TOTAL RECALL. THE BOOBS ARE REAL, IT'S THE SMILE THAT IS FAKE! THE OLDER I GET, THE MORE I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE TO KISS MY ASS! MODERN TIMES BEER. EMOTIONS CONNECTED TO CERTAIN TYPES OF ALCOHOL: (1) WINE IS THE MOST LIKELY TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY; (2) BEER MAKES PEOPLE EMOTIONAL; (3) WHISKEY MAKES THEM SAD! ELLIOT & GOD'S REVOLVER, WROTE SONGS, FOR THEIR WESTERN EPIC, LITTLE BLACK HORSE WHERE ARE YOU GOING WITH YOUR DEAD RIDER? CD, SLAMMING WHISKEY AND WRITING SONGS, LIKE, "DROWN MY FUCKING SORROWS!" LOL. YOU WEREN'T DEPRESSED, YOU WERE DRINKING TOO MUCH WHISKEY! LOL. (4) TEQUILA, CAUSES MEN AND WOMEN, TO DO DIFFERENT THINGS, AND I CAN'T REMEMBER, WHO DOES WHAT, OR THE OVER ALL EMOTIONS CONNECTED WITH THAT DRINK, I AM NOT A DRINKER, BUT THERE IS A COUNTRY SONG, THAT SAYS, "TEQUILA MAKES HER CLOTHES FALL OFF!" A POLL JUST CAME IN THIS MORNING, ASKING PEOPLE, WHAT THEIR BIGGEST FEARS ARE: (1) CORRUPT GOVERNMENT OFFICI8ALS! I HAVE TO AGREE! IT SEEMS TO ME, THAT ALL THE REPUBLICANS AND DEMOCRATS IN CONGRESS ARE WORRIED ABOUT, IS WHO IS GOING TO TAKE CONTROL OF THE HOUSE AND THE SENATE, NOT, WHAT BUSINESS DOES THE COUNTRY NEED DONE AND ATTENDED TO! THE WHOLE REASON THEY ARE ELECTED IN THE FIRST PLACE, NOT TO JUST JOIN AN ELITE CLUB OF WASHINGTON, D.C. INSIDERS, WHO WILL DO ANYTHING, FROM, SELLING THEIR SOULS FOR SPECIAL INTERESTS, ON THE OPIOD EPIDEMIC, CUTTING TOOLS THE D.E.A., NEEDS TO FIGHT, PRESCRIPTION DRUGS, HANDED OUT LIKE CANDY BY PHARMACUTICALS, WITH POWERFUL LOBBYISTS, AND TONS OF MONEY! FUCK THE PEOPLE! THE D.E.A., NEEDED SOME CLEANING UP, BUT TO TOTALLY LEAVE THEM DEFENSELESS FOR THOSE WHO REALLY WANT TO DO THEIR JOBS, IS CRAZY ASS INSANE, TO LINE THE POCKETS OF THE DRUG COMPANIES, KILL THE PEOPLE OFF, AND SEE, THE BEST AND THE BRIGHTEST, LEAVE THE D.E.A., AND THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE TO WORK IN LAW FIRMS THAT REPRESENT THE DRUG COMPANIES, USING ALL THEIR SKILLS AGAINST THEIR FORMER EMPLOYER. 60 MINUTES HAD A SPECIAL ON THIS ISSUE, JUST LAST NGIHT. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER WHAT WE WATCH, IN THE HAMMOND HOUSE, BUT WE DID GET TO SEE THE LAST 10 MINUTES! I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SIDE WITH MY MORTAL ENEMIES, THE D.E.A., WHERE ALL MY PERSONAL WAR, ON ASSET FORFEITURE AND OTHER ISSUES, STARTED, BUT, THIS IS TOTAL STUPIDITY, TO SPEND A FORTUNE OF THE TREATMENT AND TRAINING, ON OPIOD ADDICTIONS, AND THEN, CUT THE TEETH TO LAW ENFORCEMENT, IN THIS ALLEGED, "LAW & ORDER" ADMINSTRATION? I DON'T DO STUPID WELL! FUCK? (2) TOP CONCERN AND FEAR, IS TRUMPCARE OR TRUMPDOESN'TCARE! WHAT WILL OBAMACARE LOOK LIKE WITH TRUMP TRYING TO ERASE THE LEGACY OF HIS PREDECESSOR, PRESIDENT OBAMA, NOT GIVING A RAT'S ASS, WHAT IT DOES TO THE PEOPLE, SEEING, THE CAMPAIGN PROMISE, TO KILL OR GUT OBMAMCARE, AS MORE IMPORTANT THAT HEALTHCARE FOR THE PEOPLE? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? GOOD GOD, IT IS LIKE THE TRUMP/PENCE WAR WITH THE NFL? IS THE FLAG MORE IMPORTANT THAN WHAT THE FLAG REPRESENTS AND STANDS FOR? LIKE, WHAT ARE YOU TWO CLOWN ASS CARNIVAL FREAKS, DOING, WHEN THE FIRST AMENDMENT, IS AN INALIENABLE RIGHT, OF THE FOOTBALL PLAYERS TO NOT ONLY KNEE DURING THE NATIONAL ANTHEM, BUT TO STAY IN THE LOCKER ROOM, IN ADDITION, THE BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, HAS SAID, RULED, DECIDED, AND HELD, THAT, NOT ONLY DON'T YOU NEED TO RESPECT THE FLAG, BUT YOU CAN BURN THE FLAG IN PROTEST! GET A GRIP OF WHAT COUNTRY, YOU ARE IN! NOT FUCKING RUSSIA! SO POWERFUL. SO SMART. EVERN GUNSLINGER. IT'S THE BAR! WILD ASS DREAM LAST NIGHT: (1) A TIGER IN THE ROOM, AND THE DUDE I WAS WITH, IN BED, DIDN'T EVEN WAKE UP, WHEN, THE TIGER, CLAWED MY ASS! PRETTY SYMBOLIC OF THE LACK OF PROTECTION, WHEN MY LIFE IS BEING THREATENED, DAILY, EVEN AT LA FITNESS? NOT ONLY IS THERE NO PROTECTION OR SERVICE TO ME, THE VICTIM, WITH NO CRIMINAL RECORD, THERE IS PROTECTION OF THE LIARS, THE FRAUDS, AND THE LOSERS! SIMPLY AMAZING! IT HAD TO BE THE BELLEVUE COPS, WHO GOT MY TWO CELL PHONES, BECAUSE, THE JANITOR WOULD HAVE TURNED THEM BOTH IN, AND I CHECKED AS CIRCULATION AND THE INFORMATION DESK! NOT BODY IS GOING TO REACH INTO THE SANITARY NAPKIN DISPOSER, AND REACH AROUND, UNLESS THEY HAD PROTECTIVE GLOVES ON, AND THERE WAS NO PROTECTIVE SACK IN THE WALL GARBAGE . . . THERE WAS ABOUT, 3 HOURS OR MORE, BETWEEN THE TIME, SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, OR UNDERCOVER COPS, HEARD ME, REPORT TO PARRIS, THAT I LEFT MY TWO PHONES IN THE BELLEUVE LIBRARY, SANITARY NAPKIN GARBAGE, PLENTY OF TIME, TO RETRIEVE, THEM, AND GIVE THEM TO SHELLEY OR RACHEL, WHOMEVER OR WHICHEVER SISTER, GOT MY KIRKLAND APARTMENT! NICE PRICE FOR A NEW APARTMENT, BASED ON MY DISABILITY INCOME, THAT NEITHER ARE ENTITLED TO! THE SECOND I GOT TO THE BATHROOM, WITH THE LIBRARY OPENING AT 12:00, NOT THE NORMAL 10:00 AM, THAT I ARRIVED ON THE BUS, TO TRY TO GET THEIR BEFORE, MOOSE RACHING . . . THE MESSAGE ON THE BACK OF A DOG WALKER, RIGHT OUTSIDE OF KEN'S MARKET, WHERE I HAD BEEN, COMMUNICATING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, THAT RACHEL'S CREW, THE COPS, WERE RACING TO GET THE PHONES TO CLAIM THEM AS THEIR TEAMS, WHICH COULD INCLUDE, ALL REPUBLICANS, COPS, MORMONS, SOUTHIWCK CRIME FAMILY, AND KIRKLAND, BELLEVUE AREA RESIDENTS, WHO WANT THEIR HOME GAL TO WIN, WHEN, SHE DID FUCKING NOTHING, TO WIN, JACK SHIT ANYTHING! HER BOOBS ARE FAKE, BUT THE SMILE IS REAL! SHE GETS ALL THE PERKS FROM MY GREAT LIFE! JUST THIS MORNING SOME OLD VERY, VERY MORMON LOOKING GUY, WAS WAITING FOR FOR THE BUS AT THE KIRKLAND TRANSIT CENTER, AFTER I CAME BACK FROM THE KINGSGATE MCDONALD'S, CHECK, SOUND COMMUNITY CARD, FOR ABOUT, $6.70! I WAS THERE, RACHEL, WAS NOT, SHELLEY WAS NOT! BUT, THIS MAN, ACTED, LIKE HE KNEW ME, OR WAS, AN INTIMATE FRIEND, AND I JUST SAID, OH, HI, HAVE A GOOD MORNING? WHOEVER YOU ARE? NO, RACHEL MAY HAVE GOTTEN THIS ALL THE TIME, AFTER I WAS, TAKEN OUT OF THE GAME, BACK IN 2000, AND THAT IS WHAT GAVE THE FEDS, THE FAMILY, AND THE COPS, THE IDEA, TO PUT HER IN MY SHOES, BUT, NO, I DON'T KNOW ANYONE, IN KIRKLAND, NOR IN BELLEVUE, OTHER THAN THE PEOPLE AT LA FITNESS AND SOPHIA'S PLACE, NEITHER OF WHICH, RACHEL, WHO BITCHED AND MOANED FOR 10 FUCKING YEARS ABOUT LIVING IN BELLEVUE, AS FAR AS I KNOW, GOES TO, LIVING IN ALLEGEDLY, MENDON, UTAH? WHERE, HAD SHE NEVER, PLAYED ME, JOANN. WOULD STILL BE! OR COVE, UTAH! HOWEVER, I BELIEVE, THAT SHE HAS FOLLOWED ME TO MONTANA, AND BACK TO THE SEATTLE AREA! WITH COPS, TRYING DESPERATELY, ALONG WITH FEDERAL LOVERS, TO COVER HER ASS, OR MINE, AND MAKE IT LOOK, LIKE ONE OF THEIR GALS IS, ME, THE FAMOUS ONE, FORCED, BATTERED, THREATENED, BEATEN, AND ABUSED, INTO HOMELESSNESS FOR THE LAST 6 FUCKING YEARS! I AM A LIVING, BREATHING, FULL COLOR, PICTURE OF GOVERNMENT CORRUPTION TO THE MOST EXTREME LEVELS! NO LAW ENFORCEMENT AGENCY, NO PRESIDENT, NO ACT OF CONGRESS, NO SUPREME COURT, CAN, DECIDE WHO GETS TO BE ME! THERE IS ONLY ONE ME AND I AM SITTING, ON COMPUTER, 4, IN BELLEVUE, WASHINGTON, A RESIDENT OF THE HAMMOND HOUSE FOR THE HOMELESS IN GREENWOOD, WASHINGTON! PERIOD! THE GHOST IN LOVE. SINNERS STEEL. THE PETTING ZOO. THE LEGEND OF THE BROKEN. HONESTLY, I COULD KALE LESS! WILD MUSHROOM SHOWS! LIVE SMACK DOWN! "POSSIBLE" LEARNED TO SAY "YES" TO MORE THINGS! I DO GREAT THINGS! THEY SHOP. I SAVE LIVES! LEGALIZE BALLARD. CHECK THE BALLARD LA FITNESS "SIGNATURE CLUB" WHERE THE "IT" GIRL, ME, WENT ON SATURDAY, AFTER THE BUSES WERE FUCKED, DOWNTOWN, BLOCKING ME OR TRACKING ME? I HEARD THERE WAS A PARADE OR WALKATHON . . FINE, BUT, BUS RT 5, FROM GREENWODD TO SEATTLE, WAS NOT ON THE PATH, SO WHY THE FUCK, DID I GET DROPPED OFF ON 8TH AND STUART OR STEWART? THIS WAS A SET UP PLAIN AND SIMPLE! LIKELY, DUE TO THE FACT THAT, I DROPPED MY CELL PHONES IN THE LIBRARY WHERE I HAD BEEN ON FRIDAY AFTER BEING TRACED AND TRACKED BY BELLEVUE COPS, LEAVING ME TOTALLY, UNTRACEABLE, DITCHING BOTH MY COMPUTER AND TWO CELL PHONES, AFTER FRIDAYS, ATTEMPTED DROWNING IN THE LA FITNESS HOT TUB! SO EASY! 4 MEN AGAINST ME? THE LAST ASIAN FISH CHICK, GOT OUT OF THE POOL, SHE WAS SHOWERING, WHEN, I BELIEVE, GOD TURNED ON THE SECOND SHOWER . . . THAT CAUSED ME TO TAKE NOTE AND RUN! HAD THE SHOWER BEEN ON, BEFORE THAT, THE CHICK FISH, WOULD HAVE TURNED IT OFF, BEFORE, I HEARD IT, OR BEFORE SHE GOT UNDER THE OTHER SHOWER! GOD INTEL, SAVED MY LIFE, LIKE IT OR NOT, ALL YOU FUCKING DARWINISTS! LEMERDE CLOTHES: BONE JOUR MADAME! RACHEL CONCIEVED HER FIRST CHILD, STEPHANIE IN PARIS, FRANCE, WITH CHRIS HICKEY! I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO FRANCE! IN THAT SAME SHOP, I WAS LOOKING AT, WHEN THE DUDE, WEARING THE "MOOSE RACING" SWEAT SHIRT, LIKELY AN AGENT, AND HIS WIFE, WALKING HIS DOG, AT ABOUT, 8:00 AM, I SAW THIS LIGHT OR BABY BLUE MAKE-UP BAG, WITH BLACK AND PINK EYES, AND A LOT OF SEVERED HANDS ON THE PATTERN . . . VERY SYMBOLIC OF WHO WRITES THIS BLOG AND WHO SIMPLY DOESN'T! WHO IS THE MOTHER OF FOUR STARS, AND WHO ISN'T! MY STORY IS COMPLETE, SOLID, GROUNDED, AND MARKS, MY PATHS, ON A DAILY IF NOT, HOURLY TRAIL, WRITING SAYINS, SIGNS, BILLBOARDS, TRUCKS, AND EVENTS, THAT MARK WHO IS WHO! AFTER LEAVING BELLEVUE YESTERDAY, I WENT TO GREENWOOD, AND STOPPED IN AT THE ANGRY BEAVER HOCKEY BAR, AND ORDERED, POT ROAST! CHECK THE DEBIT CARD, BUT TAKE INTO CONSIDERATION, THE "AUTOMATIC CARD SHUFFLER" THAT MAKES IT LOOK, LIKE RACHEL IS ME AND ME, RACHEL, OR THE CRIMINAL! AFTER LEAVING BELLEVUE, I FIGURED I WAS SAFE . . . NOT SO! RIGHT AFTER I GOT INTO THE ANGRY BEAVER, THAT HAS, UTAH CONNECTIONS AND GREAT SYMBOLISM, WITH, BEAVER DAM, BEAVER MOUNTAIN SKI RESORT, THE BALLARD BEAVERS, AND NOW ANGRY BEAVERS, AND WHEN, I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL, YOU KNOW WHAT A BEAVER WAS? RIGHT? LOL. BUT, AS I WAITED FOR MY FOOD, I HEARD THE SIREN OF COPS, AND LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW, AND SAW, A BLUE AND WHITE FORD TRANSPORT, I BELIEVE, OR A MERCEDES VAN, WITH SEATTLE POLICE WRITTEN ON THE SIDE, AND AT THAT SAME TIME, I LOOKED AT THE TV, THREE SPORTS EVENTS ON, CAN'T REMEMBER WHICH ONE, BUT, THE WORDS, PROVIDENCE PARK! LIKE GOD SAYING, THEY WERE LOOKING FOR YOUR SORRY ASS, AND YOU DITCHED IN THAT ANGRY BEAVER, AT JUST THE RIGHT TIME OR THEY WOULD HAVE HAD YOU! MY DREAM INDICATES, THAT TO BE TRUE, AT LEAST IN ONE, INTERPRETATON! I WILL WRITE THAT DOWN BELOW IN A SECOND OR TWO! GREAT POT ROAST, BY THE WAY. EARLIER IN THE DAY, TO MATCH ME TO BOTH BELLEVUE AND GREENWOOD, I WAS POWERED BY BLAZING BAGELS! AND A DIET COKE, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE BELLEVUE LIBRARY TO OPEN! BLAZING BUZZ! THEY CALL HER A KILLER, A SINNER, A WHORE, WALK A MILE IN HER SHOES, THEN YOU MIGHT REALLY HAVE TO LOSE. THEN YOU, WILL REALLY KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO HAVE TO LOSE . . . A SONG THAT WAS PLAYING, WHILE I WAS SITTING AT THE BAGEL SHOP! YOU SEE, REPUBLICANS, AS I WROTE YESTERDAY, ARE A TWO ISSUE PARTY, ABORTION AND GAY MARRIAGE! GLAD TO SEE, TRUMP SLAM, PENCE FOR HIS VIEWS ON GAY MARRIAGE OR GAYS IN GENERAL! IT IS THE LAW, ASSHOLE! YOU SEE, TRUMP'S NEW, MIND YOU, BELIEFS, THAT A WOMEN, OUT TO BE PUNISHED FOR EXERCISING HER RIGHT TO AN ABORTION, HE COMES BY, VIA, THE MONEY PEOPLE BEHIND HIM, MY FAMILY, MY MONEY, MY SONS' MONEY AND MY DAUGHTERS' MONEY! YOU SEE, THERE WERE 26 LIVE PEOPLE MURDERED IN CONNECTION TO MY CASES IN UTAH, AND THEY TRIED TO KILL ME, AND THIS SAME PARTY, SEES NOTHING WRONG, ONLY COLLARTERAL DAMAGE TO KILLING PEOPLE IN THEIR PRIVATE WAR WITH ME? SO SHELLEY, SAVED HER SON, TYRONE SOUTHWICK, DIDN'T ABORT, BUT WHO KNOWS IF THERE WERE OTHERS SHE DIDN'T SAVE? I HAD THREE SISTERS, AND MYSELF, AT THE TIME, I GOT PREGNANT, THE FIRST WEEK I STARTED, WORKING AT THE ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, FROM A BOYFRIEND OF 4 YEARS, WHO GOT ME PREGNANT, TALKING ME OUT OF BIRTH CONTROL, HE WAS GOING TO REPENT, NEVER HAVE SEX, LIKE RIGHT, HE WAS TOLD, I BELIEVE IN RETROSPECT, TO GET ME PREGNANT, TO STOP ME, #1 IN MY LAW SCHOOL CLASS CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CLASS, WORKING FOR THREE PROFESSORS AND A THREAT TO THE PATRIOT ACT, ALREADY IN PLAY, IN ANTICIPATION OF PRESIDENT GEORGE HW BUSH'S, NEW ORDER, AND "W'S" NEW WORLD ORDER, WITH COPS IN CONTROL, ALONG WITH THE MILITARY AND NO DAMNED CONSTITUTION TO GET IN THE WAY! I WAS WHAT WAS IN THE WAY! BUT, TO DISCOUNT MY USE OF THE "LAW" TO FURTHER MY CAREER, AS AN ATTORNEY, IS FUCKING LAWFUL, BUTTFUCKERS, FAGS AND MORONS! PUNISHMENT FOR THAT IS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT THAT ONE ACT IS THE JUSTIFICATION OF THE CHURCH, MORMONS, WHO HAS A POLICY, THAT ABORTION IS A FORGIVEABLE SIN, I CHECKED WHEN, I WAS TEACHING FAMILY LAW AT BYU, YEAH THAT WAS ME, NOT SHELLEY, OR RACHEL, FUCK, THOSE NUMBCHUCKS, ARE TOO FUCKING STUPID TO EVEN GET THROUGH LAW SCHOOL, LET ALONE TEACH, AND SUE, SHE WAS, THE MOST LIKELY TO DO IT, SHE TOOK, ONE MASTER'S LEVEL CLASS, AT EITHER WILLIAM AND MARY, OR LEWIS AND CLARK, AND DROPPED OUT, EVEN WITH MONEY, TIME, AND A NANNY! SHIT, NOT ONE OF THEM, CAN SCRATCH THE SURFACE OF WHAT I HAVE DONE, DIVIDED BY 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO PUNISH ME FOR SAYING "YES" TO THE LAW, SAYING "YES" TO OPPORTUNITIES, AND SAYING "YES" TO WHATEVER, AND THEN, GIVING WOMEN, WHO MOCKED AND SCOFFED, AT DREAMS, OR LAW SCHOOL, OR TRASHED KIDS, WHO I ALLOWED TO HAVE THE FREEDOM TO BE WHO AND WHAT THEY WANTED, ONLY, 20 YEARS LATER, TO ENVY, EVERY ACT, THROUGH, MOVE, CAREER CHOICE, ACTION, EITEHR ME OR MY KIDS TOOK, THEN, REWARDING THEM, EVEN WITH DISABLED STATUS TO GET A GREAT APARTMENT, AT A REDUCED PRICE, AFTER THEY STOLE HOUSES, FURNITURE, BET MINE IS IN THAT APARTMENT, TEAL SEMI CIRCLE COACH, HUGE ASS GOLDEN, MIRROR, STEER HORNS, TWO WING BACKED CHAIRS WITH OTTOMANS THAT MATCH,, PLUSH RUGS, ACCENT PILLOWS THAT TIE IT ALL TOGETHER, NOT TO MENTION, OLD RACNCH FURNITURE, WITH STEER HEAD STITCHING, IN THE TAN LEATHER, COWBOY CHAIRS, PROBABLY EVEN HAVE THE PHOTO ART OF MY CLIENT, SEMI-FAMOUS, COWBOY ARTIST, KAY REILLY! BET THEY HAVE MY CUSTOM MADE, 7'X7' CUSTOM MADE BED, REMINDING ME OF BEDKNOBS & BROOMSTICKS, MY ORANGE SILK, CHAIRS, BOOK HUTCH MADE WITH GLASS KNOBS OF WHITE AND PURPLE, ALL OUT OF MY ST. GEORGE, BLOOMINGTON, UTAH HOUSE, ALL DECORATED TO PERFECT TASTE . . . SHELLEY WAS AMAZED, AND SAID, I COULD, "NEVER" DECORATE LIKE THAT, SHE WATCHED ME WALK THROUGH THE BOULEVARD HOME FURNSHINGS, PICK A COACH FROM THE TENT SALE, A GREAT PLUSH RUG, FROM THAT DEPARTMENT, TWO WING BACKED CHAIRS, AND THEN, GET ACCESSORIES THAT PULLED ALL THE COLORS TOGETHER, TAKING A VASE, RACHEL, LEFT BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T LIKE IT, AND ADDING, BLACK, TEAL AND ORANGE, STUFF, TO THE OTHER COLORS, THAT WENT WITH THE DECOR! I HAVE FUCKING GREAT TASTE! NONE OF THEM DO! AGAIN, THOSE GOLDEN NUGGETS OF KNOWLEDGE, OR WISDOM, APPLIED KNOWLEDGE, LEARNING, IN WHAT HIGH SCHOOL, ABOUT WARM AND HOT, COLD AND COOL, COLORS, AND ACCENT COLORS, AND PULLING A ROOM, OF UNCONVENTIONAL, FURNITURE TOGETHER IN A MASTER PIECE! NOT TO MENTION, MY LEOPARD LAMP AND SITTING CHAIR, MY WINE CUPBOARD, I USED TO PUT, UTAH AND U.S. CONSTITUTIONS IN, FOR CLIENTS, WITH THE "LADY JUSTICE" FOR COLOR BLIND JUSTICE FOR ALL, SILVER, CLASSY STATUE, ON TOP! NOTHING BUT CLASS STUFF, PROBABLY, IN THAT KIRKLAND APARTMENT! GET A WARRANT BOYS AND GIRLS, AND SEE IF MY SHIT IS GRACING THAT APARTMENT, FOR THE SHIT BITCHES, WHO ARE SHITTY DECORATORS TOO! I CAN BEAT THEM, IN EVERYTHING FROM THE LAW TO INTERIOR DECORATING, TO KIDS AND FITNESS! NO CONTEST, HERE . . . TOTAL DOMINATION! PUT THEM, THROUGH WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH, THE INTENSITY, THE VIOLENCE, THE COLD, THE CHASE, THE ATTEMPTED HOMICIDES, THE CHASE, THE COAST TO COAST, 24/7 CONSTANT CONTACT, AND SEE JUST HOW FIT THEY REALLY ARE . . . SKINNY, METH HEAD, CHICKS, THE LARGEST USERS FOR METH IN UTAH, IS HOUSWIVES! GREAT WAY TO STAY THIN! I DO MY THE OLD FASHIONED STYLE, I WORK OUT! WHILE SITTING IN THE MCDONALD'S, KIRKLAND, ACROSS FROM, KIRKLAND HONDA, A VAN WENT BY, "HAPPY HOMES" PAINTING & CONTRACTING! THEY LOVE WHERE I LANDED! WOW! MOVE RIGHT IN, BASED ON MY RECORD OF HOMELESSNESS, CONTACTS, AND AGE, DISABILITY, GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK AND WE GET TO PUT HER FURNITURE IN THEIR TOO! WOW, SO COOL! ASPHALT ZIPPER! TOO FAST, SHELLEY! TOMMY THAI. MY GOODS. BLUE MONKEYS. LOVE, CHAOS & DINNER! GOT THE WRONG GALS! FUCKERS! I AM THE BEST CHOICE, ACROSS THE BOARD! FOR EVERYTHING! SHACK SHINE, IS MINE, WITH MY FURNITURE! XPOLOGIX. XPOLOGIX. TRUCK THAT WENT BY AFTER THE SHACK SHINE VAN! YEAH, I KICK ASS IN DECORATING TOO! YOU SEE, THE FEDS, THE SOUTHWICKS, THE COPS, EVERYONE, THINKS IT IS NOT FAIR, FOR ME TO HAVE DONE IT ALL . . . WE ARE NOT COMMUNISTS, SOCIALISTS, FOR THE MOST PART, AND WE BELIEVE IN CAPITALISM, WHICH IS ALL I HAVE DONE . . . I EARNED THE LAW DEGREE, THE LAW LICENSE, THE GREAT JOBS, I TOOK ON THE ESTABLISHEMENT ON ASSET FORFEITURE, SECURITIES AND GOVERNMENT, ALLEGED FRAUD ON MEDICAID AND MEDICARE BILLING, GETTING 9 AGENTS FIRED; I HAVE PAID THE PRICE, OVER AND OVER AND OVER, AVENGED 7 FOLD, FOR DOING WHAT, THE LAW? MY OATH? THE SAME OATH AS THE COPS? THE PROSECUTORS? THE JUDGES? THE LEGISLATORS? NO WONDER, THE PEOPLE FEAR, MOST, CORRUPT GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS, FUCK, LOOK WHAT THEY DID TO THEIR BEST AND THEIR BRIGHTEST! YOU DON'T GET TO HATE THE FACT THAT I DID ALL THIS, HAVE GOOD LOOKS TOO, AND HAVE GREAT KIDS TO BOOT! THAT IS NOT YOUR CALL! WHY ME? WHY YOU, AS BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK? WHY DO YOU HAVE A ROCK STAR SON? BECAUSE, I FUCKING DID IT ALL! GO TELL, GATES, BEZOS, ZUCKERBERG, AND ALL, RICH, THAT, THEY ONLY GET TO CLAIM, WELL, ZERO OF WHAT THEY DID? WOMEN ARE NO DIFFERENT, LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH YOU DUMB ASSES! JUST BECAUSE I GIVE YOU ALL A HARD ON, YOU CAN'T RESPECT THE WORK I HAVE DONE, KICKING THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOUR FOREVER? THAT IS POWER, THAT IS STRONG, THAT IS COURAGEOUS, THAT IS KICK ASS . . . WHAT CAN'T YOU REPSECT AND ADMIRE IN THAT? THE NAME OF THE BEST SPECIAL AGENT OF ALL TIME, IN THE MOVIE, "TOTAL RECALL" WAS "HOUSER" . . . DURING THE MOVIE, AT THE POINT, THAT THE LEADERS REVEALED TO THE ALLEGED, FACOTRY WORKER, MAKING, FEDERAL BORO COPS, THAT HE WAS NOT WHO HE THINKS HE IS, THAT HE IS ACTUALLY, THE LEADER OF THE "RESISTANCE" TO THE "COLONY" OR THE NEW ORDER OF THINGS ON EARTH, THIS CHICK IN THE ROOM, SNEEZED, 'TIS YOU, 'TIS YOU, 'TIS YOU, 'TIS YOU, 'TIS YOU, 5 TIMES IN A ROW, AS IF, GOD WAS SAYING, SOMETHING I DIDN'T KNOW, BUT OTHERS MIGHT NOT, THAT, FROM, WAY, WAY, WAY BACK, I WAS LEADING THE RESISTANCE! YEAH, JUST YESTERDAY, CHECK MY BLOG, I AM WRITING ABOUT, RESISTING, FASCISM! I AM CERTAINLY, NOT THE ONLY ONE, BUT, BACK, 20 YEARS AGO, OR WHEN, I STARTED, TO FIGHT, IN ORDER TO DEFEND, THE CONSTITUTION, I WAS ALONE! THERE WAS THE JOHN BIRCH SOCIETY, THAT THE NEW WORLD ORDER FUCKS, ATTACKED AND SENT INTO OUTER DARKNESS FOR WHAT, 60 YEARS OR MORE, THEN, THERE WAS THE ACLU, WHO, WAS SEEN AS A BUNCH OF FUNKY, OLD HIPPIES, DEFENDING, UNPOPULAR ISSUES, LIKE, GAY RIGHTS, OR SCHOOL ATHEISTS, NOT WANTING THE PRAYER AT GRADUATION . . . THEN, I CAME ALONG, BEAUTIFUL, YOUNG, SMART, TRUE TO MY OATH, NOT ONLY, AN ATTORNEY, BUT, WITH 5 TOP JOBS, ALSO A PROFESSOR, AN AWARD WINNING MANUAL WRITER, FOR ABOUT 3 MANUALS, PUBLISHED, AND WITH MY OWN, COMPANY, OF ANGER MANAGEMENT, THINKING OF GOING NATIONWIDE! WITH GORGEOUS DAUGHTERS IN THE MILITARY, AND UP AN COMING, ROCK AND HIP HOP, RAP, STARS . . . . TOO MUCH, ENVY, JEALOUSY, RAGE, ANGER, NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN, NOT WITH THE DEA, NOT THE MORMONS, NOT THE FAMILY, NOT THE COPS, NOT THE REPUBLICANS, THEY WANTED ME AS THEIRS, BUT FOR THE ABORTION, THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN OUR SOCIETY, IF I DID IT ALL, I FUCKING DESERVE THE FRUITS OF MY LABORS, HONEST LABORS, NOT SKETCHIY, LIKE OUR PRESIDENT! FUCK, I EARNED MINE WITHOUT, TAKING OUT ANYONE, BUT ELEVATING EVERYONE, INCLUJDING THE WORLD, FUCK, THIS BLOG, ROCKS THE WORLD DAILY! ON MY FIRST RESUME TO THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, UTAH PROSECUTOIN COUNCIL, IN THE CRIMINAL ENFORCEMENT, DIVISION, I PUT, THAT I WANTED TO SAVE THE WORLD! I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT AT THE TIME, HAD NO IDEA, BUT, GOD DID, AND I THINK IT TOOK THIS FIGHT, THIS BATTLE, THIS SHIT, ANGER AND RAGE, TO BRING OUT THE FIRE AND FURY, IN ME TO WRITE AND WRITE AND WRITE TO TRY TO CLEAR MY "GREAT NAME" THAT IS THE ONE TO GO TO . . . WHO IS KAY, SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE, MARCIE, TIFFANY, KELLY ANN? BRETT, FRANK, MIKE, TONY, JAMES, . . . I GOT A BLESSING AT AGE 17 THAT MY NAME WOULD GOT DOWN, FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BELIEVE THAT IT WILL. IT ALSO PROMISED THAT, MY CHILDREN, OR THAT I WOULD FIND JOY, IN MY POSTERITY, AND I DO AND HAVE! BUT, YESTERDAY, AFTER WRITING MY BLOG, BITCHING AND MOANING, ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME ALL THE FUCKING TIME, I WENT TO THE BATHROOM BEFORE LEAVING, AND IN A SMALL STUDY ROOM, ON THE BOARD, WAS WRITTEN THE WORDS, "WHEN MUCH IS GIVEN, MUCH IS EXPECTED!" THAT IS SCRIPTURE AND I AM SURE THAT GOD, WAS SAYING, I HAVE GREATLY BLESSED YOU AND YOURS, AND THERE IS GOING TO BE SOME PAYBACK AND I WILL EXPECT MORE OF YOU, THAN OF OTHERS, AND HE HAS! THERE IS ANOTHER PART OF MY BLESSING THAT SAME ON, THAT SAYS, THAT I WOULD HAVE TRIALS, TRIBULATIONS AND SORROWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU THINK FOR ONE SECOND, THAT, THIS HAS BEEN EASY, YOU ARE SADLY MISTAKEN. MY MOTHER USED TO SAY, WELL, EVERYTHING CAME SO EASY TO YOU. LIKE THAT JUSTIFED, TAKING EVERYTHING FROM ME, NOT JUST ONCE, BUT, FOUR TIMES, AND NOW, FIVE TIMES, WITH THE APARTMENT, WITH NO, EMPATHY, FOR WHAT I DID TO EARN, WHAT IS BEING ALLOWED BY OTHER, SISTERS, WHO DID FUCKING NOTHING TO EARN JACK SHIT, TO REAP THE BENEFITS OF MY LIFE, MY CAREER, MY CASES, MY WATER COMPACTS, MY BLOGS, AND MY LOBBYING EFFORTS! WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ABOUT? NO, OPRAH, HILLARY, TONS OF OTHER WOMEN, HAVE ACHIEVED GREATNESS IN THEIR LIVES, THEY DESERVE WHAT THEY DID, CREDIT, MONEY, ACCLAIM AND RESPECT,, JUST LIKE I DO! GIVE CREDIT WHERE CREDIT IS! I AM NOT SOME, NON-PERSON, WHO IS ALWAYS THE EXCEPTION TO ALL RULES, TO ALL SENSE OF HUMANITY, TO ALL FAIRNESS AND JUSTICE! YOU WONDER WHY, I RELATE TO THE DOWN TRODDEN, THE POOR, THE DISABLED, THE DISCRIMINATED, TO ABUSED, BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN ALL OF THEM, AND FOR WHAT? JEALOUSY? ENVY? FEAR? GOD? RIGHT AFTER, OFFERING TO HELP, KAEPERNICK, ON HIS COLLUSION IN THE NFL, BLACKLISTING, FOR EXERCISING HIS RIGHTS TO PROTEST, COMPARING HIS SITUATION TO MINE, IN SO MANY WAYS, BEING BLACKLISTED FROM MY OWN LIFE, FOR GOD SAKE, NOT TO MENTION MY BANK! BUT, AGAIN, ON, TV AT THE ANGRY BEA VER, SHELLEY'S SON, TY, LOOKS, LIKE THE STAR OF "LEAVE IT TO BEAVER!" ALL RELATES, THE RED JESUS IS MINE! BUT, ON THE WALLS OF THE HOCKEY GAME, I THINK, WAS THE WORD, "KAEPERCHER" LIKE GOD INTEL, TELLING ME, THAT, EITHER, CHER, ONE OF MY SYMBOLS FOR SHELLEY, THE BLACK WITCH, WITH JET BLACK HAIR, TOO HARSH, BUT LIKELY, SOFTENED A BIT, BUT, GOD WAS SAYING THAT EITHER, SHELLEY, BEING YOU, IS ALREADY, REPRESENTING, COLLIN, BECAUSE HE AND OTHER NFL PLAYERS THINK THAT, SHE IS YOU, OR KAY IS YOU, OR ONE OF THE FRAUD BROADS, CLAIMING THAT THEY WROTE MY, 6 OR 7 BLOGS, STARTING A YEAR AGO, WHEN HE FIRST PROTESTED, AND THEREFORE, HE WENT TO THEM, THINKING THEY ARE ME, TO GET LEGAL HELP, ON SUING THE NFL FOR THEIR COLLUSION TO PUNISH HIM, FOR HIS PROTEST AND WHAT HAS STARTED AND HAS NOT STOPPED YET! OR GOD WAS SAYING, EVEN THOUGHT YOU WROTE IT, THE BLOG, AND EVEN OFFERED TO HELP HIM, HE WILL GET INTERCEPTED BY CHER, BECAUSE, ANYTHING YOU DO, WILL GET INTERCEPTED, AS THE CALL FROM, THE ATHENE, ON A CLONE PHONE, OR AN FBI FUSION CENTER, THAT, INTERCEPTED THE CALL, JUST LIKE THEY DO, MY BLOG POSTINGS, RIPPING OFF THE DAMAGING ONES TO THE GIRLS CLUB, AND TAKING ALL THE MONEY, TOO! NO FROM, A TO Z, I DID FUCKING EVERYTHING, THEY ARE CLAIMING THEY DID, OR ONE OF THEIR COP CUNTS DID, OR EVEN THEIR MEN DID . . . BRETT TODD STUART OR STEWART, USED TO CALL ME A SEVANT, LIKE THE MOVIE, BASED ON A TRUE STORY, "THE RAIN MAN" WITH DUSTIN HOFFMAN AND TOM CRUSE. A SEVANT IS GENERALLY A PERSON, CHALLENGED, MENTALLY, BUT FOR IN ONE AREA . . . . NICE TRY, DUMB ASS, I AM CUBE SMART, IN ALL AREAS, IN ALL DIRECTIONS, AND ON MANY, MANY, MANY SUBJECTS! LEGAL AND GENERAL! BUT, I THINK, HE WAS, SYMBOLICALLY, THE SPECIAL AGENT OF ALL TIME, AS SEEN IN THE MOVIE, TOTAL RECALL, BUT, IN REALITY, ALL HE DID, WAS BRING, HIS HAREM OF GIRLS, TO COVER ME, BURY ME, ELEVATING THEM, WHILE, ANYONE BUT ME GOT CREDIT FOR BEING, NOT ONLY THE LEADER OF THE RESISTANCE, FUCK, BRETT IS ALL ABOUT THE PATRIOT ACT, AS ARE ALL THE MEN INVOLVED, SO HOW DOES HE SAVE HIMSELF, WHEN HE IS THE ENEMY? HE DOEN'ST, I DID! BRETT HAS CONNECTIONS TO THE MORMON CHURCH, WHO BELIEVES, THAT THE CONSTITUTION IS MADE FOR ALL MEN, AND THAT IT WOULD HANG BY A THREAD, BUT THE ELDERS OF ISRAEL, MORMONS CONVENIENTLY, ADOPTED THEMSELVES INTO THE TRIBES OF ISRAEL, NICE, HUH, THE CHOSEN PEOPLE, OTHER THAN THE JEWS, OLD TESTAMENT STYLE, DONE AWAY WITH IN CHRIST! BUT, THE MEN IN THE MORMON CHURCH, SCRIPTURALLY, WERE TO SAVE THE CONSTITUTION, BUT IN REALITY, WAS ALL THE MO MEN, FBI, CIA, DEA, DIA, AFT, STATE DEPARTMENT, AND JUSTICE DEPARTMENT, WHO, STARTED THE ASSAULT ON THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION, WITH, TWO MORMON LAWYERS, WRITTING BUSH'S WATERBOARDING POLICIES, AND PROBABLY MANY MORE, WHO WORKED ON THE LEGISLATION FOR THE PATRIOT ACT, THAT IS GREAT WHEN, USED AS PLANNED, AGAINST FUCKING TERRORISTS, NO, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICKS, LIKE MYSELF! SO, GROWING UP, I BOUGHT OFF, THAT THE CONSTITUTION WOULD HANG BY A THREAD, AND LIKE SO MANY OTHER, AREAS OF MY LIKE, LIKE, SOLVING MY OWN, CASE, AS THE DREAM WILL INDICATE, BELOW, IF I GET TO IT, BUT, I DON'T LEAVE ANYTHING TO CHANCE, I DO IT ALL MYSELF, FROM MY CASES, WITH NO LEGAL ASSISTANT, TO NO SECRETARY, LIKE ON ALL MY MULTI-MILLION LAW SUITS, TO THIS BLOG OR THE WATER COMPACT . . . . DATING BACK IN MY PERSONALITY, TO SPORTS, NOW HERE IS ANOTHER AREA OF GREAT ILLUSION, RACHEL GOT THE PHYSICAL EDUCATION DEGREE IN COLLEGE, BUT SHE RAN TRACK, TO GET A SCHOLARSHIP, FROM UNLE PAUL SOUTHWICK, THE ONLY ONE SHE COULD QUALIFY FOR, BECAUSE HE HANDED OUT THE MONEY AT THE COLLEGE, SOUTHERN UTAH UNIVERSITY OR COLLEGE AT THE TIME! RACHEL, IS NOT INTO SPORTS, NEVER WAS, WAS NOT INTO CHURCH BALL, OR TEAM SPORTS, SO THAT IS CONFUSING, SINCE I AM A JOCK, TO SOME EXTENT, BUT AN ENGLISH MAJOR! BUT, YOUNG, VERY COMPETATIVE, BEFORE TITLE IX, GIRLS SPORTS, I PLAYED, SPORTS, SPORTS AND SPORTS WITH TEAMS AND BOYFRIIENDS, AND, WHILE COMPETING, AGAINST, TEAMS, WITH NO TALENT ON THE TEAM AS IN CHURCH BALL, I TOOK IT ON MYSELF, TO WIN THE WHOLE FUCKING THING MYSELF, IF I HAD TO! IN VOLLEYBALL, I SERVED, 15 STRAIGHT, TO BEAT THE BEST, GIRLS TEAM IN THE MORMON STAKE, WINNING THE GAME MYSELF! IN WOMEN'S CHURCH BALL, AS COACH, GOING AGAINST, A COLLEGE TEAM, WHO CAME IN WEARING THEIR KNEE PADS AND SPORTING, LIKE COLLEGE TEAM SHIT, I SCORED, 36 POINTS, AND ONLY LEFT THE GAME, UNDER DURESS, WHEN, MY HUSBAND, ACTUALLY, MY KIDS FATHER, SAID, I HAD, USED UP ALL THE FOULS, WHEN THE REF WAS CONFUSED, I WAS FURIOUS WITH HIM! I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE CHEATED, BUT HE WATCHED MY GAMES AND I ONLY, TALKED AND ASKED MEY FRIENDS WHO WON, WHEN, HE PLAYED BASKETBALL FOR THE CHURCH AND WARD! LOL. HE WAS A BETTER LISTENER AND WAS ACTUALLY, PROBABLY RIGHT, BUT STILL, HE SHOULD HAVE HAD MY BACK! LOL! NOW FOR THE DREAM INTERPRETATION, IT WILL MEAN MORE NOW! OH, ONE MORE POINT, I HAVE WONDERED, IF, THERE WAS SOME, FBI FRINGE EXPERIMENT, SEEING IF, SCIENCE OR THE HUMANITITIES, WAS, THE MORE WORTHY DEGREE! HERE AGAIN IS AN AREA OF THE GREAT ILLUSION! I HAVE A BACHELOR OF SCIENCE, AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR! SORT OF LIKE, THE CONSTITUTION, RIGHT THERE IN THE MIDDLE, WITH BOTH THE SCIENCES AND THE HUMANITIES, IN MY BACKGROUND! FUCK, SHELLEY, WAS A BIOLOGY MAJOR, SHIT, I TOOK ONE BIOLOGY CLASS, AND WE COULD WORK AT OUR OWN, RATE, I KICKED THAT CLASS IN TWO WEEKS FLAT, WITH A LAB AND ALL, TESTS, QUIZZES! THAT SHOULD TELL YOU SOMETHING, SHE HAS BEEN STUDYING ME, LEGAL WRITING, AND COMMUNIVCATTIONS, FOR FUCK, WHAT 20 YEARS, AS MY FIRST STUDENT, BLOG AND ALL! SHE NEVER WROTE A GOD DAMNED ONE! BUT, I REMEMBER, ONE TIME, IN A RARE, MOMENT OF COMPETITION OR SHELLEY, APPEARING TO BE COMPETATIVE, THAT SHE, BRAGGED ABOUT THE SCIENCES, RULING OR WHATEVER? LIKE WHAT? SHE IS TRYING TO BE ME, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND, AND HER MAJOR, WITHOIUT EVEN HIGH SCHOOL BIOLOGY, I ACED, IN 2 FUCKING WEEKS! I WONDER WHAT ENGLISH CLASS SHE COULD DO THAT IN? LOL. HUMANITIES RULE! EVEN, BUSINESS AND MEDICAL SCHOOL, ARE FINDING THAT, THEY CAN TEACH, STUDENTS MEDICINE, BUT, THEY CAN'T TEACH THEM THE HUMAN, GOOD BEDSIDE MANNERS, THAT A DOCTOR NEEDS TO SUCCEED! I HAD TONS AND TONS OF SCIENCE, ALL "A'S" AS I RECALL, TOTAL RECALL! SO WHEN, YOU THOUGHT, THAT A SCIENCE MAJOR, MUST HAVE WRITTEN THIS OR THAT ABOUT THE MOUNTAIN FAUNA, THAT WAS ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE IS ALL FULL OF SHIT, AND SHE NEVER HAD CANCER, THE WA, CALL!

YOUR GONA HEAR ME ROOOOAAARRRR, KATY PERRY!

LIONS, AND TIGERS AND BEARS, HA, HA!

When, I was a young girl, I used to often, have reoccurring, dreams of lions, getting loose, in schools, or churches, or at amusement parks, often, terrified when, I was young, but even more so, as, I was a mother, once having a dream that, lions were loose in the church across the street, from your home, on Eccles Avenue in Ogden, Utah, when, my kids were little and at this or that class, and I didn't know were they were, and I knew there were lions, loose in the building!  This dream was not as terror filled, as those old dreams, but, there was surely an element of fear, as, I found, myself, in bed with someone, I didn't know, not sexual, at all, because, the dream, seemed to start, with me, on one side of the bed, and this blonde haired, rather, young man, at first, thinking it was my cousin, Edward, kind of my kissing cousin, but thinking on it, more, he looked a lot like my son, Chris!  So, weird, or taboo, to be in bed with your son!  But in the dream, I didn't know him, and generally, I know, who the players are, old lovers, boyfriends, or love interests! 

Actually, Chris, being symbolic of all my kids, with regard to the serious nature of the last 6 years, with death knocking, daily, on my door, not wanting to alarm them, but, with them, originally, refusing to even want to hear about it, let alone, believe it . . . some of that, was due to possible, federal agents, infiltrating our family, being, hired, placed, matched, specifically, with my kids, to compromise my efforts, and with spies inside the family, to keep me in check, and watch any of them, and for a long, long time, fuck, Elliot's accepting, band engagements, like with the Zion's Harley Davidson, Hog Rally, when, I took Elliot's new, CD, the first of three SONY deals, to the manager, to see if they wanted to use them, when, they hosted a nationwide, HOG RALLY . . . the lady, kept the CD, and when, I checked back with her, she took out a checkbook and was willing to pay, whatever the band asked!  Rachel, his, undercover girlfriend and Dallas, disappeared, into a back bedroom, and when, they came out, Rachel, said that Elliot had, to go to a birthday party or the homecoming party of one of the band members, who was just back from IRAQ or something like that . . . I knew they were covering the FAKE BAND!

THERE'S A TIGER IN YOUR ROOM!!!!!!

I don't recall, exactly, where the dream began, other then, me seeing, the tiger and jumping into bed with whomever, was the blonde dude, in bed asleep.  I was, spooning him, loosely, afraid of the tiger, but not wanting, to wake him up, but still fucking afraid, and worried, that if this beast got hungry, I was going to be dinner!  As I was laying on my side, with my ass, toward the tiger, he reached up and clawed my butt!  No blood was drawn, but, none the less, the tiger had made an aggressive act, that might lead to being eaten.  So, I moved closer to the guy, who was peacefully sleeping, and didn't seem worried at all, about what was going on in the room, nor the threat to either one of us. and at one point in the dream it seemed, that, I thought, it was his pet, which, might be why, I thought of my cousin, Edward, who had, hawks, alligators and paranah, or flesh eating fish, we used to feed hamburger to, for dinner.  I saw a truck or van, with the lettering, ENOUGH SAID. CALL ED!  That may have been some of the connection and bring him to mind, during the dream, and he is in the later, section of the dream.  After the tiger, clawed me, I moved, even closer to this man, whomever, and that was really, the end of the dream, other than, the fear, lasted a long time, in the dream and the threat was real, but the guy, NEVER WOKE UP, nor did he seem to appreciate that we were in any kind of danger.

Now, as far as lions and tigers go, I have traditionally, associated with the Lions, because of the early dreams, seeing those as, symbolic of, the King of Beasts, or maybe even being of royal linage, connecting into the kings and queens of British royalty.  I associated, the tiger, with, Ty, or Shelley, given, Ty's name, and this symbolic world, I have found myself in, looking for, signs, symbols and seeing them, wanting understanding for what has happened, for direction and learning.  So, I was a bit, taken back by the exchange of animals, but,. maybe not.  There is the eye of the tiger, or the Rocky shows, where, I have come up from the dust, over and over and over again, and become a champion of this or that, field, from, award winning manuals, to rockin' securities cases, to being #2 in civil rights, to the #1 top blog in the world!  That is just me!  As I walked through the door to Sohpia's Place today, what greeted me, was, the back of a Frosted Flakes, cereal box, with the words, IT'S THE TIGER!  The tiger is a large cat, and that may indicate, CIA, or it could just mean, that, I am the tiger, to deal with, being sign and symbol, of being the real tiger, bad ass con law chick, and maybe the man, resting, could have, either not appreciated the risk, or thought, you are the bad ass we are all worried about, so, what are you afraid of?

Or it could mean, that, everyone thinks, that the real tiger, or bad ass, ME, is, really, the tiger that is attacking me or Shelley!  The other day, after the incident at the LA Fitness, which appeared from the make up, of who was there, I would say, three cops, two local, one fed, and the hitman, easy to drown me and just say it is an accident, I saw this girl working at the Greenwood library, with a shirt, black, with a white block frame or square, and four letters in the square, probably meaningful to someone, more up to speed on fashion, not me . . . there were two block letters, white, "T A" at the top, and "K U" at the bottom.  The thought came to mind, that the tits and ass, gals, are the ones, who are trying to kill you, indicated by the "U" and the letter "K".  This morning while I was waiting for the bus, the ad for a local hospital came on, Kaiser Permanente, or Kay is her, permanently!  It seems that the more I prove who I am, the closer I get to the truth, the more, the powers that be, say, that Kay is me!  This is facts, in and of an alternative universe, she couldn't be me, in real, other, than to act and play my roll, in a billion years!  Let her start a case from scratch! scratch, not take it after I have WON, and take the money, after doing one appearance before, Neil Gorfuck and the 10th Circuit, because they have not seen me in person, all briefs, filed online, through e-filing!

Not to mention, doing or getting my jobs, or teaching at the universities, fuck, I had her fill in, for me, and nobody thought she did a good job, I had her teach my anger management, and I had the notes and outline, she never had to start from scratch on that, and she still did a shitty job, and on the cases, fuck, if you were going to make $118 million dollar for doing one appearance in court, one you never could have reached, without, getting the case, the license to the bar associations with a clean record, and also, writing and arguing the cases, through the federal system, not to mention, gaming, Judge Tina Campbell, and getting her disqualified, off the case, and this is your first fucking case, coming out of New York Investment News, with your clients, giving you, the unwieldy task of, writing this complicated, case with 6 U.S. Constitutional violations and 29 Utah Constitutional Violation with what, 11 defendants, having to know, constitutional law, administrative law, criminal and civil law, and securities, law, that nobody in 10 years my clients, Brock and Rice, would ever find, but me being exposed through, my government work to all, plus my education, in law school, a one in a million attorneys, and Kay a fucking ambulance chaser, the lowest of the low, in law, same elements on every fucking case, different, people, is not the same, nor even comparable . . . sure, once I won, she was good enough, to go in with all my work and argue, she had been an attorney, trial attorney for what, 30 years by that point?  She fucked the only case I saw her in court, and got fired to boot!  Shit, we are so, not, comparable, in the law, not even close!

I think the cops are being much like the dude in the dream, asleep, seeing these threats, as nothing, or nothing to worry about, fuck, Shelley just got my APARTMENT and her inside chick, just tried to get me thrown, out of the shelter, for trying to meet with Melissa not just once, but twice, having already done a housing  plan, and just waiting to here on the Kirkland apartment, trying to say, that SHE, lost my intake or plan, therefore, I had to come in, and do another one, which I did, twice, and she refused to take the 5 minutes to take what, my name and social security number?  Then, kick me out, for not meeting with her?  YOU HAVE TO BE SHITTING ME!  Wednesday night, when, I came  second time, she under her breath, said, well, you were suppose to be here yesterday, like, ah, not, last Wednesday, when, you could have easily, taken the time, and refused, said, I was scheduled for next week, meaning, next Wednesday . . . I believe, the sheet was reprinted, and the names or sign-ups, changed so they could kick me out . . . I haven't missed a date, court date, in 5 states, with 30 cases, and 3 on appeals, and one to the United States Supreme Court, nor have I gotten continuances!  So, no, I am not amiss on the dates and times, and under her breath she said, well I hate to, because, you always, show up for your appointments?  LIKE WHAT!  A set-up!  Melissa is likely, roped into this, game and has to do what cops, or feds, or could have been paid, or her boss did it, but, yesterday, by way of God Intel, there was a chick in Bellevue who looked a lot like her, and she had, a maroon sweat shirt on, with PINK, or the sign for PUSSY CATS, on both arms, like, I think, that Rachel, or Shelley or Kay wrote the blog, not you!  FACTS, FACTS, FACTS, AND WHETHER I AM FAT, LIKE YOU, OR NOT, IS BESIDE THE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, Wednesday, night, Parris, kept saying, you need to go meet with Melissa, or you will be kicked out.  NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Like I haven't been here, two nights early to meet with her, and asked her, if it will just take 5 minutes to fill out the housing form, and she refused 5 times, and now, she is not coming to me, but calling this chick and that chick in, to meet with them, then, fuck the bitch!  So, then, after, leaving, Parris, and refusing to meet with, Melissa, waiting for her to have time, and maybe this was, Thursday, but, I walked by Elizabeth's bed, and, I believe, that, Parris, Elizabeth and probably, Rebecca, are all, undercover cops, or being paid to work on this or that, for the Hammond House, as I believe, Linda and others are.  But, this proves it to me, so, Elizabeth, asks me, if I had seen her, powder blue, flannel pants, with like little designs on them?  NO.  I will keep my eyes out for them.  She is half my SIZE!  LOL.  But, I see Melissa acting bizarre, Parris pushing me to meet to file out, that EXTRA, LATER DATED, HOUSING FORM, showing me as post dating, the original, that Shelley or Rachel are claiming the apartment with, AFTER THE ACTION, making it look like I  am the fraud and they the original at the shelter, games, they have played on EVERYTHING, in this mix, match and attach, shit!  But, I noticed that Rebecca, normally, long in bed, was up and down, going to bed with her shoes on, as she has before, and I have left, early, or for a day, but she did a strange thing, she put the ladder, right near her upper bunk, were I am in the lower bunk, and placed a bottle of hand sanitizer on the flat, shelf of the ladder?  STRANGE?  IDENTIFIER?  TARGET?  ALSO SYMBOLIC OF CLEAN . . . PURCELL!  NEEDLESS TO SAY, I SPLIT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, OR WITHIN ABOUT AN HOUR!  SOMETHING WAS UP, STING OP!

OH, DID YOU GET THE CLOTHES, THAT, LINDA GAVE YOU? NICE.

So, after being out all night, considering leaving, to Everette or Bellingham, or Tacoma, or even going back to Montana, I decide, no, SEATTLE AND GREENWOOD ARE MY HAPPY PLACES! I decide to come back, and see what is up?  I go to put some stuff back in my rubber bin under my bed, and at first I thought, that I had mixed, Rebecca's bin with mine or someone, exchanged bins?  There were all these clothing items that I didn't recognize?  I did, however, notice, Elizabeth's pajama bottoms from her description, and it appeared that there were several items, that belonged to various other people, from what I had seen.  I thought, someone is trying to frame me and get me kicked out for stealing?  WHAT THE FUCK, if anyone couldn't be accused of stealing clothes it would be me, I wear the same black, every fucking day!  Change underwear, and wash, but always the same black uniform, homeless uniform, that is so, NON-DISCRIPT, that, nobody has ever guessed me homeless, always looks clean, and never said, that I am wearing the same thing, PERFECT!  Everyone thinks I am staff, even after telling them, that I live here! 

At first I was going to leave the clothes on Elizabeth's bed, but, I was afraid that, the original thief, would take her pants again, so I took all the clothes into the office staff and told them, that these were found in my bin?  I pointed out the pants that, Elizabeth was looking for and the staff said, oh, yeah, those fit the description.  We took all the clothes and put them in a see through garbage bag, and I left them to staff and told them, that I would alert, Elizabeth, but I didn't know who the rest of the clothes belonged to.  Cool, we will get them, to the people who ask.  Elizabeth came and I told her, that I found her pants, jammies, and they were in the office.  She came back and said, staff can't find them, and we looked in the linen room, but they are not there either?  I said, no, they said they would keep them in the office . . . well, it is policy, that the staff throw away clothing that is left out!  They knew that you were missing the flannel pants, and they recognized them, why would they throw them out?  Then, both Linda, and Elizabeth, said, it was my fault that staff threw them out?  WHAT THE FUCK?  LOL.  NO, they well knew that you were missing them, and they bagged them and told me, they would be in the office!  FUCK?

Later, as if Linda, was never involved in looking for the bag with Elizabeth, her and Parris, came in all excited, and said, did you get the clothes, that, we put in your bin?  Oh, was that were the clothes came from?  Parris said, you were asleep, so I just put them there.  Why didn't you tell me, in the morning, nothing.  Oh, Linda gave you such pretty things, too bad, they were gone.  No, I recognized them, as someone, walking through the dorm and taking, this or that, that I had seen, nothing special;, and probably donated!  I just said, oh, too bad.  I think that I was being framed, to cover for the apartment given to someone other than me!  But, it didn't work.  I am fact based, over my bases, and do what it takes to make my point!  Then, I put the truth on the record, MY RECORD, MY BLOG!  But, I think, this now, sets the stage for, the second part of the dream.

ENOUGH SAID.  CALL ED AND HIS SMALL DOG PET!

In this second part of the dream, I am at, my cousin, Edward Southwick II's, house, sparsely, furnished, having been on a Mormon mission to Japan, and recently divorced, and too cheap to properly decorate and spend money on a house!  But, we were just talking, and he was running around, like he does, like a chicken with his head cut off, thinking of this or that, and all I remember, very simple is her little dog.  Now, Edward, used to have a larger dog, when, I was coming down, to Beaver Dam, and Vegas, I think he got rid of Jade, before he moved to Vegas and his condo.  But as usual, I am waiting for Ed to make calls and then, we go get in his car.  We were not necessarily, in the country or the city, just on a road, between houses, and all the sudden he lets me out of the car, and leaves me on the side of the road, and I am saying like, where am I?  How am I getting home?

Now, this is incredibly, interesting, because, me and Edward were close, very close during the time I first moved to Montana . . . I couldn't stay in a city, after leaving Utah, for more than about a day and a half, so, I would often, show up in Beaver Dam, where Edward was living and we would hang out for a few days, go dancing, to a movie, or go workout.  Edward was always calling me to come down, and rent one of his rooms, in Beaver Dam, or even in Las Vegas.  I was getting hooked on Montana, and the dry dead desert, I just left, was not a draw for me, but he was.  We have had or been close, a lot of our lives, off and on, but when, I leave, he has turned to Rachel, or Shelley, to get that cousin thing going.  I believe, that, once I left, St. George, and the plans were hatched for Shelley to be me and later for Rachel to be me, and with the majority of the Southwick crime family, all about, the other sisters and the MONEY, Edward caved, and started to work with them, and the cops, to set me up. 

It was at Edward's house in Las Vegas, so it took awhile, that, I got my final two pieces of my I.D. stolen.  First was my, driver's license, in Great Falls, at the DMV, then, I got me, bar association card with my picture, that allowed me to travel still by airplane, stolen, when, staying at a friends, house in Helena, Montana, on the 4th of July, when she asked me to go visit the Veterans, at the Harrisville, if memory serves, VA, to honor the vets and thank the for their service, something, the criminals, would know I would fall for, and feel comfortable to leave my purse, the first time I was separated from it, at Susan Brown's house!  A, B, C, they contact my contacts and buy off, one by one!  But, I still, had my Social Security Card, and my MEDICARE card, hard to get, if not impossible to get, so many with disabilities can't get one!  I left my purse in my bedroom closet, and went to the Planet Fitness Gym, within walking distance, down the street on Nellis, where Ed lived, and when, I got back, with him and one of his girlfriends still in the bedroom, date from the night before, my ID WAS MISSING!  It took me, 4 fucking years to get it back, just the bare minimum!

THE TIGER VS. THE LITTLE DOG!  ME VS. SHELLEY. . . SINCE SHE LEFT . . . SHELLEY WAS TO TAKE MY PLACE AS PLANNED ALL THE WAY ALONG!  BUT A TIGER FOR A DOG?  NOT A GOOD SWITCH!

IT WAS INTERESTING THAT, IN THE MOVIE, "TOTAL RECALL" WITH THE TOP SPY OR LEADER OF THE RESISTANCE, THE MAN'S NAME, IS "HOUSER" AND WHEN, I FIRST WAS MOVING TO HELENA, MONTANA, WHERE I WAS FOR, MONTHS, OFF AND ON, I WAS LOOKING FOR, A SMALL RANCH TO BREED BULLS ON, AFTER  I RETIRED, FROM THE LAW, WITH MY $118 MILLION CASE, AND SEVERAL OTHERS, READY TO CLOSE, ALL BASICALLY WON, BUT, I BELIEVE THE PLOT, CAME AT THE TIME, THAT, I STARTED BACK INTO THE LAW, BECAUSE, MY DAD, WENT, APE SHIT, WHEN, I REACTIVATED MY LAW LICENSE, OCTOBER 1, 2009, IN ANTICIPATION OF TAKING THE BROCK SECURITIES CASE!  WHY WOULD A FATHER, FREAK OUT AND SCREAM AT A DAUGHTER, WHO BASICALLY, RETURNED FROM THE DEAD, OF 9 YEARS, AND WAS GETTING BACK ON HER FEET, IN THE LAW, IF HER LICENSE, THAT HE HAD CONTROLLED FOR, 9 YEARS, WAS NOT BEING USED BY A MORE, FAVORED DAUGHTER, OR THE LOSER, DAUGHTER, WHO, SAVED BOTH HERSELF AND DADDY FROM SECURTIES FRAUD CHARGES, AND WHOM THE STATE OF UTAH, AND THE BAR, WERE BOUGHT OFF, AS PART OF THE DEAL, TO GET, SHELLEY'S EX-HUSBAND, DAVE YAMEN, AND HER MAFIA BOSS, ALAN WOLFSON?

ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE FROM THAT POINT ON, WITH FAMILY PLOTS, PLANS, AND MURDER IN THE AIR . . . KAY WAS ALREADY, WITH BRETT, AND MITT WAS ON THE HORIZON, KEVIN AND SUE WERE MOVING BACK TO UTAH, THE MITT CONNECTION AND THE REPUBLICAN PARTY, IN UTAH, PARTICULARLY, IN ST. GEORGE, WAS SEEN AS THE ONLY HOPE FOR THE PARTY, BEING THE REDDEST STATE AND THE REDDEST COUNTY!

FROM START TO FINISH, THIS WAS ALL PURE POLITICS, AND AMERICAN GREED, WANTING TO BE, THE RICH, THE FAMOUS, THE PRIVILEGED, THE PRESTIGIOUS.

PRESTIGE COPY AND PRINTING!

SO POWERFUL

SO SMART

EVER GUNSLINGER

IT'S THE BAR

ME!

THERE IS ONLY ONE, JOANN S. SECRIST

NOTE, THEY NEVER PUT THE "S." IN THE MIDDLE, OF ALL THEIR VERSIONS OF MY NAME!

I AM NOT ONLY THE BEST CHOICE, BUT THE ONLY CHOICE . . . NOBODY BUT ME, IS QUALIFIED TO BE ME!

GRAPHIC ARTIST + ENGLISH MAJOR + COMMUNICATIONS MINOR + TEACHING CERTIFICATE + LAW DEGREE + 4 LAW LICENSES + TOP CIVIL RIGHTS + TOP BLOG + POLITICALLY PERFECT FAMILY + CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, FORMER, ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL = ME, SITTING RIGHT AT, SOPHIA'S PLACE, IN BELLEVUE, RACHEL IS THE OLD BELLEVUE, I AM THE NEW ONE!

SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL THE GREAT COOKS, AND LADIES OF BELLEVUE, WHO ARE UNRIVALED, IN THEIR AMAZING MEALS, AND THERE IS NO BETTER WAY TO MY HEART THAN THROUGH MY STOMACH!

I HAVEN'T COOKED, SINCE, 1989, WHEN, I WENT OR GOT ACCEPTED TO LAW SCHOOL, LIKE A FISH OUT OF WATER!

I WILL RIDE BUS AFTER BUS, FOR THIS FRESH, GREAT, WONDERFULLY, DISPLAYED FOOD, WE EVEN GOT, FRESH SUNFLOWERS TODAY, REMINDING ME OF MY SONFLOWERS, OR TWO HANDSOME SONS, DAUGHTERS TWO, ALL FOUR, MY CROWNING ACHIEVEMENTS!

I LOVE YOU, KIDS, NO PHONES!

SMILE, NO COPS!

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