VINYL BANDITS! WIN THE FIELD. RULE THE GAME. I TRIED TO BE NICE, BUT I DIDN'T ENJOY IT! LOL. RUN RABIT RUN. WE ARE DIFFERENT ATHLETES. I DARE YOU TO LIVE YOUR DREAMS. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DADS! ST. FRANCIS XAVIER PARISH. 8:00 AM. BE FATHERS IN SPIRIT AS WELL AS IN BODY, FILLED WITH GRACE & FIDELITY. CASPER FIREFIGHTER PIPE & DRUM. IF YOUR DAD WAS LACKING, FIND A SUBSTITUTE, AN UNCLE, FRIEND, GRANDPA, NEIGHBOR, THERE ARE PLENTY OF GOOD MEN OUT THERE TO FATHER YOU! NATURAL BLISS. I SEE TONS OF GREAT DADS, AROUND MISSSOULA, TAKING KIDS FISHING, BIKING, HIKING, TO THE STORE, THE FARMER'S MARKET, ON THE BUS, SWIMMING, ETC. GOTTA LOVE THIS DAY TO HONOR OUR DADS, SONS WHO ARE DADS, SON-IN-LAWS WHO ARE DADS! THE HAND THAT ROCKS THE CRADLE, MAY RULE THE WORLD, BUT, YOU DADS, LAUNCH THE ROCK STARS! FUN, THREE MAN BASKETBALL TOURNAMENT, SOUTHGATE MALL! FUN, FUN, FUN, IN THE PLAYFUL CITY! THIS COUNTRY WAS FOUNDED ON HARD WORK & HONESTY . . . NEVER FORGET! HOME TO HARDWORKING AGENTS? DRAW! EXTREME BUILDING OUT IN EAST MISSOULA AROUND THE GOLF COURSE? HOUSES LIKE MONOPOLY HOUSES? AGENT LOOKING DUDE, JUMPED ON MOUNTAIN LINE BUS, #11 ROUTE, AIRPORT, WITH A TON OF LUGGAGE AND BAGS, GRINNING FROM EAR TO EAR, EXAGGERATED, JOY, LIKE, HE JUST WON THE JACKPOT? MOVING HERE? YES! HUM. TALK ABOUT FATHERS? MISSOULA GODFATHER? EARLY RETIREMENT HOME FOR FBI, DIA, CIA, NSA PLAYERS AND GAMERS? MOB INTO CONSTRUCTION, TO LOOK LEGITIMATE. 250 AGENTS, INVESTIGATING, RUSSIAN MOB, SOUTH HILLS, OR WORKING WITH THEM? PAW PRINT. WINDING DOWN BLOG. MONEY LAUNDERING ON STEROIDS? APARTMENTS, APARTMENTS, APARTMENTS, NEAR AMERICAN AND COMMERCE, WEST OF THE HAL'S WALK RIVER PARK? EVERY ELEMENTARY SCHOOL UNDER CONSTRUCTION? SIMULTANEOUSLY? I HAVE SEEN THIS CONSTRUCTION FRENZY BEFORE, BACK IN 2006, ALL DEVELOPMENTS WITH VERY SYMBOLIC FAMILY NAMES? INTERESTING DREAM LAST NIGHT, IN LIGHT OF RECENT CURRENT AFFAIRS: (1) PAUL MANAFORT, FORMER, CAMPAIGN MANAGER OF NOW, PRESIDENT TRUMP, FIRED FOR HIS CLOSE CONNECTIONS WITH RUSSIAN AND UKRANIAN OLIGARCHS, BANKERS, MONEY AND POLITICS; (2) BOTH MYSELF AND SISTER, SHELLEY, AKA, ME, WERE IN THE DREAM; (3) IT APPEARED THAT, MR. MANAFORT, WAS LOOKING FOR A GOOD ATTORNEY--SMART MOVE; (4) MY LAST BLOG, I COMMENTED ON THE FACT THAT PRESIDENT TRUMP, IS BARKING UP THE WRONG TREE OR ATTORNEY, USING SOME SMART MOUTHED, NEW YORK REAL ESTATE AGENTS, MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE, HE IS MAKING IN HIS CABINET, AND WITH HIS INNER CIRCLES, LIKE SHELLEY, USING, FRIENDS, GAMERS, PLAYERS, PEOPLE INTO REAL ESTATE, AND NOT TRAINED, IN GOVERNMENT, NOR THE CONSTITUTION, THE WILES OF WASHINGTON, D.C., OR REALLY, POLITICS IN GENERAL, USING, MOB TACTICS, OF THE STRONG-MAN, WHAT WORKED FOR TRUMP, IN THE NEW YORK, MOB CONTROLLED, REAL ESTATE MARKET, AND IN HIS CAMPAIGN, TRASH TALKING, AMPED RHETORIC, IS BACKFIRING IN HIS PRESIDENCY, LOOKING TO BE SHORT ON LENGTH AND TENURE! (5) THIS DREAM SEEMS TINGED WITH REALITY . . . NOW, I AM VERY LAW ABIDING, AND WHEN, I FIRST CAME TO MONTANA, BEING RUN OUT OF UTAH ON A RAIL, WITH PIPEBOMBS, INCINDIARY DEVICES, BLOWING TIRES WHEN, THEY HIT HEATED, LEVELS, SABOTAGED ENGINES, TRANSMISSIONS, ALL KINDS OF FUN, GANGSTA TYPE SHIT, PLUS, STEALING, PROPERTY, FROM REAL, TO PERSONAL, TO INTELLECTUAL, AND SO FORTH, SO, UPON, ARRIVING IN MONTANA, FOR THE FIRST TIME, ACTUALLY, DUE TO AN AD CAMPAIGN, THAT COINCIDED WITH, THE SHIT HITTING THE FAN ON ALL MY CIVIL RIGHTS CASES, ALL $700 MILLION WORTH, I FIRST, CAME TO SEE WHAT MONTANA WAS ABOUT, STOPPED BY THE CAPITOL BUILDING AND STOPPED INTO THE SECRETARY OF STATE'S OFFICE TO OBTAIN A COPY OF THE MONTANA CONSTITUTION, TO SEE IF I COULD ABIDE BY IT, THEN, I WENT DOWNTOWN, HELENA, BLOCK BUILDING, I BELIEVE, TO SEE WHAT I HAD TO DO TO PRACTICE LAW IN THE STATE, SEEING THAT I HAD A UNITED STATES SUPREME COURT, LICENSE, ALONG WITH THREE OTHERS, BUT, LIKE MOST GOOD BAR ASSOCIATIONS, THEY ARE NOT CONCERNED WITH MY CREDENTIALS, BUT WITH PROTECTING, BUSINESS AND THE LAW IN THEIR STATE. I LOOKED UP, THE PENALTIES AND LAW, ON, PRACTICING LAW WITHOUT A LICENSE, FEELING TOTALLY, TRAINED, CREDENTIALLED AND BAR LICENSED WITH FOUR, UNDER MY BELT, BUT, THERE WERE STIFF PENALTIES, SO, I DECIDED, NOT TO RISK, DOING MUCH, BY WAY OF LEGAL WORK, OTHER THAN, IN THE AREAS OF LIKE THE SALISH-KOOTENAI WATER COMPACT, OR COMMENTING IN THE FORM OF HOBBY LOBBYING, ON, THE MEDICAL MARIJUANA FIGHT, OR ABORTION, WILD HORSES & BURROS, TYPE STUFF, THAT YOU DON'T NEED A LICENSE TO WORK WITH AND ON; HOWEVER, SHELLEY, IS A DIFFERENT MATTER, BEING, OF A "CRIMINAL MIND" AND PROTECTED, BY, MY MONEY, OR MY SONS' MUSIC MONEY, OVER THE YEARS, AND ABLE, TO BRIBE HER WAY INTO BEING ME, INCLUDING, GIVING MILLIONS TO THE UTAH STATE BAR ASSOCIATION, TO STEAL MY GOOD NAME AND REPUTATION, AMONG, BEING SUPPORTED BY, THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, STATE AND LOCAL COPS, TO A SHOCKINGLY ALARMING, RATE, SOMEHOW, BEING ABLE TO EITHER PULL OF, SOME CREDIBILITY, USING MY REPUTATION, BLOG, HOBBY LOBBY EFFORTS, USING COPS TO CHASE ME, FROM STATE TO STATE, WHILE SHE MOVES IN, AND ACTS THE PART OF AN ATTORNEY . . . JUST TODAY, I LEFT THE POVERELLO CENTER, FOR THE HOMELESS, WHERE I HAVE BEEN RELEGATED, WORTH BILLIONS, WHILE SHELLEY AND COP TEAMS, SEQUESTER ME, IN POORVILLE, LEAVING THE MOST, BELIEVING MINDS, DOUBTING, THAT I AM, TRULY, WHO I SAY I AM, WITH FOUR BAR LICENSES, WHILE, SHELLEY, NO MORE THAN A BIOLOGY MAJOR, WHO NEVER WORKED IN HER FIELD, WITH CREDENTIALS OF A WHITE WITCH AT BEST, PALM READING AND TAROT CARDS, SELLING CABBAGE PATCH DOLL SHOES, OR BOOKS, TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL LIBRARIANS, HAVING READ HER WHOLE FUCKING LIFE, NOT, AN ATTORNEY, NOR, EVER HAVING ATTENDED, LAW SCHOOL, LET ALONE TAKE THE BAR, OR PRACTICE, THAT IS, AT LEAST LEGALLY, BUT SHE HAS NO QUALMS, DOING SO, UNDER MY NAME, MUCH LIKE DRIVING WITH MY LICENSE, BLOCKING ME FROM, GETTING A LICENSE, TOO BUSY, RUNNING, FROM HER CRIMES! SHE HAS NO QUALMS, DRIVING ON MY NAME, TOTALLY PROTECTED, BY, EITHER THE MOB OR TOP BRASS ASS COPS! THE POWER OF SEX! LOL! NEVER USED IT, WOULD NOT KNOW! LOL! (6) BUT, THIS DREAM SEEMS TO PIT, ME AGAINST, SHELLEY, WITH PAUL MANAFORT'S SISTER, WHO, APPEARS IN THE DREAM, OR HIS WIFE, OR GIRLFRIEND, SOMEONE, WHO IS OR APPEARED VERY RICH, IN THE DREAM, DRESSED TO THE NINE'S, AND WITH TONS OF JEWELRY; (7) BUT, IN THE DREAM, THERE SEEMED TO BE SOME TYPE OF ROMANTIC, ATTRACTION, ON THE PART OF MANAFORT, FOR ME, THAT WAS FUCKING UP THE LAWYERING UP, PROCESS, AND CLOUDING JUDGMENT, AND IN ONE PART, I COME OUT, WEARING, SOMETHING, FAR BELOW, ATTORNEY, ATTIRE, BECAUSE, I HAVE NONE, THAT ALL WAS TAKEN WITH MY HOUSE, FURNITURE, LAW PRACTICE AND PROBABLY LANDED IN SHELLEY'S CLOSET, AS I REALIZED WITH MY SUITS AND POWER ATTIRE, BACK IN 2000, WHEN, I WAS POISONED, WITH THAT MAGIC POISON, BOTOX, A STRAIN OF BOTULISM, LIKE THE COLLEGE STUDENT IN NORTH KOREA, JUST, CAME BACK TO THE U.S., RELEASED AND IN A COMA FOR A YEAR, I WAS, TAKEN TO A 5 YEAR OLD LEVEL, AFTER BEING GENERAL COUNSEL FOR THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, A PROFESSOR OF FAMILY LAW, AT THE U OF U. BUSINESS OWNER, AND ONLINE PROFESSOR, WITH, PROFILES, STILL ONLINE, FOR QUICKNOWLEDGE, AFTER MY 9 YEAR, STINT, FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE! BUT, IN THE DREAM, I COME OUT, AT LEAST WITH A NICE SWEATER ON, AND SOME, DRESS SLACKS, AND AT ONE POINT, ENTERING A ROOM, MY PANTS, FALL DOWN, WITH MANAFORT, STANDING THERE LOOKING AT ME, OR ME, DITCHING IN A ROOM OR BATHROOM . . . NOW THAT COULD MEAN TWO THINGS, THAT, AT THIS POINT, AFTER 6 YEARS, JUST "STAYING ALIVE" AS THE THEME SONG FROM "SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER" GOES, NOT WORRIED ABOUT WORK, CASES, CLIENTS, NOR "DRESSING FOR SUCCESS" BUT, SHELLEY WAS IN THE DREAM, DRESSED, AS AN ATTORNEY; (8) THE SISTER, WIFE, OR WHOMEVER, THIS WOMAN WAS, CONCERNED ABOUT, PAUL'S SELECTION FOR ATTORNEY, SAID SHE WANTED TO SEE IN MY CLOSET? SO, I TRIED TO EXPLAIN TO HER, THAT, I USED TO HAVE PROFESSIONAL CLOTHES, THAT MADE ME LOOK MORE ATTORNEY, LIKE, BUT, DUE TO THE CIRCUMSTANCES AND CONDITIONS OF THESE, TRIALS, TRIBULATIONS AND SORROWS, THAT, I HAVE BEEN FORCED TO ENDURE, AND THE CLOSET WAS MUCH, BETTER, THAN, REALITY, BECAUSE, THERE WERE SOME CLOSE, BUT, NOT MUCH; (11) NOW THE INTERESTING THING ABOUT THIS IS, THAT, OFTEN, IT IS THAT SIMPLE FOR PEOPLE, WHO NEVER QUESTION, CREDENTIALS, NOR EVEN CHECK TO SEE IF THIS PERSON, OF COURSE, SHELLEY AND GALS ARE USING, MY NAME AND LAW LICENSES, BLOCKING, ME, BUT, THEY WOULD COME OFF MORE THAN LEGIT! JUST LIKE A DRIVING LICENSE, THEY HAVE ONE, AND I DON'T! BUT, EVEN IF, I HAD ALL, MY LICENSES, AND NO CLOTHES, MOST PEOPLE, WOULD AND HAVE SEEN, HER AS THE ATTORNEY, EVEN BEING SCATTER BRAINED AND DITZY, A NUT JOB, BUT, DRESSED IN EXPENSIVE CLOTHES! LOL! MOST PEOPLE WHO MEET ME, ON THE OTHER HAND, WILL SAY, IF TALKING TO ME ABOUT THE LAW, OR POLITICS, OFTEN SAY, YOU ARE THE SMARTEST PERSON OR WOMAN, I HAVE MET! BUT, DUE TO THE LIVING CONDITIONS AND BUDGET, LIKE LIVING ON SOCIAL SECURITY, THEY ARE EVEN TRYING TO STEAL THAT, BECAUSE, I STILL HAVE TONS OF POLITICAL AND LEGAL CAPITAL, BUILT UP OVER THE YEARS, AND CAN OUTSHINE THEM, EVEN AFTER THEY HAVE STUDIED ME, MY BLOG, AND CASES FOR YEARS! (12) OR ON THE OTHER HAND, IT COULD MEAN, THAT, IF MANAFORT WAS TO, CONTACT ME, SAY AT THE POV. AND CAN TELL FROM MY WRITINGS AND LISTENING TO SHELLEY'S BLATHER, OR KAY'S BOBBLED HEAD, TORT LAW, OR RACHEL'S, DITHER, HE CAN TELL FROM THE WRITING IN THIS BLOG, THAT, I AM IN FACT THE ATTORNEY, AND THESE CLOWNS, BEIT, KAY WHO IS A TORT'S ATTORNEY, SAME CASE, ELEMENTS OF THE LAW, OVER AND OVER, SO NOT VERY CHALLENGING, BUT WITH DIFFERENT CLIENTS, DIFFERENT FACTS, BUT, SAME FOR ELEMENTS OF PROOF, SO FAR BELOW, THE HEADY, COMPLICATED, AND STUDIOUS, CON LAW ATTORNEY, KNOWLEDGE, MATERIAL, WORK, AND CONSTITUTIONAL ANALYSIS, THAT IS NECESSARY, TO COME TO THE RIGHT CONCLUSIONS, FOR, ISSUES, LIKE, WE ARE DEALING WITH, BETWEEN, THE EXECUTIVE BRANCH, WHICH DOESN'T NOT GIVE PLENARY POWERS TO THE PRESIDENT, NIETHER IN THE LANGUAGE OF ARTICLE II, NOR IN HISTORY NOR INTENT, WITH THE FIRING OF COMEY, YATES, AND TEMPTING TO FIRE MUELLER, THERE ARE ISSUES, AND "OBSTRUCTION OF JUSTICE" IS JUST ONE OF THE PRONGS, OF THE BROADER, PICTURE OF THE RUSSIAN INVESTIGATION, WHERE MANAFORT COMES IN! BUT, I WOULD BE CAUGHT OF GUARD, BUT READY, WILLING AND ABLE, NOT IN MY WARDROBE, BUT IN MENTAL CAPACITY, AND KNOWLEDGE, TO JUMP RIGHT IN, AND BEING #2 IN THE NATION, FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, ON MY FIRST FUCKING CASE, NOT YOUR TYPICAL, DOG BITE CASE, FOR MOST SOLO PRACTITIONERS, BUT, MORE THAN, ABLE TO RISE TO THE OCCASION! A SMART MOVE ON HIS PART; (14) BUT, THERE IS THIS NAGGING ISSUE OF, ATTRACTION . . . NOW, IT IS NOT THAT I AM AT THIS POINT, THE MOST ATTRACTIVE, WOMEN, ON THE BLOCK, OR IN THE GOVERNMENT, BUT DAMNED NEAR CLOSE, EVEN WITH FLUFF, AND MOST OF THAT COMES THROUGH MY BLOG, MY ATTITUDES, SARCASM, AND MOXIE! LOL! THE ATTORNEY, SHINES THROUGH, UNLIKE SHELLEY'S MORE TIMID, SHY, MANNERS AND BEHAVIOR . . . SHE HAS NOTHING, TO BACK UP, THE NICE, CLOTHES, I EARNED! I STILL AM IN SHOCK THAT, THE FIRST TIME, I STOPPED PRACTICING, OR WAS FORCED, TO QUIT, AFTER, SHELLEY, MOST LIKELY, USED HER CONNECTIONS, AND KNOWLEDGE WORKING FOR A PLASTIC SURGEON, AND SURELY WITH TONS OF WORK DONE, SO SHE PROBABLY, KNEW, THE LETHAL DOSES TO USE, ON UNSUSPECTING, LEGIT SISTER, JOANN, HER DREAM, TO BE ME, SINCE, FUCKING BIRTH! GIVING HER MOTIVE, OPPORTUNITY, AND REASON, FOR THE MURDER PLOT! CONFIDENCE, WOMEN, IS ATTRACTIVE, AND THE ATTITUDE COMES WITH THE PACKAGE, AND THAT IS VERY ALLURING! KNOWLEDGE IS POWER, AND WHILE SHELLEY, KAY, RACHEL, SUE, TIFF, AND OTHERS, WHO HAVE PRETENDED TO BE ME, MAY, LIKE ANY TO BIT ACTRESS, CAN PULL OFF, BEING OR PLAYING AN ATTORNEY, THEY DON'T HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE, TO BACK UP, THEIR ACTIONS, MOUTHS, OR BEHAVIOR, IN THE LONG RUN! (15) OFTEN, SOMEONE AT THE POV. COMES WITH SOME LEGAL ISSUE, WITH RAVING REVIEWS OF SOME FEMALE ATTORNEY, ONE EVEN WAS NAMED, JOANN, AND TELLING ME TALES, THAT SOUND, LIKE THEY ARE RIGHT OUT OF MY PLAY BOOK AND HISTORY, JUST LIKE AN ACTRESS, LEARNING THE MOVES, MENTALITY, AND MINDSET OF AN ATTORNEY, OR ME, BUT LACKING, THE "PURE" KNOWLEDGE OF THE LAW, THEIR CLIENTS, WHO KNOWS ME, WILL SEEK MY "SECOND, OR FIRST OPINION" BECAUSE, WHAT BETTER THAN TO GO TO THE EXPERT, IN THE AREA, A REAL ATTORNEY OR THE "REAL" JOANN S. SECRIST, TO SEE WHAT SHE THINKS! I HAVE EVEN HAD, THE FRIEND OF MINE, CLIENT OF THEIRS, REFUSE TO TELL ME, WHAT THEIR NAME IS? WHY? WHO CARES, IF THIS PERSON, IS NOT ME? BUT MY GUT FEELINGS, JUST LIKE, THE MEGA BUILDING GOING ON, IS THAT, WHETHER MY MONEY, OR MY NAME, OR MY LAW LICENSE, OR USING MY KNOWLEDGE, THESE GUYS ARE FUCKING FLAT, ASS, FAKES, SHITS, THAT ARE, LEADING PEOLE ASTRAY, AND CHARGING FOR WHAT, I WOULD NOT, DUE TO REPECTING THE LAW, CHARGE, ATTORNEY'S FEES, ON MY NAME! FUCK, ALL I HAVE TO DO, IS WRITE TO THE MONTANA SUPREMEM COURT, AND ASK THEM, TO ALLOW ME TO PRACTICE, AND, WHILE UNDER SURVEILLANCE, I AM SURE, SHELLEY, KAY, OR SOMEONE, GOT THAT, IDEA, AND WROTE AS IF THEY WERE ME, USING MY RESUME AND PROBABLY, GOT INSTANTANEOUS RESULTS, WITH MOST OF THE JUDGES, NOT ONLY KNOWING OF MY CASES, BUT, ALSO AVID READERS OF MY BLOG! SO SURE, JOANN, COME ON IN AND BUILD UP OUR BAR ASSOCIATION! THE SCARY THING IS, THEY ARE NOT GETTING ME, NOR WOULD PAUL MANAFORT! (16) BUT, HERE IS THE RUB, THAT GOT ME IN THIS POSITION, WITH, ALL MY EX'S, IT IS THAT GNARLY, ATTRACTION, BETWEEN A MAN AND A WOMAN, THAT BLURS, THINKING, AND FUCKS, UP, JUDGMENT, AND PUTS, OTHER FEMALES, SHOWING CLAWS AND FANGS, WITH OTHER MEN, JEALOUS TOO . . . 5 GUYS, BURGERS AND FRIES! IT IS THAT, SMALL, UNMENTIONED, ATTRACTION, THAT CAN GET ME EVERY TIME . . . I AM CUTE, STILL! JUST YESTERDAY, I WALKED OUT OF THE POVERELLO, AND GOT A HONK AND CAT CALL, THAT IS NICE, SINCE IT HAS BEEN A WHILE, GETTING IN SHAPE, ONLY A WEEK, THINK WHAT, THREE MONTHS WOULD DO? WELL, THESE CATTY WOMEN, AND EQUALLY, CATTY MEN, KNOW, THAT ONCE I START EXERCISING, I LOSE, FAST! THEY HAVE FUCKED UP EVERY, GYM, HEALTH CLUB, SWIMMING, MEMBERSHIP, LIKE THIS TIME, FIRST FUCKING DAY, AND TWO THUGS, LOOKING FOR SOMEONE, GUESS WHO . . . FROM INTIMIDATING TO ACTUALLY PUTTING OUT HITS WITH, SLASHES IN MY SWIMMING SUIT, TO PROVE THE FAILED ATTEMPTS TO, SOMETHING OR SOMEONE, TRACKING ME UP RATTLESNAKE CANYON, LEAVING ME, NOT GOING SWIMMNG OR HIKING FOR, TWO YEARS! DON'T HATE ME BECAUSE I AM BEAUTIFUL! THAT IS WHAT MY HUSBAND, BRETT, NOW KAY'S LAY, USED TO SAY, BUT, I AM, NOT JEALOUS OF THAT, I HAVE HAD MALE ATTENTION, ALL MY LIFE! LOL! TONS, MORE AND FOR LONGER, THAN, MOST WOMEN, EVEN HALF MY AGE, SO, NO BIGGIE TO ME, BUT TO WOMEN, WHO, SEE THEMSELVES AND YOUR COMPETITION, HAVEN'T MET ONE YET, BUT, THEY HAVE, SEE ME AS THAT, WITH JEALOUS, LOVERS, IN THE MEN, THIS SMALL, BUT DEADLY, ATTRACTION, CAN PROVE FATAL, EVEN DEADLY! I HAVE BEEN LIVING IT FOR YEARS, NOW! FAT IS A FEMINIST ISSUE, AND OFTEN, AND I HAVE HAD MEN, TELL ME THIS, THAT, I KEEP THE WEIGHT ON, ON PURPOSE, AND THEY ARE PROBABLY RIGHT, I HATE TO BE BUGGED, AND THE WEIGHT, KEEPS MEN AT BAY! LOL! HOWEVER, THERE ARE NOT ONE OF MY DOUBLES, WHO ARE STUPID ENOUGH, TO KNOW, THAT, AS IN THE PAST, IF I GET DOWN, THEY ARE TOAST, I BRAND MY MEN, FOREVER! THAT IS THE ONE HANG UP, WITH MEN! LOL! STRONG IS THE NEW BEAUTIFUL. STRONG IS THE NEW SKINNY! LOVE YOUR AGING BODY. IT IS NEVER TOO LATE TO ACHIEVE YOUR OPTIMAL HEALTH. TODAY, WHILE I WALKED CLEAR ACROSS TOWN, LOOKING UP AT THAT FUCKING "M" ON THE MOUNTAIN, STARING ME IN THE FACE, CHALLENGING ME TO GET MY ASS, IN SHAPE, AND CLIMB THAT THING, BEING DEFEATED, LAST TIME I SORT OF, IN A HALF ASSED WAY, ATTEMPTED TO CLIMB, THAT BEAST . . . ONLY GETTING TO THE BENCH TO REST, AFTER THE FIRST HUGE ASS, SWITCH-BACK! LOL! I WAS HIKING WITH, FRIENDS, ALL HALF MY AGE, WHO, GOT THEIR ASSES, KICKED BY THE MOUNTAIN, TOO! IT REMINDS ME OF HIKING OUT OF THE NORTH RIM OF THE GRAND CANYON, BUT, GREENER, COOLER, SO I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE HEAT OF THE JULY, DAY, NOT LEAVING UNTIL AFTER, 11:00 AM, WITH KIDS, DRINKING ALL THE WATER WE HID, ON THE CLIMB UP! LIFE FLIGHT, WOULD HAVE GLADLY PAID, HAD I HAD THE MONEY! BUT, I AM READING THIS BOOK, "OLDER, STRONGER, FASTER" THAT IS INSPIRING ME, WITH STORIES OF OLDER WOMEN, IN THEIR 60, 70, 80, AND EVEN 90'S, WHO ARE RUNNING, NOT ONLY MARATHONS, BUT ULTRAMARATHONS! THEY HAVE BODIES BETTER THAN WHEN THEY WERE IN THEIR 20'S! SO COOL! AFTER ONE WEEK OF SWIMMING, I AM READY, TO CONQUER THE MOUNTAIN, IN TWO WEEKS, USING, RATTLESNAKE CANYON, FOR BUTT AND GLUT PRACTICE, TO GET ME READY TO FACE THE MONSTER! LOL! PERSONAL PERFECTION! I HAVE FILLED ALL MY "BUCKET LIST" IN THE LAW, CAN'T DO MUCH ABOUT CORRUPTION, SO, MOVING ON TO SOMETHING NEW . . . THE NEXT MOUNTAIN TO CLIMB, LITERALLY, IS TO GET BACK IN SHAPE, AND FAST! THE CHICK WHO WROTE THE BOOK, SMOKED, HAD FLAT FEET, WAS SHORT AND SQUATTY, AND WITHIN, THREE MONTHS, SHE WAS READY TO RUN A MARATHON! LOVE IT . . . I RAN FOR 10 YEARS, MY BODY, STARTS, TO SALAVATE, ONCE I GET OFF THE COMPUTER, GAVE IT AWAY, AND IT IS CHANGING MY LIFE . . . CAN'T GO VEG, AT MCDONALD'S FOR 8 HOURS, DROWNING MY PISSED OF POLITICAL WORRIES AND FOES WITH GLUTTONY, OVER, 42 OUNCES OF DIET COKE, FOREVER! I FIND MYSELF, GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWLS, BOTH FOR DIET COKE, BUT, MORE FOR THE SOCIAL ASPECT OF IT . . . DC. HAS EVEN LOST IT'S ALLURE FOR ME, NOW THAT I DON'T HAVE TRUE CRIME, POLITICS, OR NEWS, MY BLOG OR SOMETHING, TO ALLOW ME TO LOITER! I AM SO BORED, THAT, I LOOK FORWARD TO SWIMMING! LOL! SO, WATCH OUT, WORLD, I AM GETTING BACK IN SHAPE, WAS IN SHAPE FOR, THE FIRST 46 YEARS OF MY LIFE, SO, IT IS TIME! LIKE MY DAUGHTER, GRETA, TOTAL, ANIMAL, FOR FITNESS, WITH NICOLE AND GEORGE RUNNING NOW, MUCH, LIKE, MY DAUGHTERS, SAW THEIR MOM DO FOR YEARS, THEY ARE NOW DOING IT, BUT, GRETA, SAID, MOM, IT IS NOW OR NEVER! OKAY, I AM BURNED OUT ON POLITICS, SO, THE NEXT MOUNTAIN TO CONQUERE IS MYSELF! I AM EXCITED AND THAT CAT CALL, HOTTIE IN THE WHITE TRUCK, SATURDAY MORNING, AT ABOUT, 7:00 AM, GOT THE OLD JUICES FLOWING, YEAH, I CAN BE SEXY, TAKE ON TWO, 40 YEAR OLDS! YEAH, I AM COMPETITIVE WITH MEN! BUT, I WOULDN'T DO THAT, NOW WOULD I! LOL! OH, CUTE, FATHER'S DAY STORY! YESTERDAY, ME AND CLINTON, MY GAY FRIEND, HE DOESN'T CARE IF I SAY, THAT, PROUD OF IT, BUT WE TOOK A RIDE OUT TO BONNER, MY SANITY RUN, MOST DAYS, GREEN LUSH, AND BEAUTIFUL, AND ONE THE WAY BACK, THERE WAS THIS 30 TO 40 YEAR OLD, DAD, WITH HIS TWO DARLING, TEENAGE DAUGHTERS, TAKING A RIDE INTO TOWN, BOTH GIRLS, HEADS ON COMFY DAD'S SHOULDERS, HIM GRINNING AND ENJOYING, HIS HANDS FREE, TO CUDDLE, THE TWO . . . BUT, I MOTIONED TO CLINTON, AND SAID, NOTE THIS DUDE, BECAUSE I AM GOING TO TELL YOU SOMETHING ABOUT HIM, WHEN, WE GET OUT OF EAR SHOT! CLINTON, WHEN, WOMEN, WERE POLLED, THEY COLLECTIVELY, LIKED, A CERTAIN TYPE OF GUY, WITH BROWN, HAIR, AND WITH A "DAD BOD!" THAT GUY WAS PERFECT. WE BOTH TALKED ABOUT WHY WE THOUGHT THAT, WOMEN, LIKED THAT TYPE, RATHER THAN, THE BIG MUSCLEY, TYPES, OR THE BAD BOYS, OR WHATEVER, AND I SAID, WOMEN, ESPECIALLY, OF CHILD BEARING AGE, WANT TO NEST, TO HAVE KIDS, AND THAT IS A VULNERABLE TIME FOR THEM, PREGNANT AND FOR YEARS AFTER THAT, SO, THIS DAD MODEL, SAFE, SECURE, SOMEWHAT, FLUFFY, BUT HANDSOME, REPRESENTS, LOVE, FAMILY, COMFORT, PROTECTION, AND FIDELITY, I BELIEVE, BECAUSE, THEY SAY, THAT MOST GUYS AND GALS, WHO ARE HAPPILY MARRIED, THE GUY, PUTS ON ABOUT, 25 POUNDS, AND THE GAL, PUTS ON 16 POUNDS ON AVERAGE, OVER THE FIRST FEW YEARS OF MARRIAGE AND THAT IS A SIGN OF BEING HAPPY AND CONTENT! NICE. IF THE GUY HAS A PERFECT BODY, THAT PUTS MORE PRESSURE ON WOMEN, AND CHILD BEARING, WORKS, NOT SO MANY WONDERS, ON VERY NICE FIGURES, YOU JUST FUCKING EXPAND, LIKE I DID, ADDING, LIKE 4 TO 6 INCHES, IN MY RIB CAGE, CARRYING, 7.15 TO 9.13 POUND BABIES! BIG HIP TOO! LOCAL SHOP! SPRUCE! BUT, THERE IS A HARSH REALITY, TO THE SACRIFICES, WOMEN, MAKE, MOST AT LEAST, UNLESS THEY ARE MOVIE STARS AND PAY SURROGATES, TO HAVE THEIR BABIES FOR THEM, TO PRESERVE, THEIR FLAT TUMMIES, AND SAVE THEM FROM SAGGING BREASTS! I GUESS THE SURGICAL ARTS, CAN WORK, BUT I HAVE SEEN THEM DESTROY MORE MARRIAGES THAN THEY SAVE! ANYWAY, THAT WAS A CUTE, SIGHT, FOR SORE EYES TO SEE! IT MADE ME THINK OF THE SERMON, AND PRAYER, BY, THE PERISH FATHERS, AT ST. FRANCIS XAVIER'S CHURCH, THIS MORNING, DADS, HAVE GRACE AND FIDELITY IN YOUR FATHERING AND, THE BEST THING A MAN, CAN DO FOR HIS CHILDREN, IS TO LOVE THEIR MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STRETCH MARKS AND ALL! NATURAL BLISS, THESE LITTLE KIDS ARE! JESUS, SAID, SUFFER THE LITTLE CHILDREN TO COME UNTO ME, AND BUT FOR YOU BECOMING LIKE A LITTLE CHILD, YOU CANNOT ENTER INTO THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN! WE LOVE YOU DADS--YOU ROCK! HAVE A GREAT DAY!