IN TOO DEEP . . .
Unlike the serial killer in COLD CASE HOMICIDE HUNTER: "THE SKULLS OF STANLY PARK, where the cops were able to lure the cold hearted killer, who went into the woods, and without cause, just shot hunters in their favorite hunting spots or perches, for the sport of it, for to take a few dollars and their guns . . . between the several men who were killed, there was fewer than a hundred dollars taken, off the dead men. I can't remember how long this case went cold, but for some time, when the cold case file unit, took another look at it with new eyes, and decided to use, psychology, to bring the killer in and it worked so, well, almost too well, bringing the killer to his knees, later to stand off the cops and shoot himself! The cops, got a tip from an old hunting buddy, who knew the suspect, or the profile, and traits, since high school. He knew the kind of guy he was, and the truck he was driving matched this high school friend, taking the informant back to a statement, the suspect made, way back when, but the friend didn't take him serious at all, until he put two and two together, and reported the incident to the cops, leading to the arrest and later, death of the guilty man with, very religious ideas and sentiments, maybe because of his hideous crimes, turned to God, or Jesus Christ for forgiveness, but, someone at church a, regular, noticed that he never took communion, and always thought it strange?
So, the cops, decided to play that religious card on the suspect and call him in for questioning, when, wiring the friend with a recording device, didn't produce any results with the guy just blaming other fro the appearance of the gun, used in the double murders, saying he just bought it off someone else, and didn't bat an eye, about, making a statement to the guy, 10 or so years earlier, Do you think I am capable of killing someone? The friend, just blew if off, as typical of his very odd, going no where friend, and dismissed the thought, but when he looked back at it, they were hunting, and if I recall, some hunter was walking by, and the guy took his finger and acted like he was going to pull the trigger, so the coincidence, did not surprise him, when the description of the truck came up. Before the suspect was brought in, the cops took all the horrific, bloody, pictures they had taken of both me, at the crime scenes, both of them falling in very eerie and strange, positions, as if they had just fallen out of a tree, where the hunting spot was, or the log, on which the other victim was sitting when he was shot in the head. This cracked me up, and showed, the extend of the measures these very smart cops, used in catching the killer or playing on his religious upbringing or guilt.
NOTHING WOULD HAUNT A RELIGIOUS KILLER, LIKE THE "HOLY BIBLE" ON THE DETECTIVES DESK AND HIM DRESSED IN ALL BLACK, LOOKING ALMOST LIKE A PASTOR OR RELIGIOUS FIGURE!
This might work with some of our, Mormon, suspects, who looked to fools gold, buying real estate or construction, in their black op--brick op! But, with the two, I am going to talk about later, in relations to the In Too Deep . . . 48 Hours Mystery, this would not work, because, neither one of these psychopaths, were particularly religious, never bought main stream Mormonism, in fact, Kay Burningham, even wrote at least one, anti-Mormon book, about her tort law practice, better known as ambulance chasers, tying in I guess the theory of negligence and torts, to the Mormon Church? Brett, and Kay both, are very charming, manipulative, smart, charismatic, cunning, but total psychopaths, that will use, abuse, take credit, be the rising stars, only to disappear when the real work, or the hard work or doing you homework comes in, along with Shelley and Rachel, and their male counterparts, they all wanted something for nothing and would top, short of nothing to get it! So, we are comparing two very difference types of killers, one remorseful, when he saw the handy work, of his dark side, angry, detached, during the killings, but when he thought of is own soul, going to hell, or paying for his own sins, he broke down, like a baby, and cried, telling, the cops about everything he had done in his 38 or so years, including, I believe, another murder, if I recall? But, the psychological torture, was so great, for the dude, that he offed himself, when he went into the restroom, refusing to come out, then blowing his brains out!
Too bad, that this man, would not man up to what he had done, and turned a new leaf, and give, cops, investigators, profilers, the players in the criminal justice, some insight into the thought patterns that create such a useless and callous killing of two guys, doing what he loved to do, for no reason, not even knowing them, and just blowing them away? But, at least the guy, did have a conscience, unlike the lovers, the pair of killers we are going to look at next, who had no such, remorse, and do to their own, particularly, the snarky, chick, who was a college graduate and wanted to go to law school, hanging herself with her own, words, after being released for unfair and prejudice remarks by a taxi cab driver, the chick who originally, only got, 5 years, ended up getting 10 years, for calling the victim and bitch, not knowing her, and saying, with regard to being with her lover boy, whom she had just met, that she messed with the wrong chick, and this unsuspecting good girl, really didn't know the guy, but was always, one to pick up strays, and try to fix them and when the dude, said he needed a friend, the sexual comments and hitting on the victim didn't make it with her, but when he said, that he was sad, and just needed a friend, she decided to go to dinner with him, and ended up, shot through the face, put in the bathtub, where, between the two of them, she ended up, having her body dismembered, with the head and the hands, maybe the feet too, were all cut off, and there was absolutely no attempt to cover the crime or to dispose of the body . . . the two, lovers, just ran, but were later, caught, going on their way to Mexico to escape and leave the dead girl behind, and their consequences for killing a girl they both, barely knew.
EVERY ONE, WHO KNEW THE VICTIM, A PRETTY, COLLEGE STUDENT, WHO JUST GOT HIRED TO WORK THIS A LAW FIRM, VERY EXCITED, AND MAYBE WANTED TO BE A LAWYER TOO, NEVER SHOWED UP FOR HER FIRST DAY OF WORK, OR WORK, SO THE PARENTS, KNEW THEIR VERY RESPONIBLE DAUGHTER WOULD, NEVER DO THAT, SO SOMETHING MUST BE WRONG!
The episode, starts out with the mouthy, defensive, bitchy, co-conspirator, in the murder, or at least the dismembering and the flee from justice, is talking about the prison conditions, bitching about the guards, and how hellish the whole thing is, and she is only concerned, or even, once, mentions, what her and boyfriend, she just claims to be an innocent victim of herself, but only of falling love with the wrong man, and vowing that she loved him, so much, but when they were dealing with the new chick's death and body, the now, jailed, victim of the love she had for this, not so, typical and charming, business major, handsome, but troubled, with posters of gangsta shit and "SCARFACE" posters all over his walls, with the fan fair to go with it, indicting that he relished in the culture of the mob, gangsters, and glorified them and their acts of terror and terrorizing rivals and those who they thought were inferior or in their way, or stopping them from getting what they wanted . . . as was the cases with both, killers, or participants in the gruesome killing of the girl with the heart as big or great as Texas! Everyone who knew her, loved her she would help, everyone, regardless of need or station in life, and no one, especially her parents, who, were absolutely devastated, by the lose of their beautiful, sweet and talented daughter, seeing no one with a motive, but knowing that she had gone to dinner with the murder suspect, and he was flippant, arrogant, abrasive and blew off the mother and dad's questions when it came to their daughter, saying that he just saw her a few minutes, and then left her!
The parents decided to go to where their daughter lived, finding no one and nothing disturbed at her place, other than looking like she went on a date, and got a bit dressed up, so, the parents, then, proceeded to go to the guy's place and there was no one home, so they called the cops, who, good for them, said they could not go in the kid's apartment without a WARRANT, respecting even a potential killer, his rights, and seeing him as innocent, until proven guilty. So when the cops left, the mom and dad, not so bound by the warrant and procedure, just broke into the apartment, to find their beautiful daughter, just still laying in the bath tube, in a bloody mess, without a head and without hands! The mother, almost went out of her mind, screaming and crying, while the father talked to the dispatch and told them where the body was. The guy, was found guilty right of the bat, but not after he tried to pin it on his girlfriend, the whole fucking murder, between the two personalities, she was more likely, than, him, other than his pension for violence, and possible, wanting to make his, off and on again, girlfriend, jealous, of him being with another girl, one she would see as a rival . . .
Brett asked me, who I thought, was in my class of women, or who I might be jealous of, and I said, I didn't really think about it, and didn't see many women in my league, formerly being, an attorney with 5 top jobs in the state, a professor of note and honor, had my own business, and wrote educational programs for the elderly, based on my job, as staff attorney for the Utah Division of Aging. Kay was a fledgling, poor, no so good, trial attorney, who got fired, by my boyfriend, when she blew a trial and I had to fill in, writing a motion for the judge, never having been a trial attorney with Kay, at least 10 years my senior in law, but me with far more prestigious jobs, awards in the area of law, and in confidence . . . and this thought came to mind that, this whole thing was a set up, to pay me back for Kay's inefficiency, or substandard performance that got her fired, and at war with my boyfriend, who only, hired her, on the conditions that she set him up with me . . . the guy was worth about $40 million, plus a successful, law practice as a solo practitioner. Kay took me to meet Greg, whom I am sure, lied to cover this whole thing up for Kay, whom later must have made up to Greg by paying him, or whatever the mob wife did? But, she begged me, with little interest on my part, to just go on one date with him, and this workaholic, did everything from, reading a premarital, test, to show we were not compatible to, avoiding his body contact, but finally I kissed him and the chemistry worked, it was all in the spit!
A SET UP FROM THE START . . . DOE CAUGHT IN HEADLIGHTS!
Much, like was the case in this episode and gruesome murder, overkill, the dark haired chick, who was a sometime, off and on, girl of the dude, Scarface, must not have been, enough to keep him loyal, but she was into him enough, to want the other chick dead, or to threaten the unsuspecting and unwilling for the most part, in this fate date, that turned, very wrong and ugly, with nobody but the two, partners knowing what really happened. The girlfriend, said, that, she came over after, dude had killed the chick, who was laying in the bathroom, and the story, changes, and changes, until, the girlfriend, claims that she had nothing to do with the murders, but she did love the guy, fell in love with the wrong, dude and that somehow, justified, not calling the cops, or turning her sometime boy friend in? It was not like, it was not the most, horrible and terrifying murder, that cops had seen, but the victim was so, underserving, that, whenever the convicted, chick, talked, she made things worse with her total focus on herself, and getting out of the prison, she was trapped in . . . she showed no remorse, never apologized to the parents, and she and the guy, showing their true character, blamed each other and tried to make them completely take the fall! Eventually, the girl that said she had nothing to do with it, other than running, and helping the killer run, saying that she was worried he would do it to her too, as her parents testified her to say but with nothing from her selfies to her smile to indicate she was anything from happy to be with this cold blooded killer!
Here is the set up scenario, and had I not been dying from PICK's disease, I never would have gone with Brett in the first place, and he even said, if I had known him in high school, me in the cheerleader, officer, debate, drill team crowd, as was Kay, as my BFF, at the time, I would never have looked twice at him! He is most likely, RIGHT! So there seemed to be this high school, revenge thing, going on with Brett, and this jealousy, over me, as an attorney, and the two forces combining to pay me back for an offense that were their own deficiencies, like losing her trial and being fired, not my call or my problem, I came through with flying colors to win the motion, for my boyfriend! Shortly after Brett, asked me about a rival chick, I said, well, my friend Kay, is cute, has won beauty pageants, which my mother tried to get me to do, but I thought them stupid, so, she is talented in art, dance and debate, and all my other friends, are whatever . . . so that seemed to lead the the arranged dinner with me and Brett as a couple and Kay and her alleged, professor boyfriend, who didn't pay attention to her, as Brett was very attentive stroking my hair and rubbing my back! Kay, right off the get-go, would, pout, and outright admit to being jealous, even with her fiancé in the room, so pulling a typical Kay, going after what is not hers; however to lend credit to the possible, set up, the first thing Kay asked me when, she saw Brett, and he was moving the car, was, how well did you know this guy before you married him? The two, seemed to hit it off and talk about her case, against the U of U, and counsel, that, had a mother who lived next door, who magically ended up dead, up Emigration Canyon! MOB, MOB, MOB . . .
I MARRIED AN AXE MURDERER; MORMONS AND MOBSTERS; YOU MARRIED THE MOB . . . LLOYD NED; STUART BLISS, AND JOANN GOING DOWN (NAMES OF MOVIES THAT BRETT CHOSE!)
Not that at all, that Brett is innocent, but, there was another, true crime, Cold Case File, that had, a 17 years old boy, taking care of his aging grandmother, with a hot to trot girlfriend, who used sex, to lure the boy, into, at first, killing grandmother, almost brainwashing him, using grandma's words against her, making it look, like grandma was just tire of this world, need to die and be with her husband, whom she missed dearly. The two, had been together for 10 years, when the hot one tired of the poor, routine, even after they had grandma's social security for years, 6, and the house to themselves, with her finally leaving him. Later this guy, went back to look at, where he and his girlfriend buried grandma's body, on an anniversary, now that the grandson was a lone and grandma and girlfriend, long gone . . . only to find, some rowdy, teens, using her burial place, sacred to him, having loved her and taking care of her, so his guilty, and wanting to give her a proper burial, now, started to make him crazy and expose himself to murder charges, in fact he owned up to it!
The girlfriend, moved on to richer and more lucrative territory, now married to a doctor, with the detectives noticing, how many doctors, this chick went to, and all men, being very beautiful and young, eventually landing a very wealthy doctor by the time the old boyfriend took the murder rap . . . she seemed concerned, but, took no guilt or claimed on part in the killing of the grandma . . . but detectives, knew that she was the one who signed the stolen checks, for 6 years, cashed the money and paid her bills and boyfriends, bills, but they never had enough money, so she moved on, breaking his heart, still in love with her. But there was some special saying this chick, used to sign cards, letters, and love letters that distinctively made her stand out, as not the supportive girlfriend, but the main mover in the plot to kill grandma, using sex, charm and the lure of sex, money, and being alone in the house as a cool thing and something the old gal would want both him or her to do, and when she insisted he kill his grandmother, he said no, he could not do it, so the cold hearted bitch, took a pillow and strangled her, without so much as a passing thought! BOTH WERE CONVICTED1
Of the two, Kay was more devious, cunning, smart and the mastermind, but Brett was probably more brutal, violent, and psychically threatening; however, even though he was smart, he always, seemed to promote, date and interact with smart women, from, professor to attorneys, to pharmacists to, whatever, seeing that women, would get him what he wanted, sex, money, power, connections, far above his level or the factory worker, image he painted to me, but always saying that, didn't he speak well, have a good vocabulary, etc., and once his mother saying, that he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth . . . not what he led me to believe or showed! But he really studied women, watched, movies, like What Women Want, and he was good at giving it, if she wanted to be respected, he could do that, if she wanted to be desired, that too, precious, he would play that card and he would read these women like a book, as he did me, talking of community trainings on non-violent communications, me being involved with community programs, at the Utah AG's office, being an expert in domestic violence, and working with victims of all ages who had been abused. So, the CIA connection paid off, he knew, me well, and since I was dying, balls out, whatever, tall dark and good-looking, going to die, why the fuck not? LOL! The first day, he read me, from the Jane Austin Fan Club . . . fuck, I was an English major, loved, Pride and Prejudice . . . he may have picked, symbolic books, and the movies, were always, giving something up, as to his intentions . . . taking me down!
However, the one thing, that Brett did not plan on, was, me being as much a gamer, with tons of men, always after me, my whole life, and I think he used, me to make Kay jealous, and wanted me to be jealous of Kay, to catfight over him! LOL! That is where he got an "F" because, if he wants her, he gets her, and I leave, never looking back! Which, I pretty much did, so I was the one who got away! or my God Intel, just, did a typo, with a question mark, and here I am, fucking what 10 years later, with Kay still being me, in addition to others, having to divorce my kids, to free them, to live without conflict, competing with Kay and Brett, Shelley and Frank, or Sue and Kevin, and they all just might choose the other parents or surrogates, and you know what . . . I am cool with that, because, my age has, been my biggest downfall, people think that I am 20 years younger than I am . . .this chick I met last night, was fucking 38 years old, and I looked younger than she was . . . I am too old to have my kids, was their argument, and my kids, especially my daughters, married to older men, by 8 years, are married to guys, that look too old for me, being the Cougar that I am, not so much, because, I could not be happy with an older guy, but because, I have more energy and seem, to match much better with younger more physical guys, half my age! LOL! Who pick up on me all the time, saying, to my arguments, that I am old enough to be your mother! well my mom's friends, didn't care, or age is just a number! LOL! And really, that is true! Cop truck from Parowan just went down the street, see, Shelley, Kay, Rachel, Sue, all look their age, and as I was chased, to thinner and younger looking, I feel about, 35, in age, and can pull that off, that, getting my driver's license and being even called a liar, the thought came to mind, should I put my actual age of almost 62 or should I put my mental and physical age? I feel like a liar either way, and the mob has capitalized on that, saying I am Greta, or Tiffany, or the age of a 40 year old, therefore, I can't be my children's mother! LOL and NOT LOL!
SO TODAY, I CUT MY KIDS FREE! MY DNA RAGES IN THEIR VEINS, AND I KNOW THE POWER OF THAT, SO, SKIP THE PRESENTS, CHRISTMAS, BIRTHDAYS, ETC., AND FIND ME A NICE, NEW, NOT LOVER, BECAUSE, I HAVE SPENT THE LAST YEARS, STAYING ALIVE, SO MY KIDS COULD STAY ALIVE, BUT THEY DON'T KNOW THAT, AND DON'T BELIEVE, THAT THEY WERE RED MEAT, WITH GREAT, RESUMES, PERFECT POLITICAL FODDER FOR THE MEAN ONES TO USE, STEAL, AND GIVE TO THE GANG, TAKING EVERY LAST MODICUM OF LOVE, HOPE, JOY THAT I HAVE, IF I WERE NORMAL . . . I AM HEALTHY TO A FAULT, BECAUSE, IN MY MASTER'S IN FAMILY AND HUMAN RELATIONS, THE STUDIES SHOW THAT, DAUGHTERS WHO, RAISE THEIR MOTHER'S CHILDREN, WHICH I DID, TO SOME EXTENT, MUCH MORE THAN, THE READER, SHELLEY, SOCIAL RECLUSE, UNTIL SHE LIKED BEING ME, STUDIES SHOW THAT GIRLS, FROM LARGE FAMILIES, WITH A LOT OF RESPONSIBILITIES FOR REARING THEIR SIBLINGS, AS I WAS, ARE LESS LIKELY TO GET MARRIED OR TO HAVE CHILDREN OF THEIR OWN, KIND OF BEEN THEIR, DONE THAT! LOL! WHEN A SON-IN-LAW THREATENS, THAT I WILL NEVER SEE MY GRANDKIDS AGAIN, I LAUGH, I AM NOT OF THE ILK TO HAVE THAT BE A THREAT . . . I NEVER LIVED FOR MY KIDS, NOR FOR MY GRANDKIDS--I HAVE A FUCKING FUN LIFE AND WITH, AN ADDED, WHAT 30 YEARS TO MY LOOKS, I CAN MARRY A MUCH YOUNGER MAN, CAN'T HAVE KIDS, BUT CAN USE MY SUPERIOR, KNOWLEDGE AND CHILD REARING SKILLS ON MY LOVER'S KIDS! SMILE! I HAVE ONE IN MIND . . . BEFORE WHEN I WAS HERE, MY KIDS, THREATENED ME, THAT IF I MARRIED, A YOUNGSTER LIKE THEIR DAD, THEY WOULD BE PISSED--SO, I LOVED THEM ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT THAT, BUT, OF LATE, AND IN THE LAST FEW YEARS, PUTTING THEIR SAFETY FIRST, NOT DATING, REALLY, OR SERIOUSLY WANTING A RELATIONSHIP, IF THEY WANT TO CHOOSE, OTHER PARENTS, WHOM THEY ENJOY, AND FEEL MORE LOVED BY, I AM COOL WITH THAT, AS I TOLD ALL OF THEM, IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, WITH SOME ANGRY, OTHERS, RESIGNED, OR DON'T CARE EITHER . . . I KNOW THEY LOVE ME, AND I LOVE THEM! IF THEY DON'T KNOW ME BY NOW, THEY WILL NEVER KNOW ME--TO QUOTE A SONG--WE LIVE IN CHALLENGING TIMES, I AM NOT OLD, NOR DO I FEEL OLD, AND MOST PEOPLE GUESS MY GRANDKIDS TO BE MY KIDS, AND MY SON-IN-LAWS SEEM TOO OLD FOR ME, LET ALONE MY DAUGHTERS . . . THE AGE THING IS CONFUSING, SO, WHY FIGHT IT, IT ONLY HURTS ME, ONCE AGAIN FOR BEING EXCELLENT IN AGING! LOL! IT IS THAT HUGE ASS QUANTITY OF DIET COKE, AND IF I AM EVER MURDERED, NOW THERE IS NOT REASON, DROPPED MY END OF THE TUG OF WAR, READY FOR LOVE, A NEW PHASE OF MY LIFE, AND ALLOW MY KIDS, LIKE I ALWAYS HAVE THE FREEDOM OF CHOICE!
WHEN "RIGHTEOUSNESS AND PEACE, KISS EACH OTHER!
THE PAROWAN CITY CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS, BETWEEN DAIRY FREEZE AND THE HIGH SCHOOL, IS SYBOLIC, OF MY DECISION, THERE ARE TWO DOVES, ONE ME, THE OTHER COPS, AND A PEACE OFFERING, KISSING IN THE MIDDLE! NEW ERA!
MERRY CHRISTMAS KIDS! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART! YOUR ALWAYS WELCOME BACK, BUT, THINGS HAVE TO CHANGE, AND IF THERE ARE MORE BENEFITS, PEACE, LOVE, ACCEPTANCE, INCLUSION, THEN, I AM OKAY WITH THAT, ALL I WANT IS YOUR SAFETY AND LOVE!
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