Friday, June 12, 2015

"WE RUST" CD--DELTA FORCE RECON . . . HOP TO IT! CHARLIE, CHARLIE, CHARLIE . . . GRAND JUNCTION HEAT, LAYING IN WAIT FOR ME . . . COP OP! COP HELICOPTER--SURVEILLANCE--FLEW DIRECTLY, SPOT ON, RIGHT OVER WERE I WAS! SCARY . . . BUT NEVER FEAR, UNDERDOG IS HERE! LOL! WANTED TO SUCKER PUNCH ME, WHILE I SLEPT . . . MY GOD ALARM WENT OFF ABOUT 3:00 A.M., BUT I FELT COMPELLED TO GET DRESSED, AND MAKE MY BED AT THE SHELTER, BEFORE HITTING THE BATHROOM . . . I WANTED TO GET MY BLOG DONE EARLY, BEFORE THE NSA WOKE UP, OR WHILE THEY DOSED OFF IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING--BEST REM CYCLES AT THAT TIME; DREAM TIME . . . 24/7 SURVEILLANCE ON ME & MY COMPUTER! THERE HAD BEEN NO INDICATION OF FOWL PLAY, THE NIGHT BEFOE, UNTIL I SAW THAT THE OVERLY LARGE CROWD FOR DINNER, HAD DWINDLED TO ABOUT AH, ONE FOURTH--IT DAWNED ON ME THAT THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN 40 UNDERCOVER COPS, THERE AT DINNER, SO THEY COULD IDENTIFY WHO I AM, AFTER SPY BOY WENT DOWN IN FLAMES, AS DID THE CHICK I MET AT CHURCH . . . FEDS FINEST . . . THE REST OF THE STORY; FUN, FAST . . . FAILED! AND I LIVE TO BLOG ABOUT IT! FRESH SWEET KETTLE CORN . . . FORT JAMES XX, TROPHY HUSBAND? LOL! HEY, IT'S FRIDAY, NEED A LITTLE "GREY", NEW BOOK GALS, OUT FROM AUTHOR OF "SHADES OF GREY", DUMP YOUR SEX LIFE, AND READ THE BOOK! I HERE THAT IS THE COMPLAINT FROM LOVERS AND HUSBANDS . . . LOVERS FIRST, SINCE I DON'T HAVE A HUSBAND! DON'T WANT ONE EITHER, TRIED 4 OF THE CREATURES! LOL! I AM THE WOMAN, COPS AND MEN LOVE TO HATE! LOL! HANG ONTO YOUR BRITCHES . . . ONE HELL OF A WILD RIDE! OH, YEAH, AND I LOVE RE-ENTERING THE SHELTER, TO BLOW THE UNDERCOVER CIA COP'S MIND! SSSSSHHHHHH WE ARE SUPPOSE TO THINK THE SHELTER IS UNDERSTAFFED, AND STAFFED WITH VOLUNTEERS . . . REALLY? FBI, CIA, COPS! NICE!

Connected to Wrigley's Back Room, 4:15 A.M. . . . Computer Turned RED, Shut Down Completely, Warning Light on Sedan, Sheriff, Cop, Come Right to Wrigley's, But Due to Computer Shut Down . . . I Was GONE!  LUCKILY!  Now Computer All Fucked Up!

You have to get up pretty early, to fool me, catch me, or take over my computer . . . in frustration, the NSA, just fries them, every once in a while; however, there are always, the libraries, colleges, and other free computers, with better security systems, firewalls, and virus detectors, than my little $200 acer computer! So good luck, never ending supply of computers, resources, wireless wi-fi, and what not, so just give up frying this one!  I am going to show you how fucked up these fucking NSA, or cyber spies are, and what they have been doing recently to me . . . okay, so like I said in the earlier blogs, that my clock on my computer, kept changing, and being the techo-retard that I am, I figured it was connected to the time I posted my blog; however, I was not sure how to rectify the problem; therefore, I had to just live with it, until I bumbled onto the place in the computer control rooms, and just happened upon the solution.  But, at first I thought the time issues, were Kay, living in Santa Barbara, or at least that is what the Utah State Bar Association, has for her address and location . . . now don't put those butt fuckers, at the bar, above being bribed, to say she, one of my doubles, probably the main one working at the FBI, as these assholes, boss, getting through the door, about 8 or so years ago, using MY RESUME, which can get anyone in any door, except ME!  Not LOL!

I have tried to change the settings on the side of my blog, but I have not been able to keep them set right, but, now I figured out why . . . I don't get to control the computer, "I", bought, not the time, not the location, and this morning all the shit on my computer had changed, since being blanked out, after turning RED, right after the surveillance helicopter, so planes and helicopter . . . those asset forfeiture drug raids, get the cops the sweet stuff!, these secret planes and helicopters . . . just had a typo, in the middle of helicopter, and wrote "pot", revealing the sources of the flying NSA vehicle!  I was however, able to change the time I see all the time, hopefully fucking them up, since, there was a check, that could be removed, and when I realized that my computer was set to Central Time, in Chicago, the other day, while I was in Grand Junction, sitting at McDonald's on North Avenue, noting that there was a place to check that the time would change, according to MY LOCATION!  So, it was not being controlled by ME, it was being controlled by someone, pretending to be me; however, while I was in actual control of this computer, they were in control of the time on my computer!  And I am proud to announce, that I took the time to figure it out, and change it to the time of my location, the blog, is still, posting according to Pacific location, or one hour later, which puts it Pacific Time, somewhere in the fuck in California . . . remember, I have no car, no I.D. which limits any air travel, those fucking TSA, travel cops, with dirty minds, watching you walk through the body scanners, getting their rocks off . . . not shades of GREY stuff . . . shades of perverts and pediophils!  Not LOL, either!

LAST Time I Had, Computer Shades of RED, Writing a Love Letter To FBI Husband . . . The One MARRIED to Me, But in Kay's Body!

Don't hate me because I am beautiful . . . he isn't any more--check out sour faced, Brett, standing inches talker than anyone else, with the Mohawk hair do, in God's Revolver, concert, playing, Scratch Dealt Me a Dirty Hand . . . dirt is Brett and new mama, Kay aka JoAnn . . . Brett would never divorce me, because he wanted my resume, education, credentials, kids, son's band, cases and anything I would do, and think he could lay claim to them through, Kay, whom he had the connections, family, church, bar, and bribed clients, friends, and new lovers, or they got murdered--26 on the short list!  I am sure the Mohawk, was to be undercover, what, a, at least 4 years after I canned his sorry ugly ass!  So, what the fuck is he doing, with the wrong hair do, for blending in . . . that is punk rock, dip shit, not western rock/hard rock!  

That was a favorite statement of Brett's, and at the time, I thought he was handsome, and for the first year and a half we were together, out on his families, 23 acres, in Mt. Sterling, Utah, I was actually, happy, even walking behind him, and just watching his body move!  And I was in love with him, that is until I was invited to Kay's fiance's house, Bruce Bugby, a biology professors, probably one of Shelley's and perhaps Brett's, because after I left him and was hanging out at Shelley's house in Logan, a Utah State Alumni Magazine, I was a Brett Todd Stuart, his full name, as an animal biology major!, back in about 2005, so Kay has been me for 10 years, and Shelley, also a biology major, and me for 15 years, and in addition, you get, six in one of Me, counting the other 4 chicks, that masquarade as ME!  

But, after not touching a computer for about 9 years, I was on a computer at Dixie State College at the time, now, allegedly a University, growing pains, but, about a year and a half after I left, Brett, and hadn't thought of him for that full time, I went to a daughters of the Utah Pioneers meeting, and a lady brought old fashioned Valentine's Day cards . . . and for those of you who might be checking evidence and facts, check out my membership, from back in the day . . . but, the provider of the cards, told us to send the card to someone who would not be expecting it, and so, for some reason, that brought Brett to mind, and at that time, even a long time later, I still loved him, or came to realize that, after writing the letter.  

So, the college, due to me giving two free seminars at the college, would let me use the computer lab, like it was my private office . . . the power of service, with one presentation on a Valentine's Day Special, I think I gave it on the 12th of Febrary, facts, facts, facts, on domestic violence, dating violence and polygamy, and also, I taught, Survival Grammar, to a bunch of students, and faculty, which was recorded, and I believe dubbed over with Rachel, computerized as me . . . I was too fat, you see for the Mo's, and someone at that time was using my name, birth date, and social security number, with a printing account at the college and enrolled!  Baby JoAnns in training! 

Always the Romantic, Looking for Lancelot--Now Replaced--But With 57 Screens Open With Eyes on My Letter!  Then a Shut Down, RED Background with a Black Pulsating Keyboard!

This is only the SECOND time that I have seen the totally RED screen!  The other time, other than this morning, after the surveillance helicopter flew over me to get my 40 or location, like I said, the screen went RED, and then a battery showed up, and then the whole computer went black!  Out of juice, maybe, but I have had these assholes, even while I have been plugged in, drain my electricity, forcing me off my blog!  So was it out or not?  But, fortuitously, with that shut down, I thought, maybe a God thing, and best decided to pack up my shit, not even mess around with it, and get the fuck out of there.  And I did . . . but back to the story at hand.  I was writing Brett, and I had writting about a paragraph, a love letter, a rememberence of sweet times, good time, loving times, and all of the sudden, the cursor, went slamminng down to the bottom of the computer screen, which sent my eye, down to the lower part of the screen, almot undetectable, I could see, numbers in about 3 point font, going rapidly from 1 to 57!  

The computer would not let me continue to write . . . so I got the college IT tech, and he came over, looked at my screen, and said . . . Do you have a TARGET ON YOUR HEAD?  At the time, I didn't think so, but, that would indicate, what Brett was!  I think it was all his buddies, who knew of me, legned in my own time, seriously, it's not bragging if you really did what you are known for, or they know you for . . . the cop world!  I had a history, before, I was taken out of commission for the 8 years before this time!  Asset forfeiture, taking out fraud units, and such, blah, blah, blah, all in this blog previously.  But, in retrospect, I am one of the most dangerous, left overs from the pre-Patriot Act era, when, as it should, never replaced, the Constitution ruled!  And will and is, getting its supremacy back, thanks to several of my civil rights cases!  Really, the good cops, prosecutors and judges, probably love me, for what I am doing, cleaning up their professions, and taking out the bad apples, and putting them back in the esteem of the public, albeit, maybe a bit brutally, but, hey, they haven't handled me with kit gloves either!  LOL!  All in a days and many nights, work!

Wicked Attraction: The Madness of Two!  Kay and Brett

Kay, is not stupid, she scoped me out in fucking, 7th grade, a class officer, student of the month, Valentine's Queen, etc., and very popular, and thought to herself, being from the wrong side of the tracks, living with a single mother, and looking like the little poor waif, that she needed to hang with me.  I think, that, was a deadly or fatal attraction of the same sex . . . but not sexual!  Both she and Brett, are of the same ilk, and would put a rabbit, in a boiling pot of soup, for me to find!  I think Brett was pay back for me, stealing Greg Erickson, from her, with her thinking, that while I was the one who got her the job, by going out on a date with Greg, making this solo practitioner lawyer, beholden to Kay for setting him up with, what he refered to as his soul mate.  I remember, Greg trying to get me to come see his 10,000 square foot home, on the foothills of North Salt Lake, Eagle's Landing, even showing me the bank accessment, of over a million dollars . . . which I had not interest in, for at least three months, and that really didn't matter to me, but I remember Kay, stating, as if I was in some type of competition with her, that I would be richer than her!  She has been in a competition with me, her whole fucking life, since 7th grade, and she is not a pimple on the ass of the universe to me, unless, I am stopped in what I am doing, or have my computer fucked up, because she is claiming to do my cases, blog, children!  Shelley too . . . had these women, any sense of respect and love for themselves, they would have protected their names, so they didn't have to fight so fucking hard to be me . . . with a spotless record and name!

Brett, on the other hand, Mr. Don't hate me because I am beautiful, had an ego, that was too large, for your average attorney, Kay, and so he thought, he could have his cake and eat it too, blending two women, or rather 6 women, into one, ME, hoping to make up for their deficites and make me feel bad . . . these fucking feds, with egos, not quit as large as mine, but big, nonetheless, when I reject them and they don't get a shot at the Queen . . . since they are tyring to use the British system, in this Game of Thrones, that I don't give a rat's ass about, but if I reject their initial attempts at having me, they turn into a frothing and furious foe, and they join the club of, I hate JoAnn, cops, and go after me, relishing in using the sista club, and average attorney club, trying to elevate them above me!  It doesn't work, because I know these women's histories . . . while Kay had two boyfriends in high school, at one time, I had 8, after me and a friend decided to have a competition, and see how many guys were could date from different schools . . . after hitting 8, and deciding my super athlete boyfriend, Larry Wall, was better by far than all of them, I dropped the competition, having won it anyway! 

High School Dating Patterns 

At one time, as a sophmore, I was dating three guys, one a sophmore, another a junior, and the last a senior, and showed up at a dance, thinking that none of them knew each other, being from different grades . . . always dated guys from other schools, so I didn't get bugged, having to walk to class, or look good, if I didn't want to!  LOL!  Once I had a boyfriend, for about a day at Bountiful High, and ditched him, because he showed up at my locker, and tried to walk me to my next class, and I didn't like the pressure of dealing with him . . . better, keep them at a distance, and go see them, when I looked my best, occasionally, and when I wanted to see them . . . you want one, but only when you want one!  LOL!  Not on their time or schedule, but taking life on my own terms!  LOL!  Haven't changed much!  

My mother used to teach her 6 daughters not to have a steady boyfriend, until she dealt with me in high school . . . double booking, steady, and new guy, same night, getting a friend to stand in as me, for the new guy, and training my younger brother and sister, Jared and Tiff, who were basically toddlers, to say goodbye to Lynn, who was me, with my new guy, as I slipped out with steady, Larry Wall . . . who asked me who that was, referring to the guy who was driving up, and I said, Oh, that is my other date . . . let's get out of here!  LOL!  

My parents, after having to entertain guys I stood up, strongly changed their opinion and tactics, and told younger sibliings, not necessarily to only go with one guy, but sure as hell, didn't discourage it!  Maybe that is where the feds and cops got the idea for the double!  LOL!  Or perhaps, Shelley and Rachel, always in my shadow, remember those days . . . boys, boys, boys . . . every bit, the female equivalent for the girls, girls, girls, syndrom of the feds, cops, and their counterparts, in the criminal and civil justice system . . . don't like a female, wanting more than one male!  LOL!  Easy for someone who has the personality profile of a hooker, but for the religioius training . . . tests and professionals say, after testing me, plus having a bigger ego, than any male they had ever tested, on personality tests!  LOL!  Anything a man can do, I CAN DO BETTER!

Even Fat, They, Men, Still Like Me . . . Always Have, Always Will!  LOL!

I think the thing that pisses these fuckers off, is I don't care if they leave me, because, I have never had a shortage of men, and even have more now that I am seasoned so to say . . . I just get better with age, more experience, smarter, cooler, more informed on what it takes to trap a man, and the patience to do it!  LOL! And, as I have said, I am kind of into the catch and release program, you know, get your limit of fish, and then throw the extras back!  Or throw them all back!  LOL!  I have been rockin' the singles world for almost 25 years now, and not bothered by my status at all!  In fact, once while I was in law school, my ex-husband, Zeke as I called him, or Richard, as known by the world, legal and all, started dating all my high school friends, which I thought was a low blow . . . sisters are worse, however, going after the ones who will hurt me the worst!  LOL!  

They want me to know who it is that they are with, just like they, the MIB, want me to know when they compromise my house, my work, my documents, and now my friends . . . everyone who has talked to me, at length, since coming to the Homeward Bound Shelter, has had their computers, emails, and phones, compromised!  They don't want me to have friends, associates, or anyone who can help me . . . like a chick who is getting legal advice from me on a landlord tenant problem, wants me to go to court with her Monday, was suppose to be the 19th . . . probably got the sheriff's bailiffs, wired to arrest me, or serve me, whatever bull shit they come up with, or just try to intimidate me, but she just bought me a Diet Coke, so I didn't get thrown out of McDonald's at Walmart, because, doing my blog, I loiter, for about 2 to  3 hours, plus helping her with legal issues, which took about an hour!

Back the high school friends . . . Merlyn Smith, her maiden name, was dating my ex-husband, and one Saturday, I was over at his house, helping my kids, clean, get laundery done, and what not, and Merlyn comes walking in with Zeke or Richard!  What the hell, but she sat down, very cool, for not seeing her for about 17 years, and she looked great, I looked like shit, so a bit, uncomfortable, but she told my daughters, Yeah in high school, your mom got all the guys, and we all got the left overs . . . she paused for a moment, and said . . . nothings changed much!  We both laughed, since she was with my ex! LOL!  I know the women, they are calling the hottest shit in the world, and I can kick the shit out of them in every area, except thin!  Hop to it . . . there is a sign on the bus shelters, here in Grand Junction, and there is a ballerina, Kay, doing a pliette over 5 cows out in a field . . . I started laughing when I saw it, yes, Kay is a dancer, and has been since about a toddler, and she is thin, but . . . and there is a truck with the words, Today's Image . . . or something like that, implying, we need to look at today's image . . . Kay appears to me, frail, old, thin, has male pattern baldness, and shakes, like she has Parkinson's Disease!  I am sure she is loved, beyond words, but for MY LIFE!  Her's has been nothing to scream about!  So, know your heart . . . you might be surprised!  There is an army supporting her, even when they know she is not, whom she claims to be, ME!  Whatever . . . 

Brett, Kay, Shelley, My Dad, Rachel, Sue, Tiff . . . 

Are psychopaths, liars, borderline, personality disorder, and suffer from narcissistic personality disorder and grandeos dilusions . . . and they're fame, fortune, abilities, alleged credentials, accollades, honors and awards are all dependent on, stealing either my son's music, thus getting a shit load of money, or stealing my blog, getting another shit load of money!  Like I said a blog or two ago, Brett, Allan aka Frank, Tony, Jack or John, Michael, and whoever in the shit, they have sent to me, all represent, and hopefully, the local guy named this, will forgive me, but it strikes me as a very funny name . . . Sid Squirrell, and all the gals, are Betty Boop, to me, and Kay looks like the cartoon, so far from the chiselled looks, of my family, it is almost comical, that anyone could think that two, dark haired, brown eyed, flat faced, people, like Kay and Brett, could comingle, and end up with, my blonde, light brown or red haired, blue eyed, Greta's are going more hazel like her father's eyes, kids.  

Now, Shelley's son, Isaac, the first, fake band member, to be Elliot, until their album came out, could pass for Brett and Kay's kid . . . my Intel, tells me, the boy, was probably back in D.C. being preped and prepared to be either an agent, or having taken Elliot's place, at the Berkeley School of Music, in Boston, with the mob . . . Mormons, Mafia and MIB, taking all my money from my cases, so I couldn't pay for Elliot's education, in Boston, which would have been easy, substituted, Isaac, with Susan Schmidt's, Mormon connections, from church members, working at the prestigious music school, getting Isaac, more prepared, the lazy ass musician he is, to go on tour, with signs as of yesterday of another STEAL of the music, by Kay/Brett and crew, going on, just days before the June 18th, kick off, of the new, CD, WE RUST, in Salt Lake City, Utah, then to Denver and other locations in Colorado . . . hook up points from the last tour of the Alamo, out of allegedly Texas where Allan or Frank was from?

This Mormon OP, goes wide, deep, and worldwide . . . an on the heels of the blast off date with great reviews, and many booked concerts, the steal is taking shape, as is the worldwide marketing of The Ditch and the Delta, with new CD, and more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ for the MOB, as WE RUST comes out!  And going full circle, back to where God's Revolver started, with LITTLE BLACK HORSE CD, and a nationwide tour, that was sabatogued, when the MOB found out that El's real band, was getting great reviews and planning a tour, like NOW, they stopped the whole real band, and fostered the fake band, as is the case with me . . . FOSTER THE CRIMINALS, TRASH the real!

WE RUST . . . Today's Image . . . The Ditch and the Delta, Rocks it Better Than Maraloka and God's Revolver!

And the Butt Fucking Faggots Vultures Know It . . . Waiting for the Band to Die, From Their Claws, Then Devour the MUSIC!

That is why, 40 undercover cops, came to dinner last night at the HOMEWARD BOUND SHELTER, and 7 Cop Cars, 1 Sheriff, And 1 Surveillance Helicopter Were Out, Chasing ME ALL NIGHT or From 3:00 A.M. on . . . Probably the Mormon Contingency With the GJPD, if I was the Local Police Department, I would Check into Who the Fuck was Harassing Me Last Night!

  

Thursday, June 11, 2015

SONGKICK . . ."MY RUST". . . NEW CD . . . "THE DITCH IN THE DELTA", IN DENVER, JUNE 26TH, MUTINY INFORMATION CAFE! SEE YOU THERE! CRUSTYPUNKS--COP ZOO--BINGO . . . GOLD MINE! TOP CASH MOBILE--ME! WIRELESS INTERNET SERVICE, OUTSIDE, TIMBERS MOTEL & WRIGLEY'S FIELD SPORTS BAR AND GRILL, NORTH AVENUE, GRAND JUNCTION FUNCTION, COLORADO! GOD, I LOVE LAID BACK, COOL PEOPLE, WHO JUST ROLL WITH IT! LIKE MANAGER OF THE TWO LOCATIONS I JUST MENTIONED . . . I READ A SIGN THAT SAID THAT "HAPPY HOUR" IS DAILY FROM 4 TO 7, SO BEING THE NON-DRINKER THAT I AM, I ASSUMED THAT THE BAR WAS NOT OPEN UNTIL THAT 4:00 P.M. I SAW A TABLE AND CHAIRS OUT IN FRONT, AND WONDERED IF, PERHAPS THERE MIGHT BE INTERNET? YES! "WRIGLEY'S BACK ROOM"--HOOK ME UP, GOD! IT MUST BE THAT CHICAGO CONNECTION! LOL! I WORKED IN CHI TOWN, SUMMER OF '92 . . . MAN THAT IS STARTING TO SOUND "OLD SCHOOL TIME!" JUST MET, BULL DURHAM--NOT KEVIN COSTNER--ONE OF THE NEW OWNERS OF "THE MOOSE", FORMERLY, "THE BLUE MOOSE" . . . NEW OPENING, FRIDAY, JUNE 19TH . . . OPEN HOUSE, LOCAL ROCK GOD, BOBBY SCHLAGEL WILL BE PLAYING, AGAIN ON NORTH AVENUE, GRAND FUNK JUNCTION . . . ONE FREE DRINK OF YOUR CHOICE, NEED LATINO BAND FOR THE SATURDAY NIGHT AFTER GRAND OPENING! LEAVE NOTE AT "THE MOOSE!" LET'S ROCK THIS JOINT! LOCAL YOCALS, MAKIN' IT HAPPEN! WICKED ATTRACTION: THE MADNESS OF TWO; LANCELOT'S DELIMNA: MA & PA KETTLE OR I DREAM OF JEANNIE? THAT SHOULD DO IT FOR TODAY . . . OH, MY FATHER REMINDS ME OF DICK CHENEY, HE IS A BUSHIE, ONLY CRIMINALS NEED THE CONSTITUTION! THIS MORNING ON AN I.D. NETWORK EPISODE, REMINDED ME OF THE CON ARTISTS I AM DEALING WITH, TAROT CARD READERS, UFO'S, ALIENS, NINJA QEEN KILLERS, AND SAMARI SWORDS . . . THERE WAS THIS "PETER L. CHENEY", CONSTITUTIONAL OFFICE CENTER! THE WORDS, DICK CHENEY A.K.A. DICK SOUTHWICK, AND THE CONSTITUTION ARE OXYMORONIC POLAR OPPOSITES! LOL! AS A SYSCO A.K.A. SISCO TRUCK ROLLS DOWN THE STREET! ALL DADDY'S GIRLS, EXCEPT ME! POLAR OPPOSITES . . . THEY ARE THE "DEAD BEAT RIDERS!" SPIN OFF FROM SON'S MUSIC, GOD'S REVOLVER . . . ELLIOT SECRIST, BASS GUITARIST EXTRAORDINAIRE, HAS A NEW BAND CALLED, "THE DITCH IN THE DELTA", CD, "MY RUST" . . . GETTING RAVE REVIEWS, CHECK IT OUT, AND HOPEFULLY, GRANDPA, BITCH ASS LITER OF DAUGHTERS, SON, MO MAFIA, FBI, CIA, NSA, KEEP THEIR FUCKING HANDS OFF! THIS TIME, I WILL SUE YOUR FUCKING ASSES OFF . . . AND NO, SUE BETTER KNOWN HER WHOLE LIFE, AS SUSAN SOUTHWICK SCHMIDT, WITH 3 RED HEADED DAUGHTERS, IS NOT THE MOTHER OF "THE RED JESUS", BLONDE HAIR, ATTORNEY, ONLY ONE, IN THE IMMEDIATE FAMILY, IS MOMMA, EXTRAORDINAIRE! FOR ALL FOUR KIDS, SUE HAS 5, THAT DON'T EQUAL ONE OF MINE! GOLD MINE!

The Ditch in the Delta . . . MY RUST!

Base guitarist, my son, Elliot Taylor Secrist, or ET, whom I just talked to yesterday, thrills me in more than one way.  First, is his life long persuit of music, in spite of the challenges, both he and his bands have suffered, from death to theft, and experimenting with all genres of music, from jazz, blues, R & B, to metal, western rock, emo, hard rock, and it sounds like back to metal! and as a music major at the University of Utah, continually improving on his music and trying new techniques, styles, and rythmes.  And second, and every bit as fun and important to me, is, that every once in away, he revelations, information to me, that stuff I had a hand in exposing him to as a child, comes out in his adult years, like gardening, or making him work in the garden, pulling weeds, on and off, comes back, like a garden, 100 fold in harvest!  I was so happy, talking to El, yesterday, to hear that he and Lauren have a garden.  He said they had a bare spot in their back yard, or at the house they rent in Salt Lake City, Utah, and they decided to rip it up and grow a garden!  He knew that gardening is the number one hobby in the world, and he was already getting the joy of his first garden, and told me his tomatoes were already getting ripe, and he seem excited abou that . . . he is a very healthy eater, has been vegetarian off and on, more on that off . . . but, judging on the fact that he has beefed up a bit, I believe, he got his blood lust back, and is indulging in meat again, those steroids!  The way I look at it, is that people are living longer now than every, even with all the junk food we all eat, super sizing meals, at fast foods, so?

Anyway, The Ditch in the Delta, MY RUST . . . already has about 2, 500,000 hits, and I was surprised to see how many shows are booked, and amazingly all over Colorado . . . Denver!, The Ditch in the Delta is coming to the Mutiny Information Cafe, Friday 26, 2014, in Denver.  Grand Junction, it pays to house Elliot's mother, for a few days . . . also coming to Grand Junction Function!  Check out the bands, home page, and you will see where the concerts are being held, and how to get tickets.  Elliot, loves to play at small venues, so book your tickets early . . . he thinks it is selling out, to play at larger venues, or at least that is the way he used to be, perhpas he has changed, now that he has student loans to pay off!  Anyway, Elliot is implementing some of the new music skills, theory, and technique that he is learning at the U of U, and said the music is more sophisticated!  

This is smart music, smart lyrics, and it takes a while to dig to the bottom of the depths of the music, but, it keeps on giving and giving, and the longer I listen to the music, even if at first, this old rocker, has to struggle to change music venues, to get it, there is always a huge music entertainment payoff, going through the process of the growth, getting a more trained ear.  And I would assume, that cousin, Craig Secrist, or maybe not, there wree some credits, on the home page, but I did see Charles Bogus, high bias cassette tape and Skylar Chubak, did the lettering . . . a great look, and the art work, on El's CD's are always, awesome.  This CD cover has kind of an Asian/Oriental look with three aging monks.  Does that mean the band members, maybe three, are getting old?  LOL!  Hey, you don't know old yet . . . and neither do I, for that matter, with three grandparents living into their mid to high 90's, even at 60, I am a youngster, and son, you are still a baby at 32 years old!

There are a Bunch of Concerts Scheduled . . . If You Want One in Your Area, Book on Home Page--GET THEM NOW!

Elliot told me that so far the music reviews have been favorable, so I am going to get off now and go read them!  Thanks for supporting this band . . . the history, of some of the band members, is not only tragic, but criminal.  

See You In Denver, Son!  And You Better Get Me a Back Stage Pass!  LOL!  Return on Driving Your Royal Ass Around for Three Years, Before You Got Your License!

I LOVE YOU EL!  GOOD LUCK!

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

WELL, WE MADE IT PASSED HUMP DAY--WAIT A MINUTE, I MISSED IT! LOL! WHEN POLITICS IS A REJECTED PLOTLINE FOR THE SOPRANOS . . . NEW JERSEY LEGISLATURE, TAKING IT TO GOVERNOR CHRIS CHRISTIE . . . BRIDGEGATE, AND RIGHTLY SO--CRITICAL INFRASTRUCTURES ARE NOT TO BE USED AS POLITICAL FODDER, AND BATTLEFIELDS! SUBPOENAS ISSUED TO WHO'S WHO, IN THE NEW JERSEY GOVERNMENT--KEEP'EM CLEAN, FOR GOD SAKE! LEGISLATIVE BRANCH IS DOING WHAT A BRANCH OF THE GOVERNMENT SHOULD DO WHEN ANOTHER BRANCH, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, IN THIS CASE, IS OUT OF CONTROL AND CORRUPT! TALK ABOUT THE A CONFLICT OF INTEREST, THE DIRECTOR OF THE PORT AUTHORITY, IS FUNNELING CONSTRUCTION JOB, LEGAL CONTRACTS AND OTHER BUSINESS ISSUES TO HIS OLD LAW FIRM TO A SHOCKING DEGREE! WE THROW THE BOOK AT BLUE COLLAR CRIMINALS, AND LET WHITE COLLAR ASSHOLES, GET OFF, WITH MINIMAL SENTENCES, IF ANY PUNISHMENT AT ALL! JUSTICE FOR ALL, PRIVILEGE FOR NONE!!!!!!! DUE PROCESS, EQUAL PROTECTION, UNIFORM OPERATION OF LAW! ON THE OTHER HAND, TEXAS LEGISLATURE, NEEDS SOME WHOOP ASS ON THEM . . . REPUBLICAN CONTROLLED, TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ANOTHER OUT OF CONTROL BODY, THE U.S. SUPREME COURT, SHUTTING DOWN THE VOTING RIGHTS ACT! MAKING IT NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR PEOPLE IN POORER SECTIONS OF TEXAS, WITHOUT ACCESS TO VOTING RIGHTS, BECAUSE THEY LACK SOME FORM OF I.D., TRANSPORTATION, OR EITHER LOST I.D. OR MOVED TO THE STATE! YEAH, HILLARY, TRYING TO MAKE VOTER REGISTRATION AUTOMATIC, TAKING ON SEVERAL STATES VOTING RIGHTS LEGISLATION, THROUGH I GUESS PRIVATE LAW SUITS, USE THAT CLINTON FOUNDATION MONEY FOR GOOD! IF CORPORATIONS GET A VOICE, AND MONEY SPEAKS, LET SOMEONE HAVE A VOICE FOR VOTERS! ONE PERSON, ONE VOTE? THIS GAME CAN BE PLAYED BOTH WAYS! GOD-DAMN IT! I SUE THE GOVERNMENT, THEY HAVE DENIED ME REPLACEMENT I.D., FROM MY OLD ONES THEY PAID OR LET PEOPLE OFF CHARGES, TO STEAL! GO FIGURE, AS KNOWLEDGEABLE AS I AM--I COULD NOT VOTE IN THE LAST ELECTION; IT TOOK A PRIVATE GROUP TO GET ME A BIRTH CERTIFICATE, AFTER TRYING FOR A YEAR AND A HALF--DRIVER'S LICENSE DIVISION HAS DUMB ASS REASONS, FOR NOT GIVING ME EITHER I.D. OR DRIVER LICENSE, THREE TIMES! I TRIED BEFORE MY 44 YEAR UTAH DRIVER LICENSE EXPIRED! CAN'T HAVE DRIVER LICENSE FROM TWO STATES, SIMULTANEOUSLY! ONCE EXPIRED, NEEDED TO START FROM SCRATCH--AH, TWO HOUSE AND A CABIN STOLEN WITH ALL ITEMS, 5 VEHICLES, WITH WHAT WAS LEFT! WE SHOULD WANT EVERY PERSON IN THE UNITED STATES TO VOTE, NOT JUST THE ONES WHO AGREE WITH OUR POLITICAL VIEWS! WHATEVER! IT WILL BE FUN TO SEE A VERY VIABLE FEMALE CANDIDATE, WITH THE BEST RESUME OF THE PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES, RUN . . . HER CAMPAIGN, ALREADY DIFFERS FROM HER MALE COUNTER-PARTS, AS SHE MEETS WITH SMALL GROUPS OF PEOPLE, SHE IS TAPPING INTO GRASS ROOTS AMERICA, AND HITTING ISSUES, LIKE DRUG ADDICTION, THE NEED FOR TREATMENT, RATHER THAN JAIL OR PRISON, AND IS LOOKING AT, AND THAT WOULD TAKE A HIT AT THE 34% ADULT POPULATION WHO HAS BEEN IN PRISON, AND CUT THE RATE! IT IS RIDICULOUS! OTHER INDUSTRIAL NATIONS, ARE WITH NUMBERS AROUND 9 TO 11%, COME ON! WOMEN TEND TO BE MORE RELATIONSHIP ORIENTED, AND WE SEE HILLARY, MADAME SECRETARY, LOOKING AT WHAT DEPORTATION FOR IMMIGRANTS, WILL DO TO FAMILIES, WITH KIDS BORN ON AMERICAN SOIL, THUS NATURALIZED CITIZENS, AND PARENTS WAITING TO JUMP THROUGH THE 3 STAGES OF BECOMING A CITIZEN, WHICH CAN TAKE UP TO 20 YEARS: (1) A WORK PERMIT; (2) RESIDENCY; AND (3) CITIZENSHIP--WHICH TAKES SOME TIME, TO LEARN AND TAKE TESTS, THEN BE SWORN TO DO WHAT MANY AMERICANS FAIL TO DO, HAVE LOYALTY TO THE CONSTITUTION, AND COUNTRY! NOW IS THE TIME TO STUDY THE CANDIDATES, CHECK THEIR POSITIONS, WATCH IF THEY WAFFLE, PUTTING THEIR FINGER TO THE WIND, TO TEST THE POLITICAL CROSS WINDS . . . BUILD YOUR ROCK ON A SURE FOUNDATION, THE CONSTITUTION, THAT SHOULD BE THE GUIDING LIGHT, THE LYNCH PIN METHOD FOR WHICH TO JUDGE A SITUATION!

The Geeks Shall Inherit the Earth

Okay, we have the 2016 election cycle already on us, and you better start paying attention, because, you vote counts, your voice counts, and need to have your wits and sense about you to be an informed citizen, and actively participating member of society.  I know, I trash the Mormon Church, and generally, but for polygamy, I don't attack the religious side of the Mormon Church, but I hate their politics, the way they go about it, and Mitt Romney and I have unresolved issues, whether he knew about my fucking clients, deals and steals, in an effort to help a fellow Mormon get into the White House, there is one scripture in the Doctrine and Covenants, Section 98, that I love, for obvious reasons, and may in fact be the very reason I became a constitutional law attorney, and that is the one that says, and I am going to paraphrase some verses, that the Constitution is for all mankind, and anything more or less than the Constitution is evil . . . and if the people elect unrighteous leaders, the people will suffer!  And we have, for exactly the same reasons, as stated above!

While I was walking down North Avenue, writing down symbolic names and places, I came to Auto Mart, about half way between the shelter and say, McDonald's, if I were to guess, and under an extended covering of the place, there was this jacked up, truck with American Flags, and all kinds of memorable pictures of 9/11, with a blue truck as the background, pictures of New York, police, firefighters, the shambles left from the towers, President Bush talking to Mayor Rudy Guilliani, and other scenes from 9/11, and on the back of the truck there were two flags, and I am sure the owner, did it for balance, but it has very negative connotations for me, as I have stated, that there were two entities that started in 1776, when the Declaration of Independence, setting in motion, the forming of the Union of states, which would culminate in the signing of the United States Constitution, the Supreme Law of the Land, to which ever elected official, judge, lawyer, cop, military member, and on down to your local elected officials, swears to defend, preserve and protect, that document, with sacred principles and concepts, that are not given by the government, which is to protect those rights, but from God in heaven above . . . that is why it is for all mankind!  We are children of God, and one nation under God, in a secular world with differing ideas of religious preferences, and that should be a matter of personal perfection, not to be foisted on others!

President Bush and the Patriot Act

I don't think there has been a president, that has had less respect for the Constitution, that President Bush, who was known to have said, that the Constitution was nothing more than a "piece of paper", and we don't need no Constitution . . . and he made policies, procedures, executive orders and laws that would codify his lame ass attitudes, creating a generation of cops, of all flavors, shapes, sizes and colors, that were raised in a world void of constitutional principles . . . Ferguson, Cleveland, Baltimore, Cedar City, Utah . . . and across the nation, we are seeing the affects of making cops rulers unto themselves, or rather the executive branches of government, the alleged, enforcers of the law . . . and we see what those attitudes have done, corrupt the government from top to bottom!  With goals of policing the world, spying on the world, especially Americans, who voiced their opinions, and Bush and Cheney had people arrested for merely asking, when the Iraq war was going to end.  Daddy Bush, promoted a one world order, and baby Bushes are going to try to see that, order is carried out.  Presidential candidate, Jeb Bush, has made it clear, that he is not departing, basically believes in everything his father and brother did, and if elected he would either have done the same thing, or will carry their policies forward.

WARNING, WARNING, WARNING

If you are not educated, don't read the newspaper, and watch or read some type of news source, you may actually, make a very bad voter, because there are subtle things that a presidential candidate will say that will give away, expose, or divulge a candidates true intentions and motives.  And I would advise, that you get a pocket sized copy of the United States Constitution, which is basically 10 pages on pages, making up about a fourth of a normal sized 9 x 11 sheet of paper . . . it will take you less than a hour to read, and you are going to have to think, study it a bit, discuss it with some one, and read it again, and at least get the basics.  I get frustrated with people, who have done that, and then come to me and say, I don't get it, and often I forget what I have learned over and through law school, and 20 years of practicing law and going all the way through the legal system to the top Court in the land--I learned a hell of a lot, and I can't expect you to know what I do; however, that said, I can expect you to try!  And I will try to help you get the big picture, remember basic principles of freedom, rights, liberty, balance of powers, duties and responsibilities!

BIG PICTURE OVERVIEW . . . IT IS ONLINE TOO!

United States Constitution, has and I wish I had mine copy, but I will try to do this from memory, but I know that Barnes and Noble Bookstores carry the version I like best, The U.S. Constitution and Fascinating Facts, red, white, blue, gold and white cover, as I recall.  But it has a table of contents, information about the founding fathers, quote from them, that shows their vision of the country, when it was the most pure, back when the document was just debated, written and signed.  There are sections, if I remember of the constitutional convention . . . in statutory interpretation, or in understanding the reading of any law, or constitution, there are basically three elements to help you understand what is being said: (1) the plain language of the statute or constitution; (2) the intent of the founders; and (3) the historical context for which the supreme law of the land was written . . . I find that the 3 page Declaration of Independence, is a great source for understanding the issues, behind why, what, to whom and for what reason, they provided for certain protections.  In that recommended pocket sized version, there is a copy of that document too, which is very handy . . . also, landmark Supreme Court cases, and a small blurb on what the case was about, and the holding or ruling of the Court . . .  very helpful!  There is also a dictionary of the terms, and an index to use to look subjects up.  You can get online, under that title I gave above, and get a free copy mailed to you, or go to the book store, tell them to order if they don't have it, and you can pick one up for about $3.99, and well worth it, with a shit load of great material, and it was written by a high school civics teacher, and as you read this, you might even remember your fifth grade civics classes!  LOL!  Are you smarter than a 5th Grader?

Parts of the Document Itself . . . This is From Memory, So?

  • United States Constitution, Preamble . . . the vision and goals of the founding fathers, what Utopia looks like . . . we can do it!
  • United States Constitution, Article I, requirements to run for Congress, the powers and duties of the Congress, what the Congress can and can't do, and what states, can and can't do
  • United States Constitution, Article II, again the requirements to run for president, the electoral college, voting for president and vice president, the powers and duties of both, and the oath of office
  • United States Constitution, Article III, this deals with the judiciary or the judges, with the U.S. Supreme Court being the only court of original jurisdiction, and all other courts being courts of inferior jurisdiction or power . . . judges are only to be retained, when they function, in good behavior, and this section, dealing with the jurisdiction or power power of the Court to deal with a set number of cases, constitutional issues, federal questions, split decisions by courts of appeals, to resolve an issue, of national concern, i.e., gay marriage!
  • United States Constitution, Article IV, I believe deals with full faith and credit, between states, like if you sign a contract in one state, that contract will be respected in another state, issues like that
  • United States Constitution, Article V, I think this is general powers provision, like government officials and agencies, giving them jurisdiction or power to run the business of America, and the power to do so . . . I think?
  • United States Constitution, Bill of Rights, these are the 27 amendments, the first three apply to Congress and what they shall not do, that states will  do these, then it goes the real rights based for individuals, like who are accused of crimes, juries, public trials, representation, etc., and then to more general government, dealing with individuals, their rights, protections, and expectations, like voting, representation, naturalization, due process, and equal protections, rights and privileges, etc.

Gotta Go . . . Kick Us Out of the Shelter at 8:00 A.M.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

UNLEASH THE BEAST--GOD'S REVOLVER "LITTLE BLACK HORSE" HAS BEEN REMIXED ON SOME SONGS . . . "JUSTIFY", "SCRATCH DEALT ME A DIRTY HAND"--THAT IS THE FIRST SONG ON THE REMIX--"DROWN YOUR FUCKING SORROWS" IS FIRST ON THE CURRENT LIST, SO SOMEONE IS MESSING WITH WHAT IS ON THE COMPUTER, AND WHAT, THE OLD CD ORDER WAS OR THE "FAKE GOD'S REVOLVER" ALAMO BAND CD WAS ORDERED LIKE--IF YOU HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF THIS, HAVE THE FAKE BAND'S CD, PLEASE CONTACT, GOD'S REVOLVER'S HOME PAGE OR FACEBOOK! YOU CAN BE A CRIME STOPPER! . . . GR TOP HITS, ON MY COMPUTER SHOWED ONE SONG AT FIRST, BUT WAS PLAYING ANOTHER ONE . . . SKIPPING, TRYING TO DUB OVER, THREE SKIPS! ADS ALMOST ON EVERY SONG, JUST LIKE ADVERTISING SHOPPING ON MY BLOG. MY COMPUTER SHOWED THAT MY BLOG WAS POSTED PACIFIC TIME, I AM AT MOUNTAIN DAYLIGHT TIME, SET FOR DENVER . . . SO A FEW MINUTES AGO, MY COMPUTER THAT HAD THE RIGHT TIME ALL MORNING, BUT AT 2:20 P.M., WHEN I JUST LOOKED, MY COMPUTER, NOW SHOWED 3:20 P.M. OR CHICAGO TIME--MAY WANT TO CHECK WHICH FLIGHT I WAS ON, WHILE I WAS SITTING NOW AT MCDONALD'S IN GRAND FUNK JUNCTION, COLORADO! I FIGURED OUT HOW TO FIX MY COMPUTER CLOCK, AND LOW AND BEHOLD, IT SHOWED CENTRAL TIME--SYMBOLIC--JAIL CONTROL STATIONS ARE CALLED "CENTRAL", AND THE BOX WAS CHECKED TO "SET TIME ZONE AUTOMATICALLY USING YOUR "LOCATION"--ARE YOU FUCKING ME? SO I SET THE CLOCK TO MY ACTUAL LOCATION, COLORADO, MOUNTAIN DAYLIGHT, WHILE I WAS AT SYMBOLICALLY, DAYLIGHT DONUTS EARLIER, STILL IN GRAND JUNCTION, COLORADO! SO THEN I TRIED TO PUT THE "AUTOMATIC" CHECK AND CLOCK TO "MY" LOCATION, AND THE COMPUTER JUST SHOWED THE TEXT BLANK! SO, OPPOSITE "EAGLE IN REVERSE", ONE OF ELLIOT'S GOD'S REVOLVER SONGS I JUST LISTENED TO, THAN THE WAY IT SHOULD BE ON "MY COMPUTER" MARKING "MY LOCATION", IT SHOWED CENTRAL TIME, FOR CHICAGO AGAIN! SO IT TOOK OFF THE CONNECTION BETWEEN MY LOCATION AND MY CLOCK--I DON'T HAVE "MY" MONEY, LIKE THE HOOD DOES, NOR "MY" I.D., SO I CAN'T JET AROUND LIKE THEY DO ON "MY DIME" . . . INTERESTING, A TRUCK, WITH BLUE WORDS "DEEP ROCK" ON IT WAS JUST TURNING THE CORNER, LOOKS LIKE A LOCAL WATER COMPANY, WITH THREE, HOPEFULLY, TEAR DROPS OF WATER, RUNNING DOWN THEIR JEALOUS, CHEATING, LYING, FAT FACES! THE COPS, NSA, FBI, CIA, MORMON CHURCH, SOUTHWICK FAMILY WHO BITCHED AND MOANED ABOUT ME DRIVING ELLIOT, AND ISAAC FOR THAT MATTER, AND THEIR BAND "PURIFICATION" EVERYWHERE, BEFORE THEY TURNED 16, GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF "MY SON'S" BAND'S MUSIC, AND IF THE OTHER MEMBERS OF THE BAND ARE IN ON THIS, TAKE THE "BASS GUITAR" OUT OF THE MIX, AND YOU OWE ELLIOT, A FIFTH OF THE PROFITS AND PROCEEDS THE BAND MAKES OR I WILL TAKE THE WHOLE FUCKING AMOUNT, ANY INVESTMENTS, AND PUT YOUR SORRY ASSES IN PRISON, WHICH SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, FUCKING YEARS AGO, BUT THE FEDS WERE ALL IN ON IT! BECAUSE WITHOUT THE BASS GUITARIST, YOUR BAND IS GOING TO SOUND LIKE SHIT! THE BAND WOULDN'T BE ROCKIN' THE WORLD, WITHOUT ELLIOT, OR MY BLOG TO REVITALIZE THE BAND WITH THIS BLOG . . . THE FAKE BAND, FAKE BRAND, JUST DIDN'T DO IT! SO, YOU, LIKE ISAAC, THE DEAD BEAT RIDER, WITH THE DEAD BEAT MOTHER, SHELLEY, AND THE DEAD BEAT GRANDFATHER, ARE FUCKED! YOU FUCKS . . . MAY, GOD'S REVOVLER, BLOW YOUR FUCKING HEADS OFF! THE COPS OF ALL LEVELS HAVE TO BE IN ON THIS . . . ON THE SCREEN THAT POPS UP AFTER A VIDEO OR SONG HAS BEEN PLAYED, OR THE GOD'S REVOLVER TOP HITS LIST, WHICH THIS TIME ONLY PLAYED ABOUT FOUR SONGS THEN BUMPED TO THE REST OF THE SONGS ON THE CD--NOT REMIXED YET? BUT ALONG WITH THE OTHER SONGS, A CHICK THAT LOOKS JUST LIKE, DARK HAIRED, HAZEL EYED MONSTER, "SHELLEY", WHO FROM MY INTEL, IS NOW "RACHEL", TO PROTECT THE GUILTY . . . BUT ON THE I.D. NETWORK, SERIES "SNAPPED", POPPED UP A TOTAL LOOK ALIKE! THE INTERNET CONNECTION WAS TURNED OFF, NSA, JUST AS I WAS GOING TO GET THE TITLE OF THE "SNAPPED" SHOW! LET ME SEE IF I CAN PULL IT BACK UP! PREACHER'S FLASK, JUST SKIPPED, NEVER DID BEFORE . . . THEY, THE HOOD, IS FUCKING WITH, GOD'S REVOLVER'S MUSIC, AND ELLIOT FILED THE "POOR MAN'S" COPYRIGHT! SO, FREEZE THESE FUCKERS ACCOUNTS, LIKE YOU DO EVERYONE ELSE, UNDER THAT GOD-DAMNED PATRIOT ACT, AND FUCK'EM BEFORE I FUCK YOU! YOU, NSA, GOVERNMENT AGENCIES, AND THE MORMON PYRAMID SCHEMES, ARE DOING THE MARKETING, THIS MIGHT BE ONE TIME I WOULD AGREE WITH THE PATRIOT ACT--FREEZE ALL "MY" FUCKING ACCOUNTS, UNDER THESES BITCHES AND BASTARDS' CONTROL! A TRUCK, LIKE KAY MOOSMAN'S, RACHEL'S STEROID PUMPED, MINI-MOUSE HUSBAND, A TURQOUSE FORD RANGER, NO EXTENDED CAB, JUST PULLED IN . . . I GUESS NOW I AM RACHEL, OR THAT IS GOD'S INTEL RIGHT NOW, I HAD A DOUBLE, ALLEGEDLY, SMOKING, WHILE SITTING AT THE SHELTHER . . . SURE AS HELL NOT ME, I DON'T SMOKE, DON'T TOUCH THE THINGS, NEVER HAVE, EVEN TOUCHED THEM, NEVER EVEN TAKEN ONE SMOKE!

MyClick!  Pep It Up!

The Snapped, I.D. Network programs, that I was looking for came up, this morning while I was charging my computer, after posting the next blog, at about 8:00 a.m., sharp, when we have to get out of the Homeward Bound Shelter, and go about our business.  This is my business, trying to STOP CRIMES AGAINST ME AND MY FAMILY!  The second I called my daughter, Nicole, living outside Washington, D.C., in Lovette, Virginia, the NSA was on my line . . . I all of the sudden start to hear, my own voice coming back to me, worse than an echo, and I even said, I can here that the NSA just got on the line, and they hung up, or they changed programs, because I could no longer hear them while I was talking, with my voice bouncing back to me!  Scream!  But, in my blog, title, I mentioned, again, all things are symbolic to me, that I found a SNAPPED episode, with a chick that looked just like Shelley, so the fucking cops, stop thinking that I, JoAnn, am the criminal Shelley, who stole my identity . . . lovely sister, that they think she is, and also sister Rachel, again, co-conspirators, from way back, in about 2000!  But the episodes, hopefully, Shelley the hacker queen, with NSA, Mormon controlled cyber spies, must give her access to programs to get in and control my computer settings, making it look like my blog is published where ever one of the crew is . . . yesterday, while sitting at McDonald's in Grand Junction, I learned from my computer, that my blog was published an hour after I posted it, Mountain Daylight Time, here, near Denver, Colorado, with my blogspot, showing that it posted, Pacific Time, where Kay has a house, and when I went into settings, I found, that my computer, is tied to where I am . . . and I was in Central Time, like by Chicago . . . go figure!  

Crime, crime, crime!  But, if you look at Snapped SO9E22, Sandra Jesse, you will see a Shelley look alike, without the wig!  LOL!  The name is highly significant, because, Jesse Anderson, who is allegedly dead, NOT, is Shelley's oldest son, allegedly through her husband, Donald Anderson of Smithfield, Utah . . . who claims, that none of Shelley's liter are his children, not even Jesse, who he claims is Shelley's child from a professor at Utah State University; however, the law, will look at Jesse as Don's, because they were married, when the alleged affair went on!  

The other SNAPPED, is Rachel Wade, SO9E18 . . . the name is most significant . . . Ken Wade is the Chief of Police in Parowan, Utah, where I lived and practiced law . . . he will lie for the cops' version of me, or the Mormon, Republican version of me; nevertheless, the maturity level of the two girls, fighting over one man, would fit Rachel!  LOL!  And if I remember from watching it, there are two blonds!  I don't cat fight, never have, never will, and that is what pisses men off . . . using these women, trying to make me play and be jealous . . . I know who I am, and so do they, and I know who my children are, and the ones they are claiming came out between the legs of sisters, is pure BULL SHIT, and they know that too . . . they are trying to COVER THEIR SINS AND CRIMES!  

Cops of all levels, there is one sure way of proving this, and stopping the crimes, if that is something you are interested in . . . and you could have fooled me, but DNA, DNA, DNA . . . 4 Kids to match, all brothers and sisters, from the same set of parents, JoAnn S. Secrist, married, November 27, 1974, in the Mormon, Salt Lake Temple, Utah!  Possibly the temple records haven't been doctored yet, but the DNA, is not going to LIE!  You might TRY!

CRACKING THE CASE!

It is 3:22 p.m., on my computer right now, and I just published this title, because, I don't want to write a new blog, but the time I posted, was 2:22 p.m., or Pacific Time, and before I fucked up the hoods auto time, for following their locations, some times have been up to 6 hours different, from the time I originally posted and what shows up on MY BLOG!  Now if you shit heads, can't figure that one out, then you are seriously, total, cluster fucks, just like the movie, Burn After Reading, indicates.  Now, let's put a government cop agency's name on this: (1) interstate crimes, belongs to the FBI; (2) financial crimes, as I understand it are the jurisdiction of both the FBI and the CIA, in this case!; and (3) local cops, need to come under the jurisdiction of the Colorado Attorney Generals Office; (4) those assholes, like my father, who should still be living, at 635 Concord Avenue, in St. George, Utah, unless, now that I have been gone, he has moved into his dream home on my blog money and Elliot's music money!, but, then the Utah Attorney General, along with the FBI, should be tracking my father, Richard Glenn Southwick's computer, NOT FUCKING AND WATCHING MINE!  Solve crimes, dip shits, stop spying on me, and my lovers!

The Way They Roll . . . Automatic Settings on My Computer

Money rolls into their bank accounts, Santa Barbara, check all their children's accounts, they will be laundering the money, and there are subjects that are assigned to various people, Rachel, the righteous adulterer, Kay gets blah, Shelley gets securities, Sue gets the money from the historical constitutional blogs, and so forth.  The people who play the game, join the club, this is probably under, the network marketing scam, that Jerry Owens, worked on for 27 years at the time I left him . . . I am sure he was one of the first co-conspirators with Shelley . . . when my family had me locked up in the Utah State Hospital, back in about 2004, about the same time I had moved into those apartments, over by the first FABULOUS FREDDY'S on Riverside Drive in, St. George, just south and west of that, is when all the trying to lock me up, force me to take meds, taking my driver's license, when I had not been driving for a year, probably so Shelley, with all kinds of financial problems, got the brain child to be me, well not, she started that with the Shurtleff election, in 2000, with cops, coming to my door if I didn't take my meds, I think to get me fat, like one of Shelley's friends, who gained 80 pounds on meds the first year she used them.

I am sure that after I left Jerry, a second time, he and Shelley who were already in cahoots with each other, going to Sundance Film Festival . . . check for tax returns, Shelley went for about 10 years, not me, I was practicing law, most of that time . . . but, after I split, and took off to Las Vegas, when I didn't die, that it when all hell broke loose on me.  My father took the money, my $3800 per month, told me the Paul Revere Insurance stopped, so he could keep it, and the family started an all out assault on me, from holding out of court hearings, to force me to take meds, talking about putting me in a nursing home, calling cops to make police records, taking me to behavioral health units, forcing me, giving me the choice of that or being arrested, and on and on . . . the way MY nice little Mormon family treated a person who was allegedly suppose to die!  Wanna be baptized?  I can get the missionaries over if you want?  But, Jerry showed up at the hearing, after my family had the cops, take me to the behavioral health unit, trying to make a criminal and mental health record on me, even when the Judge, who knew of me, said, I was probably the smartest person in the room still!  But Shelley would come to Provo, and say, JoAnn, you seem so much happier in here . . . and Jerry came to the hearing, with the staff, saying, Why in the hell are you in here?  Jerry came to the hearing and was testifying against me!  He was trying to keep me in and the Judge couldn't see any reason.  Check the Jerry, Shelley, Dick Southwick connections . . . then came Brett, Kay, and the flood of family, friends, neighbors, Church, Brock, Rice . . . my father knew, Jay Rice's father, Bob Rice, and Hank or Henry Brock was in my father's ward!  The connections are easy and obvious.

DO YOUR FUCKING JOBS, STOP GOING AFTER ME, HERE IN GRAND JUNCTION, GO AFTER THE ACTUAL CRIMINALS . . . AND, THAT MAY INCLUDE MY CHILDREN AND THEIR PARTNERS . . . I WON'T DIE FOR LIARS . . . TRUTH OR CONSEQUENCES!  GOD SENT THE FLOOD ON HIS OWN CHILDREN!  HONESTY IS ALWAYS THE BEST POLICY!

MAKE A SPLASH! GOKICKBALLS--GREEN BURRITO! THE SPY, THE ARTIST & ME . . . WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A TREASURE HUNT, FOR LOCAL, GRAND FUNK JUNCTIONS RESIDENCE . . . I WALKED FROM THE HOMEWARD BOUND SHELTER TO DAYLIGHT DONUTS SHOP, TO HANG WITH THE LOCALS. I HAVE MY PROPS, A DONUT I GOT FOR BREAKFAST AT THE SHELTER, PROBABLY DONATED FROM THE LOCAL DONUT SHOP I AM SITTING AT, THANK YOU, AND I PULLED A NEW AND CLEAN DAYLIGHT DONUTS COFFEE CUP, WITH A ROOSTER SQUAKING--SOMETHING TO CROW ABOUT! YES, THE WRITER, ATTORNEY, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK, BLOGGER, IS ACTUALLY STAYING AT YOUR LOCAL SHELTER . . . MY MONEY IS WITH SID SQUIRRELL AND BIG K! LOL! SIGNS, SYMBOLS, AND STUFF!

YOU Can Be a Crime Stopper . . . Just Make Sure You HAVE The Right Criminal!  LOL!

Yesterday, me and another chick from the shelter, an artist, who has some cool art project, ideas for the community, who as all communities are doing these days, struggling to know what to do with the homeless and some of the negatives, like littering and trash issues, that may become problematic, when you don't have a steady place to live, and you are without trash receptacles, and you are already struggling with your backpack, luggage, purse, and perhaps boxes, and a few lunch items . . . and the trash, becomes just another burden, you just don't have the patience, to deal with, while you are trying to get to Social Security, to replace the I.D. you got stolen, for some of the same reasons you can't deal with the garbage in your hands, already overloaded . . . so you trash the trash in a bush or leave it under a tree, but perhaps not the the betterment and aesthetics of the city father's and mother's liking!  She, Lisa, wants to gather some of the trash, garbage, castaway items, and draw attention to the needs of the homeless, or a better understanding of the challenges, or something like that, do a mural, or hold an event, perhaps take a small segment of the park, bringing awareness to the plights of the homeless and the city, who has compassion, within, city limits, or just limits, of keeping their sanity, and their compassion!  And believe me . . . I GET IT!

So, we are sitting and McDonald's, without a dime, trying to look like we just ate and dumped our garbage in the garbage, and chatting about life, and I was telling her about the cop op, or cop operation, I believed was planned the night before, to take me down, haul my ass off, in secret, blindside me, as the Patriot Act bratz are known to do, and just make me disappear, as is their plan, so the wrong criminals, can take my place!  There was this clean cut, 25 to 30 years old, clean looking, either camper or homeless dude, with a nice navy green, Nike hat on, with a white check, for the symbol of Nike, a white shirt, all too clean and nice for passing to be homeless, who was sitting, not eating, with a bottle of water, and messing around on his cell phone, but, practicing my hat magic, and glancing under the rim of his hat at he.  I thought, here we go again, I got a trail on my ass.  And as is the case with symbols, signs, I stand up and notice, a Tom Clancy, novel sticking out of his backpack . . . he is a fucking little spy!  Don't ask me where my federal tax code name, came up with the symbol of Tom, short for Thomas, as a sign of a CIA agent, or just an agent in general, among other signs I have to indicate, that I have a spy following my ass!

But, as is always the case with this constitutionally trained mind, I hold dear to the legal presumption of innocent until proven guilty, and as usual that is at odds with the Patriot Act bratz, you are guilty, until, YOU can prove that you are innocent, saving the state the cost of bearing the burden of proving you guilty, as has always been the tradition, in America, since the days of the Declaration of Independence and the signing of the United States Constitution!  While not in a court of law, that is my policy, because I have accused people of taking something, when I have merely misplaced it . . . so I always reserve judgement, accusations, and blaming, until I have the facts, evidence to prove that this person is guilty of whatever it is I am accusing them of.  So, I tell Lisa, that the guy, with the navy green hat is a spy, I would guess, but I am not absolutely sure, but he appears to me to be, and all signs, which people don't realize, give away who exactly they are . . . but, still I would reserve a total indictment, until proven.  Lisa left, and we didn't have much time to talk, until last night.

Our Little, Blonde, Balding Headed, Spy, In the Navy Hat, Trailed the Wrong Chick, and Later Came Back to McDonald's Were I Still Was!  LOL!  Gotcha!

Okay, connecting the dots, the dude, left, in close timing with Lisa, but I didn't notice, because, who would think they were following an artist, although she did tell me, that she had noticed, since talking to me, that she thought, that she saw people strategically situated on her way to McDonald's, who by the way, is great, and cool, when you don't have money, or I have been good enough to pull of writing my blog and bluffing them, but over all, thanks . . . she said she suffers from PTSD, and several times, cautioned me to calm down, because she was getting stressed thinking about the people she thought were watching her since she met me, and then she looked at the screen on her computer, and turned it off, she had just pulled up my blog!  LOL! And, she needs to be careful, some little dude, met me the other day at the shelter, while watching, Ann Coulter, on of course the only opinion show that will listen to her, Fox Opinion!  On the set, they had the time, Ann's Nation or Ann's World!  I think the only reason they have Coulter on, is that she has the same hair do as the rest of the chicks on Fox, but her hair is longer, and if they would look closer, she is not a true blonde, you can see her dark roots!  But, for some reason, she has become the symbol of Rachel, sister, flight attendant, turned, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., or ME . . . SCREAMMMMMM, so demeaning!  

I thought, in jealousy of her title, because, I know my blog, goes to about, judged on early hit/results, and some that sneak through without the NSA, Mo Box Trolls, trying to snag all the hits, before I get to brag about them!  LOL!  My pay, is you learning . . . they are all about the MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, which buys, POWER, POWER, POWER!  Especially after, that bumbling holding in the Citizens United court case, out of the U.S. Supreme Court, giving first amendment rights to corporations, and denying them to REAL PERSONS, like myself!  Oh, the NSA, will let me write my blog, but they get the hits, the results, and the money, and the prestige of being JOANN S. SECRIST, while I am walking down North Avenue in Grand Junction, fighting to prove who I AM!  I can't believe, that I can write about local events, local restaurants, and local people, and for some reason, that becomes, Rachel, Shelley, Kay or Sue!  What the fuck!  Anyway, I said, after I listened to her shpill on her new book, on immigration, having written about the beheadings of the La Familia, Mexican Mafia, and their acid baths and reign of terror, about a year ago.  Coulter was making reference to the real terrorists are the Hispanics, next door, not ISIS who is a half a world away.  I bet Ms. Coulter's ancestors, migrated to this country or she is a Native American Indian!  LOL!

That day, after me and this guys discussed the news, and the issues, I started to walk down North Avenue, looking for a place, I could loiter for about 2 to 3 hours while I wrote my daily blog, crashing on an Internet, at a place that I had no money to purchase their food or products, hey, at times it is tough on the streets, and even tougher, without money, while a million a day is banking in sista's bank accounts, while she divides it out, to the dirty cops, that will set up sting ops at the shelters, or follow me at McDonald's, so she doesn't miss a beat on who I am talking to and whom I am with!  How do you be me, or say you were here, if you don't know each and every person, place and thing, that I happened into that day!  I am just living my life, and they are living it too!  But, I noticed this shelter pest, coming in and ignored him, as he sat at another table while I was typing away in Burger King!  After I finish typing, which is an other worldly experience for me, almost trance like . . . I put my head up and noticed a really bad ass looking dude, watching me, and he was sitting with some chick I didn't know, but I noticed shelter, pest over, starring at me with total intensity, and I say him, but didn't get the message.  But, I did get my typical gut reaction to the vibe of this dude, and it was assassin material vibes . . . a fake biker jacket, too new, looked like a black cop, with a bald head, like the guys with Fryer Tuck hair do's from Robin Hood, which is most likely the entity that sent him, to stop my writing or make me pay for the writing on the Saturday before!

The Shelter Rat Was Hysterical by That Night!  You Had the CIA and the Black Panters On You . . . Black Dude Had A GUN!

When this small guy, nice as can be, and clean, making me wonder if he is on the side of the Hood the Hoods come from, my familia!, but he was freaking out, and I can tell he has been reading my blogs about the Mormon Mafia, because he is all freaked out about Mormons and thinks every bike cop in Grand Junction, wearing yellow shirts and black shorts, is really a Mormon missionary, he said, they ride two by two, and don't go to the wine and cheese tasting in the park, because they will arrest YOU!  LOL!  But, the day before he told me that, he told me that the CIA and the Black Panters, dude with a gun, was after you. He said, one day following you and I believe you, they are after you, hell.  I finished typing, and did feel that this guy, who was, after learning that the chick he was sitting with, was the mean manager, who kicks him out, while the other workers, when she is not there, give him a free cup of coffee . . . compassion lives!  But, I looked up, and something struck me as funny, inauthentic about the two sitting together, but if that is a hit man, I am sure, he would have to inform the manager, we are going to blow her away in your eating establishment, but just chill, we have CIA, cleaning crews, to clean up the body and the mess!  That is what my CIA, female hit woman, tells me, they do.

But, again, always connecting the dots, using my Intel people, either God, or the shelter people, he told me, that, when I saw him leave, he didn't leave!  I guess he went out, and I got the feeling I should get the hell out of dodge, and went into the bathroom, needing it, before leaving . . . the Black Panter, former CIA, on the Mormon payrolls, got up and went, to act like he was going, but, hysteria boy, told me, he just went out and acted like he was leaving and went around to the back of the building and came in the employees door! NICE!  But, moving according to my, vibes, I must have gone out the side door, while he was moving into position in the back of the store!  I am sure, the dudes have it down to a science, by now, but, hey, with shelter rats, and God, who can be against me, and I walked out free and safe!  So, back to the spy in McDonald's and the rest of the story.

The Return of the Spy to McDonald's?  Wrong Chick?  LOL!

I am a hard one to pin down, through a description, and to make the baby spy feel better, following the wrong woman, lol, most of the cops and spies get it wrong.  My face can pass for 35 years old, easy, and I have a ton of energy, which is a much better indicator of age, at least psychological age, than the actual years.  I see, people much younger than myself, who are 35 and act 60, while I am 60 and act, move, and look more in the 35 to 45 age range.  So, a description by age is a tough one to tell!  Ask the Montana judge, who let a teacher off, on statutory rape, because the victim looked much older than 14!  He had the National Organization of Women, or NOW, calling for his removal from the bench, so don't mess with a woman's age!  I have had 10 cops, K-9 units, had a hard time, in fact let me go, after not finding me on the bus, to find me, and kill me, stop buses I have been on, with the members of the Hood, who you think is me, and them me, that constitutional law attorney, stop a bus, I got out of town on, when the cops, sheriffs took my truck, telling me the only way, SECRIST, that you are getting out of town, after outrunning them 5 times, lol, is on foot . . . why don't you ask those local boyz who SECRIST is!  LOL!  They know it is the woman who continues to kick their asses, GOKICKBALLS, all the time!    Here is part of the treasure hunt, Make a Splash, comes from a bus shelter sign, advertising ad space on bus shelters, with little splashers in a swimming pool.  And the inspirational, sign from God, GoKickBalls, good idea, comes from, the soccer yard sign, on the first corner, after crossing the street, legally, of course, on the street crossing after the leaving Homeward Bound Shelter!

Green Burrito, comes from the Carl's Junior Burger joint marque.  But, I noticed yesterday, sorry for jumping all over the place, but I am trying to help the possible, if it is a possibility, that there are actual cops, on the right side of this 15 year, poison, identity theft ordeal!, that the blonde haired, blue eyed, slightly built, spy, who left for about a hour, like I said, about the time, Lisa, left, and then suddenly showed up.  He sat where Lisa had been, I guess hoping that he left, so he could come back and take her spot in McDonald's, LOL, hoping I wouldn't notice he had been gone for an hour!  But, I don't like people, sitting behind me, could stick a syringe in my neck, with air or water, and kill me, so, I moved, and sat, pretending to watch the news, while watching him.  He got nervous and after about 15 minutes, left!  LOL!  Who is watching who?  So, Lisa, pulls me aside a dinner, a bit unnerved, and said, that guy you pointed out, from McDonald's, I think he was a spy, because he followed me to about 4 places!  He was in a truck, and followed her to the convenience store, the park, the blah, blah, blah . . . I didn't catch the places.  So, he left, thinking, that he was following ME, and he was actually, following Lisa . . . someone from sky watch or satilite must have corrected him and sent him back to McDonald's!  LOL!  And that is the rest of the story, as Paul Harvey used to say!

Now, For the Treasure Hunt of Signs Down North Avenue, Grand Funk Junction, Colorado . . . All Have Significance to Me, and Tell a Story, But, I Don't Fell Like Writing ALL of Them, But I Will Mention Some!

Like I said, My God is an Awesome God, and over the last 15 years, since I was poisoned, told I was going to die, and had time to be pissed off at him, he with a sense of humor, and me learning the code, spent many a long hour working out the details of this code, far more complicated than the spy codes, their encrypted messages, and so forth.  But, I have to lay the foundation for you to understand, even the rudimentary signs, and messages, that I get, on a 24/7 bases, enough, that the night before last, on the cop op that was going down at the shelter, when I got up at 2:00 a.m., sneaked out of the place, went to GREASE MONKEY, next door, so I was out of sight, not knowing where to go at that ungodly time of the morning and no money . . . if I had money, there is a canteena or something, I noticed was open 24/7 . . . I like to know the lay of the land, so when there are such occasions as this, where I am out on the streets all night, I have somewhere to go hang out, til the break of morning light.  But, lucky for me, Grease Monkey Mechanics, is located right behind the shelter, and I could still pick up wireless service from the service at the shelter, and I sat there all night, watching music videos of songs that remind me, of Fifty Shades of Grey, Lancelot . . . and of course, every once in a while, I marvel at me and God's handi-work, and look at my cool, red-haired, rock star son, Elliot's, videos, going from the time he was about 14 to about 27 years of age, Rockin' the WEB!

I think the cop, or undercover fed, with several of both flavors of cops, who checked in, or played staff, but the guy, who came and shined the flashlight in my face, and only checked our row, is probably pissed, because any sign of weird shit like that, doing something that had not been done the nights before, lead me to believe that they have something up their sleeves and it is not, going to work in my favor!  But, I sit in a room and scope out the place, and like getting the lay of the land, I get the feel and habits of a shelter, and know what is normal, has happened for the last few nights, and when something is up and things start to be abnormal, as was the case the other night, and judge by a particular staff member, who is totally anal retentive, and had my cell phone, the other day, when I thought it was stolen . . . and with him, knowing I have been there, and was the night before, said, Oh, so that was YOU over next door with your computer on!  I thought it was a guy . . . pulled my hoodie up over my head, cold, and cool, just did a typo . . . but he went out front?  I think the night games, the night before made sense now, but he made me blow, and acted like I should not be allowed back into the shelter, since I figured the cop op out!  
I told him, I just couldn't sleep, that I had several Dr. Peppers, at my friend's house, that night, and it had me too wired to go to sleep, both of which were true, but that is not the reason I left, it was him, running, up and down, just my row, none of the other women's row, none of the men's rows, making sure I was still in my bed, I am the Ghost . . . I AM LEGEND!  And that is not fucking, god-damned lie!  Yeah, the woman, who sued cops, killed their legislation and lived to blog about it!  LOL!  And with over 1,000 attempts, not only on my life, but to lock me up . . . HELL, YEAH, I AM LEGEND!  And if you want to check, just send on of your goons over, to Daylight Donuts, which is 4X busier, than yesterday at this time, I would like to think my blog helped the local coffee shop, that is hopping with tons of people right now!

You Too Can Learn My Brilliant Secrets . . . With God's Intel Help!  I Am Training The Cop Shops, The Best, Three Years and Counting, They Have Tried to Nab, Grab, and Stab ME!

So, some of these are just cool names, slogans, but some are extremely significant to me, and if you develop a code, such as this, you will attach your own meanings.  But, the way this sign thing started with me and God, was . . . I hadn't prayed, still haven't, in 20 years, now 40 years, but I am in constant communion with God, through signs, symbols, messages, and thought.  But, lacking the necessary, humility to pray, but with the total humility, to trust and realize that my very breath, liberty, and freedom, day to day, is dependent on my listening to his promptings and reading HIS messages, as I walk, talk, deal and breath each and every day, 24/7, and I am not exaggerating.  And I find, he doesn't let me down, and like the stories from the last few days, I even have witnesses to verify, what I was feeling and to validate what happened.  But, after I had been diagnosed with allegedly, PICK's Disease, a very rare, and allegedly genetic brain disease, that attacks you frontal lobes, and deteriorates the lobes, much like the early process of Alzheimer's and dementia, I was walking to go get a, you got it, a Diet Coke, and just kicking clods . . . I was a workaholic, general counsel for the Utah Medical Association, a professor of family law, U of U, had my own anger management company, making $500 per hour, for a minimum of a two hour presentation, and writing programs on Quicknowledge, one of the first online educational programs, writing about information I had learned about guardianship/conservatorships for the elderly and disabled, I learned about while staff attorney for the Utah Division of Aging . . . no slouch for sure!

I was down in St. George, Utah, walking from my house, that I owned, as an investment, in the Moon River, Ence Development, on the south side of the freeway, walking over to the Chevron, gas station, at the bottom of Bluff Street, in about 2003 or 2004, while I was trying to sell the house, I bought in 1996, when I got slammed on taxes while staff attorney for the Utah Prosecution Council, an assistant attorney general, and was down in that area, after a friend of big sister hood, mafia, chick, Shelley, was so verbally abusive, and treated me so bad, after I had been diagnosed and was suppose to die, that her friend, got sick of it, and offered to move down to St. George into my house that I had previously only rented out, and good for her, she met a great man and got married, but, she had left, early on, because my father, who was taking care of my financial affairs and money, which was about, $3,800 per month, private and public, disability insurance, and boy did he ever take care of my money, kept all but $25 per week, that I got . . . it is kind of like my blog, I get 1 hit for ever 300 million they get!  The Hood got used to stealing my money and ID from way back!  When you look at people in a shelter, you don't know, what got them there, and what there story is, so judge not that ye be not judged . . . I should be worth a cool billion, with all the money they have stolen in the last 6 years!

The Start . . . Pissed at God, You Just Want to Burn Me . . . I MAY!

So, the first time, I noticed strange signs on trucks, on license plates, and bill boards, sounds crazy, but, it has saved my life, on many occasions, but I was walking to get a Diet Coke, and it was hotter than hell, and I was cursing God, and being really raunchy, but, I was talking to him for the first time in 20 years, and I hadn't needed him before, Legal Golden Girl . . . not big ass boob Rachel, tall girl the Hood, put in a lawyers suit, and did her hair, gave her a script, but little old Me, wearing black yoga or workout pants, black, cheap ass shirt from Walmart, Black running shoes, with orange ties, and pink and orange trim with a black sweatshirt tied around my waist, and hair a wild and untamed as my spirit!  So, while swearing and cursing God, first truck goes by with this on the side, in huge ass letters, about the size of the semi-trailer behind the cab, that simply, said, G.O.D., what the hell, that spells God, whom I used to know and talk to, but, what is this, I hate the motherfucker for doing this to me, I was blaming the wrong entity, but at that time, I was told I had a genetic disease, not a government, hood, poisoning and after all I did, raising kids, going to law school, working my ass, off and trying to save all the victims of abuse, at the very time I was doing the most good, I was struck down in the prime of my life, at age 46 and rockin' the state's legal system, taking care of corruption, and fighting for the people, and now this, bull shit, I hate you, God.  

So the second truck, follows shortly after that, that says, and spells out, CRST, or to my mind phonetically, sounds, like CHRIST.  And it is funny, when I make a particularly, amazing escape, that truck line will pass down the freeway, or down the streets, or I can see it from the freeway . . . like saying, don't think you did this on your own, basking in your glory, I helped you out a bit!  Around that time, I had sometimes watched the freeway, in those boring days, carrying on a conversation with God, for hours, because after I sold my house to the first person who came through, cute house, patio home, and my father kept the $7,000 or so equity I had in the house, putting only $200 down at the time I started building the house . . . but, my father is friends with the Ences, Bishop was an Ence . . . names dates and times of purchase might have been altered, but Sun Title, on Bluff told me my father got the equity!  I moved into an apartment, that faced the freeway, and so I would stand in my kitchen window, and got back acquainted with God, through asking questions and watching trucks, go down the freeway . . . yes, I was that bored . . . and I would get answers.  One day, after an all day conversation, me thinking things, and God sending trucks, in amazing sequences, and I am sure he was fit to be tied, but he sent by a truck line with the word, JERK!, on the side!  LOL!  I started to laugh, and realized that God had/has a sense of humor!

This was the best one, though . . . I was just walking around in circles, in the hot southern Utah sun, in an empty lot, near my apartment at the top of I think 1100 East, white and pink, yuck, but almost abuts the freeway, so close, you might be able to reach it . . . but, that day, I was kicking clods, and just walking around, and I said, I know God, that YOU, just want to BURN me!  And to my shock and horror, a car went driving by, just at that second, that said, I MAY!  That was probably someone's personal license plate, but to me, and just at the time I said that, it was a shocking response from what I had been taught was a loving God, and he really might burn me!  As I write that, it has significance to me, right now, Elliot, bass guitarist, of God's Revolver and other bands, was born in May, and I MAY . . . that May baby is mine, came out of my legs, I named him and even bought him his first guitar!  And told him not to cause anyone to lose their testimony of God and CHRIST!  Funny how life goes in complete circles!  I learned that day, that he is a personal God, he knows our thoughts, and minds, and he also, gives me a great laugh, but not that time, every once in a while . . . but, he castises those he loves, so I should have felt loved . . . I am not exactly sure that is what I felt that day, more shocked, but I feel loved, every second of every day!  My God and Your God, is an awesome God!  We are his children!

Take a Nice 90 Degree Walk This Afternoon . . . ProofPoint!


  • the name on a Matco Tool truck, was Steve Mayrose, Rachel's oldest son's name is Matt, so some significance to Matt, or saying that Chris is Matt, and the other name, Steve Mayrose, my mother used to read us the story of Snow White and Rose Red, for some reason, I thought of Shelley, as the color white, because Snow White, has dark hair, as does Kay, and I was blonde; therefore, I was the blonde rose, but Shelley became in this mind game with God, connected with the name, Rose. So, God was telling me, that still, my son, Elliot, born May 3, 1983, was being considered, Shelley, or Rose's child, NOT MINE!  Shelley had bastards, and they all have different names, some Southwick, some Anderson, and some whatever?  But, Isaac, is Shelley's son, and he is a brunette, or actually light brown haired kid, Elliot is think the RED JESUS!  Watch the god-damned videos, you fucking fools!  Kay and Rachel have flat faces, my kids, especially, Chris, who looks, like me, in coloring, couldn't be Rachel's kid, nor Elliot with his chiseled face, Shelley's kid . . . and Kay's, is a stretch from hell, adoption aside, she is pug nosed, short, with brown eyes . . . Elliot has blue eyes!  I guess that is where ex-husband Don comes in, genetically?  Check out Isaac's clef chin, and Don's.  It is not complicated at all, they just want to cover past thefts, and make new money on El's music!
  • Blue Moose, Rachel's name, if she is still married to Kay Moosman, is the headless, Moosman, and the boring color, blue, is the color that came to represent the Mormon church . . . maybe, blue pocket sized Book of Mormons, paperback, but I hate blue, other than the sky, as long as there is another color like green with it!
  • City Rib . . . from whole hogs to hot dogs!  I ribbed the city about the library being so far from the shelter, and with no money, I am having to crash, fast food and restaurants to get my blog done, without getting picked up for loitering!  But, these supposed, Robin Hoods, think that I am a hog if I take credit for all the things I have done, so being the socialists and communists, opposed to America and obviously opposed to capitalism, because they take from the rich and give to themselves, now the rich, have reversed that and they are the hogs, giving me a mere, 1 to 300 million hits/results, on now 6 search engines with 4 to 5 versions of MY BLOG WRITING, on all 24 results . . . so who is the fucking hogs?  And who thinks they are hot dogs, think sexual sense . . . these fuckers think they are HOT SHIT!  NOT . . . Brett is symbolically, SID SQUIRRELL, on the lease sign for, BRAY, Real Estate . . . Brett tried to hide the music money in real estate, found four pages of real estate in Utah, under Brett Stuart or Stewart, Shelley was in Salt Lake City, at that time too, living with cousin, Christine Ward, don't know married names.  And that is just down the street from Big K, you think, Kay, is me; therefore, Big K, is nothing more than BIG JOANN . . . fabric store!
  • Sonic is on the left hand side . . . I would say, that the blog I wrote yesterday, went sonic, like a sonic boom, loud and big!  And to prove my thoughts right . . . at the next intersection, there was a red, power, truck, with the license plate, that said, HTS, that could be the phonetics form hits as in kill you, or for hits on the blog!  And as times, is symbolizes my son's, or son ic . . . and if they are following these fuckers, they are IC to me!  Money, sex, and safety.  Blah!  Or my son's are also, Sonic, in the sense, that they are MY sons, and what they do will go SONIC, like a loud sonic boom!  Fun stuff, and make me think, and gives me stuff to write about . . . if you look at the last few blogs, like the one starting with Oh My Dog . . . that comes from a local yard sign for a dog salon or some pet connected business!  Cute, thanks for letting me steal your fun sign and slogan . . . free advertisement is the way I look at it!
  • SOLARUS Square . . . SO ARE US?  You see, I excuse my kids, they were young, still are, somewhat, if they are swayed, by the OTHER GUYS (funny movie with Will Farrell, Mark Walburg, about the SEC, fraud, FBI, financial crimes--really? Brock? Maybe? Stealing a $357 million case?), the ones who offer titles of nobility, through the Mormon Church, and going toward the British Monarchy, or the CIA, Illuminati Monarch Project!  And they are operating that like the network marketing state, of Utah, network marketing capitol of the world, all about capital!  Just like in all network marketing schemes, there is a pyramid, where the top earners, are all the first ones who got into the business, and the rest of the crew, gets shit!  So, I am sure that there have been promises of making my son's God's, like they think they, Sid Squirrell and Big Kay! on my life!  LOL!  Just like the British monarchy, they were just William and Kate . . . Chris and Kat, are even better looking, and little "Y" is cutie girl!  They are using your families money to make them seem big, using my credentials, resume, to get Kay into an FBI boss position, which she never, never, never, could have gotten without being ME!  Brett had his feelers hurt, I won't and wouldn't cat fight over him, when he and Kay arranged an alleged, girl's weekend, at Kay's house in Jeremy Ranch, near Park City, Utah, on Sand Trap Drive or Sand Piper . . . something to do with golf!  Kay's back deck, hung over the golf course!  Once, Brett said, his favorite place on Earth besides, Half Moon Bay, California . . . where Kay had lived . . .  as all the hood, is, was the Epcott Center, at the Florida, Disneyland . . . Rachel's favorite place is California Disneyland . . . because they are all characters, not real, fake, make believe, and CLOWNS!  In real!
  • Hookah Lounge, Rachel, Ms. alleged, Mormon, righteous girl, who allegedly writes my religious oriented blogs, I am divided up, about 20 ways, but she is the shining star of religion . . . bull shit, she ditched out of seminary, didn't graduate from it, never read the scriptures until she go older . . . she did, however, start going to the temple, what 30 years after I went through, start going once a week with the sisters in her Mormon ward . . . explain them Rachel, I wrote 30 page, master's day level papers, for my master's degree in Ancient Scripture Studies at BYU . . . I just did a typo, BUY, they bought BYU, religion department, Steve Robinson, who would gladly trash me, since his stole my paper on MOTHER IN HEAVEN, all proven scripturally, Biblically, for his doctoral thesis . . . gladly take money to make ME go away and replace me with dim wit, Rachel!  Hell YEAH!  Rachel wanted to be a friend with her kids, so one of the last times, actually the last time, because I think, it was Rachel's step son, Kyle, who put the pipe bomb on my navy blue, Ford Taurus, that was blown up, within hours of leaving Rachel's house on New Years Eve . . . with Kyle, asking me if I could kill someone, the day before . . . which I thought strange . . . he also, said the FBI had recruited him?  He could barely graduate from college and hold down a job . . . but the alleged, GODS, the ones who rely on my families accolades and honors, resumes, cases, blogs, music, to gain status, money and access to the Mormon Church, hell Sid Squirrell and Big Kay, JoAnn, that Brett would not divorce, because Christ and Mary Magdaline, for the new Mo Christ, calendars, posters, after the Church said, they had adopted an official version of Christ!  Money speaks, and it is always the MEN who get revelation, like on polygamy and such!  But, on New Years Eve, the cool mom, Rachel, smoked Hookah with the kids, and the square auntie JoAnn refused . . . I am sure that, those identities have been switched around, and I was the hookah queen, the one who wrecked her car with neighbor Wendy, and drove the car onto Rachel, then My, old house at 3770 Sugar Leo . . . changing IDs, since 2000!  I don't drink, smoke, do drugs, or even simulated drugs . . . I don't do the cool mom, friend, routine, that is why Rachel wants to claim my kids, she fucked up her own!  Remember I am at the shelter . . . now, the Shelter Rat, did accuse me of sitting out smoking, on Sunday morning, and I said, I don't smoke, he said, I know it was you, or you have a twin who was smoking!  He is probably, on the payroll, now, as they all are . . . just like A,B,C, they meet me, and then the hood contacts them and they side with the MONEY!
  • Hair We Are . . . in the strip mall with Hookah Lounge, Western Union, Today's Image . . . the description above is Rachel, so far from the way I raised my kids!  I am sure Rachel, haven't seen her since my car was blown up, but I am sure she has the Fox Opinion Girl and Ann Coulter Hair!  And Hair's Rachel!  LOL!  I just sneezed, that is my sign for Tissue!  Or Is U!  No, I am reading signs, walking down the North Avenue to wherever . . . Neverland!  LOL!
  • A Taste of Heaven Catering, that is what I wrote about on Sunday and Monday . . . I am here at the donut shot still, cops have been doing "U" turns, right in front of the donut shop . . . maybe afraid they will learn the TRUTH about who is who!  Mo Jo, image, hair girl, fox girl, is a liar!  As are the rest of the HOOD!
  • KWAL Paints . . . Kay Wall Paints, the word, wall, sign cops . . . that is really key . . . because, every damned thing I do, they paint me over, with one of the cops chicks, I am allegedly dead, retarded, in a nursing home, where they tried to put me, believe me, they have tried to make me disappear, every day, every second, and they have the personnel, equipment, tools, and money, while MINE, to do it!  Let's say, that my house is orange, green, and every time I do something, it is quickly painted over blue! or Mo versions of ME!
  • Fresh Roasted Chilis . . . or Fresh Roasted Shelley's!  LOL!  That is a mobile food trailer in the parking lot, in the same strip mall as A Taste of Heaven Catering!
  • Alsco Truck . . . Al's Co . . . Frank of Interpol, or international police, who came in, along with Shelley to kill, Allan Rex Bess, my client from Parowan, who I intended to marry, was replaced by Frank, Delta Force Intelligence, who was to work with the local Iron County boyz, and replace, Parowan Police Chief, Griffeth, who was a friend of mine, with Kent Wade, a former Marine, veteran, worked in Internal Affairs, and refused to listen, read, the 20 pages of all the facts, evidence and examples, of why, I thought that there was a fake Allan, a government double, with a shit load of evidence, easy, and this fucker, would not listen because he was purposefully brought in and hired, with the Mayor firing Griffeth, who was a friend of mine, so they could to the big take down on JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D. who sued the County for $56.7 million, and the National Guard, in the Lamoreaux case, with 3 Iron County Sheriffs being in the National Guard, involved in the murder of Misty, Tristan's wife, my client!  The real, Allan Rex Bess, had a picture of Misty Lamoreaux, on his wall, and when I told him, I was taking over the case, Allan, wanted to help.  He and Tristan, connected, over Allan's tattoo of riding with the Vogos Biker gang . . . the fake Frank aka Allan, had a fuzzy version of a tat, that he claimed was the one Allan had, but that is easy to replicate, and it had been some time since I had seen Allan's, since he was DEAD!  Tons of evidence, even DNA, ProofPoint, to show the new police that they had the murderer of Allan Rex Bess, right here, and the murderer of the girl, who was murdered, and found on the town square corner of the Mormon Church . . . I was there on the scene, after being at the grave yard, mourning the death of my, supposed husband, while living with the murderer, who was trying to murder me, so Shelley, whom he moved in when I had gone to Montana, and tried to block me using the woman who had been Allan's only witness on the case I did, I am sure she testified that Shelley, whom she became acquainted with, while Shelley and her lazy ass son, parked there sorry asses, at my house, using all my NEW stuff, burning holes in my carpet, and taking over the music room that I made for Elliot and his band to come practice at . . . Isaac stole $30,000 worth of music equipment, and tried to hide it at my house!  Shelley acted like she owned the place, and probably does, with the fake Allan, Frank and boyz, stealing the house and that fucking, Judy Daly, the witness, the first woman I met in Parowan, and after talking to her, while Misty and Dennis, David Doddridge were looking through the house, that allegedly had been traded with a condo in Vegas, for the Parowan house, I was asking Judy about Allan, whom I had not met yet!  What a fucking piece of shit bitch, Frank aka, even told Chief Wade that Judy was his sister!  Allan's sister, Lina, was dead, a long time before . . . hey, chief, don't let me confuse you with the FACTS!  After the cops, tried to fake Frank's dead, suicide, to get me back into Utah, I went over to the Police Department, and if front of all the secretarys, in my signature rapid fire way . . . in no uncertain terms, put him in his place, and told him, why the suicide was staged!  Cell phone calls made on Allan's or allegedly Allan's phone, three after the time of death, no feces or release of bodily fluids, and the pipe he allegedly hung himself on, was not big enough to hold a chimpanze . . . that man, evolved, to less than an ape!  Frank threw temper tantrums like a fucking two year old!  The ninety year old neighbor told me that the cops were hanging out over with Allan/Frank all the time, there were no cop cars, and no ambulance!  Office!
  • Untouched (Fiji) truck . . . went by right after, and yes, I am untouched by all this bull shit!  I also thought of the statement, No Man is an Island . . . I have been, alone, fighting all of them!
  • Raven, next came by a van with a Raven painted on it . . . like it was Raven's crew, that were on board to fuck with me in Grand Junction.  Ravenrathburn . . . was Shelley's email address when her and Brett started this shit!  And yes, the Raven in getting burned by my wrath!  What a fucking piece of shit, cunt, asshole, and loser!  Good grief, how in the hell did I get this fuck as a sister?   What the hell . . . the school bus kept driving by, with the words, First Student on the side, and yes, Shelley has been the first student of mine . . . so much so, that she wanted to be ME!  They say, imitation is the highest form of flattery . . . so what is taking over your whole fucking life?  Now, I am sure the cop op was to take Shelley down, one of Allan's, my clients friends, actually two of them, created a bikers's bike, called the TWISTED SISTER, and they were on the cover of all kinds of biker magazines, back in the day, it was orange as I recall, but I am sure that, now I can't remember anyone's names, but I saved him from the Mexican Mafia, when the prosecutors were trying to force him into a controlled wired buy, of drugs, but he pushed the camera away when he purposefully threw the keys at it, blocking the real view of the cartel member, but they were strong arming, shit, can't remember, to testify, or they were going to get his daughter for drugs, and she was just getting ready to graduate from Southern Utah University in veteranry science!  I was asked by him to come to court, and help him . . . I told him to take the 5th, but he testified and I freaked when I saw the defendant's sister, turn to someone in the courtroom, sitting by his mother, and put a hit out on my friend at the time, Joe Hudichech was his name, he lives out in Paragona, and makes custom bikes.
  • Wrigley Field Sports and Grill, I did an Internship with Americans United for Life, the summer between my second and third year of law school, in Chicago, at the same time Rachel and Chris, lived in Shumberg, with Stephanie, and Rachel was pregnant with Matt . . . allegedly Chris, my son, tons better looking, my son, smarter, and they think that because Matt is fat, he is mine, or I am Rachel now, and Rachel is JoAnn, because thin parents, don't have fat sons . . . both Matt and Scott, are fat, or Scotty had lost some weight, but they are total beefy boys, Chris is too thin, or Greta said, and all his family told him to put on weight.  But, hey, before the mob, the hoods got me, I was fucking thin, much thinner than Rachel is now, or the last time I saw her!  Believe me, they, the hood, just took my life, and divided it up, buried it, with one sister or another, or an ex-friend attorney, or that bitch Kelly who is taking credit for my CHEEK case!  I had not idea, when I got the internship, that is was as prestigious as it is, the attorneys from there are always used as expert witnesses, or were in the Justice Sonya Sotomayor's Senate confirmation for the U.S. Supreme Court, that I took 32 pages of notes on, brushing up on con law!  Or Constitutional Law!
  • Magic Home Improvement . . .  was on a truck, that went by yesterday . . . I have given you facts, evidence, examples, now fucking check things out!  DAMN IT!  God I am sick of this shit!

ENJOY YOUR LUNCH . . . IT IS 12:21 P.M. . . . But As Soon as I Post This Blog, My Computer Will Change to Pacific Time . . . Kay Lives in Santa Barbara, Where the Oil Spill is the Crude Oil, Grungy Bitch!  All Symbolic . . . Like is Attracted to Like!

Smarter by Wednesday!

I stand corrected . . . now to cover for Kay, in California, the posting is an hour behind?  D.C. time? Cops kept driving by the Daylight Donuts Shop, but did not come in . . . doing "U" turns, with people in the shop getting pissed, knowing they would get tickets!  Patriot Act, two sets of laws, one for cops, one for you and me!  I told the owners, that the cops don't like me, and so they probably would not come in, they don't want their wet dreams shattered by finding out, that I am JoAnn, and Rachel is just Rachel.  Rachel is always tan, and there is Tan Perfection Shop . . . but the electric sign on top is advertising, SPRAY TANS!  LOL!  As fake as Rachel's name is, resume is . . . I AM LEGEND!  She is a flight attendant!  LOL!  You might have inducted her, into the fuckin' CIA, but that is after the fact, trying to make her bigger, badder and meaner than ME, as ME . . . FAT CHANCE!  FUCK YOU!

Monday, June 8, 2015

ROOSTER SAUCE--WALK LIKE A MAN! FANTASY FAIRE: KING AUTHOR, KNIGHTS OF THE ROUND TABLE, CAMELOT, GUINEVERE & LANCELOT, PRINCIPLES & CONCEPTS OF PEACE & FREEDOM, ANALOGOUS TO FOUNDING FATHERS AND PREAMBLE TO U.S. CONSTITUTION, CREATING UTOPIA! JUDGE WITH A HUGE AMERICAN FLAG BEHIND THE BENCH! YAHOO! A MORE PERFECT UNION WITH JUSTICE FOR ALL! NOT JUST AN ELITE FEW! MADMAX: POSTAPOCALYPTIC SMOKESHOP & ARMORY . . . FOILED AGAIN! LOL! OSKAR BLUES BREWERY, U.S.A., SEVEN STAGES OF EVOLUTIONARY MAN; (1) APE; (2) APE STANDING ON TWO FEET; (3) CROMAGNUM MAN; (4) MAN AS WE KNOW THEM; (5) MAN WITH A BEER; (6) MAN WITH A BEER, STOOPING A BIT MORE; (7) BACK TO APE WITH A BEER IN HIS HANDS! FBI OR FEMALE BODY INSPECTORS! GO APE SHIT, BOYZ . . . MAN IS GOING BACK TO DRAGGING HIS KNUCKLES ON THE GROUND AGAIN . . . PROGRESS OR DEVILUTION? HAS THE BACKLASH AGAINST WOMEN, GONE TO REALLY BEING A EVOLUTIONARY DOWN TURN FOR MEN? THINK ABOUT IT? DAYLIGHT DONUTS: GOOD DONUTS, GOOD COFFEE, GOOD TIMES . . . RIGHT HERE IN RIB CITY, GRAND FUNK JUNCTION, COLORADO! EVOLVE, REVOLUTION OF LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE . . . JESUS CAN HEAL THIS WORLD! LET'S DO THIS TEAM! AMERICA, WORLD!

First Knight--Principle Driven, Rather Than Sex Driven!

Everyone is somewhat familiar with King Author, Camelot and The Knights of the Round Table, from folklore, stories, books, movies, even a cartoon, King Author and the Knights of Justice, an interesting name for the game and the knights, and what they were all about, even as far back as the 5th and 6th centuries, when, legendary King Author, and his Knights of the Round Table, stood for a new type of society, after defeating the Anglo-Saxons, and preserved, much of what we now call the United Kingdom or that part of Europe, with a focus, in this new society and order, peace in the land and justice for all the people!  A pretty advanced line of thought, for the days of brutality, the feudal system, and basically, the previous order of, really, survival of the fittest and strongest, who raped, plundered, and pillaged, those weaker, feudal lords, and their serfs.  The main characters of the national drama, where, of course, Author, the wizard, the sword, Excalibur, his final battle, coming from a challenge of one of the knights of the round table, Mordred, in favor of the old ways, Lancelot, in impetuous, but gifted warrior, who sees Guinevere before she is married to Author, and the Holy Grail, in some stories. And of course, we have the lover's triangle, between King Author, Guinevere, and Lancelot.

As a young girl, while going to girls camp, up in the Unitah Forest, in Utah, while the rest of the bus load of campers, were singing, 99 Bottles of Beer of the Wall, 99 Bottles of Beer . . . going on, into the extremely boring, recitation, all the way, down through the numbers, until they got to One Bottle of Beer on the Wall, so redundant and extremely excruciating punishment for me, I would, entertain my mind, much as I do today, with some, imaginary prince, handsome, dashing, and undaunted by a challenge, much like Sir Lancelot, played so well by, actor Richard Gere, with his wild long hair, is unabashed, and valiant, gallant rescue of Lady Guinevere, from Mordred and his band of looters, burning and laying claim to the village and area, that Guinevere, is the Princess and ruler over, with little protection, from the poor, ill trained, and shabby village folks, just eking out an existence, and no match for the warring Mordred and his men . . . 

In fact, this last time, I watched First Knight, I was a bit less, enveloped in the lover's triangle, and much more into the political drama, while still enjoying my old indulgences, of lovers of note, vying over the Lady, and her internal battle, struggling, on the one hand, for protection for her village, and the noble principles of peace and justice that Camelot and King Author, had to offer the young, beauty . . . with the breathtaking love, she feels, when she first sets eyes on Lancelot, adding a choice, between the two men, and focused more on the reasoning behind, her choices, and what ultimately led to her adulterous affair with Lancelot, devastated the King, who loved, both his wife, and Lancelot, his first knight, that led to an unwanted division in this new dream of justice and peace, as well as caused problems in the Knights, around the Round Table.

Men and Women, Philosophers, Nation Builders, Empire and Imperial Lords, Have All Dreamed of Utopia, Peace, Justice, A More Perfect Union!

Perhaps, it is these early years of dreaming, seeing movies, of noble figures, legends in history, that made me who I am today . . . still the romantic, searching for the men of valor, honor, vision, the power to change the status quo, improving, not only their own lives, but those of their fellow men, women and children, with a fierce passion for peace, justice, common welfare, general defense, prosperity for all, and the ability, persuasion, will power, skills, power, and passion to bring their version of Utopia, into fruition . . . much like the founding fathers, in more modern time!  Guinevere, loves, Author, for all of this, what he had created, the goodness, the peace and prosperity he was bringing to his subjects, and her small village, no less significant, that his own subjects, or men of equality, to which, King Author makes reference to, as he was trying to move toward, giving all people dignity and status, with this new band of visionary men, who were willing to stand by their King's side and defend the principles and concepts of a new ear, in the evolutionary progress of mankind, inspiring men and women for centuries, with similar altruistic goals, such as those, still an ideal, but we are making progress, toward the idealistic vision of the founding father's version of Utopia, that we are at least moving closer and closer, toward, as we try to convince others, that there can be true peace and justice in this world, and we can achieve it, together!

Great Western Thinkers, Like Aristotle, In His Essay on Virtue, Plato's Republic, or Immanuel Kant's, Philosophy, that Man Should Not Do, Anything, He Would Not Want All Men/Women to Do!  Or John Stuart Mills' Ideas on Liberty!

Just a few ideas, that I can remember, from these essays, ideas, and philosophies, that have inspired and driven my life . . . on happiness, that Aristotle speaks of in the Virtues, essay, he makes the statement, that you can never judge a man happy or sad, or a life primarily of one or the other, until the day the man dies! In the words of my cousin, Edward, who had dedicated his life to the study of happiness, because he found it so hard to find, after interviewing people, he thought to be self actualized, found that happiness quotions, for people tend to consist of these three things: (1) health, (2) time, and (3) sufficient wealth to meet basic human needs . . . and if you are lacking in any one of these, you can't be happy!  A man or woman, or child for that matter, may be extremely miserable in one part of their life, and it may appear that siblings, friends, partners, and others are much happier than, they themselves are; however, in another 5 years, life seems to be made of ups and downs, and those who at an earlier point in life, while experiencing difficulties, even extreme difficulties, may in fact, by the end of their life, or another segment of life, actually, achieve a happiness, that far exceeds that of other people, who were seemingly, more happy, but now, for unknown circumstances and events, are no longer happy, or are in a down turn, and only time will tell, whether a man, over all, was either happy or sad, in general . . . 

The one thing I remember of Plato's, Republic, is that if parents fail to teach their kids about the law, society will.  And that tends to be a very true statement, and the system, will not be as understanding, and forgiving, as a loving parent; therefore, it behooves a parents, to take their responsibility to train their children, in the paths of good citizenship, rather than leaving it to the support systems of schools, churches, and the village, to perhaps do what the parent failed to do, leaving the child, wanting and needing instruction, beyond what an errant parent failed to do, with, if the child is lucky, a village to fill in the gaps, in the learning cycle of what is and is not acceptable in society, before the law kicks in and does the rehabilitation for the child, and who knows what that will consist of, but most people don't find the criminal or civil judicial systems to be too fun, kind, or with any type of tolerance much at all.  But, for all of us to fell safe, with our general welfare protected, we need to help younger people understand, what is an is not acceptable, before it is too late, and harsher punishments, kick in, and leave them with little joy, happiness, and love in their lives.

I read most of these essays, a hundred years ago, lol, therefore, the memory of exactly what men, like John Stuart Mills said about Liberty, is a bit vague; however, I know, that I tend to see it much like another founding father, Patrick Henry, when he said, Give me liberty, or give me death!  And I see it as just that simple and straightforward, with one of my favorite sayings or motto, I saw scratched in a bench, upside down, at a park in Spokane, while I was just watching the morning sun rise, the ducks and geese, leaver their resting and nesting places on the grass, and take flight, skimming over the water, until landing, softly on it, along with watching the City wake-up, and it said, Live Hard, Die Free . . . and I still agree with that totally, liberty is essential to happiness!

The Words, Evolution and Revolution, Both Have the Word, "LOVE" in Them . . . God's Not Dead, He's Living Like a Lion . . . If Faith is Dead, I Need a Resurrection, Somehow . . . I Am Lost In Your Freedom!

Those last few words, are from a song, by the band, Newsboy, God's Not Dead, he is surely alive, he is living on the inside, roaring like a lion . . . he's roaring, he's roaring like a lion, roaring like a lion!  Fabulous song, and lyrics.  Like I have said, before, Jesus is the ultimate, UFC fighter, totally for freedom, even setting us free, not only from sins, but from hate, from prejudice, from discrimination, from envy, jealousy, abuse, and all the other issues humans deal with, like greed, sloth, and whatever ails the human condition! While we need to have a separation of church and state as a secular society, governed by the Constitution . . . that doesn't mean that we negate all our worship, for a living God, Jesus Christ, who will ultimately give us freedom and liberty from the grave, we need to work on our own personal perfection, at our pace, and let others, who may be far better people, than we are, even without ever entering a church, or being baptized . . . in the New Testament, book of Romans, there are those who live better than those with the law, or the scriptures.  I believe that it is possible for some of these people to practice the Golden Rule, or Kant's, don't do anything personally, that you would not want everyone to do!  A sobering thought, we tend to forgive ourselves of all kinds of little indiscretions, lies, and such, but, do we want everyone to stick their gum under the table?  Or spit on the sidewalk?  Think about it, or litter, what would the world, nation, state, town, or neighborhood look like, if everyone did what I did?

It Is Really This Simple . . . Love the Lord, Your God, And Love Your Fellow Men . . . United States Constitution, Preamble, To Me, is Just the Gospel in Law!  All Men are Created Equal, but They Don't All Have Equal Opportunities, Education, Access . . . Therein Lies the Differences!  It Is Our Duty to Try to Make The Best Attempt To See That All People Get a FAIR SHAKE in LIFE!  If We LOVE People, That Will Be Far Easier!

WE CAN DO THIS AMERICA, WORLD!

Evolve, Revolutionize, LOVE!

P.S., I had a hard time, not writing . . . I am the same author as the other 520 some odd, blogs, enjoy!

Sunday, June 7, 2015

IF IT'S TOO SPICEY--IT'S--JUST RIGHT! LOL! SNAKE CHARMERS? JAMES KENNEDY FIRST INTRODUCED ME TO THE PENTECOSTAL CHURCH, HIS MOTHER WAS A PENTECOSTAL MINISTER, 4 OF HIS BROTHERS, OUT OF 9 KIDS, ARE BIKERS (LOL)--IN MY IGNORANCE, I THOUGHT SNAKE CHARMERS, SPEAKING IN TONGUES, AND WHO KNOWS, WHAT ALL! WELL, TODAY, I FOUND OUT--COOL, ENERGIZED, GREAT MUSIC, AWESOME TEACHINGS, FRIENDLY CROWD, AND A POT LUCK DINNER, TO CELEBRATE THE PASTOR'S BIRTHDAY! JESUS IS THE GREATEST ATTORNEY IN THE WORLD--POWERFUL PRAYERS, PASSIONATE PRAISE . . . NO SWEETER NAME THAN THE NAME OF JESUS; NOTHING BUT YOUR BLOOD, JESUS! DON'T WORRY, NO MATTER HOW CRAZY THE WORLD GETS, WE WILL BE VICTORS, IN CHRIST--OUR JUDGE, ADVOCATE, COUNSELOR, AND MOST BEAUTIFUL OF ALL, HE PAYS THE PRICE OF OUR SINS, MAKING US, ELIGIBLE TO ENTER INTO THE CHURCH OF THE FIRST BORN! THE GOOD NEWS OF THE GOSPEL FOR THE 60% OF YOUR CHURCH SLACKERS, WHO OPTED OUT OF CHURCH TODAY . . . ACTUALLY, I DIG CHURCH, SO I WILL GIVE YOU THE SERMONS FROM TODAY, IN MY BLOG, I PROMISED NOT TO WRITE IN FOR A WEEK, BUT CHURCH WAS SO GOOD, I JUST COULDN'T REPORT IT TO THE MASSES, AND HAVE A CLEAR CONSCIOUS . . . I AM NOT ASHAMED AND I WILL SHOUT TO THE TOP OF MY LOUNGES, THAT EVERY KNEE SHALL BOW, AND EVERY TONGUE CONFESS, THAT JESUS IS THE CHRIST! REJOICE IN HIS BEAUTY, HIS MAJESTY, HIS MERCY, AND HIS GRACE!

I Hunger and Thirst After Righteousness!

The thing, I like best about Christ, and his grace, atonement, and mercy, is the fact, that I can be, simply myself, in all the complexities that brings, spanning the spectrum from a human secularist, politically, and constitutionally, to the most devoted Saint, on my very best days . . . even if I swear, I think Jesus and I would get along just fine!  SMILE!  It's the rest of you, I am not so sure about!  LOL!  This morning, the Life Tabernacle Church, came to pick up all the people from the Homeward Bound, heavenly significance to that also, we all have a heavenly home, as well as an earthly home, heavenly parents, as well as earthly parents, and a good group of us from the shelter, got on the bus, bright and early, on this beautiful Sabbath morning, and headed to a church, I was not sure which church we were going to, and didn't care! Hell, they were serving breakfast, and having a birthday party for the Pastor!  LOL!  No, I am a church goer, and generally go every Sunday, to the closest or most convenient church, regardless of the denomination . . . I have always been spiritually fed, up lifted, and got a wonderful message, to think about, during the week, always looking forward to getting a shot in the arm, that seems to last me, until I go the next week.

With James, being such a wild ass, I was a bit taken back, by the ladies in the kitchen, serving and cooking breakfast, and wondered, if they were somehow connected to the polygamist groups in Utah!  Just kidding, they were much more modern than that, but there were a lot of women with buns in their hair, and I wondered if that was a requirement to go to church?  Breakfast was great, yummy, and satisfying, with good cooks, in all denominations--I actually thought, that Mormons had a corner on the homemaking corner, and the to me almost lost art of cooking, but that is just me.  But there were many very contemporary dressed women also, and so I figured that it was kind of like, whatever you wanted to wear, or how ever you came, was acceptable.  Which is good, since I tend to be, a don't tell me what I can and can't wear to church, or I will just bring my clothes, and lay them on the pews, and I will skip out, if that is the conditions to get my sorry ass to church; I am kind of, come as you are, and suck in the beauty of Christ, his love, and the love of his disciples, regardless of what you look like!  And that seemed to be the case.

A Passion for Purity--Personal Perfection

So, I am sitting in waiting for the first meeting, and looking around at the church set up, and it reminded me of the inside of what Mormons call the chapel, and some denominations, call the sanctuary, but the band was playing, and practicing, and I just loved what they were singing, that song of the heart is true worship to me, and I dig all the new gospel songs, many, based on actual scriptures, are amazing, and tears are running down my face, even during practice, as they were today!  I don't know, why I bother to put on make-up . . . vanity, vanity, vanity!  LOL!  But the songs were amazing, lively . . . some beef cake guy, with back up singers, guitar, and I think keyboard, were rockin' the gospel, Christ, beauty, love, that Jesus is more fair that ten thousand, and more beautiful . . . and I would have to agree.  But, I loved the guy singing . . . he was passionate and powerful, putting his whole heart, soul, and love into this music.  Now the first meeting, was a very informal, Pentecostal Church, meeting, that kind of reminded me of Sunday School, with audience participation, and the Pastor, involving the people sitting in the seats.  

That may have been, that many are new Christians, or visiting the Church for the first time, but I loved the sermon, especially, because he used the analogy, that is in the New Testament, talking about Christ being our advocate with the father.  As an advocate, there has been many a time, that as I represented defendants in court, that scripture came to mind, and egged me on to amp things up, and do for my clients, what Jesus would do for me, had I been sitting in front of God, Him, or some heavenly judge, arguing my case, getting me the best deal he could, and then, on top of that, doing much more than I could do for my clients, pay the sentence, fines, for my sins, crimes, indiscretions, sins of commission and omission, doing whatever it took to get me off payment on my own!  And for that, I am eternally grateful, and think I was a better advocate for my clients, with Christ as my exemplar, in law!

Strict Up Brings . . . God, Knows Our Parents Tried!  LOL!

One, night, James and I were, sitting waiting for some pastor to show up at the Butte Rescue Mission, doing the several times a week sermons, which I enjoyed, as much for the messages, as I did, sitting by James, and having him, pull my chair closer to his, so we could share the scriptures, and sometimes, I didn't focus much on the lesson, and just enjoyed the sensation of being close to James!  LOL!  Sorry, were all wired that way, and that is exactly the way God intended, men and women to be, with a natural attraction for each other, and some, with a more hot attraction than, to others . . . that would be the case, at least on my side!  He will have to speak for himself.  But, that time several nights a week, was great, in addition to the message, that was always, always, always, something that I needed to hear.  But, while we were just killing time, one night, I asked James if he was raised in a religious home . . . he gave me, this, are you kidding me, and rolled his eyes . . . yeah, my mother was a Pentecostal minister!  Are you kidding me!  No.  LOL!  So, you were probably raised as strictly as I was, or worse, LOL!  James wasn't much of a conversationalist, but it cracked me up, just his facial expressions, and his reaction just to my question!

I told him, how my parents, who had first six kids in eight years, so a litter, would sit in church, my father, until he got into leadership positions, one one end of the pew, and hold his arm out behind our heads, and my mother would sit at the other end, and both would do damage control, and hit us on the back of our heads if we got too noisy!  LOL!  Me and my sisters, quickly learned, that church would go much more quickly, if we took turns, tickling each other's backs, rather than trying to talk with the hand cops, with their slapping machines behind our heads.  It was not much of a hit, more of a tap, to let us know that talking during church services, was not allowed.  My father used to make us girls, all line up before church, to see if our dresses touched the ground, and were not too far above our knees.  We could never watch TV on Sundays, but to my father's consternation, I took the religious thing to the extreme, and refused to work on Sunday, as a day of rest!  Jo, would you vacuum the floor . . . No, I do not work on Sundays!  That self imposed, strict attitude, applied to friends and later, boyfriends; I would refuse dates, visits, and made my trip to Mecca each Sunday, and hiked up to a river, or up in the hills, and would read my scriptures, pray, and set goals!

Snake Charmers!  James Led Me to Believe, That Yes, That Was Part of the Pentecostal Church--Like I Said, Not Much of a Conversationalist!

Many of you, who live in a religiously diverse community or state, can't relate to someone who was raised in a predominately Mormon state, with little exposure to other religions, if you ever even knew there were other religions and if there were, they were not the one true church; therefore, just avoid them at all costs, they will just lead you astray.  So, other than my own personal study, before moving to Montana, I had very little exposure to any other religion, at all, so excuse my ignorance . . . now, I just see everyone, as different rooms in the house of God, or all members of the community of God, believing in one true God, and all working to go, Homeward Bound, meeting our maker, dancing, singing, worshiping and rejoicing in his amazing grace, his love that finds no tomb he can't resurrect, and his open arms, coming him in whatever condition we are in . . . 

Remember the Parable of the Workers In the Lord's Vineyard . . . those Who Come to Jesus Christ, Get the Same Reward, Even in the Eleventh Hour, As Those Who Have Worked the Full Day!  We Are All Joint Heirs With Christ, Inheriting Everything the Father Gives To Christ . . . What an Awesome Deal.  You Just Don't Get A Better One.  The Apostle Paul, My Personal Favorite . . . Warned the Christians, Not to Be Persuaded By Those Who Would Introduce Legalism in the Church or Dogma . . . It is Belief in Jesus, His Name, That Saves . . . Not Liturgy, Ritual, Traditions! 

P.S., Thanks for the very fun, delicious, and enjoyable, Sunday, pot luck dinner . . . I met great people, found new friends, and might even rent a room for a while, from a very cool lady, my age, my persuasions, loves to dance, fun, talkative, and definitely a kindred spirit . . . we went to her house, and talked and talked, and when we parted, I even told her I loved her, and I mean it, fellow Saint, but a very fun one!  My type!  I can kind of see where James gets all his energy from, the Pastor was high energy and loved what he was preaching and teaching about, and you could tell he was alive in Christ, and on fire, which always makes things more fun.  And, remember, I told you, readers, that earlier, James, spontaneously jumped up, one night, and started dancing, to some cowboy song.  One of the things, I really dig about the church, is the passion, the energy . . . one lady, dressed formally, with red high heels, and a matching red hate, was dancing in the isles, teens were doing the boogie at the front of the congregation, and someone was shaking the tambourine, moving around here and there!  I love music, love dance, love to sing, and these guys were signing with gusto and crescendo . . . Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!  LOVED IT!  Thank YOU!

Carry on my wayward son, there'll be peace when you are done; lay your weary head to rest, don't you cry no more!  Kansas