Monday, May 9, 2016

LONE WOLF--NO CLUBS. SAVAGE LOVE. REPUBLICAN CHICKHAWK DAD, PET ATTACK DOG DAUGHTERS. DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES & SECOND LIFE VS. BAD ASS CON LAW CHICK. FUZZ ALL OVER THE PLACE . . . SEEDS FROM HEAVEN. MYSTERY OF THE MISSING CELL PHONE BATTERY: (1) SALVATION ARMY & BOTTLE OF SHAMPOO LEANING NEXT TO POST OR P.O.S.T., MY INTEL MAN, TELLS ME, MY BATTERY, WHICH WAS ALREADY OUT OF THE PHONE, ALWAYS IS UNLESS IN USE, WAS TAKEN WHILE I WAS TAKING A SHOWER, YESTERDAY MORNING AROUND 7 OR 8 O'CLOCK; (2) TWO WOMEN AS POSSIBILITIES, SOME CIA CHICK, JUDGED ON HER RESPONSE WHEN I SAID THERE ARE UNDERCOVER COPS, ALL OVER THE POVERELLO, AND THEN I LOOKED HER STRAIGHT IN THE EYE, AND SAID, IN FACT, I MAY BE LOOKING AT ONE RIGHT NOW . . . HER MOUTH DROPPED, SUDDENLY INSTEAD OF WANTING TO HANG OUT WITH ME, SHE HAD TO LEAVE TO MEET SOMEONE, ASAP--GOOD BET--EVEN COULD BE A RACHEL DOUBLE, ABOUT 5'11" TALL, BLONDE, BUT BLUNT CUT HAIR, CHIN LENGTH, THIN, ABOUT RACHEL'S AGE, AND SHE HAS SPENT TIME IN HAWAII . . . OR THE CHICK I AM HELPING WITH PROPERTY ISSUES, I INSISTED, THAT SHE NEEDED TO GET ME A PHONE, AND I WILL JUST TRY CALLING HER SON, SEE IF WE CAN CIRCUMVENT THE COP ESCORT, AND THE LONG DRAWN OUT COURT PROCESS, JUST THINKING SYMBOLS, I TOLD HER TO GO GET HER PHONE, BECAUSE, I NOW DON'T HAVE A WORKING PHONE, WITH NO BATTERY, AND HER PHONE IS RED, COLOR OF POWER, COLOR OF HOT, COLOR OF FAME . . . WHY WOULD THE THIEVES WANT MY PHONE?: (1) BECAUSE I AM FUCKING FAMOUS; (2) BECAUSE MY KIDS ARE FAMOUS, ROCK, RAP & POP STARS, SMART DAUGHTERS, HOT SHOT FIREFIGHTERS, POLITICIANS ASSISTANTS, FEDERAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE, DOING GREAT WORK ON WATER, FIRE, CLIMATE CHANGE, EVEN LEGAL WRITING ON THE LIKES OF THE GOVERNMENTS INTERACTIONS WITH BUNDY AND THE OREGON, ARSONISTS; (3) MY BACK PACK WAS STOLEN THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY, IN DECEMBER, NOW MY CELL PHONE BATTERY . . . THINK, DISCONNECT FAMOUS MOM, OR TRY TO HID FAMOUS MOM, NOW CLAIMED FAME BY KNOCK OFF BRANDS, WHO WANT PROOF OF BEING WHERE I WAS, ALL OVER THE PLACE, WHEN I MADE THIS OR THAT CALL, BIRTHDAY CALLS TO ELLIOT, FAMILY TRIP TO HOGLE ZOO, SALT LAKE, SPRING HILL SUITES, GET RID OF ALL THE EVIDENCE, THAT I AM IN FACT ME, AND MY KIDS, THE LIARS WANT SO BAD TO BE THEIRS, JUSTIFYING THEIR LIES, THEFT OF MUSIC, CASES, BLOGS, LEGISLATION, WATER COMPACTS, AND NOW, EVEN DINKY STUFF, LIKE MY LEGAL HELP TO THE WORLD ON HOW TO GET YOUR PROPERTY BACK RIGHT AND WITHOUT INCIDENT! FUCK! (4) YESTERDAY WHILE WALKING BACK FROM "GOOD FOOD STORE" I NOTICED A SIGN, HEADING TOWARD WYOMING STREET, IN MISSOULA, THAT SAID, "MILWALKEE ROAD OR TRIP MAP" . . . FAKE SIS, RACHEL--WAS MARRIED IN MILWALKEE, WI, AKA, SARAH, AKA, JOANN . . . DON'T YOU THINK, IF THE REPUBLICANS, COPS, CON ARTISTS, WOULD DARE CREATE SARAH PALIN, WHEN SHE FAILED, CHANGE HER INTO THE MODEL FOR HER, OR ME, IS NOT OUT OF THE GAME OF POSSIBILITIES? WAY EASIER, AS FAR AS LOGISTICS, PERSONALITY, LOOKS, JEALOUSY AND ENVY FOR A LIFE TIME, SHELLEY WAS ALWAYS IN MY SHADOW, BEING OLDER, RACHEL, ALWAYS IN MY SHADOW, 7 YEARS YOUNGER! KAY JEALOUS SINCE SHE MET ME IN 7TH GRADE, SUE, ONE YEAR YOUNGER, ALWAYS COMPETITIVE, WANTED TO BE AN ATTORNEY, MARCIE, MARRIED MY OLD BOYFRIEND, WHO TOOK 10 YEARS AFTER THEY WERE MARRIED TO LET GO, AND TIFFANY, HAD TO HEAR SISTER JOANN LEGEND STORIES, 14 YEARS AFTER THE FACT, AND STILL HAD TO BE REMINDED OF HIGH SCHOOL LOVE, WITH SISTER'S OLD BOYFRIEND, AS HER HEALTH TEACHER, AND COACH OF THE STATE FOOTBALL TEAM, AT BOUNTIFUL HIGH! (6) THE CELL PHONE IS A SYMBOLIC GESTURE OF TRYING TO "ERASE" ME, WITH AN ATTEMPT TO ELEVATE THEMSELVES . . . UTAH MOTTO--"LIFE ELEVATED" AND STEALING MY IDENTITY OR EVEN BETTER MAKE ALL SISTER'S ME, AT TIMES, ELEVATED NOT ONLY THEIR LIVES, BUT THEIR CHILDREN, AND THEIR PARENTS . . . NO LONGER MINE, NO CLAIM TO ME, SO THEY MADE ALL THEIR DAUGHTERS IN MY IMAGE! (5) I AM A PAINFUL REMINDER OF ALL THEIR FAILURES, INADEQUACIES, INSECURITIES, AND BRAINWASHING OF THE MORMON CULTURE, CHURCH, AND POLITICAL SCHEMES! (6) IF THEY CAN'T ACTUALLY CATCH ME TO KILL ME, AT LEAST GUT ME! VERY SYMBOLIC . . . I WOKE UP THE OTHER MORNING, AFTER HAVING WRITTEN THAT I SAW ONE OF MY FAMOUS GRAPHICS, ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, SEXUAL ASSAULT, AND NOW USED IN THE MANUAL FROM THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE, FOR HUMAN BODY TRAFFICKING, ON THE WALL OF A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE WORKER, IN CANADA, AFTER SOME MAN, MURDERED THREE FORMER OR WANTED LOVERS, IN ONE DAY, AND I WROTE ABOUT BEING THRILLED THAT MY WORK, FROM BACK IN 1996, WAS STILL BEING USED, MAYBE AROUND THE WORLD TO PROTECT WOMEN AND HELP MEN! THE NEXT MORNING, I WOKE, WITH THE IDEA, THAT SAID, AS IF FROM MY FATHER, A MASTER MIND BEHIND THIS, "CANCEL ALL JO'S PROGRAMS." ME AND MY FATHER WERE AT WAR, FROM THE TIME I WAS THREE! HE COULDN'T BEAT ME AND MAKE ME CRY BACK THEN, NOR CAN HE BEAT ME NOW, BUT THE "SOUTHWICK CRIME MACHINE", POWERED BY "MY" OR THE "SECRIST FAMILY" MONEY MAKING MACHINE, THAT THE LEACHES, PARASITES, AND GOLD DIGGERS, USE LIKE AN "ATM" MACHINE, IS STILL TRYING TO ERASE ME FROM THE FAMILY SCROLLS, BECAUSE HE CAN'T CONTROL ME, CAN'T BEAT ME IN ANY AREA, EVEN WITH ALL THE DAD'S DAUGHTERS, AND ALL THE DAD'S MEN . . . MO SHIT MACHINES, FBI, CIA, NSA, AFT, DIA, AND THE GOVERNMENT ESTABLISHED RELIGION, AND THEY STILL CAN'T BEAT ME! THEY ARE OR COULD BE CONSIDERED, "AMAZING CRIMINALS, WITH DARK CRIMINAL MINDS"; HOWEVER, WHEN I AM OUTNUMBERED AND OUTGUNNED BY THE THOUSANDS, THEY ARE REALLY THE WORST, DUMBEST, SHITTIEST, STUPID CRIMINALS ON EARTH! LOL! I LOVE TO TAKE LONG HOT SHOWERS, OFTEN, SITTING IN THE SHOWER AT THE POV. WITH A BENCH SEAT, AND LET THE WATER FLOW OVER MY BACK AND EVERY PART OF MY BODY, TURNING THE WATER HOTTER AND HOTTER . . . MY PARENTS WOULD KNOW THIS, THAT I TAKE LONG ASS SHOWERS, BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AN EARLY RISER, WITH THE HELP OF DRILL TEAM, OR DEBATE, NEEDING TO BE OUT THE DOOR BY 6:00 A.M., SO I WOULD GET IN THE SHOWER, RUN THE HOT WATER, UNTIL EVER LAST DROP OF WARMTH WAS GONE, PISSING THE REST OF THE FAMILY OFF . . . PROBABLY THE ONLY SELFISH THING I DID, IN MY LIFE! LOL! BUT A SAFE BET, THAT WHOEVER TOOK THE PHONE BATTERY, HAD PLENTY OF TIME, AND I WAS IN THE SHOWERS BEFORE MOST GALS WERE OUT OF BED . . . I BETTING ON THE CHICK, WHO TRIED TO BE SO FRIENDLY, CHUMMY, AND WANT TO HANG OUT . . . COVER UP FOR CRIME . . . AND WE CALL THEM LAW ENFORCEMENT? STEALING MY CELL PHONE BATTERY, IS A FUCKING CRIME, LAME ASSES! YOU ARE AIDING AND ABETTING THE ENEMY, NOT ONLY TO ME, BUT TO THE NATION . . . IF I WERE NOT THE FAMOUS ONE, THEN WHY IN THE FUCK, WOULD YOU WANT JUST MY BATTERY, AND NOT MY WHOLE PHONE? JUST LIKE MY COMPUTER, THAT TRACKS, THE PERSONS, WHO CONTROL, THE GUTS OF MY COMPUTER, GOING OFTEN BETWEEN UTAH, CALIFORNIA AND CHICAGO TIME ZONES, ALL WHILE I HAVE NOT LEFT A 10 BLOCK AREA IN MISSOULA, NOW YOU, AND I AM REFERRING, TO SOME AGENT, WHO JUST MIGHT BE A GOOD COP, WHICH I HAVE NOT MET IN 23 YEARS OF LAW PRACTICE, NOW CAN SEE WHERE THE CELL PHONE BATTERY IS, AND TRACK THE PERSON USING IT, KNOWING THAT ALL MATERIAL ON THE PHONE, ALL CELL PHONE RECORDS, ALL CALLS WERE MADE, BY ME, THE "REAL" JOANN S. SECRIST, J.D., WHO HAS BEEN IN WHITEFISH, KALISPELL, MISSOULA, BILLINGS, BUTTE, ST. GEORGE AND SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH . . . ANYWHERE ELSE, OTHER THAN ON 1-15 ROUTE BETWEEN UTAH AND MONTANA, IS NOT ME! MY LAST CELL PHONE WAS HIJACKED, THEN THE CLONE, FROM THE TIME, I LEFT IT IN GRAND JUNCTION, COLORADO, LAST YEAR, BOUGHT A NEW ONE, THAT WAS CLONED, SO I DUMPED MY OLD NUMBER, 406.309.1111, FOR MY NEW NUMBER, 406.218.1777, NOW IN THE POSSESSION OF A DOUBLE TROUBLE BUBBLE BITCH . . . I AM NOT A SIMESES TWIN WITH SHELLEY, NOR RACHEL, OR ANYONE, NOT KAY, KELLY ANN, NOT ANNIE, NO SUE . . . AND I HAVE SURE AS SHIT, NOT SEEN, ANY OF THE WHORES, IN THE POVERELLO! GOD! THINK, THERE ARE SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, ON EVERY FUCKING EXIT, OUT IN THE YARDS, IN THE FUCKING WOMAN'S DORM HALLS, SO THERE IS NO FUCKING EXCUSE TO MISTAKE WHO I AM! OH, INTERESTING NOTE ON WHO THESE CRIMINALS OPERATE . . . LAST WEEK, DUE TO BEING ON THE STREETS, AND COLD AND FREEZING BY 4:00 A.M., WAITING IN THE SHADOWS OF MISSOULA FOR THE 5:35 A.M. BUS TO THE AIRPORT, OR BUS #11, WHICH I TOOK AT LEAST 4 OF THE 5 WEEK DAYS TO READ THE NEWSPAPER, GET WARM AND RIDE AROUND TOWN WATCHING THE COMMUTERS AND THE CITY WAKE, LIKE I DO, OFTEN, BUT NOT FUCKING 4 MORNINGS IN A ROLL . . . SO ON FRIDAY, MORNING, ROLLING OUT OF MY NEW WARM, SAFE, HIDING PLACE, STAYING THE 30 DAY OUT, WELL . . . I WAKE AT ABOUT 6:00 A.M., AND NOTICE A BUS #11 CRUISE ON PASSED ME, AND I AM THINKING, WAIT A MINUTE, THIS IS THE WRONG STREET, AND GENERALLY, I WOULD HAVE BEEN ON THAT BUS, BUT IT IS NOT DUE TO PICK UP ANYONE ALONG THIS ROUTE, BUT IT IS TURNING, SOMEWHERE, DIDN'T NOTICE, BUT, IF I CATCH, THAT EARLY, RUN TO THE AIRPORT, OR WANT TO HIT TOWN, BEFORE BEING ON THE STREETS, I COULD WAIT AND CATCH #11, ACROSS THE STREET FROM FRESH MARKET, BUT NOT, UNTIL, 6:20 A.M., SO IT THIS A CLONE BUS? I HAD JUST WRITTEN ON MY BLOG, ABOUT FALLING ASLEEP, AND HOW NICE THE BUS DRIVERS ARE . . . DID THEY HAVE MY SIEMESE TWIN, SHELLEY OR RACHEL, KAY, OR A DOUBLE OF A DOUBLE, AS THE CIA CHICK IN THE POV, RIGHT NOW, CLAIMING, NO RACHEL WAS THERE, AND IT WAS HER PHONE, NOT JOANN'S . . . BUT, DID THE FBI OR COPS, COME AND REQUEST THE SURVEILLANCE TAPES, SWITCH THEM FOR THE COVER GIRLS, TAPED ON THE CLONE BUS? STARTING AT THE RIGHT TIME, BUT ONLY RUNNING LONG ENOUGH TO GET A SUBSTITUTED PERSON AS ME, THE GHOST, THE ERASED SISTER OF THE GODFATHER? PROBABLY, THIS IS HOW THEY ROLL! ALL MAGIC TRICKS, FLASH BANGS, LIP TRICKS, AND LASER SHOWS! FUCK THEY HAVE GOT TO, MUST, HAVE TO SHOW THAT RACHEL, ALLEGED MOTHER OF MY KIDS, MARRIED TO KENNEDY, PROBABLY LONG BEFORE I MET HIM, OR A DOUBLE, ARE THE PARENTS OF THE FAMOUS KIDS!! THAT INCLUDES SHOWING THAT I TOOK THE BUS, THE SHUTTLE, BECAUSE OF THE GPS SPY GEAR ROBOT BUG, PLANTED IN MY BACK KNEE, IN REXBERG, IDAHO, AND ON DOWN THE ROAD! FUCKING AMAZING, BUT, WORTH IT, BILLIONS OF BUCKS, POLITICAL POWER, CONTROL, AND PRESTIGE! THINK, EVIDENCE, EVIDENCE, EVIDDENCE TO COVER THEIR LIES! AND DENY ME THE EVIDENCE IN NEED, TO PROVE THAT I AM ME! LOL! THEY ARE GETTING SLOPPY, WITH ALL THE PRESSURE, I AM PUTTING ON THEM, IN MY BLOG, BUT THEY FAILED TO INTERCEPT THE MAIL . . . I GOT THREE LETTERS, I PICKED UP ON SUNDAY: (1) UTAH HIGHER EDUCATION ASSISTANCE AUTHORITY; (2) SYMPHONIX HEALTH INSURANCE CARD FOR PHARMACY, LIKE CVS CARD; AND (3) SOCIAL SECURITY ADMINISTRATION: WESTERN PROGRAM SERVICE CENTER, DISABILITY PROCESSING SECTION . . . REMEMBER WHEN I TRIED TO REGISTER FOR THE "DISABILITY DISCHARGE" ONLINE, AND GOT THE "STAPLER" SYMBOLIC OF SHELLEY AND HER EARLY CLONED APPLICATION TO GET THE LOANS WAVED AND COLLECT MY REIMBURSEMENT FOR PAYING 16 YEARS OF LOANS, AFTER MY DISABILITY OR DEATH SENTENCE? AND AFTER TALKING TO THE CLONED FBI FUSION REPRESENTATIVE, COVERING FOR THE REAL DISCHARGE CLERK, TELLING ME, THAT "I WAS ALREADY PRE-APPROVED FOR THE DISCHARGE" SO I NEED NOT APPLY? THE COVER-UP, AND SHELLEY, WHO HAS A CLONED, DISABILITY CHECK, SHE GETS, A WEEK BEFORE I DO, THE SECOND WEDNESDAY OF THE MONTH, HAS LONG HAD THE DISCHARGE OF STUDENT LOANS . . . THIS IS AN INSIDE ACCESS JOB BY THE GOVERNMENT TO COVER THE BITCH'S ASS AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THERE IS ONLY ONE JOANN S. SECRIST, AND SHE IS IT . . . NO! SHE NEEDS TO BE DISTINGUISHED AS THE WANNA BE JOANN, SINCE THE SECOND I WAS FUCKING BORN . . . I AM NO TIED TO HER, NOR SHE TO ME, AND I WANT HER UGLY FUCKING ASS AND FACE, OUT OF MY LIFE, FOR GOOD, BEFORE I KILL THE BITCH AND IT WILL BE, "LAW ENFORCEMENT'S" FAULT, YOU HAVE GONE AFTER ME, AND HELPED THE CRIMINAL FUCKIN' PIECE OF SHIT, YOU ALL LIKE! LIKE IS ATTRACTED TO LIKE . . . I AM TOO CLEAN FOR ALL OF YOU, THAT IS WHY YOU CAN'T BEAT ME, FIND ME, CATCH ME, BECAUSE, I AM NOT ON YOUR SAME CRIMINAL FREQUENCY! LIGHT AND DARK CAN'T CO-EXIST, GOOD AND EVIL CAN'T EITHER . . . YOU HANG OUT WITH SHELLEY AND THE FRAUD BROADS ALL THE TIME, BECAUSE YOU ARE ALL FUCKING CRIMINALS, AND I AM THE ONLY LAW ABIDING ONE, YOU WANT ELLIOT'S MUSIC, MY BLOG, CHRIS'S MUSIC, GRETA AND NICOLES SAVVY POLITICS AND KNOWLEDGE . . . THEY ARE ALL FRESH MINDS, SMART, EDUCATED, GOOD LOOKING, TALENTED, AND CAN SMOKE YOUR AVERAGE MORMON FUCKIN' PIECES OF CONTROLLED AND BRAINWAHSED SHIT< ANY DAY ANY TIME . . . LIKE BRETT TODD STUART/STEWART TOLD ME LONG AGO, WHEN I WAS JOANN, BEFORE LIL' WAYNE THE CRIMINAL AND ALL THIS WHORES, BECAME ME, THAT MY KIDS WERE ASSETS TO ME, AND I NEVER TALKED ABOUT THEM, NOR BEING AN ATTORNEY, I WAS JUST WAITING TO DIE, SO HE HAD KNOWLEDGE HE SHOULD NOT HAVE HAD, EITHER AGENT, DEFINITELY PROTECTED LIKE HIS IS ONE, OR CRIMINAL IN AN ENTERPRISE WITH THE MO AGENTS! BUT HE WAS RIGHT THEN, AND EVEN MORE RIGHT NOW, PLUS, I AM MY OWN ASSET, MY BLOG, GOT ON "IT'S.COM" FUCK, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE PRODUCT OR SERVICE IS . . . SHIT, 10 MILLION HITS, IN 1.31 SECONDS, SNAPSHOT, AND THERE ARE, FUCKING AT LEAST 7 OTHER VERSIONS OF THE BLOG, LIKE BAD AS CON LAW CHICK OR BAD CON LAW CHICK OR BAD CONSTITUTIONAL LAW CHICK . . . SO, ABOUT 80 MILLION HITS, WITHIN 1.31 SECONDS, X WHO MANY SECONDS IN A MINUTE, X 60 MINUTES IN AN HOUR, X 24 FUCKING HOURS IN A DAY . . . DO THE MATH DIP SHITS! X ALMOST A THOUSAND BLOGS, "ALL HITS, ALL THE TIME!" COME ON, THEY ARE GOING TO BE ABLE TO BUY THE FUCKING WORLD, IF YOU DON'T CATCH THEM, AND THEIR FAVORITE BOOK, HINT, HINT, HINT, IS "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!" SHIT GET ABOUT YOUR FUCKING JOB!

NEWS OF NOTE:

  • Senator, and presidential candidate, Bernie Sanders, will be in Billings, Wednesday, finishing the last 10 states who need to vote in the primary elections and caucuses.  The issues that Sanders is talking about are CRITICAL MASS issues, and you need to know and understand them, let someone who has been in Washington for years as a senator, and has been a governor, and has also been a crusader since college, of good and worthy causes, educate you on the issues . . . this is how, I learn, I attend conferences, discussions, debates, and forums, the nice, easy way, to get up to speed on the issues that matter the most . . . this is a dedicated, smart man . . . only you can decide if his solutions are the best!  But his issues are IMPORTANT!
  • PUBLIC APOLOGY TO KALISPELL AND FLATHEAD COPS . . . this morning, the chick I wrote the email to you about, trying to help her get her stuff back from her son and his girlfriend, not in-laws, and reverse the kids, but, this morning, under her breath, she admitted, that the COPS HAD GIVEN HER AN ESCORT, and it sounded like on MORE THAN ONE OCCASION!  So, thanks for doing your job, and shame on the woman, for misleading me, acting like you were all flakes and refused to do your jobs!  I APOLOGIZE PROFUSELY! Some other issues, that came up as I have tried to help this woman, that need to be brought up when dealing with people who are trying to help citizens, whether it be legal help, or protection . . . you are right, public servants, are exactly that, but, you better know what the fuck you are doing, and stop, stealing other citizens time, when you can't get your own shit together, so we can help you!
    • this information came out, as I noticed that this woman, cared less about her property and issues than I did, fuck, I took about an hour and a half of my time, and she could take 10 minutes to talk over the issues, even with me writing down on paper, everything she need to do! I will help anyone, but, I will ONLY work as hard as the person themselves will.  I told her I would discuss anything with her, and even call her son for her . . . she never came back last night
    • so this morning, I just gave her a copy of my notes, with laws, phone numbers, and suggestions on it, much like the blog information, that was inspired by this chick's issues; although, I am starting think, like so many other women and men, who are on THE SOUTHWICK FAMILY CRIME payroll, she is sent to me for help, and paid to discredit my legal help, so that Shelley or whomever, not even attorneys, can say, see she is ineffective assistance of counsel; therefore, Shelley, while not an attorney, should be allowed to practice law, in the state of Montana!  This is starting to look like a pattern of criminal behavior!  There was Rhonda, the alleged firefighting chick, who fell over a log, and has had tons of medical issues and surgeries, who followed me from Kalispell, to Butte, to Missoula, and back, wanting my help, but I could NEVER get her to give me her paperwork, and NEVER get her to do a timeline, in a fucking year!  Finally we were standing in line for an hour, and I said, can you get me a timeline by tomorrow?  She said, I don't think I can do that . . . and I RESPONDED, FUCK YOU . . . you don't want this solved, or she is milking me for legal information, bilking me, to give Shelley or Rachel, all pretending to be me, and lawyers, practicing law without a license, getting information, passing it on to the bitch squad of licence squatters, and then they put it as their work!
      • the Russian chick, Mila, same thing, never got me her shit, but always wanted to talk about the case, and theories, legal issues . . . she even set me up, at the park with the cops, and then, as I warned her, when I have to go, I have to go, and then, when I would get back in town, she would make a public display of me NOT HELPING HER? Again trying to make it look like: (A) I am not an attorney; (B) not the attorney I claim to be; or (3) that Shelley, is really better and should be allowed to be me . . . all a fucking set up, and again, I told her to FUCK OFF!
      • Same with Nick, the Yellowstone dude, who allegedly got fired . . . I discussed the case, helped him, told him the issues, listened to the problems, then he gets this hustling, powerful, female attorney, who knows her shit, but he can't give me her name?  Shelley, trying to see where to go legally, on MY KNOWLEDGE, then, charge a shit load . . . she fucked up the jurisdiction, issues, and I pointed it out, she told him this was so big, that, there would book and movie deals on the firing on a seasonal job?  I told him, on a scale of cases, from 1 to 100, his rated at about a 2, my blogging got him back his $1,000 pay check, they did cheat him out of, but she told him what he wanted to hear, and I TOLD HIM WHAT HE NEEDED TO HEAR, the case was WORTHLESS! Sad problems, but he was on worker's comp for what 19 weeks, longer then he would have worked the summer and got MORE MONEY, so compensated!

GOTTA GO JO . . . THE FED UNDERCOVER TROOPS ARE ARRIVING, I CAN FEEL AND SEE, AND GOD KEEPS SENDING ME THE SIGNAL, RUN!  BYE!

The first sign I saw from my Intel, Man, God . . . after leaving the sting op, at Fresh Market, down by Walmart, first time going there, so, I thought I would have peace to do at least ONE blog! . . . was a red, FISTER ELECTRICS, now if that is not telling!  LOL!  MY GOD is an AMAZING GOD!  I want to tell you some Sunday symbolism, after I finish, what I started up above, using the New Testament, Parable of the Sower and the Seeds.

This is a continuation of the incident with the chick needing to get her property back, leading me to believe, not only yesterday, but today, that the Kalispell police, wouldn't help her, said they were too busy, and the female officer or dispatch was such a bitch . . . now, while elected officials or government officials, like assistant attorney generals, cops, firefighters, etc., are paid out of the tax payers' monies, town budgets, or state funds, and they are to serve and protect, there is a reasonableness standard that should dictate, what is an is expected, what is considered appropriate, and how far, a citizen is allowed to push, government service!  As I handed this chick, the list of legal helps, suggestions, types of forms she might need, and ridding myself of the burden of her problems, she came back, and said she was going to get her phone, and yes, she would like to have me contact her son.  Now last night, I told her to make up a list of all the property, her son had of hers, and write it down on a piece of PAPER . . . I am old school, and I am not going to learn how to operate someone's tablet, to read their list, for their fucking convenience!  This is one reason, free college is ridiculous, because, I do a shit load of free legal service, with the person getting all my knowledge and experience in government, my trial attorney knowledge, on all sides of things, and a trip to the U.S. Supreme Court, with 4 bar memberships, so this is MY GAME, MY WAY, and I am a fucking LEGAL DIVA, rock star, even though the system, has tried to bury me, because, I PLAY BY THE LAW, NOT PUBLIC POPULARITY, and I only take cases, that I KNOW, the CONSTITUTION OR THE STATE LAW SUPPORT, I am NOT AFTER YOUR MONEY, I want to see that there is JUSTICE FOR ALL; therefore, I am very different from a fake ass, no name, no brand, no knowledge, bitch . . . but I am far from a do nothing boss bitch legal diva!  I GET-R-DONE!

Now I am sure that staff and people around the POV. think, she is not an attorney, because I do my part, I never use my law degree, educational benefits, elitism, that would indicate, I have anything that might make me special and to be treated different than anyone else . . . I was mopping the bathroom floors in the woman's dorm bathrooms, and the mop head, kept coming off, and after about the 5th time, I was about to throw the fucking thing against the wall, swearing my head off!  But, this chick, who was watching this disaster, said, haven't you ever operated this type of mop before?  Frankly, NO, I have not!  The attorney in me, wondered why she would think I should have that kind of knowledge under my belt, and I remembered that many of the girls in the Pov. have done housekeeping, worked in kitchens, or done janitorial work . . . I did janitorial work at a bank, to get through college, but that has been light years ago, so no, I am totally not qualified to do, 99% of the work at the Pov. and I am like a new born babe, when it comes to this type of work, elitist as that may sound.  I am nice, polite, and as kind as I can be, but the ugly attorney came out in me, and I did my normal legal diva routine . . . this is your case, you are not doing me favors by LETTING ME HELP YOU, I did about an hour and a half of work on your issues, yesterday, and now, I am telling you, if you want me to call your son, I am going to need: (1) a complete list, written on paper, of exactly what items, you need him to turn over to you . . . I am not going to have him on one line and you on the other, and be the go between, I will not be made the fool; (2) I didn't know about the bed, nor the TV, so, you need to decide what you want and what is okay for him to keep, seeing you can't store or use it now anyway, unless you have storage; (3) I need you to give your son a week, notice, as to when you are going to pick things up, with several choices and days . . . and you BETTER BE THERE!

I informed her, that, you will think that I am really nice, and I will be, as I have been, time and time again, trying to help you in the last day; however, if you don't get me the list, I am asking for, I WILL CUT YOUR FUCKING HEAD OFF!  She got all sheepish, shy, and backward, formerly thinking because she has a job and a car, she was, really doing me a favor, by giving me a ride, which, she was; however, at attorney's fees, this very GRATEFUL attorney, is giving her $250 per hour, legal advice, a sight more than the dollar, if that, it took, her to give me a ride . . . I never said that, but she got the picture, I am not helping you for fun, and I don't want to be fucked with, nor fuck with the cops, nor fuck with you son . . . he, after having the cops escort you several times to the house, disturbing him and his girlfriend, who hate you, is probably frustrated, because, I am frustrated with you now!  You need to do your HOMEWORK, decided exactly what it is you want, and what you don't, so we can get this done, and done right, or I WILL FUCKING NOT HELP YOU, do you understand me?  

She is in MY ARENA NOW, PLAYING BY MY RULES, not hers.  I warned my clients, both paying and free, that, it is MY WAY OR THE HIGHWAY, PERIOD!  So, you can see, why many of them like Shelley as Me, Ms. Congeniality I AM NOT, I DON'T HAVE TO BE!  Shelley has to worry about every fucking person, ratting her out, or seeing through her or not liking her, and she will charge your sorry ass, attorney's fees, because she is ME, for the MONEY, THE POWER, THE PRESTIGE, THE INFLUENCE AND THE RESPECT MY LAW DEGREE, BACKGROUND AND EDUCATION GETS HER . . . you fuck with me, and you are fucking TOAST!  Shelley is a KISS ASS, I NEVER HAVE BEEN, NEVER WILL BE . . . that is why, judges, cops, prosecutors, in UTAH and I am sure HERE, in Montana, like her more, think she is more fair, even as an attorney, BECAUSE, SHE DOESN'T KNOW JACK SHIT, I DO!  AND I WILL CRAM IT DOWN THEIR FUCKING THROATS, if they DON'T FOLLOW THE LAW, AND TURN AROUND FOR ME, ON A RULING THAT IS CONTRARY TO THE LAW, IS ABOUT A NEW YORK SECOND . . . your dishonor, how many days to I have to APPEAL THIS RULING?  Judges hate to be appealed, that is why, Shelley, is so much more loved, seen as being more fair . . . BECAUSE, I WILL NOT TOLERATE INFIDELITY IN THE LAW, NOR IN MY RELATIONSHIPS! 

I am guessing, that this chick, who originally met me, or may have been set up, by Shelley, the more threat I am, the more people they bribe and pay to lie, but, she is likely to put her tail between her legs, and crawl under the rug and disappear!  I am sure, whomever happened to be in the bathroom this morning, knows damned well, who the real attorney is, and who the fake fucking hag, sister is . . . I would eat any of them ALIVE, IN OR OUT OF COURT!  But they will MAKE SURE THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN, a stand off, debate, writing contest . . . Shelley and the girls, including Kay, are my students, fuck, Shelley just living with me, got a year and a half of law school, when I shared all my work with her, briefs, emails to clients, because I KNEW SHE WAS interested, not that SHE WAS BEING TRAINED TO TAKE MY PLACE . . . YOU FUCKING SHITS!  Few at the Pov. will get the rare chance of seeing me at my attorney self! it is not the place, nor the time.  I have helped people get their Social Security Benefits, divorces, records cleared, property back, and many more things, as I have surfed the homeless shelter circuit!  But, hey, even the lowest of low, homeless person, probably can clean the bathroom better, cook, mop the floors, etc., but, I would take on Hillary Clinton, U.S. Attorney General, Loretta Lynch and any fucking attorney, on this god-damned planet . . . I am the standard, that is why I am HOMELESS, the U.S. Supremes are stealing my legal analysis and briefs!  I was impressed as a first year law student, but, fuck, I could be nominated to the high court, and feel perfectly trained and qualified, to not only make rulings, but to write the opinions!

If I Was the Cops In Kalispell and Flathead County . . . I Would NOT Help This Inconsiderate and Indecisive Woman Either! Shelley Might?  But She is Not a Legal Eagle! 

Oh, I wanted to write a bit, on the Parable of the Sower, and some of the comfort signs, that I got, Sunday, after, being chased, hunted, tracked, set up, etc., Saturday night, I was, not necessarily, down, but, just shocked, wondering, how this could happen, how people could want fake bitches to be me, how, lies, tricks, games, jokes, are loved and coddle, when so much is at stake, here in America and the world?  But as I sat, in Good Food Store, doing the legal research for this woman, who is so squirrelled, she has to be a Shelley and girls, fan, YUCK!  But, as the wind kicked up, there was almost a white out, of all these seeds, blowing off the trees in the parking lot.  At first, I thought, it was, fuzz, like off the cottonwood trees, like I saw, last week, when there was a cop raid on the Pov. at least three times, and the more I prove who I am, the more, vitriol and angry, these fuckers, get, amping up their attacks on the REAL ATTORNEY!  And a bit, depressed over not being able to talk to my kids, on MOTHER'S DAY, pay back for the ending to my Saturday, blog, ending in, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MOTHERFUCKERS!, probably leading to the hunt by cops and feds, on Saturday night, leading to the theft of my battery to my cell phone!  So, when I saw, the things, falling from the trees, I thought, fuck, there is probably a ton of fuzz in this store, just like the many times, Sunday, I saw, cops cruising through the parking lot, as I just did, two, in the parking lot of Good Food, wondering if I am going there again today, since they didn't get me at the Fresh Market, earlier . . . but on closer look, I noticed that this was not FUZZ, these were SEEDS, and the parable of the sower, came to mind, and the idea, that I have planted, millions, billions of mental, seeds, of freedom, rights, human dignity, joy, love, peace, liberty, family harmony around the world . . . SEEDS FROM HEAVEN, of comfort and peace . . . 

In the New Testament parable or story, for Christ taught in stories, because, he knew, that men, remember stories, best . . . there is a sower, or a person, walking along the road, dropping seeds, compared to teaching the gospel of Christ, or seeds, of love, forgiveness, harmony, charity, repentance, grace, free will, etc.  Some of the seeds, will find fertile ground, and blossom into full blown plants, bearing fruits of the teachings contained in the seeds, some will fall on rocky soil, and die . . . others will thrive for a while and dry up and blow away in the wind, but the seeds are planted, for REAL CHANGE!  In all the turmoil, the sleep deprivation, the longing to talk to my kids, more to wish, them, happy Mother's Day, not knowing how to get a hold of them, in being raw, unprotected, now with a GPS tracking system in me, I wondered, if I would see my kids, grand kids, faces again?  The thoughts, came to me, that I had lived a GREAT LIFE, raised FOUR AMAZING KIDS, who are raising, AMAZING grand kids, and they are just starting to bring about REAL CHANGES, in their fields, passions, writings, work, and music, knowing it is not what you take with you, but what you leave behind.  I have long known, that my death, probably will not be falling asleep, in an easy chair, with my friends and family around me, silently passing . . . but more likely a bullet to the head, an attack in the dark, or spending the rest of my life, incarcerated for doing nothing, other than, being a crusader, a person, to bring about change, someone who dared to be different, real, carrying, loving, in my very tough way.  So, knowing, that, maybe a perhaps, this is a self-fulfilling prophecy, or premonition of death, bringing about, the need, desire and will, to CHANGE THE WORLD! . . . as listed on my resume, getting me the job, at the Utah Attorney Generals Office.

One of my Poverello friends, also a political crusader, who eats at the Pov. and also, eats at Good Food Store, saying HI, yesterday and talking to me today, said he too, noticed the seeds, and took it to mean, that ideas or something was coming down from heaven, or a Heavenly sign, which substantiated what I was thinking, because is was quite a show, that I had not seen, before, seeming to bring meaning and comfort. This guy, also, said, and he reads my blog, that, now there are many, who see what is going on, and can take up the swords of right, and fight, as he, himself is!  I never heard him make religious connections, nor thought of him as being like that, but, both statements, gave me comfort and verified what I was thinking and what I had interpreted the Seeds From Heaven to mean.  

MORE HEAVENLY NOTES ON WALK HOME

  • this statement was carved in the cement, where I took a break from walking: May You Always Have a Piece of My Face In Your Hearts.  I thought of the damned good possibility, that my kids, had good seeds planted in them, and they are now, starting their own, journeys in life, doing what they are called by God to do, and, that they were raised right, taught to fight the good fight, and they saw the good fight, but they are young, and it will take time for them to mature, to grow, to see, read between the lines, and they have had a lot to deal with, through this, and there was the sign, Milwaukee Road Map, not only indicating, that Rachel, was likely the destination of the cell phone battery, and will be seen as the Trip Planner, not me, and there was a book, The Secret Father, by James Someone, on the table, earlier on Sunday, knowing that I can't keep fighting everything, everyone, every second of every day . . . they just fucking have too many people, too much fire power, and all my family money!  They have an endless bench, to play this game . . . I have myself.  But, when I saw that statement, it made me cry, wondered if this is it, that, I had done my job, and it mattered, as a Mother, attorney, professor, lobbyist, blogger, etc., and now, I had to let go, and let them take the paths, God wanted for them, even if that meant, other mothers and fathers, getting credit for my work, that of the real parents, being shoved to the shadows, giving way to less worthy, mothers, who were ashamed of their own, seeds, their own fruits; therefore, to pull off their stunts, they are going to MIX and MATCH, making up FAKE FAMILIES, FAKE HERITAGE, FAKE LAST NAMES, LIKE A 'KENNEDY, looking more at IMAGE, FORM, OVER THE SUBSTANCE, my kids were raised with . . . they had form, and very good looking parents, too!  They are their own persons now, with separate drives, spouses, kids, to protect, and dreams to fulfill . . . perhaps, the separation of the cell phone battery, is something that needs to be done!  I have ALWAYS, said, Thy Will Be Done!
  • on the road, cutting through, several businesses and neighborhoods, there was an old, very old trailer, that said, Free Spirit, making me smile . . . for that I am, and I raised my kids with a ton of freedom, to the point, many thought, me a negligent mother . . . not so, that FREEDOM was planned and intended, to give them room, to grow, choose, dream, make a unique mark, and determine their own destinies, and they have done WELL WITH THAT FREEDOM!  Right after that, I believe, carved or written on a picnic table, or somewhere after that, it said, You Have Free Will . . . like this was your choice, to be the warrior queen, and this is the result, or your desire, or your destiny, and you freely did what you wanted to do, raised your kids, to think independently of you, and so, you got your will!
  • I mentioned the inspiration and signs, I got, as to why my cell phone battery was stolen, and where, from, walking along, is it Russell Street, where the new Salvation Army building is? anyway, as I mentioned, and in a bizarre seen, given the fact that, I was just walking along, wondering, and thinking, that, there was one time, I was separated from my stuff, and that was when I was in the SHOWER! Just as that realization came to me . . . I looked over, and what did I see to confirm that thought? . . . you got it, a plastic bottle of what appeared to be, Head and Shoulders Shampoo, leaning against a post, and the significance of the post, is that P.O.S.T. stands for Peace Officers Standards and Training, or damned shooting, the cops did this, sending this chick in, to take the battery, maybe even being the exchange CIA chick, who, could be claiming, to be Rachel, she was blonde, tall, buxom, not fake, but, busty, about the same thickness, and, she could claim, that she is Rachel, aka, JoAnn, because Rachel is pretending to be ME, they have tried to make it look, like, I am Shelley, who has warrants, is a criminal, as is Rachel, but I am Not!  Just like in Durango, last March, when Kennedy asked me to go to Durango, and again, I told him, the real guy, NO, waiting on a job, then changed my mind; however, at one point, I saw a total, younger, James Kennedy look-a-like, but younger, darker hair, but still longer hair, pulled in a pony tail, and as tall as James . . . when dealing with Allan Bess, Frank, of Interpol, was to be Allan, and Shelley was to be me, and since I had just written a shit load on the Kennedy's, and written, some loving comments on James, the Rescue Mission, there could have been the CIA double for Kennedy, Rachel, CIA double for ME, and a complete exchange with the intent, of pulling a 100% CIA switch, that was probably not to be known by me or Kennedy, who, is not Rachel's type for sure, nor her, his, but, that doesn't mean the double, is not!  Add the tall blonde, could be seen as a double for Rachel, so she doesn't have to be at the Poverello in person, but looks, like she could have been there, through the chick, being there with the intent of getting the battery, to make it look like Rachel, aka me, planned the trip with MY KIDS, not me, because, she is at the Pov. while the Pov, is trying to make me look like Shelley!  The Big Exchange . . . Like Durango, Like Parowan!  KILL THE REAL!  Bury the real, in so much dog pile family shit, mothers and dads, that NOBODY KNOWS the TRUTH!  A young mother, just came to the Caffe' Dolce, in the South Gate Mall, where I am right now, she has hair the color of Rachel's, blonder than mine, long hair, my sign for, she has been ME for a long TIME! and she has a GOLD sweatshirt jacket on, with a star, on the back, and she is with too kids . . . like, yes, she has been MARKETED as the MOTHER OF THE GOLDEN CHILDREN, MINE!  MY KIDS WILL AVENGE THEIR MOTHER'S WRONGS, BUT WHEN THEY ARE READY, I KNOW THEM!  PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME, RACHEL, SHELLEY, SUE, MARCIE, OR TIFFANY'S SHIT ASS MO FUCK KIDS!  YUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

IN GOD WE TRUST . . . IN JESUS CHRIST WE ARE SAVED

THY WILL BE DONE, OH, GOD! 

P.S., I just forgot that at lunch, this Native chick, had three books on the table while she was eating . . . 
  • the Holy Bible was on the bottom
  • then . . . GUILTY AS SIN (LIAR)
  • FULL TILT, by Erin Brockovich . . . someone the other day, said, you should be Erin Brockovich, and I said, why, I am an attorney, not a wanna be attorney, sort of paralegal, who did a good job, talking to the clients, in Love Canal, or some polluted deal, but she didn't go to law school, pass the bar exam, learn the law, write briefs, and do the dirty work of the LAW!  And the interesting thing is, that when my family planned, a 10 day, trip on Princess Cruise Lines, through the Panama Canal, the movie showing on the boat, was, that movie, where Erin, first got her wings . . . is this where Rachel and the girls, think, they are . . . because, NONE OF MY SISTERS, ARE ATTORNEYS!  My father, figured, in his SAVAGE LOVE way, that he would kill the real attorney, the pain in the ass, liberal, feminist, cop watcher, free thinker, etc., he has tried to beat, since she was a feisty 3 year old, and never could control . . . ditch the REAL, and on her law degree, claim that he has 5 female attorneys to his credit, FUCK, he tried to sabatoge my law degree, screamed at me for hours, offered to pay my tuition, when I knew this was a stunt, to control me, telling me the money is coming, making me miss loan opportunities . . . not that stupid daddy-o!
  • Some chick, just walked by, fatter, wearing an orange poncho, with a baby that looked so much like Rachel's Matt, with the over-sized head, and blobby, phat boy look, car geek, gear head . . . so, the fat chick, must be me, and I am suppose to take credit, not for my good-looking, smart, beautiful, talented thin kids, but get Rachel's, nice, but homely, phat boys, and food disorder chicks, on me . . .
Luv Ya, Matt, Good Kid . . . BUT Rachel, aka, Sarah, aka, JoAnn--NOT ME--gets to take credit for her Brood of Kids, Spoiled, Lazy, and Like Their Mother, All About the $$$$$$$$
KISS MY FAT ASS, RACHEL > > I WAS 140 POUNDS, HOTTER THAN YOU BY A MILLION MILES . . . THE STORY IS IN THE DNA AND GENES OF OUR KIDS!  LOL!  I always wondered why, you, probably, I thought, my closest sister, was so involved in trying to force me into taking meds, and being locked up, or going to mental health shit . . . YOU PLANNED ON BEING ME, way the fuck back!
AH, NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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