KILLER INSTINCT. SO GOOD. PENNYROYAL. SHAKE & SPEAR. ZEEK'S PIZZA. STRIKE GOLD. GENEROUSITY, IS OVER-RATED, THAT IS, UNLESS YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD! STORM THE BRAINSTORMING. HUGE THANKS TO ALL THE TONS OF CHURCHES, PEOPLE, ORGAINIZATIONS, SERVICES, STREET VENDORS, DONORS, AND PLACES WHO MEET THE NEEDS OF THE HOMELESS IN SEATTLE! LAST NIGHT, I STAYED AT "HOLY ROSARY" CATHOLIC SCHOOL, ON THE WEST SIDE . . . THEY HAVE DEDICATED THEIR WHOLE UPSTAIRS TO THE WOMENN'S SHELTER, PROJECT, AND IT WAS LIKE STAYING AT GRANDMA'S HOUSE, COZY, COMFY, CLEAN, STURDY, WELL MAINTAINED, WITH THE OLD SLANTED CEILINGS, AND YUMMY SNACKS, PLUS GOOD COMPANY! THESE ARE COMMON EXPERIENCES, THROUGHOUT, SEATTLE FOR THOSE WOMEN, WHO FIND THEMSELVES, ON THE STREETS, FOR MANY REASONS, FROM POLITICAL, RELIGIOUS, AND LEGAL ASYLUM, LIKE MYSELF, FIGHTING THE GOOD FIGHT, I TOOK AN OATH TO DO, TO, THE WOMAN, WHO, STOPPED READING HER BOOK, "ACT LIKE A LADY: THINK LIKE A MAN" THAT CAUGHT MY ATTENTION, SO, SEE, SAID, NO YOU TAKE IT READ IT AND GET IT BACK TO ME! SO MANY REALLY NICE LADIES! THIS WOMAN, TY, GOT HER HOUSE BURNED DOWN, SOMEWHERE BACK EAST, KNEW A GUY FRIEND, HERE IN SEATTLE , WHO, HOOKED AND LURE HER TO THIS PORT CITY, JSUT TO HAVE A CHANGE, AND THE TWO WERE CHATTING UP A STORM, ON THEIR PHONES, AFTER HE BOUGHT HER A BUS TICKET, WITH ALL COMMUNICATIONS,, TEXTS, AND CALLS, COMING TO AN ABRUPT END, LEAVING HER AT THE BUS TERMINAL, WITHOUT ANYWHERE TO TURN, AND SHE HASN'T HEARD FROM HIM, IN THREE DAYS, AND IS NOW STRANDED! COMMON REASON FOR MANY WOMEN, PICKING UP AND LEAVING, ONLY TO FIND THE SITUTATION, NOT AS THEY EXPECTED! THERE ARE OTHERS, WHO, CLEARLY COME IN WITH, DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ISSUES, BLACK EYES, BROKEN BONES, LEAVING EVEN A TRAINED PROFESSIONAL LIKE ME, WONDERING IF I SHOULD EMBARRASS HER AND ASK THE OBVIOUS, ONLY TO GET THE ANSWER, I SLIPPED ON THE ICE, OR HIT A DOOR, OR FELL DOWN THE STAIRS, THE NORMAL COVERS FOR, PHYSICAL ABUSE! OR THERE IS THE REALLY TRAGIC CASE OF THE ATTORNEY, WELL BORN, WELL MARRIED, OR BORN, INTO THE NORDSTROM FAMILY, WHO, AS I HEARD THE STORY, HER HUSBAND, SHOT THEIR TWO CHILDREN, AND HIMSELF, IN FRONT OF HER! THE THING, I LOVE ABOUT, ANGELINE'S, THE POVERELLO, AND SHELTERS, WHO, SEE THAT WOMEN, AND HOMELESS MAN, ARE NOT JUST, LAZY, OR, REFUSING TO GET WITH SOCIETY, AND GET A JOB, BUT MANY ARE HEALING FROM DEEP, BETRAYALS, DECEPTIONS, TRAGEDY, LOSS, INCOMPREHENSIBLE PAIN . .. AND THAT OFTEN TAKES LONGER THAN, A BLACK EYE OR BROKEN RIB! ONE WOMEN, IN HER BROKEN, ENGLISH, WALKED DOWN THE HALL, AND SAID, I GONNA BE RICH, LOOKING FOR CLIENTS, THAN, WITHIN, LESS THAN, A HALF HOUR, SHE WAS, SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT, NOT PAYING BAIL, AND SHE NEVER ASKED SOMEONE TO TAKE HER KIDS, OR TO CARE FOR THEM, AND I COULD SEE, THAT THE AMERICAN DREAM, HAD TURNED INTO AN AMERICAN NIGHTMARE FOR HER! MANY HAVE LEARNED TOO OFTEN, TO THEIR CHARGIN, THAT THEY HAVE RELIED ON MEN THEIR WHOLE LIVES, ONLY TO, HAE PRINCE CHARMING, DROP THEIR ASSES ALSO, GENERALLY, WHEN THEY ARE OLDER AND NO LONGER, AS FUCKABLE, AS THEY ONCE WERE, OR AS PRETTY! MANY OF THESE WOMEN, ARE SMART, TALENTED, EDUCATED, GIFTED, LETTERED, WHO HAD SOME CATASTROPHIC EVENT, DENY THEN OF WELL, EARNED, WELL DESERVED, REWARDS, WHETHER IN CAREERS, OR, IN INHERITANCE. THERE WAS A RATHER SCRUFFY, TOUGH, FUNNY, BLACK CHICK, WHO AT FIRST BUGGED THE SHIT OUT OF ME, BUT, AS I WATCHED HER, SHE WAS ONE OF THE MOST LOVING AND CARING INDIVIDUALS IN THE PLACE. ONE NIGHT, SOME WOMEN, WAS NEEDING MEDICAL ATTENTION, SICK, BENT OVER, HOLDING HER STOMACH, WHILE THIS, SAINTLY WOMEN, WHO SWEARS UP A BLUE STREAK AND MORE, WAS STANDING BEHIND HER RUBBING HER SHOULDERS, AND LOVINGLY, RUBBING HER BACK! ONE NIGHT BY THE FIRE, I PULLED MY CHAIR OVER CLOSE TO HERS, AND SAID, I SAW WHAT YOU DID THE OTHER NIGHT. SHE SEEMED, SHOCKED, AND TRIED TO GUESS WHAT I WAS REFERRING TO, UNTIL I TOLD HER, HOW, COOL, I THOUGHT, IT WAS FOR HER TO TREAT THAT SICK WOMAN WITH SUCH TENDERNESS. AT THAT WE STRUCK UP A FRIENDSHIP, WITH BACKGROUNDS, LIGHTYEARS APART, AND SHE, IN HER STREET SMART, WAYS AND LANGUAGE, TOLD ME, HOW HER BROTHER, CHEATED HER OUT OF ALL HER, INHERITANCE, FROM HER MOTHER, AND IT SOUNDED, SUBSTANTIAL, HOUSE, PROTECTION, SAFETY, AND NOT UNCOMMON FOR BOTH, MALE AND FEMALE, HOMELESS, WHO HAD, SIBLINGS WITH CRIMINAL MINDS! HELLO! BUT, ONE OF THE HIGHTLIGHTS OF MY LIFE, A TRUE, BRIGHT SPOT OF HOPE, IN ALL THAT I AM ABOUT, MAKING THIS COUNTRY, A MORE PERFECT UNION, UNDER THE CONSTITUTIONAL BEAUTY MODEL, WE HAVE FOR TREATING ALL MEN AND WOMEN, CHILDREN, EQUAL, THIS 50 YEAR OLD, BLACK WOMAN, DRESSED IN A NEW NIGHTIE, SOMEONE DONATED, CAN OVER AND PUT HER HEAD ON MY SHOULDER, TUCKED HER, BARE ARMS, UNDER MINE, AND CUDDLED UP TO ME! IT WAS A BOWL FULL OF HAPPY, THAT SHE TRUSTED ME, ENOUGH TO DO THAT, NOT ONLY WITH ME BUT, TO ME! TEARS RUNNING DOWN, MY CHEEKS, JUST THINKING ON IT. SO, YEAH, GENEROUSITY IS OVER-RATED, THAT IS, UNLESS YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD. I HAVEN'T SEEN THIS WOMEN, SINCE COMING BACK TO SEATTLE, SO, SHE MUST HAVE GOTTEN HOUSING, THANK GOD! I AM SURE, THAT IF SHE DID, IT WAS WITH THE HELP OF ALL THE GREAT PEOPLE, ORGAINIZATIONS, PROGRAMS AND SERVICS, THAT ARE GOING TO BE CUT, IF CONGRESS, ADOPTS, PRESIDENT TRUMP'S NEW BUDGET, ALL ABOUT WAR, NOTHING ABOUT LOVE, AND CUTTING FUNDING FOR THE MOST VULNERABLE, WHO NEED HELP THE MOST! SURE AS SHIT, GOP, MANTRA, CUT TAXES FOR THE RICH. THERE WAS A GREAT ARTICLE THAT CAME OUT, ON ST. PATRICK'S DAY, IN "THE WEEK" MAGAZINE, AND, IT GAVE A LINE ITEM, BREAKDOWN, OF ALL THE PROGRAMS, THAT HELP, REAL PEOPLE WITH, REAL PROBLEMS, THE ELDERLY, THE POOR, THE DISENFRANCHISED, THE DISABLED, OR THE YOUNG, AND EDUCATION, AND THE WRITER, SORRY, I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NAME, SAID, TRUMP, WAS NOTHING BUT EVIL! ANYONE WHO BENEFITS THE RICH, WHO DON'T NEED IT, AND HURTS THE VULNERABLE OF SOCIETY, WHO DO NEED IT, IS TOTALLY, EVIL AND SICK! LIKE I SAID, THE MOST REVELING DOCUMENTARY, THAT CHANGED MY LIFE, WAS, NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC, "THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR." YES, THERE REALLY ARE EVIL PEOPLE, PEOPLE WHO WOULD TAKE THE SHIRT OFF YOUR BACK, EVEN A HOMELESS WOMAN'S, THOSE WHO HAVE MORE THAN THEY NEED, AND STILL TAKE THAT, EXTRA $20 CASH ON YOUR FOOD STAMP CARD, THAT MADE YOU HAPPY, LAST MONTH! THERE ARE THOSE, WHO, WANT SOMETHING FOR NOTHING, THEN, IN TURN, WHEN, THEY GET UNLAWFUL GAIN, TURN AND USE THEIR POWER AND INFLUENCE, OFF THE WORK OF THIS HOMELESS WOMEN, TO HURT, ALL THOSE, WHO, ARE ALREADY HURTING, IN PAIN, AND SUFFERING . . . THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE LIKE THAT, AND JUST AS, TRUMP'S ALLEGED, VICTORY, INDICATES, THE "PSYCOPATHS" ARE WINNING. THOSE WHO STEAL THE CREDIT, THEN RUN FROM THE WORK, GOBBLE UP, BLOG MONEY, YET CAN'T WRITE EVEN ONE, AND THEN, TOUT THEMSELVES, AS SOMETHING THEY ARE NOT, COULD NOT AND NEVER HAD THE ABILITY TO BE, EVEN PRIDING THEMSELVES IN THEIR PERFORMANCE OF THE LIES! YOU NEED TO LEARN, THAT PRESIDENT TRUMP IS NOT LOSING SLEEP, WILL NOT MISS A TAX PAID, MAR-A-LAGO, DINNER, OR US, SCHLEPING HIM, BACK AND FORTH, BETWEEN THE WHITE HOUSE AND THE WINTER WHITE HOUSE . . . HE IS NOT GOING TO BE ONE TO SACRIFICE, NOR GIVE UP ONE LUXURY, THIS NEW POSITION OF POWER HAS GIVEN, NOR IS HIS WIFE, MELANIA, SUING OVER, THE MILLIONS SHE WAS PLANNING ON MAKING, WITH CONNECTIONIS NOW TO THE WHITE HOUSE! THINK OF PEOPLE, WHO HAVE THIS ATTITUDE? THEY HAVE NO REMORSE FOR THEIR BAD BEHAVIOR, FOR GOING AFTER THE NEEDY, THE COLD, THE HUNGRY, BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO EMPATHY, SYMPATHY, OR MORALS, IN THE FIRST PLACE THAT WOULD STOP, YOU AND IF FROM DOING THE SAME THING! THEN, IN THE TOTAL, OPPOSITE, OR RATHER, REALLY THE SAME, MAKING EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT THEM, THEY STEAL TAX PAYERS, HARD EARNED MONEY, TO FUND THEIR LAVISH LIFESTYLES! TO ME, IT IS SHOCKINGLY, UNCONSCIONABLE, IF NOT HORRIFYING! THE FOURTH BRANCH OF GOVERNMENT, "WE THE PEOPLE" HAVE TO MAKE OUR VOICES HEARD, FOR THOSE LESS FORTUNATE THAN, OURSELVES, OR EVEN REFUSING TO BE SILENCE, AS A SACRIFICE OF OUR OWN, SOULS! NOT ONLY AS A NATION, BUT AS INDIVIDUALS, SOCIETY, WHO, LIKE THE NEW CAMPAIGN, AD IN SEATTLE, ON BUSES AND BILLBOARDS, "WE ARE FOR EVERYONE" AND THAT IS AS IT SHOULD BE, IN THESE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA! WHERE ALL MEN ARE CREATED EQUAL, BUT, NOT ALL MEN HAVE EQUAL PAY, EQUAL OPPORTUNITY, EQUAL ACCESS, AND EMPOWERMENT, TO CLIMB, THE SUCCESS LADDERS, WE CALL ACHIEVEMENT. I LOVE ANOTHER, AD, ON THE BUSSES, IN MISSOULA, "WINDS OF CHANGE" AND THE PICTURES SHOWS, SOMEONE, CLIMBING TO THEH TOP OF THE HILL, AND TURNING TO PULL UP, THE YOUNGER PERSON BEHIND THEM! THERE ARE GOOD THINGS HAPPENING DAILY, ON OUR STREETS, IN OUR COMMUNITIES, STATES, AND IF THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT FAILS, THE PEOPLE, STATES, CAN RISE TO THE OCCASION, AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE! WE WILL ALL SUFFER, IF THE PSYCHOPATHS WIN! IT WILL BE NOTHING MORE THAN A DOG EAT DOG EXISTENCE! WE ARE BETTER THAN THAT, SEATTLE, MISSOULA, ANYWHERE, U.S.A., WORLD! NOTHING BEATS, STREET TACOS AND BURRITOS! JUST THIS MORNING, OUTSIDE THE ANGENLINE'S, THERE WERE A GROUP OF YOUNG PEOPLE, DON'T KNOW IF THEY WERE CONNECTED TO A PROGRAM, OR JUST DID THESE GREAT, HOT, HOT, MEALS, OF BREAKFAST BURRITOS, SPANISH RICE, AND BOTTLED WATER, BUT, THEY WERE JUST HANDING THESE FOOD CONTAINERS OUT, AND BLESSING EVERYONE WITH A HAPPY SUNDAY! SO YUMMY, AND STILL HOT, DON'T KNOW HOW, THEY DID THAT, BUT, I DIDN'T SEE MATCHING T-SHIRTS, HATS, OR EVEN THE VEHICLE THEY CAME IN, BUT THANK YOU, WHAT A BRIGHT, CHEERY, WISH FOR THE DAY! NOW, THAT I AM, ON THE SUBJECT, OF GREAT EVENTS AND A FUN SUNDAY . . . SEATTLE'S FRENCH FEST, IS JUST GETTING UNDER WAY AT THE SEATTLE CENTER, SO, IT IS TIME TO GET EDUCATED, ON WHAT THE FRENCH DO? PARIS? VOLUNTEERS HAVE BEEN HANGING ART, AND THERE ARE SOME YOUNG MUSICIANS, TAKING THE STAGE, AND EARLIER, BEING ONE OF THE FIRST HERE, I SAW, A LARGE GROUP OF TEENS OR COLLEGE AGE KIDS, WITH PULL SUITCASES, HEADING TO THE CENTER, THE ARMORY, FOR THE FRENCH FESTIVITIES! . . . FETE DE LA FRANCOPHONIE! I SEE A BANNER, FRENCH EDUCATION NORTHWEST! HELLO WORLD! HAVE A BLESSED AND HOLY DAY! SUNSHINE IN THE EMERALD CITY TODAY, HURRAH! FRENCH KISS YOUR LOVER! BROTHER! WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT FRENCH KISSING? LOVE IT!

TALE OF TWO MARINES, IN LIGHT OF THE RECENT SCANDALS IN THE CORP.

MARRIED TO TWO VERY DIFFERENT MEN, NAMED, ALLAN REX BESS . . . YOU TELL, WHO IS THE BEST BESS?

THE REAL MAN: THE COWBOY, THE MARINE AND THE BIKER

Allan was a client of mine, jailed for attempted homicide.  When, he first met me, he told everyone in jail, he was going to marry his attorney, and of course they laughed.  Once out of jail and out of the orange glow of the jail uniform, Allan started to take form, into the type of man, and I emphasize, the word, man, because, he was the epitome of a man, in every sense of the word, and I learned, to put, words to what a man does, when he loves a woman: (1) professes; (2) provides; and (3) protects!  Over the short course of our, knowledge of each other, cut short by murder, I was able to see so clearly, what, author, Steve Harvey, who wrote the book I am reading, thanks to my new friend at the shelter, Act Like a Lady: Think Like a Man, was talking about, because, this, client, so rapidly, did all, three of these things for me, in a very critical time, not only for me, but for, what has led, to, benefiting the nation, and world, taking his love, through all three manifestation, of the way man, work, think, move and operate.  So, he professed, that he loved me, and wanted or was going to marry me, without fear of rejection, concern what others thought, or even his circumstances, as an inmate in jail.

Now, I don't know, if, like Steve says, that, sex, is or was a moving force, probably, because, he asked me, if I would ever like a man, like him . . . once he got out, of jail . . . still in attorney, mode, NO!  But as time wore on, and I got to know Allan, his life more, his history, see his home, how he operated, and especially how he treated people, and the orange jumpsuit was becoming a non-issue, the roles started to reverse, as, I have no doubt, this very handsome and confident, man, figured they would, and in the world of love, he was much more the senior, associate, the partner, the more learned and schooled, something I never got in law school.  He was just himself and that, as a man was enough, no games, just, straight shooter.  I think he knew it was only a matter of time, and he was patient, another smart trait in a man.  But, after, the forces that be, started to go after me, my assets, and try to stop  me, from, going anywhere with my $357 million, securities, case, with enemies laying in wait, that, provides, stage kicked into gear . . . he told me, that, as long as he has a house, I had a house.  Can I tell you the comfort that was, when, I saw a bull shit, notice on my door, after winning, both the house and a million dollars in court?  Women, can't play, mean and win, can they?  He just said, if everything goes south, I will move in my cabin, and you can move in my house!  He provided me and means, of continuing on my journey, for the rights, protections, liberties, freedoms, and privileges, he had gone to war, for in Vietnam!

You may not, realize what that did, not only for me, but for the Good Fight, for the Constitution, for the nation, for financial planners, and other groups, who, had been victims, of the Patriot Act, and almost the complete, denial of all we hold sacred and dream in this country, seriously, but, the government, did know, what, this man and woman, were about, both fighters, both, bleed red, white and blue, and they feared, the alliance of this partnership, and plotted to kill him, after, one conversation, where, the third thing and man, does for a women he loves, does, he protects her!  When, I said, I think, the cops, prosecutors, judges, governor, attorney general, and others, are going to take my house, to destabilize me, to stop, the lawsuit, against, Utah, at the time, I had no idea, they were going to steal the case, as well as go after my son's music, too, so all big time losses, and big time gains for the psychopaths!  But, I called, Allan, seeing him, now, as someone I could trust, and turned to him.  In his very manly way, he said, he and some of his Marine buddies, were going to do RECON on my house!  At the time, I didn't know what he was talking about . . . but this man, knew where ever missile in the United States was and had, a hot line to President Nixon, was still up on issues, and knew what I was up against, having sued the U.S.A. and V.A. and won, when they tried to kill him, because he knew too much!  HE DIED FOR PROFESSING, PROVIDING AND PROTECTING ME!  I LOVE THAT MAN, MORE THAN I CAN SAY . . .

FRANK, AKA, ALLAN, OF INTERPOL, GOVERNMENT DOUBLE . . . A WHOLE DIFFERENT BAG!  NOT A MAN, AND MONSTER, A MOUSE!  NOT HALF THE MAN, THE MAN HE PRETENDED TO BE, WAS!

Now, keep in mind, that this is the government's top dog, top issue, Interpol, and I am guessing, a former, Texas Ranger, also a Marine, but, a Marine of an entirely different make up . . . insecure, shallow, boring, vindictive, controlling, entitled, and not a man, in my opinion, and obviously, not in love with me, I was an assignment, but, the look-a-like, whom, came, about 2 weeks after the last conversation, I had with, the real Allan, was, I guess everything, I hate, in what is happening to the female Marines, in this, scandal, that, had male Marines, take pictures off their social media, or they could have been Peeping Tom's, and taken the pictures, because, the females don't know where, some of the pictures came from that are now all over the Internet and with the leadership, wimps that they are appearing to be . . . because, didn't these Marines, say, or balk, at former, Secretary of Defense, Ash Carter's, announcement, that all branches of the military are now open to women, if they can pass the professional and physical parts of the rigorous, program, to be a Marine . . . I think, Special Forces, and Delta Force, complained too.  But, I am guessing with, Trump, the groper, Hester the Molester, the Donald, and his sexist, shit ass attitudes toward women, and others, has created this shit storm, and brought out the worst in Marines, like many racist, bigoted, Americans, with hate crimes on the increase, since this, less than, wonderful example of manhood, graced, the bastardized, Halls of the White House, tarnishing American image and reputation, worldwide!  But, there was a time, back in the 90's, I believe, that every rape, or murder, that happened abroad by our military were done by the Marines, if I don't recall!  My murder, was by the hands of this sick fuck, Marine too!  Brought into take me down . . . not down, yet bastard ass fuck!

Here are the types of things, I heard come out of this man or mouse's mouth . . . I have slept with over 800 women, and I have NEVER been treated like this by a woman in my life!  Your with an attorney, dumb ass, amp up your game!  Bar rats and mall flies, need not apply!  He took our wedding license out, and replaced it with, a CAT WOMAN symbol, and when, I said, your the cop, he picked up the glass certificate holder, he messed up, and, threw it against the wall, not a man, see the difference!

GOTTA GO . . . SHERIFF JUST SCOPED ME OUT . . . TAKE A PICK, MARINES, WHAT KIND OF MAN, DO YOU WANT TO BE?