Tuesday, May 22, 2018
Monday, May 21, 2018
GLOW FOR IT! BEAUTIFULLY EXCLUSIVE. TRUST. BUILT A TRUST BANK ACCOUNT WITH PARTNER! MAGIC & SKEPTICISM. WARRIOR COP DRONES. PIT BOSS. STRIKE-A-FIRE. THE FATE OF THE FURIOUS. SEA OF THIEVES. SHEER BLISS. SUPER LUCKY'S TALE. FAMOUS FIRST FACTS. ALL PURPOSE THREAD. WONDER NATION. THE FRACTURED BUT WHOLE. FIRE TV. EXPERIENCE BUILT IN. THE BROTHERHOOD OF MUSCLE. EVERYONE LOVES A COMEBACK. EXTREME HEAT. HOTHEADS! AND THE ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE! FACTORIA WALMART. REPLACE STOLEN $9.98 MEMOREX RADIO. MUSLIM CHICK. MONITOR SHOWS 3 LEFT IN THE STORE. CLEAR THE STOCK WHEN, I COME. WILL TAKE SOME TIME, BUT BACKROOM HELP WILL LOCATE THE MERCHANDISE. NO HURRY. NICE LEATHER CHAIR NEAR BATHROOMS. FINISH BOOK, "EVERYTHING SHE EVER WANTED" BY ANN RULE. HARD RULES. ANNOUNCEMENTS START DRAWING ATTENTION TO THE ELECTRONICS CENTER? STINK OP? TARGET HAS RADIOS, BUT ALREADY HAVE WALMART LOOKING. FAMILIAR. WAIT TO BE NICE. MUSLIM CHICK COMES TO BATHROOM. LOCATED? NOT YET. OH? ANOTHER STRANGE ANNOUNCEMENT FOR THE ELECTRONICS CENTER? SOMETHING IS UP? SHELLEY'S SECRET POLICE COMES TO THE BATHROOM. FINISHED BOOK! BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT. VALUES OR ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY. COP GETS IN LINE AT THE DRINKING FOUNTAIN BEFORE ME--DRINKING. DRINKING. DRINKING? RARE. GO TO THE LOWER KIDS DRINKING FOUNTAIN. COP! BUYING TIME? NOT SURE? GOES TO THE FRONT OF THE STORE, LOOKING AROUND FOR BACKUP? I SLIDE DOWN BEHIND HIM, THROUGH CHECK-OUT STANDS. LOYAL CUSTOMER. LOVE RADIO! HAD NEW DEVICES! OLD SCHOOL. CHANGE RESISTANT. PROBABLY WANTED LONG ENOUGH. HEARD MY CALL TO TARGET ANYWAY. DIFFERENT ROUTE TO THE BACK OF STORE. NO MUSLIM CHICK. CALL FOR HELP. MAN NOTICES ME FROM HOURS AGO. STOCKING SHELVES. DID YOU FIND THE RADIO? NO? OKAY, TARGET HAS THEM. GO TO REPLACE MY DIAMOND STUD, THAT FIRST GOT STOLEN, THEN RETURNED, THEN I LOST IS ONE MORNING BEFORE THE LIGHTS CAME ON. NEVER FOUND. LOOKING AT EARRINGS, NOTICE, BASKET OF CHEAP SUNGLASSES, COP STYLE, ON LOWER SHELF, REDUCED PRICE, WITH A SET OF EARRINGS THAT HAD FALLEN. GOD INTEL, ON HOW MANY COPS WERE IN THE STORE, EARLIER? MAYBE. NO SIGN OF COPS. GOOD! PEACE & SAFETY. BEAT THEM AGAIN, FOR THE 1,000TH TIME! LOL. PERFECT. GOTTA KNOW YOU ARE MAKING MY HEADLINES TOMORROW, DUDES! ALWAYS GOOD FOR MY WORD! TARGET RCA, LIKE $32.50 PLUS TAX. VERIFY. VERIFY. VERIFY. CLOSE TO NOON. VERIFY. VERIFY. VERIFY. LUNCH. GREEK FOOD IN MALL, NEAR TARGET. LIKE $11.00 . . . NOW HOW THE FUCK, WITHOUT SUPER SPY GEAR WOULD I KNOW, ALL THESE FACTS? NOW THIS IS WERE IT GETS, WEIRD, AGAIN. I AM CROSSING OVER, WHATEVER STREET, IS IN FRONT OF WALMART AND BEHIND, BIG 5 SPORTS--NEED SOME CURB APPEAL ON THAT STORE, BORING AS THE SPORTS DUMB-ASSES, WHO RUN THESE STINK OPS AGAINST ME, AND HAVE MY MONEY! SO, THEY KNOW, THAT TO GET BACK TO BELLEVUE, TRANSIT CENTER, I HAVE TO CROSS THE STREET, TO THE BUS STOP IN FRONT OF MCDONALD'S . . . TEMPTING, BUT, ALREADY HAD A DIET COKE, WHILE FINISHING MY BOOK. SO, STANDING AT THE CROSSWALK, WAITING FOR THE TRAFFIC TO GO MY WAY . . . THE WALK SIGN GOES ON, AND THE ELECTRONIC VOICE SAYS: "SET I.D.?" AM I HEARING THIS IS MY MIND? NO. THAT CLEARLY SAID: "SET I.D.!" I HEARD IT AGAIN A THIRD TIME, AND I WAS LIKE "WHAT THE FUCK?" NOW THE PRISM SYSTEMS, SPY SHIT, CAN, CHANGE THE FUCKING CROSSWALK, RECORDED MESSAGE, "DON'T WALK!" YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME! FAMOUS FIRST FACTS! YOU HEARD IT HERE FOLKS! WHAT NEXT? YOUNG SPY DUDE, WAITING, AT MAJOR BUS STOP, IN FRONT OF MACY'S. FIRST NOTICED HIS SHOES . . . COMMUNICATING WITH OTHER AGENTS, WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, WEAR, LIGHT COLORED SHOES, THAT DON'T MATCH YOUR SUIT! THAT IS HOW, I KEYED INTO, HENRY S. BROCK,, THE FIRST TIME, I FORMERLY, MET HIM, AND WENT TO HIS OFFICE IN ST. GEORGE, BEING GIVEN A PERSONALITY TEST, PRIOR TO OUR MEETING, AND REFUSING TO TAKE IT, MAKING UP SOME FUNNY SHIT, FROM FORMER, PERSONALITY TESTS, NOT DOING A PROFILE ON ME, ASSHOLES . . . I AM YOUR ATTORNEY, NOT AN ASSET! DUDE ON 3RD & PINE, TRYING IN TRUE SPY FASHION, TO LOOK INCONSPICUOUS, BUT, HEY, I HAVE MORE EXPERIENCE AND TRAIN, THEM, THEY DON'T TRAIN ME . . . JUST LIKE THE AGENT WHO FOLLOWED ME INTO PETE'S EGGNEST, THIS MORNING! SAME SHOES AND DARK PANTS COMBO! THE MORNING CALL WAS TO GO TO ZUMBA, AT AURORA LA FITNESS, BUT, GOD INTEL, ON NEW COOL RCA POCKET, SO SMALL, NOT EVEN LIKE A RADIO, ABOUT THE SIZE OF A CREDIT CARD! SO COOL! BUT NO SHIRT CLIP! BUT MY INTEL GUY, GOD, BETTER THAN, ALL 31,000, FBI AGENTS, AND WHATEVER CIA AGENTS, THROUGH THE RADIO, COMMUNICATED, "SKIP TODAY" . . . ME TAKING THAT, BEFORE THE SPY JOINED ME FOR BREAKFAST, WAS, GYMS OUT, AFTER, YESTERDAY, GREAT ESCAPE FROM WALMART! AND STREETS WITH NO NAME! GOD? WISDOM GROUP SPIRIT SUMMIT. I TRAIN YOU! I GET PRACTICE EVERY FUCKING DAY! YOU GET YOUR SHOT IN THE SUN, WHAT, EVERY FEW YEARS? I NEVER FORGET A FACE! WHO'S WHO IN THE ZOO! PROUD MARY KEEPS ON ROLLIN' ROLLIN' DOWN THE RIVER . . . PROUD MARY, KEEPS ON BURNING! NEWSFLASH, ASSHOLE . . . I AM THE MOTHERING TYPE! CHRIS CHILTON. BEFORE I FORGET, TAKE DIFFERENT ROADS . . . GET A BRAZILIAN, THEN, GO GET BRAZILIAN FOOD, LUSO SEATTLE, IN GREENWOOD! WINE TASTING, IF I TASTED WINE. EVERY 2ND & 4TH WEDNESDAY, MUSIC! FUN COLORS, RED, YELLOW, BLUE, CLASSIC BRAZILIAN MUSIC AND FOOD! I HAD STEAK, COOKED IN WINE SAUCE AND GARLIC! TO DIE FOR! YUMMY SALAD, WITH PEANUTS, AND COOL MIX OF VEGGIES! FUN, RELAXED, ROMANTIC, ATMOSPHERE! WHEN, I'M ALONE, I'M NOT LONELY! IMAGINARY LOVERS. YOUR IN MY BLOOD, I'M NOT A LONELY, MAN. SMILE. I LOVE PHINNEYWOOD AREA . . . I HAVE DECIDED, THAT, RATHER THAN, JUST HITTING MY SAME OLD HANGS, I AM MOVING DOWN THE STREETS UP AND DOWN, TO TRY ALL THE AMAZING, FOOD AND THE END OF MY FOOT, WITHIN BLOCKS! LOVE IT! PRICE TAG FOR, TOTALLY RELAXING, PERFECT, DINNER AND DINING, $24.00 DINNER, DRINK, DESERT, AND TIP, FOR GREAT SERVICE, $30.00! SO WORTH EVERY SECOND AND CENT! PRIMARY COLORS! FAVS.! NOW, FOR SOME ROMANCE 101, GREENWOOD TO SEATTLE, RT 5, THIS MORNING . . . HANDSOME YOUNG MAN, COMES TO THE FRONT OF THE BUS, I LIKE THE FIRST SEAT, OPPOSITE THE DRIVER, SO I CAN SEE, WHAT'S GOING ON. YOUNG WOMAN, I THINK IS JUST GETTING OFF THE BUS, AT THE SAME STOP, BUMPS INTO HANDSOME DUDE . . . THAT BUMP, LOOKS, LIKE THEY, ARE MAYBE CO-WORKERS, OR FRIENDS, UNTIL, THEY SNEAK A KISS, VERY DISCRETE, AND SHE TRIES TO SHARE SOME MUSIC WITH HIM. EXTRA CUDDLE TIME ON THE BUS. NOTHING NOTICEABLE, BUT, SEXY. SNUGGLE, RUB UP AGAINST, A LOOK, A SMILE. HE GETS OFF, AND TO MY SURPRISE, SHE, GOES BACK, AND FINDS A SEAT AT THE BACK OF THE BUS! STOLEN MOMENTS! TIP FOR THE DAY: FAMILIARITY BREEDS, CONTEMPT! KEEP SOME FEMININE, AND MASCULINE MYSTIQUE! I'M GONNA LOVE YOU, LIKE I'M GONNA LOSE YOU . . . I'M NEVER GONNA TAKE YOU FOR GRANITE. IF IT'S MEANT TO BE, IT WILL BE, BABY LET JUST RIDE WITH IT FOR A WHILE!
HACKERS ARE BUTTFUCKERS, NUDISTS! SMILE.
https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=3121761518836847019#editor/target=post;postID=8971994748632507029;onPublishedMenu=allposts;onClosedMenu=allposts;postNum=0;src=linkSHE'S NOT AS 'SWEET' AS YOU THINK!
- hard rules . . . are you as smart as Amy? If you can understand this, you, might be able to solve this case . . . I am, Amy!
- take everything, you think, you know, believe, want to believe, and turn it upside-down, and side-wards, or simply just turn everything on its head, and you will be light years, closer to the truth, than you are right now!
- some guy, here at the Bellevue Library, just sneezed, for the third or fourth time, that is my "God Intel" for, 'tis you! He just did it again, confirming, that you think, just hacked, again, at 10:10 AM, 5/21/2018, so he has sneezed, at least 4 times, and that would be about, right, for how, many, main women, are, pretending they are me.
- who is more powerful, the brand name, TRUMP or Earl Smith, as in, Mr. and Mrs. Smith? You got it, the brand, everyone, recognizes! Or law enforcement: JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D. POWERS! Some new spellings for JOANN, Jowanne, and Johanne. They are always, adding more and more of me, because, I AM POWERFUL! I STAND FOR EVERYTHING THEY ARE NOT! THEY USE ME, TO COVER THEIR SHIT! I am the COVERGIRL, who they use to cover them, then, they COVER ME AND BECOME ANYTHING WITHIN, MY POWERS TO BE! 6 IS GREATER THAN, ONE, RIGHT? Not necessarily.
- Understanding the true life, crimes of Patricia (CIA) Vann, Radcliff, Taylor, Allanson, and back again, or could be a profile double for both Shelley, my older sister, and Kay Burningham, all found easy, in the Bountiful High School, yearbook, up to an including all, my siblings, but for maybe, Jared, whom, I think my mother, had go to Viewmount High School, but Susan, Richard, Marcie, Rachel, Tiffany, and maybe Jared, and of course, me, the same, year, as Kay, 1970 to 1973! This shit is so easy to figure out, that, it is mind blowing, that it has taken, the feds, and locals, fucking 20 years to figure out?????????????????????
- I want to go straight to the charges, that, Pat, got, for her latest law breaking, episodes, that comes after going to prison, for, trying to poison, and kill, her husband, she set up, serving time for killing both his parents--deadly force, self-defense situation, father attorney, who hated, Pat, and, his son, who, tried to make amends, smooth things over with mother, who got shot too, so she could make herself the sole heir of their large estate, after taking alleged, care of the grandparents, parents of, the double murder victims, and her new husband's kin, with the killings happening, just, what, 54 days after the two got married!
HELLO, SHELLEY! SO, NOT, ME! DUMB ASSES! GOD?????? THINK, YEAR BOOK EVIDENCE, PRIOR TO THE SIBLING EXCHANGE, AND LAW EXCHANGE STUDENT! FIRST STUDENT OF MINE!
- to learn Shelley's crew, and the way they think, is a mind-blowing, insight into the woman, I really, never knew, who spent her days, growing up, reading in her bedroom, while, I took on both the eldest child, birth order, over-achiever, and caretaker, role, in addition, to the second, wild child role, out of Shelley's abdication of her, role as first child of the Southwick, litter! My mother had, 6 children in 8 years, added two more, down the road, after, a 9 year break!
- the WHOLE STORY! NEVER, START LIFE STORY, IN THE MIDDLE OR AT THE END! A LIFE IS THE "TOTALITY OF THE LIFE, THE CIRCUMSTANCES, THE START TO FINISH, OR FROM, WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN, TO WHERE YOU ARE . . . NOT, WHERE YOU, LOOK TO BE, AFTER, FUCKING 20 YEARS OF BEING FUCKED, BY THE FEDERAL, STATE AND LOCAL, GOVERNMENTS, DUE TO, YOUR, SUPER POWERS . . . I AM AWESOME, IS MY SUPER POWER! IT AIN'T BRAGGIN' IF IT IS THE TRUTH, AND THE FACTS!
- this morning, this, bitch, who, looks, acts, and wears, t-shirts, like CHANGING THE WORLD FOR ONE . . . me, communicating, her beliefs, that it is Shelley, who, writes the blog, that goes around the world and back again, starts, and is paid, I believe, as they all are, to promote the disinformation, that Shelley is me, and I am Shelley, and I avoid the bitch, like the plague, but she moved, her bed or transferred, her space, within seconds, right after the nice, Latina, and her daughter, moved the other morning, so she could be right next to me! SCREAM! So, we have wrangled, over, political shit, she is a, Trump supporter, turned tail, in the last few days, with all the new evidence, proving what i have been saying for, two fucking years, the fucking CASTELLANO NEW YORK CRIME FAMILY, IS BEHIND, TRUMP, WITH MY SOUTHWICK CRIME FAMILY, AND THE MORMON MAFIA, THE MIDDLE MAN, STRAW PEOPLE, THE CHURCH PEOPLE, NO BODY EXPECTS, ESPECIALLY, WHEN, 70 TO 85% OF THE ENTIRE, INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY IN THE NATION IS INFILTRATED WITH MORONS! EARLY READERS WILL, REMEMBER, THIS LINE: MORMONS, MOBSTERS, AND MEN IN BLACK!
- so, we, get into, some politics, and I know the FAMOUS FIRST FACTS, but, I don't follow, all, new news, to the finish, line, I just, know, that President Obama, and U.S. AG, Eric Holder, who, cross your fingers, how, he does, might run for president! but, they, did some criminal reform, and, made it possible for convicted felons, to regain, their voting rights back, after incarceration. I was thrilled, not only because, I have always, thought, that was stupid, to tie, the vote, to a crime, or sentence, what the fuck, does, voting have to do with anything, but, maybe, throw the vote to the Democrats, with a higher percentage of the prison population, being black, through, bigotry and racism! who generally, vote, Democrat! I wrote, not only before, the change, but, may have had something to do with, maybe, bringing, the discriminatory, laws and practices, to the forefront, or attention, that could, have, spurred, on the changes, that were muscled through, by two, other, very astute and mindful, based, and learned men, in constitutional law, to make some changes . . . so, this woman, said, oh, no, Obama, who is not black enough for me, didn't do that, now mind you, she, never even knew, of the changes, until I told her, and she, argued that, being a felon, herself, she was questioned on some aspect of voting, with a felony, here is the state, being from, another state . . . all 50 states and U.S. states are sovereign entities, therefore, with the general rules, they can, do their individual state thing, as long as they don't give people, fewer privileges, than, they, get in other states, due to federal law, the bottom, basement of rights, can give more, but not less, and asking you some questions, before allowing you to vote, doesn't take away your right to vote, but, they may want, information, for the legislature, or a study, as to, what part of the prison population, actually, goes back and votes after prison.
- she goes on, and on, and I am, like, I think, we shouldn't talk, religion or politics, and she goes off, on this, I AM AN ATTORNEY TOO, BIT! I finally called her on her shit . . . how are you an attorney? I HAVE AN HONORARY DEGREE, AND I SAT FOR THE BAR EXAM . . . SAT AND PASSING THE BAR EXAM IN ONE OF THE, WHAT, FEW TO TWO, STATES THAT ACTUALLY, ALLOWS, NON-ACCREDITED, LAW SCHOOL ATTENDEES, TO TAKE THE BAR, CALLING THEM LAWYERS IF THEY PASS . . . STATE SOVEREIGNTY, GOES TO BAR ASSOCIATIONS TOO . . . ARE, TWO VERY DIFFERENT THINGS. I questioned her further, because, she is not an attorney, and I said, just, because, you got an honorary degree from some college or university, still doesn't make you a lawyer and doing some legal work for yourself, or even others, doesn't make you an attorney! She storms out of the dorms, in a huff, and yells, I CONTRIBUTED, GREAT VALUE TO THE LEGAL FIELD??????? SHELLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- SAYING YOU ARE ME, AND CLAIMING, ALL THAT I HAVE DONE, IS NOT, CONTRIBUTING TO THE LEGAL FIELD! NOR IS BUYING THE ALEXANDER BLEWITT LAW SCHOOL, AT THE U OF M, BEING A LAWYER, USING MY MONEY! LOL.
- here is one of the last conversations, I had with my sister, Shelley, before, being run out of St. George, with a $357.6 million securities case, and a $56.7 million, Iron County Corruption case, and being #2 in the nation for civil right defense, rewriting the law, on alimony and cohabitation, for, purposes of family law, and the list goes on and on, for my, kick ass contributions to the field of law, Shelley stole, took possession, and used, not only my bar number, but, my federal court, e-filing account, and blocked me, by fucking the IT person, and befriending the clerk of the court! AMY was her name! So here is the conversation, back in 2011, before, the conspiracy to take my HOME, that Shelley, owned, a $35.00 Goodwill coach, and had, four generations of her, brood, living, in MY HOUSE, with me supporting her family, and three members or friends of Rachel's dead beat family! NO HELP FROM EITHER SISTER, NOR PARENTS, NOR ALLEGED, RICH, SISTERS, HOUSEWIVES! CLIENTS IN 5 STATES, SUPREME COURT CASE, SEVERAL UP ON APPEAL, WITH JUDGES, WHO REFUSED TO FOLLOW THE LAW . . . PERFECTLY LEGAL TO APPEAL A CASE, WENT TO JAIL FOR 9 DAYS FOR THAT ONE . . . but, here we go, I took Shelley, always, paid, to breakfast at the WAGON WHEEL CAFE', might be able to verify, with, my Walmart Money Card, account, that Shelley, first stole, through, FRANK, who she was fucking while, I spent the 9 days in jail, in 2012, later she cancelled that account, totally, so I could never, get a new card, taking over, all my name, birthday, social security, and Parowan, address, where she was fucking, government, or prison, double, Frank, aka, Allan Rex Bess, the pair, PAT, murdered!
- Shelley: I know how I can be a lawyer!
- JoAnn: Go to law school.
- Shelley: The third year law student rule . . . you can, practice with supervision, of a lawyer, licensed with the Utah State Bar Association, I guess she was going to work under me?
- JoAnn: But you are not, a third year law student, Shelley. Why don't you go to law school? No response.
- Shelley: Even more energized about being a lawyer, without actually, gong to law school, I can, practice under the "licensed" paralegal exception . . .
- JoAnn: YOU ARE NOT A PARALEGAL EITHER. Go to law school.
- Shelley: I can just take the bar, without law school.
- JoAnn: That is right, in several states, Wyoming and California, maybe, Montana, NO, they don't, you can, actually, sit for the bar exam, without going to an accredited law school, and if you pass, you can practice, but ONLY IN THAT STATE! So if you want to practice law in Utah, you will have to go to law school!
- IT WASN'T LONG AFTER THAT, SOME, JUDGE, WHO WAS PISSED AT ME FOR APPEALING HIS CASE, USED, SHELLEY, AS A "CLIENT" OF MINE, AND SHE BROUGHT UP, THE "PICK'S DISEASE" THAT I HADN'T HEARD OF FOR, WHAT 12 YEARS, SINCE BEING DIAGNOSED? FUCK, I WAS TAKING CARE OF THIS BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!??????? WHATEVER, NOTHING BECAME OF THE JUDGE'S SHIT, AND I SLAMMED HIM, THROUGH THE COMPLAINT ANSWER! SHELLEY?????????????? ALWAYS WANTS SOMETHING FOR NOTHING, ME . . . ALWAYS EARNED, NEVER GIVEN!
PSYCHOLOGICAL PROFILE OF A FEMALE KILLER! GREAT BOOK. ANN RULE! SHE KNEW TED BUNDY TOO!
- As Don Stoop and Michelle Berry continued their questioning of the Crists, their physicians, and their other employees, it became tragically, unbelievably, clear, what had happened. Betty Crist, had been systematically drugged with medications obtained from forged prescriptions, and she had been robbed of her dignity, of her health, of her treasured belongings.
- But most of all, she had been robbed of the few months of precious time that remained for her to be with her husband. as she slept away the days in her stuffy room, through the spring of 1988, her Jimmy was far away from her, and his illness was progressing with those days, taking him still further from her. She would regain her dignity, her health, some of her treasures--but she would never in this world find again those lost days with her dying husband.
- Stoop's eyes widened as he heard how entirely changed her (Pat) voice was when she jousted with attorneys--one moment imperious, the next ever-so-slightly flirtatious. . . . Pat herself had continually opened and irritated the wound in her hip. She had used the emotions of all these people, who feared for her life; she had bent them and twisted them and squeezed bloody anxiety from them. She had orchestrated it all. (Shelley told us she had cancer.)
- This woman had hurt other human beings physically, and Stoop listened to the way she worked insidiously to erode their last vestiges of serenity. he wondered which was worse. . . . A woman who whined, wept, accused, and predicted nothing but doom. She timed her responses meticulously. She was like a cat. She let the mouse go just far enough, and then she pounced and impaled her prey on the unsheathed claws of her words. . . . Despite her tears, one thing was patently clear, she was enjoying herself.
- If Tom mentioned anyone but her, Pat grew petulant and gave orders. "I love you, Tom. I love you. Sugar. I don't want anyone else in our lives." (Classic abusers, isolate their victims, I meet A, she bribes, A, I meet B, she bribes, B, man, I am with, she, eventually, takes, through, money, and sick sex!).
- When Don Stoops questioned Debbie Cole Alexander's ex-husband, Gary, he didn't care to discuss Pat either--beyond discribing his former mother-in-law as a "vicious, scheming, evil bitch." he recalled all too well when, he had been informed that Pat had hired a hit man to kill him. . . . He was still afraid of Pat, and he made no excuses for it.
- Pat Taylor Allanson and Debbie Cole Alexander where charged with:
- seven counts:
- violation of the Georgia Controlled Substances Act, Count I;
- violation of the Georgia Controlled Substances Act, Count II;
- theft by taking, Count II, and violation of O.C.G.A., Section 43-26-12. The seventh charge involved the accused impersonating registered nurses.
- The arrest warrants were next. Out in McDonough, the household of Colonel and Mrs. Clifford Radcliffe was once again braced for another legal shoe to drop. Their little girl was now fifty-three years old and they had pampered and protected her for all those years. Their home had always been her home, her troubles and pain their trouble and pain. They had sacrificed everything to make her life perfect. Pat could do no wrong in their eyes, and yet the world continued to hound her. When would she be happy? When in God's name would it ever end.
- (Her eldest daughter, Susan and her husband, Bill, promised after, Pat poisoned, the Allanson grandparents, and probably killed, the husband of Mrs. Crist, they would never stand by and allow, Pat to hurt anyone again.) "Susan is mentally ill, you know. She needs psychiatric care. Both of them have been making threatening phone calls to me. Bill and Susan are sick people. Bill called Mrs. Crist, and he has threatened my life--I can't tell you how many times." . . . How many years had they done this. Stoop wondered, how many decades of being there for Pat?
- Pat was the big fish whose history showed her to be the dominant partner in all her relationships.
- They had relived the terrible events of the spring of 1974 that had led to the murders of Walter and Carolyn Allanson, revisited all the places where the smell of blood seemed still to cling, and believed that Pat Allanson had been right there in the thick of it all--not the shooter, but the prodder, the manipulator, the liar. The instigator. They wanted to see all the dark corners of Pat's life illuminated. They were detectives. Akins was a prosecutors. The relationship in any county or state office is--and always had been--both symbiotic and one of natural enmity. Investigators tread on shaky ground and take chances; prosecutors like to know where they are and they lean toward predictable odds. Both want to win. But it might be safe to say that detectives are more philosophical about losing. . . . He (Stoops) didn't give a hoot for headlines either, but he was a hard-liner on justice. He would remain furious for a very, very long time. "Bill Akins never should have plea-bargained. And I'll never change my mind about that."
- Susan and Bill had betrayed the pack, and the others would never forgive them. Whatever Pat had done, she had always been taken back, not only forgiven but supported and carried above all of them on arms of love. Susan had spoken up only to prevent her mother from doing harm and she was exiled. . . . She (Pat's mother) blamed Susan for everything. The decline of the family had begun, of course, with her treachery.
- Pat's latest conviction appeared to have started a slow winding down of the Family; its gracious facade cracked, and bit by bit chunks fell off , giving a glimpse of what lay beneath. . . . Warsaw. . . . During the yard sale, the family circled the block--not once but five, ten, fifty times; Debbie and her husband and Ronni, pointed, laughing, and jeering. . . . Why couldn't they just let her go? (I was followed to Montana, then, to Washington! That is after, they, the family, Shelley, and crew, stole, millions in cases, houses, law practice, etc.)
- Pat never heard the word, No.
- Throughout those years. Pat lied, stole, contrived, manipulated, seduced, and betrayed. She married twice and even attempted murder to get what she wanted. She wanted love and happiness, she wanted money and the things that money can buy, and she usually found someone to give them to her. If not, she set out to get them for herself. no one else mattered: people were merely the means to an end. yet nothing she attained was enough to fill up the emptiness in her life. She was like a vessel with holes in the bottom; love and things and people and money and happiness seeped away.
- In the beginning Pat got her way because the family loved her so; later, they dreaded her sharp tongue, her wrath, and her temper tantrums. In the end, perhaps they could not bring themselves to examine her crimes in a bright light, fearing that they too were in some way responsible. . . . only the parts they could deal with comfortably.
- Every family maintains a balancing act; some members need more attention, more affirmation. Others are independent or just plain loners. usually, individuals needs change frequently and different family members become the current "burden" to be kept aloft until the balance shifts once again. In a functional family, problems, eventually work out and everyone takes a turn at being the bearing wall or the burden. Pat was never the "bearing wall." She was never allowed to take responsibility for her own llife. At the first sign of trouble, someone--usually Boppo and Papa--rushed forward to save her. . . . she played to manipulate everyone in her life.
- If she was not crazy, however, Pat quite likely suffered from a melange of personality disorders. She did not view the world or her relationship to it the way most people do. She knew the difference between right and wrong, but it didn't matter. She had been raised to believe that rules were for other people and what mattered was that she got what she wanted. , , , It is better to be "crazy" because crazy can be cured. Personality disorders, die with the host, entangled for life in the brain's functioning.
- No one knows for certain where personality disorders come from. Most psychiatrists agree, however, that they are not present at birth but, rather, take root in the first few years of life. Normally, a child of three or four will begin to understand that his or her actions can cause pain to a parent, to another child or a pet--that other creatures hurt too. This understanding and awareness leads to the development of the conscience, the still small voice inside that warns humans that certain actions are cruel , insensitive, and against the mores of their society. It is the conscience that provokes guilt, a much maligned emotion that is actually vital to the survival of humanity.
- Still, one wonders if too much "kindness" cannot warp a child as surely as abuse. . . . Put simply, she had no conscience. That is why she could goad Tom into a disastrous confrontation with his parents. That was why she could drive her own parents into bankruptcy with her ceaseless demands for money. . . . easy to play games with their emotions and their lives. Pat had not the faintest inkling of what they were suffering. She had no desire or ability to connect with other peoples' emotions. Her suffering--even that which she inflicted on herself--was all that mattered, and she used her pain as another weapon to make the people who loved her suffer even more.
- A number of personality disorders often go hand in hand, and Pat was probably also a narcissistic personality. Like Narcissus of the Greek myth, who idolized his own image in a pond, she was quite literally in love with herself. She believed that she deserved whatever she desired. She was shocked when she didn't always get it . . . by the time Pat met Tom, she had lost the capacity for happiness, if she'd ever had it at all.
- The true state of Pat's physical and emotional health may never be completely known or understood. She herself might have been powerless to control it. But it was among the strongest weapons in her arsenal to exert control over others. (The interesting thing, is that, when, I was first diagnosed with, Pick's Disease and suppose to die, by, 2002, someone, told me, that, I had been, diagnosed with, Narcissistic Personality Disorder? The last thing, among, some, I heard my mother say, was, you, always take care of others, and never worry about yourself . . . you need to take better care of yourself! I thought it odd, that, perhaps, someone did a personality test on Shelley, because, it never came up, in any tests, or mine, never, and that is where, they started to exchange daughters, leaving the one, who always, took care of her own, problems, like abortion, do ya think, rather, than expecting, others to take care, of my problems . . . my mother, also, thanked me, in my divorce for never, burdening, anyone, with my family, and the divorce, NEVER! Shelley, had four kids from, all but her two husbands, and lived with my parents, for a straight 7 years, and with, Rachel, and me, and whomever, would or could take her! They say, you love the ones you serve . . . they served, Shelley, for the last, 35 years! They follow me, and live off me, I am, the Southwick, money machine! She is the conduit, to pass through, like the empty business shells, that my father, specializes in, putting on the stock market, waiting for some company to buy it up and give it form . . . Shelley was just as empty, until she became me . . . mommy and daddy didn't have to worry about me, ever, so to get, Shelley off their backs, making her me, great! The family was all about that! My mother said, everything came to easy to me! It might. But, I didn't take any short cuts, never, ever! I did get everything I ever wanted, but I EARNED IT!).
- Referring to, Zebulon, the grandparents, of Tom . . . There she could be Scarlett and Tom her rich and blindly devoted Rhett. Perhaps because her world did not give her everything she ever wanted. Pat could not stand being herself. Scarlett had been full of strength, a woman who could stand alone and fight for what she wanted. In the end, Pat was only a pale imitation.
- And all around them lay the evidence of the destruction of a family, caused not by the neglect of a child--but by the utter, complete, almost, mindless, indulgence of a child.
- The only member to survive with dignity was the one they had all reviled--the one who had the courage to do what she knew was right even if it went against the family; Susan (JoAnn, not to be confused with, younger sister, Susan, who, does, all the church and family think she should do, including, her husband, Kevin!). They all quoted Mary Siler (Grandma--could be Grandma Southwick), but no one but Susan had listened to her words:
- What we have done will soon be a sealed book. If it's been good or bad, we can't change it. It will stand as it is. It is sad, for some of us will have marked up pages in our book from many unkind words to someone, or maybe we did not try hard to make others' lives happy. . . . --Mary Valli Siler.
THIS BLOG, IS MY BOOK, MY LEGACY, TO MY CHILDREN, GRANDCHILDREN, AND WHOMEVER, WANTS, OR IS WISE ENOUGH TO READ IT . . . MEN ARE THAT THEY MIGHT HAVE, JOY, ROMANCE, LOVE, RIGHTS, FREEDOMS, LIBERTIES, PRIVILEGES, PROTECTIONS, BUT WITH THE LIMITS OF THE LAW! THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, WAS AND IS AN INSPIRED DOCUMENT, MADE FOR ALL MANKIND, NOT JUST FOR AMERICA!
I WANTED TO SAY, AND CHALLENGE, THOSE HIGH SCHOOL KIDS, NOT ONLY IN TEXAS, WHERE THE LAST, ALLEGED SHOOTING, WHAT IS GOING ON WITH TRUMP, THIS WEEK, OR THAT DAY? BUT, IN ALL YOUR, FERVOR, ENERGY, POWER, TO TRY TO GET GUN CONTROL, TO SAVE YOUR LIVES . . . DON'T MISS THE KEY, ELEMENT, ON "WHY" THESE FELLOW CLASSMATES ARE, SHOOTING AT YOU . . . THEY ARE LONELY, NEED FRIENDS, MAY BE HAVING DIFFICULTY AT HOME, OR IN SCHOOL, AND HATE SITTING ALONE AT LUNCH, OR WALKING DOWN THE HALLS THEY ARE THREATENED OR BULLIED, WITH HORRORS YOU CAN'T IMAGINE, AT SOME POINTS IN THEIR LIVES . . . REACH OUT, EXPAND YOUR CLICHE, BEFRIEND THE LONELY, THE SCARED, THE FRIGHTENED, AND I BET, YOU WILL DO MORE FOR YOUR SAFETY AT SCHOOL WITH LOVE, THAN, ALL THE EXTRA SECURITY, THE SECURITY, THE CAMERAS, THE HEAT PACKING TEACHERS, AND GUN CONTROL . . . GO TO THE HEART OF THE ISSUE, AND THAT IS GIVE, LOVE, FRIENDSHIP, INCLUSION, CARING, SHARING, AND BRING SOMEONE INTO YOUR SOCIAL CIRCLE! MY MOTHER USED TO TEACH, JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, AND SHE SAID, THAT NEW KIDS IN THE SCHOOL, ARE ALWAYS, INCLUDED IN THE DRUGGIES CIRCLE, BECAUSE, THEY WANT TO SELL THEM DRUGS, NOT SO IN THE ATHLETES, OR CHEERLEADERS . . . WELL, WHO DO YOU THINK, THEY GUN DOWN, FOR TREATING THEM LIKE SHIT? THE GUNMAN, OR KID, SAID, HE SLIPPED THE KIDS, WHO WERE NICE TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DISCUSSION GROUPS . . . WHAT WILL REALLY, CHANGE, THE THREAT OF GUN VIOLENCE IN YOUR SCHOOLS?
YOU!
IF NOT YOU, WHO?
BE THE CHANGE, YOU WANT TO SEE, IN THE WORLD!
LOVE YOUR PASSION!
DIRECT IT WHERE IT WILL DO THE MOST GOOD!
KISSES, HUGS, LOVES!
- seven counts:
- violation of the Georgia Controlled Substances Act, Count I;
- violation of the Georgia Controlled Substances Act, Count II;
- theft by taking, Count II, and violation of O.C.G.A., Section 43-26-12. The seventh charge involved the accused impersonating registered nurses.
- What we have done will soon be a sealed book. If it's been good or bad, we can't change it. It will stand as it is. It is sad, for some of us will have marked up pages in our book from many unkind words to someone, or maybe we did not try hard to make others' lives happy. . . . --Mary Valli Siler.
Sunday, May 20, 2018
IT'S TOMATO TIME! FIRST STRIKE GAMES. THE POWER OF THE POUCH. JOE TV. BELIEVE IN LOVE! WONDERBLOOD. DON'T LOOK BACK YOUR NOT GOING THAT WAY! THE POWER OF DNA. TOO POWERFUL? FRESHLY. REPORT IT TO STOP IT! SERVICE REQUESTS. TRANSIT SECURITY. LOCAL AGENT. WANNA PIECE OF MY HEART? WANNA BE IN THE SHOW? COME ON BABY, LET'S GO! ROCK ME LIKE A HURRICANE! SENSUAL AD. TIFFANY & CO. HAND HOLDING. SOMETIMES LESS IS MORE! NEWCHIC. BRIGHTHOUSE FINANCIAL. WHY CRY? 24 HOUR FITNESS. IMPRESS YOURSELF. LOSE YOURSELF. ALL GYMS WORK. THE PROBLEM IS WE DON'T WORKOUT! THE YEAR OF THE WOMAN IN POLITICS! THE PENNSYLVANIA BOYZ CLUB LEGISLATURE, JUST GOT 8 FEMALES COMPETING FOR SPOTS. 3 ONE THEIR MALE OPPONENTS, RESOUNDINGLY. EMILY'S LIST--GROUP OF WOMEN, WHO WENT HOME AFTER HILLARY LOST TO THAT MAN, AND ORGANIZED, LOOKING FOR GREAT FEMALE CANDIDATES, FOUND A TON OF SUPPORT IN THEIR COMMUNITIES FOR FEMALES IN OFFICE, AND, THEY ARE KICKIN' SOME ASS NATIONWIDE! THE DEMOCRATS NEED TO WIN 24 OR SO SEATS IN THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES, TO TAKE BACK CONTROL OF THE HOUSE, IN ORDER TO START IMPEACHMENT PROCEEDINGS AGAINST A PRESIDENT, WHO IS RUNNING THE COUNTRY, LIKE A CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE! JUST FRIDAY, SOME NEWS CASTERS, NOTICED THAT, THERE WERE THREE FATHERS, I THINK TRUMP, MANAFORT, AND GIULIANI, WHO HAVE THEIR SONS INVOLVED IN THE FAMILY BUSINESS OF TAKING DOWN AMERICA AGAIN! THE NEW TIME MAGAZINE TITLE IS "HOW MY GENERATION BROKE AMERICA!" RACHEL MADDOW, ON FRIDAY, HAD A GREAT EPISODE, ON PRESIDENT NIXON, AND HIS USE OF AVAILABLE FEDERAL MACHINERY, LIKE THE I.R.S., TO CREATE AND GO AFTER A "POLITICAL HIT LIST" PUTTING THE HURT ON HIS ENEMIES, LIKE THE LA TIMES, BACK IN THE DAYS, LONG TIME, NIXON CRITIC . . . WE ARE SEEING THE SAME TYPES OF ACTIVITIES, FROM TRUMP, GOING AFTER, JEFF BEZOS, OWNER OF AMAZON, WHOLE FOODS, AND NOW, THE WASHINGTON POST, USING THE UNITED STATES POSTAL SERVICE TO DOUBLE, THE COST OF AMAZON PRODUCT SHIPPING! PRESIDENT NIXON WAS IMPEACHED, OR THERE WAS AN ATTEMPT, BUT HE RETIRED, FIRST, FOR: (1) OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE; AND (2) ABUSE OF PRESIDENTIAL POWERS! LUCKILY, BEING A "WHISTLEBLOWER" IS GAINING SPEED, AND THERE WAS A BACK OFFICER, WHO NOTICED, STRANGE AND FUNNY, BANKING, ASSOCIATED WITH, SOME OF THE TRUMP TEAM'S BACK ACCOUNTS, AND REPORTED IT, TO EITHER THE SPECIAL COUNSEL OR THE F.B.I., WITH THE OFFICER TAKING ON A ROLE, MUCH, LIKE "DEEP THROAT" THE PERSON WHO, BLEW WATERGATE TO SHREDS! WHEN TRUMP ORDERED THE POST MASTER OF THE UNITED STATES POSTAL SERVICE, A FEMALE, TO UP THE ANTI, ON AMAZON, SHE SAID, NO, THAT DECISION WOULD HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE PROPER CHANNELS, MAKING CHANGES TO POSTAL RATES, COMING BEFORE, I BELIEVE, LIKE MOST GOVERNMENT AGENCIES, AN ADMINISTRATIVE RULE PROCESS FOR THE CHANGES! YEAH, DUE PROCESS! EQUAL PROTECTION! IT WORKS! POLICIES & PROCEDURES, RULES & LAWS, ARE IN PLACE, AND MANY THOUGHT, THAT THEY WOULD STOP, RICHARD NIXON, TYPE "ABUSE OF POWER" FROM EVER HAPPENING AGAIN! I AM GOING TO PUT A PLUG IN FOR, FORMER, BUSH, ETHICS, ATTORNEY, RICHARD PAINTER . . . WHO, IS EMBARRASSED TO BE PART OF THE REPUBLICAN PARTY, WHO CAN SIT BY AND WATCH, IMPEACHABLE OFFENSES, GOING ON DAILY, IN THIS ADMINISTRATION! FORGET BARBIE & KEN, TYPE CANDIDATES, WE NEED PEOPLE WITH MORAL CHARACTER, VALUES AND A PROSPECTIVE ON HOW THE GOVERNMENT WORKS, RUNS AND OPERATES! THANK GOD FOR CAREER, U.S. DEPARTMENT, OFFICES, AND AGENCY, EMPLOYEES WHO HAVE DEDICATED THEIR LIVES, TO, RUNNING THEIR ORGANIZATIONS, BY THE BOOK! SO MUCH FOR THE BUSINESS MODEL OF GOVERNMENT, IT DOESN'T WORK! WE JUST HAVE A BUNCH OF VULTURE CAPITALISTS, IN THEIR TO MAKE A BUCK, AND FUCK THE REST OF US! JUST THIS MORNING, TREASURY SECRETARY, MNUCHIN, WAS ON TV, ACTUALLY ADDRESSING SOME OF THE ISSUES THAT I HAVE BROUGHT UP, ABOUT, BREAKING DEALS OF THE OBAMA, ADMINISTRATION, GOING BACK TO THE CLINTON ERA, ON NAFTA, AND OTHER TREATIES, AGREEMENTS, AND TRADE POLICIES, AND BLOWING THE SHIT OUT OF THEM, PRETENDING TO MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, AND MUCH, LIKE, THE AFFORDABLE HEALTHCARE ACT, OR OBMAMACARE, THE GOP HAS NO, REPLACEMENT . . . IT IS REPEAL, AND NO DEAL TO REPLACE! WE ARE GETTING HURT, ECONOMICALLY, IN FUCKING THE TPP OR THE TRANS PACIFIC TRADE AGREEMENT WITH CHINA . . . FUCK, TRACFONES, USED TO BE MADE BY LG OR LIFE'S GOOD, I BELIEVE AN AMERICAN BRAND, AND NOW THE LOW END PHONE MARKET HAS BEEN TAKEN OVER BY ZTE A CHINA TECH GIANT????? I WENT TO BUY A PHONE FOR MY FRIEND, ANNIE, OF O-HI-O, AND ALL THREE SHELVES OF THE FORMER, CHEAP ASS SHIT, AFFORDABLE, TO LOW INCOME, WERE ALL SOLD OUT? I WAS LIKE, THESE PHONES HAVE NEVER BEEN OUT ON THE SHELVES, NEVER, IN AT LEAST THE LAST 10 YEARS?? THEN, I FINALLY, FOUND, A WALMART WITH THE PHONES IN, AND THEY WERE NOT, LG PHONES, THAT ALSO MAKE, STRAIGHT TALK PHONES, ARE NOW, BRINGING BACK THE FLIP PHONES, I LIKE, MADE BY CHINA, ZTE! BREAK THE DEAL AND NEVER REPLACE THE DEAL, AND ALL THE WORK OF PRESIDENTS FROM OBAMA BACK A FEW, ARE BEING, REPLACED BY NOTHING THAT REPLACES AND PROTECTS, AMERICAN WORKERS! DON'T BE FOOLED BY, THE SLOGAN, THAT EVERYONE FELL FOR, OR AT LEAST, 100 OR SO, ALLEGED, ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTERS, PAID, IF NOT COMPUTER'S RIGGED, WHO VOTED FOR TRUMP, BECAUSE, THREE MILLION OF US, VOTED FOR HILLARY, ONE OF THE LARGEST MARGINS OF WIN, FOR, MODERN HISTORY! WE GAVE UP HER, FOR HIM??????? KEEP GOING EMILY'S LIST WOMEN! WOMEN & GIRL POWER! WE CAN DO THIS! OH, THE NAME OF THE FEMALE, POST MASTER IS, MEGAN BRENNER! KISS YOUR ASS, I WILL! ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED WAS FOR THE GOVERNMENT TO RUN THIS COUNTRY, AS IT WAS INTENDED TO BE RUN, FOR THE BENEFIT OF "WE THE PEOPLE!" TIMES ARE CHANGING! FOR THE BETTER, FOR THE MOST PART! THE ROYAL WEDDING! ALL ABOUT SYMBOLISM, LOVE, INCLUSION, HEALING, MERGING OF CULTURE, CUSTOMS, AND CLASSES! BRINGING THE ROYALS, HOLLYWOOD, GOSPEL MUSIC, AND OLD TIME BAPTIST PREACHER, IN A LOVELY WEDDING THAT IN MY MIND, MADE THE STATEMENT, WE CAN'T FIX THE PAST, BUT, WE ARE EVOLVING, AS A COUNTRY, AS A SOCIETY, AS A WORLD! WE CAN DO THIS WORLD! AS MEGAN MERKEL'S, BEAUTIFUL, SINGLE MOTHER, STOOD BY PRINCE CHARLES, IN A CEREMONY THAT, THRILLED THE WORLD, THE HEALING HAS BEGUN! THE NEW PRINCESS'S DRESS HAD, THE THREE COMMONWEALTHS, THE ROYAL FAMILY SERVES, REPRESENTED, ALONG WITH, A CALIFORNIA POPPY! THERE WAS A LARGE PICNIC FOR THE COMMONERS IN THE KINGDOM, TO CELEBRATE THE HOPE OF A NEW AGE FOR ALL OF US! BELIEVE IN LOVE! PRINCE HARRY, HAS, LONG BEEN A FAV. OF THE ROWDY CLASS, THE BAD BOY, AND HIS GIRL NEXT DOOR WIFE, A STAR IN HER OWN RIGHT, BRING OUT THE PRINCE & PRINCESS IN ALL OF US! FAIRLY TALES COME TRUE! GOOD LUCK TO YOU! AS FOR BEZOS, NOW THE RICHEST MAN, IN THE WORLD, HAS ISSUES AT HOME, YOU WHINER! THE SEATTLE CITY COUNCIL, IN A HEATED, HOTLY CONTESTED, MUCH, DEBATED, AND NOW, VOTED ON, BY ALL 9 MEMBERS OF THE SEATTLE CITY COUNCIL, WITH MAYOR, JENNY DURKAN, PROMISING TO SIGN, THE NEW "HEAD TAX" ON CORPORATIONS IN THE CITY PROPER, OF SEATTLE, USING, THE EXPECTED, $47 OR SO MILLION, TO HELP, SERVICES FOR THE POOR AND THE HOMELESS! THIS MORNING, ME AND THE BUS DRIVER, ASIAN SMART DUDE, GOT INTO A DISCUSSION, AS WE WOUND, AROUND THE WEALTHY NEIGHBORHOODS, OF BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON LAKE COMMUNITIES, WITH OLD MONEY, AND DISCUSSED THE NEW "HEAD TAX" . . . HE WAS OF THE THOUGHT, THAT WAS A STUPID MOVE BY SEATTLE, BECAUSE, ALL AMAZON, THROUGH BEZOS HAD TO DO, SINCE ALL THEY DO IS SHIP, OTHER COMPANIES PRODUCTS, WAS, MOVE HEADQUARTERS TO ARIZONA, OR SOMEWHERE. THE TWO BIGGEST COMPLAINERS ARE, AMAZON AND STAR BUCKS, WHO HAVE TAKEN OVER THE ENTIRE DOWNTOWN AREA OF THE CITY, TOPPLING BUILDINGS, THAT USED TO HOUSE THE POOR, UNDERPRIVILEGED, ELDERLY, AND LEFT MANY OF THEM LITERALLY, HOMELESS! ALL THEIR EMPLOYEES HAVE COME TO THE CITY, CAN AFFORD, TO LIVE IN HIGH RISE APARTMENTS WITH RENTS, THAT ARE NOW, NOT AFFORDABLE, ANY LONGER, EVEN TO MIDDLE CLASS FAMILIES, AND THE SERVICES THAT ARE NEEDED TO SERVE, THIS SEGMENT OF THE POPULATION, ARE DRIVEN FROM, THE SERVICE AREAS, IF NOT THE USE OF METRO, MANY WITHOUT CARS, OR WHO CAN NO LONGER DRIVE CARS, AND FORCED INTO LOWER, INCOME AREAS, WAY OUTSIDE THE CITY LIMITS! THEY ARE TAXED, $275.00 FOR EACH OF THEIR EMPLOYEES . . . CRY ME A RIVER! FUCK, THAT IS THE COST OF A REDUCED, FARE ON THE BUS! COME ON, BOTH, GATES AND BEZOS, WENT FROM BEING BILLIONAIRES TO BEING, TRILLIONAIRS, FUCKING OVERNIGHT WITH THE "AMERICAN DREAM TAX ACT" TRUMP AND HIS STUMPS PASSED! SO, NO BLEEDING HEARTS FOR THE RICHEST MAN IN THE WORLD, WHO RECENTLY, I BELIEVE, SINCE I MOVED TO SEATTLE, BOUGHT OUT, WHOLE FOODS, AND THE WASHINGTON POST! YOUR EMPLOYEES, INCREASE THE NEED FOR POLICE, FIRE, ROAD REPAIRS, CITY MAINTENANCE, SCHOOLS, AIRPORTS, WATER, UTILITIES, ETC., AND OTHER CITY IMPROVEMENTS, IN MY OPINION, YOU ARE GETTING A SCREAMING DEAL! WITHOUT TRUMP AND THE GOP BEHIND IT! THE ART OF THE DEAL, SEATTLE WAY . . . SEATTLE DON'T SETTLE! YOU DON'T GET ALL THE BENEFITS OF BEING RICH, AND NONE OF THE DOWNSIDE OF PAYING YOUR FAIR SHARE! IT IS ABOUT TIME! ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL, BUT ALL DON'T GET THE SAME OPPORTUNITIES! SO FUCK YOU! PAY AND SHUT THE FUCK UP! LOL. WHY CRY? WE GET THIS SHIT SHOVED DOWN YOUR THROATS ALL THE TIME, AMERICAN DREAM TAX ACT? SHIT. MAKE AMERICA BLEED AGAIN! THE GOP IS GOING TO IMPLODE UNDER ITS OWN, WEIGHT! JUST WAIT AND SEE! I SAW A CARTOON, THAT GAVE ME THAT IDEA, AS IF I DIDN'T ALREADY HAVE IT . . . A BIG ASS ELEPHANT, SITTING ON A WOODEN BOX, THAT WAS BOWED AND BUSTED, OUT, READY TO BURST! I CAN'T WAIT, UNTIL, NOVEMBER! THE BLUE ENTITLED, WAVE! SHIT, GET RID OF THESE GUYS! THE DO NOTHING CONGRESS, THAT WE DIDN'T THINK COULD GET WORSE????? NEVER SAY, NEVER, AND IT CAN ALWAYS GET WORSE! TRUMP IS RIDING ON THE PROGRAMS AND BENEFITS OF THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION, MAKING IT LOOK, LIKE THE PROJECTED TRENDS, THE STOCK MARKET, AND THE JOBS REPORTS, WERE A RESULT OF HIS, WORK, AND EFFORTS???? NO, WE HAVE NOT EVEN BEGUN, TO SEE THE PROBLEMS WE ARE GOING TO HAVE, WHEN THE REALITY OF WHAT WE HAVE HAD, DONE SO FAR, IN THIS ADMINISTRATION HAS DONE TO FUCK UP AMERICA, AGAIN! HOW MY GENERATION BROKE AMERICA . . . I AM NOT JUST TALKING, ECONOMICALLY, THAT TOO, BUT, CONSTITUTIONALLY! I HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED AN POLITICAL TARGET, FOR THE LAST THREE, PRESIDENTS, STARTING WITH, PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH, THEN, PRESIDENT OBAMA, EVEN HELPING HIM, ALL I COULD, AND NOW TRUMP! THIS IS NOT A BANANA REPUBLIC, AND PRESIDENTS DON'T GET TO USE THE POWERS OF THE "EXECUTIVE BRANCH" OR LAW ENFORCEMENT, TO TAKE OUT ALLEGED, "POLITICAL ENEMIES" WHO, SIMPLY, DISAGREE WITH THEIR POLICIES! I AM A GODDAMNED, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WHO HAS BEEN A TARGET . . . THAT SHOULD CLEARLY SHOW YOU, WANT THE PROBLEMS WITH ALL THREE ADMINISTRATIONS, WAS, AND IS . . . WE ARE NOT BEHOLDEN, TO THE VISIONS, VALUES OF POPPY BUSH AND HIS ONE WORLD DISORDER! GET FUCKING REAL. i AM READING A TRUE CRIME STORY, "ALL SHE EVER WANTED" BY ANN RULE, AND THE MOTHER OF THE MAIN CHARACTER, WHO IS SO MUCH, LIKE MY SISTER, SHELLEY, WHOM, WAS BROUGHT IN, BY THE COPS, TO BE THE ANSWER TO ME, STACKING THE DECK, FOR THE COPS, BY TAKING ME OUT AND REPLACING ME WITH A FUCKING BITCH ASS CRIMINAL HERSELF, BUT, THE DOUBLE MURDER, AND ALL THE SHIT THIS BITCH DID, TO GET TO THE PROPERTY AND INCOMES, WORK OF, OTHERS, GETTING SOMETHING FOR NOTHING, THROUGH, SEX, MANIPULATION, ISOLATION OF HER VICTIMS, HAPPENED IN THE 1970'S AS I RECALL . . . HER MOTHER, MAKES A COMMENT ON THE VERY GOOD, DETECTIVES, WHO, ARE NO LONGER, CHARMED BY THE SEX, THE FLIRTATION, VIXON, NOW, OLDER AND IN HER 50'S, OR JUST DAMNED GOOD COPS, WHO LIKE OLD CASES AND THE ONES THAT NO ONE ELSE WANT TO DEAL WITH, BUT, HER MOTHER, LOOKS AT THESE MEDDLING COPS, AS, WHAT DID SHE CALL THEM, LOWER SOCIETY, BUT, AFTER THE BUSH, FUCK THE CONSTITUTION, THEY ARE TOP DOGS, THEY KILL AT WILL, CHOKE, HARASS, THREATEN, TARGET, AND OPERATE, MUCH, LIKE A LEGALIZED MAFIA! LAST WEEK, WITH LITTLE ATTENTION, SOME, IT LOOKED LIKE HIGH SCHOOL KID, ON A PROM DATE, WAS, BEING A BIT LOUD, AS I UNDERSTAND THE ONE REPORT I SAW ON THE INCIDENT, SO SOME COPS, KNOW, FOR, BEING A BULLY, AND ABUSING HIS POWER, TAKES THE KID, BY THE NECK, AND CHOKES HIM, SHAKING THE KID, MAKING HIM, LOOK, LIKE A RUBBER CHICKEN, IN HIS TUXEDO! HANGING HIM, IN THE AIR, BEING THREE TIMES HIS SIZE! WHAT THE FUCK? MAKING HIGH SCHOOL, A LOT LESS FUN, BEING BLACK, AGAIN, NOT SO FUN EITHER! SHIT???? NOW, I GUESS I WILL HAVE, SEATTLE AREA COPS, DEFENDING THE INDEFENSIBLE, AND CRAWLING UP MY ASS FOR SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT, THE ASSAULT AND BATTERY OF THE COP, WHO CAN'T, QUIET A KID, WITHOUT, BEATING THE SHIT OUT OF HIM, OR BETTER YET, KILLING HIM! WHAT IS IT GOING TO TAKE??????????????????????????????????????,
WE ARE BETTER THAN THIS, AMERICA!
WE CAN DO THIS, WORLD!
WE CAN BE, SO GOOD!
BELIEVE IN LOVE!
I HAVE DECIDED TO STICK WITH LOVE. HATE IS TOO BIG A BURDEN TO BARE! --MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.
NOT, APPLE PROPERTY MANAGEMENT!
POWER TO THE PEOPLE!
THE BRITISH ROYALS, SERVE THEIR COMMONWEALTHS, OUR GOVERNMENT WAS "CREATED" BY WE THE PEOPLE, FOR THE PEOPLE, BY THE PEOPLE, AND OF THE PEOPLE!
THE TRUE KEY TO HAPPINESS?
SERVICE!
HONORED TO BE, OF . . . SERVICE!
LICENSED TO SERVE!
HAVE A GREAT DAY OF REST, AND SUNDAY!
GOD BLESS AMERICA!
GOD BLESS THE WORLD!
BELIEVE IN LOVE!
GOD IS LOVE.
GOD IS LIFE!
PRIME TIME WITH GOD!
DARWIN IS FOR ANIMALS!
WE ARE NOT JUST PREDATORS AND PREY! HUMANS DON'T FEED ON THE WEAK, THE ELDERLY, THE POOR, AND THOSE WHO ARE DISENFRANCHISED!
WE ARE BETTER, THAT ANIMALS, AND BETTER THAN, WHAT WE HAVE BEEN!
TAG.
YOU'RE IT!
KISS.
Saturday, May 19, 2018
CHILDREN OF THE WILD! THE BIG BANG THEORY. BADGIRLS. BANG. EPHEMERAL. A FASHION TREND. LASTING ONLY A BRIEF TIME. PRIME TIME WITH GOD. NOT DOGMATIC:(1) NO RIGID OPINIONS; (2) NO EXPRESSING OPINIONS & BELIEFS IN A DOCTRINAL OR ARROGANT MANNER, WITH EXTREME OPINIONS. PHILOSOPHY. PURE GRACE. AMAZING GRACE. SUMMER GRACE. BEAUTY. KITCHEN WISDOM. GREAT DREAM LAST NIGHT: (1) A JET BLACK, SHINY ROLLS ROYCE, CHROME SILVER GRILL, WITH A LARGE BRIGHT GOLD CROSS; (2) MY MOTHER, WHOM I HAVE NOT SEEN FOR 6 YEARS, DUE TO THE IDENTITY THEFT, EXCHANGE OR SHELLEY FOR ME, JOANN S. SECRIST. J.D., PUTTING ME IN DIRE STRAIGHTS AND HOLDING THE BAG FOR ABOUT 6 TO 10 WOMEN, USING MY NAME'S CRIMES, WHILE THEY TAKE ALL THE BENEFITS OF A LIFETIME OF GOOD NAME, WORK ETHIC, CREDENTIALS, EXPERIENCE, CASES, LOBBYING EFFORTS, WATER COMPACTS, AND NOW A BILLION DOLLAR BLOG; (3) HELEN JEAN SOUTHWICK, MATRIARCH OF THE SOUTHWICK CRIME SYNDICATE, HANDED ME A PIECE OF PAPER WITH ABOUT 10 TO 12 ITEMS TYPED OUT WITH NUMBERS, AND LARGE AMOUNTS OF MONEY, EACH IN THE BILLIONS . . . (4) WHAT IS THIS? (5) SHE DIDN'T ANSWER, BUT AS I LOOKED CLOSER, I REALIZED, THAT I WAS BEING PAID FOR THE ALMOST 8 YEARS I HAVE BEEN WORKING ALL BUT FREE, NOT COUNTING THE SMALL AMOUNTS, THAT I CHARGED MY CLIENTS ON BOTH THE $357.6 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, AND THE $56.7 MILLION IRON COUNTY CORRUPTION CASE, STILL THE MOST CORRUPT COUNTY IN THE NATION, IN MY MIND, ALLOWING SHELLEY TO PRACTICE LAW IN MY NAME, WEARING WIGS, GOING INTO COURTROOMS, THAT I HAD PRACTICED IN, RECENTLY, FOR A YEAR AND A HALF, WITH JUDGES, BEING THE FOUNTAINHEAD OF THE CORRUPTION, KNOWING DAMNED GOOD AND WELL, WHO I AM, AND WHO SHE IS! THE DREAM WAS STRAIGHT FORWARD AND SIMPLE. I FIGURED THAT THE ROLLS ROYCE, COULD HAVE REPRESENTED SEVERAL THINGS: (1) I THOUGHT OF THE BIBLE, COLOR-WISE, BLACK WITH A GOLD CROSS, REPRESENTING MOST BIBLES, OR OLD FASHIONED BIBLES MADE IN BLACK LEATHER WITH A GOLD CROSS ON IT . . . THAT LED ME TO THINK, PERHAPS, THE BIBLICAL STORY OF KING SOLOMON, WHO WAS AT THE TIME CONSIDERED THE WISEST MAN, HAD TWO WOMEN, BOTH CLAIMING TO BE THE MOTHER OF A BABY. THE KING HELD UP THE BABY AND SAID, TO SATISFY BOTH OF THEM, HE WOULD CUT THE BABY IN HALF, AND GIVE HALF OF IT TO BOTH WOMEN. THE REAL MOTHER SAID, NO, GIVE THE BABY TO HER, TO SAVE THE BABIES LIFE. THE KING THEN, KNEW WHO THE REAL MOTHER WAS, THE ONE WHO WOULD SACRIFICE HER LOVE, FOR THE LIFE OF THE BABY. THAT IS KIND OF WHAT I DID THE OTHER DAY, NOT ONLY WITH MY BABIES I GAVE BIRTH TO, BUT MY BLOG, I ALSO GAVE BIRTH TO. AFTER SEEING, THE CHRIS AND KAT, DOUBLES, ON THE SOUND TRANSIT THE OTHER DAY, AND SEEING THE GUY HOLDING THE BAG, "C.C. FILSON" . . . I WAS PRETTY SURE, THAT, LIKE USING MY DOUBLES, THEY WERE GOING TO KILL CHRIS & KAT, OR USE THEM, TO FUCK THEM OVER, OR TO TAKE THEIR BABY, "Y" WHO IS BILINGUAL, SPEAKS FLUENT ENGLISH AND BULGARIAN . . . JUST LIKE THEY WANTED ALL FOUR OF MY KIDS, I BELIEVE, STARTING BACK WHEN, THEY WERE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, BASED ON THEIR HERITAGE, GRANDPA, SPECIAL AGENT FOR THE OFFICE OF STRATEGIC INTELLIGENCE, FATHER WITH A MASTER'S DEGREE IN URBAN DEVELOPMENT, MOTHER WITH AN ENGLISH & COMMUNICATIONS DEGREE, LATER, EVEN SWEETENING THE POT, WITH A LAW DEGREE, THEY HAVE THEIR EYES ON AT LEAST TWO OF MY GRAND KIDS! THIS IS WHERE THE RUSSIAN MODEL, STATE, COMES IN, THAT, PARENTS WITH GIFTED KIDS IN AREAS OF INTEREST, SPORTS, INTELLECT, ARTS, ETC., ARE TAKEN BY THE STATE, AND BECOME WARDS OF THE STATE FOR THE STATE TO USE THEM, AS THEY PLEASE! THIS IS NOT RUSSIA, FUCKERS, AND CHILDREN ON NOT THE STATES, NOR CAN THE STATE RAISE THEM BETTER! I REMEMBER, LEARNING ABOUT THE RUSSIANS, BOLSHEVIK, PROLETARIAT, REVOLUTION, AND LEARNING THAT RUSSIA, TOOK CHILDREN FROM THEIR PARENTS, AND I WAS HORRIFIED! IF THEY THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE GOOD FOR SPORTS AND THE OLYMPICS, OR THEY WOULD MAKE GOOD SCIENTISTS, OR ASTRONAUTS, THEY WOULD SIMPLE TAKE THEM OUT OF THEIR HOMES AND THE STATE TOOK CONTROL OVER THEIR LIVES, AND IN COMMUNISM, THEY, THEN, WERE THE CHILDREN OF THE STATE! THE ROLLS ROYCE COULD ALSO, REPRESENT, DIRTY ROYCE, HAVING MY MONEY, DRIVING AND LIVING A LUXURIOUS LIFESTYLE, NOT OF HIS MAKING, AND THE BILLION DOLLAR CHECKS, HE GOT, INSTEAD OF ME . . . THINK, 7 CRANES, DOTTING THE SEATTLE SKYLINE, WHEN, I CAME, CHRISTMAS OF 2016, AND 57 CRANES IN THE SKYLINE, BY, JULY, WHEN, I PRETTY MUCH MOVED TO SEATTLE PERMANENTLY . . . CONSTRUCTION AND DEVELOPMENT, FUCKING EVERYWHERE. MONEY DOESN'T GROW ON TREES, AND EVERYONE IS NOT A BLOGGER! I DID ALL, WHAT, ALMOST 2,000 OF THESE BLOGS, MYSELF, BUT THEY HAD ACCESS! OR THE ROLLS ROYCE COULD MEAN, THAT IS THE LEVEL OF PROSPERITY, THAT I SHOULD HAVE BEEN LIVING, WHILE, I HAVE BEEN HOMELESS AND TRACKED, LIKE AN ANIMAL OR COMMON CRIMINAL, WRITING THIS BLOG ON THE ROAD! MOVE OFF THE ROAD, I'M 16 AND DRIVING AGAIN! IT WOULD BE NICE, TO GET MY FAMILY, AND MY MONEY BACK!
KITCHEN WISDOM!
WE ARE NOT RUSSIANS, EVEN IF TRUMP WANTS IT!
Thursday, May 17, 2018
GENIUS ENERGY. RIDE THE CYCLONE. VOLTA. DOGFISH HEAD. DOGWOOD LANE. FACE IT! GET GIGI WITH IT! HAVE IT BOTH WAYS--INTERNET & MOB-IL-E. WITHOUT ADOPTION WENDY'S WOULDN'T BE HERE. HAIRLESS CAT. FUR BALLS IN HER THROAT. BALLAST POINT. Y2CHICK BIGFOOT DOES EXIT! BAD ASS SCARE AT THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, BACK IN MID-NINETIES. SENATOR BENNETT'S NUT-CAKE JOB! KAY TOO! LOL. SMILE. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT 'TIL IT'S GONE. TAKE PARADISE AND PUT UP A PARKING LOT! NATIONAL SAFETY. I HAVE BEEN AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH TO MY KIDS FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS. NOW THEY ARE AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH TO ME. THE WORD OF THE DAY, IN HAMMOND HOUSE ON MONDAY, FROM SHARON, WAS "TRANSPIRE" . . . TO BE REVEALED OR TO COME FORTH AND BE KNOWN OR SEEN! TRUTH IS ON THE MARCH & NOTHING WILL STOP IT! --EMILE ZOLA. PICK YOUR NOSE DOCTOR. I HAVE KNOWN SINCE BEFORE I LEFT UTAH. I AM NOT MARRIAGE MATERIAL. NOT MOTHER MATERIAL ANY MORE EITHER. GUESS THAT MEANS, NO GRANDMA EITHER. NO MORE OLD EPHRIAM THE LEGEND BEAR. NO PICTURES OF GRZZLIES COMING OUT OF THE MONTANA RIVERS, TO GO AFTER A FISH IN AN INDIAN RODEO RIDERS HAND. NO MORE GRANDMA WHO TURNS INTO A WEREWOLF IF GRAND KIDS DON'T GET TO BED BEFORE THE SUN GOES DOWN. NO MORE CALLING THE KIDDIES WHITE TRASH FOR ALLOWING THEIR STUPID CAT TO SIT ON THE TABLE, AND TELLING THEM, THAT GRANDMA IS GOING TO WIPE THE CAT'S ASS ON THEIR PANCAKES IF I SEE IT ON THE TABLE ONE MORE TIME WHILE I AM FIXING PANCAKES! OH, SORRY DIDN'T KNOW THE GRAND KIDS WERE READING THIS! LOL. THREE DREAMS OF LATE: (1) GRAND KIDS ACTING LIKE THEY WERE NEGLECTED, AS I STOOD OVER THEM, AS HILLARY CLINTON! LOL. THEY ARE SMARTER THEN THEIR FUCKING PARENTS! JUST IN CASE YOU ARE WONDERING OR YOUR PARENTS ARE FILLING YOU FULL OF SHIT, ABOUT WHO WROTE THE OBAMA/CLINTON PLAN FOR AFGHANISTAN, THAT CUT OUR TROOPS FROM 150,000 TO 15,000 WITH A SOLID FOREIGN POLICY, IT WAS GRANDMA JO, NOT LOOKING LIKE HILLARY CLINTON! TIMELINES MATTER. I COVERED THE GREAT DISCOVERY CHAPTER ON AFGHANISTAN AND PAKISTAN, VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY, IN FEBRUARY DISCUSSION GROUP, MADE UP ON RETIRED PROFESSORS, MOM, A PROFESSOR BY AGE 40 AT THREE UNIVERSITIES, NOT PRACTICING LAW AT THE TIME, BUT GETTING HER GAME BACK AFTER GOVERNMENT POISONED HER, STILL SEEING HER LAW LICENSE AS A LICENSE TO SERVE, NOT MAKE MONEY, JOINED WITH 15 OTHER PEOPLE, RETIRED FEMALE PROFESSORS AND SIGNIFICANT OTHERS, FORMING THE "ST. GEORGE THINK TEAM" WHO COMBINED, WITH PEOPLE FROM, WORLD WAR II PILOTS, HUSBANDS OF PROFESSORS, LIFETIME MILITARY, MARRIED TO A PROF, AND OTHER PEOPLE WITH KIDS OVER SETTING UP GIRLS SCHOOLS IN AFGHANISTAN, READING LIKE CRAZY, AND EVERYONE FUNNELING ME, THEIR EMAILS AND IDEAS AND THEN, ME TAKING THEM AND PUTTING THEM INTO A FOUR POINT PLAN, FIRST THAT WAS 7 PAGES, UNTIL I TALKED TO THE UTAH CONGRESSIONAL DELEGATION OR STAFF, WITH CONGRESSMAN MATTHESON, ASKING ME TO CUT IT DOWN TO 4 PAGES, BECAUSE THE LEGISLATORS WERE TOO BUSY TO READ TOO MUCH. NOW, THOSE TWO DRAFTS, WERE FAXED FROM, DIXIE STATE COLLEGE, AT THE TIME, I BELIEVE WITH MY SIGNATURE ON THE FAX, SENT TO DAVID AXELROD, PRESIDENT OBAMA'S CHIEF OF STAFF. WE STARTED THE PROJECT IN FEBRUARY, WITH DISCUSSIONS, TWO, RATHER THAN ONE, AND I BELIEVE, I SUBMITTED THE FINAL COPY, OF THE PLAN, BY THE FIRST OF MAY, 2009. IF YOU WILL RECALL, SECRETARY OF STATE, HILLARY CLINTON, WAS NOT EVEN NAMED AND CONFIRMED SECRETARY OF STATE, UNTIL, AUGUST OF 2009! WHAT FOUR SOME ODD, MONTHS LATER, AND BRAND NEW TO THE JOB! BY OCTOBER, CLINTON, IN AN ADDRESS TO THE COUNCIL ON FOREIGN RELATIONS, ACTUALLY QUOTED OR LAID OUT THE PLAN AND I EMAILED, ALL MY THINK TEAM MEMBERS WITH THE GREAT NEWS, THAT WE HAD MADE SOME DIFFERENCE TO THE NEW PRESIDENT, IN ANSWERING CONGRESS'S QUESTION AS TO WHY THEY SHOULD APPROPRIATE MORE MONEY AND MORE TROOPS, TO AFGHANISTAN? SO, WHILE GRANDMA IS A FAMOUS FEMALE ATTORNEY, WITH EVERYONE FROM YOUR GREAT AUNTIES, TAKING CREDIT TO FORMER, PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE CLINTON, FOR MY WORK! THERE IS OR WAS, A HOMEPAGE ON ONE OF THE LIBRARY SITES, I GO TO, PROBABLY, THE GREENWOOD, LIBRARY WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW, AT 4:04 PM, ON COMPUTER, 16, GWDLIB16, OF A YOUNG BOY, WHO DIDN'T LOOK JUST LIKE YURI, BUT, REMINDED ME OF A MUCH YOUNGER, VERSION OF HIM . . . READING WITH A REAL SERIOUS LOOK ON HIS FACE. HE IS PLENTY SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW, WHAT IS GOING ON. THE COUSINS FOLLOW UNCLE ELLIOT'S BAND, WHY WOULDN'T THEY FOLLOW GRANDMA'S BLOG? BUT, WHAT A CONCERN TO A YOUNG GRANDSON, WHO JUST MOVED TO UTAH TO BE AROUND FAMILY, TO WONDER IF GRANDMA IS GOING TO BE ALIVE IN THE NEXT YEAR? A HARD ONE TO SWALLOW, BUT HEY, THE MAYORS HAVE THE SHITS, OR THE SCHMIDTS, RIGHT? MAYBE, MISSIONS, BOY SCOUTS, AND MARRIAGES, WILL GET A BIT BORING AFTER AWHILE? MAYBE NOT. MORE PROPER, I AM SURE. YOU KNOW, SUE AND KEVIN ARE OUT OF TOWN RIGHT NOW, WHILE NICOLE IS DOWN IN ST. GEORGE STAYING AT THEIR HOME, COVER FOR SUE BEING IN WASHINGTON, D.C., TRYING TO PASS HERSELF OF AS GINA HASPEL? KAY IS THE BEHIND THE SCENES FIX IT ALL GIRL, GINA, LOOKED LIKE SHE WAS A BIT TOO THICK IN THE ASS, A BIT FLAT, AND SHE HAD, SUE'S SAGGY EYELIDS FOR SURE! SO THE MORMON SITE WITH HASPEL ON IT, LINKING HER TO MY BLOG, IS THE REAL ONE, BUT, THE SIDE BY SIDE, THAT I PUT UP, WHAT, EITHER FRIDAY OR SATURDAY, IS SURE AS SHIT, NOT THE SAME CHICK, AS THE ONE ON BOTH, THE NEWS CHANNEL, I GOT THE PIC FROM, AND NOT THE GINA, THE MORMON CHURCH HAS ON THEIR SITE????? A MOMENT TO MMMMMMM/? OH, WELL, A MAZAMA RIGHT? WHATEVER. INVISIBLESOLID. MET THE REAL ENEMY. THE MORMON CHURCH! WELCOME TO THE NEW WORLD DISORDER! NO CHURCH & STATE, WELCOME TO A WORLD THEOCRACY. YOU SEE, THAT IN THE MORMON CHURCH, IF THAT IS THE STANDARD, SUE, FOR SURE, OUTRANKS ME . . . SHE HAS BEEN A BISHOP'S WIFE, A STAKE PRESIDENT'S WIFE, CONNECTED TO MITT ROMNEY, SHE HAS BEEN A RELIEF SOCIETY PRESIDENT, SAM AND STAFFORD, HER SONS, NOT THE RED HEAD, ROCK STAR, ELLIOT, MINE, AT LEAST UNTIL THE BLOG IS DONE, SERVED MISSIONS, AND SUE AND KEVIN, ALLEGEDLY SERVED A MISSION TO TURKEY AT THE SAME TIME, THAT GENERAL FLYNN, WAS BEING PAID TO BE A LOBBYIST, IN WASHINGTON, D.C. FOR TURKEY'S PRESIDENT, ERDOGEN, OR WHOEVER, AND ALSO, COULD EASILY, HAVE MADE THE CONTACTS IN RUSSIA, GETTING FLYNN THROUGH THE DOOR WITH PUTIN TO THE DINNER, AS WELL AS JILL STEIN, TO SPLIT THE VOTE, BETWEEN TRUMP AND HILLARY AS A THIRD PARTY CANDIDATE! WOW! THOSE MORMON MISSIONS, ARE GOOD FOR ALL KINDS OF THINGS, FROM, COVER, FOR OTHER NON-GOVERNMENT ACTIVITIES, THAT, DO THE BIDDING OF THE MORMON CHURCH, THUS DOING THE BIDDING OF THE FBI AND CIA, NOT NECESSARILY, OPERATING AS AGENTS FOR THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, BUT FOR THE NEW WORLD OF DISORDER, WITH CIA AND MILITARY AT THE TOP TIER, SUBJUGATING, (HACKED, JUST NOW, AT 4:18 PM) ALL COUNTRIES, PRESIDENTS, THEIR CONGRESS, THEIR COURTS, THEIR PENTAGONS, THEIR DOMESTIC COPS, LIKE THE FBI, UNDER, THE TWO ORDERS, FROM ALL COUNTRIES, WORLD WIDE, ALL G-8 COUNTRIES AT LEAST! SO, IN A THEOCRACY, SUE IS FAR MORE QUALIFIED TO BE CIA DIRECTOR, FOR THE MORMON CHURCH, USING MY CREDENTIALS, AND BLOG AS A WORLDWIDE COVER, GAMING, GINA, SUE, KAY, ME, AND WITH ME HATING ALL OF THEM! NO THANKS! IF I CAN'T RUN THE CIA, FUCK YOU! YOU DON'T GET TO CLAIM MY BLOG, THE CIA, PRIDE A JOY, MOST LIKELY WORLDWIDE WITH ALL THEIR PEERS, KEEPING THEM, ALL CLOSE TO THE CUFF, FACE IT! WITHOUT MY KEY BANK, EVEN WITH THE KIDS, YOUR FUCKED! I AM NOT PLAYING ANY MORE! KAY WILL TANK THIS BLOG WITHIN A MONTH, ALL THE BUILDING AND CONSTRUCTION OF THE MOB, TANKED, THE MORMON CHURCH, BELLY UP, AND, CITIES, WHO PLAYED, LIVING WITH, SKYSCRAPER, SIZED, HOLES IN THE GROUND AND HALF FINISHED BUILDINGS! LENDING MONEY SO FAST, IT WOULD MAKE, WHAT'S HER NAME FROM THE EXORCIST', HEAD SPIN EVEN FASTER THAN, IT DID! MORE THAN THE MAIN ACTRESS WILL BE BARFING UP GREEN STUFF, COMING UP WITH THE MONEY TO COVER, THIS PARKING LOT, WITHOUT ME, TO PUSH AROUND! FEED 4? GONE. LAW ENFORCEMENT FUCKED ME, FUCK THEM! GONE IS GONE, GO MEANS GO! I WAS WILING TO KEEP WRITING TO COVER, THEIR MISTAKES, BUT IT IS PLAIN TO SEE, THAT, YOUR CHOICE IS THE MOB, MORMONS, AND MEN IN BLACK, THAT GOES FOR KIDS TOO! LAGOON IS OFF! I DON'T REWARD SHITTY BEHAVIOR, NEVER DID, NEVER WILL! GET KAY AND BRETT, OR RACHEL AND JAMES, OR SUE AND KEVIN, OR SHELLEY AND FRANK, HAIRY, DICK AND SALLY, TO COVER THE NEARLY $800 TO GET IN . . . I CAN THINK OF BETTER THINGS TO DO WITH MY MONEY, THAN SPEND IT ON UNGRATEFUL KIDS, FOR 20 FUCKING YEARS! FUCK YOU!
ROSANNE THE DEMON MOTHER!
LOL.
PERFECT.
THE PERFECT MOTHER IS GONE AWOL!
SMILE.
SIMMA.
TAKE ALL YOUR FUCKING BUTTON CELLS AND SHOVE THEM UP KAY'S SAGGY, HAGGY, SKINNY, SHITTY, BUTT FUCKING ASS . . . SHARE THEM WITH SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFFANY, MARCIE, JARED, GRANDMA AND PA!
I HATE THE FUCKING SOUTHWICKS MORE THAN, I CAN SAY! GOD, THANK GOD I HAVE NO ROOTS ON THE GROUND!
TUG-O-WAR IS OVER!
YOU GET THEM!
SA-LA-V!
THIS CHICK IS NO SLAVE ANY MORE!
HANG-EM WHEN THEY ALL GO BELLY UP! IF THEY HAVEN'T ALREADY!
I AM WHITE, FREE, AND OVER THE AGE OF 21!
ONCE YOU GOT BLACK YOU'LL NEVER GO BACK? FUCK, ONCE YOU GO BLACK, YOU WILL NEVER GO BACK!
LOL.
SAW TWO, MILES AND MILES LOOKING TWINS, HOLDING HANDS, LUTHER BURBANK!
DEVIL'S IN THE DETAILS!
BYE.
P.S., TWO MORE SHORT DREAMS . . . "DREAM THE FUTURE," IS NOT, SIGOURNEY WEAVER OR SEE GORE NEY (JUDGE NEY MARRIED ME AND FRANK, AKA, ALLAN REX BESS, MURDERED BY SHELLEY AND FRANK!) WEAVER LIFE INTO MINE . . . SHELLEY DOESN'T HAVE MEMORIES, LET ALONE, DREAMS, ALL THE SOUTHWICKS MOCKED ME FOR MARRYING ZEKE OR RICHARD CLIFTON SECRIST, FATHER OF THE 4 KIDS, I AM GIVING TO, THEIR SURROGATE PARENTS, COP SHITS . . . MOCKED ME FOR GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, AFTER HAVING A DREAM TO DIVORCE THEIR FATHER, AND GOING TO LAW SCHOOL!
DREAM #2, ONE IS ABOVE . . . THIS IS SO, RIGHT ON, FOR SEE GORE NEY WEAVER . . . IN THIS DREAM, TWO LITTLE SPOTTED, CUBS, OR WHATEVER, MOUNTAIN LIONS, ARE CALLED, WERE RAISED FOR A FEW WEEKS, THAN, SACRIFICED, TO SOME, BURRITO, DINNER? YUCK! I WATCHED, "FRIENDS" LAST NIGHT, AND RACHEL, I THINK, THAT IS THE ACTRESS, IN REAL, JENNIFER ANISTON, BUT SHE COOKS, SOME THANKSGIVING DESERT, THAT HAS MEAT, WHIP CREAM, AND WHATEVER IN IT . . . BUT, THIS DREAM, LEOPARDS DO NOT CHANGE THEIR SPOTS! TAKING SHELLEY AND ME, THE TWO BABY MOUNTAIN LIONS, WHICH IS WERE THE TOTAL ECLIPSE OF ME, STARTED, AFTER THE FIRST, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, WEAVER, WITH JENNIFER, THAT IS ABOUT, HOW WELL THEY MIX! ALIEN CHICK, WITH ALL AMERICAN BEAUTY JEN! BUT, THAT DREAM, MIGHT SHOW, HOW FAR, BACK THIS GIG, STARTED? BABIES! THE NEXT DREAM, MIGHT ALSO, GIVE SOME INSIGHT! THE COUNTER-INTEL COMMUNITY, DEEP SIXES, PEOPLE ALL THE TIME, MIXES, BLENDS, WEAVES, AND KILLS, ONE FOR THE OTHER!
DREAM #3
IN THIS DREAM, ME AND SHELLEY, WERE TOGETHER, ME LOOKING THE ATTORNEY, WITH THE "A" LINE HAIRDO, I ALWAYS WORE, AND SHELLEY, WITH HER, LONG DARK HAIR SHE HAS HAD ALL HER FUCKING LIFE! SHIT? BUT, IN THE DREAM, WE WERE WITH, A DUDE, FROM, LIGHT YEARS BACK, BUT NOT . . . BARBARA WILLIAMS, WAS MY BEST FRIEND, UP UNTIL, I WAS IN ABOUT, 2ND GRADE, THEN, JAN DAVIS CAME ALONG . . . KAY AND BARBARA, WERE FRIENDS, EARLIER THAN THAT . . . BARBARA'S OLDEST BROTHER, DWIGHT WILLIAMS, WHOM, I THOUGHT OF THE OTHER, DAY, WHO SPOKE, 7 LANGUAGES, FLUENTLY, BACK WHEN WE WERE YOUNG AND HE GOT BACK FROM A MORMON MISSION. HE BECAME AN "INTERNATIONAL LAW ATTORNEY" AND I REMEMBER, HIM, PULLING UP TO THE WILLIAMS HOME, DRIVING HIS, MAROON, VOLVO STATIONWAGON, THAT, FORMED MY TASTE IN CARS, ALONG WITH, JAGUR, THAT I GOT, GOING CAR HUNTING WITH MY FATHER, FOR MY, 9TH OR 10TH BIRTHDAY. PERHAPS, DWIGHT, HAD SOME INFLUENCE ON ME TOO, ALONG WITH, THE CHRISTENSENS, WHO WERE PROFESSORS, LAWYERS AND JUDGES! I HAVE BEEN TWO OF THE THREE! I AM A CHRISTENSEN, IN A FAMILY OF SOUTHWICKS! BUT, IN THIS DREAM, THE THREE OF US, ME, SHELLEY, AND DWIGHT, WHO ALSO HAS A YOUNGER BROTHER, MARK, WHO, IS ALSO I BELIEVE A TAX ATTORNEY, BUT HE WAS NOT IN THE DREAM, TOO CLOSE TO SHELLEY'S AGE TO TELL THE TRUTH, EVEN THOUGH, MARK AND I, GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER, A BIT, THROUGH, LEE WHITE, WHO WAS MARRIED TO MARILYN, I THINK, MEMORY, A FEMINIST, MORMON, ALL OF US, INTO, EARLY MORMON HISTORY, SHE TYPE SET THE BOOK, MORMON ENIGMA, A BOOK THAT ALMOST COST ME, WHATEVER TESTIMONY I HAD LEFT! LOL. YOUNG MORMON INTELLECTUALS!
SO, ME, DWIGHT, AND SHELLEY, ALL, LOOKING LIKE WE WOULD HAVE WHEN, I WAS PRACTICING LAW, BACK IN SAY THE 90'S, AND LOOKED JUST LIKE I DID, WERE ALL GOING DANCING . . . SHELLEY, NEVER, EVER DANCED, THAT I RECALL, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED IT, BUT, I DRESSED MUCH, LIKE I DID FOR WORK, IN THE DREAM, NICE JACKET, WHITE SHELL OR BLOUSE, AND SLACKS, CLASSY, SIMPLE, AND ME. IT SEEMS LIKE SHELLEY, WAS GOING OR DID WEAR A DRESS, WHICH, LIKE HILLARY, I HAVEN'T WORN, FOR, 20 GREAT YEARS! LOL. THAT GOP THING, WITH SHELLEY. I HAVE NO DRESSES. BUT, IN THE DREAM, WE WERE EATING, AND I COULDN'T FINISH MY DINNER, SO I GAVE MY CHICKEN, TO DWIGHT, WHO, TOOK IT, HESITATING, AND AT SOME POINT IN THE DREAM, WE WENT TO DWIGHT'S LAW OFFICE, AND TO MY SHOCK, HIS OFFICE, WAS NO BIGGER, THAN, THE SIZE OF A HALF BATHROOM? IT WAS VERY TASTEFULLY DECORATED, AND MAYBE HE IS RETIRED, HE IS MUCH OLDER THAN, ME, WE WERE JUST KIDS, WHEN, HE GOT BACK FROM HIS MISSION AND WENT TO LAW SCHOOL, AND MARRIED NAN? BUT, PERHAPS, THE CHICKEN IS SYMBOLIC, OF HIS KNOWLEDGE, OF THE SCOPE OF THIS INTERNATIONAL BLOG, MAKING ME AN INTERNATIONAL ATTORNEY, BUT NOT, AN INTERNATIONAL, LAW ATTORNEY, DISTINCTIONS, AND DISTINGUISHING BETWEEN, THE TYPES OF LAW . . . HE ACTUAL, TRANSACTIONAL LAW, DEALING WITH CORPORATIONS FROM, DIFFERENT COUNTRIES, I WOULD IMAGINE, AND ME A WORLDWIDE BLOGGER! PERHAPS, HE SEES, THAT MY STYLE OF BLOGGING LAW, HAD INFLUENCED THE WORLD, HAPPINESS LOOKS, GORGEOUS ON ME! SHELLEY IS MARRIED, I AM THE HAPPY WIDOW, AND SINGLE! BUT, DWIGHT, WOULD HAVE FOLLOWED, HIS SISTER'S CHILDHOOD FRIEND.
AN INTERESTING, SIDEBAR, ON MARK . . . WHEN, I WAS IN 9TH GRADE, SHELLEY WAS A JUNIOR, AND MARK WILLIAMS, HAD JUST GRADUATED, THE YEAR BEFORE, AND HIS BAND, WERE PLAYING AT THE OPENING SCHOOL, STOMP . . . MARK AND HIS BUDDY, MIKE ROBINSON, HOTTER THAN HOT, WE USED TO SPY ON MARK AND ROBINSON, BUT, THEY, INVITED ME AND BARBARA, JAN, WENT TOO, TO THE STOMP . . . SHELLEY THREW A SHIT FIT, FOUGHT WITH MOM AND DAD, FOR LETTING ME GO TO A DANCE BEFORE I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL. WE WENT AND WE HOOKED UP WITH, THE POLLACK BROTHERS, ONE AN ATHLETE, AND THE OTHER, A CLASS OFFICER!
DREAM #4 . . . LOL. JUST A MAN'S HAND, FLIPPING ME OFF, MARRIED, RING ON FINGER!
HEY, I DON'T KNOW WHO IS MARRIED AND WHO IS NOT! CADS WILL BE CADS, WILL BE CADS!
LOL.
I DIDN'T MARRY HER! GRAVITY CAN BE A REAL DRAG! I'VE BEEN THERE.
I WOULD NEVER, TEMP YOU TO LEAVE A WIFE . . . BUT IF I DON'T KNOW, BLAME YOURSELF, IF I RESPONDED TO WHAT YOU DID . . . NA, NEITHER OF THE MEN, WHOM, I AM ATTRACTED TO, SILLY ME, COULD BE MARRIED, THEY, WIFIES, DID NOTHING TO, ENCOURAGE ME OR, CAUSE ME TO WRITE ABOUT THEM, SERIOUSLY, I CAN MAKE LOVE OUT OF NOTHING! IMAGINARY LOVERS.
I WOULD, ALTHOUGH, NOT, TELL YOU TO STAY IN A MARRIAGE THAT IS DEAD!
IF THE SHOE NO LONGER FITS . . .
I AM GRATEFUL TO THE MAN, WHO TEMPTED ME, OUT OF MY MARRIAGE, THEN, I DUMPED HIS ASS, TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL . . . HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO THE LAW, EVER SINCE!
WATCH THE AGE OF INNOCENCE! THAT IS A GREAT SHOW, THAT DISPLAYS, TEMPTATION, THE PLUS AND MINUS'S IN LIFE . . . DANIEL DAY LEWIS, IS TRUE TO HIS FIANCE', CAN'T REMEMBER HER NAME, BUT HE DOES HAVE AN AFFAIR, BEFORE MARRIAGE, WITH MICHELLE PFIEFFER, BUT IN THE END, HE HAS FOUR BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, IS A LAWYER, RELATIVELY HAPPY WITH HIS CHOICE, AND MICHELLE COMES TO SEE HIM, HE SEES HER OUT BY THE LAKE, AND DECIDES TO LEAVE THINGS, AS THEY ARE . . .
THERE ARE SACRIFICES AND CONSEQUENCES ON BOTH SIDES!
DO I REGRET, WHAT I DID? NO. COULD LIFE HAVE BEEN EASIER STAYING MARRIED? SURE. I MADE HARD, CHOICES, ALL THE TIME, STILL DO, CASE IN POINT.
THE KIDS ARE SAFE, THEY KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME, CUT THE APRON STRINGS THEY WILL BE FINE WITH MORE CHOICES, THAN, WITH ME, AND THAT IS A MOTHER WHO, LOVES THEM!
THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES, WHICHEVER WAY THEY GO, BUT THE WAR IS OVER!
AS I ENTERED, THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY, THERE WERE TWO LITTLE BLONDE HAIR GIRLS, WITH AN ASIAN, CHICK, WHO LOOKED NO MORE LIKE THEM, THAN, GRETA AND NICOLE LOOK, LIKE KAY . . . THE MOTHER, NOT MUCH, INVOLVED, CROSSFIRE HURRICANE, BUT, THE LITTLEST GIRL, LOVED ON THE WOMAN, THE OLDEST HAD HER ARM STUCK IN A SLEEVE . . . GRETA TO TAKE MY PLACE AS WRITER . . . ONLY ONE WHO MIGHT COULD! GENETICS, CANCELS, OUT THAT BITCH, TOTALLY, SHIT? LOOKS NOTHING LIKE EITEHR GIRL. THERE IS A BOOK, ON DISPLAY, AT, EITHER KIRKLAND OR BELLEVUE LIBRARY, THAT SHOWS TWO YOUNG GIRLS, SITTING ON A DOCK, NEAR A RIVER, AND THE BOOK IS CALLED, "BEFORE WE WERE YOURS." THEY LOOKED LONELY AND SAD.
ALOT OF THIS SHIT, IS BROUGHT ON, BY SPOUSES! POKER LOVER. I DON'T WANT, LIARS IN MY FAMILY. LAST NIGHT ON THE BUS, THERE WAS A COUPLE, THE GUY, WAS A CHRIS, LOOK-ALIKE, AND THE CHICK, HIS WIFE, LOOKED, LIKE A KAT, LOOK-A-LIKE, THEY WERE SWEET, LOVING, AND TENDER WITH ONE ANOTHER. YOU COULD FEEL THE LOVE, AND TWICE, NOT ONCE, A BUS WITH THE AD, "BEAUTIFUALLY EXCLUSIVE" WENT BY . . . FUCK YEAH! THE GUY WAS NOT AS GOOD LOOKING, NOR WAS, THE GIRL, HALF AS BEAUTIFUL AS KAT, BUT, WHAT SCARED ME WAS, SOME DUDE GOT ON, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, "C.C. FILSON" BAG! WERE THEY TESTING A DOUBLE, TO SEE, IF I COULD TELL THE DIFFERENCE OR IF I REPSONDED TO THEM?
SHIT ASS GAMES, GAMES AND MORE GAMES, FUCKING TRUE LOVE, ALWAYS!
FUCK YOU, KAY, YOU TOTAL, 100% LOSER!
P.S., TWO MORE SHORT DREAMS . . . "DREAM THE FUTURE," IS NOT, SIGOURNEY WEAVER OR SEE GORE NEY (JUDGE NEY MARRIED ME AND FRANK, AKA, ALLAN REX BESS, MURDERED BY SHELLEY AND FRANK!) WEAVER LIFE INTO MINE . . . SHELLEY DOESN'T HAVE MEMORIES, LET ALONE, DREAMS, ALL THE SOUTHWICKS MOCKED ME FOR MARRYING ZEKE OR RICHARD CLIFTON SECRIST, FATHER OF THE 4 KIDS, I AM GIVING TO, THEIR SURROGATE PARENTS, COP SHITS . . . MOCKED ME FOR GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, AFTER HAVING A DREAM TO DIVORCE THEIR FATHER, AND GOING TO LAW SCHOOL!
DREAM #2, ONE IS ABOVE . . . THIS IS SO, RIGHT ON, FOR SEE GORE NEY WEAVER . . . IN THIS DREAM, TWO LITTLE SPOTTED, CUBS, OR WHATEVER, MOUNTAIN LIONS, ARE CALLED, WERE RAISED FOR A FEW WEEKS, THAN, SACRIFICED, TO SOME, BURRITO, DINNER? YUCK! I WATCHED, "FRIENDS" LAST NIGHT, AND RACHEL, I THINK, THAT IS THE ACTRESS, IN REAL, JENNIFER ANISTON, BUT SHE COOKS, SOME THANKSGIVING DESERT, THAT HAS MEAT, WHIP CREAM, AND WHATEVER IN IT . . . BUT, THIS DREAM, LEOPARDS DO NOT CHANGE THEIR SPOTS! TAKING SHELLEY AND ME, THE TWO BABY MOUNTAIN LIONS, WHICH IS WERE THE TOTAL ECLIPSE OF ME, STARTED, AFTER THE FIRST, MIX, MATCH AND ATTACH, WEAVER, WITH JENNIFER, THAT IS ABOUT, HOW WELL THEY MIX! ALIEN CHICK, WITH ALL AMERICAN BEAUTY JEN! BUT, THAT DREAM, MIGHT SHOW, HOW FAR, BACK THIS GIG, STARTED? BABIES! THE NEXT DREAM, MIGHT ALSO, GIVE SOME INSIGHT! THE COUNTER-INTEL COMMUNITY, DEEP SIXES, PEOPLE ALL THE TIME, MIXES, BLENDS, WEAVES, AND KILLS, ONE FOR THE OTHER!
DREAM #3
IN THIS DREAM, ME AND SHELLEY, WERE TOGETHER, ME LOOKING THE ATTORNEY, WITH THE "A" LINE HAIRDO, I ALWAYS WORE, AND SHELLEY, WITH HER, LONG DARK HAIR SHE HAS HAD ALL HER FUCKING LIFE! SHIT? BUT, IN THE DREAM, WE WERE WITH, A DUDE, FROM, LIGHT YEARS BACK, BUT NOT . . . BARBARA WILLIAMS, WAS MY BEST FRIEND, UP UNTIL, I WAS IN ABOUT, 2ND GRADE, THEN, JAN DAVIS CAME ALONG . . . KAY AND BARBARA, WERE FRIENDS, EARLIER THAN THAT . . . BARBARA'S OLDEST BROTHER, DWIGHT WILLIAMS, WHOM, I THOUGHT OF THE OTHER, DAY, WHO SPOKE, 7 LANGUAGES, FLUENTLY, BACK WHEN WE WERE YOUNG AND HE GOT BACK FROM A MORMON MISSION. HE BECAME AN "INTERNATIONAL LAW ATTORNEY" AND I REMEMBER, HIM, PULLING UP TO THE WILLIAMS HOME, DRIVING HIS, MAROON, VOLVO STATIONWAGON, THAT, FORMED MY TASTE IN CARS, ALONG WITH, JAGUR, THAT I GOT, GOING CAR HUNTING WITH MY FATHER, FOR MY, 9TH OR 10TH BIRTHDAY. PERHAPS, DWIGHT, HAD SOME INFLUENCE ON ME TOO, ALONG WITH, THE CHRISTENSENS, WHO WERE PROFESSORS, LAWYERS AND JUDGES! I HAVE BEEN TWO OF THE THREE! I AM A CHRISTENSEN, IN A FAMILY OF SOUTHWICKS! BUT, IN THIS DREAM, THE THREE OF US, ME, SHELLEY, AND DWIGHT, WHO ALSO HAS A YOUNGER BROTHER, MARK, WHO, IS ALSO I BELIEVE A TAX ATTORNEY, BUT HE WAS NOT IN THE DREAM, TOO CLOSE TO SHELLEY'S AGE TO TELL THE TRUTH, EVEN THOUGH, MARK AND I, GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER, A BIT, THROUGH, LEE WHITE, WHO WAS MARRIED TO MARILYN, I THINK, MEMORY, A FEMINIST, MORMON, ALL OF US, INTO, EARLY MORMON HISTORY, SHE TYPE SET THE BOOK, MORMON ENIGMA, A BOOK THAT ALMOST COST ME, WHATEVER TESTIMONY I HAD LEFT! LOL. YOUNG MORMON INTELLECTUALS!
SO, ME, DWIGHT, AND SHELLEY, ALL, LOOKING LIKE WE WOULD HAVE WHEN, I WAS PRACTICING LAW, BACK IN SAY THE 90'S, AND LOOKED JUST LIKE I DID, WERE ALL GOING DANCING . . . SHELLEY, NEVER, EVER DANCED, THAT I RECALL, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED IT, BUT, I DRESSED MUCH, LIKE I DID FOR WORK, IN THE DREAM, NICE JACKET, WHITE SHELL OR BLOUSE, AND SLACKS, CLASSY, SIMPLE, AND ME. IT SEEMS LIKE SHELLEY, WAS GOING OR DID WEAR A DRESS, WHICH, LIKE HILLARY, I HAVEN'T WORN, FOR, 20 GREAT YEARS! LOL. THAT GOP THING, WITH SHELLEY. I HAVE NO DRESSES. BUT, IN THE DREAM, WE WERE EATING, AND I COULDN'T FINISH MY DINNER, SO I GAVE MY CHICKEN, TO DWIGHT, WHO, TOOK IT, HESITATING, AND AT SOME POINT IN THE DREAM, WE WENT TO DWIGHT'S LAW OFFICE, AND TO MY SHOCK, HIS OFFICE, WAS NO BIGGER, THAN, THE SIZE OF A HALF BATHROOM? IT WAS VERY TASTEFULLY DECORATED, AND MAYBE HE IS RETIRED, HE IS MUCH OLDER THAN, ME, WE WERE JUST KIDS, WHEN, HE GOT BACK FROM HIS MISSION AND WENT TO LAW SCHOOL, AND MARRIED NAN? BUT, PERHAPS, THE CHICKEN IS SYMBOLIC, OF HIS KNOWLEDGE, OF THE SCOPE OF THIS INTERNATIONAL BLOG, MAKING ME AN INTERNATIONAL ATTORNEY, BUT NOT, AN INTERNATIONAL, LAW ATTORNEY, DISTINCTIONS, AND DISTINGUISHING BETWEEN, THE TYPES OF LAW . . . HE ACTUAL, TRANSACTIONAL LAW, DEALING WITH CORPORATIONS FROM, DIFFERENT COUNTRIES, I WOULD IMAGINE, AND ME A WORLDWIDE BLOGGER! PERHAPS, HE SEES, THAT MY STYLE OF BLOGGING LAW, HAD INFLUENCED THE WORLD, HAPPINESS LOOKS, GORGEOUS ON ME! SHELLEY IS MARRIED, I AM THE HAPPY WIDOW, AND SINGLE! BUT, DWIGHT, WOULD HAVE FOLLOWED, HIS SISTER'S CHILDHOOD FRIEND.
AN INTERESTING, SIDEBAR, ON MARK . . . WHEN, I WAS IN 9TH GRADE, SHELLEY WAS A JUNIOR, AND MARK WILLIAMS, HAD JUST GRADUATED, THE YEAR BEFORE, AND HIS BAND, WERE PLAYING AT THE OPENING SCHOOL, STOMP . . . MARK AND HIS BUDDY, MIKE ROBINSON, HOTTER THAN HOT, WE USED TO SPY ON MARK AND ROBINSON, BUT, THEY, INVITED ME AND BARBARA, JAN, WENT TOO, TO THE STOMP . . . SHELLEY THREW A SHIT FIT, FOUGHT WITH MOM AND DAD, FOR LETTING ME GO TO A DANCE BEFORE I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL. WE WENT AND WE HOOKED UP WITH, THE POLLACK BROTHERS, ONE AN ATHLETE, AND THE OTHER, A CLASS OFFICER!
DREAM #4 . . . LOL. JUST A MAN'S HAND, FLIPPING ME OFF, MARRIED, RING ON FINGER!
HEY, I DON'T KNOW WHO IS MARRIED AND WHO IS NOT! CADS WILL BE CADS, WILL BE CADS!
LOL.
I DIDN'T MARRY HER! GRAVITY CAN BE A REAL DRAG! I'VE BEEN THERE.
I WOULD NEVER, TEMP YOU TO LEAVE A WIFE . . . BUT IF I DON'T KNOW, BLAME YOURSELF, IF I RESPONDED TO WHAT YOU DID . . . NA, NEITHER OF THE MEN, WHOM, I AM ATTRACTED TO, SILLY ME, COULD BE MARRIED, THEY, WIFIES, DID NOTHING TO, ENCOURAGE ME OR, CAUSE ME TO WRITE ABOUT THEM, SERIOUSLY, I CAN MAKE LOVE OUT OF NOTHING! IMAGINARY LOVERS.
I WOULD, ALTHOUGH, NOT, TELL YOU TO STAY IN A MARRIAGE THAT IS DEAD!
IF THE SHOE NO LONGER FITS . . .
I AM GRATEFUL TO THE MAN, WHO TEMPTED ME, OUT OF MY MARRIAGE, THEN, I DUMPED HIS ASS, TO GO TO LAW SCHOOL . . . HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO THE LAW, EVER SINCE!
WATCH THE AGE OF INNOCENCE! THAT IS A GREAT SHOW, THAT DISPLAYS, TEMPTATION, THE PLUS AND MINUS'S IN LIFE . . . DANIEL DAY LEWIS, IS TRUE TO HIS FIANCE', CAN'T REMEMBER HER NAME, BUT HE DOES HAVE AN AFFAIR, BEFORE MARRIAGE, WITH MICHELLE PFIEFFER, BUT IN THE END, HE HAS FOUR BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN, IS A LAWYER, RELATIVELY HAPPY WITH HIS CHOICE, AND MICHELLE COMES TO SEE HIM, HE SEES HER OUT BY THE LAKE, AND DECIDES TO LEAVE THINGS, AS THEY ARE . . .
THERE ARE SACRIFICES AND CONSEQUENCES ON BOTH SIDES!
DO I REGRET, WHAT I DID? NO. COULD LIFE HAVE BEEN EASIER STAYING MARRIED? SURE. I MADE HARD, CHOICES, ALL THE TIME, STILL DO, CASE IN POINT.
THE KIDS ARE SAFE, THEY KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME, CUT THE APRON STRINGS THEY WILL BE FINE WITH MORE CHOICES, THAN, WITH ME, AND THAT IS A MOTHER WHO, LOVES THEM!
THERE WILL BE CONSEQUENCES, WHICHEVER WAY THEY GO, BUT THE WAR IS OVER!
AS I ENTERED, THE GREENWOOD LIBRARY, THERE WERE TWO LITTLE BLONDE HAIR GIRLS, WITH AN ASIAN, CHICK, WHO LOOKED NO MORE LIKE THEM, THAN, GRETA AND NICOLE LOOK, LIKE KAY . . . THE MOTHER, NOT MUCH, INVOLVED, CROSSFIRE HURRICANE, BUT, THE LITTLEST GIRL, LOVED ON THE WOMAN, THE OLDEST HAD HER ARM STUCK IN A SLEEVE . . . GRETA TO TAKE MY PLACE AS WRITER . . . ONLY ONE WHO MIGHT COULD! GENETICS, CANCELS, OUT THAT BITCH, TOTALLY, SHIT? LOOKS NOTHING LIKE EITEHR GIRL. THERE IS A BOOK, ON DISPLAY, AT, EITHER KIRKLAND OR BELLEVUE LIBRARY, THAT SHOWS TWO YOUNG GIRLS, SITTING ON A DOCK, NEAR A RIVER, AND THE BOOK IS CALLED, "BEFORE WE WERE YOURS." THEY LOOKED LONELY AND SAD.
ALOT OF THIS SHIT, IS BROUGHT ON, BY SPOUSES! POKER LOVER. I DON'T WANT, LIARS IN MY FAMILY. LAST NIGHT ON THE BUS, THERE WAS A COUPLE, THE GUY, WAS A CHRIS, LOOK-ALIKE, AND THE CHICK, HIS WIFE, LOOKED, LIKE A KAT, LOOK-A-LIKE, THEY WERE SWEET, LOVING, AND TENDER WITH ONE ANOTHER. YOU COULD FEEL THE LOVE, AND TWICE, NOT ONCE, A BUS WITH THE AD, "BEAUTIFUALLY EXCLUSIVE" WENT BY . . . FUCK YEAH! THE GUY WAS NOT AS GOOD LOOKING, NOR WAS, THE GIRL, HALF AS BEAUTIFUL AS KAT, BUT, WHAT SCARED ME WAS, SOME DUDE GOT ON, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, "C.C. FILSON" BAG! WERE THEY TESTING A DOUBLE, TO SEE, IF I COULD TELL THE DIFFERENCE OR IF I REPSONDED TO THEM?
SHIT ASS GAMES, GAMES AND MORE GAMES, FUCKING TRUE LOVE, ALWAYS!
FUCK YOU, KAY, YOU TOTAL, 100% LOSER!
I WANT THE FUCKING MORMON CHURCH OUT OF MY LIFE, NOW, EVERY FUCKING ONE OF THEM, FROM, FAMILY, TO LAW ENFORMENT, TO CIA AND BEYOND, GET OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW! I JUST TRIED TO GET INTO MY BLOG, USING A NEW, UNDISCLOSED, LINK, THAT THE GOVERNMENT HASN'T CORRUPTED, AND SO, I PUT IN, "CHURCHOFJESUSCHRISTOFLATTERDAYSAINTS.COM, BAD ADD CON LAW CHICK BLOG" AND GUESS WHO I GOT? THE ORIGINAL "GINA HASPEL" WHO MUST BE MORMON, WHO IS WILLING TO ALLOW, THAT BITCH, KAY BURNINGHAM, BURNINGASS TO BE HER, TO TAKE HER PLACE AS DIRECTOR OF THE CIA!!!!!! USING MY BLOG TO BOLSTER HER CREDENTIALS, JUST LIKE IT IS MY CAREER, SHE STOLE IN THE FIRST FUCKING PLACE, TO GET INTO WASHINGTON, D.C., THROUGH THE DOORS OF THE MORMON, MORON CHURCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD GOD, GINA HASPEL IS ME, AND NOW, KAY IS GINA? SENATE, DO NOT CONFIRM THIS LYING SACK OF GOD AWEFUL SHIT! SHE IS NOTHING BUT A CIA, FBI, MORON, WHORE, WHO, GREASES TO PLEASE, AND HER FACE PROVES IT, UGLIER THAN SHIT! MY BLOG, THIS BLOG, AND I AM HERE IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON, NOT WASHINGTON, D.C., BEING CONFIRMED, IS DIRECTLY USING MY BLOG, FOR THE MORMON CHURCH PURPOSES, THE BRAGGING RIGHTS OF MORMONS, AND USING IT TO CONNECT ME TO GINA HASPEL, THUS KAY, WHO IS TAKING HER PLACE . . . THIS IS WHY, YOU NEED TO YANK, THE MORMON GOP CULT'S TAX EXEMPT STATUS, THEY ARE ONLY, A PAC, OR POLITICAL ACTION COMMITTEE FOR TRUMP, FORMERLY CREATED FOR MITT ROMNEY, ASS WIPE WHO GOT, $118 MILLION, SUBTRACT A FEW MILLION FOR THE PLAYERS, LIKE BRETT, KAY, SHELLEY, MY FATHER, AND THE MORMON CONTROLED, FRANK MOSS, FEDERAL COURT HOUSE, U.S. FEDERAL DISTRICT COURT OF THE DISTRICT OF UTAH, WHO LIED, CHEATED, STOLE, BOTH MY $357.6 MILLION AND $56.7 MILLIONS, TO BENEFIT, MORMON POLITICAS, REPUBLICANS, AND WHITE NATIONALISTS, ASSHOLES, LIKE TRUMP AND HIS LOSER BASE! THIS IS AMERICA. WE HAVE TO HAVE A "SEPARATION OF CHURCH & STATE" AND THIS IS PRECISELY WHY! MORMONS HAVE INFILTRATED OVER THE YEARS, EVERY RANK AND FILE OF THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, MILITARY, LAW ENFORCEMENT AND COURTS! THEY NEED TO OUSTED! PERIOD! GET THE REAL, AUTHOR OF THIS BLOG, "THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS!" NEITHER THE REAL NOR THE FAKE, GINA HASPEL, WROTE THIS BLOG . . . . JOANN S. SECRIST, JD., WHO FUCKING HATES MY FORMER, FAMILY, LAW SCHOOL, STATE, AND CHURCH . . . YOU DO NO HAVE PERMISSION TO USE MY NAME, MY BLOG, MY LIFE, MY STORIES, MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, MY CASES, MY BLOG, MY FAMILY, EVEN IF THEY WANT TO OR ARE FORCED TO . . . THIS IS UNAMERICAN AND TOTAL FUCKED UP, MORMON, SHIT, ASS, BULL SHIT! PERIOD! END THEM! CIA NEEDS TO BE DISBANNED AND STARTED OVER! I HAVE JUST HAD MY BLOG, RIPPED OFF, TWICE, AND NOW THEY ARE HACKING INTO IT--IT IS 11:46 AM, PACIFIC TIME, I AM AT THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY, ON 5/17/2018 . . . DREAM GIRLS, TEAM GIRLS, SCHEME GIRLS ARE OUT WITH TH EIR FUCKING CUNT SUCKING ASS KISSING FAGGOTS, IN THE FBI, CIA, DEA, MARINES, DIA, NSA, COPS, FROM TOP TO BOTTOM, STATE, LOCAL AND FEDERAL, WHO TOOK AN OATH TO FAITHFULLY, "EXECUTIVE THE LAWS OF THIS COUNTRY" AND THEY ARE GOING AFTER ONE OF THE FEW, THE BRAVE, THE TRUE, RED WHATE AND BLUE, CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CHICKS, NOT THAT BUTT ASS, SHITZU DOG FACED, KAY, THEY ARE TRYING TO PASS, AS "GINA HASPEL" AKS, FORMERLY ME, BUT FOR HIS BLOG, FIRE, AND THE REAL ONE, GINA HASPEL, JUST LIKE ME, BUT PROBABLY NOT AS LUCKY IS DEAD OR GOT AT LEAST PAID, TO LET, KAY, UGLY ASS BITCH, HIDE IN HER NAME AND CREDENTIALS TO PROTECT THE LIARS, HAGS, HAS BEENS, AND LOSER OF THE COPS, INTEL COMMUNITY, AND WHOMEVER, UTAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOP, HIVES IN DECLINE, SERIOUSLY, THEY MAY USE PROPAGANDA TO MAKE YOU THINK, PEOPLE WANT TO LIVE IN UTAH . . . ALL I HEAR IS THE OPPOSITE, CANB'T STAND THE STATE, MORMONS HATE, AND THE WHOLE BULLSHIT THEY DID TO ME! NOT SO COOL!, JILL-JOCK, IS JOANN S. SECRIST, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK--I CAN KICK, RACHEL, SUE, SHELLEY, KAY, ALL YOUR FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT MEN, HANDS-DOWN, TIED BEHIND MY ASS, TWISTED AND SICK AS ALL OF YOU! KENNEDY IS NOT MY HUSBAND, NOR IS HE THE FATHER OF MY CHILDREN, AND RACHEL'S KIDS ALL HAVE FUCKING ISSUES! TEACH-OUT SERIES. BEST-IN-CLASS COVERAGE! LARGE SIZE SHOES TO FILL--NEWSFLASH--ALL THE KINGS HORES, MEN, WOMEN, KIDS, CAN'T FILL THESE SHOES! EVEN CONGRESSMAN, CHRIS STEWART! UNLIMITED POTENTIAL TO TRAIN LAW ENFORCEMENT AND WORLD--MINE ONLY! I WOULD RATHER DIE! CAN'T HAVE IT, OR ME, OR MINE! NOT HONORED BY FOOLS! FUCKING, PATHETIC, FAGGOT MAGGOT ASS LOSERS, CAN'T EVEN FIGHT FAIR . . . UNSPORTSMAN, LIKE CONDUCT, YOUR OUT, LOSERS! STOLE MTHE WHOLE BLOG AGAIN, TOLD THEM, TO FUCK, YOU AS I LEFT, LA FITNESS, WITH AT LEAST 11 AGENTS, 10 PLUS TRAINER, ON MY ASS, SETTING OFF THE ALARM ON THE POOL, LEVEL OR BELOW, AND GOING OUT WITH, A BANG . . . BADGIRLS BANG! DUMB ASSES! THE GREATEST ESCAPSE YET, MOST AGENTS, MOST PREP, AND FUCK YOU EXIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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YOU, MY DEAR, READERS, JUST MISSED OUT ON THE BEST BLOG YET . . . BLAME YOUR FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, I AM SURE, THAT THIS IS NOW, GOING TO BE RACHEL'S BLOG, BECAUSE, SHE IS A LYHING HAG, WITH BOLIMIC AND ANOREXIC DAUGHTER, WHO VOMIT, BECAUSE THEY HAVE HER FOR A MOM, SO SHE WANTS TO TAKE MY GRETA, WHO IS PLASTERED ALL OVER THE WALLS OF LA FITNESSES, ALL 700, THAT HER MOMMY OWNS, THE REAL MOM!
FOR THE GOOD AGENTS, PROBABLY ONLY MY KIDS, IF I WERE TO GUESS . . . CHECK OUT. THE INSIDE OF WALGREENS, JUST OFF, 175TH, SHORELINE CITY, THERE IS A PICTURE ON THE LEFT HAND SIDE AS YOU COME IN, AND ON THE RIGHT HAND SIDE WHEN YOU COME IN . . . THERE IS A BITCH, WHO LOOKS, LIKE RACHEL, TRYING TO BE THE GRANDMOTHER, TO ONE OF MY GRANDBABIES, NOW BABIES AS YOUNG AS 2 WEEKS, ARE DRAWN TO GOOD LOOKING FACES, THIS BABY IN THE PICTURE IS LOOKING AWAY FROM THE ALLEGED, GRANDMOTHER, WHO JUST GAVE HER A KISS, ON THE CHEEK AND SHE IS LOOKING TOWARD, THE PRETTIER FACE, GOING, NO, THAT IS MY GRANDMA, OVER THERE, THE PRETTIER ONE!
LOL.
KEEP TRYING TO PROTECT YOUR WENCHES, YOUR WHORES, AND YOUR WHOREMONGERS, BIBLICAL TERM, FOR THE FAGGOT ASS, AGENTS, WHO BUTTFUCK WOMEN!
I AM HERE TO KILL YOUR FUCKING SEX LIVES, FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME AND MY PERFECT FAMILY, YOU GOD FORSAKEN FOOLS!
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DEALING WITH? YOU SERIOUSLY, THINK, I AM GOING TO LET YOUR LOSER, FUCKERS, STEAL MY LIFE, MY CAREER, MY LAW DEGREES, MY FAMILY, MY GOOD NAME, MY GRANDKIDS, MY ANYTHING, AND GET AWAY WITH IT??????????
FUCK YOU . . . .JUST LIKE I KICKED, AT LEAST 11 AGENTS, SORRY, LOSER, COP, FBI, CIA, AGENTS, ASSES, SETTING OFF THE ALARM, WHEN, LEAVING . . . YEAH, SHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT SAID, EMERGENCY ONLY AND IT WAS, FUCKERS!
THERE ARE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, ON NEIGHBORING BUILDINGS, THAT OVERLOOK, THE PATIO, THE TRAINING TOOK PLACE ON, I KNOW THE "HOT SPOTS" AND WHEN YOU SEE ME, YOU KNOW IT'S GOING TO BE HOT, TOO HOT FOR THESE LOSER . . . THOUGHT SOME LIKED IT HOT! LOL!
HAVE YOUR CHILLYCOWS!
GOOD GOD, YOUR ALL SO, STUPID!
FUCK YOU AGAIN!@
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