COZY UP & FALL. WINK. WHO'S PLAYING WHO? FROM SUPER GIRL TO WONDERWOMAN, THE BLONDE VERSION. THE BIGLYER THEY ARE, THE HARDER THEY FALL! LOL! I KISS & TELL! WHOOOOPS! IN RESPONSE TO DONALD TRUMP, SAYING LOOK AT THESE WOMEN, LIKE, COME ON . . . WHO A MAN WILL FUCK IN PRIVATE, IS VERY DIFFERENT THAT WHO HE WILL ADMIT TO BEING WITH IN PUBLIC--WHILE PUSHING "PEOPLE" WRITER, UP AGAINST A WALL, GROPING, KISSING AND TRYING TO GET UP HER SKIRT, WHILE VERY PROGNANT, SUPER MODEL, WITH, EVEN PREGNANT, AND CLOSE TO THEIR FIRST ANNIVERSARY, WAS JUST THE FLOOR ABOVE HER DISGUSTING HUSBAND! MRS. TRUMP WANTED THE PRESS TO APOLOGIZE TO HER, FOR RELEASING THE STORIES ABOUT THE "GROPER" BUT, IT IS NOT THE NEW YORK TIMES OR THE WASHTINGTON POST, WHO TOOK THE MARRAIGE OATH, AND COMMITTED TO YOU! IT IS DONALD, WHO OWES YOU THE APOLOGY! MY DAUGHTER, NICOLE, VERY REBPULICAN, VERY MUCH IN SUPPORT OF TRUMP, WHEN, I TOLD ALL MY KIDS, TO WATCH MICHELLE OBAMA'S COMMENTS ON "LOCKER ROOM BANTER" AND TRUMP'S BLATANT DISMISSAL AND DENIALS OF "OBJECTIFYING" WOMEN, POLITICS ASIDE, WHIHC SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO BE ABLE TO DO, BUT, RETORTED WITH THE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST BILL CLINTON, AND, SOMEHOW, HILLARY'S COMPLIANCE AND ATTACKS ON HIS MISTRESSES OR AFFAIRS. I DIDN'T RESPOND, BUT WHAT, I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO SAY TO HER, IS IF YOU HUSBAND, CHEATS ON YOU, ARE YOU RESPONSIBLE? MOST TO THE TIME, IT IS YEARS BEFORE A WOMAN WILL EVER KNOW, AND IN MOST CASES, A WOMAN, FURIOUS AND ANGRY AT HER HUSBAND, MUCH, MORE SO, BEING IN THE PUBLIC EYE, HAS TO LASH OUT AGAINST SOMEONE, AND GOING AFTER YOUR HUSBAND IS MUCH RISKIER, GIVEN, TEH CIRCUMSTANCES, THE POTENTIAL FALL OUT, AND IF IT IS A PRESIDENT, EVEN MUCH, MORE CONCERN, THEN CHILDREN, AND FUTURE LIFESTYLE AND IN HILLARY'S WORLD, A LATER RUN FOR PRESIDENT, THAT HAS NOW COME INTO FRUITION--IT IS JUST NOT THAT SIMPLE! SO, YEAH, IN AN INDIRECT ATTACK ON HER HUSBAND, SHE MAY, GO AFTER A, ALSO, VERY MORALLY, CORRUPT AND ERRANT "OTHER WOMAN" EXPECTING HER TO BE MORE LOYAL TO HER SEX AND GENDER, KNOWING THAT GENRALLY WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND, BUT, I MAY APPEAR IN OTHER WAYS, LIKE, FOR INSTANCE TRUMP, THE FAR LESS THAT CLEAN AND NOBLE HUSBAND, DRAGGING OUT ALL OF BILL'S DIRTY LAUNDRY TO HURT HILLARY, AND OF THE TWO, I CAN GUARANTEE, THAT IT IS BILL WHO IS HURTING, WITH HILLARY, VINDICATED TO SOME EXTENT AND FREE TO BE THE CANDIDATE WITHOUT THE BAGGAGE! A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP, IS A HONEST MAN OR WOMAN'S REWARD. AT TIMES IT IS HARDER TO SEE, YOUR LOVED ONE, OPENLY HURT, THAN IT IS TO TAKE IT YOURSELF! WHEN SOMEONE CHEATS, IT IS NOT A STATEMENT THAT, THE OTHER PARTNER, IS NOT SEXY, OR UNATTRACTIVE, AND IN THE CASE WITH MOST MEN, THEY USE AN "AFFAIR TO RUN FROM INTIMACY WITH THEIR WIVES" WHILE WOMEN ON THE OTHER HAND, SEEING INTIMACY, RUN TO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER MAN, BEING, LEFT OUT OF THEIR OWN HUSBAND'S LIFE. BIZARRE DYNAMICS, BUT, MEN ARE FROM MARS AND WOMEN FROM VENUS, BOTH REACT DIFFERENTLY; HOWEVER, I BELIEVE THIS ISSUE GOES MORE TO THE "CHARACTER" OF THE CHEATER, RATHER THAN THE SEX APPEAL OF THE PARTNER--CASE IN POINT, SUPER MODEL, MELANIA, BEING CHEATED ON, WITH LESS ATTRACTIVE WOMEN, IN HER HUSBAND'S OWN WORDS, DIDN'T STOP TRUMP, BECAUSE, IN MOST CASES, ANYTYPE OF ABUSE, IS THE RESULT OF "POWER & CONTROL" AND MUCH LIKE RAPE, IT IS NOT EVEN ABOUT SEX, BUT SOME NEED FOR A MAN TO HAVE POWER AND CONTROL OVER A WOMAN! SO, DEEP SEEDED, PYCHOLOGY IS NEEDED TO UNRAVEL, THE NEED OF POWERFUL MEN, TO EXPLOIT LESS POWERFUL WOMEN? IS THIS PROOF THAT THEY HAVE ARRIVED? THAT THEY ARE, IN FACT, NOW, RICH ENOUGH, POWERFUL ENOUGH, FAMOUS ENOUGH, TO LORD SEX, AS THE OUTWARD TOOL, BUT, ONLY A TOOL, TO GOT FOR "POWER & CONTROL" OVER EVERYTHING, THEY ARE INVOLVED IN, AND THE WOMEN, ONLY BEING AN OUTSIDE, OBJECT, OF THEIR INNER NEED TO CONTROL? POSSIBLY, AND INTERESTING TAKE--AS TRUMP LINED UP, BILL'S OWN, ACCUSERS, THEY WERE NOTHING TO SCREAM ABOUT EITHER, AND HILLARY IS MUCH PRETTIER THAN, ALL OF THESE WOMEN, WHO HAVE NOT AGED, HALF AS WELL! IT IS FUNNY, THERE IS THIS CUTE VIDEO, WITH A DAD TALKING TO HIS CHILDREN ABOUT, DONALD TRUMP, AND THEIR RESPONSES ARE HILARIOUS . . . HE ASKS, HIS KIDS, WHAT DONALD TRUMP'S HAIR IS MADE OF, AND THE LITTLE GIRL, SAID A "BIRD'S NEST!" AND THE BOY, STATED THAT HE THOUGHT IT WAS "LIQUID HAIR!" LOL! WHEN HE ASKED HIS DAUGHTER, HOW OLD DONALD'S WIFE WAS, SHE SAID, 30 YEARS OLD, AND THEN DAD, ASKED HER, HOW OLD SHE THOUGHT, THE DONALD WAS, AND SHE SAID, MUCH, OLDER THAN HIS WIFE, LIKE 200 YEARS OLD! LOL! IT IS FUN TO INVOVLE YOUR KIDS AND GRANDKIDS, IN THE PORTIONS OF THE ELECTIONS YOU ARE FREE TO ENGAGE THEM IN, HOWEVER, NOT THE X-RATED PARTS! BUT, MY GRANDSONS, LISTEN TO MOM AND DAD, HILLARY, FOR THE MOST PARTS SUPPORTERS, DAD? BUT, IT IS CLEAR WHO GRANDMA AND MOM SUPPORT, THEY ARE VERY OPINONATED, WANT TO BE INVOLVED, JOINED IN ON THE PIZZA, POP AND POPCORN, GATHERING ARGUMENTS AND IDEAS, FROM TV AND ADULT CONVERSATIONS, AND LATER, STANDING UP IN SCHOOL, FOR, HILLARY, NOT SO POPULAR IN SOUTHERN UTAH, THE REDDEST COUNTY IN THE REDDEST STATE, BUT, DEFENDING THE MINORITY CANDIDATE, BROUGHT A SMILE TO THE TEACHER'S FACE, JUST ASSUMING THAT ALL HER STUDENTS WERE DONALD TRUMP SUPPORTERS, WHEN, A SMART GIRL, STARTED TO DEFEND HILLARY, AND MY GRANDSON, JUMPED IN TO SUPPORT HER WITH HIS OWN, OPINIONS AND THOUGHTS! LOL! MY YOUNGEST GRANDSON, WHO IS SO COMPETATIVE, IMMEDIATELY AFTER THE DEBATE, KEPT SAYING, GRANDMA, WHO WON, WHO WON? I TOLD HIM IT WOULD TAKE A FEW DAYS TO GET THE RESULTS, BUT IN MY MIND, OF COURSE, HILLLARY DID, HE SAID, I THINK SO TOO! SURE ENOUGH, JUST TODAY, THE CNN POLLS CAME OUT, 57% OF THE VIEWERS WHO TOOK PART IN THE DEBATE AND OUTCOME, THROUGHT HILLARY WON, WHILE 34% SAID, NOT THAT DONALD WON, BUT THAT HE HAD "IMPROVED" OVER HIS PERFORMANCE IN THE PREVIOUS DEBATE! BELIEVE ME, THE THRESHOLD IS VERY LOW FOR DONALD, ANY TYPE OF IMPROVEMENT IS A SUPRISE TO THE VOTERS! LOL! THE BAR AND EXPECTATIONS ARE MUCH HIGHER FOR HILLARY, THE MORE SEASONED DEBATER AND POLITICIAN! WHERE MORE IS GIVEN, MORE IS EXPECTED! MY THIRD GRANDSON, JUST FINDS ALL THE CARTOONS, PICTURES OF TRUMP ON THE INTERNET AND SOCIAL MEDIA, FUNNY AND ENTERTAINING! YOU WANT KIDS INVOLVED AND VESTED IN THEIR COUNTRY? GET THEM WHILE THEY ARE YOUNG AND THEY WILL NOT DEPART FROM IT! GET THE NEXT GENERATION OF VOTERS HOOKED! ONE OF MY GRANDSON'S ASKED ME, IF ALL I LIKED WAS POLITICS, WHEB I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THIS OR THAT . . . WAIT UNTIL AFTER THE ELECTIONS! LOL! I EAT, SLEEP AND DRINK THHIS STUFF IN, CAN'T GET ENOUGH, LOVE IT! IN LESS THAN THREE WEEKS, MY "ADDICTION" WILL BE TAKEN, WELL, AFTER ALL THE POLITICAL PUNDITS, BEAT A DEAD HORSE TO DEATH! LOL! BUT I EVEN DIG THAT! SO HAVE AT IT . . .

KISSING "FAMILY FEUD" TV HOST, AND CELEBRITY, RICHARD DAWSON!

Back in the early 80's, my sister, Sue, called me and asked me if I wanted to audition to be on Family Feud?  I thought she was joking, but, she assured me, that, the producers of the TV show, were coming to Utah, to interview and audition, Utah families, to put on his show.  Sue told me that, she and Kevin, were going to be on the five member team, Rob Schmidt, Kevin's very handsome, male model cousin, was also going to join in, as was, Meg, my single cousin, a match for Rob, who ended up gay, lol, but with his partner, much longer than this stray, feral cat, was married, to her husband at the time, now, married, and divorced, widowed, or whatever, bigamist, refusing to stay married, to someone I didn't want to be married to, regardless of whether, my husband or the courts, decided I should be married, with him, refusing to sign a divorce decree!  LOL.  But, after auditioning, and making it to the show, my biggest concern, was, how to avoid kissing, RICHARD DAWSON, whom I found, old, ugly, disgusting and a letch!  As I tuned into, the TV show, to catch a few pointers, I saw the host, kiss every woman!  SCREAM . . . how, can I get out of kissing him, and not make him or me, look the fool on national TV?

At first, this all consuming thought, led me to believe, that, simply in and of the thought, that, I didn't want to kiss the man, no matter who, big a celebrity he was, should not be, even considered, I just simply would, not kiss him, even if it meant, refusing, on national TV, regardless of the pressure, I got from whomever!  I had a lot of practice, slapping fresh and forward boys' faces, as a young teen ager, who's dad told her not to kiss until I was 16, so, this was just going back to old times for me.  I was noted county wide, by athletes, way older than myself, and others, as the girl who would not kiss anyone, and many came and tried, and many failed, so, I could handle this, even if it was a much, older man, in a tight situation, being seen by most as an opportunity, that was just not the case with me, I had no, desire to have this man's mouth on my mouth, regardless of his status, position, wealth, or celebrity.  As the appointed day came, the practice rounds were over, and we were facing the other family, to duel it out, with Dawson as the host, he first, greeted the other team, kissed every one of them!  SHIT?  I don't know, if I am going to be able to pull this off, getting out of kissing him?  I would watch was Sue and Meg did first, being, at the end of the line as I recall?  Shit, Sue, kissed him, in front of her husband, fuck!  Then, Meg, the law student at the time, didn't resist or revolt, so?  I remember, just thinking, I am going to have to just grin, close my eyes, and bare it!  YUCK!  As Lucy on Peanuts would say, BLAH!  It was over soon enough, painful, yes, disgusting, just like I thought, but at least he didn't tongue me!  Wheeeeewwwwww, it's over!

I am not much if a TV watcher, especially, in Dawson's later years, but, with little TV time, and really, no time for about 10 years, I finally could relax after law school, teaching college, and doing odd jobs, taking care of family responsibilities and such, and one night, at a friend's house, FAMILY FEUD came on, I think it even said, NEW AND IMPROVED?  LOL!  But, I noticed that there was a new host, and I asked my friend who was much more up on pop culture, where Richard Dawson went? died? retired?  NO, fired!  What for . . . KISSING ALL THE CONTESTANTS!  LOL!  Hey, I am right there with the producers on that jackass, I NEVER wanted his unwelcome kisses, made me sick!  So, famous men, rich men, powerful men, even presidents, WE DO NOT NEED, WANT, ACCEPT, YOUR ADVANCES, DREAM OF YOUR KISSES, LONG FOR YOUR HANDS UP OUR DRESSES, GRABBING OUR PUSSIES!  That is a concept, your old, locker room buddies, from the 50's came up with, or Mr. Trump, your Roger Ailes and other gropers!  LOL!

MEN, KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOURSELVES!

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THAT REMINDS ME OF A DREAM I HAD, A FEW NIGHTS AGO!

The NSA fags, are not letting me move my cursor!  They must not like me writing about my dreams, because my doubles, don't have them, and so, that distinguishes me from them, along with about 10,000 additional brain cells!  LOL!  But, in this dream, I had rented a room from a guy and his family, like I would like to do, but, in this dream, part, I was sitting in the front seat with the husband, in the wife's seat, which is very bizarre to me, seeing I am so, right up the line, on marriage and oaths, in general, you get a fucking divorce if you want to fuck around!  A man may cheat on his wife, but, I will not cheat on her, with her  man . . . just will not do it!  And guess what women, if all women felt that way, not that we have to be the moral compass for unfaithful men, but, if we all strike an alliance, not to cheat on each other, guess what, we would not be having some of these dialogues, other than the ones, forced on us, like the woman, in the video, Nancy O'Dell, whom after rejecting, Trump's advances, he tried to get fired!  But, anyway, that is all beside the point, in this dream, the next scene, I was in the front seat, being all flirty, with the father, with the kids in the back seat, and I said, Where's your mom?  The kids said, We don't know.  But, in the dream, and I seemed to be younger than I am, and appeared to be much younger, almost teenager like, but, I was, swinging a key ring with a chain, small chain, around on my finger, no keys, but, the husband or the man, took the key chain away from me and seemed pissed and annoyed that I was flippantly playing with this gadget!

I woke up, puzzled, by the dream, first because, it seemed so innocent, and I seemed genuinely concerned and interested in where the mother of the kids were?  But, as I analyzed this dream, at first I thought, well, I don't know who the guy is, and so, whatever, maybe, that accounts for, my rather flippant and dismissive attitude.  But, as I looked, closer and closer at the dream analysis and what was going on, it was as if, the problem was not me, but, me renting or being in the house of a married man, a father, and obviously a concerned, father with his kids, and doing the dad thing, but, with me?  I thought of all the guys, I currently have a thing for, and this man started to take on, a form, making me think of a man, whom, I have been attracted to, for years, and I am talking 4 years, since coming to Montana, never letting him know, but, our eyes have met, and I have enquired as to his status, and to the best of my knowledge, and from what I heard, he was just living with a girlfriend, but they bought a house together, and kind of were helping raise each other's kids, his much younger than mine, all grown and on their own.  I guess, that I have returned over and over again, just in case he ever broke up with her, and I am sure he knew, I was interested and to his and my credit, we both, basically, after the first little while, didn't necessarily, avoid each other, but, I could tell, he was involved, maybe not at the level he wanted to be, in kind of a tight spot, for both of us, not really married, but not really single either, so, kind of fair game, but not really, because even with a girlfriend, I would not cut in on her territory.  And he seemed, to see things about that way, and so, nothing happened, and now, from what I hear, he has moved out of state . . . I actually was going up north just to see him . . . for some reason, just seeing him, was cool, not cheating really, but he never crossed any lines, nor did I, but, he seemed to be, not really the guy in the dream, but it seemed, kind of indicative of our relationship . . . me, interested, but, in the dark, as to what, his relationship, is, and as of late, decided, that it was wrong, even to temp him a bit, not cool, so I waited, a long time, until, I just wanted to go see him.  But the ring symbolism, is key, and the chain, without keys . . . so the round key ring, could be, indicative of, the fact that, I would require a ring on my finger, unlike his girlfriend, but, he might see it as a "chain" like in that old ball and chain, some people refer to their married partners as, seeing it as being too restrictive, taking it off my figure and putting it in his pocket!  The conversation between me and the children, and I referred to the woman, as, where is "your mother" not addressing the man, or referring to his wife?  It is funny, because, the guy I like is much, younger than I am, a dedicated, partner and father, and from some light conversations, very early on, before, there was much of an attraction, I thought he was a cop, so, the first time I saw him, and I was, the only rider on his bus, I opted to wait for the next bus, and he went pretty hardcore on me, on proving that, I qualified for free bus fare!  LOL!  That was back in the days, that I actually had I.D. before it was stolen, one piece after another, that first year in Montana . . . in fact, you may call in OVERKILL, because, I used all forms of I.D., to prove every which way but loose, that I was indeed, fine riding the bus . . .but he feels older to me, but, that seems to be a common, trait of mine and I am grateful for it, I look about on average from comments to be 20 years younger than I am, and I dig it and younger men!  LOL!  The other night at the Pov. this 27 year old started to chum with me, and she asked me right off the bat, how old I was . . . almost 62 years old, come December.  She looked at me, didn't say anything, looked puzzled, then said, you look about, ah, about, 42!  SMILE!  So, for me and this 40 something guy to be attracted is not out of the ordinary for me, but, I am sure, if he is reading my blog, learning that I am really, almost 62, believe it or not, I am sure, may even be, the reason, he ripped the key ring with the chain, I was flipping around, being all flirty and fun, more like a teenager!  LOL, which, I just feel younger, period!

BRAIN FLOSS!