTIMS IN THIS COUNTRY, WITH OVER 1 IN 3 WOMEN, BEING SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, SAID HE JUST COULD N'OT PROCEED, WITHOUT AN FBI INVESTIGATION, INTO THE FORMER CHARGES, AND NOW THE NEW WOMEN, COMING FORWARD, TO TELL THEIR STORIES! SOB. TO WATCH, SENATOR FLAKE, STANDING TALLER, AND STRONGER, THAN, I HAVE EVER SEEN HIM, HE TOOK THE POWERS OF HIS OFFICE, AND THE RARE, POWER PLAY TO REACH ACROSS THE AISLE, AND TAPE A MAN, HE TRUSTED, FROM, WHAT WE HAVE ALMOST SEEN, IN RECENT YEARS, AS THE ENEMIES CAMP, AND SIMPLY WITH THE GRACE AND DIGNITY OF A SENATOR, TAPPED, COONS, ON THE SHOULDER, AND THE TWO MEN, REPRESENTING BOTH SIDES, AND, SHOWING, THAT, THEY ARE FINALLY GETTING IT, WORKED OUT A DEAL, MEETING THE BOTTOM LINE EXPECTATIONS OF VICTIMS, TO HAVE AN FBI INVESTIGATION, INTO THE ALLEGATIONS, FOR ONE WEEK, POSTPONING THE VOTE, IN THE SENATE, LEAVING, BOTH GRASSLEY AND FEINSTEIN, IN THE DARK, WITH THE SENATE, STANDING STILL FOR 40 MINUTES, WHILE THE DEAL WAS STRUCK BY THE TWO FRIENDS, WHO SATISFIED, BOTH SIDES, BY BACKING THE PRESIDENT, SERVING AS A CHECK ON HIS POWERS, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH POWERS, AND HIS NOMINEE, AND FLEXED, SOME MUSCLES, FOR THE SENATE, AS ONE OF THE CHECKS AND BALANCES, STOPPING THE SUPREME COURT NOMINEE, WHO WOULD SIT AS A ALLEGED, CHECK FROM THE OTHER, CO-EQUAL BRANCH, TO ASK THE PRESIDENT WHO SAID, THE FBI DOESN'T INVESTIGATE SCOTUS NOMINEES, MAKING HIM, DO A 180 DEGREE TURN OF EVENTS, AND THE SENATE GOT THE WHITE HOUSE TO ORDER AN FBI INVESTIGATION OF THIS TRUMP NOMINEE! PURE POLITICAL MAGIC! SENATOR'S FLAKE AND COONS, DEMONSTRATING, WHAT WE HAVE ALL BEEN LONGING FOR, AND THAT IS TO WORK TOGETHER, TO MAKE THIS COUNTRY FUNCTION AS, IT IS SUPPOSE TO DO, WITHOUT A CONSTITUTIONAL CRISIS, JUST USING THE TIME TESTED, TOOLS, THAT THE FOUNDING FATHERS, HAVE PROVIDED! WITHOUT ONE PLAYER, IN THIS CHAIN, OF NOW, LEGENDARY FIGURES, THE WOMEN OF THIS COUNTRY, THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN RAPED, AND SEXUALLY ASSAULTED, WOULD HAVE BEEN PUSHED, ONE MORE TIME, TO THE BACKGROUND OF THE POLITICAL ARENA, WITH, MUCH, FEWER, WOMEN, OCCUPYING SEATS OF POWER, IN THE HOUSE AND THE SENATE, OR THE WHITE HOUSE OR ON THE SUPREME COURT! THAT IS, A STELLAR EXAMPLE, OF, OUR "REPUBLICAN" FORM OF GOVERNMENT, OR OUR "REPRESENTATIVE" FORM OF GOVERNMENT IN ACTION! THESE WOMEN, FOUND THE RIGHT SENATOR, A PIVOTAL, PLAYER, AND VOTE, HIT THE RIGHT CORDS, REFUSED TO ALLOW THE SENATOR, TO CLOSE THE DOORS OR GO TO CHAMBERS, WITHOUT LISTENING TO THEM! THANKS TO ALL THE KEY DEMOCRATIC PROCESS PLAYERS, FROM, THE SENATORS, TO THE VICTIMS, TO THE PROTESTERS, WHO WERE CHANTING, "NOVEMBER IS COMING. NOVEMBER IS COMING! NOVEMBER IS COMING!" THIS IS THE WAY, A DEMOCRACY WORKS! THESE ARE ALL "PEOPLE" IN A GOVERNMENT OF THE PEOPLE, BY THE PEOPLE, AND FOR THE PEOPLE! ON THE LIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS, SENATOR, FLAKE, HAS, TAKEN ON TRUMP, FROM THE GET-GO, AND HE HAS PAID, POLITICALLY, BUT IN ONE OF TRUMP'S TWEETS, BACK IN THE EARLY DAYS OF HIS PRESIDENCY, WHEN, THE GOP, STILL,, FROM LINDSEY GRAHAM, TO, OTHER, MEMBERS OF THE REPUBLICAN PARTY LEADERSHIP, LIKE, MITCH MCCONNELL, FLAKE DARED, RISK HIS, SEAT IN THE SENATE, TO SPEAK HIS MIND . . . BUT TRUMP, SAID, THAT SENATOR FLAKE, FROM ARIZONA, WAS A "NON-FACTOR!" LOL. GUESS, THE GOOD SENATOR, SHOWED THE PRESIDENT! LOL. BACKED HIM, OFF, AND GOT AN FBI INVESTIGATION! THAT IS WHAT THESE GUYS ARE FOR! THIS WILL BENEFIT, JUDGE KAVANAUGH, IF THE INVESTIGATION FINDS, NOTHING OF NOTE OR MERIT, AND THE CLOUD, CAN BE LIFTED, FROM HIS TENURE ON THE COURT! HOWEVER, IF, THERE IS, REASON, TO PAUSE, AND, LOOK INTO THESE ALLEGATIONS, MORE, THEN, THE SENATE HAS DONE THEIR JOB, AND PROTECTED THE INTEGRITY OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT! BUTTING HEADS, IS THE NAME OF THE GAME, AND WE ALL SAW IT HAPPEN THIS WEEK! FOR A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, THIS WAS, SHEAR, MAGIC! I DON'T CARE WHO WINS, THIS OR THAT BATTLE, I JUST WANT, ALL THE PLAYERS TO SHOW UP, AND DO THEIR FUCKING JOBS! POLITICS IS, SMART PEOPLE ON ONE SIDE, BATTLING, SMART PEOPLE ON THE OTHER SIDE, AND COMING TO A COMPROMISE, TO MEET THE NEWS OF THE AMERICAN PEOPLE! AN AMAZING SPECTACLE TO WATCH, IN DEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST A FEW, RELATED, EXAMPLES: (1) MY JUDICIAL ROLE MODEL, MY UNCLE, JUDGE, SHERMAN A. CHRISTENSEN, WHO SERVED, FOR 25 YEARS, AS A FEDERAL JUDGE; (2) I FOUND A REPUBLICAN, RAPE VICTIM, A FEW NIGHTS AGO, HER STORY; AND, (3) I FORGOT, AND I CAN'T READ MY NOTES, SCRIBBLED, ON MY METRO BUS SCHEDULE, BETWEEN, TIMES, IN BORDERS, AND, ON EVERY INCH OF THAT, PAPER! MAYBE I WILL REMEMBER, WHAT IT IS, I WANTED TO SAY! NOW, I REMEMBER, AN INCIDENT THAT HAPPENED TO ME LATELY, IN BEING A RESIDENT IN HAMMOND HOUSE WOMEN'S SHELTER, WITH, MORE RAPE VICTIMS, THAN, I WANT TO COUNT! THE REASON FOR MANY, WOMEN, WHO ARE HOMELESS, IS RAPE!

THE JUDGE

My Grandmother, Southwick's side of the family, was, very very distinguished, and accomplished, with, a father as a judge, several brothers who were judges, and a brother who was an FBI agent, she was a dean of women, and also, an English professor.  I would not say, that I was, born with a silver spoon in my mouth, but, I was blessed to come from a long line of, very prominent, and professional people.  Uncle Sherm was one of those family members, I learned to love and appreciate, and hopefully, got, some of my ideas of the character and nature of what a judge is like.  While the only memory I have of my great-grandfather, THE JUDGE, is of him at a Christmas party, when, I was, about 6 years old, he took his cane, being very old, and hunched over, pointed that stick in my face, and said, You got those blue eyes from me!  That is my total recollection of the man.  I believe that I got a hell of a lot more, from, my great-grandpa, and his children, a love and passion for the law!

HARD CORE, INTEGRITY!

I was, the only, Christensen, grand-child, as far as I know, who was, asked to sit in on, a small, family scholarship, that was given each year, at Brigham Young University, J. Reuben Clark Law School, even before, I was, either a law student or an attorney.  The first several times, I went, I just sat back and watched, the children, of Sherman A, Christensen, great-grandpa, interview, 12 or so, candidates, for the very prestigious, but small, scholarship, with, like I said, judges, professors, FBI agents, and attorneys, doing the hard work.  One year, my grandmother called me, and said, none of her siblings or their spouses, could make it to, the interviews, and would I accompany her, and participate, in the process . . . WHAT?  It was, that, day, that, I came to the attention of several law professors, who were well familiar with the family, the skills and talent, that, led, to me, after having a dream one night, being, what is unheard of, getting accepted to law school, in about two hours, without, applying, nor with having taken the LSAT, or, having letters of recommendations!  TRUST YOUR DREAMS AND THE TIMING!

I believe, if memory serves, I believe I was still in law school, when, Uncle Sherm, retired from the federal bench, and I was able to get more acquainted with that great man!  The Judge, took an interest in me, now, with a common, love for the law . . . I found out from several of my professors, that my great Uncle, was, checking up on my grades and progress, while in law school.  Uncle Sherm, moved, from Eagle Gate Apartments in Salt Lake City, Utah, where, I visited him, a few times, and enjoyed his stories, of his victories and defeats, as an attorney, a judge, and later, a federal district court judge.  His walls were hung with, pictures of him, and his, beloved wife, Lois, with Presidents, Supreme Court Justices, and, Members of Congress!  At one point, I was invited, to a cousin's dinner, with, that generation of Christensen's, again, two removed, from this group of amazing people, so very honored.  Uncle Sherm was at the head of the table, as the oldest brother, of the crew, and he started to go on, talking about me and his time with me, always, so gracious . . . that pissed my grandmother off, and she, stood up, slammed her hands on the table, and in a rather loud voice, said, She's MY grand-daughter, Sherm!  I was flattered to say the least.

HIS BOOK OF POETRY THAT HE WITHDREW FROM SALE, FROM PUBLISHER, DESERET BOOK!

One time, when, I visited, the JUDGE, he had boxes of books, on his gorgeous apartment, that were filled with recently published, poetry, the Judge had written over the years.  I asked him, why, he had all these books on his floor?  He told me, that, Lois, had, written, a story for the Reader's Digest, and, at one point, she had been questioned by, the Digest, of, having taken, some, line or something, for her story, from someone else.  The magazine, later, put out, an apology, small, just a paragraph, in their next Reader's Digest, monthly, issue, and, both Lois and Sherm were mortified!  So, around that same time, when, Uncle Sherm's collection of poetry, finally, got printed, after years of compilation, and collection, then, printed, and ready or I believe it was even in the book stores, already, in fear, that he had, taken or borrowed, or picked up a line, from someone or somewhere, he actually, purchased, ALL THE BOOKS RIGHT OFF THE SHELVES AND IN STOCK!  What?

I was an undergraduate English major, and I was, so shocked, mad, because the quality of the poetry was amazing and from a judge?  Come on, Uncle Sherm, you have to sell these, and let people, know your thoughts as a judge and man, of letter and stature!  He was so, sad and shaken, by his wife's experience, that he, refused, and I was furious, and did all I could to get him, to go give those back to the Deseret Book Store, and others, who carried the book, and let people, know your mind and see, into the mind of a judge!  I don't think, I ever convinced him, but, hopefully, his children, after he died, did, allow that fine book of poetry, to be available for the public to read, and glean, some insights, into, the life, love, and law, as this good, great, and gracious man experienced it!  I was heart broken, but he would not budge!

THE EPITOME OF AN IMPARTIAL JUDGE . . . HE OVERTURNED HIS OWN, LOWER COURT DECISION, WHEN, HE GOT MORE FACTS, AND THE CASE, WAS ARGUED, BY DIFFERENT ATTORNEYS, WHO KNEW MORE AND WERE EXPERTS IN THE FIELD!  HE WAS EXTREMELY PROUD, OF THAT, AND HELD THAT, AS A STAR ON HIS JUDICIAL SERVICE!

THAT IS WHAT A GOOD JUDGE LOOKS LIKE!

KISSES. HUGS. LOVES. SOB.

I HOPE IN SOME SMALL WAY, I HAVE MADE THIS MAN PROUD!  GRANDMA AND GREAT-GRANDPA TOO

THE REPUBLICAN RAPE VICTIM!

I have to get off the computer, sharing time, as Sophia's Place . . . but, I was talking over dinner with a resident of, Hammond House, Shelter for Women, in Greenwood, Washington.  She told me she was from, Arkansas, did she know, the Clinton's?  Yes, she liked Bill, but didn't like Hillary, much, to professional and seemed stuck up.  Then, I asked her if, she had kids, having just, introduced me to, her lesbian lover, on the bus, to Greenwood . . . yes.  How old?  Five.  Is the child with daddy?  No, a cousin.  Where is dad?  I HOPE HE IS BURNING IN HELL!  WOW.  Not the reaction I was expecting.  WHY?  BECAUSE I WAS A VICTIM OF RAPE.  WHY DIDN'T YOU GET AN ABORTION?  I WOULD HAVE . . . I DON'T BELIEVE IN IT!  OH.  WAS IT A STRANGER RAPE?  NO, HE WAS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS!  SHIT?  WAS HE DRINKING?  SHE JUST SHOOK HER HEAD, END OF SUBJECT . . . I HOPE HE BURNS IN HELL!

IF I NEED TO BE MORE SENSITIVE TO RAPE VICTIMS, WHAT DO MEN NEED?

Living at Hammond House, is, to me, kind of like a college dorm.  I leave early, have money, and, either watch TV or read, rarely mix it up much.  However, me and my roommie, have known each other for, about a year and a half, since I have been kicking around, Seattle, so we are somewhat, close.  One night, we started talking about men, stories, and somehow, I started to tell her, about, an attempted rape, while I was in college, as a freshman.  I didn't think anyone else was listening, but soon, staff, came rushing in and told me I COULD NOT TELL THAT STORY, BECAUSE THERE ARE TOO MANY VICTIMS OF RAPE IN THIS PLACE!  I was shocked, and, learned to be more sensitive, even as a woman, who had not experienced rape, learning that many of the women, had been raped, and most of them were NOT OVER IT, and, were still dealing with their issues!  OH?

They have hired a few male staff, specifically, to introduce, men, into some of these women's lives, and it is going over hard, for, many of the women, in there, even though the men, are trained, to be sensitive, and, totally aware of the issues!  It is a long and hard road, back for these women, to ever trust men, again, and not see them as their enemies.  I have had, to learn, almost through, experience, as to what rape might entail.  A year, ago, I had a bit, rough, sex with someone, I have known for years, and love, and he loves me . . . he was just a bit, rambunctious, more than normal and the sex, lasted, longer, then, normal, in more positions, and, when, I couldn't walk for two weeks, thought, that, he broke my old plumbing, I started to understand and look at RAPE, in a whole new light!  

I am sure that, this was even holding back what he could do!  He is, slighter built, and I am solid, so, what about someone, half my size?  What about, the use of his full power, or rage, or, control?  We need to be patient, and, talk, train, teach, and learn, what, these women, have been through!

I STARTED, LOOKING A COCKTAILS, AS POTENTIAL, DANGEROUS WEAPONS!

AND MINE WAS A LOVING ENCOUNTER!

SHIT!

MAYBE THIS MESSY DEMOCRACY AND PROCESS, OVER THIS SUPREME COURT NOMINEE, IS WHAT THE NATION NEEDS, TO START, AN OPEN, HONEST, LOOK AT SEXUAL ASSAULT AND RAPE IN THIS COUNTRY! 

LOVING DAY. GREAT DAY, BETTER LAY. DEMOGRAPHIC CLIFF. AN END OF EVIL. HEATMISERS. RICK & MORTY. EYE CATCHING. STINK OP AT LA FITNESS--TWO OF THE THREE STOOGES, ALMOST RAN INTO EACH OTHER AS I EXITED THE GYM, AFTER SEEING, ONE FEMALE COP, AND TWO OTHER MALE COPS IN THE POOL OR HOT TUB. I STOPPED TO TAKE A BREATHER, LOOKING AT THE FALL LEAVES, AND ACROSS THE PARKING LOT, AT THE DOXA CHURCH, WHEN, I HEARD A YELL, FROM SOME MAN, THAT, REMINDED ME OF ANOTHER SUCH, YELL, WHEN, COPS FOUND OR THOUGHT THEY FOUND ME, OR MY TRAMP CAMP, IN AN OLD SUBURBAN, IN MISSOULA, SHOOK THE VEHICLE, WHILE I PLAYED DEAD, CAME BACK LATER WITH A TOW TRUCK, ONLY TO FIND THAT I HAD LEFT, AND THE DOOR WAS UNLOCKED--A PIERCING MALE YELL--LIKE THAT JUST AROUND THE CORNER FROM THE BELLEVUE CONNECT PLAZA. ESCAPING THE JAWS OF HELL, THERE ARE TWO PATHWAYS, COMING UP AND DOWN, TO THE PLAZA AND LA FITNESS ENTRY, WITH JUST A FEW TREES, IN THE MIDDLE SECTION PLANTERS--I HAD CROSSED OVER, AND SHIT, THERE WAS A COP, WALKING DOWN THE PATH, I HAD JUST LEFT, AND IN BEHIND HIM, GOING UP THE HILL, I NOTICED THE BIG BLOCK LETTERS ON THE BACK OF TWO UNIFORMED COPS, JUST A FEW FEET AWAY, "POLICE!" SHIT AGAIN. I JUST KEPT WALKING. WHEN, I HIT, BLAZING BAGELS, AND LOOKED ACROSS THE STREET, THERE WAS ANOTHER COP, AND A BLUE, SEATTLE PD, POLICE VEHICLE, LEAVING, RIGHT AT THAT SAME TIME? OUT OF YOUR JURISDICTION GENTLEMEN? THERE WAS ALSO, A STINK OP, PLANNED FOR DAYS, THAT I WATCHED, UNFOLD, YESTERDAY: (1) THERE HAS BEEN CONSTRUCTION ON SOME NEW APARTMENTS, BEHIND, SOPHIA'S PLACE, HOUSED, IN ST. LUKE'S LUTHERAN CHURCH, WITH LITTLE THREAT, JUST MEN, LOOKING A GIRLS AND GIRLS LOOKING AT GUYS, WITH A FENCE SEPARATING THE TWO; (2) THE LAST FEE DAYS, THERE HAVE BEEN, WHAT I WOULD CALL, FBI OR CIA OPERATIVES, PRETENDING TO BE CONSTRUCTION WORKERS, WATCHING MY COMINGS AND GOINGS, THE TIMES, THE BUSES, AND SITTING IN, VERY CONSPICUOUS PLACES; (3) THEN THE DAY BEFORE LAST, AS I ENTERED, THE PATHWAY BETWEEN, SOPHIA'S PLACE, AND THE TEMPORARY FENCE, PUT UP FOR CONSTRUCTION AND SAFETY PURPOSES, THESE TWO MEN, AGENTS, DRESSED LIKE CONSTRUCTION WORKERS, ALMOST RAN INTO ME ON THE PATH--DUDES, THE CONSTRUCTION GUYS ARE ALL COLOR CODED UP, WEARING GREEN OR ORANGE, T-SHIRTS OR VESTS, YOU HAD NEITHER! LATER ON THAT DAY, PROBABLY TRYING TO SEE IF I WAS STILL THERE, THE SAME TWO, DRESSED THE SAME, CAME IN, AND THERE WAS SOME ANNOUNCEMENT, I DIDN'T LISTEN TOO, BECAUSE I WAS ENGROSSED IN WRITING MY BLOG! (4) SO YESTERDAY, AFTER WRITING A FURIOUS BLOG ABOUT THE KAVANAUGH CONFIRMATION HEARINGS AND RAPE, I FINISHED, WAY EARLY, AND WENT OUTSIDE, ABOUT AN HOUR BEFORE LUNCH, TO ENJOY THE SUNSHINE AND FALL LEAVES, ALL RED, GOLDEN, AND ORANGE, WHEN, A BLACK, SUBURU OUTBACK PULLED UP, AND SOME DUDE, AGAIN, NOT DRESSED IN THE COLORS OF THE REST, OF THE MEN, BUT, AT LEAST, PUTTING ON A HARD HAT, KEPT STARING OVER AT ME, SITTING ON A LOG BENCH, NEAR A BBQ, THEN, ANOTHER OUT OF THE ORDINARY, EVENT TOOK PLACE, A CATERING TRUCK PULLED UP, "BRANK'S BBQ" APPEARED TO BE SERVING LUNCH? I THOUGHT THE NAME OF THE BBQ PLACE WAS CURIOUS, GIVEN THAT FRANK OF INTERPOL, MY 4TH HUSBAND, IS AND HAS BEEN BURNED BY ME, LATELY, AND SHELLEY, HIS ONSITE, LOVER, I HAVE ALSO BBQED! CIA COMMUNICATION WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, TO SURVEILLANCE AND SKY COPS--TWO CAMERAS, RIGHT WHERE I WAS SITTING, TO VERIFY . . . THEN, IN ALMOST AN ERIE, QUIET, GATHERING, THE LUNCH WAS DISTRIBUTED, AS IF, SOMETHING WAS UP . . . ABOUT THAT TIME, THIS CHICK, NAMED, SHAY, WHOM I AM SOMEWHAT, FRIENDS WITH, WHO IS ALSO, FRIENDS, GOOD FRIENDS WITH BELLEVUE PD, CAME AROUND THE BUSHES, LOOKING LIKE SHE WAS MOTIONING, TO THE DUDE IN THE SUBARU, THAT, I WAS THE PERSON HE WAS LOOKING FOR? OR SHE WAS POINTING TO SOMEONE, AND THEN, WHEN, I WOULD LOOK AT HER, SHE WOULD PULL HER HANDS BEHIND HER HAIR, AND RUN, UP THE PATHWAY, TO THE FRONT OF THE CHURCH OR WHERE SOPHIA'S PLACE IS. RIGHT ABOUT THAT TIME, I NOTICED, AN AMERICAN FLAG, ACROSS THE STREET THROUGH THE TREES, AND WITH NO WIND, THE TREES, IN FRONT OF THE STREET AND FLAG, STARTED TO SHAKE--I TOOK THAT AS, THE BUSH BOYZ ARE HIDING IN THE BUSHES OUT FROM, AND YOU NEED TO EAT LUNCH, ASAP, AND GET THE FUCK OUT, BUT NOT YOUR NORMAL ROUTE TO BELLEVUE, BUT DOWN THE STREET TO KIRKLAND AND GET OUT AS FAST AS YOU CAN. AS GOD OR FATE WOULD HAVE IT, SOME, LADY DROPPING OFF DONATIONS, CAME IN WITH A BOX, OF STUFF . . . YAHOO, AFTER WOOFING DOWN, MY FOOD, IN RECORD TIME, I JETTED OUT OF THE BUILDING AND UP THE PATH, WHERE HER, SUBARU, WAS STILL IN FRONT OF THE PATHWAY, WITH THE BACK DOOR STILL UP, FOR THE DELIVERY. I DIDN'T LOOK BACK, JUST WALKED QUICKLY DOWN THE STREET. DO I KNOW FOR SURE THAT THERE WAS A STINK OP? YES! I AM THAT GOOD! SO IS MY INTEL MAN, GOD! I ALWAYS REGRET IT WHEN, I DON'T FOLLOW THE PROMPTINGS! BEELINE. BULL DOG. THIS IS POSSIBLE, PROBABLE, MAYBE, POSSIBLY . . . REAL MEN DON'T RAPE. THEY DON'T NEED TO! SENATE LEGAL ROCK STARS: SENATOR, SHELDON WHITEHOUSE AND SENATOR, AMY KLOBACHAR! THE LAW IS THE LAW IS THE LAW! DUE PROCESS HAS NOT BEEN FULFILLED! WE MIGHT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS KAVEMAN CLOWN, FOR 40 FUCKING YEARS ON THE BENCH, AND THE SENATE CAN'T WAIT, A WEEK FOR AN FBI INVESTIGATION, EVEN RECOMMENDED BY THE AMERICAN BAR ASSOCIATION, TO SEE THAT DUE PROCESS AND THE RULE OF LAW ARE RESPECTS? LEGAL FLUNKIES, SENATOR MIKE LEE, SENATOR, TED CRUZ, AND FOR SURE, GUMPY II, A RAVING, RABID, LUNATIC, SENATOR LINDSEY GRAHAM, WITH THE SHINY HEAD, THE NEW, SENATOR, ORRIN HATCH . . . SHOE SHINE BOYS IN THE SENATE CHAMBERS, MISS AND HIT YOUR LACK LUSTER, HEADS AND BRAINS? FUCK. LAWYERS? HELL NO! COULD HAVE FOOLED ME! NIPPON EXPRESS. BREAKS ARE GOOD. KITKAT. TRY MY BOWLS. EMERALD CITY FOOTBALL. KEEP THE LOCAL 12'S GAME DAY READY! HOT-N-READY! STAY ON THE GAME . . . A REMATCH WITH THE WASHINGTON BOYZ CLUB . . . LOVE THE MEN HERE! LOL. CORTIZONE--FEEL THE HEAL. EVERYONE GETS THEIR 15 MINUTES OF FAME. LEGENDS, LAST A LIFETIME! GO FOR LEGENDARY STATUS! BEAUTIFUL DREAMERS. THE HOUSE OF IMPOSSIBLE BEAUTIES. NORTH OF HAPPY. BEHOLD THE PALE HORSE. IN CRIMINAL LAW, IT TAKES MOTIVE + INTENT + AN ACT = A CRIME. JUST BECAUSE JUDGE, BRETT M. KAVANAUGH, COULDN'T GET IT UP THE NIGHT, HE PINNED, MS. FORD TO THE BED, AND COVERED HER MOUTH, WHILE HE ATTEMPTED TO DISROBE HER, TO RAPE HER . . . DOESN'T MEAN, BY LEGAL STANDARDS, THAT, HE DIDN'T INTEND TO RAPE HER! COULDA, WOULDA, COULDN'T DOESN'T CLEAR HIM OF RAPE CHARGES IN MARYLAND! THERE IS NO STATUTE OF LIMITATIONS, AND HAD HE BEEN JUST ONE YEAR OLDER, HE COULD, HAVE ALSO BEEN CHARGED WITH, STATUTORY RAPE IN MOST STATES! "INTENT" IS EVERYTHING IN THE LAW! IN THE CASE OF, IMPEACHMENT FOR COLLUDING WITH THE RUSSIANS TO GET DIRT ON HILLARY CLINTON--IT DOESN'T MATTER THAT, THE COLLUSION DID OR DIDN'T HAPPEN, BECAUSE, THE JUNE MEETING IN TRUMP TOWERS, WAS CLEARLY "THE INTENT TO COLLUDE" TO ACCOMPLISH THAT END!

KEEP IN MIND--I AM A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WITH A RESUME, FROM HEAVEN FOR PATRIOTS, AND FROM HELL FOR, TRAITORS AND ONE WORLD ORDER FREAKS!

I HAVE COMMITTED NO CRIMES!  MUSEUM QUALITY FRAMING!

I HEARD, PRESIDENT TRUMP, GIVING, A SPEECH, IN FRONT OF WORLD REPORTERS, PROBABLY FROM U.N. COUNTRIES, NEWS AGENCIES.  THIS CAME ON THE DAY AFTER, I WROTE, AND SLAMMED, TRUMP, FOR SPENDING, $706 BILLION LAST YEAR, AND ANOTHER, LIKE $718 BILLION THIS YEAR, SO WE HAVE NICE NEW SHINY, JETS, TANKS, AND MILITARY EQUIPMENT, WHEN THE REST OF THE WORLD, IS FOCUSED ON CLIMATE CONTROL, TRANSPORTATION, EDUCATION, HEALTH CARE, CRITICAL INFRASTRUCTURES, LIKE UTILITIES, BRIDGES, AND ROADS . . . FOR WEEKS, THE BRIDGE NEAR THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, CLOSED AND THE BUSES WERE DETOURED, BECAUSE THE BRIDGE WAS UNSAFE, AND NEEDED TO BE REPAIRED . . . ALL OVER THE SEATTLE FREEWAYS, I CAN SEE, FORMS AND FRAMES, WHERE, THE CITY AND COUNTY ARE STARTING TO REPAIR FREEWAYS AND BRIDGES, BECAUSE, THEY ARE ALL OLD AND CRUMBLING!

IT WAS, THAT PRESS CONFERENCE, THAT, TRUMP, SEVERAL TIMES, TOOK HEAT FROM REPORTERS FOR, ISSUES CONNECTED, EITHER TO THE KAVANAUGH, HEARINGS, OR HIM, ACCUSING, NOW CHINA, OF, TRYING TO FUCK THE 2020 ELECTIONS FOR HIM, OR MAYBE HE WAS TALKING ABOUT, 2018, MAKING HIM, LOOK BAD, THAT HE CAN'T CARRY THE GOP CONGRESS OR SENATE?

BUT, ON TWO OR THREE TIMES, WHEN HE WAS DEALING WITH ISSUES, I WROTE ABOUT IN MY BLOG, THAT I AM SURE, CAUSED HIM GRIEF, WHICH, I AM ENTITLED TO DO, UNDER THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, AMENDMENT 1 OR THE FIRST AMENDMENT, FREEDOM OF PRESS AND INTERNET, HE RESPONDED, WITH THE WORD:

"KILLER" OR IMPLYING "KILL HER!"

THIS WAS THE DAY, BEFORE, THE TWO STINK OPS YESTERDAY, AND IT IS NOT THE FIRST TIME, MY BLOG HAS BEEN CAUGHT IN THE CROSS HAIRS OF, THE PRESIDENT, NOR THE LAST, FOR SURE!

WE DO NOT HAVE A MONARCH, A KING, A DESPOT, A AUTOCRATIC LEADER, AND, I HAVE EVERY RIGHT, TO SPEAK MY MIND, TO JUST, THE LEADER OF, ONE BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, THAT OF THE "EXECUTIVE BRANCH!"

TRUMP IS NOT OVER THE JUDICIARY, EVEN IF HE MAKES THE NOMINATIONS, HE IS NOT OVER THE CONGRESS, EVEN THOUGH, THE CHICKEN SHITS IN CONGRESS, EVEN THOSE, RETIRING, ARE DERELICT IN THEIR DUTIES TO PUT A CHECK AND BALANCE ON THE PRESIDENT, OR THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, I AM A FOUR TIMES, SWORN OFFICER OF THE COURTS, OR ARTICLE III, OF THE JUDICIARY . . . I AM, THE CHECK AND BALANCE, AS I SEE, IT RIGHT NOW, IN THE CURRENT CLIMATE WITH, A LACK, LUSTER, MAJORITY, IN THE HOUSE AND SENATE, AND WITH, THE COURT BEING PACKED WITH, LOSERS, LIKE, GORFUCK AND KAVEMAN!

I AM JUST DOING MY JOB!  I TOOK AN OATH TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, TO NO BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT, WHILE WORKING FOR ONE OF THEM, TO BALANCE THE OTHER TWO!

I HAVE SAID, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, THAT, WITH THE ELECTION OF DONALD J. TRUMP, AND ALL THE SHIT SURROUNDING HIS, ALLEGED, ELECTION, THAT THIS IS THE "HOSTILE TAKEOVER" OF AMERICA!

EVERY INSTITUTION IS UNDER ATTACK, FROM, THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, TO THE PRESS, TO, THE COURTS, AND ADMINISTRATIVE AGENCIES!

WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE!

I DRINK DIET COKE!

EVEN KAVANAUGH, AND GORFUCKS, APPOINTMENTS OR NOMINATIONS, THAT HAVE BEEN NOTHING MORE, THAN, RUBBER, STAMPED BY THE LAME ASS, SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, THROWING ALL THOUGHT, ALL LAW, ALL SENSE AND TRADITION OUT THE DOOR, INCLUDING FBI INVESTIGATIONS OF THE FACTS, TO "PLOW" THESE CANDIDATES, BOTH, LACKING AND NOT SATISFYING, MEMBERS OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY, NOR THE PUBLIC, AND JUST, PUSHING THEM THROUGH, BECAUSE THEY HAVE A MAJORITY?

THEN TAKING A STELLAR CANDIDATE, THAT WAS EVEN SUGGESTED BY ORRIN HATCH OF UTAH, AS A GREAT MAN AND JUDGE, WAS DENIED EVEN A HEARING, WITH, FUCK, 10 YEARS MORE ON THE FEDERAL BENCH THAN EITHER ONE OF THESE TWO CLOWNS, WHO, IRONICALLY, BOTH WENT TO, THE "GEORGETOWN PREP SCHOOL?"  BOTH CLERKED FOR JUSTICE KENNEDY, AND, GORFUCK AND KAVEMAN, WERE IN A GROUP OF 5 MEN, ALL WHOM CLERKED AT THE SAME TIME, FOR JUSTICE KENNEDY?  THE KAVE SAID OF, GORE, THAT, "HE DIDN'T HAVE SHARP SHOULDERS, OR ELBOWS?"  THERE ARE EVEN MORE, COMMONALITIES, THAT, PEOPLE, SENATORS, OUGHT TO KNOW ABOUT, LIKE A LITTLE, "ENTITLED" GROUP OF CLERKS, WHO, THINK THEY, SHOULD REGARDLESS OF RAPE AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GARNER, 60 VOTES IN THE SENATE, CHANGING 100 YEARS OF RULES, TO GET THAT FUCK PASSED, CONFIRMATION, BOTH LACKING IN LEGAL ACUMEN, IF THEY EVEN ARE REAL JUDGES?  THAT IS NOT THE GORSUCH, I REMEMBER, SEEING, SITTING IN ON THE 10TH CIRCUIT, WHEN, MAGICALLY, MY ORAL ARGUMENTS, ON A $357.6 MILLION DOLLAR SECURITY CASE, AGAINST THE STATE OF UTAH, WASHINGTON II, WAS, SCHEDULED FOR THREE FUCKING MONTHS, THEN, CANCELLED? WITH MY LAW PRACTICE AND HOME, BEING, FOLDED UP AND SEIZED THE DAY BEFORE I WAS TO FLY TO DENVER TO ARGUE IN THE 10TH CIRCUIT?

JUSTICE GORFUCK, WAS REFERRED TO AS THE "JUDGE FEEDER!"  HE WAS ALSO, SUPPOSE TO BE, SCHOOLED IN,  SECURITIES, CIVIL RIGHTS, AND ADMINISTRATIVE LAW . . . ALL THE ELEMENTS, I NEEDED IN A JUDGE, WHO SURELY WOULD HAVE, SEEN, THE VIOLATIONS BY THE DEPARTMENT OF COMMERCE, THE DIVISION OF SECURITIES, AND, THE OVERSIGHT, OR LACK OF, FROM THE AG'S OFFICE AND THE GOVERNOR!

MY CASE WAS STOLEN, WITH GORFUCK'S KNOWLEDGE, AND GIVEN, TO A COP CUNT, WHO IS SO STUPID, SHE COULDN'T HAVE WRITTEN THE FIRST LINE OR EVEN THE FUCKING, THREE COUNTS AGAINST THE STATE!

SHE HAS BEEN A TRIAL ATTORNEY, FOR 10 TO 15 YEARS LONGER THAN, ME, BUT SHE WAS FIRED, FIRED, FIRED, IN THE ONLY CASE, I SAW HER ARGUE, IN FACT, IN FRONT OF MY GREAT UNCLE, JUDGE, CHRISTENSEN!

I FINISHED THE MOTION, SHE PROBABLY REFUSED TO DO, THAT WON THE CASE FOR HER AND MY ATTORNEY, BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME, WHO FIRED HER AND ASKED ME TO WRITE THE MOTION AND BRIEF, WHICH I DID, AND NEVER HAD A CLASS IN CIVIL OR TRIAL WORK, EVER, IN LAW SCHOOL!

FUCK I WON THE LARGEST LAW FIRM IN SALT LAKE, ON A SPECIALTY, AREA OF LAW, PATENT LAW, ON A HIGHLY TECHNICAL, AUDIO, INVENTION AND PATENTS . . . UNDER, ANOTHER ATTORNEYS, NAME, WHO SUED, JUST SO I COULD PAY MY TAXES, THE FIRST YEAR I WAS, WORKING FOR THE ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE!

I HAVE A HISTORY OF SUCCESSES THAT ARE UNPARELLELED, AND SHE HAS NOTHING TO DISTINGUISH HER AS AN ATTORNEY, OTHER THAN, FUCKING POWERFUL MEN, I DITCH  AND LEAVE, DANGLING!

THE MORE I PROVE, WHO I AM, THE MORE, THE COPS, DOUBLE, DOWN, TRIPLE DOWN, AND QUADRUPLED DOWN, ON ME, JUST LIKE THE SENATE, DID TO PROFESSOR OR DOCTOR FORD!

THIS CIA AND MILITARY, NEW ORDER, STARTING, WITH ANCIENT ROOTS, WAY BACK, AT THE SAME TIME, THE FOUNDING FATHERS, DECLARED INDEPENDENCE, FROM, KING GEORGE, HAS BEEN SIMMERING, BOILING, AND COOKING FOR, HUNDREDS OF YEARS, JUST WAITING FOR THE CHANCE TO FUCK, AMERICA, AND BRING IN THIS NEW ORDER, THE BUSH TEAM, OF PRESIDENTS, TALKED ABOUT AND PUT, MEASURES INTO ACTION, LIKE THE PATRIOT ACT THAT DOESN'T, REPLACE, ON WORD OF THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, SO, SOME FUCKED UP COP EXCUSE FOR GOING AFTER ME, OR TRYING TO SILENCE, ME, LIKE BUSH AND CHENEY DID, IS NOT GOING TO WORK!

I AM GOD'S 12TH PLAYER ON THE FIELD!

I JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE, A BILLION READER BLOG, WORTH, PROBABLY A COOL TRILLION, IF NOT MORE, OVER THE 5 YEARS OF SERVING MY COUNTRY, NON-STOP, WRITING DAILY, WHILE THE FUCKS BEHIND, GORFUCK AND KAVEMAN, STEAL, KILL, MAIM, AND MURDER, GOING AFTER ANYONE WHO, DARES, SUPPORT FOR SIDE WITH ME!

WE ARE LOSING TO THE PSYCHOPATHS, AND TRUMP IS ONE OF THEM, AND ALL  THE PEOPLE BEHIND HIM ARE TOO!

THEY CARE FORM AMERICANS, ABOUT AS MUCH, AS, HITLER'S SS MEN, EISHMAN, DID FOR THE 6 MILLION JEWS, HE ORCHESTRATED THE KILL FOR . . . THINK IT CAN'T HAPPEN AGAIN?

THINK, IF THE GOP, PARTICIPANTS, GET CONTROL OF ALL THREE BRANCHES OF THE GOVERNMENT, THAT IS IT!  WE ARE SEEING HOW TIED OUR HANDS ARE, WITH A GOP CONTROLLED, HOUSE AND SENATE . . . IT SUCKS, BECAUSE, THEY ARE ALL, BEHIND THIS A BEING BRIBED AND PAID, TO DO IT!

THE LOSERS, WHO, PAY THEM, ARE USING MY MONEY!

AS SENATOR, AMY KLOBACHAR, SAID, THIS MORNING, IN HER, VERY, SMART, VERY CALCULATED, VERY, PROSECUTOR, LIKE, TESTIMONY, THAT NONE OF THIS IS NORMAL, NONE OF THIS FOLLOWS, DUE PROCESS AND THE RULE OF LAW, IT IS NOT THE WAY THE SENATE NOR THE UNITED STATES WORKS, AND THE ONLY BRANCH OF PROTECTION WE HAVE IS . . . "WE THE PEOPLE!"

THIS IS A GOVERNMENT FOR US, BY US, AND OF US!

IT IS NOT FOR, CORPORATE WELFARE AND CRONY CAPITALISTS, TRUMP'S FRIENDS!  IT IS NOT, AS SENATOR AMY SAID, FOR THE RULING PARTY!

IT IS FOR US!

TRUMP HAS BEEN TOUTED AS THE ENEMY OF AMERICA!

YOU BETTER START, LISTENING TO THE SNAKE, HE EVEN ADMITTED HE IS, DON'T DRINK THE SNAKE CHARMER'S OIL, BECAUSE, YOU WILL, LOSE EVERYTHING YOU HOLD NEAR AND DEAR TO YOU AND WHAT WE LOVE AS AMERICANS!

THANK GOD, WORLD LEADERS READ THIS BLOG AND LAUGHED, AT TRUMP!

I WANT TO PUT A WORD IN, FOR A YOUNG MAN, LIAM, A SOPHOMORE AT LAKE WASHINGTON HIGH SCHOOL, IN KIRKLAND WASHINGTON . . . THIS 16 YEAR OLD, NEW, WHO MITCH MCCONNNELL IS, HE MADE HIS BEST "TURTLE" IMITATION OF THE SENATE MAJORITY LEADER!  LOL.  I HAVE CALLED HIM THAT MYSELF, HE KNEW, ALL THE POLITICAL SATIRISTS, WANTS TO BE A COMEDIAN . . . WATCH OUT, STEVEN COLBER, HE IS GUNNING FOR YOUR JOB A FEW YEARS FROM NOW!  WHEN, I TOLD HIM, I HAD JUST WRITTEN A BLOG, ON KAVANAUGH, HE SAID, DON'T LET ME, GET INTO THAT, AND A FRIEND OF MINE HAD JUST SAID, WELL, HER ACCUSATION COMES 30 YEARS, DOWN THE ROAD, AS IF THAT, MEANS IT DIDN'T HAPPEN . . . BUT, I THINK HE READS MY BLOG, HE SAID, I EVEN HATE HIS NAME!  LOL.  THE NAME OF MY THIRD HUSBAND, BRETT, WHO IS A SERIAL RAPIST AND KILLER, WHO BROUGHT THAT BITCH KAY, AND SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, ETC. IN, TO TRY TO RAPE ME, FINANCIALLY, EMOTIONALLY, INTELLECTUALLY, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, FAMILIAL, AND IN EVERY WAY, BUT, FOR PHYSICALLY, BECAUSE I LEFT HIS SORRY ASS!

HE AND HIS, ILK OF COPS, DO IT EVERY FUCKING DAY, THEN, CLAIM THEM AND THEIR BITCHES WRITE THIS BLOG!

WHAT A FUCKING JOKE!

WERE ARE TOTALLY, ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THIS SHIT!

I AM PRO-AMERICA, THEY ARE LOSER, ANTI-AMERICANS!

THEY LOVE RUSSIA AND ANYONE BUT AMERICA!

THEY WANT OUR RESOURCES AND MONEY, POWER, AND WORLD STATUS, UNTIL THEY CAN FUCK US, AND GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE!

I PROMISE, IF YOU DON'T, VOTE THESE FUCKERS OUT OF OFFICE, AND CALL YOUR SENATORS, ON THIS KAVANAUGH VOTE . . . THE HIGH COURT WILL NOT ONLY BE CORRUPTED, BUT COMPROMISED AND, EVERY FUCKING VOTE, WILL GO, 5 TO 4, CONSERVATIVE, BECAUSE, THESE MEN ARE NOT MEN OF CHARACTER, NOR SHOULD THEY, EITHER ONE OF THEM BE, ON THE COURT . . . AND LOOKING TO THE FUTURE, I AM GUESSING THEY ARE GONIG TO PUT, KAY BURNINGHAM, AKA, JOANN S. SECRIST, UP AS A UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT JUSTICE IF THEY CAN GET RID OF ME, THE REAL, ME!

THE ONLY PERSON QUALIFIED TO BE ME, IS ME!

GET SOME SKIN IN THE GAME!

MICHAEL MOORE, DOCUMENTARY FILM PRODUCER, SAID, EVERY THINKING AND RATIONAL PERSON, NEEDS TO GET OUT IN OCTOBER, AND GET THEIR NEIGHBORS TO VOTE!

CONTROL YOU VOTE, CONTROL YOUR VOICE!

IT IS ALL WE HAVE!

YOU CAN FIND YOU SENATOR'S NAMES IN THE GOVERNMENT SECTION OF YOUR LOCAL PHONE BOOKS!

EACH STATE HAS TWO!

THE WAY THIS WORKS, IS, THE SENATE JUDICIARY WILL VOTE, TODAY, AND MOST LIKELY SEND, KAVANAUGH, ONTO THE FULL SENATE FOR A CONFIRMATION VOTE . . . THERE ARE MANY, GOOD SENATORS, WHO WILL DO THE RIGHT THING, REGARDLESS OF PARTY!  NO MATTER WHAT THE COST!

THERE ARE THE LOCAL, CLOWNS, LIKE GRAHAM, HATCH, GRASSLEY, LEE, AND OTHERS, WHO ARE NOTHING MORE THAN, TINKLING, GLASS, AND SHINY SYMBOLS, OF THIS BULL SHIT FRAUD, AND PLOWING THROUGH, AN UNFIT PRESIDENT AND UNFIT, SUPREME COURT JUSTICE . . . BUT THERE ARE THOSE, QUIET, SILENT, THOUGHTFUL, SENATORS, WHO HAVE WATCHED THESE PROCEEDINGS AND KNOW, THERE HAS BEEN A BREACH OF JUSTICE! WITHOUT AN FBI INVESTIGATION!

THEY ARE AFRAID!

THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING . . . WE HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS FUCKER, FOR 40 YEARS?

THE SENATE CAN'T STOP THIS FOR THREE DAYS?

SOMETHING IS NOT RIGHT, IS WRONG!

EYE CATCHING!

IT'S OUR COUNTRY, YOUR SENATORS, YOUR JUSTICE!

MAKE YOUR VOICE HEARD!

EVERY EMAIL, TEXT, CALL, COUNTS!

KEEP THEM SHORT!

GOOD LUCK.

TRAIN RAPE. I AM NOT BEHIND JUDGE KAVANAUGH 100%, I AM BEHIND HIM, 10,000%! --TRUMP. AS THE THIRD VICTIM OF THE POTENTIAL NEW JUSTICE OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, IS BEING CONSIDERED? NOW WE HAVE SPIKED PUNCH AND GANG RAPES . . . WELL, BACK IN THE 80'S, WE DIDN'T CALL IT RAPE. A FUCKING RAPE IS A RAPE! GOOD GOD. A BETTER YOU. A BETTER ME. TWO OLD DUFFERS, ON THE STATIONARY BIKES, AT LA FITNESS THIS MORNING, FROM, 9:10 AM TO 9:30 AM, WERE WATCHING CNN AS PROFESSOR OR DOCTOR, CHRISTINE BLASEY FORD, WAS TESTIFYING IN FRONT OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, OR SORT OF, WITH THE SENATORS, YOU AND I ELECTED, OR DIDN'T VOTE FOR, BUT GOT ELECTED, SIT BY, 11, STODGY, WHITE, BORING, CHICKEN SHIT, SENATORS, MOST HAVE BEEN ATTORNEYS, THAT MAY BE OR SHOULD BE A CRITERIA TO SIT ON THE COMMITTEE, I KNOW THERE ARE SEVERAL FORMER PROSECUTORS ON THE DEMOCRATIC MEMBERS OF THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, BUT, THEY, HIRED SOME FEMALE ATTORNEY TO DO THE QUESTIONING FOR THEM? NOW WHAT ARE THEIR SALARIES? WHAT SHOULD BE THE CRITERIA FOR, A SITTING JUSTICE OF ANY COURT IN THE LAND? A VERY LOW BAR! JUST "GOOD BEHAVIOR!" FUCK, IF THE CAVEMAN, CAN'T, EVEN MEET THAT, AND IT APPEARS BY MY STANDARDS AND I AM A MEMBER OF THAT HIGH BAR, THEN HE OUGHT NOT TO BE SITTING ON THE, HIGHEST COURT, AND AS TRUMP PUT IS, THE MOST ENVIED, POSITION IN THE COUNTRY? WE ARE GOING TO GIVE THE KAV A FREE PASS, ON THE COURT? FUCK NO! WE ARE NOT. I WAS SO FURIOUS AS I HEARD THE FACTS OF THE THIRD VICTIM, COMING FORWARD, DOING HER CIVIC DUTY, AND RATTING OUT, SOME ASS FUCK, WHO MIGHT, BE ON A COURT, THAT WE ALREADY KNOW, IS A FUCK UP, DRUNK, GROPER, PUNCH SPIKER, AND TRAIN RAPIST! IF ALL YOUR BIDDIES, JUMP OFF A CLIFF, DOES THAT MEAN YOU FOLLOW? THAT TO ME GOES TO THE MAN'S CHARACTER . . . HE IS A FOLLOWER! HE CAN'T THINK FOR HIMSELF. NOR IS HE GOING TO BE ABLE TO STAND UP AGAINST, THE MAN WHO NOMINATED HIM, IF, PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, AND TEAM MUELLER, FORCES THE WITCH HUNT, FURTHER AND DEMANDS, OR SUBPOENA'S THE PRESIDENT, TO ANSWER TO MUELLER, OR TO SOME GRAND JURY, THAT MIGHT, JUST INDICT HIM, OR TO ANSWER, TO CONGRESS, THAT "CO-EQUAL" BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, WHO JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET THEIR MOORING AGAINST, THE PRESIDENT AND DO THEIR FUCKING JOB, AND PUT HIS ASS IN CHECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK? I THOUGHT, WHAT WE NEED, IS, IVANKA TO GET TRAIN RAPED . . . HORRIBLE AS THAT THOUGHT MAY SEEM, IT MIGHT JUST, GET THROUGH TO THIS SHOCK JOCK, PRESIDENT, AND HIS GOP COLLEAGUES ON THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE, THAT THIS IS NO HIGH SCHOOL, OR COLLEGE BOYS, PRANK OR PRIVILEGE, TO GET GIRLS DRUNK, AND THEN, GANG OR TRAIN RAPE THEM? FUCKIN' A, DICK WADS?????????????????? SHIT. YOU JUST DON'T GET IT. I GUESS NO REPUBLICAN WOMEN GET RAPED? MY DAUGHTER, THANK GOD, SHE WAS COHERENT ENOUGH, AT A PARTY SIMILAR TO, THE ONE DESCRIBED IN THIS LAST VICTIM'S STATEMENT, TO THE NEW YORK TIMES OR AT LEAST, COMING OUT OF ATTORNEY, YEAH, YEAH, YEAH, MICHAEL AVENATTI'S, CLIENTEL, I AM SURE HAVING TO BE ENCOURAGED, HELPED, AND PROTECTED TO COME FORWARD WITH THIS CLAIM! BUT, MY DAUGHTER, FINDING HERSELF, A BIT DRUNK, NOW, I AM NOT SURE, BY HER OWN HAND, OR BY THAT OF HER FELLOW MALE PARTY GOERS, FOUND HERSELF, UNDER A MALE AT THE PARTY, TRYING TO FORCE HIMSELF ON HER! SHE FOUGHT HIM OFF AND CALLED ME RIGHT AFTER THAT! FUCK I WAS, A FUCKING ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, OVER THE STATE'S PROSECUTORS, AND TRAINING, COPS, AND I DIDN'T THINK OF HAVING HER REPORT THAT TO THE COPS! THANK HEAVENS, SHE HANDLED IT! MY SON, HOWEVER, WAS MOLESTED BY A NEIGHBOR AND I DID REPORT THAT! IS BUTTFUCKING, MALE RECRUITS, TO FRATERNITIES, OKAY? IS IT OKAY AS A HAZING FOR THE CIA TO RAPE MALE RECRUITS? THIS HAPPENS TO MEN TOO! WHAT IS THE SENATE AND THE PRESIDENT NOT GETTING ABOUT THIS . . . THIS IS VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN, PARTICULARLY AND TO MEN TOO. JUST THIS MORNING, AT THE GYM, THERE WAS SOME SONG, THAT A MALE ARTIST WAS SINGING, AND, IT SAID, "I AM FEELING LIKE JUST A BODY!" WE HAVE TO END SEXUAL ASSAULT, RAPE, AND VIOLENCE, PERIOD, AGAINST ANYONE! THIS IS JUST NOT OKAY. TO PUT A MAN, NOW, SUSPECTED, OF THIS SHIT, ON THE HIGHEST COURT IN THE LAND IS TO "TRAIN RAPE OR RAPISTS" AND TELL EVERY YOUNG MAN IN THE COUNTRY, AS LONG AS YOU ARE GOING TO CHURCH, PLAY SPORTS, AND GET GOOD GRADES, YOU CAN DO WHATEVER IN THE FUCK YOU WANT TO WHOEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD, WHERE IS THIS COUNTRY, GOING? WHO ARE OUR ROLE MODELS? THE PRESIDENT GOT LAUGHED, AT BY OTHER WORLD LEADERS AT THE U.N. SPEECH THE OTHER DAY . . . THIS SHIT IS WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN MEETING WITH, JAPAN'S LEADER, SHINTO ABE, HE DEFENDED, A RAPIST AND MOLESTER? DOES THIS HAPPEN IN OTHER COUNTRIES, WITH MEN, WHO ARE MORE RESPECTABLE THAN, TRUMP? I DOUBT IT! TRUMP IS UNFIT, DUE TO HIS GROPING AND EVE RAPE, THAT IS WHY HE IS SO, DEFENSIVE OF KAVANAUGH, BIRDS OF A FEATHER, FLOCK, AND FUCK, WHEN THEY SHOULD NOT! THIS IS TOTALLY, NOT IN "GOOD BEHAVIOR!" NOT EVEN CLOSE IN MY BOOK! THERE ARE TONS OF BOYS, WHO TURN INTO MEN, WHO PARTIED IN HIGH SCHOOL AND COLLEGE, BUT THEY DIDN'T RAPE OR MOLEST WOMEN! WHAT ARE WE GOING TO TOLERATE NEXT? MURDER? STOP OBJECTIFYING WOMEN, OR MEN! WE HURT, WE FEEL, WE BLEED, WE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! WE GET YOUR DISEASES. WE GET STUCK HAVING YOUR FUCKING BABIES, WHEN, WE WERE RAPED AND THAT IS WHAT THOSE OLD RUST BUCKETS, ON THE SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE AND THE PRESIDENT AND NOW, A UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT JUSTICE, WANTS? LOOK AT THE REALITY OF RAPE . . . UNLIKE, WHO WAS THAT FUCKER, WHO, SAID, WOMEN, CAN'T GET PREGNANT WHEN THEY ARE RAPED? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING. OH, BE FORCEFUL, ROUGH HER UP A BIT, RAPE HER IF YOU WANT, BECAUSE THE MORE VIOLENT YOU GET, THE LESS, LIKELY SHE IS TO GET PREGNANT? WHAT FUCKING ROCK DID YOU CLIMB OUT UNDER! THESE OLD COOTS, PROBABLY MY AGE, AND I JUST CAUGHT, THE LATE DIALOGUE ON THE TWO OLDER MEN, SOUNDED AND LOOKED, LIKE THEY WERE PROFESSORS, SCARY THOUGHT, SINCE I HAVE BEEN ONE AT THREE UNIVERSITIES, FOR, 7 YEARS . . . BUT THEY WERE SAYING WE ARE JUST OLD SCHOOL, AND I GUESS IT IS HER CIVIC DUTY, LIKE, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, LET THE LITTLE WOMAN HAVE HER SAY, THEN, VOTE THE STUD IN ANYWAY! SHIT IF HE CAN GET THROUGH LAW SCHOOL, AND ALL THE WAY TO THIS POINT, HE DESERVES TO GET HIS LIFE TIME GOAL OF BEING A SUPREME COURT JUSTICE? YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME? THEN , THEY LOOKED AT ME, WHEN, THEY SAID, SLAPPING EACH OTHER OF THE BACKS, I GUESS WE ARE JUST DINOSAURS, AND I WAS THINKING, AND NEED TO DIE OFF, SO WE CAN ENTER AN AGE OF ENLIGHTENMENT, AND RESPECT, WOMEN, AS WE HAVE MEN, FOR CENTURIES!

HOW TO HANDLE DANGEROUS DOGS!

DRINK. EVOLVE. MUSCLE MILK!

OR DIE, OLD CODGERS!

SHIT.

WHAT DO YOU FUCKING NOT GET?

DO WE NEED AN IVANKA RAPED?

MAYBE.

FUCK.

ON THE WHEELS OF LEGENDS. COVER MOUTH. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE FAMOUS AND THE LEGEND. BEAUTYREST GREENWOOD QUEEN. PIG OUT. DINE OUT. FUND MEALS. TO ROOT OUT HUNGER! SEPTEMBER 26, 2018. PHINNEY NEIGHBORHOOD ASSOCIATION'S HOT MEAL PROGRAM. GRAYBAR. HOW TRACKING PROTECTION WORKS. OH. THANKS. BUT FRENCH FROGMAN IN LA FITNESS HOT TUB, ABOUT 3:00 PM-ISH? FROG HAS BEEN INVOLVED IN SEVERAL HIT ATTEMPTS OR STING OPS . . . I SAW HIM COME IN, AND, HE IS ABOUT 5'5" SMALL BUILD, BALD, BUT FOR THE FRYER TUCK LOOK, FRINGE HAIR, BROWN, HE WAS WEARING A BLACK OR WAS IT RED? SWIMSUIT. I WAS GOING TO SKIP THE HOT TUB ALTOGETHER, SEEING HIM ARRIVE, THEN I THOUGHT, NO, I AM GOING TO TRY TO COMPLETE MY STRETCHING ROUTINE, AND HEAD ROLLS. I GOT IN, AND HE WAS, BLOCKING OR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FAR END, SO I COULD NOT GET IN ONE OF THE CORNERS, WHERE I SIT, AND STRETCH MY LEGS, PUTTING THEM ON THE BENCH, AND REACHING MY TOES . . . HE WOULD KNOW MY ROUTINE, BECAUSE HE HAS TRIED TO DISARM ME OR NOT ALARM ME BEFORE, BUT, BEEN AGGRESSIVE. PHYSICALLY, I COULD TAKE HIM, BUT, WE ALL KNOW THAT, NOW DAYS, ALL HE HAS TO DO IS TOUCH YOU WITH SOME POISON AGENT, THE NEW ASSASSINATION, TOOL, AND YOU ARE A GONER! SO, I GOT ABOUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DISTANCE FROM THE STAIRS TO THE END OF THE HOT TUB, SO, NOT WITHIN, REACHING DISTANCE . . . HE HAD HIS BACK TO ME, BUT AS SOON AS I STARTED TO DO MY HEAD, CIRCLES, AND TURNS, HE STARTED, COPYING ME, AND MOVING INTO THE CENTER OF THE HOT TUB, CLOSER AND CLOSER! I JUST GOT UP AND LEFT! THE STRANGE THING IS, ANOTHER, DUDE, WHO I HAVE SEEN BEFORE, AND WHO HAS BEEN INVOLVED, BLACK DUDE, HAD ONLY BEEN IN THE POOL, MAYBE, FROM THE TIME, I GOT OUT, BECAUSE I WAITED FOR HIM, TO SWIM BY BEFORE I CROSSED OVER THE PLASTIC BLUE & WHITE LANE DIVIDERS, BUT HE STAYED AT THE FAR END OF THE POOL; HOWEVER, WHEN, I GOT OUT OF THE HOT TUB, AND WENT TO THE SHOWERS, BOTH ME, QUICKLY GOT OUT, OF THE POOL AND THE HOT TUB AND DISAPPEARED! ONE TO THE DRESSING ROOM, AND THE OTHER UP THE STAIRS, I BELIEVE . . .I WAS JUST TRYING TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE DUNGEON, WITH POSSIBLE THREE MEN, FROM WHAT I COULD TELL, WHO COULD HAVE BEEN, INVOLVED. THERE HAD BEEN, ANOTHER MAN, STRANGELY POSITIONED, IN THE HOT TUB, WHO CONCERNED ME AND STRUCK ME AS A TEAM PLAYER, OLDER MAN, GRAY HAIR, JUST THE TYPE, YOU MIGHT DISMISS, AND NOT NOTICE, BUT HE GOT UP AND LEFT, BUT TO WHERE, I DIDN'T KINOW? TRACKS ON ME THIS MORNING TOO. HOPE GOOD GUYS? I NEVER KNOW. IF PROTECTION? WOOHOO! IT IS ABOUT TIME. CAN YOU IMAGINE, WHAT LEX LUTHER COULD DO WITH A WORLDWIDE AUDIANCE, AND THE TRUST THAT MY READERS HAVE IN ME? SLOWLY COOK THE FROG IN THE BOILING WATER! LOL. POETIC, ISN'T IT? THAT GUY IS AN ANGRY, PISSED OFF LITTLE FRENCH MAN! RACHEL HONEYMOONED IN PARIS, AND CONCEIVED HER FIRST CHILD THERE TOO, STEPHANIE, NOT GRETA! THAT FAKE AS SHIT, MOAB, ANGEL'S ARCHE, IN FRONT OF THE ORACLE AND EBAY BUILDING, WHERE THE FBI AGENT RACED, TO AFTER HE COULDN'T FIND ME, IS THE ARCH THAT IS ON THE UTAH LICENSE PLATES! ANY CONNECTION? A VISIBLE SIGN AND SYMBOL OF MORMON CONTROL OF BELLEVUE? I WOULD BE PISSED, BECAUSE IT IS SO OUT OF SORTS, AND OUT OF PLACE, IN THE LUSH, GREEN, NORTHWEST! BUT RACHEL DID LIVE HERE, BACK, 15 OR MORE YEARS AGO! I AM KIND OF LIKE, ARCHITECT, FRANK LOYDE WRIGHT, BOTH ARCHITECTURE AND THE ART OF A BUILDING OUT TO FIT INTO THE ENVIRONMENT AND THE LOCAL SCENERY! THIS IS AN EYE-SORE, AND DOESN'T BELONG! PERIOD. THAT ALONG WITH THE MACY'S SIGN, HAVE BOTH BOTHERED ME FROM THE GET-GO, HANGING OUT IN THESE PARTS. NATURAL DIRECTION! I KIND OF GET THE FEELING, THAT, MUCH LIKE MY LAST DAYS, IN LOGAN, UTAH, AS A FRESHMAN, AT UTAH STATE UNIVERSITY, AFTER I HAD OFFENDED, ONE BRO IN EACH FRATERNITY, THAT, I BETTER LEAVE, OR BE RUN OUT OF TOWN ON A RAIL! LOL. SORRY IF I AM OFFENDING ANYONE, WITH EITHER, ISSUE, BUT REALLY NOT. SMILE. NOW, EACH TIME I GOT USE THE RESTROOMS, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE, TWO WORDS, JUST TWO OF THEM, ON THIS SIGN, HANGING THERE, ALWAYS, JUMP TOGETHER AND SKIP, ALL THE STUFF IN BETWEEN . . . "PLEASE . . . APPLICATORS" OR IN MY LINGO, PLEASE GIVE US, IDEAS OR THOUGHTS, WHETHER CONSTITUTIONALLY, OR OTHER WISE, THAT, WE CAN TAKE THE LAW OR THE RULE OR THE PRINCIPLE OR THE CONCEPT, THEN SEE HOW YOU APPLY IT! I WAS READING, PATRICIA CROMWELL'S BOOK, "BLACK NOTICE" AND I CAME ACROSS A CHARACTER, WHO REMINDS ME OF EITHER SHELLEY OR KAY, USING SEX, BODY, TO WIN, FAVORS, WITH COPS, SO THEY WILL DO THEIR BIDDING, GETTING IN THE POSITIONS IN THE FIRST PLACE, USING MY CREDENTIALS, AND WORK HISTORY, ONLY TO USE SEX, TO COZY UP TO THE POWER PLAYERS, MOVE UP THE CHAIN OF COMMAND FAST, THEN, COMPROMISE, UNDERLINGS, WITH SEX, USING THOSE ENCOUNTERS, TO CURRY FAVORS, TO CONTROL THE MEN, AND TO THREATEN THEIR WIVES OR SUPERIORS, THUS, GETTING AWAY WITH A ARMY OF MEN, COPS, DOING THEIR BIDDING! I READ THIS PERFECT SECTION, THAT, EXEMPLIFIES, WHAT I HAVE BEEN SAYING SINCE THE FIRST OF THE BLOG, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN, BECAUSE, I HAVE BEEN A VICTIM OF THEIR ANTICS, AND, SO HAVE, I BELIEVE, MANY, OTHER WISE GOOD COPS . . . WE KEEP SAMPLES! THIS IS HOW WE PIN THEM DOWN . . . KEEP THE BEDROOM AND THE BOARDROOM OR WORKROOM, SEPARATE AND DISTINCT, BECAUSE, NOTHING CAN COMPROMISE YOU FASTER! THERE WAS A NEWS TITLE, THAT, SANDRA BULLOCK, WHO HAS PLAYED A FEMALE COP, IN MANY SHOWS, BETTER LOOKING AND YOUNGER, BY FAR, BUT SHE DOESN'T HAVE THE AMPED UP, SHINY BOBBLES, HER BOOBS, SHE USES, BUT IT SAID, SHE HAS LONG, RELIED ON HER, BOYFRIEND AS HER SOURCE . . . SHELLEY, HAD FUCKED UP TO POWERFUL MEN, AS HAS KAY AND RACHEL, AND THAT, HAS GIVEN, THEM, ALL THE LEVERAGE, TO GET IN POSITIONS OF POWER, TO COMPROMSE THE TROOPS, AND THEN, BOTH THE MEN AND THE WOMEN, CAN USE THE COPS, MALE AND FEMALE TO DO WHAT THEY WANT THEM TO DO OR TO PAY THE PRICE! I AM GOING TO COPY, VERBATIM, PATRICIA'S WORDS . . . FREE WORLDWIDE ADVERTISEMENT, AND YOU CAN TELL, THAT SHE, HAS DEALT WITH WOMEN, LIKE THIS AND THE MEN, WHO, DO THEIR BIDDING . . . IN THE BOOK, KAY SCARPETTA, THE MEDICAL EXAMINER, IS BEING TARGETED, BY THIS NEWLY CREDENTIALED, CHICK, AND SHE IS GOING AFTER, THE WOMAN, WHO HAS BECOME A LEGEND IN THE FIELD OF FORENSICS AND MEDICAL EXAMINATION . . . BUT WEAK, FROM GRIEF WHEN, HER BOYFRIEND AND COMPANION IS KILLED.

THIS BOOK, COULD HAVE BEEN THE INSPIRATION FOR TEAM SHELLEY AND THE DEA . . . IT WAS WRITTEN, OR COPYRIGHTED IN 1999, THAT IS THE YEAR I WAS POISONED BY BIG SIS, AND THE FEDS, GAVE HER THE RIGHTS TO BE ME, AND SO MUCH OF THIS SOUNDS, SO, FAMILIAR, THAT IT IS SCARY!

     "Imagine how I felt when it all stared," he innocently said.  "See, Detective Anderson (Shelley's first married, name!) called me a couple of months ago, said she was new and wanted to ask me questions about the M.E.'s office, about our procedures, and could I meet her at the River City Diner for lunch.  That was when I got on the road to hell, and I know I should've said something to you about her call.  I should've told you what I was doing.  But you were teaching classes most of the day and I didn't want to bother you, and Dr. Fielding was in court.  So I told Anderson I'd be glad to help her out."

     "Well, it's pretty obvious she didn't learn anything."

     "She was setting me up," he said, "and when I walked into the River City Diner, I couldn't believe it.  she was sitting in a booth with Deputy Chief Bray, and she told me she wanted to know all about the way our office runs, too."

     "Who did?"

     "Bray did."

     "I see.  Big surprise," I said.

     "I guess I was really flattered but nervous, too, because I didn't understand what was going on.  I mean, next thing, she's telling me to walk back to the police headquarters with her and Anderson."

     "Why didn't you tell me all this at the time?" I said as we drove toward Fifth Street to pick up 1-95 South.

     "I don't know . . ."  His voice trailed off.

     "I think you do."

     "I was scared."

     "Might it have anything to do with your ambition of becoming a police officer?"

     "Well, let's fact it,: he said.  "What better connection could I have?  And somehow she knew I was interested and when we got to her office, she closed the door and sat me across from her desk."

     "Was Anderson there?"

     "Just Bray and me.  She said that with my experience I might think about becoming a crime-scene technician.  I felt like I'd won the lottery."

     . . .

     ""I have to admit I was in a dream after that and lost interest in my job, and I'm sorry for that," he said.  "But it wasn't until two weeks later that Bray e-mailed me . . . "

     "Where did she get your e-mail address?"

     "Uh, she asked for it.  So she e-mailed me and said she wanted me to drop by her house at five-thirty, and that she had something very confidential to discuss with me."

     "And I'm telling you, Dr. Scarpetta, I didn't want to go.  I knew something bad was going to come out of it."

     "Such as?"

     "I halfway wondered if my be she was going to hit on me or something."

     "Did she?  What happened when you got to her house?" I asked.

     "Gosh, this is really hard to say."

     "Say it."

     "She got me a beer and moved her chair real close to the couch where I was sitting.  She asked me all kinds of questions about myself like she was really interested in me as a person.  And . . ."

     A loaded-down logging truck pulled in front of me and I sped around it.

     "I hate those things, " I said.

     "Me too." Chuck said, and his shoe-licking tone was making me sick.

     "And what?  You were telling me?" I said.

     He took a deep breath.  He got very interested in the trucks bearing down on us and the men working with mounds of asphalt on the roadside.  It seemed as if this stretch of 1-95 near Petersburg had been under construction since the Civil War.

     "She wasn't in a uniform, if you get what I mean," he resumed with overblown sincerity.  "She, well, she had on a business suit, but I don't think she was wearing a bra, or at least the blouse . . . you cold sort of see through it."

     "Did she ever try to seduce you, make any overture at all beyond how she was dressed?" I asked.

     "NO, ma'am, but it was like maybe she was hoping I would.  And now I know why.  She wouldn't go for it, but she'd hold it over me.  Just one more way to control me.  So when she got me my second beer, she got down to what she wanted.  She said it was important I know the truth about you."

     "Which is?"

     "She said you're unstable.  Everybody knew you'd lost your grip, those were her exact words, that you were almost bankrupt because you're a compulsive shopper . . . "

     "Compulsive shopper?"

     "She said something about your house and car."

     "Why would she know anything about my house?"  I asked, realizing that Ruffin knew about both, among many other things.

     "I don't know, " he said.  "I guess the worst thing, though, was what she said about your work.  That you'd been screwing up cases and the detectives were beginning to complain except for Marino.  He was covering up for you, which was why she was going to have to do something about him eventually."

     "And she certainly did," I said without a trace of emotion.

     "Gee, do I have to go on?" he said.  "I don't want to say all these things to you!"

     "Chuck, would you like a chance to start over and undo some of the damage you've done?" I set him up.

     "God, if only I could, " he said, as if he really meant it.

     "Then tell me the truth.  Tell me everything.  Let's get you back on the right track so you can have a happy life," I encouraged him.

     I knew the little bastard would turn on anyone if it was in his best interest.

     "She said one of the reasons she'd been hired was the chief, the mayor and city council wanted to get rid of you but didn't know how," Ruffin went on as if the words, caused him pain.  "That they couldn't because you don't work for the city, the governor basically ad to do it.  She explained to me it's like when a new city manager is hired because people want to get rid of a bad police chief.  It was amazing.  She was so convincing, I was sucked in.  Then, and I'll never forget it, she got up from her chair and sat next to me.  She looked into my eyes.

     "She said, 'Chuck, your boss is going to ruin your life, do you understand?  She's going to take down everyone around her, especially you.'  I asked her why me?  And she said, 'Because you're a nothing to her.  People like her may act nice, but deep down they think they're God and have contempt for minions.'  She asked me if I knew what a minion was, and I said I didn't.  She told me it was a servant, Chuck."

     "I know, I know!"

     I believed some of his account was true.  Most of it was self-serving and slanted, I was sure.

     "So I started doing things for her.  Little things at first, " he went on.  "And every time I did one bad thing, it got easier to do the next.  It's like I got harder and harder inside and talked myself into believing everything I was doing was justified, even right.  Maybe so I could sleep at night.  Then the things she wanted got big, like the e-mail, only she got Anderson to give me those assignments.  Bray's too slippery to get caught."

     "What things, for example?" I said.

     "Dropping the bullet down the sink.  That was bad enough."

     "Yes, it was," I said, holding in my contempt for him.

     "Which is one of the reasons I knew something really big must be on her mind when she sent me the page about meeting her at Buckhead's last night," he went on.  "She said not to say a word to anyone and not answer her back unless there was a problem.  Just to show up.  Period.

     "I was scared to death of her by then, " he said, and that part I certainly believed.  "she had me, you know.  I was dirty and she had me.  I was so scared of what she night ask me to do next."

     "And what might that have been?"

     He hesitated.  A transfer truck swerved in front of me and I tapped my brakes.  Bulldozers were moving dirt on the embankment, and dust was everywhere.

     "Screw up the Container Man case.  I knew that was coming.  She was going to get me to tamper with something to get you into so much trouble that it was over for you.  And what better case then one with Interpol and everything?  With all the interest?"

     "And have you done something to compromise that case, Chuck?" I said.

     "NO, ma'am."

     "Have you tampered with any cases?"

     "Other than the bullet, no, ma'am."

     "You realize of course you would be committing a felony if you altered or destroyed evidence?  Do you realize Bray's heading you toward prison and probably even setting you up for it so she can get you out of the way after she's finished with me?"

     "Deep down, I don't think she'd do that to me, " he said.

     He was nothing to her.  He was a flunky who didn't have sense enough to avoid a trap when he found one because his ego and ambition got in the way.

     "You're sure about that, " I said.  "Sure Bray wouldn't make you the fall guy?"

     He wavered.

     "Are you the one who's been stealing things in the office?"  I hit the matter head-on and asked.

     "I have all of it.  She wanted me to do . . . to do anything I could to make you look like you couldn't run the office.  It's all at my house in a box.  Eventually I was going to have it in the building somewhere so someone would find it and return the stuff to everyone."

     "Why would you let her have this much power over you?" I asked.  "So much that you would lie and steal and premeditate tampering with evidence?"

     "Oh, please don't let me get arrested, go to prison, "he said in a panicky voice that would win him no acting awards.  "I have a wife. A baby on the way.  I'll commit suicide, I promise I will.  I know lots of ways to do it."

     "Don't even think such a thing," I said.  "Don't ever say that again."

     "I will.  I'm ruined, and it's all my fault.  Nobody else's."

     "You're not ruined unless you choose to be."

     "It doesn't matter anymore," he muttered, and I was beginning to fear he might be serious.

     He was constantly licking his lips, and his words were sticky because his mouth was so dry.

     "My wife wouldn't care.  And the baby doesn't need to grow up with a father in prison."

     "Don't you dare send your body to me," I told him angrily.  "Don't you dare have me walk in and find you on one of my tables."

     He turned to me, shocked.

     "Grow up," I said.  "You don't just shoot your brains out when things turn to shit, do you hear me?  Do you know what suicide is?"

     He stared wide-eyed at me.

   "It's getting in the last pissed-off word.  It's a big there," I said.

IF YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN COMPROMISED, DON'T

IF YOU HAVE BEEN, STOP, DOING IT AND GET SOME HELP!  IT IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD, BUT YOU CAN COMPLICATE YOUR POSITION FURTHER, IF YOU CONTINUE DOWN THAT PATH!

NEVER BE SO AMBITIOUS, THAT YOU, MUST COMPROMISE, WHO YOU ARE, AND WHAT YOU BELIEVE, TO GET WHAT YOU WANT!

HERE IS WHERE CHRIST COME IN . . . REPENTENCE MEANS, SIMPLY TO CHANGE, DIRECTIONS . . . START GOING IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!

THIS IS A BAD SITUATION TO BE IN, BUT, SERIOUSLY, EVERYTHING, AS I HAVE FOUND, OUT CAN GET WORSE!

THERE IS NOTHING LIKE OPERATING WITH A CLEAN SLATE!  EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO A SECOND CHANCE!

WE ARE ALL HUMAN, WE ARE ALL YOUNG, WE ARE ALL INEXPERIENCED AND MAY FACE, PEOPLE WHO ARE MUCH, OLDER, MORE MANIPULATIVE AND TEMP US, THREATEN US, TRAP US, TRICK US, LIE TO US, AND THAT IS WHERE THE RUB COMES IN!

TRUST NO ONE AND FOLLOW YOUR GUT!

WALK TO PREVENT SUICIDE!

50% OF THE CHILDREN OF A SUICIDE PARENT, END UP, COMMITTING SUICIDE THEMSELVES!

SOBERING THOUGHT!

DON'T DO IT!

NO JOB IS WORTH IT, NO MARRIAGE, NO GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND, NO HOUSE OR APARTMENT, AND, THERE IS NO SHAME, IN HITTING THE BOTTOM AND CLIMBING OUT OF A WHOLE!

IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO FAR YOU FALL, BUT HOW HIGH YOU BOUNCE BACK UP!

EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE!

WE ARE ALL DOING OUR BEST!

WE ARE WHERE WE ARE.

START FROM WHERE YOU ARE, AND CHANGE TO A POSTIVE DIRECTION!

THERE WAS ONLY ONE PERFECT MAN, AND THAT WAS THE SON OF GOD!

PERIOD.

THE REST OF US, JUST BUMBLE AND STUMBLE OUR WAY THROUGH LIFE, DOING THE BEST WE CAN WITH THE CARDS WE ARE DEALT!

LOVE YOURSELF!

FORGIVE YOURSELF!

YOU CAN ONLY LOVE SOMEONE ELSE AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF!

KISSES. HUGS. LOVES.

YOU WILL SURVIVE!

PEOPLE LOVE YOU!

P.S., WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE FAMOUS, AND THE LEGEND?

NICE DISCUSSION QUESTION . . . I WOULD SAY, THAT, A LEGEND, IN ANY FIELD OF STUDY OR PROFESSION IS SOMEONE, WHO ON A CONSISTENT BASIS, CALLS THE SHOTS RIGHT, DOES THE RIGHT THING, AND MOVES IN THE RIGHT DIRECTIONS!

THEY ARE JUST, A FEW NOTCHES, UP THE RUNG, FROM, THE AVERAGE PROFESSIONAL IN THEIR FIELD, BE IT LAWYER, COPS, DOCTOR, TEACHER . . . WHO, ALL DO A PRETTY GOOD JOB, BUT THERE IS JUST SOMETHING, THAT GOES ABOVE AND BEYOND WITH THIS PERSON.

WHEN I THOUGHT OF THIS, WHAT CAME TO MIND, WAS, "DETECTIVE JOE: HOMICIDE DETECTIVE" WHO HAS SOLVED, LIKE 350 MURDER CASES, AND NOW HAS HIS OWN TV SHOW.

THEY ARE CONSISTENTLY BETTER THAN THEIR COLLEAGUES IN THE SAME FIELD.  A CUT ABOVE THE REST.

THERE IS SOMETHING SURE ABOUT YOU BABY . . . WHEN YOUR HAND IS ON MY HEART, I REALLY FEEL IT!

GENERALLY, THEY ARE VERY, AUTHENTIC PEOPLE.

QUIET LIFE.

NEVER SEE, NOR SOUGHT THE LIMELIGHT OF BEING FAMOUS--JUST DID A GREAT JOB, AT THEIR JOB!

GOOD ROLE MODELS.

THE BEATLES ALSO COME TO MIND . . . ALWAYS DOING NEW CREATIVE INNOVATIVE MUSIC, AND THEIR SPOUSES, WERE NOT TROPHY GIRLS, BUT, REAL SOULMATES, LIKE YOKO ONO AND LINDA MCCARTHY.

NOTHING FLASHY.
BUT REAL.