Saturday, October 15, 2016

D.C. COMICS--WONDER WOMAN? U.N. ICON? STAMP? SUPER GIRL IS BLONDE, SO IS FIRST FEMALE PRESIDENT! DUMB BLONDES--MARILY MONROE HAS BEEN DEAD A LONG TIME BOYZ AND GIRLZ! COMPUTER RAPISTS, NSA OR ACCESS HACKS, STEALING THIS BRIGHT FALL MORNING! FUGATE! PLAYHARD. STRINGER. LIQUID PLANET. DRINK IT UP. ADULT FANTASY. THESE ARE SOME GOOD TIMES. LOVE BREAKS YOUR HEART. WHEN WILL I HOLD YOU AGAIN? YOU DIDN'T BUY ME A BUS TICKET. THE CIA BOYZ THINK EVERY ONE BUYS THEIR BULL SHIT, SOME OF US SEE RIGH THROUGH THE DOUBLE THING, PRETENDING THAT I AM THE ONE COMING TO SEATTLE, NOT THE DOUBLE, THEN BEING SHOCKED, WHEN I WRITE THE TRUTH IN A TEXT FOR THE WHOLE FUCKING CREW TO READ! LOL! WATCH THE MOVIE "BURN AFTER READING!" I WORK FOR THE CIA! LOL! THE ONLY ONES WHO BELIEVE THEIR LIES, ARE THEMSELVES, SPINNING AND DANCING FOR EACHOTHER WAITING FOR THE WOW VIDEO OR STUNT! I HAVE A LIFE . . . AND I AM MUCH SMARTER THAN YOU GUYS. I JUST LET YOU THINK YOU ARE STRINGING ME ALONG, SO I CAN FIGURE OUT MORE OF YOUR GAME! LOL! YOU MAY BE TOP COPS, BUT I MY WORLD THAT IS JACK SHIT NOTHING! I AM NOT YOUR STUPID LITTLE PUSSY CAT GIRLS, WHO THINK YOUR COOL. THERE ARE BIGGER GAMES IN THIS WORLD THAN, SEX, DRUGS AND ROCKIN' ROLL, AND I INTEND TO BE A PLAYER IN THAT GAME--MUCH MORE SATISFACTION IN THAT GAME! CONTINUE IN YOUR BOYZ 7 GIRLZ CLUB GAMES, BUT LEAVE ME OUT OF THEM, LEAVE MY NAME, LEAVE MY RESUME, LEAVE MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS OUT OF THEM--NOTHING BUT CIA CLOWN SHIT TO ME! GET REAL, IT IS BETTER HERE! WHAT THE FUCK EVER . . . RED FLAG ARENA: (1) SOME GUY I HAVE NOT SEEN FOR 4 YEARS, CAN CONTACT ME AFTER CHANGING PHONES ABOUT 10 TIMES? (2) DOUBLE MESSAGES, LESS THAT 4 SECONDS APART? (3) ALL MY KIDS' NAMES, HAVE DOUBLE LISTINGS, AND NUMBERS, ON MY PHONE? (4) THE MESSAGE I SENT MY KIDS, ABOUT WATCHING FIRST LADY, MICHELLE OBAMA'S COMMENTS ABOUT TRUMP'S "BOYS WILL BE BOYS, LOCER BANTER" DISAPPEARED, SO I COULD NOT FORWARD IT TO A FRIEND, SEEING THAT THE MESSAGE ONLY ALLOWED FOR 5 TEXT MESSAGES, IN DUPLICATE? (6) CIA LOVER BOY, PROMISED HOT TICKET AND HOT LOVE, BUT, KNOWS I HAVE NO MONEY, SEEING I SPENT $300 ON BUS TICKET'S LAST WEEK, BUT THE SIGNS FOR MURDER WERE HIGH, SO I WENT BACK HOME . . . TALK OF HOT BODY? DO YOU HAVE AMNESIA? LESS THAN 24 HOURS AND WE WILL BE MAKING SWEET LOVE . . . NOT IF YOU DON'T GET ME A TICKET! BAG THE TICKET, I'M BUYING A CAR. BUTT HURT? WHY . . . I TOLD YOU TWO DAYS EARLIER, TO WHAT TIME YOU HAD TO GET THE TICKETS BY, AND TO SEND ME A CONFIRMATION NUMBER--COVERING WITH I LEFT A VIOCEMAIL, PHONE CALLS--AH, NO, I DIDN'T RECIEVE ANY LONG DISTANCE PHONE NUMBERS, NOR DID YOU SEND A TEXT ASKIMG ME FOR THE CITY I AM IN? SO? JUST BAG THE "MURDER SHE WROTE" AND FUCK THE DOUBLE! LOL! IF SHE IS ME, SHE CAN HANDLE ALL YOU LEGAL AFFAIRS, JUST LIKE SHE WOULD IF SHE WERE TRULY ME! CIA CLOWN SHIT, PROTECTING CLOWN SHIT BITCHES, WHO ACTUALLY THINK YOU COOL? I JUST DON'T SEE THAT EITHER OF YOU ARE COOL! FUCK OFF AND GET YOUR OWN GOD DAMNED LIFE!

These Are Some Good Times

I know, that at times I complain about the Poverello Center, but generally, that is not related to the place, the service, or really anything with being homeless, it is often, because, I know they have to work with the cops, set me up, and that exasperates me to no end, seeing that for years, I was the only person, at least that I knew of, who stood between absolute tyranny, militarization of the cops, a totalitarian government, despotic leaders under the Patriot Act, and felt like I was the only person, holding up the banner and mantra, of the United States Supreme Court being, the supreme law of the land, battling in courts, on the streets, in my home, in my family, in the legislatures, in the water compact meetings and against foes, and now trying to educate the masses on their rights and the law, the way it was intended to be used . . . not some perverted, version created out of some asshole and wrong minded, cop, prosecutor or judge, legislature, congressperson, etc., but that is not the case, now, I see the fruits of my labors, in the news, in print, in courts, in our schools, colleges, and even on the streets, a collective effort for sure, and that is deeply rewarding to me, so satisfying, the hottest CIA dick, could not compare!  I don't need my name in lights, don't need the recognition, I know I am adored, read, believed, followed and I get feed back that is rewarding to me all the time, even with national news, presidential candidates, and other politicians, using my arguments, and referring directly to statements I have made!  I can't guarantee they know the source, or that the blog their reading, is even attached to the right source, my name, or anything, but they are getting the points, learning the law, getting an understanding, on the way the government is intended to work, and the world, is getting the same education!  I FUCKING LOVE IT!  MY FIRST AMENDMENT RIGHTS ARE PRICELESS!  AMERICAN GREED, IS NO SUBSTITUTE FOR SPEECH!

But, last night, at the Poverello, several of us were discussing politics, watching videos and press conferences, Clinton of all, people, and names, is a Trump fan all the way, defending his candidate, as is my daughter, Nicole, and I love the debates, the arguments, the ideas, the fight!  But, while we were all standing in line, laughing and carrying on the discussion, with our token gay, a burly former cop from Arkansas, hot for Hillary, probably knows her and Bill personally, from way back, now a truck driver, who like me, uses the Poverello for home base as we both trip around the country, but, when we want someone who recognizes us, is glad to see us, or has been worried about, why they hadn't seen us, some of the regulars, are there to greet us back, to base camp, and I am grateful . . . as funny Annie, former sheriff from Ohio, a farm girl, and a one woman, stand up comedian, rants and raves about her intake meeting with a new staff member, as she is grilled three times, asking her if she has ever been to jail, or is on the sex registry, as a sex offender . . . she shocks them by responding that, she isn't even getting any sex, to offend anyone, nor would her sex, register on the Richter Scale is she was!  LOL!  There are women  of letter and note, with master's degrees, who stood their ground, like I did, in the government, in a working environment, much like Clinton did, going head to head, in court with a corporate giant, that was testing, drugs on human specimens, putting their health and lives at risk, with no attorney in town willing to take the case with the judge telling him, that if he didn't stop, filing so many briefs, she was going to have to sanction him!  LOL!  I can just see it all right now, Clinton is also a caricature, and funny as hell . . . various others, trying to get in on the boisterous laughter and fun!

I paused for a moment to think, about the reasons, some of us are here, and I note that, I am in the best of company!  I see a disenfranchised, young black/white man, helping a wheel chair bound, Vet, after he tries to maneuver his food tray and the wheel chair, and the tender care and affection, that is rendered, this is where I have most seen, a more PERFECT UNION, being lived, black, whites, male, females, gay and straight, all carrying, young and old, mixing it up, with a young pregnant mom, now even knowing me, but feeling the universal, love and caring when, she talked of the seizure, she had, and had just come back from the hospital, putting her cute arms around my neck in front of staff, asking me if I would be her partner in crime, full of life and love, with no roots, turning to the next warm body and man with a few pick up lines to get her by for awhile, willing to serve, love, cut my hair, and just be a happy face to see at the end of a day . . . these are some good times, and I find more love, pure love, pure Christian love, charity, and caring than I ever see out in the alleged "real" world, and these are some good times! 

Tears are literally streaming down my face, and perhaps, in God's infinite wisdom, he is giving me exactly what I want, to see, true disciples of Christ, those who, as I have, have fought the good fight, on the battle fields around the world, or in the courts of the land, finding them to be as corrupt, as I did . . . or the guy, who, due to finances, or a weakness for drugs or alcohol, but a fucking good guy or gal, from all walks of life, landed in jail, not fore committing a crime, but being susceptible to body chemistry that catches them the first time they take a drink or experiment with a drug . . . I have seen, meth users, like sweet, and I won't use her name, but this morning, I had a conversation, with a recovered addict, now just finding the Lord, and saying how great her life of freedom is, now, that, she looks back at all the years, she wasted . . . no, we all have addictions, weaknesses, and you have not lost a thing, we are where we are, and he has us covered!  She smiles and does her chore!  Over the last year and a half, she has always been a joy to see, around town, on the bus, or in the Poverello, and she makes my burdens and concerns light, compared to the ones she has struggled with . . . give me these people, ANYDAY, over the FBI, CIA, and the other ABC government agents, who have made my life a living hell, who have schemed, strategized, plotted, robbed me, and defamed me, used and abused me, any time, any place, I would prefer to be right where I am, rubbing shoulders, with the true pure in heart, the clearly charitable, the honest, the fighters, who played in all, and lost the battle but will win the war . . . they NEVER lost their souls, or sold out, or were cruel . . . only the small are cruel!  These, truly are some GOOD TIMES!

I HAVE LEARNED THAT I DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE RIGHT, OR TRY TO CONVINCE SOMEONE THEY ARE WRONG . . . IT IS OKAY TO JUST LET IT BE!

Yesterday, after I sent a text, the one that there is no record, I guess the double, mother, wrote, the text, admonishing my four children, two of each sex, mothers and a father, a single son, with a girlfriend, to read, First Lady, Michelle Obama's, speech in regards to the "locker room talk" he is dismissing as nothing, everyone does it, or boys will be boys, talk, and I did not do this for political reasons, but for mother reasons, for grandmother reasons, for concern, in the direction, this mentality might take our country, what it says to young girls, and young boys, men and women, not in a grand standing way, and connecting, these actions, Mr. Trump and other men, take, liberties, license, and freedom to violate a woman's body, thinking that their money or their status, or whatever, gives them the right, to enter a woman's personal body space, and invade it, just like breaking through a fence, or crossing a NO TRESPASSING SIGN, or like an unlawful, SEARCH AND SEIZURE, as the most precious of all property rights, with a right to privacy, PRIVATE PROPERTY RIGHTS, protections with all the power of the most powerful law in the land, not to be trifled with, treated as common, or violated in any way, and how, this damaging and degrading, thought, horrifying to me, can take a man, deep into the objectification of woman, leading them, to kidnap a woman, a girl, take a baby, and for their own, satisfaction, as if this woman, was created, for their sexual pleasure, even just once, and then, brutally, murder her, if she is lucky enough to not get tortured first, then case aside on the side of a road, or in the dump, or in a garbage can, some one's mother, wife, daughter, sister, lover, aunt, niece, causing so much plain, and hurt, reaching, beyond, just the physical act, demeaning, intellect, accomplishments, dreams, desires, goals, contributions, and the benefit to mankind, the state, the nation, the world . . . this is NO LITTLE THING!

Politics aside . . . this is something that needs attention, real thought, and, just like Michelle Obama said, this causes her, to be sick to her stomach, seeing the ramifications, and ultimate results of what this kind of thinking does, to men and women, alike, really, horrible thinking, at best, and down right, criminal in its intent and fruition, causing our women and girls, much more sensitive, and for the most parts, very tender hearted, a trait of our sex, to almost cringe and crumble, at the thought, of anyone, let alone a man of power and means, to make their life a living hell, some would say, why didn't these woman, come forward earlier, do something, ah, just like the contractors and small business men and women, who got fucked over by Trump, violating contracts, and agreements of payment and fee schedules, using not the art of the deal, that had already been reached and agreed upon, but facing the insurmountable money, this man, can use against you, and someone who, throws the thought of lawsuits around, like other people pass candy out on Halloween, this of all, things that he has said, about, races, groups of people, is most harmful and alarming, because, this attitude of callousness and the cavalier, alpha male, larger is size and muscle, as we saw, Trump standing over, a much, shorter, Hillary Clinton, in a threatening and menacing way, but she has the power, to blow the fucker and his lame ass politics, with no plan, out the window and can use her skill to bait him and make the brute the fool . . . but, some vulnerable young college graduate, or single mother, who is hoping for a chance in the business world, caught in the grips of this man, who intimidates and bullies men alike, taken off guard and is often paralyzed by shock and fear, not only for the pending danger at hand, or the unwanted groping, kissing, and whatever, is a scary thought all together!

I LANDED FOUR COLLEGE FOOTBALL SUPERSTARS IN PRISON, DUE TO "ONE UNWANTED KISS!"  KNOW YOUR JO!

When I was first, hired with the Utah Prosecution Council, Criminal Enforcement Division of the Utah Attorney General's Office, my boss, would send me around the state, to learn first hand what prosecutors do, on a daily basis, so, as I was placed by my boss, in various, prosecutors offices or county attorneys, departments around the state, I was up in Cache Valley, a college town, much, like Missoula, where rape, and other sexual assaults are a regular, and horrible reality of college life, some by misunderstandings, different goals of the sexes, the thought that, no, doesn't really mean NO! and now, going to the extreme of making young men, ask if they can do each stage of a sexual encounter to make sure they are not crossing unwanted territory, which, in my mind, but error on the side of safety, kills a romantic moment, that I might enjoy . . . but, if you don't deal with reality, reality will deal with you, and rapes happen, as they did in this case.  Basically, the facts in this case, all added together are horrifying, given the mentality of Trump, taken to the extreme.

So, there were these two young college coeds, one was outgoing and the other one was shy, and withdrawn, a bit overwhelmed being away from her parents and hometown comforts and protections, of people caring and watching out for her welfare . . . but the more outgoing of the two, was a friend with several football players, and there were 6 living in a dorm, at the time, back in the early 90's, and the girls decided on a hot August night, to drop by and visit the team members, also, new to the freedoms of college life.  The group decided, that they were going to pool their money and the girl who was friends with these athletes, liked one of them, and so they volunteered to go get ice cream of the crew, thought they would not be gone for long, and so they left this other girl, alone with a room full of pumped up, testosterone filled jocks, who, in their immature minds, decided, that this chick, might like to be gang raped!  No, I am sure, that thought, never came to their minds, but, one guy took this terrified, freshman in a room, laid her on her back, took off her clothes, and proceeded to entertain himself and his buddies, having sex with the girl . . . after one was done, the others all took turns, the girl never protested, but, one of the guys, noticed that she had a tear running down her cheeks, and backed off and told the other guys, he didn't think she was digging this, and they stopped.

THE GIRL, LATER FILED RAPE CHARGES AGAINST ALL THE FRESHMAN FOOTBALL TEAM OR AT LEAST THE PARTICIPANTS, AND THE ISSUE BEFORE THE COUNTY ATTORNEY'S OFFICE WAS, SHOULD WE OR SHOULD WE NOT FILE CHARGES FOR "RAPE" AGAISNT THESE GUYS?  THERE ARGUMENT WAS THAT SHE NEVER SAID "NO?"

Hillary Clinton, said it best, when she said, it matters who is in the room!  I am convinced, that, had I not been in the discussion, and the men all decided whether to charge these guys or not, with the pressure of the community, the money making venue college sports is, and the black and white analysis, of the fact that she failed to say, NO, the men, would not have charged these guys with rape!  They had not charged any one with rape for 8 fucking years!  We are now learning that, I think it is one in 5 college graduates will have been raped or sexually assaulted by the time she graduates . . .now, I don't think this ought to be a requirement for graduation from our colleges and universities, but the Trumpian, thinking, this is just what guys do, is a statement that leads to sexual assault, and criminal behavior, in and off itself . . . not the attitude to have, and it will, now days, get you in trouble!  Like I said, Trump and his ilk, Roger Aisle and the molester groper crowd of 50's men, have been out of touch with what is happening in modern society, NOT COOL, YOU FOOL!  But, as I grappled with the facts, that were sketchy at best, with this young girl, afraid in the first place, being left with 5 young black males, maybe had never been around them before, playing into the fear and just going along with what was happening, I am sure came into play!  I am not being prejudice here, shit I was on my way up to Seattle, or so I thought, to be with a black lover I have not seen for 4 years, so, this is not about race, and it could just as easily have happened with, white dudes, or a mixed crowd, and has, on various campuses across America!

WHILE WE WERE STILL DELIBERATING THE EVIDENCE, FACTS, MERITS OF THE CASE, AND THE POTENTAIL TO BE SUCCESSFUL, ON A RAPE CHARGE AGAINST THE FOUR ATHLETES, HER WORD AGAINST 5?  SMACKS WITH RAPE IN AND OF THE NUMBERS, INVOLVED! I HAD A MAN, KISS ME, AFTER A DANCE, THAT WAS UNWANTED, EVEN EXPRESSED, OR SO I THOUGHT, BUT HE DID WHAT HE WANTED, AND I DIDN'T WANT TO OFFEND HIM . . . HE WAS HANDSOME, BUT HAD A "HAIRLIP" PUTTING HIM IN THAT MINORITY, SUSPECT CLASS OF PERSONS, THAT, YOU DON'T WANT TO OFFEND . . . BUT, OFFENDED, SHOCKED AND PISSED I WAS, AND THIS WAS "JUST A KISS!"

I am no wilting flower, never have been, never was; but that is on the floor of the legislature, or in a courtroom, or in a debate, or teaching; however, in the area of dating, sex, human relations, male, female relations, I am not the same way, but I have learned to be as brutal, in the bedroom as I am in the courtroom, a bully some what, but, at that time while powerful in a career and legal sense, new to the dating scene, not that long from getting a divorce, being a chick, that was true to her father's admonition to not kiss until you are 16, or not re-entering the dating game, until your divorce or his divorce is final, or now, with no, freak pregnancies, and total sexual freedom, seeing my life, slip away while I am, blogging, and getting older, less sexually and physically, attractive, or I think I should be, this is not an area of skill and expertise for me, not an area I have spent much time on, so, this man, whom offended me, and I am shocked that I didn't push him off my front porch, and would have, had it been under "normal" circumstances, but, I think, he used, his good looks, to prey on women, but, he also, used, his, birth defect, that was not real noticeable, to his advantage, as he did with me!  But, there was a dance, last dance this guy, asks me, so, okay, but then he wants to go somewhere after the dance . . . and this is where I started to get squirrely, didn't want his company, but didn't want to offend him, or for him to think it was because of his lip, it had nothing to do with that!  But, we both had separate cars, and under protest, he followed me home, and I am like thinking, no way is this guy coming up to my apartment.

So, we are standing talking, it seemed like forever, with me, hinting over and over again, I don't believe in kissing on the first date, or blah, blah, blah, that should have been a clear s mud indicator, that I wanted nothing to do with this guy, his following me, nor, him keeping me out on the front porch talking, forever, but, hint after hint, was ignored, and finally, I said, look, I need to get to bed, and started to go in the old historic, village brownstone, cool place, with several apartments in it, and this asshole, grabbed me, and didn't just kiss me, his whole fucking hole, covered my mouth, seemed like my nose, and half of my cheeks, and he pushed, tongued me and ground his whiskers into my very, unaccepting face, fuck, I could not even breath!  I was disgusted and walked in without, saying a thing . . . I thought, how in the fuck, did I not convey my message to this dick, that he thought he could kiss me, and yuck, it made me sick, I felt dirty, felt like I had the five o'clock, shadow of filth on my face!  I felt dirty, violated, disgusted, pissed, and basically, no man's feelings are too good for me to put up with this again, so when I went back to the prosecutor's office, loaded with bear, plain and simple this girl had been raped, violated, invaded without her consent, and no, NO was needed, her tears, fear, and frozen little body, should have been ENOUGH . . . lucky for, the last dude, who was smart enough to notice the tears, stopped . . . but, all the guys, had gone home for the summer, to Georgia, and Midwestern states, but, all were extradited, back to Utah and all were convicted, as more and more of the facts, circumstances and testimonies, came out, as well as the aftermath of what this incident did to the young girl's life and her college days, now GONE, destroyed, and lost!

SO, GENTLEMEN, IF YOU CAN BE CALLED THIS WITH THE TRUMP, EXCUSE OF THIS IS JUST "LOCKER ROOM TALK" . . . A KISS, CAN, VIOLATE A WOMAN, ANY SEXUAL ADVANCE THAT IS NOT WELCOMED, IS SICKENING, DISGUSTING, UPSETTING, AND YOU ARE FORCING YOURSELF ON A WOMAN . . . MOST MEN ARE SMART ENOUGH TO READ, A WOMAN'S MOVEMENTS . . .WE ARE WIRED FOR SEX, WE WANT IT, WE DESIRE IT, BUT, IT HAS TO BE UNDER THE "RIGHT" CIRCUMSTANCES, THAT WE WILL GIVE PART OF OURSELVES TO SOMEONE, EVEN SOMEONE WE LOVE!  ANYTHING LESS THAN THAT, IS REPULSIVE, AND SIMPLY, BORDERS, A "SEXUAL ASSAULT" WHICH CAN START WITH JUST A VERBAL ASSAULT, GOING ALL THE WAY TO RAPE, KIDNAPPING AND MURDER . . . WE ARE NOT YOUR TOYS, NOT TO BE TOYED WITH, THIS IS NOT "LOCKER ROOM BANTER", JUST ASK THOSE 4 OR 5 COLLEGE FRESHMEN FOOTBALL PLAYERS, HOW IT FELT TO BE BUTTFUCKED IN PRISON!  THAT'S RIGHT, THEY GOT SENT TO PRISON, JUST LIKE EVERY WHITE BOY, WHO THINKS IT IS THEIR CHOICE, TO VIOLATE A GIRL, YOUNG WOMAN, OR WOMAN'S BODY SPACE AND SAFETY!

I'M WITH THE FIRST LADY, THIS SHIT MAKES MY STOMACH TURN!



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