GUNDRY. 3 ENERGY-KILLING FOODS. OOH, THAT SMELL. WORK TOUGH. PLAY HARD. DEERE SEASON. RIDE A WILD PONY. SABRE-RATTLING. TAPP. WORLD'S SMALLEST FINGERPRINT PADLOCK. FISA WARRANT ISSUED FOR TRUMP ASSOCIATE, CARTER PAGE, MALE #1, IDIOT, UNWITTING RUSSIAN SPY? FOREIGN INTELLIGENCE SURVIELLANCE ACT AND FBI PROBES INTO RUSSIAN INVOLVEMENT WITH TRUMP, 2016 ELECTIONS. STAY TUNED! ESPIONAGE. SEDICTION. HONEY TRAPS. UNSOPHISTICATED AMERICANS. MANCHESTER BY THE SEA--PLOT TO MURDER SON. MISOGENY. FEET THAT ARE SWIFT TO MISCHIEF. MISCHIEF MAKERS. ADAM ENTOUS . . . PUT AN END TO US! ALL THE PLANS OF MICE & MEN! LOL! CONVERSATION OVER BREAKFAST, RUDELY INTERRUPTED, "IF YOU ARE SO SMART, WHY DON'T YOU RUN FOR CONGRESS!" THANKS, KEVIN, STAFF TO THE RESCUE AND DEFEND--WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? I DON'T HAVVE A PROBLEM! AS HE THROWS HIS TRAY IN DIRTY DISH WINDOW. DO I THREATEN MEN, SIMPLY FROM TALKING? OR IS THERE SOMETHING DEEPER GOING ON, UNDER THE SURFACE, DEEP SEEDED, DARK, DEPRESSING, AND DESTRUCTIVE TO WOMEN, AND ADVANCES IN SOCIETY? FROM THE FIRST DAY, I WALKED INTO THE UTAH ATTORNEY GENERALS OFFICE, WITH 4 PEOPLE, STATING, YOU ARE GOING TO BE THE NEXT ATTORNEY GENERAL . . . I HAVE BEEN A THREAT, MUCH IN THE SAME WAY, HILLARY RODHAM CLINTON IS . . . THERE IS SOMETHING UNIQUE, DIFFERENT, ALARMINGLY PRESENT, FOREBODDING, AND MENACING TO MEN, THAT IS JUST, ENATE AND APPARENT, IN OUR NATURES AND CHARACTER, THAT DISTINGUISHES US, FROM YOUR AVERAGE WOMAN, ATTORNEYS INCLUDED . . . SO WHAT THE FUCK, AND WHERE THE FUCK, IS ALL THIS HATRED COMING FROM? AS WE SAW, FROM THE LAST ELECTION, EVEN WOMEN, HAVE TROUBLE VOTING FOR EVEN THE MOST QUALIFIED, WOMAN OR MAN, IN THE WHOLE HISTORY OF THE UNITED STATES PRESIDENCY, AND CANDIDATES. DR. SIGMUND "JOANN" FREUD, IS GOING TO TAKE A STAB AT THIS, MAINLY, BECAUSE, I TEND TO BE VICTIMIZED, BY THIS CONCERTED, OBTRUSE, STRANGE, ENVY, HATRED, AND CHALLENGING, ELEMENT OR PSYCHOLOGICAL, MAKE UP, THAT SEEMS TO PUT, ME, NOT ONLY, IN A CATEGORY OF MY OWN, BUT, WITHOUT TRYING, SEEMS TO LEAD ME TO THOSE WHO WANT MY DEMISE, WHO, CAN'T STAND, THE FACT THAT I BREATHE. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT, SOMEWHAT LATELY, IN AND OF THE FACT THAT, PEOPLE ARE WILLING TO, IN HILLARY'S CASE, VOTE FOR SOMEONE, A MAN, COMPLETELY UNQUALIFIED TO RUN THE COUNTRY, WITH SOME AS LATE AS TODAY WONDERING ABOUT HIS MENTAL HEALTH, LEAVING ME, WONDERING WHY HILLARY ONLY WON THE POPULAR VOTE BY 3 MILLION, RATHER THAN 30 MILLION VOTES, AND WHY, PEOPLE TEND TO PREFER, WOMEN, SO FAR, PROFESSIONALLY, INTELLECTUALLY, INEPT, WITH LITTLE TO OFFER, BY WAY OF CONTRIBUTION, EDUCATIONS, INFORMATION, PROTECTION, AND JUSTICE, THAT, FACT MAKES REASON STARE? THE OTHER DAY, I HAD,, THIS, AH, HA, MOMENT, AND EPITHANY, A REVELATORY THOUGHT, VERY MUCH RELATING TO HILLARY, AND UNDERSTANDING EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAYS, WHEN, SHE BELIEVES THAT "MISOGENY" OR "WOMEN HATING" PLAYED A LARGE ROLE, IN EVEN 52, ALLEGEDLY, WHITE FAMALES, VOTING FOR TRUMP, A WOMANIZER, GROPER, DEGRADATING TO WOMEN, CALLING THEM, DOG'S, PIGS, FLAT CHESTED, AND ALL THE STUPID SHIT HE SAID DURING THE ELECTIONS, AND BY WAY OF FAIRNESS, HE HAS BEEN BETTER, SINCE HE GOT IN OFFICE, BUT THAT MAY BE DUE TO THE FACT THAT HE IS NOT FACING A VERY FORMIDABLE, OPPONENT, MAKING HIM THE APPRENTICE, IN THIS GAME. JUST LIKE THE COMMENT, WITH ALL THE ANGER, OR FORCE, MY SON-INLAW, COULD MUSTER, "THIS IS THE BIGGEST--FUCK YOU VOTE" AS IF TALKING PERSONALLY TO ME, NOT ABOUT THE RESULTS OF A GENERAL ELECTION, HAVING PRETENDED, TO BE, NOT NECESSARILY, A HILLARY SUPPORTER, HE SAID HE WOULD NOT VOTE FOR HER JUST BECAUSE SHE WAS A WOMAN, BUT, HE ALMOST DIDN'T DARE, BE A TRUMP SUPPORTER, WITH ME AND MY DAUGHTER, NEARLY, SUICIDAL, LOOKING AT THE VOTE AND RESULTS, NOT ONLY ILLEGITIMATE, AS A SHAM, BUT UNCONSCIOUSLY, SHOCKING, IN THE STUPIDITY OF THE NATION! LOL! THERE IS THIS ANGER, THAT SOMEHOW, HILLARY, EVEN ELIZABETH WARREN, AND CERTAINLY, I HAVE TAPPED INTO, THAT NEEDS TO BE EXPLORED, BY, PSYCHOLOGISTS, SOCIOLOGISTS, AND ANTROPOLOGISTS, POLITICAL SCIENCE, AND LEGAL SCHOLARS, TO SEE WHAT WE DO, TO OVERCOME THIS, BURIED, RESENTMENT, TOWARD WOMEN, THAT MIGHT HELP US UNDERSTAND, RAPE, SEXUAL ASSALUT, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, AND OTHER CRIMES, PERPETRATED, BY MEN AGAINST WOMEN. KNOWLEDGE IS POWER. HOW CAN WE CURE, A SOCIAL ILL, IF WE DON'T UNDERSTAND IT. NOW, WE HAVE COME SO FAR, IN UNDERSTANDING THAT, MOST OF THESE CRIMES, ARE, NOT SEXUALLY ORIENTED, BUT, ARE ALL ABOUT, POWER & CONTROL. WHAT IS THE THREAT, THE CHALLENGE, THE DEBILITATING, EFFECT, THAT, SOME WOMEN, SEEM TO HAVE ON MEN, THAT OTHERS, JUST DON'T? I KIND OF CAME UP, WITH A POSSIBLE, THEORY, UNTESTED, UNTRIED, AND UNMEASURED, BUT, WORTH, LOOKING AT . . . HILLARY AND I ARE A LIMITED SAMPLE, BUT, THERE ARE MANY COMMONALITIES, FEMALE PRERROGATIVES, POWER PLAYS, AND A PARTICULAR POSTURE, THAT I BELIEVE, BOTH OF US HAVE, THAT, TENDS TO MAKE US, COME WITH A DIFFERENT SET OF RULES, UNCOMMMON MINDSET, AND LIBERAL, FREEDOM THAT WE ALLOW OURSELVES, THAT MOST WOMEN DON'T, THEREFORE, LEAVING, FEMALES JEALOUS AND MALES THREATENED. YOU WOULD THINK THAT MOST FEMALE ATTORNEYS, HAVE SIMILAR CHARACTER TRAITS, BUT, AT A UTAH STATE BAR ASSOCIATION, WOMEN'S FORUM SEMINAR, HELD, UP A SNOWBIRD, SKI RESORT, YEARS AGO, I WOULD SAY, MAYBE AROUND, 1998 OR 1999, BUT, IN A ROOM OF 400 FEMALE ATTORNEYS, IN ATTENDANTS, ALL TAKING THE SAME, PERSONALITY TEST, WITH I BELIEVE, 16 DIFFERENT, CATEGORIES OF PERSONALITIES, IN MY PARTICULAR, CASE, THERE WERE ONLY, 2 OF US, WHILE THE REST OF THE CLASSES OF PERSONALITIES, HAD MANY MORE. THAT WAS, INSIGHTFUL AND LET ME UNDERSTAND, MORE ABOUT MYSELF, AND THE FACT, THAT, THE ONE THING, I REMEMBER, BIT OF INFORMATION ABOUT MYSELF, AND HAS PROVEN SO, TRUE, IS THAT, WOMEN, MAYBE MEN TOO, WHO ARE IN THIS, PERSONALITY, CLASSIFICATION, THEY ARE THE HARDEST TYPE OF PEOPLE TO BE MARRIED TO, OR, MAYBE, AS MY SON, ELLIOT, AND MY DAUGHTER, GRETA, SAID, "MOM, YOU JUST AREN'T MARRIAGABLE MATERIAL!" I KIND OF TEND TO AGREE WITH THAT. ABOUT EVERY, 4 YEARS OR SO, SINCE MY FIRST DIVORCE, 25 YEARS AGO OR MORE, I THINK I NEED A MAN, TO GET OLD WITH, SIT ON THE FRONT PORCH, AND WATCH THE SUNSET, WITH . . . SO, I JUMP OFF THE DEEP END AND GET MARRIED, AND IN ABOUT, 18 MONTHS, I DECIDE, SOMETIMES MARRIED TO VERY DECENT, HANDSOME AND COOL MEN, THAT IN REALITY, I AM, BASICALLY, HAPPIER, SINGLE, SO I LEAVE THEM, AND THESE MEN HAVE BEEN KEY, TO THE SITUATION, I AM IN TODAY, HOMELESS, FOR, MOST OF THE MONTH PENNILESS, BUT FREE AS A BIRD, AND HAPPY AS HELL, TO BE ALIVE, AND WILLING TO COME AND GO AS I PLEASE, HAVING, MANAGED MY YOUNGER YEARS, SO THAT, I HAVE, VERY INDEPENDENT CHILDREN, GREAT KIDS, THEREFORE, THEY ARE PRETTY SOLIDLY, ABLE TO RUN THEIR OWN, LIVES, ME TAPPING IN, EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE OR WHEN THEY NEED ME, BUT OUT LIVING AND LOVING, LIFE, NO MATTER HOW SHITTY THAT IS AT TIMES. YESTERDAY, I RAN INTO AN ACQUAINTANCE, AND SHE, ASKED ME, IF I HAD A PLACE YET, AND I SAID, NO. SHE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID, THEN, YOU DON'T WANT ONE! LOL! THAT WOULD LIMIT MY RANGE OF FREEDOM AND ROAMING, THAT I VALUE MORE THAN, EVEN SAFETY AND STABILITY, AGAIN, NOT A FEMALE TRAIT! MOST WOMEN ARE NESTERS, NEED, HOME, COMFORT, SECURITY, AND A MAN, USUALLY, HELPS TO PROVIDE THAT, EVEN IF THEY CAN DO IT ON THEIR OWN. THAT IS NOT WHY I WOULD WANT A MAN, AND THAT, IN AND OF ITSELF, FRUSTRATES, MANY MEN. THE TYPICAL HOOKS, COME'ONS, ENTICEMENTS, DON'T WORK ON ME. JAMES KENNEDY FOUND THAT, IN OUR FIRST CONVERSTATION, WHERE HE TRIED EVERYTHING FROM BEING RICH, TO GREAT SEX, TO, FUN, TO GET ME TO BITE THE BAIT . . . THE ONE THING HE DIDNT' OFFER, WAS POWER. I TOLD HIM, I HAD PLENTY OF THAT, BLOGGING, SO, WHAT DO I NEED YOU FOR, SEEMED TO BE THE UNDERSTATEMENT, UNDERLAYING, NOT NECESSARILLY A REJECTIONS, IN FACT, I WAS TOTALLY, ATTRACTED AND INTERESTED, BUT I THINK, THE FACT THAT, NONE OF THE NORMAL, TAGS, WORKED ON ME, AND THAT FRUSTRATED AND CONFUSED HIM, SEASONED, I WOULD, IMAGINE IN THE ART OF LOVE AND SEX, MUCH MORE SO, THAN MYSELF, NOT MOVED, OR TAKEN WITH, WHAT, WORKED WITH MOST WOMEN, HE EVEN TRIED THE FIXER-UPPER, MOST WOMEN, WANT TO TAKE ME HOME AND TAKE CARE OF ME, AFTER, THIS BIG HUNK, GETS DRUNK, OR WHATEVER. I SAID, I AM NOT INTO PROJECTS, FIX YOURSELF. LOL! WHAT I WANT FROM A MAN, IS VERY DIFFERENT TO, SO IN THAT SENSE, I AM A RARE COMMODITY, AND A MYSTERY, SO, EXPERIENCE, SEASONING, AND HISTORY, OF SUCCESS WITH WOMEN, DOESN'T WORK OR SERVE, WHEN, DEALING WITH ME. THERE HAVE BEEN TWO, FEMALE ANIMALS, THAT, HAVE CONFOUNDED, BIOLOGISTS OR ZOOLOGISTS, WHATEVER PEOPLE ARE THAT STUDY ANIMAL BEHAVIOR, AND TRACK, ANMALS TO WATCH THEIR MIGRATION, MATING, AND HYBERNATION OR EATING PATTERNS . . . THERE IS A FEMALE BEAR, NAMED, 'ETHAL" AND, NATURAL RESOURCE PROFESSIONALS, WERE SHOCKED, THAT IN ONE YEARS, THIS FEMALE BEAR, REFUSED TO MATE, EVEN THOSE SHE SEEMED TO HAVE, OFFERS, SHE WAS UNTYPICAL, IN HER RAGE OF FREEDOM AND ROAMING, SHE, WENT SOMEWHERE AROUND 1,600 MILES OR SO, BEING SEEN, EATING CHERRIES IN THE FLATHEAD, IN THE SPRING OR WHENEVER, THEN, SHOWING UP, OUT IN THE BOB MARSHAL, WILDERNESS, LATER TO HYBERNATE, SOMEWHERE ELSE. ETHAL WAS VERY, UNUSUAL FOR A SOW, SHE DIDN'T HAVE CUBS EITHER. LOL! I ADORE MY KIDS, BUT, I HAVE A LIFE! LOL! A BEAR AFTER MY OWN, HEART, FREE ROAMING AND DIGGIN' ON NATURE! LOL! THEY SAY, THAT THE WOMEN, WHO NEVER GET MARRIED AND DON'T HAVE CHILDREN, ARE USUALLY FROM LARGE FAMILIES AND RAISED THEIR MOTHER'S KIDS! THAT WOULD BE ME, UNTIL ABOUT 5TH GRADE, THEN, I CUT, LOOSE AND IT WAS ALL ABOUT, SCHOOL, COMMUNITY, CHURCH, AND FREEDOM FOR THIS LITTLE HOTTIE! LOL! THE OTHER ANIMAL THAT WAS TRACKED, WAS A FEMALE, MOUNTAIN LION, WHO STARTED, UP IN BRITISH COLUMBIA, MADE HER WAY, SOME 450 MILES, AND WAS, TRACKED TO HELENA, MONTANA, WONDERING THROUGH, NEIGHBORHOODS AND FARMS! SCARY! BUT THEY SAID, THAT MOUNTAIN LIONS TEND TO BE VERY TERRITORIAL, SO THIS FELINE, WAS AGAIN, NOT YOUR TYPICAL, FAMLAE MOUNTAIN, LION. SO, IS PART OF THE PROBLEM WITH, WOMEN, LIKE ME, TEMPERED BY MY RELGIOUS AND EDUATIONAL, BACKGROUND, AND BUT FOR HAVING KIDS, FITTING INTO FAMILY, AND SOCIATAL, NORMS, CULTURAL, AND WHATEVER, PROBABLY, WOULD NOT NATURALLY, HAVE GOTTEN MARRIED, OR HAD KIDS, OFTEN, BEING GRATEFUL, THAT THE MORMON CHURCH, PUSHED MARRIAGE AND KIDS, BECAUSE HAD I GONE TO LAW SCHOOL FIRST, I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE MISSED OUT ON THAT JOY IN MY LIFE! IT IS FUNNY, NOW, SEEING A SIGN ON A BUS IN SEATTLE, WITH A MOTHER AND A CHILD, THAT SAID, PEOPLE LIVE IN HOUSES. AFTER 5 YEARS OF BEING ON THE STREETS, FOR THE MOST PART, ON THE RUN, THAT WAS ALMOST A REVELATION TO ME, LIKE, PEOPLE DO LIVE IN HOUSES? LIKE, OH, YEAH, I USED TO DO THAT. THAT SEEMS A LIFETIME AWAY! LOL! AS I RODE IN A CHURCH SHUTTLE, TO WHERE ME AND MY STREET SISTERS, WERE STAYING FOR THE NIGHT, I LOOKED AT ALL THE LIGHTS OF THE APARTMENTS IN SEATTLE, THE HOUSES, SURROUNDING, GREEN LAKE, WHERE, LED ZEPPLINE PLAYED, AT AN OUTSIDE AMPETHEATER, BACK IN THEIR EARLY DAYS, BUT, I THOUGHT, ARE THERE REALLY PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN ALL THOSE HOUSES? THE CROWD, I HAVE BEEN HANGING WITH, KENNEDY INCLUDED, ALMOST PREFER, LIVING OUTSIDE IF THE ELEMENTS ARE NOT TO BAD! LOL! HANGING WITH FORMER, CIA HITWOMEN, SAME TYPE, SHE HAD 7 KIDS, DOESN'T SEE THEM MUCH, BUT, LOVES THE SHIT OUT OF THEM, PANS FOR GOLD, FIXES HER OLD, BEAT UP, TOUGH, CLIMB A TREE, DODGE! SHE RENTS, CABINS IN HUNGRY HORSE, WHERE, BUT FOR COPS, I WOULD HAVE RENTED TOO, DRAWN TO THE WILD, THE FREE, THE PINES, THE LAKES, THE MOUNTAINS, AND DOING WHATEVER IN THE HELL, WE WANT, LEARNING ABOUT, GOVERNMENT SHIT, THE CIA, RUNNING, DRUG LOADED PLANES INTO THE KALISPELL, AIRPORT, FOR, CROSSING, INTO CANADIAN BUYING MARKETS, OR WE TALK ABOUT, CHARLIE BROWN, THE MASONS, WHO IS REALLY IN CHARGE OF THE GOVERNMENT? WE AREN'T, SCREAM, TALKING ABOUT SHOPPING, AND GOING TO CONVENTION CENTERS, FOR "WHAT WOMEN WANT" LOTIONS AND POTIONS, PARTIES! LOL! WE ARE VERY DIFFERENT KIND OF WOMEN . . . SHE MET, SOME YOUNGER DUDE, AND SHE STILL HAS THE STAMINA, TO HELP HIM, RAISE HIS, TWO CHILDREN! BECAUSE SHE WAS A TOUGH MOTHER TOO, WITH GOOD KIDS, MAKING A MORE FREE MOM, BECAUSE THE DEMAND ON YOU IS SO, MUCH LESS! FUCK, I DON'T WANT MY ADULT KIDS, HANING OUT WITH ME, LOVE THEM, DIG THEM, BUT, WHY DO YOU THINK, I LOVE LIVING IN MONTANA! LOL! I DON'T WANT TO BE EXPECTED TO COOK UP SUNDAY DINNER AND ENTERTAIN! LOL! YESTERDAY, I WENT, TO THE RIVER, SAT AND LOOKED AT THE BEAUTIFUL, BLUE SKY, THE DUCKS, THE TWO, CANDAIAN SNOW GEESE, WALKING TOGETHER ON THE ASPHALT PATH, WARMED IN THE SUN, SMILED, WATCHED, TONS OF COPS, SHERIFFS, HIGHWAY PATROL, COPS, EVEN UNDERCOVER, IF I WERE TO GUESS, RIDING BIKES, JOGGING OR, WALKING DOGS ALONG THE RIVER WHERE I WAS, CURIOUS, AND IN THE WARMTH OF THE SUN, I LAID BACK ON A BENCH, TOTALLY, SATISFIED WITH LIFE, MY CONTRIBUTIONS, LAUGHING ABOUT NICOLE AND HER PRIDE IN BOUNCING A QUARTER OFF, HER BED, AT BOOT CAMP, OR THE THOUGHT OF GRETA, COMPETING WITH ME, THINKING OF THE CUTE, NEW COMMERCIAL, OF THE LITTLE GIRL, ON THE HOT WHEELS, LEAVING HER FRIENDS WHEN, SHE SEES HER MOM, DRIVING A BLACK, NISSAN, SEEING HER DAUGHTER, NOT SLOWING DOWN, BUT, THE TWO, JUST LOOKING, AT EACH OTHER, WITH LOVE AND A BIT OF AN UNSPOKEN RACE TO THE FINISH LINE, THE FAMILY HOME AND DRIVEWAY, WHERE THE DAUGHTER, AND MOM REACH IT AT THE SAME TIME, WITH THE DAUGHTER, PASSING HER SKATER SIBLING, ALSO, REMINDING ME OF CHRIS AND ELLIOT, MY SKATERS, WHEN HOT WHEELS, THROWS A WHEELIE, LEAVING SKID MARKS, AND FEELING THE TRIUMPH OF THE RACE, AND THE FINISH! MALES AND FEMALES ARE JEALOUS. I THINK, MEN, WANT WOMEN, TO NEED THEM, TO RELY ON THEM, NATURAL, PROBLEM SOLVERS, PROTECTORS, WHEN THEY HAVE VULNERABLE WOMEN, ME, NOT SO, MUCH, AND THE THOUGHT CAME TO ME, THAT THIS MISOGENY, OR WOMEN, HATING, JUST MIGHT COME FROM, MOM'S WHO, PLAY THE MARTYERS, WHO SACRIFICE, ALL FOR THEIR FAMILIES, THEY GIVE UP CAREERS, DREAMS, OPPORTUNITIES, AND WHEN, MOM IS NOT HAPPY, NEITHER IS THE REST OF THE FAMILY, HUSBANDS AND KIDS, ARE MADE TO PAY, ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, WHEN, THE MOM, DENIES HERSELF ON THEIR BEHALF, ALL HER OWN NEEDS, MAKING THEM FEEL GUILTY, FOR BEING SO SELFISH, BUT ALLOWING SELF-DEPRICATING MOTHERS, TO GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE, THEN BLAMING HERSELF, FOR HER CHILDRENS' FAILURES, OR HER HUSBANDS, UNFAITHFULNESS, OR HER OWN, CHEATING . . . BASICALLY, THE MOTHER, HAS BEEN SAID TO HAVE, OR BE THE HEART OF THE FAMILY, SO IF YOU, NEVER, FILL YOUR OWN, CUP, NEEDS, YOU HAVE ONE MISERABLE WOMEN . . . SO WHEN, MEN OR WOMEN, MEET, A WOMEN, BECAUSE WOMEN, ARE TO BE THE GIVERS, WHO, PLAYED THE GAME DIFFERENT, WHO, FIGURED OUT, HOW TO SPREAD BOTH THE JOY AND THE PAIN, A BIT, TRYING TO MEET THEIR KID'S, HUSBAND'S NEEDS, BUT REFUSING TO SACRIFICE THEMSELVES IN THE PROCESS, FINDING THEMSELVES, HAPPY, FULFILLED, FREE, WITH SUCCESSES, IN THEIR FAMILIES, CAREERS, AND LIVING AND DOING WHAT THEY WANT . . . THERE IS THE REST OF SOCIETY, WHO RESENT, THINK, YOU SOMEHOW, DIDN'T SUFFER ENOUGH, OR EVERYTHING CAME TOO EASY, TO YOU, OR YOU DIDN'T PAY FOR THIS, BIZZARE AND RARE, LIFE YOU, CHOSE TO LIVE, SO, THERE IS THIS UNSPOKEN, ALMOST MISUNDERSTOOD, HATRED, ENVY, LIKE HOW DARE YOU, BE HAPPY, YOU ARE WOMAN! WHAT YOU DON'T NEED A MAN, TO MAKE YOU HAPPY! BLASPHAMY! I HAVE HAD MEN, WHO, I THINK, JUST WANT ME MISERABLE, LIKE OTHER WOMEN, STUCK WITH SOME ASSHOLE, FOR WHAT? THEIR PAYCHECK? TO LISTEN TO THE GRUMPY OLD MEN, BITCH AND MOAN ABOUT THE WORLD, OR KIDS, OR GRANDKIDS, OR POLITICS . . . FUCK THAT SHIT! SO WOMEN, WHO, FEEL THAT NEED, ARE PISSED AT YOUR LACK OF COMMITMENT, AND MEN, JUST WANT, YOU STRAPPED AND TIED TO A MAN, TO VALIDATE THEIR EXISTENCE AS MEN . . . I HAVE HAD MEN, ACTUALLY SAY, EVEN GLORIA STEINEM, EVENTUALLY NEEDED A MAN, THE FEMINIST LEADER OF THE 70'S, LIKE, WE WILL GET YOU, ONCE AND FOR ALL, YOU NEED US, DAMN IT, YOU WILL NEED US . . WE ARE GOING TO GRIND YOU INTO PULP IF YOU DON'T NEED A MAN, YOU WILL BE LIV9ING UNDER A VIADUCT, WITHOUT US! I BELIEVE, THAT, IS VERY MUCH AT THE BOTTOM OF, TAKING MY HOUSE, MY MONEY, GIVING MY LAW PRACTICE AND LICENSE TO WOMEN, WHO ARE MORE, NEEDY, WHO, POUT, WHO, DANCE, SING, EXERCISE AND DIET FOR THEM, BEING MADE FOR MAN, BEING SUBMISSIVES, AND THIS FREE, WOMEN, WHO SAYS BASICALLY FUCK YOU, I DON'T NEED YOU TO BE HAPPY, PISSES THE FUCKING SHIT OUT THEM! LOL! WE WILL DESTROY HER IF SHE DOESN'T VALIDATE US, HER NEED FOR US, HER DESIRE FOR US, AND I JUST SIT THERE, GOING, FUCK OFF ASSHOLE! LOL! I THINK THAT WAS AT THE ROOT OF, THE COMMENT BY THE DUDE THIS MORNING, HE FIRST CAME AND SAT BY ME, RIGHT ACROSS FROM ME, AND I IGNORED HIM, REALLY SEE, THIS, WITH SO MANY CHAIRS, AVAILABLE AT 4:30 AM, THAT, DUDE, YOU ARE INVADING MY PERSONAL SPACE . . . I KEPT MY HEAD DOWN, DIDN'T TALK OR MAKE EYE CONTACT, BECAUSE, I WANTED TO ROLL INTO MY MORNING ALONE, SO WHEN, THIS GUY, WHO IS A MR. HOWDY, DOODY, WHO I KNOW, CAME AND SAT DOWN, WHERE THIS GUY HAD BEEN, WHO JUST WENT TO GET COFFEE, WE STARTED CHATTING ABOUT, POLITICS, AND MOST, MONTANA MALES, OF COURSE VOTED FOR TRUMP AND I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE FISA WARRANTS, AND THE CONNECTIONS BETWEEN TRUMP, CARTER AND RUSSIA, PLUS COMMENTING ON WORLD AFFAIRS, AROUND THE GLOBE, WITH BUDDY, PUMPING ME FOR INFORMATION AND POSITIONS . . . LEADING TO THIS GUY, JUMPING UP AND ATTACKING ME! BUT IN A WAY, COMPLIMENTING ME TOO . . . IF YOU ARE SO SMART, WHY DON'T YOU RUN FOR CONGRESS, ,ACTUALLY, THAT IS JUST WHAT I DID, BECAME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE, TO MAKE A STATEMENT AGAINST SENATOR ORRIN HATCH, GUMBY, AS I WAS LEAVING, THE STATE OF MORMON, KNOWN AS UTAH! LOL! EARLIER, THIS BIG, BEEFY, NEW DUDE, AND THIS PLACE CHANGES OVER ABOUT, EVERY TWO WEEKS WITH A FEW STRAGGLERS, WHO FLOAT IN AND OUT, LIKE THIS IS HOTEL, CALIFORNIA, WHERE THE EAGLE'S DISCOVERED, YOU CAN GET IN, BUT YOU CAN NEVER LEAVE! LOL. BUT, THIS GUY, PROBABLY AN UNDERCOVER COP, THE OTHER GUY WAS PROBABLY ONE TOO, THEY TEND TO COME OUT OF THE WOODWORK, LIKE COCKROACHES, WHEN, I COME BACK INTO TOWN . . . BUT, THIS GUY WAS OBVIOUSLY, TRYING TO GET MY ATTENTION, THAT WAS NOT FORTH COMING, SO HE WAS TRYING HARDER, WITH MR. HOWDY DOODY, INFORMING OF THIS MAN'S POSTURING AND ATTENTION GETTING ANTICS, THAT, GOT AS MUCH, RISE FROM ME, AS, SOME MALE TURKEY, STRUTTING HIS STUFF IN FRONT OF ME . . . YOU SEE, THE PROBLEM WITH UNDERCOVER, IS THEY GENERALLY SEND PRETTY SMART, BIG SHOT COPS, WITH BIG EGOS TO ME, BUT, I DON'T KNOW WHO, THEY ARE IN REAL LIFE AND IF FIND, TREATING THEM, LIKE I WOULD ANY OTHER, HOMELESS DUDE, REALLY NOT EVEN INTERESTED IN SOME ASSHOLE HOT HEADED COP EITHER, BUT THAT GETS TO THEM AND THEY HAVE THIS DESIRE TO REVEAL WHO THEY REALLY ARE, BECAUSE, THEY ARE NOT GETTING NOTICED! LIKE, AGAIN, THIS BUGS THE SHIT OUT OF THEM, DOING THE MATING DANCE, AND I AM LIKE, GET A JOB, DUDE, A HOUSE AND A TRUCK WITH A CAMPER WOULD BE NICE . . . EVEN THOUGH THEY MAY BE, FUCKING RICH, THAT GETS TO THEM EVEN MORE, AND THEY WANT TO YELL, I OWN, HALF OF KANSAS, I AM A SENATOR'S SON! LOL! YEAH AND YOUR POINT? NOW HILLARY, HIS 8 YEARS OLDER THAN, ME, AND SO IS TRUMP, AND I WAS, RIGHT AT THE CRUX OR CROSSFIRE, OF THE WOMEN AND FEMINIST MOVEMENT GETTING AND TAKING UP STEAM, BUT HILLARY WASN'T, SHE WAS ON THE FOREFRONT, SHE STAYED BY HER MAN, SHE, DID WHAT, MOST, WOMEN OF HER ERA WOULD DO, TO THE CHAGRIN OF YOUNGER FEMINISTS, SO SHE HAD A HARD CROSS TO BEAR, AND I THINK SHE MADE THE RIGHT DECISION, FOR HER CAREER AS A POLITICIAN, VERY AMBITIONS, BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT WONDERING, IF THAT, 8 YEAR DIFFERENCE, DIDN'T SOMEHOW, MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE, IN THE PSYCHOLOGY OF WINNING, THE SPOT AS, THE FIRST FEMALE PRESIDENT, WITH ALL THOSE, NAGGING, 50'S AND 60'S VOICES OF BOTH WOMEN AND MEN, HARD TO BREAK FROM, SAYING, YEA, YOU ARE QUALITIED, SMART, TRAINED, HELD THIS ROCKIN' POSITION, OF SECRETARY OF STATE, BUT, PRESIDENT, CAN YOU REALLY DO PRESIDENT? THERE WAS JUST SOMETHING, ON ELECTION EVE, WHEN, THE HILLLARY CLINTON, FLANKED BY TIM KAINE AND BILL, THE LOOK ON HER FACE, HAVING CONCEDED FAR TO EARLY IN THE EVENING, THAT, MADE IT OKAY TO BE THE FIRST WOMEN, TO WIN A MAJOR, PARTY NOMINATINO FOR PRESIDENT, BUT, GOING ALL THE WAY? MAYBE NOT, AND SOMETIMES OUR NON-VERBAL COMMUNICATIONS, OUR BODY LANGUAGE, THOSE INSECURITIES, ARE FELT AND SEEN BY PEOPLE, FULFILLING THEIR, STEREOTYPES, AND POSSIBLE OUR OWN, THE FAINTING SPELL, IN THE HEAT, THERE WERE SEVERAL TIMES, IN THE LAST DAYS, THAT, HER HAIR, AND THAT IS SICK OF ME TO SAY, LOOKED, ALMOST, TIRED AND UNKEPT, LEADING TO TRUMP'S STATMENT THAT, HILLARY DIDN'T HAVE THE STAMINA TO BE PRESIDENT, BUT, WITH ALL THE SHIT, BEING THROWN AT HER, ALL THE ENEMIES, IT IS TOTALLY, UNDERSTANDABLE, BUT, THERE JUST SEEMED TO BE THAT OLD FAMILIAR, MAYBE WE CAN'T DO IT, THAT, RESONATED WITH ME, LIKE WHY DIDN'T YOU FIGHT, QUESTION, GO AFTER TRUMP, YOU DISAPPEARED, YOU REALLY WON, WHAT ARE DOING, HILLARY, YOU WON, BOTH THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE, WITH 331 VOTES, SOMETHING HAPPENED, WENT WRONG, WAS FUCKED UP, AND YOU WON THE POPULAR VOTE, AND, I WAS LIKE WHERE IS THE PROUD, BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, CONFIDENT, POWERFUL, ENERGIZED AND HAPPY, WE SAW ON THE NIGHT OF THE RNC NOMINATION? THE WHOLE THING WAS FUCKED UP, AND I AGREE WITH HER, THAT, "MISOGENY" PLAYED A ROLE FOR ALL PARTS OF SOCIETY, MEN AND WOMEN, WHO HATE OTHER WOMEN, ARE JEALOUS AND HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS, OF A WOMEN, WHO DIDN'T DENY HERSELF, BUT WENT FOR THE GOLD, FOR THE POWER, FOR THE PRESIDENCY, BUT, QUANTUM PHYSICS, OF HATE, COLLUSION OF MALE POWER, ON THE EMALES, THE ENERGY AGAINST HER, WAS TOO MUCH, PROBABLY WOULD HAVE DESTORY ANYONE! BUT, WOMEN, MEN, ARE WE DOING THINGS AS WELL AS WE CAN? MIKA, SAID, ON ONE OF THE ADS, FOR MSNBC, ARE WE FINALLY, SEEING WHAT WE WERE SEEING . . . YAH, THERE IS AND WAS, COLLUSION, BETWEEN THE RUSSIANS AND TEAM TRUMP, THAT ALSO INCLUDED COMEY AND TRUMPLAND, THE FBI, TO TAKE DOWN THE MOST QUALIFIED, FEMALE CANDIDATE, MAYBE WE WILL EVER SEE! THAT IS VERY SAD, VERY SAD, INDEED AND A TERRIBLE STATEMENT, IN LIGHT OF THE FACT THAT, QUEEN VICTORIA, RULED AND REIGNED, IN CONFIDENCE, FOR 80 YEARS, ALMOST CONQUERING THE WORLD WHILE HAVING 10 CHILDREN, AND WE IN MODERN, 21ST CENTURY AMERICA, ARE STILL HOLDING WOMEN DOWN, AND WOMEN ARE AS MUCH TO BLAME AS MEN . . . SOMEONE THE OTHER DAY, SAID, WITH THE O'REILLY, $13 MILLION BEING PAID OUT, FOR SEXUAL HARASSMENT, THAT THEY COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY, ANY WOMEN, WOULD VOTE FOR TRUMP, AND KNOW ABUSER, GROPER, WITH HIS OWN LAWSUITS, AND ISSUES, OR WHY, WOMEN, WOULD EVER WATCH, FOX OPINION, THAT CLEARLY, HAS A MISOGENIST, BEND, USING WOMEN AS PROPS, TOYS, TRINKETS, SHINY OBJECTS, THAT PERPETRATES, A CULTURE OF WOMEN HATING AND OBJECTIFYING . . . NOW, THE AVERAGE AGE OF A FOX, VIEWER, COMES INTO PLAY HERE, LIKE 85% OF THEM ARE OVER THE AGE OF 65, OR OLD SCHOOL, MAJOR, AND THIS WAS THE NORM, BACK IN THE DAY! BUT WE HAVE SOME ISSUES, FOLKS, WE NEED TO TAKE A LONG HARD LOOK, AT NOT ONLY THIS ELECTION, BUT, AT THE MENTALITY,, THAT EITHER BELIEVE'S TRUMP AND O'REILLY, THAT SEXUAL HARASSMENT IS NOT WRONG, SO HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG THAT HAS NOT BEEN DONE IN HOLLYWOOD OR IN TV LAND FOREVER, WITH RATINGS STAYING HIGH EVEN WITHOUT THE NOW, 80 ADVERTISING AGENTS AND COMPANIES, MAKING STATEMENTS AGAINST THIS SHITTY BEHAVIOR EXCUSED FOR SO LONG AS BOYS WILL BE BOYS, MENTALITY, THAT HAS TO GO! SOMEONE SAID, GOOD SEX IS GOOD, AND BAD SEX IS GOOD, WE DON'T NEED TO SEXUALLY HARASS OUR, NEXT VICTIM! PREDATORS, WITH THE SENSSE OF MALE PERROGATIVE, OR ENTITLEMENT, DUE TO THE AMOUNT OF MONEY THEY MAKE, NEED TO BE SLAPPED AROUND, AND HOPEFULLY, AFTER THE INITIAL, CURIOUSITY, DIES, OR THE SUPPORT, O'REILLY AND FOX, WILL EVENTUALLY FEEL THE BURN, OR THE BERN, REAL MEN DONT DO THIS SHIT, THEY DON'T NEED TO . . . THEY CAN BE POWERFUL AND LOVE WOMEN AT THE SAME TIME, STRONG, PROFESSIONAL WOMEN, ARE COOL, SANDER'S WIFE IS THE PRESIDENT OF A COLLEGE! BUT, THANK GOD, PEOPLE ARE GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT AND MAKING AND TAKING A STAND, GOD BLESS! WOMEN NEED TO LEARN TO BE MORE SELFISH, AND MEN, LESS SO! WE ARE HURTING SOCIETY AND OUR KIDS, PASSING ON, MISOGYNISTIC, THOUGHTS, STEEPED IN OUR DNA! THERE IS A TIME AND A SEASON FOR EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN, AND WOMEN, YOU DO'NT HAVE TO SIT AROUND WAITING FOR GRANDCHILDREN, TO GIVE YOU VALUE, AFTER YOUR OWN KIDS GO TO COLLEGE . . . GO OUT AND GET A FUCKING LIFE, PERFERRABLY,, NOT YOUR SISTER'S LIFE! LOL! WE CAN DO THIS AMERICA, WE CAN, ALLOW WOMEN, THEIR, BODIES, THEIR LIVES, THEIR, POSITIONS OF FREEDOM AND POWER, AND WE WILL ALL BE BETTER BECAUSE OF IT! LIKE HILLARY SAID, WOMEN'S RIGHTS ARE HUMAN RIGHTS, WE ALL RAISE WHEN, ONE SEGMENT OF SOCIETY RISES! ALL MEN AND WOMEN, ARE CREATED EQUAL. YOU = ME! SMILE!