SEX ON THE BEACH. REAL CLEAR POLITICS. COMEY KNEW THE MEMO HE USED TO JUSTIFY, RATTING OUT AND TRASHING HILLARY CLINTON WAS "FAKE!" TACTICAL DIRTY TILT! TRUMP SETS UP WAR ROOM? WHAT THE HELL FOR, IF YOUR INNOCENT? JARED KUSHNER TO JOINT AND LEAD? KUSHNER BANK EXPLOITS FROM KISLYAK'S SUGGESTIONS, WAS UNDER U.S. SANCTIONS AT THE TIME. TRUMP SUFFERS ANOTHER LOSE FROM THE THIRD BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, THE JUDICIARY, HELLO! THE "MUSLIM" BAN, IS A BAN ON A RELIGION! UNCONSTITUTIONAL! WHAT DOESN'T THE TRUMP ADMINSTRATION GET? OH, THEY HAVE JEFF SESSIONS AS U.S. ATTORNEY GENERAL, THAT EXPLAINS, IT ALL! BIGOTED, RACISTS AND SEXIST AS THEY COME! WHERE IS THE CIVIL RIGHTS DIVISION IN JUSTICE? SISTER, SHELLEY, IS BACK FROM HER 9 DAY TOUR WITH TRUMP, PRETENDING SHE IS ME . . . BIOLOGIST, MASKED AS A BAD ASS ATTORNEY SISTER, COULD EXPLAIN, THE COMMENTS ON WHO IS RUNING THE SHIP AT THE WHITE HOUSE, WITH MANY POLITICAL PUNDITS, CALLLING IT, TOTALLY BONEHEADED. HAM HANDED CLUMSINESS. HAM HANDED INCOMPETENCE! COULD IT BE KAY BURNINGHAM, RUNNING THE SHOW, WITH SHELLEY? LOL! TWO TOTAL BONEHEADS! I LEFT THE POVERELLO CENTER, AFTER LAST NIGHT'S STING, THAT FAILED, AFTER LOOKING AS SOME GUY, TRYING TO ACT ALL SPY-LIKE, AND IGONITO, WITH A LISTENING DEVICE FOR SURVEILLANCE AND INSTRUCTIONS, SITTING ON THE TABLE, ONE DOWN FROM ME, TRYING TO HIDE THE SHINY BLACK AND SILVER OBJECT IN HIS EAR--HE TOTALLY LOOKED, OLD SCHOOL, SPY, USING OLDER EQUIPMENT, PROBABLY THAT WAS IN USE BACK WHEN, BUT HE KEPT GLARING AT ME, THROUGH, HIS COP RAYBAN, SUNGLASSES, TRYING TO BE BAD ASS . . . HONEY, BABY T-REX, ALLAN OR FRANK, IS A JOKE, LIKE SHELLEY IS, AND LIKE IS ATTRACTED TO LIKE! INCOMPETENCE, IS ATTRACTED TO INCOMPETENCE, THAT GOES FOR KAY AND BRETT! LOL! WHAT A CLOWN SHIP OF FOOLS, AND A BUNCH OF FUNNY LAUGHING GAS! MONEY DOESN'T MAKE YOU SMART, STEALING MY IDENTITY, DOESN'T MAKE YOU ME, CLAIMING YOU WROTE THIS BRILLIANT BLOG, FULL OF GOVERNMENT INTRIGUE, STATE OF PLAY TYPES, TWISTS, DOESN'T MEAN, YOU WROTE IT, WITH NSA GAMES, MOUSE CLICKING, EXPERTS, AND HACKERS, ON STAFF, DOESN'T INFUSE YOU WITH THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE GOVERMENT, THAT I HAVE, HAVING WORKED IN IT OR WITH IT, FROM ABOUT 5 DIFFERENT ANGLES! CLOWNS. FUCK? I LEFT THE POV. I BELIEVE, SOMEWHERE BETWEEN, 5:30 AND 5:45 AM, AND HIT THE RUSSELL AND BROADWAY, CROSSING, AT ABOUT 6:00 AM,, ENJOYING THE SUNRISE, TAKING A BREAK AND WATCHING THE SHERRIFS AND COPS DRIVE PASSED ME, BUT, WHOM SHOULD I SEE, IN A SMALL BLACK TOYOTA SCION, OR I THINK, THAT WAS THE BRAND AND CAR, GUESSING, ON THAT, BUT THE FLAT BUT, CAR, HAD A UNIQUE MARKER, A TINSEL FAN OR TWIRLY, SILVER, STICKING UP, WITH A LITTLE, LOOKED LIKE KOALA BEAR, HUGGING IT, BUT, I GOT A GOOD LOOK AT SHELLEY, AND THE CHICK DRIVING, SHE WAS A PIXIE LOOKING, PETER PAN, TYPE LOOK, SMALL, CROPPED OFF SHORT HAIR, AND BARELY ABOUT TO DRIVE THAT SMALL CAR, SHELLEY HAD HER HAIR, BRUNETTE, NOT BLONDE THAT WOULD BE WIG, IN THE SAME OLD, HAIR CLIPS, SHE HAS ALWAYS USED, SHE HAD GLASSES, MUCH LIKE THE ONES SHE WAS WEARING IN SAUDI ARABIA, FRUMPING OUT, PROBABLY GOING FOR COFFEE OR BREAKFAST SOMEWHERE! LIKE SOME INTEL PERSON SAID OF TRUMP, TRANSITION PERIODS, ALL MADE FOR TV, ANYONE WITH A PULSE, A RESUME, AND LOOKED LEGIT WAS HIRED! NEWSFLASH, SHELLEY WAS NOT HIRED, SHE WAS IN ON THE TRUMP GIG FROM THE START, HAVING STOLEN MY IDENTITY, BACK, IN 2000 OR EARLIER, WITH THE FBI AND BUSH BOYZ APPROVAL, FUCKED MOST OF THEM, THE BUSH, SOLUTION TO ME, WAS TO GET SISTER, TO "BE ME" AND THEY WOULD TAKE CARE OF BUSINESS AND KILL ME! HER BOTOX "MAGIC POISON" DIDN'T WORK, BUT IT DID GET ME OUT OF THE WAY, FOR 8 YEARS, SO SHE COULD ESTABLISH HERSELF AS ME! GREAT GOD INTEL, ON THE WAY DOWN, BROADWAY: (1) REESER TRUCK--FUN TIMES MADE EASY--MY MOTHER'S MOTHER'S NAME WAS REESE, SO REESE HERS, OR SHELLEY, BEING CLOSE TO THE FAMILY, SO THE REESE'S, IS HER, AND WITH A BILLION DOLLARS OF MINE AND SHELLEY IMITATING ME, OR THE THINGS, I CAME CLOSE TO DOING AND WRITING ABOUT, GOING RIVER RAFTING, ON THE ANIMUS RIVER IN DURANGO, OR HAVING A RANCH AND BREEDING BULLS IN MONTANA, OR SALINA, UTAH, TAKING MY KIDS TO NATIONAL PARKS . . . SHELLEY, RACHEL, AND THE SOUTHWICKS, KIND OF FUN IS, THEME PARKS, LIKE DISNEYLAND AND DISNEY WORLD . . . MY KIDS, LIKE ZIONS, YELLOWSTONE, ARCHES, BRYCE CANYON, MOAB, SO, TO BE ME, THE FAM, HAD TO SWITCH UP, AND GO WILD, TO WILDERNESS . . . INITIATION IN THE SECRIST FAMILY, IS TO GO DOWN, THE NORTH RIM OF THE GRAND CANYON, AND HIKE OUT! LOL! ELLIOT WAS THE ONLY ONE, YOUNG ENOUGH, TO DO IT A SECOND TIME, GRETA AND CHRIS STAYED WITH ME, AROUND THE CAMP FIRE! LOL! AFTER, 8 HOURS, WE FIGURED THAT, THE CREW, ELLIOT, RACHEL AND DALLAS, HAD GONE, TO A BAR & GRILL, TO GET A DRINK, SO WE CHECKED ALL THE WATERING HOLES, NO? CHRIS TOOK HIS CAMERA, AND WENT DOWN THE SWITCHBACKS, A MILE OR SO, AND CAUGHT, AT LEAST DALLAS, BACKPACK, AND ALL, DYING WALKING BACK AND FORTH, WHILE CHRIS GOT THE PAINED LOOK OF THE FORMER NAVY SEAL, DYING, AND BARELY WALKING! CHRIS TOOK THE BACKPACK, AND GAVE DALLAS SOME COMPANY, TO THE TOP OF THE CANYON. RACHEL, ELLIOT'S GIRLFRIEND, TRIED TO ACT, UNAFFECTED BY THE HIKE FROM HELL, BUT SHE HAD TO CALL IN SICK FOR WORK THE NEXT DAY, OR WHEN WE GOT BACK TO SALT LAKE! LOL! ELLIOT WAS WALKINGN WITH A STICK, TO HELP GET OUT OF THE CANYON, IN THE HEAT OF THE SUMMER DAY, NOW EVENING, AND I ASKED HIM, WHY HE WAS USING A STICK, HE SAID, HE HAD AN OLD SKATE BOARDING INGURY, A BROKEN HIP! WHAT? FIRST I EVER HEARD OF IT! BUT, THESE ARE THE SECRIST FAMILY FUN, TIMES! LOL! MAKE'S KIDS TOUGH! MY KIDS DIDN'T LIKE DISNEYLAND, SO MUCH, LOVED, SAN FRANCISCO, THE ROCK, OR ALCATRAZ, WHERE I TOLD THEM I WAS GOING TO TAKE THEM, IF THEY DIDN'T KNOCK OFF, PLAYING THE SMACK GAME, OR SLUG BUG, GETTING HARDER AND HARDER HITS, WHILE ME AND DADDY WERE TRYING TO NAVIGATE, 5:00 PM TRAFFIC INTO THE CITY! BIG DIFFERRENCES IN CHILD REARING AND IN VACATIONS! THEY ACTUALLY, LIKE LAGOON, THE LOCAL, FUN PARK, IN FARMINGTON, UTAH, BETTER THAN DISNEY WORLD! WE PROMISED THEM, THAT WHEN, MOM GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE, WE WOULD TAKE THEM TO DISNEYLAND. WE HAD A BIG JAR OF COINS, AND THE SAVED ABOUT $1,000 TO HELP WITH THE TRIP! GOOD KIDS. SIMPLE INGREDIANTS. I HAD A WONDERFUL DREAM WITH MY OLDEST SON, CHRIS AS A YOUNG BOY OF ABOUT 5 YEARS OLD, IN THE DREAM, LAST NIGHT . . . VERY TENDER, TAKING TIME TO HOLD HIS HAND, AND DO ALL THE STUFF I WAS TOO BUSY TO DO, WHEN HE WAS ACTUALLY THAT AGE. CHRIS WAS SO HANDSOME, IN, LIKE FIRST GRADE, THAT I WENT ON A FIELD TRIP, GOT TO KNOW HIS VERY YOUNG, TEACHER, WHO HAD A CRUSH, ON, MY SON! BLONDE, MORE THAN BLONDE HAIR, ALMOST WHITE, BLUE EYES, AND TAN SKIN . . . I SAT THERE LISTENING TO A WOMEN, WHO HAD, ROMANTIC FANTASIES FOR MY YOUNG SON! HAD IT NOT BEEN THE END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR, I WOULD HAVE REPORTED HER! I WAS SHOCKED, TO SAY THE LEAST, ESPECIALLY, THAT SHE WOULD TELL ME? TALK ABOUT SLUG BUGS, IN THE DREAM, THERE WAS A BEAT UP, JACKED UP, VW BUG, AND CHRIS WAS DRIVING IT, AND I DIDN'T SEEM ALARMED, AND ASKED HIM, IF HE WAS GOING TO DRIVE THAT, CAR HIMSELF . . . HE SAID, YES, AND I WAS LIKE OKAY. THAT IS A SYMBOL FOR KAY, USING MY NAME, CREDENTIALS, I.D., AND PRETENDING TO BE MY KIDS MOTHER, ALONG WITH BRETT, MY EX, WHO WOULD NOT DIVORCE, ANYTHING JOANN! LOL! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME, AND YOU KNOW, I LOVE YOU! DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO. I HAD A MISSION IN LIFE, THAT YOU HAD TO PAY FOR, NOW IT IS IN REVERSE, AND I UNDERSTAND. I LOVE YOU! SATURDAY NIGHT, I WAS WALKING PASSED, AND OLDER SECTION OF TOWN, THE STREET ABOVE FRESH MARKET, THAT RUNS RIGHT INTO ST. PATRICK'S HOSPITAL, AFTER BEING RATTING OUT AT THE POV., TO SEE, UNDERCOVER COPS, PLAYING SECURITY GUARDS, AND MPD, HIDING IN THE AMBULANCE SPOT . . . BUT, BEFORE ALL THAT, I NOTICED, TWO, YOUNG BOYS, ONE DRESSED LIKE SUPERMAN, THE OTHER DRESSED, LIKE SPIDER MAN, PLAYING, LIKE MY KIDS USED TO PLAY, USING THEIR IMAGINATIONS, AND THESE TWO LITTLE ACTION FIGURES, REMINDED ME, OF MY TWO SONS, NOW REAL ACTION FIGURES . . . ELLIOT HAD EVERY SPIDER MAN COMIC BOOK, UNTIL SOME JUNIOR HIGH GIRLS SAID, WHY DO YOU HAVE ALL THOSE ACTION FIGURES AND COMIC BOOKS? ALL GONE THE NEXT DAY! GIRL POWER! PROBABLY WORTH A SMALL FORTUNE, THEN, AND A BIG FORTUNE NOW, DIDN'T HAVE SPIDER MAN MOVIES, UNTIL ELLIOT WAS OLDER. DEFINITLY, INDOCTRINATED ON NINJA TURTLES, SPIDER MAN, SUPERMAN, AND TRANSFORMERS! ACTION HERO TRAINING, FROM BIRTH! LOL! I HAVE BEEN INTERUPTED SO MANY TIMES, TODAY, THAT, I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I WAS WRITING ABOUT . . . ONE OF MY FRIENDS, A MOUNTAIN MAN, TYPE, CAMPS AND LIVES OUTSIDE, JUST MET ME AT MCDONALD'S WHERE I AM, WE TALKED, HE GOT BEAT UP, SOMEONE TRIED TO TAKE HIS GEAR AND TRAMP CAMP, HE HAD A BLACK EYE, BUT, ANOTHER GUY, JUST, OFFERED HIM $50.00 TO COME MOVE SOME STUFF OUT OF HIS CAR, AND VACUUM, THEN, SAID HE HAD A FRIEND WHO WOULD PAY HIM TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM! HE GOT FREAKED OUT, AND CAME BACK INSIDE WITH ME! SEX FOR HIRE, SEX FOR SELL! I HAD TO EXPLAIN, THAT, 50% OF THE DUDES AT THE POV. PROBABLY WOULD SELL THEMSELVES FOR MONEY, COLLEGE CHICK'S DO FOR TUITION MONEY, SOME DO IT FOR GAS MONEY! TOUGH COUNTRY! WIDE OPEN SPACES, FREE AS A BIRD, SOME, AND THE ONLY TWO TIMES IN MY LIFE, THAT I WAS PROPOSITIONED, WAS IN BUTTE, MONTANA! LOL! PAROWAN, UTAH, THAT I CALL, LITTLE MONTANA, BROKE ME IN, WITH WILD COUNTRY, AND MONTANA TOOK ME THE REST OF THE WAY . . . NOT DOING ANYTHING, BUT, GOING THROUGH CULTURE SHOCK! OBVIOUSLY, MY FRIEND, FORMER, MILITARY, DIDN'T KNOW ANY OF THIS STUFF! WATCH OUT! LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL? NOT SO FAST! NOW, I HAVE BEEN INTERRUPTED FOR THE 4TH TIME, THE DOWNSIDE OF WORKING AT MCDONALD'S! THE PROBLEM WITH LAW LICENSES, IS THAT EVERYONE NEEDS, LEGAL HELP, AT SOME TIME, OR ANOTHER, SO, IN THE PROCESS OF WRITING THIS BLOG, I HAVE HAD, SEVERAL ACQUINTANCES, COME IN, AND ASK ME QUESTIONS ABOUT, BEING FIRED FROM QUALITY INN, OR BEING CHARGED AND HARASSED BY COPS AS A HOMELESS DUDE, AND OF COURSE, WHENEVER IT TAKE A CASE, THE ANGER, TRANSFERS, FROM, THE CLIENT, TO ME, SO, WITH EVERY CASE, I EITHER TAKE OR HELP WITH, THERE IS A TRANSFER OF ENERGY, HATRED, AND PASSIONS, THAT GO WITH IT, AND IT IS GENERALLY, GOING AGAINST POWERFUL BUSINESSES OR CORPORATIONS, OR THE USUAL SUSPECTS, THE GOVERNMENT, COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND EVENTUALLY JUDGES! NOW, I HAVE BEEN INTERRUPTED FOR THE 5TH TIME, OR WHATEVER . . . HAVEN'T READ THE NEWS, DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED OVER THE WEEKEND, BETWEEN ANNIE, DROPPING INTO TOWN, TAKING THE LAST TWO DAYS, NO BLOG, YESTERDAY, VEFIRTY, VERIFY, VERIFY, AND BEN, TOTALLY, UNCERCOVER, FED, AND THE CHICK FROM THE POV, MY DAY IS FUCKING SHOT. SO, WHATEVER, THIS BLOG, IS OVER, CAN'T REMEMBER, EVEN WHAT I STARTED WRITING ABOUT! LOL! CUTE, SUPER HEROES, STORY, IS ENOUGH, FUN DREAM, HEART STUFF, BUT, THAT IS ENOUGH, IF ONLY MY SONS READ MY BLOG! LOVES, KISSES, HUGS, TO SUPERMAN AND SPIDER MAN! I WILL EITHER TRY, AGAIN, LATER, AFTER READING THE NEWS, OR TOMORROW, I WAS GOING TO QUIT MY BLOG TODAY, BUT DUDE, ENCOURAGED ME TO GIVE IT UP, BECAUSE THEY CAN'T STOP ME, SO, THAT LEADS ME TO BELIEVE, THAT I AM MAKING HEADWAY! OH, BEN TOLD ME, THAT HE MET, SOME GUY, WHO KNEW ME, AND KNEW MY STORY, NO, FEDS, CHECKING, WHO, CONTACTED MY SISTER, SHELLEY, I AM ASSUMING, COPS WORKING FOR COP CUNTS, THEY THINK SHE IS ACTUALLY, ME, AND I AM HER, DRED OF DREDS, HER DREAM, MY NIGHTMARE, BUT, HE SAID THIS GUY, TRACKED MY SISTER DOWN, AND SAID, THAT, JUST THE OPPOSITE WAS TRUE, THAT, I AM HER, AND SHE IS ME, AND I AM THE ONE LYING . . . NO PUT ON YOUR THINKING CAPS, PEOPLE, COPS, PULL THE FUCKING SURVEILLANCE TAPES OVER THE FOUR TRAFFIC SIGNS, AND LOOK AT ABOUT 6:00 AM, YOU WILL SEE ME STANDING AT THE LIGHT, BLONDE, ALL IN BLACK, WITH A GREEN AND BLACK, PACKPACK, WHITE RUNNING OR WALKING SHOES, GOT THEM AS SECRET SECONDS, A MONTH OR SO AGO, AND THEN, LOOK AT THE LITTLE BLACK, CAR, WITH THE SILVER, FAKE FAN, THE WHIRLY TWIRLY, AND THE SMALL BEAR, HUGGING IT, SHELLEY IS IN THE PASSENGER SIDE, AND THE PIXIE CHICK IS IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT, TINY, WOMEN, VERY SMALL! THIS CAR, WAS COMING UP FROM, SOUTH OF RUSSELL, AND STOPPED AT THE TURNING LANE, GOING, WEST ON BROADWAY! EASY SHIT TO PROVE, THEN, LOOK AT THE MCDONALD'S SURVEILLANCE TAPES, AT 6:05 AM, AND YOU WILL SEE ME, THERE ARE ALSO SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS OUTSIDE, BEFORE I COME IN, AND YOU WILL NOT FIND ME LEAVING, BECAUSE, I AM STILL HERE, AT 12:25 PM, 5/29/2017, TRYING TO FINISH THE BLOG, I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I WANTED TO WRITE ABOUT . . . YOUR LOSS, I ALREADY KNOW THIS STUFF . . . BEN, CAME IN, ABOUT THREE OR FOUR TIMES, FIRST, SITTING A THE BOOTH BEHIND MINE, THIRD ONE BACK, HAS HIS TRAMP CAMP, HE GOES TO SMOKE, COMES BACK IN, PLUGS HIS PHONE, INTO ONLY ONE OF THREE OUTLETS IN THE PLACE, LEAVES, COMES BACK AND SITS AT THE TABLE ACROSS FROM ME, LEAVES, ALLEGEDLY GETS, $5.00 FOR GIVING SOME LADY DIRECTIONS, COMES BACK IN, SITS WITH ME, ORDERS TWO BURGERS, FRIES, COFFEE, AND SHARES HIS FRIES, I SHARE MY HERSEY'S CHOCOLATE CANDY BAR, THAT IS STILL ON MY TABLE, NEXT TO MY YELLOW LEGAL PAD, MY DIET COKE GLASS, ALSO SYMBOLIC, IS IN A MCCAFE' SEE THROUGH, GLASS, RATHER THAN THE NORMAL, WHITE PLASTIC, CUPS FOR FOUNTAIN DRINKS, REMEMBER, EVERYTHING IS SYMBOLIC, SHELLEY DRINKS, COFFEE! YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO SEE RIGHT THROUGH HER TOO! THERE IS AN OLDER, BLUE FORD, CROWN VIC, LOOKING, COP CAR, COMMUNICTING WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, MARKING THAT HE IS A BLUE COP, OR ON THEIR SIDE, CHOSE A SIDE, GAME, AND HE IS ON THEIR SIDE, WHICH, I KNEW FROM THE FIRST, AS IS ANNIE! BUT, EVERYONCE IN AWHILE, I NEED A FRIEND, EVEN A FOE, TO TALK TO! TOO MANY STRANGE THINGS . . . THEY PROBABLY, SENT HIM, IN WIRED, TO GET OFF, SOME CHARGE, OR WHATEVER, BECAUSE, HE DID HAVE A BLACK EYE, AND STITCHES, CLAIMING, SOME DUDE, BEAT HIM UP AND TRIED TO TAKE HIS BACKPACK, AND SO HE PROBABLY, IS LIKE AN ATF, OR DEA COP, OLD TIMER, NOW ON THE STREETS, BUT COMES AND GOES . . . I SEE HIM, ONCE ABOUT EVERY SIX MONTHS! BUT, I COME AND GO, BUT, I WOULD RUN INTO HIM, MORE OFTEN THAN, THAT IF HE WERE HERE ALL THE TIME, JUST STARTED TO SEE HIM, AGAIN, IN THE LAST WEEK OR SO--SAW HIM AT BURGER KING, AND HE REALLY DOES LOOK, LIKE HE LIVES ON THE STREETS, SUN BURNED, AND WHATEVER. SO, I BELIEVE, HE WAS TELLING ME, THAT, HE KNOWS, SHELLEY, BELIEVES HER TO BE ME, AND HE IS WONDERING ABOUT ME AND WHAT I WOULD SAY ABOUT, THE WAY HE FEELS. CHRIS, USED TO SAY, MOM, DON'T WORRY, ALL THEY WOULD HAVE TO DO IS, PUT, YOU AND SHELLEY, OR RACHEL, OR SUE, OR KAY, IN A DEBATE AND YOU WOULD EAT THEM ALIVE! PROBLEM IS, THEY WILL "NEVER" DO THAT, BECAUSE, I WOULD! THEY KNOW THAT. NOR WOULD THEY EVER PUT, ELLIOT, IN A GUITAR COMPETITION WITH ISAAC, BECAUSE, ELLIOT WOULD JAM THAT SHIT, INTO THE GROUND AND BACK AGAIN! THEY KNOW THAT TOO! YET, LIKE MOTHER LIKE SON, THESE TWO FUCKS, BECAUSE OF COPS, HAVE BEEN ABLE TO LIVE THE DREAMS, THIS MOTHER AND SON, DREAMED OF LIVING, AND PAID THE PRICE FOR! SHELLEY WAS ILLEGITIMATE, SO WAS ISAAC, AND MY MOTHER AND FATHER FEEL GUILTY, SO, THEY ARE ROOTING FOR THE UNDERDOGS, WHILE, MY FAMILY, CONTINUES TO THRIVE, BECAUSE, I MADE THEM TOUGH, LIKE MAKING THEM HIKE OUT OF THE GRAND CANYON, NO, KAY DID NOT DO IT, THAT FUCKING BITCH, HAS LOSER KIDS, BUT, CATBRATZ, BUT, NO, ELLIOT AND CHRIS, SUPER HEROES, HAVE FENDED FOR THESELVES, SINCE THEY WERE 5 AND 8 YEARS OLD, WITH MOM, COMING AND GOING, BUT NOT LIVING WITH THEM! KAY, SHELLEY, RACHEL, SUE--SUE'S ARE A BIT BETTER, BUT, THEY WERE BAD MOMS, FELT GUILTY, SPOILED THEM, THEN, IGNORED THEM, AND TURNED THEM INTO THE LOSERS THEY ARE, BRATZ, AND TOTALLY DEPENDENT ON THEIR MOTHERS, TO MAKE THEIR LIVES TURN OUT OKAY! QUILT WILL KILL AND MOTHER OR FATHER, AND FUCK THE KIDS! YOU JUST CAN'T DO IT! I AM SURE THAT MY SONS HAVE, FEELINGS OF ABANDONMENT, LOSS, THAT COULD BE EXPLOITED AND PLAYED BY OLDER, MORE MATURE, SPIES, WHO DO THIS SHIT FOR A LIVING, THEN, COULD PLANT FALSE MEMORIES, AND CREATE ANY MONSTER OF ME, THAT THEYY WANTED, AND THE FAMILY, WOULD FILL IN THE DETAILS, WHEN, THEY DON'T KNOW, JACK SHIT ABOUT ME, NOR ABOUT MY KIDS, BECAUSE, WHEN, MY KIDS WERE LITTLE, ME AND THEIR FATHER, WITHDREW, FROM OUR FAMILIES, KEEPING OUR KIDS, OUT OF THE SICK SHIT, PSYCHO DRAMA, PECKING ORDERS, COMPETITIONS, SIBLING RIVALRIES, JEALOUSY, ENVY, AND NEVER PLAYED, SIBLINGS AGAINST EACH OTHER, LETTING THEM BE FREE FROM, FAMILY, DNA, THE BEST WE COULD, AND THE ONLY, ONE, WE MIXED, MUCH WITH, WAS SHELLEY, BECAUSE, I WOULD EXCHANGE KIDS, JESSE AND ISAAC--SO, JESSE, CHRIS, ISAAC AND ELLIOT, STAYED CLOSE, ALL THE WAY UP! MY SONS WOULD NOT BELIEVE, ME WHEN, I TOLD THEM, SHELLEY, GRANDPA, AND ISAAC, WERE FUCKING ELLIOT'S BAND AND TOUR AND STEALING THE MUSIC, AND USING A FAKE BAND, CONNECTED TO FAKE NEWS, FAKE RESUMES, ALL THAT WORKED FOR THEM, AS LONG AS MAMA BEAR, WAS OUT OF THE PICTURE, SO WHEN, I CAMB BACK TO PRACTICING LAW AFTER, 9 YEARS, MY FATHER, WENT APE SHIT, IN OCTOBER OF 2009, WHEN, I REACTIVATED MY LAW DEGREE . . . BECAUSE, SHELLEY HAD BEEN USING IT, WITH GOVERNMENT HELP AND BAR HELP, FOR YEARS! NOW A HIGH PROFILE CASE, COMING OUT OF NEW YORK INVESTMENT NEWS, AND #2 IN THE NATION FOR CIVIL RIGHTS DEFENSE, AND SHELLEY HAD BEEN GOING LEGISLATION, PRETENDING SHE WROTE "MY" AWARD WINNING, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND DATING VIOLENCE MANUAL, TAKING CREDIT FOR MY PLANS ON AFGHANISTAN . . . HOW DO YOU THINK, SHE IS IN MSNBC NEWS, WITH TRUMP AND THE KING OF SAUDI ARBIA? SHE IS ME! SHE WROTE THIS BLOG! SHE HAD THE GREAT KIDS! SHE WAS THE ASSISTANT ATTORNEY GENERAL . . . IN AN ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE, LIVING BY, THE RULES TRUMP, USES TO EXCUSE AND DISMISS ALL HIS SHIT, WITH HER AND KAY BABY, RIGHT THERE, TELLING THEM HOW TO GET AWAY WITH THE SHIT THEY HAVE BEEN, IN PLAIN VIEW, WITH COPS FROM TOP TO BOTTOM, SUPPORTING THE FRAUD BROADS, AND THIS WORLD FAMOUS, BLOGGER, WHO IS REALLY, SITTING AT MCDONALD'S IN MISSOULA, MONTANA . . . NSA, HACKERS, THOSE WITH ACCESS, LIKE MY FUCKING FATHER, BASTARD, ASS FUCKER