Saturday, May 27, 2017

MOB MODEL! FOO FIGHTERS. STEALTH ANGEL. MIRACLE METHODS. TACTICAL DIRTY TILT. NOBODY CARES YOU'RE A SNOWBOWL LEGEND. SHARKY MUSCLE BEACH? BEACHLINER. KAY & CATS. CATBRATZ. CIVIL WAR: CHOSE A SIDE. WARNING: PINCH AT YOUR OWN RISK. WARNING: THEY ARE ALL INFECTED! GOP ZOMBIES. WHAT A DIFFERENCE YOU'VE MADE IN MY LIFE. YOUR MY SUNSHINE. BASS GUN RACK. GRAZY MIKE'S VIDEO. JUSTICE LEAGUE. POWER DREAM WITH A ROMANTIC TWIST--ME & BEN AFFLECK? DIDN'T MAKE SENSE AT FIRST, BUT, THEN, I REMEMBERED HIS FILM, "STATE OF PLAY!" DEAD SPOT, RIGHT ON! GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS! WILL TELL ALL THE JUICY DETAILS DOWN BELOW! STRANGE, MY LITTLE SISTER, TIFFANY SOUTHWICK HARRIS, LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE JENNIFER GARDNER, BEN'S EX-WIFE OR SOON TO BE EX! I HAVE SHARPER LOOKS, NOT TO SWEET, DEFINITELY, ATTORNEY MATERIAL, AND THE POWERFUL VOICE HELPS TOO! I WAS WEARING A TRENCH COAT IN PART OF THE DREAM. WHO SHOULD I SEE, AS I ENTER THE DOOR TO THE POVERELLO CENTER DINING ROOM? SOME CHICK, WEARING AN BLACK FBI SWEAT-SHIRT, WITH LARGE WHITE LETTERS! DOWN, THE SLEEVES, IT SAID WASHINGTON, D.C. THEY, THE FBI, WOULD BE SMART, TO CONTACT ME, I CAN GIVE THEM, THE KEY NAMES OF PEOPLE, WHO ARE THE STRAW-MEN AND WOMEN, BETWEEN TRUMP & THE RUSSIANS! IT IS HARD TO DRAW A DIAGRAM OF AN ORGANIZATIONAL CHART OF THE PLAYERS, WHERE THEY FIT IN, TIMELINES, AND ROLES. YOU CAN TAKE FOREVER, AND MAYBE NEVER GET TO THE ROOT OF THE EVIL, OR YOU CAN RELY ON ME, AND I CAN LEAD YOU THROUGH THE MAZE, OF WORKING WITH FORMER SPIES, WITH A SHIT LOAD OF TRAINING, EXPERIENCE, TOP JOBS, OF R.E.D.S. IN ADDITION TO ROGUE AGENTS, AND DOUBLE AGENTS, DEEP SIXED, WITH FAKE NAMES, BIRTH CERTIFICATES, OR IN MY CASE, REAL, USING ME AND MY RESUME, CAN'T GET BETTER, BUT, THERE PRIVATE CORPORATIONS, THAT, USE THEIR GOVERNMENT, TRAINING TO BENEFIT CRIME AND CRIMINALS! THEY USE CYBER CRIMINALS, HACKERS, MUCH, LIKE, USING THE DEEP WEB AND DARK INTERNET, THAT SENSE THE MESSAGE, EMAIL, INFORMATION, THROUGH 5,000 DIFFERENT IP ADDRESSES, AND CAN BE FAR REMOVED, FOR THE ORIGINAL SOURCE, MAKING IT EASY TO STEAL AND TAKE CREDIT AND MONEY, THEN HIDE IT IN RUSSIAN BANKS, USING ME TO COVER THEIR SHIT, AS UNAMERICAN LOSERS! MY FRIEND, ANNIE, SHOWED UP, IN LESS THAT TWO MONTHS, HER PARENTS AND HER SON, ALL DIED, PLUS A COUSIN, A TRUCK DRIVER, WAS KILLED IN A MYSTERIOUS HEAD-ON ACCIDENT, THAT DIDN'T MAKE SENSE, AND HER OTHER COUSIN, WHO WORKED AT THE WHITE HOUSE, HIS WIFE, DIED OF LIKE CANCER, OR SOMETHING! MY FIRST REACTION WAS, THAT, THERE WAS FOUL PLAY INVOLVED! ANNIE HAS KNOWN ME FROM THE FIRST TIME, I STAYED AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, BACK IN NOVEMBER OF 2013, SO SHE CAN, CONNECT AND SUBSTANTIATE, WHO, I AM, AND THAT SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF THESE FUCKERS, WHO LIE, CAN CREATE, FAKE DOCUMENTS, THAT MIRROR OR ARE EXACTLY LIKE THE ONES I HAVE, CONTINUING ON THE CHARADE OF SHELLEY, BEING SEEN WITH TRUMP AND KUSHNER, ON THE NEWS IN THE LAST WEEK, GOING! ANNIE HAS HAD BIKERS STOP HER, WHO CONNECT HER TO MY BLOG AND THE POV. AND THEY TELL HER TO TELL HER FRIEND THE BLOGGER, TO STOP WRITING ABOUT BIKERS, OR THE COPS IN WYOMING HAVE FOLLOWED HER, CONNECTING HER TO ME! ANN TOOK A BUS, FROM AKRON, OHIO, TO MISSOULA, WHERE SHE SHOWED UP, AND SURPRISED ME, THIS MORNING BY ABOUT 8:00 AM, OUT OF THE BLUE, TELLING ME ALL THIS CRAZY SHIT THAT HAPPENED IN THE TWO SHORT WEEKS, SHE WAS HOME! BUT, THE THING THAT INTERESTED ME, WAS, THE STRANGE ROUTE THAT SHE TOOK ON THE WAY BACK HERE . . . SHE WAS GOING TO ORDER HER TICKET, TWO WEEKS IN ADVANCE, TO GET THE REDUCED RATE, BUT OUT OF THE BLUE, HER SISTER, PAID FOR HER TICKET, GOT HER OUT OF TOWN, IN 7 DAYS, A WEEK IN ADVANCE, AND IT TOOK A DIFFERENT ROUTE, THAN, SHE HAS TAKEN, IN YEARS GOING BACK AND FORTH, BUT THIS IS THE ONE TIME, THE BUS WAS RE-ROUTED, AN EXPRESS ROUTE, AND RATHER THAN GOING THROUGH, CHICAGO, MINNASOTA, AND NORTH DAKOTA, SHE WENT THROUGH, SOUTH DAKOTA, WYOMING, AND BILLINGS, TO MISSOULA. FOR SOME REASON THAT REALLY BOTHERED HER, AND SHE SAID THE PEOPLE ON THE BUS, WERE REALLY DIFFERENT? PLANTS? STAGED? THE WHOLE THING, WAS JUST STRANGE TO HER, SHE DIDN'T KNOW EXACTLY WHY? BUT SHE WAS THE SAME ONE, WHO HAD A SECOND, SENSE ABOUT, A CHICK, WHO WENT TO THER HIGH SCHOOL, WHO GAVE HER THE CREEPS, AND ENDED UP, KILLING HER MOTHER AND TWO BROTHERS, THEN, ESCAPED TO CANADA FOR 7 YEARS, THEN, CAME BACK HOME, AS IF, SHE, NEVER DID ANYTHING. ANN JUST SAID, THAT THE WHOLE TRIP WAS STRANGE, SOMETHING OUT OF A HORROR MOVIE, SHE CONFRONTED HER, FATHER, MOTHER, SISTER AND BROTHER, ABOUT THE POSSIBLITY, OF LIKE SOMEONE BEING MURDERED AND BURIED IN THE BACKYARD, WHERE, THE FAMIILY HAS BURIED SEVERAL DOGS AND PETS, OUT THERE, BUT, THE BROTHER'S DOG, KEPT GOING IN THE BACKYARD, WHERE, IT KEPT DIGGING UP, THE GARDEN AREA, LIKE CADAVER DOGS, LOOKING FOR BODIES! THIS TIME, HER VERY OUT OF CONTROL FATHER, WAS ALLOWED TO FREELY AND OPENLY ABUSE HER, SAYING WHATEVER HE WANTED TO SAY, AND EVEN SAYING HE WAS GOING TO KILL HER, AND THE COPS WOULD PULL IN HER DRIVEWAY, BUT THEY WOULD NEVER, DO ANYTHING TO HER FATHER! SHE SAID, THAT THERE WERE, BLACK, SUV, CADILLACS, OUT IN THE COUNTRY, OUTSIDE OF MEDINA, OHIO, IN THE COUNTRY, WHERE THERE ARE NO PEOPLE LIVING. WHEN, ANNIE GOT HOME, THEY KEPT HER LIKE A PRISONER, BEING SO AFRAID, WITH HER FATHER, THREATENING HER, SLEEPING, WITH A BAT BY HER BED. . . . NOW IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 12 HOURS SINCE I STARTED THIS BLOG, SO, ALL I AM GOING TO DO, IS WRITE ABOUT THE DREAM WITH BEN AFFLECK, I THINK, IT IS PERTINENT, AND RELEVANT, TO MY BLOG, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTS, WAR, AND WHO IS BEHIND, THE WAR MACHINE AND WHY! BUT FIRST I AM GOING TO TALK FOR A SECOND, ON, MY OWN PERSONAL CIVIL WAR WITH MY ENEMIES AND COPS OF ALL SIZES, NATURE, FLAVOR, AND COLOR! OKAY, SO ANNIE, WHO HAS COP CONNETIONS, SO I AM LEARY, STAYS ALL DAY AT MCDONALD'S WITH ME, WHICH IS JUST NOT LIKE HER! I KEPT SUGGESTING THAT SHE GO CATCH THIS OR THAT BUS, BUT NO? NOW, GIVEN THE FACT, THAT SHE CLAIMS TO HAVE LOST HALF OF HER FAMILY, IN THE LAST MONTH, THAT COULD MAKE SENSE; HOWEVER, ALL DAY LONG, AS WE SAT THERE IN PLAYPLACELAND, THIS OR THAT DUDE OR GAL, CAME IN WITH VERY SYMBOLIC SHIRTS AND MESSAGES, FOR THAT CIA AND FBI, COMMUICATING, WITHOUT COMMUNICATING, CODE, SHIT, SIGNS AND WHATNOT, WITH WORDS, LIKE "GOD'S GIRL" OR "CHAPEL SKILL" OR "KILLER BEES" . . . NOW ALL THIS IS ON SURVEILLANCE, ME AND ANNIE WERE SITTING RIGHT UNDER A SURVEILLANCE CAMERA, SO, THE FEDS, OR LOCAL COPS, COULD HAVE LISTENED TO EVERY DAMNED WORD WE SAID, AND PROBABLY DID! COP REALITY TV AND TRAINING--WHY NOT, THE SMARTEST ATTORNEY THEY WILL EVER DEAL WITH! LOL! SO, ANNIE KEEPS SAYING, WE HAVE BEEN HERE ALL DAY. THESE GUYS ARE ALL MY FRIENDS AND THEY ARE USED TO IT, OR ME BEING THERE, WHEN, I COME, BEING THERE FOR HOURS WRITING MY BLOG. SO FINALLY, AT ABOUT 4:30 PM, I THOUGHT, MY BLOG IS FUCKED FOR TODAY ANYWAY, AND SHE MAY BE FEELING NEEDY, OR INSECURE, SO, WE CAUGHT, THE 4:45 PM, #14 BUS, TO THE POVERELLO, VERIFY, VERIFY, VERIFY, AND AS WE WALKED TO THE POV., THANK GOD, ANNIE GOES, OH, THE COPS ARE OVER THERE! WHAT THE FUCK, THIS MORNING, THERE WERE TWO THERE ALSO, AND LAST NIGHT, THERE WERE SOME, SO? LIKE DUH! I AM SURE THEY HEARD US, THAT WHEN, I GET MONEY, I AM SPLITTING TO SEATTLE, SO, THEY WILL WANT TO CATCH ME BEFORE I LEAVE. EVERYTIME, IT GETS CLOSE TO PAY DAY, THE HEAT IS TURNED UP, TRYING TO GET ME WHEN, I GET IN TOWN, OR WHEN, I AM READY TO LEAVE! SET UP? POSSIBLE. SO, I DITCHED OUT, YOU CAN SEE ME, ROUGHLY, AT 5:00 PM, WALKING IN FRONT OF THE POVERELLO AND CROSS OVER THE STREET TO THE RIVER, DITCH, DOWN, UNDER SOME TREES, NEAR THE RIVER, AT A BREAK, NEAR THE PARKING LOT OF "IMAGINE NATION BREWERY" WHERE I SAT, UNTIL, I SAW BOTH, KEY, BOTH THE SQUAD CAR AND THE SUV, WHICH, WERE HIDING OUT BACK OF THE POV. ON CEDAR STREET, SYMBOLIC, IN AND OF ITSELF, BEING WHERE MY FATHER WAS RAISED, MOTHER MET MY DAD, AND WHERE I SUED THE COPS FOR $56.7 MILLION, PLUS THE COUNTY ATTORNEY, SHERIFFS, NARCOTICS TASK FORCE, A JUDGE, AND THE DIVISION OF CHILDR AND FAMILY SERVICES, BACK IN 2010! MY FAMILY PROBABLY TOOK MY STOLEN MONEY, AND EITHER MADE A HUGE ASS DONATION, OR GAVE ENOUGH, MONEY TO BUY, THE BOARD'S LOYALTY AND THE CLINIC TOO! THAT IS PROBABLY WHY THAT STREET IS SYMBOLICALLY NAMED! MY KIDS & MY MONEY! GET IT! SHELLEY COULD MAKE THAT MUCH MONEY I A BILLION LIFE TIMES, BUT SHE IS A COMPUTER HACKER AND THIEF! SHE SHARES, SO THE COPS LOVE, HER, BECAUSES, SHE STEALS FROM ME! THEY PAY MORE! AFTER I SAW BOTH MPD VEHICLES, LEAVE, I WENT AND GOT DINNER, BUT TOLD ANNIE, THAT I WAS GOING TO LEAVE, BEFORE THE COPS CAME BACK AND STING OP II COMES IN FOR THE EVENING. I TOLD HER I WAS GOING TO THE HOSPITAL, AND JUST LIKE AN EXPECTED DESERT, AFTER A MENOTONOUS DINNER, AS I WALKED TO THE HOSPITAL, A WHITE UNMARKED "SHERIFF'S" VAN, PULLED UP, AND PARKED IN THE PARKING LOT IN FRONT OF ME, AND DUDE, UNDERCOVER, SHERIFF, WEARING THE SHERIFF'S COLORS, BLACK AND KAKEE'S, BALD, OF COURSE, BUT, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN, A SHERIFF AND THE SECURITY GUARDS, IS THE SECURITY GUARDS, WHERE BLUE AND DON'T HAVE GUNS! I GUESS, I AM NOT SMART ENOUGH, TO NOTE THIS SHIT? OR THEY ARE TOO STUPID, TO GET THAT, I SEE WHAT THEY WEAR AND I AM AN ASTUTE, STUDENT OF WHAT IS AND IS NOT NORMAL! GOOD GOD? SO, I DECIDED, TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE, AND SURE AS SHIT, LIKE EXPECTED, THE DOOR TO THE AMBULANCE GARAGE IS WIDE OPEN, MUST HAVE JUST PULLED IN, AND THERE SITS, ANOTHER MPD SQUAD CAR! I GUESS I WAS NOT SUPPORE TO NOTICE, THAT EITHER? SHIT? ANYWAY, NEXT WHILE IN FRONT OF THE COP SHOP, MY ALLEGED, RUSSIAN FRIEND, PROBABLY, AND HIT WOMAN FOR PUTIN, STOPS ME, AND ASKS WE WERE I AM GOING? LIKE I DON'T SEE, WHERE THAT IS GOING? THE SONG ON RIGHT NOW, IS--"OH, THERE COMING BACK FOR ME!" LOL! OF COURSE, LIKE I CAN'T READ THESE CLOWNS LIKE A BOOK, AND THEY ARE A DUMB AS SHELLEY, THE BOOK LEARNED, WHATEVER! LOL! OH, WHAT FUN, BUT AFTER FUCKING 6 YEARS OF THIS SHIT, FROM WASHINGTON, D.C., TO SEATTLE, FROM DURANGO TO LAS VEGAS, IT GETS A LITTLE TEDIOUS, AND BORING, JUST LIKE SHELLEY . . . I CAN JUST HEAR HER--"JUST ONE MORE TIME!" I KNOW WE CAN GET HER!" HER AND HER LOCAL, DUMB ASS, PHIL, THE RING LEADER, PROBABLY, CIA, WHO TRIED A TON, BUT NEVER GOT ME EITHER, ARE PROBABLY, HOLDING A POW WOW RIGHT NOW! GET HER BEFORE LEAVING TOWN, GOD DAMN IT! LOL! DREAM TIME . . . THEY NEED TO PACK UP THEIR SHIT AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE TOWNS AND STATE, THAT I CAME TO FIRST! SICK OF THESE SICK FUCKS!

FUCK, THAT BITCH, SHELLEY!  GOD, JUST STOLE MY BLOG!  LOSER HAG FROM FUCKING HELL!

STATE OF PLAY

HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN GOING ON?  17 YEARS!  STEALING MY BLOG--TWO DAYS AFTER I STARTED IT!

So, in this dream, I am laying in bed, alone . . . and Ben Affleck, comes up, kneels down, near me, and starts kissing my neck to wake me up.  I kind of start to wake up and he leaves, and is somewhere in what appeared to be a shared apartment in a cool, old, apartment building, the kind I like, the ones that are on the historic register, funky, cool, build solid, and with big windows, close to everything.  Later, I am, up walking around the apartment, and Ben, comes up behind me, and starts to move my hair, and he smells my neck, but, I tell him, that I am out of perfume, right now . . . I have a signature, perfume, that is back in law school, Ashley Musk, and I generally, mix, some, light, body, spray, Fantasy Forest, and I like to mix it with, natures, luscious fragrances, that go with, the musk, that takes on, the individual pheromones, and scents, that are unique to me.  In reality, funny how that mixes with the dream, I am out, of musk.  Both my daughters, Greta and Nicole, had, that perfume, and later, when, I couldn't get it in the stores anymore, they gave me theirs and said they needed to get their own scents!  I was flattered that they followed, in my footsteps, and liked the perfume, I wore, now, I just get cheap, Jovan, but it is till good, and I get comments all the time.  In law school, any guy who sat by me, asked me, what I was wearing, generally, wanted a closer smell, smile, and said they needed to get that for their wife or girlfriend!  LOL.

This next part is pretty funny, and a real mix of where I am now, as opposed, to where I would rather be, but, I am laying down, in bed, of course, fully clothed, very modest, and Ben is fully clothed too . . . my lovers, have to go through a certain, period of playing high school, make out, before, we are going anywhere, and men, make the mistake all the time of, once they start having sex, to skip, what gets a woman, hot and bothered, and go straight to, Z, skipping A to Z!  Sometimes, not even wham-bam, thank you mam!  STUPID!  So, we are just laying on the bed, me on the bottom, he is just starting to lay down on top of me, but he is kissing me, as he starts to land on my body, and I am thin, which I would be if I wasn't, chased, 24/7, or having to sit in fast food, restaurants, to write a blog!  FUCK!  But, just as we are starting to get into, it barely, I think it was Kevin, staff at the Poverello, lol, walks in on us and said, "What are you two doing?"  As if we were up in the dorms, at the Pov. where only women can go, but we were in our private apartment, and I said . . . "He is my boyfriend!"  Kevin, responds, "You don't have a boyfriend!"  LOL!  He never sees me with anyone, barely talk to anyone, and basically, when, I have money, just sleep there!  LOL!  Pretty realistic to the way I am.  Then, after being interrupted, I got up and pulled a trench, coat, like you see, in cop movies, or FBI, old school, pull the tie around my waist, alone now with, Ben, being interrupted, I need to leave.  That was basically the dream, but the interpretation is what makes is really cool, and it took me and hour or so, to go through my brain, and figure out what the fuck my dream was about?

BEN AFFLECK?  WHY THE HELL WOULD I BE DREAMING ABOUT BEN AFFLECK?  I LIKE THE GENRE OF MOVIES, GOVERNMENT INTRIGUE, INDEPENDENCE DAY, OLD ONES, LIKE "GOOD WILL HUNTING" . . . BUT, WHY, BEN AFFLECK, ARCO?

OH, STATE OF PLAY!

I started to put together, the connection, didn't Ben Affleck, play that Senator or Congressman, who, was doing research into, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTORS?  Oh, yeah, I wrote about that in my blog yesterday and the fucked up reasons for most wars, to make MONEY!

The chick, the Senator was having an affair with, gets pushed in front of a train, by a special ops dude, and she had been doing, research on government contractors, as Affleck's character, was hot on the trial of 14 contractors, that, looked like they were all connected to just one big ass contractor, so all government contracts were really, being, garnered, by on motherfucking, war machine!

And in honor, of Ben Jacobs of the "Guardian" and timely on this too, I remembered that, Russell Crow, played the dogged, investigative journalist, making me think of the body-slamming, now congressman, from Montana, all over the news, but, Crow, is looking into, both the reason the chick was murdered, knew too much, likely, and also, looking into some of the research, she was doing, on the connection between all the government contractors and also, mercenaries, like Erik Prince, finally, heard, some news anchor, mention, the Ceyshelles Islands, but of Blackwater, ilk, and that type of contractor . . . I believe, the mercenary in the story, threatened, Crow, trying to dissuade him, from, going on with his research into this case!  Affleck or the Senator is trying to protect his reputation and wife, from his affair, but he also wants this information, to get out, to the press, on government contractors and all the men being killed, for money . . . good stuff!

That movie is just as timely, now, as it was, back, what, about 7 years or so ago?  I went with some friends, first, and they bugged the shit out of me, asking me questions, all the way through it, about, government this or that, so much, so that, I missed, some of the nuances, and innuendos, that, I would probably, better understand, now, than I did then . . . complicate, plot, good characters, and very, very, very, killer, information!  I went back, a second time and still, don't think, I got some of the content . . . need to look at that movie again!

Oh, I forgot a funny part of the dream . . . When, I told, Kevin, that Ben was like my boyfriend, later in the dream, right after that, Affleck, said, "I'll be your boyfriend."  I thought, why was he living with me and making out with me?  Future tense!  LOL!  Arco, good movies, we would probably, get along great, and I think he is on the market?  Don't often read, People Magazine, but, last I heard, he and Jennifer, were working on a amiable, divorce . . . good for their kids!

Okay, Ben, give me, about three months, and I can look, like I did in the dream!  LOL!  Maybe you'll motivate me?  Some guy has to be able to?  LOL!  Smart movies, smart acting, and smart directing!  I would probably dig you!

I thought, he was, kissing me, for writing about, the government contracting!

ART REFLECTS OR MIRRORS, LIFE, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND . . . LIKELY WHOEVER WROTE THAT SCREEN PLAY, WAS INVOLVED, SOMEHOW, WITH THIS TYPE OF SITUATION, POSSIBLE MURDER, AND MAY HAVE JUST WRITTEN ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED, TO THEM?

I WONDERED IF BEN, READS MY BLOG?  TONS OF PEOPLE DO, RIGHT UP HIS ALLEY!

KEEP UP THE GREAT MOVIES, TEACHES SOME OF US, STUFF, SO WE AN START TO BUILD A FRAMEWORK, AND CONCEPTUAL BACKGROUND, TO PLUG, NEW INFORMATION IN, WHEN, IT COMES TO US . . . THAT MOVIE, CERTAINLY DID FOR ME!

KISSES, HUGS, LOVES!

SMILE, WHO KNOWS?



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