JUMPING TO DELUSIONS! SAVOR EVERY SIP! "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, IT'S TRUE." DALLAS, THE PERFECT CITY TO HAVE A "COHESIVE NATIONAL REACTION AND CONVERSATION: (1) A BLACK POLICE CHIEF, DAVID BROWN, RAISED IN THE NEIGHBORHOODS AND STREETS OF THIS CITY, TOUCHED, PERSONALLY, BY VIOLENCE--BROTHER KILLED IN DRUG DEAL, SON SHOT MAN AND KILLED A COP, HE LOST A PARTNER IN THE FORCE, BECOMING AGGRESSIVE IN POLICE REFORM, HE HAS TAKEN WHAT HE LEARNED AS A CHILD, WHAT NEEDED TO BE CHANGED; (A) HE HAS CHANGED THE "CULTURE" IN THE POLICE DEPARTMENT, EVEN FIRING "70 OFFICERS" TO CHANGE THAT COP CULTURE, (B) RESULTING IN, CUTTING DOWN ON 83% OF THE "EXCESSIVE FORCE" COMPLAINTS AGAINST DALLAS OFFICERS; (C) HE HAS FOCUSED AND TRAINED ON "DE-ESCALATION" OF SITUATIONS THAT MAY LEAD TO VIOLENCE; (D) MAKING DALLAS, ONE OF THE PREMIER COMMUNITY POLICING DEPARTMENTS, IN THE NATION, (E) ALL POLICE SHOOTINGS ARE TURNED IMMEDIATELY OVER TO THE FBI CIVIL RIGHTS DEPARTMENT FOR INVESTIGATION; (F) THE DEPARTMENT HAS IMPLEMENTED A "LET'S TALK" POLICY WITH YOUTH, WITH COPS MEETING WITH COMMUNITY AND RELIGIOUS LEADERS, IN A "STRAIGHT TALK" CONVERSATION, OPENING THE DOOR FOR POLICE AND THE COMMUNITY TO INTERACT AND UNDERSTAND, THE CHALLENGES OF BOTH SIDES--I'M HUMAN, YOUR HUMAN, WE NEED TO RESPECT EACH OTHER; (F) ENCOURAGING CITIZENS, "IF YOU SEE SOMETHING, SAY SOMETHING!" CRIME IS DOWN IN THE CITY, TAKING A "POSITIVE" AND "COMFORTABLE" APPROACH, TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE, ALREADY, NERVOUS PUBLIC, THAT, THE POLICE ARE JUST GIVING YOU A TICKET TO MAKE YOU SAFER, AND TO PROTECT THE "HEALTH, SAFETY, AND WELFARE" OF THE COMMUNITY! (G) THEY HAVE BASEBALL TEAMS, AND INTERACT ON A FUN LEVEL, SO COMMUNITY MEMBERS, KIDS, GET TO KNOW THEM AS HUMANS, FUN, CONCERNED, AND AS CHAMPIONS OF SAFETY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL! (2) YOU HAVE A, WHITE PASTOR, WHO ORGANIZED A PEACEFUL MARCH, BELIEVING STRONGLY, THAT WE ARE TRULY TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER, AND IN LIGHT OF THE WEEKS' BLACK KILLINGS, HE COULD NOT, IN HIS RIGHT MIND, JUST LET THESE KILLINGS GO, WITHOUT DOING SOMETHING! SO HE ORGANIZED, THIS "PEACEFUL ASSEMBLY" AND MARCH, THAT JUST STARTED SPONTANEOUSLY, AND GREW QUICKLY TO 800 PEOPLE, INTERACTING, TAKING PICTURES WITH COPS, AND ENJOYING A NIGHT, TO PUT IT ON THE RECORD AND ON THE MAP, THAT, DALLAS, WILL NOT TOLERATE VIOLENCE, TO ANYONE--HE, VERY SYMBOLICALLY, WAS CARRYING AN 8 FOOT, CROSS, THAT, ONCE THE SHOOTING HAPPENED, THE CROSS, BECAME, A SHEPHERD'S STAFF, LEADING HIS RATHER LARGE FLOCK, TO SAFETY, YELLING RUN, RUN, RUN, AND THERE WERE, LUCKILY, ONLY TWO PEOPLE, BOTH OKAY, WHO GOT SHOT, WITH THE 60 BULLETS FLYING EVERYWHERE! THE POWER OF THE CROSS AND A MAN, PRACTICING WHAT HE PREACHES, AND HE IS WHITE! SO WE HAVE TWO, INNOCENT FACTIONS OF THE COMMUNITY, COMING TOGETHER, TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER, TO MAKE A STATEMENT OF LOVE, OF PEACE, AND SO, WHEN THE SHOOTING BROKE OUT, IT NOT ONLY, MADE A STATEMENT THAT WAS THE TOTAL OPPOSITE, OF WHAT HE STARTED THE PROTEST TO SAY OR ACCOMPLISH! LEADING US, TO THE PERFECT (3) THE SHOOTER, WAS NOT CONNECTED TO ANY GROUP, HE ALLEGEDLY ACTED ALONE, HE WAS NOT INVOLVE WITH "BLACK LIVES MATTER" MOVEMENT, NOR HAD HE BEEN MARCHING . . . HE WAS VERY UPSET ABOUT THE TWO BLACK MEN WHO DIED, AND HE WANTED TO STRIKE, OUT AGAINST WHITE POLICE OFFICERS! THIS MAN, HAD SERVED IN AFGHANISTAN, AS A RESERVE OFFICER, SO HE WAS PRACTICED AND TRAINED, AND HE WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE BARRAGE OF SHOOTINGS IN THE LAST YEAR. SOMEONE, INTERVIEWED ON THE NEWS, MADE A GREAT STATEMENT, ABOUT, ALL OF US, TAKING THE TIME, TO "WALK IN THE SHOES OF THE OTHER PARTY OR GROUP, EVEN THE SHOOTER, INVOLVED, IN DALLAS. WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE TO BE RAISED BLACK IN AMERICA? CAN WE, AS WHITES, UNDERSTAND AND MAKE OUR KIDS, UNDERSTAND, THAT OUR EXPERIENCE IN THE CITY, IN SCHOOLS, OR ON THE STREETS, HAS A DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE THAN WE DO, AND WE CAN'T LOOK AT THEIR "REALITY" AS BEING THE SAME AS OUR OWN, "REALITY?" CAN WE, UNDERSTAND, WHAT IT IS LIKE, TO KNOW THERE IS SOME UNREST IN THE CITY, AND FEEL, THE FEAR OF EVEN AN ARMED POLICE OFFICER, WITH "ONLY" A BADGE, GUN, AND SQUAD CAR, TO PROTECT THEMSELVES, AGAINST, ANYONE . . . I AM NOT DEFENDING, THE COPS WHO SHOT THE TWO MEN, BUT, THE ONE COP, WHO SHOT THE MAN, WITH HIS FIANCE' AND HIS FOUR YEAR OLD DAUGHTER IN THE VAN, WAS LITERALLY, FREAKING OUT, EVEN TO ME, SOUNDED LIKE HE WAS CRYING, SHOCKED, AND SEEMED, HORRIFIED AND WHAT HE DID! I KNOW, THAT, IF I HAD A CHOICE, OF BEING THE PERSON SHOT OR BEING THE PERSON, WHO SHOT, SOMEONE INNOCENT, EITHER THROUGH, FEAR, ADRENALINE, OR JUST IN A FIT OF UNCONTROLLED ANGER, POSSIBLY FOR NO REASON! WHILE WE DON'T AGREE, WITH HIS ACTIONS, CAN WE, SOMEHOW, UNDERSTAND, HIS REACTION? THERE ARE MANY, POLICE OFFICERS, WHO ACTUALLY, ARE SHOT THE SECOND, THEY COME TO A WINDOW, DUE TO THE DRIVER, HAVING A WARRANT, OR ARE IN FEAR, OF NOT HAVING MONEY, OR WHATEVER? IT IS A TOUGH JOB, AND NOTHING EXCUSES, SHOOTING AN INNOCENT MAN, WOMAN OR CHILD, BUT, WE CAN'T CONDEMN, ALL POLICE OFFICERS, WHEN TRYING TO SAVE LIVES! THE BLACK COMMUNITIES, ARE, SICK, AND SO AM, I, OF "TURNING THE OTHER CHEEK" ONCE AGAIN. THERE, IS BEAUTY, IN THIS TRAGEDY . . . DURING THIS WEEK, THERE HAVE BEEN, LIVES, TAKEN ON BOTH SIDES, AND TWO RIGHTS, DON'T MAKE IT RIGHT! BUT, WE, DO HAVE, A CITY, THAT IS TRYING, COPS WHO WERE INTERACTING WITH CITIZENS, THERE WAS A LOVING SYMBOL IN THE "CROSS" FROM THE TEACHER, THE MAN-GOD, JESUS CHRIST, WHO TOLD US, TO LOVE GOD, AND TO LOVE, ONE ANOTHER "AS OURSELVES!" THAT IS A TOUGH, CHALLENGE, ESPECIALLY, IN THIS SITUATION, BUT, THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER, AS SEEN, WITH OFFICERS, LEADERS, PASTORS, MOVEMENTS, DIALOGUES, UNDERSTANDING, OPEN CONVERSATIONS, AND AN ATTEMPT TO SEE, LIFE FROM, AND THROUGH, THE EYES OF THE OTHER PARTIES, INVOLVED! LOVE, PEACE, UNDERSTANDING, PATIENTS, KNOWLEDGE, NEW THOUGHTS, NEW THINKING, RIGHT THINKING, CAN BRING ABOUT, A "NEW ERA" IN AMERICA, LETTING THE DIVISIONS OF THE CIVIL RIGHTS ERA, GO BY THE WAY SIDE, STOP BLAMING, ANYONE, BUT, TURNING OUR EYES, TO THE ONE MAN, THE ONE, SAVIOR, THE ONE, GOD-MAN, JESUS CHRIST, AND IMPLEMENT, HIS WORDS, BECAUSE, IT IS IN THOSE WORDS, WE FIND LIFE, LOVE, CHARITY, OR THE "PURE LOVE OF CHRIST!" WE CAN DO THIS AMERICA . . . WE JUST GOT THE PERFECT STORM! THERE IS ALWAYS, A SHINY, LINING, BEHIND THE CLOUDS! LET'S GO FOR THAT GLOW, AS A COUNTRY! FREEDOM IS NOT FREE! BUT, WE CAN, COME CLOSER AND CLOSER, TO PERFECTION, PERSONAL, PRIVATE, PROFESSIONAL, AND THROUGH, COMMUNITY PERFECTION, AND WE HAPPENED, LUCKILY TO HAVE THIS HAPPEN, IN A CITY, WHO IS 83% THERE! THANK YOU, CHIEF, DAVID BROWN, PASTOR, PROTESTERS, AND COMMUNITY, WHO WAS PEACEFULLY ASSEMBLED, PARTAKING OF THEIR, GOD GIVEN, INALIENABLE RIGHTS, TO FREE SPEECH, TO ASSEMBLE, TO ADDRESS GRIEVANCES WITH THEIR GOVERNMENT! KISSES, HUGS, LOVES, ADMIRATION, AND SO, GLAD, IN YOUR TRAGEDY, THE ENTIRE NATION, WILL LOOK AT YOUR EXAMPLE, YOUR CHANGES, YOUR EFFORTS, YOUR SHEPHERDS, FOLLOWING IN THE FOOT STEPS, OF THE ONE, WHO WILL STRAIGHTEN ALL OUR MESSES OUT, COMFORT THOSE WHO MOURN, GOD BE WITH THE FAMILIES OF THE OFFICERS, AND WITH THE FAMILIES OF THE BLACK MEN, SHOT AND KILLED! WE CAN DO THIS AMERICA, WE ARE GOOD ENOUGH TO DO THIS! SLEEP WELL, DALLAS, YOU ARE ALL MY HEROES! IT WAS PERFECT . . . "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, IT'S TRUE!" OUR HEARTS GO OUT TO ALL OF YOU! CARRY ON!

Complicating Factors In The Need For Criminal Justice and Prison Reform

• the rise of prisons for profit, we cannot afford to turn, humans into profits, benefiting, even encouraging criminal acts, so we can keep our prisons full . . . this is contrary to our basic principles and concepts, as Americans!  We are capitalists, but, get real, this is not, an area, to make money on!
• institutionalizing racism, this CANNOT be the new normal, vilifying the Black Lives Matter, taking an event, like the marches, which were peaceful, calm, friendly, and turning that into an event of pure hatred, on any side of the racial make up, neither, violence against blacks, nor violence against white cops, will do jack shit to solve the issues we have in this country . . . we are all humans, we all bleed, red, white and blue, and we are fucking better than this!  Some young black father, was just interviewed, and he said, we need to focus on loving our neighbor, loving our families, our co-workers, loving each other as we love ourselves, this is the solution!  We are all in this life, together, and owe it to each other, to make life the BEST experience we can for ourselves, our families, our neighbors, and for each other, never, ever, segmenting out a segment of the population, and treating them any differently than we treat others in the same communities, states and nation!  If YOU are not part of the solutions, you are PART OF THE PROBLEM!  Get over racism!
• we need continue to promote, encourage, entertain, bring together, the police and the community!
  Sometimes what we don't know, we fear!  Take the opportunity, to talk to a cop, and cops need to mingle in the community, become real, to the community, not someone to fear, but someone to TRUST, with the HEALTH, SAFETY and WELFARE of our communities, and neighborhoods!  

TRUST + LOVE = PEACE

GOD IN THE FACE OF A CHILD

THE BLACK BARBIE DOLL

Parents, racism, discrimination, hate, starts in the home!  The first place to teach, love, kindness, justice, all the virtues, involved, in, living together in a more perfect Union, with domestic tranquility, is taught, modeled, patterned, and imitated, starting with what children, witness and perceive to be, the nature and culture, of acceptance, inclusion, and understanding, seeing what, the parents do in the home.  There have been recent studies, that say, racism, has actually increased, with the election of the first black president . . . which is an interesting phenomena.  Why would that be?  I think, blacks, making up, only about 14 percent of the American population, is black, but they came to this country, starting, in society, as below, zero, not even, being seen, as humans, under the worst, decision of all time, the Dred Scott decision, in the early days of this country, where a slave was considered the property of his owner!  It took a long, line of cases, changes, even a civil war, and President Lincoln's push for the black man's vote, leading to his assassination! This battle to fight racism, has been long fought, and many lives, tons of blood, was spilled, over the fight for black equality, rights, and the vote.  We cannot, afford, to go backwards, but, we do need to understand, that, with the Obama, presidency, many blacks, were like, it is about time, leading to, the old white male guard, even stated and called President Obama, boy, and they are going to show him, this or that.  But, they have found in the black communities, mothers, often, promoting racism, catching up and matching, their white, mother, equals.  We ALL, need to watch, what we are teaching our children!

While I was raising my children, in a very diverse section of Ogden, Utah, a railroad town, close to an air force bases, very different than other cities in the state of Mormon, there was a good mix of cultures and people, races and nationalities, my children were exposed, to all kinds of people, like you do, living in the inner cities of any city or state in America.  We had a very cool, black, mail man, my kids had Vietnamese, Laotian friends, Hispanic neighbors, over the backyard fence, so they were just raised with diversity.  So, I don't think, we really said much about anything or anyone, and on my second, daughter, Nicole's birthday, at age, 3 or 4, when my daughters were well into, playing with Barbie dolls, Nicole, asked for a black barbie doll?  I had three, very blonde, blue eyed children, Greta's eyes, have gone, hazel, and a red-headed, blue eyed, son, so, I was, taken back, by, Nicole asking for a black barbie?  I just wanted to make sure, I got it right . . . are you sure?  She just said, yeah.  Me and my husband, just looked at each other, and smiled, shrugged, and we bought her, a black barbie!  LOL!  

Nicole taught me a great lesson that day, kids are born COLOR BLIND!  I am sure, that, Nicole, saw me, laugh and joke daily with my very fun, mail man, looking forward to his visit and exchange, each day, more than the mail, he was delivering!  My husband, a city planner, in Ogden, had a black, very sophisticated, intern, in his office and we had him over for Christmas Even dinner, since he didn't have family around, and I swear, him telling us about going to church as a child, with big black mama's grabbing his face, planting it in their, very ample bosoms . . . their skinny husbands, and the preachers, messages!  We, were laughing until we were crying, and if you don't think, our very, Mormon, kids, were not watching, our reaction, you are crazy, and Nicole probably thought, the black church, sounded much more fun, than the stodgy church, her parents were taking her to!  LOL!  We are, the first line of protection of black and white lives, starting with our children, and we can see the face of GOD, in our children . . . out of the mouths of babes, kids!  To them, people are just people, there is not difference, a fun new friend at the playground, is just a new fun friend, we are the ones who, starts, the process of assigning, our, own prejudice on our children!  There is a country, music song, that says, everything you do, I'll be watching YOU! and they are.

YOUR SO, SO . . . AH, SO . . .

Once, my mother, was with my little sister, Tiffany, when she was about the age of Nicole, and my parents had taken, Tiffany to the old Utah Stars, basketball game, before the Utah Jazz, were around, and mom and Tiff were in the elevator with one of the Star players, and Tiffany, started, looking at his toes and moved on up, and up and up, looking at his face, and she talking really loud, said, mom, look at that man, he is soooooo, and my mother was trying to cover, her mouth, or shut her up, and distract her from what she was sure Tiffany was going to comment on, his blackness, but she was having none of this, and pulled my mother's hand off her face, and she said, he is SOOOO TALL!  Relieved and smiling, my mother said, oh, yeah, he is so, tall, and she smiled at the super star basket ball players, whom, I am sure, was smart enough to see, what, mom, thought, Tiffany was going to say, when in reality, she didn't see his color at all, she just say, his height!  Smile, and he just got off the elevator.  Lessons, learned, not by the child, but by the mother, who had her own, prejudices, and her own, projection, of differences, racism, came through, but, Tiffany, was not the one who had those thoughts and beliefs.

This same mother, again, showed her colors to my sister, when, my sister, dated, a black man, in college, but there were issues, and I believe a physical confrontation, between my sister and this black, football player, went to far, and I think, he realized that she was using him, to make another white player, jealous . . . but, my parents, pulled her out of school, to get her out of the conflict.  I was down stairs, in my bedroom, where I could, hear the whole, exchange, and could hear my mother, say, what would the neighbors think? and she was sobbing, while Shelley was protesting, and pissed.  I could hear, my father, say, your mother is the least prejudice person I know!  I am, standing on my pillow, on my bed, tip toed, making sure, I heard, all this conversation, thinking, laughing, oh, hey, mom, the least prejudice person? and you are worried about you daughter, dating a black man?  Now, this was the early 70's, so, thinks were just starting to loosen up, with the hippies and the free love, accept everyone, mixing it up, with the races, in a generation, who was not seeing things the same as their parents, did.  But, I got a kick, out of, the conflict between, what my mother promoted, with was tolerance, as long as it didn't touch her own home! while my father, was encouraging, what my mother gave lip service to, but what she really didn't believe!  LOL!  

I know, my parents, were pissed and held it against me, that I dated and really, liked, two black men, just two years ago, they opened me up to a whole fun side of race, relations, and the tension of sexuality and long held, thoughts and prejudices, overcome with love!  LOL!  Exposure is always, a way to work magic, get to know each other, whether that be cops, getting acquainted with the black community, they serve with each other, so? and the black community, parents, need to teach, their children, as tough as it is right now, and they are justified, in many of their feelings, but, things will not change, if we all just continue, to focus on the bad, on the crimes and tragedies, but, I loved, the response of I believe, the response of the mother of Philando, and she said, not forgiving the officer for taking her son's life, in such a brutal and horrific way, but, looking it through the view, that, through her son's death, conversation, changes, and good will come, and I believe, it has and will continue, to open conversations, look at the Dallas police department, changed, starting in 2013, with the shooting of Treyvon Martin!  But, she even went so far, as to say, her very humanitarian, son, may have been born, just for this moment!  There are scriptures, where even Christ himself, said there are those among us, who will do more than I have done!  Now, none of us, can save someone from sin, death; however, Jesus, only reached, at the time, several, hundred or thousands of followers.  Perhaps, through, these two so hideous deaths, so close, will finally, PUSH America, to deal, in a full frontal attack, race, police relations, and criminal justice reform . . . that would be fucking HUGE!

KIDS, HELP YOUR PARENTS LEARN!

About, ten years ago, I flew to Atlanta, Georgia, where my daughter, Greta was living with her husband, Dallas, and, when they came to pick me up from the airport, I said, Man, now, I know, how blacks, who fly into Utah, feel, I was the only white in the whole airport!  Greta, just laughed, and said, Mom, you bigot!  Her best friends, in the military were funny, cool, black chicks, including her friend in Althreta, GA! Along those same lines, back about that same time, I called, Elliot, and asked him what he was doing?  He said, I am going to the Gay Pride Parade, in Salt Lake City, Utah . . . why are you doing that?  Your a bigot, Mom!  Okay, so I have politically sensitive kids, and they both taught me, to be, more, open to differences, and think, more what I think and say!  LOL!  I have never thought of myself, as a bigot, but if the shoe fits, wear it!  LOL!  

Kids now days, are raised, much, more exposed to other cultures and races, through social medical, music, education, movements, changes!  Teach these old dogs, NEW TRICKS! We need to see what, acceptance looks like!  I am always, impressed with the total, nonshelant, and casual, grace, at which, younger people, handle, changes . . . we were having a health care seminar, at the Poverello Center, and the staff, just said, any one who, identifies as a woman, taking in transgender possibilities, is invited to the meeting.  They changed the bathrooms, to non-gender specific bathrooms, I was bugged at first, not wanting, to share with men, but, I calmed down, and accepted the change!  Everyone needs to go to the bathroom, and the men, have been conscious of putting the lids up and down, just like family members have to do!  Believe it or not, we can EVOLVE! which has the word, LOVE, backwards!

JUSTICE IS BLIND!

BLACK LIVES MATTER!

PEACEFUL PROTESTS, HELP PEOPLE EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS, FRUSTRATION, ANGER, WHICH IS POSITIVE

COP SHOPS, CAN, CHANGE, POLICE DEPARTMENTS, CHIEFS OF POLICE, CAN, LITERALLY LOOK TO DALLAS, AS A MODEL AND EXAMPLE TO FOLLOW!  THERE WERE "NO" VILLAINS, IN DALLAS, OTHER THAN THE SHOOTER . . . PEACEFUL, PROTEST, HONORABLE COPS!

SOMETIMES GOOD COMES THROUGH TRAGEDY, AS IN THE CASE WITH CHIEF, DAVID BROWN, WHO WAS NOT JUST PAINED BY HIS LOSSES, TO VIOLENT ACTS, BUT, USED HIS PAIN, TO STOP THE PAIN OF OTHERS, AND START MANY PROGRAMS, TO MOVE COP, COMMUNITY RELATIONS . . . CHANGE WILL COME! 

Just like all cops are not killers, a killer does not mare the Black Lives Matter movement . . . on BOTH SIDES, there were aberrations, cops and the shooter, just happened to be black, but he was in NO way connected to the movement, nor has the movement ever encouraged, violence, or anything other than peaceful protest, and ways to avoid, being hurt by cops!

Elected officials, who blame, the Black Lives Matter, are doing a disservice to everyone, blacks and cops, alike . . . don't trash cops, because, there are a few, who have killed blacks, very unjustifiably, through fear, prejudice, or not thinking!  That mentality, is what, leads to an AMBUSH, in the wake of, other wrongs, created, by a few, cops!

WE ARE WHERE WE ARE!  LET'S START FRESH!

NEW ERA!

P.S., JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., Attorney for the HOPEFUL, let's get it right, NOW!  Signing out from the Sleepy Inn, where the new employee, came from China, or somewhere in Asia, just to work there . . . I said, why didn't you work at Glacier Park, or somewhere.  She seemed perfectly happy, to have this job, nd she is not here to go to college, so, Sleepy Inn, you are getting on the map, even in Asia!  LOL!  I left, my room, 114, at about 7:45 AM, after being, chased, last night by cops, even coming to look for me at Sleepy Inn!  I overheard the bus driver's, PA system, say, she has her black, jacket off . . . I always, wear the same thing, all black, rarely change up (I do, however, wash my underwear, every once in a while!  LOL!), because black stays clean, I can just, take off my yoga clothes, made of krytonite, super clothes, made for working out, odor control, sweat resistant, etc., so, they know what I generally wear, because they have never seen me in anything else!  LOL!  So, not absolutely sure, if they were talking about me, but, to error on the side of safety, I put my jacket back on!  That seemed to throw the bus drivers off, because they see me all the time!  There is surveillance on the buses, so, the security guard, with FAKE guns, is playing hero, or so he thinks, getting the WRONG woman, the REAL attorney, protecting the big boob, cop lover, sister, who is 5'11" . . . ah, I am a good, 3 to 4 inches, shorter, but, at least that much taller, than another, cop double, who doesn't look ANYTHING like me, but, NO, the cops didn't get me, and they were dazed and confused, as usual!  LOL!  The security guard and a driver, were scratching their dikes, and looking right at me, but with my jacket on, while suddenly two bike cops, came out, and went on the down the street, thinking I must have ditched out fast, going after me!  God did his, Intel, and showed me, the two, red, Jeep, Cherokee's, our long time, sign for, having a great escape!  I was not sure, but, I kept seeing, people running, this way and that, but I was too lazy to move, and I was waiting for bus #14, to take me to the Sleepy Inn!  I barely, got into my room, and all of the sudden, a bike cop, was creeping through the parking lot at the SLEEPY INN!  I was just coming out of the bathroom or using the phone at the desk, so he didn't see in my room, by a thread, so, I must have, just, missed, being caught, for, I guess wrting about Dallas, or being picked up, so one of the fraud broad, gets credit for what I wrote about COPS!  Jealous, jealous, jealous . . . oh, I slammed Sarah Palin, who fucking pales to me, as does, Rachel, aka, Sarah, aka, Me, in Republican dress, of course, women, have to wear dresses, in the GOP, too liberated to wear pants, or they remind the old stodgy guard, white asses, men, of Hillary, akin, to liberated women, who dare, get in their faces, and have the audacity to run for president!  LOL!  But, went I got to the motel, I seriously only had, minutes, before the cop was cruising through, looking for me . . . just like the Chinese chick, is coming to a famous motel, the cops, read my blog too, and know, that when I am in Missoula, and either not at the Pov. or in my trap camp, both under surveillance lately, I go to the Sleepy Inn!  JoAnn (3), Cops (0)!  

COPS--BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK BLOGGERS MATTER TOO, YOU ASSHOLES!  SORRY COPS, I TRIED!  THESE MISSOULA DUDES, MAKE IT HARD FOR ME TO DO ANYTHING, but WRITE A FEW POSITIVE BLOGS!

LOL!

Some good, dialogues and discussions, on TYT or Young Turks, YouTube videos on Dallas Shootings and Black Lives Matters!

LET GO AND LOVE!

POLITICON! SARAH PALIN (RACHEL) VS. JAMES CARVILLE . . . IT IF FUN TO SEE A NEUTRAL CROWD, NOT YOUR ADORING OLD FANS, PALIN, OUTSMARTED BY A 10 YEAR OLD, MEMBER OF THE PRESS, SMART KID: SINCE YOU, PALIN, DON'T THINK AMERICA SHOULD BE A PART OF THE UNITED NATIONS, BECAUSE SOME OF THE MEMBER COUNTRIES, DON'T TREAT WOMEN WELL, HOW CAN YOU SUPPORT, DONALD TRUMP? CROWD CHEERS THE KID, BOO'S SARAH PALIN, AKA, RACHEL, EXTRAPOLATING MY POSITIONS, THAT CAN GO EITHER WAY, BEING THE VERY BALANCED CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, THAT I AM, WITH THE CONSTITUTION BEING A COMPROMISE, THEN, ADDING YOUR REPUBLICAN BULL SHIT, CRAP, THAT AND SUPPORT TO A CANDIDATE, WHO I WOULD NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS, VOTE FOR? POLITI-"CON" FOR SURE . . . ONLY AS APPLIED TO BABY SISTER, AT LEAST IMPROVING SLIGHTLY, OVER THE LAST 8 YEARS, "CON" LITERALLY, MEANS "CON" ARTIST! IN MY CASE, AND MY BLOG SPOT, NAME, "BAD ASS 'CON' LAW CHICK" THAT STANDS FOR A SHORT VERSION OF "CONSTITUTIONAL" LAW CHICK. IN LAW SCHOOL, THAT WAS THE TERM USED: "ARE YOU GOING TO 'CON' LAW TODAY?" SINCE I SCORED THE HIGHEST SCORE IN MY CON LAW CLASS OF 180 STUDENTS AT THE J. REUBEN CLARK LAW SCHOOL, BRIGHAM YOUNG UNIVERSITY, WHERE, RACHEL, OH, SARAH, THE REPUBLICAN VERSION OF ME, EVEN QUOTING FROM ME, OFTEN, A SCHOOL, WHICH RACHEL, NEVER ATTENDED, AND SHE IS A P.E. OR PHYSICAL EDUCATION MAJOR, GRADUATING FROM SOUTHERN UTAH UNIVERSITY, ACTUALLY, BEFORE I GRADUATED AS AN "ENGLISH MAJOR, COMMUNICATIONS" MINOR, THE DEGREE, THEY USED FOR RACHEL OR PALIN! LOL! THE MANTRA OF THE LIARS, IS TO JUST KEEP, DEFENDING THAT LIE, KEEP, PRETENDING YOU ARE TELLING THE TRUTH, AND SOONER OR LATER, THE BIGGEST LIES, BECOME THE NEW TRUTH! AS I SAW, JAMES CARVILLE, LEAN BACK, AND LOOK AT RACHEL, PALIN, WITH PUZZLING EYES, I WONDERED WHAT THIS VERY SEASONED, ATTORNEY AND POLITICAL PUNDIT FOR WHAT 40 YEARS, IS THINKING! HE EVEN SAID THE REASON, HE BROUGHT HER ON THE SHOW, WAS TO LEARN WHAT SHE IS THINKING, THAT IS, IF YOU CALL REGURGITATING MY FATHER'S POSITION, AND VOMITING ALL OVER HER AUDIENCES, WITHOUT AN ORIGINAL THOUGHT OF HER OWN, AND IF YOU DIG DEEP, WITH ACTUALLY, COMPLEX, ISSUES OR ANALYSIS, THE TRUE, AIR HEAD, STARTS TO SHOW! TAKING COMMUNICATIONS CLASSES AT DIXIE STATE COLLEGE, UNDER MY NAME, SOCIAL, BIRTH DATE, AS MY TWIN, IS INTERESTING IN DEED . . . IF I AM NOT A PURE REPUBLICAN, MORMON BRAND, THEY WILL JUST, CREATE A SURROGATE ME, USING A SISTER WHO, SORT OF LOOKS LIKE ME, SOME USED TO REFER TO US AS TWINS, TO MY CHAGRIN! BUT, TOLERATING IT, I DON'T SEE, IT, BUT, THIS, REPUBLICAN BRAND ME, IS NOT ONLY DISGUSTING TO ME, BUT MAKES ME WANT TO SCREAM, THAT THEY COULD BASTARDIZE MY BRAND, WITH BOTH PALIN AND RACHEL! NOT LOL! I WILL SAY, YOU HAVE COME A LONG WAY, BABY, FROM NOT BEING INTERESTED IN POLITICS AT ALL, TO USING MY BRAND TO MAKE MONEY, WRITE INANE BOOKS, HOLD RALLIES TO MAKE MONEY, AND SELL YOUR BOOKS, DOING SOMETHING THAT I WOULD, FUCKING NEVER DO, USE LOVING AMERICA, TO BILK PEOPLE OUT OF THEIR HARD EARNED MONEY, WHEN I WRITE DAILY ON THIS BLOG, FOR FREE, TO EDUCATE, ENLIGHTEN, SHARE, AND CARE, WITH PEOPLE THE IDEAS, I HAVE, THE KNOWLEDGE, LONG GOTTEN, FOUGHT FOR, AND PAID FOR BY MYSELF, NOT, PROMOTING A "CHEAP SHIT, KNOCK OFF BRAND" WHICH, GOT YOU NOTHING BUT MONEY, AND YOUR MUG ON TV! I SAT AND WATCHED, AS YOU GESTURED, SNARKED, BARKED, AND PROMOTED, THE REPUBLICAN BRAND, DAD BRAND, COPIED, SOME OF ME BRAND, AND I WONDERED, IF YOU HAD YOUR, BLONDE HAIR, BLUE EYES, AND YOU HAD TO BE RACHEL, COULD YOU STILL DO THAT, SARAH OR POLITICAL THING? I HEARD A QUOTE, THAT SAID, I LOVE BEING AN ACTOR, BECAUSE, I DON'T HAVE TO BE MYSELF! COULD YOU DO IT, AS YOURSELF? I DOUBT IT, THE HAIR DYE, THE CONTACTS, THE GLASSES, ALL CREATED TO MAKE YOU LOOK SMARTER, IS NOT REALLY WORKING, BUT I AM SURE IT GIVES YOU THE COMFORT AND INSULATION, YOU NEED TO GET IN FRONT OF THE CAMERAS, ALWAYS, DRIVEN BY MONEY! IT IS A FASCINATING STUDY OF ABNORMAL PSYCHOLOGY, JEALOUSY, ENVY, AND THE NEED FOR A FATHER TO TRY TO BEAT ME, A BATTLE THAT STARTED WHEN, I WAS A WEE GIRL, AT THE AGE OF 3 . . . HE WILL DIE, BEFORE, HE BEATS ME, TRY YOUR VERSION OF MY BRAND, AND MUCH LIKE THE MAN YOU SUPPORT, TRUMP, YOUR TV SHOWS FAILED, DID YOU HAVE RADIO SHOWS, FAILED, BOOKS, TANKED, RUSH LIKE THEM THOUGH, HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATE, BRAGGING ABOUT MONEY, BUT BRAINS, THAT IS ANOTHER THING, CANCELLED FROM FOX OPINION, REALITY SHOW FAILED, SO, THE ALLEGED, BIG PERSONALITIES, DON"T HAVE STAYING POWER, NOW EVEN TRUMP, IS LOOKING LIKE, THIS RUN, DOING REAL WORK, AND ACTUALLY BEING PRESSURED TO RAISE MONEY FOR THE CAMPAIGN, AND TO WORK WITH OTHERS, INCLUDING CONGRESS IS PROVING TO BE TOO DISCIPLINED FOR HIM, AS RUNNING THE GOVERNORSHIP IN ALASKA, SEEMED TO BE FOR YOU, RACHEL, ALTER EGO, SARAH! LOL! WHATEVER . . . PROSTITUTE YOURSELF, FOR MONEY, THE REPUBLICAN WAY, THE TRUMP WAY, BUT, DO ALL OF US, A FAVOR, STAY THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR POLITICS, AND RUNNING THE COUNTRY, YOU DON'T HAVE THE TEMPERAMENT, THE INTELLIGENCE, THE STAMINA, NOR THE ABILITY AND TRAINING . . . LEAVE THAT TO ME AND HILLARY! LOL! I'LL BE YOUR "HUCKLEBERRY" HILLARY, IT COMES FUCKING NATURAL TO ME! I LOVED THE FEW, FEDEX SLOGANS, I STOLE TODAY, WHILE I WAS MAILING SOMETHING TO MY SON, CHRIS, VERIFY, FOR HIS BIRTHDAY AND MY GRAND DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY! SORRY RACHEL, AKA, JOANN, SOMETIMES SARAH . . .HAIR DYE THESE DAYS IS AMAZING! BUT YOU GET YOUR KIDS, NOT MY KIDS, THAT ARE LIKE BRETT AND YOUR DRAMA COACH, KAY, SAID, MY CHILDREN ARE AN ASSET TO ME, AND SO THEY ARE, SO THIS KODIAK BEAR, BARES HER TEETH, AND WARNS YOUR SORRY, FAKE ASS, TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY CHILDREN, ALL OF YOU! THAT LITTLE USEFUL KAY, ATTORNEY, ACTRESS, JACK OF ALL TRADES, EXCEPT, NOT A GREAT ATTORNEY, KNOWS JACK SHIT ABOUT THE CONSTITUTION, AND AS FOR POLITICS, IT IS CALL, BENDING OVER FOR THE BOYZ CLUB TO PUT AND KEEP YOU IN POWER, AS ANOTHER ME! SHE DIDN'T DO THE BROCK CASE, BRETT WAS TOO INSECURE, TO JUST BE MARRIED TO AN ATTORNEY, HE HAD TO BRAG ABOUT MARRIED TO "THE ATTORNEY" WHO, KICKED COPS, ASSES, STARTING BACK IN 1997, WITH ASSET FORFEITURE, FRANK, TONY, MIKE, KENNEDY, NONE OF THEM, HAD THE KAHUNAS, TO MARRY THE "REAL" COPIES, FOR WHO THEY ARE, SO THEY ALL JUST TOOK ON MY PERSONA AND BRAND, BUT CONTINUE TO BE THE CHEAP, WALMART KNOCK OFF BRANDS, MADE SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE THE U.S.A.! I LOVED SEEING SIS, IN A CROWD, NOT PAID TO BE THERE, OR ONE, NOT MADE UP OF MORMONS, SHEEPLE, TOLD TO GO SUPPORT, THE HOME GIRL, FAKE AS SHE IS! BUT, FAKE NEVER BOTHERS, THIS CROWD OF, IMAGE CONSCIOUS, SHALLOW, HAL'S, WHO CAN'T HANDLE THE "REAL" BAD ASS, SO THEY TAKE THE TAME GIRLS, THE GIRLS THAT ARE RELIANT ON THE MEN TO STAY IN MY POSITION, WHO, BEND OVER, AT COMMAND, AND PROSTITUTE THEMSELVES FOR THE GOVERNMENT, MORMON BOYZ, RUNNING WASHINGTON, D.C., AND SO FILLED WITH HATRED FOR ME, BECAUSE, UNLIKE THE BRAINWASHED SISTER CLUB, I DON'T BELIEVE, IN NEED A MAN TO GET TO HEAVEN, NOR TO POWER, AND I STEPPED ON HEADS OF MEN, TO GET WHERE I AM TODAY, WITH THE FUCKING LARGEST, MOST READ, AND LOVED BLOG, IN THE FUCKING UNIVERSE AND THAT IS POWER! ONE TWO, FUCK YOU!

I FUCKING DIG, BEING THE "LOUDEST MOUTH IN THE ROOM!"  LOL!  YOU CAN'T BUY, STEAL, OR BORROW, THIS TYPE OF POWER AND POLITICAL SAY, SO MUCH MORE THAN THE KOCH'S, THE SOUTHWICK CRIME FAMILY, LIVING AND BREATHING BECAUSE OF ME,  AND "MY" FAMILY, OR OTHER BILLIONAIRES, GATES, BUFFET, SOROS--MY CROWD, ETC.!

GREEN POLITICAL POWER MACHINE!

KISS!

I KEEP IT SIMPLE STUPIDS!

KICKIN' ASS FROM BEHIND THE SCENES!

YOU, UNDERESTIMATED ME, I WENT TO LAW SCHOOL, TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE, SAVE THE WORLD, AND FOR FUCKING, UNLIMITED POWER!

$ is not Speech, and You, With My Money, are NOT POWERFUL!

I am the wind, beneath YOUR clipped wings!

LOL!

GLOBAL MOBILIZATION UNIT, BIG SHOT COP BEING INTEVIEWED. DAVID CATZ (CIA) VS. J.D. SPILLER (CIVIL RIGHT AND BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK)! PEACE TO WAR? WHO BENEFITS? PEACEFUL EXPRESSION OF FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS. SYMBOLIC NAMES OF THE "WHY?" RIGHT NOW, REAL TIME, SOME MEMBER OF THE CLERGY, WHO STARTED THE PEACE RALLY, IN SUPPORT OF NON-VIOLENCE, AGAINST VIOLENCE AND DEATH . . . NO QUARTER WITH DEATH AND DESTRUCTION! IF YOU ARE FOR, "GLOBALIZATION MOBILIZATION" OF AMERICAN POLICE FORCES, MILITARIZATION, STOPPING CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS TO PROTEST, AND YOU ARE INTERESTED IN CREATING CHAOS AND MAYHEM, PROLONGING ANGER BETWEEN BLACKS AND WHITE, HATE THE FACT THAT, POLICE SHOOTINGS, FROM FERGUSON, TO MINNESOTA, BRING THE NATION TOGETHER AGAINST "EXCESSIVE FORCE" AND YOU ARE FOR, UNQUESTIONED POLICE OBEDIENCE . . . YOU WOULD BE BEHIND AND SUPPORT, EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT. THE PASTOR SAID, IT WAS AMAZING WHO MANY PEOPLE SHOWED UP, SPONTAINEOUSLY FOR THE PEACEFUL PROTECT, WANTING TO SHOW SUPPORT AND LOVE, COMING TOGETHER, WITH THE NATION, MORE AND MORE, COMING TOGETHER, ALL RACES, NOT JUST BLACKS, PUSHING THIS "BLACK LIVES" MATTER, WHICH IS EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE, OF WHAT THESE "GLOBAL MOBILIZATION UNITS" WANT . . . NOW, THE U.S. CAPITAL IS UNDER "LOCK DOWN!" IN RESPONSE TO THE INCIDENT, ONE POLICE OFFICER, WAS HEARD TO SAY, WHATEVER WE DO, WE NEED TO PROTECT OUR OFFICERS--WE DIDN'T WANT TO WEAR RIOT GEAR, LIKE PEOPLE SAW IN FERGUSON, OR USE TANKS AND MILITARIZED VEHICLES, BUT, FIRST AND FOREMOST, WE ARE GOING TO PROTECT OUR OFFICERS! BRINGING US RIGHT BACK TO, WHERE WE STARTED WITH THE MICHEAL BROWN, SHOOTING, AND PROTESTS, THE ROOT OF THE "BLACK LIVES MATTER" START, BECOMING MORE AND MORE VOCAL, AND GAINING MORE AND MORE SUPPORT. JUST RECENTLY, I WATCHED, SOME, I THINK, BERNIE SANDERS, RALLY, WELL A FEW MONTHS AGO, AND ALLEGEDLY "BLACK LIVES MATTER" FOLKS WERE SHOWN, AS TAKING OVER SOME MEETING, SO THIS TRASHING OF THE MOVEMENT, MUCH LIKE BAD MOUTHING THE "OCCUPY WALL STREET" MOVEMENT BEFORE THIS, IS A PROCESS OF DE-ESCALATING THE INCREASING POWER AND GROWTH OF THE "BLACK LIVES MATTER" MOVEMENT, WITH TWO NEW UNJUSTIFIED DEATHS, WITH TRIGGER HAPPY WHITE COPS, GOING AFTER BLACKS FOR MINOR TRAFFIC STOPS. THIS TAKES THE PRESSURE OFF COP REFORM AND CHANGES, AND MAKES THE COPS THE VICTIMS, TOTALLY TAKING OVER THE NATIONS NEWS, PUTTING THE "NATION ON EDGE" . . . WITH NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE WHAT HAPPENED. SO, EARLIER, SOME MAN'S FACE, WAS BLOWN UP ALL OVER THE NEWS NETWORKS, A BLACK MAN, WHO LOOKED AS PEACEFUL, AS ANY PEACEFUL PROTESTER MIGHT LOOK, BUT COME TO FIND OUT, THAT PERSON WAS NOT INVOLVED. WAS THE ORIGINAL PLAN TO HAVE THIS DUDE, BLACK OF COURSE, TAKE THE FALL, BE THE PATSY, MUCH LIKE LEE HARVEY OSWALD, WHO TOOK THE FALL FOR THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATION, IN THE SAME CITY, SOME WOMAN EVEN MENTIONED THAT SHE WAS UP ON A "GRASSY KNOLL!" A VERY SYMBOLIC PART OF THE ASSASSINATION, WITH SHOTS COMING FROM THE GRASSY KNOLL AT DAILY PLAZA, WHERE THERE WAS A CIA "AMBUSH," AGAIN SYMBOLIC, AGAINST THE PRESIDENT, WHO JUST DAYS EARLIER SAID HE WAS GOING TO TEAR THE CIA INTO A THOUSAND PIECES, AND YOU HAD SPOOKS FROM AROUND THE WORLD, IN DALLAS THAT DAY, A SHOW OF CIA STRENGTH? AS THIS MAY BE TOO! NOW, WE HAVE THESE NAMELESS, FACELESS, SUSPECTS, CONVENIENTLY, THE SHOOTER, ALLEGEDLY CAUGHT IN NEGOTIATIONS, WHO WAS NOT COOPERATING, AND ALLEGEDLY BLOWN UP BY A ROBOT, IS STILL BEING ONLY TALKED ABOUT AS A "SUSPECT!" HOW TO YOU GET RID OF A SHOOTER, WHO IS CIA OR AN AGENT OF "GLOBAL MOBILIZATION UNITS" WHO WANTS TO CREATE A NEED FOR MILITARIZED COPS! NOW, THE SHOOTER, WHO WAS SAID TO BE, AN EXPERT, IS NOW, JUST ANY GUY WHO MIGHT HAVE HAD A FEW DAYS OF TACTICAL TRAINING. THE OTHER "SUSPECTS" ARE NOT COOPERATING! SO THE PEACEFUL PROTEST, IS TAINTED WITH "BLOOD LET" AND "CARNAGE" AND "CHAOS?" JUST WHAT SHOWS THE NEED FOR "GLOBALIZED COPS?" I DON'T THINK SO!!!! DALLAS COPS, NEED TO LOOK AT THIS AS THEY WOULD A "MURDER'" LOOKING FOR MOTIVE, INTENT, ACTION AND WHO BENEFITS, FROM THIS DISRUPTIVE ACT! WHY WOULD SOMEONE, ESPECIALLY A BLACK, WHO THE ALLEGED, MYSTERIOUS SHOOTER, WHO KABOOM JUST DISAPPEARED INTO THIN AIR, MUCH LIKE THE THREE SHOOTERS, STANDING BEHIND THE TRAFFIC SIGN, AS THE PRESIDENTIAL MOTORCADE, CAME TOWARD, THE SIGN, WHERE THREE SHOTS RANG OUT, WITH THREE SPOOKS, SHAW, CIA, WHO WAS INVOLVED IN THE CUBAN MISSILE CRISIS WHERE CIA GAVE, BULL SHIT, INTELLIGENCE TO PRESIDENT KENNEDY! THE REASON HE WAS FURIOUS AT HIM . . . WHO ELSE WAS THERE, EVERY ONE OF THE NEXT FOUR PRESIDENTS, INCLUDING CIA AGENT, POPPY BUSH, AS WELL, AS "W" AT AGE 17! THERE IS A "SHADOW" GOVERNMENT WHO IS TRYING, TO RUN THIS COUNTRY, DRIVEN BY "ANCIENT THUNDER" COMING FROM ACROSS THE POND, ILLUMINATI, SECOND VERSION OF AMERICA, MASONS, KNIGHTS TEMPLAR, SKULL AND BONES, BOHEMIAN GROVE, CLUB 300, ETC., ALSO SECRET SOCIETIES, WITH MOTIVES, CONTRARY TO THOSE OF THE MANTRA AND CONSTITUTION OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA! THEY ARE "RACE BAITING" THE NATION, THAT IS WORKING TO RECTIFY THE WRONGS OF THE PAST! WE NEED A LARGER CONVERSATION . . . THE CIA, TALKS WITHOUT TALKING . . . SYMBOLIC PLACES, EVEN THE NAMES OF THE COPS, WERE SYMBOLIC, WHO EITHER DIED OR SPOKE, LIKE OFFICER J.D. SPILLER . . . A J.D. IS A JURIS DOCTORATE, ME, A LAWYER, THAT IS LIKE THE M.D. AFTER A DOCTOR'S NAME . . . I WAS AT MY COMPUTER, WHILE THE NEWS WAS "SPILLING" OUT ALL OVER MY COMPUTER BLOG . . . I WAS REPORTING AND COMMENTING AS IT WAS HAPPENING! THE MORE I WROTE, THE MORE I QUESTIONED, THE WORST THE SLAUGHTER GOT, THEN, SUDDENLY, THE CHANNEL I WAS WATCHING MSNBC, WHICH IS AGAIN, GENERALLY WHERE I GET MY NEWS, AND I QUOTE THEIR NEWS ANCHORS, ON THE "INSIDE STORIES" SO, AGAIN, INDICATING THAT, I AM ME, NOT A FOX FAN, LIKE ALL MY REPUBLICAN, PRO COP, PRO TRUMP "DOUBLES" WHO ARE JUST WAITING UNTIL I GET MURDERED OR ARRESTED, BECAUSE, I PUSH, PEACE, LOVE, ALL THOSE THINGS THAT WERE HAPPENING LAST NIGHT . . . I STARTED WRITING ABOUT THESE BLACK MURDERS BY WHITE COPS, AUGUST 2014, I THINK, EVEN BEFORE THAT, STARTING WITH GEORGE ZIMMERMAN, SHOOTING TREYVON MARTIN, JUST VISITING HIS FATHER! WAY BACK . . . SO THIS IS UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL, OFTEN WITH ME, SEEING THE NEWS BEFORE THE "CENSORED AND APPROVED" COP VERSION OR SHADOW GOVERNMENT STARTS THE "SPIN CONTROL" TO PROTECT COPS, AND TRASH BLACKS, MAKING THE OFFICER THE VICTIMS, ON A NIGHT TO PEACEFULLY PROTEST, POLICE INVOLVED SHOOTINGS, NOW HAVE BEEN DWARFED BY THE COP KILLINGS . . . ALL NEWS COVERING THE PROTESTS, ARE STOPPED, AS WAS A PEACEFUL PROTEST, WITH COPS AND CITIZEN PROTESTERS, TAKING PICTURES TOGETHER ON THIS PEACEFUL NIGHT . . . NOW, TURNED INTO THE MOST "DEADLY" POLICE SHOOTINGS SINCE 9/11! A BLACK COP, TALKING ABOUT, THE SHOOTERS, WANTING TO KILL OFFICERS, ANGRY OVER THE "BLACK LIVES MATTER?" WHEN THE NATION TOO, IS ANGRY, IN A NATIONWIDE, SHOW OF SUPPORT FOR NOT ONLY BLACKS BUT THE "BLACK LIVES MATTER" MOVEMENT . . . DOESN'T MAKE SENSE, THAT, THEY WOULD DISRUPT THE LARGEST SHOW OF SUPPORT EVER! THINK!

P.S., note: NSA trying to protect the lying sacks of shit, Brett, Shelley, Frank, Kay, Rachel, Phil, etc., just blocked me from, re-posting at Einstein's Bro. Bagels, FEDEX, where I shipped a package to MY SON, Chris, because, last time, I used the U.S. Post Office, the fucking feds, housed in the same federal building, intercepted my gifts to my kids, and made it look, like that bitch, Kay! Little Brett and Kay, the perfect, couple? no, the perfect, Bonnie and Clyde, CRIMINALS!  Shelley, aka, JoAnn and Frank, aka, Allan Rex Bess, distribute the MONEY, they INTERCEPT, before it gets in MY or MY CHILDRENS' HANDS!  I posted, under, KPAX.com, VERIFY, DIP SHITS, CATCH THESE MOTHER FUCKERS!  Who would ever think, I would be having a CUSTODY BATTLE with some dip shit, I only married because, I thought I was DYING!  MY kids, are 33 to 40 fucking years old . . . All about the $$$$$$$$$$$$!

WHY DALLAS?  

ASSASSINATION OF ANOTHER PRESIDENT?  BLACK, PUSHING FOR PEACE, REFORM, SUPPORTING THE "BLACK LIVES MATTER" . . . KILL HIM, BUT LEAVE HIM BREATHING?  WE NEED LEADERSHIP . . . A DIRECT ATTACK ON THE PRESIDENT OBAMA, UNTOUCHABLE FOR DIRECT ATTACK, AND SO THE SYMBOLIC ASSASSINATION, TAKING PLACE, DURING A PEACEFUL PROTEST.  I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME OF THE POPE, A FEW POPES AGO, WHO GOT UP AND GAVE HIS ACCEPTANCE SPEECH, CALLING FOR WORLD PEACE, ONLY TO DIE OF A SUDDEN HEART ATTACK?  PRES. OBAMA OUT ON CAMPAIGN TRAIL WITH HILLARY, BOTH WANT CRIMINAL JUSTICE AND COP REFORMS!

WHY NOT IN MINNESOTA OR BATON ROUGE? THOSE CITIES ARE NOT OF SYMBOLIC SIGNIFICANCE TO HIGH LEVEL COPS!

NAMES OF THE TWO MEN SHOT, SYMBOLIC: "ALTON STERLING" and "PHILANDO CASTILE" this symbolism, has nothing to do with the dead, nor is this meant as disrespect, just looking it as God Intel, to me, giving me clues as to what is going on . . . All Ton Sterling and Phil (Jo)Ann Do, Brett and I, Brett will say it is Shelley, or Rachel, with Kay, but we lived in Mt. Sterling, Utah, and every dime, I made, or my kids made, in the last 10 years since I left the BASTARD, has gone to him or Shelley, who has Sterling Financial, set up years before, I met Brett, but not a coincidence, Isaac, aka, Elliot, bass guitarist for God's Revolver, seed money for these shit, bogus cops, self appointed, CIA agent or FBI agents, and Phil, probably over CIA, in Missoula, Mt., calling the marching orders for cops, who have been intimidating, chasing, and taunting me, fuck, since, McDermitt and Josh Clark, elections, back two summers ago, but, he tried several hits, on me last summer, when he showed up at the Poverello Center, last, whenever, Sturgis, is on, August? he would show up following me, at the bus terminal, at 5:35 AM, or following me, on the back side of California Bridge, after, spooks, were making bird and animal sounds that could be picked up, in the marshes and woods around the Clark River!  Do is a word, CIA use for having sex, or for doing a HIT!  The last name, Castile . . . cast ill "E" . . . not only do these fucking Mormon polygamist cops, think they are judge, jury and executioners on the streets, they think they are gods who are entitled to judge people and kill them!  Brett was a sick fuck, who thought, fat people should be killed, because obesity, is a health risk, so is smoking, which both, Phil and Brett do!  Brett gave that idea up, when I said, I should shoot him, because, that is one of the, two, top health risks!  I would interpret that last name, as the Cast or the players, the actors, are ILL, especially, their "E" or Isaac, a serial killer and rapist like daddy, BRETT!

• an night, simply "unimaginable" to both cops and citizens . . . but totally, in line with other motivations and cop global mobilization units, who are pushing for militarized police forces, they want, total obedience on the streets, want cops to be the judge, jury and executioners on the streets, taking away, due process and equal protection!  This is some of the mentality of your average beat cop, on the streets, like the officers, who perpetrated these horrendous and uncalled for murders over two traffic stops . . . now we have this tremendous, disconnect, between cops and citizens, feeding right into what this group of super cops want, American law enforcement policing the world!
• CIA SIGNIFICANT CHOICES OF WHERE TO SYMBOLICALLY DO THE SHOOTINGS OF DALLAS COPS:
• first is Dallas itself, long, connected to conspiracies, plots to murder a president, and top cops, involved in the conspiracies, and used by other cops, in this, unified police movement . . . you will notice, that all cops, last night, from, local to state, to federal, even, calling in the GAME WARDEN!  CIA, the money is for nothing and the chicks are free . . . think how huge ass the cops budgets would be policing the whole fucking world, or the contracts, American cops, could get from other countries, wanting their expertise and bomb experience!
• Dallas is one of the leading cities in the nation, trying to meet with citizens, walking beats, even helped set up protesters, protections, taking pictures with citizens 
• who might be angered by the protest? commentators, said, this attack, could have easily been brought together in short time frames!
• the peaceful protest was organized, like 48 hours earlier, at El Centro or Central College, Elliot or El is my son, who has had his music, stolen by cops for 16 years, giving the CIA, seed money for this type of bull shit! used to promote the global mobilization units of cops, around the world, the ultimate goal, of a world, police state under the Patriot Act . . . a Bush, loyalist to or a Patriot of the Brits, what Yale Skull and Bones members are in support of, going way back to early days of the the split between America, a colony of England, and Britain!
• Central . . . big time connection with law enforcement, everything from control towers, in jails and prisons, to the names of some cop shops, totally connected to cops!
• feds of all levels, where just down the street! ATF, FBI, CIA, DEA, even the very symbolic, GAME WARDENS . . . Brett, Frank, and federal cops, are totally behind this shit, and Frank, could have been a TEXAS Ranger, or spook, old enough to be in Daily Plaza, Dallas the day, President Kennedy was hit by 8 fucking bullets, not the one magic bullet that hit 8 spots!
• how do feds, make sure, that their plans are not picked up by surveillance, use, symbolic places, names, and targets, to convey the message without words!
• these fuckers, have gone after my son, young, young, young . . . my ex, Brett, is on camera, with a mohawk, standing a foot above the crowd, at my son's, performance, I believe at the ABG lounge in Salt Lake City, Utah, 4 fucking years after, I LEFT HIM, with my son, at his concert? very suspicious . . . first cops stole his music and fake cop kid, bands, marketing the music, through the Mormon network which includes, FBI and CIA, throughout the world, with 70% and up, Mormon, Republican agents!
• a statement that we, need a lunatic like TRUMP, as president, who will shoot his mouth off, before thinking!  An attack on President Obama, hitting him, as if it is his fault, that, a peaceful protest, turned into an ambush style cop killing scene and attack . . . devastate the community, again, putting the Prez. on the hot seat for leadership!  Cops support the empty vessel, Trump, who they can fill up with any ideas, and elect a Cheney type V.P., with the brains to control!
• most of this top secret, high cops shit, under the CIA, is done on a need to know, only basis . . . useful idiots!
• the early reports last night, showed, ticket tape notes and facts, under the picture news, where you get the real news story, and at first, it showed, that the gunner, pulled up in a late model, black SUV, and pulled right up to the parking lot pillars, the first bomb experts in the bombings at the Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma, said there had been 16 bombs, placed at the pillars in the parking structure, at the federal building!  Micah Xavior Johnson, 25 years old, just reporting, the "suspects" names . . . allegedly acting alone? took on 100 cops on his own? but it was reported that the dude, pulled up to the Crowne Plaza . . . Patriot to the Crown, Brits?  
• the suspects, name was just released, everyone, reporting last night, kept referring to a triangulated attack, with three shooters, I heard that over and over again, then, there are three other, suspects in custody, a woman, two riding in a Mercedes . . . suspect, was blown up? leave no witnesses! no one to tell another version of the story!
• I saw early video tapes from a hotel guest who saw the shooter, from across the street . . . what was a shooter, down on the ground, morphed into "snipers" who were on perches?  Think about it, there were allegedly, 60 bullets, fired into a crowd of 800, just breaking up the protest and going home, and out of all the people, running for cover and shots, flying, the shooter was skilled enough to only hit police officers? 25 years old? the cops who was shot first, was allegedly shot execution style, and from the video, there were tons of officers, who could have taken out the shooter, just running around?
• I wish I had, some of the names . . . I remember one, MAYO . . . my son was born, May 3, 1980!  Sign, El Central, Elliot is with the cops or central, very symbolic to cops!  I called Elliot, several times, last week, have not heard a thing from him, I sent him a text, along with all his siblings, about having a Happy 4th or Independence Day, this would be a painful day, if you were throwing down with Brett and crew!  I was run out of the state of Mormon Republican, pro cop, police state, fuckers, prevented from being with my kids, homes stolen, vehicles blown up or taken by cops, cell phones bugged, computers fried, and chased by cops, with bogus warrants, or the newspapers, after me, the second, I come into the state!
• I am sure, to a 33 year old, hot to trot, male, who is just learning how good looking and desirable he is, with a new hot CD, coming out with band, "the Ditch and the Delta" so more money infusion . . . the carrot of, YOUR MONEY IS FOR NOTHING AND THE CHICKS ARE FREE! would be enticing!
• I got responses, from three of my four kids, Brett, is saying that he and Kay, had Elliot, bull fucking shit . . . DNA, DNA, DNA!  No, they stole his money, marketed it, cut the rug out from under him, back in 2008, but my blog, showed the REAL PROMETHEUS, stealing FIRE FROM THE GODS, I wrote that back in 2013, when I started my blog, and talked to Elliot by phone from Seattle, due to being run out of Kalispell! and not being able to be with him, so I watched all his music videos, and started writing about his band or bands, so of course, the bitch, cop hag, aka, me, has to claim, that she is the writer, because, she took credit for the Brock securities case, $357 million, signed away by the forger, KAY!  CIA met with my other clients, and Kay closed those deals, they need that bitch! she is the only fraud broad at least in thought, who could make or have the earning power I HAVE, but at the time, she met Brett, through me, allegedly, SHE WAS GOING INTO DEBT, $10,000 per month in HER FAILING LAW PRACTICE, because she is a shitty TORTS ATTORNEY! now, using my resume! 
• new ACE is the helpful, hardware place . . . guy named BROCK, buys his tools, from dad, who works at ACE, one of my signs for Brett, because, we used to play cards together all the time, until I beat his ass, then he took the cards and flipped them in MY FACE, never to play much again, since, losing to me was NOT FUN!  It was for Me . . . I am not a chick who allows men to beat me, for their EGOS!  LOL!  That is why, Kay is much more comfortable to Brett, no challenge, no threat!  She is not an alpha female . . . we are few and far between!  KXAS . . . radio station or news, Kay "ex" as, Secrist . . . she can't pull off being ME!  Got it, get it, fuck it!
• son-in-law, DALLAS, when I accused him of being FBI, said, no, I am ATF!  His father a Marine, was stationed in Dallas, when, Dallas was born, to Virginia or Ginny Johnson . . . ad on, right now, Tidy Cats . . . symbolic of CIA!  Cleaning up all the details, doctoring the stories, the witnesses, killing the alleged shooter, acting ALONE?

ELLIOT, EL, E.T., PHONE HOME! OR AT LEAST TEXT ME, LET ME KNOW YOU ARE OKAY, NOT WITH KAY AND FUCKING BRETT, LOSER ASS FROM HELL!

ONE OF THE OFFICERS, SHOT, WAS SHOT AT THE "ROSA PARK" TRANSIT CENTER, A "DART" OFFICER . . . ROSA PARK, WAS THE BLACK CHICK WHO REFUSED TO SIT AT THE BACK OF THE BUS, AND WAS THE START OF THE CIVIL RIGHTS MOVEMENT OF THE 60'S!

"BLACK LIVES MATTER" ARE NOT GOING TO TAKE THE SEAT AT THE BACK OF THE BUS, JUST BECAUSE A BUNCH OF GLOBAL MOBILIZERS, WANTED TO TRASH THE MOVEMENT, SAYING THE SHOOTER WANTED TO KILL WHITE OFFICER, AND HE WAS FOR THE "BLACK LIVES" MOVEMENT . . . HOW FUCKING CONVENIENT, TO STOP FUTURE PROTESTS AND TAKE FOCUS OFF THE NEW DEAD BLACK ME, KILLED FOR FUCKING TRAFFIC STOPS? FUCK!

THIS INCIDENT IN DALLAS, IS WAY BEYOND, BLACKS (BLACK MAN'S FACE FLASHED AS SHOOTER--HE WAS NOT--NOT THUGS, TRAINED SHOOTERS!), THIS IS A NEW WORLD ORDER AGENDA--AMERICA POLICING THE WORLD! BIGGER AGENDA! THINK, SACRIFICING COPS! WHO BENEFITS, NOT THE PEOPLE! LOOK AT TAKING GUNS, TAKING AWAY RIGHTS TO GATHER PEACEFULLY, TO ADDRESSING GRIEVANCES WITH THE GOVERNMENT--WAR BETWEEN PATRIOT ACT VS. CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS! ATF, ALCOHOL, TOBACCO & FIREARM, SHOOTER IN DALLAS, TEXAS, COP, KILLINGS FOR BENEFIT OF COPS, IRONICALLY! GUNNER CAME PREPARED, PLANNED ATTACK, AMMO, TACTICAL GEAR, TACTICAL CLOTHING, WEARING BULLET PROOF VEST, SO MANY MAGAZINES, THEY WERE FALLING OUT OF HIS PANT POCKETS, "BLOOD LET" TO TAKE ATTENTION OFF PROTESTS, SHOOTINGS OF MORE BLACKS, SO, NOW TURNING THE COPS INTO VICTIMS! ATTEMPTS TO SCARE PEOPLE OUT OF EXERCISING THEIR CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS, TO PROTEST, ALL DONE PEACEFULLY--RUINED BY ATF! ATTACKING COPS! COCKSPLAT! TOUPEE' FUCK TRUMP, WHINY LITTLE BITCH! BRITS REFERENCE TO THE DONALD! TWO FEMALE RUN OFF, FOR BRITISH "PRIME MINISTER." AMERICA, IS STILL TOO, IMMATURE TO HAVE A FEMALE PRESIDENT? COME ON! MARGRET THATCHER, WAS PRIME MINISTER, FOR 11 YEARS, BACK DURING THE REAGAN ERA, AND WE STILL CAN'T GET THEIR IN AMERICA? WHATEVER! TO HAVE A "WELL ORDERED" SOCIETY, THERE HAS TO BE AGREED UPON, TERMS OF AGREEMENT, BETWEEN, THE GOVERNMENT, COPS, AND THE GOVERNED, THE CITIZENS! THAT TERM OF AGREEMENT, IS, THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION AND THE BILL OF RIGHTS! THIS PROTECTS, BOTH THE CITIZENS AND THE COPS, BELIEVE IT OR NOT--IT DOES NOT ALLOW, COPS TO BE THE "JUDGE, JURY AND EXECUTIONERS" ON THE STREETS! ONCE AGAIN, WE HAVE, TWO WHITE COP SHOOTERS, IN MINNESOTA AND LOUISIANA, OF BLACK CITIZENS, LOSING THEIR LIVES, OVER TRAFFIC STOPS? WHAT? NOW WITH PEACEFUL PROTESTERS, IN MAJOR CITIES IN THE UNITED STATES, NEW YORK, PHILLY, DALLAS, ETC., WITH POLICE IN DALLAS, EVEN TAKING PICTURES WITH PROTESTERS . . . NOW ALL OF THE SUDDEN, DURING THESE PROTESTS, TWO, POLICE OFFICERS, WERE ALLEGEDLY SHOT, FROM THE OMNI HOTEL? NOW THIS IS AN AREA, WHERE THE FEDERAL BUILDING, IS LOCATED WITH FBI, ATF, DEA, AND OTHER FEDERAL COPS ARE HOUSED . . . CALL ME, CONSPIRACY CENTRAL, BUT, WITH THIS ALLEGED, SHOOTER, IN DALLAS, TEXAS, ALL OF THE FOCUS, IS BEING TAKEN OFF, THE COP KILLINGS, AND NOW THE PRESS, IS SHIFTING TO FOCUSING ON, DALLAS AND THE TWO COPS SHOT, BOTH OKAY! I LOOK AT THE TERRORIST BOMBING, IN INSTANBUL, FOLLOWED SHORTLY BY BANGLEDESH, HOW DO YOU TAKE THE FOCUS OFF ONE BOMBING OR ATTACK, STAGE ANOTHER ONE! THIS SAME, PATTERN OF SHIFTING THE FOCUS OF AN INVESTIGATION, FOR MURDER, A MUCH MORE POLITICAL HOT TOPIC, KILLING OF A CLIENT OF MINE, INVOLVING, DELTA FORCE INTELLIGENCE, BROUGHT INTO DEAL WITH ME, AND WITH HIM, KILLING MY CLIENT, THEN, BRINGING IN A GOVERNMENT DOUBLE, SUBSTITUTING, ONE MAN, FOR A LOOK-A-LIKE, BREAKING UP A COUPLE, ME AND HIM, WHO BOTH HAD THE GOVERNMENT GO AFTER OUR BRAINS--HIM AS A FORMER, INTELLIGENCE CORP MARINES, WINNING A CASE AGAINST THE VETERAN'S HOSPITAL AND THE U.S.A., AND ME TEAMING UP WITH HIM, THE MAN WHO KNEW TOO MUCH, AND THE PIT BULL ATTORNEY, FORMER, UTAH ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, SUING THE STATE OF UTAH, AND IRON COUNTY CORRUPTION! BUT, AS I HEATED UP MY INVESTIGATION AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT "DOUBLE" ALL OF THE SUDDEN, THERE WAS A MURDER, OF A GIRL, IN PAROWAN, UTAH, AND THE COPS WHO, CAME ON SCENE, WERE SHERIFFS AND A BROTHER OF THE FORMER POLICE CHIEF, BUT FROM OUT OF THE JURISDICTION, SO HE SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN ON THE SCENE, AND THE NEW CHIEF OF POLICE, WHO, SHOULD HAVE BEEN CALLED IN ON THE MURDER SCENE, THE SAME COP, I WAS SENDING ALL MY INFORMATION TRYING TO GET AN INVESTIGATION, GOING ON MY FORMER, NOW DEAD CLIENT . . . BUT WITH THE NEW MURDER, ALL FOCUS IN THE TOWN, SHIFTED FROM THE GOVERNMENT DOUBLE, TO THIS NEW MURDER, THAT I FULLY BELIEVE, WAS COMMITTED BY, THE VERY GOVERNMENT AGENT, WHO I WAS TRYING TO EXPOSE, AS A "DOUBLE!" I BELIEVE THIS IS AN ATTEMPT, TO PROTECT, OFFICERS, FROM THE VITRIOL REACTION, ONCE MORE, IN LESS THAN A YEAR, ANOTHER BLACK IS GUNNED DOWN, WHO SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN SHOT, BEING STOPPED FOR SOMETHING, LIKE A BURNED OUT, TAIL LIGHT! THIS IS ONE WAY TO GET, THE PROTESTERS, OFF THE STREETS, SO THE OFFICERS CAN GO HOME, AND PEOPLE ARE TOO AFRAID, NOW TO PROTEST, EVEN PEACEFULLY! NICE, BUT, I DON'T BUY IT . . . THE ALLEGED, SHOOTER, IS ARMED TO THE "T" AND SOMEONE REPORTED, VERY SKILLED? WHO WOULD BE VERY SKILLED AND HAS AN OFFICE RIGHT DOWN TOWN, AND IN THIS WORLD OF, THE "UNIFIED POLICE" FORCES, BLENDING ALL COPS INTO ONE, NON-DESCRIPT BLOB, OF COPS WITH NO, DISTINCT POWERS, OR JURISDICTION, WITH CLEARLY DEFINED OBJECTIVES AND JOBS, NOT TO MENTION, FUNCTIONING, AS SEPARATE AND DISTINCT, COP SHOPS! NOW, IT IS HORRIFYING, THAT POLICE OFFICERS, HAVE BEEN SHOT . . . NOW, IT IS BLAMED ON TROUBLE MAKERS, WHEN IT MAY BE A STAGED, SHOOTING, TO TAKE THE PRESSURE OFF COPS, IN THE CITIES WITH REAL ISSUES! THE NIGHT WAS FRIENDLY, SO, DID SOMEONE HAVE AN INTEREST, IN BREAKING UP, THE PEACE AND CALM? WHO MIGHT THAT BE? CALL ME A SKEPTIC, KNOWING COPS, LIKE I DO, KNOWING THEIR PATTERNS AND WHAT THEIR AIMS AND GOALS ARE . . . THE USUAL SUSPECTS FOR ME, THE COPS, NO MATTER WHAT AGENCY, WHAT JURISDICTION, BECAUSE THEY ALL SEE EACH OTHER, AS, ONE UNIFIED BODY OF LAW ENFORCEMENT! SOME ARE EVEN GOING SO FAR, AS TO BLAME, PRESIDENT OBAMA'S, OFF THE CUFF SPEECH, SEEING IT AS ENSITING PROTESTERS TO GO AFTER POLICE . . . I AM NOT BUYING IT, I THINK, THIS, BEING THE PLACE OF DIRTY SHIT, ON THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATION, THE MURDER OF JUSTICE SCALIA, AND NOW THIS, WITH DALLAS PD, BEING WELL ORGANIZED AND TRAINED . . . ALL NEWS ON THE BLACKS SHOT, STOLEN BY THE COPS, ALLEGEDLY SHOT, SURFACE WOUNDS . . . SO, THE SHOOTER WAS ALLEGEDLY CORNER, AND BEING TALKED TO BY NEGOTIATORS? AND NOW, ANOTHER OFFICER, HAS BEEN SHOT? BULL SHIT! I JUST DON'T BUY, THE CONVENIENT, SHOOTING OF COPS, TONIGHT, BEING PEACEFUL, EVEN TAKING PICS WITH COPS AND PROTESTERS! NOW, WE ARE TURNING THE PERPETRATORS, INTO THE VICTIMS, SHIFTING, THE BLAME, FROM COPS, TO PROTESTERS OR THE VICTIMS! NO EXCUSES, TACTICAL ERRORS, TRIGGER HAPPY COPS, AND BAD POLICIES! CRIMINAL JUSTICE AND POLICING, HAS BEEN GOVERNED BY "EMOTION!" NEVER A GOOD VENUE TO COME FROM . . . NOW, ANOTHER OFFICER SHOT? COME ON, YOU HAD THE FUCKING SHOOTER, CORNERED? TWO OFFICER SHOT AFTER YOU HAVE THEM, IN CUSTODY OR WORKING ON NEGOTIATIONS? OH, THEY WERE TARGETED BECAUSE THEY HAVE A UNIFORM ON! MILITARY WEAPON, FATALITY, SWAT TEAM NEGOTIATORS, TALKING TO THE GUNMAN, TALKING TO HIM ALONE? SO THE STORY, SO FAR, TWO OFFICERS, SHOT, THEN, WHILE, THEY WERE NEGOTIATING, WITH THE GUNMAN, BUT HE WAS ABLE TO SHOOT TWO OTHER OFFICERS? LIKE THE COPS ARE NOT GOING TO TAKE COVER, NOW, THEY ARE SAYING, THEY DON'T HAVE HIM CORNERED, THEY COULD BE TALKING TO HIM ON A CELL PHONE, OR ON A COP, LOUD SPEAKERS? THE FIRST STEP TO DEFUSING, THE SITUATION, EVEN TO SAVING THE SHOOTER'S LIFE . . . SO, CONCERN FOR A COP KILLER, BUT, A BLACK DUDE, WHO, IS REACHING FOR THE PAPERS, INSURANCE, REGISTRATION, IS SHOT, 4 TIMES? NOW, THEY ARE CONCERNED ABOUT SAVING THIS SHOOTER? HE MUST BE WHITE! I JUST DON'T BUY ANY OF THIS SHIT . . . THE COPS CAN, MAKE UP ANYTHING THEY WANT! THE COPS WANT, THE "NEW NORMAL" TO BE ALL CITIZENS, HAVE TO OBEY EVERYTHING A COP ASKS CITIZENS TO DO, SCARED THEY WILL BE SHOT! THEY WANT BLACK PARENTS OF YOUNG KIDS, TO JUST OBEY, WHICH IS WHAT THEY WANT ALL OF US TO DO! NO, THE COPS HAVE RIGHTS, PROTECTIONS, AND LAWS, THAT COPS HAVE TO FOLLOW, IN STOPPING PEOPLE, EVEN FOR A PARKING VIOLATION, EVEN LIMITING THE AMOUNT OF TIME THEY CAN DETAIN, A DRIVER, NOT TO MENTION, TONS OF STOP AND FRISK, LAWS, PAT AND FRISK, ALL KINDS OF PROCEDURAL, RULES AND LAWS, THAT MUST BE FOLLOWED! ON THE OTHER HAND, CITIZENS, HAVE TRAFFIC LAWS, RULES, STATUTES AND WHATEVER, THEY HAVE TO FOLLOW, ALSO, WELL ORDERED, LAWS AND RULES, WE ALL AGREE TO! NOW WE HAVE 10 OFFICERS, THREE SHOT, THREE IN CRITICAL CONDITION, AND 4 INJURED! GOD, WHAT ELSE WILL THE COPS COME UP WITH . . . A NORMAL, PEACEFUL PROTEST, IS TURNED INTO AN ALL OUT, COP SLAUGHTER, WITH TWO SHOOTERS, FORMERLY, ONLY, ONE SHOOTER, CORNERED, BUT, NOW, THEY DON'T HAVE, ANY SUSPECTS EITHER CORNERED AND IN CUSTODY? NOW, THE FEDS ARE JOINING IN THE HUNT FOR THESE, MEN, WHO, EVEN THE NEWS SAID, ARE THEY GOING TO GO OUT, HEROES? WHAT? THE WHOLE THING, IS CONFUSING, DON'T MAKE SENSE . . . I WOULD GUESS, THAT FEDS, WHO HAVE LED THE COPS ASTRAY, TELLING THEM, UNDER THE PATRIOT ACT, THEY COULD RULE THE STREETS, AND WITH ALL THE SHOOTINGS AND "BLACK LIVES MATTER" WITH PROTESTS, THEY HAVE TO TURN, IT AROUND LIKE A RAPE, AND MAKE THE VICTIM, THE PERP AND THE PERP THE VICTIM . . . SO PREDICTABLE! GOOD POLICE WORK, IS SUBSTITUTED FOR GAMES, FLASH BANG, MAGIC, LIGHT SHOWS, AND BULLETS, ALL TO MAKE COPS, LOOK HEROES, NOW, ALL CHAOS, AND HAVOC, HAVE BROKEN LOOSE IN DALLAS! OUR HEROES THE COPS, AGAIN, THE VICTIMS, STEALING THE SHOW OF THE REAL VICTIMS THE ONES, GUNNED DOWN! SO WHAT WAS ORIGINALLY CALM, IS NOW, AN EVENT WITH ALL COPS, SIRENS, BLARING, AND PEOPLE RUNNING, CRYING, AND REPORTERS, OVER DRAMATIZING! THE MORE I WROTE, THE MORE, DRAMATIC AND TRAGIC, THIS SCENE GOT? TOTAL, BULL SHIT AND LIES TO ME! I KNOW, THE LEADERS OF THE COPS, THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, WAS REPLACED WITH BIMBOS, FLIGHT ATTENDANTS, TORTS ATTORNEY, CABBAGE PATCH DOLL SHOE SALESPERSON, TAROT CARD AND PSYCHIC PALM READER, RATHER THAN THE BAD ASS, KICKING THE COPS IN THE ASS, EVERY TIME THEY STEP OUT OF LINE, MAKING THEM, KEEP THE OLD, "BALL AND CHAIN" OF THE U.S. CONSTITUTION! NOW, SO PREDICTABLE, A HORRIBLE, SILENCE, OF THE SHOOTING, OF 10 POLICE OFFICERS . . . NOW THE PRESS CONFERENCE! THEY COULD TELL US, THAT, ANY NUMBER OF COPS, WERE SHOT, MAKE UP THE NAMES, TWO, BELIEVE SNIPERS . . . NOW, ONE MAYBE IN CUSTODY . . . NOW THE BLOOD LETTING! IF THEY TRULY ARE OFFICERS, SHOT, THEY ARE JUST, COLLATERAL DAMAGE, TO TRY TO USE, "BRUTE FORCE" TO PROMOTE THEIR FUCKING ONE WORLD ORDER OR NEW ORDER, WHERE, COPS SHOOTINGS, ARE SEEN AS THE "NEW NORMAL!" THE BIG ASS, KEY, BILL OF RIGHTS, AMENDMENTS ARE THE 4TH, 5TH, 10TH, AND 14TH AMENDMENTS . . . GO READ THEM! THE GOVERNMENT, COPS WORK FOR THE GOVERNMENT, AND NO CITIZEN, CAN BE DENIED, LIFE, LIBERTY OR PROPERTY WITHOUT, DUE PROCESS OF LAW, AND COMPENSATION! THE 4TH AMENDMENT, DICTATES, STOPS, TRAFFIC, ARRESTS, QUESTIONING SUSPECTS, GENERAL RULE OF LAW, OFFICERS HAVE TO GET A WARRANT TO SEARCH OR SEIZE, AS LONG AS IT IS WARRANTED, WITH A SHOWING OF :"PROBABLE CAUSE" AS JUDGED BY A MAGISTRATE OR IMPARTIAL JUDGE, SHOWING AFFIRMATION, OF SPECIFICITY, THE PERSONS TO BE SEARCHED AND THE ITEMS TO BE SEIZED! PROTECTING PEOPLE FROM UNREASONABLE, SEARCHES AND SEIZURES! THE 14TH AMENDMENT, ALSO, STATES, CAN'T DENY RIGHTS AND PRIVILEGES WITHOUT DUE PROCESS OF LAW AND EQUAL PROTECTION .. . COP REPORTING, MORGAN LIONS OR LYONS! MORE AGAIN, LIES ON OR LYING! NOT SHIT! BUT BACK TO THE 14TH AMENDMENT, THIS IS THE ANTI-DISCRIMINATION, AMENDMENT THAT PROTECTS MINORITIES, FORM DISCRIMINATORY TREATMENT, BY RACE, SEXUAL ORIENTATION, AGE, RELIGION, CREED, DISABILITY, ETC.! NOW, OF COURSE, THIS DALLAS PD, ARE GOING TO TAKE CENTER STAGE, AND WE WILL ALL MOURN OUR FALLEN HEROES! BLAH! COPS, KILLING COPS, TO PROTECT, COPS! GET BACK TO THE TRUE AND TESTED, PRINCIPLES AND CONCEPTS OF THE U.S. CONSTITUTION, THAT PROTECTS COPS AND CITIZENS ALIKE! THE PATRIOT ACT, OR A UNIFIED POLICE FORCE, IS NOTHING BUT, GOBBLE GOOK!

News Report, 11 Officers, Shot, Back to the Shooter Stage . . . this Reminds Me of Orlando, and All the Questions, I Had After That Incident, Where One Terrorist, Out Gunned SWAT, Out Fire Powered all the COPS?

All PURE BULL SHIT!

Even the Police Reporting Said, Sometimes I Takes Us a While to Get it Right?

Collude on Our Stories?

Michael Brown, Officer Brian Wilson?  Remember It Took, 9 Days to Even Get the Name of the Officer's Name . . . Then, Brown, Was Turned Into the Aggressor, Rather than the Victim, Self-Defense, Shifted from the Unarmed Boy, to Self Defense to Wilson, Protected By His Badge, Gun and Squad Car!

Now, a Plea for the Officers, Come Together as a City for the Police . . . Fuck the Blacks Murdered by Cops, in Minnesota and Louisiana!

I AM SO GOD DAMNED SICK OF THIS SHIT . . . PLAYING TO THE TV SHOW, COPS?  IT SOUNDS, LIKE THE COPS JUST STOOD THERE, AND LET THE GUNNER, FIRST ONE, THEN TWO, SHOOT THEM DOWN, IN THE "BLOOD LET!"

BIG TROUBLE, IN LITTLE HANDS!  BITCHES WITH NO TRAINING, AND WITH A PRO COP AGENDA!

LOONY COPS, HEELS OVER HEAD . . . YOU ARE GOING TO BE EXPOSED, DUMB ASSES!  SO NOW, THE COPS HAVE GONE BACK TO THE STORY OF HAVING ONE OF THE SHOOTERS, CORNERED, WHEN THEY JUST REPORTED, A CHASE BY ALL COPS, OF ALL LEVELS?  THESE GUNNERS WERE TRIANGULATING ON THE OFFICERS, PLANNING TO KILLING AS MANY OFFICERS AS THEY COULD, AND OF COURSE, ALL THE TONS OF OFFICERS AT THE PROTESTS, 100 POLICE OFFICERS, CAN'T TAKE TWO GUNNERS, EVEN WITH ON ALLEGEDLY CORNERED!

BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . I'M NOT BUYING IT, BECAUSE THEY HAVE DRAMA QUEENS, CALLING THE SHOTS FOR THE COPS, BITCHES, WHO KNOW, JACK SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING!

FUCKING COMICAL!
100 DALLAS PD OFFICERS vs. 2 Shooters?
Gunning for Your Assault Weapons!
The Poor Cops, Just Are Being Outgunned and Outmanned?  Serious?

The Drama Heightened As I Wrote This Blog, Monitored, 24/7 by the NSA and Hacker Cop Bitches, So They Were Reading, and as I Dismissed Their Claims, Things Got Worse . . . See Throw this Shit!

Go Figure, My Motel, TV, Has Been Turned Off, So I Can't Get the News, Writing About All the Inconsistencies . . . there are Probably Cops Surrounding My Room, 114, Sleepy Inn, Missoula, Montana!
PROOF POSITIVE, THEY ARE LYING IN DALLAS, TAKING COMMANDS FROM COP HAGS, PASSED OFF AS ME, FOR FAR TOO LONG, AND AT A HUGE ASS COST TO COPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW A BOMB?  OMG!  WHAT NEXT?
Suspect Turned Himself In?
Whether He is Involved or Not . . . This Man's Face Has Been Blasted Around the Country, Urging Caution, That This Person, May Not Even Been Involved, a Person of Interest?
WHAT NEXT? OUR HEROES, WRITING THE SCRIPT AS WE WATCH!

I LIKED WHAT ROD WHEELER, ON FOX SAID . . . 99% OF POLICE OFFICERS ARE DOING A GREAT JOB, BUT THERE ARE BAD APPLES, USING POLICE, FOR THEIR OWN, AGENDAS, AND IF YOU LOOK AT SEVERAL THINGS, YOU WILL SEE . . . AGENDA, IS A WORLD RUN BY COPS!

DISARM CITIZENS OF GUN RIGHTS
GET RID OF ASSAULT WEAPONS OF ALL TYPES, LATEST AND GREATEST MANIPULATION, BY NWO, FOLKS, DON'T WANT ANYONE TO BALANCE POLICE POWERS!  THEY, HATE YOUR RIGHTS, FREE SPEECH, PEACEFUL GATHERINGS, ADDRESSING GRIEVANCES, 4TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS AND PROTECTIONS, THEY DON'T WANT TO PROVIDE, YOU WITH "DUE PROCESS" OR "EQUAL PROTECTION" THEY WANT A RULING CLASS, ELIMINATING MANY, 80%, LEAVING 20% TO SERVE THE RULING ELITE, IN THIS NEW WORLD ORDER!
LOOK DEEPER THAN, WHAT IS HAPPENING, I LIKE WHAT WHEELER SAID, THAT, WE NEED TO WEED OUT, OFFICERS WHO HAVE DIFFERENT AGENDAS, NOT, THOSE CONSIDERED AMERICAN IN NATURE!

WOLVES IN SHEEPS' CLOTHING!
COPS BEWARE!
"BLOOD LET!"

The End is Coming . . . Will Hurt More Police Officers!  Two Mercedes, Women, Involved . . . Issue: Why Target Police Officers?

Truck, Cops Were Hiding Behind . . . Haworth . . . Symbolic Name, of Brett Todd Stewart or Stuart, Sister, Haas, or Haasworth, Distract Focus on CIA, Bush, NWO . . . Need to Get Rid of the Constitution and Christianity!

THAT IS WHY, IT WAS "CRITICAL" THAT KAY BURNINGHAM, AKA, ME, BE BROUGHT IN, TO MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE I WAS WITH, THESE FUCKERS, ALSO USING SONS' MUSIC MONEY, MY BLOG MONEY . . . BILLIONS, TO TRY TO CONTROL THE WORLD!

Symbolic Name of One of the Guys Shot, Alton Sterling . . . this doesn't have anything to do with the sad situation of the man killed, but, as for who is behind, the shootings in Dallas, my 3rd, husband, we lived in Mt. Sterling, Utah, and I wrote a scathing blog, killing Bret . . . Shelley, also had a financial or business, called, "Sterling Financial" the ground work, stealing son's music, for seed money, to start what we are looking at today!  NWO: Military, CIA, over President, Constitution, Pentagon, FBI, Congress!  NEW WORLD ORDER!  CIA making themselves and players, kings and queens, princesses and princes of this new world order!  Modeled after British crown . . . shooters, holed up in Crowne Plaze Hotel, right where, the shooters, pulled their cars up to the pillars at the hotel!  They use symbolism, to notify, satellite surveillance!  Don't make the mistake of blaming this on ISIS, allegedly who wants to take out police now?

Shooter, Holed Up, In "El Centro" or the "Central" Parking Garage . . . the control, part of a jail or prison, is, Central!  Another sign, to others, involved in this incident, ATF!
Several ATF agents, scouring the scene for shell casings, that might lead to information, very elaborate crime scene!  Who could pull this off . . . AFT, then send in AFT, to cover up for buddies!

Circle of Family, Friends, and Cops, Are Behind, This Shit!  Think Mercedes!  Camo bags, the end is coming, bombs, throughout the city?  People, told me, months ago, that the NWO is already in power . . . well, they just forgot to tell, US, the American public . . . organized crime, criminal enterprises, RICO, all about power and control!  They want us to be scared, not protesting, marching for rights!  Constitutional rights . . . this was a peaceful protest, THEY, don't want peace!  Create chaos and mayhem, to keep the people rattled, so they don't see what is going on!

THEY WANT TO KILL AMERICA!

Who is More Sympathetic Than Cops Being Shot?  They are, OUR, line of service and protection . . . if they go, we all go!
THINK BIGGER< THINK NWO!

COCKSPLAT! TOUPEE' FUCK TRUMP, WHINY LITTLE BITCH! BRITS REFERENCE TO THE DONALD! TWO FEMALE RUN OFF, FOR BRITISH "PRIME MINISTER." AMERICA, IS STILL TOO, IMMATURE TO HAVE A FEMALE PRESIDENT? COME ON! MARGRET THATCHER, WAS PRIME MINISTER, FOR 11 YEARS, BACK DURING THE REAGAN ERA, AND WE STILL CAN'T GET THEIR IN AMERICA? WHATEVER! TO HAVE A "WELL ORDERED" SOCIETY, THERE HAS TO BE AGREED UPON, TERMS OF AGREEMENT, BETWEEN, THE GOVERNMENT, COPS, AND THE GOVERNED, THE CITIZENS! THAT TERM OF AGREEMENT, IS, THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION AND THE BILL OF RIGHTS! THIS PROTECTS, BOTH THE CITIZENS AND THE COPS, BELIEVE IT OR NOT--IT DOES NOT ALLOW, COPS TO BE THE "JUDGE, JURY AND EXECUTIONERS" ON THE STREETS! ONCE AGAIN, WE HAVE, TWO WHITE COP SHOOTERS, IN MINNESOTA AND LOUISIANA, OF BLACK CITIZENS, LOSING THEIR LIVES, OVER TRAFFIC STOPS? WHAT? NOW WITH PEACEFUL PROTESTERS, IN MAJOR CITIES IN THE UNITED STATES, NEW YORK, PHILLY, DALLAS, ETC., WITH POLICE IN DALLAS, EVEN TAKING PICTURES WITH PROTESTERS . . . NOW ALL OF THE SUDDEN, DURING THESE PROTESTS, TWO, POLICE OFFICERS, WERE ALLEGEDLY SHOT, FROM THE OMNI HOTEL? NOW THIS IS AN AREA, WHERE THE FEDERAL BUILDING, IS LOCATED WITH FBI, ATF, DEA, AND OTHER FEDERAL COPS ARE HOUSED . . . CALL ME, CONSPIRACY CENTRAL, BUT, WITH THIS ALLEGED, SHOOTER, IN DALLAS, TEXAS, ALL OF THE FOCUS, IS BEING TAKEN OFF, THE COP KILLINGS, AND NOW THE PRESS, IS SHIFTING TO FOCUSING ON, DALLAS AND THE TWO COPS SHOT, BOTH OKAY! I LOOK AT THE TERRORIST BOMBING, IN INSTANBUL, FOLLOWED SHORTLY BY BANGLEDESH, HOW DO YOU TAKE THE FOCUS OFF ONE BOMBING OR ATTACK, STAGE ANOTHER ONE! THIS SAME, PATTERN OF SHIFTING THE FOCUS OF AN INVESTIGATION, FOR MURDER, A MUCH MORE POLITICAL HOT TOPIC, KILLING OF A CLIENT OF MINE, INVOLVING, DELTA FORCE INTELLIGENCE, BROUGHT INTO DEAL WITH ME, AND WITH HIM, KILLING MY CLIENT, THEN, BRINGING IN A GOVERNMENT DOUBLE, SUBSTITUTING, ONE MAN, FOR A LOOK-A-LIKE, BREAKING UP A COUPLE, ME AND HIM, WHO BOTH HAD THE GOVERNMENT GO AFTER OUR BRAINS--HIM AS A FORMER, INTELLIGENCE CORP MARINES, WINNING A CASE AGAINST THE VETERAN'S HOSPITAL AND THE U.S.A., AND ME TEAMING UP WITH HIM, THE MAN WHO KNEW TOO MUCH, AND THE PIT BULL ATTORNEY, FORMER, UTAH ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL, SUING THE STATE OF UTAH, AND IRON COUNTY CORRUPTION! BUT, AS I HEATED UP MY INVESTIGATION AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT "DOUBLE" ALL OF THE SUDDEN, THERE WAS A MURDER, OF A GIRL, IN PAROWAN, UTAH, AND THE COPS WHO, CAME ON SCENE, WERE SHERIFFS AND A BROTHER OF THE FORMER POLICE CHIEF, BUT FROM OUT OF THE JURISDICTION, SO HE SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN ON THE SCENE, AND THE NEW CHIEF OF POLICE, WHO, SHOULD HAVE BEEN CALLED IN ON THE MURDER SCENE, THE SAME COP, I WAS SENDING ALL MY INFORMATION TRYING TO GET AN INVESTIGATION, GOING ON MY FORMER, NOW DEAD CLIENT . . . BUT WITH THE NEW MURDER, ALL FOCUS IN THE TOWN, SHIFTED FROM THE GOVERNMENT DOUBLE, TO THIS NEW MURDER, THAT I FULLY BELIEVE, WAS COMMITTED BY, THE VERY GOVERNMENT AGENT, WHO I WAS TRYING TO EXPOSE, AS A "DOUBLE!" I BELIEVE THIS IS AN ATTEMPT, TO PROTECT, OFFICERS, FROM THE VITRIOL REACTION, ONCE MORE, IN LESS THAN A YEAR, ANOTHER BLACK IS GUNNED DOWN, WHO SHOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN SHOT, BEING STOPPED FOR SOMETHING, LIKE A BURNED OUT, TAIL LIGHT! THIS IS ONE WAY TO GET, THE PROTESTERS, OFF THE STREETS, SO THE OFFICERS CAN GO HOME, AND PEOPLE ARE TOO AFRAID, NOW TO PROTEST, EVEN PEACEFULLY! NICE, BUT, I DON'T BUY IT . . . THE ALLEGED, SHOOTER, IS ARMED TO THE "T" AND SOMEONE REPORTED, VERY SKILLED? WHO WOULD BE VERY SKILLED AND HAS AN OFFICE RIGHT DOWN TOWN, AND IN THIS WORLD OF, THE "UNIFIED POLICE" FORCES, BLENDING ALL COPS INTO ONE, NON-DESCRIPT BLOB, OF COPS WITH NO, DISTINCT POWERS, OR JURISDICTION, WITH CLEARLY DEFINED OBJECTIVES AND JOBS, NOT TO MENTION, FUNCTIONING, AS SEPARATE AND DISTINCT, COP SHOPS! NOW, IT IS HORRIFYING, THAT POLICE OFFICERS, HAVE BEEN SHOT . . . NOW, IT IS BLAMED ON TROUBLE MAKERS, WHEN IT MAY BE A STAGED, SHOOTING, TO TAKE THE PRESSURE OFF COPS, IN THE CITIES WITH REAL ISSUES! THE NIGHT WAS FRIENDLY, SO, DID SOMEONE HAVE AN INTEREST, IN BREAKING UP, THE PEACE AND CALM? WHO MIGHT THAT BE? CALL ME A SKEPTIC, KNOWING COPS, LIKE I DO, KNOWING THEIR PATTERNS AND WHAT THEIR AIMS AND GOALS ARE . . . THE USUAL SUSPECTS FOR ME, THE COPS, NO MATTER WHAT AGENCY, WHAT JURISDICTION, BECAUSE THEY ALL SEE EACH OTHER, AS, ONE UNIFIED BODY OF LAW ENFORCEMENT! SOME ARE EVEN GOING SO FAR, AS TO BLAME, PRESIDENT OBAMA'S, OFF THE CUFF SPEECH, SEEING IT AS ENSITING PROTESTERS TO GO AFTER POLICE . . . I AM NOT BUYING IT, I THINK, THIS, BEING THE PLACE OF DIRTY SHIT, ON THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATION, THE MURDER OF JUSTICE SCALIA, AND NOW THIS, WITH DALLAS PD, BEING WELL ORGANIZED AND TRAINED . . . ALL NEWS ON THE BLACKS SHOT, STOLEN BY THE COPS, ALLEGEDLY SHOT, SURFACE WOUNDS . . . SO, THE SHOOTER WAS ALLEGEDLY CORNER, AND BEING TALKED TO BY NEGOTIATORS? AND NOW, ANOTHER OFFICER, HAS BEEN SHOT? BULL SHIT! I JUST DON'T BUY, THE CONVENIENT, SHOOTING OF COPS, TONIGHT, BEING PEACEFUL, EVEN TAKING PICS WITH COPS AND PROTESTERS! NOW, WE ARE TURNING THE PERPETRATORS, INTO THE VICTIMS, SHIFTING, THE BLAME, FROM COPS, TO PROTESTERS OR THE VICTIMS! NO EXCUSES, TACTICAL ERRORS, TRIGGER HAPPY COPS, AND BAD POLICIES! CRIMINAL JUSTICE AND POLICING, HAS BEEN GOVERNED BY "EMOTION!" NEVER A GOOD VENUE TO COME FROM . . . NOW, ANOTHER OFFICER SHOT? COME ON, YOU HAD THE FUCKING SHOOTER, CORNERED? TWO OFFICER SHOT AFTER YOU HAVE THEM, IN CUSTODY OR WORKING ON NEGOTIATIONS? OH, THEY WERE TARGETED BECAUSE THEY HAVE A UNIFORM ON! MILITARY WEAPON, FATALITY, SWAT TEAM NEGOTIATORS, TALKING TO THE GUNMAN, TALKING TO HIM ALONE? SO THE STORY, SO FAR, TWO OFFICERS, SHOT, THEN, WHILE, THEY WERE NEGOTIATING, WITH THE GUNMAN, BUT HE WAS ABLE TO SHOOT TWO OTHER OFFICERS? LIKE THE COPS ARE NOT GOING TO TAKE COVER, NOW, THEY ARE SAYING, THEY DON'T HAVE HIM CORNERED, THEY COULD BE TALKING TO HIM ON A CELL PHONE, OR ON A COP, LOUD SPEAKERS? THE FIRST STEP TO DEFUSING, THE SITUATION, EVEN TO SAVING THE SHOOTER'S LIFE . . . SO, CONCERN FOR A COP KILLER, BUT, A BLACK DUDE, WHO, IS REACHING FOR THE PAPERS, INSURANCE, REGISTRATION, IS SHOT, 4 TIMES? NOW, THEY ARE CONCERNED ABOUT SAVING THIS SHOOTER? HE MUST BE WHITE! I JUST DON'T BUY ANY OF THIS SHIT . . . THE COPS CAN, MAKE UP ANYTHING THEY WANT! THE COPS WANT, THE "NEW NORMAL" TO BE ALL CITIZENS, HAVE TO OBEY EVERYTHING A COP ASKS CITIZENS TO DO, SCARED THEY WILL BE SHOT! THEY WANT BLACK PARENTS OF YOUNG KIDS, TO JUST OBEY, WHICH IS WHAT THEY WANT ALL OF US TO DO! NO, THE COPS HAVE RIGHTS, PROTECTIONS, AND LAWS, THAT COPS HAVE TO FOLLOW, IN STOPPING PEOPLE, EVEN FOR A PARKING VIOLATION, EVEN LIMITING THE AMOUNT OF TIME THEY CAN DETAIN, A DRIVER, NOT TO MENTION, TONS OF STOP AND FRISK, LAWS, PAT AND FRISK, ALL KINDS OF PROCEDURAL, RULES AND LAWS, THAT MUST BE FOLLOWED! ON THE OTHER HAND, CITIZENS, HAVE TRAFFIC LAWS, RULES, STATUTES AND WHATEVER, THEY HAVE TO FOLLOW, ALSO, WELL ORDERED, LAWS AND RULES, WE ALL AGREE TO! NOW WE HAVE 10 OFFICERS, THREE SHOT, THREE IN CRITICAL CONDITION, AND 4 INJURED! GOD, WHAT ELSE WILL THE COPS COME UP WITH . . . A NORMAL, PEACEFUL PROTEST, IS TURNED INTO AN ALL OUT, COP SLAUGHTER, WITH TWO SHOOTERS, FORMERLY, ONLY, ONE SHOOTER, CORNERED, BUT, NOW, THEY DON'T HAVE, ANY SUSPECTS EITHER CORNERED AND IN CUSTODY? NOW, THE FEDS ARE JOINING IN THE HUNT FOR THESE, MEN, WHO, EVEN THE NEWS SAID, ARE THEY GOING TO GO OUT, HEROES? WHAT? THE WHOLE THING, IS CONFUSING, DON'T MAKE SENSE . . . I WOULD GUESS, THAT FEDS, WHO HAVE LED THE COPS ASTRAY, TELLING THEM, UNDER THE PATRIOT ACT, THEY COULD RULE THE STREETS, AND WITH ALL THE SHOOTINGS AND "BLACK LIVES MATTER" WITH PROTESTS, THEY HAVE TO TURN, IT AROUND LIKE A RAPE, AND MAKE THE VICTIM, THE PERP AND THE PERP THE VICTIM . . . SO PREDICTABLE! GOOD POLICE WORK, IS SUBSTITUTED FOR GAMES, FLASH BANG, MAGIC, LIGHT SHOWS, AND BULLETS, ALL TO MAKE COPS, LOOK HEROES, NOW, ALL CHAOS, AND HAVOC, HAVE BROKEN LOOSE IN DALLAS! OUR HEROES THE COPS, AGAIN, THE VICTIMS, STEALING THE SHOW OF THE REAL VICTIMS THE ONES, GUNNED DOWN! SO WHAT WAS ORIGINALLY CALM, IS NOW, AN EVENT WITH ALL COPS, SIRENS, BLARING, AND PEOPLE RUNNING, CRYING, AND REPORTERS, OVER DRAMATIZING! THE MORE I WROTE, THE MORE, DRAMATIC AND TRAGIC, THIS SCENE GOT? TOTAL, BULL SHIT AND LIES TO ME! I KNOW, THE LEADERS OF THE COPS, THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, WAS REPLACED WITH BIMBOS, FLIGHT ATTENDANTS, TORTS ATTORNEY, CABBAGE PATCH DOLL SHOE SALESPERSON, TAROT CARD AND PSYCHIC PALM READER, RATHER THAN THE BAD ASS, KICKING THE COPS IN THE ASS, EVERY TIME THEY STEP OUT OF LINE, MAKING THEM, KEEP THE OLD, "BALL AND CHAIN" OF THE U.S. CONSTITUTION! NOW, SO PREDICTABLE, A HORRIBLE, SILENCE, OF THE SHOOTING, OF 10 POLICE OFFICERS . . . NOW THE PRESS CONFERENCE! THEY COULD TELL US, THAT, ANY NUMBER OF COPS, WERE SHOT, MAKE UP THE NAMES, TWO, BELIEVE SNIPERS . . . NOW, ONE MAYBE IN CUSTODY . . . NOW THE BLOOD LETTING! IF THEY TRULY ARE OFFICERS, SHOT, THEY ARE JUST, COLLATERAL DAMAGE, TO TRY TO USE, "BRUTE FORCE" TO PROMOTE THEIR FUCKING ONE WORLD ORDER OR NEW ORDER, WHERE, COPS SHOOTINGS, ARE SEEN AS THE "NEW NORMAL!" THE BIG ASS, KEY, BILL OF RIGHTS, AMENDMENTS ARE THE 4TH, 5TH, 10TH, AND 14TH AMENDMENTS . . . GO READ THEM! THE GOVERNMENT, COPS WORK FOR THE GOVERNMENT, AND NO CITIZEN, CAN BE DENIED, LIFE, LIBERTY OR PROPERTY WITHOUT, DUE PROCESS OF LAW, AND COMPENSATION! THE 4TH AMENDMENT, DICTATES, STOPS, TRAFFIC, ARRESTS, QUESTIONING SUSPECTS, GENERAL RULE OF LAW, OFFICERS HAVE TO GET A WARRANT TO SEARCH OR SEIZE, AS LONG AS IT IS WARRANTED, WITH A SHOWING OF :"PROBABLE CAUSE" AS JUDGED BY A MAGISTRATE OR IMPARTIAL JUDGE, SHOWING AFFIRMATION, OF SPECIFICITY, THE PERSONS TO BE SEARCHED AND THE ITEMS TO BE SEIZED! PROTECTING PEOPLE FROM UNREASONABLE, SEARCHES AND SEIZURES! THE 14TH AMENDMENT, ALSO, STATES, CAN'T DENY RIGHTS AND PRIVILEGES WITHOUT DUE PROCESS OF LAW AND EQUAL PROTECTION .. . COP REPORTING, MORGAN LIONS OR LYONS! MORE AGAIN, LIES ON OR LYING! NOT SHIT! BUT BACK TO THE 14TH AMENDMENT, THIS IS THE ANTI-DISCRIMINATION, AMENDMENT THAT PROTECTS MINORITIES, FORM DISCRIMINATORY TREATMENT, BY RACE, SEXUAL ORIENTATION, AGE, RELIGION, CREED, DISABILITY, ETC.! NOW, OF COURSE, THIS DALLAS PD, ARE GOING TO TAKE CENTER STAGE, AND WE WILL ALL MOURN OUR FALLEN HEROES! BLAH! COPS, KILLING COPS, TO PROTECT, COPS! GET BACK TO THE TRUE AND TESTED, PRINCIPLES AND CONCEPTS OF THE U.S. CONSTITUTION, THAT PROTECTS COPS AND CITIZENS ALIKE! THE PATRIOT ACT, OR A UNIFIED POLICE FORCE, IS NOTHING BUT, GOBBLE GOOK!

News Report, 11 Officers, Shot, Back to the Shooter Stage . . . this Reminds Me of Orlando, and All the Questions, I Had After That Incident, Where One Terrorist, Out Gunned SWAT, Out Fire Powered all the COPS?

All PURE BULL SHIT!

Even the Police Reporting Said, Sometimes I Takes Us a While to Get it Right?

Collude on Our Stories?

Michael Brown, Officer Brian Wilson?  Remember It Took, 9 Days to Even Get the Name of the Officer's Name . . . Then, Brown, Was Turned Into the Aggressor, Rather than the Victim, Self-Defense, Shifted from the Unarmed Boy, to Self Defense to Wilson, Protected By His Badge, Gun and Squad Car!

Now, a Plea for the Officers, Come Together as a City for the Police . . . Fuck the Blacks Murdered by Cops, in Minnesota and Louisiana!

I AM SO GOD DAMNED SICK OF THIS SHIT . . . PLAYING TO THE TV SHOW, COPS?  IT SOUNDS, LIKE THE COPS JUST STOOD THERE, AND LET THE GUNNER, FIRST ONE, THEN TWO, SHOOT THEM DOWN, IN THE "BLOOD LET!"

BIG TROUBLE, IN LITTLE HANDS!  BITCHES WITH NO TRAINING, AND WITH A PRO COP AGENDA!

LOONY COPS, HEELS OVER HEAD . . . YOU ARE GOING TO BE EXPOSED, DUMB ASSES!  SO NOW, THE COPS HAVE GONE BACK TO THE STORY OF HAVING ONE OF THE SHOOTERS, CORNERED, WHEN THEY JUST REPORTED, A CHASE BY ALL COPS, OF ALL LEVELS?  THESE GUNNERS WERE TRIANGULATING ON THE OFFICERS, PLANNING TO KILLING AS MANY OFFICERS AS THEY COULD, AND OF COURSE, ALL THE TONS OF OFFICERS AT THE PROTESTS, 100 POLICE OFFICERS, CAN'T TAKE TWO GUNNERS, EVEN WITH ON ALLEGEDLY CORNERED!

BLAH, BLAH, BLAH . . . I'M NOT BUYING IT, BECAUSE THEY HAVE DRAMA QUEENS, CALLING THE SHOTS FOR THE COPS, BITCHES, WHO KNOW, JACK SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING!

FUCKING COMICAL!

POPEYES. SMOKER CRAFT. FROM EXOTIC PICK . . . TO ESSENTIAL PERK. TOTAL COATING SOLUTIONS. FATAL LESSONS: THE GOOD TEACHER (2004) LIFETIME MOVIES. ART REFLECTS LIFE, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME, COULD ONLY HAPPEN IN THE CLIMATE OF THE "PATRIOT ACT," NEVER UNDER THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! THE PERFECT STORM: (1) AGGRESSIVE ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL; (2) TAKING ON COPS AND PROSECUTORS, LATER U.S. MARSHALS AND FBI, MEDICARE/MEDICAID FRAUD UNITS; (3) 27 STATES ADOPTING "ASSET FORFEITURE" REFORMS--AT THE SAME TIME, 9 FEDERAL AGENTS, ATTORNEYS, AND INVESTIGATORS, GO DOWN, CONNECTED TO ME, PROTECTING DOCTORS' CONSTITUTIONAL AND FEDERAL STATUTORY RIGHTS, FOLLOWED BY A LAW SUIT BY A DOCTOR AND HER LAWYER HUSBAND; (4) AT THE SAME TIME, MOM GETS POISONED, ALLEGEDLY WITH A TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE, PUNISHMENT, HILLARY CLINTON STYLE, MUSICIAN SONS, CREATING NEW FRESH SOUNDS, WITH AN UNDERGROUND GRUNGE MUSIC SCENE REVOLUTIONIZING THE WAY MUSIC, CONCERTS, AND CD'S ARE DISTRIBUTED, SMALL VENUE STUFF; (5) SISTER, HER MUSICIAN SON, A CONVENIENT EXCUSE, TO EXCHANGE, ONE SISTER FOR ANOTHER, ONE SON, FOR ANOTHER, AND THE COPS TAKE ALL! (7) PAYBACK FOR MOM'S, ANTI-PATRIOT ACT, ANTI-FASCIST BATTERING OF COPS, LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL, STOPPING MILLIONS OF DOLLARS GOING TO COPS, CORRUPTING THE MINDS OF ALLEGED "LAW ENFORCEMENT" WHO UNDER NEW LAWS, THE PATRIOT ACT, ARE "COVERED" AGENCIES AND IMMUNE FROM LIABILITY, RESPONSIBILITY, AND GET THE IDEA THAT THEY ARE FREE FROM CONSTITUTIONAL CONSTRAINTS, WITH NEW FOUND FREEDOM, TO DO WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT . . . GO AFTER MOM, TAKE SONS' MUSIC, CONSIDERED, REPAYMENT FOR HER AMERICAN, MIND YOU, NOW, CONSIDERED, UNAMERICAN ACTIVITIES, WITH EYES ON "POLICING THE WORLD" UNDER POPPY BUSH AND "W.'S" NEW WORLD ORDER OR NEW ORDER. LAYER UPON LAYERS OF CRIMES, COVER-UP, CONSPIRACY, COLLUSION, COLLABORATION, ALL IN THE SPIRIT OF JEALOUSY, ENVY, REVENGE, CORRUPTION, AND A SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT TO DO WHATEVER IT TOOK, TO PUT THIS NEW ORDER IN ORBIT! ALL MONEY WAS SEEN AS FAIR GAME, WITH NO LIMITS AND NO EXCEPTIONS, UP TO AN INCLUDING MURDER! ADD TO THAT, A CLASSIC CASE OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, ENVIOUS SISTERS, ATTORNEY FRIENDS, PARENTS, FAMILY, FRIENDS, COMPLICATED BY A SHIT LOAD OF MUSIC MONEY, A GREAT RESUME, WORK HISTORY, SPOTLESS CREDIT AND RECORD, ABOVE AND BEYOND THE NORMAL, NOT JUST AN ATTORNEY, MOM, BUT, A SUPER PATRIOT, CONSTITUTIONAL GURU, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, PROFESSOR, BUSINESS OWNER, AND INTERNET TEACHER, ALSO BEING CONSIDERED TO RUN FOR OFFICE, EITHER AT A STATE OR FEDERAL LEVEL . . . TOTAL RECIPE FOR DISASTER! EVERYTHING JUST GREW, COMBUSTED, EXPLODED, MORPHED, INTO THE BIGGEST, HEIST IN THE WORLD'S HISTORY, GOING COMPLETELY UNDER THE RADAR, UNDERGROUND, MUSIC MARKET ON THE BLACK MARKET, WITH MORMON NETWORKS, OF FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, DEA AGENTS, ANGRY AT ME, PREFERRING, A MORE MILD GROUP OF WOMEN, TO USE, TO COVER, AND COAT, 360 DEGREES OF MY WORK, HISTORY, CONTRIBUTION, MOTHERHOOD, MARRIAGE, DATING AND LOVER, CIRCLE, WITH SPURNED LOVERS, TEAMING WITH SUBSTITUTES, WHO WERE LATER, TO COVER ANYTHING FROM, 6 LEVELS OF DADS, WITH NEW JOANN MOMS, ENABLING THE COPS TO STEAL MONEY, FAME, FORTUNE, PUTTING COP KIDS IN FAKE BANDS, AND WOMEN, AS FAKE ATTORNEYS, USING GOVERNMENT AGENCIES, FROM SOCIAL SECURITY, TO DRIVER LICENSE DIVISIONS, TO EMPLOYMENT OPPORTUNITIES, AND HOUSING, USED TO BATTER AND BRUISE ME, AS LONG AS THEY COULD NOT KILL ME, THE FIRST PREFERENCE! THIS WAS AN ALL OUT WAR, UNDECLARED TO ME, BUT, I SOON, SAW THAT, KILLING SOMEONE ON MY SIDE, THE CONSTITUTION, THE OLD AMERICA, WITH CONSTRAINTS, CHECKS AND BALANCES, USED TO KEEP COPS IN CHECK FOR CENTURIES, WAS NOW CONSIDERED OPEN FOR WHOEVER WON, THIS UNDECLARED WAR, WITH MURDER, SEEN, NOT AS A CRIME, BUT JUST COLLATERAL DAMAGE, IN THIS SECRET AND UNSEEN WAR. THIS IS SIMPLY, BIG TIME CRIME, WITH NOT EXCEPTIONS IN ANY LAW, PATRIOT OR THE CONSTITUTION THAT ALLOWS, COPS, TO TAKE WHAT ONE PERSON HAS, AND GIVE IT TO AN INFERIOR PERSON, WHO IS NOT EVEN A LAWYER, NOT A PROFESSOR, :NOR A WRITER OR BLOGGER . . . PSYCHOPATHS, MARK, THE PROFESSIONS INVOLVED, TOTALLY FOCUSED ON "PHYSICAL IMAGE" RATHER THAN MERIT, JUSTICE, WELL DESERVED NOTICE AND AWARDS, NOT TO MENTION, OUT RIGHT FAME, FORTUNE, AND REWARD FOR HARD EARNED AND FOUGHT FOR SUPREMACY IN A CHOSEN FIELD OF STUDY, CAREER PATH, AND EXCELLING IN THAT PATH! BAR ASSOCIATIONS, STATE RUN, WERE COMPROMISED, TO ALLOW, THE CIA, MAKE A WISH LIST OF CHICKS, THE FEDS WERE FUCKING TO GET PRIVILEGE AND ACCESS TO LAW DEGREES AND LICENSES, ALLOWED TO PRACTICE, AND PRETEND TO BE LAWYERS, WITH NO CONSEQUENCES OR CONCERN FOR THE PEOPLE THEY FUCKED OVER, NOT KNOWING THE LAW, AND BASTARDIZING IT, THROUGH, IGNORANCE AND STUPIDITY! IGNORANCE IS NO EXCUSE IN THE LAW, BUT WHEN YOU HAVE IGNORANT, ILL TRAINED, FAKE ATTORNEYS, THAT TOO IS A RECIPE FOR DEVASTATION IN SOMEONE'S LIFE, WHEN DEALING WITH THEIR LIBERTY, PROPERTY AND LIFE, ALL DONE, TO MINIMIZE,A STELLAR CAREER, AND SAY, SEE, YOU CAN BE REPLACED WITH A FUCKING FLIGHT ATTENDANT, A BIOLOGY MAJOR WHO WOULD CHILDREN'S BOOKS TO LIBRARIES AND DID PALM AND PSYCHIC READINGS, OR A SHITTY TORTS ATTORNEY, MAKING UP, BULL SHIT LAW FIRMS, WITH POSH OFFICES AND NO BRAINS! NO LAW DEGREES, THINKING THAT, JUST THE IMAGE OF AN ATTORNEY, WAS THE BEST INDICATOR OF SUCCESS! LIES, MASKS, FRAUD, MISREPRESENTATION, CRIMES, DARK HEARTS, BECAME THE "NEW NORMAL" IN THIS NEW ORDER! EXPOSURE, TO THIS BULL SHIT, IS SO NEEDED, BUT WAS PROTECTED BY A CLASS OF COPS, WHO WERE EQUALLY, ENAMORED WITH THE SILICONE BARBIE, WITH BIG TROUBLE, IN LITTLE HANDS, THAT DIDN'T KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT THE LAW . . . OH, BUT PROSECUTORS, WOULD TEACH AND TRAIN THEM, RESULT, JUDGES, WONDERING ABOUT A CLASS OF ATTORNEYS, THAT SEEMED SUB-PAR, COME TO FIND OUT, THEY, NOT ONLY DIDN'T KNOW THE LAW, NOR COURT ROOM DECORUM, BUT, THEY NEVER TOOK THE BAR EXAM AND MY GUESS IS, THEY NEVER WENT TO LAW SCHOOL EITHER! IF YOU WERE GOOD LOOKING, YOU GET A FREE LAW DEGREE, BUYING YOU CREDIBILITY, BEYOND, YOUR CAPACITY TO HANDLE IT, PUTTING PEOPLE'S TRUST, IN INCOMPETENT HANDS, BUT ALWAYS, SUBSTANTIATED AND SUPPORTED BY LAW ENFORCEMENT, THE HIRED GUNS, TO ENFORCE, PURE STUPIDITY AND BULL SHIT! THE NEW WORLD ORDER, IS FUCKING DEAD, WE ARE NOT GOING TO ACCEPT THE NEW NORM, THE NEW SUPREME COURT, THE NEW TERRORISM, NOR THE NEW WORLD POLICED BY FUCKING AMERICAN COPS! NO! FUCK NO!

Wildest Bus Hook Up

I told a friend, about the tight squeeze on the bus today, with hot red head, feeling the burn, to grab the hot guy next to her, and reach out and touch.  LOL!  She started to laugh, and said that last Friday, she saw, an even more wild, bus, hook up!  She said, that there was some guy, sitting across on the lower level of the bus, who scoped a girl, sitting up in the nose bleed section, at the top, and he kept trying to send her messages on his smartphone, with a fairly large screen, but she kept turning her head and trying to ignore, him, even moving, over a seat or two, but he was not to be detoured from his goal of getting her attention, because, everyone is working for the weekend!  LOL!  The two continued this cat and mouse game for a while, but as the bus stop approached, they sprung into action, she simply got up, moved down, next to him on the bus, and they started to make out, and a few more things you do, with love at first sight, and then they both got off the bus together!  LOL!  How is that, all you, social media freaks, e-harmony, date/match.com, and other online dating sites, your true love may be, one short, bus ride to heaven!  I love it!  Old fashioned romance, face to face, body to body, up close and personal!  I have never used a dating site . . . I like to see my catches first, hopefully, not the Deadliest Catch, like in the past!  LOL!

Just the other day, some good looking guy, with a bike got on the bus, he looked, agent, agent, agent to me, and he kept doing, what seemed to me, to be, talking without talking, signs to the surveillance cameras, and it looked, like good ones, he kept, putting his hands over his heart, like, indicating LOVE!  I noticed it several times, but, yesterday was the day, I got my make-up stolen, and I was feeling hit by the ugly stick, but, he may have been referring to my blog, because I was the only one sitting across from him.  I also, had been run around by cops all night, therefore, I kept blanking out and falling into short cat naps of sleep, and every once in awhile he would, play with his, strong and manly hands, his finger nails . . . I notice, because, I am a hand woman, I love a man's voice and his hands, for some reason?  But, at times, he seemed to try to act, a bit, mentally challenged, like, he thinks, only retarded, disabled people ride the bus, a common, sentiment, but now that the buses are free, and people more conscious of free transportation, a higher and higher, type crowd of commuters, college students, older couples, even grandmas and grandpas, taking grand kids for a free bus ride, but I had to laugh, at what I would consider a stereotype!  LOL!  When he got off the bus, he got out and blew on his hands, before, he took his bike off the rack . . . sign for hot?  I hope so.  Even though, there may be nothing come of any bus, look, glance, exchange, it is fun to interact, look, think, wonder, and enjoy!  Next, there was some, good looking, guy with a red ball cap on, with a large white "P" for Pirates?  Maybe, but, he also struck me as an agent . . . tons of good looking guys at the bus terminal this morning!  GALS!  The bus is undergoing a transition!  LOL!

I am writing this, you can see me, on several bus ride this morning, 7:45 AM, bus 11, bus 14 up town, bus 5 to Rattlesnake, bus #3, then 14 to McDonald's West Broadway, Missoula . . . plenty of places to check, including the Poverello for lunch . . . so NO EXCUSE FOR ABUSE ASSHOLE COPS!  My mug is all over the place and has been forever!  I have been in MONTANA for four years, since I literally ran for my life!  That run created a huge ass hole in the legal community, family, and, I would think, state . . . we all know that, vacums tend to get filled . . . high profile attorney, #2 in the nation, civil rights defense, $700 million in cases, sons, rockin' music, deals with Sony, and Mitt Mormon, presidency at stake . . . I was for Obama . . . Republican family, state wanted, to claim my work, cases, but, that was NOT going to happen!  So, they substituted, Shelley, Kay, Rachel, Sue, and on and on, for ME!  Then they followed me into Montana, to cover everything I did up here!  We are talking tons of reasons, enough, under normal situations, but when cops, and others, are just made, part of the covered cop communities under the Patriot Act . . . we are talking a LICENSE TO STEAL and a POWERFUL ONE AT THAT!

Fatal Lessons: The Good Teacher

The jealousy's  didn't just stay in the professional, level, but the family as well . . . I have always, had a great relationship with my four kids, until, I was run, out of the state, and could not call them, for a year . . . a breeding ground for brain washing, false memory suggestion, and convincing my kids that I had abandoned them for a second time!  This movie, shows, just how easy it is, to steal someone's life, and turn a loving husband, wonderful kids, and the perfect mother, into, a blubbering idiot, losing the respect of the family she has cared for and made, a beautiful life for and with, with the respect of community and others, only to be envied, by those watching, seeing the perfect mother and wife, just in the way, of another female, seeing herself, in that role, with hubby and perfect children!  In this movie, you have a criminal, stalking this doctors, young family, watching their moves, schedules, relationships, and the movie, starts with the female stalker, watching the family, as they all, jump in the SUV, for a day out together, in family bliss . . . and she says, this family is perfect and held together by one person . . . and she mentions the mother's name, Mary, if I recall . . . and you can see the wheels in this devious and dangerous mind, with that green monster of envy, running the passions and desires of this woman, wanting not just her husband, her home, but her children, and her whole fucking life!

STRIKING UP A FRIENDSHIP

Mary the mother, is a runner, and the family lives by this beautiful lake area, she has a best friend, since, high school or college, and the two, are roommates at college, and one of the friends, is dating a guy, however, from the second, he meets, the friend, he is smitten with her, and he drops the one friend for the other, and they end up getting married, living next to each other, with the other woman, married, now, with kids too. But they run together each morning and are the closest friends, long, over the husband, but the friend, I think, lost her husband, to cancer, or something, but the two were still very close friends.  The stalker, also very pretty, takes up a new identity, using the name and credentials of someone, who had died, a few years earlier, but, of course, she doesn't reveal that, she just applies for a job as a teacher, at a new school, in the community, that, this young doctor and his family, lives in.  I think, the stolen identity and job, came before, she hones in on this perfect family, with the perfect mother.  I believe, that, the teacher becomes, obsessed with the mother, father, and the kids, with one daughter, in her class.  And like the typical, professional couple, they are concerned with the kids grades.  So, to get to know the family, the alleged, good teacher, send the daughter, home with an, F grade, in math, and being the over-achieving daughter of a doctor, and educated mother, the parents are concerned, and the mother goes to meet this conniving new pretty teacher, her daughter refers to as a troll!

The pretty teacher, acts like the puritan, teacher, tells the mother, she has never been married, and she just loves kids, but, she tells the mother that her daughter is just skating, and therefore, she is going to push her to her full potential.  The mother, tends to agree with the teacher and tries to get the daughter a tutor, but of course, the ones the teacher, said she would contact for the mother, can't do the tutoring, because, she hasn't called anyone, and she, has motives of her own to get into the family, get close to the kids, and to be very available to the husband, to see him, when he comes and goes.  She has an agenda, that the very, non-manipulative mother, trusting the teacher, and her motives, as much as she trusts her own, loving husband, that all will be well.  The teacher then runs into the mother with the friend, jogging, and the true friend, said, she didn't like the teacher, and warns her friend to be careful.  The teacher comes over to tutor, and even the dog, snarls at her, sensing the spirit and nature of this new woman, intruding on the peace of this family's life. The mother, with no reason to suspect, foul play, projecting her own, mindset and morals, onto the good teacher, concerned for her child's welfare, even leaves the teacher with her daughter, alone, while she runs her son to soccer. even when the daughter, begs the mother, not to leave her alone with the troll, in her mind. Mom, dismisses her daughter's protests, and just leaves the two.  Eventually, the teacher, kills the dog, with some poison, she shoots him with, for protecting the kids . . . takes the dog, and the family thinks, the dog ran away, with the mother, and kids, sick, and looking everywhere for the dog, never to be found.

The Good Teacher, Starts to Weave Herself Into the Perfect Family

Now, behind the scenes, this woman, is brutal, cruel, and dangerous, well versed in poisonous, plants, herbs, and concoctions, she starts to use on this perfect mother, on the ball, on top of things, and seems to have it all, loving husband, and kids . . . at least up to the time, the teacher with the criminal mind, starts working her dark magic on the mother!  Teacher, starts to show up at the jogging trail, and soon, she horns in on the friendship, and starts to plant, suspicious thoughts, with the wife, and even tells, Mary, the mother, that she saw, her best friend, and her husband, having lunch together.  The friend, is confronted, and tells, her long time friend, that this woman, is wrong, and she needs to be watching her back and her husband, not, because of her, but of the teacher.  One night, the mother and her doc husband, who has absolutely NO interest in the pretty teacher, are going out for the evening, to celebrate wife's birthday.  Suddenly, the long planned dinner, goes bust, when the best friend, is called to work at her volunteer job at the library . . . it is the teacher, who calls, to get rid of the friend, so she can get into the house.  And of course, it is on the day, that, teacher, is there to tutor the daughter, who is being more and more manipulated by this mastermind!  So, one day, after, running, the mother, invited the teacher over for smoothies, and the teacher, makes them, while, mom, gets a phone call or something . . . she puts some of her poisonous plants in with the drink.  In the mean time, some guy, who, knows this woman, and her past, and also that she is using a false identity, starts coming around and he is going to expose her, and she owes him money, and I think, she killed the person, she stole the identity from.  

The mother, starts to fall ill to the poison, and her new best friend the teacher, having, put all kinds of suspicious thoughts in her head, about the other best friend, which is more believable, due to the status of former girlfriend of her husband, is now there to take over and help when the mother gets sick.  She is constantly, going home, to get this or that concoction, to help with this or that sickness, that is starting to cause, the mother to get dizzy, to forget things, and of course the pretty teacher, is always there, just at the right time, to help with the kids, to accidentally run into the doctor, at the hospital, looking much prettier, than she does as the little school teacher, only worried about his daughter's grades, and now his ailing wife.  The mother forgets to pick up the kids from school, loses her husband's watch that was his grandfather's, when she picks it up from the watch repair, so the kids and the husband are getting more and more pissed, and the perfect mother and wife, is looking more and more, confused and losing it . . . and of course, the teacher, is looking better and better, while she poisons the wife, over and over again, with the plants, she gives the wife. The teacher, also, has made keys to the house, and the reason, everything is getting blamed on either the old best friend, and the mother, is that the only one to have a key to the home, is the old best friend, who is getting more and more trashed on, taking books, etc. . . . but, then the book would appear, while the mother was napping with this new illness, that can't be detected.  

With mom out of the picture, teacher, moves, right in on dad, the kids, and is sabotaging the mother, at every turn, making, herself look better and the mother worse, to the point, everyone it getting pissed at her.  One, night, the kids, don't eat their food, neither does the father, and the husband, who is going to do the dishes, while the mom, goes to meet this mystery man, who has to tell her about her friend . . . mother is thinking, old friend, the man, means, new friend, and he ends up dead!  Little teacher, gets to the lake first, and kills him, pushing his van in the lake!  When the mother, shows up, the dude is not there, and she continues to believe that it is her, old friend, he wanted to expose, so the teacher, continues in her pursuit to take over the family. While the mom, is gone to the lake, the husband, discovers these strange beans, in the salads, that nobody will eat, and he puts some in a baggie, takes them to the lab, and the next day finds out, that they are poisonous, and blames, his wife's condition on the reason, she took some of the beans off the plants that the teacher, put in her kitchen, so teacher could always have access to the poison, to keep the mom, under control . . . but the husband, gets the lab results back, bundles up all the poisonous plants, that he blames the wife, for putting in the house, rather than the teacher, who just looks innocent and a side line.

The Good Teacher, Moving In On the Target, Hubby and Kids, Setting Up for the Kill of the Wife!

So, the two new friends, go shopping for, something, to help mom get better, all natural of course, and they share this love of plants, with both mothers, planting this or that, bringing back, fond memories of their mothers . . . this teacher, would look through, old family pictures, family albums and records, while she had access to the house, with the mother gone.  But, teacher, goes to reach something on a high shelf, and she comes down, right on top of the foot, of Mary or the mother, almost breaking her foot, just days, before the family and neighborhood, was to go on their annual ski trip, staying at a cabin, so of course mom can't go . . . doctor's orders, her foot is swollen, and black and blue, so the dad, takes the kids, and leaves mom home, but he doesn't trust, mom, alone, nor can she get food, so he asks, teacher, to come, move in for the weekend, to just be there during the nights, to make sure all is well with the wife, recovering from this accidental, slip on the foot.  During the day, while the teacher is at school, or is suppose to be at school, the mother, looks at her friend's mail, on the dresser, looking for this or that, just snooping.  The teacher told her, she was never married, but, she saw some mail, addressed to a Mrs. something.  She starts to get suspicious, because of the lie.  So, she calls, the school, the teacher, used to work at, and come to find out, the teacher with that name, died, two years earlier, under strange and unexplained illnesses.

Mother, hobbles over to her old friend's house, after the ski trip, and finds out that the good teacher, was actually, up skiing with hubby and kids, and she is an expert skier, much better than, mother.  So, mom, starts, investigating, the teacher a bit closer, and breaks in her house, finds the husband's watch, and a few things that had been missing, including the keys to her house, that, she never gave to this woman.  Finally, she confronts the teacher, and finds out, again, in lies, that, yes, the teacher had been married, but her husband, beat her, she lost babies, etc. and he was from a very prominent family, so she had no where to turn, and she was going to have to leave, town, with nowhere to go . . . of course, the naive, mother, was concerned, was quick to forgive the teacher, consoles her, and says, she can stay with the mother and her husband, until she can get on her feet, and sure, she can, stay as long as she needs to.  That night, the teacher, who has tried on all the wife's sexy, nighties, and silk robes, sets the husband up, after, mom, goes to bed, wearing an extremely revealing nightgown, she throws the cup down, breaking the glass, and then cuts her foot, so the good doctor, has to come treat it.  The wife, hears the glass, and comes, down, right as, the husband is holding the teacher's foot.  Now, she is starting to get more and more of a picture of what is really going on, with the friend, looking at her, like, I told you so!  You, suspected me, when it was her, you needed to watch . . . then, mom, realizes that, teacher, most likely killed the guy, who was going to rat her out, and this is a dangerous woman, who will stop and nothing until she gets her family, and she is dead.

Super Mom, Kicks into Action, Realizing that Her Whole Family is At Risk, With the Exposure of this Now, Serial Killer Woman!

To make a long story short, the teacher, learns, that the mom, is now, totally onto, her lies, and she, requests, some information, on this woman, finding out all has been a lie, but, the teacher also, realizes that she has been discovered, so she comes over to kill the mother, bounding and gagging her, drugging her with enough poison to knock her out . . . suddenly, hubby comes home from a business trip, and he finds the teacher in his house, and he tries to find his wife and kids, realizing, that, this woman, did everything, set up his wife, and tried to kill her, so he goes after her, but she has this syringe of poison, that paralyzes, the body, all but the eyes, you know everything that is happening to you, but there is no way to move your muscles or to walk . . . the mother comes to, and goes after the woman, barely, but she is able to call the cops, and saves the day, I think, shooting the teacher, before the whole ordeal is over, she also, finds the antidote for the poison, now in her husband's system, because the teacher wrote all her plans down, and even wrote a novel, real time, while she was doing all this to the family, and the wife, got her hands on her plans!  It was basically, to completely get mom out of the picture, live with the man, take him for all he was worth, as she had done, before, and then leave him high and dry, destitute, and poor, after getting her hands on all his money and assets, her retirement goals, live off men, she could manipulate!

It Was All Too Familiar . . . On Several Levels and With Several Husbands, Several Good Teachers, and For Big Time Bucks, Not of the Husband's, but of MY FAMILY and ME!

Devious Maids!!!!!!  'Til it Happens to YOU!

Men, They Use and Abuse the Men, for What they Can Get Out of YOU Too!

BIG TIME CRIMES!! 

RHINO BEACHES AROUND. X'S AND O'S, I'M THE BEST BABY YOU EVER DID SEE! SEE COMMUTING DIFFERENTLY! LOL! ILLUMI--NAUGHTY! MONTANA GIRLS! BUS #11, IS A BIT MORE ROWDY, MORE AWAKE, THAN THE 5:45 BUS . . . REMEMBER THAT MOVIE WITH, J. LO, AS EITHER THE HOUSEKEEPER OR THE MAID? WELL A FEW, BEST WESTERN HOUSEKEEPER CHICKS GOT ON THE VERY CROWDED BUS THIS MORNING, THREE STARTED TO LIVEN UP THE QUIET BUS, TALKING WITHOUT TALKING . . . ONE LITTLE HOTTIE, WITH COPPER COLORED, LADY GODIVA HAIR, OF FLAMES, DOWN TO HER BUTT, WEARING VERY SYMBOLIC CLOTHES, BLACK SHORTS, BLACK TANK TOP, WITH THE CENTER PIECE OF JAIL STRIPES, OF BLACK AND WHITE, WITH A PINK LAYER OF HOT, SEXY UNDER THE FIRST SHIRT, SILENTLY RAISES HER ARMS, AND PLACES ONE OVER THE SHOULDERS OF HER FRIEND, WITH A SHIRT, TROUBLE II, THAT SAID, "FLUENT IN SARCASM" DOUBLE TROUBLE WITH THESE TWO, AND HER OTHER ARMS, SHE PUT OVER THE SHOULDERS OF SOME HOT YOUNG MALE COMMUTER WITH "SECRET SERVICE" SUNGLASSES ON! LOL! THEN SHE SMILE AND SQUEEZED THE GUY'S SHOULDER! HE LOOKED UP SHOCKED AND EVERYONE BUSTED OUT LAUGHING! IT ALL ROLLED FROM THERE, HE SUDDENLY, STOOD UP AND HAD TO GET OFF THE BUS! I DON'T KNOW IF HE REALLY WAS GETTING OFF THE BUS AT THAT STOP, OR HE SAY, JAIL BAIT SOMEWHERE IN THIS CHICK'S FIERY LOCKS OF RED GOLD! LOL! MAYBE HE WAS MARRIED! LOL! AFTER HE VERY GRACEFULLY, EXITED THE BUS, WE ALL ASKED HER IF SHE KNEW THIS GUY . . . NO, AND THERE IS THIS OTHER GUY, SITTING UP, NEARER TO THE DRIVER, TOTALLY LOSING IT, AND SHE SAID, THAT IS HOW, I MET HIM TOO! LOL! NOW, THAT IS HOW ACCIDENTAL OBSESSIONS START! LOL! THE JOKES AND SARCASM STARTED TO FLOW FROM THERE . . . OH, A BOYFRIEND ON EVERY BUS, HUH? NOW YOU HAVE TWO, ON THE SAME COMMUTER BUS! I COULD TELL BY HER SLY, GRIN, SHE COULD HANDLE IT! LOL! THE GLORY OF SEX AND SEXUALITY, WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND, AND MAKES IT VERY INTERESTING. MIST ME--CREAM ME--DEW ME! ONE, TWO--FUCK YOU! LOL! LIVELY TIMES! SEE ALL YOU SINGLE, DRIVERS, ARE JUST ALONE, WHEN YOU COULD BE, GETTING THE SQUEEZE PUT ON YOU BY SOME COMPLETE HOT STRANGER! TROUBLE WITH WIFE OR GIRLFRIEND, ALL CAUGHT ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS! LOL! FUN, FUN, FUN! I'M AM TELLING YOU GUYS, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO, IS JUST SIT AND DO, NOTHING WITH THESE WILD ASS, MONTANA CHICKS, WATCH OUT FOR THE RED HEAD, IF YOU HAVE A VALUED RELATIONSHIPS, OR WANNA STAY OUT OF JAIL, TROUBLE, DOUBLE TROUBLE, WITH CUTE FRIEND, EGGING HER ON! LOL! I AM SURE, SHE COULD MIX IT UP WITH A COUPLE OF GUYS, BRINGING OUT THE RAGING BULL IN THEM! LOL! REMEMBER, J. LO, HOOKED UP WITH A SENATOR OR SOMEONE DIDN'T SHE . . . CHECK OUT THE HOT MAIDS AND HOUSEKEEPERS AT YOUR HOTEL, WHITE COLLAR MEN, MAY WANT TO SPICE UP THEIR LIVES A BIT, MORE THE US, WHITE COLLAR CHICKS OFFER, JUST LIKE CONSTRUCTION WORKERS WITH FEMALE LAWYERS! HYBRID VIGOR! GOTTA LOVE THIS AMERICAN RIDE! DITCH THE CAR, THE BUS IS "FREE ENTERTAINMENT!" SOMEONE SAID, "I CAN ALREADY TELL THIS IS GOING TO BE A GOOD DAY!" I LAUGHED ANS SAID, "YOU MADE MY DAY!" I AM STILL LAUGHING; YOU CAN TELL, THIS IS "BORING" IS NOT IN THIS POWDER KEG RED VAMP'S VOCABULARY . . .WILD RIDE, COWGIRL! LOL! THE ENERGY DRAINED OUT OF THE BUS, WHEN THE 5 OR SO, HOUSEKEEPERS, JUMPED OFF THE BUS, TO TACKLE THE 400 ROOMS AT THE BEST WESTERN OR OTHER HOTELS, UP HOTEL ALLEY OFF RESERVE, IN MISSOULA, MONTANA! WHAT DID I MISS OUT ON, BEING RAISED IN UTAH? SHIT! LOL! ON THE FLIP SIDE OF THAT . . . THAT WILD ABANDON, CAN, HAVE ITS DARK SIDE . . . I SAW THIS MOVIE, "RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!" A STORY OF HOT PASSION, TURNING INTO HOT RAGE AND ANGER, WITH AN INSECURE HUSBAND, FLIPPING THE "CRAZY SWITCH" ON NEW WIFE, OF A FEW YEARS, WHEN SHE WAS MAKING A SPECIAL DINNER FOR HIM, AND HE WAS SUPPOSE TO PICK UP SOME "CLAM SAUCE" AND DIDN'T DO IT, AND OF COURSE, SHE WAS DISAPPOINTED AND SAID SHE WOULD HAVE TO IMPROVISE . . . ALL OF THE SUDDEN, THIS HANDSOME, HUBBY, STARTED, SAYING THAT NOTHING WAS GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIS, JOURNALIST WIFE, WITH A HIGH POWERED JOB AT A NEWSPAPER OR MAGAZINE, LITERALLY BEATING HER TO THE GROUND, BLOODED, BATTER, AND SHOCKED, THAT, PASSION CAN COME OUT IN OTHER WAYS TOO! NOT ALWAYS, IN MAD AND CRAZY SEX, BUT IN JEALOUSY, SUSPICION, AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE! PHYSICAL, IS PHYSICAL! TAMING THE WILD BEAST IN MALE OR FEMALE, MIGHT BE MORE CHALLENGING, THAN YOU THINK, AS THIS 'TRUE LIFE" WOMAN, WRITING HER STORY, EXPOSED . . . THERE WAS A UNIQUE APPROACH, THAT THIS WOMAN TOOK, IN ESCAPING HER ABUSIVE LOVER AND HUSBAND OF 9 YEARS, NEVER SEEING HERSELF AS AN ABUSED WOMAN, DUE TO HER HIGH LEVEL OF EDUCATION, HER EARNING POWER, BUT STILL CAUGHT IN THE CYCLE OF VIOLENCE, BELIEVING, THAT SHE COULD HANDLE THIS MAN, UNTIL, SHE HAD A CHOICE, GIVEN HIS ENDLESS PURSUIT OF HER, EVEN TRACKING HER DOWN, IN ANOTHER COUNTRY, GOING FROM CANADA TO AMERICA, WITH HIM, HIRING A HIT MAN, TO TAKE HER OUT, TO PAY HER BACK FOR TAKING HIS TWO DAUGHTERS, AND MOVING TO AN UNDISCLOSED LOCATION AGAINST COURT ORDERS. SHE GOES TO PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR, ASKING HIM, HAVING EXHAUSTED THE COPS, WHO DIDN'T HELP MUCH IN EITHER CANADA AND AMERICA, HUSBAND WAS POLITICALLY, VERY CONNECTED, CAME FROM A WEALTHY FAMILY, AND HE HAD ALSO, MOLESTED HER OLDEST DAUGHTER, SO SHE WAS DOING WHAT SHE NEEDED TO, WITHOUT LEGAL AND LAW ENFORCEMENT PROTECTION, TURNING TO PRIVATE SOURCES . . . THE INVESTIGATOR, DIDN'T PULL ANY PUNCHES, HE JUST SAID, IT IS EITHER YOU OR HIM! HE WILL NOT STOP UNTIL HE KILLS YOU, SO HE CAN GET HIS DAUGHTERS BACK, OR, YOU HAVE TO GET A NEW IDENTITY, FOR YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTERS, WHO WERE JUST HITTING THEIR TEENS, AND STARTING TO REBEL, AND WANT TO BE WITH FRIENDS, MORE THAN MOM! THE TV MOVIE, DID A GOOD JOB, OF SHOWING THE WOMAN, LEAVING THE PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR'S OFFICE, WHERE, NOW THERE WERE TWO OF HER, ONE WHO TOOK THE PATH OF KILLING HER HUSBAND, AND THE OTHER, TAKING THE PATH OF OBTAINING A NEW IDENTITY! THE MOVIE SPLIT TIME, GOING BACK AND FORTH, WITH EACH CHOICE AND WHERE THAT WOULD LAND HER AND HER DAUGHTERS, YOU ARE NOT SURE WHICH CHOICE SHE IS GOING TO TAKE . . . WHEN ALL WAS SAID AND DONE, SEEING PRISON AND NEVER SEEING HER DAUGHTERS AGAIN, SHE OPTED FOR, GOING INTO HIDING, WITH NEW IDENTITIES, IN A NEW PLACE, LEAVING EVERYTHING, THEY KNEW AND LOVED, FAMILY, FRIENDS, WORK, LITERALLY "RUNNING FOR HER LIFE" ENTERING A PROGRAM, FOR VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND SEXUAL ASSAULT, KIND OF LIKE THE WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM, OR AN UNDERGROUND OPERATION, MUCH LIKE THE NORTH, USED TO HELP SLAVES, ESCAPE SLAVERY AND POWERFUL, PLANTATION OWNERS IN THE SOUTH, DURING THE CIVIL WAR! IN THE END, THE WOMAN, WAS REFURBISHING AN OLDER HOME, UP NEAR A REMOTE LAKE, WATCHING HER DAUGHTERS, PLAY, INNOCENT, LAUGHING, IN THEIR, ALMOST PRIVATE LAKE, SOMEWHERE, WHILE SHE WROTE HER BOOK, EVEN HAVING TO LEAVE A JOB SHE LOVED! I TOOK NOTE, THAT THE VERY SAVVY, SMART, PRIVATE INVESTIGATOR, SEEING, THE PERIL THIS WOMAN AND HER DAUGHTERS, WOULD FACE, IF THEY DIDN'T RUN FOR THEIR LIVES, BUT HE SAID, YOU HUSBAND, IS JEALOUS OF YOU, JEALOUS OF YOUR JOB, AND JEALOUS OF YOUR FAMILY! INTERESTING, SO HIS GOAL IS TO TAKE EVERYTHING FROM HER, INCLUDING HER LIFE! THERE WERE SOME INTERESTING, THOUGHTS THAT CAME OUT IN THE MOVIE, THAT EVEN A SEASONED, ATTORNEY, HAVING AT ONE POINT IN MY CAREER, HAD NOT THOUGHT OF, LIKE THAT . . . HE WAS SIMPLY JEALOUS OF YOUR LIFE! I HAVE NEVER UNDERSTOOD, THE "WHY?" I GOT EVERYTHING ELSE, THE JEALOUSY OVER, THINKING THERE IS ANOTHER GUY, OR JEALOUS OF HER TIME, OR EVEN WANTING POWER & CONTROL OVER HER, RIGHT OR WRONG, OF COURSE, WRONG, BUT, I GET THAT . . . BUT, BEING JEALOUS OF HER LIFE, HER JOB, HER FAMILY, HER EVERYTHING? YEAH. JUST SOME THOUGHTS, ON THIS VERY CRITICAL, LIFE THREATENING SOCIAL ILL, THAT, IF NOTHING ELSE, WE NEED TO KNOW, WHY, SO WE CAN COMBAT IT! KNOWLEDGE IS POWER! WE NEED MORE POWER IN THIS AREA! I TOOK A FEW NOTES, THAT LAW SCHOOL THING IS HARD TO KILL! I CAN'T READ OR WATCH WITHOUT EITHER UNDERLINING OR NOTING INTERESTING NEW INFORMATION, OR AFFIRMING PREVIOUS THOUGHTS AND IDEAS, THAT WILL BE AND ARE NEW TO A READER, MALE OR FEMALE ABUSERS AND VICTIMS, MIGHT LEARN, UNDERSTAND OR SEE HOW GRAVE THEIR SITUATION IS! I RAN FOR MY LIFE!

The Average Woman, Professional or Not, Will Be Beaten, Severely, 8 to 9 Times, Before, She Ever Leaves Her Abuser!  There Were As Many Women Killed by Husbands, Boyfriends and Lovers, as There Were, Men Who Died In Vietnam--58,000 Over a 10 Year Period!  80% of the Young Men, Serving Time in Prison, are There For Killing, their Mother's Abuser!  These are Stats from Back in 1996, When I Wrote a Domestic Violence and Sexual Assault Manual, Award Winning, Under the First Clinton, Presidency!  LOL!  So, Things, Hopefully are Better Now, but I Have My Doubts?

• he doesn't feel like a man, unless he is beating you up
• he will move heaven and earth to find you and his children
• in response to his regret and apology, the first time he beat her up . . . I love you, I don't know what made me do that . . . her response . . . we express our love, very differently
• there is professional help, to make you disappear; you have to escape!
• he sees himself as NOTHING without you . . . it is literally, you or him!
• he is fueled by the NEED to DESTROY you!
• THE MORE YOU FIGHT BACK, THE MORE HE FIGHTS!
• this is why, at times, getting a order of protection or protective order, forcing him to stay away from you, you might be writing your own, death warrant, or trip to the morgue
• restraining orders are worthless, they are civil orders and cops will not walk across the street to enforcement, they only work if you have a law abiding guy or gal!
• there has to be some citizenship, respect for the law, without a corrupt system helping the man or woman, who is the abuser, to work, or they have to have some FEAR of the law!
• if your abuser, does not fall into one of these categories, YOU ARE ADDING FUEL TO THE FIRES OF RAGE, MAKING HIM OR HER MORE DETERMINED TO KILL YOU, PUTTING YOUR OUT OF THEIR MISERY!
• sometimes, the only option you have, is to RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!
• no house, no job, no case, no friend, no comfort, no lifestyle, is worth risking you or your children's lives!
• no one said, life would be fair, and it sure as hell is not!
• watching true crimes shows helps, because you can at least say, when all is said and done, I AM STILL ALIVE! that poor sap, is not!
• KIDS, TAKE THEIR CUES FROM MOM!  YOU CANNOT LET GUILT RUIN YOUR CHANCES OF SURVIVAL!  KIDS DID NOT ASK FOR THIS, BUT YOU ARE WHERE YOU ARE, NEITHER DID YOU, ASK FOR IT!  Every relationship, is like playing Russian Roulette!  I have heard of women, who dated the nicest guy, for six years, and then they got married, and he started to beat the shit out her!  NO WARNING SIGNS!  Generally, a family tradition!
• the more secure mom is, the more secure the kids will be and feel
• you have, no other option, that to cut off all ties and contact with your previous life, leaving it all, and starting over, as hard and unfair as that seems, it is better than the alternative!
• I went an entire year, without calling my kids, or grand kids, because, I didn't want them and their lives to be at risk . . . the mother made a great comment, that just knowing her kids were okay, or that they were happy, was the energy she needed to survive her ordeal.
• when the woman, in the true story, finally decided to go into hiding, wigs, new ID, new names, new city, and the woman, hesitated and just could see, leaving before her daughter, who had just won a big part in the school play, got the opportunity, to perform, budding little actress . . . he responded by saying:
• I don't want to go to the funeral of a woman, who stayed just one day too long!
• the private investigator, was the one, who saw that she had a hit man after her, and he told her, even if this guy didn't do it, another guy would, be, right there to replace him!

I AM NOT OUT OF THE WOODS YET, AND IF THIS WOMAN, THINKS IT IS BAD, TO NOT HAVE LAW ENFORCEMENT SUPPORT, TRY HAVING THEM HELP YOUR HUSBAND!  THERE WAS ANOTHER STING OP, THWARTED BY ME, LAST NIGHT, AT THE POVERELLO CENTER!  I DON'T HAVE ONE ABUSER, I HAVE THE WHOLE FUCKING AMERICAN SYSTEM OF COPS, INVOLVED, IN GOING AFTER ME AND MY KIDS!

HE WAS JEALOUS OF ME, JEALOUS OF MY VERY COOL KIDS, JEALOUS OF MY JOBS AND HISTORY, FIGHTING AGAINST LAW ENFORCEMENT, JEALOUS OF ANYTHING, I HAD, HOUSES, TRUCKS, CARS, EVEN GETTING MY MAKE-UP STOLEN, YESTERDAY, MENTIONING THAT, WHILE HOMELESS, NO ONE GUESSES, BECAUSE I ALWAYS PUT ON MAKE-UP . . . GONE IN A FLASH!  HE IS JEALOUS OF MY EXTENDED FAMILY, JOBS, RESUME, EVEN WANTS TO TAKE THE LOYALTY OF MY CHILDREN, AND CLAIM MY GRAND KIDS AS HIS OWN!  ROCK STAR, POP STAR SONS, MILITARY, BRILLIANT DAUGHTERS, PERFECT FAMILY!!!!  OH, YEAH, I REMEMBER HIM TELLING ME THAT MY CHILDREN WERE "ASSETS" TO ME . . . A VERY CIA THING TO SAY, AND I HAD NEVER TALKED MUCH TO HIM ABOUT MY KIDS, THINKING I WAS TILL DYING, AND WANTING TO PROTECT THEM AS MUCH AS I COULD!  HE WAS JEALOUS OF MY LAW DEGREE, MY CAREER, MY RESUME . . . SO HE TRIED TO CHEAPEN IT, MAKE EVERYONE LAWYERS, MAKE EVERYONE ME, THEN, TRY TO MAKE ME, NOT ME!  GO FIGURE, NOW THAT IS JEALOUSY . . . THAT GREEN MONSTER, TWIN SISTER, ENVY!  ONE OF THE TEN COMMANDMENTS . . . DON'T COVET, OR WANT WHAT YOUR NEIGHBOR HAS OR YOUR WIFE EITHER!

THEN, ON TOP OF THAT, X3, EX'S WI
THE SAME JEALOUSIES AND CONNECTIONS TO LAW ENFORCEMENT, CHURCH, POLITICAL CONNECTIONS, AND ACCESS, ACCESS, ACCESS TO MY BLOG, THE DARK WEB, DEEP INTERNET, AND THE NSA, WILLING TO DO WHATEVER .  . . UNDER THE GUISE THAT I AM A THREAT TO NATIONAL SECURITY, THE WA OF ALL "WA'S!"

I HAVE HONED MY SKILLS, USED MY LAW DEGREE, PERFECTED MY ART OF WRITING, WITH MY OWN STYLE, JUST LIKE I DID WITH MY LAWSUITS, WHEN ATTORNEYS FROM ALL OVER THE COUNTRY PAID TO READ MY FUN BRIEFS, ON BORING TOPICS, SECURITIES, AND SUCH . . . THIS SPY, HUBBY, MAY HAVE BEEN TRAINED AT HARVARD, YALE, STANFORD, BUT HAS BEEN BEATEN BY A BRIGHAM YOUNG UNIVERSITY LAW SCHOOL GRAD . . . THAT IS WHERE, KAY COMES IN, SHE DID TOO, EASY REPLACEMENT?  NOT REALLY, AND HE KNOWS THAT!  HE DIDN'T LOVE HER ENOUGH TO KILL HER!  HE WASN'T JEALOUS OF HER!  TOO BAD FOR ME!  LOL!

MIST ME--CREAM ME--DEW ME!

ONE TWO, FUCK YOU!

LOL!