Friday, September 22, 2017

RAINCAP. POP-A-LOCK. LUX. ELMORE. LUX. WIDE FORMAT. TACGOL. READDY ICE. SEATAC. DOGWOOD LANE. DOG WORKS RANCH. THE BARBER OF SEVILLE. SEATTLE OPERA. GEORGETOWN. LORD FAUNTLEROY. FIND YOUR BOUNDLESS POTENTIAL. LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED. SERVE PRO. MADE FRESH DAILY. DONATED NIGHTLY. ALAMO MANHATTAN. SYMBOLIC VULCAN CONSTRUCTION. FAKE BOY BAND ALAMO? MAYBE. WORTH FORENCIS ACCOUNTANTS LOOK. NOT ME! BELLEVUE AMINAL HOSPITAL. APOLOGY TO SEATTLE P.D., TWO UNIFORMED COPS IN THE METRO TUNNEL, WERE ACTUALLY BELLEVUE COPS, WEARING FIRE DEPARTMENT BADGES! UTAH USED TO PLAY THIS TRICK, SEND COPS FROM UTAH TO HARASS ME IN MONTANA. LOCAL COPS DIDN'T KNOW WHO THEY WERE, AND THE LOCALS WOULD GET BLAMED! PRO STAR. MAKING THE PLANET A MORE PRODUCTIVE PLACE. YESTERDAY WAS MY 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY FOR STARTING THIS BLOG, BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK BLOG, WITH THE TITLE "THE LAW IS THE LAW, IS THE LAW . . . KNOW YOUR RIGHTS!" MY DAUGHTER, GRETA, SAID, I AM MARRIED TO THIS BLOG. PRETTY MUCH. ANY MAN WOULD HAVE A HELLA TIME COMPETING WITH THE THRILL OF THIS BLOG, THE POWER OF IT, THE TOTAL TURN ON, THE AMPED, ENERGY AND SHEAR FUN OF IT! THANK YOU DEAR READERS FOR MAKING IT, THE TOP BLOG ON THE WORLDWIDE WEB, READ IN 193 LANGUAGES, AT ABOUT, A BILLION HITS OR RESULTS PER DAY, WITH MOST SEARCH ENGINES, LISTING ME, RANKED ON HITS, THE TOP 5 TO 10 SPOTS, USING, THE BLOGSPOT, THE TITLE, AND NOW, INDIVIDUAL POSTS, THAT, WENT OF THE CHARTS IN POPULARITY, STANDING ALONE FROM THE REST OF THE BLOG. I THINK I AVERAGED, ABOUT, JUST OVER 400 BLOGS PER YEAR, SO MORE THAN ONE A DAY, NEVER CHARGED A DIME, NEVER, TOOK COMMENTS, WITH THE TOP BLOGGING DAY, THE DAY AFTER THE TRUMP FIASCO, AND BULL SHIT, ELECTION WE ARE STILL DEBATING, THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN IN CLEAN ELECTIONS, NON-RIGGED ELECTIONS, BUT I SAT IN MCDONALD'S IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, WITH FOX OPINION, PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND, AND EVERYTIME I HEARD THE CREW SPEAK, IT CALLED FOR ANOTHER, BLOG, I COULD NOT BELIEVE, THE PABLUM, AND BULL SHIT, THAT WAS SPEWING FORTH OUT OF THE ANCHOR'S MOUTHS, SO TOTALLY WRONG, AND ONE SIDED, LIKE, HILLARY GETTING OVER 3 MILLION VOTES, OVER TRUMP, ONE OF THE LARGEST WINS IN RECENT ELECTION CYCLES, OVER HER OPPONENT, WAS NOTHING? EVEN IF THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE WAS NOT RIGGED OR BRIBED, TRUMP ONLY WON THE MAJORITY OF WHAT 549 VOTES? NO REAL WIN, IN MY BOOK. THE ELECTION WAS CALLED EVEN BEFORE THE COLLEGE HAD VOTED! THE OTHER DAY, I HAD A DISCUSSION WITH, SOME CHICK A SOHPIA'S PLACE, THAT ASSUMES SHE IS AN EXPERT IN EVERYTHING, AND WHY, I HAVEN'T FIGURED IT OUT. SHE SAID, WHILE CLAIMING TO BE A DEMOCRAT, THAT THERE IS JUST SOMETHING IN ME, THAT, WANTS OR THINKS THAT TRUMP IS GOING TO PULL THIS OUT. LIKE WHAT WOULD GIVE HER THAT IMPRESSION. SHE SAID, WE NEED TO GET RID OF THAT ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTE. WHY, YOUR MAN, ALLEGEDLY WON? I SAID, NO, HAD THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE DONE THEIR FUCKING JOB, TRUMP, WOULD NEVER HAVE WON, AND THE NEWS CALLED THE ELECTION BEFORE THE VOTE WAS EVER TAKEN, DECEMBER 19, 2016! SHE SAID, THAT IS NOT TRUE, I SAID, YES, IT IS. NO, THAT JUST DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT. DID YOU RESEARCH IT, LIKE I DID? NO, BUT I DISAGREE WITH YOU. OKAY, THIS BITCH IS A REPUBLICAN, FOR SURE, PROBABLY A PLANT OF MY SISTERS, OR A FORMER, MORMON WARD MEMBER, OUT HERE IN BELLEVUE! I TOLD HER THAT, I AM A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, AND I DID, ACTUALLY RESEARCH THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE, PROCEDURE, AND WHAT WAS AND IS TO HAPPEN, CONSTITUTIONALLY, AND THERE WAS ONE WAY FOR HER TO FIND OUT, LOOK IT UP ON THE INTERNET. WHY DO I KNOW SHE IS A REPUBLICAN? BECAUSE, SHE "FEELS" THAT I AM WRONG, TOTALLY DEVOID OF FACTS, RESEARCH, EVIDENCE, OR KNOWLEDGE! LOOK UP OR GOOGLE, ELECTORAL COLLEGE, AND NATIONAL ARCHIVES, WHERE THE VOTES ARE SENT AND KEPT. I INFORMED HER, THAT, I WATCHED, V.P. JOE BIDEN, READ THE RESULTS OF THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE VOTE, AS SOMEONE LIKE SENATOR, AMY KLOVICHER, OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT FROM THE DEMOCRATS, I THINK, AND THEN, A REPRESENTATIVE FROM THE REPUBLICANS, HAND, JOE THE VOTE, FROM EACH STATE AS IT WAS RECORDED! BUT, DON'T LET ME, A MEMBER OF THE UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT BAR, CONFUSE YOUR SORRY, DUMB, REALLY, TRUMPKIN ASS, WITH THE FUCKING FACTS! FACTS MATTER, VOTES, MATTER, EVIDENCE MATTERS, AND PROCEDURE MATTERS! NEWSFLASH, REPUBLICANS, TRYING TO CRAM, WHAM BAM, THANK, YOU MAME, OBAMACARE REPEAL DOWN THE AMERICAN CITIZENS THROATS WITH EVEN LESS, DEBATE, NOR HEARINGS, IN TOTAL VIOLATION OF DUE PROCESS AND EQAUL PROTECTION OF THE LAWS, BECAUSE, YOU ARE TAKING AWAY RIGHTS THAT CITIZENS, HAVE, AND THERE IS A CALL FOR NOT ONLY EXPERT COMMENTS, BUT FOR PUBLIC COMMENTS, THAT IS CALLED HAVING THE REQUISIT HEARINGS TO GIVE THE SENATE ENOUGH, POINTS AND INFORMATION, SO, THE SENATORS CAN MAKE A SOUND, REASONS, AND RATIONAL DECISION, UPON WHICH TO MAKE THEIR, INFORMED, VOTE! WOULDN'T THAT BE NICE? GOD? ANYWAY, ON MONDAY, I WAS, THINKING I SHOULD, STOP THE BLOG, LET IT DIE A SUDDEN DEATH, AS I HAVE THOUGHT OFF AND ON, FOR YEARS, FIRST, THINKING OF STOPPING, AFTER THE FIRST 150 BLOGS, ONLY TO COME BACK TO MY COMPUTER, TO FIND A STACK OF BLANK, COMPUTER PAPERS, WHICH, INDICATED THROUGH, SIGN AND SYMBOL, THAT, I HAD MUCH, MORE TO WRITE, AGAIN, FINDING, A TON OF BLANK, PAPER, IN A DRAWER, AT MY APARTMENT, THAT I HAD NOT PREVIOUSLY OPENED TO FIND, ANOTHER STACK OF PAPER, TO ENCOURAGE ME, TO CONTINUE TO WRITE. WHICH I DID. OFTEN, KNOWING THAT, TONS OF MONEY, WAS BEING STOLEN, AND USED FOR, SPURIOUS PROJECTS, LIKE CIA SECRET WARS, WAR SHIPS, AND BLACK OP PRISONS, AND ALSO AGAINST ME AND MINE, IN FURY OFTEN, I RESOLVED TO CUT HYDRA'S HEAD, OR MEDDUCA'S HEAD OFF, TO STOP, THEY FLOW OF MY MONEY, GOING INTO BAD COMPANY HANDS! BUT, INEVITABLY, THERE WOULD BE SOME ISSUE COME UP IN THE NEWS, THAT NEEDED AS LEGAL MIND, OR A CONSTITUTIONAL ANALYSIS, OR JUST SOME COMMENT WITH SOME POWER BEHIND IT, SO I WOULD, GIVE IN AND WRITE! IT IS HARD TO GIVE UP A TOOL, THAT REACHES ACROSS THE GLOBE, ACROSS, ALL RACIAL, RELIGIOUS, NATIONAL, LANGAUGE BARRIERS, AND CAN INFLUENCE, AN ENTIRE, GLOBAL POPULATION, AT ONE TIME, HOPEFULLY, ALWAYS FOR GOOD! I KNOW, THAT ALLEGED, LOOK-A-LIKE SISTERS, HAVE NOT ONLY GOTTEN THE FAME AND ACCLAIM OF THIS BLOG, AND MY INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY, RIDING ON MY LAW DEGREE AND LICENSES, DOING BOOKS, AND MARKETING ME, AND MY BRAINS, AS IF THEY WERE HERS, OR OTHERS, SPREADING, MY GOOD NAME, INFLUENCE, WHO KNOWS, FOR GOOD OR EVIL, BUT, THE KNOWLEDGE, TO WE THE PEOPLE, ALWAYS, TOOK PRECEDENCE OVER WHATEVER COST, CAME TO ME AND MINE, BECAUSE THIS BLOG WAS BIGGER, THE CONSTITUTION BIGGER, THE RIGHT WAS BIGGER, THAN THE WRONG, AND I HOPED, THAT WHEN THE PEOPLE WERE EDUCATED, THEY WOULD MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS, AND YOU DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE 4TH BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, IN ONE DAY, FLIPPED, THIS NEW PIECE OF SHIT, PROPOSED, "GRAHAM--CASSIDY" BILL, THAT IS WORSE THAN, THE TWO PREVIOUS PROPOSALS, THAT WERE TOTAL SHIT, AND WHEN CALLED TO ACTION, YOU DID IT, YOU GOT ON YOUR CELL PHONES, HOME PHONES, CALLED, TEXTED, EMAILS, AND CONTACTED, YOUR REPRESENTATIVES DISTRICT OFFICES, AND VOICED, YOUR CONCERNS AND YOUR DISAPPROVAL OF VOTING FOR THIS LAME ASS BILL! POWERED BY GOD, TO PROTECT, THE HEALTH OF THIS COUNTRY, THE RICHES, WITH TONS OF RESOURCES, AND WE CAN'T COME UP WITH A HEALTH CARE PLAN THAT WORKS? WE ARE DRIPPING WITH, INTELLIGENCE, WITH TECHNOLOGY, WITH AIDS, WITH PROFESSORS, DOCTORS, NURSES, HEALTH CARE PROFESSIONALS, LAY CITIZENS, ALL WHOM COULD, MAKE THIS THING WORK, IF CALLED TO DUTY AND TO DO SO, WITH NO MOTIVES AND INTENTIONS OTHER THAN, TO MAKE A PLAN THAT WORKS! AMERICAN VOTERS, CITIZENS, ARE DEMANDING WORK OUT OF OUR CONGRESS AND THEY ARE NOT USED TO IT! WE ARE PROTESTING IN THE STREETS, GETTING ARRESTED, AND HOLDING SIT INS, TO GET OUR VOICES AND IDEAS, HEARD! THIS IS FUCKING HEALTHY, THIS IS AMERICA, THIS IS FREEDOM, THIS IS FREE SPEECH AT ITS FINEST MOMENT! WE ACTUALLY ARE, THAT SHINY LIGHT ON A HILL, THAT CAN LEAD THE WAY FOR THE REST OF THE WORLD. WE DON'T NEED TO GO IN AND MAKE WAR, BLOW THE SHIT OUT OF COUNTRIES, WE NEED TO LEAD BY EXAMPLE OF THE WAY, THE THREE BRANCHES OF GOVERNMENT WORK, THE WAY TWO POLITICAL PARTIES CAN WORK TOGETHER WITHOUT, GOING TO WAR OR HAVING A MILITARY COUPE TO OVERTHROW, THE CURRENT ADMINSTRATION, AND IT IS WORKING. WE DO NOT HAVE A KING, OR A DICTATOR, OR AN EMPEROR, OR AN AUTHORITARIAN, RULER, A CLOSED SOCIETY! WE SHOWED THE WORLD HOW TO HANDLE A TRUMP, THE RICH, THE POWERFUL, AND DO IT WITHOUT WAR, CIVIL WAR, OR FIGHTING IN THE STREETS, KILLLINGS, SOME, BUT, SO FEW, THAT, LIKE THE MOTHER OF HEATHER SAID, "YOU DIDN'T SILENCE MY DAUGHTER, YOU MAGNIFIED HER!" KILL ME AND YOU WILL DO THE SAME THING! YOU SEE THE GOVERNMENT, THINKS, THEY CAN TAKE ANY, LAME ASS BLONDE OR BRUNETTE WITHOUT TRAINGING, WITHOUT EVEN A LAW DEGREE, OR WITHOUT THE EXPERIENCE AS AN ATTORNEY, IN THE CONSTITUTION, GOVERNMENT, AND THEY CAN, WITH THE BIG SWINGING DICKS, BEHIND, THEM, PULL OF A ME! LOL. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 . . . THERE HAS NOT BEEN, ONE FUCKING BLOG IN ABOUT, 1750 THAT THESE BITCHES, OR THEIR BASTARDS, WROTE, NOT ONE, SMALL EDITS, PUTTING IT THROUGH, SOME COMPUTERIZED PROGRAM, FOR BETTER, TRANSLATION OR WHATEVER, BUT I HAVE SEEN, THOSE EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE, AND THERE IS LIKE A WORD ORDER, FLIP AND THAT IS IT? THAT IS NOT WRITING THIS BLOG, NOR BEING THE BRAINS, BEHIND, IT, NOR BEING ENTITLED TO CALL IT YOURS! SITTING A A BOOK SIGNING, WITH A COMPILATION OF MY FUNNIEST BLOGS, OR THE MOST INFORMATIVE, OR SMART, DOES NOT MAKE YOU ME! HAVING MY MONEY, DOESN'T MAKE YOU ME, NOR HAVE THE INTELLIGENCE THAT I HAVE. NOR DO YOU GET THE SATISFACTION OF KNOWING, THAT THROUGH WHATEVER, MEANS, UNDER WHATEVER TITLE, OR WITH HOW MANY VERSIONS, THAT BILLIONS OF PEOPLE ARE MILLIONS, DAILY, ARE BINGE READING YOUR WORK, AND IMPROVING THEIR LIVES, THIER LOVES, THEIR, RELATIONSHIPS, THEIR UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORLD, OR RASCISM, OR OF SEXISM, LOOKING AT RELIGION DIFFERENTLY, OR JUST HAVING FUN, READING ABOUT SEX AND MEN, WATCHING WOMEN, OR WORKING OUT IN THE GYM, AND THE FUN, SHIT THAT GOES ON THERE . . . IT GIVE ME GREAT JOY, DAILY, TO KNOW, YOU LIKE THIS BLOG . . . THAT IS PAYMENT ENOUGH FOR ME. BACK WHEN, GOOGLE LOST THE LAWSUIT WITH THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, LONG AFTER SELLING ME OUT, AND REDIRECTING, THIS BLOG ACCOUNT, TO ALLOW, TOTAL ACCESS, TO HACKERS, OR THE GOVERNMENT, OR THE CIA, OR THE FBI, OR THE MORMONS THROUGH THE NSA, I PROMISED, THAT, I WOULD, NEVER CHARGE, FOR SOMEONE TO READ THIS BLOG, NEVER, AND I HAVE BEEN A WOMAN OF MY WORD, THAT IS WHY, YOU TRUST ME, TO THE BEST OF MY KNOWLEDGE TO GIVE IT TO YOU STRAIGHT WITHOUT, SPECIAL INTERESTS, OR A POLITICAL PARTY BEHIND ME, OR WITH A SPONSOR, OR AN AD, THAT CAN MAKE MONEY, OR WITH SOME MILITIA GROUP, BEHIND ME! I DON'T DO MUCH RESEARCH, DON'T NEED TO! I AM UP ON THINGS ENOUGH, THAT ALL I NEED, IS THE HEADLINES, BECAUSE THERE WAS WHAT 20 YEARS OF PREPARATION, TO PREPARE ME TO WRITE THIS BLOG! MEN, CAN'T COVER THAT KIND OF KNOWLEDGE FOR THE WOMEN, THEY ARE FUCKING AND WANT, WITH ALL THEIR HEART OF HEARTS TO BE ME! SORRY, WIISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE, JUST DON'T WORK THAT WAY, IT IS NOT, TRANSFERABLE, UNTIL YOU PUT IT IN YOUR BRAIN, AND HAVE THE SKILLS, OF COMMUNICATING YOUR VIEWS AND IDEAS, THROUGH WRITING TO ANOTHER, HUMAN BEING, THEN, SHARING YOUR KNOWLEDGE WITH THEM AND THE WHOLE WORLD AT ONCE! THIS BLOG, BY FAR, WITH, NO COMPARISON, HAS BEEN, THE GREATEST, CAREER, ACHIEVEMENT OF MY LIFE, AND BELIEVE, ME, I HAVE BEEN THE STAR, ON MANY STAGES, BUT THE WORLD STAGE IS BY FAR THE BEST AND MOST REWARDING. LIKE I HAVE SAID, YOU WOULD HAVE TO PAY ME TO GET ME TO STOP, WRITING, I AM AS ADDICTED TO WRITING FOR YOU, AS YOU ARE READING WHAT I HAVE TO WRITE, THE MUTUAL ADMIRATION, SOCIETY, YOU ARE SMART, OR YOU WOULD NOT READ A SMART BLOG! I HAVE HAD, ATTORNEYS, COMPLAIN, THAT MY SENTENCES WERE TOO LONG, OR TOO COMPLICATED TO FOLLOW . . . THEN, LEARN, GROW, CHALLENGE YOURSELF, LOOK UP THE WORDS, USE A DICTIONAIRY AND A LEXICON! I WAS TOLD AS AN ENGLISH MAJOR, NOT TO WRITE ABOVE A 10TH GRADE LEVEL? LIKE WHAT THE FUCK, AM I GOING TO COLEGE FOR, TO WRITE AT A LEVEL, I HIT, WHAT, YEARS AGO, FOR? NO! FUCK NO! I HAVE NOT HELD BACK, ON BIT, ON STYLE, TONE, MOOD, SENTENCE STRUCTURE, AND FLARE, FROM SWEARING, WRITING IN "MY" VOICE, AND I FEEL SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO GOT THE MORMON, V-CHIP VERSION, AND WATERED DOWN, REPUBLICAN VERSION . . . BECUASE THERE IS A POWER IN THE WORDS, "I" WRITE THAT YOU WILL NOT FIND, IN THE MODEST MOUSE VERSIONS OF MY DOUBLES, OR THOSE WHO WOULD SEEK TO SILENCE ME, OR CHANGE ME, OR TAME ME, OR WATER ME DOWN . . . I AM A HARD ONE TO CHANGE, OR TAME! ANYWAY, THE DAY BEFORE, I WAS GOING TO CELEBRATE, 4 DELIGHTFUL YEARS, FOR THE MOST PART, INSPITE OF, NSA, HACKERS, AND THIEVES, RIPPING OFF MY WORD, HUNDREDS OF TIMES, RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE, PROVING THE GOVERNMENT SPYING AND SURVIELLANCE, SO WORTH, CATCHING THEM, AND WRITING UP THEIR SCANNING REPORT FOR, NATIONAL SECURITY, WHEN, THE REPORT, REVEALED THAT, 47 FILES WERE STOLEN, OR WAS THAT CLEAN UP, FOR STEALING, THE LAST 47 BLOGS, THAT THEY DO, PERIODICALLY? PROBABLY SO! BUT INSPITE OF THE DAILY FIGHT, TO SAVE MY WORK, AND GET KNOWLEDGE, AND THUS POWER, FOR KNOWLEDGE IS TRULY POWER, INTO YOUR HANDS AND MINDS, SO, I MAGNIFY MYSELF, AND MULTIPLY MY IDEAS AND KNOWLEDGE, SO YOU, CAN TAKE IT TO YOUR HOMES, COMMUNITIES, CITIES, STATES, THE HALLS OF CONGRESS, THE U.S. SUPREME COURT, THE PRESIDENCY, AND THE WORLD, FOR THE BETTERMENT OF MANKIND, GLOBALLY, WITH INCREASED UNDERSTANDING, AND THE COMMITMENT TO WORK TOGETHER, FOR, ALL WORLD CITIZENS, AND YOU KNOW, THAT, I BLEED RED, WHITE AND BLUE, SO MUCH, MORE THAN, PRESIDENT TRUMP, REPUBLICANS, AND I HAVE THE WOUNDS, SCARS, INJURIES, DAMAGES TO PROVE IT, AND THEY FUCKING DON'T, SO, SHUT THE FUCK UP, IF YOU ARGUE ON THIS POINT, BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW OF WHAT YOU SPEAK . . . NO MAN KNOWS MY HISTORY, NOR WHAT I FELT, NOR THE BETRAYAL, THAT IS ACTUALLY, MORE THAN, CHRIST, BY THE MOST DEAR AND CLOSEST TO ME, YOU DON'T KNOW THE LONELY NIGHTS IN THE COLD, THE LOSS OF PROPERTY, REAL, PERSONAL AND INTELLECTUAL, YOU WILL NEVER KNOW, THAT UNLESS YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED THAT, NOR WILL YOU KNOW, BEING JUDGED, AS HOMELESS WHEN, YOU SHOULD BE A FUCKING BILLIONAIRE! YOU WILL, LIKELY NEVER KNOW! YOU WILL NOT UNDERSTAND, BEING CHASED, A TARGET, A HIT, BY EVERY FUCKING COP, IN THE NATION, WHO IS NOT ON THE VICTIM'S SIDE, BUT FULLY AND SHAMELESSLY, FIGHTING FOR THE CORRUPT, THE VILLIANS, THE CRIMNALS, THE MOB! YOU WILL NEVER UDNERSTAND THE DISAPPOINTMENT IN THAT, NEVER. BUT, ALL IN ALL, I HAVE LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF THIS BLOG, MY LIFE, MY KIDS HAVE SURVIVED, ALL RELATIONSHIPS SEEM INTACT, ALONG WITH HEALTHY AND HAPPY GRAND KIDS, I COULD NOT HAVE BEEN MORE BLESSED. MY OLDEST GRANDSON, KAEL, WAS, HIT BY A CAR ON HIS BIKE THE OTHER DAY . . . HE WAS BANGED UP A BIT, BUT THIS COMPETATIVE, HANDSOME YOUNG MAN, JUMPED UP, SHOCKED, JUST TALKED TO THE MAN, WHO, NEVER INDENDED TO HIT HIM, EVER, SO SORRY, BUT LUCKILY, IT WAS SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY WORKED AT THE BLM WITH MY DAUGHTER! LOL. KAEL, CALMY, TOLD THE MAN, TO TAKE HIM TO HIS MOTHER, AT THE BLM, WHERE HE WAS HEADING, THEY TOOK HIM TO THE HOSTIPAL, AND WHEN, ALL WAS SAID AND DONE, THERE WERE NO COPS CALLED, JUST A FEW CUTS AND SCRATCHES, AND THE MAN, MAKING GOOD ON THE INJURIES, GAVE KAEL, $1,000 TO GET A NEW BIKE, WHICH HE HAD OUTGROWN, ANYWAY, AND ALL WAS GREAT! PEOPLE ARE GENERALLY, GOOD, AND WILL DO THE RIGHT THING, THERE IS NOT REASON, TO MAKE THEIR LIVES A LIVING HELL! GRETA SAID, SHE WAS GLAD THAT, SHE KNEW, THE MAN WHO HIT KAEL, JUST BECAUSE, IT MADE THINGS EASIER, AND THE MAN, IN GOOD FAITH, DIDN'T TRY TO BLAIM, KAEL, OR REFUSE TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY, OR FORCE INSURANCE, COPS, COURTS, HE JUST MADE GOOD ON HIS PART AND TRIED TO MAKE KAEL WHOLE AGAIN! SMILE, I LOVE THINGS WHEN, THEY WORK OUT, WIN, WIN, WIN! IT COULD HAVE BEEN A HIT AND RUN, OR SO MUCH WORSE, AND ALL WERE GRATEFUL FOR THE OUTCOME, IN THE LONG RUN! IT WAS NOT NECESSARILY FUN, BUT, IT ENDED UP COOL! KISSES. SWEET SMART DAUGHTER, AND GRANDSON, FOLLOWING IN HIS PARENTS' WAYS. ANYWAY, WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY, IS THAT, I DECIDED, TO STOP WRITING THIS BLOG, WHICH IS AND HAS DONE NOTHING BUT GO UP, WHEN, YOU ARE AT THE TOP, THE ONLY PLACE TO GO IS HIGHER! BUT, I GOT ON TO WRITE WHAT WAS GOING TO BE THE SECOND TO LAST BLOG, AND THE FIRST THING I SAW, WAS, AN AD, OR SOMETHING THAT SAID, "CONTINUE YOUR SERVICE." IT MIGHT JUST AS WELL HAVE BEEN SIGNED, GOD! LOL. IT WAS LIKE, CARRY ON GOOD CHAP! LOL. THE OTHER DAY, IN FACT, MAYBE THAT DAY, FORMER, BRITISH, PRIME MINISTER, TONY BLAIR, WAS BEING INTERVIEWED, AND THE HACKERS OR NSA, OR SOMEONE WAS TRYING TO STOP ME FROM SEEING THE NEWS, BUT BLAIR, WE ONTO SAY, THAT HE WAS WORRIED, THAT THE RIGHTS, THAT, MANY, CITIZENS HAVE ENJOYED FOR DECADES, IF NOT CENTURIES, WERE NOW BEING THREATNED, AND THAT WE, MAY, IF WE WERE NOT CAREFUL, LOSE THOSE VERY PRECIOUS, AND REAL RIGHTS, THAT ARE SO MUCH, AT THREAT, NOW DAYS. I THOUIGHT, THAT WAS, BOTH INSIGHTFUL AND A GOOD WARNING, TO ALL OF US . . . YOU USE YOUR RIGHTS, OR YOU LOSE THEM. WE HAVE TO BE FOREVER, VIGILANT, THE WATCH DOGS, THE GUARDIANS, OF OUR OWN, FREEDOMS, FOR THERE ARE THOSE WHO WOULD TAKE THEM FROM YOU, IN A NEW YORK SECOND, IF THEY COULD! BLAIR, SPOKE OF BRETIX, WHICH HE OPPOSES, AND HE, SAID, THAT, HE AND THERESA MAY, NOW PRIME MINISTER, SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY, BUT THEY ARE CIVIL AND THEY DISCUSS, AND DEBATE, BECAUSE, REASONABLE, SMART PEOPLE, AGREE TO DISAGREE, AND THEN, WE COME TO COMPROMISE, WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT THE WORD, POLITICS MEANS . . . NO ONE EVER GETS EVERYTHING THEIR WAY. THERE IS SOME GIVE AND SOME TAKE. WE ARE ALL, SOMEWHAT HAPPY AND SOMEWHAT SAD, OR DISAPPOINTED, THAT IS HOW WE ALL GET ALONG AND LIVE TOGETHER, GOING FOR THE SMARTEST, BEST SOLUTIONS WITHIN, THE CONFINES OF OUR INDIVIDUAL MINDSETS, VALUES, MORALS, AND BELIEFS! ZOOKIE. WE CAN DO BETTER. WE ARE DOING GREAT. WE ARE AT A POINT WITH ALL THE NATURAL DISASTERS, HURRICANE AFTER HURRICANE, AFTER, HURRICANE, AND NOW WITH MEXICO AND THE EARTHQUAKE AND MUDSLIDES IN AFRICA, WE NEED TONS OF WILLING HANDS AND HEARTS, THOSE WITH MONEY, TO GIVE WHAT GOD HAS BLESSED YOU WITH, MONEY, THE MIDUS TOUCH, AND DO WHAT YOU CAN! WE, SERIOUSLY, ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER! BEFORE, GETTING OFF THIS COMPUTER, AT SOPHIA'S PLACE, LIMITED RESOURCES, AND SHARED COMPUTERS, THERE IS SOMEONE WAITING, BUT THIS DREAM IS COOL, I THINK, AND WORTH, WRITING ABOUT, AND COMFORTING . . .


DIFFERENT KINDS OF FOOD

I had this dream, that, takes me back in time, to before, I was divorced from the father of all my four kids, but only, two of my kids were in the dream . . . I was with, my ex-husband, but, I am guessing, we were still married, but, Nicole, BIRTHDAY GIRL TODAY, and Elliot, probably the kids, I have had the least contact with over the running years, of late, last 5 or 6, actually, dating back, to before, I was sworn into the U.S. Supreme Court, in January of 2012, but, in this dream, Nicole and Elliot were both little kids, about the age, they were, when, we got a divorce.  But, the interesting thing about the dream was, that we, were living in a castle, not a modern, day castle, but one that dates, way back, like in olden days, in England or Germany, with roots, in my kids from both, but a castle, gray walls, but, alive.  But, as a mother, not having been around my kids, for, about 20 years, starting with the poisoning, in late 1999, with my mind today, but, back, I looked at my small children, and I thought, what have they been eating all these years?  I didn't feed them, so?  But, they didn't seem to be hungry either.  I was puzzled, wondering how they lived, survived, and thrived, as it seemed that they had, even under all the pressure, both me and their father, were under, going after us, taking both of us out, back in 2000, leaving fairly young kids, alone, to survive on their own.

So, it was a strange dream, not on you normal timeline, showing pictures from, say, the ages of my kids, back in 1989, when, me and their father got a divorce, but, seeing life, now, or, through, all the damage, injury, harm, that had been inflicted on our family, as a whole for no reason, other than, the government, the family, the feds, the intelligence community, wanting access, unfettered access to my children, staring back before, they were really, in school?  Smart parents, all four smart kids?  Lineage?  But, there as a great sense of relief, as a mother, generally, in charge of family, nutrition and cooking, shopping, and feeding, children, that, after all this time, they didn't appear to be hungry. The thought came to mind, that, the placement of my children, me and my ex, in a castle, ancient, might have some, clue to the reason, that, the government had there eyes on them from you, and Rachel's words, that if my kids ever got famous, I would not get credit for them, if I got a divorce, came to mind?  But, the actual, trying to make good on that promise, made, back in 1989, leaves me puzzled and wondering what did they know that I did know, about, possibly, myself or my kids?  ROYAL BLOODLINES?

MARY WAS VISITED WITH THE ANGEL AND TOLD SHE WOULD BEAR THE SON OF GOD, BUT IT WAS JOSEPH, WHO ACTUALLY, CAME FROM THE ROYAL BLOODLINE, MAKING JESUS CHRIST, HEAVENLY, ROYALTY, AND ALSO, FROM A ROYAL LINE ON EARTH . . . MY FAMILY, BLOODLINES TIES INTO THE BRITISH ROYALS, AND GOES BACK TO ADAM AND EVE, THANKS TO THEIR GENEOLOGY, BUT WHAT ABOUT ZEKE'S OR RICHARD CLIFTON SECRISTS, FROM GERMAN STOCK?

There seems to be something, I don't know.  Lately on several occasions, I see, the words, KNOW YOUR HISTORY.  I think, I might be on the homepage of the Greenwood Library, or somewhere in that library, but I have seen it several times, of late and kind of blown it off.  I am not a geneology buff, nor have I ever been.  About the same time, that, this divorce, law school, and the conversation, about me not getting any credit for raising my kids, if I left and went to law school, like, what the fuck?  Fifteen years, and I am not going anywhere, and no credit, like, double standard for dads, right?  But there seems to be something about, my marriage to Zeke or Richard, that is royal or, that, there is some combination of bloodline or nationality, that matches.  I think of my fourth husband, really, all my husbands, jumped at the chance of marrying me from Zeke, what I call him, to Jerry, to Brett, to Frank . . . aka, Allan Rex Bess, who is actually, GERMAN, he was to be, ZEKE, and SHELLEY ME?  Recreating the bloodline of not, me and Allan, but me and Zeke?  Was this the marriage of Germany and British bloodlines, some new world order deal or OLD WORLD, ancient grains?  Does it have to do with Hitler, whatever? 

I am not sure, but the castle, to me, meant, that while, it may have appeared, to my parents, my family, and others, that my kids were raised, very simple, not necessarily poor, but, modest for sure, with an emphasis on EDUCATION, INTELLECT and BRAINS, over say, looks, personality, and whatever.  What from an outsiders, view, may have appeared, due to the house, we first had our kids in, in Ogden, that, the kids were being raised in a depraved, poor, and low level condition, that, my father used to indicate, that, only poor folks, had metal beds, not the richness of having Grandma Ulrich's bed, we cherished, but, what appeared, to be a negative environment, to some, was in actuality, rich, plentiful, with food, of a different kind, of intelligence, knowledge, understanding, adventure, of poetry, music, books, and brilliance?  I think that, there is a fascination with my family, 4 X 4, all beautiful, smart, cool, with good, even temperaments, and all law abiding, solid citizens, and going into very, untraditional, fields of work, girls in the military, and boys into music, and they are wondering how, they can learn about the combination, when, they thought, it was wealthy homes, that produced, at least one, winner in a family, but never 4 of 4.

I HAD A DREAM TO MARRY ZEKE OR RICHARD, AND I DID IT, CRIED ON MY WEDDING NIGHT, TOOK ALL KINDS OF HEAT FROM PARENTS, FRIENDS, FOR, DOING SOMETING SO FOOLISH, AS FOLLOWING A DREAM . . . MY MOTHER THOUGHT, THAT SINCE, ZEKE WAS A CHILD OF HIS GENERATION OR HIPPIES, AND EXPERIEMENTED WITH DRUGS, THAT OUR CHILDREN, WOULD BE BORN, CYCLOPSES WITHOUT ONE EYE . . . I KEPT TELLING MY MOTHER, THERE IS REPENTENCE!  WE HAD FOUR, PREFECTLY, AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL OF ALL, THEIR GRANDKIDS, AND THEY HAD TO SHUT UP!  LOL.  AS TIME WENT ON, THE JEALOUSY, ENVY, AND I WOULD SAY, HATRED FOR MY SUCESSES, STARTED TO SHOW UP IN THE NEXT GENERATION, TO THE POINT, THAT, MY KIDS WERE TARGETS OF HATRED, SO, I KEPT THEM FROM THE GOSSIP AND PROTECTED THEM, WHICH, LEAD TO MY PARENTS AND SIBLINGS, THINKING, THAT BECAUSE, THEY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON, WHILE I WANTED MY KIDS TO BE WHO, "THEY" WANTED TO BE, WITHOUT THE CRITICISM OF EXTENDED FAMILY, BITCHING AND MOANING, FOR THE GIRLS WOULD NOT HAVE GONE IN THE MILITARY, NOR WOULD THE BOYS HAVE BEEN INTO MUSIC! HAD GRANDMA AND PA, HAD THEIR WAY!

A COOL, VERY SATISFYING DREAM, WHATEVER IT MEANS--GLAD TO KNOW MY KIDS DIDN'T STARVE FOR THE 20 YEARS, I HAVE BEEN FUCKED WITH . . . I AM SURE, THERE IS MORE TO THIS DREAM, AND I WILL HAVE TO SPEND SOME TIME ON THIS ONE!

FAIR FANS . . . I WILL CONTINUE MY SERVICE, FREE!  MY FOCUS IS GOING TO SHIFT A BIT, BECAUSE, I WANT TO PUT MORE TIME INTO, GETTING BACK TO THE MOTHER, MY KIDS, RECOGNIZE PHYSICALLY, BEFORE, THANKSGIVING, SO, I MIGHT HIT THE GYM FIRST, BEFORE THE BLOG, WHICH, MAY MEAN, THAT, I MISS DAYS, AND I AM GOING TO BE MORE SELECTIVE, NOW THAT, THE NATION APPEARS TO BE MORE ON TARGET AND CLOSER TO THE WAY IT SHOULD BE, AND WE GOT THE KING UNDER CONTROL, BUT, WRITE I WILL, FOR AWHILE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEET NICOLE!

I WISH YOU THE STARS, THE MOON AND THE SUN!  WHAT MORE COULD, I GIVE?

I LOVE YOU, MOM!

KISSES, LOVES, HUGS . . . BEING THERE, WHEN, I CAN'T BE THERE!



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