BE YOUR OWN CRIMESTOPPER! SERIAL KILLERS GO AFTER WOMEN, MEN, BOTH: RAPE, TORTURE, SODOMIZE, TRASH THEIR VICTIMS NUDE BODIES--"HE WAS SO NORMAL, IF I DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS ONE OF THE HILLSIDE RAPISTS/KILLERS, I WOULD HAVE BOUGHT HIS ACT!" --FEMALE, DEPUTY PRISON WARDEN. I DID BUY A RAPIST/SERIAL KILLER'S ACT; I WOULD LIKE TO THINK, THAT WAS BECAUSE I WAS DYING: HOWEVER, I AM NOT SURE? THE ACTOR IN THE MOVIE, "THE CASE OF THE HILLSIDE STRANGLER" LOOKED JUST LIKE BRETT, MY THIRD HUSBAND. WOMEN DESCRIBED BOTH THESE MEN, AS HANDSOME, SEXY, ATTRACTIVE, HAD AN ANIMAL MAGNETISM ABOUT THEM . . . WOMEN ARE DRAWN TO THEM, ALTHOUGH, IN THE MOVIE, THE RAPIST/STRANGLER TAG TEAM, WHO RAPED, SODOMIZED, TORTURED AND DISCARDED THE NUDE BODIES OF THEIR VICTIMS, BASICALLY TOOK THE GIRLS OR WOMEN, FROM AGES 12 TO 24 BY SURPRISE, ATTACKING THEM FROM BEHIND, CLAIMING TO BE POLICE OFFICERS AGAIN--AS MANY SERIAL KILLERS TO, INCLUDING COPS SERIAL KILLERS, BECAUSE, WOMEN GOT WITH THE, GET IN CARS THAT ARE NOT EVEN POLICE OR SQUAD CARS, WHILE REJECTING, THEY FOLLOW AUTHORITY, TO THEIR DEMISE! IS YOU HAVE NOT BEEN SPEEDING, OR BREAKING THE LAW, NEVER, EVER, PULL OVER . . . IN BOZEMAN, MONTANA, I HAD JUST LEFT THE LIBRARY, WITH TWO COPS, LOOKING FOR ME . . . GO FIGURE, NO CHARGES, AND SUDDENLY, AS I DROVE DOWN THE MAIN STREET, A BIG ASS TRUCK, CAME UP FROM BEHIND ME, AND HIT ME, ON PURPOSE . . . I BELIEVE, IT WAS, PROBABLY SOMEONE ON THE PAYROLL OF THE MAFIA, OR BRETT, SHELLEY, KAY OR THE DIRTY COPS, AND I WAS FULLY AWARE OF THE FACT, THAT THE PERSON, WHO HITS SOMEONE FROM BEHIND, A TRIP MANY KILLERS WILL USE TO GET YOU TO PULL OFF THE ROADWAY, ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE TICKET, REGARDLESS OF WHO IS AT FAULT, BECAUSE, IF YOU GET HIT, THE DRIVER BEHIND YOU WAS EITHER DRIVING TOO CLOSE, OR NOT WATCHING YOU AND DRIVING DEFENSIVELY . . . SO APPLYING THAT LAW, I WAS ACTUALLY THE ONE WHO GOT HIT, AND THE TRUCK WAS FLASHING ME WITH HIS BRIGHTS, FOLLOWING ME, BUT I WOULD NOT PULL OVER, AND THOUGHT, I AM GIVING YOU A BREAK, FUCKER, OR YOU HAVE OTHER REASONS TO PULL ME OVER, AND I THOUGHT, IF YOU WANT TO FOLLOW ME ALL THE WAY TO WEST YELLOWSTONE, WHERE I WAS HIDING OUT, SHORTLY BEFORE THE 2012 ELECTIONS, IN FEAR OF MY LIFE, GO AHEAD! AS I GOT ON THE FREEWAY, THEY STOPPED FOLLOWING ME! HOWEVER, ONCE I HIT WEST YELLOWSTONE, A SHERIFF PULLED IN THE GAS STATION BEHIND ME! GO AHEAD FUCKER, EVERYONE CAN SEE YOUR SHIT, SO GO FOR IT . . . HE DROVE AWAY AND LEFT ME ALONE! EVEN IF A COP PULLS YOU OVER, GET TO THE CLOSEST TOWN, GAS STATION, A WELL LIGHTED PLACE WHERE THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE, SO YOU ARE PROTECTED, AND FOR SURE, LOCK YOUR CAR, KEEP YOUR WINDOW UP, OR LEAVE A 1/4TH INCH CRACK, IF YOU FEEL YOU WERE LEGITIMATELY BREAKING THE SPEED LIMIT . . . BUT, UNTIL THERE IS BACK UP, OR ANOTHER PERSON, DON'T GET OUT OF THE CAR! THE FEMALE WARDEN WAS DRIVING 80 MILES PER HOUR, WHEN THE ITALIAN STALLION KILLER COUSINS, PULLED HER OVER, BEFORE SHE KNEW WHO THEY WERE--SHE DID SEVERAL THINGS RIGHT: (1) SHE KEPT HER WINDOW UP; (2) DEMANDED TO SEE BOTH OF THE ALLEGED OFFICERS' BADGE, NUMBERS . . . ONLY ONE OF THEM HAD A BADGE, THAT WAS FOR A RESERVE OFFICER, SO THEY GOT PISSED; (3) THEY THREATENED TO HAVE HER PICKED UP OR TO RADIO HER IN . . . SHE NOTICED, THEY DIDN'T HAVE A RADIO TO CALL DISPATCH; (4) SHE STARTED, FAKING CRYING AND MAKING A SCENE, SO MUCH SO, THEY THOUGHT SHE WAS DRAWING TOO MUCH ATTENTION, SHE WAS TOO MUCH WORK, SO THEY LET HER GO! LOL! SMART LADY! THE SERIAL KILLERS WOULD GO OUT TROLLING FOR WOMEN, EVEN IN BROAD DAYLIGHT, STOP AND JUST GRAB A WOMAN WAITING FOR A BUS OR A RIDE . . . ON ONE OCCASION, ANOTHER WOMAN, SAW THE VICTIM, FIGHTING THE TWO MEN AND SHE CAME TO HELP HER, HITTING THE MEN WITH HER PURSE, REFUSING TO LET THE TWO MEN, TAKE THE WOMEN, AND SHE STOPPED, WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE NEXT MURDER! THIS WOMAN, ALSO REPORTED THE INCIDENT TO THE COPS, AND THEY DIDN'T BELIEVE HER OR COROBERATE HER STORY OR TAKE A WITNESS STATEMENT--I CAN'T TELL COPS, AND PEOPLE, HOW MANY OF THESE SERIAL KILLERS, HAVE BEEN BOTH REPORTED, QUESTIONED AND EVEN JAILED, AND RELEASED! I WATCHED, ONE OF THE WORST BRITISH SERIAL KILLERS, WHO BIT THE NIPPLES OFF HIS VICTIMS, AND WHILE HE WAS IN JAIL, HE FILED ALL HIS TEETH DOWN, SO THEY DIDN'T HAVE HIS TEETH TO COMPARE TO THE BITE MARKS ON THE VICTIMS BREASTS! HIS YOUNGER BROTHER SPENT, MORE TIME IN JAIL FOR A BAR BRAWL THEN THE KILLER OF SEVERAL WOMEN, DID, BEING RELEASED, TO KILL THE SECOND HE GOT OUT ON THE STREETS AGAIN! TRUST YOUR GUT FEELINGS, BOTH AS A COP AND AS SOMEONE STALKED BY A RAPIST OR SERIAL KILLER, BE ALERT, CROSS THE STREET, TURN AROUND AND REFUSE TO LET SOMEONE GET BEHIND YOU, FIND ANOTHER PERSON ON THE STREET, GO TALK TO THEM, ALWAYS GREET SOMEONE, YOU RUN INTO AT NIGHT, WITH A LOUD, STRONG VOICE, SAYING "HOW ARE YOU?" OR LETTING THEM KNOW, YOU ARE NO WIMP, NOT AFRAID . . . I HAVE SPENT, ABOUT 100 NIGHTS ON THE STREETS, PER YEAR, OVER THE LAST 4 YEARS . . . RAPE, KIDNAPPING AND MURDER, ARE OFTEN ISSUES OF POWER AND CONTROL, THE PERP FANTASIES HAVING POWER OVER THEIR VICTIM . . . LET THEM KNOW, YOU ARE IN CHARGE, BREAK THE FANTASY OF FEAR, POWER IS GIVEN, NOT TAKEN--STAND YOUR GROUND, BE POWERFUL! IT WORKS--I STOPPED A RAPE, WITH A 6'5" MAN, WEIGHING TWICE MY SIZE, LAYING ON TOP OF ME, AFTER HE THREW ME TO THE GROUND--I DIDN'T FIGHT, SCREAM, AND CALMLY ASKED HIM, WHAT HE WAS DOING . . . WHEN HE SAID, I'M GOING TO RAPE YOU, AND I RESPONDED, "NO YOU ARE NOT." I TOOK CONTROL, AND HE PULLED ME UP, AND WAS WORRIED I WAS GOING TO REPORT HIM TO THE COPS, WHICH I DID! ONE OF MY TOUGH, OHIO FARM GIRL FRIENDS, HAD A COWBOY PULL A KNIFE ON HER, THREATENING TO RAPE AND KILL HER, BUT BY THE TIME SHE GOT DONE WITH HIM, SHE PUT HIM ON A RELIGIOUS GUILT TRIP, PROMINENT LOCAL PARENTS, HE ENDED UP, CRYING, APOLOGIZING, AND HE GAVE HER $100, BUT SHE STILL TURNED HIM IN . . . THE NEXT GIRL MIGHT NOT BE AS LUCKY OR STRONG! YOU AND PREVENT YOUR OWN RAPE OR MURDER, BUT THE SMARTER YOU ARE, THE EASIER THAT IS . . . ONCE IN THEIR GRIP, YOUR LIMIT YOUR CHANCES!

Cops Can't Be Everywhere, So, You Have to Protect Yourselves!

Three may keep a secret, if two are dead!--Benjamin Franklin

In order to be a serial killer, in classification, the person, mush kill three people . . . but, generally, two of them are dead!  I would say, in the last 15 years, every intimate relationship, was either with a serial killer, a contract killer, or a killer cops, with no, exceptions!  I believe, that, the music, money, and identity thieves, were total power and control freaks, who, if they could control me, kill me, or have someone else control me, they could, literally, have access and control, previously millions, now, billions!  Do, I think, these people regret what they did, depending on if they get caught our not, or punished, which, appears to be unlikely, maybe they will lose their hot jobs, in Washington, D.C., having gained access to those jobs, through, first, me bringing the attention of the feds, to my family, friends, clients and children, through, my early activities as an attorney, if not, my grades and positions, in law school, alerting the power that be, who are foreign, to being, lovers of the Constitution, and generally Patriot Act Bratz, as I call them, seeing me as a total enemy to the state, for defending the state, in exactly what I took and oath, as did they, to do!  This crew of assassins, seemed to have goals other than those, of the United States of America, in mind, and were furthering the Bush/Illuminati doctrines, with ancient grans, taking roots, through the centuries, vying with the founding father's view of Utopia, in this new experiment, in the new world, with Europe, being the old world, America the new; however, these fuckers, had views of going back in time, rather than forward and my allegiance to American values, principles, political structures, were seen, right off the bat, as foreign to their goals and aspirations for the country, with a gold of another new world order, that looks much more like the old world order, of British monarchs and subjects, empire building if you will.

In retrospect, I actually, believe, that my announcement to my family of divorce and law school, both at the same time, was the nail in the coffin, for me, as far, as what my family, appears, looking back to have been into, or had grown into, mostly because of me, with government and anti-American government, entities, discovering, an enemy in me, and friends and allies in them.  So, I met, Jerry Owens, who pretended to be all about the U.S. Constitution, while doing everything he could to get me to drop out of law school, and give up on a dying or sinking ship; Brett, could be anything from a local hood, to a cop, to a federal serial killer or assassin, I see, the possibilities, for all, any, or some, from him.  Allan, aka, Frank, allegedly of Interpol, could, have actually, been, hired right out of prison, to kill Allan Bess, and later me, making room for Shelley and he, to take our places, which they tried to do, without, actually killing me, believing that to be, easy . . . but not turning out to be as easy as they thought!  LOL.  One of the things, that one of the Hillside Stranglers, liked to do, was pretend he was other people, like a psychologist with a Ph.D, although, the cops were wondering if, this case, was not just one of fake certificates, showing degrees, colleges of distinction, but, that, Bianci may have actually murdered the good doc, and took over his office, name, Ted McIntyre, very symbolic, given the fact that Dave McIntyre was the head of Iron County Narcotics Task Force . . . and it was the Hillside Strangler Task Force that took this guy down!  Biani, liked to or wanted to be a cop, pretended to be one, even rode around in a cop car, looking at the body dumping sites, with an actual police man, on the team members, on the investigation of his case.  Serial killers, love to get into the murder scenes, digging in with the cops, they like to help with the murder investigation, and show up at funerals and other places, of their victims!

All of these men, from, Jerry to Brett, Frank to Jack, Tony to Michael, Howard to Miles, Phillip to Kennedy, all seemed very much at home with cops, even claimed cop connections, alluding to the fact that they could protect me from cops, or don't worry about the cops, or joking around with the cops, even having Iron County cops, over 6 different times, allowing them to walk through my house, while I was out of town, taking pictures, of what they wanted to keep or steal from me, including my truck!  I kept dismissing my two black lovers, seeing little to make me think they were contract killers, or government assassins, until today, every time I thought of a list of guys, I had been with whom I would say, could be a killer, serial contract, or psychopath, with killer tendencies, this very large black guy, here at the Break Cafe in Missoula, kept walking by at the very minute, I was making a list and checking it twice of all those boyfriends and husbands, who were naughty or nice!  I left, working at Glacier National Park, because, Howard Pryor, allegedly, a cook, and one of the Cordon Bleu chefs, I met in less than three days . . . had never met a chef in my life, outside of work, and I met two in three days?  But, Howard helped me get a job up at Glacier, but, we were living up at the very most remote place in the Park, Swiftcurrent Lodge, no Internet, no cell phone connections, unless you went 12 miles down the road, where Howard's phone would work, but mine would NOT? and we were dependent on his truck to get us up and down to the main road!

Was Edward Snowden the NSA Agent, Who Fucked Up, When My 10,000 Word Computer Generated Note to Senator Hatch, Jumped the Borders and Restrictions of the Box, and Blew UP My Message, Now in 16 Point Type, Covering the Senator's Home Page, With My Threats To That Alleged, Constitutional Hero Who Voted for the Patriot Act . . . And I Believe was a Prime Mover, to Replace Me with A Washington, D.C., Version of Myself, Stealing my LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY!  Was Snowden, Looking at Being Fired, For My Assault?  NSA to Protect?  MAYBE?

But, on one beautiful June day, in 2013, Howard and I, went for a walk, and there were not really any tourists up in that area of the Park yet, and few employees, but, as we walked passed a waterfall, that had an old rickety, iron fence, that would not hold a 2 year old, Howard, acted like he was joking around and pretended to grab me by the shoulders and hold me out over the waterfall! and that same day, pretended to be, messing around, and held me hanging or my back, hanging over a bridge . . . he, like this guy, looked like a pro football player! and strong as an ox!  I left, and went to Utah, when I was suppose to be training at the main, East Glacier Lodge, at the time I left, giving me a nice, slick, get away, that Howard, could never forgive me for . . . he acted strange from that point forward, and could hardly look at me.  Miles, too, he awoke me on the Amtrak, when I was on my way, to visit my daughter, and lobby against the Cyber Intelligence Sharing and Protection Act, or whatever the natural name of the act was, and I had written to Senator Hatch, shortly, and I mean days, before, Edward Snowden, exposed the NSA for spying on American, cell phones and computers, with my 10,000 words, to Hatch, jumping out of the box, that was suppose to restrict my writing, with me threatening to come back and fight against the act, itself, if any one of the Utah delegation, votes for powers for the NSA . . . another reason, I believe, Miles, woke me up and wanted to get me to a Safe House, off my course of travel, which was a destination to D.C. and to my daughter's house, who lived at the time about 45 minutes away from the White House and Congress!  Miles got mad at me, for not allowing him back near my sleeping car, for not going down in the lower deck with him and claiming he was, higher than the CIA, and I had no idea who sent him . . . Oh, yes I did!  I am always cautious, trust my intuition, and follow promptings by God, My Intel Man, smarter, better than your 10,000's!  I live in a cloak and dagger world, so I hang with assassins all the time!  LOL!  But, they would be classified as serial killers, since, I am sure they would not send an amateur when dealing with me!  LOL, flattery will get you everywhere!

You Can Be Fooled By a Killer's Game or Trap

• Ted Bundy, used being a cop, had a cast on his arms and would drop his law books, and knock women over the head with a tire iron, if they helped him . . . or he would ask them to come help him launch his boat . . . he had handcuffs, which seem to be the part of all serial killers, game toys, that make you easy prey, not even sporting in my mind, but, they work
• John Wayne Gacy, would lure young men to his construction company, invite then over for drugs or alcohol, and sometimes dress like a clown, because, nobody is afraid of clowns . . . have you seen, Stephen King's, Pennywise! screammmmm, one scary clown.  But, he would use joke or magic show handcuffs that are easy to do tricks with, and then, when he would ask his victims, if they want to try the play or fake handcuffs, he would switch them out for real ones, locking his victim to a bed post, pipe or other torture agent!
• Jeffery Dahmer, would just pick up lonely men, invite the over to his apartment, drink use drugs, and then he would choke them, I believe, even drilling a hole in their heads, because, he wanted their bodies, to stay with him, because he was lonely, but all would eventually leave, so he would kill them, mess around sexually, even have nacrophilia or sex with the dead bodies, then he would keep some part of their bodies, heads in the fridge, eyeballs, hearts, and skulls, hanging around . . . not pretty, so watch the loaners who pick you up in a bar, regardless of sex, go get something to eat, don't go back to their fucking apartments
• Hillside Strangers, Italian Brothers . . . a psychic, a very educated German, reported to the cops that he was having, psychic imaginings of who the killers were, and he was right, but the cops, dismissed him as a cook, until, the two were picked up and he was right!  Mediums, psychics, parapsychologists are used all the time to help solve crimes.  One of my professor's sons, was a parapsychologist, and the cops, use them more than you think, but, they would put this kid, alone in a room, with a bag of the victim's belongings and they would leave, him alone, until he would see, some sort of direction or location where the body might be found . . . some see dead people, some don't!

Arrogance, Cocky Attitudes, Smug Behavior, Show Contempt for Cops . . . They See Themselves as Smarter than Everyone, And so they GAME the System

I got the impression, and often thought this of Brett, that women come easy to them, they are good looking, sexy, a female magnet, and so, having women, pawn and fawn over them, is no challenge, so trolling for unwilling victims, gives them a buzz, satisfy boredem, give them a rush, to take someone against their will, where, most, women, would gladly go with them, but, that doesn't let the play with their power and control issues.  So what a Dahmer or Gacy would do for company, and keeping their victims, a Bundy or a Hillside Strangler, who is much better looking, and able to get most women, they use, abuse, torture, rape, sodomize, and do what, most women would not allow to be done to them if alive, then, these guys, MO for disposing of their victim's bodies, always nude, without showing any respect for them, will just take them, and literally throw them way on a road side, or wherever it is most convenient, without fear of getting caught, just, pulling over long enough, to drag the body out and trash it!  Some killers, will pose a body, stage a scene, but these good looking types, tend to just use them for sex, and then throw them away.  A lot of time, this is just sport to them, taking a women, they two brothers or cousins, could both torture, rape and molest, then discard, just for the entertainment of it, the thrill kill, and with no concern for the victim at all.

Many of these killers, will and can, actually, have a lasting relationship, with a woman, as did the Green River Killer, and one of these, Hillside Stranglers, who met some Asian gal, told his cousin, he was marrying her, because she was a nice kid . . . I think that is why Brett didn't kill me, I was nice, happy, and sexual, the perfect sex and love slave!  I think, Frank, liked me too, as did all of them, making it much harder to kill me, obviously from the fact that I am still here, alive, they all, must have gotten to know me and to know me is to love me . . . actually, I think, I was just so different, from most women, not impressed, that there was some type of challenge that kept them interested in me, and more so, now that I am back doing what I do best, the law!  I have perfect faith, that the second, I lost weight, and even before, with many, I could have any of them back!  LOL!  I think they are all obsessed and read this blog!  I was able to outsmart them and that, would be respected, among serial, contract, or government killers!  Knowledge is POWER, and they are all about power and control, and I don't give it, nor allow them to take it . . . I left all of them, in a fucking New York second, taking them all off their game!  But, often, as was the case with this killer duo, the Hillside boys, one guy, had a steady girlfriend who met his needs, and he refused to kill anymore, and told the cousin, he would kill him, if he didn't get away from him.  So, the younger cocky one, killed two in one night, alone, and that led to both of the men, getting caught!

Anyway . . . interesting stuff, for sure!  I am thinking of going into forensic psychology, criminology, psychic crime solving or something, in my NEXT career!  LOL!  I have done every aspect of the law, time for something new!  Obviously, this shit interests me!  I am not a TV watcher, but I love the true crime shows!  Right down my line, a natural extension of what I have already done!

P.S., I thought it was interesting in this case, that, the prosecutor, didn't think that the cops had enough hard evidence to convict, Buono, the older HIllside Strangler, and the cops, said, and were depressed, but made the comment that the judge, does whatever the prosecutor says, on binding a defendant or suspect over for trial, or releasing them based on the evidence.  But, to the shock of the cops, the judge told the sceptical prosecutor, that, if he would not try this man, the state's attorneys would!  So, he kept the man in custody and both were convicted.  Bouno's appeals were denied, and Bianci, became religious . . . jail is not always a bad thing, Kennedy got locked up for a year for a DUI, and I am sure, it was not his first, especially, in lenient Montana, but he told me, he read the Bible 8 times, because he had nothing else to do.  LOL!  They say, there are no atheists in fox holes and prisons . . . I had the whole Christian Brotherhood, in the Utah State Prison writing to me, but I was too busy to answer, other than my client's mail.

AN ATTACK OF UNIMAGINABLE BRUTALITY! FIZZING WITH JOY--WISHING YOU A PERFECT CHRISTMAS. BRAINS & EGGS--OXFORD BAR & GRILL, ORIGINAL MENU--BACK IN MISSOULA, EATING GARBAGE OMELETS! CRUSH. KIDDIES & CARNIVALS . . . RITZ. AIR HOGS--GO WILD! FILM NATION . . . GO PRO, JUST WHEN I THINK I HAVE TAKEN THIS SITUATION DOWN AS FAR AS IT CAN GO, THINK AGAIN, MOVIE, "HIDDEN AWAY" AND "THE GIRL NEXT DOOR" SEEMINGLY, INNOCUOUS AND INSIGNIFICANT, IN TITLE, STARTS, GETTING INTO THE NAMES, AND ONCE AGAIN, THEY ARE TOTALLY SIGNIFICANT, AND SO IS THE STORY AND PLOT, SO ONCE AGAIN, I AM WORKING TO AID THE COPS OR LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN SOLVING MY CASE, WHICH HAS TONS OF CIVIL RIGHTS VIOLATIONS, BUT, CAN BE CHARACTERIZED, MORE IN TERMS OF THE CRIMINAL ELEMENTS, WHICH ARE MANY, HOPING THAT JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED, AND MY HEART AND MIND, THAT DEMANDS, SUCH, CAN REST FOR A WHILE! . . . THAT WOULD BE NICE, TO SAY THE LEAST! SO, HERE WE GO . . .

British Soldier Chopped at Like He Was a Piece of Meat!

It was not a shooting, or a stabbing . . . It was like a SLAUGHTER!

One For the Money

I am guessing from the ending, in Hidden Away, the author, intended a double entente, in the meaning of the title: (1) in the opening scene, a mother and her young daughter, are taking off from a dock, in their back yard, as a storm rages in the night skies, rain pounding, and slamming to two, who disappear into the night, just as the husband, and stepfather, comes in the driveway from work, flowers in hands, interspersed with flashbacks of the night before, domestic violence, as the husband, rails physically, on his wife, knocking her to the ground, as the young girl, watches . . . as the cycle of violence, hits the honeymoon stage, after the battering, has happened, now the hearts and flowers, come, after a prolonged period of walking on eggshells; and (2) jump forward 10 years, mom and daughter are happy and successful, living in a beautiful area, with mom on the verge of getting engaged to the director of the local southwestern art museum, making the threesome, the perfect family, until, former husband, denied, insurance, because, nobody knew if the wife, and daughter were just gone, or whether they had been drown, in the violent storm, never to be seen again, and assumed dead, generally after 7 years, the man still single, missing his wife and child, is given a locked metal file box, and opening it, after so long, the husband, finds, a list of names, social security numbers, and a book on how to start a new identity! (3) a private investigator is hired to track down the mother/daughter pair, finding out, that she claimed, that, her husband, had in fact, died, collecting on over a million dollars in life insurance! (4) game on . . . husband, wants his old life back, or his family back, preferring the former, allegedly still in love with his wife, old patterns of power and control, start up, as he starts to stalk, his, wife, and her new lover, fiance, by now, with him, not only breaking into her house, but planting surveillance cameras, everywhere, from the kitchen to the master bedroom, watching, even her and her new man, making love, getting more and more angry as he goes, eventually, (5) demanding money, or he is going to kill the wife and her fiance, and take his, now 17 year old daughter, with him, starting a new life with the $250,000 he is now demanding from his wife, or he will go to the cops, with the insurance fraud--a fight ensues, ending with dad and mom, fighting on a gondola, in Palm Springs, that is near the Salish Mine . . . indicative of the Salish-Kootenai Water Compact, that is so hot, with Native American Indians, claiming aboriginal water rights, rather than water rights on the reservation, for the "use and benefit" as per, the Hellgate Treaty of 1855!

Salish Mine . . . Is Kay, Claiming My Work on the Water Compact for Montana, Taking Credit for My Constitutional Analysis, Water Law, And Hellgate Treaty Briefs, I was Asked to do, Back Three Years Ago--Now Making a Shit Load on My Work, Charging for Work That is Already Done, in Huge Ass Attorney's Fees?  Is She the Alleged, New York Attorney Representing, Ranchers and Farmers, on Flathead Lake, Losing Their Water Rights to the Salish-Kootenai Tribes?

Stephanie is the name of the woman, in the movie, and she resembles Kay, in size, shape, and conniving, money grubbing ways!  At first you sympathize with the wife, but after you find out, that she finagled the insurance money, from a policy on her husband, the movie leaves, more questions than, it answers. There is certainly, sympathy for any abused woman; however, the movie, almost made it appear, that Stephanie,might have endured the abuse, in exchange for insurance money, she could not have claimed, under normal circumstances, without a death certificate, or that manipulated and manufactured too?  The wife, may have used the husband, later, not only leaving him, but, getting her hands on, a cool million dollars, through lies, ill gotten gain, deception, fraud and misrepresentation, to the point of using her abuse, as a cover for getting the new identity, that allowed her to pull off, getting the insurance money, without even having a dead husband! There is something that strikes me as so unethical, about, what she did, to further, her own gain, in addition to having several Social Security cards, the list of possible names, unless, she, through work or something had access to these real women's I.D., and she not only, had created a new I.D., once, but, possibly, on more than one occasion, she had been married, to the girl's father, prior to the abuser . . . and when, she has to come up with, $250,000, and claims, she doesn't have the money, in her sad and forlorn look, so much like Kay, her fiance, who has fallen for her charms, and never questions, why she had never told, either he, nor her daughter, about, the truth of, her previous marriage, just telling them, her husband and her child's father, was dead, which she never needed to do, once she was safe . . . 10 years? an engagement? and almost appearing that she was using new, future husband, who is more than willing to pay, and seeing him, as just a new meal ticket, parting with his own money to pay for her freedom!

Believe me, if there is money to be made, from a turnip, this bitch will find a way to make it, either getting money straight up, like from my blog, or through forgery, in my cases, with Shelley's help too, or now, claiming my work, on the water compact, so controversial, with little more to do, than to just copy my briefs, with my in depth, look at the issue, through constitutional, water law, and water rights in Montana!  In many of these legal issues, I deal with, I am one of a kind attorney, having just the right combination, of experience, knowledge and background, with few others, having the conceptional and foundational frameworks, coming together after 20 years of specialized legal work, working with national experts, in water law, having an insiders track, due to researching all phases, not only of water law, but, with a pro level constitutional law background, and having worked for the nations top expert in water law, Ray Jay Davis! whom Kay, also had a  professor at BYU!

Now, here the difference between me and Kay . . . I got a decent grade in torts, leading me to apply for a position as my professor's, writing assistant and small sections, torts, teaching assistant, in addition to being his research assistant on water law, and weather modification!  Kay, on the other hand, barely passed his class in torts, getting a D, in law school grading equivalent, but by numbers, so one hell of a difference between the two of us.  I am sure, people think, Kay and I are a lot alike, but, this one area of law, grades, with the same professor, is an indication of my level of expertise, and knowledge spread, light years apart in law school, and with  me widening the gap, even more, having started working in the law, 10 to 15 years after Kay had been practicing, but with far more impressive credentials, honors, awards, publications, cases, legislation, and now the water law, under my belt . . . in the law, Kay is below average as an attorney, like I said, being fired, by her partner, right in the middle of a trial! with me, staying up all night to write a brief on a motion the judge wanted the attorneys to do, and winning by the motion, by the way, long before I became a trial attorney . . . I was ivory tower at that point!f  My law practice was beyond lucrative, Kay was losing $10,000 per month, as a scum bag, ambulance chaser, and me, in the highest, most noble, area of law, the supreme law of the land, or Constitutional law!  Uh, we are no more alike, other than we grew up together, and we are both attorneys . . . I have ethics, professional responsibility, morals, values, and would never, ever do the things, this hag has done, NEVER!

The Names Will Blow Your Mind, And Are As Mixed Up As My Case, With the Intent, to Mislead, Defraud, Bury, and Confuse Anyone Who Might Want to Help!

• Stephanie to Alexandra, the name of the wife and mother . . . Stephanie HIckey, Rachel's daughter, in this case, the mother takes, on Rachel's daughter's name, changing it to Shelley's daughter's name, Alexandra!  Take all names, all, relationships, throw them in a hat and mix them all up, and that is exactly what, these guys did to cover their trail, making it nearly impossible, to decipher what the fuck is going on . . . that is on purpose!
• Sage, daughter, is changed to Rachel--Kay would be the ghost, Rachel looks like me, she would be the sage, as in this blog, giving advice, like I do . . .
• Brett, is the fiance; however, the old husband, is much more, Brett's jealous, crazy switch, type guy, who is good looking, physically, bigger and stronger than the new fiance . . .
• Palm Springs . . . after the abuser is killed, Alexander, Brett and Rachel, all go to the Caribbean, or wherever, but, I am thinking, that Kay would have, tons of money, like she has stolen, trying to keep it from being discovered, and she may have the money, banked in the Cayman Islands, or somewhere symbolic, as Palm Springs is, due to the fact that Kay lived in Half Moon Bay, California, which is the connection with palm trees, and if Kay is who I think she might be, not only  a lawyer, but. dealing with all this money, RICO, and other patterns of criminal behavior and enterprise, I am sure, she has learned a shit load, and would likely have the money, Hidden Away . . . and she and Brett, would have many secrets, and Kay probably was abused by Brett, her MO, and she would have to leave him, in some devious was like that, or he would fly into a rage!  My sign for, me getting in their way or in the way of all these fucks, spending my money, is when I get cramps . . . suddenly, my leg and rib cramped up big time!  They want me out of the way, so they can be free to spend, when and where they want!  The final shot, shows, gold umbrellas, all along the swimming pool at the resort, the couple takes their honeymoon to, as if indicating, that Kay/Alexandra got away, with the insurance, but also, had not only that money, but other money, hidden away, a play on her hiding away, but also the money she took, now, getting off the hook, using her new lover's money . . . Kay is one for the money!  And like the husband and wife, I would put my bet on Kay, to take it to Brett, especially if he beat her, and she had been beaten by her two previous husbands, so not out of the question, and she would pay him back and get the best of him, having a higher education!  I am just not that devious.
• Salish Mine, is a mine, where the crazy husband, takes, his hostages! to use them as blackmail and power against his wife . . . Kay and Brett are two peas in a pod!
• AZUL, this word is somewhere in the movie, and to me, it has, symbols for words, As You Love, there is also a field of wind turbans that, can be considered, huge fans, or represent my family, who would be fans of mine, if I was not me, so, with Kay, taking credit for my work, they would lover her, as me, loving me, right as I am, and what I am writing about! but, only if my work, is embodied, in Kay's face, because, the family, is not threatened by Kay, and they know, she didn't do it, and it pleases them, to take from me and give to someone, who never did the work, because, they are on the same level as the family, I never was!

Very Interesting, Watson!

The Girl Next Door (2007)

I had seen this movie, produced by another movie or production company, and it was called, An American Crime . . . this story is so horrible, hideous, beyond belief, but, I have never seen a true story, show, the pack mentality, the egging on, the sadistic measures, a mother takes, and teaches her sons . . . psychopaths in the making, with the neighbor kid, David, being the only one, who took pity on this poor, orphan, who's parents were dead, so she and her disabled sister, live with the most wicked, cruel, and abusive women, I have ever seen in real, film or as a villain.  I think this woman, is jealous of the young girl, she starts with comments, that lead to refusing to feed her, to punishing her, for everything . . . she is willing to take the abuse or punishment to protect her sister, who turns her in to this abusive woman, who ends up letting her son's hang her, from ropes to the ceiling, with only books stacked under her feet, that were kicked out, one by one, as she was left hanging, almost pulling her arms out of their sockets.  Eventually, the girl is permanently in the basement, and abusing her, becomes a team family sport, and gets so bad, they all watch as her clothes are cut off, with 4 boys looking on, the boys sneak down in the basement, and try to sexually abuse her, fingers up her, leading to the mother watching and allowing 6 or so kids watch as this girl, is half dead, naked, beaten, burned with cigarettes, then cauterized with, a blow torch, later used to torch her clitoris, as her stomach, is cut, with the words, slut, or fuck, or something like that . . . one of the worst, cases of abuse, I have seen, or heard of.

The young boy, tries to help her escape, but she tries to save her sister, rather than come back for her . . . the kid, who tried to save her, is threatened with his death as well.  At first the young girl, tells police what this mean ass woman is doing to her, they do nothing.  Later, as neighbors hear screams, or kids, who witness the abuse, so traumatized by it, at first, call the cops, but, it seems that this girl, gets objectified, is a punching bag, pushed and sleep deprived, later, raped, burned, cut, beaten, with the whole gang, joining in kicking her, and getting in on the nightly wicked entertainment.  Finally, the young boy, who likes the girl, starts a fire in the basement, and as the sick woman comes down, he beats her with the little sister's crutches, and the cops come.  All the poor, girl, asks is to get her, mother's necklace back, that the women, had earlier, taken from her, telling the girl, her mother was dead, therefore the ring wasn't worth anything to her.

What One Person Would Never Do Alone . . . A Pack Will Do, Savage, Ravenous, Brutal, Mean Spirited, and Cruel!  It Was As If, She Didn't Feel a Thing They Were Doing to Her, Nor to Me?  How Fucked Up Can People Be? Truly Sick, Ill, Deranged, as This Woman Was, And Your ARE! if You Can't Feel the Hurt?  There is Something Drastically Wrong!

While I was never, actually physically, abuse, other than my father, paying the McDonald brothers, both doctors to cut, my clit off, I was subject, to this pack mentality, this gang, joined by cops, clients, friends, high school friends, all willing to lie, to cover Kay's ass, or Shelley's, prosecutors, judges, and on and on, as if I didn't feel, sleeping on the streets, or shivering, escaping some asshole, or I didn't need, clothing, housing, food, or transportation, giving the pack of family wolves, psychopaths, sociopaths, and serial killers, pleasure in my pain, and the more they could inflict the better, not so unlike this poor young girl, who didn't do anything wrong, and if she did, she erred on the side of protecting her sister and took her licks for her . . . but, she was not bad, was obedient, and was just everyone's whipping girl, until she died, at the hands of extreme abuse of all kinds . . . not so unlike my case, with family and others, acting like sharks, in a feeding frenzy, seeing one drop of vulnerability, when they poisoned me, attacking me, and refusing to see, or deal with it, when I came back from Pick's Disease or poisoning and my father, actually being pissed that I reactivated my license, and they whole crew, pack of fuckers were in such a hate campaign, that, nothing was below them, and it was their entertainment.  

Shelley was so abusive, early on, that Jenny, Jesse, Shelley's oldest son's wife, begged me to get out and away from her, and that she was trashing me, 24/7 when people didn't want to hear it . . . going way out of bounds of civility, because she wanted what I had, she wanted to be me, and she had to destroy me to do it. Shelley's friend, Ruthanne actually, begged me to leave, Logan, because she could not stand to see how Shelley treated me, and I was allegedly suppose to be dying.  When her boyfriend, also alarmed, learned that I was in jail for going to the bathroom, and my parents wanted to leave me in forever, with me having no access to my money to pay bail, or anything, so this man bailed me out, and Shelley went ape shit!  Jesse, would call the cops on me, for nothing, and Shelley wanted to put posters of me, up on telephone poles as being a pedophile for going to the bathroom in an elementary school! with permission, etc.  This whole pack of fucks, have tried to kill me, with Jesse even sneaking in, one night when I was suppose to be asleep, but I was hiding in the corner, having a bad feeling, that played out!  This goes on and on!  The two times the cops are informed of some abuse going on, they do nothing, or just can't see it, or buy the abusers story, rather than the victims, until it is too late, and the young girl dies at the hands of this woman and her sons!  I am frankly in shock, that I can write almost, 740 blogs, laying out the crimes, giving dates, times, places, and actions . . . NOTHING.  Hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil.  And as is the case, in this true movie, any guy that would help me, or her, is threatened . . . finally this little boy, takes action, but it is too late, and into his 50's, the pain of this girl is still so real to him.

Frankly, I am Shocked, By the Lack of Reaction to Fucking CRIMES!  Like the Fact that I Challenged Cops, Or Wrote about them, Negates CRIMES, often Perpetuated By Cops, The Ones Who are to Serve and Protect, Like, They Just Don't See Anything Wrong . . . At All!  Just the Girl Next Door?  Seriously, Like They are All In Total Denial, Of Anything I Have Done, Which is More Than All Their Women Put Together!?

WHAT THE FUCK, EVER . . . ?  Unconscionable!

THE BOXER VS. SANTA CATS (CIA) . . . LIBRARY OF SOULS, SIX CROWS . . . THE NAUGHTY LIST (NA) . . . I ALWAYS TOP SANTA'S GOOD LIST--ALWAYS HAVE! LOL! NO LIE! BRAVE ENOUGH . . . REBEL WITH A CAUSE! PROVE MY OWN CASE--NO ONE ELSE WILL! TO SOLVE ANY CASE, AS IN MINE, YOU HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE START, ESPECIALLY WITH MY LEGAL CAREER, PROFESSORSHIPS, COMPARED TO THE FRAUD BROADS, ESPECIALLY, SISTER SHELLEY, OLDER SISTER, HEIR APPARENT, CHRISTEN BY GOVERNMENT, TO STEAL MY IDENTITY, SUPPORTED, PROTECTED, FOSTERED, DEFENDED, USED AS A BLUDGEONING TOOL AGAINST ME, FOR ANYTHING FROM KILLING COP AND PROSECUTORS LEGISLATION, GETTING 9 FEDERAL AGENTS FIRED, TO A $357 MILLION SECURITIES CASE, AGAINST THE STATE OF UTAH, AND SAME DEFENDANTS, STATE OFFICIALS WHO, ORIGINALLY CUT SHELLEY A DEAL, TO SAVE HER ASS, AND MY FATHER'S ASS ON THEIR OWN SECURITIES CHARGES . . . NOW WITH LITTLE SISTER, TEARING IT UP ON, THE GOVERNOR AND ATTORNEY GENERAL, WITH SUPERVISORY DUTIES OVER THE DEPARTMENT OF COMMERCE AND DIVISION OF SECURITIES, ATTORNEYS AND INVESTIGATORS, WHO WHERE RIGHT OUT OF A LEGISLATIVE AUDIT, FINDING THAT IN 111 CASES, ALL PLANNERS AND WEALTH ADVISERS, GETTING THEIR LICENSES YANKED, THAT OVERZEALOUS INVESTIGATIONS AND PROSECUTIONS, WITHOUT DUE PROCESS, USING ARBITRARY AND CAPRICIOUS STANDARDS ON WHO WAS INVESTIGATED AND PROSECUTED, SEEMINGLY POLITICALLY MOTIVATED, AND IN A RELENTLESS BATTLE TO THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, WITH ME, THE FORMER ATTORNEY GENERAL, PREVIOUSLY POISONED FOR TAKING OUT MEDICARE/MEDICAID FRAUD UNITS, LEADING TO A NATION STANDSTILL ON PHYSICIAN INVESTIGATIONS FOR UP CODING AND FRAUD, FOLLOWED BY A $56.7 MILLION LAWSUIT AGAINST COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES . . . LISTENING TO BOB SEGER, "HERE'S PROOF YOU CAN'T BEAT THE SYSTEM!" WE SHALL SEE . . . I HAVE HAD MANY, FIRSTS, IN MY LIFE, BRING HARVARD LAW GRAD, COLUMBIA LAW PROFESSOR, TO HIS KNEES, IN LAW REVIEW WATER LAW ARTICLE--CASE LAW DOESN'T SUPPORT THE WAY YOU WROTE THIS PAPER, ONLY TO BE REITERATED BY THE OHIO OR IOWA LAW REVIEW, USING MY WORDS VERBATIM, TO BEATING THE LARGEST, ALLEGEDLY BEST SALT LAKE CITY LAW FIRM, WITH 87 ATTORNEYS AT THE TIME, RAY QUINNEY NEBACKUR, ON A HIGHLY TECHNICAL, AUDIO EQUIPMENT CASE, FOR PATENT INFRINGEMENT, IF I REMEMBER, BY SONY--NO SURPRISES THERE, SON'S MUSIC THEFT--THE LAW FIRM FUCKED UP THE PATENT, TO PROTECT THE INVENTOR, SO, ME AND THE ATTORNEY, ONE OF SHELLEY'S BUDDIES . . . DOES MY I.D. THEFT GO BACK TO ONE YEAR OUT OF LAW SCHOOL? POSSIBLY--FBI/CIA SERIAL KILLERS--OBSESSED SISTER AND FATHER, OSI, PRECURSOR TO CIA, SECURITIES TEAM, BOTH JEALOUS AS HELL, WANNA BE ATTORNEYS, PROTECTED BY THE ATTRACTED, YET THREATENED BOYS CLUB, OF THE ALLEGED FEDERAL FRATERNITY OF COPS! THE STORY OF THE TEN TOM (CIA) TURKEYS FEATURED IN A PICTURE IN TODAY'S, DAILY INTER LAKE, KALISPELL, MONTANA . . . FEMALE BIRDS ON THE SIDELINES . . . COVERING THE BOYS CLUB, WHO ARE REALLY FIRST AND FOREMOST TO BLAME FOR THIS WHOLE FUCKED UP MESS, THE PENIS FACTOR . . . THEY WANTED TO FUCK ME, PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, LEGALLY, IN MY FAMILY . . . COULD NOT BEAR THE FACT THAT, I WAS AN ATTORNEY WHO CAUSED THEM GRIEF, PUT THEM TO SHAME, TRASHED THEIR PET MONEY MAKING PLOTS, FROM ASSET FORFEITURE, TO SECURITIES INVESTIGATION, AND ON TO DOCTOR FUCKS, IN ALLEGED UP CODING, FOR GOVERNMENT BILLING! WHO HAS THE POWER, TO TAKE EVERYTHING FROM TRASHING A PERFECT REPUTATION, THAT HAS GLOWED SINCE BIRTH, REPLACING IT WITH, A WELFARE QUEEN SISTER'S, SPOTTED, SECURITIES CHARGES, WARRANTS, BILLS, INVESTIGATIONS . . . AND SWAPPING LIVES, GIVING ME HER SHIT, AND HER BEING CROWNED WITH MY CROWNING GLORY, UNSPOTTED, AND NOBLE? ON TOP OF A STELLAR CAREER, I HAD A ROCK STAR SON, AND THREE OTHER AMAZING KIDS, THAT I NEVER SACRIFICED FAME FOR MY FAMILY! THEY JUST COULD NOT STAND IT, SO THEY DESTROY, A BEAUTIFUL LIFE, WORTHY OF EMULATION, REPLACING ME WITH LIES, TREACHERY, MURDER, LIP TRIX, INCOMPETENCE, AND REAL SOPRANO MAFIA BULL SHIT, THAT CORRUPTED PREVIOUSLY WELL RESPECTED, GOVERNMENT AGENCIES, CHURCHES, MOVING TO CORRUPTING LOCAL, STATE AND FEDERAL ENTITIES, FROM COPS TO PROSECUTORS, TO JUDGES, NOW HALLS OF SHAME . . . HOW FUCKING PATHETIC! GREEDY! LOSER! BIG TIME HATE CAMPAIGN! NOT ONLY FOR A FEMALE WHO CAN BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ALL 10 TOM (CIA) TURKEYS, LEAVING ALL THEIR TRAINED BITCHES, THEY THROUGH THEY COULD REPLACE ME WITH, STANDING ON THE SIDELINES, HAVING EVERY ADVANTAGE IN THE FUCKING CIVIL AND CRIMINAL WORLD, WITH THESE MEN HAVING EVERYTHING, FROM DNA TESTING TO AERIAL SURVEILLANCE FROM OUTER SPACE, AT THEIR FINGER TIPS, TO FUCK ME, KILL ME, STEAL MY LIFE, LIBERTY AND PROPERTY--ALL OF WHICH THEY DID, AND I STAND--UNSTOPPABLE, UNBROKEN--FUCK YOU! I AM ON SANTA'S GOOD LIST, ALWAYS . . . YOUR FUCKERS ARE ON THE NAUGHTY LIST! ALLEGEDLY, THESE MEN ARE ABOVE SUSPICION, WHEN IN REALITY, IT IS I, WHO, HAVE LIVED A LIFE, RECORD, THAT IS, FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES, TRULY A CUT ABOVE, AND BEYOND SUSPICION, SHINING THROUGH THE LIES, COVER-UPS, CORRUPTION, IN ITS PURITY . . . I HAVE A PASSION FOR PURITY! YOU CAN'T HOLD A GOOD WOMAN DOWN! REMEMBER THAT WOMEN, WHO HAVE NOW BEEN GIVEN THE KEYS TO EVERY BRANCH IN THE MILITARY TO SERVE THEIR COUNTRY . . . HOPEFULLY, THEIR MALE COUNTERPARTS, WILL RESIST THE NEED TO SEXUALLY HARASS AND ASSAULT, RAPE THEIR COMRADES, AS MINE HAVE DONE TO ME! LEAVE SEX IN THE BEDROOM NOT THE WAR ROOM! BOARD ROOM, INTELLIGENCE ROOMS . . . GOOD OLD FASHIONED, DOWN HOME, BLOOD, SWEAT AND TEARS, WORKS ALL THE TIME! MY TWO DAUGHTERS, FUCKING LOVED THE MILITARY . . . NAVY INTEL, AIR FORCE--LINGUIST . . . THEY CAN'T IMAGINE THEIR LIVES WITHOUT GOING IN THE SERVICE! BOTH DAUGHTERS ARE AS FEMININE AS YOU CAN GET, LONG BLONDE HAIR, THIN, SMART AS HELL, BOTH GRADUATED WITH TOP HONORS, GOLDEN KEY LEVEL, FROM THE "AMERICAN UNIVERSITY," THE WORLDS LARGEST WORLDWIDE UNIVERSITY . . . LOVE IT, EMBRACE IT, EXCEL AT IT . . . GOOD LUCK, SO PROUD OF MY DAUGHTERS! AND SONS! IT IS ALL ABOUT HONOR! KISSES, GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!

TEN TOM TURKEYS STRUTTING THEIR STUFF!

Attorney, JoAnn S. Secrist, reporting, this morning, from the Montana Coffee Trader . . . locally owned and operated, I believe, fun, lively, festive, with Christmas colors, and charm, and no, I don't drink coffee, I have never, ever, even tasted the stuff, but, I love coffee shops, the laid back and cool staffs, that generally gravitate to this line of work, I dig the type of people who frequent coffee shops, and they always have wi-fi, making blogging easy, and uninterrupted, which, is top on my list of any eating or drinking establishment, even if, today, I am forced to drink, Diet Pepsi, the rival to Diet Coke! but, I am glad, that they have the stuff, making due, for me in a pinch!  Anyway, to the task at hand . . . the law is about, definitions and hair splitting, and such is or should be the duty of thinking men and women, especially when it comes to the criminal and civil justice system, if they still exist.  Lines of demarcation and loyalties, need to be redrawn, not for cop, non-cop, black/white, male/female, but to right and wrong, corrupt or not corrupt, legal or illegal, legal or not legal . . . you get my drift, regardless of job, position, station, side, preference, or favors, but law abiding or non law abiding!  I think I'm going to Katmandu, (Cat Man Do), if I ever get out of here, I'm going to Katmandu-I figure, I have nothing to lose, I'm going to Katmandu-Bob Seger.

In the morally depraved and corrupt, society, with psychopaths winning, Wall Street sharks, the ruthless, the CIA, Tom Turkeys, had an easy time convincing EVERYONE, that the easy way of, power, pussy and perks, the easy way, was the preferable way . . . maybe for a while, until the very fabric of society, starts to rot, crumble, morals, values, foundations, that are time tested, and durable, are replaced with, the shifting sand, the ebb and flow of the tide, with loyalties, shifting from, one side to another, depending on ability, to entertain, with cheap tricks, easy money, loose women, and shoddy work, selling those offered this choice, which has ventured beyond the confines of just affecting me and mine, and has spilled out starting local, and going from state, to national, to world, influences, expanding the Halls of Shame, to the former, pillars, rock bed, and foundation of any lasting society, with great societies, lasting a mere 200 years, when, all sense of right and wrong, disappear, and anything goes to the highest bidder.  What type of world, society, church, government, do you, really want?  I am going to invoke a very, secular, presentation of the issue to you, in layman's terms, in a choice, that leave religion aside, lest, I lose some of you, as the founding fathers were afraid they would, and adopt, a great western philosopher . . . It's time to search your soul and start again . . . Seger . . . perfect time: users, fakers, takers . . . caught up in their schemes and their useless dreams . . . I can see where I'm going, but I can't see the light . . . time to take a different road and start again!  Mediocrity is easy, good things take time . . . time to rock and roll, time to come in from the cold, and start again!  Time to get control, time to search the soul and start again, I've been down this road, I've seen things get old, LET'S START AGAIN!

I believe, it was Emanuel Kant, who said, simply, Don't do anything, in your life, you would not want, EVERYONE TO DO!  If you are willing to lie, to take a bribe, to bend the rules, the law . . . do you want your mayor, legislator, governor, Congress members, President, boss, employees, husband or wife, children to do what you are entertaining doing?  If you would not want the whole of society to do what you are thinking about, or being offered, stop and think, if you want, everyone else, presented with the same choice, to do the same thing!  That to me is sobering thought.  The ramifications, of this simply, human philosophy, boils down, your basics of living, to the most complex, of human endeavours, contemplated.  I was struck, by the big, bad ass, Ice Man, the hit man for 5 mafia families, who thought nothing about blowing away some one's mother, brother, sister, father, child, but, when separated and in prison, awaiting the death penalty, he was asked if he were to do it again, would he do things the same way . . . NO!  And as he thought about never seeing his wife and children again, he cried like a baby!  Now, my question, and here is where the empathy and sympathy of doing unto others as you would have done to you . . . would the Ice Man, want a hit man to kill his wife, his brother, his mother, his children?  The issues, go deeper than money, deeper than loyalties, beyond reputation, to the very core of what it means to be human; do you want all humans to do what you do, live like you live, treat their children and wife, or husband, like you treat yours?  WHERE WOULD WE BE, IF WE FOLLOWED YOU?  Think about it . . .

ACLU Found that State Crime Labs, Doctor and Manipulate Lab Results to Favor Cops and Prosecutors . . . Corrupt DNA Tests, Lie Detectors?

Often, people will ask me why I don't sue the shit out of the fucking CIA, FBI, NSA, government, Mormon Church, going after dirty cops, prosecutors, judges, and others who have done this to me . . . the title should be obvious, corrupt, officials in public positions, that could make things worse for me, than they had before, I tried to remedy the situation . . . who has access? badges and keys to the jails and prisons? access to doctor court dockets, crime labs, bribe judges, to get favorable reports, to reverse the role of the victim to that of the perpetrator? to falsify, DNA results, drug testing, lie detector results? you got it, all the people, I would be suing, and tangentially connected to their buddies in the offices, courts, cop shops, that could make going after my enemies, more deadly, that running for years, or getting poisoned, at least 4 times!  In order to go after the whole fucking state of Utah, and all power structures, we are talking, taking on Washington, D.C. power structures, with 70% of the intelligence communities, or more, in some instances, even higher, connected, religiously, into that system, as well, as their government positions, that they deem, to be one and the same, with no separation of church and state, in form or substance, and the same, dirty ass, judges, who stole or allowed, others to steal my multi-million dollar cases, are the same ones, who jurisdictionally, I would have to go, in front of, maybe with their colleagues and friends, listed as named defendants . . . how well do you think that would work for me?  Yeah . . . that is why, my blog is so fucking critical to me, used as a means to educate, train, reshape, and change, a VERY BROKEN SYSTEM!

It is hard to fight city hall, state hall, national hall . . . and I think, I would have a better shot of justice with foreign courts, sitting in the jury and judge's box!  It is so telling to me, that Edward Snowden, the one who ratted out the NSA, was sought as a criminal in our country, tracked worldwide, and found, asylum, in Russia, allegedly our enemy, not only in country values, but in political systems, so, what is up with protecting, someone who is promoting civil rights, and seeking to expose the government, for violating those rights?  Will we, as Americans, live to see the day, when Russians are more capitalistic than we, as Americans are, more rights oriented, and China as well? because it is sure, moving in that direction.  And guess what, I can't do it myself, nor can, Edward Snowden . . . you have to pick a side, and fight for it!

ALL I CAN PROMISE, IS YOU WILL BE ON THE TOP OF SANTA'S GOOD LIST!  LITERALLY . . . THAT'S IT!

I saw my fears, played out, in a true crime, episode, called something like, Forensic Files, Kiss of Death, doing what, all, power structures do, to a victim, they revictimize her, him, and turn the tables, on the one truly wronged, and make her defend her record, putting her on trial, in this case, her teaching record, and past, as we see with rape victims, cases of sexual harassment, putting a boss against his female victim, or a whistle blower, exposing corporate corruption and short cuts, often, leaving the person victimized, by, the acts of others, devastated, being shunned, while the perpetrator, is received, welcomed, even cheered, for having defeated the person they victimized.  In this episode, the victim's name is JoAnn Chambers (my mother's maiden name is Chamberlain), she is first grade teacher, with a style of her own, free loving, creative, loving her students, her position, having fun with teaching first graders, often wearing, Mickey Mouse sweatshirts, seen, dancing, singing and having a great time with her students, who lover her, with the parents, thrilled to get their children into her class, and now, she is having, threatening letters written, indicating that this person can put poison in JoAnn's coffee cup if she or he wanted, moving from, verbal threats, to physical, death threats, drive by's, forcing her off the road, to Barbie dolls, wearing clothes, like JoAnn often wore, identical, with her throat slit, and red paint, running down her clothes, or the dolls clothes, shit being put on her chair, under her desk, etc.

JoAnn and Paula, Both First Grade Teachers, One Loved, the Other Very Strict and Traditional . . . Shaping up to be a Hate Campaign Against JoAnn!

Authorities, wanting to get to the bottom of this and find out who was responsible for the threats, wondering if it might be, coming from, inside school sources, did video surveillance, and watched, JoAnn's class room, and saw another, first grade teacher, named, Paula Nawrocki (Paula, is the name, of one of the Tom Turkey's second wife, allegedly a psychologist of note, back east, and Jack Daniels, is some how connected to the case, as is Jack King Strode/Ware, who was the first person I met in Kalispell, Montana, also, who lied about, me going with him to Pennsylvania, or accepting his invitation, back in 2012, to go with him, by train, back home, to meet his family . . . I went to Utah . . . did he, sneak Shelley, who was up in Kalispell, claiming to be me, with the train, officials, going after me, appearing to me, back on my second trip to Kalispell, before, I had ever, ridden the train, at least by 7 months, November to May, when I took the train, but with Shelley, my shadow, claiming to be me, Jack, telling me how much like his ex-wife, Paula, I was and how much, I would like her, blah, blah, blah . . . Jack disappears for the whole time, I am out of Kalispell, and magically shows up, when I return!  He also, promised, he could protect me from the cops . . . I thought, top cop or mafia, are the only category of men, who could promise me that!  As is the case with the symbolic, name, JoAnn Chambers, very spot, right on, so is this name, Nawrocki . . . Na rock I or Shelley/Paula, Not Rock I . . . Elliot, my rock star son, claimed to be Jack's and Shelley's, or Kay's and Bretts, everyone's kid, but the ones, he belongs to . . . now that Elliot has put on weight, he is the SPITTING IMAGE OF HIS FATHER, Richard Clifton Secrist! no mistaken genes there!  Don't bother with DNA or genetics! that would prove parentage, and that would kill you fuckers!), also, a first grade teacher, in the same school, and a down the line, very traditional teacher, strict, and not well liked by her students or their parents, was the one, caught on camera, leaving the classroom, of JoAnn's with JoAnn, coming back to get the coffee cup later, also the woman, JoAnn sees, run her off the road!  

All Threats, Incidents Against JoAnn Stop, While Paula is In Jail

Prosecutors, have a totally circumstantial case against, Paula, who, when both teachers are given the lie detector test, JoAnn passes, and Paula fails, so, all evidence, while indirect, points to Paula/Shelley.  So, Shelley and her husband, hire a former cop, now private investigator, to look into the DNA samples on the stamps and on the envelopes, of those threats that go to or had been going to JoAnn.  The evidence, comes back as, not Paula's or her husbands, and the typewriter, doesn't match, that of the couple.  So, at that point, the cop, turned, private investigator, turns his skills and knowledge against JoAnn.  It is found that, it is JoAnn's DNA on the stamps and envelopes, and looking back at the records a previous schools, JoAnn taught at, reported that, she had made similar claims at her old school, and even reported, the shit, incident; therefore, the jury, surmised that, JoAnn was doing this to herself to get attention.  Reporters were surprised that, as in a rape, JoAnn was shunned, as she came out of the courtroom, having, even moved schools, to avoid working with Paula, and to stop the threats against her, so she was out of the old school, while the perp, Paula, remained, in her position, and she was gathered in her fellow teachers arms and congratulated, for winning JoAnn.  While the case was not retried, or appealed, the reporter, and the TV show, made note, that, this appeared to be a SCHOOL WIDE HATE CRIME AND CAMPAIGN AGAINST JOANN!

I have found, that, I am envied by the women, who are jealous, of me being able to pull of being an attorney, professor, business owner, program writer, now blogger, and I am a threat to men.  You see, prosecutors and investigators, love, to start, right where we are, and ignore, all the facts, from the passed, and then proceed to go from point, M to point Z, completely ignoring, a whole history of success, as opposed to a whole history of missteps, as a woman, in her career, if she could say there was one, and as a mother.  The song, is You know who he is with, the prosecution, the prosecution, the prosecution . . . the song, is called Persecution Smith!  It is so bizarre that I can, not listen to the music, then, tune, in as the lyrics, go hand in hand with what I am writing about.  Right now, with this blog, I have handily proven that Shelley is not, Elliot's mother, nor is she an attorney, I believe that Shelley could have been the one, being a biology major, and having worked with a pharmacutical company in Park City, and an avid researcher on the computer, with easy access to knowledge of what to poison someone with, detectable or undetectable, but I believe she, being the benefiicary of my life, so to say, could have been the one who created the poison that got me the first time at the Utah Medical Association, and she also has an interest, in getting rid of me, as she came to Whitefish and Kalispell, as my shadow, right off the bat, after I got, first exposed, in Montana, fall of 2012, when I attended a documentary viewing of, the FBI raids on the medical marijuana growers in Montana, writing a very powerful, email, that went viral, on how I took out, 8 cops, and wrote to the Utah District, U.S. Attorney, Brett Tolman, about the dirty play and marijuana grows by cops, in Sourthern Utah, getting cops fired, and with him, putting tails on me, protecting me, knowing that every cop in Utah knew my name and HATED ME!

So, I like the teacher, JoAnn, moved, thinking, okay, Utah is Utah, and I was willing to take up root, leaving my home, my family, my children, my practice, my clients and friends, in exchange for LIFE!  But, what these fuckers did, is follow me up to Montana, and that fall, I allegedly, died in a auto wreck . . . and I have been dead ever since, with Shelley, like PAC man, sent, here and there, but in style, using my money from any venture, claiming my cases, my legislation, my blog, my son, and having ACCESS, PROVIDED ACCESS BY THE NSA!  I have always retreated, never been the aggressor, and then, as is the case with this teach, and there already has been a character assassination, this poor teacher, had pictures of her, nude, pictures of her, calling her a whore, or a lesbian, passed around, going to the school and the parents of her student!  Who knows what the fuck, has been passed around, about me.  The night, Mitt Romney, lost the elections, I was with Jack the Ripper, only knowing him, one day . . . and amazingly that night, when Jack was suppose to go get gas, left me stranded on the corner, of Main, across from Red Lion, and now, Starbucks, while he allegedly went and got gas . . . he never came back, and of course, I didn't have money, being run from state to state, not being able to stay in a town, once I wrote about, the FBI marijuana raids, with cops, looking for, me, running me from Vegas to Kalispell . . . and like I said, song on . . . I wanna be a doctor or a lawyer, or professor, member of the UMC . . . I was an attorney, a professor and over all the doctors in the state of Utah!  There has never, even now, biggest fucking blog in the universe, been a time, that I have not contributed, been a winner, outstanding in whatever I did from law to teaching at a university, or saving doctors, financial and wealth planners, to tax payers from asset forfeiture!

I have had a non-stop trail of success, starting from 7th grade, to now . . . continual, only interrupted, when attacked . . . Shelley, has had a long line of failure, so sympathy, goes to the loser in life, whom people will gather around and support, even taking my whole fucking life, with me homeless, car less and her taking a billion fucking dollars, living in a ranch, living my DREAM, because she gets pleasure out of my pain! PSYCHO BITCHES AND BASTARDS . . . and I am still happier than they are!  I am who I am, and I did, what I did!

God Damned Right . . . This Was a Campaign of Hate, Jealousy, Envy, Rejection for Men, Threatening to Government Agents and Agencies, Courts, Cops, Prosecutors, and All Losers Will Side with the Under Dog . . Shelley or the Girls, Who Like the Turkeys/Males, Were a Sideline, To Their Show, Using and Abusing the Women, as Fronts for Their Own Insecurities, both Sexually and Professionally!

HATE CRIMES AT THE HIGHEST LEVELS!

BECOMING FREUD + SHERLOCK HOLMES! LOL! AUTHENTIC SURVIVAL GEAR! THE GOOD TEEN--KNOWLEDGE IS POWER. !

QUIET GUT

Great style, never gets old!  I am sitting at Super 1, next to a fireplace, eating fresh out of the oven donuts, that come out, about 6:00 A.M., FYI, and drinking my daily poison . . . Diet Coke . . . and loving life!  The Daily Inter Lake, Sports section, from yesterday, is staring me in the face, Montana St. Drops Utah Valley!  I have considered myself, a Montanan for the last, almost 4 years, therefore, seeing that Montana State University, beat, my old, haunt, Utah Valley University, where I taught argumentation and research, in the English Department, for about 5 years, starting my third year of law school--lazy me . . . oh, I'm sorry, that must have been my sister, Sue Schmidt, assigned to take credit for that, she has a degree in history, but my mother got her a job, teaching English, that she was not qualified to do, even back then, to junior high school students, let alone, thinking, she can pull off teaching college English, which she can't, but I did, therefore, Sue magically did!  I will hand it to the old fam, they are creative in their stretching of the truth! LOL . . . anyway, I am glad the local university, beat, a Utah school in basketball!  I cheer for any college that plays, a Utah school!  LOL!  Loyalties, loyalties, loyalties . . . ha! and turn about is fair play!

The Classic Battle Between the Good Cop and the Bad Cop

In the true crime movie . . . I got sick of the reality, TV, true crime, starting to get in to proving the time of death, using, maggots, and fly larva, no thanks!  LOL . . . I am a big picture gal! and a big gal, goes hand in hand, don't want to get into the nitty gritty, details of proving a case.  I just want the story line, the facts, the evidence, the eternal conflict, between the forces of good and the forces of evil, the resolution of the case, but hang the maggots!  So, I switched over, to a new, addiction, the movie versions of true crime movies!  I have watched documentaries on Ted Bundy and John Wayne (that name again) Gacy, and holy shit, they were much scarier when played out, on the screen, presented at the men they were, rather than, as case files and statistics!  But, as I warned people in yesterday's blog, to be careful of cops, or people claiming to be cops, because, both Bundy and Gacy, posed as cops, to lure or trap their victims, getting easy compliance and access to them, many victims, going with blind obedience, even when the scenario didn't make any sense . . . as, is the case, but a bit more realist, since he was a real cop, does the bad cop, vacationing cop, do, in the China Lake Murders!

Bad guys that are psychopaths, are scary enough, but a psychopathic cop, bad guy, is even scarier, due to all their training, their understanding of cop work, the ways they have seen other criminals play the system and the cops, the erasing of the lines of demarcation, that we have allowed, especially, with the advent of the Patriot Act, for cops to erase those rights, of privacy, sanctity, and personal property and information, allowing them, almost complete and total access to people's lives . . . so, a cop, who is a psychopath, is fucking scary as hell, including incredibly dangerous for law enforcement themselves!  This movie, made in 1987, again, a true crime movie, based on a true story, will cut you to the core, how this man thinks, the senselessness of his murders, the incredibly, effective, creaks, and cracks, played by the music, that show the fragmentation of the mind of this guy . . . especially, in the cafe scene, when a couple of guys come in the cafe, and touch the ass of the waitress, who is flirting with this guy!  His sense of control, is amazing, which is something cops, would have to develop, over the years, to keep from killing all of us, or at least those who don't obey, such as is the case, with many of the cases, and cities, as of late, that are paying out, large settlements, without the victim's family even filing, knowing how egregious the deaths were . . . and most likely the perpetrators, will have personalities, I would guess similar to this guy, and cop shops, might want to weed them out of the department, rather than protecting them behind the blue brotherhood! or the fraternal order of police!

The good cop, puts two and two together, and realizes that, this dirty cop, is a serial killer, and every year on his vacation, he comes to the area to visit his sister, who is basically, none existent, just a cover, and for the last 5 years, there have been about 15 murders, along a particular stretch of highway, out in the middle of fucking nowhere . . . I think the name, China Lake, must be a mistake or joke, that place is so desolate, out, in Nevada somewhere, that, if there is a lake, it would shock me!  But, in this true crime case, the psycho cop, goes into the good cops house, snoops around, makes himself at home, plays cat and mouse with the guy, taunting him, and coming damned close to killing him, as he does, one of the sheriff's deputies, that comes up on the cop, playing cop, and stuffing one of his victims alive in the trunk or their car, to die and rot, in the heat of the Nevada sun, and we are talking maggots, flies, larva!  Anyway, it always, helps, I think, to see, good juxtaposed against evil to make a point and give examples.  The three most persuasive methods of convincing someone, is facts, statistics and examples.  This bad cop is one fearless dude!  I would say, my 4th husband, the one who looked like, my client, and helped Shelley murder him, Frank of InterPol, or taken right out of prison to deal with me, and assassin type for sure, would fit this bill, and has the arrogance, the cruelty, as I saw, in killing my client, and a girl, to get a cell phone, or distract the cops, from me, ratting him out, as the murderer, and a double!  I have never seen a temper like that . . . Brett contained his!

The Stepfather! Brett, Brett, Brett!

Holy shit, this guy, plays Brett's part so well, from start to finish, and is so close to being like he is, finding a woman, with a ready made family, adding himself into the picture, for the picture perfect family, under the Mormon glow . . . but, so fragile, under all that control, that if everything, and he makes sure, he controls everything, so perfectly, that there is no chance for error, or discovery, redlining everything, manipulating, controlling, exerting power and influence, taking what he wants, substituting what he wants, and, you will see, bumping out who he wants, or who gets in his way, and if that is the family . . . he brutally attacks them, leaving entire families, slain, bloodied, and strewn all over, what was to be the perfect family, who had disappointed him!  When Brett, and my family, being manipulated by Brett, or actually, maybe not, because my father, is just as into the perfect family as Brett is, and that is why, when his star daughter, got poisoned, and even at his own hands, or involved, to steal grandson's music, getting both parents, not the perfect Mormons, any more, so they needed to be extricated from the family, taking, all the Secrist family accomplishments, and putting, Mo faces and family members, in the heathens places, but, never letting that bragging right, go, having grown, very accustomed to showing off this daughter's shit . . . but, when she put on weight, which was the plan, to give Shelley or someone else a chance to stand in the sun and shine, I suddenly was less that perfect, as I had been, close at least, and now, I was banished, an embarrassment, something to shun, hid, disclaim, while still, taking credit for all the great stuff I did! as Brett did with Kay . . . JoAnn, is everything I want, her name, career, family, kids, etc., but, I like Kay's looks better, she is thinner, and likes to roller blade and mountain bike, looks better in a suit; therefore, I will just take all that is JoAnn's and give to Kay, including her children, much better than Kay's, and her grandchildren, that neither, Kay nor Brett, will likely get, so, steal JoAnn's, how convenient, that I would raise the perfect family, for THEM! WOW . . . leaving me, manipulating, family time, parties, and Brett, having fucking NO right or claim to MY kids, nor does, Shelley, Sue, Rachel, Tiffany, etc.!, but, through abuse of power, try, to separate, mother from children, continually, using cops, robbers, courts, newspapers, etc. . . . using that old fascist, mantra, do whatever it takes, with no exceptions and no limits, including, in a family, nothing is sacred!

But, the movie, so brilliantly, portrays, the transformation, from the murderer in the first scene, and shows how good, someone like Brett or the actor, can clean up, and is smart enough to, get fingerprints, names, his past, erased, as this guy does.  And when one wife, or family, is not perfect, with order and precision as he wants, he goes ape shit, starts to unravel, but, he also takes many souls with him, murdering who he will to keep his secrets, including, the family he tried to give order to and keep perfect!  Now, both Kay and Brett come from broken homes, were never active in the Mormon Church for the most part, don't have strong extended family structures, but, when about, getting what they wanted, weaseling their way, through, eliminating me, into my family, gaining entrance and access, through me, to use me, and then, repositioning themselves, so they, through their, masked charm, that I don't need to use, because, I just am who I am, and their good looks, actually, convinced the whole fucking Mormon Church, bought it with Elliot's band's money, got them to put, Brett on calendars as Christ, for hell sake, and Kay, as the woman, caught in adultery . . . at least that is the truth!  LOL!  But, the pair, both sick as shit, were able to fool the very elite of the Mormon Church of the FBI, CIA, and about anyone, getting into huge ass positions, through playing on the cop hatred for me, as Frank did in Parowan . . . he was not worried, he told me, they all hate you, and he used his psychoses, to manipulate and use the cops too!

How in the Hell, Did I Survive, In an Army of Psychos?

Just seeing the one cop, his mentality, and knowing I was dealing with a county, a state, and a nation full of this type of cop, scared the holy shit out of me.  You know, by the way you got chased, the sting ops, the intimidation, the tracking, the obsessive use and abuse of power, etc., that you are dealing with, some raging testosterum, but, after seeing this guy, the mental images of what he would like to do to these two guys, and later, actually does, to one of them, terrorizing the victim, almost killing him, just for, touching his waitress, while not cool, nor acceptable, this guy's reaction to it, is even worse!  I look at the many times, I kicked, Frank, of Interpol, out of my truck, and I am lucky he didn't dismember me in my sleep . . . he did, however, bring and hide a chainsaw, in my bedroom, but I caught him, and forced it out of the house!  But, while maybe not dealing with an army of this type of cop . . . I was well aware, that, in each cop shop, there were guys, like this, with trigger tempers, and that were hot to trot, to arrest my ass, or kill me, whether, I had charges or had committed a crime, which I have not . . . I have, however, excersised my first amendment rights, to critique and criticize cop actions, from time to time, killed their legislation, gotten some fired, at all levels, local, state and federal, etc.  But, seeing the real, McCoy, of what, I might have run into, had these lone wolfs, ever caught me, I shutter to think, what they could, would, or might have done! and not with department sanctions, although, there would be few tears, and they knew that.  The cops in Utah, Parowan, would rather take a serial killer, than me . . . simply amazing!

As I watched, Ted Bundy, and know, that Brett bragged about being the Iceman, and talked of serial killers, and sang Helter Skelter, and used rotary saws, seemed to want me to take marijuana, so he could, actually kill me, to get what he wanted, and that, was EVERYTHING, I had . . . either for himself or for Kay, or whomever, would further is wants and wishes, no matter what that cost, anyone, but him, or whom he was fucking at the moment, with neither, Kay nor Brett, known for virtue, fidelity, but, maybe, two negatives, cancelled each other out . . . they were a balance of power, because, both would cheat on the other, in a New York second and with either sex!  The one, who cares least, CONTROLS!  There is one scene, that is so, scary, but it shows, the total control, of the way, this man, portraying this psycho, who wanted the perfect family, used . . . the new daughter, doesn't like her stepdad, and gives him trouble.  She learned of the family, he killed, or she suspected he killed.  So, she wrote the newspaper, who reopened their investigation on this family who was murdered, at the request of the brother, of the slain mother of the not so perfect family--and asked for a picture of the murderer--as none are . . . although, mine comes close!  LOL!  

The young girl is watching daily for the newspaper and a picture of the murder to come in the mail.  But, Daddy, and he always says, Daddy Knows Best, as in the old 50's TV series, which is the era, he seems to want his families to be in and emulate, but, he intercepts the mail, and sees this letter addressed to his stepdaughter, who is onto him, and has seen, his secret "crazy switch" go off, while in the basement, one day, but, the guy, sees his picture, and that starts the melt down, but not yet, he still has some control, he gets the picture and replaces it with a man, who looks, like the young girls, dead father . . . alienation of affection, turning the kid(s) against her own father, in a subtle way, just by using his picture, as the serial killer, putting suggestions in her mind!  The daughter, who is copping with her father's death, is seeing a psychiatrist, who she turns to, for help . . . he, disguises himself, knowing, the stepfather, will recognize the name, and who also refuses to meet with him, and the shrink, calls as if, wanting to be shown a home, the step was a realtor.

The psychiatrist, is not as smart as the psycho, and through a series of questions, the realtor stepfather, is able to see through his lies, and cover, and he kills him, to protect his secrets!  The scene is brutal and terrible, for a man, who is not a good liar, not used to it, and as a natural thing, tells the truth . . . psychopaths are good at lying and rarely fuck up, and they can easily tell, outright lies, they are good at it!  But, the guy is relentless, in getting the perfect family.  And when the girl, is told that, her buddy had an accident, she cries, already struggling and turns to the stepfather, as he hugs her.  They break'em and then remakes them!  He goes ape shit, on any person, who could have the power to break up the perfect family.  His MO is to, start, forming another life, as the old one unravels, and he does this, because the daughter is caught kissing a boy, for the first time . . . psycho stepdad, sees them, and actually accuses the kid of trying to rape her, on her front porch, the good relationship, turns to shit again, as the stepdad, loses control . . . the end . . . almost, scary, scary, ending . . . but the young girl, is awesome!

Sometimes, Life Puts Us In a Situation, Of, It is Me or Him . . . This Cop or That Cop, Me Going Down, or the Liar Going Down, a Time of Reckoning, a Point of No Return, Where Tough often Deadly Choices Have to Be Made!  The Question is: Are You Strong Enough To Make the Right Choice?

BROCK OH! BOOMLET? UH, NO . . . BEAUTY CAPTURED! CRAZY HEALTHY. SEASON OF ADVENTURE--IT'S IN OUR DNA! GIVE THEM THE WORLD! BE EXPLICIT . . . TOP COP FIRED, CROOK COUNTY, CHICAGO! VIDEO REVEALED TROUBLED COP CULTURE, POLICE BRUTALITY, CULTURE OF SILENCE, PROTECTING COP SHIT, LYING, COVER-UP, AND NOT JUST IN LAQUAN MCDONALDS CASE . . . MAYOR RAUM EMMANUEL? WHO KNEW WHAT? ILLINOIS ATTORNEY GENERAL ASKS UNITED STATES ATTORNEY GENERAL, THROUGH REQUEST TO DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE TO LOOK INTO 15 YEARS OF COP TROUBLES--I HATE TO TELL YOU SO, HATE BEING RIGHT, AGAIN--CHECK THE DATES THE NUMBER OF YEARS, COINCIDES WITH THE PASSAGE OF THE PATRIOT ACT, MAKING COPS THINK, THEY NO LONGER NEED TO GIVE PEOPLE THEIR CIVIL RIGHTS--NO DUE PROCESS, BEFORE TAKING LIFE, LIBERTY OR PROPERTY, NO EQUAL PROTECTION; RULED THEMSELVES, JUDGE, JURY AND EXECUTIONER ON THE STREETS OF CHICAGO, FERGUSON, NEW YORK, FLORIDA, ST. LOUIS, YOUR TOWN, MY TOWN! I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING THIS SHIT, SINCE 1997, STARTING WITH ASSET FORFEITURE! IT IS ABOUT TIME WE STARTED TO HOLD PEOPLE ACCOUNTABLE, STOP GIVING THEM A "GET OUT OF JAIL FREE" CARD, BECAUSE OF THEIR "MONOPOLY ON POWER" OR POSITION IN THE GOVERNMENT, BE IT THE ATTORNEY GENERAL OF UTAH, PENNSYLVANIA OR THE GOVERNORS, STATE LEGISLATORS, SPEAKERS OF THE HOUSE, SENATE, UP TO CIA, FBI, NSA, TO THE WHITE HOUSE! WE NEED A HOUSE CLEANING IN AMERICA . . . IT IS THEM OR US! CORRUPTION IS REAPING, DEATH AND DESTRUCTION IN OUR POLITICAL SYSTEMS, SYSTEMIC IN NATURE, ROTTEN FROM TOP TO BOTTOM! THIS IS NOT THE AMERICA WE WANT! IN ORDER TO HAVE A WELL ORDERED SOCIETY, YOU HAVE TO HAVE, MUST HAVE, NEED TO HAVE, IT IS IMPERATIVE THAT YOU HAVE AN AGREED UPON SET OF RULES, LAWS, STATUTES, ROOTED IN CONSTITUTIONAL LAW, THAT DICTATES THE TERMS OF ENGAGEMENT, BETWEEN THE GOVERNED AND THE GOVERNING! WE THE PEOPLE, CREATED THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT! ELECTED OFFICIALS, STATE AGENTS, LAW ENFORCEMENT ENTITIES, SERVING BODIES . . . YOU FUCKING WORK FOR US! WE ARE NOT HERE FOR YOU TO TRAMPLE, STOMP, SHOOT, UNCONSTITUTIONALLY JAIL OR INCARCERATE--TO GUN DOWN, INVADE OUR HOMES, WITHOUT WARRANTS, SEARCH OUR BODIES, OR SEIZE OUR PROPERTY WITHOUT, FUCKING DUE PROCESS OF LAW . . . AND THAT ENTAILS, NOTICE OF WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE UP TO, AND WHY, BASED ON PROBABLE CAUSE, SO WE KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THE CHARGES, ALLEGATIONS, OR INDICTMENTS YOU HAVE AGAINST US ARE, SO WE CAN PREPARE A DEFENSE, GET COUNSEL, REPRESENT OURSELVES, WITH THE RIGHT TO A SPEEDY JURY TRIAL, WITH A JURY OF OUR PEERS, IN A TRIAL, THAT PROVIDES US WITH AN UNBIASED JUDGE, THE ABILITY TO FACE OUR ACCUSERS, AND TO QUESTION THEM! WHAT WE HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH, IN THE LAST 15 OR SO YEARS, IS SO FAR FROM AMERICAN, RESULTING, IN JUST THE FUCK, WHERE WE ARE IN THE LAQUAN MCDONALD CASE, AND WHAT HE WAS DOING, CARING A KNIFE, ENTITLED TO SELF DEFENSE IN A CITY RIDDLED WITH CRIME, A FUCKING 3 INCH KNIFE IS NOT OUT OF LINE! AND A GROUP OF LEGALIZED THUGS, PULLING UP IN MASS, AND GUNNING THIS BOY DOWN, IS SO, DISGUSTING, GROTESQUE, UNCONSCIONABLE, AND UNCALLED FOR . . . TELLING HIM TO GET OUT OF TRAFFIC, WOULD BE CALLED FOR, QUESTIONING HIM, WITH PROBABLE CAUSE ABOUT, LEGITIMATE CONCERNS FOR SLASHED TIRES, CAR BREAK INS . . . THAT IS YOUR JOB, SO WE ARE OKAY WITH YOU STOPPING SOMEONE LONG ENOUGH, TO INQUIRE AS TO THEIR INTENTIONS, AND WHAT'S UP WITH BRANDISHING A KNIFE . . . MY SUSPICION IS HE WAS WORRIED ABOUT THE COPS, AND STARTED TO CROSS THE STREET TO AVOID THEM . . . SERVING AND PROTECTING? YEAH? LAQUAN AND ANY BLACK YOUNG MAN, SEEING A GROUP OF COPS, WHITE OR BLACK, WOULD BE, LITERALLY, AFRAID FOR THEIR LIFE! AS OF RECENT EVENTS! I MEAN COME ON . . . WALK A FREEWAY IN LAQUAN'S SHOES! CHICAGO, HAS PAID OUT, $1.5 BILLION, IN MONEY TO COVER, BAD POLICING! THIS IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE, THIS IS CALLED, FOLLOWING THE HIGHEST RULE OF LAW IN THE LAND, THE SUPREME LAW OF THE LAND, THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION! WITH THE GENERAL RULE, WARRANTS, PROBABLE CAUSE TO BELIEVE A CRIME, A REAL CRIME IS BEING COMMITTED, OR HAS BEEN, BASED ON OATH AND AFFIRMATION, THEN LISTING WITH SPECIFICITY, OR PARTICULARITY, EITHER OR BOTH, THE THINGS TO BE SEIZED OR PERSON TO BE ARRESTED, SEARCHED, OR QUESTIONS . . . ALWAYS KEEPING IN MIND, THE PRESUMPTION OF INNOCENCE! AND THE FUCKING STATE HAS THE BURDEN OF PROOF . . . THE STATE, COPS, PROSECUTORS, HAVE TO PROVE BEYOND A REASONABLE DOUBT, THE GUILT OF THIS PERSON, AFTER AFFORDING THEM DUE PROCESS--NOTICE AND HEARING . . . THEN THE STATE CAN HAVE THEIR WAY WITH THE SUSPECT, DEFENDANT, OR THE CONVICTED! BUT, NOT BEFORE! I FIND IT INTERESTING, THAT, THE SHOOTER, IN COLORADO SPRINGS ABORTION CLINIC, KILLING OF THREE, EVEN AFTER A STANDOFF AND THE MURDER OF THREE, WAS CAPTURED, AND PROVIDED HIS DUE PROCESS RIGHTS! NOW, YOU TELL ME, WHICH PERSON IS MORE THE MENACE OF SOCIETY, THE ABORTION KILLER, OR LAQUAN, A 16 YEAR OLD KID, AVOIDING A CONFRONTATION WITH COPS, MOVING ACROSS TRAFFIC, TO GET AWAY, FROM JUST WHAT HE ENDED UP GETTING ANYWAY! IT IS A BRAND NEW MORNING, ITS A BRAND NEW DAY . . . WE ARE WERE WE ARE, AND WE ARE STARTING BACK TO THE FUTURE! WHERE WE NEVER SHOULD HAVE DEPARTED FROM 15 FUCKING YEARS AGO WITH THE PATRIOT ACT OR THE UNPATRIOT ACT . . . SAVE THAT SHIT FOR THE TERRORISTS, NOT CITIZENS . . . SAME RULES DON'T APPLY, LEARN, DISTINGUISH, GET SMART! WE CAN DO THIS AMERICA, WE CAN DO THIS WORLD . . . HUMAN LIFE IS WORTH, CIVIL RIGHTS! THE TED BUNDY MOVIE . . . EVEN A MAN WHO MAY HAVE MURDERED, BRUTALLY, UP TO 150 WOMEN, WAS GIVEN HIS RIGHTS. THE COP WHO CAUGHT HIM, AFTER THE SECOND ESCAPE, HAVING JUST MURDERED A 12 YEAR OLD GIRL, I AM SURE, FELT LIKE BLUDGEONING BUNDY TO DEATH, AFTER CHASING HIM THROUGH A FIELD . . . AND I THINK IT WAS REASONABLE, TO CLUB HIM A FEW TIMES WITH HIS BATON OR GUN! I LOVED THE EXECUTION PREP . . . IS THIS GOOD, UNCLE BOB? AS THE COPS, BACKED, TED'S ASS, WITH COTTON, TO STOP HIM FROM SHITTING HIS PANTS, WHEN HE GOT ELECTROCUTED! I WOMAN COP PULLED THE SWITCH, POETIC JUSTICE, AND THE WORLD CHEERED . . . BUT HE STILL GOT HIS DUE PROCESS!

The Three Stooges, Moe, Curly and Joe . . . Monday, McDonald's

I told you I would be run out of town on a rail--yesterday's blog comments . . . I was just unhosted, by my host!  Not a surprise, trying to get me out of town, so my double, Joann Secrist, or me, a local celebrity, pretending to be me, with cops in tow, or buddies like my host, trying to get me out of town, before, I either settle here, or attend the Christmas Party at the National Guard Armory, the reason for being here this season, having loved that event, two years ago, missing it last year, due to the normal complications, such as this in my life--life as a professional rebel!  LOL!  I just consider the source, I am on, my home turf--but I never get to stay for long, so, now, the inherited turf, of my double--there are several, married, to one of the three stooges with the other two, friends of Jack the Strode Ripper, Ware, who along with, his other R.E.D.s, Sam Farmer and CIA stand in for, local Judge Robert Allison, or known by his aliases, Michael Willis or Michael McClintoch, or Missoula or Rattlesnake Canyon, fame, all gathered, here with me, on Monday morning, so they could, I am sure, further the lies, needing three witnesses to lie and cover, MY true identity, now that I am gaining my credibility back, after, being under federal lock and key, being stuck down, three times, since 2000, probably being, allegedly dead, insane, in a nursing home, or insane asylum where most people would be, having gone through what I have for the last 4 to 15 years, with, my new, 7 to 10 women, that it takes to fill my shoes, being lauded locally, from Las Vegas to Kalispell and Whitefish, as me, JoAnn S. Secrist, J.D., with exposure of her fake identity at stake, along with about a billion dollars in thefts, by the crew of Super Mafia, Mo Church, real mafia, cop mafia, federal cop mafia, and whom ever they need to buy off to perpetuate the TRUE CRIME of all of this . . . wanna new car, laundering now, at your local car lot!  LOL.

Hey, I was married to Ted Bundy, once, but, since he got a hold of my son's band money, my money, he bought himself a whole new image, identity and a shit load of credibility . . . money tends to influence people that way, and covers a shit load of murders!  But, who am I to say, perhaps, this national and worldwide celebrity, built on my name, through, magic shows, flash-bang, light shows, and fraud, mistaken identities, of stars for his plains, people seem, much more enamored, with a serial killer, than a constitutional law attorney, bad ass as she is . . . what the fuck, ever, but so true!  Not lol . . .

Who Was Ted Bundy? I Am Ted Bundy . . . I Am Ted Bundy . . . I Am Ted Bundy!  I Was Married to Ted Bundy--18 Months!

It is shocking, in deed, to think that 73% of the world's serial killers, a term, originated, with Ted Bundy, are Americans!  At the end of the movie, one shot at a time, there is a young boy, saying, I am Ted Bundy, next a little girl, holding a dead cat, by the tail, saying with a smile, I am Ted Bundy, and then several more kids, giving us an eye into the future, of what and who, makes or turns into a serial killer.  Have we in America, over glamorized violence, death, brutality, force, abuse, power and control, macho attitudes, that foster and cultivate, in the minds of the young, in our country, the makings of a serial killer?  At the end of the movie, they show, Ted Bundy, kicking up his heels with a wicked smile, on his face, as statistics, are super imposed on the screen, with one, very disturbing, and shocking statistic . . . that while Bundy was on death row, he had or got, 200 letters a day from women, saying they were in love with Bundy!  Now, his girlfriend of years, after, looking at him, while on a visit in jail, comes to the realization, that, the man she had loved, had sex with, cared about, exposed her young daughter to, and shared Christmas with, had murdered, women, in horrific ways, even while she was with him!  She has a dream one night, where, after reading of him sneaking into women's bedrooms in the dead of the night, that Ted, comes in her bedroom while she is asleep, and she awakes to his footprints, and she looks up, to she him, wielding a big ass machete or sword of some kind, and is about to hack her in half!  She awakes for the dream, screaming . . . the rational women, should be revolted, sickened, and would abhor what, her former lover had done, to these other women, while in his company, all those years.  And what kind of sick bitch, knowing the horrendous, horrors, of this man's violence, depravity, and animalistic behavior, would send him a letter, telling him, she loved him?

I have seen documentaries, on Ted Bundy, lived in Salt Lake City, Utah, when he was a law student at the University of Utah, knew of his comings and goings, during his time in Salt Lake, married my second husband, who told me of his first wife's encounter, luckily, with Bundy, she got away.  He told me of the Volkswagon, his ploys, telling women he was a cop . . . never go with a cop, who is driving an unmarked cop car, or not a cop car at all, always, question why they are asking you to go with them, never walk away from places were people are, or where there is good lighting, and if you are being pulled over, at night, respectfully, drive to the next town, or to a place where there are other people, and don't even pull over if you know, you have not committed an infraction, have not been speeding, or failed to do this or that in traffic.  When my sister, was a student, back in the 70's, at Southern Utah University, she had an acquaintance, who was going home for Christmas vacation, and was pulled over by a cop, somewhere between Cedar City, Utah and Las Vegas, who raped and murdered her . . . a father of 6, and a very respected cop, over all.  Nobody is above suspicion, and above a crime!  I had an old Marine for an English professor, and he said, anything any member of society does, is within the purview and capabilities, to do ourselves, as part of that spectrum of human behavior, no matter how gruesome!

Dr. Grove, English Department Chair, Weber State University, Ogden, Utah, also told us, never to be too good, or too bad, that society, tends to eliminate, the very best of society . . . Jesus Christ, Ghandi, Martin Luther King, John and Bobby Kennedy, Abraham Lincoln, etc., and they also, will eliminate, the very worst in society . . . Ted Bundy, Son of Sam, John Wayne Gacy, Jeffery Dahmer, etc.  He was a wise man, and told, us, not to try to be too perfect, to allow, chinks in our armor, so to say, because, the tighter wound we are, the more perfect we try to be, the more likely we are to crash, when we do the slightest thing wrong, commit the most small sin or crime, and we shatter, having failed to be that perfect, together, awesome, mother or father, boss, employee, and we have to remember we are human, and anything any human being can do, whether good or bad, we are capable of repeating or committing!  We have to remember, we are where we are . . . whatever, we do, make it a new day, a bright morning and just do our best, that is all anyone expects us to do!  We were all dealt a hand of cards at night, and it is how we play that hand that counts, just be smart.

True Crime . . . The Good Son Gets 100 Year Sentence

I watched this true crime, show yesterday, and it was so sad, such a good kid, caught in a terrible, situation with a psychopath for an older sister, who is slighted by her father, a Korean, turned American, retaining the old country ways, where that society, favors boy children, and slights female children, so a hard situation, at best, with the first of three children, a boy, dying of health complications, followed by a girl, who later rebells against her father, once in America, seeing, that this is not the way, Americans treat their children, their daughters, and with a mother, who is threatened with divorce, if she did not produce a male heir for the family name, which she did, but not before, making a huge impact, of the pressure, on her mother, to the daughter, who hated her father, his rules, his ideas, and once got in a physical confrontation, drew her father's blood, by scratching him on the chest, making her father draw a sword or something, saying they both die today!  But, the new son, who had a birth mark, I think exactly, like the older brother, then, became the perfect son, doing everything for her parents, without question, as a duty, getting good grades, and being the loving, object of attention, for both parents, but resented by his older sister, who was modern, and wild by age 16.

The father, eventually, succumes to an early death, devasting the mother, who had no viable working skills, going to work in a local dry cleaner, while her children, either fend for themselves, or, as in the case with this much younger baby brother, goes to the laundry with his mother, every day, until starting school, then after hours, he meets up with his mother, until at the age of 13, his mother is brutally murdered!  Shortly before his mother's death, she asks her son, if he was married with a wife and child, and she was still living, and he had to go somewhere, and he could only take himself and one other person, whom would he chose . . . his wife, child or his mother.  He said, I would, stay behind and make the three or you go ahead.  The mother said, no, he had to go, and choose, actually, I think his wife and child were a package deal, between her or his wife and child.  He said, I would figure, given your age, that you had lived a long and good life, that I would leave you behind, and take my wife and child . . . a man should leave his mother and father and cleave to his wife (scripture).  But, she, being left alone, tells him that, he could have more wives, and children, but he only had one mother!  So, she was putting her needs above that of his, and also playing big time guilt trips on this poor good son.  So, when she is murdered, he is devastated.

Big Sister, Can't Inherit Parent's Wealth, Take Guardianship of Brother

In the Korean culture, the girl children, are not figured in inheritance of their parents, all of it goes, generally to the oldest child, but in this case the older son is dead, therefore, it passes to the young son, who is just 13 with no other living heirs, nor without any other relatives, other than his big sister, as next of kin.  Bit, sister, is the all-American girl by now, determined, successful, greedy, ambitious, and wants the American dream, for her, her brother, and her boyfriend, who quickly moves in the parent's house, clearing out all the parent's personal property, clothes, and anything that reminds the two of their former life, with big sis, controlling her brother's money, and spends it exactly the way she sees fit, and it is substantial.  I guess the mother didn't get access to the mother either, or why would she work in a fucking laundry?  But, sis spends no time, taking over her boyfriends life, as well as her younger brother's life.  She dresses her man, in thousand dollar suits, a BMW, and sets him on a business deal with her, and they start to become very successful and seem to be doing the business well, being more like business partners than lovers by this point.  Younger brother is taken out of public school, and he is driving a sports car and going to a private academy, and becomes very popular, even a class president, well accepted in this white, prep school with few Asians.

As this kid, adapts to college life, is fun, outgoing, doing well in college, and starting his life with all the potential of achieving the American dream, and with his sister, at this time, selling the old family home, moving to a more hip part of town, gutting the residence and decorating it in the most fashionable styles, with very expensive taste, to reflect the successful couple's wealth and prosperity, until, the couple, who scare family and personal secrets are afraid to separate, with cheating on the horizon, sister calls, baby brother, and tells him, that her live in boyfriend is abusing her, and she needs him to take care of him.  By this time, the 13 year old, is a grown man, in his twenties, and as is the fashion, with super size me, fast food, and Americanization, the good son and brother, is bigger, and is now, being looked at as his sister's protector, and he took that role, seriously, seeing, she had been the only one to protect and care for him, doing a rather good job of raising him.  However, he was a bit reluctant to take on a man, whom he had come to love, almost like brother or father by this time, too.  So, sister, throws in the information, of who his mother's killer was . . . she tells him the boyfriend!  The mother had been stabbed, I believe around 31 times, in a very brutal attack, that seemed up close and personal, as stabbings are, considered, much more personal, especially, when there is overkill, as there was in the case of the mother.

The Good Son and Brother, Comes Home And Takes Care of His Mother's Killer and His Sister's Abuser . . . Shoots The Guy in the Head!

Both the sister and the brother are charged in the death of sister's boyfriend, seeing that she lured him into the garage, where little brother, had been patiently waiting for four fucking hours . . . premeditation, doesn't go over well, with juries, knowing, that the brother, was fully capable, of walking away from the murder, that he, while, fully understanding his rage, and the feeling of the need to protect his sister, should have gone to authorities, with the murder of his mother.  However, the sister, who may actually have been the one, with the rage, and could have been the one to have committed the murder of her mother, not the boyfriend, was really the mastermind behind, probably, the death of her mother, for inheritance, to get her hands on it while her brother was young, knowing full well, that if she waited until her brother was of age, she would not get a dime of the parents fortune, and they had been very successful in their own right, but she was also, the prime mover, in getting her brother, to take out the boyfriend, who was, going to claim, property, if she left him, or if they split, he could reveal the secrets, of the murder of her mother!  What a fucking mess, and so sad, that the brother, a great kid, with so much potential, was sucked into the fucked up mess with his sister, who had her own reasons, to at least entertain, thoughts of killing her parents, being victimized by the culture she came from being very unfair to female children . . . but, murder is not the solution, the girl was very bright, ambition, and driven herself, and could have been wealthy through her own hands . . . in coming to this country, she also got inflicted with this countries, sin, of American greed!

The sister, during the trial, actually got up and walked out of the court room and disappeared for a while, on the run, changing her name, residence, and eventually ended up on the FBI's most wanted list of fugitives! Even her roommate, didn't know here secrets, until, after the sister, turned herself in to authorities, to be extridited back to the U.S. to stand trial, or to be sentenced.  The jury, simply found her guilty for running, thinking that innocent people don't run--oh, yeah, rebels, knowing they are being falsely charged, and know damned well, they are going to be either killed, or taken to a federal detention center without any rights, having NEVER been charged, RUN!--so, she was sentenced, to life, as was her brother.  Her brother tried to contact her, through letters, both being in prisons, just 30 miles from each other, but she would never write back and told him, the brother, he was dead to her, and she had not brother.  

The kid, will be up for parole, by the year, 2034 or somewhere around there.  I thought of my own case, and of my own, big sister, and her influence on not only my siblings, but her parents, and her extended family, over men, over cops, and once endowed with my life, my name, my credentials, power of being an attorney, and not just the normal attorney, getting rich, off my work, she became the grand madame, and used the money, influence, that should have been mine, to control, manipulate, drive, corrupt, and even lead others to not only break the law, but murder, corrupting her own children, assassins, and serial killers, then wanting to ditch them, and claim mine, as her own . . . there are pure evil people who walk this earth, who see the world, only through their needs, desires, and have no boundaries, between what is yours and what is theirs, and they will steal, kill and destroy anything in their path, to get what they want . . . very sad . . . but, as is the case with his young man . . . he had alternatives, options, and could have refused to do her bidding, he made the choices to do what he did, and he is now, as sad as it is, paying the consequences of those choices!

Whether We Were Dealt a Bad Hand in Life, as a Child, Parent, Cop, State Official . . . We All Have Choices, We All Know the Difference Between, Right and Wrong, or We Would be Declared, Criminally Insane, and All of Us, Regardless of Circumstances, Will Pay for Our Choices in Life!

BE SMART, EARN YOUR WAY, FOLLOW THE LAW, AND STAY THE COURSE, NO MATTER HOW DIFFICULT!

YULE LOVE THIS! EXOTIC, RARE & EXQUISITE! THE PROFESSIONAL RADICAL: CONVERSATIONS WITH SAUL ALINSKY (COPYRIGHT 1965) . . . SOME FUN QUOTES, THAT WILL MAKE YOU THINK, ME TOO! I JUST WANTED TO MENTION, BOTH BY WAY OF BEING FLATTERED, BUT CONCERNED--I HAD DINNER AT THE FLATHEAD COUNTY AREA ON AGING, BOTH YESTERDAY AND TODAY . . . GOOD, HEALTHY FOOD, FOR SENIORS. BUT, I WAS QUESTIONED FOR MY AGE, WITH THE STAFF, COMING BACK TO ME TWICE, TELLING ME I DIDN'T LOOK LIKE I WAS 60 OR OLD ENOUGH TO COME TO DINNER THERE. I ASSURED HER, THAT WAS A COMMON PROBLEM, BUT, I ASSURED HER, WITH ABOUT 4 PEOPLE EATING THERE BOTH DAYS, WHO KNOW HOW OLD I AM, BEING ONLY SEVERAL YEARS OLDER THAN ME, AND WHO HAVE KNOWN ME FOR YEARS, SINCE COMING TO THE AREA, LATE FALL OF 2012! I HAD MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE IN MY PURSE, SINCE I HAVE BEEN BLOCKED FROM OBTAINING COPIES OF ANY OF MY OTHER I.D., AND ONLY HAVE THAT, AS PROOF, BECAUSE A PROFESSIONAL AGENCY, GOT IT FOR ME, CIRCUMVENTING GOVERNMENT, OR MOB, OR SUPER MOB, INTERVENTION, WHO WATCHES ALL COMPUTER ACTIVITY, MONITORS PHONE CALLS, BLOCKS TEST MESSAGES AND EMAILS, ON A DAILY BASIS! BOTH YESTERDAY AND TODAY, I WAS CUT OFF FROM INTERNET ACCESS AT THE AOA, AND MY GUESS, IS THAT, STAFF, WHO FOUND MY APPLICATION OF SEVERAL MONTHS AGO, TO START COMING TO LUNCHES, SAT SILENTLY BY, HAVING MADE A REAL ISSUE OF MY AGE, ONLY TO LEARN THAT I WILL BE, 61, AS OF DECEMBER 17, 1954, WHETHER I LOOK LIKE IT OR NOT! BUT, FROM MY ENEMIES PERSPECTIVE, HOW CAN MY SISTER, RACHEL, AKA, ME, WHO IS 53 YEARS OLD, BE COMING TO THE SENIOR CENTER FOR DINNER? SHE CAN'T . . . SO, BLOCK ALL COMPUTER ACCESS, SO MY APPEARANCE AND ATTENDANCE, CAN BE COVERED, LIKE MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE HAS BEEN, FOR THE LAST 15 YEARS! YESTERDAY, WHILE I WAS TYPING MY BLOG, SOME STRANGE, NOTE CAME UP, SHOWING THAT, ON COOKIES OR THROUGH THAT ACCESS PROGRAM, 16 PEOPLE ON ONE COOKIE HAD ACCESS, AND 11 PEOPLE ON ANOTHER, HAD ACCESS, OR SO, THAT IS HOW I READ IT! 27 PEOPLE, ARE ON THE GRAVY TRAIN, GETTING A DISTRIBUTED CUT OF MY BLOG MONEY, BEING DIVERTED, ONCE I WRITE, THE BLOG IS SCANNED, AND COMES OUT AS IF, IT IS BEING WRITTEN BY SOMEONE OTHER THAN MYSELF! NO, ALL 736 OR SO BLOGS, ARE ALL WRITTEN BY ME, OR ORIGINALLY WERE, SOME, THROUGH THEFT, MAY HAVE BEEN EDITED, PUT THROUGH COMPUTER PROGRAMS TO ALTER A WORD OR TWO HERE OR THERE, GENERALLY, WITH LITTLE CHANGE, AS I HAVE CAPTURED THESE BLIPS, THAT HAVE PERIODICALLY, COME UP ON MY SCREEN, I AM SURE, UNINTENDED FOR, THE AUTHOR'S EYES! BUT, SOMEWHAT DISCONCERTING, AS BEING QUESTIONED ON MY AGE, WHICH IS, LIKE I SAID, COMPLIMENTARY, BUT, ALSO HAS ADDED TO GRIEF, SAYING I AM TOO YOUNG TO HAVE DONE ALL THAT I HAVE DONE, OR TOO YOUNG TO HAVE HAD MY CHILDREN, STARTING WITH MY OLDEST DAUGHTER, WHO IS 40 YEARS OLD--I WAS ON MO STANDARD BRIDE TIME, A TEEN MOM, NOT THROUGH A TEEN PREGNANCY, TOTALLY VIRGIN! AND GOING ON DOWN, TO ELLIOT, MY 32 YEARS OLD ROCK STAR, GOD'S REVOLVER, THE DITCH AND THE DELTA

My IP Number Today at the Flathead Area on Agency Lunch, As I Was Blocked From Connecting To Their Internet, Was . . . 0.0.0.0., So, As the Writer of Bad Ass Con Law Chick Blog, I Was Totally Cut Off! And How Many Other Times?

WHAT THE FUCK, EVER!

The Professional Radical!  I Could Totally Relate to the Jail Statements!  LOL!  Been There, Done That!

HAVE TROUBLE, WILL TRAVEL!

• reckless wit and cool detachment
• city set on edge--screams of rage, moans and groans, ruins of power structure dictatorship based on slum dwellers (Chicago, race, labor, tenant, immigrants, etc., 1960's)
• techniques of lynch mobs
• unlike his critics--Alinsky really believes in democracy!
• a personal relationship cannot substitute for a power relationships!  (Alinsky met with Mitt Romney's dad, George, when he was President of General Motors, dealing with labor dispute issues)
• the making of a an anti-fascist . . .
• a man's right to a job, transcends the right to private property
• I learned that you had to look at life, in a flexible, fluid way
• you have to have a sense of humor to survive--in doctrinaire people have no humor
• once your on top, you want to stay that way, you learn to eat at the best restaurants, fly first class, but the next thing you know, these things are essentials.  Your imprisoned by them . . .
• It that screwball ever shows up again, tell him I'm out!
• When you find yourself completely caught, subjugated, crushed in this kind of situation, you have a choice of two ways out: One way is to  blow your top--you say, "Who ever asked me to come into this world anyway?"  And you wind up killing your wife and your kids and yourself.  You read about these things in the papers.  The other way is what 99 per cent of the population does--you rationalize.  You say, "Go fight City Hall.  It's a tough world, tough for everybody.  And this isn't too bad.  I get my relief check regularly, and maybe my number will come up in the numbers, or my policy ticket--anyhow, it could be worse.  I'm better off than that guy down the block." And you just exist.  You keep all your anger, all your feelings pent up inside you.
• When you're in the field of action you have to do your thinking on the run.  You don't have time to figure out whether what your're doing really makes sense.  You don't acquire what the Greeks called, real experience.  IN order to get experience out of living and action you've got to go off by yourself and digest it.  Wise men in the old days knew this.  So they went off into the wilderness to think for a while.  Well, my wilderness turned out to be a jail in a Middle Western city where I was organizing people living in a miserable slum. . . . I had a very good deal in that jail--I din't suffer at all.  I had a private cell; they treated me very nicely.  (LOL!)
• Now there 's no place that is better designed for reflective thinking and writing than a jail. . . . I wrote my book, Reveille for Radicals in that jail.  Sometimes the jailers would tell me to get out when I was in the middle of a chapter.  I'd tell them, I don't want to go now; I've got a couple of hours' more work to do.  This really confused them.  But after a while they got used to it.  (I love it!)
• . . . But, I know that once you reach that point of accepting your own death, you no longer care much whether you're important or not important.  I've frequented the cemeteries too long--I know that that's it.
• I rarely reply to critics.  The reason is not the obvious one--that if I were to spend my time replying to critics I wouldn't have time to do anything else.  The real reason is this, and I try to get it across to my staff: once you become concerned about critics, subconsciously it's going to affect your actions and thinking the way you're thinking now, you're going to start pausing and wondering, "What's Harper's Magazine going to think about it? . . . And the hell with them, you know.  I told Silberman when he first came in to write about us in Fortune , "I don't care what you write.  It isn't going to make a bit of difference. . . . So the critics are going to read it?  They DON'T COUNT! (emphasis added)
• one of the worst crimes that has been committed on us, in quoting that line from Shakespeare, about who steals my purse, steals trash, but he who takes my reputation takes everything.  This is a damnable lie.  There's been more corruption because people were concerned about their reputations rather than their purse.  I think being concerned about their reputation is one of the worst prisons you can have.
• Let them call me rebel and welcome, I feel no concern for it; but I suffer the misery of devils, where I to make a whore of my soul . . .--Tom Paine.
• . . . churches were a big dominate role in civil rights
• Smugtown U.S.A. is a good name for that place.
• It those big fat-cats downtown write papers and calling Alinsky a dangerous, no good son of a bitch, then he must be alright!
• Mark Twain once said that an ethical man was a Christian holding four aces.  If you've got that, you can afford to be ethical.  The ethics of means involves a lot of things, such as who is the judge, the times, and whether you're winning or losing.
• All evening on TV you can watch plays where all the good guys win and the bad guys get killed.  Then you come to the ten o'clock newscast and your punched right into the real world where the good guys get killed.
• better to die on your feet, than live on your knees!
• If man has opportunity and the power to use that opportunity, then I'll bet on him to cross any bridge,  no matter how tough or seemingly hopeless it may look.  As a matter of fact, I've already bet my life on it.
• As an antidote to local apathy, Alinsky, launched an anti-pollution drive which moved into high gear after the city was suddenly darkened by what one columnist called a blanket of floating filth. When Mayor Daley denied that the pollution problem was serious, Alinslyu rejoined, What the hell does he breathe with--his ears.  LOL, this was in 1968 or around there!
• We talk about the black days of infamy.  So it's natural for them to react by saying, black is beautiful.  In the end they'll see that black is beautiful and ugly.  White is beautiful and ugly.  Every color is beautiful and ugly.
• Who ever heard of Jewish boys being arrested?  And they promised the police sergeant their boys would be punished plenty when they got home. My mother didn't take me home.  Instead she took me to the rabbi--I was very devout up to about the age of twelve.  The rabbi started telling me how wrong I was and I defended myself.  "They beat us up," I said.  "So we beat them up.  That's the American way.  It's also in the Old Testament: an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.  Bet the hell out of them.  That's what everybody does."  The rabbi answered, "You think you're a man because you do what everybody does.  Now I want to tell you something the great Rabbi Hillel said: Where there are no men, be thou a man.  I want you to remember that.  I never forgot that.

See it as your duty, to right wrongs, to defend the oppressed, to see that there is justice for all . . . you will find, great joy in that!--bad ass con law chick!

REAL MISTLETOE. SANTA . . . BEING GOOD IS BORING! POWER WHEELS, DUNE RACER EXTREME. SMALL PLUSH HATS . . . HOTLANTA RECORDS--WARE--RIALTO. OUT & ABOUT, CIA ENTRANCE . . . TRAINED TO KILL, LICENSE TO KILL . . . HAL DEADMAN, LUCKIE! NUTSHELL--INITIATED INTO A SECRET WORLD--TRAINED FILTRATION INTO MY LIFE. WARNING--WATCH FOR CHILDREN! THE DESTRUCTION OF BEAUTY . . . SURVIVING EVIL. BLOODBATH. PRACTICAL INTUITION. MASTER MIND. HER LEGACY IS FIGHT! RIGHT PLACE, RIGHT TIME, PEPPER SPRAY . . . BLOOD, LIES & ALIBIS! POLITICS, POLITICS, POLITICS . . . MORNING CONVERSATION--TOO EARLY--MOMENTS OF SILENCE . . . SOMETIMES I SEE YOU TALKING TO YOURSELF? YEAH, AND I ENJOY MY CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF, OVER MY CONVERSATION WITH 95% OF THE PEOPLE I MEET! LOL! THAT IS THE BEAUTY OF HAVING KIDS . . . YOUR RAISE TO YOUR TASTE! LOL! I DON'T TALK BLACK FRIDAY SALES, OR NECESSARILY WHAT YOU DID FOR THANKSGIVING; I TALK, THE IDEA OF POLITICS OF COMPROMISE: (1) IN LIGHT OF THE RECENT SHOOTINGS AT THE COLORADO SPRINGS ABORTION CLINIC--KILLING THREE VERY ALIVE, PEOPLE WITH CHILDREN, SO WITH THE RIPPLE AFFECT, SPREADING TO THE NEXT GENERATION; (2) AND IN LIGHT OF INCIDENTS LIKE THIS SHOOTING, BRINGING UP GUN CONTROL ISSUES, AND WITH PRESIDENT OBAMA, SAYING THIS DOESN'T HAPPEN IN OTHER COUNTRIES, SUGGESTING THE PROBLEM IS GUNS, ACCESS, NOT STUPID PEOPLE, WITH GUNS, WITH FUCKED UP IDEAS OF JUSTICE, OR BLIND ASS STUPIDITY OF PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES, ACTUALLY BLAMING THE LIBERAL PRESS, THEN STATING THE GUNMAN VOTED AS A TRANSGENDER, COMING FROM A CANDIDATE, WHO IS ENDORSED BY AN ABORTION CLINIC BOMBER, A PREACH, WHO BELIEVES GAYS, OUGHT TO BE PUT TO DEATH, AFTER GIVING THEM TIME TO REPENT, AND OTHER EXTREMELY RADICAL POSITIONS THAT, NOT ONLY DON'T BELONG IN A SECULAR NATION, CONTROLLED BY A CONSTITUTION, THAT SEPARATES CHURCH AND STATE, AND THE ESTABLISHMENT OF RELIGION, RULING THROUGH LAW, RATHER THAN EMOTION, AND INDIVIDUAL RELIGIOUS BELIEFS, IN ORDER TO HAVE A SOCIETY, BASED ON ORDER, FORMING A MORE PERFECT UNION, RATHER THAN CATERING TO THE INDIVIDUAL LUNACIES OF EACH MAN BEING A RELIGION TO HIMSELF, AS THIS MAN, BLAKE MCCOY, WAS, OBVISCAITING THE LAW, AND REPLACING IT WITH PERSONAL BELIEFS, BREAKING THE 10 COMMANDMENTS, WE ALL CAN AGREE ON . . . IN ACCEPTING, WHETHER CIA OR LUNATIC FRINGE, "THOU SHALT NOT KILL!"; (3) TAKING THE LEGISLATIVE IMPOSED, BIGSISBRO OF MAKING A WOMAN, WATCH A VIDEO, OF A BABY AND WHAT DEVELOPMENTAL STAGES THE BABY IS AT, AT THE TIME OF HER, EXERCISING HER, 9TH AMENDMENT RIGHT TO PRIVACY IN, BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR HER REPRODUCTIVE CHOICES AND DECISIONS FOR WHAT IS BEST, INDIVIDUALLY, KNOWING HER LIFE AND CHALLENGES, DEFENDING HER 5TH AND 14TH AMENDMENT RIGHTS, TO DUE PROCESS, DENYING THE STATE FROM TAKING HER LIFE, LIBERTY OR PROPERTY--MOST PRECIOUS, CONTROL OVER HER OWN BODY, WITHOUT DUE PROCESS AND EQUAL PROTECTION . . .(4) PERHAPS, WE SHOULD, BEFORE ISSUING GUN PERMITS, REQUIRE, GUN OWNERS, TO WATCH A VIDEO, OF WHAT IT REALLY LOOKS LIKE TO SHOOT SOMEONE . . . NOT JUST A WHOLE, WITH A TRICKLE OF BLOOD, LOOK AT BLOODY SCENES FROM SANDY HOOK, CONNECTICUT, OR COLUMBINE, OR COLORADO SPRINGS, BEFORE THEY TAKE THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR BEING A GUN TOTING COWBOY, CALLED, "QUICK DRAW, MCGRAW!" NOW THAT IS BRILLIANCE IN POLITICS, TAKING WHAT IS IMPOSED BY MEN, GENERALLY, ON WOMEN, AND APPLY THOSE SAME TACTICS, ON A GENERALLY, MALE PRE-OCCUPATION WITH GUNS! EXCEPT IN MONTANA! CONGRESS IS NOT THE ONE WHO CAN INFRINGE ON THE RIGHT TO BEAR ARMS, BUT STATES, CAN, BEING OVER THE HEALTH, SAFETY AND WELFARE OF ITS CITIZENS, PERHAPS, MAY WANT TO CONSIDER, LEAVING THE SILENCE, QUIET, WELL THOUGHT, DECISION TO HAVE AN ABORTION, THAT AFFECTS, FEW OTHERS IF ANY, TO THE QUIET OF A CLINIC . . . AND PUT, THE VIDEO DEMANDS, ON THE GUN OWNERS, WHO INVOLVED AND SICKEN A WHOLE FUCKING COUNTRY! MY DAUGHTER, GRETA, WITH ME EMBELLISHING THAT IDEA A BIT, BROUGHT THAT IDEA TO MY ATTENTION--SEEN SOMEWHERE ON SOCIAL MEDIA, COMING UP IN OUR POLITICAL DISCUSSIONS, YESTERDAY! THAT MAY, LEAVE, THE RIGHT TO A FIREARM, TOTALLY IN TACT, BUT, FORCE PEOPLE WANTING GUNS TO SEE, THE DRASTIC RESULTS OF, BEING IRRESPONSIBLE AND CRIMINAL IN THE USE OF THAT SAME GUN! THE NRA, HATES RESTRICTIONS ON FIREARM USE AND GUNS PURCHASE . . . YET, I WOULD VENTURE A GUESS, THEY WOULD BE FIRST TO LINE UP, AND FORCE A WOMAN TO HAVE TONS OF BURDENS, INVASIVE GOVERNMENT ACTIONS, AND VIOLATION OF HER RIGHTS, CONSTITUTIONALLY PROTECTED RIGHTS, WHILE THEY WOULD BALK, AT THE SAME MEASURES BEING INFLICTED, ON THEM, LEAVING A NATION, TO WITNESS THE HORROR OF THE BLOODY KILLINGS, THE MANTRA OF KILLING ABORTION PROVIDERS, STAFF, BLOCKING WOMEN, FROM A CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT, JUST AS VIABLE AND ALIVE, SINCE 1973, SUPPORTED BY 7 OF EVERY 10 WOMEN, SOMETIMES A SILENT MAJORITY, AFRAID TO BE AS VOCAL, AS THEIR MALE COUNTERPARTS, IN INSISTING THAT ABORTION CLINICS, PLANNED PARENTHOOD, THAT IN REALITY, IS A PRO-LIFE, ADVOCATES, BEST ALLY, IN LIMITING, IF NOT PUTTING A HUGE ASS DENT, IN ABORTION NUMBERS, THROUGH, EDUCATION, PROVIDING BIRTH CONTROL, AND OTHER MEASURE SHORT OF AN ABORTIONS AS STEPS, PREFERABLE TO ABORTION! I CAN GUARANTEE, REPUBLICANS, OFTEN THE WORST OFFENDERS, ARE NOT, AND I REITERATE, NOT, GOING TO STOP SEX! JUST THIS WEEK, TWO OR YOUR MOST PIOUS AND ALLEGEDLY RIGHTEOUS CANDIDATES, JEB BUSH AND MARK RUBIO, WERE PURPORTED TO HAVE HAD AFFAIRS! SEX IS THE GENERAL RULE, ABSTINENCE IS THE EXCEPTION . . . UP TO 80% OF OUR TEENS HAVE HAD SEX BY THEIR SENIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL, SO WHAT ABOUT COLLEGE?!!!! IT IS TIME, WE FOCUSED ON THE REALITIES OF BEING HUMAN, MEN AND WOMEN, THE NEED FOR LOVE, TOUCH, AFFECTION, AND PLANNED ACCORDINGLY . . . LIKE IN FUNDING, PLANNED PARENTHOOD, THAT HAS BEEN AROUND, I BELIEVE FOR ALMOST A CENTURY, AS I RECALL, READING OF LATE? BUT, WHETHER IT IS 50 YEARS OR 100 YEARS, IT IS A NECESSARY, EVIL IF YOU WANT TO CALL IT THAT, OR A THOUGHTFUL APPROACH TO BEING HUMAN, SEEING SEX AS A NATURAL EVENT, RATHER THAN, SOMETHING DIRTY, UGLY, TO BE SILENCED, PUSHED ON THE DARK CORNERS, YET, SO HIGHLY EVIDENT, EVERYWHERE ONE LOOKS! IT IS TIME WE GOT REAL WITH GUNS AND REAL WITH SEX! SEX HAPPENS!

Santa . . . Add My Name To the Good Girls And Boys List . . . Because, It is Hip to Be Square!

This holiday season, there are so many, great efforts and events to hook into!  I am not sure, when the Tuesdaygiving, activity is, with advertisements on MSNBC, Misha, an anchor on, Morning Joe, news show, from like 5 to 7 A.M. each morning, or maybe even 4:00 A.M., but, the logo for the event is a heart, with crisscrosses, through it, indicating, acts of love.  Maybe that is today, I am not sure, but, the idea, is to share you energy, your joy, your talents, you education, or whatever it is, and contribute that is some form or another to your community, making it a nicer place, making you a nicer person, and as per, yesterday's blog, making you are more joyful and happy person, hitting what really counts, being dedicated to something you feel passionate about, and rather than acting for money, seeing, your contributions of what you have to offer, as a duty, as I do, writing this blog each day!  Rather than, singing about, peace of earth, good will to man . . . actually, create peace, and bring good will to man, through your great acts of giving, of YOURSELF, and there is nothing better, nothing more rewarding, and nothing more heart felt and gladly received!

Last night, on the Last Word, with Lawrence O'Donnell, the talk show host, talked about, his efforts, along with a group, called, K.I.N.D., or Kids. In, Need, of Desks!  If you are interested, in helping, kids in some country, I didn't catch that, Africa, or somewhere, get desks for their schools, so they can actually sit at a desk, with a bench seat and table, fitting about, 3 to 4 students, per desk, with great, sturdy construction, wood and metal, you can make contributions, to and I am guessing, lastword. com or msnbc.com, as a possible way to get to this organization and charitable effort . . . good stuff!  And I am sure, that Fox News or Opinion, being members of the religious right, is doing similar efforts to further their religious beliefs, of feeding the hungry, clothing the naked, and visiting those in prison, or taking care of the widow and the fatherless, rather than their normal, charity of giving big tax breaks to the wealthy!  Taking the bull by the horn, and doing whatever it is, that will either rival, the liberal press, or outshine them!  LOL! We shall see . . . 

Someone asked me, why all the Democrats seem to be rich . . . I answered, because they care about others! and God blesses them for their efforts.  I am in Kalispell, soon to be run out, of yet, another town, on a rail, for saying this, but, the bus system up here got an F, for service and providing access to the less fortunate, like me, and one of the bus drivers, asked me why, the city fathers and mothers, refuse to put money into the bus system as they do, down in say, Missoula or Bozeman, that I brag about to them, where the bus service is free, goes on Saturdays, and in Bozeman, maybe on Sunday, and there is service, until 9:45 P.M., on several of the most used routes, and this is college related, but the UDASH system, in Missoula, student owned and operated, and the city buses, in Bozeman, run until 2:30 A.M., on weekends, making sure that drunk college students--being responsible drinkers, frequenting the local bars, don't drive home drunk, making all of us, safer!, but, I said, because, the majority up here, are Republicans, they only care about the 53%, not the 47%, you and I belong to, other than in Whitefish, the wealthier and more Democratic, section of the Flathead Valley, with a city motto of Love . . . you do the math!  LOL!

Local Columbia Falls, MT., Man, Teaches Vets to Fish, Rather than Just Giving Them A Fish . . . Repairs Old Fishing Rods . . . Gives to Vets!

What a great idea . . . we are all familiar with the saying, if you give a man a fish, he has food for one meal, if you, teach a man to fish, he has food for his whole life!  What a great idea!  REEL REPAIRS!  Allen Erickson, a veteran himself, was at the local food bank, and realized, as he picked up some food, to make it from paycheck to paycheck, on a fixed income, that, if he could get Vets, fishing rods, they, could literally, sustain themselves, from paycheck to paycheck, veterans benefits to veterans benefits, and believe me, stretching that dollar or two, is hard to do as food prices, living expenses, housing and other things tend to creep up in prices, with benefits, not creeping up at the same rate, that fishing, as MANY vets do, in addition to staying at homeless shelters, or camping out, during the summer months, just to make a half decent life for themselves, usually, living alone, with little contact and connection to family or children, getting a free fishing rod, can make all the difference.  

Many of our vets, have a hard time, fitting back into the daily grind, having experienced, PTSD, and other service related, trauma and injury, or just, getting cynical about life in general, feeling that, there service, was neither, respected, nor admired, with many of us, too chicken shit to put on fatigues and camoflauge, let alone carry a gun and go to the deserts of Afghanistan, or Iraq, now Syria, Libya and other regions of the world, knowing that what happened in Vietnam, is being repeated, by way of cooking the books to  make our efforts, globally, look better than, they really are, so that Congress and the public, will continue to rah, rah, and send troops and money, after we are war torn and weary.  But, for whatever, reason, many of the men, I rub shoulders with, are our truly brave, men and women, of our armed services!  Some, like to get into the wilds, near nature, where there is peace, and the only wild life, they want to participate in, is, seeing the deer, elk, bear, moose, or sitting quietly, by a stream, and forget, what they have been through, for you and I!  So, hats off to this wonderful man, who I know, is meeting a great need, and one, that, provides, some distraction, from the horrors of war, with the challenge, of catching a fish, or wondering if you are smarter than a bull trout!  LOL!

To Donate: used fishing poles or materials to the Northwest Montana Veterans Food Pantry, call (406) 756.7304!

The Lists Of Good Things Good Girls and Boys Can Do to Help Santa and There Fellow Men, Women and Children, This Wonderful Christmas Season, Is Endless and Exhaustive!

Kisses and Hugs, From All The Elves, Rudolph, Mrs. and Mr. Claus, Up at the North Pole!