SOUL TRAIN. POWER LUNCH. SPIDER DANCE. SOUL KITCHEN. ELLIOT SMILOWITZ. TRAILBLAZER. PIONEER. KOOL, AC 360, CNN, END OF YEAR WRAP UP, COWBOY WESTERN STYLE! FUN, ENTERTAINING, INTERESTING, QUICK, COLORFUL, AND INSIGHTFUL. ENDING WITH NEWS COMMENTATORS, STARS, ENTERTAINERS, STATING THEIR GOALS, FOR THE COMING YEAR--BE MORE KIND, LOVE MORE, TREAT EACH OTHER BETTER, BE MORE INCLUSIVE . . . NOTHING ABOUT MONEY, WEIGHT, POLITICS, JUST GOOD OLD, COMMON SENSE AND LOVE BETTER! NEW COMMERCIAL ON "LOVE" BEING THE ANSWER, IN MOST SITUATIONS FROM ROAD RAGE, TO HOME ISSUES, NICE CARTOONS, OF SITUATIONS, LOVE HELPS CALM AND ADD UNDERSTANDING AND PATIENTS TOO . . . WITH HEARTS, FLOODING EACH SITUATION, TO CHANGE IT . . . THIS WAS ACTUALLY, A COMMERCIAL FOR, SHOCKINGLY, "INTERSTATE BATTERIES!" GOOD ON YOU! I LOVED IT, EVEN ADDED, JESUS TO THE MIX! VERY COOL! MSNBC, "YOUR BUSINESS" HAD TWO SAVVY CHICKS, ON, GIVING ADVICE TO HOW TO RUN A HOME BUSINESS AND KEEP YOUR WITS, AND TIME, JUGGLING, FAMILY, COMPANY AND DEMANDS, BETTER IN 2017: (1) MIND YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA PRESENSE! ONE BAD COMMENT, THAT YOU DON'T SEE CAN TURN CUSTOMERS AWAY FROM GREAT PRODUCTS, AND CAN HURT YOUR BUSINESS! STAY ON IT, NONE OF US ARE PERFECT, NOR ARE OUR COMPANIES, SO, YOU NEED TO GUARD THAT RARE GLITCH, IN YOUR RAVING REVIEWS! (2) LISTEN TO MUSIC TO BOOST PERFORMANCE AND EFFICIENCY, IN YOUR COMPANY: (A) CLASSIC FOR LAZAR FOCUS; (B) HIP HOP TO GET SOME GET UP AND GO! SUGGESTED, HAPPY SONG FOR WORKING ATOMOPSHERE, "BOMBS OVER BAGDAD?" . . . I WILL HAVE TO LISTEN TO IT? THE BIZ CHICK, SAYING THIS, USES MUSIC ALL THE TIME TO GET MOTIVATED, ME TOO! OUR BRAINS RESPOND TO MUSIC AND IT CAN SET THE MOOD YOU NEED FOR THE DAY AND THE PROJECT! GREAT IDEAS, I AGREE WITH BOTH! NEW "ELEVATOR PITCH" PRODUCT, PRACTICING ON THESE TWO BUSINESS WOMEN, WHO GAVE GOOD SUGGESTIONS, TO, ANOTHER NEW FEMALE BUSINESS OWNER AND INVENTOR, WHO IS SELLING A WORKOUT, PIECE OF EQUIPMENT, I THINK CALLED, "KICKSTARTER" THAT IS LIKE A TOTAL GYM, CHUCK NORRIS, CHRISTIE BRINKLY, TYPE EQUIPMENT, BUT, IT ONLY WEIGHTS 10 POUNDS! AND YOU CAN DO, LIKE OVER 100 DIFFERENT EXERCISES, ANYWHERE WITH IT! THIS ENTERPRISING YOUNG WOMAN, IS LOOKING FOR INVESTORS, FOR HER PRODUCT, THAT COSTS, ABOUT $500 RIGHT NOW, BUT WITH MORE ORDERS, PRICES DROP, BUT THAT IS REALLY, ONLY ABOUT 9 MONTHS OF A CHEAP GYM MEMBERSHIP! CHECK IT OUT, ON MSNBCYOURBUSINESS.COM, TO SEE AND GET YOUR HANDS ON IT, FOR THE START OF YOUR NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS AND NEW BODY FOR 2017! IF I HAD A HOME, I WOULD BUY ONE! LOL! NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! LOL! CAN'T SETTLE DOWN, FOUR YEARS? COME ON? NOW, SEATTLE BOYFRIEND COMPLICATIONS, HANGING OVER MONTANA LIVING? WHICH LEADS ME TO A NEW OR OLD, VIDEO, DR. AMY LEE, 3 FOODS TO AVOID EATING IF YOU WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT, ALL PROMOTED AS "HEALTH FOODS" AND HER FOUR FAT BUSTING ENZYMES AND NUTRIENTS THAT HELP WITH DIGESTION! NEED TO WATCH THE VIDEO, TO GET THE DEALS, ON VERY, REASONABLE INFORMATION AND HEALTH PRODUCT, CHEAP! GOING TO ORDER, MY KIND OF COMMON SENSE LIFESTYLE CHANGE! AL SHARPTON'S, REVEY AWARDS, INTERESTING, GOOD THOUGHTS FOR, UP AND COMING POLITICIANS, WITH EYES ON 2020! I JUST WATCHED, THIS F.B.I. FILE "MONSTERS AMONG US" EPISODE . . . VERY SCARY AND WHERE LOVE COMES IN . . . WE NEVER KNOW, WHO WE CAN TOUCH, POSSIBLE SERIAL KILLER, RAPIST, FUTURE TERRORIST, WITH LOVE! A MAN, WHO WAS JUST OUT OF PRISON, FOR MOLESTING KIDS, AND A NEW MEMBER OF THE SEX REGISTRY, DECIDED HE WANTED TO HURT CHILDREN, LIKE HE HAD BEEN HURT, AND TO MAKE A POINT OF HURTING SOCIETY! HE ACCOMPLISHED THAT, BUT THE VERY INTERESTING, THING ABOUT THIS "MONSTER, PURE EVIL DUDE" KILLING ALMOST AN ENTIRE FAMILY, BUT FOR ONE LITTLE GIRL, USING A HAMMER, TO SLAUGHTER AND BLUDGEON, MOM, BOYFRIEND OF 8 YEARS, OLDEST SON, WHOM HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW, JUST STALKED, AND DECIDED, SEEING THIS FAMILY, FROM COER-D-ALENE, IDAHO, YEARS AGO, ROCKING THE WORLD OF ALL CITIZENS AND COPS ALIKE, BUT, THE ONLY SURVIVOR, WAS A YOUNG, LIKE 6 OR 7 YEAR OLD GIRL, WHOM, THIS PREDATOR AND KILLER SAID, TAUGHT HIM HOW TO LOVE, THEREFORE, HE DIDN'T KILL THE GIRL, AND RETURNED HER TO THE CITY HE STOLE HER FROM, BEING RECOGNIZED BY A WAITRESS, SMART, WHO HAD THE MANAGER CALL THE COPS, WHO APPREHENDED THE MAN, WHO WAS LATER, EXECUTED! PERHAPS, LOVE, COULD HAVE SAVED HIM SOONER, AND STOPPED A WHOLE TOWN, NATION FROM GRIEVING, AND SEARCHING FOR THIS YOUNG GIRL, WHO WITNESS THE MAN, RAPE AND SODOMIZE BOTH HER AND HER YOUNG BROTHER, THEN, SHOOT HER BROTHER IN THE HEAD, AND BURN HIS BODY! LOVE IS THE ANSWER, THE MIRACLE DRUG FOR ALL OF US! THE TRUE LOVE OF GOD, THE CHAIRITY, OR THE PURE LOVE OF CHRIST, IS TRULY, THE ANSWER TO ALL OF HUMANITIES, ISSUES, FROM ALLEPO, TO ISRAEL AND PALISTINE IN THE WEST BANK! WE CAN DO THIS WORLD! MY TRULY, RACIALLY, BLIND, EXPERIENCE! TALK ABOUT A POWER LUNCH! LOL! EYE OPENER, WE CAN LEARN TO BE COMPLETELY BLIIND WHEN IT COMES TO THE RACES LIVING TOGETHER! LOL! SHOCKINGLY COLORBLIND! LADY JUSTICE IS TO BE BLIND FOLDED, BUT WE CAN DEVELOP THOSE CHARACTER TRAITS TOO! MIX, MATCH AND MORPH1 WHAT I LEARNED IN SEATTLE!

LOL!  BIG TIME LESSON, FROM BIG TIME OLDER SISTA!  POWER LUNCH AT MARY'S PLACE, SEATTLE, WASHINGTON!

Overall, I like to consider myself, not prejudice, as far as I know, and every once in a while, I find out, that, I am a bit prejudice and I work hard to stop, any form of bigotry, and if I don't my kids, will remind me that I am a bigot, which is like  huge, slap in the face for me!  It is called aversion therapy, I remember, flying into Atlanta, Georgia, to visit my oldest daughter and her husband, and see their new home in Althreta, and when, I flew to the city, I was the only white woman, which from lily white, Utah, where the only blacks, 20 years ago, in the state, were playing on the Jazz basketball team, or playing on college teams, almost!  But, I made the observation, that, now, I know how a black feels, when they fly to Utah, and they are the only, person of color in the whole fucking state!  LOL!  Only, I didn't swear, in those days, didn't need the stress relievers in those days, and the 75% stress release, like I do now!  But, my daughter, immediately, said, Mom, you bigot!  WHAT?  A reality check, just like the time my son was going to the PRIDE parade, in Salt Lake City, Utah and I said, son, being, liberal enough to deal with it, if he needed to come out of the closet and let me know, that he was gay . . . why are you going to that?  Again, like a blistering slap across the face, Mom, you bigot!  Luckily, those are the only two times, I had to be schooled by my kids!  Painful, to someone, who prides themselves, in not being one of Trump's Deplorables!  LOL!

So, while I was in Seattle, WA, very fun, very good for me, and I believe, the soul sisters, with all of us, dancing to the Soul Train, at our New Year's Eve Party, early, thank heavens, at Angeline's Women's Rescue Mission, where I was a resident for a week, after getting in a debate with, and I can't call, my lover boy black, because, that is what, landed me in the rescue center!  LOL!  But, my bro, whom, I have loved, embraced, denied, beat the shit out of, and loved, over the last four years, dealing with, whatever, ails, us, working on, whatever it is we have, but with the understanding, that, it really is, love without strings, but dealing with the realities of whatever, is going on with both of us, at the time, we get together, whenever, and doesn't seem to be going away!  But, during my stay, I lived with the sisters, and I just adored them, and absolutely, loved, dancing and partying with them, even shocked, and here is a prejudice, is I was shocked to see, a white chick, besides me, dance well, so there were a couple of us, at the New Year's Party, at Angeline's, and the only one, I got this year, because, I didn't sleep on the bus ride back to, Missoula, Montana, so, last night, at my motel room, I ordered pizza and fell asleep at about 6 PM!  LOL!  Only to wake up, after a 5 hour nap, thinking, I had missed, the countdown, and the ball dropping in New York, and around the world, to find, that I didn't miss anything, it was still only, 10:30 PM, party time, finish that pizza, chicken pieces and that last chocolate lava cake, for tomorrow, is the new year!  But, during my stay, I discovered, Mary's Place . . . and my POWER LUNCH!

GET YOUR BABY, SHE IS GOING TO GET HURT!  WHAT?  CAN'T YOU SEE, THAT IS NOT MY BABY?  NO, THIS OLDER LADY, JUST EXCHANGED, MOM, FOR OKAY, GRANDMA, GET YOUR BABY!  LOL?

Now, this, incident, taught me, how truly, colorblind, we all can be, should be, and with work, can, in society achieve!  MIRACULOUS!  So, at Mary's Place, they have a dining room with about, 6 or more tables, set up, for breakfast and lunch, and yummy, at both, but, there was this mom/grandmother, whom, I made friends with, and she invited me to eat with her, and her two grand kids, and her daughter, she is raising her son's two kids too, a wonderful, woman, and better than I am, I told my kids, you had them, I raised you, so they are your responsibility!  I have a life . . . lol!  But, if need be, I would raise to the occasion, but only, IF, I had to--I love them, but, I raised my four, not into raising theirs, babysit, every once in a while, but . . . seriously, I did my time!  LOL!  But there are team captains, or table captains, and they have the job, of setting up the table, getting all the food, to be served family style, and cleaning up the tables.  This very take charge woman, did everything while I sat there, on my computer, loved the fact that they had Internet!  But, after the dinner, while this woman, was dishing up food for her husband, and needing to change the baby's diaper, with only, two hands, and with all due respect and fairness, I hadn't done jack shit, so I figured, as I always to, that, it is my duty to contribute and so I offered to clear the table, and finish, what I could tell, she took, to be her job, and she reluctantly handed over to me, in the interest of expediency, and wanting to get on her way, so, she trusted me to accomplish this last task of the meal and dinner for her.  She disappeared.

So, being the efficiency expert, that I consider myself, I saw a black tray or shelf on wheels, and decided rather than taking 4 trips, back and forth to the kitchen, I would borrow that, load everything on, and take everything at once!  I did, and some, told me, that was not the way things were done, but overall, they, saw it was fast and best, and they followed suit, doing what I did.  But, I am not sure, when the youngest baby, of this table captain, came back, but she was free stylin' around the floor without, anyone watching her, and the older, lady at the next table saw her, going to climb on  some chair stands, that could have been disaster, and dangerous.  So, she turned to me and yelled, hey, your baby, is going to get hurt.  I don't have any babies here, and I continued to wash off the tables, and looked around for, the grandma and mother, but, she was no where to be found!  I figured the oldest or the daughter of the mother, who is also a grandmother was watching the baby, and I said, like obviously, this is not my baby . . . that is not my baby!  I have always been task oriented, and wanted the whole table and mess to be cleaned up, for the overworked, and under appreciated, mother, and grandmother, but, then, the lady, retched up, my call to duty, and said, well, okay, GRANDMA, get your grand kid!

CAN'T SHE SEE, THIS BABY CAN'T BE MINE?

This was not an issue of being prejudice, but it was, like, this genetically, is not, my grand kid, or my child!  Then, it dawned on me, as I watched the aunt, and mommy's little helper, come to get the baby, as I yelled at her, that she needed to get her sister, and keep her off the chair racks, and keep this woman off my back, making me look, entirely, incompetent as a mother or grandmother . . . then, the beauty of what, just took place, set in, and I got this big grin on my face, thinking, how wonderful, that this older woman, didn't distinguish, didn't care, saw a need, a baby had, and told me to take care of the problem!  Is this not a more perfect Union, domestic tranquility, common welfare, general defense, justice for all, prosperity for me and my posterity!  THIS IS EXACTLY WHERE I WANT EVERYONE TO BE, BUT, I NEVER EXPERIENCED, ANYTHING LIKE IT, AND THIS IS WHAT, BOYFRIEND, WANTED ME TO SEE TOO . . . WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE, WE ARE OUR BROTHER'S KEEPER, WE ARE ALL MICHAEL BROWN, OR TRAYVON MARTINS, WE ARE ALL MEMBERS OF BLACK, WHITE, YELLOW, RED, BROWN, LIVES MATTER . . . SO, I SHOULD HAVE HUSTLED MY SORRY, BIGOTED, PREJUCIDE ASS OVER AND TAKEN CARE OF THE PROBLEM!

LOVE IS COLOR-BLIND.  JUSTICE IS COLOR-BLIND.  GOODNESS IS COLOR-BLIND.  NIEGHBORHOODS, NEED TO BE COLOR-BLIND.  COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, JAILORS, NEED TO BE COLOR-BLIND!  I AM A WORK IN PROGRESS, EVOLVING, MIXING, MATCHING, MORPHING, AND WE ALL NEED TO LET THIS THING HAPPEN!  SOMETHING BIG IS HAPPENING.  SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL IS GOING ON . . . AN I DIG THE HELL OUT OF IT!  THANKS, GRANDMA GRUMP, FOR LAYING THAT KID TO MY CHARGE, IT CHANGED MY LIFE!

RACE RELATIONS, 2017!  WAY COOL!

DEVIL DOG? ANGEL DOG? DEPENDS ON WHICH DOG YOU FEED, IN 2017! SMACKTIME! IT'S YOUR YEAR! RING IN THE NEW YEAR WITH LOVE! TINY HOUSE. BIG LIVING. MY MOM'S A BAD ASS. TELL ME MY LOVE--WHEN DID WE LET EVIL BECOME STRONGER THAN US? TREATMENT AS UNIQUE AS YOU--BATTERY STREET, SEATTLE, WASHINGTON! I GOT THAT SAYING OFF THE SIDE OF A BUS, AT THE SAME TIME, I LOOKED AT THE STREET NAME--NICE. LOL! GOT A LONG LIST OF EX-LOVERS, THEY PROBABLY SAY I'M INSANE, BUT I HAVE A BLANK SPACE ON MY DANCE CARD, I'LL WRITE IN YOUR NAME! LOL! --TATA SWIFT. A MONSTER CALL. BACK IN MISSOULA, MONTANA, CHILLIN' FOR THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR, 2016, IN MY FAV HAUNTS, THE SLEEPY INN, THE OXFORD SPORTS BAR & GRILL, FOR BREAKFAST, THEN OVER TO THE BREAK ESPRESSO CAFE, FOR A DIET COKE AND CARROT CAKE! WHAT COULD BE BETTER! I GAVE YOU MY HEART. I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE, OR WHAT YOU'VE DONE, AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME! LOVE AT FIRST BITE. SMARTSNACK. HEALTHY 2017, STARTS WITH ONE HEALTHY CHOICE AT A TIME. RATHER THAN HUGE ASS, NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS, LIKE NEVER TOUCH A DIET COKE AGAIN IN MY LIFE, LOSE 100 BLS., JUST TAKE BABY STEPS, MAKING EACH DAY BETTER THAN THE DAY BEFORE--GET UP EARLIER, EXERCISE, TURN DOWN THE SECOND 42 OUNCE DIET COKE, WALK UP THE STAIRS, CHOOSE SALAD, RATHER THAN A BURGER AND FRIES. STATISTICS SHOW THAT, NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS WORK FOR ABOUT 50% OF US, PROBABLY THE 50% WHO BOTHER TO MAKE THEM! LOL! THIS IS WHAT THE RECENT STUDY SHOWED: (1) 8% OF THE PEOPLE WHO SET NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS, EXPERIENCED, ASTOUNDING, LIFE ALTERING, CHANGES! (2) 25% SAID THAT, THERE WERE POSITIVE RESULTS FROM SETTING A GOAL AND TRYING TO KEEP IT! (3) 50% NOTICED, MEASURED AND PROGRESSIVE CHANGES, AS THE YEAR PROGRESSED! ANY IMPROVEMENT IT GOOD! THIS IS THE "FREE JUDGMENT ZONE" . . . I STOLE THAT FROM, A SAYING ON PLANET FITNESS GYM WALLS, ALL OVER THE FITNESS PLANET! EACH DAY, START THE DAY, WITH, THIS IS GOING TO BE THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! THAT IS ONE THING I FUCKING LOVE ABOUT MONTANA, IT CAN BE BRUTAL ASS COLD OUTSIDE, THE ROADS, SHIT, WIND, SNOW, AND FREEZING TEMPERATURES, AND YOU CAN ASK SOMEONE, HOW THEIR DAY IS GOING? BEST DAY OF MY LIFE! GREAT! I USED TO HATE WINTER, AND DURING THE FIRST SNOW IN GREAT FALLS, I HEARD SOME CHICK, SAY, "HOW REFRESHING!" NOW EVERY TIME I AM STUCK WAITING FOR A BUS, IN THE FRIGID WEATHER, I JUST TELL MYSELF THAT, THIS IS REFRESHING, AND THE CHANGE OF ATTITUDE DOES WONDERS! THE WINTERS, AS OF LATE HAVE NOT BOTHERED ME MUCH, EITHER BECAUSE, I SPEND MOST OF MY TIME, JUST STAYING ALIVE, OR, BECAUSE, I SIMPLY TELL MYSELF, THAT, THIS IS REFRESHING AND DON'T NOTICE IT, AS MUCH, AS MY WHOLE BODY, SEEMS TO RELAX AND REALLY, JUST ADAPT! THERE IS A FUN SONG, I THINK BY JOHN LEGEND, AND I APOLOGIZE IF I AM WRONG, THAT, GOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS . . . "CAN'T STOP THIS FEELING; SO JUST DANCE. I GOT SUNSHINE IN MY POCKET, I LIKE THE WAY WE ROCK IT. GOT THIS FEELING IN MY BODY, SO JUST DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!" WHAT A GREAT, MAKE ME FEEL GOOD SONG! DANCING ALWAYS MAKES ME FEEL BETTER! CHEERS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO MAKE US HAPPY, ALIVE, DANCE, AND SING! RING IN THE NEW YEAR WITH LOVE! LOVE IS THE ANSWER! SO LET'S DO IT, TO 2017! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ROCK ME MAMA!

ROCK ME MAMA, LIKE A WAGON WHEEL; ROCK ME MAMA, THE WAY I FEEL . . . HEY, MAMA ROCK ME!

OKAY, WORLD, LET'S ROCK 2017!

RING IN THE NEW YEAR WITH LOVE!

CHEERS TO YOU!  THIS IS YOUR YEAR!

LET'S DO IT, TO IT!

SO JUST DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!

SWINK! FORTHEWIN. HURRY! THE GAME IS AFOOT! DELICIOUS + NUTRITIOUS = APPLE SLICES. AN APPLE A DAY . . . MCPLAY + HAPPY MEAL = AWSOME! HIT A HIGH NOTE. SUPERSTAR. HOW ABOUT THEM APPLES? SING. POPCOP. LOVE IS ONLY AS STRONG AS THE WEAKEST PARTNER. WHAT FANS ARE TALKING ABOUT? 10 REASONS RONDA ROUSEY WILL REDEEM HERSELF? UFC CHAMPION, RONDA, SHOWS OFF HER SHREDDED PHYSIQUE, AHEAD OF FIGHT WITH AMANDA NUNES--HITS SCALES, MAKES WEIGHT, ABRUPTLY LEAVES. BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL WOMEN, IS HERSELF! FAT IS A FEMINIST ISSUE! SLIMMED DOWN CHAMP, LOSES HER COMPETITIVE EDGE! PLAYING MAN'S GAME'S, MEN'S WAYS! GOTTA LOOK MORE GLAMOUS TO BE THE CHAMPION OF WOMEN'S ULTIMATE FIGHTING CHAMPIONSHIP? REALLY? WHY. TO MAKE THE MALE SPONSORS FEEL BETTER, A SEXIER IMAGE, BETTER PHOTO SHOOTS? COME THE FUCK ON? MEN, BULKED UP, FEEL MORE POWERFUL, SO DO WOMEN. YOU ARE STRONG. NO SHIT! DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT? SOMETIMES, PSYCHOLOGICALLY, WINNING AND SIZE CAN GO HAND IN HAND! ROUSEY, ONCE SHE GOT ALL PRETTY, JUST UP AND DECIDED SHE DIDN'T WANT TO GET HIT ANYMORE, OR FIGHT ANY MORE. HER PEROGATIVE, AS LONG AS IT WAS HER IDEA? THE ISSUE OF CYBERCYPRONETICS OR PSYCHOCYBRONETICS! WHAT MAKES A CHAMPION? THAT DEPENDS ON THE PSYCHOLOGICAL MAKE UP, OF THE WOMEN, PROBABLY, MORE THAN THE MALE CHAMPION! ALL MY LIFE, ANY WIN WAS DISCOUNTED BY, WELL, IT IS BECAUSE YOU ARE PRETTY, OR YOU GOT THE BEST GRADE IN CLASS BECAUSE, THE MALE PROFESSOR WAS ATTRACTED TO YOU, OR YOU WON THAT DEBATE, BECAUSE, IT WAS A MALE JUDGE! YEAH, YOU BET THAT, SUCKS THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ANY CHAMPION, ALWAYS TYING A WIN, TO YOUR LOOKS, AND A LOSE TO YOUR WEIGHT GAIN, YOU FUCKING SHMUCKS, WHO DID THIS TO ROUSEY, BEST FIGHTER FOR SURE, NOW, PROBABLY UNSURE OF HERSELF! SIZE IS POWER, BULK IS POWER, FAT IS A FEMINIST ISSUE! I DON'T WANT TO BE SOME FUCKING SEX SYMBOL, DISCOUNTED FOR MY CONTRIBUITONS, FOR MY BRAINS, INTELLECT, AND ABILITY TO OUT THINK, ANY MAN, AT ABOUT ANY ISSUE! THE FEAR IS, THAT, IF, I PLAY THE GAME THEIR WAY, I GO BY THEIR RULES, MEN, THAT IS . . . WON'T DO IT! A CHAMPION IS A CHAMPION, DON'T CHANGE YOUR GAME, ROUSEY, STAY YOU, STAY THE WAY YOU WON, BEFORE . . . THIS IS NOT A BEAUTY CONTEST, THIS IS AN "ULTIMATE BOXING OR FIGHTING CHAMPIONSHIP" AND IN MY CASE, IN THE LEGAL ARENA, I HAVE TO BEAT THE "NUNES" OF THE LEGAL WORLD, OR THOSE THE MEN HAVE RECRUITED, TO BE ME, FIGHTING MY OWN, RESUME, HISTORY, CREDENTIALS, CONTRIBUTIONS, MY OWN, OFFSPRING, AND THEIR STELLAR PERFORMANCES, ALL BEING ATTRIBUTED TO THE OTHER, BITCHES, THAT POPCOPS, PLUS THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD OF COPS FROM BEAT COPS TO TOP COPS, TO POP COPS AND ABOVE, AND BEYOND, TO ACTUALLY, HAVE THE UNFETTERED RIGHT TO BE "MYSELF?" YOU'VE GOT TO BE SHITTING ME? YOU HAVE TO TAKE ABOUT 10 WOMEN, THAT IT EVEN TAKES TO MAKE UP ME, WHO ARE NOT EVEN ATTORNEYS, OR IF THEY ARE, SHITTY ONES, BAD MOMS, AND WITH SMALL TIME RESUMES, IF RESUMES AT ALL, AND LET THEM STEAL MY LIFE, LIKE THEY DID MY BLOG, EXCEPTIONAL I MIGHT SAY, AND YOU ARE PROBABLY READING IT UNDER, A DIFFERENT TITLE, BLOGSPOT, OR NAME, BUT IT IS SURE AS SHIT MINE, STOLEN, RIGHT OFF IN ITS ENTIRITY, THIS MORNING ABOUT THE TIME I WAS GOING TO PUBLISH! GET THE FUCK REAL! SAME WITH THE MYSTERIES, OF 2016, LIKE HOW DID A CHAMPION, BY ANYONE'S STANDARDS, WHO PREPARED HER WHOLE LIFE, TO BECOME THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICAN, BEYOND PREPARED, MORE PREPARED THAN HER HUSBAND, HER PREDECESSOR, AND ANY MALE CANDIDATE, EVER, AND GET BEAT BY LAME ASS TRUMP? BECAUSE, THE BOYZ CLUBZ, CHEATED, FROM PUTIN, TO TRUMP, TO THE BRIBES TO THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE, TO THE MORMON CONTROLLED, TRUMPKINS AND TRUMPLAND AT THE F.B.I., TO THE C.I.A., WORKING WITH RUSSIAN, FSI, TOP INTELLIGENCE AGENCY, TO TEAM TO TAKE DOWN CLINTON, WHOM THE MEN ALL FEAR, INCLUDING PRESIDENT OF RUSSIA, VLADIMIR PUTIN! WOW! YOU CAN TELL THE CHARACTER OF THE PERSON, ESPECIALLY WOMEN, LIKE HILLARY, BY THE SIZE AND SCOPE OF THEIR ENEMIES! SHIT! LIKE I SAID, HEAD TO HEAD, TOE TO TOE, I CAN BEAT ANY MALE ATTORNEY, FEMALE ATTORNEY, I HAVE EVER COME IN CONTACT WITH, BOTH IN RESUME, SCOPE, AND COMPREHESION OF THE LEGAL INTRICACIES, OF WHATEVER THE TOPIC WAS . . . AND I AM FUCKING REPLACED BY TITS & ASS? GOOD GOD ALMIGHTY, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE PENIS? "THE FIGHT NEVER STOPS" . . . FOR THOSE WHO ARE INJURED . . . DO NOT EVER, EVER, NEVER, UNDERESTIMATE THE EGO OF A MAN, FROM PUTIN TO TRUMP, TO COMEY, TO MATTIS! GOOD GOD? COULD THEY ALL BE ANYMORE INSECURE? SHIT, IF GOD IS NOT RESPECTORS OF PERSONS, WHY SHOULD MAN BE? OR WOMEN BE, BEING THEIR OWN WORST ENEMIES? GET OVER, THIS MALE FEMALE THING, AS WOMEN, CONTINUE TO PROVE THEIR MENTAL AND PHYSICAL ACUMEN! STOP TRYING TO HARNESS OR CONTROL, WOMEN, LIKE ME, OR HILLARY, OR ROUSEY! YOU DON'T HAVE TO WANT TO FUCK US, TO RESPECT US? GET YOUR HEAD, OUT OF YOUR PANTS, AND INTO YOUR SKULL! SHIT, WE ARE SICK AND TIRED OF IT, AND I WOULD THINK YOU WOULD BE TOO! THIS IS SHOCKING AND DISGUSTING BEHAVIOR! FUCK, I DON'T BLAME A MAN, AT ALL, FOR WANTING TO FUCK MY FAKE ASS, THREE BOOB JOB, TUMMY TUCK, SUCK AND FUCK, SISTER! SHE PLAYS YOUR GAMES AND HER AND ALL HER SISTERS, NO LONGER MINE, ARE, WHAT YOU MADE THEM, WHAT YOU CREATED, WHAT YOU WANTED, FUCKING HOT MESSES! WHEN I STARTED OUT IN THE LAW, I WAS, THIN AND BEAUTIFUL, NOW I AM FAT, BEAUTIFUL & SASSY, TEN TIMES COOLER, MORE FUN, LESS UPTIGHT, OUT RIGHT OUT OF SIGHT, DICHEADS! ENJOY ME, HANG OUT WITH ME, LEARN FROM ME, YOU DON'T NEED TO FUCK ME? GOD? SHIT? FUCK? GROW THE HELL UP! SONS' YOU DON'T HAVE TO EITHER, SO GET OVER IT, YOUR AUNTS, MY BE NICER, BUT, I RAISED YOUR SORRY UNGRATEFUL ASSES, AND YOU WOULD BE GEAR HEADS, DEAD BEAT FATHERS, DRUGGIES, ASSASSINS, LOSERS, LIKE YOUR COUNSINS, TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON MOMMY, TO GET YOUR ASS A JOB! FUCK! YOU TRADE THE WHOLE PACKAGE, NOT JUST MOMMIES! MEN GET THICKER WITH AGE, WOMEN GET THICKER WITH AGE, MY CLASS OF WOMEN, ARE LOOKING MORE LIKE, U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL LYNCH, OR SUPREME COURT JUSTICES, SOTOMAYOR AND EGAN! SO MUCH OF IT IS GENES, AND I HAVE A BODY, THAT MATCHES MY CAREER, SITTING ON MY ASS, NOT ONLY AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR, BUT AS AN ATTORNEY, NOT A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, WAITRESS IN THE SKY, OR A P.E. MAJOR, THERE IS A HUGE ASS DIFFERENCE, AND YOU DON'T GET TO MIX THE TWO . . . MOMS THAT FIT, CAREERS THAT FIT, BODIES THAT FIT! AND HAD MEN, NOT BEEN THREATENED BY ME, BEFORE, THEY STILL WOULD HAVE DREAM LEGAL BARBIE, BEING AN EXERCISER FOR LIFE! BUT, NO THEY EVEN FUCK THAT UP, OR ANY ATTEMPT, BECAUSE, THEY KNOW, GOD DAMNED WELL, THAT THEY WOULD ALL BE FIGHTING OVER ME AGAIN, IF I LOST WEIGHT! NOW THAT I HAVE WON, I AM GOING BACK TO MONTANA, AND YOU CAN "FEAR THIS" . . . I AM GOING TO REDEEM MYSELF, MY WAY, MY TIME, MY PACE, AND AT MY RATE AND EFFORTS! SO GO GET FUCKED! STAY OUT OF MY LIFE, MY NAME, MY FAMILY, MY BLOG, MY CREDENTIALS, AND WHO I AM, EVEN MY PIG TALES! GROW THE FUCK UP, YOU MALE SLUTS! I AGREE WITH THE SISTERS AT ANGELINE'S, MALES ARE BORN SLUTS, DON'T TURN US INTO YOUR PLAYTHINGS YOU ARE RUINING, WOMEN'S LIVES, AND THEIR MEN TOO! HAPPY MEAL, HAPPY NEW YEAR! BE A NEW YOU! GROW UP! OR GET FUCKED!

PRO-TRUMP FLASH MOBS! DEPLORABALLS. (UNTITLED) THE FUCKING NSA, JUST STOLE MY BLOG--ONE OF THE BEST! READ THE "DAILY INTELLIGENCER, REUTERS, AND BLOOMBERG" NEWS SOURCES . . . MINE WAS MUCH BETTER, MORE COLORFUL, AND FILLED WITH SWEAR WORDS! FOR MORE FUN! BUT, YOU WILL GET THE PROFESSIONALS, NOT MY VERY SMART INSIGHTS! GOOD GOD, AND THESE FUCKS, ALLOWED, MALICIOUS CYBERACTIVITY FROM RUSSIA? BUT NOT ME? SIMPLY AMAZING! REMEMBER, THAT, 70% OF THE F.B.I., AND HIGHER, ABOUT UUP TO 85% OF THE C.I.A. ARE MORMONS! THEY WATCH ME, MORE THAN RUSSIAN INTELLIGENCE AGENTS, WHY? THEY FASCILITATED, THE HACKING OF HILLARY CLINTON'S EMALES, PODESTA'S AND THE DNC . . . THESE WHITTLE MALES HAVE TO STICK TOGEHTER, "T" IS STRONGER THAN, NATIONALITY FOR THESE FUCKERS! GOOD GOD, GET YOUR OWN FUCKING MORMON MUFFIN BLOG, ASSHOLES, IF YOU CAN'T WRITE IT OR YOUR BITCHES CAN'T, DON'T STEAL MINE! FOR GOD SAKES, WHAT ARE BOOBS, IN THE SCHEME OF THINGS? SHIT! GOOD ON YOU, PRESIDENT OBAMA, STILL MY PRESIDENT, AND TRUMP, WILL NOT BE, UNTIL, JANUARY 6, 2017, WHEN THE JOINT SESSION OF CONGRESS MEETS, UNDER THE PRESIDING AUTHORITY, OF V.P. JOE BIDEN, AND HILLARY MAY STILL BE THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, PUTIN, MORMONS, MEN! FUCK ALL OF YOU! GOOD ON YOU, PRESIDENT OBAMA, WHO TOOK TRUMP AND PUTIN'S DICKS AND TIED THEM TOGETHER, KICKING OUT, 35 RUSSIAN INTELLIGENCE OFFICIALS, AND PUTTING SANCTIONS ON RUSSIA AND PUTIN! YEAH, AND DEPLORABALLS, ARE BEING HELD, IN "TRUMPIAN" FASHION, TRYING TO COVER, WHITE BIGOTRY, IN CLOAKS OF NATIONALISM, RATHER THAN RACISM, POPULISM, RATHER THAN SEXISM, AND IN GOING AGAINST THE "VICTIM MENTALITY AND PARTY POLITICS?" THE ALT-RIGHT, A NEW FORM OF REPUBLICAN BREED . . . NO THANKS, WE HATED THE "TEA PARTIERS!" TAKE THE "BASKET OF DEPLORABLES" AND SEND THEM TO RUSSIA, SICK YOUR SICK ASS, UNAMERIAN SHIT, ON THE RUSSIANS! THEY DESERVE IT! OH, AND COMMENT ON, "CHICAGO POLICE ACTIVITY DECLINES AS MURDERS SPIKE, DATA" HEADLINES: (1) SO IF THE COPS, CAN'T USE RACIAL PROFILING, IN TRAFFIC AND STOP AND FRISK, TARGETING MINORITIES, BLACKS AND LATINOS; (2) IF THEY CAN'T BRUTALIZE AND GUN DOWN, BLACK MEN AND CHILDREN, IN WHAT IS CALLED THE "FERGUSON EFFECT" OR (3) BE THE GENERAL ASSHOLES, THEY HAVE BEEN UNDER THE GUISE OF THE PATRIOT ACT, TAKING CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, PLACE, GIVING CARTE BLANCHE, LICENSE TO COPS TO DO WHATEVER IN THE FUCK THEY WANT TO WHOM THEY CHOOSE, WHEREVER, WHENEVER . . . . THEY ARE NOT GOING TO DO THEIR FUCKING JOBS? IS THAT WHAT YOU ARE SAYING WITH THIS LATEST SHIT? GO FUCK YOURSELVES, GET A NEW JOB! GO BACK TO DOING, REAL COP WORK, STOPPING RAPE, ROBBERY, VIOLENCE, AND MURDER, RATHER THAN BEING THE PERPETRATORS OF THESE THINGS! GOD DAMNIT!

Mary's Place!  Oh, Yeah . . . Hooked Me Up With, Make-Up and Very Needed Underwear!  Nice!

• this place is great!  I believe the address, is like 1830 9th Avenue . . . a great discovery, for, a homeless chick like me!
• this place is kind of like a day-care, service for homeless women and children, and very needed, during the winter months!  In many towns, and cold ass ones, much, worse winters than, Seattle, almost, spring-like conditions, but still can be miserable, the homeless have to be out, on the streets, by like 9:00 AM, and it can be 41 degrees below zero, and you still have to get your sorry ass out the doors!  So, what a great service, to humanity, especially, women and children--a warm, secure, safe, entertaining, educational place
• yesterday there was dancing, today, karaoke, and bingo!
• everyday, there is a community meeting, to touch bases with ideas, thoughts, suggestions, goals, accomplishments, and needs
• they have connections into housing, energy help, and other services throughout the Seattle Area
• the breakfasts, lunches, are great, some of the best around . . . I reported, on the catered, alleged, meatloaf dinner, but it was, the most tender, roast beef, fell apart, on the piece, so good, brown gravy, mix with it, amazing, garlic, mashed potatoes, green beans, seasoned and done up right, fresh fruit salad and fresh green salad with great, homemade dressing, plus punch!  Thanks to Mary's staff, for organizing and bringing in, vendors from around town, or whomever did such a delightful job at bringing all the ladies and kids, a great between holiday's meal!
• yesterday, I had only earned, 500 points, and needed, make-up, hit with the ugly stick, twice, no make-up, left that at my home in  Parowan, Utah, then, I was allergic or something to the commercial bleach, used to keep the blankets and sheets, nice, fresh and clean, at Angeline's, and much appreciated, so, whatever . . . but, I refused to see, lover boy, all week, until, I got, make-up!  LOL!  I got it and he had to work late, or so he says . . . be careful for what you pray for, you might get it, 4 years latter!  Whatever . . . I love the saying on the door, as you exit, Mary's place:

BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL WOMAN . . . IS HERSELF!

DAMNED RIGHT!

HAVE A SAFE, FUN, COOL, AWESOME, NEW YEARS EVE!  I LEARNED AT MARY'S PLACE COMMUNITY MEETING, THAT, UBER, YELLOW CAB, AND SOME OTHER TAXI SERVICES AROUND TOWN, HAVE A NEW YEAR'S EVE SHUTTLE SERVICE, NOT SURE IF IT IS FREE, BUT YOU CAN FIND OUT ON AN APP . . . TRYING TO CUT DOWN ON DUI'S OR WHATEVER WASHTINGTON STATE, CALLS DUI'S OR DWI'S OR WHATEVER!

PARTY HARDY!  HAPPY 2017!

IT'S YOUR YEAR!

PUCKER. CRITICAL SOLUTIONS DIVISION. GOOD NEIGHBOR. GOOD GROUNDS. U.S. APPEALS COURT REVIVES CLINTON EMAL SUIT (SEXISM). MONTANA GOVERNOR, LEGISLATORS CONDEMN PLAN FOR WHITE-NATIONALIST MARCH (STOPPING RACISM). MUST BE LOVE ON THE BRAIN. BABY, EVEERYTHING IS ALRIGHT, UP TIGHT, OUT OF SIGHT. IT'S YOUR YEAR! NEW YEAR'S EVE, EARLY CELEBRATION AT "ANGELINE'S WOMEN'S RESCUE CENTER" AND WAS IT FUN! DANCIN' ON THE CEILING, DANCIN' THE AFTERNOON AWAY! LITTLE SMOKE'S, CRACKERS & CHEESE, WATERMELON, MARTINELLE'S BUBBLY (NON-ALCOHOLIC), BALLOONS, PARTY FAVORS, HATS, NECKLESSES, WHISTLEBLOWERS, AND A DANCE COMPETITION! I ALREADY GAINED, RESPECT FOR THE BLACK CHICKS, STAFF, ON THE DANCING SCENE, SEEING A PREVIEW OF THE COMPETITION, DURING SOME MOVIES, THE DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS . . . BUT, THEY GAINED SOME RESPECT FOR THIS WHITE CHICK, BUSTIN' A FEW MOVES YESTERDAY! LOL! WAS THAT YOU, ON THE DANCE FLOOR? YEAH. MAN YOU'VE GOT SOME MOVES & GROOVES. YOUR A GOOD DANCER. SO ARE YOU! GET IN THE DANCE COMPETITION. NAH. BUT A GOOD TIME WAS HAD BY ALL--FELICIA, WON THE DANCE COMPETITON, IN MY MIND--SHE DIDN'T ENTER, TOLD ME TO, SAID I WOULD WIN. NOT GONNA COMPETE AGAINST THAT CHICK, SOMEONE SAID, THIS GORGEOUS, WOMAN, WAS 60 AND STILL PUTTIN' IT DOWN! AMAZING. I WAS FINE, DURING THE AFTERNOON, AND EVEN WALKED TO FRIEND'S HOUSE, LATER, BUT, WHEN THE 5:30 AM FIRE ALARM CAME, WHEN I HAVE GENERALLY BEEN UP BY 4:00 AM, MY FACE WAS PLANTED SO DEEP IN THAT MAKESHIFT PILLOW, THAT AS STAFF AND RESIDENTS ALIKE, RAN FOR THE STREETS, I COULD BARELY GET OFF THE FLOOR! REAL FIRE, I WOULD HAVE BURNED! OH, WELL. I WAS TOO TIRED TO CARE! LOL! THAT IS THE DIFFERENCE IN PHYSICALITY, FELICIA IS PROBABLY, DANCING AROUND HER HOUSE, AND I AM HAVING TO BE PEELED OFF THE FLOOR IN THE COMPUTER ROOM, OF ANGELINE'S! LOL! NOW FOR A SERIOUS TOPIC!

WOMEN IN BLACK

WITHOUT SHELTER, PEOPLE DIE!

Every time a homeless person is found dead outside or dies by violence in King County (or the rest of the country), WHEEL (a homeless woman's organizing effort) mobilizes for our silent witnessing vigil called WOMEN IN BLACK.

From a new Medical Examiners Office list,  WOMEN IN BLACK learned of four new outdoor/violent homeless deaths that occurred in King County it year.  Learning of these deaths hurt our hearts very much.

At least 54 homeless people have died outside or by violence already this year, in heartbreakingly horrible way and places.  We've seen a marked increase in the number of violent deaths of homeless people, and the number of women who've died outside . . .

1. WE WILL RESOLVE TO BE A COMMUNITY

2. WE WILL REMEMBER BY NAME THE HOMELESS PEOPLE WHO'VE DIED OUTSIDE/BY VIOLENCE IN KING CO. THIS YEAR:

James Q Tran, Jeannine Zapata, Jonathan Stanton, Blake Kimble, Dwwwavid Ramisky, Tonya Enriquez, Patrick Larner, Donald Parks, Alicia Nickerson, Harold McDuffie II, Gilbert Lopez, Chad Rogers, Dante Kelly, J.T. Grogan, John Watkins, Paul Rodrick, Richard Wenz, Francis Walker, Jr., Alex Kelley, Paul Fehr, Mark Woodley, Gary Oaks, Andrew Charlie, Norm Scofield, Scott McHone, Michelle Hargrave, Aaron Esposito, Abriannah Hicks, Bruce Loughridge, James "JR" Smith, Maja Brandli, Gena Ranger, Jordan Lemmel, Jacob Evans, Malcomlm Spotted Calf, Tony Lee Fountaine, Sr., Renee Whitmore, Robert Dias, Lousisa Campos, Earnest Readus, Jeanette Matthews, Michael Duwayne Girlbert, Walter Burton aka Stroud, Doneen Penn, John Nichols, Rachel Spradlin, Tung Truong, Skyler Velez, Michael Taylor, Rock LaFrance, Bruce Thomas, Tiffany Galsworthy, William Hackney, and Gene Pitzer.

3. WE'LL SUPPORT THE GRASSROOTS HOMELESS ORGANIZATION SHARE/WHEEL

More information (& Pay Pal button) at www.sharewheel.org: mailing address P.O. Box 2548, Seattle, WA  98111-2548.  Phone (206)448-7889 or (206) 956-0334.

4. WE'LL SUPPORT THE HOMELESS REMEMBRANCE PROJECT

Info at (206)956-0334, or at www.fallenleaves.org and www.homelessremembrance.org

WHEEL

P.O. BOX 2548

SEATTLE, WA 9811

(206)956-0334 or wheelorg@yahoo.com

Homeless Remembrance Project on FaceBook!

WIB 12/28/16

WE ARE THIS GOOD, AMERICA!

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GO PUFF! SMILE POWER. BERRIES GOMEGA. THAT'S JUST THE RIGHT AMOUNT FOR FUN TO THE MAX! UNLIMITED POTENTIAL. SILVER & SOUL. FRIENDS HELP FRIENDS SURVIVE. ZOMBIE ATTACK 0%. LOVER ATTACK 30%. WE ARE FAMILY, ME & ALL MY SISTERS, AND ME! ANGELINE'S WOMEN'S RESCUE CENTER. IN MY FACE BY! BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY! PROVE YOUR NOT AN ABUSER, PREDATOR, NOT AN ANIMAL? IF YOU AND I CAN'T GET ALONG, AND WE LOVE EACH OTHER, HOW DO WE EXPECT SOCIETY TO GET ALONG? IF ONE COUPLE, CAN PULL THIS OFF, LIVE UNITED, LOVE UNDIVIDED, AND WORK FOR A COMMON GOOD, THEN THE REST OF SOCIETY CAN TOO! ANGER MANAGEMENT TOOL--TIME OUT BEST! NEW YEAR, I'M READY TO PARTY! GOOD FOOD. SPIRITS. WESTERN DANCING! TRUMP JUST ANNOUNCES 5,000 NEW TELECOM JOBS, COMING BACK TO THE UNITED STATES--GOOD, THE GREYHOUND CUSTOMER SERVICE LADY, DIDN'T KNOW, WHAT A WALMART WAS! LOL! YOU KNOW, WALMART? NOTHING. ONCE MY FRIEND, HAD TO RETURN HIS DIRECT TV BOX, AND HE WAS, OR CLAIMED HE HAD TO RETURN IT TO INDIA, WHERE, THE PERSON REPRESENTING THE COMPANY WAS TAKING CALLS FROM! LOL! HEY, I AM ALL ABOUT, BEING THE MELTING POT, BUT, WHETHER IN SEATTLE, OR WORKING WITH LARGE CORPORATE AMERICA, ONE REQUEST IS, THE CUSTOMER SERVICE PERSON, SPEAKS, RELATIVELY GOOD ENGLISH! DIG, ALL PEOPLE, BUT BUSINESS IS BUSINESS! LOL! FUNNY CONVERSATIONS AT BREAKFAST! LMAO. POLYNESIAN, BLACK CHICK, MOST COLORFUL PERSON, I HAVE EVER MET, BAR NONE, BASICALLY TALKS, NON-STOP, WHILE I LAUGH, NON-STOP, JUST TAKING IT ALL IN, OR TAKING NOTES, FOR YOU TO ENJOY. COOKING 101: SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT NEEDING TO GET HOME, SO SHE COULD COOK HER OWN, FOOD AND EAT STUFF THAT WAS AGREEABLE TO HER STOMACH. DO YOU LIKE TO COOK? I LOVE TO COOK, AND SHE NAMES OFF FOOD THAT, SOUNDS INCREDIBLY YUMMY, TELLING HER TO HAVE A PARTY AT HER HOUSE AND INVITE US ALL OVER. SHE SAID, SHE HAD HER OWN MOBIL HOME AND SHE WOULD HAVE A PARTY FOR THE "SHELTER SISTERS" BUT SHE WAS NOT INVITING, CHERRY, BECAUSE SHE IS A PROBLEM CHILD! LOL! I'M NOT A PROBLEM CHILD, REFERRING TO HERSELF. SHE ASSUMED THAT I KNEW WHO SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT? BUT I WILL TAKE THE FOOD! LOL! THEN SHE GOES ON TO ASK ME, IF I LIKE LIVER? NO. SHE SAID IT IS GOOD, IF YOU COOK IT IN ONIONS, AND I ADDED BACON, LIKE MY MOM USED TO MAKE. I TOLD HER THAT, I TOOK A COOKING CLASS ONCE AND THE LESSON WAS ON, HOW TO INCORPORATE LIVER IN YOUR CHILD'S DIET, TO INCREASE THE IRON AND OTHER GREAT NUTRIENTS FOUND IN LIVER. THEY SUGGESTED WE PUT THE LIVER THROUGH A MEAT GRINDER, THEN MIX IT IN OUR HAMBURGER MEAT, AND THEN, MAKE WHATEVER. I WAS NEWLY MARRIED, OR A YOUNG COOK, AND DIDN'T HAVE A MEAT GRINIDER, BUT ALWAYS WANTING TO GIVE MY KIDS HEALTHY FOOD, SO, I DECIDED, THAT, I WOULD TRY, THROWING THE LIVER, VERY GROSS, IN THE BLENDER, OR MIXER, WE ALL HAVE ON OUR KITCHEN COUNTERS--I GOT A SUBSTANCE, THAT RESEMBLED, BLOOD PUDDING, AND I COULD NOT EVEN POUR IT OUT OF THE BLENDER! SCREAM, SUCH A BLOODY MESS, THAT, I SPRAPPED THE PLANS, AND BAGGED ON HEALTHY EATING AND WENT FOR FROZEN FISH STICKS, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT! LOL! I AM SURE THE KIDS LIKED IT BETTER! SO, SHE GOES ON, WITH HER DISCOURSE ON LIVER, AND WHERE IT COMES FROM . . . CHICKEN LIVERS, ARE TOO SMALL, SO IT MUST BE HUMAN LIVERS! LOL! NO, MISS CITY GAL, LIVER, COMES FROM BEEF, OR LAMB, OR PIG! NOT HUMAN! OH, SO THAT IS WHY, IT IS FRESHER! THAN HUMAN, LIVER? WHERE DO YOU THINK THEY GET HUMAN LIVER FROM, THE MORGUE? LOL! NEXT, SHE WENT ON TO THE SCRIPTURES, THE HOLY BIBLE, AND SHE, PUT HER FINGER IN THE GOOD BOOK, THE WORD, AND I COULD TELL SHE HAD, MARKED IT, READ IT, FOR YEARS, BARELY ABLE TO READ THE TEXT, BUT FOR HER WRITING, AND SCRIBBLING, BUT VERY USED, AND SHE IS A TOLERANT, VERY NICE PERSON, WILD, COLORFUL, BUT, HELPFUL AND KIND! SO, SHE OPENS THE WORD, TO, ROMANS, AND READS THE WORD, "AVENGER" AND SAYS, THAT MUST HAVE TO DO WITH CRIMES AND PUNISHMENT, TELLING ME SHE KNOWS, MANY PEOPLE WHO HAVE GONE TO PRISON, FOR A LONG TIME, AND WHEN THEY CALL HER, THEY SAY, CAN YOU SEND ME SOME GOODS, YOU KNOW, GOODS, CLOTHES, ITEMS, BARTERING CHIPS, SO THIS PERSON WILLL LEAVE ME ALONE. CAN INMATES WEAR THEIR OWN, CLOTHES? YEAH, THEY CAN WEAR OVERALLS AND STUFF LIKE THAT. OH? WHAT I DON'T LEARN AT ANGELINE'S! SOME CHICK LAST NIGHT, WAS SAYING SHE NEEDED SOME, "SEXERCISE" AND SHE WOULD TAKE IT, ON HER BACK, ON HER STOMACH, AND EVEN ON HER KNEES! LOL! WITH HER BOYRIEND, SHE DIDN'T NEED A GYM MEMBERSHIP! LOL! ANOTHER SISTER, SAID, A WOMAN WITH TWO MEN, IS A SLUT, BUT, MEN, CAN BE SLUTS TOO . . . MEN ARE BORN SLUTS! LOL! SO AFTER THE HUMAN LIVERS, MS. COLORFUL, LEOPARD PANTS, ZEBRA TOP, LAYERED WITH MAGENTA BRAS, BLUE SCARF, AND WOW, THE WHITE SUNGLASSES, ANKLETS, BLACK SHOES, AND ABOUT, 5 OTHER TOO HARD TO DESCRIBE, ARTICLES OF CLOTHING, SHE GOES ON, EXPLAINING, WHY SHE HAS THIS "SNOOPY" DOG, STUFF ANIMAL, AND WHATEVER THE LITTLE BIRD'S NAME IS--BECAUSE SHE FOUND HIM ON THE FLOOR, BACK A WHILE, AND SOME SAID THIS VERSION OF A STUFFED SNOOKY, HAD A NOSE OR FACE THAT WAS TOO WIDE! AND SHE AGREEDED. SHE FOUND, THE TOY WITH A BELT NEAR IT, AND ON THE GROUND. SO SHE PICKED IT UP AND PLACED IT ON THE SHELF, WHERE YOU CAN PLACE ITEMS AND ANYONE CAN TAKE THEM FREE . . . BUT, NOBODY TOOK THE DOG! SHE SAID, I JUST COULDN'T LET IT THROW THE DOG AWAY, SO I KEPT IT! LOL! SHE HAS DIAPERS ON IT, SAID HE HAD A LITTLE ACCIDENT, THEN TOLD ME IT WAS A "DRAG QUEEN" LOL, SEE THE LITTLE DANGLING EARRINGS! LOL! SHE SAID, NOW, YOU ARE 62 YEARS OLD, SNOOPY, IS 66, SO, HE IS OLDER THAN YOU. SHE IS 49, AND SAID, SHE GREW UP WITH SNOOPY, LAYING ON HIS DOG HOUSE, SO SHE JUST COULD NOT, THROW HIM AWAY . . . NOW THAT IS A GOOD HEARTED WOMAN! I AM NOT SURE THAT, ANYONE CAN FIND A JACK FOR THIS JILL, WHO IS COLORFUL, ENOUGH, AS FUNNY, NOR AS SWEET! SHE WAS SITTING WITH A DISABLED, CHICK, WHO SAID, AS SHE ZIPPED HER LIPS, THAT, SHE JUST AGREES WITH ANYTHING, MS. COLORFUL SAYS! LOL! AS SHE GOES ON, AND TELLS ME, THAT, MS. ZIPPER, IS AN ANCESTOR, AND I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF HER, OR I WILL NOT INHERIT ANYTHING FROM, MY ANCESTORS! A NEW TWIST ON INHERITANCE LAWS, BUT, I AM NOT SO SURE, SHE IS NOT CORRECT, THAT WE GET BACK WHAT WE GIVE IN LIFE--GOOD FOR GOOD, AND BAD FOR BAD! SO, I WALKED WITH, MS. ZIPPER, TO MCDONALD'S, AND, I NEEDED, FINGERNAIL CLIPPERS, BECAUSE, MY NAILS, SLIP ON THE KEYBOARD, AND I LEFT MINE, ALONG WITH MY MAKE-UP, IN MY HOUSE IN PAROWAN, UTAH! SO, MY GOOD WAS, SHE HAD FINGERNAIL CLIPPERS, LET ME USE THEM, AND THEN, SHE STUDIED WHERE WERE FOR A MINUTE, AND WAS OFF ON HER DAILY, EXCURSIONS! SHE WAS GLAD TO KNOW WHERE MCDONALD'S WAS, CLOSER THAN SHE THOUGHT, BECAUSE HER FAMILY, ALWAYS GIVES HER MCD'S GIFT CARDS! LUCKY! I NEED SOME! CRASHING THE INTERNET WITH NO MONEY, NOT EVEN FOR A DIET COKE . . . I WAS HOPING SHE WOULD LEGITIMIZE MY STAY, WITH A PURCHASE! LOL! OH, WELL, WHEN, I HAVE MONEY, I HANG HERE AND DO FREE ADVERTISEMENT, ON A BIG SCALE FOR RONALD AND CREW! WE ALSO, SLIDE PASSED, THREE, SEATTLE PD, HOPEFULLY, NOT LOOKING FOR ME, AT LEAST YET! COPS, THINK I AM A HOMEGROWN TERRORISTS, AN ENEMY COMBATANT, OR ENEMY OF THE STATE! BUT, I AM NOT, JUST A BAD ASS CON (CONSTITUTIONAL) LAW CHICK, ENFORCING THE LAW, WITHOUT DISCRIMINATING, BETWEEN CITIZENS OR COPS, WHO TOOK THE SAME OATH AS ME! SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND, NOT THE PATRIOT ACT! ANYWAY, WE ARE HAVING A PARTY AT ANGELINE'S . . . THESE GUYS, MAKE BEING HERE FUN! THANK YOU! EVEN WITH AN I.Q. OF 168, BOYFRIEND IS NO, MATCH FOR THIS BAD ASS! IN MY FACE OR NOT, BET HE DOESN'T DO THAT AGAIN! LOL! WE ARE FAMILY, ME & ALL MY SISTERS AND ME! ARETHA! QUEEN OF SOUL! SILVER & SOUL! GO PUFF! SMILE POWER! BRINGING IN THE NEW YEAR WITH HOPE, PROMISE, GOALS, DETERMINATION, AND DESTINATION! DIGGIN' & LOVIN' IN SEATTLE! KISSES, LOVES, HUGS!

NUCLEAR LIKE A BOSS. NO CAMPING ZONE. KEEP CALM & STRIKE THEM DOWN. SHUTEYE. GREENOLIVE. WHITEFANG. EVERQUOTE! TWO ASIAN, MATH GRADS, ARE DISRUPTING THE AUTO INSURANCE INDUSTRY, MAKING LIFE EASIER FOR DRIVERS, TO FIND THE BEST INSURANCE RATES IN THEIR AREA--BY SIMPLY ENTERING YOUR ZIPCODE! NOW THAT I AM IN SEATTLE, WASHINGTON, I THINK THEY ARE LOCALS! POONEH, ALSO AN ASIAN CHICK, THE ONE WHO HAS THE HOTS FOR TOM CRUISE, BUT, GOT DETOURED, BY SOME JAPANESE DUDE IN DETROIT, WANTED ME TO WARN, FANS OF MOVIE STARS, THAT THESE CHEAP KNOCK OFF BRANDS, USING STAR NAMES AND GAMES, ACTUALLY, WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO FOOL HER, AND I THINK, SHE WAS WORKING ON A PH.D., OR IS, TO GO MEET HIM IN DETROIT! VERY SCARY GIRLS! I SAW THIS "TRUE CRIME" SHOW, AND SOME TEENAGE GIRL, WHO HAD BEEN RAPED BY HER FOOTBALL PLAYER BOYFRIEND, AND HOLED UP IN HER, HOME FOR ABOUT TWO YEARS, FINALLY STARTED A RELATIONSHIP WITH A VERY NICE HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND, AND FINALLY, THEY GOT CLOSE ENOUGH, AND SHE TRUSTED HIM ENOUGH TO GO WITH HIM ON A DATE--SHE NEVER NOTICED THE SLIGHT, SHIFT IN HER ONLINE FRIEND'S NAME, FROM WILLIAM TO WILLEM, AND SHE ENDED UP, GOING ON A DATE, WITH SOME GUY, SHE ACTUALLY THOUGHT, WAS, WILLIAM, AND ENDED UP, ALMOST GETTING KIDNAPPED, IN WHAT APPEARED TO BE AN ARRANGED PARTY, FOR A GANG RAPE, UNTIL SHE FINALLY, JUMPED FROM THE CAR SHE WAS TRAPPED IN WITH THE RAPIST, AND STARTED RUNNING DOWN THE FREEWAY, UNTIL COPS, WHO WERE ACTUALLY LOOKING FOR HER, NOTICED THE STRANGE SCENE OF THIS GIRL, RUNNING FOR HER LIFE! POONEH, INDICATED, IN BRIEF, THAT SHE HAD BEEN VICTIMIZED, BUT SHE DIDN'T GOT INTO MUCH DETAIL! I AM ONLY SPECULATING, AT WHAT MIGHT HAVE HAPPENED, AND HOPEFULLY DID NOT! BE CAREFUL! CORRECTIONS--CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DUE: I AM STAYING AT THE "ANGELINE WOMEN'S RESCUE CENTER" AND HOPEFULLY I GOT THAT RIGHT! (1) SAFE, CLEAN, WELL LIGHTED PLACE; (2) GREAT FOOD! SOME OF THE BEST CHICKEN SOUP, EVER YESTERDAY ON A COLD WINDY, BLUSTERY DAY! (3) LAST NIGHT, I WENT TO SLEEP WITH A FIRE GOING, AND WOKE TO A PEACEFUL, SWEET, CALM, MORNING WITH THE FIRE STILL ON, AND THE SIMPLE CHRISTMAS TREE, STILL LIGHTED . . . AMBIANCE! (4) FRIENDLY STAFF, NICE, FIRM BUT FAIR, JUST LIKE I WAS AS A MOTHER--PRETTY NO NONESENSE, BUT, RULES MAKE SENSE, AND SISTA'S KNOW HOW TO DANCE AND THEY ARE FUN! (5) WHAT 5 STAR HOTEL, HAVE YOU EVER GONE TO, WHERE THEY PLAY, RHYTHM AND BLUES, SOUL MUSIC, BUMP AND GRIND, WHILE YOU TAKE A SHOWER? OH, YEAH! I DANCE IN THE SHOWER, SO THE SOUL SISTA'S DON'T PUT ME TO SHAME . . . SOME OTHER WHITE CHICK WAS ROCKIN' IT IN THE BATHROOM, BUT, NAH! LOL! (6) GREAT PLACE IF YOU NEED A BREAK FROM YOUR MAN, OR NEED A SAFE AND SECURE PLACE TO STAY, FOR THE NIGHT! THIS MORNING, I WENT TO ST. MARY'S CHURCH, I THINK, FOR A GREAT BREAKFAST, AND THEY EVEN HAVE INTERNET, HAD AN ORIENTATION--DAY CARE FOR THE COMMUNITY HOMELESS, CLASSES, SERVICES, EVEN CHURCH, AND THEY HAVE A COOL, POINT SYSTEM HERE, THAT YOU GET POINTS FOR GOING TO MEETINGS, OR DOING CHORES, AND THEN, THEY HAVE THIS INSIDE STORE, BON MARY, THAT YOU CAN, THEN, PURCHASE WITH POINTS NOT MONEY, THE STUFF YOU NEED AND THEY HAVE COOL STUFF! ANYHOW, SEATTLE, DOING IT UP RIGHT FOR THEIR HOMELESS POPULATION! CATERED, MEATLOAF, TODAY FOR LUNCH . . . YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME; LIKE I SAY, I EAT BETTER WHEN I DON'T HAVE MONEY, THAN WHEN I DO! FUN NEW FRIENDS FROM ALL CORNERS OF THE EARTH! YESTERDAY, POONEH, FROM CHINA, TOLD ME ABOUT, ANOTHER CHICK FRON INDIA, WHO HER FAMILY, 100 YEARS AGO, WAS MOVED BY THE BRITISH GOVERNMENT, TO HONG KONG--POONEH, KEPT SAYING, IN BROKEN, CHINESE OR MANDRIN/ENGLISH--AH, NO, I MIGHT SHOULD KNOW, BUT DON'T, OR SOMEWHERE, THIS WOMAN, I BELIEVE, HAS A MASTER'S DEGREE, BUT, IN ADDITION TO NEW PEOPLE, FROM NEW LANDS, I LEARN! PROBABLY WHAT, I FAILED TO LEARN IN SOME CLASS, EARLY IN MY EDUCATION, BUT, REALLY, DIDN'T CARE TO LEARN OR LISTEN! LOL! BUT, I WANT TO LEARN NOW! MY DREAM WITH "GUNSMOKE'S" MARSHAL DILLON? I LOVE DREAMS AND INTERPRETING THEM . . . I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT! A FEW NEWS BLURBS: (1) FACT CHECK, SELECTED, THEIR "KING OF BLOOPERS" OR WHATEVER, TRUMP, AS TELLING THE MOST OUTLANDISH, LIES, FABRICATIONS, OR MISREPRESENTATIONS, DURING THIS PASSED YEAR! (2) TRUMP IS NOW, CHALLENGING, PRESIDENT OBAMA'S, STATEMENT, THAT HE COULD HAVE RALLIED THE TROOPS IN AMERICA, AND MOVITATED THEM, TO SHOULDER THE COUNTRY AND GET THIS THING, SURED UP . . . HE IS HANDING TRUMP A "CHERRY" OF AN ECONOMY, THE BEST IT HAS BEEN, IN 7 YEARS, HOPEFULLY, LIKE MOST REPUBLICAN PRESIDENTS, HE DOESN'T TANK THE ECONOMY, AGAIN, LIKE UNDER BUSH, JUST IN TIME, TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE DEMOCRATS DID IT! THEN, TO HAVE THE DEMOCRAT IN OFFICE, PULL US OUT, IN TIME FOR THE NEW REPUBICAN, TO TAKE CREDIT, FOR THE GROWTH, THE DOW, AND THE JOBS! OH, HELL, NO, PRESIDENT OBAMA, PULLED US THROUGH WITH GRACE, DIGNITY, DETERMINATION AND POWER! TRUMP, BETTER KEEP IT THERE, AFTER ALL HIS ANTICS AND BRAGGEDOCIA! HE'LL HAVE ALL HIS REDNECK VOTERS UP HIS ASS IF HE DOESN'T! WE MAY BE CHEERING THOSE BOYS, WHO ARE MORE HEART THAN BRAINS! LOL! (3) HILLARY, AFTER BEING TRASHED, OVER AND OVER AGAIN, FOR FUCKING WINING TRUMP BY 3 MILLION VOTES, HAS COME OUT OF HER, SHELL, AND SHE IS TAKING ON THE TRUMP PRESIDENCY, CRAWL UP HIS ASS, HILLARY, HE BOUGHT THE ELECTIONS AND THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE, AND IN THIS CYCLE, IT IS, THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE, WHO SHOULD HAVE REPRESENTED, THE MASSES, GENERALLY, ASSES, AND VOTE WITH THEM, WHICH, COLLECTIVELY, WOULD HAVE BUT, CLINTON IN THE WHITE HOUSE! WASHINGTON POST, THE OTHER DAY, HAD A GREAT ARTICLE, AND MUCH, LIKE THE BRITS, AND THE BREXIT VOTE, THAT TRUMP AND OTHERS COMPARED TO VOTING FOR THE POPULIST MOVEMENT AND TRUMP, HAVE BUYER'S REGRET, THE NEXT DAY, WONDERING, WHAT IT IS, AND WHY DID I VOTE FOR IT? NOW, ALL THE TRUMP VOTERS, OR MANY, ARE SEEING THE MAN AS UNFIT FOR OFFICE OF THE PRESIDENCY! THE BUY OUT OF THE AMERICAN PRESIDENCY, WHAT MONEY WILL GET YOU! FIRED! GET OUT! ANYWAY, WE NEED YOUR EXPERTISE, YOUR REASON, YOUR TRAINING, YOUR EDUCATION, AND EXPERIENCE, HILLARY, YOU CAN ONLY BE A GRANDMA, SO MANY HOURS IN A GIVEN DAY! WE NEED YOUR HELP, LIKE YOU SAID, TO MAKE AMERICA, BETTER, STRONGER, SMARTER, AND TO SHINE, SO, GOD BLESS AMERICA, TURNS INTO GOD BLESS THE WORLD! NEVER GIVE UP! KISSES! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR UNENDING SERVICE FOR 25 FUCKING YEARS! (5) ELIZABETH WARREN, OR "POCAHONTAS" IS CUTTING HER TEETH, FOR, 2020, OR SO IT SEEMS! SISTA'S ARE DOING IT FOR THEMSELVES, DOCTORS, LAWYERS, AND PRESIDENTS, AS WELL AS ABOUT 10 OTHER WOMEN, EYEING THE TOP SPOT, IF NOT A CLINTON VS. TRUMP, REMATCH, BETTING ON HER, LIKE I DID THE FIRST TIME, I'M WITH HER! STRONGER TOGETHER! I HAVE APPLIED FOR MANY JOBS, AND HAVE BEEN BLOCKED ALSO, AND IN RETROSPECT, I HAVE HAD WAY MORE POWER, THROUGH MY BLOG!!!!!!! EVEN HOMELESS IN SEATTLE! I DIG THE HELL OUT OF WHERE MY PATHS HAVE TAKEN ME! WASHINGTON--WE DON'T DISCRIMINATE . . . YESTERDAY, I LOOKED UP THE EXACT DEFINITION OF THE WORD, "BIGOTRY" AND IT IS BASICALLY, SOMEONE WHO IS SO APPOSED TO THE IDEAS AND THOUGHTS OF ANOTHER, THAT THEY CAN'T RELATE . . . UH, THE WHOLE FUCKING REPUBLICAN PARTY? MAYBE? NAH, JUST 955 OF THEM! SHIT! LCOSE OUR EYES FOR 50 YEARS, THEN COME BACK AND TRY TO RESHAPE THE NATION, IN YOUR OLD, WHITE, ANGRY, MALE ATTITUDES . . . ALL JUST GRUMPY OLD MEN!

The light at the end of the tunnel, is not an illusion . . . but the tunnel is!

ME AND MARSHAL DILLON DREAM

So, the dream starts out, with me and some guy, sitting, fully clothed, on a bed, that seemed to be his house, and his bedroom, with the lights on, very innocent, and sweet, both with our heads up, and sitting prone, up against the headboard.  It seemed, we were not an item, yet, but moving in that direction, and as I recall, either we were already holding hands, or I slide mine up into his hand, later, I took, one of my legs, and crossed it over his Levi pant, legs, and he was telling me, like, about his kids, a single father with two young children, and, we were discussing, the implications on that, and the reality of where he was, stationed in life . . . no mention of his wife, or her location and situation, just, that he was where he was.  In the dream, at first, I didn't know who he was, but, I knew, that I knew him from somewhere, and, that is as detailed at he dream was, but, I awoke immediately, racking my brain, for who this familiar face was, where I knew him, from, and my mind went back to, like my early life, growing up in Bountiful, Utah, and for some reason, at first, I landed on him, being an old Mormon bishop? then, my mind, quickly dismissed that, and all the sudden, half awake and half asleep, I was like, wait a minute, that is Marshal Dillon of Gunsmoke! 

Immediately, that took me to the country western song, I Should Have Been a Cowboy, and why didn't Marshal Dillon ever ask Kitty, the single, saloon, owner, who you knew they had a thing for each other, so, yeah, why the hell, did, he not, do something?  Chicken shit?  That took me, back to, lol, the Butte Rescue Mission, to James Kennedy, standing up out of nowhere, dancing and singing to either this song, or Ride Into Town and Love You Like A Cowboy!  I thought, it interesting, that, in my cloak and dagger world, of spies, hit men, bounty hunters, cops, of all ranks and files, and having worked with cops, I tend to get an impression, of the men, whom, the government, or the cops, send, as honey traps to me, to lure me into some sinister snare, to take me down, tame me, try to keep me flat on my back, so that I either don't have the desire, being directed someplace else, or they think, it might keep me, entertained, or that fucking, might make me nicer!  LOL!  Probably not, to all the above . . . if we can't beat her outright, then, we have to finesse her, into, being more amiable, and mailable, because, we could use her help, especially in this new climate, of a stalemate, between, cops and the communities, they are suppose to protect and serve, with new rules, coming out of the feds, to give local and state cops, directions as to when, to use, excessive force, which, just that term, to me, suggests, they are already using too much, force, in general, self defense, a person, cop or no cop, are only, allowed to use, the force, necessary, to stop, some threat, to their person or body . . . and NO MORE!  But, the fact that I didn't recognize Matt Dillion, was interesting, because, clearly, upon, looking at it, that was him, it has just been, a long, long time, since I have watched, GUNSMOKE . . . symbolic, in an of itself!  LOL  Or, it could suggest a particular cop, who I know, but who is working undercover?

SIGNIFICANCE OF THE BED IS INTERESTING

Politically, speaking, people who are in cahoots, with each other, or working together, or with similar agendas, may be referred to as, being in bed together.  Now that was not the case, it, showed us on top of the bed, but not, sleeping together, or under the covers, but, actually, very comfortable with, being with each other, and I would venture a guess, that, over the course of the last 3 years, that cops have grown, more accustomed and comfortable with my positions, seeing me not so much as a threat, but an ally, with, the interests of both the community and cops, in mind, knowing that the U.S. Constitution, is the compromise, that actually, protects, cops and the community, they serve, if followed, and, seeing that it is not my goal, to crucify cops, or get them fired, or using the Constitution as a means to beat them up with, but as a means of, seeing that, the government, makes good on its promise, to abide by the rules of engagement, or contract, between the government and the governed!  The cops, prosecutors and judges, are not in operation to make money, to protect the system, nor to work as a foreboding, monolith, of power, to come crashing and smashing the lives of WE THE PEOPLE, who, you now, target, rather then serve and protect, seeing you as protecting the very system, that is to protect us, and using it as a battering ram, to bludgeon, and beat down the tattered masses of protestors, marchers, those with, legitimate, issues to be redressed against the government, through, PEACEFUL MEANS!

The bed, also, as a place of meeting, suggests, a coming together, a meeting of the minds, a recognition of, even the elements that sex, has played in the divisions, but, an innocence, a respect, and, a slow, move, together, keeping in mind, that, there is caution, danger, and sex, can ruin, even the best relationship, if, misused, abused, or mistreatment of either party.  I am just as guilty, in reverse, of being, shallow, sexist, belligerent, degrading, and demeaning of men . . . but, in this battle of the sexes, also, suggests, values for life, for offspring, for those we are responsible to and for, as seen in the representation of children, and with me and the Marshal, coming together, with, Matt as the responsible party, as cops are, with the people in their community, and protecting the health, safety and welfare of their citizens, is much like, being responsible for children, who really are reliant on their parents, for all they need, as citizens, are with cops, almost a parent, child, relationship, not only in protection walls up front, but, as safety nets, from community policing, to hard core, detective work, after a crime has been committed, to bring some justice and peace of mind to a victim's family!  And, in the dream, Matt or the Marshal, was able to see, that, job, either as a single father, is better accomplished with a mate, or partner . . . and, in cops work, having, not only a bad ass con law chick, on your side, but someone with the legal experience, I have, can do nothing but bolster and help law enforcement's cause, and ease things with the communities they serve, being a bridge of some sort, like a step-mom, can be, when she is pure of heart and mind, not operating in jealousy, or envy for time spent with children.  STRONGER TOGETHER! 

THE PUZZLING PART . . . I WAS WEARING SHORTS AND HAD FAR BETTER LEGS THAN, I HAVE BEEN KNOWN T O HAVE HAD, AS OF LATE?

Interpretation, number one . . . that contrary to what, cops think, my sister, Rachel, or others, are not me, only in your dreams, and the shorts could be symbolic of me being shorter than, she is, or, it could indicate, that the tan legs, are, representative of her . . . I have always, thought, that, in the looks, category, which is where cops tend to land, I have the better, upper torso, even in light of the $50,000 plastic surgery she has had, I would, honestly think, that once, men overcome the distraction of boobs, it is the face they are most, interested in, and in all honestly, I feel my face is better than, hers; however, she does have much better legs, wears shorts, tans, etc., that I NEVER DO!  So, it this the cop fantasy, taking two women, and meshing them into one, taking, half of me and half of her?  I think, they literally tried to do that, my brain and work, her, body and overall look, but that is DREAMING, you don't get to mix and match body parts, people come as packaged deals, not like the old toy, MR. POTATO HEAD!  Men, cops, organizations, law enforcement, don't get to create, their dream,  LEGAL BARBIE, and I was about as close as you could get, back in the days, before, I killed, asset forfeiture, and then the cops, took me out, and then tried to recreate me, using, sisters, and friends and they all got their ASSES BEAT . . . GUN SMOKE!  LOL!  Guns, representing COPS, and SMOKE, representing, winning, smokin', beating, conquering! or maybe winning their respect, as seen in the cozy, close, comfortable, but, reserved, positioning of Marshal Dillon and me?

Or the short, could mean, that the TWINS, that, cops were presented with, one an attorney, the other a flight attendant that was passed for an attorney, or even as ME, is really, the short one, being at least, 3 to 4 inches, shorter than Rachel, the flight attendant! or the other sisters for that matter.  I am maybe the shortest of all the Southwick sisters, or at least of the short set, and Rachel, Shelley and Sue, make up the bigger sisters, easier to confuse as older sisters, due to size, not to be easily, dismissed, as the power packed, bad ass con law chick, who is shorter, than, the three, but similar in size to, Marcie and Tiffany.  Who, knows, or it means, that I am going to get in shape, or if I do, I am the preferable, partners, not only in law, which should have been the case all the way along, but, the cops, figured out a way to get, it all, eat their cake and have it too, because, is was so dedicated to what I was doing, that, the money never matter, but, Black Lives Mattered, Cops Lives Mattered, Asian Lives, Hispanic, White, Indian Lives Mattered!  If nothing else, I don't discriminate, and I go for JUSTICE FOR ALL!  Just modeling, the behavior I want you to do on the streets, in the courts, and also, not throwing away the keys on rehabilitation of alleged, convicted criminals, in the system!

THE MERRY WIDOW

Think, Victoria Secrets, now, I was just in a community meeting, here at Mary's Place, where I am writing this blog, the merry blogger, with internet, somewhere I don't have to pay, to get on the net, but, at this morning's, 9:30 Community Meeting, it was curious to see, on the TV screen, a woman, in a form on lingerie, called the Merry Widow, and, she didn't have a head, nor legs, but the torso was there, with the like, black bra, and black panties with a black, lace, thing connecting, the two, very sexy, but the hands on this, part of the body, were placed on the hips, as if the woman wearing it was, disgusted, or shocked, that, something unexpected was happening with her man, like, UH?  And, it is interesting, because, Rachel has the knock out body, with tons of help, and that was about as far as she needed to go with, cops, very physical, into body image, and preferring her, as their symbol of, who is kicking their asses, intellectually!  Now, back in the day, I am sure, that I fit, that, description, much better than after, the cops themselves, took me out of the game, as legal Barbie, forced me on meds, at least long enough to put on 100 pounds, and told me I was going to die! Then, from the point of recovery, blocked every attempt, at a gym, health club, membership at a spa, and even swimming, trying to protect, the new me, or the body, me, or Rachel, as ME!

Maybe there has been some maturity, that has happened over the time, and the cops, have gotten them into enough shit, following, untrained, non-legal, and unconstitutional not so bad ass chicks, who while, the women, the bodies, the personalities, and the lovers, they wanted and maybe needed, to learn, can't replace, the knowledge, the power, the understanding, to training, the experience, and background, coming from all angles of criminal law, from prosecution, to civil rights, to criminal defense, and everything in between, from family and criminal law to securities! so every aspect, of the law, from criminal to civil and all in between, a one in a million, attorney, that is hard to replace with tits and ass, and so, condescending, demeaning, and degrading to even attempt, that!  Therein, the battle ensued, darkened, deepened the divide, but, my blog, bridged the gap!  WE ARE ON THE SAME SIDE!  WE SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN ENEMIES, WE ALL TOOK THE SAME OATH, AND THE PATRIOT ACT NEVER WILL, NEVER HAS REPLACED THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION!

NUCLEAR LIKE A BOSS