7 MEN WALKED THROUGH MY FRONT DOOR, AT FIRST, INTENDING TO ARREST ME . . . THEY WERE WEARING, WHITE DRESS SHIRTS, AND RUSSIAN COP OR MILITARY PANTS, AND BOOTS!
First: Flash Dream . . . it Struck me, as McCarron Airport, in Las Vegas, Nevada. My sisters, Marcie Nelson and Shelley Southwick, Anderson, Yeman, Bess, Whatever the Fuck?
This, was somewhat disconnected from the rest of the dream, or so it seemed, but not if you know, what is really going on! What appeared, dream scape-wise, looked to me, like, I was looking through, a surveillance camera, at two of my sisters, standing in, what appeared to be, a ticket line, at an airport . . . this was a close up, black and white, real time, moving, film, or monitor, I was, looking through, as they were standing, unaware, just talking, as if the sisters, had just gotten together, and some had gone one way, and the other two, Marcie and Shelley, were still I n view, or waiting to go, but, just talking is all! Now, the interesting thing, is that, Shelley had, her long hair, in the dream, with, was just a day or two, before, I saw her on MSNBC news, walking along side, V.P. Mike Pence, either, coaching him, or his aid, or acting the member of the press? So, something changed, between the dream, which, I believe was, either late Saturday night, or early, Sunday, maybe Monday morning. I know the dream was influenced by several events, in the news, that day, or from things, I either saw, after the fact, or shortly after waking and having had the dream. I was going to write about, it, but got waylaid, on some, tangential topics, that, had something to do with the dream.
In the next part of the dream, I was in St. George, Utah, near where Marcie and her husband, my old boyfriend, have a second home, in Split Rock, very symbolic, of what they did to Elliot and Isaac, as they have done with me and Shelley, acting like, the two are one, in the same person, that there is not problem, with, taking the fruits of the labors, of my family, and sharing the brand power, with, those, who, never did jack with their lives, or who, are jealous, and the cops, of all flavors, jealous also, have facilitated, this fiasco, and now, they are reaping the whirlwind of this shit show! Marcie's house is somewhere up near, Tauhacan Theater or Arts School. I was not at the house, but, I was nearby, and it appeared that, I was, kind of hiding, in some bushes, in the red rock area, with some, young kid, blonde, blue eyed, and we were, kind of on the run, or, soon would be. But, this truck with, soldier, looking, cops or military, came by, in those camo trucks, from, WWII, like the Germans, used to ride in, back in the old movies, or in TV series, Hogan's Heroes, the American, who was always, dealing with the German soldiers. I think, it is this, part of the dream, that confused me, and made me think, that, these men, were much, like, Hitler's SS men, or a combo of cop/military, border guards, types, that used to stop, people, on the roads, and ask them for their papers before allowing them, to pass.
That put me on notice, that something was up . . . now, earlier that day, if I had gotten my Social Security, money, I mentioned that, while waiting for my apartment, I might, take a fast trip to Utah, to see my kids and grandkids for Christmas! I woke up, and thought, no way in hell, am I going to UTAH! Last Thanksgiving, I got arrested, on a warrant from four years earlier, after years of coming to see my kids, without, interference, and this one, had, no charges, no arrest date, and really, was a bogus warrant, but, once the cops, give it to you, even if you laugh in their faces, for the timeline issues, you still have to handle their idiotic, behavior, of them, just doing their jobs, and arresting someone, they know, cops, judges and prosecutors, fucking hate, who used to not only practice in the 5th judicial district, but, who sued, a member of all those groups . . . defending the TRIBE!!!!!!!!!!!! THE BIGGER TRIBE, REPUBLICAN PARTY, AND EVEN BIGGER, THE MORMONS! LOL!
STOPPED DEAD IN THEIR TRACKS--A CASE OF MISTAKEN IDENTITY!
Now, this part of the dream, was, insanely, interesting, and shocked, both me and them . . . I thought, here we go, nowhere to run, in this fucking house, which, struck me, as a very, southern Utah, type new home, and these guys, came marching to the door, which either was open, due to the nice weather, or, they just walked in, because, I had NO warning, other than, the fact, that we had seen them, and actually, I believe, that me and the young dude, overheard them, talking about, looking for me, much, like the German's looked for Jews that were in hiding! So, when they burst through the door, they just stood there, 7 strong, I didn't flinch, and they, didn't say, really anything, just stood there, looking at me, and it seemed, that there was something about my height, which is inches, shorter, than, either Rachel, 5'11" or Shelley, who is at least 5'10" or taller! It was like, these men, who, you would think, were on the SOUTHWICK, GIRLZ SQUAD TEAM, or so it has seen, the second, they were close to me, found, that, I was not the one they were looking for!
I don't know, if I had no fear, unlike earlier, or I was, as I am, these days, COMFORTABLY, NUMB, THAT, NOTHING HAS BEEN DONE, OR WAS MORE TAKEN WITH TRYING TO FIGURE OUT, WHO THE FUCK THESE MEN WERE? but, I remember, just standing there, looking at the unique, metal work, ornate, and a different design, than the Nazi SS men, no swastikas, but, a similar, ballooned, style, almost old fashioned, riding pants, but, very well, constructed, and made of fine material, and nothing spared, by way of design and fabric! Like I said, at first, my thoughts were, there are Nazis, as they burst through the door, but, the three, commanding officers, or the men at the front of the slow, SWAT style entrance, for sure an entourage, had, crisp, clean, white, starched, like men's dress shirts, without ties, shirts, casually, unbuttoned with, either, T-shirts, or could have been Mormon, temple garments, under the starched shirts. But there pants were made of either, dark green, and gray, or a brown-gray, pants, that appeared to be made of fine wool.
Must Be Russian . . . Because, as I Turned, I Saw a Pair of Dark-Green, Wool, Pants, Laying on the Ground, Looking Almost as if, the Nazi's Ran from These Guys, or They are Not Nazi's, or They are Taking the Place of the Nazi's, but They are Another Countries Uniforms, But, the White Shirts Lead Me to Believe, that, the Standard, Mormon, Church, Goer, Male, Wears, White Dress Shirts, Like This Every Sunday . . . It Was a Bright Blue Clear Day, Sunshine, it was Calm, and Peace, was the Feeling? There Certainly Was NO FEAR, on Either Side . . . No One Needed to Talk. It was Like, DAH. Whatever.
My feeling of this part of the dream, just, calm, very little dialogue, with the men, just basically, standing there, like, oh, we're sorry, either, you are not who we thought, you were, or, we have been led astray, and we not only don't fear you, but, there seemed to be, almost this, we trust you, attitude, and kind of a resigned, surrender, that, was comforting to both sides, a realization, that, none of us, had anything to hide, nor should be run, or refuse to admit, what and where we had been, or why we did what we did. There was really, this sense of peace. There were no apologies, needed, and, there was almost, this, come on in, and, is there anything else you need to know about me? There was this feeling, that some mystery, had been just solved! I ACTUALLY, ALWAYS FELT, THAT WAS, EXACTLY WHAT, SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED, BUT, FUCKING YEARS AGO! I am kind of like, reminded, just last, late afternoon, like, come, on, are you serious, you guys, the three elite squad of distinguished, older, gentlemen, maybe my age, I just think, younger, and act, look and behavior like a juvenile, but, there is a ton of what, experience, that I don't think, can be ignored, that suggested, that, I know you clowns, I know what you are up to and you have to be kidding me?
Perhaps, the dream was a foreshadowing of, what happened yesterday? I am one of you, I love this country, and have served it, just as valiantly, bravely, and endlessly as you, three . . . why the fuck, are you doing this to me? I would match my credentials, line for line with yours! What the fuck, are you doing to me and why? That kind of was the same feeling in the dream . . . I am one of you! Raised Mormon, loved the church, and the country, but, see, that secular government, is the way, it has to be, should be, with a line of separation between church and state, and this is fucking why!!!!! I am not the enemy! YOU KNOW ME! How do you questions, my devotion, skill, patriotism, passion, dedication, love, HOW? I have done nothing short of you, served, with honor, power, distinction, given my experience, going above, and beyond, expectation, or even, anything that could be expected! So, why? Because I am a woman? WHAT? I am sure that Hillary, has had these same, issues and questions go through her mind, how can you, accuse me of something, that is so far from, and rational, based, thought, even stretched to the nth, degree? HOW COULD YOU, suspect me, charge me, doubt me, or do anything of the kind to me?
I Would Say, the White Shirts, Over the Military or Cop, Uniforms, Could Indicate, the Leadership, In These Organizations, Is In Fact, Mormon! The Other Four, However, Didn't Have White Shirts, but Full Uniforms, that Appeared, More From Bygone Eras? Ancient Thunder? I Know, that, there Is Talk, that, Secret Societies, Started, to Take Root in America, Around 1933 . . . the John Birch Society, is Just a Group, That Has the Goal and Mantra of Teaching People About the United States Constitution? They Were Trashed, Mercilessly, Around 1950, and Almost Operate, As an Apologetic, Misguided, Group of Misfits,
Rather, than, A Bold, Proud, Standard Bearers of Truth and What this Nation Was Founded On, and For!
I think, there could be elements of co-mingling of or meshing of interests, between, groups, goals, and missions, that, to me, are misguided, and never should have taken place, that, put, me and say, leaders in both the military, law enforcement, and the Mormon Church, at odds, because, they were wrong, not me! I actually, had dreams, early on, in my marriage, in the early 1970's, stuck home with a baby, not going to college, and wondering, what this shit was all about, even though, I am grateful, that I had my four children, and have often wondered, had I had, my law degree, would, I have had kids? The priorities of the Mormon Church, put marriage, kids and family, first, but, it seemed for women, not men, who were free, to pursue, whatever, goals and dreams they had, and women, were to experience and fulfill all their goals and dreams within the four walls of their homes! I dreamt of becoming a lawyer, specifically, for telling the Mormon hierarchy, where to put it and to shove it up their asses! I HAVE KIND OF DONE THAT, BUT THE PAIN AND THE COST HAS BEEN, ALMOST, WELL, MIND-NUMBING, AT BEST,AS TO THE FIGHT, AND OVER, WHAT, THE, VERY SCRIPTURES AND REASONS, I DID WHAT I DID IN THE FIRST PLACE, THAT THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, IS FOR ALL MANKIND, THE SAINTS ARE TOLD, IN DOCTRINE AND COVENANTS, SECTION 98, TO BEFRIEND, THE CONSTITUTION, AND THAT ANYTHING MORE OR LESS THAN THAT IS EVIL!
I could not rectify, entities, that were suppose to be on my side, on the same team, and took the same oath, with, what was going on, in the reality of my world, after, more, than, before, of a total disconnect, between, what, I was taught, read, believed and, what, was the actuality of the state of the Union, and the state of Utah, moving to the state of Montana, and Washington, to Washington, D.C., that, legalizing or, hunting me, selling me, taking all my property, all my assets, including kids, grand kids, degrees, licenses, cases, blah, blah, blah, was beyond, WRONG, NO MATTER WHAT THE ALLEGED, CAUSE OR RATIONAL . . . THIS IS JUST NOT THE WAY, THINGS ARE DONE, OR SHOULD BE DONE, IF THEY ARE DONE THIS WAY!
THROW IT UP!
THE LAW, IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . I KNOW MY FUCKING RIGHTS!
THE GOVERNMENT'S ROLE, IS TO PROTECT THOSE RIGHTS!
PERIOD!
PART, BUT NOT ALL, OF THAT, IS NATIONAL SECURITY, PROTECTING THE HOMELAND! NOT BECOMING RUSSIA AND THE NEW ORDER!
TO THIS MORMON BORN, AND BRED GIRL, THIS IS THE PROMISED LAND, SO WHY ARE MY BRETHREN, DESTROYING THE VERY, DOCTRINE AND DOCUMENT, THEY, WERE TOLD, BY GOD AND JOSEPH SMITH, THE FOUNDER, TO OBEY?
MAYBE THE BATTLE WAS WORTH IT?
LIKE ANY VETERAN OF WAR . . . I WOULD DO IT ALL AGAIN!
THERE WILL BE NO WHITE FLAG ON THIS SHIP, SO DON'T EXPECT, THIS SHIP TO GO DOWN!
THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, IS STRONGER, TODAY, THAN, PROBABLY, WHEN THE FOUNDING FATHERS, SIGNED IT! WE ARE CLOSER TO THE, INSPIRED, INTENT, OR THE LIVING DOCUMENT, AND TO ME, THE PREAMBLE, A REFLECTION OF THE DIVINE INSPIRATION OF THE FORMATION OF THE UNION, WITH A GOAL OF A MORE PERFECT UNION, THAN, WE HAVE EVER BEEN BEFORE!
I THINK, PEOPLE, THE MEDIA, EVEN THE MORMON CHURCH, THE CONGRESS, AND THE COURTS, MAYBE, EVEN TRUMP, ARE STARTING TO GET IT!
PLEASE, DON'T KILL THE MESSENGER . . . I BELIEVE, YOU WILL REGRET KILLING A LEGEND!
JUST THE FACTS, MAN!
IF, MORMON MEN, AND CHRISTIAN MEN, AS WELL AS SECULAR MEN, NEED A SCRIPTURAL REFERENCE OR STORY, THAT PROTRAYS, A WOMAN, BOLD, WISE, A JUDGE, ALSO, SOMEONE, THE MEN, REFUSED TO GO INTO BATTLE, WITHOUT . . . READ THE STORY OF DEBORAH IN THE OLD TESTAMENT!
IF MEN, CAN ACCEPT A WOMAN, BACK THOUSANDS OF YEARS AGO, AS A LEADER, WHY THE FUCK, CAN'T, YOU DO IT TODAY?
WE ARE JUST AS STRONG, CAPABLE, VALIANT, BRAVE, AND DEDICATED!
STOP UNDERESTIMATING US!
STRONG IS BEAUTIFUL!
HAD MEN, LISTENED TO ME, BACK, 4.5 YEARS AGO, WHEN, I STARTED THIS BLOG, AND TOLD THEM, ONE OF THE SMARTEST DECISIONS, I EVER MADE, AS AN ATTORNEY, WAS TO KEEP THE BEDROOM AND THE BOARDROOM, SEPARATE! SEXUAL HARASSMENT IS COMING BACK TO BITE YOUR DICKS OFF!
GET SMART!
GOD WANTS US TO BE EQUALLY YOKED!
WE COMPLIMENT EACH OTHER, THERE IS NOT NEED TO COMPETE!
