ROMANCE ON THE RANGE . . . LOVE STINKS-A-LATTE! STRONGHOLD. HOT STEAM! NIGHT-SWEATS. SHAKESPEARE'S DARK SONNETS! UN-BE-QUIETED LOVE! CELEBRATE IT ANYWAY! LOL! LOVE AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN. SAVE LOVE, FIGHT FOR LOVE, BEG FOR LOVE IF YOU HAVE TO! PROSTRATE YOURSELF ON THE GROUND, IN FRONT OF YOUR TRUE LOVE! JUNIE B. JONES & THE MUSHY GUSHY VALENTINE . . . ONE TRUE LOVE! SOME OF US FIND IT IN OUR YOUTH, SOME IN OUR MIDDLE YEARS, AND SOME HEADING TO THE WINTER OF OUR LIVES, OR OUR GOLDEN YEARS! DO NOT DIE, HAVING NEVER TASTED LOVE, RISK IT ALL FOR IT, MAKE YOURSELF THE FOOL FOR IT, EVEN BE CRUEL FOR IT! FOR ONE KNOWS, THAT ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE & WAR! NATIONS CRUMBLE FOR IT, MEN AND WOMEN STUMBLE FOR IT . . . BUT, IT IS EXACTLY THE WAY LOVE IS SUPPOSE TO BE! WE WISE WITH IT, NOT THE FOOL TO IT, BUT GO FOR IT NONETHELESS! VALENTINE'S DAY SPECIAL . . . THE PERFECT CHURCH . . . WATCHING STELLA'S BREAKFAST, BAKERY, AND LUNCH, ACROSS FROM THE MONTANA, BILLINGS WOMEN AND CHILDREN RESCUE MISSION! THE WHOLE POPULATION OF BILLINGS WAS IN LINE FOR BREAKFAST, BAKERY GOODS OR LUNCH! I HOPE EVERY PLACE ELSE WAS DOING JUST AS MUCH BUSINESS, ON THIS DAY OF LOVE! I SAT AND PEOPLE WATCHED, LOVERS OF EVERY AGE: HUSBANDS LOVING ON WIVES, AND WIVES LOVING ON HUSBANDS . . . I SAW, ONE WIFE, SHOWING HER HUSBAND SOMETHING ON, HER SMART PHONE, AND THEY GOT A LITTLE ENTWINED, LEADING TO THE CLOSENESS, THAT WE OFTEN, LET ESCAPE US, AND HIS ARM WRAPPED AROUND HER WAIST, AS SHE POSITIONED HER LEG, BETWEEN HIS, SO HE COULD SEE BETTER, AND EVENTUALLY, LOVE TOOK OVER AND LEAD TO A KISS! SMILE! BROS. PESTERING EACH OTHER--THE WAY YOUNG BOYS SHOW EACH OTHER LOVE; SISTERS, LINING UP FOR SELFIES, ARMS DRAPED OVER EACH OTHERS SHOULDERS IN LOVING EMBRACE; GRANDMAS, GETTING LOVES FROM GRANDSONS AND GRANDDAUGHTERS--HUG & KISSES AFTER BREAKING BREAD TOGETHER, AND FAMILY FUN. FATHERS PULLING YOUNG SONS CLOSER, FOR A BIG BEAR HUG, WHILE MOM IS GRABBED INTO THE FATHER'S REACH! GRANDPAS MARSHALING THE TROOPS IN, FOR A TABLE SETTING OF 10 . . . FRIENDS, COUSINS, WRAPPED IN A CIRCLE OF LOVE! COUPLES WALKING HAND IN HAND, SOME WITH BABIES IN TOW . . . LOVE IS LIVE AND WELL IN BILLINGS, MONTANA! ALL I COULD DO IS SMILE! BE HAPPY FOR ANYONE WHO HAS LOVE, WHO SHOWS US HOW TO LOVE, SETS AN EXAMPLE OF ROMANCE, SWEETNESS, TENDER FEELINGS, AND ENDURING LOVE! READ BELOW, FOR MORE COMMENTS ON LOVE . . .

The Greatest Commandment, Matthew 22:36-40

• Teacher, which is the great commandment in the law?
• Jesus said to him, You shall love the Lord you God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.
• This is the first and great commandment.
• And the second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself.
• On these two commandments hang all  the Law and the Prophets!

"Second Nature", Alec Baldwin . . . Second Chance At Love!

Everyone, knows the never ending battle, the understand, human nature . . . the old, is it nature or nurture that creates, either a good human being, or a sociopath, psychopath, or serial killer, causing mankind, pain, injury, loss, devastation, etc.  This movie, starts out with a young boy, in a dilapidated and run down, house, standing in the backyard, torturing a rabbit, slitting its throat.  After the shocking opening scene, the film, takes you to a hospital surgery room, showing a person, laying on the operating table, getting plastic surgery done on their eyes, and you can see that it is Alec Baldwin's baby blues.  After, Baldwin comes out of surgery, he is greeted, by an attractive, female psychologist, who is there to help, him adjust to his lack of memory, due to an alleged crash of his private plane, where his wife and two daughters die, in the weather related accident.  The woman, is trying to find out what he remembers, and what he doesn't.  After about 7 weeks, of talking and digesting what happened, he seemed to remember, that he was an assassin for the U.S. Government, working for the Justice Department.  She tells him, that as he, goes home, little things will, bring back more and more of his memories, and as she clicks her pen, he flashes back to putting a pen, as an explosive, on a car in a foreign country, and the car exploding, confirming his memory, of his previous life.

Upon entering his home, his neighbor comes to see how he is doing, the newspaper boy, leaves the paper, and as he goes to the fridge, he sees two hands, that he assumes are his two daughters hand prints on colored paper.  He sees, pictures of him and his wife, in his bedroom, and the memories start to come back, but, just a specific few.  He, Kane, is his last name, is contacted by, what he remembers as the man who saved his life, over in Vietnam, years earlier, and he asks if Kane is ready to go back to work.  He assures him, he is, and is told that there is a soon to be, newly sworn in, president of Amsterdam, and he is going against, allegedly, U.S. interests, and vowing to not allow, some of the interests, that either had been their or were soon to go into Holland, and his job, along with a female, assassin, was to kill the new president, before he gets sworn in.  He gets to the newly elected president in his private quarters, as he and his wife are sharing a few, quiet moments together, she is on the phone, he is quietly waiting for her, and as the security guards, and his female companion, come running up the stairs, he has flashbacks to his wife, his birthday, and he can't shoot the president, who is now looking at him.  The female assassin, yells, shoot him, shoot him, but he is frozen, so she shoots him, as a gun battle ensues, the president is shot, and as Baldwin, or Kane, is hanging from the hotel room, over the city, he hears the wife, screaming over her dead husband's body . . . as the female is shot, doing all the dirty work, against the president's security guards, with several dead.

Baldwin is Blamed for the Killings and Takes to the Streets

As Kane, realizes that he is the one the cops and others are looking for, he also, realizes that the man who, hired him, is also, looking for him, with a bunch of bad ass looking guys, in trench coats, and AK47s, and before he realizes this, he makes a phone call to his female psychologist, telling her, he is back in town and can resume his weekly sessions with her.  Now, in light of, some of my recent blogs, on corporate America, Koch Bros. and vulture capitalists, this statement struck, deep to home, but as the alleged government boss of Baldwin, shows up, wondering, where Alec is, or Kane, is, the doc, asks, if he works for the United States Justice Department, and he responds, I work for "a" justice department!  So, she knows that Kane is being used, and they are going to kill him, if they find him.  These corporate mercenaries, put 24/7 body guards or surveillance on her, to wait and see if Kane shows up, having called her from the plane. There is a very interesting thing that happens to jog, Baldwin's memory, while he is on the plane, while he is looking at the woman, presenting the safety drill, on the airlines, he recognizes her as his wife!  He steals the safety video off the machine, knowing his wife, was never a airline attendant, but a graphic artist, so he seeks the man, another professor, or writer, who is familiar and was filling in some of the details of the crash, to see if he knows what is going on . . . he tells Alec, that the woman, is actually an actress, not either a flight attendant, nor a graphic artist.  He finds the woman, never tells her who his is, but he realizes, that in deed, she is, in fact, an actress, and she asks him, if her part as his wife, was believable?  He tells her yes, and realizes that while his love for her, seems so real, something is wrong with the story.

Kane/Baldwin, eventually gets the female psychologist alone, out in an abandoned area, where they can talk, and she tells him the whole story, based on his question, as to what, the tattooed, words, Chilly Willy, on the inside of his lip, mean, discovering them, after getting some teeth knocked out, in one of his fights.  I am skipping around, but, the male, professor or journalist, is told that, tattoos like that, are common in jails and prisons, and Kane, informed the prof, that he had never been in prison.  Well the professor, does some research and actually, finds that nick name, connected to a Bobby Last name, can't remember, so he knows he not only was in prison, but he was, on death row, and scheduled to die, in the electric chair, for being a serial killer!  When the prof is looking for Alec to tell him, he is killed by, the alleged, war hero, venture capitalist mercenary, and his boys, trying to still find the woman and Baldwin.  She, has even more to reveal to him, and tells him, that the, the government, were doing fringe experiments, trying to see, if serial killers were created, or where born, Nature vs. Nurture?  She asked him, is he had been the one who killed the president in Amsterdam?  He said, No!  She told them, that he was not an assassin, either, that, they had taken an Air Force man, and weaved his life, into that of his, Bobby ?, and erased all the bad memories from Baldwin's terrible childhood, and gave him new loving memories, of a loving set of parents, friends, and good upbringing.

Who Am I?  Anyone I Told You, You Were!  How Critical Love Is!

So, she reveals, all the dirty little secrets, and how, they basically, manipulated, every element of recreating this man's life, starting from his earliest memories, and changed the man.  Baldwin, is shocked to find out that he was a killer, and had killed many people, without a care or thought for their lives, but, now, he could not kill anyone.  He realized that this experiment, saved his life, that this woman, saved his life, and he said, if he had it to do all over again, with the knowledge of the manipulation, he would be glad that it happened, because, he would be dead as they talked!  And of course, like every male/female attraction, they made love . . . the physical side of love, is the easy part, like hand in glove, it is the long term, the keeping the romance alive, staying sexually attracted to your partner once you get them that is the hard part, but I can guarantee, that if you are in love with each other, true love with each other, either that will stay, while challenged, or, it will not matter, because, there is so many other reasons, you love and stay together, like just digging the type of people you are, and better together!

But, on several levels, I liked this movie . . . basically, because, it has so much relevance, and connection to not only my own case, what happened to me, and what was done to me, and like I said, I was often told I was a lab rat, and this was some fucked up fringe experiment, I went the opposite way, basically raised in a good home, did all the right things, got my family, raised them, when to college, got not only my undergraduate, but went to law school, had an amazing career, cut down, and slaughtered, replaced by inferiors, not even attorneys, nor professors, giving all the credit to them, for my hard work, being shoved in the dregs of society, homeless, penniless, jobless, car less, friend less, forced her and their, treated like a common criminal, and they can't say this was to test me, because, they were fucking trying to kill me, and basically eliminate me!  I just rose above all their fucked up, games, bull shit, fucking girl shit, and inflated cop egos, and I am basically, STILL UNBROKEN, still contributing to my country, with the biggest ass blog in the fucking universe, OH, but, honey baby boo, Kay, is me, FUCK YOU!  There is not love for this type of bull shit, and what a god-damned waste, with liars and thieves, being chosen, to be set free, rather than, me, just as in Jesus's trial, free, Barabbas, kill JESUS, Jesus, JoAnn!  Good God!

Fringe Games Worked for the Girlz, The Fake Girlz, and the Communities, But, It NEVER, EVER, WORKED ON ME!  LOL!

I believe, that in some fucked up, way, I was put on the auction block, my name, my career, my resume, my kids, grand kids . . . and sold to the highest bidder!  Take your sorry ass CIA, Kochs, Working for the Cocks--if you still have any, lol, and shove them the hell up your fucking asses!

I HAVE A STRONGHOLD ON MY CHILDREN--THEY HAVE A STRONG HOLD ON ME; I, HAVE HEARD FROM 3 OF 4 OF THEM TODAY--I WOULD GUESS, ELLIOT IS OFF IN THE MOUNTAINS CAMPING WITH VALENTINE'S DAY, AND A DAY OFF, FOR PRESIDENT'S DAY, TYPICAL BEHAVIOR FOR HIM AND HIS BUSY SCHEDULE, OUT OF SERVICE WHEN NOT BUSY, OR PLAYING IN WITH THE BAND SOMEWHERE, OUT LATE . . . BUT, TEXTS BACK, FILLED WITH LOVES, KISSES, SMILES, HUGS, AND MORE LOVE!!!