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VERY SYMBOLIC HANDSOME DEVILS: "DESERT RAT"
In this true crime homicide, there was a very attractive older lady, who had a daughter, she teamed up to start a very successful, furniture, consignment, store, making a shit load of money, with a very close mother and daughter, having just the right combo, to rock the city and retail business, giving people great deals, while being honest, in their business dealings! I don't know, why this mother, was, not married, whether through, divorce, death, never married, or choice, her daughter, was her everything. The daughter, had dyslexia, better know, as reading challenged, so maybe the mother, dedicated her life, to this precious daughter, who said, if her mother was down to her last penny, and daughter needed money, mom, would cut the penny in half and give it to the daughter! Tons of love, so much so, that after the mom and daughter, team, became successful, the daughter, could see that the mother, who had not been with a man, in like 18 years, decided, the only thing, now missing in her mother's life, was a man, a partner, and so, in their over-sized house, gorgeously decorated, as you would expect, given the business the mother/daughter, team were in, the daughter, decides to rent out the guest room, hoping and thinking that it would attract, a high end male for her mother, interesting, dating, idea.
Daughter, takes out an ad, and sure enough, some, handsome, older man, shows up, dressed nicely, polished, interesting and a gentleman. The man, sees the room, the beautiful mom, and says he wants the room; however, he got his wallet stolen, when he was on the plane, so, he was going to have some trouble paying rent . . . RED FLAG, right off the bat, but, this handsome devil, conned his way into the house. The guy, was handy, a great cook, seemed to read, mom's every need and desire, so other than, meeting her financial needs, which she was already taking care of, soon, this man, moved from renter, into lover, and into the mother's bedroom. At first the daughter, was thrilled, just to see her mother, who had grown, depressed and kind of withdrawing into herself, before the man, came into her lonely, but rich life, and this guy seemed to be just the ticket. He alleged to be an inventor, and he showed, the mother and daughter, his, easy mulcher, that he was just looking for investors, to help, fund this new, idea. Soon, the man, found that, this very connected, mother, also had a great set of family, friends, and business associates, that he could borrow, money from, to further, is ideas and inventions. He got, checks for $6000, $10,000, etc., so a pocket full of change; however, the invention didn't seem to be going anywhere, so, the friends, started to ask for their money, back . . . oh, I will get it next week or tomorrow, but he never offered any money! Both, daughter, family and friends, started to wonder about this guy . . . but, mom, always, made excuses and covered his ass.
Manipulating Mom, Coming Between Mother/Daughter Love!
Eventually, with the invention, scam, petering out, Tau, the man, starts working with the mother/daughter in the furniture business. Soon, after that, Tau, learning of Terri's dyslexia, gives her a brochure, about some program, in Tucson, Arizona, where they teach people, to read better, faster, in an intense several week course, and he comes across, as a very fatherly man, giving, very loving advice to a daughter, so Terry decides to go, and she leaves for several week; however, while she is gone, Tau has his way with the business, takes out loans, and rather than going on a cash and carry basis, that the team had always done, he started taking out lines of credit from the bank, and buying large, inventory, and purchases, and by the time, the daughter, gets back, she starts to look over the company books, and finds that they are $100,000 in debt! She confronts her mother, who sides with Tau, and Loretta, then, with Tau, says, that either, the daughter has to cash her out of the business, or the mother will cash, daughter out of the business? So, the daughter, shocked by her mother, and how, much, she had been manipulated by this man, pays her mother off and is now sole owner of the company, making payments, or some arrangement, with Tau, having draw up the alleged legal, business split.
After, Terry had, made all the payments, all the sudden, Loretta, shows, up, with legal papers, serves her daughter, who is even more stunned, by this latest, trick up Tau's sleeve, to bilk more money out of her business, that is again, running smooth and strong, saying that, the original, agreement, was not done right, and therefore, the technicalities, put mom, back, as part owner of the company, and the daughter had to buy, the mother and Tau, out of the business AGAIN? The daughter, said at that second, she knew, this was not the mother, she had loved, lived with and partnered with, and she was so, controlled and under the power of this man, that, this invisible tie, that connects a mother and child, maybe, symbolic of the umbilical cord at birth, Terry, the daughter, cut, mentally, emotionally, and which left her, just hanging onto her business, with the slightest margin of error. But, on Mother's Day, Terry, decides to try to mend the issues with her mother, and she sends her, two dozen, purple violets, and mom, invited her daughter over to the house to see if they can mend the business, problems. After, the couple, tells, Terry, that she needs to start paying them money again, so the lawsuit can be dropped, Terry, outright confronts, Tau, and he makes some asinine statement, that he is the Donkey Trainer . . . you hit a donkey, between the eyes with a sledge hammer, to get their attention! Terry asks him, what the hell he means by that, and storms out of the house, mom follows and agrees, to not sue or make Terry pay them, a second time! But, the relationship is very damaged, and mom, is sticking with her man!
BONES IN THE DESERT . . . CROSSING TAU, WAS THE WORST DECISION, MOTHER EVER MADE!
By this time, Loretta, the mother, had been living with Tau, for 18 years or so, and all the time, Loretta was giving Tau, the mortgage, payments, each month, Tau, was not making the payments, but he was, keeping the money, for himself, to live off, Loretta, but she didn't know it, until one day, Loretta, starts looking through the finances, and she discovers the Notice to Foreclose on the property, and she starts to look through other bills and statements that were overdue, in payments, and she loses, it, she snaps, and she confronts, Tau, throwing the bills in his face and screaming! The daughter, gets a phone call, shortly after that, not knowing what is going on, with Tau, the finances and her mother, and he tells her, that he was with Loretta, down in Tucson, and he dropped, her mother off, and now he could not find her, that she had disappeared. The daughter freaked out and met with Tau, saying they needed to get a picture, post, her face all over and start a search for her mother . . . Tau, said he had to get something to eat first! Terry was taken back by his lack of emergency, and total calm in the disappearance of his lover, of 18 years, so Terry files a missing persons, report, which is the way the case was handled a first! Later, it turned into a murder investigation!
Eventually, the cops, see that Tau's timeline, story, and lack of concern, are all out of whack! He becomes a murder suspect, but they have to prove, that he killed Loretta, but with no body, it was going to be hard. Tau, was released for a lack of evidence, but Terry and the cops, keep looking, and Tau, moved back in the home that he and Loretta had shared for 18 years. Terry and the cops are sure that Loretta is dead, and buried, somewhere out in the Sonora Desert, so Terry and some friends, start to look for the body, while the cops, go after, Tau, gathering evidence, getting search warrants for the home, car, etc. One of the key pieces of evidence, on top of a faulty timeline, with surveillance to prove, his time was off, that he tried to dismiss, as just an unreliable watch, was that, he mentioned, a woman's satchel, or something, like that, a ritzy name for her purse, with credit cards and money, that she had taken that with her, but left her suitcases. Before, daughter, Terry, leaves, Tucson, she, pays a visit to the crime scene or the hotel, the last place, that Loretta was allegedly seen. When Terry snoops around, she sees that Tau, had tons of clothing, packed for the trip, and Loretta, a very smart and stylish dresser, only had, four outfits, but nothing matched, and when, she got into one of the suitcases of Tau, she found all kinds of guns, knives, and weapons, which caused her to immediately see, Tau, not as her mother's lover, but, she started to look at him as a gangster! After a search of the house, the couple lived in, the cops started to get enough evidence to arrest, Tau for Loretta's murder! But, Terry wanted to find out where her mother's body, was, buried, before they took him, so she could have her mother buried, not left for the buzzards out in the desert!
Mother/Daughter Spirits, Reunite, Last Loving Gesture, of Loretta for the Man, She Loved, Who Betrayed, Deceived, Financially Ruined, and Emotionally Raped Her Mother! Daughter, Lovingly Stroked Her Mother's Killer's Hair, Off His Face, Buttoned His Shirt, Tenderly Touched His Chest, and Hugged Him!
With cops at the door, Terry asks for a few last minutes with Tau, to see if she can, find out where her mother's body was, and if he killed her. She goes into a lonely, hotel room, because, Tau, can't stand being in the house he had shared with Loretta, where the cops, found the purse or satchel, that contained, the money and credit cards, Tau, said, Loretta took with her, or were with him? But, amazingly, maybe a healing, for, both, daughter, and her mother's killer, with Loretta's spirit, coming into her daughter, Terry softened, toward, Tau, feeling the total love, her mother had for the man, and she asked him, if he killed her mother? He said he could not answer her. After, incredibly, feeling the lover of her mother, come back into her life, after years of separation, Terry, stops, and suddenly, turns, form inquisitor, to almost, taking on the persona of her mother, and she, smiles, reaches up in silence and pushes Tau's hair from his face, straightens his collar, and buttons the top button of his shirt, then, finishes by patting his chest, and then, she asks him, one last time, if he killed her mother, and where the body was, and told him, she would even help him escape the cops outside, if he would tell her, and still he would not give her the relief, of knowing the fate of her beloved mother. When he said no, almost like the cops were tuned into the tender moment, a knock, came on the door, and Tau, was arrested for Loretta's, murder.
Shockingly, even after being charged, Tau, is released, and now, returns to the couple's home. I am not sure of the order, but, eventually, some couple out digging in the Sonora Desert, come across the skeleton of Loretta, with a plastic bag over her head, and a plastic bag stuffed in he mouth! After hearing the news, the daughter, wants to meet with Tau, who is still, free, living inside her mother's home, and when she pulls up, cops, crime scene tape and the press are everywhere . . . Tau, hung himself! The daughter, having felt the love of her mother, for this man, who even took her mother's life, somehow, even felt tenderness for this man, in his death. Shortly after, the suicide, some woman, called, Terry, and told her, that, Tau, had been married, twice before, and he did this same thing to the other woman, and she too had fallen prey to his charms, and she worked where she had access to his criminal record, and he conned her into erasing his record, or expunging it, so, that when, Loretta, earlier on, called an ex-boyfriend, who, worked at the Justice Department, to do some background on the guy, and even told her, the guy had a record, she chalked it up to the old flame being jealous of her and Tau, her new man! But, everything this dude told her was a lie, from being an orphan, to never being married, to a horrible childhood, playing on her sympathies, was a lie, and rather than being from, England or Scotland, he was from, like Indiana, or somewhere . . . everything he told her, even about the inventions, was a lie, 20 years of lies, and Loretta, was, just his last conquest, who, was manipulated and robbed of $1.5 million, over the years she was with him. Loretta was just his longest victim, ending in her death.
Loretta Reveals, True Relationship, In Journal . . . Daughter's Love, Still!
When the daughter, got access to the house again, she found her mother's journal, and, Loretta, said, her decision to continue her relationship with Tau, was the worst decision she made in 18 years! She was well aware of the control, the power, the manipulation, and the fact that he had alienated her from her own, daughter, whom, she loved and cared for so much, all her life, but, for some reason, she decided to stay with the man, and leave her daughter, alone. Terry, while going through her mother's things, found, a box of presents, that, Loretta, had purchased over the years for her daughter, with a list of the birthdays, the Christmas's she missed with her, so Terry, took all the box of gifts, wrapped them from her mother, and gave them to herself, for Christmas, that year. Terry said, she just walked through the house, her mother lived in with Tau, and wanted to feel her in the house, just one more time . . . she wanted to put her hands on something her mother touched, or bought. And one of the final, journal entries her mother made, said, something like, I forgive myself for causing the greatest pain, coming from this relationship; maybe me leaving is the only way, I can heal.
INTERESTING SYMBOLIC NAMES IN THIS EPISODE . . . GOD INTEL!
- Loretta, the mother, Loretta Lynch, U.S. Attorney General, so symbolic of an attorney, having been a former, Utah assistant attorney general, I have received, God Intel, that Shelley, who looks, much like, Loretta, in the episode, dark haired, dressed up . . . Shelley always wanted to be rich, and the daughter, described her mother, as looking like, Alexis on TV drama, Dynasty! There is a very symbolic, twist, in my personal, twisted sister, Shelley, life, because, I was the assistant attorney general, the attorney, blonde, blue eyed, not looking, like the episode rendition, but, that is what people would think, that because, Todd, Brett Todd (Tau) Stuart/Stewart, hooked up with Shelley, maybe even before me, and for sure AFTER, I left him. I am much, less needy of a man, and surely in my professional world, never needed a man; however, for Shelley, Kay, Rachel, and the girls, to pull this shit off at a high level, like they have, stealing, fucking everything from me, they had to be completely obedient to the men, and totally dependent on these top cops, or cons, to keep them, from being discovered and going to prison, themselves, co-dependents, in crime! So, while I am the attorney, connecting me to the name, Loretta, I am much more like, the daughter, yet, personally, in this drama, I have the mother daughter relationships, that, have experienced, challenges and drama, as a result of not only, Brett, but his henchmen, married to my daughters, strategically, and precisely, matched to my very smart, loving, beautiful daughters, to compromise their relationship with me, forcing them to make decisions, between the loving mother/daughter, mother/son, relationships, that NEVER were challenged or even considered, problematic, or fragmented in ANY way, until, the last few years, when, Brett, or Tau, showed up, and started to mix and match, mothers, kids, fathers, and bull shit like that! Oh, and on the Dynasty, glam mother, Shelley always wanted to be, her daughter's name is Alexandra, or Alex! who dresses like Dolly Pardon, with the big hair, and tons of make up! My daughters are natural beauties, like mommy, and I focused on brains, not shopping and looks, because, my four kids were fucking born, GOOD LOOKING, that was a given, the brains, they had to work for! LOL! All BRIGHT!
- Tau Benderley . . . so fucking symbolic! LOL! Brett's favorite, what he would call, doing it, and generally, working sex into the day, much, like eating, was to bend, you over and fuck you, from behind, which, I liked, because, I love sex, and generally don't need the wine and dine, just want the pleasure, Jiffy Lube, style and a smile! LOL! But, to complicate this, more than lover's triangle, with me being the least vulnerable or susceptible to being either controlled, manipulated, managed, or taken advantage of, at the time, having no money other than, a great resume, and great kids, so really, less than $800 a month in assets, which grew, exponentially, when I started to practice law again, after years of thinking I was going to die, being the very reason, I was tempted by, this handsome devil, in the first place, I, like most men, wanted to die with my fair share of sex, with a smile on my face, so tall, dark and good looking, was about all the personality traits I took into consideration at the time, I hooked up with Brett . . . you make strange decisions, very different than you would, had you not thought you were dying! LOL! Little did I know, that the man, I married, in a non-solemnized marriage, just to somewhat legitimize sex, really for my kids and parents, would turn into a fucking 10 year nightmare, with billions at stake! And so, much, with the personality of Terry the daughter, the snoop, the investigator, the Sherlock Holmes, the proficient business owner, and lone duck woman, open enough, to feel, the love, not only of those who wronged her, but, understanding the wrongs, jsut wanting justice and to know what happened, but, I could not simply dismiss, this very complicated, complex, mess, that this man created, the havoc, the damage, the lies, the multiple relationships, after I left him, but for my name sake, resume, kids, grand kids, being more stuck, than I ever was in my Mormon temple marriage to the father of my four kids, going through a fucking custody battle, involving, the government, Mo church, extended family, cops, of all flavors and sizes, bribes, murders, extortion, cyber fraud, to an international level . . . God Intel, refers to me, as a doe caught in the headlights of an oncoming semi truck, ready to be slaughters, while I was still recovering from Pick's disease, but rising to the occasion to take down the mob, family, government, FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, DEA, etc.! Ego, ego, ego . . . the bigger they are the HARDER THEY FALL! LOL! Like I have said before, Sarah Lee, is one of my symbols for, whittle weak, frail, shaky, Kay Burningham! who Brett hooked up with, about the same time he hooked up with Shelley, both women, being much more needy, able to control, use, and manipulate in his master plan to steal my sons' music, use my daughters, military careers, and scholarly pursuits, to exploit my family, way beyond and above, just mommy's, Mother Lode! with Kids Targets! But Kay, Shelley and Brett, plus, Jack, Allan, aka, Frank, my father, etc., I bit off, at least a challenge, but they bit off MORE! LOL! I think, right now, given the fucking pain in the ass, I am, and with me, being the LOUDEST MOUTH IN THE FUCKING WORLD, they would look at this little easy to pull of stunt, as the WORST THING THEY EVER DID! I am just living my life, and they are having to follow me, have 24/7 surveillance on me, try to control my kids, my grand kids, in-laws and out-laws, with me, every bit as GAMY as they are! LOL! All of these chicks, including Brett are much more, of the homebody types, than I am . . . I am a child of the streets, always was, so easy for me to be mobile, not materialistic in the slightest, seeing everything I own as liquid assets . . . song on . . . never should have cheated a friend, so I'm never going to dance again, like I did with you! NO SHIT! I would imagine, that while, my money, or my families money, has supported, Brett, and crew, he, they, have suffered, MUCH, more than I have . . . you hurt the ones you love! I think of that country song, that says, please if you ever had feelings for me, you will lie, tell them this or that, but I am still hung up on you! I could relate, to the tender moment, when, daughter, so wronged, took on her mother's killer, and the emotions, she had for this man, and tenderly, treated him, like the loved man, her mother loved . . . I can play, both, mother and daughter, role . . . I have an incredible power to "disassociate," and separate, due to my father beating the shit out of me! Song, what would I give, to be with you, fall on my knees, kiss the ground that you walk on, and just hole you again! A LOVE STORY, GONE INTERNATIONAL? Yeah, but very complicated!
- Terry Bowersock! LOL! I have a friend, in St. George, named, Terry who works at the Western shop on Sunset Blvd. who raised quarter horses, in Diamond Valley, before she got a divorce, but, we hit it off the first time, I went to the shop, looking for red cowgirl boots! Terry told me, that if I lost weight, she had lost 80 pounds, so she knew I could recover from what people pushing meds on me, so I gained a shit load, after being diagnosed to die, she would buy me, the red cowgirl boots! I have the cowgirl spirit. Another twisted sister, tale, Shelley, had a horse when she was younger, with a boyfriend, Alan Collier, together, they got into horses, now, Alan's family is rich, and so is he now, I remember seeing he and his wife's pictures on the walls of contributors to hospital wings, when I was general counsel for the Utah Medical Association, thinking Shelley should have married Alan, given all the financial hardships, she has gone through as a single mom, mother of four kids from four husbands! Little did I know that, her career goals and retirement, were taking over MY ID and life! SHIT! So, one might look into, our pasts and think, well, Shelley was a cowgirl young, not you . . . but, I am the one who went to the Top of the World, in the four corners area, where, Utah, Colorado, New Mexico and Arizona meet, on horseback, with a dude ranch in Durango, connection with Kennedy, Butte, I am the one, who started, collecting, cowboy art, when, client, photo artist, Kay Lynn Reilly, started paying me in her art, leading me to buy, Old Ranch Furniture, with steer heads, even had a pair of fake steer horns, hanging over my huge ass gold mirror, in my living room, because, searching high and low, this non-shopper cowgirl, could not find real ones! I am the one, who was friends with the grand-daughter of Dale and Roy Rogers! spent time on their ranch in California, and the first one, to venture to Montana, in search of a real cowboy, only to be connected with, guys from back east! Scream, still, four years later, still looking! LOL! It is interesting, while I was watching this Handsome Devil's, Desert Rat, episode, some chick, with very jet black hair, like Shelley used to dye her hair, too harsh, but, she was wearing a t-shirt that said, Terry's Place, another sign, that, the Loretta in the show, looked like Shelley, and this gal, looked like a younger version of her, also with another chick, the responsible sister, wearing a colorful, sweatshirt, that said, like South Carolina, on it, but symbolic, of the real, colorful person, the writer, the crazy ass, who took off, without purse or script, took up roots and moved to Montana, four years ago, in fear of losing her life in UTAH, is me, and Shelley, is in my place, Terry's Place, or Terry Bowersock! A bow, is a lover, or boyfriend, old fashioned style, me, er or her, sock . . . yeah, I can sock my bows, and mine are now all the bows of the fraud broads, much easier PREY, fro these handsome devils, used to getting their way with women, UNTIL THEY MEET THE COWGIRL, ME! LOL! The song, on now, Dust in the Wind, Brett always played that song on his guitar, daily! Sorry but true . . . nothing but dust in the wind, love gone bad, children grow older, we are too! Sad, we could have had it all, but you paid it with abuse! --Adele! All your money, won't another, minute buy! Dust in the wind, everything is dust in the wind . . .
- Jana Bommerbach, if I can recall, this was a friend of Loretta, but, JoAnna Bomber Back! NO SHIT! LOL! Much like my party politics, I wrote about yesterday, I have some of the elements of all the women and names in this episode, and none of them, complicated mix of a woman, probably the most like this woman, JoAnn Bomber Back, bad ass con law chick!
- Detective Pachecko . . . yeah, my dad, the former, spy for the Air Force, all about cops . . . "Pa Check O" . . . yeah, Daddy Dearest got MY CHECK for the Brock case, and most likely for the Cheek case, pretending to be Super Cop, daddy, when, ALL OF IT IS MY MONEY OR MY FAMILY MONEY! Like I said, I was a child of God, the streets, and the community, long, before, I even graduated from elementary school, very influenced by President John F. Kennedy's death, and his mantra, Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country! Still doing it PREZ! I escaped, the Mormon, Republican, materialistic, shallow, image conscience, Southwick family, I was raised in, and took my kids out of young, so they would not catch the Southwick money hungry, gold digger's disease that grandpa had, since he was young, seeing, the real money maker was the daughter who cared less about money, raising kids with similar values, until they hooked up with their FBI Dating Game partners, infiltrators, in the family, choosing, new parents, in this game of mix and match! Leaving me out in the cold, the mother, the attorney, the teacher of great kids, only to have the custody battle of my life, when my kids are 30 to 40 years old, with men, I barely married, for reasons, like dying, and to protect property, shit! I am a pro choice woman, when I leave your sorry asses, I take my name, my resume, my kids, my grand kids, my assets with me . . . they don't stay if FUCKING UTAH to benefit the state of Mormon, Mitt, the church, my EX-Family, my Ex-bar association, my Ex-clients! FUCK THE HELL OF, and I can leave any fucking ass guy without, thought!
Speak of the Symbolic She-Devil, An White Impala, is in the Parking Lot, Here at McD's, West Broadway, Missoula . . . Always, the Sista Shadow, So, She Can, Retain, My Stellar, Life, Credentials, While Continuing to Lie, Steal, Cover Her "Worst Thing She Ever Did" Fraudulent Life! Loretta, Shelley is NOT, nor is Rachel, or Kay Baby . . . There is ONLY ONE ME, JoAnn, not Joann or Joanne, or Joan, JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., BAD ASS BLOGGER EXTRAORDINAIRE! BILLIONAIRE! or SHOULD BE, A BODY OF EVIDENCE, SITTING 20 FEET FROM SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS! since about 8:30 AM, this morning, STILL HERE, writing! waving to the cops, at 12:25 PM, Mountain Time, Montana!
Bow Her Sock, Bomb Her Back!
JoAnn "Loretta" Secrist!
The One and Only!
KISSES, TO ALL MY OLD EX'S! LOL!
You Handsome Devils!
Father's Be Kind to Your Daughters! Song on!
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