SLIPKNOT . . . HACK-N-SLASH! KISSINGER AND WAR! BIZARRE DREAM . . . REMARRY MY 2ND HUSBAND? HE MIGHT HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT THAT! LOL! INTERESTING, INNER MOST DESIRES TO BE A WIFE AND MOTHER? FIRST 20 YEARS--ME GROWING UP; SECOND 20 YEARS--HAVING AND RAISING KIDS; THIRD 20 YEARS--PRACTICING LAW, WITH AN 8 YEAR BREAK, WAITING TO DIE; WHAT NEXT? I HAVE DONE MY CAREER BUCKET LIST AND THEN SOME . . . THIS IS MY BOOK. NEXT 20, SETTLE DOWN? NICE CHANGE FROM JOSEPHINE THE OUTLAW--BOOTLEGGER, MARRIED U.S. MARSHAL! LOL! I NEVER MET MY COWBOY, BUT THIS COWGIRL SURE AS HELL, KICKED SOME COWBOY ASS! LOL! STATEMENT ON A CUP, POV., COWBOY BEING THROWN OFF HORSE--"SOMETIMES I HATE THIS JOB! LOL! ME TOO! TIME FOR LOVE? MAYBE? TRUST IS AN INTERESTING THING . . . I WANT TO FINISH WRITING UP AND COMMENTING ON MY NOTES ON THE RED LASER BEAM OF POLICY THAT RUNS THROUGH TO YEARS AND POLITICAL OUTLOOK . . . AMERICAN NIXON ADMINISTRATION, WAS LIKE A CHEATING LOVER, SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN SOUTH VIETNAM, AND THEY WERE FUCKING CAMBODIA! LOL! CAN AMERICAN TRUST FOR ONE ANOTHER BE RESTORED, SURVEILLANCE AND SPY OPS BACKED DOWN, AND UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL, BECOME A REALITY, WE CAN TRUST AND RELY ON? I THINK SO, COMMON GROUND RULES, OBEDIENCE TO THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, WITH ALL THE BUILT IN CHECKS AND BALANCES. SOME MORMON SCRIPTURE FOR ALL THE MORMON ADVOCATES OF GETTING RID OF THE U.S. CONSTITUTION, YOUR OWN SCRIPTURES WILL GIVE YOU PAUSE, AND SHOULD GUIDE YOUR ACTIONS, MERGING YOUR SECULAR OATH TO THE DOCUMENT, AND A COMMITMENT THROUGH YOUR RELIGION, THAT WILL BENEFIT ALL OF US! I THINK IN OUR SYSTEM, WE, GIVE TRUST, AS IN THE PRESUMPTION OF INNOCENCE, UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY. I THINK THAT IS A GOOD PREMISE IN WHICH TO START, IN ORDER TO SAY, WE ARE WHERE WE ARE, NOW WHAT NEXT? START WITH THE PRESUMPTION THAT CANDIDATES, ELECTED OFFICIALS, NEIGHBORS, COWORKERS, LOVERS, SPOUSES ARE TO BE TRUSTED, UNTIL "PROVEN" GUILTY. IN THIS WORLD OF THE PATRIOT ACT, WITH ALL THE DISTRUST, WE HAVE TURNED THAT PRESUMPTION ON ITS HEAD, PRESUME GUILT, THEN MAKE SOMEONE PROVE, THEY ARE INNOCENT, WHICH IS VERY HARD TO PROVE, AND TRADITIONALLY, THE ROLE OF THE STATE, AND I WOULD SURMISE THAT THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE IN OUR BLOATED PRISON SYSTEM, WHO ARE THERE, BECAUSE IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO PROVE THEY WERE INNOCENT. THE STATE HAS THE RESOURCES AND THE BURDEN. OFTEN, DUE TO MISTRUST, BANK ACCOUNTS ARE FROZEN, TAKING AWAY THE MONEY TO DEFEND ONE'S SELF, LEAVING THEM NOT ONLY WITH AN UNREASONABLE TASK, BUT NO MONEY! ON A WORLD SCENE, WE HAVE RUSSIA GOING IN A TRYING TO RESTORE ORDER TO SYRIA, WHICH BENEFITS THE WHOLE WORLD, GIVEN THE HUGE AMOUNT OF REFUGEES FLOODING OUT OF THE COUNTRY . . . RESTORE ORDER, AND LET THEM ALL GO HOME! BUT AMERICA, DOESN'T TRUST RUSSIA? MAYBE BECAUSE OF THIS LACK OF TRUST IN OUR OWN CITIZENS, AND THEREFORE A PROJECTION, OF OURSELVES, ONTO RUSSIA, OR IRAN, WHO PROMISED TO ABIDE BY THE NUKE DEAL . . . WELL, WE DON'T TRUST THEM. PERHAPS, TO USHER IN A NEW ORDER IN THE WORLD, NOT ONE DONE ON THE LURCH OR IN SECRECY, BUT ONE BENT ON ACTUALLY HAVING PEACE, WE CAN TURN BACK THE KISSINGER/NIXON YEARS, FOLLOWED BY THE BUSH/CHENEY YEARS, AND RETURN TO SANITY, TRUST, ETHICS, HONESTY . . . WHERE A MAN'S WORD IS HIS WORD, A NATION'S AGREEMENT, TREATY, DEAL, IS JUST THAT, AND WILL NOT BE VIOLATED, NOR THE TRUST THAT GOES ALONG WITH IT. WE CAN US DIPLOMATIC MEASURES, TO SOLVE WORLD CONFLICTS, IF WE KEEP OUR WORD, AND TRUST THAT OTHERS WILL KEEP THEIRS. TAKE OATHS OF OFFICE, OF MARRIAGE, OF LOYALTY TO COUNTRY, SERIOUS, BECAUSE, NOT ONLY DO WE LEARN TO TRUST AGAIN, WE GAIN CREDIBILITY, AND WE, TOGETHER, CAN CREATE THE WORLD WE WANT TO LIVE IN. KISSINGER'S PHILOSOPHY IS BOTH TRUE AND FLAWED . . . AND I WANT TO SHOW YOU WHY. THIS WAS A VERY IMPORTANT LECTURE FOR ME THE OTHER NIGHT, NOT ONLY IN UNDERSTANDING THE, ALLEGED ENEMY, BUT WHAT WE HAVE TO DO TO GET BACK TO STABILITY, IN ORDER TO GET ABOUT THE NATION'S BUSINESS, AND STOP THIS DOMESTIC WAR, THAT HAS TAKEN THE LAST 20 YEARS OF MY LIFE. I WAS THRILLED, LAST NIGHT TO GET INTO A DISCUSSION WITH A BLACK MAN, WHO IN ALMOST ALL WHITE MONTANA, HAD HIS CAR IMPOUNDED FOR UNJUST REASONS, A NEW SLANT ON ASSET FORFEITURE. AT FIRST I WAS GOING TO RUN TO HIS AID, MEET HIM AT THE LAW LIBRARY, MY NORMAL COURSE OF ACTION, BUT THEM I READ OVER HIS LEGAL PAPERWORK, AND HE WAS DOING A KICK ASS JOB, OF TAKING ON THE JUSTICE SYSTEM HIMSELF! HE WAS SPOUTING CONSTITUTIONAL LAW RIGHT AND LEFT, AND 1983 CIVIL RIGHTS ACTIONS, I CORRECTED HIM IN A MISUNDERSTANDING, THAT COPS, PROSECUTORS AND JUDGES ARE IMMUNE FROM LIABILITY . . . THAT IS NOT TRUE. YOU AND I HAVE LAWS WE HAVE TO FOLLOW, THOSE THE STATE LEGISLATURES DEEM TO BE NEEDED TO PROTECT THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF ITS CITIZENS. THE COPS IN ENFORCING THOSE LAWS, MUST ABIDE BY THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, BOTTOM LINE RIGHTS AND PROTECTIONS, FOUND IN THE BILL OF RIGHTS, THE FIRST 10, I BELIEVE DEAL THE MOST WITH INDIVIDUAL RIGHTS. MIRANDA WARNINGS ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A JUDICIAL REMEDY, GIVING TEETH TO THE 4TH, 5TH, AND 6TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS IN A CRIMINAL ACTION, BROUGHT AGAINST AN ALLEGED DEFENDANT. ALL RIGHTS, ARE TO BE GRANTED WITHIN THE CONTEXTUAL FRAMEWORK OF THOSE PROTECTED, THEREIN, SUCH AS DUE PROCESS . . . THIS DUDE LAST NIGHT WAS DOING GREAT, HE EVEN KNEW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, SUBSTANTIVE OR RIGHTS BASED DUE PROCESS, AND PROCEDURAL DUE PROCESS, OF NOTICE AND HEARING, TYPE PROVISIONS. IN UTAH, THERE IS A WHOLE SECTION IN THE UTAH CODE, DEALING WITH THE RIGHTS OF THE DEFENDANT, TO BE ARRAIGNED WITHIN 48 HOURS . . . THAT DOES NOT MEAN WHEN THE COPS GET AROUND TO IT, THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW! KNOW YOUR RIGHTS! IF THE PERSON IS NOT GIVEN AN INFORMATION, TELLING THAT PERSON WHAT THE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST THEM ARE, THEY HAVE BEEN DENIED, THEIR DUE PROCESS RIGHTS! IF THEY ARE BEING INTERROGATED AND THEY ASK FOR AN ATTORNEY, ALL QUESTIONS ARE TO STOP, AND THAT PERSON IS ALLOWED TO CONTACT AN ATTORNEY, UNTIL THEN, TALK STOPS. I WAS THRILLED . . . THERE IS GOVERNMENT IMMUNITY, BUT, ONLY IF, AND I AM GOING TO EMPHASIZE, ONLY IF, THE OFFICERS ACTING UNDER COLOR OF LAW, FOLLOW WELL ESTABLISHED LAWS, AS IN THE CONSTITUTIONS, STATE LAW, AND DEPARTMENT POLICY. IF THE OFFICER FOLLOWED THOSE RULES/LAWS, NO MATTER HOW LAME THE POLICY MIGHT BE, THERE IS TOTAL IMMUNITY! ALMOST WITHOUT EXCEPTION, LIKE IN THE CASE OF FREDDY GRAY, WHO DIED IN ROUTE TO JAIL, HANDCUFFED, THROUGH IN THE BACK OF A VAN, UNRESTRAINED, BOUNCED AROUND, WITH SEVERAL STOPS WHERE MEDICAL CARE AND HUMANE TREATMENT COULD HAVE BEEN RENDERED WHEN THE ARRESTEE, REQUESTED OR CALLED FOR HELP, AND WAS IGNORED! THAT COST THE CITY OF BALTIMORE, YEAH THE SAME TOWN AS MICHAEL BROWN, $6 MILLION DOLLARS! THIS IS NOT A FUCKING JOKE, CITIES, ALREADY STRAPPED, CAN'T AFFORD THIS KIND OF LAW SUIT, OR ANY LAW SUIT. TAX PAYERS NEED TO BE PROTECTED, TRUST RESTORED, AND THAT COMES FROM WELL ESTABLISHED LAWS THAT EVERYONE LIVES BY! TRUST IS ONE OF THE THINGS, MOST LACKING IN TODAY'S BUSINESS WORLD . . . ENRON! WALL STREET! WE ARE WHERE WE ARE, IN OUR HOMES, WITH OUR KIDS, SPOUSES, CHURCH MEMBERS, THE COPS, PROSECUTORS AND JUDGES--ATTORNEYS AND CLIENTS, SHOULD BE ABLE TO PREDICT AND OUTCOME, IN MOST CASES! LAW IN YOUR HEAD, IS, NOT LAW! WERE ARE WHERE WE ARE . . . REPENTANCE IN A RELIGIOUS SENSE, IS JUST CHANGE! SEPARATE CHURCH AND STATE, OR YOU END UP IN THE MESS OF THIS BLOG! CHURCH AGENDAS, PLAYING OUT ON A NATIONAL AND WORLD STAGE . . . NOT COOL! IF ALL ELSE FAILS, FOLLOW THE DAMNED RULES! READ THE INSTRUCTIONS, AND POWER IS KNOWLEDGE! TWO SHERIFFS SHOWED UP AT THE POVERELLO PALACE, WHERE MY FRIEND USED AS HIS ADDRESS FOR THE LAWSUIT AGAINST THE SHERIFFS DEPARTMENT, ON TOWING HIS VEHICLE, UNLAWFULLY, AND NOW HE, DOESN'T HAVE THE MONEY TO GET THE CAR OUT OF IMPOUND. THE JUDGE ALREADY CAN SEE THE PROBLEMS, AND LET THE GUY OUT OF JAIL! LOL! NOW HE IS GOING AFTER THE OFFICERS WHO VIOLATED HIS RIGHTS. IF EVERY CITIZEN DEMANDED THEIR RIGHTS, THE PATRIOT ACT, SHIT WOULD BE TURNED ON TERRORISTS, THE ORIGINAL INTENT, NOT ON CITIZENS, MAKING THE COPS THE JUDGE, JURY AND EXECUTIONER! I TOLD THIS EXCEPTIONALLY BRIGHT GUY, WITH HIS LAY GRASP OF THE LAW, HE OUGHT TO CONSIDER A CAREER IN LAW! FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT! TEAR'EM UP! AND SHERIFFS, IT ONLY LOOKS BAD, COMING TO THE POV. TRYING TO INTIMIDATE THE GUY GOING AFTER YOU! BACK OFF, FOR YOUR OWN GOOD, THE GOOD OF THE CITY, THE GOOD OF THE TAX PAYERS . . . THERE ARE WARRIORS LIKE ME, OUT THERE, AND THIS GUY IS DEFINITELY ONE. AND YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK WILL COME OUT OF RETIREMENT! LOL! RESTORE TRUST, AT ALL COST, THEN IN A WHILE, WE WILL BE BACK TO A SOCIETY BUILT ON TRUST, PEACE, DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY, GENERAL WELFARE, COMMON DEFENSE, JUSTICE FOR ALL, PROSPERITY FOR ME AND MY POSTERITY, IN THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS! HAVE A GREAT DAY!

Kissinger . . . Action Creates Reality--Perception Based on Our Own Expression or Expansion

With this political season and election coming up, one thing I hope my readers, will understand, is that underlying philosophies of a candidate, core beliefs, background, experiences and education, will make a difference in the way the candidate, runs their office.  Not to make, Trump my bunching boy, but recently in the newspaper, there was an article about the exclusive, condo development, he was involved in, down in Panama, I think . . . one bad thing about law school, is that it teaches to you to skim read, some 200 pages a day, for the most part, therefore, sometimes, while you get the general jest of the material, you might miss the details, so, the general idea, was that this project, or the owners, the builders, FIRED, Trump from doing whatever it was he was doing.  There were delays in payroll, and several other things, that I should have taken notes on, but evidence, and some issues that might create alarm, in the public, if that is the type, allegedly sloppy, business ethics, and practices!  We expect, good faith efforts, glitz and glamour are not the nature of political office, it is down and dirty, hard work, not to be taken lightly.  I think, the problem with President Obama, is that he makes it look so easy! We are not always going to be so lucky! 

My mother told me that everything came to easy to me, is that why my sisters thought they could so easily step in and take my place?  Well it took 6 of them to replace me, and they still don't have all the cases covered and had to rely on smoke screens, illusions, computer games, wigs, the intelligence community, that is better, known as the counter-intelligence community, using scanning to steal blogs, date change on emails, or theft of make-up, to lie on DNA samples!  How does this build trust, credibility, reliance, faith in the system, putting the best person forward, and wasting, either my money, used against me, or tax payers money, that should have been used on worthy, constitutional, and legal causes . . . girl games, is not one of them!  But, you can see how far reaching a president's choice of secretary of state, can be, actually turning the nation on it head, then the spin doctors coming in and catering to the far right, leaving a country without trust, and getting us in this surveillance nightmare, we are in today!  But, rock bottom beliefs matter . . . I for one, and totally predictable . . . if it is constitutional, I am all about it, if not, I am all against it.  PERIOD!  I am so easy, the devious cops, feds, and others, kept trying to read meaning into my actions . . . nobody does this just because they took and oath?  There must be a hidden agenda . . . no, that is basically it.  LOL!

Henry Kissinger Was Most Drawn to Spengler's Philosophy, On the Rise and Fall of Great Civilizations

The problem with me is that I can't read my own notes!  Once, someone in law school, missed a day of class and asked to borrow my notes, returned them and said, I can't read them, and I can't read my own, so I apologize again to the presenter and author, Greg Grandin, but maybe I can at least, spark some interest in the book, The Long Shadow of Kissinger, giving you at least the idea, that there is a big ass connection, and foundation, that was set up during those years, between, 1968 and 1974, when Kissinger was working with Nixon and Ford, and seemed to be the fuse, that lit the powder keg, getting Nixon all riled up, and alot of times, being the cad he was, using women, or other men's dealings with women, as a match!  I did like the fact that, Nixon, married his high school or college sweetheart, and called her the love of his life.  Kissinger on the other hand was divorced, and a womanizer, liking to show up as Washington social events with the most gorgeous women.  Nixon and the administration was embarrassed of him and advised him to find the most interesting and bright woman and sit by her!  LOL!  That would be me, I would hope!  LOL!  So, in an attempt to muddle through the next few pages of notes, hoping to reveal that red laser of connections between the 60's and 2015, where were are now, learning about history, to keep up from forever remaining a child, with smarter people than myself, with a better grasp of history, reading between the lines, and correction some of the misconceptions that crept into politics, to national security, the mistrust and use of surveillance, the militarization of the police on a domestic sphere and using the world stage, as a means to promote and leverage, issues at home.

CIVILIZATIONS THAT FORGET WHY THEY PROJECT POWER, LOSE THEMSELVES

• Kissinger, rejected Spengler's idea that, decline of civilization is inevitable, finding Spengler to be a skeptic, while Kissinger, himself, was more of an optimist, believing that decline was not inevitable
• post-war, existentialism . . . existentialism influenced the new left, and brought about the Vietnam Protests, the sit ins, campus riots, and a call for making love, not war! while the right, on the other hand, promotes war, and some lauded the efforts of the Cambodian bombings, for bombing sake, projection of American power.  I am taking editorial license here, because, I think I hit the heights of my intellectual prowess, at the time I left my undergraduate years, and it has been down hill ever since, the law is not exception, with me projecting on to judges, a mental acumen they didn't possess in the first place, and being told by, none other than Jewish attorneys, taking multiple times the money, I was, telling me, my legal briefs, written in complex sentence patterns were too difficult for them to read?, so you are an attorney, and you want me to write in simple sentences?  I have to remember, old Harvard grad, Columbia, Arizona and BYU law professor, Ray Jay Davis, who said, after law school, the A students work of the B students, and the B students argue in front of the C students.  I have been told to dumb down my briefs and my resume!  So, the other night, when Greg, to a very heady crowd of students and faculty, drug out a word and philosophy from my past lives, before dumbimg down, I decided I better, familiarize both myself and my reader, with the term, existentialism, my law training here, the law is about, definitions and hair splitting, so by way of understanding the time, Kissinger, Nixon, Ford and others, I needed to refresh myself on existentialism, just enough to get through this blog!  LOL.
• Existentialism . . . that philosophical thinking begins with human subjects . . . not merely the thinking subject, but the acting, feeling, living, human individual.  In existentialism, the individual starting point is characterized by what has been called, the existential attitude or a sense of disorientation and confusion, in the face of apparent meaningless or absurd world.  Many existentialists, regard the term or philosophy of being too abstract.  Soren Kirkegard, though he did not use the term, said the individual--not society or religion--is the sole requisite to life, and living, passionate, sincere, and authentically, is the goal of all individuals!  I agree, personal perfection!  Perhaps, this is not only the ideas and philosophy, that generated the hippie generation, and the anti-war movements, but also the ME generation, of self-fulfillment, self-actualization, and self-help, pop culture?  Maybe.  And, I can just see my kids, reading this, and saying, that is MY mom!  LOL!  And, I have studied, Kirkegard, Sarte and other existentialists . . . I just didn't realize I had adopted their philosophies as I read them, but I absorbed, Aristotle, Plato, Kant, and others as well!  Mixed bag!  Hey, I was at the tail end of the 60's!  What can I say?  LOL!
• balance of power, not real power, unstable conflicts, win; consciousness of power, test of power, one need be willing to act . . . inaction has to be avoided to prove that action is used, use limited American power, or we can't know our power, until we use it.
• Nixon and Kissinger, believed in perpetual motion . . . Nixon beat Humphrey, approved Kissinger, Ho Chi Mien Trail . . . Halderman, called, Kissinger, a hawk of hawks!  Johnson called off the bombing.  Nixon/Kissinger, over breakfast, thus Operation Menu, devised the secret plan to bomb, Cambodia in secret, without the knowledge of Congress.  America needs to escalate, to prove we are powerful.  Many people believed Nixon's moral insanity, destroyed the country, the Butterfield record conversation, on the Nixon White House, bombing North Vietnam, South Vietnam, Laos, and Cambodia, and we accomplished, NOTHING!, destruction of a country, for nothing!, just to escalate the bombing.  Here is that, deadly philosophy, inaction is to be AVOIDED!
• the idea, was to bring about the world, he wanted to believe, overwhelming military power to bring a nation to its knees:
• we could not believe that North Vietnam, a 4th level, world country, didn't go to its knees
• same ideas used, in attacking Iraq and Kuwait!  We believed Sudam Hussain, was Hitler!
• note: I can always tell when the NSA is on board, they turn off my spell check so they can steal my work, or protect a Bush, or some bitch!  Good God, this is good shit to know!  Fuckers . . . Nixon/Kissinger distrust, damned right!
• Gulf War, show American military prowess, using techno powers, night goggles, new star wars technology, press
• fulfillment of Kissinger's world, what Kissinger wanted, overwhelming military power, break the backs of Kuwait
• he was in support of Clinton, bombing Bagdad
• force weapons inspection to support U.N.
• matching our actions to our will, let them stand, in bringing them to our will
• whether we got it right is really secondary--it is demonstrative of our POWER!
• metaphysical dance came of creating our own reality . . . Bill Crystal and neoconservatives
• attack Somalia, sweep away all nation sovereignty . . .
• Kissinger met with Bush, often used as an adviser, consultant
• neoconservatives came on board with a consensus
• Hillary Clinton used to disagree with Kissinger, while in as Secretary of State . . . now, Kissinger is her view!  I understand taking the position of your boss, when you have to follow the President, you were under, however, if this is the position of Hillary now, you may want to take this into consideration!  I will . . . start early on choosing who you vote for, IT MATTERS!
• not the recklessness of the neocons/not Obama's wait and watch . . . balance is good!
• Trump is much more . . . build up the strongest military in the world, then don't use it?  Wisdom, budget, needs, wants, individual costs, engagement?
• constant unending war?  Hillary, idealist our reality?  Kissinger is our Avitar? Think! Cost!
• idealism gets us in war, realism keeps us in war, and eventually, idealism gets us out!

Who You Vote For, Fucking Matters!

Political Parties Aside . . . Hillary/Kissinger? . . . Look at their Policy, Where They are Now!

Trump, Echoes Romney . . . $2 Trillion Dollar, Military Complex . . . And We are NOT Going to Use It?

PERPETUAL MOTION!  NO RIGHT OR WRONG!  JUST POWER!

The Red Laser, Legacy, Good, Bad and Ugly of Henry Kissinger . . . Trust a German?  LOL!

Be a SMART Voter, Read Between the Lines, Connect the Dots!

OUR FUTURE DEPENDS ON IT!

ASSOCIATED PRESS, INC. . . . SWEAT PEA (KAY) SEWER & SEPTIC! RANKIN LANDSCAPE . . . BUCKS & BULLS, CHICKS AND CHAPS! NOT ONLY DID KISSINGER AFFECT THE POLITICAL LANDSCAPE, BUT THE WINK, WINK, WOMANIZING CULTURE, THAT NOW PERMEATES, COPS OF ALL LEVEL, LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL FLAVORS, WITH THE LATEST, AND MOST SICKENING, GENERAL PETRAEUS OR BETTER KNOWN TO ME, AS GENERAL BETRAY US, AND OF COURSE, JUST PUT OVER THE CIA! OF COURSE!!!!!! GOOD GOD, JUST A LITTLE RESPECT, R.E.S.P.E.C.T.! SONG, APPROPRIATELY ON! GOOD GOD! EXCHANGE A BRAIN LIKE MINE, VERSED IN LAW, POLITICS, RELIGION, WAR, TURNED IN FOR A PAIR OF FUCKING "FAKE" BOOBS? THE COP CULTURE UNDER THE KISSINGER SHADOW, IS SICKENING, DISGUSTING, PERVERTED, AND AS DUMB AS THE BITCHES THEY PROTECT, PRESERVE AND DEFEND . . . DEFENDING THE INDEFENSIBLE! YUCK! BLAH! PUKE! NUKE! SCREAMMMMMMMMM! SOME, VERY COP LIKE LOOKING MAN, BALD OR SHAVED HEAD, BLACK HANDLE-BAR MUSTACHE, WITH A YELLOW JACKET, BLACK TRIM, STOOD BEHIND ME IN LINE, YES, AT THE POVERELLO POVERTY CENTER, WHERE THIS BILLIONAIRE IS HANGING OUT FOR THE FUN OF IT! BUT, HE PLAINLY, AND WITH MY INTENT, HEARD ME TALKING TO ANOTHER UNDERCOVER COP, R.E.D., WHO I TALKED INTO GOING TO THE KISSINGER LECTURE, NOT NECESSARILY WITH ME, I ROLL ALONE, MEN, THESE DAYS ARE MAKING ME BEYOND, SICK, AFTER THREE FUCK UP, COP HUSBANDS, WHO TRIED TO DESTROY, STALK AND KILL ME FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS, PRESENTING, WELFARE QUEEN, SHELLEY, WHO WILL SHUT THE FUCK UP, AND TAKE IT IN THE ASS, AS ME, YOU WOULD RATHER BITE THEIR FUCKING COCKS OFF THEN, DO ANYTHING! I AM SO ANGRY, IS THAT, I JUST WANT TO RIP THEIR FUCKING JUGGLER VEINS OUT! WHILE THEY ARE STEALING MY SON'S "OPEN VEINS" SONGS ON HIS "DITCH AND DELTA" CD, "WE RUST!" AND WHY IN THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THEY ARE RUSTING? BECAUSE OF ALLEGED, LAW ENFORCEMENT, JEALOUS, OF ME, OF MY SON, OF HIS BANDS, AND PAY BACK FOR THE VERY SHIT THAT I AM WRITING ABOUT, GOING AFTER IRON COUNTY, UTAH, AND THE NATION OF NIXON, KISSINGER, BUSH, CHENEY, BUFF FUCKING FAGGOTS! YOU GOD-DAMN MOTHERFUCKERS! I DON'T JUST WANT TO EXPOSE YOU ANY MORE, I WANT TO SKIN YOU ALIVE, PORE HONEY, ON YOUR ASSES, AND TURN, RED KILLER ANTS, LOOSE ON THE WHOLE FUCKING CREW OF YOU DUMB ASSES AND YOUR PEER BITCHES! I WILL NOT, STAND BY AND LET YOU DESTROY, THE GREATEST COUNTRY ON EARTH! AND YOU HAVE HAD, FOUR YEARS, SINCE I WAS SWORN IN, APPROPRIATELY, WITH THE BRANCHES OF THE ARMED FORCES, THE DAY THEY TOO, WERE SWORN IN TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT BAR, WITH THE TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE CHICK, KAY, BRETT'S BITCH, WITH BOO COO, AGENTS PLAYING POKER WITH HER! LOL! SHE CAME IN A WHITE LIMO, OF COURSE, DONATED, FOR HER RACE ACROSS THE COUNTRY, WITH ME, LONG A MEMBER, THROUGH THE FEDERAL RULES OF CIVIL PROCEDURE . . . THAT, OBVIOUSLY, SHE NEVER READ, BUT, I WANTED TO GO IN PERSON, SO, I PRETENDED, NOT TO KNOW, THIS WAS ONE OF THOSE, KISSINGER MOMENTS OF "DOUBLE DOCKETING" LOOKING LIKE ONE PERSON WAS BEING SWORN IN, WHILE THE MALE PATTERN BALD BITCH WAS SHOVED THROUGH THE BACK DOOR, OF THE U.S. SUPREME COURT, AIDED AND ABETTED BY FEDERAL, FBI OR CIA OFFICERS, PERHAPS ONE RELATED TO ME! FAMILY IS A CIRCLE OF FRIENDS WHO CARE ABOUT YOU! IN-LAWS ASIDE, MY FAMILY STARTS AT MY 4 CHILDREN AND WORKS DOWN, NOT OUT OR UP! APRIL FOOLS, EASTER VACATION TO ZIONS NATIONAL PARK, BACK AROUND 2005/2006 . . . I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN, WHEN BRETT, WAS THE ONLY BOYFRIEND, LOVER, HUSBAND, MY FATHER EVER LIKED AND DEFENDED, HE WAS ALREADY STEALING FROM ELLIOT, LONG BEFORE I MET HIM! FOOLS, STOOLS, AND STOOGES! YEAH, DAD, EVEN THOUGH I AM YOUR "INVISIBLE CHILD" . . . I AM AN ATTORNEY, WITH FOUR BAR LICENSES, TAUGHT AT THREE FUCKING COLLEGES AND UNIVERSITIES, HAVE NATIONAL AWARDS ON MY MANUALS, AND AS A TRIAL ATTORNEY, TOOK THE FIRST CASE I EVER FILED, A $357 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, WITH YOU ONLY HAVING THE DISTINCTION OF BEING INVESTIGATED BY THE SEC 5 FUCKING TIMES THAT I KNOW ABOUT! LOL! NICE . . . NOT DADDY'S GIRL, TOO FUCKING HONEST! KISS MY FAT ASS YOU OLD FUCK! YOU SEE, I HONOR MY MOTHER AND FATHER, BY NOT FOLLOWING THEM, BRINGING ENOUGH HONORS AND GOOD DISTINCTIONS TO THE FAMILY, THAT YOU CAN LOAD ALL YOUR MORE OBEDIENT DAUGHTERS AND SONS, SON-IN-LAWS, COUSINS, GRAND-DAUGHTERS, WITH HONORS, ALL COMING FROM ONE LITTLE SECRIST FAMILY, WHO FOCUSED ON BEING SMART! TAKE YOUR DISNEYLAND AND EPCOT CENTER FUCKS, TO GOD DAMNED GOOFY AND MICKEY MOUSE HELL! LOL! HERE IS A NICE PICTURE, TO STICK IN THE MINDS OF THE COPS . . . BEFORE RACHEL, INVESTED ANOTHER $20,000 IN NEW AND IMPROVED BODY PARTS, SHE SAID HER BOOBS, LOOKED LIKE BEAPHRA BOOBS, OR AFRICAN BOOBS, DOWN TO HER WAIST! SHE DIDN'T HAVE A TERM FOR HER SAGGY ASS, NOR HER "FLAPPER GIRL" AS THE TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE STAR, FRANK OF INTERPOL OR TEXAS RANGERS . . . PROUD, PROUD, PROUD, CALLED WOMEN WHO HAVE EXTRA SKIN FROM CHILD BIRTH . . . CUT IT OFF! NICE . . . CUT YOUR DICK OFF AND SHOVE IT UP, SHELLEY ASS, WHERE IT RESIDED, PRETENDING SHE WAS ME, IN PAROWAN! SHELLS ON THE STOCK MARKET AND THE REST OF THE KISSINGER, USED TO BE KISSINGEN . . . THAT'S FOR THE BROCK CHANGES, HENRY S. "KISSINGER" BROCK, USED TO BE HENRY S. "KISSINGEN" OR JENN, ONE OF THE "J" NAMES THAT I HAVE COME TO ASSOCIATE IN MY MORE COMPLICATED, SYMBOLIC BRAIN, THAT WOULD BUT THE TAX CODE TO SHAME, EVEN FOR A CPA! CUNT PUSSY ASSOCIATE! LOL!

Shells on the Stock Market . . . Lessons from the CPA World of Wall Street, or Ceptic Copulating, Putrified Assholes, WALMART, Over Rated, Over Bonused, Over Indulged!  NOT IMPRESSED!

This is no offense to Walmart, the only place I can afford to shop now days, but, making a comparisons, the Bush Administrations, Henry Paulsons of the Wall Street, Goldman Sach shit world of Enron, too smart for use, peon tax payers, to figure out, bull shit, much like, Henry S. Brock, of that shame, world, along with my CPA father, all of the same, greedy ilk, with no morals, ethics, professional responsibility, values, with MONEY as their God, they are just a bunch of cheap shit, made in Chinese sweat shops, using and abusing, where a dirty dollar can be made, working their black magic, their voodoo, accounting, and snake-charming, on the unsuspecting tax payers, who are footing the bill for your fucking golden parachutes!  Those three piece, pin striped suits, slick back hair, and slimy minds, don't impress me, anymore than my father's, clock of Mormon Patriarchal bull shit, thinking he is pulling the wool over any one's heads, when he couldn't make a damned honest dime his whole life, then when his grandson, or daughter, of the side of the family, most trashed for their honest pursuit of excellence, actually paying their dues, through 20 years of hard work, practice, learning, lessons, education, theory, exams, cottage concerts, backyard jamming sessions, paid off, the family, sharks, barracudas, piranhas and killer whales, came in for the kill, just like the Wall Street fucks, AIG, Baer Sterns, Country Wide, Bank of America, J.P. Morgan, and other white collar criminals, who should be filling our federal prison and country clubs, with their sorry, lazy asses!  

Oh, and I guess we can't figure out what happened to Lehman Brothers, one of the most, financially, sturdy and structured financial operations in the history of America, sound, up to two weeks before, the August 2008, mortgage meltdown, with Lehman, around since, 1812, being sold off to, our British friends, over in London, home of our new, Colonial Crown, world bankers, subordinating American tax payers, to make up for the exact amount, $700 billion, that was siphoned out, and given, yes, given, to the Brits, to seal the deal, for the total take over of America, in exchange for the COPs, under the Patriot Act, to be the world policing agency!  Well, I am here to tell you, we are not going to operate in the Kissinger/Nixon, Bush/Cheney, secrecy, I AM GOING TO EXPOSE, EXPOSE, EXPOSE, you fuckers!  Every move, every lame ass, ploy for power, every devious deception, and every, creepy, fucked up MO thought!  I know your stupid, Mo Church, your government, your Brits, your MONEY SOURCE, and this is not going to go down like you want or expect!  This has been a long time coming, with you thinking, WRONGLY, that I didn't know what you fuckers were up to . . . YOU JUST FUCKING OUTNUMBERED ME!  

Good luck trying to discredit me, now, to do your lame attempt at discrediting me, ten times smarter, than you whole cadre of whatever, government whores!  LOL!  Blinded by Budget, yeah, them living on my budget, and getting their sorry budgets . . . check out earning potential . . . that is why, they, NEEDED HAM! or Burninghamburger girl, who was losing $10,000 per month, in h er own, fucking stupid, law practice, double hubby, double, back, bitch, riding on my laurels, my cases, my credentials, and my resume, as are the rest of the fucking Southwick hags, not to mention, the red headed bitches, who are posing as MY DAUGHTERS, doing the MO think, fucking their HUSBANDS!  Double SHIT, BITCH SHIT . . . allegedly, my life, my resume, my credentials and MY KIDS AND GRAND KIDS WERE UP FOR SALE TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER?  WHAT fucked up, Mo ASS, W shit, stupidity training, gave you this idea . . . the BIG BANG THEORISTS, THE SCIENTIST, the MAD SCIENTISTS, THE BIOLOGY MAJOR!  LOL, LOL, LOL, LOL, LOL!  Sorry, Charlie, this is the REDEMPTION SONG, FUCK YOU, DARWINIST BUTT FUCKERS, DUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER IS HERE!  LOL!  Time to wake up from your DELUSIONS!  LOL!  GOD!!!!!!!!!??????????  MORMON BUBBLE!  LOL!

Hollow, Alleged, Foxes, Morph Into Lawyer Sister Shell--My Name, My Life, My Cases, My Blogs, My Family, My, MY, MYYYYYY!  LOL!

So, at the time of the alleged, 9/11 terrorist, Bush/Cheney, take down of the Twin Towers . . . prove to me, who knocked down the FBI, building, 12 hours, after the alleged, attacks, with Bush's cousin, over maintenance at the towers, and the Bushes making 27 fucking phone calls between the two oil families, and Bush taking his own sweet time, reading books to school kids, in his brother's state, a family affair, and the owner of the towers, being paid, 11 billion for his towers . . . truck, I love to see, go down the street, just passed the Break Expresso Cafe', with the large, cursive, type face, word, PARTY, with a big black, blog, crossing the word out . . . party is off, again, and again, and again, to adnosium!  WA, the NSA, just turned off, Spell check, their last ditch effort to control me, once, I trick them and fuck with them, by making them think, that them bouncing my blog, putting McDonald's homepage over my blog, every other word, and fucking with the title, shaking like a baby on Halloween, in a scary spook alley!  LOL!  Yes, I am fucking scarier, than hell, you can't scare me, threaten me, try to kill me, for the billionth time, or really do much to me anymore!  I bid my time, rebuilding my credibility, you tried to trash, in 2000, then again, in 2011, and have been chasing my ass ever since, I got sworn into the U.S. Supreme Bar, 2012, when, ah, was that Mitt Romney, who . . . now, who, was that, oh, Shelley, as me? or was that Kay, in the shallow, Hal world of cops, trying to replace brain with boobs, bitches with witches, this is called a WITCH'S WRATH against you fuckers, not going to get away with your little GAME!

Patience is a virtue, and you have no virtues, and I have maintained all virtues!  I am classically trained, by myself, in Aristotle, Plato, Cicero, Hippocrates, and the crew, of noble character, and would rather drink the hemlock, rather than sell out!  Sorry, I don't run in your, American greedy crowd, can't bribe, buy me off, get me to sell out, to the British, Bitch, Queen Elizabeth, thinking you can keep, Americans interested, in the boring old hag!  LOL!  Even Prince Williams and Kay, want, George and Charlotte to be born and raised in America, eating pizza and going to baseball games!  LOL!  My son, Chris, and his beautiful wife, as long as she is loyal, had a baby, "Y", who is just as royal as George! or Charlotte and Chris and Kat are better looking!  LOL!  And when, William goes bald, much better looking!  And Kat's, Victoria Secret body, trumps, Kate's anytime!  LOL!  Princes Di, raised, the Princes right, and Kate, if that old bag, wearing the crown of false, gods and goddesses, dies, her duties will change, and she will stay home, as MUM, not tripping all over the globe, doing her royal ass job, as Princess . . . I dig you guys! just as a great role model of what a cool husband, protective and supportive should be, using his God given, manly traits to protect his wife and children, rather than, like my three, big, strong, hero, husbands, try to beat the shit out of me, abuse, use, control, and inflict PAIN!  Fuck you, Jerry, Brett and Frank, you are, mere INSECTS, not men!

Stock shells, are just, hollow, forms, with no substance, or real businesses in them, and then they are put on the stock market as penny stocks, or a shell that businesses that want to take their companies, public and sell, stock shares on the market, giving investors an chance to make it big, betting on the new upstart company, giving the business a head start, taking them at least to stage one of going public, with public offerings.  Well, these shells are much like Shell or Shelley, the oldest Southwick sister, who is the form of a woman, with no soul, has no memories, connections of songs, for me . . . every song is a memory, I actually, preferred living my life, instead of vicariously living through the characters I read about in a book, like Shelley spent, 90% of her life doing, forever learning, but never gaining WISDOM or applied KNOWLEDGE!  So, it was very easy for these, 5 sisters, who never lived, were totally controlled by daddy, mommy, the church, the government, their greed, wants, lower pleasures, of sex, and buying jewelry, to give up their worthless, lives and mold and morph into my, very valued, fun,. exciting, adventuresome, creative, intelligent life, and so much better than their own dreary lives, that, they dread going bad to their own pathetic lives, and thus are willing to fight, ten times harder, than face, obscurity, wall flower, and nothingness, status of their lives, prior to 2000, and my poisoning, where the powers that be, who hated me, decided to exchange, lives, probably, with access, powers, to go back beyond, my poisoning to birth, and take this shell of a Shelley, for starters and fill her into my shoes, and with Frank, playing, a modern, version, but not much more advanced with regard to time periods and progression in women's rights, being a Republican, engaged in the war on women, played, Professor Henry Higgins, in MY FAIR LADY!  LOL!  Taking gutter tramps and turning them into polished, stately women of letters, or with a law degree, with wittle Kay Baby, helping with the fine nuances of the law . . . that should tell you something!  LOL . . . ambulance chaser!  LOL!

Real JoAnn S. Secrist . . . Beauty on Broadway at the Poverello, and on Higgins Street, Right Now!  LOL!

Kay is no match for me, or Brett would not have had to turn her into me, steal who I am, and pretend that she is me . . . same with Franky Higgins, doing the same for the bands, the women, and the fake shits, who had no life, and took these shells of people, gave them meaning, and a life, through, MY FAMILY!  These people are fucking babies, compared.  Let's take, the second generations, alleged, best bitch, little Meggie Shit or Schmidt, allegedly a lawyer, a good a noble degree, depending on how you use it, but no match for NICOLE SECRIST, who served her country, 4 years in the Air Force, served in Guam and Germany, traveled to 21 countries, inspiring her to get a master's degree in foreign affairs and international relations. re-upped in the military, after doing, special missions in Sudia Arbia, then going to the language training school, in Monteray, California, where she was number one in her Spanish class, even over, native speakers, and even helping her husband, I think, George, finish is military language school, in Arabic, and then, moving in with the Schmits, where the Shits who had little chance of marrying off their brood of scullery maids, but, with the one necessity, BIG ass boob, like grandmother shit, Schmidt, Kevin's mother! who loved them so much, she got breast reductions, when her bra straps cut into her shoulders, so bad that it became a health risk, so she cut them off and didn't mind, even when the doctor, could not find her nipple, telling him to just stitch her up, without it, so relieved, to have those big bowling balls removed, with the doc, finding, her nipple on the bottom of his SHOE!  LOL . . . I am not, the Joanne you think I am, or SUE, the Mo bitch relief society chick from Boston, New York, Schenectady, or Lancaster County, Pennsylvania . . . after coming back from 10 years of Pick's Disease, and not seeing Sue for that time, she was so busy with her church work she could not come say hello for 3 days!  LOL . . . I just consider the sour source, a sister one year younger, Susan Southwick, 1974, Bountiful High graduate . . . George, you get the CHURCH LADY FOR YOUR MO IN LAW!  LOL!

George and Dallas, are pissed, that their mother-in-law, looks too young for them, and wouldn't have dated either one of them!  LOL!  I asked Nicole who she felt, on September 22, her birthday, how if felt for this little blonde, haired beauty, thin, one hot mamma, who can speak to George's mother, from Florida, who can't speak, allegedly, one word of English!  Good luck, Meg!  LOL!  The alleged constitutional law attorney, who became her sister, Sarah, Greta's, double, to hook up with Dallas, lol, which I knew, back the day she got married to Justin, the typical MO FAG, so she had her eyes on Dallas, Greta's man, cheating whore she is . . . liars, bitches, just like their fucking jealous mother, wanting to be ME, and I am sure, KEVIN, would like that if it happened for REAL!  LOL!  But, remember, Georgie Porgie, Meg can't speak to your mother, and that baby girl, you are hiding . . . these men, think that are hot shit, and should people the earth with their dirty sperm, the only thing that cleanses, Y and G, is their mother!  YOU FUCKER!  I will track your sorry ass down and KILL YOU PERSONALLY!  The good little Mo Fucks, planned this from the get-go . . . but, Nicole said, the hard thing for her, with your birthday, being a week or so later, was, that she had a husband, 3 years short of 50!  LOL!  Bald, fat, wow, better watch if I get thinner, Sue, the ass, MO mother-in-law!  LOL!  Good God, fuck your sorry, CUBAN ASS!

A Bush Plants in My Family . . . Sue, When are You and Kevin Going to Have Grand Kids?  We Are Just Going to Have Yours!  FUCK NO!

You see, me and my kids are the brand name, the famous, the noted, the cool, the American brand, some chick, looking so much like Shelley . . . double, double, just came through the door at the BREAK, that aerial surveillance game playing, because, Shelley, FBI posy, only because of her famous, YOUNGER SISTER, came to the attention of the state and the feds!  LOL!  In a story that started, probably back in my first year of law school, 1990-91, when I scored, top in my Constitutional Law class of 180 . . . and do you think the feds didn't take note, with all Mo staff?  The Mormon Church law school, and plans for a merger with Britain the mother country, defectors, and dredges of the secret societies, with ancient grains, going back to the Masons, Joseph Smith and club, getting clobbered, had to have taken not, wanting, to get rid of the pesky Constitution, that was like a ball and chain around the ankles of the cops, dating back to the Nixon, Kissinger, German, years, with the goal to destroy America, as we know it! when I was only in high school, but coming on the radar screen in law school, when Jerry Owens, first, cop dating game match up, was trying to talk me out of going to law school, telling me, the Constitution was dead, clear back then, and telling me I as saving a sinking ship!  Well, here we are 23 years later, and it has not sunk, and we are turning the TITANIC, back out of harms way to safe waters, true, tried and tested!

MOST DANGEROUS LEFT OVER!  ME . . . I know all the key players in this GAME of Thrones . . . Mo Church, government, cops, power structure of the government, politics, law, and I know how to write, speak, and convey, through a coherent, means, so the law person can understand, what the fuck is going on . . . FOREORDAINED in MO TERMS!  

And to the chagrin of the Mormon Church a sinner to boot, with my abortion, I am not going to win the neocons, the right wing, the conservatives, the religious psycho factor in America, and through, not my means, but through the poison, weighing in at 140, a might sight thinner than all the SHIT GALS, and Sue, Rachel, Shelley, TIFFANY, I am NOT . . . too MOLLY MO for me, but, they took me out, when I was, at a physical peak, legal peak, so this bull shit excuse that it is due to weight, is total FUCKING BULL SHIT, I bet all these old fucks, the R.E.D.s and the extremely danger old fucks, all had crushes on me . . . POWER BEGETS POWER . . . and POWER IS THE ULTIMATE APHRODISIAC!  That is why, they are seeking for substitutes, to take my place, and I would bet, MY POWER, MY BLOG, gives all of these fucking power mongers and hard on, because they know damned well, WHO IS THE WRITER! and it is NOT THE BOOBY PRIZE!

SLAM AND SPLASH . . . SICK OF TRICKY DICK, AND HIS DICK KISSING FUCK!

DRUNK MONKEY, BLOOD & MONEY, WORLD WARSHIPS! WILD P.O.S.T. & WITCH WRATH. TRIGGER POINT--CHARLIE'S PRODUCE--AH, NO! KEEP AUSTIN WEIRD . . . FRANK IS WEIRD ENOUGH! NOTHING BUT CLOWNS! WINTER UNDER FIRE (UKRAINE'S FIGHT FOR FREEDOM!) DATES FROM HELL . . . MR. RIGHT OR DEAD WRONG! COP HUBBY MISTAKES: (1) JAY OWENHOUSE, AND THE GREAT ILLUSIONIST--SHELLEY MAGNESS--REMEMBER ELLIOT NESS, THE UNTOUCHABLES--I'M TOUCHING--SHE IS NOT ME, NEVER WAS, NEVER WILL BE, NEVER CAN BE! LOL! GAVE IT THE OLD COLLEGE TRY! LOL!; (2) BRETT AND SHAMEKA OR SHAM ME, KAY! SERIAL KILLER OR FBI AGENT, HOW DID KAY, MAGICALLY GET HIRED AT THE FBI ACADEMY, OH, SHE PRETENDED TO BE ME! (CHECK THE BROCK SECURITIES CASE DOCKET, HANDWRITING ANALYSIS, "LODGE POLE" BRIEF, BELIEVE FILED DECEMBER 2011, AND REPLACEMENT COUNSEL, JOANN SECRIST? REALLY, SEEN IT (JOANN S. SECRIST, REPLACED BY "JOANN SECRIST"). . . I PICK THE CASE BACK UP, FILE BRIEF, JANUARY 18, 2012, FILE AGAIN, SHORTLY AFTER MARCH 9, HEARING, DISTRICT COURT! LOL!; AND (3) HANG LOOSE, GOOSE, TEXAS CHAINSAW MASSACRE, KILLER FRANK, AKA, "ALLEN REX BESS/MY CLIENT", INTERPOL OR MAYBE TEXAS RANGER! ALL OUT OF THE "HENRY KISSINGER SCHOOL OF "DUPLICITY & DEATH" . . . WHERE THERE ARE NOT MORALS, ETHICS, TRUTH, NO RIGHT OR WRONG, JUST VICTORY AT ANY COST! LIKE ANY ABUSIVE HUSBANDS, BUT THESE HAVING ACCESS TO LOCAL, STATE AND NATIONAL BATTERY SYSTEMS--COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, ARREST, CHARGE, PROSECUTE, INCARCERATE--YOU SAY NO CRIME? WE DON'T CARE, JUST FOLLOWING ORDERS!, POWER AND CONTROL ARE AT THE CORE! LATELY, I HAVE BEEN PUTTING MY MAKE-UP ON, FINDING DARK CIRCLES UNDER MY EYES, LIKE BLACK EYE--ABUSED WOMAN?, WHAT'S LEFT AFTER THE CIA BROKE INTO MY LOCKED, LOCKER IN A STORAGE ROOM TO RECOVER MY DNA, TO LIE AND SAY IT IS SHELLEY'S DNA, SO SHE CAN CLAIM THAT "THE DITCH AND THE DELTA" VOCALIST, GUITARIST, ELLIOT TAYLOR SECRIST, IS HER SON, WHEN IN REALITY, TYRONE, ISAAC AND JESSE, ARE HER SONS (SWITCH, ELLIOT FOR ISAAC, CAME WHEN THEY WERE 12, PURIFICATION BAND, ASK JERRY OWENS!), ASHAMED OF THEM ALL BECAUSE THEY WERE RAISED BY EVERYONE, BUT MOST LIKE "MOMMY DEAREST", BORN BAD, BUT TO JUSTIFY, MY FAMILY BEING THE ATM MACHINE FOR CLANDESTINE MOB ACTIVITIES, PLAY IT FREE, WAR OF WARCRAFT, GAMES IN THE PACIFIC, WITH MORMONS/BRITISH, SINKING U.S. NAVY DESTROYERS, REPLACING WITH MO/BRIT SHIT, STEALING DOG TAGS, JUST LIKE THEY STOLE MY I.D., BUT ON A BIGGER, MORE AGGRESSIVE SCALE!, SHE HAS TO JUMP THE HURDLE OF PASSING A DNA TEST, THIS LITTLE BIOLOGY MAJOR, TURNED LAWYER--BIG JUMP IN PAY FOR THE FAKE BITCH, OVERNIGHT, JUST LIKE THE WAY SHE LOST 50 LBS., CHEATING, THE GOOD OLD FASHIONED WAY! CIA MAKE A WISH, LIPO QUEEN, NOSE JOB, FACE LIFT, ASS SUCK, THIGH REDUCTION, BOTOX LIPS, THREE BOOB JOBS, GOTTA KEEP UP WITH SIS RACHEL, TUMMY TUCK, EYE JOB, TIS THE SEASON, BRIDE OF FRANKENSTEIN! LOL! KEEP THE HAUNTINGS AWAY FROM ME! LOL! TWO STING OPS YESTERDAY, PULLED A WRAPPER OUT OF MY PURSE, COLORS OF ITALY, LOOKED ACROSS MCDONALD'S LOBBY, KID WITH ITALIAN COLORS . . . COULD THIS BE THE MOB? NO . . . NOT IN MONTANA! YES, IN MONTANA!

Woke Up With the U.S. Marines, Singing, "Days of Elijah"

How many war craft carriers can $670 million dollars buy?  Me and my son's bands, family ATM machines, constantly turning money, so much that it is gushing out of every search engine on the Internet, flooding over into the next and the next, so much, that laundering the money is a pain in the ass, with me glutting the systems with hits . . . always going up, if I mention, any of my son's bands, Purification, Parallax, God's Revolver, the Ditch and the Delta, and Worst Friends, generally worth, a bump in less than a minute of about 100 million on just one, of about 45 search engines, in about 5 different versions of my blog name! What can you do with at least a billion dollars?  Can you imagine, and I am sure, tax free, undetected, redirected, buried, going into the dark web or the deep Internet?  CIA secret channels of communication, syphoning off, billions of hits, every damned day?  Where do you put all this money?  FREE Play, World of Warcraft!  Good IDEA!  Psychopaths, sociopaths, killers, with grandiose dreams of ruling the world, Drunk Monkeys, Blood and MONEY! 

The Internet is the last frontier, to be conquered, I have conquered it, much like I did, civil rights cases, taking them to a new level, but, as is the case, with my cases, I didn't get the money on those, nor on my blog(s), the Internet Sheriff blog was so risky, reminding law enforcement of their oath the preserve, protect and defend the federal and state Constitutions, that they gave me back, bad ass con law chick blog, stole the Internet Sheriff blog, track it, back in the summer of 2014, Cliven Bundy, against the BLM, federal agents, with militia joining in, and the Iron County sheriffs department, under, Mark Gower, flexing muscles they didn't have, actually thinking they could go down to Bunkerville, Nevada and help Bundy, stand off against federal agents!  That's Iron County for you . . . any wonder, my house is abandoned, my truck stolen, and I am chased out of town, by cops, anytime I get near my house, 291 North 100 East, Parowan, Utah?  

Seriously, these guys are FUCKED UP!  And Shelley's their gal, and if that doesn't work, Rachel, with Judges John Walton and Judge Michael Westfall having a hard on for Rachel, shaking her big fake boobs, distracting them through the Nelson murder trial (I reactivate my law license after they, Iron County, saw the BOOBY PRIZE!  LOL!), where Rachel, a new private investigator, being trained by David Doddridge, P.I., Char(lies) Angel dreamer, three big breasted women (Haylee Cheek, Rachel, ?), taking orders, what better . . . then, after I got back in fighting order, the feds caught on to the switch-o-change-o, idea, and made the whole damned Southwick family, lawyers, with sisters, 5, making them ALL attorneys, to minimize, JoAnn--see, even a flight attendant can do what YOU do, and daughters, with Daddy Bear--playing P.I. with Rachel, getting to know, the judges, county attorney and sheriffs, protecting his lesser daughters, who are jealous of Jo, remember Little Women . . . Jo was the SMART one, didn't need MEN!  LOL!

Wild P.O.S.T. . . . COPS . . . Suppose to be Peace Officers Standards and Training . . . Now, Pissed of Sociopaths and Tirades, Henry Kissinger Style . . . Patriot Act, No Right, No Wrong . . . 680 People Killed By Cops!

The other night, Monday, attending the great series, I love, and will even come down to Missoula for, when in Kalispell, or if I am lucky enough to be able to stay in town, to make it to the monthly series, I go, and the presentation, by a New York University, professor, with the accent, and talking 90 miles per hour, I tried to take notes and grasp the ideas he was presenting to the almost filled to capacity, University of Montana, UC ballroom, taking notes furiously, good training, that law school, but I am out of practice, did the best I could, but, he, Greg Grandin, considered one of the modern day scholars, with credentials, longer then mine, by far, wrote a book, on the Long Shadow of Kissinger, one of the most controversial Secretary of State cabinet members we have ever had.  Some would say, the best in the last 50 years, others want him tried for WAR CRIMES, right alone with President George W. Bush, and V.P. Dick Cheney.  In fact, I think, there were movements in the working, at the time, and the first person to, talk, under the guise of asking a question to the author and presenter, actually, said the writer, had fallen short of going on to say, and support, that Henry Kissinger is a war criminal, and violated every war time agreement there was! And under the Patriot Act, Bush and Cheney, cut loose the cops from every constitutional constraint that has long, kept cops in check!  They are also guilty of war crimes!

The Devil's Theory of War

I am going to apologize to NYU Professor, Greg Grandin, right off the bat, because, my eyes are glazing over the notes I took, with only half sentences, 2 of 3 main points and ideologies, pushing the Kissinger way, but, in the interest of knowledge for knowledge sake . . . which I am way into, along with 1st amendment rights, to pass this stuff onto the billion or so readers, around the world, who could benefit from, a half educated, presentation of his great ideas and connections . . . I am going to make an attempt, to show the connections between, not only war time activities, of secrecy, but the use of militarization, on the domestic sphere, to off set, what was happening abroad, polarizing the public, and as they questioned the all knowing inner circle of confidants and traitors, in their treasonous fashion, more and more surveillance was being used, with an increasing secrecy, to the government actions, and the people, were being kept, more and more in the dark, by the very government, they created, to protect rights, and transparency went to hell in a hand basket!  CIA government take downs, assassinations, secret wars, criminal activities, have become the norm, and just good policy, has gone out the back door!

THE TRUTH COMMISSION

• U.S. foreign policy and human rights, was led by Henry Kissinger, serving first with the National Security Commission, and during the Nixon/Ford years, he was Secretary of State
• the Professor, stated, bringing today's headlines, up, the bombing of the hospital in Afghanistan, Doctors without Borders, and said, this could have come right off the pages of the newspapers, back in August 9, 1973, with the headline, Bombing of Hospital called Routine.  Viet Cong targets, like hospital sanctuaries, rather than to be avoided, actually became the target, and the bigger the better, I guess with the idea, that members of the Viet Cong, soldiers, and maybe leaders, were possibly in hospitals being treated, and this was the easiest way to eliminate them, or kick them when they are down!  Chicken shit approach!  In violation of conventions and treaties, on war crime activities! Aerial strategies, were personally ordered in the bombing raids, military complex protected . . . bombing blitz in Operation Menu, is an example of this, Cambodia was to be neutral, but the North Vietnamese, had set up bases, within the borders of Cambodia, so, America, under Kissinger, carpeted Cambodia with bombs, targeting non-military populations, with close to 1500 people killed, with a population of not more than 5,000 in one area.  Cambodia, was a buffer zone between Russia and America, and the leader of the small country, just let, Kissinger and the boyz, do what they wanted . . . do you blame him?
• the next step in this chicken shit approach to world conflict, was to cover up the crimes, to double book keeping (double docketing my case rulings), duel reporting systems, with attacks on Cambodia, being reported to Congress appropriations, joint chief of staff, and other Americans who should have been in the KNOW, keeping them in the dark, and telling them, that the money, bombing and raids, were actually, in Vietnam, not Cambodia!  Nixon and Kissinger, both knew that Congress would approve and appropriate monies for Vietnam, approving bombings and such, but they never would have approved similar actions against Cambodia!  So, Operation Menu, was kept a secret and it circumvented the traditional and constitutional channels, of approval, by Congress, with Kissinger, using a hands on, order system, last minute switch, as a deception, in ground, activities, burned all reports, paperwork, any evidence, that the orders had been given, only known by an inner circle, and covered their trail, destroying any communications, that might reveal their activities.  Every piece of scarp paper, was destroyed, and there were write-ups of "fake" target reports, showing spending, and hiding the targets that were hit in Cambodia!  My personal thoughts on this, having experienced, the secret bombing in my life, is that, anything, that is worth doing, is worth doing right, and should be able to withstand the light of day, or total transparency!  Sure, there are things that need to be kept confidential, for a time, but if the military, Congress, the President, are not willing to let, the PEOPLE, other countries, Congress, joint chief of staff, or other military experts, in on what is going on, after the fact, then there is something wrong, and they should not do it!  Check and balance!
• side bar, and comparisons with my case, which, I believe, was conducted by former, current military members, carried out with military precision, using all levels of cops, being directed by top intelligence agents, a members of intelligence agencies, groups, government contractors, is that this same type mentality was at issue, this was Operation JoAnn, was totally confidential and done in TOP SECRET fashion destroying all evidence of the target and bombing of ME!  This should be a clue, too . . . my father, Richard Glenn Southwick, OSS, or Office of Strategic Intelligence, still in operation, my father, who was an Air Force spy, back in 1954, when I was born, on Port Hueneme Navy Base, Ventura County, California, told me, that this was the precursor to the CIA, and was merged into the Central Intelligence Agency, and no longer in existence . . . my blog is jumping all over the page, much like it did yesterday, with two sting ops on me, one at the Poverello during lunch, and another one, later in the day, at St. Patrick's Hospital, at 5:00 P.M., right off the cafeteria, with alleged, Security Guards, walking around acting like they were not up to something, just reading plaques, and trying to blend into what was going on, in the near empty dining area, where I was watching my true crime episodes, learning about my criminal family and the cops! when a female and male, wearing security jackets, on a rather, hot day . . . covering cop uniforms? because later, I saw, I believe the uniform, uncovered was a highway patrol officer? jurisdiction, highways and under the governor's supervision, connections, maybe, cover-up sister, bitch, playing JoAnn?, may . . . three times, in the last few second, the McDonald's homepage, has bumped my blog!  LOL!  I MUST BE HITTING PAY DIRT!  Yeah, the chick with the dark, shoulder length hair, and your average cop looking dude, check surveillance cameras, about 5:00 P.M., came in, I saw the highway patrolman coming in the 2nd floor, main entrance, a few minutes later!  But, I remember my father, saying that he thought, Nixon, would be remembered as one of the greatest presidents of all time . . . and that was 20 years after he was, IMPEACHED!  So, that should show you the mentality of my father, and I saw, in a TIME Magazine, special edition, about the time, Edward Snowden revealed the NSA, secret activities, PRISM systems, and what not, that, the OSS, my father claimed had been debunk, was still in existence, as the spy organizations were laid out, and all those magazines disappeared, soon, off the shelves, before I had money to buy one!  My son-in-law, CIA, has a master's degree, in counter-intelligence and terrorism, terrorizing my family, and I was looking in one of his books, on his shelf in his home, outside, Washington, D.C. at the time, in Ashburn Village, now in Lovette, VA, and it showed that the OSS, Office of Strategic Service was still in existence, and evidenced by the fact, that about two Christmas's ago, my father had a, newly, stitched, black with gold lettering, OSS baseball hat! or sports hat . . . another secret, we don't know about, agencies, we don't know about, secrets that were to have disappeared years ago!  My father still had a picture of President George W. and Laura Bush, hanging on his wall, long after, President Obama was elected!  THAT should show you the mentality, of the patriarch in the Southwick family, one of the master minds behind this whole, FUCK THE SCHOLAR JO, and giver her life, kids, grandkids to the FUCKIN' OBEDIENT FICKLE, DUMB ASS DAUGTHERS!

Ramifications of Operation Menu, Nixon and Kissinger Years

• National Security Agency, NSA . . . surveillance, ruthlessness, distrust of American military leaders, and other top government officials
• illuminates a transformational moment in American history, much, bigger than Watergate, which just added to the foe pah, in Cambodia, with the executive branch, acting without the consent, approval, and appropriations of Congress!
• Vietnam foundations, for elite planning and bi-polarizing support, secret activities, hidden agendas
• CIVIL RIGHTS, and activists were seen as POLITICAL ENEMIES!  It is interesting, that there is a man, at the Poverello Homeless Shelter, wearing a shirt, with the word, KENT, and I would guess that is for, Kent State University, where 4 students, involved in student protests of the Vietnam War, were gunned down by cops . . . the first time, cops were used to open fire on American citizens, who were simply expressing and exercising their CONSTITUTIONAL rights to free assembly and free speech!  Nixon and Kissinger, took, their, operations, on the ground, to the American people, and used, military tactics, ON US, WE THE PEOPLE, who fucking created the GOVERNMENT, with one of the prime reasons for its existence, is to PROTECT these very RIGHTS that 4 Kent State Students were GUNNED DOWN FOR . . . and you wonder, in this fucking Patriot ACT world, America, why I am sitting at a homeless shelter?
• after the mad bombing of Cambodia, you have Nixon and crew, breaking in Democratic Election Headquarters, spying on operations there, using government agents!  Next, we have the Pentagon Papers, instrumental in getting Nixon, rattled, and riled up, acting on, Elsberg (Elliot's burg?) with Nixon referring to Elsberg as being, a despicable bastard, smart, persuasive, and with Kissinger, stating that, he married a rich girl . . . which would always get Nixon, who came from pretty humble roots, pissed off, and between, Kissinger and Nixon, they would get all worked up, and that started them ratcheting up surveillance on their friends, wire tapping, using para military secret and special ops, black ops, blackmail!  President Johnson was being blackmailed by the two, maybe having to do with the Kennedy assassination!  One of the things that I was struck by, in doing some reading, to make sure I had time lines, and issues, straight, before writing yesterday's blog, not finishing what I wanted to say, but, I saw a picture of Nixon and Johnson, two total enemies of that punk ass, Kennedy and his brother, Bobby, who actually tried to run, America, mob free, CIA controlled, and bringing back the gold and silver backed, monetary system that the Constitution calls for, working with Cuban President Fidel Castro, after learning the CIA had given Kennedy, misinformation and intelligence reports . . . no surprise!  But, Nixon who lost to Kennedy, in the 1960 elections, is walking with Johnson, who thought he was the anointed, heir of the throne, for the Democratic nomination that Kennedy stole, from both the insiders, present in Dallas, November 22, 1963, were walking together to the inauguration ceremony, for President Kennedy, and V.P. Johnson!  Later, after Johnson was out of the President chair, and Nixon was in, there is a picture of the two men, leaning over the President's desk, looking like two old wet hens, gossiping!  One of the ways to keep a secret, like who was involved in the Kennedy assassinations, is to both be dirty!
• after V.P. Gerald Ford, took over, after President Nixon, or Tricky Dickey, was impeached, and later pardoned by Ford, who was one of the 5 senators, at the time, Cambodia, was being secretly bombed, so, definitely an insider, with only 10 members of Congress knowing about the raids on Cambodia, Ford, just stepped in and continued the reconstruction of America, as an imperialistic presidency, presiding over the national security state!

Evolving Police State, Under Guise of Distrust, National Security/Secrecy!

• increased dependency on secrecy . . . because of the skeptical public
• use of militarization on domestic soil, to leverage foreign policy expansion, Nixon, catered to and tried to capture, uncensored, right winged, southern, white supremacists, to further, this type of activity . . . don't want those liberal, media, and constitutional lawyer, civil rights types!  Are you seeing how we got where we are NOW!  This started to polarize the public!  Congress can't even get anything done, they are so, polarized in their own party, looking to Paul Ryan to heal the split between the Freedom Caucus and the rest of the Republican controlled House!
• Nixon, wanted to appease conservatives, especially Ronald Reagan, Gov. California!
• the destruction of Cambodia and Laos, was used for domestic coalescing to bring together the rising right!
• used the war and secret, to rehabilitate the national security state, to the shock and horror of the American public . . . it is always, despicable to me, that the alleged, religious, right, who brandish, God, Flag and Country, are the first, in Congress to vote, for more money for national security, for more surveillance, for FBI surveillance planes, after people are screaming NOT to refund, the Patriot Act, and all the agencies, who are just SPYING ON AMERICA! or on OUR GENERALS!  They, through the, sort or, or quisi-filibuster of Senator Rand Paul, presidential candidate, who along with, his father, lauding Constitutional protections and 4th amendment rights, almost appears, like a show for the public, just to have the fucking right wing, conservative, nut bin, like, alleged, constitutional law attorney, hero, if you will, Senator Orin Hatch, of Utah, Mitch McConnell, Lindsey Graham, and others, allegedly so for rights, turn right around and vote for the FUCKING PATRIOT ACT, giving them more powers, more surveillance techniques, more fucking FBI toys, when there have been NO FUCKING RESULTS FOR THIS UNLIMITED FUNDING OF GOD DAMNED, ALLEGED TRACKING TERRORIST ACTIVITIES!  Not one fucking case, can the FBI justify!
• the main, legacy of the Nixon, Kissinger years, is, one that resides in the philosophical arena of the metaphysical, bringing about, such horror and distrust, that we, psychically, raped, worried and not trusting our own fucking President and Sec. of State, the highest officials in the land, making it necessary to increase, spying, on fucking everyone!
• with the idea of creating our own reality, this same, thought, distrust, got us into the war in Iraq, in 2003, we are going to make our reality and record it, making this arrogance and insanity, part of your national make up, fabric, and structure, distrusting people, who merely stopped, Bush or Cheney, on campuses, and asked them, when the Iraq war might end, with the person asking the question, ending up in JAIL, and his daughter, being taken by state division of child and family services!  Bush/Cheney, tried to do away with the Constitution, through passage of the unconstitutional Patriot Act, due to the need for secrecy, covered agencies, government immunity, creating fucking MONSTERS of our law enforcement!, not to mention, WORLD IMAGE . . . and rather than cut back the fucking powers, of these asshole cops, CIA, FBI, we actually increased their funding, that FUCK you EDWARD SNOWDEN, JOANN S. SECRIST, attitude, we will fucking, do whatever in the fuck we want, all in the name of national security! Now, we have gone down the slippery slope, to not only spying on American citizens, and generals, but firing the military leaders who reject this bull shit, and looking into, computers, cell phone records, meta data gathering, stealing identities, has now been taken to a NEW LEVEL of actually KILLING PEOPLE, AMERICAN SOLDIERS and stealing the I.D. or dog tags of anyone, who disagrees with the SECRET POWERS that BE, Marines, NAVY, CIA, putting themselves ABOVE THE PRESIDENT, CONGRESS AND THE CONSTITUTION!
• neoconservatives, like Bill Crystal, reality is transparent, can be arrived at looking at those facts
• self-aware, anti-rationalists, justify war, backing it with, more bombing and more money!
• actions to minimize, Gulf War, Middle East Conflicts, action creates reality! perception is based on our own expansion!  The past has no meaning, but what we are becoming now, over abundance of reliance, on hunches, creating chaos, when there was none, going into Iraq, when Osama Ben Laden, was not from there!  But, oil was!  Former CIA agent, working with Hussein, said he was willing to work with U.S. and she was arrested, when
• people relied on German irrational ism, Kissinger's, readings, Kant, Tondy, Spengler, 

ANCIENT GRAINS. DRAGON FOOD TWINS. SOUL STRIKE. THE DEVIL'S THEORY OF WAR. "POWER IS THE ULTIMATE APHRODISIAC!"--HENRY KISSINGER--IRAQ, "VICTORY OVER THE INSURGENCY IS THE ONLY MEANINGFUL EXIT STRATEGY." PENTAGON PROTESTERS, MARCH YESTERDAY, PROTESTING, "SECRET WARS" U OF M, PRESIDENTIAL LECTURE SERIES, KISSINGER'S LONG SHADOW OVER DOMESTIC & FOREIGN POLICY, "OPERATION MENU" CARPET BOMBING OF CAMBODIA, BREAKFAST, LUNCH, DINNER, SNACK, DESERT, SUPER (SECRET WAR, LIED TO CONGRESS, DOCTORING APPROPRIATIONS, SUPPLIES, BUDGETS FOR SOUTH VIETNAM, REALLY, TARGETING SANCTUARIES IN CAMBODIA, NON-COMBAT POPULATION, 5 MEMBERS OF BOTH POLITICAL PARTIES, KNEW, MORE DECEPTIVE THAN WATERGATE, MORE REASON TO IMPEACH NIXON; USED J. EDGAR HOOVER, FBI, TO SPY ON SOURCE WHO "LEAKED" TO NEW YORK TIMES, SURVEILLANCE USED ON AMERICAN CITIZENS, TO COVER LIES, HALPRIN KNIGHT, GOT SEVERAL BAD DECOMMISSIONS, BOOTED OUT OF AIR FORCE/MILITARY, TOLD SEN. PROXMIRE . . . "DECEPTION TO FOOL THE ENEMY WAS ONE THING, BUT LYING TO CONGRESS AND KEY MEMBERS OF THE GOVERNMENT, INCLUDING THE CHIEF OF STAFF OF THE AIR FORCE AND THE SECRETARY OF THE AIR FORCE, WAS SOMETHING ELSE." MILITARY HISTORIAN. CONSTITUTIONAL ISSUES? BOMBING OF HOSPITAL IN AFGHANISTAN? SANCTUARIES NOT TO BE BOMBED, WAR CRIMES . . . VIETNAMIZATION? (NIXON) AFGHANISTANIZATION? (OBAMA) ALL IN THE NAME OF "PEACE WITH HONOR?" HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF, 1973 HEADLINES, 2015 HEADLINES, SAME. PATTERNS OF DECEPTION? CONSTITUTIONAL CONTROLS ON EXECUTIVE BRANCH . . . BALANCE OF POWER! WE ARE NOT THE WORLD POLICE! NOT CONSTITUTIONALLY, CIA'S JOB TO TOPPLE FOREIGN GOVERNMENTS, ASSASSINATE FOREIGN LEADERS, LIKE THEY DID IN CHILE, ELECTED PRESIDENT, ALLENDE, REPLACE WITH PINOCHE, AND ASSASSINATE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT, PRESIDENT ALLENDE! IS HISTORY REPEATING ITSELF, IN SYRIA? PRESIDENT ASSAD WAS ELECTED BY 90% OF THE SYRIAN PEOPLE! WHY IS SECRETARY OF STATE, JOHN KERRY, YALE, SKULL & BONES, WORRIED ABOUT REBEL FORCES AGAINST ASSAD? CIA AGAIN? CONGRESS, NEEDS TO PUT CIA, IN ITS, CONSTITUTIONAL CONSTRUCT, AND IF THEY CANNOT BE BROUGHT UNDER CONTROL, FIRE THEM . . . WE DID NOT ELECT, MORMON CIA AGENTS! NOW WE HAVE MO, ANOINTED PRES. OF THE WORLD, MITT ROMNEY, WHAT, HAND PICKING PAUL RYAN, AS SPEAKER OF THE HOUSE, ONLY TO ANSWER TO REPUBLICANS? FORMER SPEAKER, JOHN BOEHNER, WILLING TO WORK WITH DEMOCRATS? BOTH SIDES, ARE TO BE WORKING FOR THE GOOD OF THE AMERICAN PEOPLE, NOT SOME LAME ASS, 40 MEMBERS OF CONGRESS, A "SECRET" CAUCUS OF TEA PARTY REPUBLICANS! WITH ELECTIONS COMING UP, BOTH PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES, MEMBERS OF CONGRESS, STATE AND LOCAL OFFICIALS, NEED TO BE ABLE TO REACH ACROSS THE ISLE, AND WORK TOGETHER . . . AND I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT, THE WAY, RICHARD MILHOUSE NIXON, REACHED ACROSS THE ISLE, HOLDING LYNDON B. JOHNSON'S HAND, IN PLOTTING TO ASSASSINATE, PRESIDENT KENNEDY, USING CIA AGENTS, ONE IN PARTICULAR, A FUTURE HEIR APPARENT, CIA AGENT, GEORGE HW. BUSH! PRESIDENT JOHN F. KENNEDY, JUST GOT IN THE WAY! BRUISED SOME EGOS IN THE CIA! GOOD FOR HIM! YOU HAD THE WHOLE FUCKING, YALE, SKULL & BONES LINE UP, IN DALLAS, 1963, NIXON, WHO LOST TO KENNEDY, IN 1960, JOHNSON WHO LOST THE DEMOCRATIC NOMINATION TO JOHNSON, FORD WHO WAS ONE OF THE INNER CIRCLE IN "OPERATION MENU" BOMBING CAMBODIA, WHO BROUGHT IN GEORGE HW. BUSH, AS CIA DIRECTOR, WHO HAD ALREADY CONTINUED, AGAINST PRESIDENT KENNEDY'S ORDERS, CONTINUED "SECRET" WEAPONS DISTRIBUTION AND CIA TRAINING CAMPS, USING THE BUSH OIL FORTUNE, WITH THE ZAPATA OIL SHIP, OFF THE COAST OF CUBA, FUNDING THE REBELS, WHO WERE AGAINST CASTRO! BRIDGE OF SPIES, BRIDGE OF PRESIDENTS! NIXON WAS KNOWN AND ELECTED: (1) BECAUSE HE WAS ANTI-COMMUNIST (SEN. CA, REAGAN, HENRY S. BROCK, MY CLIENT, BOTH PARENTS, FBI INFORMANTS AGAINST COMMUNISTS, 20 YEARS, WOULD HAVE KNOWN NIXON); AND (2) ALSO GIVEN AMPED UP V.P. DUTIES BY PRESIDENT EISENHOWER! DID A LOT WITH FOREIGN AFFAIRS, CUBA . . . IKE HATED CUBA, KENNEDY WANTED IMPROVED RELATIONS WITH CUBA, CIA REFUSED TO FOLLOW PRESIDENT KENNEDY, HE WAS GOING TO RIP CIA INTO A THOUSAND PIECES, CROSSED POWER MONGERS! PRESIDENT KENNEDY, 100% ABOUT AMERICA, GOING TO RESTORE GOLD & SILVER STANDARD, TAKING ON THE MOB (BOBBY AS AG), GOING AFTER CORRUPTIONS, ILLEGAL CAMPAIGN DONATIONS, DARK MONEY, WAS JOHNSON SCARED? CHEATED TO BE GOVERNOR OF TEXAS AND SENATOR, SO KILLING KENNEDY, WHO HE THOUGHT WAS A PUNK, MESSED UP ILLUMIATI/CIA CHOSEN LINE UP OF PRESIDENTS! JOANN S. SECRIST AND JAMES KENNEDY . . . NOT A CHANCE IN HELL! KENNEDY SHOT IN BUTTE, NIGHT AFTER, I LOVE YOU'S EXCHANGED, WARNING, I WAS ALREADY GONE . . . KENNEDY WANTED ME TO MEET HIM IN DURANGO, COLORADO, MARCH, I GOT POISONED THE NEXT MORNING, AFTER PURCHASING A TICKET! ROCKY HORROR SHOW . . . CAN I HEAR A LITTLE POISON? SUPERSTITIOUS WOMAN WITH A SUPERSTITIOUS MAN! BIG TIME POLITICAL RIVALS! TEAM SERVICE AT LUNCH TODAY AT POVERELLO PALACE: AT LEAST 10 AGENTS, CIA, FBI, FAMOUS COPS, MS. ILLUMINATI IDENTIFIER, SEX SLAVE, LOOK OUT PEOPLE, MISREPRESENTATION AGENTS, NERVOUS POINT GUARDS, LOCAL MISSOULA COPS COMING IN BACK DOOR, DON'T SEE IDENTIFIER, ANXIOUS UNDERCOVER COP, AND I GET UP, SLIDE OUT THE BACK YARD, WATCH AT BUS SHELTER ACROSS THE STREET! LOL! THE MORE I PROVE WHO I AM, THE MORE INTENSE HEAT GETS! DECEPTION & DEATH, WICKED GAME, DEADLY GAME . . . I AM THE CLEAN SPOT! HOMER--HAPPY CUBS TOPPLE CARDS! FARMER BROTHER COFFEE . . . CONSISTENTLY GOOD! TOO GREAT CARTOONS IN MISSOULIAN, DUFFY, TED CRUZ ON THE BACK OF A TIGER, HILARIOUS DEPICTION ON TIGER'S FACE, TRUMPKINS! "THOSE WHO FOOLISHLY SOUGHT POWER BY RIDING ON THE BACK OF A TIGER ENDED UP INSIDE--JOHN F. KENNEDY. KEVIN SEIRS, CHARLOTTE SERVER, ELEPHANT IN BED WITH BENGHAZI WITCH HUNT . . . THESE RUMORS ARE UNEQUIVOCALLY AND INDISPUTABLY FALSE! HOUSE LEADERSHIP CONTINUES . . . LOL! CONNECT THE DOTS!

COMPUTER RAGE! LOVER BOY--LOVE HER BOY(S)--GUNS & ROSES--YOU COULD BE MINE--THE TRUTH IS IN THE DNA, IF THE FUCKING BASTARDS OF INSTIGATION (BETTER KNOWN AS THE FBI) WOULD TEST THE DNA, THE FIRST THING, YOU SHOULD DO(?) . . . AND THE CRADLE WILL ROCK! GOD'S AND GENERALS: THE CAT THAT BURNED DOWN THE HOUSE! (LILIAN BRAUN). MY MAKE-UP WAS STOLEN OUT OF A LOCKED, BOX LOCKER IN A STORAGE ROOM, MY BLANKET STOLEN OFF MY BED AT THE POV., MY PHONE, RESTRICTED FOR ALLEGEDLY AN "UNREGISTERED SIM NUMBER" AND I HAVE BEEN USING IT NON-STOP SINCE JULY 20, 2015, AND THE SIM NUMBER IS REGISTERED IN THE PHONE--THE NSA JUST CAN'T TRACK ME, BECAUSE THEY SET A TRAP, RETRIEVED MY OLD PHONE, SAME NUMBER, AND TRIED TO STEAL THAT FROM ME, NOT LISTING MY NUMBER, OR SHOWING SERVICE DATES, BUT GIVING ME SERVICE SO THEY COULD TRACK ME--SOMEONE FUCKED UP! LOL! THEN LAST WEEK, THE NSA OR ACCESS ALLOWED HACKERS, MO'S, STOLE MY BLOG, ABOUT 4 HOURS OF WORK, ON "RELIGIOUS TEST OATHS" THAT WOULD HAVE BENEFITED THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD, WITH RACIAL AND RELIGIOUS DISCRIMINATION, AND YESTERDAY, THE FUCKS STOLE MY BLOG ON GOVERNMENT "DOUBLES" AND WHO THEY OPERATE--DO ALL THE TIME, 24/7 AGAINST ME, SO WHEN THEY KNOCK ME OFF, THEY HAVE ALL THESE WOMEN, WHO HAVE ALREADY BEEN PLAYING THAT THEY ARE ME! LOL! WHAT A JOKE! DOLLY PARDON? BETTY BOOP? THE FEMALE VERSION OF "CHARLES MANSON?" THE MORMON RELIEF SOCIETY BITCH FROM HELL? ANNA OF THE GREEN GABLES? ETC.! LOL! NONE ARE SATISFYING TO ME, AND I AM ASHAMED TO HAVE THEM REPRESENT ME, IN LIFE OR DEATH! LOL! WOMEN LOVE TO HEAR JAMES "ANGEL" KENNEDY STORIES OF 50 SHADES OF GREY OR WAS THAT THE DOUBLE . . . RECENT JAMES ACTIVITY, BUT WATCH OUT FOR RATTLESNAKES! YOU CAN WATCH, DATELINES, TRUE CRIME EPISODE, "DEADLY GAME" 17 MAY 2015, PERFECT, SIMPLIFIED EXPLANATION ON WHO THE GOVERNMENT WORKS, ONLY THEY USE A WICKED GAME OF DECEPTION AND DEATH, ON THE DOUBLES CONNECTED TO ME . . . THEY JUST CAN'T KILL ME! I AM GOD'S AND THEY ARE THE GENERALS, INFERIORS BY FAR! 4 YEARS OF TRYING, 4 YEARS OF FUCK UPS, AND 4 YEARS OF GREAT ESCAPES . . . COULD IT BE THAT GOD, HATES INJUSTICE? HATES THE FATHER OF LIES? HATES WHITED SEPLACURS ON THE OUTSIDE, AND THOSE FULL OF DEAD BONES ON THE INSIDE, OR THE INSIDE OF A DOG? THE GENERAL'S MEN AND WOMEN ARE NOTHING MORE THAN DOGS IN HEAT! AND I AM NOT GOING TO RE-WRITE MY BLOG ON DOUBLES, BECAUSE, THAT WOULD BE, SCRIPTURALLY, LIKE A DOG RETURNING TO ITS VOMIT, AND I THINK, PERHAPS PROOF, FROM CUTTING AND PASTING THE GOOGLE MAP, MIGHT, EVEN, PERHAPS HAVE BEEN MORE TELLING OF WHERE THE QUEEN WAS, MCDONADL'S, THERE ARE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS HERE, TWO RIGHT BY THE WEST OR SOUTH DOOR, EASY AS SENDING COPS OR FBI, INTO THE STORE AND REQUESTING A COPY . . . BUT THAT WOULD BLOW THE IDENTITY OF THE FBI FAKE BITCHES, WE COULD NOT HAVE THAT, AND WE ARE MAKING A SHIT LOAD OFF THE BLOG, OR WE TAKE THE BEST AND PUT THEM IN A BOOK, SELLING UNDER THE AUTHOR'S NAME, JOANN OF SOME VERSION, BUT IT IS NOT MY FACE THAT GETS CREDIT, NOR DO I GET THE MONEY! BUT, "I PROMISED DAD!" 8 IS ENOUGH! LEARN THIS LESSON, AND YOU WILL UNDERSTAND HOW I WAS BURIED ALIVE, FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS, IF NOT ERASED, GOING BACK TO BIRTH! A LOT AT STAKE IF THE REAL JOANN SHOWS UP . . . BRITAIN DOESN'T GET AMERICA BACK AS A COLONY, COPS DON'T GET TO RULE THE WORLD, AS GLOBAL COPS, MITT DOES NOT GET TO BE THE MORMON PRESIDENT FOR THE WORLD, AND SO, ONE, PLUS, WE MIGHT GET ALL OUR EXTENSIVE HOLDINGS AND OFF SHORE BANK ACCOUNTS FROZEN, AND THE JOANN S. SECRIST FAMILY MIGHT GET THEIR BILLIONS BACK . . . AND THAT WOULD UPSET THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY PECKING ORDER, AND SHOW, THAT IT WAS REALLY, JOANN, WHO WAS RIGHTEOUS, BECAUSE WE ONLY PROSPERED THROUGH STEALING FROM HER FAMILY! SIMPLY, FUCKING AMAZING! OH AND HERE IS THE START OF THIS BULL SHIT . . . IT IS NOT COLUMBUS DAY TODAY, BUT WE ARE CELEBRATING, INDIGENOUS PEOPLE DAY! THEY LOST THE AMERICAN INDIAN WARS! YOU CAN'T FUCKING RE-WRITE HISTORY, LIKE YOU RE-WRITE MY BLOGS! HISTORY IS HISTORY! IF YOU DON'T LEARN FROM IT, YOU WILL FOREVER REMAIN A CHILD! STEALING MY MAKE-UP, MY BLANKET, MY BLOG, MY CELL PHONE, GROW THE FUCK UP!

Note: I cut and pasted the Google map, showing with the red balloon, my exact location, noted the time, Mountain Time, that I posted or published the title, you will see, the cut and paste of javascript:void . . . hacker access?  Then I cut and pasted the blogspot, showing the date and title, computer rage . . . now all the FBI has to do, is subpoena the surveillance cameras over the door, two of them, and verify, what time I got in and when I started!  Started my career training cops and prosecutors, now I am training FBI, CIA and NSA, natural progression, they just want to get it free, and don't want to add another credit and great job to my resume, bad and credible enough!  And surely, with Elliot Taylor SECRIST, my son, I am even your PD QUEEN, fuck, the bitch squad, you tried to divide me up as, and let them take credit!  But, as you will see, I tried to leave the evidence at the top of the blog, but, it is showing up, in shades of grey, and so, the evidence will need to be bumped to the bottom of the blog . . . still just as relevant.  The final posting or publishing time will not change, it is just updated.  You might be able to track rogue blog, through javascript link, I know that comes up at the bottom of the screen, all the time and I don't know what it is, hackers I would guess!

The General's Joke

So, the Harvard law grad, MIT something grad, and three star general told me this, so don't steal my stripes, you already have tried, from the beginning of time immemorial, but I am alive, healthy, happy and kickin' back, but, he made some reference, probably having read my blog, and knows, what I think about Rachel's three boob jobs . . . some people, body builders, people with breast cancer, and others, who need it for real cosmetic reasons, forgive me, I don't mean to be cruel, but, if the enhancement gets to the point of being ridiculous and just for shock affect, or male distraction, as I believe it is in this case, taking away from noting the lack of credibility and grasp of the legal subject matter, being a double, who has not attended law school, or the CIA, make a wish law school, not accredited by the national law school board of accreditation, making sure someone gets a good education, not a cheap shit, fake certificate, and Kay training them, but a real, knock down, power packed, gut wrenching, baptism in the law, and nothing else will do, with full diversified student body, representative of the whole of society, so that class discussions and debates, might reflect, real world time and issues!  But anyway, this very educated man, both in the law, JAG, and with amazing credentials, told me this joke, probably knowing full well, I would laugh.

The general prefaced it with, women who get breast implants, and I think he was referring to the huge ones, men hate, as per, latest and greatest, survey, that I mentioned a blog or two ago, with too much make-up being at the top of the list, and fake large ass boobs, coming at third, most hated, and, not my survey, this is not, the world according to, JOANN, this was a survey I heard on a local radio show, you can verify, must have been a day or two before I wrote about it, waiting so it fit the blog of the day, but, the next morning, was when, my locker had been broken into, or someone had ACCESS to the Poverello computer, to hack into the combination on the lock I have on my black locker, in the storage room upstairs, so it took some effort, but, the next day, after the survey, someone took my mascara and my powder base "tru" that was all together in my white and black make-up bag, with pink lining!  Perhaps they are stealing it, to fabricate DNA evidence? or because they were pissed about the survey results and wanted to make a statement that I use make-up, which I do, but, I use a tasteful amount, and generally, go swimming, washing it all off by about early afternoon anyway.  Or they are wanting to say, that you look shitty without make-up, which about three people actually told me who good I looked the other day after swimming, so?  But, if DNA is being extracted, from make-up, orange mascara tub, grey powder base, it is MINE!  

Verbose, but necessary, background, protecting myself, on bogus, DNA, tests, to get to the joke, here goes:

What is the difference between the breasts of a twenty year old, and an older woman with huge breasts implants? . . . the older woman's knees!

Nice. LOL!  Yeah, women, it sounds nice to get bigger boobs, but you have to have the pectoral muscles to hold those boobs in place!  My sister, oh, excuse me, the Hollywood Mormon version of me, Rachel, 7 years my junior, who played with Barbie dolls, now wants to look like one, no matter what contortions she puts her body through, but, the last package of surgery, on the third boob job, she also got a peck lift, where the doc had to go in, cut her pectoral muscles, and jack'em up a bit, to hold the new set, and repair the damage from the older set.  The last time I was at her house, in Cove, have not seen her for several years, probably three, there was a picture of her, in a blue dress, with her husband, Kay Moosman, don't know if they are still together of if the "fake" Kennedy, is married to her, to cover for the blogs I wrote about me, the real JoAnn and James, allegedly a real Kennedy, and doing the double fun, pretending they are someone they are not, just like the husband in the Dateline, episode called, Deadly Game, where the husband, got a look-alike, put him at his residence in Virginia, while he was in Michigan, murdering his wife, then they met half way, switched clothes, and the real killer, went home and the other kid, to another state!  Alibi.  

But, in the olden days, Rachel and Kay were married, and taking pictures on a beach somewhere, Hawaii or California, Rachel's huge, boobs, now sagging a bit, due to weight gain, since the former surgery, a few years ago, now made her look like the Mormon Temple Matrons, the old ladies, that hug you and smash young faces into their voluptuous bosoms!  LOL!  I think it is going to look pretty crazy, when someone with these huge boobs, ages, because the balls are just going to drop, like the men they are with, but the guys can hide it better!  LOL!

James "Angel" Kennedy, and James "Devil" Child

I am going to do a quick timeline, so the new reader, will know at least the background, in a skeleton sketch of some landmark or target dates, with me approximating, possible dates, and events . . . nothing earth shattering, but fun, none the same . . . to be distinguished from the double, in this wicked game of deception and death!  James, the real guy, I met, who could be a federal Kennedy look alike, or may be the real McCoy, liked him, on first sight, at the site of the Butte Rescue Mission, noting how much the Mission had improved, in the first seconds he walked through the door and sat down.  LOL!  The nice thing about, being me, is that, even in a place like a rescue mission, or shelter, you get hot guys, cool guys, and men of note, regardless of who they say they are!  LOL!  When someone, out of the normal mode, for the place I am at, I always proceed with caution, knowing that this is the 157 agent, that has been offered at my feet, trying to play the Honey Trap Game, of get her, fuck her, pillow talk with her, and tell us, what the fuck she is up to all the time . . . I am not a spy, but I have been accused of being one, I am not a domestic terrorist, or an enemy of the state, an enemy combatant, a secret spy for the Montana militia, or anything, other than what I claim to be, a bad ass con law chick, or constitutional law chick, that will kick the shit out anyone trying to less, change, destroy, or misinterpret the U.S. or state constitutions!  

Every agent in the intelligence community, and the state police forces that are being offered on the constitutional alter of slaughter, at the hands of this woman, one women cop wrecking machine, has an agenda, has a hidden or secret identity, is doing this for a group, with an agenda, or there is a sneaking suspicion that, I too, have an agenda, other than simply, defending the oath of an officer of the court, to defend, preserve and protect the Constitution, that is far to easy for this cloak and dagger world of the spies, the bridge of spies, who can't even remember taking the oath, let alone abiding by it, or believing in it, nor the document they are sworn to preserve; therefore, through the psychological games, one's, mind plays, and in what professionals in the field of psychology, refers to as projection, transferring their agenda, their secrets, their ulterior motives, onto the person, me in this case, thinking, I too have a hidden agenda, and secret, or another identity, and I am there, as a government subversive, when, no, I am just a Plain Jane, constitutional law attorney, who took her oath of office, as an officer of the courts, VERY SERIOUS!  My life is simple, my agenda is predictable, follow the Constitution, and we will get along just fine, don't follow it, and we are deadly enemies.  And that is as complicated as my history is, PERIOD.

TEAR IT UP!  GREEN MONSTER CLAWS ON BLACK!  COOL!  OK!

So, this cool ass truck, just cruised through the McDonald's parking lot, and on the trailer, were the word, TEAR IT UP! green font, one of the signs or colors I associate with my family, fresh, lively, the Incredible Hulk, one of Elliot's super hero or action heroes he used to have in his room, until some girls came over with Isaac and El, to Jerry Owen's house in Midway, Utah, and one of them commented about all Elliot's collection of action heroes, and they all disappeared over night, and a ton of money, probably in the garbage, see how much influence you have girls . . . I am sure, with all the movies, these comic book action figures, would be worth a small fortune, even more than they were back then, having purchased them, for Christmas' and birthdays!  But, this cool truck, I think local, has this big ass claw, hand, with wicked finger nails, as if God is telling me, to just fucking rip it, tear it up, on this blog and expose the fakes, the doubles, the frauds, and the games, of deception, and I am sure, intended DEATH, MINE THAT IS . . . God loves happy ending, and HATES, FUCKING INJUSTICE, and so should we, LAW ENFORCEMENT!

The Roman Centurion and Helen of Troy!  Soul Mates!  LOL!

Okay, so my son, Elliot, comes by his love for action figures and heroes, naturally, through that DNA, that the FBI, will not test, other than to steal it, and pretend they got if form my double, Dolly Pardon, a Rachel, true look-alike, so far from me, it is crazy.  But, I read this book, once, called, Soul Mates, when I thought, I found mine, 25 years ago, and still looking, lol, at 60!  But in this book, it said, to look at the historical times in history, that you are drawn to.  Okay, I am drawn to the Greeks and Romans, for their philosophy, their statesmen, the courts, the lofty principles of the Greek city-states, that served as a model of our, federalist system of a strong central federal government and individual states, with sovereign powers of their own.  A day to two ago, I mentioned the founding fathers, study and reliance on Cicero, a Greek statesman, who founded and planted the two ideas, that were and are the basis for property, criminal, and contract law, and all the off-shoots, of those base and foundational laws, cornerstones of logic, if you will: (1) do all that you promised to do; and (2) don't infringe on other people's persons or property!  And, those were guiding light principles for our whole fucking legal system, with the Patriot Act, being in direct conflict, with those principles, thus, making me an enemy of the new agenda, of the Patriot Act, being totally and thoroughly in controvalence to all American property rights principles, spying on our conversations, our computers, stealing blogs we don't agree with, or want to put in a book, that, cop chick, versions of me, who don't know this shit, will benefit and bribe cop shops to follow them, rather than the true, tried and tested ideas and principles that have survived and thrived for centuries on American soil!

My blog title, is jumping, freaking out, going crazy, as I am sure the fucking NSA, lying cheat ass hacks are knowing, this takes their Mormon/Cop/British Agenda, and TEARS IT UP!  Letting you know, for God-damned sure, that I am not one of theirs!  Yeah the women, I grew up with, the fucking, liar, government, Patriot Act, whores, and shits, that would sell this country down the tubes in a heart beat!  FUCK THESE BITCHES . . .  An error occurred while trying to save or publish your post. Please try again. Dismiss.  The NSA tries to put this shit on, so I will think, I am not online, or that my attempt to Publish, did not work, knowing full well that the second I hit this shit, they have access, sorry CHARLIE, and ANGELS, even JAMES ANGEL IF YOU ARE MARRIED TO RACHEL, MY SHIT FACED DOUBLE, AND YOUNGER SISTER!  LOL!

So, anyway, back to my story, my life, my loves, my passions, these early Greeks and Romans, I love, as I do Aristotle and Plato, and their essays, many of which, taught and trained me, not only in noble thoughts, but in concepts about life and the law, before I even went to law school.  So, my face, is still a Helen of Troy face . . . attracts 157 agents, my ass is another story, but that is fixable.  So, when James Kennedy, or whoever his is walked in the room, some deep, pure attraction, dating back to previous lives, attractions, and times, with the author of Soul Mates, suggests, that someone you are attracted to in this life, may actually have been a former lover in another life.  Maybe, fun thoughts, not sure on the idea of human recycling of reincarnation, but, to me, everything is a possibility, and why not, I dig life!  I am sure, I would have volunteered to have a second go at it, if given a chance, tough to get it right the first time.  So, many attractions are not to be explained, but, are interesting, in our reaction to this person, would could be in a room, of equally handsome men, and there were several, back in Butte, probably all agents, I would guess, and some, fighting the old bull elk, with me, trying to dethrone the king, from the King Maker, ME!  How is that for ego!

The Bizarre Ring Scenario . . . Freak Out, Looking for a Ring on My Ring Finger, the Ring on the Bed, Last Week, Looking for an Invisible Ring on My Right Hand?  What the Fuck?

Now, any cop, a fed or not, a Kennedy or not, will have heard and marked my name, from back in the killing of cop and prosecutor days, while I was an assistant attorney general, just moved up into administration . . . double, claiming all this, so you will associate her ugly face, rather than my sweet face, angel on the outside, devil woman, or so they say on the inside, but, my name has either long been hated or loved, depending on which side of the Constitution a cop is standing on.  In fact, interestingly enough, a James look-alike, but with a clean cut look, even turned to show me his, Roman nose, not brutally handsome, enough, in a Roman Centurion look, GQ for sure, Rachel's type, not brutal, wild, untamed enough for me, but, definitely good looking, in a very tame way, I believe trying to pass himself, off as James Kennedy, clean cut style.  I am almost convinced, due to recent facts, that there are in fact, two, James', or Rachel, my double . . . someone just yelled, Rachel, one of the workers at McD's, and that is about her speed!  They are hiring, Rach!, if you can stay out of prison . . . I can tell, who ever has ACCESS to look at this blog, is fucking freaking out, much, in the way they did yesterday, when I was writing about doubles, and the whole fucking blog was taken . . . my text is jumping all over the fucking screen!  LOL!  EXPOSE, EXPOSE, EXPOSE . . . the fake, James and Joann . . . little "a" to make you think there are two of us . . . just typed, the word, war!  And so it is, me against the COP WORLD!  LOL!  Bring in on bitch!

I don't see the James I met in Butte, and I am sure, he is watching this and overly cautious, because he was shot through the ankle, in a drive by shooting, the day, I left Butte, back in January, 2015, the morning after, James the real, told me he loved me, back in the smoking shack, behind the Mission, and knowing my enemies, like I do, and that is what kind of makes me think that he is real, is that he was not more cautious, and didn't seem to think much about surveillance, or he was one of theirs, and just didn't think they would take him out also! with world domination at stake.  Once, after giving a speech, on Survival Grammar, to faculty and students, at Dixie State College, in the early part of 2009, I believe, some guy, who struck me as an FBI agent, on my side, walked me home, after that presentation, told me the Pick's Disease, I had been diagnosed with in 2000, was actually man-made, like riacin and anthrax, poisons . . . the connection screen, without prompt or click, just popped up, new tactics, by hackers or NSA, but that was at the same time as letters were being sent to the White House and to government authorities, to kill them.  But, he also, walked me to my porch, and pointed at the extended trailer or RV, across the street, and told me that was surveillance on me . . . which made sense, because, there was allegedly nobody in the trailer or RV, every night, or early morning, I would notice that the extended parts of the trailer, were out, giving the occupants, more room, and it was out there for about 3 months!  Right at the time, I started getting back into my legal career, writing and lecturing!  I believe, that Rachel, was used to dub over my presentation!

Note: hacks or NSA, just turned off spell check . . . fucking freaking out!  EXPOSE DOLLY!

But, this agent, who walked me home, also told me to be careful, and told me, that I needed to be aware, that if they, would kill President John F. Kennedy, in front of millions of people, they would surely, kill me! And they would, without hesitation, kill, a Kennedy cousin, with the name, a threat, in and of itself, who is hooking up with an extremely political attorney, they have been trying to kept, here very existence a secret, died in 2000, or they erased me back to birth, so being with a Kennedy, fuck, NO!  I knew all this, but James didn't seem to get it, or didn't really know who he was with and the history, good evidence he is real, and he even told me stuff about, secret Kennedy, whereabouts, and once, said, if you think you live in fear, and implied that he had for life, and I totally could see it!  But, at the time, I didn't know for sure, didn't know if he was a cop, look-alike, still doing my homework, and for sure, was not willing to risk anyone's life, let alone a cousin, of the 51 . . . in the true crime episode, on cousin, tried for the rape and murder, in the Hamptons, or Greenwich Village, wherever, at the trial and one of the press conferences, there is a total, young, James Kennedy, and that one is not hard to spot!  KISS!  LOVER BOY!

SOMEONE JUST FUCKING ERASED THE LAST FUCKING 3 OR 4 PARAGRAPHS!  $$$$ Signs just hopped up! FUCK, this is not about money to me, but about LOVE, FUCK MONEY, don't care about it, don't need much of it, would live in a fucking tent with someone I LOVE!  I am so sick of this shit, so sick of having everything I do, stolen, right out from under my nose!  For GOD SAKE, get a fucking life, separate and aside from ME, you FUCKING SHITS!

Okay, I am stopping for the day, and going to lunch, fuck the shits who would rob you of knowing this stuff, I guess they want to steal it and claim that it is Rachel and the fake shit that showed up in the hot tub at the aquatic center . . . HE WAS NOT JAMES!  There was a Sports Illustrated, with a NFL football player, who had a Duck Dynasty beard, on the bottom or his chin, but had a stunned look, and the top part of this guy's head, was clean cut and groomed.  So, this picture, maybe purposefully placed, and I didn't check the date of the magazine, but it predisposed me to think, that maybe, James, who very well, could have been a football player, not only in high school and college, but could be a pro too, body wise . . . not a dad bod for sure!  LOL!  Him and Phil, Mr, Tight End, could have been NFL football buddies, from what they look like!

But, the next day, oh, I forgot to tell you about the tramp camper, who actually looked like the real James, perhaps with the swimming James, look-alike, trying to imply, from the Sports Illustrated cover, that, he had cleaned up, since, getting in town . . . hell, I have not seen James since, March!  And this double thing, is easier to pull off than either I or others might have thought, memories fade, as mine had, since, not seeing him and not being sure what he looks like with short hair, but, this was not a good enough, double, and my heart doesn't lie, I was not attracted, though curious at this guy, and what he was trying to do.  Later that night, I saw a guy, at the shelter, an older guy, who had the cut, chiseled cheeks, of Kennedy, with like long dimples, that come from fitness, not genetics, and James was older, with a bit of grey, his beard, more than his hair, but, with this man to compare to, I was sure, as I had been, but still a question, and just because he had this look, like, hurt that I didn't recognize him, but that would have been a ploy, to draw me in, and I was not falling for it,  . . . but, I will just hurry and finish, lunch time, and I am pissed that such good stuff was stolen as it was yesterday, I am RAW, RAW, RAW!!!! to say the least, so, anyway.

In Mormon Scripture, There Are Three Marriages, We are Only Taught About Two, Because, Most Mo's Are Not Scriptorians, Like Me, But there is the Earthly Marriage, for Time, then the Temple Marriage, for Time and All Eternity, and then there is a Third One . . . the One that Got Me out of My First Marriage, and that is the Marriage, Sealed with the Holy Spirit of Promise or Seal by the Holy Ghost, or Within the Temple, and all the Marriages, There are Some Worthy, or Loves, that are, in Fact, Eternal, and Those, I Believe, Whether, In or Out of the Temple, or Whatever . . . Are, TRUE LOVE, and Therefore, EVERLASTING!  AND SEALED AS SUCH . . . so I was curious and wondering, in light of this, because, as in the case of the first, looking for a ring, not on my hand, for at least 8 to 9 years, I looked for when I saw James the first time . . . and Last Week With the Tramp Camper, and Swim Pool experience . . . at least twice, I noticed Me feeling for a ring on my RIGHT hand, and being shocked at this phenomena, when that is not the ring finger, or one I have ever, not liking Jewelry, finding Myself, subconsciously, feeling for a Ring, that has NEVER EXISTED?  Interesting.

The funny thing about the bum asleep on the bridge, was, when I got up to leave, he was leaning up looking at me, and I was too freaked out to look at him, so I hurried over to the swimming pool!  LOL!  I am sure if it was James, he was pissed or thought I was acting stupid anyway!  LOL!  50 FIRSTS, HONEY!  LOL!  When I was either walking back from the pool, or might have caught a bus, the guy, as I recall was not there. So, later on that night after dinner, I decided, that it looked enough like the real James, to go check him out . . . so, I walked over and the tramp camp shit, didn't look the same, more stuff, the pink tarp gone, but, I thought, perhaps I didn't notice, which is unlike me, and unlikely, very preceptive, but, I went over and this stupid guy from the Pov. who left pissed, opened his eyes, and he is totally not good looking, but a nice enough guy, and I thought, Kennedy, paid this guy to lay there, because he wanted to see if I would care enough to come back and check, predictable, but, I said, oh, that is YOU!  This guy, left a night or two earlier, but another tramp camper, could have easily paid him, to trick me!  LOL!  Whatever, I was disappointed and pissed, thinking, James if that was him, is playing games and tricking me,  This old guy has been around Missoula for years, even expected the Pov to throw a birthday party for him, and he left, the night of his birthday, which I believe, was a week ago, Friday!  LOL!  But I noticed his bike, and the trailer he pulls behind it, and thought if that was, a sub for James, that was a smart move, given the fact that there is constant surveillance on me, so he better be careful, and I didn't want to draw any attention to him, if he was in town, what good is a dead boyfriend, lover, whatever, so, smart move, SMOOTH MOVER!

It sure as hell, looked like James!  Gotta run, enough for today, three paragraphs of good stuff, OH WELL, What the HELL . . . maybe James is married to Rachel, but, he doesn't strike me as that stupid, but he is a man, and I am a woman, and men tend to think with the head below the belt, thank God I only have one head!  LOL!

BYE, SORRY ABOUT THE MISSING MANUSCRIPT

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