Friday, February 17, 2017

EPIC DEALS. BING ON. QUEENSLAND. ALL CARE. HOT PICANTE. YOUNG CRIES. TWIN PEAKS--EXPERIENCE THE ULTIMATE SPORTS LODGE. DONALD TRUMP JUST MADE THE WRONG IVANKA FAMOUS . . . GAMES PEOPLE PLAY--BRAIN GAMES: (1) BRUTE FORCE; (2) MIX. MATCH. ATTACH. (3) IN PLAIN SIGHT; (4) FALSE MEMORY; (5) DOUBLE TROUBLE; AND (6) MANIPULATE THE FACTS, STATISTICS, NUMBERS, COMPUTER, CELL PHONE, NAMES. SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBERS, MOTHERS & FATHERS, BURY TRUTH DEEP, HIDE FAMOUS IVANKA OR TIFFANY IN THE DEEPEST PART OF THE OCEAN, USING EVERY TOOL AVAILABLE TO THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT, THROUGH, DISCOVERY ALLIANCE CHURCH, INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, GOING BACK TO BIRTH, SECOND DAUGHTER, PORT HUENEME, NAVY BASE, CALIFORNIA . . . WHILE FATHER WAS A SPY FOR THE AIR FORCE, WORKING WITH THE OFFICE OF STRATEGIC SERVICES, INTELLEGENCE, THE PRESURSOR TO THE CIA, WITH AN UNCLE AND COUSIN, IN THE FBI--NOW PREDOMINATED BY MORMONS, FROM 70 TO 85%, INCLUDING TOP MILITARY BRASS AND STATE DEPARTMENT, NOT TO MENTION, DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE! YOU CAN TELL THE CHARACTER OF THE DAUGHTER, BY THE SIZE OF THE TOOLS, PERSONNEL, EFFORT, EMPLOYED TO MAKE THE WRONG IVANKA FAMOUS! MY STORY IN A NUTSHELL! I HAVE THE EGO TO BEAT ALL OF THEM! LOL! ONE DAUGHTER A LAP DOG AT DADDY'S FEET, HIS PLASTIC BARBIE TO DISTRACT, WHILE DADDY DOES OTHER DIRTY WORK, REAL LEGAL BARBIE, THRIVES ON CONTROVERSY, CHALLENGE, COMPETITIOND, SMARTER THAN DADDY, CHURCH, INTELLIGENCE COMMUNITY, LAW ENFORCEMENT . . . FEED ME, FEED ME, SEAMORE! LOL! DON'T CRY FOR ME, THE HARDER THE FIGHT, THE MORE I DIG IT! STARTED THIS WAR WITH DADDY AT AGE THREE, WHEN HE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME, UNTIL I WAS BLACK & BLUE, SHOULDER TO KNEES, STOOD UP OFF HIS 6'3" KNEES, AND SAID, I JUST BRUSH IT OFF . . . STILL BRUSHING! I'LL GET YOU, FUCKING OLD BASTARDS! EX-HUBS, LOVERS, BOYFRIENDS, ALL DOG PILED ME TOO! BING ON! THE MMPI IS A PERSONALITY TEST, THAT MEASURES, EVERYTHING FROM ENERGY LEVEL TO EGO . . . I HAD A HIGHER EGO RATING THAN ANY MAN, WHO HAD EVER TAKEN THE TEST! LOL! ALL IN A DAY'S WORK! LOL! FEED ME . . . INSATIABLE EGO! UNFAIR ODDS? FUCK YEAH. IMPOSSIBLE? NO. WITH GOD, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE! GAINING SOME FAITH? BELIEVING IN GOD? OH, YEAH! WITH GOD AS MY INTEL MAN, WHO, CAN LOSE? ONLY A FOOL WHO DOESN'T FOLLOW THE SIGNS, INTUITIVE FEELINGS, AND FAILS TO HEAD THE WARNINGS. NOW THE ONLY WAY, I CAN POSITIVELY, PROVE, THAT, THERE WAS ANOTHER STING OP, THIS MORNING AT THE POV. IS TO ALLOW MYSELF TO GET CAUGHT, WHICH AT THIS POINT, IS SURE DEATH OR PERMANENT DETENTION . . . WHICH I AM NOT GOING TO DO. CONNECTING THE DOTS, NOW, I AM THE GHOST, I HAVE ESCAPED THE MOST GNARLY, TIGHT, DANGEROUS, AND STICKY SITUATIONS, WITH EASE, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN! OKAY, SO, THE OTHER DAY, I HAD BEEN AT MCDONALD'S ALL DAY, IT WAS COLD, I HAD MONEY, EVERYONE WAS GLAD TO SEE ME, GONE ABOUT 5 MONTHS, OTHER THAN A ZIP TRIP IN TOWN, FOR A DAY OR TWO, SO, ALL AS COOL, BUT, ABOUT, 6:00 PM OR EARLY EVENING, SOME JEEP, I THINK, PULLED INTO THE APARTMENTS, BEHIND MCD'S, AND WHAT BROUGHT ME BACK TO MY SENSES, WAS, THE FIRE ENGINE LIGHTS, FLASHING, AND THE CROWD OF MCSTAFF, GATHERED AT THE WINDOW, STILL DIDN'T, LEAVE ME COMPUTER; HOWEVER, AS THE COPS, STARTED TO ROLL IN, THE SITUATION, STARTED TO GET MY ATTENTION, SINCE, JUST THAT MORNING, I HAD, TWO CITY COP CARS, AND ONE SHERIFF'S VEHICLE, THE MISSOULA WELCOME WAGON, JUST DOWN THE STREET, NOT FAR FROM THE FRONT DOOR OF THE POVERELLO CENTER, WHERE I SLEPT, PAR FOR THE COURSE AND COPS, WITH ME, SO, SOMETHING WAS UP . . . THEY OBVIOUSLY, WERE NOT PREPARED FOR ME TO WALK OUT THE DOOR, AT THAT TIME, SO THEY CAME CREEPING DOWN THE STREET AFTER ME, NO BIG DEAL, UPSET, STING OP SURPRISE, WHAT IS NEW! LOL! AFTER THOSE THREE PASSED ME AND I CROSSED THE STREET, TWO MORE CITY COPS, PASSED ON THIS SIDE . . . SO, I HAD A HEADS UP, LET THE GAMES BEGIN! WITH THAT IN MIND, AS THE COPS, ROLLED IN, ONE AFTER ANOTHER, AFTER THE ALLEGED, JEEP FIRE HAD BEEN PUT OUT AND I STARTED TO SEE, DUDES, SEVERAL, AND COPS, COMINGLING, TALKING, CLOSER TO WHERE I WAS, NOT DOWN BY THE JEEP, MY ALARM BELL, STARTED TO GO OFF, THAT THIS WAS, BEYOND THE FIRE, OR ALLEGED, FIRE, THAT I NEVER SAW, NOR SMOKE, AND WHERE THERE IS NOT SMOKE, THERE IS NOT FIRE, SO SOMETHING ELSE IS UP, ME! LOL! PLENTY OF TIME TO PLAN, A SECOND, SHINDIG, ATTEMPT TO GET ME BEFORE EVERYONE KNOWS I AM BACK IN TOWN! THERE WERE SOME, YOUNG ADULTS, A CHICK AND TWO DUDES WHO CAME IN AS ALL THIS ACTIVITY OUTSIDE, KICKED UP, AND I ASKED THEM, WHAT WAS GOING ON, THEY SAID, THE FIRE ON THE JEEP, AND I SAID, I DIDN'T SEE ANY SMOKE, WELL THEY PUT IT OUT. OKAY. THEN, THE CHICK, WHO WAS WITH THE DUDES, DIDN'T SIT BY THE YOUNG MEN, SHE, SAT RIGHT NEXT TO THE WINDOW TALKING ON HER CELL PHONE, AND WHILE I DIDN'T LISTEN, I THOUGHT IT ODD, THAT SHE DIDN'T SIT WITH HER FRIENDS AND SHE WAS, BY THE WINDOW WHERE SHE COULD CLEARLY SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON, LOOKING FOR SIGNALS, OR MARKING WHAT I WAS DOING INSIDE? ONE OF THE DUDES, ALSO, MET ME OVER AT THE DRINK FOUNTAIN, AND HE WAS WAY, OVER-FRIENDLY, AND THAT STRUCK ME AS STRANGE, BUT, I AM FRIENDLY, HAVE A NICE FACE, SO? BUT, AS IT APPEARED I WAS PREPARING TO LEAVE, NO BUS, SUNDAY, SO ON FOOT, THEY STARTED TO PACK UP TOO, AND I FELT IN MY GUT, THEY ARE THE IDENTIFIERS OR THE TEAM TO COORDINATE MY LEAVE WITH, THE OUTSIDE ACTIVITIES, YOU LEARN THESE THINGS AFTER, 6 YEARS OF THIS SHIT, BEING CARRIED OUT, EVERY WHICH WAY BUT, LOOSE! LOL! OLD HAT BY THIS POINT. AS THEY LEFT, AGAIN, THE DUDE, BEING VERY FRIENDLY AGAIN, ALMOST LIKE, THE NORMAL THING FOR A CURIOUS PERSON, RUBBER NECKING WOULD BE TO GO OUT THE DOOR THEY WERE GOING OUT, ON THE BACK SIDE WHERE THE ALLEGED FIRE HAD BEEN, AND WHERE THERE WERE AT LEAST TWO COPS, AND SEVERAL UNDERCOVER LOOKING DUDES, IN THE PARKING LOT, BEHIND, MCD'S, AND BEING ONE, TO ERROR ON THE SIDE OF SAFETY, SEEING THE SHAM, APPEARING TO HAVE ALL PARTICIPATING, I SIMPLY LEFT OUT THE FRONT DOORS, OR NEAR BROADWAY! LOL! LEAVING THEM, LIKE USUAL, SCRATCHING THEIR BALLS AND HEADS, LIKE HOW DID SHE KNOW? I AM SMARTER THAN YOU, ALL OF YOU! LOL! THEY HAVE SPORTS PLAYBOOKS, I HAVE NATIVE INTELLIGENCE, EXPERIENCE, PATTERNS, PREVIOUS SHIT LIKE THIS, AND THE BEST INTEL MAN IN THE UNIVERSE! WHEN THE SCRIBES AND PHARASEE'S WERE ALWAYS LAYING IN WAIT FOR JESUS, HE COULD READ THEIR THOUGHTS, AND HE WOULD LEAVE TOO! MY EXEMPLAR! SO, LAST NIGHT, THE DUDE THAT ALWAYS SEEMS TO WORK, SOMETIMES, FOR 72 HOURS WHEN I SHOW UP, NOT FOOLING ME, WAS WORKING LAST NIGHT, THE NIGHT BEFORE, TWO OFFICERS FROM FEDERAL "PAROL" SHOWED UP, NEVER SEEN IN 3 TO 4 YEARS, HANGING OFF AND ON AT THE POV., IN ADDITION, WHEN I DIDN'T STICK AROUND, TO SEE WHO OR WHAT THEY WERE UP TO, SHOWER TIME . . . ANNIE FORMER, DEPUTY SHERIFF IN OHIO, LITTLE FARM GIRL, RIGHT, ALWAYS, SEEMS TO JUST BE IN TOWN, WHEN, I SHOW UP . . . BUT AS I GOT UP TO LEAVE, SHE SAID, WHERE ARE YOU GOING? YOUR NOT ON PAROL? THEY ARE PROBABLY, PART OF THE "PINE HILLS KITCHEN CREW" AND NOT "REAL" PAROL COPS EITHER! LET'S TALK. LET'S PLAY COPS. LET'S PLAY ATTORNEYS. LET'S PLAY PATROL . . . ACTUALLY, I THINK THE BLACK UNIFORMS SAID, PATROL, NOT PAROL, I JUST WROTE THAT, BECAUSE, ANNIE SAID THAT, BUT, MY EYES, TOLD ME DIFFERENT! BUT, ALSO, CORRECTIONS, SHOWED UP TOO? PRISON STAFF? JAIL STAFF? THEY WANT ME BAD! KILLING THE BLOG THAT FEEDS THE WORLD, ISN'T WORKING! LOL! WHILE THEY MARKET ME, THEY ARE MARKETING MY IDEOLOGIES AND PHILOSOPHIES, THAT ARE PRO-AMERICAN, PRO-CONSTITUTION, PRO-WORLD FREEDOMS, RIGHTS, LIBERTIES, PROTECTIONS, PRIVILEGES, AND THE RULE OF LAW! SO, ATTEMPT THREE OR FOUR, OH, I FORGOT, THAT, WHEN I LEFT MCDONALD'S THE OTHER NIGHT, FIRE TRUCK STING OP, I GOT UP THE STREET, AND IN TRUE, SIGN FASHION, I AM DRAWN TO LOOK AT SOMETHING I HAVE WALKED BY, THOUSANDS OF TIMES, OR LOOK AT ONE IN A THOUSAND LICENSES, THAT HAS A SIGN, BUT, I LOOKED TO ENJOY THE EVENING, SUNSET, AND I LOOKED AT THE TELEPHONE WIRES, OVER THE STREET, BETWEEN THE BACK SIDE OF CITI LODGE, AND WHERE THE BUS SHELTER IS, AND THERE WERE THESE RUNNING SHOES, THROWN OVER THE WIRES, AND THE THOUGHT CAME TO MIND, THEY CAN'T GET YOU, BECAUSE, YOU OPERATE AT A HIGHER, FREQUENCY LEVEL, THAN THEY DO! ENGERY FORCES, PERSONAL AURA, PROTECTIVE SHIELD AROUND YOU, RAMPART, CIRCLE OF HEAVENLY, FORCE FIELD AROUND YOU . . . THE THOUGHTS THAT CAME TO MIND . . . AT FIRST I THOUGHT I SAW TWO PAIRS OF SHOES, THROWN OVER THE WIRES, BUT, LATER I COULDN'T SEE THE SECOND, AND ANOTHER THOUGHT CAME, SOMEONE IS WALKING A TIGHT ROPE, BETWEEN, BEING WITH THE COPS AND AGAINST THE COPS ON MY SIDE, BUT, WALKING A THIN BLUE LINE BETWEEN, ME AND THE COPS! I SWEAR, I SAW TWO, LATER COULD ONLY SEE ONE . . . VERY SYMBOLIC OF, UNDERCOVER, DOUBLE AGENTS, WHO SEE EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING ON, CAN OBSERVE FROM ON HIGH, SATELITE, AND IF THE COPS, THINK THAT THEIR DUMB ASS INVANK'S, ARE GOING TO PULL OFF A BILLION DOLLAR HEIST, GOING UNNOTICED, YOU ARE FUCKING CRAZY . . . BEAUTY IS IN THE EYES OF THE BEHOLDER, AND, THERE ARE SMART MEN, WHO DIG SMART, WHO STILL HAVE MORALS, WHO HAVE NOT SOLD THEIR SOUL'S FOR A MESS OF POT! OR POTTAGE, AS THE SCRIPTURES SAID! BOUND BY GLORY, HE & I! ALL I NEED IS ONE! WINK. BE CAREFUL, YOU ARE ALL GOING DOWN! THE BEST THING FOR THIS COUNTRY, IS TO TAKE ALL THESE SHIT HEADS, WHO HAVE USED TAX PAYERS, MONEY, PROGRAMS, PERSONNEL, TOYS, TECHNOLOGY, FOR "PERSONAL GAIN" LIKE FEDERAL EMPLOYEES CAN'T DO, INCLUDING THE PRESIDENT! WHOLESALE ROUND UP, OF CORRUPT COPS, FROM TOP TO BOTTOM! QUEEN OF HEARTS, MY BE, THE HIDDEN IVANKA! THE SMART ONE! DON'T COUNT ON BOOBS, BEING ENOUGH TO KEEP, THE BEST AND THE BRIGHTEST, NOR MY SONS' . . . THEY WERE RAISED BY A VERY SMART MOTHER, AND WERE SOMEWHAT TAKEN BACK, WHEN DADDY MARRIED, A BIMBO, 13 YEARS AFTER ME AND HIM DIVORCED, WHO IS A GOLFER, SHOPPER AND COOK, BUT, A HIGH SCHOOL GRAD, DOESN'T COMPARE TO AN ATTORNEY MOM, AND THEY SAID, "MAN, DAD HAS DUMBED DOWN?" LOL! LIKE IN TENNIS, YOU ARE ONLY AS GOOD AS YOUR COMPETITION, OR WHO YOU HANG WITH . . . SHIT, YOUR ANT SHELLEY, SPENT ON YEAR WITH ME, READING ALL MY EMAILS, AND LEGAL BRIEFS, AND WITHIN ONE YEAR, HER MALE COLLEAGUES WHO HAD WORKED WITH HER AT FINANCIAL SOLUTIONS, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, ON RIVER ROAD, DOING MORTGAGE REFIES, LATER STARTING HER OWN, MORTGAGE REFI COMPANY, BUT TWO OF THEM, PULLED ME ASIDE, AND SAID, "MAN, WHAT DID YOU DO TO SHELLEY? SHE WAS SUCH AN AIR-HEAD, BEFORE, AND NOW, SHE IS LIKE TONS SMARTER?" SHE HAS BEEN HAVING INTELLIGENCE CONVERSATIONS, GETTING HANDS ON TRAINING IN THE LAW, AND SHE THEN, TEAMING WITH COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND JUDGES, DID THE MIX. MATCH. ATTACH, AND WITH THEIR HELP, BUMPED ME OUT, PUTTING ME, IN A POSITION, OF, DOUBLE TROUBLE, TAUGHT HER TOO WELL, SO MUCH SO, THAT, MEN, SMARTER, ATTRACTED TO ME, BEING REJECTED, SAW THE REVENGE THEY NEEDED AND SHE TOO . . . JEALOUS SISTER, TEAMS UP . . . BUT, WANT TO BE SMART, HANG WITH SMART PEOPLE, AND IT RUBS OFF ON YOU, HANG WITH DUMB ASSES, WHICH IS THE INTENT OF KEEP ME, ON THE RUN, AND HANGING AT HOMELESS SHELTERS, AND MISSIONS, FOOD KITCHENS AND WHAT NOT, IS THAT IS ALL PART OF THE GAME . . . MOST PEOPLE, DON'T BELIEVE I AM AN ATTORNEY, EVEN THOUGH THEY WILL ADMIT THAT I AM ONE OF THE SMARTEST PEOPLE THEY HAVE EVER MET, STILL, CAN'T OVERCOME THE POVERTY, THE PLACES I AM LIVING, THE BUSES, THE STREETS AND BEING, RUN FROM CITY TO CITY, STATE TO STATE . . . THEY JUST DON'T KNOW, THAT IS WHY THEY DO IT, AND WHY THEY STEAL THE MONEY, BECAUSE, LIKE TRUMP, THE MONEY, MAKES THEM LOOK SUCCESSFUL, AND SMART, BECAUSE, DIDN'T THEY MAKE THAT MONEY? FUCK NO, I AM MAKING EVERY FUCKING DAY, WHILE THEY STEAL IT! THEY ARE RIDING ON MY SMART RESUME, THAT WOULD GET THEM IN ANY TOP COP SHOP, AND I AM LITERALLY, THE WIND BENEAT THEIR WINGS, EVERY FUCKING SECOND! SOME WILL SAY, WHY DOES, SHELLEY, RACHEL AND KAY, OR SUE, NOT SEEM TO KNOW WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT, BUT ON THE BLOG THEY DO SOUND LIKE THEY KNOW, FUCKING EVERYTHING? BECAUSE, I AM THE LAWYER, THE PROFESSOR, THE GOOD MOTHER, THE BUSINESS OWNER AND THE BLOGGER, THEY ARE NOT! THAT IS WHY, DUMB ASSES, IF YOU HAVE A PRESENTATION, LET'S SAY ON THE CONSTITUTION, YOU ARE TOTALLY INSPIRED ON THE BLOG, BUT IN PERSON, THE MORE EXPERIENCED, COPS, PROSECUTORS, AND JUDGES, WILL START TO WONDER? THEY ARE FAKE! DADDY MADE THE WRONG IVANKA FAMOUS! LOL! I HAVE COMPLETE FAITH THAT, I WILL COME SHINING THROUGH! EVENTUALLY, BUT I AM SHOCKED, SERIOUSLY, AT THE STUPIDITY, AND HOW FUCKING LONG THIS IS TAKING? SHIT . . . BUT, I KNOW, ME CLAIMING SOMETHING, IS ONE THING, AND PROVING IT IN COURT, AND GETTING A CONFICTION IS ANOTHER THING, BUT, HOPEFULLY, I AM NOT DEAD BY THE TIME YOU FUCKERS, FINISH THIS . . . BEING LIVE BAIT IS NOT FUN! WELL, SORT OF! I HAVE MORE THAN ENOUGH EGO AT THIS POINT! LOL! 6 YEAR OF BEATING THE COPS AND THEIR STUPID STING OPS, IS LONG ENOUGH! SHIT, AT SOME POINT, I AM GOING TO TIRE, TRAINING YOUR SORRY ASSES! I KNOW THAT, I AM YOU BEST RESOURCE, BUT, I AM GETTING OLD, THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR FUCKING 17 YEARS! SCREAM. LET'S GET OVER THIS. I AM ABOUT DONE! OH, BACK TO THE STING OP, LAST NIGHT, SO, INDIAN DUDE, IS ON DUTY, SO HEADS UP, AND I WENT UP STAIRS TO TAKE A SHOWER, LOVE TO BURN THE SHIT OUT OF MY BACK WITH, SCALDING HOT WATER, BUT, WHEN, I WENT INTO THE WOMEN'S DORM RESTROOM, THERE WAS A RED CHAIR RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY #10 LOCKER, SIGN AND SYMBOL OF BEING THE TRUE HOTTIE, A 10! LOL! GETTING THINNER, WATCH OUT . . . FEAR THIS! UP SIDE OF BEING CHASED! LOL! SO THE RED, CHAIR, MY SIGN FOR "THERE" AND "RED" FAME, SAID TO ME, THEY ARE FINALLY, PUTTING TWO AND TWO TOGETHER AND REALIZING THAT ME AND MY YOUNGER, SISTER, 7 YEARS YOUNGER, 4 INCHES TALLER AND $50,000 MORE, TEXAS 10 GALLON, JUGS, IS NOT ME! WE ARE NOT CONJOINED TWINS, DON'T OPERATE, AS TWO IN ONE . . . I FUCKING HATE THE BITCHES, ALL OF THEM, NOT JUST RACHEL, BECAUSE, SHE WAS, PROBABLY MY CLOSEST SISTER OF THE 5, AND TURNED ON ME, WHEN SHE HAD A CHANCE TO BE ME? FUCK? I REMEMBER, HER AND MY MOTHER TRYING TO GET MY LICENSE, TAKEN, AND ME LOCKED UP, AND FORCED TO TAKE MEDS, AND I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? THERE IS A TRUCK, AND I AM SURE A SIGN, TO SURVEILLANCE CREWS, "SERVE PRO" . . . "LIKE IT NEVER EVEN HAPPENED" . . . SO THEY ARE GOING TO MAKE EVERYONE, GO BACK TO THEIR LIVES, PRETEND THAT, THIS WHOLE SHIT SHOW OF STEALING BILLIONS, JUST, DIDN'T HAPPEN, ALL GO BACK TO YOUR SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBERS AND CARDS, DRIVER'S LICENSE, KIDS, HUSBANDS AND LIVES, HURRY, BEFORE THEY CATCH ALL OF US! i CAN SIT IN MCDONALD'S AND READ EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE UP TO BY THE SYMBOLIC CARS, SERVICE VEHICLES, SHIRTS, PEOPLE, THEY SEND OR USE . . . . THERE IS THIS, VERY YOUNG LOOKING GRANDMA, ALONG WITH HER HUSBAND, WHO LOOKS MORE LIKE HER DAD, SICK AS MY SISTER AND MY DAD ARE, IN THIS SYMBIOTIC, SICK RELATIONSHIP, INCESTUOUS, ALMOST, BUT, HER LONG, BLONDE HAIR, SUGGESTS TO ME, THAT RACHEL HAS BEEN ME FOR, WAY LONGER THAN I COULD EVER KNOW, MAYBE LONG BEFORE, I GOT POISONED . . . MY FATHER, WAS EXTREMELY INTERESTED, KEPT ALL MY MANUALS, LETTERS FROM THE UTAH MEDICAL ASSOCIATION, MY "UTAH PROSECUTOR" NEWSLETTERS, MY AWARD WINNING DOMESTIC VIOLENCE & SEXUAL ASSAULT MANUAL, AND WHO KNOWS WHAT ALL ELSE . . . LONG PREPARING TO GET RID OF THE FAMOUS DAUGHTER, IN EXCHANGE FOR ALL HIS, LESS, NO NAME, NO BRAND, NO NOTHING DAUGHTERS, WHO, GO TO HIM FOR ADVICE, BLESSINGS, MENTORING, DADDY DAUGHTERS TALKS, BUT NEVER THIS DAUGHTER, WHO OUTSHINED ALL OF THEM, PUT TOGETHER! PAYBACK FROM THE GOP BULL, FOR THE ABORTION THAT CLEARLY, TOOK ME OUT OF THE REPUBLICAN CAMPS, THERE DOING, AT MINE, I WAS, ALWAYS, NONPARTISAN, UNTIL, THIS ELECTION, AND THE TEA BAGGERS, STARTED TO STEAL MY EMAILS, BEING TOLD BY MORMON FBI AND CIA AGENTS, AND THEY STARTED TO STEAL MY SONS' MUSIC, GOING ON TO STEALING MY STUFF, THEN, DAUGHTER'S BOOK PROFITS, AND ALL THEY COULD GET THEIR GRUGGY GOLD DIGGING HANDS ON! I THINK THE TURNING POINT FOR ME WAS, WATHING THE NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC'S DOCUMENATARY CALLED, "THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR!" I THINK, AND THAT WAS ONLY ABOUT A YEAR AGO, KICKED, ME IN THE HEAD, AND SAID, THESE PEOPLE, FAMILY, HUSBANDS, FRIENDS, DON'T SEE THINGS THE WAY YOU DO, AND FUCK YEAH, THEY WILL TAKE CREDIT, FOR ANYTHING YOU DO, TOUCH, SAY, WRITE, SPEAK, ANY LIFE'S STORIEIS, KIDS, GRANDKIDS, TO A SHOCKING AND ALARMING, RATE, WITH NO SYMPATHY, NO REMORSE, AND NO EMPATHY, FOR, ELLIOT'S 20 YEARS OF MUSIC, OR MY 20 YEARS OF LAW, OR CHRIS'S ELECTRONIC MUSIC, THAT NEVER EVEN LEFT HIS COMPUTER, OR NICOLE'S BOOK, THAT WAS EVEN INTERCEPTED, FROM THE POVERELLO CENTER, WHEN I ORDERED IT . . . ALWAYS, USING THE STAFF, COPS, UNDERCOVER, OR SET ME UP, SO I LEAVE THE CITY, OR DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES IN TRUE, FASCIST MENTALITY, OF DO WHATEVER IT TAKES, WITH NO LIMITS AND NO EXCEPTIONS! THAT IS A PSYCHOPATH, AND COPS, PROSECUTORS, JUDGES, MILITARY, FIRE FIGHTERS, SO CALLED, HERO PROFESSIONS AND CAREERS, HAVE ABOUT 25% OF THEIR CROPS, PSYCHOPATHS, ADD ANOTHER, 25% OF SOCIOPATHS, AND THEN, USE ALL THE 'UNLIMITED TOOLS" AND POWER OF THE STATE AND FEDERAL GOVERNMENTS, TO TAKE DOWN, ONE FAMILY? EASY? RIGHT? NOT SO FAST, SKILLS, EXPERIENCE, STAMINA, EGO, INTELLIGENCE, GOD, GOOD KIDS, PASSION, LOVE OF COUNTRY, GOD AND FAMILY, ALL FACTOR INTO THE EQUATION, THAT THESE FUCKERS, LAZY AND STUPID, NEVER CONSIDERED IN THE MIX, MATCH. ATTACH . . . SOME OF US, JUST ARE NOT SO WILLING, ONCE WE KNEW THE TRUE NATURE OF THE PSYCHO'S WE WERE REALLY DEALING WITH, TO REATTACH OR MOVE, HERE FOR THE BATTLE, HERE FOR THE STAY, HERE FOR THE DURATION AND FAR MORE BALZY, GUTZY, HAD MORE MOXY, INTERNAL, FORTITUDE AND RIGHTEOUS, INDIGNATION, TO, RUN AGAIN . . . SEEING, THE REAONS BEHIND ALL THIS, AND IT GOES FAR DEEPER AND MORE PSYCO, THAN, THE RESUME, THE TOP JOBS, MY RESUME CAN GET, AND CUTS TO THE VERY CORE OF, WHO, THEY ARE AND ARE NOT, AS A PERSON, BRINGING MORE, PAIN, SELF-EXPOSURE, SELF-DISCOVERY, AND INTENSE, EVALUATION OF CHOICES, CHARACTER AND THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE DRIVE FOR POWER, FAME, POSITION, USING A SISTER'S LIFE TO ELEVATE YOUR OWN . . . I WOULD NEVER, EVER, WANT TO GO THROUGH, WHAT, THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE TO, TO PAY FOR THOSE CHOICES, SACRIFICING THEIR OWN CHILDREN, LIVES, SANITY, AND EVEN FREEDOM, AND THAT IS FUCKING HORRIFYING! GOD . . . YESTERDAY, AND I KNOW, I FORGOT TO WRITE THE STING OP, BUT, THEY ARE GETTING SO BORING, THEY ARE NOT WORTH WRITING ANY MORE . . . GIVE IT UP! GOD? BUT, I TRIED TO WATCH, "CRIMINAL MINDS" THE OTHER DAY, AND IT KEPT SAYING, THIS VIDEO CANNOT BE VIEWED BECAUSE, THE ADVERTISERS, CAN'T GET ON, OR, SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT, ACTING LIKE, I DID SOMETHING, NOT THE FUCKERS WHO HAVE "CRIMINAL MINDS" STOPPING ME FROM WATCHING, OTHER PSYCHOS, OF EQUAL SICKNESS AND MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, NOT TO MENTION, MOMMY AND DADDY ISSUES! SHIT! I ORCHESTRATED MY LIFE TO BE AS, REGRET FREE, WITHOUT LOSING WHO I WAS, AS POSSIBLE, ALWAYS, KEEPING SCRIPTURES AND CHURCH TEACHINGS, BEFORE THEY BECAME THE REPUBLICAN PARTY, PARTY OF THE COPS AND MILITARY, WITH WAR, GOVERNMENT CONTRACTS, AND WORLD POWER, THEIR GOALS! BUT, A MAN CAN WIN THE WHOLE WORLD, AND LOSE HIS SOUL AND WHAT DOTH IT PROFITETH HIM? NO SUCCESS CAN COMPENSATE FOR FAILURE IN THE HOME . . . BUT, I BELIEVE WITH MY FAMILY, THE ILLUSION OF WEALTH, GIVING THEIR KIDS, MORE SPARLKING TOYS, BETTER VACATIONS, FUN, FUN, FUN, UNLIMITED SHOPPING, VACATION, AND THE EASY LIFE, LIKE SO MANY RICH FAMILIES, PLACATE THEIR CHILDREN, WITH, AND FIND OUT THEY CREATED, MONSTERS, TRUMPKINS, STYLE, NOTHING BUT, BIG CHILDREN, RATHER THAN THE SOLID, ADULTS THAT MY KIDS ARE . . . SO TRYING TO ERASE OR ELIMINATE ME, OR ANY REMINDER, OF ME, AND THE SUCCESS OF MY CHILDREN, WAS PARAMOUNT, TO FEELING GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES . . . MY KIDS WERE RAISED, VERY MODESTLY, HAD TO MAKE IT ON THEIR OWN, WITH ENCOURAGEMENT, LOVE, AND SUPPORT, BUT NOT OF A FINANCIAL MEANS, AND EVEN WITH ALL THE PRESSURE, HATRED, JEALOUSY, WENT THROUGH, ATTACKS ON THEIR MOTHER, ON THEM, WITH GRACE, DIGNITY, INTEGRITY, AND STYLE! I TAUGHT THEM RIGHT! I KNOW MY KIDS. EVENTUALLY, ALL THE GAMES, THE SPARKLE, THE GLITTER AND GLITZ, WILL FADE, AND THEY WILL COME BACK TO THEIR ROOTS, TO SIMPLE, TO ELEGENCE IN THE SIMPLICITY, AND TO GOOD, CLEAN, LIVING, THEY WERE RAISED WITH, BASED ON HONESTY, HARD WORK, NOTHING GIVEN, ALL EARNED, JUST THE WAY IT SHOULD BE . . . I CREATES, CHARACTER AND HUNGER, THAT, KEEPS THEM, GROWING, STRIVING, WANTING, NEVER SATISFIED, ALWAYS, GOING FOR EXCELLENCE, GREATNESS, CLIMBING THE NEXT MOUNTAIN, SEEING THE NEXT HILL, AND WHERE YOU GET YOUR START, MAKES A DIFFERENCE, AND FAMILY STARTS AT BIRTH, NOT AT SOME "ALTERNATIVE FAMILY" WHO BLEW THEIR OWN KIDS, SKY HIGH, WITH NO FOUNDATION, TO SUPPORT THEM, USING, CONNECTIONS, NETWORKING AND PRIVILEGE TO GET THEM WHERE THEY COULD NEVER HAVE GOTTEN, JOBS, NEVER QUALIFIED FOR, MONEY, NOT EARNED, AND RESPECT, THROUGH, TRICKS, DIRTY PLAY, AND CHEATING! NO THANKS, I WOULD RATHER, MY KIDS, CLAW, SCRATCH, FIGHT, DIG, AND CRAWL THEIR WAY TO THE TOP . . . ALWAYS, EARNED, NEVER GIVEN, EVER! I LOVE YOU! I AM PROUD OF YOU! RIP IT UP, TEAR IT UP! DIG THE HELL OUT OF MY KIDS, COULD NOT BE PROUDER! KISSES, HUGS, LOVES! BABY GENIUSES. ALL BRIGHT! ALL BEAUTIFUL. ALL COOL. WHAT A BETTER COMPLIMENT, TO A PARENT! RAISE YOUR KIDS, SIMPLE, DON'T SPOIL, AND REMEMBER, THEY ARE GOING TO BE, ADULTS, FOR MAYBE 80 YEARS, FOCUS ON THSOE SKILLS, NOT MAKING CHILDHOOD A DREAM, DISNEYLAND, AND CANDYLAND! WHY DID MY DAUGHTERS, BEAUTIFUL, SMART, GO IN THE MILITARY? THEY WERE BORN IN IT . . . GET UP, MAKE YOUR BED, GET TO BREAKFAST, CLEAN YOUR FACE, GET YOUR SCHOOL BOOKS, AND NO, YOU CAN'T SKIP SCHOOL, NICE TRY! LOL! THAT'S GOOD FOR TODAY!

P.S., I just wanted to say, one more thing about, the MIX, MATCH, ATTACH . . . that every person, who comes, after the imposters, attached to your life, resume, bus seat, think, that, the person sitting there was the original, person, in that seat, spot, career, city, game, when, in reality, they were, the newcomers, the followers, the thieves, the liars, and there was someone who pre-dated them in time, space, and occupation, being, driven by different, rules, behaviors, thoughts, common sense, like, your rights, stop at the end of your nose, not sitting on MY ASS! respecting personal space, boundaries, lines of demarcation between what is yours and what it mine, with property rights, vested interests, ownership, claim, deserve, and claim jumpers, squatters, trespassers, adverse possession, hostile takeovers, brute force, invasion of the body snatchers, lies, dishonesty, theft, bull shit, like that, are not the rule of law, nor acceptable behavior, and no government, no law, no law enforcement agency, can plan some fucking, special operation, to take from the person who earned, the degree, license, win, money, fame, acclaim, acknowledgement, and if you can't beat them fairly, in court, or in the legislature, in cyber space, in a blog, or in the world of music, books, or compete, fairly, guess what?
YOU, FUCKING LOSE!

NO SURVIVIAL OF THE FITTEST

NO DOG EAT DOG!

MIGHT DOES NOT MAKE RIGHT

BAIT AND SWITCH, DOESN'T WORK, NOT GOOD BUSINESS PRACTICES!

THE WRONG IVANKA CAN'T CUT IT!

THIS IS NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST--I AM THE ONLY ONE QUALIFIED TO BE ME!

CONSIDER ON THESE THINGS--CASE IN POINT . . . ALL THE TRULY QUALIFIED PEOPLE, WHO TRUMP HAS ASKED TO DO THIS OR THAT, AND HE JUST GOT TURNED DOWN BY HARWARD, TO REPLACE GEN. FLYNN, FORMER NAVY SEAL, DEPUTY U.S. CENTRAL COMMAND UNDER MATTIS, NATIONAL SECURITY COUNCIL, AND NATIONAL COUNTER TERRORIST CENTER . . . ONE OF THE TRULY, QUALIFED, IF NOT, OVERQUALIFIED, AS LESSER MEN, LIKE KT MCFARLAND, IS STAYING ON AT THE NSA, A FORMER FOX ANALYST?

TRUMP PRESIDENCY IS DOOMED, IF, QUALIFIED PEOPLE DON'T FILL HIS CABINET, HE SIMPLY IS TOO INEXPERIENCED, TO PULL THIS OFF WITHOUT AN AMPED, SUPER, SMART CABINET, BECAUSE, THE PREZ. DOESN'T KNOW, JACK SHIT!  ESTABLISHMENT OR NOT . . . THE GOOD ARE LEAVING, OR TURNING DOWN, AND THE UNQUALIED ARE STAYING!  SCARY. SAD. BUT, EXPECTED!

RESUMES ARE NOT BULL SHIT, THEY FUCKING MEAN SOMETHING!

LOL!

WHAT YOU SHOULD  HAVE LEARNED ABOUT THIS IVANKA, AT THREE YEARS OLD, STILL STANDS, I JUST BRUSH IT OFF, AND THAT INCLUDES, BUSH SHIT!

BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK QUEEN!  EARNED IT, DESERVE IT!

SHOW ME, MY MONEY!
NEVER DID IT FOR THE MONEY, BUT, SURE AS SHIT, NOT GOING TO LET, FAKE BITCHES, CUNTS . . . CAN'T UNDERSTAND NORMAL THINKING SOUTHWICKS, GET IT--THEY DIDN'T EARN IT!

SO FUCK'EM!

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