MOMIX--OPUS--CACTUS. NOT CHARLIE'S PRODUCE! OVERWATCH HALLOWEEN TERROR. MALICIOUS HAIR CUT, SANDRA, INDENTIFIER, 8 COPS AT THE POVERELLO THIS MORNING, AT FRESH MARKET, DOWN ALLY NEAR THE POV., OUT FRONT, BEHIND, OVERKILL? KICKER. FRED'S (FRANK AND SHELLY'S) CARPET CALVERY. BEST BUDS STICK TOGETHER. THE BEATINGS WILL CONTINUE UNTIL THE MORALE IMPROVES. DOWN RIVER WRESTLING CLUB. I LOVE MY SECRETARY. ADVENTICIA LA POLICIA--MY ENGLISH TRANSLATION: AVENTURES WITH THE CIA, LOVE AT, I POLICE THE CIA! LOL! LOOK BOYZ CLUB, AS LONG AS YOU ARE PLAYING HOUSE AND FOOTSIE WITH BAR RATS AND MALL FLIES, RATHER THAN, AMPING IT UP A BIT, THE BEATINGS WITLL CONTINUE . . . AT LEAST THREE GREAT ESCAPES YESTERDAY AND TODAY WAS A TOTAL ASS WHOOPING TO COPS! PERHAPS IF YOU WOULD GET YOUR GIRLS RIGHT, KNOW YOUR JO, AND CHOOSE THE ATTORNEY, WHO REALLY IS AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, RATHER THEN ALL THE CHEAP KNOCK OFF BRANDS, YOU WOULD HAVE MORE SUCCESS, ELIMINATING YOUR HUMILIATION, AND CAPITALIZING ON WINNING, TAKING DOWN THE REAL CRIMINALS, RATHER THAN THE ATTORNEY VICTIM! GOD GOOD, I WOULD BE, MORE THAN EMBARRASSED, WITH ALL THE FIRE POWER, AND NO CATCH! I GUESS THE BAD HAIR YEAR, PAID OF . . . WHAT WAS TO BE A TRIM, OF A HALF AN INCH, TURNED INTO A 6 INCH BUTCHER JOB! THERE WAS NO MISTAKEN, THE FACT THAT THE FIRST WHACK, WAS BEYOND REPAIR, AND RIGHT AS THAT HAPPENED, I WONDERED, WHAT THE FUCK, AND SOME GUY WALKED BY WITH A BOOK, A SIGN OF SHELLEY, THE READER THE ELEMENTARY BOOK SALESLADY, NOT AN ATTORNEY, IMPRESSIVE TO COPS WITH HIGH SCHOOL DEGREES, BUT SORELY LACKING IN MY WORLD, AS ARE EVEN TOP COPS, CASE IN POINT, BUT, THE NAME OF THE BOOK OR ALL I COULD SEE, WAS "SANDRA" WHO IS A LADY AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, A WOMAN I HAVE KNOWN, FIRST IN KALISPELL, WHO TANGLED WITH THE JEFFERSON COUNTY BOYZ CLUB, WHO ARRESTED HER FOR WALKING IN HER OWN HOUSE, THEN PROCEEDED TO TAKE ALL THE PROPERTY, WITH A URANIUM MINE BELOW IT--NICE, AND LIKE ME, AND SO MANY OTHER WOMEN, WITHOUT A HUSBAND TO PROTECT THEM OR GET THEIR BACK, THEY ARE CASTING OVER 60 WOMEN TO THE CURB, AND STEALING ALL THEY HAVE! I HAVE SEEN THIS TIME AND TIME AGAIN, RATHER THAT REALIZING THE CONTRIBUTION I AM MAKING, WHICH, "CHARLIE AND HIS ANGELS" WITH THE AMPED UP CHESTS, AND FAKE RESUMES ARE CLAIMING AS THEIRS, I AM NOT JUST TALKING TO THE WORLD, I AM TEACHING THE WORLD AND I AM INVOLVING THE WORLD, AND I JUST GET BETTER WITH AGE, MORE EXPERIENCE, KNOWLEDGE, APPLICATION SENSE, AND BRILLIANCE! SO, COPS, FUCK OFF AND GO AFTER THE REAL FUCKING BITCHES, WHO HAVE STOLEN MY IDENTITY, NOT ME, EVEN NOW WITH THE I.D., YOU FUCK SHITS, HAVE BLOCKED ME FROM FOR FOUR YEARS! LAW ENFORCEMENT? MY EYE! YOU ARE PART OF THE "CRIMINAL ENTERPRISE" TO TAKE ALL "MY" FAMILY HAS . . . WHY DON'T WE DO A FEW DNA TESTS TO SEE, WHO THE REAL MOTHER OF THE ROCK STAR AND POP STAR YOU GUYS DIG IS . . . YOU JUST CAN'T HANDLE THE FACT THAT, THE WOMAN WHO KICKED YOUR ASSES ON ASSET FORFEITURE, MEDICAID/MEDICARE FRAUD, SEC REGULATIONS, EXPOSED YOU ON GIG AFTER GIG OF ILLEGAL, UNLAWFUL, UNCONSTITUTIONAL AND NOW MOB ASS CRIMINAL, AND YOU WANT ME GONE! NEWSFLASH BOYZ AND GIRLZ OF LAW ENFORCEMENT, YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH, YOU HAVE BEEN TRYING FOR 16 YEARS TO ELIMINATE ME . . . TODAY, AS IF I WAS THE TRAINED, JOANN BOND, I WALKED RIGHT PASSED THE COP, LOOKING FOR ME, WALKED PASSED THE COP IN HIS SQUAD CAR, WHO PARKED AT THE FRONT OF THE POV., WALKED, PARELLEL THE COPS WHO CAME DOWN THE ALLY, FROM THE POV., PARKED, IN FRONT OF FRESH MARKET, CROSSED THE STREET OVER TO THE BUS SHELTER, AND WATCHED AS ABOUT, 4 OTHER COPS WENT EITHER NEAR THE POV, OR PASSED ME AND THE INDIAN AND POV. DUDES, JUST WATCING THE ACTION, AND LAUGHING AT THE COPS. THE BIG INJUN, SAID HE AS HIS LITTLE COUSIN, FIGHT CRIME BY NIGHT, AND SLEEP BY DAY! LOL! GOOD ADD THE LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL COPS TO YOUR LIST OF ASSHOLE CRIMINALS, WHO MAKE LIFE, FOR FUCKING EVERYONE A LIVING HELL, AND WHO ARE ON THE TAKE, WITH ONE HAND IN THE COOKIE JAR AT ALL TIMES. ONE OF THE BUS PASSENGERS IN WAITING, SAID, I WONDER WHAT THEY DO ALL DAY IN THEIR COP CARS . . . I SAID, JACK OFF, AND WATCH PORN! THEN ONE OF THE OTHER GUYS, SAID, I HEARD THEY ARE ON FACEBOOK ALL DAY! YEAH, PROBABLY THAT TOO, OR READING MY BLOG! THINKING IT IS THEIR CRIMINAL MOB BOSS WIVES TRAINING THEM, USING THE TV SHOWS, THE SOPRANOS AND RICHES, AS THEIR TRAINING MATERIAL! LOL! JUST THE KIND OF FUN, EXCITING MORNING I LOVE! SHERLOCK "JOANN" HOLMES! LOL!

Courser Mastercraft

An interesting development on my missing computer cord, part, the chick who cut my hair, told me she saw, a part of a computer cord in the garbage?  Throwing a red-herring in the mix, to take the "good" and that is even suspicious, "cyber cops" off the trail of the CIA dad, who came in McDonald's after I had very scathingly, dissected them, and dismembered their organization, with the two cute kids, whom, I am sure, regular dads would have taken to "PLAYPLACELAND" to entertain them, while he ate and enjoyed some uninterrupted, social media time, with wife or friends . . . but, no, he had to come sit by me, and hover over me, and my computer designed backpack, that is not hard to tell, where the cord are, one on one side pouch, and the other on the other side pouch.  Like it doesn't take a rocket scientist, nor anyone with half a brain, which, qualifies most CIA dicks, to figure out how to stop my most painful, blogging, attacking them and their cunts, daily!  But, adding two and two together, is little buddy, who volunteered to butcher me, who relentlessly, pursued, cutting my hair, insisting on it for days, until I finally, relented to her persistence, involved in some way with the orgainized crime operation?  She never knew, that I was missing a cord, until she got pissy with the chick, who is bringing me a new cord replacement, and I told her to be nice and get along, because, you are both cool, and this shit doesn't need to happen between you two.  So, questions, it was like, last year, when I would have a hit on me at the swimming pool, where I would go everyday, and later, find my swimsuit, hanging to dry in my Poverello locker, slashed, once for each mob hit that didn't work?  What is the connection between the swimming pool and the Pov.?

 

I would say, judged on my extimation, there are about, 10 to 30 guys at the Pov. right now, plus a few woman, who strick me as possible agents, who are on call 24/7 or there, like this morning to rat me out to cops, or to give me a shit hairdo, so none of the cops, are attracted to me, seeing that most men like longer hair, and mine was getting just the point that, I was considering, letting grow even longer, but, now with the jagged, dutch boy, above the chin, little Orphan Annie, look, it will be a while.  But it is not the first time, I have worn a hat or covering, on my head, for 9 months to cover a bad hair cut!  LOL!  In fact there is this, billboard, now can't remember, exactly where it is, that, inpires me, with a young runner, blonde, fit, like I used to be, with a hair cut, about this length, and the ad says, GET THERE!  Probably, advertising, some local gym, or fitness club, and the short, cute, snappy, hair cut, kind of makes me feel that way, and since, the one part of me, my face and hair, that I liked looking at, rarely seeing the rest of my body, due to mirror size and veiw, is now gone, so it is time for a complete, body overhaul, and maybe, like the scriptures say, If you set a snare or trap for someone else, you will fall in it yourself!  Purhaps this young, spunky hairdo, will revamp my whole look!  And for sure there is no, mistakinng me for Rachel, or Shelley, Sue, Kay, Tiff, Marice who, last time I saw them, all had long hair, never change styles, and, actually, given the length, and a bit of reshaping, it reminds me of younger years, when I was practicing law, I never wore my hair, passed, about an inch or two lower than my chin, but in a stylin' "A" line, cut, it also made me want to ditch, the idea of younger, cars, like the Mazda CX 5 door, or an Outback, Kia Soul, or Ford Escort, and go for the classic, I always wanted, to match the reminder of my old self, a Volvo wagon!  A professor and lawyer thing!  LOL!  I am IVY LEAGUE!

 

# sayitwithapepsi . . . Bagnell's Sewing Center . . . I AM THE "REAL THING" and I Am Partial to Coke, the "Real" Thing!

Yesterday, shortly after lunch, I was getting ready to leave, putting on my backpack, totally, lost without my tools of the trade of blogging and bar stool, crime fighter, so, I was somewhat, dragging my feet, put my packpack, down near, a guy, who was very, CIA, agent like looking guy, who was reading, attorney, John Grisham's book, on something?  I think it was the CHAMBER, reminiscent of the old, Star Chamber about the power behind the United States Supreme Court, as I recall, never read it, but remember, Shelley reader, or someone, reading it, I was too busy out, having adventures to make my own life fun!  But, someone trying to make a conversation with me, as all agents and undercover do, all they need to do, is put something, closely related to law or politics, in front of my face and game on!  So, like all undercover operatives, they all have a cover story, as this guy did, and many of them, are part and parcel, in some respects, like mine, some family, government, or cop tragedy, that some constitutional law, family law, bad ass con law chick, would like to sink her teeth into . . . so, your an attorney, blah, blah, blah, maybe God has, brought our paths together, so, you could help me!  No, I am not taking cases, hate clients, all who promised the world, until I had the government on their knees, then, with no other choice to win, they turned to my clients, and before the courtroom slaughter, they would offer them a bribe, and all took the bait of the guaranteed win, when, both me and the government, knew that, any judge or jury in their right mind with the right application of the law, would give me the win, hands down, and leave the government paying me my due . . . but Kay, got the due, not me!  All Mo Ass Mormons, and all Republicans, so, no questions asked, they were all okay with the fraud, because, God's laws are superior to man's . . . or are they, in the Doctrine and Covenants, modern Mormon scriptures, section, 98, it tells the early saints, to befriend the Constitution, for it is for ALL mankind, and anything more or less than this, is EVIL!

 

So, in a court of law, based on the foundation and principles of the Constitution, with all laws that are repugnant with the Constitution, VOID, and all laws that are consistent with the Constitution, constitutional, just how do you think, God himself, the inspiration behind the Constituiton, as seen in D & C, Sec. 101: 70 or 71, is in fact, states, exactly that, the inspired nature of the document, so, by both God's and Man's laws, I win, not only in the law, but in politics, as well, or should.  Not to mention, the Mormon Articles of Faith, Art. 14, that tells members to follow the laws and leaders of the land, so even in the state of Mormon, in the Mormon controlled, CIA, FBI, ATF, DEA, DIA, NSA, etc., not to mention the U.S. State Department and the Department of Justice, again, heavily, laden with Mormons, either which way you look at it, by law or God, you are FUCKING violating the law, in this little Republican stint of shit, lies and bull shit!  The United States Constitution, is the law, and I don't violate it, I preserve, defend and protect it with every case, with every word in this blog, with every client's case, and with every piece of legislation I do . . . YOU DON'T GET TO STEAL my GOOD NAME, REPUTATION and EASY VIRTUE!  You are WHORMONGERS, ADULTERERS, LIARS AND THIEVES . . . don't you think it is about time, to stop this bull shit?

 

Montessori Plus International Bilingual Preschool Care (CIA)

One of the reasons, the CIA is so heavily, controlled by Mormons is the fact that they have a corner on the market, with their two year Mormon missions, going to foreign lands around the earth, meeting influential people, top in government and military, not to mention, being watched by other Mormon agents, in the Company, using the mission field, as a recruiting center, to watch, wait, and view, potential, new recruits, keeping it all in the family and all in the church!  Like I have said, before, this is, by defacto default, voilating the establishment clause of the first amendment, by taking a very disproportionate, number of agent and recruits from, a religion, that only represents, 1% of the American population, but, controlling, I would guess, if the FBI is at 70% Mo's, then the CIA would be, about 85 to 90%, because, any college, language program, even the military language school, patterned after the Mormon MTC or Mission Training Center, I met the wife of a guy, very involved in setting that Monteray, training center up, back when I was practicing law and living in Park City . . . don't twist me and Kay, who lived in Jeremy Park outside of PC, but she told me, about the model they used in setting up the military training center, where MY daughter, NICOLE SECRIST MAYOR, married to George, both attended, she is Spanish, he in Arabic, met and got married.  But, no college, or study abroad experience is like living, breathing and eating with the people and the culture, like the Mormon missions, so, given the fact that they don't drink, smoke, but they do fuck around, generally, it is that promise of multiple wives, that binds them with Muslims and is a high recruiting tool for men!

 

So, back to my story, this dude, with the John Grishim book, was an agent, and when pressed, refused to give, this born interrogator, and I am sure he was warned, any details and information, regarding the details of is sad and tragic tail, like I, GHOSTBUSTER!  I also, baited him with a statement, slamming cops, well, like they all just have high school degrees, so, of course they are inferior to an attorney, professor, blogger, with 4 bar license, and a member of the U.S. Supreme Court bar!  HOOYAH!  I trump, any CIA or FBI agent, and as for DIA, I wrote the fucking plan for Afghanistan, like it or not, hard to swallow, that I would be taken out of practice and life for 8 years, and still have more on my resume of note that most generals, 3,4,5 star!  No, and ego, I am not lacking, females, do also have alphas, and hug ass egos, in fact on the MMPI, a heavily used, personality test, I scored HIGHER THAN ANY MALE EGO EVER TESTED!  LOL!  Probably not surprising to men, attorneys, judges and professors who really know me!  So, I started to take this guy down, starting with his ego and insulting cops, of all flavors and I was sure to include, top federal cops, knowing he was one, to skunk him out, and I didn't fail, he got all defensive and mentioned the fact that, now, the CIA and FBI were suing men trained in the military, not just high school, and college trained!  BINGO, cop, defensive and arguing for his men.

 

Then, he wanted to go out and smoke, so this was, most likely not a Mormon, but he did refuse to tell me where he came from, and where the property he was cheated out of in, as a result of an inheritance brawl with his sister, as executor of his parent's estate, geting nothing, but, his back child support, paid for by the estate for a kid, he didn't know exsisted, until she was 14 years old, with a girlfriend, who was fucking his best friend, believe me, I know the feeling, and, I guess, eventhough the girl looked, exactly like him, they couple denied that, and claimed it was the boyfriends, but, later, went after child support, when DNA was tested!  But, he was sketchy on the details, but, earlier, he wanted to go smoke, so, we went outside, right about, probably, noon, I am thinking, still during lunch, but we were standing right in front of the surveillance cameras, and if you want, classic, attorney, attitude, bitch, throw down the guantlet, you got it, right on tape, I was sure this dude was a cop, and probably, CIA, or FBI, so, I took off the gloves and vented, ranted and raved, with all the fury, hatred, disgust, and venom, I feel for his Company or Agency!  They make me want to puke!  To participate, in a fraud of this magnitude, and amount of money, involved, with both agencies have jurisidiction to solve financial crimes, on foreign and one domestic, and they are fucking on the TAKE AND TRYING TO TAKE ME DOWN?  WORMWOOD!  BURN ASSHOLES!  What can I say, no respect!

THEN I GET THE RELIGIOUS FREAK AGENT

Tag-teaming me, is an understatement . . . first, the sting op at McDonald's, with two agents, I noticed,, while in line, the night before, and a few extras, like the dude, yesterday, morning, the day after the computer cord was stolen, with the SOONERS, football, sign, remember, going through the surveillance tapes, not to help me, but to take me down, this fucker, parked his sorry ass behind me, and like I said, earlier, when you set a trap for someone, you step in it yourself, in this case, I was in the ZONE, writing my blog, that, I am not sure is published yet, but, worried about running out of gas or juice on my baby acer, I love, with just a paragraph or so left, when, suddenly, after two warnings, the whole computer screen went black!  SHIT, cut off!  But, the good thing is, is that, the black out, brought me out of my writers, zone-out, and brought me back into reality, fast, just in time, to look around the lobby at McD's, and notice, that this family restaurant, was filled with, the right age, CIA or FBI, agents, or a few local cops, who didn't seem as smooth, or prepared, almost dropping a gasket when, I suddenly, stoppped writing, all caught on surveillance camera in the corner, near the drink machine, one tall dark haired, guy with a ball cap, navy hat, navy sweatshirt, long sleeved, the other guy, wearing a blue hat, with a blue fox, stitching on it . . . hey, butcher, you blue Mo Muffins, with a hairdo, like this, and anyone could look like a fox in comparison, ruin the enemy, so the girls you support, by default look, better!  LOL.

 

Two guys behind me, one over by the window, the two near the drinks, and one from the Pov. who, later showed his colors, probably the undercover identifier, long time Pov, res, but comes a goes alot, the point man!  But, suddenly, I packed up my shit, the taller guy with the navy blue sweatshirt, moved, over to block the door, and he said, Boot Scootin' Boogie, which I have used in my blog, to indicate, that I have seen the FBI/CIA or cop, playbook, and simply got up and left!  Just like I did, yesterday, but, being blocked, hearing him, give the sign to the other agents, or cops, I said, Damned right, boot scootin' boogie, and I turned and went out the front doors!  LOL!  I guess they were waiting for the local cops, to arrive to handcuff me, or maybe for "X" man, "Y" to stand, and block the exit at the front of the store, or whatever, but, it is so easy, just throw them off the planned game plan, and they are like mush!  LOL!  They have probably had me cornered, for 20 times, in the last, few days, tons down in St. George, before leaving, and they just CAN'T GET ME?  Newsflash, GOD IS ON MY SIDE, BECAUSE HE FUCKING HATES "INJUSTICE!" DUMB ASSES!  What do you not get about this?  All the cops may be going along with this shit, but, in what 3,000 attempts, you have failed, and most of it, when I am in slow-mo, not really giving you much of a challenge!  LOL!  My ego value is doing nothing but going UP, and your morale is going nothing but DOWN! 

THE BEATINGS WILL CONTINUE, UNTIL YOU GET THE RIGHT SUSPECTS!

So, I leave, McD's, and do what I have been known to do, go across the street to the Greyhound station, catch a bus or shuttle for a great escape out of town.  But, I too am getting smarter, and less, likely to run, seeing that originally, I would go from Montana, to Vegas, or Colorado, when, all I really need to do, is walk out of the Pov., right in front of the arresting officer, who was to scare me out of the Pov., into the waiting arms of the other 7 cops, surrounding the area and up the street!  Just like dealing with the judges, prosecutors in court, I assigned them, my, mentality and intellect, making them, in my mind's eye, way smarter than they were, until I realized, I was, operating both in court and in my briefs, far above their pay grade and legal level of knowledge, which was jack shit nothing!  I have done the same with cops, even federal cops, we are raised, with James Bond, 007, being smarter than smart, cooler than cool, and like all movie versions of our alleged, real cops, it is Hollywood as usual, making them better, better looking and cooler, than they are!  LOL!  I mean, over the years, I have been sent the best, the brightest and the best looking, and I cast them all aside!  So, as a consequence of that, their fear of rejection and in my case, not only rejection, but outright, being offended by them, lacking in morals, and doing what is right, penis driven, fake boob, mesmerized, selling a nation down the tubes in the process?  What is there to respect in that, what to admire? what to look at as cool? violators of their oaths and offices? handsome doesn't cut through that shit!  And so, in reaction to my rejection, they go for the closest sister or friend to me, for what, to make me jealous? give them credit for my life? I know these hoes, and I am not impressed, or I would want to be them, rather than them me!

 

So, there is a new guy at the counter in the bus terminal, they are at least planning ahead, they have "plan A" and then, if that fails, and it always does, "plan B" and I was now in the middle of plan "B", soon to be "plan C" and "plan D", "E" and so on, and so on!  Dude without bags, sitting with his hood over his face, like that is not a dead give away, then, another, spunky, cowboy, who looked like he came straight from church, looking the model version of someone, trying to blend into the culture and the dress, who looked much more like, he was used to wearing a suit, and tie, infact, I had to put my glasses on to see, what shoes were prancing around the tile floors, Sunday shoes, I thought, but actual, cowboy boots?  A beanie knit hat, doesn't go with cowboy boots, nor do the black, frame glasses, he put on, looking directly at me . . . yeah, it's me.  I am getting so bored!  Scream, while I am training these fools!  SCREAM!  What am I training, both the CIA, FBI and local cop shops?  SHIT, PAY ME FUCKERS, NOT ONLY WHAT YOU STOLE FROM ME AND ARE ALLOWING TO SLIP AWAY EVERY FUCKING DAY FROM MY BLOG, BUT PAY ME FOR TRAINING ON THE LAW AND CONSTITUTION, PLUS COP SHIT, LIKE EVIDENCE GATHERING, etc.!  I can understand that, when you are learning something, you can, if talented and smart, actually, rise to the level of competition, but, I am not seeing that.  Whatever.  But back to the religious dude, I can OUT SCRIPTURE THE BEST OF YOU, and I have sort of a master's minor in ancient scripture study, not that I completed the course, but, I have read all the anceint texts, that exist, in one class, for one paper, then lost interest!  I got my intellectual curiousity and question satisfied, by my own work and paper, with no need to go further . . . I am a FAST LEARNER, human SPONGE!

 

But, Mr. Iraqi vet, agent, was not match for me, in the area of the Book of Revelations either, I am a one stop shop, for basic knowledge, for an educated, person, in about every area, without exception.  So, when, he listened to me, he started ranting that he was Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End . . .like I am going to swallow that one!  LOL!  I started, asking him on end of times shit, have we had the four horses of the apacholyps, or the woes, woes, woes, or the war of Gog and MaGog?  What about the dragon with many heads, or the whore of all the earth, has she come or is active?  What about the woman with the 12 stars, holding the baby, and the witnesses, didn't die in Iraq, they die in Jeruselem?  He shut the fuck up!  Annie came and saved his bacon!  Of, course, the NSA, and Mo run 30,000 spies in Utah are monitoring this computer as well, here at the St. Patrick's Hospital in MISSOULA, MONTANA, they stole my computer cords, so that, it would appear, that, I went to SEATTLE, where, another fucker, CIA agents, was double billing his weekend, me in one part of the Twin Cities, or rather Twisted, Twin Enterprises, to protect the bitches . . .as a very Shelley, looking woman, walks by, you see, my work with doctors, saving them from Medicaid, Medicare fraud units, while general counsel for the Utah Medical Association, has been reassigned to Shelley, as all the GREAT THINGS I HAVE DONE, OVER THE LAST 23 YEARS!  COP CUNT is a fucking book worm, but ATTORNEY EXTRAORDINAIRE, she is NOT!

 

Which brings me to another thing, you will want to look at on surveillance cameras, on the front door of the Pov. during my rant, yesterday, you will see, not it is SUNDAY, they will probably try to delay this blog, to make it look, like a normal school day, but a school bus, pulled up at Imagine Nation Brewery, all bought at paid for by the mob, losers, cop losers, Southwich sister, losers, fuck buddy losers, for the top cops, and all, but, the school bus, is communicating without communicating that, the bitch I am writing about, Shelley the whore of all the earth, he religious freak cops, I found her, it is my sister, Shelley, the bus marm! sells elementary school books to libarians, and is about that compliated herself, but, that is the aerial signal, that, I am Shelley, and She, JoAnn, or her spelleing, Joann, VERY SYMBOLIC, "A" IS A POWER LETTER, FIRST IN THE ALPHEBET, IN NUMBEROLOGY, AS IS "J" AND TWO "N's" . . . I know a shit load.  And I am JoAnn, hint, hint, hint . . .

GOD ABSOLUTELY, HATES, INJUSTICE . . . THE BEATINGS WILL CONTINUE, UNTIL YOU GET THAT FUNDAMENTAL BELIEF!  THE RED HAIRED COP, WITH THE FOX ON HIS HAT, WAS WEARING A MARINE SHIRT YESTERDAY, OR WOUNDED WARRIOR SHIRT, BUT ON THE FRONT OF IT, IT SAID, "BELIEVE IN HEROES" AND I AM RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS FUCKING FACE, AND HIS BUDDY, I AM A DOMESTIC WAR VET! 23 YEARS AND GOING STRONG, EVERY FUCKING DAY, WITH COPS, AGENTS, COMPANY MEN AND WOMEN, FAMILY, CHURCH, COMMUNITY, AFTER ME DAILY, AND I FIGHT ON!  FUCK ALL OF YOU!  YOU DON'T DESERVE ME, OR THIS COUNTRY!



SPLATTERHOUSE. DEAD END GAME. DIRTY HEADS. WALKING DEAD SURVIVOR. EX-CENTRIC. SHORT BLOG TODAY, WROTE ABOUT CIA YESTERDAY, RIGHT ABOUT 12:00 NOON, I WENT TO CATCH THE BUS TO THE POVERELLO CENTER FOR LUNCH, SOME GUY, WEARING AN ORANGE PARKA, WITH A BLUE LINER, BLUE HAT, LEVIS WITH TWO KIDS, A LITTLE BLONDE GIRL WITH A PINK RIBBON, SHIRT AND SLEEVELESS SHIRT, AND I BELIEVE A BOY, DIDN'T NOTICE HIM, BUT, AFTER I CAME OUT OF THE BATHROOM, HAVING LEFT MY BACKPACK, PACKED AND READY TO LEAVE ON THE BOOTH TABLE WHERE I HAVE BEEN SITTING FOR ABOUT 4 HOURS, BUT, WHEN I CAME OUT, ONE OF THE POUCHES, THAT MY COMPUTER DESIGNED BACKPACK, HOLDS FOR THE TWO CORDS, WAS UNZIPPED AND THE CORD PART WAS GONE! I DIDN'T PUT TWO AND TWO TOGETHER, UNTIL I GOT DOWN A BLOCK RETRACING MY STEPS, STARTING WITH LAST NIGHT WHEN I DID, USE THE CHARGER, CORDS AT THE BREAK, AND DO WHAT I ALWAYS TO, PACK THEM IN THE SIDE POUCHES--BUT, I WOULD HAVE NOTICED THEY WERE GONE, BECAUSE, OBVIOUSLY, I AM EXTEPTIONALLY PERCEPTIVE AND NOTICE DETAILS . . . NOW HAD THE CORDS BEEN IN THE FRONT POUCH WHERE I KEEP PENS, LIPSTICK, MY CELL PHONE, BUS SCHEDULES, COMBS, ETC., THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN REASON TO BELIEVE THAT, I JUST LEFT THE POUCH OPEN AND IT FELL OUT BECAUSE, I AM IN AND OUT OF THAT POCKET ALL DAY LONG; HOWEVER, THE COMPUTER CHARGER CORDS, NO, MY COMPUTER HAS 11 HOUR BATTERY CHARGE ON IT, SO, ME WRITING FOR SEVERAL HOURS IS NOT A BIG DEAL! AND WHEN I AM NEAR A PLUG, NO MATTER HOW CHARGED MY BATTERY IS, I PLUG THE COMPUTER CORDS INTO KEEP IT "EVER READY" FOR ACTION, SEEING THAT THE LAST FEW DAYS, WITH THE ELECTIONS APPROACHING AND THE EXPOSURE OF THE FUCKS WHO HAVE BEEN DOING THIS IS GETTING NEARER AND NEARER, I HAVE DONE TWO AND THREE BLOGS PER DAY, RATHER THAN JUST THE NORMAL ONE, I TRADITIONALLY DO! BUT WHAT STRUCK ME, AS WRONG, DIFFERENT, STRANGE ABOUT THE DAD, AND TWO KIDS, IS THE FACT THAT, IN A TOTALLY EMPTY RESTAURANT, FOR THE MOMENT, I JUST DID A TYPO, MONEY, ALL PARENTS, WITH KIDS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, TAKE THEIR KIDS IN "PLAYPLACELAND!" WITHOUT EXCEPTION, I HAVE NEVER SEEN OTHERWISE, SO HE CAME AND SAT BY ME FOR A PURPOSE, AND HE DID, IN RETROSPECT, SEEM TO BE TAKING HIS TIME, DINKING AROUND, PROLONGING TAKING OFF HIS PARKA, AND TAKING TIME TO ORDER . . . NOW, ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME OR OBSERVES MY ROUTINES, WOULD KNOW, THAT REGARDLESS OFGOING TO THE RESTROOM, MINUTES EARLIER, I ALWAYS, DO A BATHROOM CHECK, SOMETHING I PICKED UP IN MY CHILDHOOD, BECAUSE MY PARENTS WITH 8 KIDS, WOULD NOT SOONER GET ON THE ROAD AND SOMEONE WOULD HAVE TO GO TO THE RESTROOM! SO IT IS A LONG DEVELOPED HABIT AND PROBABLY A BIT PSYCHOTIC, AT THIS AGE, BUT, NONETHELESS, THERE WOULD BE A 99% CHANCE IN A 100 THAT i WOULD, MAKE ONE LAST TRIP TO THE RESTROOM! IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN TWO SECONDS, ACTUALLY NOW THAT I LOOK BACK, HE SEEMED TO BE HOVERING OVER THE KIDS, BUT, IN REALITY, HE WAS LIKLY HOVERING OVER MY COMPUTER BAG, RENDERING MY LIMITED, AT LEAST FOR A DAY OR TWO, IN THIS "PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE GAME" OF TRYING TO BLOCK ME, FROM EXPOSING THE CIA SHIT TEAMS OF LIARS, THEIVES, JOKES, AND CLOWNS, IN THEIR LESS THAN NOBLE ATTEMPTS TO GET ME, KILL ME, LOCK ME UP, DETAIN ME, INCARCERATE ME FOR NOT DAMNED GOOD REASON, OTHER THAN TO STEAL, EVERYTHING I AM, AND RELOCATE IT TO THE GIRLZ AND BOYZ CLUBS IN LAW ENFORCEMENT! LOSERS, NOTHING BUT, LOSERS! SHIT!

Don't Worry, Be Happy . . . OOO, Don't Worry, Don't Worry, Be Happy!  LOL!

Lucky for me, I have friends in allegedly, low places . . . some Native chick, cool as hell, overheard me say that, I had gotten my cord stolen, seeing that my blogging and true crime shows, are my life, at this time, I was pissed, and vocal about it too, so, she said, oh, I'll get you one, I work at a motel, and we have a basket full of computer chargers that people have left in their rooms, so, I just look for the piece you need . . . GREAT, will love you forever!  Now most people would look at this, and say, well it is just a computer cord, but, I just bought the 8th computer, and don't have more than 50 cents on me, until the 3rd of November, so, it is not like they would totally, put me out of the blogging business, but, they would make my life harder, their joy and pleasure in life, to make my life harder, no matter now inane the task, or normal the procedure, like getting an I.D. card, which I am sure they are pissed they didn't get intercepted by staff, or through the mail, or stop me, before, I even got it and saw that, the DMV, didn't even make MY I.D., card, the way I filled out the form, but blended it into, my sister's FAKE, use of my driver's license!  They can't get me on the big things like murdering me, but, they are pretty damned successful of having the network of cops, spies, Mormons, and family, ever on call, to do their dirty head shit!

I found it interesting, that the way, I hooked up the new cords, came from a book that might have been left by some ass wipe, CIA agent, undercover in the Poverello, knowing that I look at shirts, book titles and other things, to learn stuff, use as blogging "attention getters" or to possibly, even get God Intel, but, they know how I operate now, so, I have to be able to distinguish between, the man made manipulated signs, or the real, directional signs, that have saved my life over the last 5 years!  But, the Native chick, asked me if I wanted a book she was trying to get rid of . . . DEAD END GAME, which immediately caught my attention, as really what this stupid shit is all about, some scored game, to kill me, train fucking spooks, free, against someone smarter and more educated, experienced, and cunning, crafty, creative than all their agents put together!  So, I wanted to check the source, so I asked the chick, if she had read it, and she said, NO, it was just sitting here in the window, so, not attached to anyone, and it keeps falling on the floor, so . . . I told her to just leave it in the window between the overflow and dining, kitchen area, and someone will read it.

But, as if, in a second witness type way, a few minutes later, her husband came and picked up the same book, so, I started thinking this, was, possibly, a God Intel, and warning, with several meanings, depending on how one interpreted it, but again, and I didn't know who he was, but he was near her stuff where the book had been set, and she told me she was there with her husband, so, I assumed that was him, and said, no, I don't want to read it, but let me see that title again, and sure enough, there could be more than one meaning, DEAD END GAME, and I told him, I was not much of a book reader, but I do read, newspapers, magazines, and news feed, because, generally, novels don't catch my interest, which is about, a Sesame Street, TV kids, attention span, but adult attention span time frames, and we all laughed, but, the book for a third time, caught my attention, out near the front door window, under a bunch of books, DEAD END GAME, which could tell undercover cops, only when she is dead, is the game over!  Or it could indicate that, this is a dead end game, so bag it, we are never going to get her . . . or the game is dead, she has us, and the evil twin cop chicks are going to go down if we don't end the game and then they will be dead and so will we!  Given what I have written, strange, I wrote, given what "we" have written, ah, no, I have written, all, almost 1200 blogs, from start to finish in the last three years, plus, now, they have just taken all the money, credit and fame for MY LIFE, MY STORIES, MY KIDS, MY LAW WORK AND MY CONSTITUTIOINAL TRAINING . . . oh, they are ME, well, I think, NOT YOU BUTT FUCKING FAGGOTS AND MAGGOTS!

This little pimple dick, who came in yesterday with the sole intent of stealing my computer cord, not only is, so pathetic as a cop and law enforcement, but he is a totally shitty example to his kids and should be shot for training them that, it is okay to STEAL! or did daddy fuck face, sneak behind his kids backs by bribing them out of the play area, until he got the job done?  WORKING FOR THE GOVERNMENT DOES NOT CLEANS YOUR SINS AND CRIMES, ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE "DOUBLE TROUBLE" GAME

THE IN AND OUT GAME, EXCHANGING PARTS OF JOANN, WITH DIFFERENT MEN, HAPPENED AGAIN THIS WEEKEND

• attorney, after the Pick's Disease, Shelley, switched, way back in 2000, when I was to die by 2002, Shelley, 13 months older than I am, is NOT AN ATTORNEY!!!!!
• attorney, mother of rock star, wanna be, Elliot Taylor Secrist, JoAnn S. Secrist, taking care of Shelley's son, Isaaac, wanna be rock star too, weaved and merged at Jerry Owen's house in Midway, Utah, with kids in school, at Heber Schools, hooking up with Midway and Heber kids, common held friends and band members, when, I left, Jerry, Shelley moved in on that man, like she has with every guy, up to Kennedy, and then Rachel was on that one, like shit on a stick!
• attorney, mother, down and out with Pick's Disease, but getting better, married to Brett Todd Stuart, Stewart, met Kay Burningham, after asking me if I knew, some woman, whom, I considered, in my league of women, soon after that, Kay called me out of the blue, now, allegedly engaged to Bruce Bugsbe or Bugsby, a professor of biology, which, Shelley got a degree in, and after I left Brett, I was looking at one of Shelley's alumni magazines, and there was a Brett Todd Stuart, who graduated in something like animal science, but he most likely had some biology classes, the plot thickens, because, Brett claimed to just be a factory worker when I met him, but he kept asking me if I was impressed with his vocabulary . . . he was always trying to let me know, he was cooler than he appeared to be.  First, Shelley, weaved into the picture with Brett, the silver sneakers, but with him leaving evidence of him, all over the house, the goal is to hurt me, in the process of replacing me.  As I moved into, more legal stuff that Shelley could not handle, Kay was brought in on the game too, and she took over in this game of swingers and zingers!
• attorney, trial attorney, Brock, $357 million securities case, Cheek, $56.7 million, Shelley, Kay, Rachel, on various aspects of the Brock case, and Cheek, Kelly Anne Booth and Shelley on that case, Levin, case Shelley, Lamerouex case, Kelly, tons of other cases, divided, all shift, and go back and forth, being assigned to every one but the REAL ATTORNEY, ME!
• attorney, constitutional law attorney, meeting with Sen. Tester's and AG, now Gov. Steve Bulloch's offices, I believe Shelley followed, then Kay, later, Rachel, and Sue, in this last legislative session, taking my originals, and trying to fuck with it, to steal the water from the locals, the ranchers and farmers, and return it to the Indians, under the federal government control, and to be used in Utah, to make the desert bloom like a rose!
• attorney mother of God's Revolver, bass guitarist, 3 CD record deal with Sony, Elliot Taylor Secrist, having had his "Little Black Horse" CD, under EXIGENT RECORDS stolen, was being set up, on his new CD, too, with Sony, merely asking band members to REMIX, the songs, which only took Elliot 4 days, and the rest of the band refused?  The album was never even named!  Maraloka on FBI FILES, episodes, Dodge Dart commercials, the DITCH and the DELTA, used a Donald Trump, Conservative Summit in Denver, where Kay had connections . . . and I am sure the MUSIC with a slightly different mix, has been stolen and used, endlessly, as much as it can be!
• attorney, mother, constitutional law attorney, writing emails, that would go to 10,000 readers, pre-blog, including the whole Obama administration, just prior to the 2012, elections, were all stolen, and marketed with Rachel, being me, the writer . . . I came down to Rachel's house with Kay Moosman, fall of 2012, and Rachel said to me, Jo, you ought to write a book, and I said, no, my emails, dealing with my cases, my thoughts, my legal and constitutional analysis, plus thoughts of family, or notes to my kids, etc., are really, my memories and my book . . . the very NEXT DAY, the whole fucking list of emails and contacts, were STOLEN, and I believe, put in book form, and marketed with Rachel, signing books, and claiming to be ME!
• attorney, sort of a water law expert, having worked with Ray Jay Davis, law professor, at BYU, as a research assistant for the #1 water law expert in the nation, not only that, but actually, refusing to use case law to support the expert, seeing that after my research, case law didn't support his arguments and view of water law . . . Ohio Law Review, agreed with me, and made him write his law review article over . . . they stole every aspect of my life, from A TO Z!  Shelley, probably got credit for my law school years, giving her WHAT? a law degree by PROXY?  FUCK, lazy ass bitch!  All these women could have gone to law school, but they were afraid, that they could not do the AMAZING THINGS I HAVE DONE, TIME AND TIME AGAIN!  The plan for Afghanistan, water compact, you name it, testifying and writing, constitutional analysis of the medical marijuana, federal burros and horse shit, placement, abortion, you name it, I DID IT AND THEY USED COPS TO RUN ME OUT OF TOWN, SO THEY COULD MOVE IN ON THE KILL AND DEAL!
• Jack or John King Strode (Ware) and Shelley, along with Allan Rex Bess, or Frank of Interpol, tag teaming me in Utah and Montana, plus claiming to be MOM OF MY GREAT KIDS!
• Michael Willis, McClintoch, whatever, Shelley
• Tony Ostemeier, and Shelley, water compact, weaver, then to Sue Schmidt
• James "Angel" Kennedy, meet in Butte, asks me to meet in Durango, Colorado, switch, Rachel out for me, then she starts to play a bigger role in Montana, still doing shit in Utah as me, Sue and Kevin on Mo Mission, but really, in Montana at the legislature . . . people new my NAME, but not my face or had seen it, years before!
• Miles Thornton III, intercepted me going to Washington D.C., and mixed it up, over the last 4 years, begging me to come help with legal issues, then exchanging me with, Kay, or Rachel, and sending, double messages, buying them tickets, using my word, and help, to cover the inexperienced bitches, who know jack shit about family law . . . but, I AM THE TEACHER OF THE LAW THE LOSER HO'S and law enforcement, all so cleverly FREE, isn't that cool, the woman who fucked cops over, is training us, while we are taking ALL HER FAMILY MONEY FROM HER TO SONS' MUSIC TO DAUGHTERS BOOKS or PLANS FOR WATER AND NATURAL RESOURCES, see and then, we are also, through compromising, her kids, through marriage, going to say that her kids, that we also planned on killing and replacing, the stars with the cop averages, loser kids, now, we are just going to take her SUPER STAR NURSERY, and say they are OURS, rather than, our drug dealers, assassins, serial killers, dead beat dads, teen mothers, and gay boys, or maybe dead boys!  Shelley, through the GOP old saggy, ugly bulls, of yesterday, that, I would NEVER touch with a TEN FOOT POLE!  or they will fuck, Shelley, let Kennedy do Rachel, and mix and match the kids, with PARENTS WHO ARE NOT THEIR ROOTS OR NATURAL BORN PARENTS!  Miles pops up from nowhere, 4 year later, wants to rekindle a relationship, sex, legal help, but looking back on it, he would want help, about the same time that, the cops were bearing down on me, in Montana, so, even though he said he would pay, I generally was under pressure and heat, so I would gladly get out of town, so an orchestrated effort, only this time, I called his bluff, and didn't come when, he asked, even though, there is always heat on me, and it was looking bad, but, after going up there last week on MY DIME, I wasn't keen on getting killed somewhere in Seattle, or near Bellevue, Washington, where Rachel used to live and could weave me, into being further buried, while Kay, came in, with Miles, and he freaked out, because, I DIDN"

COZY UP & FALL. WINK. WHO'S PLAYING WHO? FROM SUPER GIRL TO WONDERWOMAN, THE BLONDE VERSION. THE BIGLYER THEY ARE, THE HARDER THEY FALL! LOL! I KISS & TELL! WHOOOOPS! IN RESPONSE TO DONALD TRUMP, SAYING LOOK AT THESE WOMEN, LIKE, COME ON . . . WHO A MAN WILL FUCK IN PRIVATE, IS VERY DIFFERENT THAT WHO HE WILL ADMIT TO BEING WITH IN PUBLIC--WHILE PUSHING "PEOPLE" WRITER, UP AGAINST A WALL, GROPING, KISSING AND TRYING TO GET UP HER SKIRT, WHILE VERY PROGNANT, SUPER MODEL, WITH, EVEN PREGNANT, AND CLOSE TO THEIR FIRST ANNIVERSARY, WAS JUST THE FLOOR ABOVE HER DISGUSTING HUSBAND! MRS. TRUMP WANTED THE PRESS TO APOLOGIZE TO HER, FOR RELEASING THE STORIES ABOUT THE "GROPER" BUT, IT IS NOT THE NEW YORK TIMES OR THE WASHTINGTON POST, WHO TOOK THE MARRAIGE OATH, AND COMMITTED TO YOU! IT IS DONALD, WHO OWES YOU THE APOLOGY! MY DAUGHTER, NICOLE, VERY REBPULICAN, VERY MUCH IN SUPPORT OF TRUMP, WHEN, I TOLD ALL MY KIDS, TO WATCH MICHELLE OBAMA'S COMMENTS ON "LOCKER ROOM BANTER" AND TRUMP'S BLATANT DISMISSAL AND DENIALS OF "OBJECTIFYING" WOMEN, POLITICS ASIDE, WHIHC SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO BE ABLE TO DO, BUT, RETORTED WITH THE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST BILL CLINTON, AND, SOMEHOW, HILLARY'S COMPLIANCE AND ATTACKS ON HIS MISTRESSES OR AFFAIRS. I DIDN'T RESPOND, BUT WHAT, I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO SAY TO HER, IS IF YOU HUSBAND, CHEATS ON YOU, ARE YOU RESPONSIBLE? MOST TO THE TIME, IT IS YEARS BEFORE A WOMAN WILL EVER KNOW, AND IN MOST CASES, A WOMAN, FURIOUS AND ANGRY AT HER HUSBAND, MUCH, MORE SO, BEING IN THE PUBLIC EYE, HAS TO LASH OUT AGAINST SOMEONE, AND GOING AFTER YOUR HUSBAND IS MUCH RISKIER, GIVEN, TEH CIRCUMSTANCES, THE POTENTIAL FALL OUT, AND IF IT IS A PRESIDENT, EVEN MUCH, MORE CONCERN, THEN CHILDREN, AND FUTURE LIFESTYLE AND IN HILLARY'S WORLD, A LATER RUN FOR PRESIDENT, THAT HAS NOW COME INTO FRUITION--IT IS JUST NOT THAT SIMPLE! SO, YEAH, IN AN INDIRECT ATTACK ON HER HUSBAND, SHE MAY, GO AFTER A, ALSO, VERY MORALLY, CORRUPT AND ERRANT "OTHER WOMAN" EXPECTING HER TO BE MORE LOYAL TO HER SEX AND GENDER, KNOWING THAT GENRALLY WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND, BUT, I MAY APPEAR IN OTHER WAYS, LIKE, FOR INSTANCE TRUMP, THE FAR LESS THAT CLEAN AND NOBLE HUSBAND, DRAGGING OUT ALL OF BILL'S DIRTY LAUNDRY TO HURT HILLARY, AND OF THE TWO, I CAN GUARANTEE, THAT IT IS BILL WHO IS HURTING, WITH HILLARY, VINDICATED TO SOME EXTENT AND FREE TO BE THE CANDIDATE WITHOUT THE BAGGAGE! A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP, IS A HONEST MAN OR WOMAN'S REWARD. AT TIMES IT IS HARDER TO SEE, YOUR LOVED ONE, OPENLY HURT, THAN IT IS TO TAKE IT YOURSELF! WHEN SOMEONE CHEATS, IT IS NOT A STATEMENT THAT, THE OTHER PARTNER, IS NOT SEXY, OR UNATTRACTIVE, AND IN THE CASE WITH MOST MEN, THEY USE AN "AFFAIR TO RUN FROM INTIMACY WITH THEIR WIVES" WHILE WOMEN ON THE OTHER HAND, SEEING INTIMACY, RUN TO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER MAN, BEING, LEFT OUT OF THEIR OWN HUSBAND'S LIFE. BIZARRE DYNAMICS, BUT, MEN ARE FROM MARS AND WOMEN FROM VENUS, BOTH REACT DIFFERENTLY; HOWEVER, I BELIEVE THIS ISSUE GOES MORE TO THE "CHARACTER" OF THE CHEATER, RATHER THAN THE SEX APPEAL OF THE PARTNER--CASE IN POINT, SUPER MODEL, MELANIA, BEING CHEATED ON, WITH LESS ATTRACTIVE WOMEN, IN HER HUSBAND'S OWN WORDS, DIDN'T STOP TRUMP, BECAUSE, IN MOST CASES, ANYTYPE OF ABUSE, IS THE RESULT OF "POWER & CONTROL" AND MUCH LIKE RAPE, IT IS NOT EVEN ABOUT SEX, BUT SOME NEED FOR A MAN TO HAVE POWER AND CONTROL OVER A WOMAN! SO, DEEP SEEDED, PYCHOLOGY IS NEEDED TO UNRAVEL, THE NEED OF POWERFUL MEN, TO EXPLOIT LESS POWERFUL WOMEN? IS THIS PROOF THAT THEY HAVE ARRIVED? THAT THEY ARE, IN FACT, NOW, RICH ENOUGH, POWERFUL ENOUGH, FAMOUS ENOUGH, TO LORD SEX, AS THE OUTWARD TOOL, BUT, ONLY A TOOL, TO GOT FOR "POWER & CONTROL" OVER EVERYTHING, THEY ARE INVOLVED IN, AND THE WOMEN, ONLY BEING AN OUTSIDE, OBJECT, OF THEIR INNER NEED TO CONTROL? POSSIBLY, AND INTERESTING TAKE--AS TRUMP LINED UP, BILL'S OWN, ACCUSERS, THEY WERE NOTHING TO SCREAM ABOUT EITHER, AND HILLARY IS MUCH PRETTIER THAN, ALL OF THESE WOMEN, WHO HAVE NOT AGED, HALF AS WELL! IT IS FUNNY, THERE IS THIS CUTE VIDEO, WITH A DAD TALKING TO HIS CHILDREN ABOUT, DONALD TRUMP, AND THEIR RESPONSES ARE HILARIOUS . . . HE ASKS, HIS KIDS, WHAT DONALD TRUMP'S HAIR IS MADE OF, AND THE LITTLE GIRL, SAID A "BIRD'S NEST!" AND THE BOY, STATED THAT HE THOUGHT IT WAS "LIQUID HAIR!" LOL! WHEN HE ASKED HIS DAUGHTER, HOW OLD DONALD'S WIFE WAS, SHE SAID, 30 YEARS OLD, AND THEN DAD, ASKED HER, HOW OLD SHE THOUGHT, THE DONALD WAS, AND SHE SAID, MUCH, OLDER THAN HIS WIFE, LIKE 200 YEARS OLD! LOL! IT IS FUN TO INVOVLE YOUR KIDS AND GRANDKIDS, IN THE PORTIONS OF THE ELECTIONS YOU ARE FREE TO ENGAGE THEM IN, HOWEVER, NOT THE X-RATED PARTS! BUT, MY GRANDSONS, LISTEN TO MOM AND DAD, HILLARY, FOR THE MOST PARTS SUPPORTERS, DAD? BUT, IT IS CLEAR WHO GRANDMA AND MOM SUPPORT, THEY ARE VERY OPINONATED, WANT TO BE INVOLVED, JOINED IN ON THE PIZZA, POP AND POPCORN, GATHERING ARGUMENTS AND IDEAS, FROM TV AND ADULT CONVERSATIONS, AND LATER, STANDING UP IN SCHOOL, FOR, HILLARY, NOT SO POPULAR IN SOUTHERN UTAH, THE REDDEST COUNTY IN THE REDDEST STATE, BUT, DEFENDING THE MINORITY CANDIDATE, BROUGHT A SMILE TO THE TEACHER'S FACE, JUST ASSUMING THAT ALL HER STUDENTS WERE DONALD TRUMP SUPPORTERS, WHEN, A SMART GIRL, STARTED TO DEFEND HILLARY, AND MY GRANDSON, JUMPED IN TO SUPPORT HER WITH HIS OWN, OPINIONS AND THOUGHTS! LOL! MY YOUNGEST GRANDSON, WHO IS SO COMPETATIVE, IMMEDIATELY AFTER THE DEBATE, KEPT SAYING, GRANDMA, WHO WON, WHO WON? I TOLD HIM IT WOULD TAKE A FEW DAYS TO GET THE RESULTS, BUT IN MY MIND, OF COURSE, HILLLARY DID, HE SAID, I THINK SO TOO! SURE ENOUGH, JUST TODAY, THE CNN POLLS CAME OUT, 57% OF THE VIEWERS WHO TOOK PART IN THE DEBATE AND OUTCOME, THROUGHT HILLARY WON, WHILE 34% SAID, NOT THAT DONALD WON, BUT THAT HE HAD "IMPROVED" OVER HIS PERFORMANCE IN THE PREVIOUS DEBATE! BELIEVE ME, THE THRESHOLD IS VERY LOW FOR DONALD, ANY TYPE OF IMPROVEMENT IS A SUPRISE TO THE VOTERS! LOL! THE BAR AND EXPECTATIONS ARE MUCH HIGHER FOR HILLARY, THE MORE SEASONED DEBATER AND POLITICIAN! WHERE MORE IS GIVEN, MORE IS EXPECTED! MY THIRD GRANDSON, JUST FINDS ALL THE CARTOONS, PICTURES OF TRUMP ON THE INTERNET AND SOCIAL MEDIA, FUNNY AND ENTERTAINING! YOU WANT KIDS INVOLVED AND VESTED IN THEIR COUNTRY? GET THEM WHILE THEY ARE YOUNG AND THEY WILL NOT DEPART FROM IT! GET THE NEXT GENERATION OF VOTERS HOOKED! ONE OF MY GRANDSON'S ASKED ME, IF ALL I LIKED WAS POLITICS, WHEB I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THIS OR THAT . . . WAIT UNTIL AFTER THE ELECTIONS! LOL! I EAT, SLEEP AND DRINK THHIS STUFF IN, CAN'T GET ENOUGH, LOVE IT! IN LESS THAN THREE WEEKS, MY "ADDICTION" WILL BE TAKEN, WELL, AFTER ALL THE POLITICAL PUNDITS, BEAT A DEAD HORSE TO DEATH! LOL! BUT I EVEN DIG THAT! SO HAVE AT IT . . .

KISSING "FAMILY FEUD" TV HOST, AND CELEBRITY, RICHARD DAWSON!

Back in the early 80's, my sister, Sue, called me and asked me if I wanted to audition to be on Family Feud?  I thought she was joking, but, she assured me, that, the producers of the TV show, were coming to Utah, to interview and audition, Utah families, to put on his show.  Sue told me that, she and Kevin, were going to be on the five member team, Rob Schmidt, Kevin's very handsome, male model cousin, was also going to join in, as was, Meg, my single cousin, a match for Rob, who ended up gay, lol, but with his partner, much longer than this stray, feral cat, was married, to her husband at the time, now, married, and divorced, widowed, or whatever, bigamist, refusing to stay married, to someone I didn't want to be married to, regardless of whether, my husband or the courts, decided I should be married, with him, refusing to sign a divorce decree!  LOL.  But, after auditioning, and making it to the show, my biggest concern, was, how to avoid kissing, RICHARD DAWSON, whom I found, old, ugly, disgusting and a letch!  As I tuned into, the TV show, to catch a few pointers, I saw the host, kiss every woman!  SCREAM . . . how, can I get out of kissing him, and not make him or me, look the fool on national TV?

At first, this all consuming thought, led me to believe, that, simply in and of the thought, that, I didn't want to kiss the man, no matter who, big a celebrity he was, should not be, even considered, I just simply would, not kiss him, even if it meant, refusing, on national TV, regardless of the pressure, I got from whomever!  I had a lot of practice, slapping fresh and forward boys' faces, as a young teen ager, who's dad told her not to kiss until I was 16, so, this was just going back to old times for me.  I was noted county wide, by athletes, way older than myself, and others, as the girl who would not kiss anyone, and many came and tried, and many failed, so, I could handle this, even if it was a much, older man, in a tight situation, being seen by most as an opportunity, that was just not the case with me, I had no, desire to have this man's mouth on my mouth, regardless of his status, position, wealth, or celebrity.  As the appointed day came, the practice rounds were over, and we were facing the other family, to duel it out, with Dawson as the host, he first, greeted the other team, kissed every one of them!  SHIT?  I don't know, if I am going to be able to pull this off, getting out of kissing him?  I would watch was Sue and Meg did first, being, at the end of the line as I recall?  Shit, Sue, kissed him, in front of her husband, fuck!  Then, Meg, the law student at the time, didn't resist or revolt, so?  I remember, just thinking, I am going to have to just grin, close my eyes, and bare it!  YUCK!  As Lucy on Peanuts would say, BLAH!  It was over soon enough, painful, yes, disgusting, just like I thought, but at least he didn't tongue me!  Wheeeeewwwwww, it's over!

I am not much if a TV watcher, especially, in Dawson's later years, but, with little TV time, and really, no time for about 10 years, I finally could relax after law school, teaching college, and doing odd jobs, taking care of family responsibilities and such, and one night, at a friend's house, FAMILY FEUD came on, I think it even said, NEW AND IMPROVED?  LOL!  But, I noticed that there was a new host, and I asked my friend who was much more up on pop culture, where Richard Dawson went? died? retired?  NO, fired!  What for . . . KISSING ALL THE CONTESTANTS!  LOL!  Hey, I am right there with the producers on that jackass, I NEVER wanted his unwelcome kisses, made me sick!  So, famous men, rich men, powerful men, even presidents, WE DO NOT NEED, WANT, ACCEPT, YOUR ADVANCES, DREAM OF YOUR KISSES, LONG FOR YOUR HANDS UP OUR DRESSES, GRABBING OUR PUSSIES!  That is a concept, your old, locker room buddies, from the 50's came up with, or Mr. Trump, your Roger Ailes and other gropers!  LOL!

MEN, KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOURSELVES!

IF YOU LIKE IT, PUT A RING ON IT!

THAT REMINDS ME OF A DREAM I HAD, A FEW NIGHTS AGO!

The NSA fags, are not letting me move my cursor!  They must not like me writing about my dreams, because my doubles, don't have them, and so, that distinguishes me from them, along with about 10,000 additional brain cells!  LOL!  But, in this dream, I had rented a room from a guy and his family, like I would like to do, but, in this dream, part, I was sitting in the front seat with the husband, in the wife's seat, which is very bizarre to me, seeing I am so, right up the line, on marriage and oaths, in general, you get a fucking divorce if you want to fuck around!  A man may cheat on his wife, but, I will not cheat on her, with her  man . . . just will not do it!  And guess what women, if all women felt that way, not that we have to be the moral compass for unfaithful men, but, if we all strike an alliance, not to cheat on each other, guess what, we would not be having some of these dialogues, other than the ones, forced on us, like the woman, in the video, Nancy O'Dell, whom after rejecting, Trump's advances, he tried to get fired!  But, anyway, that is all beside the point, in this dream, the next scene, I was in the front seat, being all flirty, with the father, with the kids in the back seat, and I said, Where's your mom?  The kids said, We don't know.  But, in the dream, and I seemed to be younger than I am, and appeared to be much younger, almost teenager like, but, I was, swinging a key ring with a chain, small chain, around on my finger, no keys, but, the husband or the man, took the key chain away from me and seemed pissed and annoyed that I was flippantly playing with this gadget!

I woke up, puzzled, by the dream, first because, it seemed so innocent, and I seemed genuinely concerned and interested in where the mother of the kids were?  But, as I analyzed this dream, at first I thought, well, I don't know who the guy is, and so, whatever, maybe, that accounts for, my rather flippant and dismissive attitude.  But, as I looked, closer and closer at the dream analysis and what was going on, it was as if, the problem was not me, but, me renting or being in the house of a married man, a father, and obviously a concerned, father with his kids, and doing the dad thing, but, with me?  I thought of all the guys, I currently have a thing for, and this man started to take on, a form, making me think of a man, whom, I have been attracted to, for years, and I am talking 4 years, since coming to Montana, never letting him know, but, our eyes have met, and I have enquired as to his status, and to the best of my knowledge, and from what I heard, he was just living with a girlfriend, but they bought a house together, and kind of were helping raise each other's kids, his much younger than mine, all grown and on their own.  I guess, that I have returned over and over again, just in case he ever broke up with her, and I am sure he knew, I was interested and to his and my credit, we both, basically, after the first little while, didn't necessarily, avoid each other, but, I could tell, he was involved, maybe not at the level he wanted to be, in kind of a tight spot, for both of us, not really married, but not really single either, so, kind of fair game, but not really, because even with a girlfriend, I would not cut in on her territory.  And he seemed, to see things about that way, and so, nothing happened, and now, from what I hear, he has moved out of state . . . I actually was going up north just to see him . . . for some reason, just seeing him, was cool, not cheating really, but he never crossed any lines, nor did I, but, he seemed to be, not really the guy in the dream, but it seemed, kind of indicative of our relationship . . . me, interested, but, in the dark, as to what, his relationship, is, and as of late, decided, that it was wrong, even to temp him a bit, not cool, so I waited, a long time, until, I just wanted to go see him.  But the ring symbolism, is key, and the chain, without keys . . . so the round key ring, could be, indicative of, the fact that, I would require a ring on my finger, unlike his girlfriend, but, he might see it as a "chain" like in that old ball and chain, some people refer to their married partners as, seeing it as being too restrictive, taking it off my figure and putting it in his pocket!  The conversation between me and the children, and I referred to the woman, as, where is "your mother" not addressing the man, or referring to his wife?  It is funny, because, the guy I like is much, younger than I am, a dedicated, partner and father, and from some light conversations, very early on, before, there was much of an attraction, I thought he was a cop, so, the first time I saw him, and I was, the only rider on his bus, I opted to wait for the next bus, and he went pretty hardcore on me, on proving that, I qualified for free bus fare!  LOL!  That was back in the days, that I actually had I.D. before it was stolen, one piece after another, that first year in Montana . . . in fact, you may call in OVERKILL, because, I used all forms of I.D., to prove every which way but loose, that I was indeed, fine riding the bus . . .but he feels older to me, but, that seems to be a common, trait of mine and I am grateful for it, I look about on average from comments to be 20 years younger than I am, and I dig it and younger men!  LOL!  The other night at the Pov. this 27 year old started to chum with me, and she asked me right off the bat, how old I was . . . almost 62 years old, come December.  She looked at me, didn't say anything, looked puzzled, then said, you look about, ah, about, 42!  SMILE!  So, for me and this 40 something guy to be attracted is not out of the ordinary for me, but, I am sure, if he is reading my blog, learning that I am really, almost 62, believe it or not, I am sure, may even be, the reason, he ripped the key ring with the chain, I was flipping around, being all flirty and fun, more like a teenager!  LOL, which, I just feel younger, period!

BRAIN FLOSS!

 

D.C. COMICS--WONDER WOMAN? U.N. ICON? STAMP? SUPER GIRL IS BLONDE, SO IS FIRST FEMALE PRESIDENT! DUMB BLONDES--MARILY MONROE HAS BEEN DEAD A LONG TIME BOYZ AND GIRLZ! COMPUTER RAPISTS, NSA OR ACCESS HACKS, STEALING THIS BRIGHT FALL MORNING! FUGATE! PLAYHARD. STRINGER. LIQUID PLANET. DRINK IT UP. ADULT FANTASY. THESE ARE SOME GOOD TIMES. LOVE BREAKS YOUR HEART. WHEN WILL I HOLD YOU AGAIN? YOU DIDN'T BUY ME A BUS TICKET. THE CIA BOYZ THINK EVERY ONE BUYS THEIR BULL SHIT, SOME OF US SEE RIGH THROUGH THE DOUBLE THING, PRETENDING THAT I AM THE ONE COMING TO SEATTLE, NOT THE DOUBLE, THEN BEING SHOCKED, WHEN I WRITE THE TRUTH IN A TEXT FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING CREW TO READ! LOL! WATCH THE MOVIE "BURN AFTER READING!" I WORK FOR THE CIA! LOL! THE ONLY ONES WHO BELIEVE THEIR LIES, ARE THEMSELVES, SPINNING AND DANCING FOR EACHOTHER WAITING FOR THE WOW VIDEO OR STUNT! I HAVE A LIFE . . . AND I AM MUCH SMARTER THAN YOU GUYS. I JUST LET YOU THINK YOU ARE STRINGING ME ALONG, SO I CAN FIGURE OUT MORE OF YOUR GAME! LOL! YOU MAY BE TOP COPS, BUT I MY WORLD THAT IS JACK SHIT NOTHING! I AM NOT YOUR STUPID LITTLE PUSSY CAT GIRLS, WHO THINK YOUR COOL. THERE ARE BIGGER GAMES IN THIS WORLD THAN, SEX, DRUGS AND ROCKIN' ROLL, AND I INTEND TO BE A PLAYER IN THAT GAME--MUCH MORE SATISFACTION IN THAT GAME! CONTINUE IN YOUR BOYZ 7 GIRLZ CLUB GAMES, BUT LEAVE ME OUT OF THEM, LEAVE MY NAME, LEAVE MY RESUME, LEAVE MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS OUT OF THEM--NOTHING BUT CIA CLOWN SHIT TO ME! GET REAL, IT IS BETTER HERE! WHAT THE FUCK EVER . . . RED FLAG ARENA: (1) SOME GUY I HAVE NOT SEEN FOR 4 YEARS, CAN CONTACT ME AFTER CHANGING PHONES ABOUT 10 TIMES? (2) DOUBLE MESSAGES, LESS THAT 4 SECONDS APART? (3) ALL MY KIDS' NAMES, HAVE DOUBLE LISTINGS, AND NUMBERS, ON MY PHONE? (4) THE MESSAGE I SENT MY KIDS, ABOUT WATCHING FIRST LADY, MICHELLE OBAMA'S COMMENTS ABOUT TRUMP'S "BOYS WILL BE BOYS, LOCER BANTER" DISAPPEARED, SO I COULD NOT FORWARD IT TO A FRIEND, SEEING THAT THE MESSAGE ONLY ALLOWED FOR 5 TEXT MESSAGES, IN DUPLICATE? (6) CIA LOVER BOY, PROMISED HOT TICKET AND HOT LOVE, BUT, KNOWS I HAVE NO MONEY, SEEING I SPENT $300 ON BUS TICKET'S LAST WEEK, BUT THE SIGNS FOR MURDER WERE HIGH, SO I WENT BACK HOME . . . TALK OF HOT BODY? DO YOU HAVE AMNESIA? LESS THAN 24 HOURS AND WE WILL BE MAKING SWEET LOVE . . . NOT IF YOU DON'T GET ME A TICKET! BAG THE TICKET, I'M BUYING A CAR. BUTT HURT? WHY . . . I TOLD YOU TWO DAYS EARLIER, TO WHAT TIME YOU HAD TO GET THE TICKETS BY, AND TO SEND ME A CONFIRMATION NUMBER--COVERING WITH I LEFT A VIOCEMAIL, PHONE CALLS--AH, NO, I DIDN'T RECIEVE ANY LONG DISTANCE PHONE NUMBERS, NOR DID YOU SEND A TEXT ASKIMG ME FOR THE CITY I AM IN? SO? JUST BAG THE "MURDER SHE WROTE" AND FUCK THE DOUBLE! LOL! IF SHE IS ME, SHE CAN HANDLE ALL YOU LEGAL AFFAIRS, JUST LIKE SHE WOULD IF SHE WERE TRULY ME! CIA CLOWN SHIT, PROTECTING CLOWN SHIT BITCHES, WHO ACTUALLY THINK YOU COOL? I JUST DON'T SEE THAT EITHER OF YOU ARE COOL! FUCK OFF AND GET YOUR OWN GOD DAMNED LIFE!

These Are Some Good Times

I know, that at times I complain about the Poverello Center, but generally, that is not related to the place, the service, or really anything with being homeless, it is often, because, I know they have to work with the cops, set me up, and that exasperates me to no end, seeing that for years, I was the only person, at least that I knew of, who stood between absolute tyranny, militarization of the cops, a totalitarian government, despotic leaders under the Patriot Act, and felt like I was the only person, holding up the banner and mantra, of the United States Supreme Court being, the supreme law of the land, battling in courts, on the streets, in my home, in my family, in the legislatures, in the water compact meetings and against foes, and now trying to educate the masses on their rights and the law, the way it was intended to be used . . . not some perverted, version created out of some asshole and wrong minded, cop, prosecutor or judge, legislature, congressperson, etc., but that is not the case, now, I see the fruits of my labors, in the news, in print, in courts, in our schools, colleges, and even on the streets, a collective effort for sure, and that is deeply rewarding to me, so satisfying, the hottest CIA dick, could not compare!  I don't need my name in lights, don't need the recognition, I know I am adored, read, believed, followed and I get feed back that is rewarding to me all the time, even with national news, presidential candidates, and other politicians, using my arguments, and referring directly to statements I have made!  I can't guarantee they know the source, or that the blog their reading, is even attached to the right source, my name, or anything, but they are getting the points, learning the law, getting an understanding, on the way the government is intended to work, and the world, is getting the same education!  I FUCKING LOVE IT!  MY FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS ARE PRICELESS!  AMERICAN GREED, IS NO SUBSTITUTE FOR SPEECH!

But, last night, at the Poverello, several of us were discussing politics, watching videos and press conferences, Clinton of all, people, and names, is a Trump fan all the way, defending his candidate, as is my daughter, Nicole, and I love the debates, the arguments, the ideas, the fight!  But, while we were all standing in line, laughing and carrying on the discussion, with our token gay, a burly former cop from Arkansas, hot for Hillary, probably knows her and Bill personally, from way back, now a truck driver, who like me, uses the Poverello for home base as we both trip around the country, but, when we want someone who recognizes us, is glad to see us, or has been worried about, why they hadn't seen us, some of the regulars, are there to greet us back, to base camp, and I am grateful . . . as funny Annie, former sheriff from Ohio, a farm girl, and a one woman, stand up comedian, rants and raves about her intake meeting with a new staff member, as she is grilled three times, asking her if she has ever been to jail, or is on the sex registry, as a sex offender . . . she shocks them by responding that, she isn't even getting any sex, to offend anyone, nor would her sex, register on the Richter Scale is she was!  LOL!  There are women  of letter and note, with master's degrees, who stood their ground, like I did, in the government, in a working environment, much like Clinton did, going head to head, in court with a corporate giant, that was testing, drugs on human specimens, putting their health and lives at risk, with no attorney in town willing to take the case with the judge telling him, that if he didn't stop, filing so many briefs, she was going to have to sanction him!  LOL!  I can just see it all right now, Clinton is also a caricature, and funny as hell . . . various others, trying to get in on the boisterous laughter and fun!

I paused for a moment to think, about the reasons, some of us are here, and I note that, I am in the best of company!  I see a disenfranchised, young black/white man, helping a wheel chair bound, Vet, after he tries to maneuver his food tray and the wheel chair, and the tender care and affection, that is rendered, this is where I have most seen, a more PERFECT UNION, being lived, black, whites, male, females, gay and straight, all carrying, young and old, mixing it up, with a young pregnant mom, now even knowing me, but feeling the universal, love and caring when, she talked of the seizure, she had, and had just come back from the hospital, putting her cute arms around my neck in front of staff, asking me if I would be her partner in crime, full of life and love, with no roots, turning to the next warm body and man with a few pick up lines to get her by for awhile, willing to serve, love, cut my hair, and just be a happy face to see at the end of a day . . . these are some good times, and I find more love, pure love, pure Christian love, charity, and caring than I ever see out in the alleged "real" world, and these are some good times! 

Tears are literally streaming down my face, and perhaps, in God's infinite wisdom, he is giving me exactly what I want, to see, true disciples of Christ, those who, as I have, have fought the good fight, on the battle fields around the world, or in the courts of the land, finding them to be as corrupt, as I did . . . or the guy, who, due to finances, or a weakness for drugs or alcohol, but a fucking good guy or gal, from all walks of life, landed in jail, not fore committing a crime, but being susceptible to body chemistry that catches them the first time they take a drink or experiment with a drug . . . I have seen, meth users, like sweet, and I won't use her name, but this morning, I had a conversation, with a recovered addict, now just finding the Lord, and saying how great her life of freedom is, now, that, she looks back at all the years, she wasted . . . no, we all have addictions, weaknesses, and you have not lost a thing, we are where we are, and he has us covered!  She smiles and does her chore!  Over the last year and a half, she has always been a joy to see, around town, on the bus, or in the Poverello, and she makes my burdens and concerns light, compared to the ones she has struggled with . . . give me these people, ANYDAY, over the FBI, CIA, and the other ABC government agents, who have made my life a living hell, who have schemed, strategized, plotted, robbed me, and defamed me, used and abused me, any time, any place, I would prefer to be right where I am, rubbing shoulders, with the true pure in heart, the clearly charitable, the honest, the fighters, who played in all, and lost the battle but will win the war . . . they NEVER lost their souls, or sold out, or were cruel . . . only the small are cruel!  These, truly are some GOOD TIMES!

I HAVE LEARNED THAT I DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE RIGHT, OR TRY TO CONVINCE SOMEONE THEY ARE WRONG . . . IT IS OKAY TO JUST LET IT BE!

Yesterday, after I sent a text, the one that there is no record, I guess the double, mother, wrote, the text, admonishing my four children, two of each sex, mothers and a father, a single son, with a girlfriend, to read, First Lady, Michelle Obama's, speech in regards to the "locker room talk" he is dismissing as nothing, everyone does it, or boys will be boys, talk, and I did not do this for political reasons, but for mother reasons, for grandmother reasons, for concern, in the direction, this mentality might take our country, what it says to young girls, and young boys, men and women, not in a grand standing way, and connecting, these actions, Mr. Trump and other men, take, liberties, license, and freedom to violate a woman's body, thinking that their money or their status, or whatever, gives them the right, to enter a woman's personal body space, and invade it, just like breaking through a fence, or crossing a NO TRESPASSING SIGN, or like an unlawful, SEARCH AND SEIZURE, as the most precious of all property rights, with a right to privacy, PRIVATE PROPERTY RIGHTS, protections with all the power of the most powerful law in the land, not to be trifled with, treated as common, or violated in any way, and how, this damaging and degrading, thought, horrifying to me, can take a man, deep into the objectification of woman, leading them, to kidnap a woman, a girl, take a baby, and for their own, satisfaction, as if this woman, was created, for their sexual pleasure, even just once, and then, brutally, murder her, if she is lucky enough to not get tortured first, then case aside on the side of a road, or in the dump, or in a garbage can, some one's mother, wife, daughter, sister, lover, aunt, niece, causing so much plain, and hurt, reaching, beyond, just the physical act, demeaning, intellect, accomplishments, dreams, desires, goals, contributions, and the benefit to mankind, the state, the nation, the world . . . this is NO LITTLE THING!

Politics aside . . . this is something that needs attention, real thought, and, just like Michelle Obama said, this causes her, to be sick to her stomach, seeing the ramifications, and ultimate results of what this kind of thinking does, to men and women, alike, really, horrible thinking, at best, and down right, criminal in its intent and fruition, causing our women and girls, much more sensitive, and for the most parts, very tender hearted, a trait of our sex, to almost cringe and crumble, at the thought, of anyone, let alone a man of power and means, to make their life a living hell, some would say, why didn't these woman, come forward earlier, do something, ah, just like the contractors and small business men and women, who got fucked over by Trump, violating contracts, and agreements of payment and fee schedules, using not the art of the deal, that had already been reached and agreed upon, but facing the insurmountable money, this man, can use against you, and someone who, throws the thought of lawsuits around, like other people pass candy out on Halloween, this of all, things that he has said, about, races, groups of people, is most harmful and alarming, because, this attitude of callousness and the cavalier, alpha male, larger is size and muscle, as we saw, Trump standing over, a much, shorter, Hillary Clinton, in a threatening and menacing way, but she has the power, to blow the fucker and his lame ass politics, with no plan, out the window and can use her skill to bait him and make the brute the fool . . . but, some vulnerable young college graduate, or single mother, who is hoping for a chance in the business world, caught in the grips of this man, who intimidates and bullies men alike, taken off guard and is often paralyzed by shock and fear, not only for the pending danger at hand, or the unwanted groping, kissing, and whatever, is a scary thought all together!

I LANDED FOUR COLLEGE FOOTBALL SUPERSTARS IN PRISON, DUE TO "ONE UNWANTED KISS!"  KNOW YOUR JO!

When I was first, hired with the Utah Prosecution Council, Criminal Enforcement Division of the Utah Attorney General's Office, my boss, would send me around the state, to learn first hand what prosecutors do, on a daily basis, so, as I was placed by my boss, in various, prosecutors offices or county attorneys, departments around the state, I was up in Cache Valley, a college town, much, like Missoula, where rape, and other sexual assaults are a regular, and horrible reality of college life, some by misunderstandings, different goals of the sexes, the thought that, no, doesn't really mean NO! and now, going to the extreme of making young men, ask if they can do each stage of a sexual encounter to make sure they are not crossing unwanted territory, which, in my mind, but error on the side of safety, kills a romantic moment, that I might enjoy . . . but, if you don't deal with reality, reality will deal with you, and rapes happen, as they did in this case.  Basically, the facts in this case, all added together are horrifying, given the mentality of Trump, taken to the extreme.

So, there were these two young college coeds, one was outgoing and the other one was shy, and withdrawn, a bit overwhelmed being away from her parents and hometown comforts and protections, of people caring and watching out for her welfare . . . but the more outgoing of the two, was a friend with several football players, and there were 6 living in a dorm, at the time, back in the early 90's, and the girls decided on a hot August night, to drop by and visit the team members, also, new to the freedoms of college life.  The group decided, that they were going to pool their money and the girl who was friends with these athletes, liked one of them, and so they volunteered to go get ice cream of the crew, thought they would not be gone for long, and so they left this other girl, alone with a room full of pumped up, testosterone filled jocks, who, in their immature minds, decided, that this chick, might like to be gang raped!  No, I am sure, that thought, never came to their minds, but, one guy took this terrified, freshman in a room, laid her on her back, took off her clothes, and proceeded to entertain himself and his buddies, having sex with the girl . . . after one was done, the others all took turns, the girl never protested, but, one of the guys, noticed that she had a tear running down her cheeks, and backed off and told the other guys, he didn't think she was digging this, and they stopped.

THE GIRL, LATER FILED RAPE CHARGES AGAINST ALL THE FRESHMAN FOOTBALL TEAM OR AT LEAST THE PARTICIPANTS, AND THE ISSUE BEFORE THE COUNTY ATTORNEY'S OFFICE WAS, SHOULD WE OR SHOULD WE NOT FILE CHARGES FOR "RAPE" AGAISNT THESE GUYS?  THERE ARGUMENT WAS THAT SHE NEVER SAID "NO?"

Hillary Clinton, said it best, when she said, it matters who is in the room!  I am convinced, that, had I not been in the discussion, and the men all decided whether to charge these guys or not, with the pressure of the community, the money making venue college sports is, and the black and white analysis, of the fact that she failed to say, NO, the men, would not have charged these guys with rape!  They had not charged any one with rape for 8 fucking years!  We are now learning that, I think it is one in 5 college graduates will have been raped or sexually assaulted by the time she graduates . . .now, I don't think this ought to be a requirement for graduation from our colleges and universities, but the Trumpian, thinking, this is just what guys do, is a statement that leads to sexual assault, and criminal behavior, in and off itself . . . not the attitude to have, and it will, now days, get you in trouble!  Like I said, Trump and his ilk, Roger Aisle and the molester groper crowd of 50's men, have been out of touch with what is happening in modern society, NOT COOL, YOU FOOL!  But, as I grappled with the facts, that were sketchy at best, with this young girl, afraid in the first place, being left with 5 young black males, maybe had never been around them before, playing into the fear and just going along with what was happening, I am sure came into play!  I am not being prejudice here, shit I was on my way up to Seattle, or so I thought, to be with a black lover I have not seen for 4 years, so, this is not about race, and it could just as easily have happened with, white dudes, or a mixed crowd, and has, on various campuses across America!

WHILE WE WERE STILL DELIBERATING THE EVIDENCE, FACTS, MERITS OF THE CASE, AND THE POTENTAIL TO BE SUCCESSFUL, ON A RAPE CHARGE AGAINST THE FOUR ATHLETES, HER WORD AGAINST 5?  SMACKS WITH RAPE IN AND OF THE NUMBERS, INVOLVED! I HAD A MAN, KISS ME, AFTER A DANCE, THAT WAS UNWANTED, EVEN EXPRESSED, OR SO I THOUGHT, BUT HE DID WHAT HE WANTED, AND I DIDN'T WANT TO OFFEND HIM . . . HE WAS HANDSOME, BUT HAD A "HAIRLIP" PUTTING HIM IN THAT MINORITY, SUSPECT CLASS OF PERSONS, THAT, YOU DON'T WANT TO OFFEND . . . BUT, OFFENDED, SHOCKED AND PISSED I WAS, AND THIS WAS "JUST A KISS!"

I am no wilting flower, never have been, never was; but that is on the floor of the legislature, or in a courtroom, or in a debate, or teaching; however, in the area of dating, sex, human relations, male, female relations, I am not the same way, but I have learned to be as brutal, in the bedroom as I am in the courtroom, a bully some what, but, at that time while powerful in a career and legal sense, new to the dating scene, not that long from getting a divorce, being a chick, that was true to her father's admonition to not kiss until you are 16, or not re-entering the dating game, until your divorce or his divorce is final, or now, with no, freak pregnancies, and total sexual freedom, seeing my life, slip away while I am, blogging, and getting older, less sexually and physically, attractive, or I think I should be, this is not an area of skill and expertise for me, not an area I have spent much time on, so, this man, whom offended me, and I am shocked that I didn't push him off my front porch, and would have, had it been under "normal" circumstances, but, I think, he used, his good looks, to prey on women, but, he also, used, his, birth defect, that was not real noticeable, to his advantage, as he did with me!  But, there was a dance, last dance this guy, asks me, so, okay, but then he wants to go somewhere after the dance . . . and this is where I started to get squirrely, didn't want his company, but didn't want to offend him, or for him to think it was because of his lip, it had nothing to do with that!  But, we both had separate cars, and under protest, he followed me home, and I am like thinking, no way is this guy coming up to my apartment.

So, we are standing talking, it seemed like forever, with me, hinting over and over again, I don't believe in kissing on the first date, or blah, blah, blah, that should have been a clear s mud indicator, that I wanted nothing to do with this guy, his following me, nor, him keeping me out on the front porch talking, forever, but, hint after hint, was ignored, and finally, I said, look, I need to get to bed, and started to go in the old historic, village brownstone, cool place, with several apartments in it, and this asshole, grabbed me, and didn't just kiss me, his whole fucking hole, covered my mouth, seemed like my nose, and half of my cheeks, and he pushed, tongued me and ground his whiskers into my very, unaccepting face, fuck, I could not even breath!  I was disgusted and walked in without, saying a thing . . . I thought, how in the fuck, did I not convey my message to this dick, that he thought he could kiss me, and yuck, it made me sick, I felt dirty, felt like I had the five o'clock, shadow of filth on my face!  I felt dirty, violated, disgusted, pissed, and basically, no man's feelings are too good for me to put up with this again, so when I went back to the prosecutor's office, loaded with bear, plain and simple this girl had been raped, violated, invaded without her consent, and no, NO was needed, her tears, fear, and frozen little body, should have been ENOUGH . . . lucky for, the last dude, who was smart enough to notice the tears, stopped . . . but, all the guys, had gone home for the summer, to Georgia, and Midwestern states, but, all were extradited, back to Utah and all were convicted, as more and more of the facts, circumstances and testimonies, came out, as well as the aftermath of what this incident did to the young girl's life and her college days, now GONE, destroyed, and lost!

SO, GENTLEMEN, IF YOU CAN BE CALLED THIS WITH THE TRUMP, EXCUSE OF THIS IS JUST "LOCKER ROOM TALK" . . . A KISS, CAN, VIOLATE A WOMAN, ANY SEXUAL ADVANCE THAT IS NOT WELCOMED, IS SICKENING, DISGUSTING, UPSETTING, AND YOU ARE FORCING YOURSELF ON A WOMAN . . . MOST MEN ARE SMART ENOUGH TO READ, A WOMAN'S MOVEMENTS . . .WE ARE WIRED FOR SEX, WE WANT IT, WE DESIRE IT, BUT, IT HAS TO BE UNDER THE "RIGHT" CIRCUMSTANCES, THAT WE WILL GIVE PART OF OURSELVES TO SOMEONE, EVEN SOMEONE WE LOVE!  ANYTHING LESS THAN THAT, IS REPULSIVE, AND SIMPLY, BORDERS, A "SEXUAL ASSAULT" WHICH CAN START WITH JUST A VERBAL ASSAULT, GOING ALL THE WAY TO RAPE, KIDNAPPING AND MURDER . . . WE ARE NOT YOUR TOYS, NOT TO BE TOYED WITH, THIS IS NOT "LOCKER ROOM BANTER", JUST ASK THOSE 4 OR 5 COLLEGE FRESHMEN FOOTBALL PLAYERS, HOW IT FELT TO BE BUTTFUCKED IN PRISON!  THAT'S RIGHT, THEY GOT SENT TO PRISON, JUST LIKE EVERY WHITE BOY, WHO THINKS IT IS THEIR CHOICE, TO VIOLATE A GIRL, YOUNG WOMAN, OR WOMAN'S BODY SPACE AND SAFETY!

I'M WITH THE FIRST LADY, THIS SHIT MAKES MY STOMACH TURN!

MEIDAL DETECTIVES. SILVER TIP. BLUESKYGAS. SPIKE STIK. TRIPP LITE. CONJOINED TWINS SURVIVE MEDICAL SEPARATION. LOCAL IS DELICIOUS. HORSE TO WATER. TWO MORE TELLING FORENSIC FILES: (1) SIBLING RIVALRY; AND (2) MEDICAL DETECTIVES--DONNA PAYANT MURDER AT GREEN HAVENS PRISON, NEW YORK . . . LET'S MAKE A DEAL, GOOD OLE' BOYZ NETWORK, WHISTLEBLOWER. THESE EPISODES ARE NOT DIRECTLY ON POINT WITH MY CASE, BUT, AS YOU LOOK AT THE OVER ALL SCHEME AND SOME OF THE ELEMENTS OF THE BIGGER PICTURE, MORE AND MORE PIECES TO THE VERY COMPLICATED PUZZLE START TO CLARIFY AND CLEAN UP, VARIOUS ASPECTS OF THE CASE, MAKING IT MORE UNDERSTANDABLE AND INVESTIGATORS, MORE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND, THE CONSPIRACY AND CORRUPTION, IN THIS CASE . . .

DONNA PAYANT MURDER AT GREEN HAVEN PRISON

I believe they said, that Donna was the first, at least prison guard to go missing, at a New York prison.  Donna and her husband were both correctional officers and prison guards at the prison, also the parents of several children.  One of the main characteristics of Donna, was that she was known for her strict sense of justice.  There had long been a good ole' boyz network of guards, who, had what they called, the Let's Make a Deal game going on within the prison, where the guards would provide inmates with drugs, and even prostitutes, and this had been going on for a long period of time, but as more and more female prison guards, came on board, in particularly, Donna, there became increasing friction, between Donna and the male guards, even one day, several days before, Donna's disappearance, a physical confrontation between one of the male guards and her, she was heard to have said, this has got to stop, as he was pushing and poking her, back into a wall.  So, when, Donna came up missing, everyone was sure that, one of the prison guards, must have been the one or several, who didn't like her whistle blower, attitudes, willing to take it to upper management and administration at the prison, and got pissed off and decided to get rid of her.

A search was conducted and eventually, through some miracle, Donna's body was discovered, in a landfill at the dump, buried in black garbage bags, she had been brutally, beaten, sodomized, savagely raped, had ligatures, around her neck, she had been strangled, and due to the conditions and the search, every bone in her body had been broken, and in addition to all this, detectives and forensic scientists, found a very distinctive bite mark on her neck, among the bruises.  Due to Donna's battles with the male guards, trying to stop the corruption and illegal activities, the guards were the first suspects, due to the freedom at which, they could move around the prison, going through locked doors, and all, during the daylight hours, when Donna worked.  However, in talking to prison guards, some having been with Donna, just hours before she went missing, they recalled, she got a call, from someone, and seemed upset, left to deal with a problem.  While the medical doctors, examined the body, looking for evidence of a killer, an special forensic scientist who looked a teeth, and dentist, turned investigator, noticed: (1) the unique bite mark impression; and (2) he knew he had seen that same bite mark before, in another case.  Some say there was not evidence at all of a bite mark, but this man, looked back at the case, and found that, a man, who had murdered the woman in the other case, was also a prisoner, at the prison, having bitten the woman on the nose, in a mark that looked, like the one on Donna's neck.

MODEL PRISONER, FREE ACCESS TO PRISON, TRUSTED BY PRISON CHAPLIN . . . AND THE JEWELRY BOX GIFT

Some of the female guards, recall, Donna mentioning, that, one of the prisoners, was making her a jewelry box, whether she asked him to, or he was just volunteering and making her a gift is unclear; however, upon examination of the Chaplin's office, the police found that the man, had been gone the day of the murder, all day, and that, the suspect, had plenty of time, to have an altercation, assault the female guard, kill her, dump her body, in garbage bags, and dispose of it in the garbage truck, going unnoticed, due to his model and trusted behavior.  There was no evidence of blood or other telling evidence; however, there were locks of the victim's hair in the closet, linking, the suspect near the victim at one point during the day, seeing a possible, rejection, either of the jewel box, or a sexual advance toward this very straight laced and rigid female guard, no nonsense, and not taking any violation of the rules, very well, with investigators and detectives, wondering, if the prisoner snapped and violently reacted to the rejection.  The prisoner's teeth also matched the marks on the neck of the victim, but the suspect refused to admit his guilt, and said that he was set up by the guards, and framed for the murder, and that while he did have a unique teeth mark, missing a tooth, many people given the condition of the body, the bruising, the blood, and other broken bones, said there was not bite mark . . . the sister of the victim, who knew the situation at the prison very well, insisted, that the prison guards had the motive and opportunity to kill her sister, and dispose of her body.

A memorial was set up, outside the prison, honoring Donna Payant, but, many who knew of the case the troubles at the prison, and the tension between the old guard and the new, female guards, said this crime never should have happened and should have been prevented.  There were many very symbolic names in this episode, especially Donna Payant . . . Donna is significant, because, Brett's mother's name is Donna, and the weaving with sisters, and other women, started back in Logan or Cache county where both Shelley and her Bandits, started to steal Elliot and God's Revolver's, music, teamed up with Brett and Kay, the core crew of the whole criminal enterprise.  I have my suspicions that, they all knew each other, or at least Shelley and Brett knew each other, Brett having grown up there in Logan and Shelley, having lived there most of her adult life, starting with college, so the possibility of the two running into each other, given the predatory inclinations and womanizer that Brett was, it is very likely, they knew each other, long before, I came along, if not planned the steal, and that possibly, from my intel, Brett is the daddy of Isaac, the beneficiary and chosen child or Shelley.  Shelley also had a business account, long before, I knew Brett, that was called, Sterling Financial, and Brett and I, lived in Mt. Sterling, Utah?  Connection, I would say!

PAYANT . . . THIS JUMPS FORWARD TO THE BROCK CASE, "PAY AUNT" WHERE THE SISTER WEAVING GETS REALLY DICEY!

THE FIAT COMMERCIAL--TWO RED CARS, WEAVING IN AND OUT OF ONE CAR, BLENDED INTO TWO CARS!

This new FIAT, or I FAT, commercial, is on right now, and is so, telling of the way, lives, sisters, intersected, weaved in and out of each other's lives, sharing houses, exchanging kids, crossing over, bands, work, and men, over a span of about at least 25 to 30 years, especially, between me and Shelley, with the same thing happening with Isaac and Elliot, often knowing the same people and intersecting in the same or similar business ventures, just like the little cute red cars, first appearing to be two, driving at each other, then, crossing paths, turning into one, only to go back in the other direction, as two separate and distinct, cars, much as the sisters have over the years, in many ways, in particularly, dealing with securities and the state:

• as an assistant attorney general, much like Donna Payant, at odds, right off the get go, with the surcharge, seeing it as nothing more than a money maker for the cops, the prosecutors and the courts, seeing myself as the UTAH PROSECUTOR, from almost the first week of my job, and at cross hairs with male attorneys, cops, and others involved in the criminal justice system, being much like Donna, with a horrendous inner sense of what JUSTICE IS and seeing it as JUSTICE FOR ALL, putting me and the system, often as enemies, me taking my oath of an officer of the court, very serious, to preserve, protect and defend the U.S. and State Constitutions vs. the new or coming Patriot Act legislation, already being practiced by cops and prosecutors . . . looking more like the system protecting the system, rather than the system protecting the citizens, through serving and protecting, so conflict right off the bat, culminating in me killing asset forfeiture legislation, only about a year after being hired, and later moved rapidly into the upper echelon and administration of the Utah Attorney General's Office!
• at this same time, Shelley, her boss and her ex-husband were being investigated for securities fraud, eventually leading to Shelley turning state's evidence against the other two, sending everyone to prison, except her . . . but she was later, and I don't know if it was, because she cut a deal and owed community service, was a single mother, or just how she got involved with the Attorney General's Children's Justice Centers, about the time, I was hired and left the AG's office, going later to the Utah Division of Aging and the Utah Medical Association, but this appointment or order, put Shelley in contact with the Chamber of Commerce, cops, BACA, and she soon, became, very involved in the community, and after I was diagnosed with Pick's Disease, and was to die, Shelley seemed like the most interested sister, and later, I noticed that she was creating a criminal record, and recording me, and the cops, would always call Shelley, when I was just walking around the streets of Logan, living with her off and on.  This is when I noticed that the neighbor was calling me, Shelley and her, JoAnn, like what?  That is when I first became afraid that she was stealing my identity, with my father sending her all my I.D., giving my car to her, later to Jesse when Chris, my son needed a car at the time and it was all paid for with my money . . . but without going through this, if you can see this weaving, moving in and out of each other's lives, sharing subject matter and all, then you can understand, that at the time that the Brock case, was coming to fruition, and Rachel, Me and Shelley were all weaving and moving in and out of that Sugar Leo house, you can see, that, it was Shelley who got paid for my BROCK CASE, seeing she was the sister, who ratted out her boss and ex, and I was the one, who sued the state, the gov. the AG, securities, and department of commerce, all of whom Shelley had been wheeling and dealing with long before, I met . . . well not true, I knew Francine Gianni and Mark Shurtleff and  Jan Graham all first, but the rest like, state regulators, Mark Griffith, and others, knew Shelley first . . . so you can see, that with Elliot's band money, now, Mitt Romney running, Shelley hooking up with Brett after I left, same with Kay, and me rising as a super star in the legal field again, that there was motive, money and prestige, power and a presidential election to win, so while I was being almost killed, Shelley was moving into my name, position and I became the TARGET OF THE KILL!
• Rachel, and I also weaved in and out, even long after I went up to Montana, so, Shelley was me in St. George, and Rachel, became me in Montana?  Anyway, all the sisters, as sisters are known to do, have lives that intersect, and weave in and out, but, I AM THE ONLY SOUTHWICK WITH THE EARNING POTENTIAL! 
• I think the description of the conjoint twins, joined at the brain, is very symbolic, of what happened, people, read my blog and they think Shelley is me, and she wrote it, or they have divided up my almost 1200 blogs, into topics and 5 or so women, and some men, get the proceeds and credit, while they keep me, as a dead woman, in garbage bags, beaten, poor, destitute, in homeless shelters, being chased from pillar to post, literally, never laying down roots, and totally in a CONTROLLED ENVIRONMENT, even the men I meet are all, to accomplish a purpose, WEAVING WITH the sista and friend club, with the men, lying to cover me up, and then teaming with sisters and friends, heaping more and more garbage on me, breaking every bone in my body, leaving me dead, symbolically, batter, sexually assaulted, strangled, sodomized, and decomposing, while they live on MY MONEY AND WORK, enticing, bribing and still living on my EARNING POTENTIAL . . . something that NEVER should have been allowed to happen, and should have been STOPPED LONG AGO!

SIBLING RIVALRY

This case is so symbolic and right on, not in the profession, but in the two brothers, who look so much alike, and start a business together . . . something, I never did, but I believe, you and others have been led to believe, that, me and Rachel are twins, and like these two brothers, the older brother is the brain of the Mitchell Bros. Inc., porn kings, strip joints, X rated movies and nude dancing, but very lucrative, and the younger brother, was the genitals of the operation, and together they made a fortune.  But as time went on, eventually, the younger brother, who nobody could tell was younger, because the two looked so much a like that, they thought the two were literal twins, but he got out of control and started drinking and carrying on all kinds of destructive behavior, that was taking the business and the brother's relationship down with him, until one night, the older brother went over to the younger brother's house and shot him, 5 times, in what was considered a crime of PASSION, are we listening cops, you NEED TO DO YOUR JOB ON THIS!  But, the older brother was pushed beyond his limits to cope and just, literally went nuts and killed his younger brother!  The older brother, was only sentenced to 6 years, and released after just 3 years in prison, being a model prisoner, later to get out and be successful again.  Many thought his sentence was too light.

I was interesting that this crime took place, outside of San Francisco, California, in a town, called, Twin Cities!  But, the frustration I have had, over the years, is seeing exactly what my family is doing, from stealing music, to cases, on to moving up here and following me here, cutting in on every aspect of any venture, legislation, water compacts, now a billion dollar blog, and relentlessly pursuing me, and my income, claiming it as if the twins earned it when they have no history of success, in a monetary sense, nor any ability to make the money and just ride on my BRAINS, like the conjoined twins, seeing us, as somehow, inseparable, like these boys, joined and stuck together at the top of their heads!  Now, this is MAN SPEAK, because, I don't need anyone, never have, never will need a man or woman, to buffer me, pave the way for me, nor MANAGE MY IMAGE . . . which seems to be, what they are trying to PULL OFF, with lame ass LOSERS who have ABSOLUTELY NO EARNING POWER OF THEIR OWN, OTHER THAN TO ROB ME, LEACH OFF ME, GLOB ONTO ME, AND SUCK THE BLOOD AND LIFE OUT OF ME, NO MATTER WHAT MY NEW ENDEAVORS ARE . . . fuck, I left the state of Utah, to ditch their sorry asses, even giving or through leaving, let them take the case, against my will and wishes, but to just get the fuck our the HOSTILE STATE! now STATES! 

But one piggy back ride, turned into another, to another, so that every aspect of my life, is threatened and I am left, in a garbage heap of shit, while they live HIGH ON THE HOG, in LUXURY AND WEALTH, I MADE OR MY KIDS MADE!  And like the older brother, if someone, some cop agency or prosecutor, doesn't do something, I, like this older brother the BRAINS, will go ape shit and it will be the fault of law enforcement who sees these women as NECESSITIES to KEEP STEALING MY MONEY, PRETENDING TO BE ME, RUNNING ME AROUND, CHASING ME AS IF I AM BEING SET UP TO TAKE THE FALL FOR THEIR CRIMES!

I AM NOT A TWIN, NOT A CONJOINED TWIN, NOT A BUSINESS PARTNER, DON'T  EVEN CONSIDER THEM FAMILY, ANY MORE, NOT SISTERS, NOT FRIENDS, NOT PARENTS, NOTHING . . . I AM THE ONE, WHO DAILY, WRITE THIS BLOG, JUST LIKE I HAVE WRITTEN ALL THE BLOGS, MY KIDS ARE THE ROCK AND POP STARS, THE WRITERS, THE SCHOLARS, AND THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING . . . GITUROWN!

I AM RAWLAW, HITTING A BREAKING POINT, AND STILL IN FEAR OF MY LIFE, JUST LIKE I WAS, WHEN I FIRST LEFT UTAH AND CAME TO MONTANA!

DO YOUR GOD DAMNED JOBS!

I AM LEAVING TO GO TO SEATTLE TO SEE, MILES THORNTON III, PROBABLY ONE OF THEIRS, BUT, I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW, WHERE I AM, SO THAT I DON'T GET KILLED, WHILE, THE COPS ARE SCRATCHING THEIR DICKS! 

MIX UP A WINNING MATCH UP! SHIT, NOW THE NSA IS STEALING MY TEXTS TO MY KIDS, TO WATCH FIRST LADY, MICHELLE OBAMA'S COMMENTS ON TRUMP'S 'LOCKER BANTER!' i AM NOT THE PROPERTY OF THE FUCKING U.S.A. GOVERNMENT! FUCK! TOM CAT, CIA FOOLS! INSIGNIFICANT OTHERS. WILD WING CAFE. SMURFIT (SECRIST MURDER FIT). WIDE AWAKE BY, 3:30 AM, GENERALLY, THERE IS A REASON FOR WAKING OUT OF A DEAD SLEEP, SO I GOT UP, PUT ON MAKE UP, WENT DOWNSTAIRS, WALKED TO FIND A PLACE TO PUT CHAIR AND BACKPACK, SO I COULD GET BREAKFAST AMOUNG THE BODIES ON THE FLOOR . . . ENDED UP NEAR THE FRONT DESK . . . SOME VERY COP OR MILTARY LOOKING DUDE, WAS LOOKING AT THE FRONT DESK, STRETCHING AND DOING, MILITARY LIKE WORK OUT, HIGH & TIGHT, HAIR CUT, GREY SWEATSUIT, RUNNING OR WORKOUT SHOES, AND I THOUGHT, SHIT, ANOTHER DAMNED FUCKING COP STING OP, EVEN THOUGHT I HAVE AN I.D., CARD, # 1208619544117, I AM SURE THAT IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE INTERCEPTED BY STAFF, LIKE MY SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER, MY DAUGHTER'S BOOK, "THE QUESTION OF LAHASH" AMAZON ORDER, AND ANYTHING THEY CAN GET THEIR HANDS ON, TRYING TO KEEP, MY IDENTITY A SECRET, PROTECTING THE GUILTY, THE "EVIL TWINS" AND GOING AFTER ME, THE INNOCENT VICTIM OF A BILLION DOLLAR FAMILY HEIST! WHEN, I FINALLY GOT MY I.D., CARD, PICTURE, SO I COULD GET ALL THE REST OF THE SHIT THAT WAS STOLEN 4 YEARS AGO, THEY, THE FLATHEAD COUNTY DMV TRIED TO MERGE MY I.D. WITH SHELLEY'S, "FAKE" DRIVER'S LICENSE, UNDER "MY" NAME, #1208519544117, ALLEGEDLY A DRIVER'S LIC. MAINTENANCE--NEWSFLASH, I HAVE "NEVER" HAD A MONTANA DRIVER'S LICFENSE, WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I HAVE BEEN RIDING THE BUS? I OBEY THE LAW, SHE DOES NOT AND IS PROTECTED BY COPS, FOR COPS, AND STEALING MY FAMILY DOLLAR FOR COPS! HOW DO YOU THINK THESSE FAKE FUCKS HAVE GOTTEN AWAY WITH HIS? IT IS "MY" LIFE, AND I AM GOINT TO RIDE IT! I SAW ANOTHER "VERIZON" JAMIE FOX, AD, THE TWO CLOWN, LOOK-ALIKES, MIMACING THE STAR, LIKE MY SISTERS HAVE GOTTEN WAY WITH DOING, AS HAS KAY BURNINGHAM AND ABOUT 4 OTHER CHICKS, PLUS MY SISTER, BUT THEY COME IN AND SAY EVERYTHING JAMIE SAYS, FINALLY HE SAYS, I AM CHANGING TO VERIZON AND THE SPRINT AND T-MOBIL CLONES, BUT NOT HALF AS GOOD LOOKING, SKULK OFF, IN SHAME AND DISCOVERY! I THINK 16 YEARS OF TRYING TO KILL ME, TRASH ME, AND THEN TOTALLY STEAL MY IDENTY, IS PLENTY OF TIME FOR THE FUCKING LAW ENFORCEMENT AUTHORITIES TO FIGURE THIS OUT . . . CHECK THE PICTURE, THE HEIGHT, THE WEIGHT, BECAUSE, THE FUCKNG DMV, DIDN'T USE THE INFORMATION, I PUT ON THE FORM, OR EVEN MY NAME, BECAUSE I FUCKING "NEVER" USE "SOUTHWICK" MY MAIDEN NAME, ONLY THE INITIAL "S" TO CONNECT ME, FOR MY PARENTS, BRAGGING RIGHTS AND SO HIGH SCHOOL, COLLEGE, LAW SCHOOL FRIENDS, CAN TRACK THIS WOMAN, WHO IS TECH ADVERSE, NEVER HAS USED "FACEBOOK" HINT, HINT, HINT, AND AFTER PEOPLE ENCOURAGED ME TO SET UP AN ACCOUNT, AND POLITICAL FIGURES LIKE SENATOR HATCH, UTAH AG, MARK SHURTLEFF, BEFORE, I GOT HIM INDICTED, LATER TO BE RELEASED, PROBABLY BY SEN. HATCH, NOW IN D.C. WORKING,AS A LOBBIEST, WHEN HE SHOULD BE SERVING 30 YEARS IN PRISON FOR CORRUPTION, AND I AM A FIRST HAND WITNESS TO THAT . . . HINT, HITS, HINTS, POLITICAL ENEMIES, WRONG PARTY, WRONG RELIGION, FOR THE STATE OF MORMON! THE FUCKING "COP CLONES" ARE WORRIED, BECAUSE THE I.D., IS THE PIC THEY DENIED ME, SO IT BLOCKED, DRIVER'S LIC. AND SOCIAL, EVEN THOUGH, I HAVE LONG HAD EVERYTHING I NEEDED! DMV--WE ARE IN TRAINING--EVERY TIME I COME? OR THE SOCIAL SECURITY OFFICE--IT IS CLEAR THIS IS YOU, WE HAVE YOUR WHOLE RECORD IN FRONT OF US--WHOOOPS, SOMETHING JUST CAME UP ON THE COMPUTER, LIKE, WE ARE USING HER SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER, FOR THE FRAUD BRAS! 4 FUCKING YEARS OF THE RUN AROUND, WITH ME SPINNING BETWEEN THE DMV AND SOCIAL SECURITY--YOU HAVE TO HAVE A PIC I.D., TO GET A SOCIAL AND TO GET THE SOCIAL SECURITY, YOU NEED A PICTURE I.D., IF IT WAS OPEN, OR NOT IN TRAINING! I EVEN GOT, A LETTER SAYING MY SOCIAL SECURITY WAS IN THE MAIL, SNEAKING UNDERCOVER TO THE SOC. SEC. OFFICE IN BILLINGS, ONLY TO HAVE MY CARD INTERCEPTED AFTER GETTING IT! NICE! AND THE FUCKING COPS ARE STILL GOING AFTER ME? WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT? THERE WAS AN INTERESTING NAME OF A "PEOPLE" MAGAZINE REPORTER, OR BRASS, SAYING THAT THE MAGAZINE IS SITICKING BEHIND THE INTERVIEWER WHO WAS MOLESTED OR SEXUALLY ASSAULTED BY THE DONALD, BACK 12 YEARS AGO WHEN SHE WAS DOING AN ARTICLE ON HIS FIRST ANNIVERSARY WITH VERY PREGNANT MELANIA TRUMP, BUT THAT IS BESIDE THE POINT, BUT THE CHICK REPORTING, HAD A VERY SYMBOLIC NAME "CHARLOTTE TRIGGS" . . . SHELLEY READ ALL THE TIME WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG, AND ONE OF THE BOOKS THIS VERY "NON=READER" REMEMBERD WAS "CHARLOTTE'S WEB" AND THAT IT HAS BEEN, WITH A NETWORK OF MORMONS, COPS, THE INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, EVEN THE U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL'S OFFICE OR THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSITCE PROTECTING HER, BECAUSE, SHE RIGGED HER NAME AND CHANGED IT TO MINE WITH THE HELP OF THE FBI, CIA, WITH A HUGE ASS PERCENTAGE MORMON REPUBLICANS, STARTING THE STEAL BACK IN 2000, STEPPING IT UP WHEN I REACTIVATED MY UTAH STATE BAR LICENSE, TAHT IS IN SHELLEY AND SHELL'S BELLS, CONTROL, BRIBING THE BAR ASSOCIATION WITH "MY FAMILY DOLLAR" LIKE THEY DO EVERYONE, ACTING LIKE IT IS THEIRS! I AM LOOKING AT THE $24 MILLION GIFT TO THE UNIVERSITY OF MONTANA, AND WONDERING IS THAT LAUNDERED MONEY FROM, MY BLOG, MY SONS' MUSIC OR MY DAUGHTER'S NEW BOOK? ENTIRELY POSSIBLE, WITH SHELLEY BEING ME AND SHE WORKED HARD FOR MY MONEY--NO ACTUALLY IT WAS REAL EASY, WHEN, NOW DAYS, YOU DO EVERYTHING FROM E-FILING COURT DOCUMENTS, TO COLLECTING A PENNY PER HIT FOR MY BILLION HIT DAYS, WITH 3 BLOGS YESTERDAY, SO MAKING A COOL, $5 TO $10 MILLION A DAY OR MORE AND YESTERDAY, PROBABLY THREE TIMES THAT! I AM, RARELY, NOT ON, EVERY FUCKING SITE ON THE INITERNET, TOP TWO HITS, WHEN YOU TYPE IN "BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK BLOG" AFTER A DOT COM, ANY DOT COM, WITH GOOGLE GIVING UP TRYING TO TRACK HOW FUCKING MUCH MONEY, THEY OWE ME, NOT TO MENTION, YAHOO, BING, TUMBLE, GO DADDY, AND ANY SEARCH ENGINE, SOME GOING AS HIGH AS 5 CENTS PER HIT, AT A BILLION + PER DAY, OR MORE! THINK HOW FUCKING MUCH MONEY THAT IS FOLKS . . . MY ACCOUNT WAS DIVERTED, TO ANOTHER ACCOUNT, TWO WEEKS AFTER I STARTED IT, SEPTEMBER 21 OR 25TH, 2013, AFTER HAVING BLOOD HOUNDS, INDIAN TRACKERS AND FEDS, FUCKING TRYING TO GET ME WAY BACK, IN EAST GLACIER . . . THIS IS NOT "FICTION" SHIT, BASKETBALL GREAT, MICHAEL JORDON'S FATHER WAS MURDERED FOR A GOD DAMNED $20! BANK TELLERS AND PRESIDENTS ARE MURDERED FOR $40,000, WO WHAT DO YOU THINK THESE FUCKER, WITH ALL MY MONEY COULD DO? YEAH, A SCARY THOUGHT, LIKE CIA WARS IN THE PACIFIC AND ALANTIC OCEANS, OR MILITARY COUPES IN ALL COUNTRIES UNFAVORABLE TO AMERICA, OR TRY FRINGE EXPERIEMENTS, THAT, THEY TAKE, LIKE THE VERIZON, JAMIE FOX, COMMERCIAL, RELATIVE UNKNOWN ACTORS, AND TRY TO PASS THEM OFF AS THE ORIGINAL STAR! YEAH, I HAVE BEEN A STAR, IN THE LAW, AT THE COLLEGES I HAVE TAUGHT AT, BLOGGING, LOBBYING, ETC., AND MOST OF ALL AS A MOTHER! MOST REWARDING ACTIVITY! GET THESE FUCKS OFF MY BACK, LIKE THE CLOWNS, IN THE "VERIZON" AD, HE TELLS THEY TO GET LOST, AND I WANT THESE FUCKING HAGS, TO GET LOST TOO! THEY ARE LIKE LEACHES, THAT GLOB ON TO ME,AND I SHAKE ONE OFF, AND 8 MORE JUMP ON MY BACK, RIDING PIGGY BACK STYLE! REMEMBER, THE BOOK, CALLED, NINE WOMEN, ONE DRESS . . . THEY ARE "ALL" WEARING MY DRESS, MY NAME, MY CREDENTIALS, MY RESUME, MY ACCOLADES, MY HONORS, AND CLAIMING TO BE THE MOTHERS OF MY GREAT KIDS, COLD WAR KIDS! IT IS TIME THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT, COMPENSATED ME UNDER THE 5TH AMENDMENT, FOR TAKING MY LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY WITHOUT DUE PROCESS OF LAW, NOR EQUAL PROTECTION! SONG ON: YOU'LL BE BACK IN THE HIGH LIFE AGAIN . . . I NEVER LEFT IT, THEY JUST PRETENDED TO BE ME! WHILE I CCONTINUED TO STAR AND ROCK EVERYTHING I TOUCHED WITH THE MIDAS TOUCH! LOCKER HER UP, LOCK THEM UP, GET THESE FUCKING IMMITATIONS BITCHES OFF MY BACK, ONCE AND FOR ALL! PRIVILIEGE FOR NONE, JUSTICE FOR ALL--ESPECIALLY THE ONE WHO EARNED IT! GOD? GREAT SCRIPTURE ON THE LITTLE WHITE BAPTIST CHURCH, IN EAST MISSOULA, "CAST YOUR BURDENS ON THE LORD AND HE WILL SUSTAIN YOU!" YOU WILL SUFFER THE WRATH OF GOD FOR THE THINGS, YOU HAVE EITHER DONE OR ALLOWED OTHERS TO DO TO ME, FOR FILTHY LUCRE, THE NEW TESTAMENT WARNS AGAINST AND OTHER SCRIPTURES, SAY, "YOUR SINS WILL BE SHOUTED FROM THE ROOF TOPS!" WELL THERE YOU HAVE IT--AND YOU FUCKING DESERVIE IT!

FORENSIC FILES: "INSIGNIFICANT OTHERS"

I always pay particular attention, to true crime episodes that I have watched before, and really didn't think much of, or see, too much of a connection between me and the crimes, especially in this one, since, so far, I have not been murdered, but that was not for a lack of trying, and trying and trying, up to an including the cop, working out, getting ready for the big sting op, but it is hard to beat me, when I see you first and you stand out like a sore thumb, with the new, staff, running around like two cop chicks, looking to see if the other cops are showing up, yet, since, I beat them to the punch, saw what was going down, like the 200 times before at the Poverello Center, where, there is not a guy in this place that looks, like a cop or military, with most of them, coming out of jail or prison, hating cops as much as I do, and for all the reasons, mentioned in almost 1200 blogs, they are clown ass shits, on the secret payrolls, of the cops within the cops, Mitt's Mormons, working through and under cop cunt bitches, my sisters and former friends or associates, who have had a hay day for the last 16 years, using my good name, easy virtue, and constitutional bent, to turn, America to a Bush, shit ass, Patrot Act world, in direct, 180 degree, shit ass opposite way, as it should be going, taking away rights, protections, privileges, liberties and freedoms, so against everything I believe in, always have and always will!  Satan it the great imitator, and these fucks are imitating me to lead you astray, and off the mark, this country was set in motion towards, back 240 years ago!

But, as usual, the little 5'10 cop, is not much, when faced with the real, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., legendary to cops for fucking 23 years!  He looked at me, turned tail and ran, out the door, probably to get back up, and alert the other cops, that the sting op was bumped up, an hour or so, or maybe they were going to go drag me out of bed?  But, I am an early bird, who needs little sleep, thank God, and just simply, cut breakfast short and split by 4:25 AM, while the cop, freaked and ran, while I watched a sheriff, drive down the street, about the time, I left . . . ah, check the ranch, JoAnn built, that Rachel, or Shelley or Kay are living in, with Brett, Jack or Frank, and James, not the homeless shelter, where the  MONEY MAKER IS KEPT DOWN AT!  For the BILLIONTH TIME, you are going after the WRONG WOMAN, and missing the fucking MOB!  LAME ASSES . . . HOW MANY TIMES TO I HAVE TO BEAT YOUR ASSES, and RAT YOU OUT BEFORE, YOUR FUCKED UP DYSLEXIC BRAINS, SWITCH THE WOMEN, after 4 fucking YEARS . . . watch surveillance, the day, I am there, not a dubbed over version, kept on file by Pov. staff!  SHIT!  I was on the bus by 5:40 AM, new bus driver, chick, nice did a great job!  SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS ARE ON THE BUS AND AT THE POV. FOR A REASON, DUMB SHITS!  GOD ALMIGHTY!  FUCK . . . I am exhausted, trying to get you lame asses, to just do the normal cop shit?  Like pulling surveillance tapes, or doing a fucking DNA sample, connecting me and my kids, or checking, my new I.D., and seeing that, the way I sign my name, is not the way the DMV put the name on my I.D. card, if it is even registered and real?  Fuck the Pov. last night, when I went to check off my chore, didn't even have my name, on the list of residents, or jobs . . . trying to make it look, like I was never here, never got back from UTAH, never, whatever . . . do your goddamned jobs!

IF YOU CAN'T RECOGNIZE "ATTITUDE" THEN, YOU DON'T KNOW ATTORNEYS, A HOMELESS CHICK WITH NO POWER, WOULD "NEVER" COP THIS TYPE OF ATTITUDE!

BACK TO THE TRUE CRIME EPISODE AFTER MY RANT, RAGE AND RAMPAGE!

Stop trying to prove, who I am not, and prove who I am!  Take everything you think you know and turn it on it's head, and you will be closer to the truth and the facts that seem to allude you!  Okay, in this true crime episode, a young wife and mother, married to a doctor, and having 2 kids, or several, is found shot, in the head, in her bed, with divorce papers under her body, recently, going through marriage counseling, but, looking like, she is heading in that direction, and with both the woman, having an affair and the husband, having an affair too, with one of his dental assistants, things look as if, there may have been a suicide.  But, unlike the cops, I have seen, this coroner, or medical examiner, states that she makes NO ASSUMPTIONS, until she gets all the facts after an autopsy, to see that the cause of death, matches the forensic evidence, and claimed cause of death!  The cops and investigators, originally found it to be a homicide; however the skilled, hands of a professional, found differently, given the place the woman was shot at in the head, and where the gun, allegedly landed on the bed, proved to be an impossibility, and the woman, it appeared as I remember, didn't have any gunpowder on her hands, so, the coroner, ruled the death a homicide, rather than a suicide!

As the cops, started to dig into the man's background, they found that, 14 years earlier, this same man, while in dental school, was dating a young woman, also going to dental school, who had been mysteriously, found dead, and the cops also, ruled it a suicide, but the common link between the wife and the earlier lover of this doctor, was, that fact that the patterns and means of death, seemed so similar, and both women, according to the mother of the earlier victim, and the evidence surrounding the relationship of the wife, finding an online dating relationship, was that, they were both breaking up or leaving this handsome, but arrogant, insecure man!  In the police reports from the earlier murder, when the female tried to break up with the dental student, he stalked her, started to sabotage her classes, work, and try to get her to fail out of dental school, then suddenly she ends up dead, and rather than looking at the relationship, they looked at the failing grades and work place, drama, that this man was creating in her life, and misread the clues and evidence, and just simply called it a suicide!  This appeared to be so close to what was going on with the wife, the stalking, the interference with work, relationships, and whatever, this controlling man, was recreating the same pattern with the wife, as they found had happened with the girlfriend, both leaving.

Significant Others vs. Insignificant Others?

What appears to be true, is often, not true and what appears to be false can, often be found, the opposite and be true . . . we have all heard the saying that truth is stranger than fiction!  Just realize that all women, while created equal under the law, are not, attorneys of equal worth, reputation, merit and worth, to someone, who, is a top cop, and also a serial killer!  Who would better protect, a cop, who just happened to be also a serial killer?  A torts attorney, or a former assistant attorney general, with a history of kicking cops to the curb and killing cop and prosecutor's legislation?  All kids of women, are not equally valued, the same either, one may have a kid who is a juvenile delinquent, while the other, has a serious, rock star on her hands.  Now for some man, who is insecure and thinks he has the power, authority, and ability, to manipulate the system, and exchange one women, for another, after the one leaves him, taking his protection, his crush, if you will, for a woman, who, previously, was a trophy attorney wife, or potential wife, but after the cops, did their anti-magic on her, was, less good looking and fatter than she had been, and his ego, just could not deal with that, but in private he loved her, made love to her, and in all due respect, had a great relationship, fun, alive, pure and simple, digging the hell out of each other.  But, when in front of his buddies, or meeting another woman, an attorney, who is fit, already, camera ready, he decides, he can, recreate the woman, he loved, from video tapes of her conquests, that rocked the nation of cops, and substitute in, this new female, who, was close, and could pull of the exchange, and he could, keep the trophy name, resume and kids, by just, pretending that, the second attorney, was, the first one . . . proceeding to use law enforcement, just as shallow as, he is, to promote, looks over brains, seeing that woman who had it all, was not, where she had been before they fucked with her.

Now, on the surface, most men, and women, would look at a handsome, FBI or CIA, agent, and think, well he is charming and he could get anyone he wants, so obviously, he is going to take the more stellar, female attorney, that would be what it appears; however, people don't see behind closed doors, see sunflowers in September, quiet nights, in front of a wood burning stove, nor do they assume this now, out of shape, female is the one, that all the cops, feared, respected, hated and wanted all at the same time, so the new female starts to fill that role . . . but, who is the significant other and who is the insignificant other . . . the one the man, wants as opposed to the one he needs?  Those two, options can be diametrically opposed to each other and the obvious, may not be the truth!  As in the case of the doctor, as the cops looked into his past, they found that he had many relationships with women, normal, very healthy break-ups, and all seemed well, when, and this it key, he broke up with the women!  But, when the woman, wanted to leave him, and they took the first step out of the relationship, as the dental assistant student did and now, 14 years later, his wife . . . he could not deal with it, REJECTION WAS JUST NOT IN HIS REPRITOURE of possibilities, and he could not handle it!  So, the two women, who dared to leave him, separated by 14 years, but with similar patterns, led to his capture . . . if a criminal or a killer, is successful with a particular method of killing someone and he got away with it, he is likely to do the same thing again, creating a pattern to his killings, which is exactly what the man did!

I HAD A STRING OF TOP COPS, WITH THIS MENTALITY . . . THUS, THE STRING OF SISTERS, EX-FRIENDS, AND ATTORNEYS, TO FILL THE HEARTACHE!

Ego, ego, ego, these men, don't learn to make their relationship, based on happiness, it is all about ego, to look, like they have it all, and never had to settle . . . until the alleged, insignificant other, but the deep down and heart level, significant, leaves them, then all hell breaks out, when, they are rejected, by the real love, the real woman, the real JoAnn, the real, legend, like the female equivalent of them, in the cop world!  So, how does a man like this compensate, fill the void, cover the loss, heal the heart, get revenge?  First he takes a woman, that is closest to the woman he is losing, because, he tries to inflict the largest amount of pain, to try to compensate for his loss, that in my case, all my men, created, themselves, by being too insecure to deal with, what THEY, did to me, forcing me to take meds, knowing that would create weight gain, the first thing, they all attacked, was my looks, originally, trying to destroy me, when I would not have considered any of them!  Very interesting, I just looked over my paragraph, and noticed, that the word, loss, I had written, "lose or loss of E or Elliot, another bragging right for these cops, a super star family, of beautiful kids, with a shit load of talent and brains, bragging rights for ANY PARENTS, and some of the top cops, were shit heads to their own kids, so, when you see, not just one, cool kid, but 4, shit, we'll claim that too!

Remember, that, 25% of the population are psychopaths, the rising stars, the bold the brave and the beautiful, taking credit for whatever they can take credit for, charming, fast talking, the alleged movers and shakers, but rarely there when the work needs to be done, but lacking any sympathy or empathy, valued by Wall Street, but also, these guys, and gals, tend to gravitate to what is called hero professions, where they can show off, and be saviors of you will of the common man and woman, as seen in the military, law enforcement, doctors and lawyers, tend to have a higher number of psychopaths, that most other professions and careers, so top cops, some with that heroic physical side, plus, many of the FBI and CIA, also have law degrees, with recruiters, going to seek the up and coming, that would benefit the agency or the company!  Well, there is a particular image, that psychopaths, want to project, and that is, totally focused on the physical appearance of the person, with little, attention being paid to anything else . . . case in point, Donald Trump!  So, with the physical characteristic, being the most important, the man, leaves, possibly the woman, who has the history, family, and resume, he likes, with the name, recognized among cops, nationwide, but they don't know her face, so, he sees a way to have both, the looks he likes and keep everything else, he likes to, and lies, to appear to have it all, elevating one woman, over the other, elevating pleasure, and burying the painful woman, who left him, giving him no choice, after he decided he could have both . . . Rod Stewart is singing, "Someone like you makes it easy to live without someone else . . . but I look to find the reason to believe!"

TEXT BOX: "CONTENT WAS BLOCKED BECAUSE IT WAS NOT SIGNED BY A VALID SECURITY CERTIFICATE?"

I HAVE NEVER SEEN THIS BEFORE?  THE HACKERS, THE NSA? THE COPS?  BRETT? OTHER INSIGNIFICANT OTHERS?

I CAN'T SPELL CHECK, CAN'T PUBLISH?  MUST BE HITTING THE NAIL ON THE HEAD . . . THESE FUCKS HAVE STOLEN MY BLOG SINCE TWO WEEKS AFTER I STARTED AND SAID, THAT KAY BABY IS ME!  SHE HAS NOT WRITTEN ONE BLOG, NOR IS SHE ME!

FORMER JILTED LOVERW WITH, "VALID SECURITY CERTIFICATES TO "MY" BLOG, GO FIGURE . .  . TRUTH HURTS, YOU HAG ASS BITCH WHO IS NOT ME, IS A SUBSTITUTE, AND THE "REAL" INSIGNIFICANT OTHER, IS CRYING IN HER LAME ASS SHIT, WITH COPS ALL OVER THE FUCKING COUNTRY, TRYING TO KILL ME, SO SHE CAN REMAIN ME!  JAMIE FOX, I KNOW YOU PAIN, I HAVE FAKE ASS BITCHES, TRYING TO BE ME, FOR THE LAST 16 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1  CHEAP KNOCK OFF BRANDS!

THEY, THE TOP COPS, ALL WANT TO BE MARRIED TO THE FAMOUS FORMER ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, WHO STARTED KICKING THE SHIT OUT OF COPS NATIONWIDE, 20 YEARS AGO, RIGHT OUT OF LAW SCHOOL! AND HAS NEVER STOPPED!  ALL CHEAP SHIT GALS, WHO ARE IMITATION, FAKE, SAMSUNG, COMPARED TO APPLE, OR THE TEACHER  ME . . . AND ONCE THE SEX, THE LOOKS, ARE OUT DATED AND THE LOOKS ARE OUT OF STYLE, THE PAIN IS EVEN WORSE, BUT YOU ALL DID IT TO YOURSELVES, FOCUSING ON THE SHALLOW, HAL'S ALL, RATHER THAN THE DEEP, THE EMOTIONALLY REWARDING, THE SMART, THE LOVING, WOMAN, YOU HAD, AND WANTED IT ALL, NOT PATIENT ENOUGH, TO LET ME GET BACK TO ME, BLOCKING THAT TOO, SO THE PAIN WAS NOT GREATER, NOR WOULD YOU ALL FIGHT OVER A CHANCE TO BE WITH ME!  LOVE IS PATIENT, LOVE IS LONG SUFFERING, LOVE IS KIND . . . CHEATING, GETTING PISSED, THINKING IT IS A MALE'S PEROGGATIVE TO CHEAT, SOMETIMES CAN'T TAKE THE CONSEQUENCES, OF THEIR ACTIONS . . . PEOPLE LOSE WEIGHT ALL THE TIME, BUT RECREATING MY HISTORY, LIFE, KIDS, AND STATUS AS A WOMAN OF HONOR, WHO DID IT ALL, IS HARD TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE, BUT TRYING TO RECREATE THEM IN MY IMAGE, IS TOM FOOLERY!

P.S., ANY MAN WHO HAS NOT HEARD, FIRST LADY, MICHELLE OBAMA'S TROUNCING OF TRUMP AND THE MEN LIKE HIM, WHO DEMEAN A WOMAN'S BODY, REFUSE TO SEE HER INTELLECT, HER CONTRIBUTIONS, IN FAVOR OF DENEGRATING, HER, IN ANY WAY, THINKING THAT THEY CAN TAKE HER LIFE, GROPE IT, KISS IT, STEAL IT, GRAB OTHER WOMEN'S PUSSY, AND EXHANGE THE INTELLECT, BRAINS, CAREER OF ONE WOMAN FOR ANOTHER, ARE FOOL HARDY, FUCKERS!  PERFECT CRITICISM OF MEN, LIKE I HAVE BEEN THE TARGET OF FOR FUCKING YEARS, EVEN WHEN, I WAS AT MY BEST . . . LOOK A BEAUTIFUL, MELANIA, PREGNANT WITH DONALD'S BABY?  SHIT IF A TOP MODEL CAN'T KEEP THE ATTENTION OF A STRAYING HUSBAND, THEN WHO COULD?  I LOVE IT WHEN, MRS. OBAMA, STATES, THAT THE MEN IN HER LIFE, DON'T TREAT WOMEN THIS WAY . . . IT IS THE REPUBLICAN MEN WHO DO, AND NOW, THH DONALD'S BASE DOESN'T CARE, AND THERE IN LIES THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWO PARTIES, WOMEN--HOW IN YOUR RIGHT MIND CAN YOU VOTE FOR A MAN LIKE TRUMP?