The Law, is the Law, is the Law--Know Your Rights: JOANNIE'S KOMUCHA. SPARKLING BEVERAGES. THICK THIGHS. THIN PATIENCE! THIS IS NOT A HOBBY FOR ME! SHELLEY, PA, NSA, JUST STOLE MY SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY! MIX, MATCH & ATTACH! 17 YEARS TRYING! GOOD SOCIAL SECURITY HAS INSPECTOR GENERALS, WHO WILL FRY YOUR ASSES. THERE WAS A BROTHER & SISTER, WHO WERE ALLEGEDLY TAKING CARE OF THEIR DISABLED BROTHER, BUT THEY WERE DEPRIVING HIM, AND KEEPING THE MONEY, BOTH, WHEN, CAUGHT WENT TO PRISON FOR 15 YEARS! AL CAPONE AND THE TAXES--COULD GET HIM, ON MURDER, RACKETEERING, EXTORTION, MONEY LAUNDERING, BUT, THE TAX EVASION LOCKED HIM AWAY FOR A LONG, LONG TIME! I HAVE HEARD, THE INSPECTOR GENERALS, ARE PIT BULLS, WITH INVESTIGATORS AND THEY KNOW THEIR AREA OF EXPERTISE, DEEP AND WIDE, WHEN THE NORMAL COPS CAN'T SOLVE, THE PUZZLE, THIS CREW HAS BEEN ABLE TO DO IT! LIKE I HAVEN'T GIVEN, THE FUCKING GOD DAMNED LAZY ASS COPS, ENOUGHT TO HANG THERE FUCKERS TEN TIMES OVER, AND NOTHING IS BEING DONE OR HAS BEEN DONE . . . USING ME FOR LIVE BAIT, WAIT UNTIL I AM MURDERED, THEN, TAKE CREDIT FOR SOLVING THE CRIMES, BUT POOR JOANN, SHE JUST DIDN'T LAST LONG ENOUGH, SO THE GOVERNMENT WILL TAKE AND KEEP ALL SHE EARNED AND MADE! BAYERN? INCOMPREHENSIBLE! WHAT A BUNCH OF CLUSTER FUCKS! TALKING ABOUT CIA FUCK UPS, I THINK, I SAW, JAME KENNEDY, AT CB'S BAR & GRILL, LAST NIGHT, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR MY CHECK TO POST. THE MASTER OF DISGUISES, DIDN'T FOOL ME A BIT, NOW, THE CIA, DRESS UP AND PRETEND, MADE FOR CIA MOVIES, AND THE CLOWNS ENJOYMENT, KENNEDY, LOOKED LIKE, WHAT SOME RICH DUDE, PART OF THE AMERICAN CUP SAILING CLUB. HE IS STILL AS CHICKEN SHIT AS HE WAS, BACK TWO YEARS AGO! LOL. WHATEVER. LOOKS AND MONEY ARE NOT ENOUGH FOR ME, EVEN FLAT ASS BROKE! BOARD GAMES. CHECK OUT! SOLVE THE TRUMP SHIT ON YOUR OWN. I CAN SEE YOUR CLOWNS, COMING, THROUGH THE CROWD, CRANNING THEIR NECKS, LOOKING FOR ME IN THE CROWD, KENNEDY TOO, ALWAYS MOVING INTO MY VIEW, EVEN AFTER I MOVE, OR GO AND COME BACK. HAVE RACHEL, SHE IS MORE YOUR SPEED, CHATTY KATHY WITH BIG ASS FAKE TITS! LOL! DO, RATHER THAN, HAVING LONG BROWN HAIR, KENNEDY, HAS PURE WHITE HAIR, SAME GOATEE, SAME BODY, SAME FACE . . . SO, EITHER HE HAS GONE COMPLETELY GRAY, IN LESS THAT TWO YEARS, OR HE DYED HIS HAIR, WITH GRECIAN FORMULA OR JUST FOR MEN! LOL! SAME, STARES, SAME CATCHING THE OTHER ONE, LOOKING AT, THE OTHER, SIT AND LOOK BUT DON'T TOUCH. IF I HAD MONEY, I WOULD BE ON THE BUS TO SEATTLE OR THE KALISPELLL, WHITEFISH AREA! FREEDOM FUCKFACES! I'M PISSED AS SHIT! GLACIER NATIONAL PARK HAS BEEN CALLING ME, OR PIKES MARKET, THE SPACE NEEDLE, THE PUGET SOUND--ALL THE STUFF I WAS TOO BUSY FOR, RIGHT AFTER THE ELECTIONS! ANYTHING TO DITCH YOUR STUPID, SURVEILLANCE AND INCESSENT TRACKING! I AM INTERESTING, SO, I ENTERTAIN, YOUR SLIMMY ASSES, BUT, YOU ARE PREDICTABLE, LOSERS, THAT, I CAN READ YOUR MINDS EVEN BEFORE YOU DO, YOUR CLOWN SHIT GAMES. THE IRAN HOSTAGE SITUATIONS AND PRETENDING TO BE A FILM CREW, TO GET OUT, HAS GONE TO YOUR HEADS, AND MADE YOU LAZY AND STUPID, AND INTO, FEEDING OFF, THE WORK OF OTHERS, CREATING BOY BANDS, AND FAKE ASS ATTORNEYS--MUST MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, THAT THESE WOMEN ARE SO DEPENDENT ON YOU, AND YOU ON THEM, SOME SICK, FUCKED UP, PSYCHO, DEPENDENCY ON EACH OTHER. GET A FUCKING LIFE! JUST DON'T GET MINE! I THINK I WILL GET A JOB AT THE MCDONALD'S I HANG AT, AND START USING MY SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER FOR WORK AND TAXES! LOL! DOEN'T BOTHER ME, I KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE, AND WHO I AM, NO FALSSE PRETENSES FOR THIS GAL, SECURE AS SHIT! LOL! THIS MAY BACKFIRE ON, THE GIRLZ & BOYZ CLUBS, NO MONEY TO EAT OUT OR TRAVEL, SO NOTHING TO DO BUT WORK AND GET THIN! LOL! FEAR THIS! THAT MAY BE THE ONLY DIET PLAN THAT WILL EVER WORK, NOT GOING TO BUCK IT! LAST SATURDAY, ANNIE TOLD ME, AFTER BEING WITH ME ALL DAY AT MCD'S, THAT, I OUGHT TO GET A JOB, THERE, SINCE I AM ALWAYS THERE ANYWAY. SOUNDS GOOD TO ME, IF MY MONEY IS NOT IN THE BANK, BY MONDAY, AFTER TALKING TO SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, AND SOCIAL SECURITY ADMINISTRATION, I WILL APPLY, LIKE THEY ARE NOT GOING TO HIRE ME! LOL! I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH THESE GUYS FOR YEARS, THEY SPOTTED ME ON THE DIET COKE TODAY, AND MISS ME WHEN, I TRAVEL! BETTER THAN MY OWN FAMILY! I WILL JOIN THE MCDONALD'S FAMILY, THEN, WE WILL SEE HOW, PROUD, RACHEL, SHELLEY, KAY, SUE, MARCIE, TIFFANY, REBECCA, ANNIE, KELLY ANN, ARE OF BEING ME! I WILL BE FINE, BUT I DOUBT THEY WILL! I LOVE THE NEW MOTTO OF MCDONALDS, THEY WANT TO BE THE BUSINESS THAT HELPS KIDS BE TRAINED, FOR BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS, THROUGH, THEIR COLLEGE ASSISTANCE PROGRAMS! THERE ARE REASONS, THAT CERTAIN, BUSINESSES, STICK AROUND! LIKE I SAID BEFORE, THERE ARE NO COUNTRIES, THAT HAVE EVER GONE, TO WAR AGAINST AMERICA, WHO HAVE MCDONALD'S IN THEIR COUNTRY! I LOVE THAT! SYRIA? RUSSIA? IRAN? NORTH KOREA? LOL. SOUNDS LIKE AN EASY WAY TO SOLVE THE WORLD'S PROBLEMS! THE POVERELLO IS PRETTY FUN, ALWAYS, GETS A JUMP START WITH ANNIE AROUND, KEEPS ME LAUGHING, NON-STOP! ALTHOUGH, AFTER SHE BOUGHT ME, A DIET COKE AND CHIPS, WE SAT AND WATCHED ALL THE ACTION ON HIGGENS STREET, FROM, THE OUTSIDE, CAFE TABLES, IN FRONT OF WORDENS, VERY COOL, TONS OF TOURISTS, TONS! SHOULD BE A GREAT YEAR, FOR LOCAL BUSINESSES! THERE WAS A BLUE GRASS BAND, DODGE, SOMETHING,, PLAYING IN THE PARKING LOT BEHIND, THE OLD POST RESTAURANT AND WORDENS, SO FUN, KIDS DANCING WITH DADS AND MOMS, EVERYONE IN A GREAT MOOD, THE DUDES ARE GETTING INTO DANCING MORE, SAW SO MANY DANCING LAST NIGHT, IT WAS FUN! BOOGIE GET DOWN! SMILE . . . MAYBE THEY READ MY BLOG, COMPARING THE WAY A GUY DANCES TO THE WAY HE MAKES LOVE! BLUE GRASS, IS A BIT, JUMPY AND WIGGLY, FOR MAKING SEXY MOVES! LOL! BUT EVERY WAS DIGGIN' ON THE WARM, SUMMER NIGHT, WITH THE GHETTO GYPSY, FUN BUS, FILLED WITH YOUNG PEOPLE ROCKING THE STREETS, GOING UP AND DOWN, HIGGINS, WITH A GHETTO BLASTER! SIDEWALK CAFE'S, FROM THE FLATHEAD BREWERY, TO THE VIET NAM, EATERY, AND TACO DEL SOLE, WERE HOPPING, BIKERS, TRUCKS WITH MUSIC FULL BLAST, THE "BEWARE OF BEARS" VAN AND TRAILER, AND IT IS THE RIGHT TIME, TO WARN PEOPLE, BECAUSE, THERE WAS A GRIZZLY SHOT, BY A BLACK BEAR HUNTER IN BONNER, A MAN PAINTING WAS KNOCKED OFF HIS FEET BY A MOUNTAIN LION, AND SAD TO SAY, SOME POACHER, KILLED A GRIZZLY, AND DUMPED THE CARCASS, IN THE RIVER! I THINK THERE WAS A GRIZ UP RATTLESNAKE CANYON. SOME HOT GUY, FROM, TENNESSEE, CAME UP, AND STARTED TO DANCE NEXT TO ME, BEAMING, ABOUT, MONTANA, AND HOW MUCH, HE LOVED IT, IN TOWN, A DAY AND A HALF AT THAT POINT . . . HE SAID, THE MOUNTAINS ARE BEAUTIFUL, BUT, THE PEOPLE ARE SO COOL, HAPPY, FUN, AND THE HIPPIE CHICKS SO CUTE! LOL! I SAID, AND THEY ARE WILD TOO! I TOLD HIM, I WAS FROM, UTAH, NOT TOO WILD, BUT THEY ARE, AND I POINTED TO ALL THE CUTE GIRLS, JUST SEXY, BEING THEMSELVES, WIGGLING AND DANCING TO THE BEAT! I TOLD HIM, THAT, MANY PEOPLE, MYSELF, INCLUDED, COME TO VISIT AND JUST DON'T BOTHER TO LEAVE OR GO HOME AGAIN! LOL! HE SAID, I KNOW, I AM RETHINKING, MY NEXT 5 TO 10 YEAR GOALS! YEAH, MONTANA KIND OF HAS THAT EFFECT ON YOU! I SAW A YOUNG GUY, WITH LONG, SURFER HAIR, SKATER, DUDE, LOOSE GOOSE, HAT, SANDLES, LONG SHORTS, SHIRT, HAVING A GREAT TIME, AND I THOUGHT, I HAVE TO GET MY SON, CHRIS UP HERE, TO RELAX AND STOP TAKING LIFE SO SERIOUS! HE WOULD DIG IT, AND GET BACK TO THE WAY HE WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL, I LOVED HIS LONG, WAVEY BLONDE HAIR! OH, THERE IS EVEN A TACO, SKATE, BAR & GRILL! RIGHT NEXT TO THE GOLDEN ROSE, SYMBOLIC OF WHO HAS MY GOLD, AND NOW, MY SOCIAL SECURITY! BUT, THEY WERE ROCKIN' THE JOINT, AND SHOWING, SKATEBOARD VIDEOS, OF THE LIKE, I SAW, TONS OF WHEN, MY OWN BOYS WERE SKATING AND GETTING KILLED, BY STAIRS, CURBS, STAIRS, AND HALF PIPES! FUN MEMORIES--PROBABLY PAINFUL TO THEM, THEY NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT, THERE ACHES AND PAINS, UNTIL, YEARS LATER? AFTER, I LEFT THAT TACO, PLACE, WHERE ANOTHER HOTTIE, OFFERED ME A SHOT, I WASN'T SURE WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT, BECAUSE I AM NOT A DRINKER, THEN, IT DAWNED ON ME, HE WAS OFFERING TO BUY ME A DRINK, HE PROBABLY THOUGHT, I WAS AN IDIOT! I AM VERY UNSCHOOLED IN THAT ARENA! I DECIDED TO LEAVE AND GO FIND ANOTHER OF, ABOUT, 20 ATM MACHINES, I USED, LAST NIGHT, SURE THAT, THERE WAS A MISTAKE, OR SOME REASON, THAT, I WASN'T GOING TO GET TO GO TO BREAKFAST, MY TRADITION, EACH PAY DAY, AT THE OXFORD! BUT, THE BAR TENDER, TOLD ME, THAT THERE WAS AN ATM AT THE "BADLANDERS" DANCE CLUB, AROUND THE CORNER, I CRUISED PASSED THE BOUNCER, HE, STARTED TO SAY SOMEONE, THAT I SAID, I AM JUST GOING TO USE YOUR ATM MACHINE. BUT, THINKING THAT DAYLIGHT SAVINGS, OR MAYBE THE FACT THAT, MY BANK IS IN PACFIC TIME, OR RACKING MY BRAIN, FOR WHY, I KEPT GETTING MESSAGES, FROM "DECLINED" TO CONTACT YOUR ISSUER, OR ONE EVEN SAID, THAT IT WAS AN INSUFFICIENT ACCOUNT? WHAT? I AM GUESSING THAT, SHELLEY, DAD, OR THE NSA, HACKERS, JUST CHANGED, ONE NUMBER, AND WHAT WENT INTO MY ACCOUNT, LEFT TO ANOTHER . . . GOD INTEL, WHEN, I WAS, AT THE MISSOULA FEDERAL CREDIT UNION, NEAR THE COP SHOP, BUT, AS I TRIED TO CHANGE THE PIN NUMBER, WHICH HAS SAVED, MY SOCIAL SECURITY BEFORE, BUT, THE TRANSACTION WAS CANCELED AND NOT BY ME, BUT, I SAW A NORMAL, OFFICAL, MISSOULA POLICE DEPARTMENT, SQUAD CAR, GO INTO THE PARKING LOT OF THE COP SHOP, AND JUST AS IT WENT IN, ABOUT, BETWEEN 3:00 AM, AND 3:30 AM, OR THERE ABOUT, ANOTHER ONE, PASSED, OUT OF THE PARKING LOT, ALMOST AT THE SAME TIME, AND IT WAS, A VERY STRANGE LOOKING SQUAD CAR, ALMOST ALL WHITE, STILL DODGE AVENGER, BUT, THE NORMAL MARKINGS, OF RED, WHITE AND BLUE, ALMOST COVERING THE WHOLE PANEL, OF THE DOORS, WAS, VERY PLAIN, WITH LITTLE MARKINGS . . . BUT, I THOUGHT, THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY MONEY, AS THE SOCIAL SECURITY WAS BEING DEPOSTED, IN THE REAL, ME ACCOUNT, JUST AS FAST, PROBABLY, SO FAST THAT THE HUMAN EYE, COULD NOT SEE THE TRANSFER, OF FUNDS, TO THE FAKE ACCOUNT, JUST LIKE THE STRANGE COP CAR, THAT I DON'T RECALL EVER SEEING BEFORE? IT RESEMBLED, THE NORMAL SQUAD CARS, BUT, IT WAS NOT, LIKE ALL THE ONES, I SEE ALL THE TIME! JUST LIKE, ME, AND RACHEL, THE MONEY GRUBBING, GOLD DIGGER, OR KAY, BOTH, ONE FOR THE MONEY, WELL ALL OF THEM, IN SQUAD THEY TRUST, THEY ARE NOT THE SAME AS ME, THE ORIGINAL, THE REAL, THE AUTHENTIC, BUT, CHEAP KNOCK OFFS, LIKE THIS COP CAR? OKAY, I FOUND ONE OF THE RECIEPTS, FROM THAT, STOP, 6/03/17, 03:24 AM, 126 WEST SPRUCE, MISSOULA. IT SAYS, "CHECKING WITHDRAWAL, CONTACT YOUR ISSUER, 100. THE MONEY, PROBABLY, DIDN'T EVEN LAND FOR MORE THAN A SECOND, AND WAS, REDIRECTED, TO, ANOTHER ACCOUNT, MUCH, LIKE MY BLOGS, IN & OUT, SO FAST, IT WILL MAKE YOU FREAK, IF YOU CAN EVEN SEE IT AT ALL! SO, THIS BUNCH OF LYING SACKES OF SHIT, WITH BILLIONS OF MY FAMILY MONEY, HAVE BEEN TRYING TO STEAL, EVEN THE LAST FEW DOLLARS, I USE TO STAY ALIVE! BUT THAT IS THE POINT, THEY WANT ME DEAD, AND I AM NOT SURE, THAT, THERE WERE NOT SEVERAL HITS ON ME LAST NIGHT, RE-ROUTING THE MONEY, WITH THE IDEA, THAT, I WOULD NOT BE THERE TO RAT THEM OUT! I HAD ONE GUY, COME OUT OF THE DARK, AROUND 4:00 AM, I SAT, ON THE ROCK, BENCH, WAITING FOR HIM, TO LEAVE OR PASS, BEING SOMEWHAT AWAY FROM HIM . . . BUT, AS HE LEFT THE DARKNESS OF THE ALLEY, I WAS, HEADING INTO, UNTIL, I SAW HIS FEET, BUT, AS HE CAME, CLOSER, I SAID, DON'T COME THIS WAY, GO ON YOUR WAY . . . BUT HE DIDN'T, HE HEADED STRAIGHT TO ME, SO, I AGAIN, TOLD HIM, THERE WAS NO REASON FOR HIM TO COME, NEAR ME, AND TO HEAD THE OTHER WAY . . . FINALLY, BLUFFING HIM, WITHOUT CELL PHONE SERVICE, DUE TO NO FUCKING MONEY, PROBABLY THE POINT, I TOLD HIM, IF HE CAME NEAR TO ME, I WOULD CALL THE COPS! HE HAD HIS FACE, AND HEAD COVERED, NOT COLD, AND STILL, WALKED, CLOSER, BUT, STOPPED, AND WALKED DOWN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, AND LEFT! AT THE OXFORD, WHILE I WAS CHECKING MY ACCOUNT, ONE OF THE COOKS AND WAITER, THEY DO DOUBLE DUTY, KEPT, SAYING, THAT I COULD SIT, AT THE GAMBLING MACHINES, UNLESS I WAS PLAYING THEM? WHAT, AND THEN, I WAS WAITING AT THE BACK, TO SEE IF, MY CHECK POSTED, LIKE IN A FEW MINUTES, STILL STUNNED, AND SHOCKED, BUT ALWAYS, KNOWING, THAT FOR THE LAST, 17 YEARS, REALLY INTENSE SINCE I LEFT, UTAH, I HAVE HAD A MONTHLY WAR, OVER MY MONEY, AND YOU WOULD THINK, THEY, REALLY BELIEVE THEY ARE ME, HYPNOTIZED, PERHAPS, FRINGE SHIT, BUT, WITH ALL THE ENERGY, THEY GO AFTER, THIS, BUT IT IS THE ONE, THING THAT CONNECTS ME TO MY LIFE, BEFORE, I GOT POISONED, WAS OFF THE RADAR FOR, ALMOST 10 YEARS, CONNECTS ME TO MY KIDS, TO THE PICK'S DISEASE, THAT GIVES ME THE SOCIAL SECURITY AND WAS SCARY ENOUGH, THAT THE AGENT, TOLD ME NOT TO GET OFF, IT, EVEN IF, I WAS PRACTICING LAW AGAIN, THE STRESS, AND WHO KNOWS, TOO HARD TO GET BACK ON--THANK GOD, IT HAS KEPT ME ALIVE THROUGH, HITS, TRAVEL, BEING ON THE RUN, AND SAVED, MY ASS, FOR AT LEAST, INTENSELY, THE LAST 6 YEARS, SINCE, DEATH, KNOCKS ON MY DOOR, EACH DAY! IT IS CRITICAL, TO COMPLETELY STEALING MY ENTIRE LIFE, AND AS LONG AS I HAVE, IT, I STILL, HAVE, ALL THE REMNENTS AND STAY CONNECTED! OH, ANYWAY, SCARY SHIT FOR ME, MY SAFETY, AND LIFE, DEPEND ON THIS SMALL AMOUNT, BUT IT IS MORE, WHAT, THAT MONEY SAYS, AND REPRESENTS, GOING BACK 17 YEARS! YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER, THAT I AM DEALING WITH PROFESSIONALS, WHO, BURY PEOPLE, DEEP 6 THEM, MAKE UP, FALSE IDENTITIES, CREATE ALIASES, AND PRETEND TO BE, MORE THAN, ONE PERSON, ALL THE TIME, BUT, MY LIFE, AND RESUMES, KIDS AND WHAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISH, COULD NOT BE MADE UP, OR MADE BETTER! THE PERFECT, POLITICAL RESUME AND FAMILY! MY WHOLE LIFE IS "PURPLE" A BLEND BETWEEN, THE RED AND BLUE OF THE CONSERVATIVE, OR REPUBLICANS, AND THE LIBERALS, OR DEMOCRATS, WITH THE CONSTITUTION, RUNNING LIKE A RIVER, THROUGH ME AND MY LIFE! FACE THE RIVER! SO, YOU COULD SAY, I CAN SWING BOTH WAYS, VERY VALUABLE, INDEED! A BRIGE, ESPECIALLY, NOW DAYS, WHEN, POLITICS ARE SO POLARIZED, AND EVERYONE, IS IN THEIR CAMP, FIGHTING AGAINST THE OTHER ONE. BUT, IT WAS WILD AT THE "BADLANDERS" . . . I WAS JUST SITTING IN THE PACKED, DANCE CLUB, AT A TABLE WITH SOME STRANGERS, GUYS, WHO WERE COOL, THE DJ, WAS SCRATCHING THE RECORDS AND GUYS AND GIRLS WERE DANCING UP A STORM . . . ALL THE SUDDEN IN, THE CROWDED PLACE, HOPPING AND POPPING, THIS GUY, WALKS UP TO TWO GIRLS AND GRABS ONE BY THE NECK, AND KIND OF SHAKES HER? AT FIRST, I THOUGHT, THAT IT WAS A JOKE, JUST FRIENDS, MESSING AROUND, BUT, THEN, THIS GUY, LEFT THE TWO GIRLS, AND TOOK OFF, GRABBING SOME GUYS, MUCH, SMALLER, THAN, THEY WERE, AND HE THREW THEM TO THE GROUND, WITHOUT A FIGHT! THE CHOKER, WAS ATHLETIC AND STRONG, WELL BUILT, AND HANDSOME, BUT A REAL HOT HEAD, AND I ASSUMED, THAT THIS GIRL WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND, WHO DID'T WANT HIM ANY MORE, OR JUST BROKE UP, WITH HIM, AND HE WAS JEALOUS OF THESE OTHER GUYS, AND TOOK THEM DOWN. PEOPLE, REALLY, DIDN'T SEE WHAT WAS GONIG ON, BUT, HE CAME BACK OVER TO THE TWO GIRLS, WHO WERE STANDING, NOT MORE THAN, 10 TO 20 FEET FROM ME, AND HE TOOK HER AGAIN, AND TOOK HER HEAD, AND KIND OF SMASHED, IT INTO A TABLE, AND I WAS LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK . . . THIS IS BEYOND, KID'S PLAY, BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND STUFF, BUT, SHE WAS SO CALM, IT MADE IT HARD, TO GET A READ, ON REALLY WHAT WAS GOING ON . . . AND THANK GOD, A COUPLE OF GUYS, BACKED HIM, OFF THE GIRLS, AS ONE COMFORRTED THE OTHER, AS THE DUDES TRIED TO TALK THIS GUY DOWN, AND PUSH BACK, BUT, AGAIN, HE WAS, A BIT, BIGGER THAN BOTH OF THEM! SUDDENLY, THIS BIGGER GUY, CAME OVER, AND TRIED TO GET THIS LUNATIC, TO KNOCK IT OFF, BUT HE WAS STARTING TO GET INTO THIS GUYS FACE, AND IT LOOKED, LIKE IT WAS GOING TO GO TO FISTS, WHEN, SOMEONE GOT THE BOUNCER, BIGGER AND TALLER, THAN, THIS CRAZY ASS, WHO WAS TAKING ON EVERYONE . . . AND SUDDENLY, THESE TWO ARE THROWING, PUNCHES, AND HITTING EACH OTHER, BEING BOTH STRONG, THEY, HIT CHAIRS, AND KNOCKED THEM, OVER, AND TO TWO WERE TANGLING PRETTY GOOD, WHEN, ANOTHER, SECURITY GUARD, CAME OVER AND TRIED TO TAKE CONTROL, BUT THEN THERE WERE THREE, OR MORE, GETTING INTO IT! I WAS LIKE, IS THIS REAL? I SO, RARELY SEE, PHYSICAL VIOLENCE, EVEN AT THE POVERELLO, THAT, I THINK, I SAW, KIND OF NUMB, BEING VERY OPPOSED TO DATING VIOLENCE, OR PHYSICAL VIOLENCE, AND I WAS GLAD, THAT THE GUYS, JUMPED IN AN STOPPED, IT BECAUSE, I WAS JUST ABOUT TO DO IT MYSELF, RIGHT OFF THE BAT, AND I AM SURE, I WOULD HAVE BEEN KNOCKED OUT! LOL! I HAVE NEVER BEEN HIT BEFORE, AND PAIN, IS NOT SOMETHING I DO WELL! BABIES WERE ALMOST BEYOND ME AND IF THERE WAS ANYWAY, I COULD HAVE GOTTEN OUT OF IT, I WOULD HAVE, AND THE IV'S WERE HORRID! BUT, I WAS BIGGER THAN THE TWO, THIN, PETITE GIRLS, AND AT LEAST, I COULD HAVE, TRIED TO TALK SOME SENSE INTO HIM, BUT, PROBABLY WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN ANYMORE, SUCCESSFUL, THAN, THE TWO DUDES WITH GLASSES AND WHO WERE MUCH SMALLER, BUT HELL, THEY DID SOMETHING, WHEN, I WAS, CONTEMPLATING, WHAT EXACTLY SHOULD BE DONE! I GOT INTERRUPTED, SO, ANYWAY, FINALLY, IT TOOK, THE TWO SECURITY GUARDS, TO GET THE GUY, COPS WERE CALLED, THE DUDE WAS ARRESTED AND EVERY ONE, AGGREED, HE SHOULD BE! BUT, THE FRIEND AND OTHERS WERE COMFORTING THE GILR, HOW STILL SEEMED, MYSTERIOUSLY, CALM? BUT, THE GUYS SITTING, NEAR ME, CAME BACK OVER AND SAT DOWN, BUT, IT WAS COOL, THAT THE LARGER GUYS, WHO, BACKED UP THE TWO GUYS, SITTING BY ME, LOOKED, MY WAY, SMILED AND FLIPPED ME THE PEACE SIGN! LOL! THE THOUGHT CROSSED MY MIND, THAT, HE, MAYBE RECOGNIZED, ME FROM MY DESCRIPTION OF MYSELF IN MY BLOG, BUT IT WAS ALMOST, LIKE THIS, WINK AND SILENT, NOD, THAT I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU PUSH PEACE . . . MAKE IT HAPPEN, AND HE DID . . . IT TOOK A BIT, BUT, THE GUYS, VERY MASCULINE AND COOL, GOT THINGS UNDER CONTROL. I SMILED AND GAVE THE GUY A THUMBS UP, OF MY APPROVAL, VERY NICELY DONE. THE BOUNCER, GOT A BIT MORE THAN HE COUNTED ON, BECAUSE, MOST PEOPLE, WILL COOL OFF, OR STOP, BEING AN IDIOT, WHEN, SOMEONE WITH THE AUTHORITY, JUST WALKS THEIR WAY, BUT THIS DUDE WAS, MAYBE TOO FAR GONE, WITH THIS CHICK, AND WHO KNOWS WHAT WAS GOING ON BEHIND ALL THIS. BUT, AS I LEFT, I SAID TO THE BOUNCER, LOOKS LIKE YOU GOT THINGS UNDER CONTROL, GOOD JOB. HE SAID, YEAH, THE DUDE HAD SOME "HOMOPHOBIA" THING GOING ON? I WAS LIKE, WHAT? BUT PERHAPS, THESE TWO, SMALLER, DUDES HE ATTACKED AT THE FIRST, AND THEY WERE NOT MUCH, LARGER THAN THE TWO VERY SLIGHT GIRLS, AND COULD HAVE BEEN GAY, I WAS SOMEWHAT TAKEN BACK, BY, THAT COMMENT . . . I THOUGHT, HOW COOL, THAT THESE GUYS, ABOUT, 5 OF THEM, TOOK CARE OF BUSINESS, FROM STOPPING THE ABUSE, NOT ONLY OF THE GIRLS, BUT OF THE GAY GUYS, WITH JUST AS MUCH, PASSION AND DETERMINATION! THEN, I REMINDED MYSELF, THAT, MISSOULA, GETS A PERFECT SCORE, ON LGBTQ RIGHTS AND PROTECTIONS! GREAT EXAMPLE, FUCKING TURNED ME ON, AND LIKE I SAID, THE GIRL, WAS SO LOW KEY, THAT IT ALMOST SEEMED SURREAL, BUT, THEY, COULD NOT HAVE KNOWN, THAT I WAS COMING TO STAGE IT? BUT, VICTIMS OF ABUSE, ALMOST THINK THEY, DESERVED IT, AND SHE, JUST, KIND OF TOOK, IT AND NEVER, FOUGHT BACK, OR YELLED AT HIM, OR DID REALLY ANYTHING, TO STOP THE ABUSE? INTERESTING, NIGHT, KIND OF FUN, EXCITING, DIG MONTANA GUYS, THEY ARE STAND UP GUYS, GIRLS TOO, BUT, THERE WAS SOME PRETTY TOUGH, THROWS AND FISTS, GOING ON, BIG GUYS, POWERFUL, AND STRONG, BUT, THE FURNITURE, GOT IN THE WAY, SENDING BOTH THE GUYS, TUMBLING, WHICH, THREW OFF THE BALANCE, BUT THEY WERE PRETTY EVENLY, MATCHED! LOL! AT FIRST, I DIDN'T THINK, ANYONE WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO STOP THEM, BECUASE, GAME ON, FOR SURE, BUT, SEEING THAT THE GIRL WAS SAFE, WAY PROTECTIVE OF HER, BUT, I WAS LIKE, COOL . . . LOL! THE ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE! THE REAL MCCOY, IN REAL, MISSOULA, MONTANA! GETTING ON THE MAP, BIG TIME! SOMETHING ELSE, ERUPTED, AS I WALKED DOWN THE ALLEY TO WELLS FARGO, STILL IN SHOCK, SURE THAT, LIKE PAVLOV'S DOGS, THAT IF I HIT THE TRIP WIRE, ENOUGH, THE MONEY WILL COME! NOT SO! I TRIED, ABOUT, THREE MORE TIMES, EVEN LATER THIS MORNING AFTER A SHOWER, SO GONE, NO FUN, NO MON, BORING, BORING, BORING . . . MAYBE THERE WILL BE ANOTHER FIGHT TONIGHT? AS LONG AS NO ONE IS HURT, WHY NOT? ITS THE MONTANA WAY! JUST KIDDING! LOL! TWO STUDS FIGHTING, WHAT COULD BE MORE EXCITING . . . THEN, THE THIRD THROWING DOWN WITH HIS BUDDY, BUT, THEY LAUGHED IT OFF! LOL! THE GUY IN THE BACK OF THE COP CAR, IS PROBABLY REGRETTING THAT TEMPER! BUT, SOMETHING ELSE, THAT BROUGHT, ABOUT THREE COP CARS, WITH TONS OF KIDS AND CROWDS, OUTSIDE, TOOK PLACE, BUT, I HAD MY THRILL FOR THE NIGHT!. I HAVE TO SAY, THAT THESE GUYS ARE RAISED RIGHT, PROTECTIVE, STRONG, NOT GOING TO STAND BY AND WATCH A CHICK OR A GAY DUDE TAKE ANYTHING FROM SOME ASSHOLE! BUT, I SEE, DADS, ALL OVER, TOWN WITH THEIR KIDS, JUST BEING COOL DADS, MESSING AROUND WITH THE DAUGHTERS, AND DIGGIN WITH THEIR SONS . . . LAST NIGHT SOME, SURFER LOOKING DUDE AND HIS CUTE, SON WITH VERY BLONDE HAIR, GOT OUT DANCING, RIGHT UP FRONT WITH THE BAND, SO CUTE! SO MANLY, SO COOL! WHAT A GREAT NIGHT! I WAS ALMOST IN THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME, TO GET ALL THE ACTION, THE WHOLE NIGHT! NOT ON THE PERIPHERY ANYMORE, SMACK DAB, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ACTION LAST NIGHT . . . AND I THOUGHT ALL THE COPS DID, WAS, MEET AT EINSTEIN'S BAGELS! LOL! AND A GOOD TIME WAS HAD BY ALL! EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING DIME TO MY NAME . . . COULDN'T HAVE BEEN MORE FUN! GOOD, CLEAN, ALL, AMERICAN FUN! I DON'T HAVE THE STOMACH, TO WRITE, ABOUT, POLITICS! I AM TOO DEPRESSED THAT I AM NOT ON THE SHUTTLE GOING NORTH, OR THE BUS, GOING NORTHWEST TO SEATTLE . . . GROUNDED! I AM SO NOT A HOME BODY, AND ONCE WHEN, I WAS, IN HIGH SCHOOL, AND MY FATHER GROUNDED ME, FOR SOMETHING . . . THE ONE NIGHT IN MY LIFE, I STAYED HOME, I ABOUT, DROVE MY FAMILY, NOT USED TO ME, THAT IS WHY IT IS SO EASY TO SEE ME AS A PIN NUMBER NOW, BUT, I PACED, AND WALKED, THE LENGTH OF MY FAMILY HOME, FROM THE KITECHEN TO MY PARENT'S ROOM, ABOUT ONE HUNDRED TIMES, AND FINALLY, MY FATHER, PAID ME TO LEAVE! LOL! I AM A LOT OF ENERGY, TO STORE AND HANDLE IN ONE HOUSE! MY ROOMMATES IN LAW SCHOOL, FOUND THAT TRUE, AND FREAKED OUT, WHEN, THERE WAS A RARE NIGHT, I WASN'T WITH MY KIDS, OR ONE OF MY TWO STEADY BOYFRIENDS, WITH A FEW ON THE SIDE! LOL! ONCE I WALKED IN THE DOOR, AND I COULDN'T FIND A CLEAN, FORK, SPOON, OR PAN, FOR THE ONE NIGHT IN MONTHS, THAT I ACTUALLY, COOKED, MY ROOMMATES, WERE STUNNED, SCARED, AND SCURRIED AROUND, TO CLEAN, WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, THE SECOND THEY FINISHED COOKING . . . ALWAYS FIRM, BUT FAIR! CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF! I WAS PISSED THAT SOME EMPLOYEE, OF THE MOUNTAIN LINE BUS, HAD TO CLEAN UP AFTER, SLOBS, WHO LITERED, NEAR THE SHELTER, AT FRESH MARKET . . . DISGUSTING! I ASKED HER IF WE COULDN'T GET A GARBAGE CAN, LIKE THE HOSPITAL, PUT UP, NEAR THEIR SHELTER? SHE SAID WE ARE WORKING ON THAT . . . I TRIED TO HELP HER CLEAN, BUT, SHE, STOPPED ME, I DIDN'T HAVE PLASTIC GLOVES, AND SHE DID! ANYWAY, TIME FOR LUNCH, ALMOST . . . POLITICS CAN WAIT, I AM GETTING BURNED OUT!

Saturday, June 3, 2017

JOANNIE'S KOMUCHA. SPARKLING BEVERAGES. THICK THIGHS. THIN PATIENCE! THIS IS NOT A HOBBY FOR ME! SHELLEY, PA, NSA, JUST STOLE MY SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY! MIX, MATCH & ATTACH! 17 YEARS TRYING! GOOD SOCIAL SECURITY HAS INSPECTOR GENERALS, WHO WILL FRY YOUR ASSES. THERE WAS A BROTHER & SISTER, WHO WERE ALLEGEDLY TAKING CARE OF THEIR DISABLED BROTHER, BUT THEY WERE DEPRIVING HIM, AND KEEPING THE MONEY, BOTH, WHEN, CAUGHT WENT TO PRISON FOR 15 YEARS! AL CAPONE AND THE TAXES--COULD GET HIM, ON MURDER, RACKETEERING, EXTORTION, MONEY LAUNDERING, BUT, THE TAX EVASION LOCKED HIM AWAY FOR A LONG, LONG TIME! I HAVE HEARD, THE INSPECTOR GENERALS, ARE PIT BULLS, WITH INVESTIGATORS AND THEY KNOW THEIR AREA OF EXPERTISE, DEEP AND WIDE, WHEN THE NORMAL COPS CAN'T SOLVE, THE PUZZLE, THIS CREW HAS BEEN ABLE TO DO IT! LIKE I HAVEN'T GIVEN, THE FUCKING GOD DAMNED LAZY ASS COPS, ENOUGHT TO HANG THERE FUCKERS TEN TIMES OVER, AND NOTHING IS BEING DONE OR HAS BEEN DONE . . . USING ME FOR LIVE BAIT, WAIT UNTIL I AM MURDERED, THEN, TAKE CREDIT FOR SOLVING THE CRIMES, BUT POOR JOANN, SHE JUST DIDN'T LAST LONG ENOUGH, SO THE GOVERNMENT WILL TAKE AND KEEP ALL SHE EARNED AND MADE! BAYERN? INCOMPREHENSIBLE! WHAT A BUNCH OF CLUSTER FUCKS! TALKING ABOUT CIA FUCK UPS, I THINK, I SAW, JAME KENNEDY, AT CB'S BAR & GRILL, LAST NIGHT, WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR MY CHECK TO POST. THE MASTER OF DISGUISES, DIDN'T FOOL ME A BIT, NOW, THE CIA, DRESS UP AND PRETEND, MADE FOR CIA MOVIES, AND THE CLOWNS ENJOYMENT, KENNEDY, LOOKED LIKE, WHAT SOME RICH DUDE, PART OF THE AMERICAN CUP SAILING CLUB. HE IS STILL AS CHICKEN SHIT AS HE WAS, BACK TWO YEARS AGO! LOL. WHATEVER. LOOKS AND MONEY ARE NOT ENOUGH FOR ME, EVEN FLAT ASS BROKE! BOARD GAMES. CHECK OUT! SOLVE THE TRUMP SHIT ON YOUR OWN. I CAN SEE YOUR CLOWNS, COMING, THROUGH THE CROWD, CRANNING THEIR NECKS, LOOKING FOR ME IN THE CROWD, KENNEDY TOO, ALWAYS MOVING INTO MY VIEW, EVEN AFTER I MOVE, OR GO AND COME BACK. HAVE RACHEL, SHE IS MORE YOUR SPEED, CHATTY KATHY WITH BIG ASS FAKE TITS! LOL! DO, RATHER THAN, HAVING LONG BROWN HAIR, KENNEDY, HAS PURE WHITE HAIR, SAME GOATEE, SAME BODY, SAME FACE . . . SO, EITHER HE HAS GONE COMPLETELY GRAY, IN LESS THAT TWO YEARS, OR HE DYED HIS HAIR, WITH GRECIAN FORMULA OR JUST FOR MEN! LOL! SAME, STARES, SAME CATCHING THE OTHER ONE, LOOKING AT, THE OTHER, SIT AND LOOK BUT DON'T TOUCH. IF I HAD MONEY, I WOULD BE ON THE BUS TO SEATTLE OR THE KALISPELLL, WHITEFISH AREA! FREEDOM FUCKFACES! I'M PISSED AS SHIT! GLACIER NATIONAL PARK HAS BEEN CALLING ME, OR PIKES MARKET, THE SPACE NEEDLE, THE PUGET SOUND--ALL THE STUFF I WAS TOO BUSY FOR, RIGHT AFTER THE ELECTIONS! ANYTHING TO DITCH YOUR STUPID, SURVEILLANCE AND INCESSENT TRACKING! I AM INTERESTING, SO, I ENTERTAIN, YOUR SLIMMY ASSES, BUT, YOU ARE PREDICTABLE, LOSERS, THAT, I CAN READ YOUR MINDS EVEN BEFORE YOU DO, YOUR CLOWN SHIT GAMES. THE IRAN HOSTAGE SITUATIONS AND PRETENDING TO BE A FILM CREW, TO GET OUT, HAS GONE TO YOUR HEADS, AND MADE YOU LAZY AND STUPID, AND INTO, FEEDING OFF, THE WORK OF OTHERS, CREATING BOY BANDS, AND FAKE ASS ATTORNEYS--MUST MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, THAT THESE WOMEN ARE SO DEPENDENT ON YOU, AND YOU ON THEM, SOME SICK, FUCKED UP, PSYCHO, DEPENDENCY ON EACH OTHER. GET A FUCKING LIFE! JUST DON'T GET MINE! I THINK I WILL GET A JOB AT THE MCDONALD'S I HANG AT, AND START USING MY SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER FOR WORK AND TAXES! LOL! DOEN'T BOTHER ME, I KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE, AND WHO I AM, NO FALSSE PRETENSES FOR THIS GAL, SECURE AS SHIT! LOL! THIS MAY BACKFIRE ON, THE GIRLZ & BOYZ CLUBS, NO MONEY TO EAT OUT OR TRAVEL, SO NOTHING TO DO BUT WORK AND GET THIN! LOL! FEAR THIS! THAT MAY BE THE ONLY DIET PLAN THAT WILL EVER WORK, NOT GOING TO BUCK IT! LAST SATURDAY, ANNIE TOLD ME, AFTER BEING WITH ME ALL DAY AT MCD'S, THAT, I OUGHT TO GET A JOB, THERE, SINCE I AM ALWAYS THERE ANYWAY. SOUNDS GOOD TO ME, IF MY MONEY IS NOT IN THE BANK, BY MONDAY, AFTER TALKING TO SOUND COMMUNITY BANK, AND SOCIAL SECURITY ADMINISTRATION, I WILL APPLY, LIKE THEY ARE NOT GOING TO HIRE ME! LOL! I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH THESE GUYS FOR YEARS, THEY SPOTTED ME ON THE DIET COKE TODAY, AND MISS ME WHEN, I TRAVEL! BETTER THAN MY OWN FAMILY! I WILL JOIN THE MCDONALD'S FAMILY, THEN, WE WILL SEE HOW, PROUD, RACHEL, SHELLEY, KAY, SUE, MARCIE, TIFFANY, REBECCA, ANNIE, KELLY ANN, ARE OF BEING ME! I WILL BE FINE, BUT I DOUBT THEY WILL! I LOVE THE NEW MOTTO OF MCDONALDS, THEY WANT TO BE THE BUSINESS THAT HELPS KIDS BE TRAINED, FOR BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS, THROUGH, THEIR COLLEGE ASSISTANCE PROGRAMS! THERE ARE REASONS, THAT CERTAIN, BUSINESSES, STICK AROUND! LIKE I SAID BEFORE, THERE ARE NO COUNTRIES, THAT HAVE EVER GONE, TO WAR AGAINST AMERICA, WHO HAVE MCDONALD'S IN THEIR COUNTRY! I LOVE THAT! SYRIA? RUSSIA? IRAN? NORTH KOREA? LOL. SOUNDS LIKE AN EASY WAY TO SOLVE THE WORLD'S PROBLEMS! THE POVERELLO IS PRETTY FUN, ALWAYS, GETS A JUMP START WITH ANNIE AROUND, KEEPS ME LAUGHING, NON-STOP! ALTHOUGH, AFTER SHE BOUGHT ME, A DIET COKE AND CHIPS, WE SAT AND WATCHED ALL THE ACTION ON HIGGENS STREET, FROM, THE OUTSIDE, CAFE TABLES, IN FRONT OF WORDENS, VERY COOL, TONS OF TOURISTS, TONS! SHOULD BE A GREAT YEAR, FOR LOCAL BUSINESSES! THERE WAS A BLUE GRASS BAND, DODGE, SOMETHING,, PLAYING IN THE PARKING LOT BEHIND, THE OLD POST RESTAURANT AND WORDENS, SO FUN, KIDS DANCING WITH DADS AND MOMS, EVERYONE IN A GREAT MOOD, THE DUDES ARE GETTING INTO DANCING MORE, SAW SO MANY DANCING LAST NIGHT, IT WAS FUN! BOOGIE GET DOWN! SMILE . . . MAYBE THEY READ MY BLOG, COMPARING THE WAY A GUY DANCES TO THE WAY HE MAKES LOVE! BLUE GRASS, IS A BIT, JUMPY AND WIGGLY, FOR MAKING SEXY MOVES! LOL! BUT EVERY WAS DIGGIN' ON THE WARM, SUMMER NIGHT, WITH THE GHETTO GYPSY, FUN BUS, FILLED WITH YOUNG PEOPLE ROCKING THE STREETS, GOING UP AND DOWN, HIGGINS, WITH A GHETTO BLASTER! SIDEWALK CAFE'S, FROM THE FLATHEAD BREWERY, TO THE VIET NAM, EATERY, AND TACO DEL SOLE, WERE HOPPING, BIKERS, TRUCKS WITH MUSIC FULL BLAST, THE "BEWARE OF BEARS" VAN AND TRAILER, AND IT IS THE RIGHT TIME, TO WARN PEOPLE, BECAUSE, THERE WAS A GRIZZLY SHOT, BY A BLACK BEAR HUNTER IN BONNER, A MAN PAINTING WAS KNOCKED OFF HIS FEET BY A MOUNTAIN LION, AND SAD TO SAY, SOME POACHER, KILLED A GRIZZLY, AND DUMPED THE CARCASS, IN THE RIVER! I THINK THERE WAS A GRIZ UP RATTLESNAKE CANYON. SOME HOT GUY, FROM, TENNESSEE, CAME UP, AND STARTED TO DANCE NEXT TO ME, BEAMING, ABOUT, MONTANA, AND HOW MUCH, HE LOVED IT, IN TOWN, A DAY AND A HALF AT THAT POINT . . . HE SAID, THE MOUNTAINS ARE BEAUTIFUL, BUT, THE PEOPLE ARE SO COOL, HAPPY, FUN, AND THE HIPPIE CHICKS SO CUTE! LOL! I SAID, AND THEY ARE WILD TOO! I TOLD HIM, I WAS FROM, UTAH, NOT TOO WILD, BUT THEY ARE, AND I POINTED TO ALL THE CUTE GIRLS, JUST SEXY, BEING THEMSELVES, WIGGLING AND DANCING TO THE BEAT! I TOLD HIM, THAT, MANY PEOPLE, MYSELF, INCLUDED, COME TO VISIT AND JUST DON'T BOTHER TO LEAVE OR GO HOME AGAIN! LOL! HE SAID, I KNOW, I AM RETHINKING, MY NEXT 5 TO 10 YEAR GOALS! YEAH, MONTANA KIND OF HAS THAT EFFECT ON YOU! I SAW A YOUNG GUY, WITH LONG, SURFER HAIR, SKATER, DUDE, LOOSE GOOSE, HAT, SANDLES, LONG SHORTS, SHIRT, HAVING A GREAT TIME, AND I THOUGHT, I HAVE TO GET MY SON, CHRIS UP HERE, TO RELAX AND STOP TAKING LIFE SO SERIOUS! HE WOULD DIG IT, AND GET BACK TO THE WAY HE WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL, I LOVED HIS LONG, WAVEY BLONDE HAIR! OH, THERE IS EVEN A TACO, SKATE, BAR & GRILL! RIGHT NEXT TO THE GOLDEN ROSE, SYMBOLIC OF WHO HAS MY GOLD, AND NOW, MY SOCIAL SECURITY! BUT, THEY WERE ROCKIN' THE JOINT, AND SHOWING, SKATEBOARD VIDEOS, OF THE LIKE, I SAW, TONS OF WHEN, MY OWN BOYS WERE SKATING AND GETTING KILLED, BY STAIRS, CURBS, STAIRS, AND HALF PIPES! FUN MEMORIES--PROBABLY PAINFUL TO THEM, THEY NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT, THERE ACHES AND PAINS, UNTIL, YEARS LATER? AFTER, I LEFT THAT TACO, PLACE, WHERE ANOTHER HOTTIE, OFFERED ME A SHOT, I WASN'T SURE WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT, BECAUSE I AM NOT A DRINKER, THEN, IT DAWNED ON ME, HE WAS OFFERING TO BUY ME A DRINK, HE PROBABLY THOUGHT, I WAS AN IDIOT! I AM VERY UNSCHOOLED IN THAT ARENA! I DECIDED TO LEAVE AND GO FIND ANOTHER OF, ABOUT, 20 ATM MACHINES, I USED, LAST NIGHT, SURE THAT, THERE WAS A MISTAKE, OR SOME REASON, THAT, I WASN'T GOING TO GET TO GO TO BREAKFAST, MY TRADITION, EACH PAY DAY, AT THE OXFORD! BUT, THE BAR TENDER, TOLD ME, THAT THERE WAS AN ATM AT THE "BADLANDERS" DANCE CLUB, AROUND THE CORNER, I CRUISED PASSED THE BOUNCER, HE, STARTED TO SAY SOMEONE, THAT I SAID, I AM JUST GOING TO USE YOUR ATM MACHINE. BUT, THINKING THAT DAYLIGHT SAVINGS, OR MAYBE THE FACT THAT, MY BANK IS IN PACFIC TIME, OR RACKING MY BRAIN, FOR WHY, I KEPT GETTING MESSAGES, FROM "DECLINED" TO CONTACT YOUR ISSUER, OR ONE EVEN SAID, THAT IT WAS AN INSUFFICIENT ACCOUNT? WHAT? I AM GUESSING THAT, SHELLEY, DAD, OR THE NSA, HACKERS, JUST CHANGED, ONE NUMBER, AND WHAT WENT INTO MY ACCOUNT, LEFT TO ANOTHER . . . GOD INTEL, WHEN, I WAS, AT THE MISSOULA FEDERAL CREDIT UNION, NEAR THE COP SHOP, BUT, AS I TRIED TO CHANGE THE PIN NUMBER, WHICH HAS SAVED, MY SOCIAL SECURITY BEFORE, BUT, THE TRANSACTION WAS CANCELED AND NOT BY ME, BUT, I SAW A NORMAL, OFFICAL, MISSOULA POLICE DEPARTMENT, SQUAD CAR, GO INTO THE PARKING LOT OF THE COP SHOP, AND JUST AS IT WENT IN, ABOUT, BETWEEN 3:00 AM, AND 3:30 AM, OR THERE ABOUT, ANOTHER ONE, PASSED, OUT OF THE PARKING LOT, ALMOST AT THE SAME TIME, AND IT WAS, A VERY STRANGE LOOKING SQUAD CAR, ALMOST ALL WHITE, STILL DODGE AVENGER, BUT, THE NORMAL MARKINGS, OF RED, WHITE AND BLUE, ALMOST COVERING THE WHOLE PANEL, OF THE DOORS, WAS, VERY PLAIN, WITH LITTLE MARKINGS . . . BUT, I THOUGHT, THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY MONEY, AS THE SOCIAL SECURITY WAS BEING DEPOSTED, IN THE REAL, ME ACCOUNT, JUST AS FAST, PROBABLY, SO FAST THAT THE HUMAN EYE, COULD NOT SEE THE TRANSFER, OF FUNDS, TO THE FAKE ACCOUNT, JUST LIKE THE STRANGE COP CAR, THAT I DON'T RECALL EVER SEEING BEFORE? IT RESEMBLED, THE NORMAL SQUAD CARS, BUT, IT WAS NOT, LIKE ALL THE ONES, I SEE ALL THE TIME! JUST LIKE, ME, AND RACHEL, THE MONEY GRUBBING, GOLD DIGGER, OR KAY, BOTH, ONE FOR THE MONEY, WELL ALL OF THEM, IN SQUAD THEY TRUST, THEY ARE NOT THE SAME AS ME, THE ORIGINAL, THE REAL, THE AUTHENTIC, BUT, CHEAP KNOCK OFFS, LIKE THIS COP CAR? OKAY, I FOUND ONE OF THE RECIEPTS, FROM THAT, STOP, 6/03/17, 03:24 AM, 126 WEST SPRUCE, MISSOULA. IT SAYS, "CHECKING WITHDRAWAL, CONTACT YOUR ISSUER, 100. THE MONEY, PROBABLY, DIDN'T EVEN LAND FOR MORE THAN A SECOND, AND WAS, REDIRECTED, TO, ANOTHER ACCOUNT, MUCH, LIKE MY BLOGS, IN & OUT, SO FAST, IT WILL MAKE YOU FREAK, IF YOU CAN EVEN SEE IT AT ALL! SO, THIS BUNCH OF LYING SACKES OF SHIT, WITH BILLIONS OF MY FAMILY MONEY, HAVE BEEN TRYING TO STEAL, EVEN THE LAST FEW DOLLARS, I USE TO STAY ALIVE! BUT THAT IS THE POINT, THEY WANT ME DEAD, AND I AM NOT SURE, THAT, THERE WERE NOT SEVERAL HITS ON ME LAST NIGHT, RE-ROUTING THE MONEY, WITH THE IDEA, THAT, I WOULD NOT BE THERE TO RAT THEM OUT! I HAD ONE GUY, COME OUT OF THE DARK, AROUND 4:00 AM, I SAT, ON THE ROCK, BENCH, WAITING FOR HIM, TO LEAVE OR PASS, BEING SOMEWHAT AWAY FROM HIM . . . BUT, AS HE LEFT THE DARKNESS OF THE ALLEY, I WAS, HEADING INTO, UNTIL, I SAW HIS FEET, BUT, AS HE CAME, CLOSER, I SAID, DON'T COME THIS WAY, GO ON YOUR WAY . . . BUT HE DIDN'T, HE HEADED STRAIGHT TO ME, SO, I AGAIN, TOLD HIM, THERE WAS NO REASON FOR HIM TO COME, NEAR ME, AND TO HEAD THE OTHER WAY . . . FINALLY, BLUFFING HIM, WITHOUT CELL PHONE SERVICE, DUE TO NO FUCKING MONEY, PROBABLY THE POINT, I TOLD HIM, IF HE CAME NEAR TO ME, I WOULD CALL THE COPS! HE HAD HIS FACE, AND HEAD COVERED, NOT COLD, AND STILL, WALKED, CLOSER, BUT, STOPPED, AND WALKED DOWN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, AND LEFT! AT THE OXFORD, WHILE I WAS CHECKING MY ACCOUNT, ONE OF THE COOKS AND WAITER, THEY DO DOUBLE DUTY, KEPT, SAYING, THAT I COULD SIT, AT THE GAMBLING MACHINES, UNLESS I WAS PLAYING THEM? WHAT, AND THEN, I WAS WAITING AT THE BACK, TO SEE IF, MY CHECK POSTED, LIKE IN A FEW MINUTES, STILL STUNNED, AND SHOCKED, BUT ALWAYS, KNOWING, THAT FOR THE LAST, 17 YEARS, REALLY INTENSE SINCE I LEFT, UTAH, I HAVE HAD A MONTHLY WAR, OVER MY MONEY, AND YOU WOULD THINK, THEY, REALLY BELIEVE THEY ARE ME, HYPNOTIZED, PERHAPS, FRINGE SHIT, BUT, WITH ALL THE ENERGY, THEY GO AFTER, THIS, BUT IT IS THE ONE, THING THAT CONNECTS ME TO MY LIFE, BEFORE, I GOT POISONED, WAS OFF THE RADAR FOR, ALMOST 10 YEARS, CONNECTS ME TO MY KIDS, TO THE PICK'S DISEASE, THAT GIVES ME THE SOCIAL SECURITY AND WAS SCARY ENOUGH, THAT THE AGENT, TOLD ME NOT TO GET OFF, IT, EVEN IF, I WAS PRACTICING LAW AGAIN, THE STRESS, AND WHO KNOWS, TOO HARD TO GET BACK ON--THANK GOD, IT HAS KEPT ME ALIVE THROUGH, HITS, TRAVEL, BEING ON THE RUN, AND SAVED, MY ASS, FOR AT LEAST, INTENSELY, THE LAST 6 YEARS, SINCE, DEATH, KNOCKS ON MY DOOR, EACH DAY! IT IS CRITICAL, TO COMPLETELY STEALING MY ENTIRE LIFE, AND AS LONG AS I HAVE, IT, I STILL, HAVE, ALL THE REMNENTS AND STAY CONNECTED! OH, ANYWAY, SCARY SHIT FOR ME, MY SAFETY, AND LIFE, DEPEND ON THIS SMALL AMOUNT, BUT IT IS MORE, WHAT, THAT MONEY SAYS, AND REPRESENTS, GOING BACK 17 YEARS! YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER, THAT I AM DEALING WITH PROFESSIONALS, WHO, BURY PEOPLE, DEEP 6 THEM, MAKE UP, FALSE IDENTITIES, CREATE ALIASES, AND PRETEND TO BE, MORE THAN, ONE PERSON, ALL THE TIME, BUT, MY LIFE, AND RESUMES, KIDS AND WHAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISH, COULD NOT BE MADE UP, OR MADE BETTER! THE PERFECT, POLITICAL RESUME AND FAMILY! MY WHOLE LIFE IS "PURPLE" A BLEND BETWEEN, THE RED AND BLUE OF THE CONSERVATIVE, OR REPUBLICANS, AND THE LIBERALS, OR DEMOCRATS, WITH THE CONSTITUTION, RUNNING LIKE A RIVER, THROUGH ME AND MY LIFE! FACE THE RIVER! SO, YOU COULD SAY, I CAN SWING BOTH WAYS, VERY VALUABLE, INDEED! A BRIGE, ESPECIALLY, NOW DAYS, WHEN, POLITICS ARE SO POLARIZED, AND EVERYONE, IS IN THEIR CAMP, FIGHTING AGAINST THE OTHER ONE. BUT, IT WAS WILD AT THE "BADLANDERS" . . . I WAS JUST SITTING IN THE PACKED, DANCE CLUB, AT A TABLE WITH SOME STRANGERS, GUYS, WHO WERE COOL, THE DJ, WAS SCRATCHING THE RECORDS AND GUYS AND GIRLS WERE DANCING UP A STORM . . . ALL THE SUDDEN IN, THE CROWDED PLACE, HOPPING AND POPPING, THIS GUY, WALKS UP TO TWO GIRLS AND GRABS ONE BY THE NECK, AND KIND OF SHAKES HER? AT FIRST, I THOUGHT, THAT IT WAS A JOKE, JUST FRIENDS, MESSING AROUND, BUT, THEN, THIS GUY, LEFT THE TWO GIRLS, AND TOOK OFF, GRABBING SOME GUYS, MUCH, SMALLER, THAN, THEY WERE, AND HE THREW THEM TO THE GROUND, WITHOUT A FIGHT! THE CHOKER, WAS ATHLETIC AND STRONG, WELL BUILT, AND HANDSOME, BUT A REAL HOT HEAD, AND I ASSUMED, THAT THIS GIRL WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND, WHO DID'T WANT HIM ANY MORE, OR JUST BROKE UP, WITH HIM, AND HE WAS JEALOUS OF THESE OTHER GUYS, AND TOOK THEM DOWN. PEOPLE, REALLY, DIDN'T SEE WHAT WAS GONIG ON, BUT, HE CAME BACK OVER TO THE TWO GIRLS, WHO WERE STANDING, NOT MORE THAN, 10 TO 20 FEET FROM ME, AND HE TOOK HER AGAIN, AND TOOK HER HEAD, AND KIND OF SMASHED, IT INTO A TABLE, AND I WAS LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK . . . THIS IS BEYOND, KID'S PLAY, BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND STUFF, BUT, SHE WAS SO CALM, IT MADE IT HARD, TO GET A READ, ON REALLY WHAT WAS GOING ON . . . AND THANK GOD, A COUPLE OF GUYS, BACKED HIM, OFF THE GIRLS, AS ONE COMFORRTED THE OTHER, AS THE DUDES TRIED TO TALK THIS GUY DOWN, AND PUSH BACK, BUT, AGAIN, HE WAS, A BIT, BIGGER THAN BOTH OF THEM! SUDDENLY, THIS BIGGER GUY, CAME OVER, AND TRIED TO GET THIS LUNATIC, TO KNOCK IT OFF, BUT HE WAS STARTING TO GET INTO THIS GUYS FACE, AND IT LOOKED, LIKE IT WAS GOING TO GO TO FISTS, WHEN, SOMEONE GOT THE BOUNCER, BIGGER AND TALLER, THAN, THIS CRAZY ASS, WHO WAS TAKING ON EVERYONE . . . AND SUDDENLY, THESE TWO ARE THROWING, PUNCHES, AND HITTING EACH OTHER, BEING BOTH STRONG, THEY, HIT CHAIRS, AND KNOCKED THEM, OVER, AND TO TWO WERE TANGLING PRETTY GOOD, WHEN, ANOTHER, SECURITY GUARD, CAME OVER AND TRIED TO TAKE CONTROL, BUT THEN THERE WERE THREE, OR MORE, GETTING INTO IT! I WAS LIKE, IS THIS REAL? I SO, RARELY SEE, PHYSICAL VIOLENCE, EVEN AT THE POVERELLO, THAT, I THINK, I SAW, KIND OF NUMB, BEING VERY OPPOSED TO DATING VIOLENCE, OR PHYSICAL VIOLENCE, AND I WAS GLAD, THAT THE GUYS, JUMPED IN AN STOPPED, IT BECAUSE, I WAS JUST ABOUT TO DO IT MYSELF, RIGHT OFF THE BAT, AND I AM SURE, I WOULD HAVE BEEN KNOCKED OUT! LOL! I HAVE NEVER BEEN HIT BEFORE, AND PAIN, IS NOT SOMETHING I DO WELL! BABIES WERE ALMOST BEYOND ME AND IF THERE WAS ANYWAY, I COULD HAVE GOTTEN OUT OF IT, I WOULD HAVE, AND THE IV'S WERE HORRID! BUT, I WAS BIGGER THAN THE TWO, THIN, PETITE GIRLS, AND AT LEAST, I COULD HAVE, TRIED TO TALK SOME SENSE INTO HIM, BUT, PROBABLY WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN ANYMORE, SUCCESSFUL, THAN, THE TWO DUDES WITH GLASSES AND WHO WERE MUCH SMALLER, BUT HELL, THEY DID SOMETHING, WHEN, I WAS, CONTEMPLATING, WHAT EXACTLY SHOULD BE DONE! I GOT INTERRUPTED, SO, ANYWAY, FINALLY, IT TOOK, THE TWO SECURITY GUARDS, TO GET THE GUY, COPS WERE CALLED, THE DUDE WAS ARRESTED AND EVERY ONE, AGGREED, HE SHOULD BE! BUT, THE FRIEND AND OTHERS WERE COMFORTING THE GILR, HOW STILL SEEMED, MYSTERIOUSLY, CALM? BUT, THE GUYS SITTING, NEAR ME, CAME BACK OVER AND SAT DOWN, BUT, IT WAS COOL, THAT THE LARGER GUYS, WHO, BACKED UP THE TWO GUYS, SITTING BY ME, LOOKED, MY WAY, SMILED AND FLIPPED ME THE PEACE SIGN! LOL! THE THOUGHT CROSSED MY MIND, THAT, HE, MAYBE RECOGNIZED, ME FROM MY DESCRIPTION OF MYSELF IN MY BLOG, BUT IT WAS ALMOST, LIKE THIS, WINK AND SILENT, NOD, THAT I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU PUSH PEACE . . . MAKE IT HAPPEN, AND HE DID . . . IT TOOK A BIT, BUT, THE GUYS, VERY MASCULINE AND COOL, GOT THINGS UNDER CONTROL. I SMILED AND GAVE THE GUY A THUMBS UP, OF MY APPROVAL, VERY NICELY DONE. THE BOUNCER, GOT A BIT MORE THAN HE COUNTED ON, BECAUSE, MOST PEOPLE, WILL COOL OFF, OR STOP, BEING AN IDIOT, WHEN, SOMEONE WITH THE AUTHORITY, JUST WALKS THEIR WAY, BUT THIS DUDE WAS, MAYBE TOO FAR GONE, WITH THIS CHICK, AND WHO KNOWS WHAT WAS GOING ON BEHIND ALL THIS. BUT, AS I LEFT, I SAID TO THE BOUNCER, LOOKS LIKE YOU GOT THINGS UNDER CONTROL, GOOD JOB. HE SAID, YEAH, THE DUDE HAD SOME "HOMOPHOBIA" THING GOING ON? I WAS LIKE, WHAT? BUT PERHAPS, THESE TWO, SMALLER, DUDES HE ATTACKED AT THE FIRST, AND THEY WERE NOT MUCH, LARGER THAN THE TWO VERY SLIGHT GIRLS, AND COULD HAVE BEEN GAY, I WAS SOMEWHAT TAKEN BACK, BY, THAT COMMENT . . . I THOUGHT, HOW COOL, THAT THESE GUYS, ABOUT, 5 OF THEM, TOOK CARE OF BUSINESS, FROM STOPPING THE ABUSE, NOT ONLY OF THE GIRLS, BUT OF THE GAY GUYS, WITH JUST AS MUCH, PASSION AND DETERMINATION! THEN, I REMINDED MYSELF, THAT, MISSOULA, GETS A PERFECT SCORE, ON LGBTQ RIGHTS AND PROTECTIONS! GREAT EXAMPLE, FUCKING TURNED ME ON, AND LIKE I SAID, THE GIRL, WAS SO LOW KEY, THAT IT ALMOST SEEMED SURREAL, BUT, THEY, COULD NOT HAVE KNOWN, THAT I WAS COMING TO STAGE IT? BUT, VICTIMS OF ABUSE, ALMOST THINK THEY, DESERVED IT, AND SHE, JUST, KIND OF TOOK, IT AND NEVER, FOUGHT BACK, OR YELLED AT HIM, OR DID REALLY ANYTHING, TO STOP THE ABUSE? INTERESTING, NIGHT, KIND OF FUN, EXCITING, DIG MONTANA GUYS, THEY ARE STAND UP GUYS, GIRLS TOO, BUT, THERE WAS SOME PRETTY TOUGH, THROWS AND FISTS, GOING ON, BIG GUYS, POWERFUL, AND STRONG, BUT, THE FURNITURE, GOT IN THE WAY, SENDING BOTH THE GUYS, TUMBLING, WHICH, THREW OFF THE BALANCE, BUT THEY WERE PRETTY EVENLY, MATCHED! LOL! AT FIRST, I DIDN'T THINK, ANYONE WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO STOP THEM, BECUASE, GAME ON, FOR SURE, BUT, SEEING THAT THE GIRL WAS SAFE, WAY PROTECTIVE OF HER, BUT, I WAS LIKE, COOL . . . LOL! THE ENTERTAINMENT IS FREE! THE REAL MCCOY, IN REAL, MISSOULA, MONTANA! GETTING ON THE MAP, BIG TIME! SOMETHING ELSE, ERUPTED, AS I WALKED DOWN THE ALLEY TO WELLS FARGO, STILL IN SHOCK, SURE THAT, LIKE PAVLOV'S DOGS, THAT IF I HIT THE TRIP WIRE, ENOUGH, THE MONEY WILL COME! NOT SO! I TRIED, ABOUT, THREE MORE TIMES, EVEN LATER THIS MORNING AFTER A SHOWER, SO GONE, NO FUN, NO MON, BORING, BORING, BORING . . . MAYBE THERE WILL BE ANOTHER FIGHT TONIGHT? AS LONG AS NO ONE IS HURT, WHY NOT? ITS THE MONTANA WAY! JUST KIDDING! LOL! TWO STUDS FIGHTING, WHAT COULD BE MORE EXCITING . . . THEN, THE THIRD THROWING DOWN WITH HIS BUDDY, BUT, THEY LAUGHED IT OFF! LOL! THE GUY IN THE BACK OF THE COP CAR, IS PROBABLY REGRETTING THAT TEMPER! BUT, SOMETHING ELSE, THAT BROUGHT, ABOUT THREE COP CARS, WITH TONS OF KIDS AND CROWDS, OUTSIDE, TOOK PLACE, BUT, I HAD MY THRILL FOR THE NIGHT!. I HAVE TO SAY, THAT THESE GUYS ARE RAISED RIGHT, PROTECTIVE, STRONG, NOT GOING TO STAND BY AND WATCH A CHICK OR A GAY DUDE TAKE ANYTHING FROM SOME ASSHOLE! BUT, I SEE, DADS, ALL OVER, TOWN WITH THEIR KIDS, JUST BEING COOL DADS, MESSING AROUND WITH THE DAUGHTERS, AND DIGGIN WITH THEIR SONS . . . LAST NIGHT SOME, SURFER LOOKING DUDE AND HIS CUTE, SON WITH VERY BLONDE HAIR, GOT OUT DANCING, RIGHT UP FRONT WITH THE BAND, SO CUTE! SO MANLY, SO COOL! WHAT A GREAT NIGHT! I WAS ALMOST IN THE RIGHT PLACE AT THE RIGHT TIME, TO GET ALL THE ACTION, THE WHOLE NIGHT! NOT ON THE PERIPHERY ANYMORE, SMACK DAB, IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ACTION LAST NIGHT . . . AND I THOUGHT ALL THE COPS DID, WAS, MEET AT EINSTEIN'S BAGELS! LOL! AND A GOOD TIME WAS HAD BY ALL! EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING DIME TO MY NAME . . . COULDN'T HAVE BEEN MORE FUN! GOOD, CLEAN, ALL, AMERICAN FUN! I DON'T HAVE THE STOMACH, TO WRITE, ABOUT, POLITICS! I AM TOO DEPRESSED THAT I AM NOT ON THE SHUTTLE GOING NORTH, OR THE BUS, GOING NORTHWEST TO SEATTLE . . . GROUNDED! I AM SO NOT A HOME BODY, AND ONCE WHEN, I WAS, IN HIGH SCHOOL, AND MY FATHER GROUNDED ME, FOR SOMETHING . . . THE ONE NIGHT IN MY LIFE, I STAYED HOME, I ABOUT, DROVE MY FAMILY, NOT USED TO ME, THAT IS WHY IT IS SO EASY TO SEE ME AS A PIN NUMBER NOW, BUT, I PACED, AND WALKED, THE LENGTH OF MY FAMILY HOME, FROM THE KITECHEN TO MY PARENT'S ROOM, ABOUT ONE HUNDRED TIMES, AND FINALLY, MY FATHER, PAID ME TO LEAVE! LOL! I AM A LOT OF ENERGY, TO STORE AND HANDLE IN ONE HOUSE! MY ROOMMATES IN LAW SCHOOL, FOUND THAT TRUE, AND FREAKED OUT, WHEN, THERE WAS A RARE NIGHT, I WASN'T WITH MY KIDS, OR ONE OF MY TWO STEADY BOYFRIENDS, WITH A FEW ON THE SIDE! LOL! ONCE I WALKED IN THE DOOR, AND I COULDN'T FIND A CLEAN, FORK, SPOON, OR PAN, FOR THE ONE NIGHT IN MONTHS, THAT I ACTUALLY, COOKED, MY ROOMMATES, WERE STUNNED, SCARED, AND SCURRIED AROUND, TO CLEAN, WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, THE SECOND THEY FINISHED COOKING . . . ALWAYS FIRM, BUT FAIR! CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF! I WAS PISSED THAT SOME EMPLOYEE, OF THE MOUNTAIN LINE BUS, HAD TO CLEAN UP AFTER, SLOBS, WHO LITERED, NEAR THE SHELTER, AT FRESH MARKET . . . DISGUSTING! I ASKED HER IF WE COULDN'T GET A GARBAGE CAN, LIKE THE HOSPITAL, PUT UP, NEAR THEIR SHELTER? SHE SAID WE ARE WORKING ON THAT . . . I TRIED TO HELP HER CLEAN, BUT, SHE, STOPPED ME, I DIDN'T HAVE PLASTIC GLOVES, AND SHE DID! ANYWAY, TIME FOR LUNCH, ALMOST . . . POLITICS CAN WAIT, I AM GETTING BURNED OUT!

CHRONOLOGICAL LIST OF ATM'S, STARTING, ON THURSDAY, BECAUSE A FRIEND, TOLD ME HE GOT PAID ON THE FIRST! BUT, THESE ARE JUST A FEW, FROM LAST NIGHT, AND I TRIED ABOUT THREE TIMES AT EACH MACHINE! FUCK?

TRITON, WORDEN'S MARKET, 6/2/2017, 7:56:58 AM

TRITON, WORDEN'S MARKET, 6/2/2017, 10:04:16 AM

CB'S, 6/3/2017, I PROBABLY STARTED, EARLY, LIKE 11:45 AM, WENT, UNTIL ABOUT 12:15 AM, SEVERAL ATTEMPTS

OXFORD, 6/03/2017, 00:35:12, 00:36:44, 00:38:24 AM . . . GENERALLY POSTS, DEPENDING ON DAYLIGHT SAVINGS, SHORTLY AFTER 12:00 MIDNIGHT, OR 1:00 AM

BADLANDERS, 06/03/2017, 1:15:07 AM

BADLANDERS, 06/03/2017, 1:18:18 AM

RED'S BAR, 6/3/2017, 1:40:55 AM

MISSOULA FEDERAL CREDIT UNION, 6/03/17, 03:24 AM

CENEX ZIP TRIP #32, 6/3/2017, 4:37:44 AM

MAGIC DIAMOND CASINO, 6/3/2017, 4:49:12 AM

MAGIC DIAMOND CASINO, 6/3/2017, 7:55:45 AM

I ALSO DID, FRESH MARKET, THE BREAK, BOTH ON THE 2ND AND THE 3RD!

HINT, HINT, HINT!

I WENT TO WELLS FARGO, RIGHT THROUGH THE ALLEY FROM "RED'S" AND TO MY SURPRISE, THE 24 HOUR LOBBY, TO THE ATM WAS LOCKED! BLOCKING PICTURES OF ME, ON SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS . . . LONG, LONG, LONG HISTORY OF, WELLS FARGO, PLAYING DIRTY, FROM NEVER CLOSING, ACCOUNTS, IN ST. GEORGE, UTAH, TO SECRET ACCOUNTS, CHANGING, ON NUMBER, ON ACCOUNTS, TAKING THREE TIMES, ALLEGEDLY CLOSING MY ACCOUNTS, IN HELENA, TO, ME, SETTING UP AN ACCOUNT, AFTER SHELLEY, CLOSED MY WALMART MONEY CARD, THAT SHE NEVER WAS ABLE TO GET HER GRUBBY, SHIT ASS, HANDS ON, WITH THE MANAGER, ALLOWING HER TO BE ME, AS DID PAROWAN, UTAH, WHERE I SET UP MY EXECUTIVE ACCOUNT, IN ANTICIPATION OF MY MANY MULTI-MILLION DOLLAR ACCOUNTS! NOW, THIS ONE, THAT I CANCELED, WITHIN, 24 HOURS OF SETTING THE NEW ACCOUNT UP, BECAUSE, THEY "DECLINED" MY WITHDRAWAL, THE VERY NEXT DAY . . . RACED DOWN, TOOK ALL MY MONEY OUT OF THE ACCOUNT, AND SET UP THE "SOUND COMMUNITY BANK" ACCOUNT, THAT HAS BEEN FUCKED WITH, SINCE DAY ONE . . . IN BETWEEN THAT, I HAD SOCIAL SECURITY SEND, ME A CHECK THROUGH THE MAIL, AND POV. STAFF, TRIED TO INTERCEPT FOR SHELLEY OR RACHEL, OR KAY, BUT, SOME NEW GUY WAS ON STAFF! THAT IS WHERE THE SWITCH, MIX, MATCH, AND ATTACH, WENT . . . THAT COULD BE IN MY OLD ACCOUNTS, THAT STILL HAD A PROFILE, OR THE NEW ONE, THEY PROBABLY DIDN'T REALLY CLOSE, AND THAT, WAS, PROBABLY SET UP ON, LIKE FEBRUARY 3, 2017, AND CANCELLED, THE 4TH!

GET THIS FUCKING COP CUNT! I PUT WIND BENEATH HER WINGS, RIGHT, INTO AN ORANGE JUMPSUIT AND PRISON!

THIS IS MY GOD DAMNED, PROPERTY! SHELLEY, HAS BEEN TRYING TO STEAL THIS FOR 17 YEARS! SHE CAN'T BE ME WITHOUT IT . . . GUESS WHAT, YOU WILL NEVER BE ME, YOU SICK FUCK!

THE SONG, BY BETTE MEDDLER, "THE WINGS BENEATH MY WINGS" CAME ON, "YOU'RE EVERYTHING, I WISHED I COULD BE" . . . FUCK OFF, GET THE SHIT OUT OF MY LIFE . . . YOU AND ALL YOUR BITCHES AND BASTARDS, DISGUST ME TO NO END! YOU ARE PATHETIC, EXCUSES, FOR AN AMOEBA!

SOMEONE, WAS READING THE BOOK, "ADULT CHILDREN: THE SECRET TO DISFUNCTIONAL FAMILIES"

MINE IS THE CREAM OF THE CROP OF THE SICKO'S, PSYCHO'S, LOSERS, AND PATHETIC SOCIOPATHS! THE VERY SAD THING IS, YOU WOULD LIKE THEM, KIND OF LIKE, TRUMP, SAID OF KUSHNER, A GOOD MAN . . . NO, THESE PEOPLE ARE CRIMINALS, BANK ROBBERS, WOULD TAKE THE SHIRT OF YOUR BACK, YOUR BABIES, BACK, LICK MY BLOOD, OUT OF THE CRACKS IN THE SIDEWALK, AFTER KILLING ME!

I AM SURE, AS INVESTIGATORS, HOPEFULLY, CHECK INTO THIS BEFORE, I AM ACTUALLY, MURDERED, WILL, REALIZE WHO YOU ARE DEALING WITH, EDUCATED, CHARMING, PSYCHOPATHS! CRIME IS CRIME, THE LAW IS THE LAW, AND THERE ARE PRISONS FOR PEOPLE, LIKE THIS! THERE ARE NO, NORMAL FAMILIES, WHAT IS NORMAL, BUT THIS IS OFF THE CHARTS, SICK . . . YESTERDAY AT BREAKFAST, AT MISSOULA 3:16, A PREACHER, WAS TELLING THE STORY OF JOSEPH BEING SOLD INTO EGYPT . . . THAT WAS NOTHING MORE, THAT, JEALOUSY AND ENVY, ON THE PARTS OF HIS BROTHERS! SIMPLE!

THE GREEDY AND THE NEEDY!

I STILL CAN'T EVEN BELIEVE, THIS IS HAPPENING? GOOD GOD, FAMILY?

FUCK?
P.S., I am at the Break Espresso Café', and I am looking outside, and parked is a gold Taurus, with a silver fan, and a ball, that looks, like it could have been the fan, and what I thought was a koala bear, hugging the stem of the fan, that I saw on the Scion, or the short, snub, black, hatchback, Shelley and Pixie Chick, were in together, going somewhere, coming from Russell, in the turning lane, to turn, left, on Broadway, going west . . . they read this blog, and everything they read, or hear, they then, adjust, fix, change, so they are not implicated, in their crimes . . . the normalization of excess! Think, back channel communications! 24/7 contact, and surveillance, so they hear, all I say and do, so it is easy for them, to tell my stories, but, the details, would be foggy! Feel no pain! Oh, I forgot to put the license plate, just in case, they took, the fan and whatever it is, a ball, that could look, like a small bear, and put it on another car!

The Law, is the Law, is the Law--Know Your Rights