SEE THE GREAT. FEEL THE GREAT. YOU ARE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS . . . YOU ARE EVERYTHING I WISH I COULD BE. SO WHY ARE PEOPLE TRYING TO KILL ME? DO WE REALLY WANT TO AIM FOR MEDIOCRITY AS THE STANDARD IN THIS COUNTRY? WE GIVE EVERY KID ON THE SOCCER TEAM A TROPHY, RATHER THAN JUST THE BEST. SOME TEACHER IS GIVING EVERY STUDENT A PASSING GRADE, IF THEY JUST COME TO CLASS, PARTICIPATE, AND TRY. I PURCHASED A TIME MAGAZINE JUST NOW, FOR THE FEATURE ARTICLE CALLED, "WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE A COP IN AMERICA: ONE YEAR AFTER FERGUSON." HOWEVER, THERE WAS THIS ARTICLE ABOUT THE TRUMPSTER, BY ZEKE J. MILLER/ALANTA, AND ANOTHER VERY SYMBOLIC NAME IN ONE OF THE OTHER ARTICLES, BRIAN DILLARD. ZEKE IS MY EX-HUSBAND'S NICK NAME, AND MILLER IS A NAME THAT IS CONNECTED TO SHELLEY, BECAUSE HER SON ISAAC GOT A GIRL PREGNANT OUT OF WEDLOCK WITH A GIRL FROM A WEALTHY MILLER FAMILY WHO OWNS MILLER BLUE RIBBON BEEF. ON THE BRIAN DILLARD NAME, "BRIAN" WAS THE YOUNGEST BROTHER OF ZEKE, AND RACHEL, A SISTER, WORKED FOR "DILLARDS DEPARTMENT STORE." I AM A BIT SENSITIVE, TO SAY THE LEAST, HAVING PEOPLE I AM CONNECTED WITH, LIKE A SON-IN-LAW FROM ATLANTA, GEORGIA, THAT MIGHT CALL SHELLEY (MILLER) JOANN, AS INDICATED BY THE MIDDLE INITIAL, "J" STANDING FOR JOANN, OR SOMEONE CONNECTED TO ZEKE, WHICH DALLAS WOULD BE, IMPLYING THAT SHELLEY IS JOANN, THE FORMER WIFE OF ZEKE. NOW, AS IS THE CASE WITH MANY SON-IN-LAWS AND MOTHER-IN-LAWS, WE HAVE OUR DIFFERENCES, BUT, I WOULD NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS, STATE, LIE, OR MISREPRESENT WHO MY DAUGHTER'S HUSBAND IS, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I DON'T LIKE HIM! NOR, AS IN THE CASE OF MY YOUNGEST SON, ELLIOT, REPRESENTED BY "BRIAN" HIS YOUNGEST BROTHER, IN A FAMILY POSITION, SUCH AS HIMSELF, STATE THAT "RACHEL" AS INDICATED BY THE DILLARDS LAST NAME, THE DEPARTMENT STORE THAT RACHEL DID IN FACT WORK AT IN LOGAN, UTAH. THEREFORE, IT IS SAFE TO ASSUME, THROUGH MY INTEL MAN, GOD, IN AN ARTICLE ABOUT COPS, OF WHICH MY SON MAY HAVE BECOME ONE, BUT TO STATE OR MISLEAD PEOPLE ON WHOM HIS MOTHER IS, IS LUDICROUS, TO SAY THE LEAST. COMBINE THAT WITH THE SONG, "YOU ARE THE WIND BENEATH MY WINGS, AND YOU ARE EVERYTHING I HOPED I COULD BE", SUGGESTS, SOME TYPE OF RECOGNITION OF THE NATURE OF THE PERSON, NOT ONLY THAT I AM, BUT THAT RACHEL IS. WHICH MOTHER WOULD YOU BE MORE PROUD OF . . . AN ATTORNEY WHO ROCKED THE LEGAL WORLD, COPS ESPECIALLY, HAS 4 BAR MEMBERSHIPS, AND ON TOP OF ALL THE CAREER POSITIVES, YOU HAD 4 EXCELLENT CHILDREN, WHO ARE NOTHING BUT AMAZING. OR WOULD YOU, ELLIOT, RATHER HAVE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO A DEPARTMENT STORE CLERK? I AM JUST TRYING TO GET MY MIND WRAPPED AROUND MY SON'S PREFERENCE? NOT THAT THERE IS ANYTHING WRONG WITH DEPARTMENT STORE CLERKS, OR FLIGHT ATTENDANTS, WHICH RACHEL IS, BUT SERIOUSLY, THERE IS A STARK DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE EDUCATION, LEVEL OF SKILL, EXPERTISE, NUMBER OF YEARS DEDICATED TO COLLEGE AND BEYOND, THAT IS NOT NECESSARY TO BE A DEPARTMENT STORE CLERK, AND I THINK, WE BE FOOLS, TO THROW BOTH CAREERS IN THE SAME CLASSIFICATION AND CATEGORY . . . WOULD WE FOR A MAN. ELLIOT IS IN COLLEGE, A MUSIC MAJOR IS ONE OF THE HARDEST YOU CAN GET . . . MATT, RACHEL'S SON, IS A GEAR HEAD, AND WORKS WITH CARS. WE NEED GEAR HEADS, BUT TO TAKE ALL THE LONG HOURS IN MUSIC LABS, CLASSES, PRACTICE, AND MINIMIZE THAT DEDICATION, IS LIKE GIVING EACH SOCCER TEAM, REGARDLESS OF WHO WINS, A TROPHY FOR BEING THE BEST TEAM! I BELIEVE IT IS A DISSERVICE, AS IS GIVING EITHER RACHEL OR SHELLEY, RIGHTS TO MY LAW DEGREE, AND ALL THAT GOES WITH IT, NOT TO MENTION TEACHING AT THREE UNIVERSITIES. SELLING CABBAGE PATCH DOLL SHOES, WAITRESSING, OR SELLING CHILDREN'S BOOKS TO LIBRARIES, IS JUST NOT IN THE SAME CLASS OF CAREERS; THEREFORE, FREELY EXCHANGING ONE FOR ANOTHER, IS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS! AND THAT IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT . . . AND I AM SURE, THAT BOTH SHELLEY, RACHEL AND ALL THE OTHER WOMEN, WHO HAVE WORN MY LABELS AS AN ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, AND WHAT NOT, ARE INDEED GRATEFUL TO HAVE RECOGNITION, FAR BETTER THAN THEY DESERVE. I THINK OF THE "RIGHT TO RISE" SLOGAN FOR PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE, JEB BUSH . . . YES, HE HAS A RIGHT TO RISE; HOWEVER, THAT IS DONE THROUGH HIS OWN MERITS, AND IN REALITY, CONNECTING HIS NAME TO HIS BIG BROTHER'S NAME AND PRESIDENCY, IS ACTUALLY PROHIBITING JEB FROM RISING ON HIS OWN ACCORD, THUS IT IS WITH THE SISTA CLUB . . . I WOULD NEVER HAVE WRITTEN ONE NEGATIVE WORD, HAD THE SISTA'S RAISED ON THEIR OWN NAMES . . . PROBLEM IS, THEY ALL HAVE "NO-NAME" BRANDS, AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO ACTUALLY START AT THE BOTTOM, RATHER THAN STANDING UNDER THE WINGS OF MY WIND! I WOULD CHEER THEM ON, BE ALL FOR THEM, AND WOULD STOP WRITING ABOUT THEM . . . GET YOUR OWN LIFE, YOUR OWN RESUME, YOUR OWN BLOG, YOUR OWN LAW DEGREE . . . THE TRAINING AND EXPERIENCE, EDUCATION AND WORK DOES NOT COME EASY! TRY IT, YOU MIGHT LIKE IT. I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT DALLAS WAS A COP . . . WALKS LIKE ONE, ACTS LIKE ONE, USED TO DO PROTECTIVE SWEEPS OF THE HOUSE, LIKE ONE, AND TRIED FOR A WHILE TO BULLY LIKE ONE . . . HE HAS NOW GONE, UNDERGROUND, IN A PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE APPROACH OF PLANTING SEEDS OF DOUBT, OR POISON IN ELLIOT'S MIND, FROM A COP PERSPECTIVE . . . COPS HAVE HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATIONS AND A VERY PHYSICAL JOB . . . THEREFORE, ONE WOULD ASSUME THAT THEY WOULD BE ATTRACTED TO SIMILAR WOMEN. RACHEL WAS A PHYSICAL EDUCATION MAJOR, RAN ON THE TRACK TEAM, AND HAD A PHYSICAL CAREER AS A FLIGHT ATTENDANT, OR WAITRESS IN THE SKY. RACHEL HAS AMPED UP HER CHEST, THREE TIMES, SOMETHING THAT IMPROVES HER PHYSICAL APPEARANCE, THAT WOULD APPEAL TO LOWER LEVEL MEN, LIKE COPS. UNTIL 5 YEARS AGO, WHEN ALL THIS SWITCH-O-CHANGE-O HAPPENED, WHEN BRETT AND THE BOYZ CLUB OF COPS, STARTED STEALING MY POWERFUL NAME, MY HISTORY WITH COPS, AND CLAIMING THAT THE SISTA CLUB DID ALL THE GREAT FEATS OF ACCOMPLISHMENTS THAT, I, IN FACT DID! AND THEN, WITH AN ARMY OF LIARS, TRIED TO DENY MY ANY CONNECTION TO MY CAREER OR MY CHILDREN! LOL! IS IT SO HARD, TO GIVE CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS DESERVED . . . RACHEL HAS TAKEN CARE OF HER PHYSICAL CONDITION OR BODY, PRAISE HER FOR THAT, AND THAT IS LAUDABLE! I HAVE SPENT MY TIME WORKING ON MY BRIAN, LEGAL SKILLS, TEACHING, WRITING AND SPEAKING; PRAISE ME FOR THAT. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD NOT BE JUDGED GOOD FOR THE SAME THINGS, JUST AS MEN ARE NOT. WE PRAISE AN ATHLETE FOR HIS SUPERIOR PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES AND SKILLS, AND WE WOULD NEVER THING OF SENDING HIM INTO THE SURGERY ROOM TO PERFORM HEART SURGERY, NOW WOULD WE? BEING A LAWYER IS A HARD, TECHNICAL JOB, AND REQUIRES THE UTMOST CARE AND TRAINING . . . THAT IS WHY WE STOP PEOPLE LIKE RACHEL AND SHELLEY, FROM PRACTICING LAW WITHOUT A LICENSE. I HAVE 4 BAR LICENSES, AND THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN BECAUSE SOME JUDGE THOUGHT I WAS MORE ATTRACTIVE THAN ANOTHER FEMALE ATTORNEY. SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFFANY, ANNIE, HOPE, ARE NOT ATTORNEYS, BUT, I WOULD CHEER THEM THROUGH THE PROCESS, THROUGH SCHOOL, HELP GIVE THEM TIPS TO PASS LAW SCHOOL AND THE BAR . . . BUT, THAT IS TOO MUCH OF A RISK, AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO START AT THE BOTTOM OF THE TOTEM POLE IN THE LEGAL WORLD, RATHER THAN USING MY NAME, WITH A 20 YEAR HISTORY OF BEING ANYTHING BUT, YOUR AVERAGE RUN OF THE MILL ATTORNEY, LET ALONE JUST AN ATTORNEY. THERE HAS GOT TO BE AN INSECURITY THAT GOES ALONG WITH THE FRAUD, OR CLAIMING YOU ARE SOMETHING THAT YOU ARE NOT . . . YOU WILL BE FOUND OUT. I HAVE A FRIEND, WHO WORKS WITH THE LEGISLATURE, AND TRIES TO PASS HIMSELF OFF AS AN ATTORNEY, IN FACT, I THOUGHT HE WAS ONE . . . BUT THERE ARE ALWAYS, TALE, TALE SIGNS, WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, THAT REAL ATTORNEYS KNOW, AND THE FAKES DON'T. THIS FRIEND ASKED ME TO BE INVOLVED IN A CASE WE TOOK TO THE UTAH SUPREME COURT, GOT A UNANIMOUS WIN . . . BUT, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND HIM, HE COULD NOT SIT AT THE BAR, OR ARGUE IN COURT, AND MY BRIEF WAS THE ONE THAT PUSHED THE JUSTICES IN OUR DIRECTION. MY NON-ATTORNEY FRIEND WAS PISSED, BECAUSE I DIDN'T SHOW UP UNTIL WE ARGUED IN FRONT OF THE COURT, AND WERE ASKED TO PREPARE BRIEFS! AND YOUR POINT, I WON THE CASE FOR US! THE COURT USED MY LAST MINUTE ARGUMENTS, NOT THE OTHER ATTORNEYS AND MY FRIEND WHO HAD WORKED ON THE CASE FOR MONTHS. I SAW THIS SICK LOOK OF ENVY ON SHELLEY'S FACE, WHEN I WOULD TAKE OVER A MORTGAGE CASE, JUST BEFORE ONE OF HER CLIENTS WERE GOING INTO COURT . . . THEY WOULD SAY, TO SHELLEY, "I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ATTORNEY?" BUT, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE CONFIDENCE, THE STYLE, THE POSTURING, AND SKILL DID NOT GO UNNOTICED, AND I AM SURE THAT PAINED SHELLEY, WOULD KAY . . . SHE IS NOT MADE OF THE SAME MATERIAL LEGALLY, OR IT WOULD BE HER OWN CASE SHE WAS ARGUING, NOT MINE! THERE IS NOT SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS. I JUST SAW A YOUNG MAN WITH THE T-SHIRT "BUDWEISER" ON IT . . . FOR A NON-ATTORNEY, YOU MIGHT BE FOOLED BY THE LEGAL TERMS AND JARGON THAT SHELLEY HAS PICKED UP BY ME OVER THE YEARS, OR READING MY CASES, EMAILS, BLOGS; HOWEVER, WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, I WOULD EAT ALL OF THEM ALIVE IN ANY DEBATE ON MY CASES, ISSUES ON MY BLOG, AND NONE OF THEM COULD WRITE LIKE I DO . . . THERE IS NO SHORT CUT TO SUCCESS

"AN EVIL LOVE" . . . DEADLY WOMEN: LETHAL LOVERS, UNDER HIS CONTROL, BRETT'S IRON REBELS . . . HOW ONE MAN PULLED THIS WHOLE THING OFF! MY MIND HAS ALWAYS RULED MY EMOTIONS, MY ACTIONS, AND MY TIMING IN LEAVING SOMEONE . . . BRETT WAS, AS OTHER MEN IN MY LIFE, "WOUNDED BY LOVE" AND MADE ME PAY BIG TIME! BRETT TODD STEWART OR SWEENY TODD, BELIEVED THAT WOMEN WERE THE KEY TO HIS SUCCESS, AND STUDIED HOW TO MANIPULATE, USE, AND ABUSE WOMEN, CONTROLLING THEM THROUGH SEX, SEDUCTION, AND THE PROMISE OF MAKING A KILLING. THE PROBLEM WAS THAT KILLING DEPENDED ON MY FAMILIES TALENTS, NAME, MUSIC, INFLUENCE, CONNECTIONS, AND STAYING POWER. THE PLAINS MISTAKEN FOR STARS . . . BRETT BELIEVED THAT A WOMAN WOULD SAVE THE WORLD, HE AND OTHER SIMILARLY THINKING MEN, PLAYED, "MY FAIR LADY" TAKING WOMEN OF BETTER THAN AVERAGE LOOKS, GOOD MINDS, AMBITIONS, JEALOUSY, AND MANIPULATED THEM TO THE MAX, FOR NOT ONLY HIS BENEFIT, BUT FOR THEIR ADVANTAGE TOO . . . READING THEM AND PLAYING THEM LIKE A BOOK, INFLUENCING THEM TO USE THEIR SEXUALITY TO CLIMB LADDERS, STEAL FORTUNES, AND BUY THE MORMON CHURCH. BRETT HAD A DEGREE IN "WHAT WOMEN WANT" . . . THE NAME FOR A QUARTERLY CONVENTION HELD 4 TIMES A YEAR IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH. I WAS THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY, AND THE ONE WHO WAS FORCED TO PAY FOR THAT FREEDOM, AS WELL AS MY CHILDREN. HOWEVER, I BELIEVE THAT THE "BRETT HOOD" IS FINALLY, GOING TO BE MADE TO PAY FOR THEIR FRAUD, MISREPRESENTATION, LIES, THEFTS, MURDERS, CRIMES OF EPIC PROPORTION, IN WHAT SOME MAY REFER TO THE "PAINLESS STEAL", WINNING OVER FAMILY, FRIENDS, CLIENTS, LOVERS, ALL CONTACTS, CONTROLLING AND USING POWER, THROUGH ABUSE, ISOLATION, BRIBES, THREATS, DEATH, OR JOINING THE CLUB, WITH THE ALLEGED "COOL PEOPLE", THE "BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE." FACT IS STRANGER THAN FICTION, AND I WAS NEVER SURE IF BRETT WAS A RUN OF THE MILL CRIMINAL, WITH A GRANDIOS DELUSIONS OR IF HE WAS THE FBI AGENT WHOM I SAW IN THE RAID ON WACO, TEXAS, AGAINST THE BRANCH DAVIDIANS . . . PERHAPS THAT IS WHERE BRETT GOT HIS IDEAS, FROM DAVID KORESH, WHO SEEMED TO HAVE MAGNETIC POWERS OVER HIS FOLLOWERS, JUST AS BRETT DID AND DOES, FOOLING EVEN THE BEST. I WAS NOT FOOLED . . . ONE THING I LEARNED WHILE WAITING TO DIE, WHICH IS THE REASON I HOOKED UP WITH BRETT IN THE FIRST PLACE, WAS TO PEOPLE WATCH, COMBINED WITH MY LEGAL TRAINING, PLUS MY SPIRITUAL FAITH IN A LOVING GOD, WHOM STANDS BY ME DAILY, PROTECTING ME FROM THE LIKES OF "BRETT'S MORMON HOOD" WHO ARE PAID FROM THE PROCEEDS OF MY FAMILIES FORTUNE, NEVER HAVING REACH OUR HANDS. BRILLIANT . . . NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY DISORDER, KAY SEEMED TO BE THE IMPETUS OR THE FATAL ATTRACTION, THAT TURNED A NORMAL SICK COUPLE, INTO DEADLY LOVERS, A MODERN DAY BONNIE AND CLYDE, USING CHARM, ATTRACTION, SKILL, LEGAL TRAINING TO STAY ONE STEP AHEAD OF ME, WHILE I ALWAYS KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON, I DIDN'T HAVE THE CREDIBILITY, WITH KAY STEALING MY NAME, MY RESUME, MY LIFE, MY CHILDREN, MY SON'S MUSIC . . . RECRUITING FORMER, CURRENT, AND FUTURE ENEMIES--MADE UP OF FAMILY, EX-LOVERS, THE COP WORLD, MORE THAN WILLING TO HAVE SOMEONE TAKE ME TO TASK, TEACH ME A LESSON, PUNISH ME, MAKING ME PAY FOR DOING NOTHING MORE THAN: (1) MAKING FRIENDS WITH A LETHAL 7TH GRADER, WHO ENVIED ME SINCE THEN; (2) COMING FROM A GOOD FAMILY, AND HAVING A GOOD FAMILY; (3) STARTING AT THE TOP OF THE LEGAL SPECTRUM, AS A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WITH KAY AT THE BOTTOM FEEDERS, THE AMBULANCE CHASERS; (4) EXCELLING IN MY CAREER AND MY FAMILY LIFE; (5) IN SPITE OF HAVING AN ALLEGED TERMINAL BRAIN DISEASE, BEING TOLD I WOULD DIE BY 2002, WOULD NEVER WORK AGAIN, AND WITH NO CURE . . . OVERCOMING THE ODDS, AND MAKING IT ALL THE WAY TO THE U.S. SUPREME COURT; (6) EVEN AFTER THE STEALING OF MY LAW PRACTICE, MY HOMES, AND RUNNING ME OUT OF THE STATE, USING THE STATEWIDE BATTERING SYSTEM OF COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, MORMONS, MISSIONARIES, THE MO CONTINGENCY WITHIN LAW ENFORCEMENT OF ALL LEVELS AGAINST ME, SO AS TO PERPETRATE THAT FRAUD, REAPING THE BENEFITS, AND SHARING, IN AN ALLEGED, "ROBINHOOD" TYPE ACTIVITY, HOWEVER, TAKING MONEY, FROM THE TRUE PROPERTY OWNERS, WHO WERE NOT RICH, NOR GOT A RED CENT OF WHAT THEY HAD WORKED 20 YEARS TO GET, WITH MY ONLY CRIME, BEING TRUE TO MY OATH AND LOYALTY TO THE CONSTITUTION AND AMERICA, WITH A FIERCE LOVE FOR MY CHILDREN, TRYING TO PROTECT THEM, AND FIGHTING, LITERALLY AN ARMY BY MYSELF, FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS! MY PAYMENT FOR LOOKING YOUNG, IS THAT MY KIDS WERE DIVIDED UP, AND BASICALLY BOUGHT, STOLEN, ALLOTTED, BURIED SO THEIR REAL IDENTITY AND PARENTAGE WAS NOT READILY APPARENT, GIVING DOUBLES, TOTAL ACCESS TO CLAIM FORTUNES, UP TO AND INCLUDING AT LEAST A BILLION, IN THIS CASE OF ELLIOT LINDBERG, YES, MUCH LIKE THE SON OF CHARLES LINDBERG, THE IDEA WAS, NOT NECESSARILY TO KILL ELLIOT PHYSICALLY, BUT TO DENY ANY TRACE OF HIS MUSIC, MY LAW, OUR FAMILY, BACK TO ME . . . THIS WAS ALSO A PUNISHMENT FOR HELPING PRESIDENT OBAMA DEFEAT MITT ROMNEY . . . AND ELECTION, UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL

Hitler, Mussolini, and Stalin . . . We Should Shoot All Fat People, and Deny Them The Right To Have Children!

I was never sure if Brett was a chance encounter, or an orchestrated plot, to kill me, and get me out of the way, so that the hood, could get their hands on Elliot's band, called, Parallax, a band that had been together for 7 years at the time Blake Donner, lead singer, and a very magnetic type singer, was, I believe murdered in the Provo Death Cave, with both Elliot and Chris, my two sons, being asked to join the 4 that died, with one guy, someone from Reno, where Shelley had been, or at least in the facinity, having lived in Carson, when she was married to Donald Anderson . . . with Elliot being the one to show the cops and firefighters up to the location of the caves, but being threatened with arrest if El crossed the caution tape, that marked the site of the alleged accident, with friends and band members, being denied access, for 6 hours, before the bodies were recovered from the cave.  I was living with Shelley at that time, after leaving Jerry Owens, and leaving St. George, with the timing, being about right, for Blake's death.

I remember Shelley, sitting in the backyard, smoking a cigar, and telling me about Blake's death, and how distraught Elliot had been.  Isaac was in Elliot's first band, called Purification, and that band included, Tyler, a friend that both Elliot and Isaac hooked up with while living with me and Jerry, while Zeke, or Richard, Elliot's father, was building a new home in Provo.  Elliot and Isaac, after the band broke up, continued to get together often, and they shared friends, band members, and music.  While Isaac seemed the more natural musician, due to Don Anderson, having played in bands, since college, where Shelley and he met, while Shelley worked at the Bistrol Restaurant in Logan, when Don was playing.  Don also had a recording studio in the basement.  Elliot, however, had a father who also played the guitar, but more fore personal enjoyment, but it seemed to have a great impact on his life.  Tyler, also had musical brothers, with several of his older brothers, of the 5 brothers, playing in bands, living in LA and other large cities, hitting it big time.

Elliot took guitar lessons, and I believe does to this day, but not while touring . . . he has not had a guitar out of his hands, since the day I bought him a red shiny, electric guitar, for his 11th or 12th birthday.  Elliot was a natural and very disciplined . . . Isaac was not.  Once Elliot was no longer in the same band, Isaac either seemed to lose interest, dropped out, or had other interests, but he sure as hell, dropped far behind in skill level, after Elliot.  El moved in the tree streets in Provo, and Isaac followed, the opposite was true when Isaac moved to Salt Lake City, and Elliot followed.  They were well aware of each other friends, bands, and often played in the same band.  Isaac gravitated more to the lead singer after Blake died, and Elliot was happy in the background, playing bass guitar and guitar.  I believe that God's Revolver and Maraloka bands were started at the same time.  Elliot played in both, and Isaac only played in Maraloka, for a while.  I believe that Isaac was jealous of God's Revolver and Elliot, because, Isaac had introduced El's band members to Elliot, and now, it was God's Revolver that took off musically, winning hard rock band of 2008.

Brett Come Into the Picture, Sometime Between Blake's Death and God's Revolver's New CD . . . Little Black Horse Where Are You Going With Your Dead Rider?  AWESOME . . . Compared to the Doors!

The interesting thing was, that I had just left Brett, right about the time I first heard Elliot's new CD . . . Elliot and Chris, came up to visit me in Logan, because I had broken my left leg in 5 places and was laid up.  Isaac had his new/old powder blue Cadillac and took all of us for a ride, to hear Elliot's new God's Revolver CD. I was shocked to say the least; this was MY son?  What, play it again!  I had not heard Elliot play since he was in the original band, some 7 or so years earlier, thought his guitar was a passing fancy, or just a hobby, but I could tell, this CD was big time, good stuff and he was going far with it.  I remember, Isaac, saying how good the music was, and that was the supportive cousin I thought he was.  However, Shelley and Brett, seemed to be a fatal attraction, along with Kay, whom he had met, and was part of the problem, resulting in me leaving him, which seemed to be the unpardonable sin!  Brett seemed to have some pass with cops, and he seemed to be setting me up, pushing marijuana, which I hated, along with alcohol, which I had no taste for.  I just started noticing things like, uh, surveillance on the neighbor's roof, that seemed to be pointed right at our house in Mt. Sterling.  I expected Brett to be alarmed, but he was not, and tried to explain, what was clearly pointing at us, with 2000 acres of farmland around.

I started adding up all the factors, marijuana, he didn't drink much, but, Shelley and Kay, and I am not a cat fighter, and that seemed to bother him.  He almost got in a wreck going down to our families Easter Vacation, almost running off the road, because I told him he could have Kay.  He had wanted to make a decision between me and her . . . really, No, you have her, I have never made someone stay with me, who didn't want to!  That seemed to piss him off and finally, I made him leave the family reunion, and I think he and Kay had a reunion of their own.  Brett seemed to know, both Shelley and Kay at the first meeting, which made me suspicious also.  I was wondering what the hell was up?  Brett did help me get better, or at least on my way to getting better, and I think that he and Shelley concocted, so justification for, what I would say, was the start of the whole theft of Elliot's music, based on the fact that he helped me, and she did, but she was getting paid, for me renting a cat pissed couch.  Prior to that, Jesse seemed to be trying to make a police record, by calling the cops on me, as Shelley had also, and I found a file in Shelley's drawer, at about the same time, and she also had my medical files from Dr. Foote?  The older neighbor was always confused as to whom was whom, Shelley or me, and that is the reason I started suspecting identity theft.

The Iceman Cometh, The Iceman Book, and Brett Said, "I am the Iceman."

One time after Easter, and things were not going all that great with Brett and I, we were going to Logan to visit Shelley.  Brett was reading the newspaper, the Logan Herald, and on the back, there was something that said, the Iceman Cometh.  So, when I introduced Shelley to Brett, she was reading a book that I thought was curious, about the Iceman, who was one of the, or the most dangerous serial killers.  There were two incidents, that made me a bit nervous: (1) when I first met Brett, he told me of some serial killer up in Oregon who killed a ton of homeless people and prostitutes . . . the day I met Brett, outside of Albertson's in Logan, I was looking for a room to rent, Shelley allegedly was needing to get out, so her ex-husband, now getting married to another woman, wanted to cash out of the joint investment . . . timing of the chance meeting?; (2) another time, at Hastings bookstore, Brett was stopped from checking out a video, because he had a copy of the movie, I Married An Axe Murderer still out . . . the guy made such a big deal, almost embarrassing, that Brett had to close out his old account, and get a new one, but I always wondered if that was not, God, trying to tell me something about the man, I had married after just two weeks, having never left his house after the first night, with him making a curious comment, while he was on top of me . . . as if he possessed the power over life and death, when he said, I like you . . . and the tense moment seemed to pass; and (3) the first night I stayed with Brett, we awoke to a whole mountain full of sunflowers, we hiked up to the gas pipeline, and there were warning signs.  Being the suspicious person I was, I wondered if this was wear he, possibly a serial killer, buried the bodies of his victims?; (5) Brett also had starter trees, that he got from some prison project? (6) once he made a very smart ass sarcastic statement, that his brother-in-law had snubbed him once, and asked some girl what she was doing with this scum? and (7) the night we met Shelley, who had book cases full of serial killers biographies, just struck me as strange that the newspaper mentioned the Iceman, now Shelley was reading the Iceman serial killer, and Shelley was acting very strange, the first time I introduced Brett to her, and she said . . . so, this is your new husband, huh?  Kay, also made a statement, similar . . . how well did you know Brett when you married him? and (8) Brett checked out the movie, Mormons and Mobsters, later, shortly after that, I paid for gas, and right in front of me, there was the movie, that said, I Married the Mob.

So, on the 4th of July, after this, Brett said, "I am the Iceman."  I laughed and said, "No you are not."  By the 24th of July, Brett and I walked up on the neighbor's property, where I was friends with 4 horses, and as Brett walked on the trail in front of me, all 4 horses, blocked me in their heads, and I could not get out, couldn't push their heads, and I wondered if Brett was going to kill me, or if the horses sensed he was a bad guy, or just what was going on?  Brett had to come back and force the horses heads apart, and let me out. Around that same time, now remember, I was like the mental age of a 5 year old, but Brett, took me over to his gay friend, Randy's house, with the address of 666 East 400 South, Logan.  I liked Randy, but one night, Randy made marijuana laced banana bread.  Brett took about a fourth of one piece and Randy kept giving me piece after piece, and having not been familiar with what marijuana does to your system, really forgetting that it had it in the bread, I ate about four slices, just like I might banana bread.  By the time I went home, or even on the way home, I could barely walk to the truck, and Brett took the First Damn Road, where all the cops hung out, trying to catch people using and selling drugs, which struck me as very, very strange, but he was not stoned, I was, not really realizing what was going on . . . I often wondered if Brett was either a cop, or working with the cops, FBI or something, because he always could find me, anywhere, but I thought he was going to get me arrested to pay me back for asset forfeiture!  As my insistence, we made it home, but I had a fog over my head so bad, that I hated it . . . but Brett seemed fine and busy in the shed, working on the rotary saw!

The Saw, Brett Acting Strange, Me Stoned Out of My Mind . . . I Got Up, Walked Over To The Wheat Fields Across the Street, and Walked in Circles, By the Light of the Moon, for Hours!!

Finally, after laying down in the wheat, after walking for a long time to get the fog out of my head, I stayed in the wheat, actually hiding from Brett, worried that he might have gotten me stoned, so that he could kill me, cut me up and bury me up on the gas pipeline!  I was not taking any chances at that point.  Right after that, we went to wash our clothes at the laundromat near his mother's house, on DeeDee Street, that was his step-father's name.  But, while Brett was doing the wash, I noticed that there was a shirt of some guys, that said, Watch Out for the Pipeline!  Me and my, Intelligence, God, have been working together for a long time, saved my life on hundreds of occasions . . . just tonight, there were three guys from the Poverello Center, who have sort of known me casually for at least two years, off and on, but we were all at the Break Cafe'.  Two of the guys, were always at the Break, but one of the guys, is never there, and it was getting near the 10:00 P.M. curfew for all of them, about, 9:30, and I wondered what they were up to?  No good, it appeared that they were looking for someone.  All of the sudden, a third guy walks in the door in front of them, with his hand covering a GUN!  Not your everyday experience at the Break . . . I packed up my shit and booked it out of the door, into the bar next door, sat in the bathroom for a while, and left out the alley, and down the road to the Union Dance Hall, near the library!

I wondered, what the hell he was doing with a gun, cop?  What was he planning on doing with it, and why was he hiding it from me, with his hand over it?  Didn't stick around to see, but after dancing, I went to the Oxford  to get breakfast, and wondering what the hell the guy with the gun was doing, some guy with a t-shirt walked by, and it had a picture of some guy with a gun pointed at the back of his HEAD!  Did they have a silencer on the gun, were they going to come up behind me, while I was watching true crime movies, and either shoot me, or demand, that I get up and follow them, or where they going to arrest me?  But, this shirt, another sign, not so good, that just might have been the motive . . . they could just do it, maybe a guy from out of town, or agreed upon before hand.  The counter chick was no where to be found, right before that happened, and the way the other two Pov guys were looking, the gunman was late . . . but, I almost waited on myself!  Another strange thing, the Break has music, generally on Thursday night, not Friday night . . . staging a scene with a father and two daughters, young, who had just left, like, this whole thing was just an accident, or would not happen with a dad and two young daughters . . . strange?

I Wrote About Kennedy Today . . . Have Mentioned That I Am Attracted To Both Kennedy and Phil, but That Neither Are Fit to be Faithful!  LOL!

But, a couple of times tonight, there have seemed to be indications, that something is up, with Phil . . . over the last few days, since, first I left to Kalispell, and then came back, that is when the set up happened, and Phil was up early, which is rare, so I left, and that comes on the heels of the bus incident, where Phil was way up where I had been, near the Oxford, when there are two bus stops, much closer, and he was there, 35 minutes early?  I ditched out on that one too.  I am sure, that Phil, is a cop, probably CIA, over operations here in Missoula, at least as staff for the mob, but also, on the government's payroll, it's good in the hood . . . they pay more!  With any cop, there is this, fire and ice, type relationship, attraction and repulsion, and most cops, Phil, included, have a hard time separating personal and business.  There is no other reason to act differently, but they, my two son-in-laws too, when I write some mean ass blog against the cops!  The UNIFIED POLICE FORCE . . . the frat rats of the law!  

Offend one, and you offend all . . . there seems to be no more line of demarcation between members of the law enforcement community, as there is when cops violate personal space, invade homes, violate the 4th amendment.  And both Phil and Kennedy, have been around long enough to know me from way back in my assistant attorney general days!  One the one hand, I am a cop trophy girlfriend or wife, and on the other hand, the most hated woman alive!  There is a fine line between love and hate!  I take all this in stride, because, while they, cops have to deal with me, when in their jurisdiction, for a month or so, I am constantly under attack, wherever I go, so as long as I don't get caught, it is just a win for me!  The other day, there was this band, with the name, First Defeat . . . Llittle Ms., Little Ms., Never be Wrong . . . and generally, I am not!  I am a thinker, and I reserve judgement, and wait, so I know that I am right!  LOL!  I only took cases that I knew the law was on my side . . . I had a win/lose record to uphold!  Why would I take a case where the law was not on my client's side?  Of, course the way the judges rule now days, the law is in their heads, or their decision is based on whether they like you or do not!  I already know what they think of me . . . took out several of their own!  LOL!  Some judges, literally, before the take down, shake in their boots when I come in their courtroom!  I loved it, the power of it all!  Who needs money?  LOL!

William Hurt in Midnight Express!  I Saw a Documentary on a Death Associated With the Filming of that Movie . . . Hurt, Looked Like Phil!!!

I make it no secret when I write that I am attracted to some guys . . . as I did with Phil, Mr. Hotpants!  Men can't take me too serious, while attracted, I am, more like a man, than most women . . . I don't need some deep emotional attachment, sex would be great, but, I am not looking for a sport fuck, something more, which is generally, not what some hot younger cop-type guy is looking for, therefore, ti is not smart of me to even go there.  I can write, but not touch.  If he wants anything, he would have to do the first move.  Right now, I am out of the Poverello Palace for the next 20 days . . . believe me, I am not checking him out, or looking at him, because I don't think he is beautiful, or because I am just staying away.  I am staying away, and it is killing me, I wanted to just go pretend I was getting mail, so I could look at him, I dig just looking at him.  But, with the experiences of the night, and some guy showing up here, with a blue bandana, on his head, and with hair similar to his, and with all the signs, don't think it is a good idea.  And today, right after I wrote about Kennedy, or now yesterday, I was laughing and saw some guy out in East Missoula or Riverside, in a black muscle car, with a guy who looked sort of like Kennedy, and he backed his car, almost into the trailer behind him, with jet black smoke going up in the air, and the engine acting as pissed off as the guy, and it made me laugh.  I know that I should not laugh, but hey, the chicks dig me writing about hot guys, especially, ones with the name of Kennedy after it!  LOL!  Sells copy!

Tonight at the Union Dance Hall, up on the wall next to the stage, there is a strange picture for a bar, of President John F. Kennedy, V.P. Johnson, and three other men, all of which were probably involved in the assassination!!!!! And some guy, young, with dread locks, came dancing up to me, smiling and bumping up close to me, with a shirt on that said, Jame's . . . attraction, with writing on the back!  I was curious about the symbolic meaning of the dread locks and the shirt, with Jame's on it, and the word, attraction, but I don't think that was the word, now, after a few hours . . . affliction?  Something that starts with an "A."  The feeling I got was, that chicks are always wanting me to write, 50 Shades of Grey stuff, but I am really not with anyone, so I write from memory, or like today, that burned, black muscle car, reminded me of something Kennedy would drive!  LOL!  Just funny stuff, but tonight at the Oxford, it looked like the whole fucking place was packed with cops, or staff, or hit men . . . I just outlast them . . . I have my computer and watch Deadly Women episodes and it reminds me of Shelley, Kay and the girls . . . one had two sisters with a overly close or sick relationship, that end up murdering a mother and daughter they worked for.

My Life is Constantly At Threat . . . Take a Number!  LOL!  However, It Will Not Be So Funny If They Get Me!

NSA Keeps Erasing Paragraphs!

Oh, and right in front of my face, there is a text box that pops up, and there are recommendations on how to make the writing different . . . never better, can't improve on perfection!  So, my guess is that Kay, Shelley and staff are seeing this as I write it, and editing the harmful, fun stuff out!

FOXY LADY . . . LADY'S DESIRE! SMOKIN' SMITTY . . . REMEMBER, MR. & MRS. SMITH . . . YEAH, THEM! LOL! THE TALE OF THE CELL PHONE CONTINUES! ANNIE'S RESTAURANT . . . NOT JUST GOOD FOOD! REMEMBER WHEN I WROTE THAT THE LETTER I WROTE, AUGUST 20, 2015, TO THE FULKS, HAD MY CONTACT INFORMATION ON IT, ALONG WITH MY PHONE NUMBER, 406.306.0011, AND SHE TRIED TO STEAL IT, THEN AFTER I WENT APE-SHIT ON HER, AND DEMANDED SHE TAKE ME INTO KALISPELL, MT., TO CHURCH, SHE MAGICALLY FOUND THE PHONE, ALLEGEDLY AT THE GAS STATION I DITCHED OUT TO, WHEN SHE AND THE SHERIFFS DECIDED TO TRY TO SET ME UP OUT IN THE PARKING LOT OF THE FOUR SQUARE STRIP MALL ON IDAHO, ACROSS FROM MCD'S . . . WITH NOTHING BEING REPORTED GOING ON, JUST ANNIE RUNNING OUT, THINKING I WOULD FOLLOW, AS THEY PARKED NEXT TO HER CAR . . . WRONG, AND WHEN I ASKED HER ABOUT WHAT WAS GONG ON, NOTHING? REALLY? WELL, "THEY" SMITTY'S ARE STILL TRYING TO TAKE OVER MY PHONE, NOT SURPRISING . . . I WON THAT ONE! LOL! SO, REMEMBER, I LEFT MY CELL PHONE, WITH THAT SAME NUMBER, CONTACTS, IN GRAND JUNCTION, WHERE I TAUNTED THE COPS, MAKING FUN OF ALL THEIR SPY GEAR! LOL! WELL THEY FINALLY GOT MY PHONE, ON THE THIRD TIME, SO THAT MEANS THAT SHELLEY HAS IT, PROBABLY ALONG WITH MY OLD COMPUTER! WHAT A HAG FROM HELL! SHELLEY CLAIMED THAT SHE WAS ME, IN THE HOPE CARLTON LEVIN CASE, WHEN I RE-WROTE THE LAW ON ALIMONY AND COHABITATION, AS HOPE"S ATTORNEY, ON A $28 MILLION DIVORCE CASE, SKINNING THE DUMBY BUNNY, PLAYBOY, COP, BODY LIKE KAY'S, SKINNY ASS, UGLY SKINNY, YOGA SHIT FRAIL, SICKLY BODIES, FAVORITE WORKOUT BUDDIES, I AM SURE . . . OH, BUT, I AM KAY, SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFF, MARCIE, KELLY, NOW ANNIE, WE ARE ME, ALL OF US . . . REALLY, ONLY ME . . . THE REST OF THESE BITCHES ARE WANNA BE ME'S! YOU SEE, HOPE LIVES IN LOMA, COLORADO, NEAR GRAND JUNCTION, 90 MILES FROM MOAB, SCENE OF THE CRIME OF FALSE INCARCERATION, WHILE BROCK & NEW FAKE, JOANN, ATTORNEY, MADE A BILLION DOLLARS, FORGED MY NAME, AND THOUGHT THEY STOLE THE BROCK, $357 MILLION SECURITIES, CASE I WON . . . HOPE SHOWED ME A COPY OF THE NEW, $2500 WARRANT, JUDGE ANDERSON, ISSUED, BECAUSE I PAID THE $500 EXTORTION, SO HE HAD ME ARRESTED AGAIN--9 DAYS, SOLITARY CONFINEMENT! OR DID, LAST I KNEW, AND SHE PALLED UP ON THE JUDGE, LYLE ANDERSON, THE ONE WHO LOCKED ME UP, WITH THE AID OF FRANK, INTERPOL, MY ALLEGED, HUSBAND, ALLAN BESS, WHO SHELLEY AND FRANK MURDERED, CUT UP, BURNED HIS BODY PARTS IN THE NEW FURNACE, AND CEMENTED HIS ASHES INTO THE WALL IN THE BASEMENT ROOM WHERE THE COAL AND WOOD WINDOW TO THE OUTSIDE DRIVEWAY IS . . . BUT, I SHOULDN'T KNOW THAT, SHELLEY, WAS ME! LOL! I NEVER FUCKED FRANK . . . HE IS APPALLING TO ME! 800 WOMEN? JAMES BOND? NA!!!!! MOB, MOB, MOB . . . SAME CREW STEALING MUSIC, TUCKER THE FUCKER, ANOTHER COP . . . TAKING OVER THE WORLD WITH DIRTY COPS, USING DIRTY TREASURE . . . THE SORRELL RIVER RANCH, THAT THE LEVINS OWNED . . . THAT IS WHY HOPE HAD TO BE DISGUISED, WEARING A WIG, PRETENDING SHE WAS A WEDDING PLANNER, LIKE NOBODY IS GOING TO NOTICE HER, AND DIDN'T, BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT THE REAL "HOPE M. CARLTON", FORMER PLAYBOY BUNNY, THIS CHICK SNORTS LIKE A PIG! BUT THAT REGION IS BAD NEWS, MO COPS TRIED TO GET ME FOR 12 HOURS, FBI HELICOPTERS SHUT MY COMPUTER DOWN, 6 COP VEHICLES, BLACK AND WHITES, SCREAMING UP AND DOWN THE NORTH AVENUE ALL NIGHT, AFTER I BLEW ANOTHER COP PARTY, AT THE HOMEWARD BOUND HOMELESS SHELTER . . . I AM JUST A PARTY SLAMMER! LOL! OH, WELL . . . CELEBRATE IF YOU CAN EVER CATCH ME, WHICH I LOOKING BAD FOR SMOKEY THE BANDIT! LOL! SOME GUY JUST WALKED IN LOOKING ALL FBI UPPED . . . LOL! SO, I CALLED 611, AND INNER SYSTEM ON MY STRAIGHT TALK CELL PHONE, WHERE, EVEN AFTER THE SERVICE STOPS, AS IT DID, AUGUST 20, 2015, I CAN JUST CALL THAT NUMBER, 611, AND IN ABOUT THREE AUTOMATIC STEPS, TO AN ELECTRONIC SERVER, A MAN'S VOICE, AND THE SERVICE, WITH ALL MY DEBIT CARD INFO ON IT, MAKING IT VERY EASY, SINCE I HAVE SIGNED UP THAT WAY FOR A YEAR, GENERALLY, ON THE NIGHT I GET PAID . . . BUT, I WAS CHEAP, AND WAITED, UNTIL TODAY, AT ABOUT 10:00 A.M., SPIES, USE THAT SPY WARE SHIT, FOR ONCE, HELPING ME, RATHER THAN, USING THAT SHIT TO SUPPORT THE CRIMINAL CHICKS! BUT, RATHER THAN A

NSA FUCKING WITH MY TITLE 20 TIMES IS ENOUGH . . . So I Will Rat SMITTY Here!  LOL!

Okay, so this auto, robo, dude, usually is the guy I work with on my Straight Talk phone, with the number, 406.309.0011 . . . blast that bitch with a billion phone calls and messages, mine still is not activated, and it has been 12 hours, almost.  But, this guy walks you through a few, and because all my Walmart money card, ending in 0192, which this real, Shelley staff chick, asked me for, as well as my code on the back, you know the 3 digit security code . . . Shelley, through Frank, InterPol, John Bagby, and Annie, have either intercepted, birth certificates, debit cards, so that I have to be the one to change, making it look, like bitch wad is first in time and I am the fraud, trying to hack into her shit!  So, I was running out of juice on my phone, and Sandra, probably on the payroll too, took my cell phone charger, after I let her use it while she was in St. Patrick's hospital, allegedly for having pnemonia, letting her keep it to charge her phone, but also, giving her a bird's eye view of where I keep my charger in what purse or doggie backpack . . . and when she got kicked out, I was in the women's dorm, putting on my make-up, and left my locker open, so easy prey . . . I don't steal, so I never think that anyone else will steal . . . how, wrong I am, the only one who came to see Sandra twice, while in the hospital, pays me like everyone else, fucking me over in some way . . . no good deed goes unpunished!  

Bitch older sister, Shell Hell, probably thought that would stop me from calling anyone, slowed me down, for sure, and this phone, with all the hook up problems, trying to stop me when I bought the phone, taking until the next day, for the real guy to set up, not the fake FBI dude, that almost got ratted out by the real tech boy, who had to take an hour, to fix all the fuck ups and spy shit on my phone!  I have had this phone number, probably the longest of any, in the last 4 years, since leaving Utah!  Hot commodity, being me that it, and anything I touch is famous, worth a fortune, and connects me to my famous name, life, career, as a bad ass con law chick, from Heaven, saving the U.S.A. and the world, if I can!  Shelley needs that phone to claim that she is the blog author, because, I put the letter to Annie in my blog, and all her friends, who are reading the blog, are probably asking what the fuck is going on!  Do ya think?  It is about time . . . so this chick on the phone, the real woman, not the electronic dude, who makes it so easy for me, told me to leave my phone on, after she said the service would start, the 20th, and it is the 28th, so cheating me out of 8 days . . . oh, and Annie, called me and said she had put a plan for $30 on my phone, thinking I had the same phone, but I had already signed up for the new phone, and paid for the service . . . she probably paid for Shelley's, 406.309.0011, not mine!

So, honest sky spies, check the split, and the location of where this bitch has the second phone, and I just bought her $30 bucks worth of phone service and never got the phone activated.  This staff of Shelley's or Kay's, probably with Shelley chomping at the bit, since I posted that blog and after the fiasco in Kalispell with Annie, trying to save that bitch's ass, since I tore her a new fucking asshole!  LOL!  Cover, cover, cover the criminals, all support each other, all in favor of the fake bitches, who want to be me!  LOL!  But they are stepping in more and more shit, trying to cover up . . . ask Tricky Dicky, Richard Nixon, and my father Dick the Prick, what that feels like to have the cover-up worse than the crime!  But, these fuckers, ride piggy back, like one person, then, they jump off, and take over the rip cord and parachute, and leave you in free fall.  

But the chick on the cell phone service said that I should leave my phone on and the service would come on . . . I waited and nothing happened, just like when the fake Wally's World phone tech set me up, and fucked my phone up, nothing happened all night, but a fake security guard at the hospital, really a real cop, was able to locate me, after an FBI low flying plane came overhead!  Really, these guys are exhausting me, and I am going to SNAP, and kill someone, if you fuckers, who's job it is to arrest these fucks, don't actually get some of this shit down as evidence . . . 10,000 Cinderella Silver or Glass Slippers of Evidence . . . what the fuck more do you fucks want me to do?  Your LIVE BAIT . . . but for my quick responses, I would be DEAD right NOW!  So, MY GODDAMN PHONE SERVICE IS STILL NOT ON . . . I got some text, telling me to call some 800 number . . . the one connected to most of my services and card, start in 877, so, I never called, plus I don't have power, remember stolen charger, Sandra the Indian Chick, who follows me to the Poverello, and Butte!  CHECK MY LAST TEXT, AROUND NOON TO GET NUMBER!  Good God, do I have to do all the think for you fucks?  Amazing . . . whatever, do I need to die to prove to you that they are trying to steal ME, ELLIOT, my phone, my letter, my blog . . . and you sure are making it easy on them . . . YOU HAVE TWO FUCKING PHONES WITH THE SAME NUMBER . . . ONE STILL IN COLORADO, WHEN I WAITED A MONTH TO SIGN UP . . . ONLY, IT MUST HAVE BEEN IN USE, BECAUSE, THERE APPEARED TO BE SERVICE STILL!  

These fuckers are probably RAFTING in mass, on the Animus River in Durango, on the Gold dust of mine . . . rivers of gold, streets of gold . . . the whole fucking Southwick family, one last summer vacation before school starts?

I Have Been Writing About This Shit, Since About 2007, When Elliot and God's Revolver Had 3 Worldwide Interviews, and Dallas and My Fucking Father, Seemed to Kill All DEALS!

ARE YOU GUYS SERIOUSLY THIS STUPID . . . WE ARE Talking BILLIONS!  And This is NOT WORTH YOUR FUCKING TIME?

YOU ARE THE PROBLEM!!!!!!

PARTY SLAM . . . SICILIAN MAFIA HIT--BUTTE . . . HOLY-MOLY, THEIR GOOD! FOR PUMPKIN LOVERS & PUMPKINS ALIKE! EINSTEIN BROS.! WINK! SMILE! FROM THE MOTHER OF THE GREAT PUMPKIN PATCH IN PROVO! LOL! GEAR UP OR SCHOOL. GEAR UP FOR GREAT! WE CATER. WE DELIVER. WE DELIGHT! WITH DEATH KNOCKING ON MY DOOR AT 4:00 A.M., FOLLOWED BY AN UNDERCOVER DIRT BAG COP, ONE OF THE PARTY BOYS, UNCHARACTERISTICALLY UP THE NIGHT I LEFT THE POVERELLO PALACE, SURPRISE! STOPPING BY THE BUS STOP, THE SECOND I CAME OUT THE SLEEPY INN; ON THE MONEY, 11:00 A.M., CHECK OUT TIME--OUTLASTING THE COP SITTING BY MY ROOM, 114--7 HOURS! AH! LOL! I WOULD HAVE KICKED IN THAT MOTHERFUCKER'S FACE HAD HE MADE A MOVE OFF THE GROUND, WHERE HE WAS RESTING AFTER I DIDN'T OPEN THE DOOR! I THINK HE KNEW HE WAS IN A VULNERABLE POSITION, ON THE GROUND, SELF-DEFENSE, ASSHOLE! TIME IS VERY SUSPICIOUS TO BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN TROUBLE! . . . LOCAL BOY, GUIDO, AS HE IS CALLED, PROBABLY SHOWED UP, SO HE COULD LIE, JUST STOPPING BY FOR A LITTLE CHAT, FOR ONE OF THE FRAUD BROAD COPS CHICKS--SORRY I RUINED THE PARTY AT THE POV. THE NIGHT I LEFT AT 10:30 P.M., WHEN LIGHTS OUT, GENERALLY 9:30 TO 10:00 P.M.--WHOOOPS!. . . NOT REALLY SORRY! ABOUT AS SORRY AS I WAS RUINING BROOKE, ROCKY & SILLY HIT MAN IN BUTTE'S, RESCUE MISSION, LITTLE SET-UP--SORRY, NOT SORRY! BOSS DRUNK ASS KENNEDY HIDING IN THE SHADOWS? REALLY, RACHEL! LOL! SHE IS A FOURTH WIT! LOL! BUT SO IS KENNEDY! LOL! A SIGN OF KAY'S LAUGHABLE CROWN, YEAH, CORONA BEER! LOL! WITH THE PALM TREES! LOL! THEN THE "ANGRY ORCHARD" MEAN, HAUNTED TREE . . . DAD? THE SOUTHWICK MOB CLAN, LIVED JUST OFF "ORCHARD DRIVE" IN BOUNTIFUL, UTAH, WHERE I TRASHED MY FAMILY BY ABOUT THE AGE 12! LOL! NEVER STEPPED BACK INTO THAT SHIT HOLE FAMILY . . . THAT IS WHY IT IS EASY TO GET RID OF ME . . . NOT IN THAT INCESTUOUS FAGGOT BARN! KAY, MY LEACH SINCE 7TH GRADE, FITS RIGHT IN THAT CRIME FAMILY! LOL! WAS TOO GOOD THEN, TOO GOOD FOR THAT SORRY ASS LOT, NOW! SARA LEE, ONE OF MY SIGNS FOR, WITTLE KAY . . . NOBODY DOESN'T LIKE, KAY! I AM SURE MY HIGH SCHOOL CROWD LIED THEIR SORRY DUMB STUFF IN HIGH SCHOOL ASSES OFF, TO COVER FOR THEIR, A CLASS OFFICER, WHO WAS "POPULAR BY ASSOCIATION", HANGING ONTO MY CHEERLEADING OUTFIT, CLASS OFFICER, STUDENT BODY OFFICER, VALENTINE'S QUEEN THREE YEARS, STUDENT OF THE MONTH, ASS, SINCE 7TH GRADE SCIENCE, BEING POPULAR WAS NOT THAT COOL, SO, WHEN THE WITTLE KAY, POOR GIRL FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE TRACKS, DIVORCED FAMILY, DUTCH-BOY HAIR CUT, BOY BODY--STILL HAS THAT, BUT BOOBS, GLOBBED ON TO ME, WHATEVER, HAVE AT IT! LOL! . . . COPS CAN'T DEAL WITH A REAL WOMAN, BOYS WITH BOOBS, TRAINING FROM THEIR TWO YEAR MO MISSIONS! FUCK THE BOUNTIFUL CROWD, LIARS, LIARS, PANTS ON FIRE . . . WHAT DID KAY GET PLASTIC SURGERY ON HER PANCAKE FACE, PUG NOSE, PANCAKE ASS PUMPED UP, OR WHAT, BRUNETTE TO BLONDE? 5''4" TO 5'7 AND A HALF? ARE YOU COMPETING WITH THE BRIDE OF FRANKINSTEIN? SHELLEY? BELIEVE ME . . . NONE OF THESE CHICKS WOULD MIND LOOKING LIKE ME, BEING ME . . . OBVIOUSLY, BECAUSE THEY ALLEGEDLY ARE AND HAVE BEEN ME, WHAT SINCE I WAS POISONED IN 2000? REALLY . . . TRUE CRIME WRITERS ARE INTERESTED IN THIS FOE MO TALE OF MO WOE . . . AND DO I HAVE A STORY TO TELL! IF ELLIOT--CRIME HISTORIAN AND HIS BANDS TO MARK THE DATES, PLAYERS, FUCKER ISAAC/SHELLEY CON MOTHER AND SON LOSER TEAM, ALONG WITH JESSE & TIFFANY ANDERSON, AND IF EL HAS NOT SOLD OUT TO THE FUCKERS, BRETT, THAT LOUSY SPERM DONOR, WOULDN'T EVEN CALL HIS OWN SON IN PHOENIX, ARIZONA . . . GONE "GOOD DAD" TO THE POOR SECRIST KIDS, AFTER TRYING TO ELIMINATE THEIR MOTHER! NOW THE STELLAR FELLAR? REALLY? BUT YOU CAN TRACE 20 FUCKING YEARS OF MUSIC FRAUD, THEFT, FAKE BANDS, BANDIT UNDERGROUND, THE CANADIAN UNDERGROUND REVOLVER, LAUNDERING MUSIC, CD'S, FROM 6 PARK AVENUE, GLASCOW, BRITISH COLUMBIA--A PAIGE TUCKER THE MUSIC PROMOTER, FUCKER, HOPE CARLTON'S COP BOY, CANADIAN, WAITING AND SALIVATING FOR THE FIRST SONY RELEASED, THAT WAS NEVER NAMED, OR RELEASED, ALLEGEDLY . . . CHRONICLE THE CRIMES, STARTING FROM ABOUT 1997, FROM PARALLAX, EVERY BIT AS GOOD AS PANTERA, ANTHRAX, BLACK REVOLVER BRIDES--UNTIL BLAKE WAS MURDERED IN THE PROVO DEATH CAVE--DALLAS KNOWS ALL ABOUT THAT ONE, GOING TO WRITE A BOOK? . . . IN FACT, TO MUTE AND COVER, GOD'S REVOLVER, SECOND CD FOR SONY, THIS CREW OF PIRATES, WHO LOVE ELLIOT SO MUCH . . . BUT FOR "YOUR" MOTHER, ELLIOT, "YOU" WOULD HAVE BEEN ISAAC AGAIN, WHEN THE COOL? PIRATES, STARTED THE "GOLDEN REVOLVER GOD" AWARDS! NICE! BUT, NEXT MARALOKA, TO "THE DITCH & THE DELTA" AND "WORST FRIENDS" TO MAKE AN UNDERSTATEMENT! DITCHING THE DELTA . . . DID ALLAN, AKA, FRANK, INTERPOL, ONE OF YOUR ALLEGED, FAKE ASS FATHERS . . . LIAR, LIAR, PANTS ON SHIT ASS FIRE . . . YOU CLOWN SHIT LOSER . . . DID YOU EVER GIVE ELLIOT THE COWBOY HAT I GAVE YOU, TO PASS TO ELLIOT? OR DID THAT GO TO THE SON OF YOUR HEART, FROM THE QUEEN OF BASTARDS, SHELLEY, YOU WERE FUCKING, IN MY HOUSE, THAT THE MURDERED, ALLAN REX BESS GAVE ME? HUH? IF ELLIOT DOESN'T HAVE THAT HAT TO BE DELIVERED WITH THE MAROON TRUCK, ISAAC WAS TO DELIVER TO HIM . . . THAT SHOULD GIVE "MY BOY, ELLIOT" A CLUE OF YOUR LOYALTIES, AND WHO PLAYED HIM IN THE "FAKE" BAND THAT STOLE ELLIOT'S BAND'S THUNDER . . . YEAH, WORST FRIENDS, WORST FAMILY, WORST "FAKE" MOMS AND DADS, WORST COUSIN . . . WORST COUSINS, AUNTS, UNCLES, BROTHERS & SISTER IN LAWS, WORST BAD GRANDPA & GRANDMA! WORST CHURCH, WORST STATE, WORST FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, ATF,, POSSIBLY, WORST PRESIDENT, WHOM YOUR MOTHER HELPED FROM FEBRUARY 2009, WITH THE PLAN FOR DEALING WITH AFGHANISTAN, BELIEVE ME, THE GIRLZ CLUB, WOULDN'T HAVE EVER THOUGHT OF HELPING ON THAT ONE . . . THEY WERE ALL "SARAH", LAUGH, "PALIN" FANS . . . IN FACT, I THINK SHE WAS RACHEL? LOL! ANOTHER CIA, SHIT SHOW, KENNEDY? LOL! ARE YOU DITCHING HER ASS YET, DRINKING UP A STORM AND CHEATING ON THE DUMB BITCH YET? LIKE IS ATTRACTED TO LIKE! LOL! AIR HEADS ATTRACT, A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE . . . BUT SHE DOES HAVE MY MONEY! LOL! SELLING YOUR SOUL FOR A MESS! HOT MESSES AND ILL, ALL OF THE BITCHES! BUT, SO ARE THE BASTARDS THAT AID AND ABET THE CRAZY BITCHES! LOL! THE LITTLE, WITTLE NSA, ALREADY PLAYING NSA COMPUTER GAMES TO PROTECT WITTLE, CHARMING, KAY BABY, MY SUBSTITUTE, AFTER MY FAMILY FORCED ME ON DRUGS, FOR A TERMINAL BRAIN DISORDER? HMMMMM? SHELLEY'S FRIEND VONDA, UP IN SOME SMALL ASS TOWN OUTSIDE LOGAN, MAYBE, GAINED 80 LBS. ON PSYCH DRUGS . . . GOOD IDEA, FORCE DRUGS, TAKE AWAY LOOKS OF JO . . . REALLY? KAY BURNINGHAM AT HER BEST, COULDN'T EVEN SHOW ENOUGH CLEAVAGE, STRETCH HER LEGS BEHIND HER HEAD, SHOWING HER SEXUAL FLEXIBILITY TO MY THEN, SQUEEZE, GREG ERICKSON, MO BORE, WHOM I AM SURE HAS LIED, AND SAID, KAY, SUE OR SOMEONE, IS ME, SINCE SUE GOT MY HIGH SCHOOL REUNION INFO . . . GREG FIRED KAY'S ALLEGED, DUMB ASS, RIGHT DURING TRIAL, AND I FILLED IN, WRITING A BRIEF, TAKING KAY'S LOSER ASS ATTORNEY PLACE FOR GREG! PAYBACK IS LYING ABOUT ME? SOUND LIKE THE REST OF THE LOSERS . . . MONTANA? GOOD GOD . . . AND BRETT . . . WHAT DID YOU DO, MAKE KAY OVER IN "MY IMAGE?" SHE LOOKS LIKE A SHIT SHOO DOG! OR ONE OF HER SIAMESE CATS . . . HINT, I FUCKING HATE CATS, AND THEIR SYMBOLS, CIA RATS, DUMB FUCKS, THINK THEY CAN PULL THIS FUCKIN' SHIT OFF . . . WE WUV THAT WITTLE KAY . . . SMOOCHY, SMOOCHY, HUGGY, HUGGY . . . YUCK! KAY SURE AS HELL IS NOT GOING TO GET GRAND KIDS, RACHEL IS NOT LIKELY TO, AND JESSE IS ALLEGEDLY DEAD, TELLING ME HE HATED HER AND HIS FAMILY, AFTER HE CALLED ME, AND I TOLD HIM, HE COULD MOVE IN WITH ME, I WOULD GET HIM IN COLLEGE, BUT HE SAID HE WAS OKAY . . . TOO BAD, I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO MOURNED HIS DEATH! I COULDN'T STAND MY FAMILY CELEBRATING SUE AND KEVIN SHITS BIRTHDAYS, I LOVED SHELLEY'S KIDS, AND THE PAYBACK FOR TAKING ISAAC IN, TAKING HIM ON A 17 DAY TRIP ACROSS THE COUNTRY, BACK TO NAUVOO, LETTING HIM MOVE UP TO MIDWAY, JERRY OWEN, WAS TO TRY TO STEAL MY SON'S MUSIC, NOW MY FAMILY? BUT FOR ME . . . YOUR LOSER SON, ISAAC, WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN A MUSICIAN . . . I DROVE THOSE THREE BOYS IN THE ORIGINAL BAND FOR THREE TO FOUR YEARS! YOU NEVER, SHELLEY, DROVE ONE TIME . . . AND YOU THINK YOU ARE ENTITLED TO ELLIOT'S MUSIC, TO MY KIDS? MY GRAND KIDS? I THINK NOT! "ANGRY ORCHARD" TRUCK JUST WENT BY . . . DAD, DAD, DAD, ANYONE? LOL! THE NSA, JUST TRIED TO STOP ME FROM TRASHING SHELLEY . . . I LOVED JESSE, HE TOLD HE, I WAS THE ONLY MOM HE EVER KNEW! FUCK YOU, SHELLEY, YOU FUCKING BITCH! NO . . . I AM DONE WITH THE FUCKING FAMILY, HATE THEIR ASSES . . . MY LITTLE FAMILY, OF 4 AND KIDS, ARE WORTH MORE THAN MOM AND DAD'S 100 PLUS! BOTH IN MONEY, CLASS, COOL, BRAINS, LOOKS . . . THE

Biblical Classic . . . King Solomon And The Two Mothers!

BABY SPLITTING

I don't think, the alleged, "in crowd" has ever read the Bible . . . or they missed the story of the two mothers, who claimed that one baby was both of theirs; therefore, King Solomon, held the baby up and decided to split the baby in half, and give each half portion to respective mothers.  The real mother, cried, as the sword was about to cut the baby in two pieced, and told the King to give the whole child to the other mother. Then King Solomon, in all his wisdom, being lauded as the wisest man in the world, or known for his wisdom, took the infant and gave it to the true mother, the one, who refused to let her baby be cut in half, even if it meant that she would lose her son!  I have often relied on this and other stories, like the mother of Moses, who rather than have her child killed by Pharaoh, designed a basket that was made of thrush weeds, by the river, and sent her oldest daughter, to wait for the daughter of Pharaoh, then push the child to the woman, who was bathing in the Nile River.  And so the story went, but when the sister, came out of the bushes, the princess, asked if there was not an Israel mother, who could come and nurse the child, and take care of him in the courts and palace of the King, her father . . . the mother got to take care of Moses, until he was a young child.  Samson, was also turned over to the priests in the Temple, leaving his mother to grieve his loss, but rejoice in the fact that her son, was chosen by God to serve in his Holy of Hollies . . . to thine own self be true, I have fought the good fight for all of my children, and they are all adults, smart, beautiful, cool, and they, knowing, their situation, better than their mother, have to do what they have to do, not only to stay alive, take care of their families, but know the timing of everything.

I can't beat the FBI, CIA, NSA, ATF, all the cops, the extended Southwick family, high school friends, clients, neighbors, and the whole damned fucking world!  I am raw and hung in there as long as I can; therefore, as I have done before, I release you to do what you need to do . . . you know, I love you and all my grandchildren . . . in-laws are questionable, giving me reason to believe they were hired to fuck me over since day one, so it is up to them . . . Fields of Honor, or Halls of Shame?  Your choice . . . Love MOM! 

AWESOME SAUCE--NO MAN-SPREAD! DAMNED RIGHT HILLARY, GOP ARE TERRORISTS--KEEP'EM BAREFOOT & PREGNANT! PERSONAL EXPERIENCE WITH GOP TERRORISTS! PRESIDENTIAL WORD PLAY OF GOP FOX OPINION! KOCH BROTHERS CAN SPEND A BILLION DOLLARS ON "FREE SPEECH", BUT BECAUSE I HAVE A BILLION READERS, DIVIDED BY GOP MO NSA, MY BLOG IS DIVIDED ON 250 SITES OR MORE, TO MUTE MY VOICE AND FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS TO "FREE SPEECH! FRISK'Y BUSINESS--STOP, FRISK . . . EXPLAIN! NY MAKING COPS STAY IN BOUNDARIES OF OATH! YEAH, WITH FOR CONSTITUTION! ABOUT TIME! TECH TAKEDOWN . . . LICENSE PLATE SCANNING OKAY WITH "PROBABLE CAUSE" FOR MURDER . . . RANDOM SCANNING OF "WE THE PEOPLE'S" PLATES WITHOUT PROBABLE CAUSE--FUCK NO! VIOLATES 4,5,9, AND 14TH AMENDMENTS! SLEEP INN, MISSOULA, MONTANA . . . NOT IN TOWN 12 HOURS, 4:00 A.M., KNOCK ON MY MOTEL DOOR, ROOM 114! TWO MEN SITTING OUTSIDE MY DOOR, ONE YOUNGER COP LOOKING! NEXT THE BATTERING RAM? GOP TAUNTING, HARASSMENT, INTIMIDATION, THREATS, SCARE TACTICS, STALKING, FROM INNER MORMON, GOP, COP CIRCLE! FUCK OFF! JUST GOT ANOTHER KNOW ON DOOR! I ASKED THEM WHAT THEY WERE DOING . . . JUST GOT WRONG ROOM. REALLY, THEN WHY DID YOU KNOCK AGAIN! SISTA CLUB GOING DOWN? PUT YOUR FUCKING LEGS TOGETHER MEN, WE ARE SICK OF YOUR DICK'S! STOP TARGETING SMART WOMEN . . . I DON'T DO STUPID, MALE OR FEMALE--RACHEL, SHELLEY, KAY, SUSAN, TIFFANY, KELLY . . . DUMB ASSES, WILL LEAD YOU ASTRAY . . . GET THE REAL BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, NOT THE GOP VERSION OF ME! YOU, COPS, BUTTFUCK MONTANA, YOU HAVE BEEN "UTAHIZED" ARE PUSHING ME TO A FUCKING HUGE ASS LAWSUIT, UTAH THOUGHT $357 MILLION, FOLLOWED BY A $56.7 MILLION, ANOTHER $400 MILLION, WITH CLIENTS WAITING A YEAR AND A HALF TO BE MY CLIENTS . . . EVEN DEPUTY SHERIFFS? REALLY . . . DO WE WANT TO GO THERE? GOGURT . . . DOING ANYTHING TO GET IT ALL!

GOP "Terrorist Presidential" Candidate, Mitt Romney Started "WAR ON WOMEN"--Starting With ME!

FOX OPINION--FOR WHAT IT IS WORTH?  LOL!

Presidential Word Play

• Hillary . . . LIAR, DISHONEST, Untrustworthy, Experienced, Strong, Woman, Bill
• The Trumpster . . . Egotistical, Blow Hard, HONEST, Forth Right
• Bush . . . Weak, Name Recognition, EXPERIENCED, FAMILY, Brother, Honest

COMMUNICATIONS CLASS TEST

I had a class at the University of Arizona.  The professor did an experiment to make a point about communications . . . she had half of our class, a large sample, leave the class.  She gave 10 personality traits to the remaining members of the class, 5 positive and 5 negative, and had the class rate this person, or state what they thought of this person.  Then, she had the first students who had rated this person, leave the class and had the other half of the class come back in, and she read these students, the exact same personality tests, but started with 5 negative personality traits, followed by the same 5 positive traits.  Then she had them rate this person.  And not surprising, those who were read the positive traits first, rated this person positively, and in the converse of that, the students who heard the negative traits first, rated the person negative.

So, while FOX OPINION, since Fox News was down sized from a news source to mere opinion, they didn't necessarily read one personality trait, or questionnaire, that was allegedly given to people, asking them what the first words they thought of associated with presidential candidates.  Then, allegedly, they made the words used most, larger and bolder, and the ones that were less used, smaller and without the bold highlight. They are preconditioning the TV viewers to believe, according to how many people . . . we don't know, who are they, traditional FOX listeners, what is the size, location, sex of the people interviewTed or polled, but we are, without any facts, sample of the people interviewed, just to believe, WHO?  Fox Opinion, that what their pollsters a . . . GO FIGURE . . . THE GOP, UTAH RUN, GOP, NSA, COMPUTER, BOX TROLLS, CYBER TERRORISTS, JUST FROZE MY CURSOR ALREADY TWICE, ERASED THE LAST 2 SENTENCES . . . FUCK YOU ASSHOLES . . . POINT WELL TAKEN . . . FUCKIN' "TERRORISTS"!

Fox is the prime source of GOP thinking, indoctrination, brain washing, propaganda spewing, bull shit, that forms the opinions of most Republicans in this country . . . and in a very irresponsible, manipulative, and down right shitty manner, are trying to predispose their TV viewers, to think this or that, about a candidate, rather than just writing, all the same size, words that people used to describe a person.  My guess is that the people polled, were hard core, FOX faithfuls, party faithfuls, and not your average person on the street, probably twitter feeds to the opinion station!  Right as I was writing this, there was some guest, that they did the Presidential Word Play . . . and the guy said, of Hillary, she is PRESIDENTIAL!  On Trump, the interviewee, said, he was HARD CORE, and of Bush, he just said, BUSH!  Now, that independent person, randomly asked about the words that define the candidate best, used words that were very different, especially for Hillary Clinton, Yale law graduate, mother, former first lady of Arkansas, the United States, a Senator, Madame Secretary of State, and now presidential candidate!

In all reality, Hillary has a better resume than all 16 of the candidates the GOP has presented as options for president, and taking it from both an educated, lettered, experienced woman, I know what a law degree, jobs, training, exposure, speaking, being grilled by other smart, experienced people, the relationships and first name basis with world leaders, can do for a President . . . she is not starting from GROUND ZERO!

The Resume' That Was Trashed By the GOP For: The Butcher, the Baker, The Candlestick Maker Bitches of the Republican Mo State!

• honored humanity student, outstanding English major, honor roll, 4 scholarships, national honor society memberships
• juris doctorate, scholarly writing award, top score in my constitutional law class . . . bad ass from the start, law professor asked me to be his research assistant in con law!
• staff attorney, Utah Prosecution Council, Criminal Enforcement Division, Utah Attorney Generals Office . . . award winning domestic violence and sexual assault manual, served as national model, under Violence Against Women Act, award presented in Washington, D.C., by ironically, President Clinton . . . my graphics and some ideas from that manual, all new, fresh, creative, used in the Department of Justice, Human Body Trafficking Manual; manual training county attorneys, still in use from 1997
• assistant attorney general, administration, Utah Attorney Generals Office, over three statewide programs: (1) victim assistance; (2) constituent services; and (3) Safe at Home Community Based Trainings on domestic and dating violence, gang violence, elder abuse and fraud, stranger danger, and child abuse, 13 staff and 1800 volunteers
• assistant attorney general, health and driver license divisions, Utah Attorney Generals Office . . . with statewide jurisdiction over all DUI's in the state, all 270 I handled that year, and also collecting personal injury damages, from defense bar, after these attorneys recovered on tort or accident cases, that the medical bills for uninsured accident victims, recovered from other drivers . . . tough job
• staff attorney, Division of Aging, State of Utah, working with government areas on aging, city, towns, and counties, working with the elderly, senior citizen centers, ombudsman and other aging professionals . . . set up a guardianship/conservatorship panel of attorneys to handle and help disenfranshised elderly people without family members to care for them, or protecting them from abuse
• general counsel for the Utah Medical Association, over 3,000 plus doctors, representing them at the legislature, dealing with hospitals on contract negotiations, working with federal congressional delegates on physician issues, training and education on physician/law issues, end of life, palliative care, or pain management, end of life issues, living wills, powers of attorney, right to die with dignity, etc.
• professor of argumentation and research, family law, undergrad at 2 universities, award for being the toughest professor on the University of Utah campus, according to student ratings, and having the highest student rating, also made an adjunct professor for adding value to the university and department . . . total of 8 years of teaching at a college/university level
• trial attorney, civil, criminal, from small claims to United States Supreme Court, over $700 million worth of cases, lined up and waiting, memberships in the Utah State Bar, Utah Federal District Bar, 10th Circuit Court of Appeals, and the United States Supreme Court Bar, with 4 certificates of being in Good Standing with the Utah Supreme Court . . . note the date . . . from October 2013 with a case going to the U.S. Supreme Court, and 3 cases up on Appeal to the Utah Court of Appeals, and with terrorist tactics escalating to the level of death, amped up, starting, JANUARY 23, 2012 . . . with $357 million case against the state of Utah, which means the Mormon Church, with a Mo presidential candidate, Mitt Romney . . . I have been chased, tormented, harassed, intimidated, threatened, with up to and including, attempted homicide, several poisonings, accidents, sabotage of vehicles, etc.!
• number 2 in the nation for civil rights defense, after only, Wyoming cowboy attorney, Gerry Spence, who has practiced trial work for 40 years, and with a few defendants, and I have had up to 21 defendants, from county attorneys, judges, to cops of all flavors, police, sheriffs, narcotics, state agencies . . . with damages that lead the numbers in the nation, with cases in 5 states
• this is the attorney, that they call lazy? and this is missing 9 of my 20 years in the law, due to being poisoned, after taking out 9 federal agents, investigators and attorneys!

Blue Oyster Cult . . . Symbolic of the Mo Church . . . "Career of Evil"?  One Can of Bush's Beans!  Why Do You Want to Steal My Career?

I just hit my spell check . . . delayed, delayed, delayed . . . the 30,000 Mormon cyber spies, just tried, as they have months at a time, turned off my spell check, so they could steal the blogs, and then make the changes, and claim they did the blogs!  Yesterday, I wrote my blog title and they ripped it off, about the Butte Labor History Center . . . why, because after I went to Butte, and met the owners of the Butte Stuff Store, and now, the History Center, last March, and writing about the store and the new museum project that I am thrilled to see up and running; however, I stopped by the museum and the history center was closed!  But, it was about 3:00 P.M. and the center closes at 4:00 P.M.!  Scream!  I was dying to see it, and due to the lack of public restrooms, opted for going to the Pita Pit and got into true crime shows, and kept putting off the museum, until I thought I could still see everything in about an hour and a half!  Sorry, will come earlier next visit, but will brag it up, just the posters in the windows are amazing, can't wait to see the movies, film clips and news of the famous Butte!

I weighed 140 lbs. of pure class and style, when the Mo FBI and feds cut me down, with poison, at the end of 1999, first of 2000, so this bull shit, of we are just helping you get back in shape . . . FUCKING BY TRYING TO KILL ME?  No, I was punished for protecting my doctors, statewide, in Utah, under the general counsel position, at the Utah Medical Association, and that defense against the federal fraud units, newly formed to investigate government medical billing practices by docs, extended to the whole fucking United States and every doctor in the country, as did MY work with the financial planners, under state and federal SEC investigations!  Now you tell me, what is to be embarrassed of, as a mother, a church, and a state . . . FUCKING FIELD OF HONOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  IF IT HAD NOT BEEN, THE MO BITCHES AND BASTARDS, ALL REPUBLICAN TERRORISTS, WOULD NOT HAVE STOLEN MY LIFE, MY STORY, MY FAMILY, MY CASES, and TERRORIZED ME TO PROTECT AGAINST THEIR CRIMES . . . FUCKING HALLS OF SHAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

GET FUCKING REAL!  NOTHING BUT GOOD!

This Was POLITICALLY MOTIVATED . . . I HAD AN ABORTION!  MY FUCKING RIGHT . . . LEGAL, DEAL WITH IT!  Shelley the Family, Government, Church Whore--4 BASTARDS from 4 Different Men . . . Along with Kay, Rachel, Sue, Tiffany, Kelly Ann . . . PROSTITUTE THEMSELVES for the GOP Terrorists!

BUTTE TOUGH . . . FIELD OF HONOR V. POSIE PATCH: DEADLY WOMEN--BEYOND SUSPICION--THE UTAH PIONEER CLUB! THE WOMEN NURSING YOU BACK TO HEALTH, ARE ACTUALLY KILLING YOU! SOCIOPATHS--PEOPLE DON'T WAKE UP IN THEIR 50'S AND DECIDE TO KILL PEOPLE, UNLESS THEY HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT! LITTLE OLD LADIES LIVING LIES! SINFUL COLORS! SMOKIN' SMITTY'S . . . HARVARD, YALE, PRINCETON? NO . . . BAD ASS, BYU, 1993! LITTLE MS., LITTLE MS., CAN'T BE WRONG . . . I HOPE YOU HEAR THIS SONG! FIRST DEFEAT! I AM RIGHT 97% OF THE TIME, THE OTHER 3%, I DON'T CARE ABOUT! LOL! X'S & O'S; 1,2,3, THEIR GOING TO RUN BACK TO ME, CAUSE I'M THE BEST BABY THEY NEVER GOT! THEY ALWAYS WANNA COME, BUT NEVER LEAVE, X'S & O'S . . . HEARTS HAUNTING ME! SILVER BOW PIZZA, TREASURE CHEST, DEATH CAMP FOR CUTIES! TOOLS FOR KNOWLEDGE! SUNSMACKER, SUNKISSER, FUTURE HUBBY FOR DESSERT? MAN CAVE VACATION: BUTTE, MT., LABOR HISTORY CENTER! THE BUTTE LABOR HISTORY CENTER PROVIDES INFORMATION AND EDUCATION TO THE PUBLIC ABOUT BUTTE'S REMARKABLE LABOR HISTORY, FROM THE FOUNDING OF THE BUTTE WORKINGMEN'S UNION IN 1878 TO THE STRIKES OF THE 1950'S AND 60'S: (1) INTERPRETIVE BANNERS; (2) INTERACTIVE STATIONS; (3) MEMORIAL WALL; (4) LABOR HISTORY THEATER; AND (5) BUILDING TOURS. BUTTE'S LABOR STORY IS INTERTWINED WITH ITS COMPLEX MULTI-ETHNIC HISTORY, REPRESENTED BY IMMIGRANTS FROM 30 NATIONALITIES AND ETHNICITIES, WHO CAME TO WORK AT THE "RICHEST HILL ON EARTH." HERE'S TO THE WILD ONES! DARE TO GO NUDE! JUST KIDDIN' . . . COME SEE COPPER KING MANSION, BERKLEY PIT, MINES, ETC.! IT'S NOT ORDINARY STUFF . . . IT'S BUTTE STUFF! BUTTE IS BAD ASS . . . THIS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK DIGS THIS PLACE! EXCERPT FROM "AMERICA IN PROPHECY" . . . GOD PERMITS THE WICKED TO PROSPER, AND TO REVEAL THEIR ENMITY AGAINST HIM, THAT WHEN THEY SHALL HAVE FILLED UP THE MEASURE OF THEIR INIQUITY, ALL MAY SEE HIS JUSTICE AND MERCY IN THEIR UTTER DESTRUCTION. THE DAY OF HIS VENGEANCE HASTENS, WHEN ALL WHO HAVE TRANSGRESSED HIS LAW AND OPPRESSED HIS PEOPLE WILL MEET THE JUST RECOMPENSE OF THEIR DEEDS; WHEN EVERY ACT OF CRUELTY OR INJUSTICE TOWARD GOD'S FAITHFUL ONES WILL BE PUNISHED AS THOUGH DONE TO CHRIST HIMSELF!

"THE FIRES OF PERSECUTION"; OLD GUYS RULE . . . SEE AMERICA, NOT AS IT IS, BUT AS IT CAN BE! FATHER VOWS TO GET GUN CONTROL LEGISLATION . . . CRAZY MAN GOT A GUN. THE SHOOTING OF TWO YOUNG JOURNALISTS, IN FAIRFAX COUNTY, VIRGINIA . . . LET'S GET THE FACTS FAIR! THIS MAN WAS NOT A CRAZY MAN WITH A GUN--HE WAS A DISGRUNTLED MAN, WHO CLAIMED TO HAVE BEEN DISCRIMINATED AGAINST AND FIRED AT THE STATION HE FORMERLY WORKED AT, AND KILLED TO JOURNALISTS, FORMER CO-WORKERS, AND WOUNDED ANOTHER PERSON INTERVIEWED . . . A "POWDER KEG READY TO GO OFF", YEAH! MOST PEOPLE DISCRIMINATED AGAINST, FIRED, FOR WHATEVER REASON, ARE PISSED OFF! 890 PEOPLE HAVE KILLED CO-WORKERS IN THE LAST YEAR--WE HAVE A PROBLEM CENTRAL! FREEDOM IS NOT FREE! LOSING A JOB, WHETHER CALLED FOR OR NOT, IS A TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES--A LIFE CHANGER, YOU MIGHT SAY! A FORMER COLLEAGUE OF THE MAN, SAID HE WAS FUN, ALWAYS LAUGHING, GOOD NATURED, WILLING TO TAKE CRITICISM, ASK FOR HELP, AND WANTING TO MOVE UP THE CAREER LADDER--THIS IS NOT THE MAN THEY KNEW! . . . THAT CO-WORKER DESCRIBES THE OPPOSITE PERSONALITY TRAITS FROM THE STATION MANAGER WHO FIRED THE GUNMAN--WHO SAID HE WAS LOOKING FOR EXCUSES TO COMPLAIN OF MISTREATMENT--THE GUNMAN WAS BLACK--STEREOTYPING? . . . SO, WHAT IS A "NORMAL MAN'S" RESPONSE? WHAT IS REALLY AT ISSUE, IS NOT GUNS OR GUN CONTROL, BUT STOPPING BEHAVIOR, FROM THE SHOOTER OR THE MURDERED, THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN CONTRIBUTING FACTORS, SO INCIDENTS SUCH AS THIS DON'T HAPPEN AGAIN! GUNS ARE ONLY MORAL OR IMMORAL, BASED ON THE HANDS THEY ARE PLACED IN--CHOSEN ACTIONS, GENERALLY HAVE TO DO WITH ACTIONS OTHER PEOPLE HAVE PERPETRATED AGAINST THE GUNMAN! IN EMPLOYMENT LAW--IT IS CRITICAL THAT BOSSES, EMPLOYERS, CO-WORKERS, STAFF, FOLLOW WELL ESTABLISHED GUIDELINES AND COMPANY POLICY--YOUR EMPLOYEE HANDBOOK OR MANUAL SHOULD BE YOUR "BIBLE", PROVIDING DUE PROCESS . . . NOTICE AND HEARING, RIGHT TO APPEAL, THE RIGHT TO CHALLENGE EMPLOYMENT DECISIONS. PEOPLE FEEL AT A GUT LEVEL IF THEY HAVE EITHER BEEN FAIRLY TREATED OR NOT, THEY KNOW, INSTINCTIVELY IF THEY HAVE BEEN GIVEN A FAIR SHAKE OR NOT! MANY STATES HAVE "RIGHT TO WORK" LAWS, WHEREIN AN EMPLOYER CAN LET AN EMPLOYEE GO FOR "ANY REASON", OR "WITHOUT CAUSE AT ALL!" THE RIGHT TO WORK, IS THE RIGHT TO LIVE! STUDIES SHOW, THAT THE TWO MOST STRESSFUL THINGS IN LIFE, ARE MOVING AND STARTING A NEW JOB! TO DETERMINE IF THIS MAN WAS A CRAZY, WE NEED TO LOOK AT THE "REASONABLE MAN STANDARD"--GIVEN THE SPECIFIC FACTS OF THAT INCIDENT, FACTORING IN POSSIBLE RACISM--TO MAKE ANY ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT HIS MENTAL CONDITION! WHEN PEOPLE TAKE ACTIONS, I AM TALKING MY FACTS, MY SON'S, HAVING 4 BANDS FUCKED WITH, AND NOW HE IS EITHER FORCED TO DANCE WITH THE DEVIL, OR HAVE MORE MUSIC CD AND NATIONWIDE TOUR STOLEN, SO, WHEN PEOPLE, TAKE ACTIONS, THAT ARE SO CONTRARY TO COMMON DECENCY, FOREIGN TO THE COMMON UNDERSTANDINGS OF HUMANITY, SO OUTLANDISH, AS TO SHOCK THE CONSCIENCE, AND THEY ARE THE VERY PEOPLE, OR CONNECTED WITH OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT DEPARTMENTS AND AGENCIES, WITH THE SOLE RESPONSIBILITY TO STOP THESE TYPES OF CRIMINAL ACTIONS, AND THERE IS NO RECOURSE, RESPONSE, AND THE VICTIM IS TARGETED, OVER AND OVER, AGAIN--THERE IS SOMETHING KNOWN AS "JUSTIFIABLE HOMICIDE"! MY BUDDY NICK, WORKING AT YELLOWSTONE, FOR D&C CONCESSIONS, GOT TWO AWARDS, AND PASSED A SECRET INSPECTION PERFECTLY, IN THE MONTH HE WORKED . . . AND HE WAS LET GO OR FIRED, SO HIS BOSSES BOSS, COULD BRING IN A CHICK, AFTER ALL THE HARD WORK WAS DONE, HE WAS MOST LIKELY FUCKING! NICK ENDED UP ON MEDICATION, IT CHANGED HIS CAREER PATH, BECAUSE, WHILE AN EXCELLENT EMPLOYEE, WITH AWARDS, HE WAS LET GO, AND THIS WILL REMAIN IN HIS EMPLOYEE RECORD, AFFECTING OTHER EMPLOYMENT WITH OTHER NATIONAL PARKS, HIS LOVE, HIS WORK, HIS LIFE! . . . NOW HE IS IN A HOMELESS SHELTER, STRESSED, OUT OF SORTS, 50 YEARS OLD, AND PISSED OFF SO BAD, HE IS WILLING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO GET THIS UPLINE BOSS BACK, INCLUDING GOING TO THE LABOR COMMISSION, A LAWSUIT, AND EVEN STATING THAT HE WAS SEXUALLY HARASSED BY THIS MAN . . . WHAT DOES HE HAVE TO LOSE? I THINK SHOOTING, IN MY CASE IS TOO GOOD FOR THE PEOPLE INVOLVED--IF I COULD, I WOULD GLADLY SKIN THEM ALIVE, PUT ACID ON THEM, THEN HONEY AND RED KILLER ANTS, AND WATCH THEM EATEN ALIVE! . . . DO YOU THINK I AM CRAZY . . . HELL, NO . . . BILLIONS ARE READING THIS BLOG, AND KNOWING THAT THESE PEOPLE, WHO APPEAR TO BE CODDLED BY THE GOVERNMENT, PROTECTED, PRAISED, RAISED UP AS MODELS, LEADERS, AND GREAT ATTORNEYS--WHO ARE NOT EVEN ATTORNEYS, FOR THE MOST PART, BASED ON MY HISTORY, RESUME, CREDENTIALS, MERITS, HONORS AWARDS, CASES, BLOGS, LEGISLATION, AFTER POISONING ME, BACK IN 2000, LEAVING ME FOR DEAD OR DYING FOR YEARS, TAKING INSURANCE MONEY, HOMES, VEHICLES, STOPPING JOBS, APARTMENTS, CHASING, FALSE CLAIMS, LIES, AND ON AND ON . . . I AM NOT CRAZY, I AM PISSED AS HELL, WANT REVENGE, WANT JUSTICE, WANT THEM TO SUFFER . . . AN EARLY DEATH IS TOO GOOD . . . PRISON WITH A BROOM UP THE CHICKS' ASSES, AND A BIG BLACK DICK UP THE GUYS' ASSES, DAILY THREATENED, LEAVING THEM IN FEAR, CONSTANTLY, IS FAR TOO GOOD . . . I CAN'T THINK OF A JUSTICE AND WORTHY DEATH FOR THESE PEOPLE, CAN YOU? NORMAL PEOPLE HAVE KILLED PEOPLE FOR FAR LESS THAN A BILLION DOLLARS! THAT IS WHAT MY ESTIMATED WORTH IS! THIS IS HOW PEOPLE THAT GO BALLISTIC GET . . . PARENTS, EMPLOYERS, NEIGHBORS, TEACHERS, FAMILY MEMBERS, CLIENTS, PATIENTS, COPS, CLERGY . . . IF WE WANT TO STOP SHOOTINGS IN THIS COUNTRY, IT IS NOT GUN CONTROL THAT WILL DO IT . . . IT IS PROVIDING PEOPLE WITH THEIR RIGHTS, PROTECTIONS, A WORLD FREE OF DISCRIMINATION, SEXISM, PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT, ABUSE, FREE OF POWER AND CONTROL, OF UNFAIR TREATMENT--A WORLD WITHOUT BULLYING . . . THIS, MY DEAR READERS, IS THE WAY WE STOP VIOLENCE, KILLING, MAIMING . . . DON'T HATE, COMMUNICATE! WHETHER YOU SEE JESUS CHRIST AS THE SON OF GOD, OR A GREAT TEACHER, WITH TEACHINGS IN HARMONY WITH OTHER GREAT RELIGIOUS LEADERS FROM OTHER PARTS OF THE WORLD, HE TEACHES LOVE, PATIENTS, LONG SUFFERING, CHARITY, KINDNESS, BEING A PEACE MAKER, ETC. . . . WE CAN START, WHETHER IN HOME, WORK, ON THE STREETS, WITH LOVING OUR FELLOW MEN, WOMEN, AND CHILDREN--GOD WAS NO RESPECTER OF PERSONS, BLACK, WHITE, MALE, FEMALE, JEW, GENTILE . . . TO DO OTHER THEN THESE ARE TO BRING THE "FIRES OF PERSECUTION" . . . LOVE GOD, LOVE YOUR NEIGHBORS AS YOURSELF . . . BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER, WATCH GREED, PRIDE, COVETING . . . EASY, FOLLOW THE TEN COMMANDMENTS! IN GOD WE TRUST, IN JESUS CHRIST, WE ARE SAVED! CHRIST PROVIDES THE ULTIMATE FREEDOM . . . AND THAT WASN'T FREE EITHER! THE GOLDEN RULE: DO UNTO OTHERS, AS YOU WOULD HAVE DONE TO YOU! IT WORKS, AND IF NOT, GOD WILL FIGHT YOUR BATTLES FOR YOU . . . IF GOD IS WITH YOU, WHO CAN BE AGAINST YOU! NOBODY . . .