Sunday, November 8, 2015

NO FUMBLE ZONE--NEW MOVIE, "CONCUSSION" WITH WILL SMITH, TRUE LIFE STORY, ABOUT HEAD TRAUMA INFLICTED ON FOOTBALL PLAYERS--ATHLETES ARE MORE THAN BUSINESS, ARE SHATTERED LIVES WORTH IT? ALL GOODNESS AND NO GRIEF? PEANUTS MOVIE . . . TRUE CRIME, GUN CRAZY: THE NEW DETECTIVE: (1) "LOVED TO DEATH"--LOVED ONE TURNS PREDATOR AND TURNS TO MURDER--IF I CAN'T HAVE HER, NOBODY CAN--SHE WILL NEVER WALK AWAY FROM ME--WIFE'S BODY FOUND WITH SEVERED LEGS--GOOD TO HIS PROMISE!; (2) "WRITTEN IN BLOOD" . . . EVERY UNEXPECTED DEATH, IS TREATED AS A HOMICIDE--BLOOD FROM FALLING DOWN STAIRS? HUSBAND FOUND WITH THOUSANDS OF PORNOGRAPHIC SITES ON COMPUTER, MAIL FROM GET RICH QUICK SCHEMES, AND WIFE'S WORK INSURANCE WORTH $1.5 MILLION, TOP EXECUTIVE--DO YA THINK? AND (3) "CRITICAL EVIDENCE" . . . WIFE'S BODY FOUND ALONG ROAD, DECOMPOSED, STILL IN BRA AND NIGHTGOWN--FORENSIC SCIENTISTS, PLUMP UP FINGERS THEY CUT OFF, TO GET FINGERPRINTS, FROM A.F.I.S. DATA BASE, LEADING TO HUSBAND, SPOTLESS CRIME SCENE OTHER THAN UNDERSIDE OF MATTRESS, WITH A SPOT CUT OUT OF IT, ALSO FINDING, BLOOD THAT HAD ESCAPED KILLER'S CLEAN OVER, FOUND ON THE SIDE OF TV! WHAT WAS MORE FASCINATING THAN THE STORIES, WERE THE SYMBOLIC SIGNIFICANCE OF THE NAMES EITHER COPS OR TV PRODUCERS USED TO PROTECT THE INNOCENT--MAYBE IN THAT CASE, BUT, SPOT ON, FOR MY CASE! LOL! I HAVE REPLACED CHURCH WITH POLICE WORK . . . HAD ANOTHER STING OP AT THE POVERELLO CENTER, THIS MORNING--COP TAG TEAMS--SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT TODAY--GUY WHO KICKED MY CHAIR, AND PUSHED TABLES AROUND A WEEK AGO, AFTER A COP RAISING TALE ON BLOG, HAVING POW WOW, WITH A GUY, WHO ONLY SHOWS UP WHEN THEIR IS A STING PLANNED, WITH ANOTHER SHERIFF LOOKING GUY--ALERTED BY STAFF, THAT I AM LEAVING WEDNESDAY? CHECK INSIDE SURVEILLANCE CAMERA IN DINING AREA, ABOUT, 6:34 TO 6:45 A.M., FOYER AND OUTSIDE CAMERAS--WHEN I LEFT--10 MINUTES LATER, WHILE WATCHING STREET FROM BUS SHELTER, SAW SHERIFF'S CAR GO DOWN THE STREET--DAMN, I AM GOOD! A HIT MAN--MCDONALD'S, SEEN SEVERAL TIMES THIS YEAR, TRYING TO ESTABLISH WHERE HE KNEW ME FROM . . . CHECK SURVEILLANCE CAMERAS, TWO OF THEM, RIGHT BY WEST DOOR, HISPANIC OR INDIAN WITH GRAY HAIR, PULLED BACK IN BRAID, LIGHT GREEN, FADED SHIRT, LEVI'S, SITTING ON OUTSIDE WALL, LAST CHAIR TO THE BATHROOMS, LEAVING AROUND 9:30 A.M., I AM STILL HERE, 10:44 A.M., STARTING MY BLOG! IN ONE OF THE "TRUE CRIME" EPISODES, AS IF IN MY CASE, IT IS NOT TRUE CRIME, THERE WAS A STATEMENT ON COPS CARS, I HAD NOT SEEN BEFORE . . . AN HONOR TO SERVE AND PROTECT? AM I OF ANOTHER SPECIES? ALIEN? LESS WORTHY PROTECTING THAT SERIAL KILLERS, PSYCHOPATHS, SOCIOPATHS, THOSE WITH HISTORONIC PERSONALITY DISORDER: (1) PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION, ALWAYS; (2) CANNOT TOLERATE REJECTION; (3) DO NOT LEARN FROM THEIR MISTAKES; (4) WHEN REJECTION HAPPENS, THEY WANT REVENGE--WHERE REJECTION AND THE INTENSITY OF FEELINGS CAN ONLY GET RELIEF WHEN THE SOURCE OF THE PAIN IS DEAD! MURDEROUS REVENGE CAN BE SATISFYING, BUT IT IS A STORY AS OLD AS TIME! ALL MY X'S, DON'T LIVE IN TEXAS, BUT THE MOST REVENGEFUL CAME FROM TEXAS . . . THE OTHER TWO AND EVERY BOYFRIEND, SINCE TIME IMMEMORIAL, OR SINCE HIGH SCHOOL, HAS TURNED ON ME, AND LIED ABOUT WHO I AM! PATHETIC LOSERS . . .

Temporary Insanity or Crime of Passion?

I just watched an interesting, Deadly Women: Ruthless Revenge, these true crime shows are worse than Hollywood could make up!  LOL!  Not funny if you are the target of the revenge, however!  In the first one, a psychologist practitioner by day, is a while ass leader of a biker gang by night, sharing, dangerous weapons collection, kinky sex ideas, and the dark side of her personality by night.  Eventually, she meets a nice guy, who comes to take her up on her ad, to groom her two dogs, and later, the business deal turns personal, with the dog trainer, moving in with the shrink.  But, after only about three weeks of living with this professional by day, biker chick by night, she pulls out a shot gun, holding it up to his chest, showing him her controlling side, threatening what will happen if he ever leaves her!  Poor guy, psycho chick!  So, he bids his time, wisely, and waits for the right time to get out of her controlling grasp, when she is going to America--she is from, England, glad to say, lol, not that we don't have a ton of crazies in America, but, she is going to a writer's conference, for 4 months, giving him plenty of time to move out while she is gone.

Nice, sister, tells, psycho girlfriend, live in former lover, that, her brother is seeing a new love, and the biker bitch side of this woman, goes ape shit!  She comes back from her trip early, to stave off this new romance, that is several months old by this time, with old bow, not wanting her to upset, this pistol packing biker chick and her gang, who really were scary chicks, and he even decides to pick her up at the airport, to keep things cool with her, which, in true male fashion, he ends up in bed with her, and that makes matters worse, because, now she thinks that the relationship is back on, and he is just seeing this as a one night stand . . . think again.  She starts stalking boyfriend and his new girlfriend, who she knew, and her two children, calling, making threats, sending pictures of the girlfriend, walking her children to school.  So eventually, old boyfriend, moves, his new family, to a city about an hour away.  That is not far enough, and the psychopath, will make sure, she stops any future happiness her former lover, has with this new woman, and she starts, stalking them again, by telling them, she already knows where their new digs are!

Halloween night, after, intense planning, alibi, methodical plans, going to and from the new house, with full intent on killing the two or scaring the shit out of them, or taking the other woman, out of her misery, she, embarks on this murderous one hour trip, wearing her scary orange mask, with a hood, covering her hair, and shows up, pounding on the door of the new flat, but, the new girlfriends, man, now, is out of the house at the time, so the woman, refuses to answer the door, seeing this scary orange mask, and hooded, intruder. Finally, a concerned neighbor with kids, comes to the door, thinking this is just local teens being too loud and obnoxious, and comes out to confront, the wrong woman . . . when he rips off her mask, she holds up the rifle and blows a bullet, right through him, knocking him down, and bleeding all over the place.  The girlfriend hearing the commotion outside, comes to the door, to find her neighbor, laying on the ground, with a hole, clean through his belly, laying in a pool of blood, dying!  This practitioner, is now, a prisoner!

Playing with Hearts And Womanizing Can Cost You, Your Life, Even if You Are A Senator From Utah!  LOL!

This is a story, near and dear, to my old home, in Utah.  Back at the turn of the century, there was a young, charismatic attorney, named, Arthur Brown, who ran for one of the two senate seats, in Utah and won, by in part, and a large part, for his liberal views, on women and suffrage or woman's vote--catching the eye of a local journalist, an attractive woman, of standing in her own right, but married, as he was, with two children of her own.  Even as scandalised as adultery was in those days, without social media, the tabloids and newspapers, watched and covered, the apparent affair of Arthur and Ann Bradley.  The affair, cost Ann her marriage, but, Arthur's wife, who had also been, an affair, from a former wife of the Senator, knew too well the womanizing nature of her now husband, and hired a private investigator to follow the pair of adulterers, ending in both of them being arrested, not once but twice, being charged with that crime.  Of course, Arthur got off, as a good attorney would do, but Ann was not so fortunate, but, she was just fined and didn't get any jail time. 

Arthur, however, filed for divorce against Isabelle, his wife, who hit him with about 300 blows back, showing all these love letters she had collected during this affair, and that would be used against him in the divorce proceedings, telling him, he would never divorce her.  They both agreed to go back to the way things were before Ann came along.  But, when Arthur, who seemed, like a wimp to me, when confronted by both Ann and his wife, Isabelle, who attacked, Ann, choking her, eventually, they both, come to Arthur and make him decide between the two women.  Both, ought to dump his ass!  LOL!  He decides, he is going to divorce his wife, and carry on the affair with Ann, however, after having two illegitimate children by the Senator, who was twice her age, he refuses to make an honest woman of her, and she is pissed.  He goes back to Washington for some business, she follows him, gets the office help to let her in his office or suite, and she finds, love letters, yet from another woman, and she is so enraged, that when he walks through the door to find him, she blow him away, killing him!  Good girl!  And, the all male jury, acquitted her of the charges, calling her acts, a crime of passion, with temporary insanity and let her off!  Candice DeLong, FBI profiler, said, had this been another time, another state, Ann, herself, would or could have been a senator! like many, like minded and smart women . . . although, she wasted her time on, loser, Arthur!  LOL!

True Crime List of What Not To Do--To Avoid Murder!

As I have watched, these true crime shows, almost none stop, hitting a stride, in hopefully, giving, anyone, or someone, who might actually, be on the right side of the crimes perpetrated against me, which are legions, I have noticed, not surprising patterns, almost predictable to cops, I am sure, of behavior that tends to lead or tempt people to murder their spouses, of either sex, or turn on someone, they know.  To me, and inch in time, saves, nine, protecting, valuable resources and time of law enforcement, prosecutors and judge, with judicial economy at stake.  There is a poster on the back of one of the buses, that, seems to surface, right after I write, warning blogs, like this one, or the several on what to watch for or avoid, when confronting a wild animal, such as a bear, mountain lion, or moose, but, it strategically, pops up, and says: You Saved a Life Today . . . and that is my goal!  This list, is short, plain and simple, but, it could save your life:
  • don't play with hearts . . . lover's triangles, never work!  I believe, it is better to have your cake, but not eat two of them!  LOL!  Divorce, is much preferable to life in prison, where, you will not be with either!  You may get away with it for a while, but, with modern forensics, DNA testing, and other tools, in most cases, especially, now with cop shops, having cold case detectives, you will be caught, whether it is 10 years later, or 40 years later!  And, you should be caught!
  • insurance policies, are good public policy, but only, if you know and trust your partner . . . in many of these cases, partners, kill the other person, just shortly and I am going to emphasis, shortly after, a large insurance policy is taken out . . . especially, if there is an affair, going on . . . cash in policies that are getting too big, or too tempting!  It is amazing, what people will do when there is money at stake, even spouses, of 35 years, or high school sweethearts, that you have been with forever!  You don't need to be a psycho, but being smart, is warranted . . . all couples have issues, all have or most have financial stress at one time or another, and all have wandering eyes, temptations, and opportunities, to have an affair, I have had many, even being 8 months pregnant and ready to hatch!  So, as you get older, and the hot flames of earlier attractions and newer romance, turn to lingering embers of heat, enjoy, humor, common interests and activities, join clubs, bringing in new activities and friends, every one needs fresh water, or you become as stagnate pond, with scum on top, leaving both parties, rotting away, together . . . closed systems, when you are young and in love, can work for a while, but, to totally rely on one person to fulfill all needs, is unfair to them and to you!
  • avoid financial pressures, be in touch, talk, discuss, get both partner's input on spending, or put each other on an allowance!  Some people are habitual spenders, and their shopping sprees can jeopardize, family security, safety, and eventually, lead a normally loving spouse, who gets a couple in financial trouble, especially if the other partner does know, or agree, that can lead to murder, or the temptation to collect on a spouse's insurance.  Many of these spouses, or even family members, are merely an insurance policy for the murderous, or psychopath, sleeping with you, and when they are no longer attracted, or they find someone new, they think NOTHING of killing you, especially when their is someone else involved and sometimes, the other person, doesn't even know that there are insurance policies taken out on them!  One of my associates, at the homeless shelter, older female, found out that her father, took out an insurance policy on her . . . living a risky life, or on the edge, as can happen, or a rough patch, as Montanans call it, but what the hell, does an elderly father, have an insurance policy out on his daughter?  Jewish?  But, seriously, if she dies, and she is not employed right now, what would he and his elderly wife be out, that they would need insurance for?  I would watch for an honor killing or something like that, if it were my father, and he didn't already capitalize on my earning power, and that of my sons'!  NOT LOL!  Sometimes, murder, becomes its own reward!
  • men struggle with this more than women, but, pornography is fucking insidious! and seems to be the start, of psychopaths, going to murder, to serial killings!  There is something about objectifying women, which, I think men, do, without, even being involved in porn, just by nature, they, some of them, see women, as merely there to serve them, meet their sexual desires, as security, without feelings, thinking they have lost their value, if they are older, or not as sexy, or whatever, that women, don't seem, to participate in, mindset, wise, as much, and we can attribute that somewhat to society, to at this point, feminist backlash, I believe, with men, wanting to put women, back in their place, or their place as they see it, leaving men unchallenged, and without having to compete, both from other men and women, in their political, career, or other pursuits.  I am not sure, but, pornography is the HARDEST habit to break!  And it is more likely to break you, before, you break the habit, so if you are not already involved, DON'T START!  In case after case, in at least, two of the crime episodes, I have just watched this morning, pornography, seemed to take, what appeared to be rather good marriages, or should have been good, that had been, for years, and turned it into a crime scene!
  • happiness, is finding a worthy cause, and getting involved in it, directing passions, energy, effort, and even finances to that cause!  Too many times, we are searching in all the wrong places . . . in a new boat, a new car, or a new spouse, or when this or that happens . . . often the same patterns are recreated with a new spouse, this guy, and many in these true crime, kill wife after wife, and in many cases, they love the woman . . . loving her to death, seeing her as their only source of happiness, and if they leave, this man is no longer, a man? or something like that?  But, just like in the case of serial killers, Jeffery Dahmer and John Wayne Gacy, who just wanted to keep a person, as sex partner, or even someone to be with, even trying to drill holes in their skulls, to dumb them down, so they would not leave, or resist them, sexually or otherwise, keeping them in their homes, or buried in their basements, or keeping parts of them in their fridge, or eating them, to make them part of themselves!  People need to find other avenues, to find belonging--there are many activities, that can change a focus, get your interests, make you feel better, or divert your attention and obsession with this other person, you may or may not be able to keep, with you!
  • I think this is the simple man or woman solution, as I heard the statistics of Americans, having only 5% of the world's population and 73% of the serial killers, I asked myself, WHY?  To, some extent, I think we have lost the focus, on the things, people, activities, that give us the most pleasure, and many times, turn us to accomplishments, greed, power, position, and push us to achieve, perform, be admired, from strangers, rather than adored by our own families.  American greed, I think has something to do with it.  I think we are adrenaline junkies, seek excitement, pleasure, looking to everything outside of our own souls to give us a sense of love, appreciation, or value.  I will have to think about this, but that is my take.  European countries, tend to spend, just hanging out time together.  My ex-husband, went on a mission to Holland, and he was trying to teach the concept of having Monday, night, set aside for Family Home Evening, or a night set aside, just to hang out with your family.  These Dutch people, who were sitting around the front room, drinking wine, playing chess with their children, and reading, looked up, at the two American missionaries and said, You Americans are crazy, to have to set aside a night for your family . . . every night is family night in our families!  We are living too fast, going too many places, living far from our families and support systems, or away from extended families, and wanting too many material things, losing connections with families, friends, churches, schools, and living through social media, rather than personal connections, touch, eye contact, and hugs, with humans, needing 14 hugs a day, just to survive, emotionally and psychologically.

Quick True Crime Scenarios . . . Symbolic Significance

  • in this episode, a guy, David Dowler . . . Dow Liar . . . (Brett) told all his friends, he was working with the government, and was a CIA agent.  People started to believe, him, because, there were several people around this particular set of friends, who started, mysteriously dying, and David, seemed to predict, who was in trouble, who needed to watch out, and even told everyone, who was next to die. This story started to look like a Tom Clancy spy novel, with murder, intrigue, and love affairs, or alleged love affairs.  The first person to die, was named, Leza . . . Lies at . . . (Kay) Lisa, seems to be, a derision or different spelling for Lisa, who is also part of this story.  I would venture a guess, that with my son's money, originally, from the fake band, when, Brett and Kay, used the money to buy the Mormon Church, showing up, as the new calendar boy for Christ, Kay the woman caught in adultery, and if you look at the 2007 or 2008, Mormon Tabernacle Choir Christmas Program and Message from, then, I think, President Monson, the whole flavor of the formerly, simple, poinsettia covered, podium and spiritual message, turned to a Christmas snow, skiing and ballet, program . . . Brett is a big time skier and Kay is a ballerina, but, now, it was more Hollywood, and the program, that used to be spiritual messages, turned, to a full blown, presentation, and display, with a fireside chat, with the three members of the first presidency, giving their talks, as if it was a fireside chat, with their grandchildren, even with Christmas stockings hanging from the fireplace?  Remember, Mark Hoffman, who duped the Mo Church, selling fake historical documents, that he, prepared himself, even fooling President Hinkley, Elder Dallin Oaks, an attorney, and several other general authorities fro the church, paying top dollar, for forged docements? yeah, that is these guys.  Brett's parents got a divorce when he was 2 years old, and his sisters, were taken into the Mormon fold, but, Brett, got beat up by the Bishop's son, and said, he was never active, and he asked that I take off my Jesus Jammies, or garments, from going through the Mormon Temple, when we were together.  But, maybe all of that was a lie, and he was active.  I know, his grandparents were very active, and Brett was super close to them.  Kay was also, not real active, got up and walked out of the temple ceremony the first time she went through, and has never been real active, since high school.  So, you have two psychopaths, charming and manipulative, fooling the church, and getting involved, in all facets of church, and around the time, I left Brett, and Kay took my place, as JoAnn or Joann Secrist, having been pretty active my whole life, until Brett, I am sure, they saw, my church records, and figured that Kay, in fact, as Joann, was active, serving as a cover, not only in the law, or from serial killings, but also as active members of the church!  I mentioned in earlier blogs, that Kay's sister, Lisa, got a mysterious genetic disease, like me and she also put on a ton of weight, to Kay's delight.  In this episode, Leza dies first, I think, and David Dowler, tells her husband, Kyle (the name of Kay's little brother) Chandler, that Leza is having an affair.  And, of course, the husband is the prime suspect in the murder of his wife, for obvious reasons.  In real life, Lisa was active in the church, and happily married, which pissed Kay off, with bad blood between her and Lisa, all their lives, leaving Kay delighted with Lisa's condition!  David, who used his alleged position with the government and the CIA, to claim superior knowledge, having predicted the now three deaths, now, in a small circle of friends, with David the last one to see, all three alive!  Another friend, Carrie Middleton, confronted David, saying she doubted, David's CIA fantasy, and said that he was pretending to be a government agent . . . he then, predicted her upcoming death.  Cops, had her wired, and caught, Dowler, going to the car, to get his potions . . . and arrested him.  He had been poisoning his friends, to give him power, using chloroform and cyanide.  Cops searching David's house, found, explosives, guns, masks, gun silencers, surveillance gear, and his home lab, that was the site of where he concocted the poisons. Given the fact that the Mormon Church, has overly strong representation at the FBI and CIA, it would not be unlikely, given the money, contributed, the Christ complex of Brett and Kay, the woman, appropriately caught in adultery, with Christ, LOL, oh, but she is me, therefore, she is his wife, Mary Magdaline!  Good GOD, these two are so SICK!  But, they would have an automatic pass into the highest levels of government through the Mo church connections, and with Kay having my resume and name, surely could get any job, including top dog at either agency!  This set the early stages, for taking over the Brock securities case, during Mitt Romney's run for president, going through the Mo Mafia, to steal all the cases, run me out of St. George, and Parowan, teaming with Mo cops, prosecutors, judges, all being committed to the church, more than the Constitution, and having all the power to stop me from seeing that justice was served, controlling the federal courts, FBI, who attended, the March 9, 2012, hearing, the one, I kicked, U.S. Magistrate, Waddoups, arguments to the curb, with Brock and Rice, sitting on the side lines, as I accused him of throwing the Constitution out of his court room! It was days, after I beat the judge's arguments, on jurisdiction, and trying to get me to start the case over at the state level . . . nice, since, I got the double docketing on the case, March 26, 3012, stating, even after I knew, I beat the jurisdiction argument, 7 ways, but later, learning, the guilty parties, Kay and Mitt, were meeting March 27, 2012, for the BBC documentary on Mitt being a Mormon President for the World!  Nice what my $118 million bought + son's money, and donations from financial planners from all over the country, who were thrilled that a Mormon attorney, saved planners, nation wide, and also, with them being big time or making big time donations, to Mitt's campaign with Brock's office, serving as campaign donation headquarters after the win, ON MY WORK, while I languished in jail, until Brock's employee, Mark Hollinghead, came to get, me, because, Kay was too stupid to finish the case, making it look like the win, having realized, that, prior to going back to Washington, DC to get sworn into the U.S. Supreme Court, with Brock, leaving me stranded, without gas money, in Kansas, for 5 hours, so the fraud broads, who had to drive, because I did, could beat me to DC to be sworn in, the night before, when the roads were blocked, outside the Court, at 9:30 P.M., with me having beat them, Frank and whomever, Shelley or Kay, they are just females, with tits and ass, all inter-changeable! right? NOT!, but on the way to DC, I had filed to killer briefs, one in the Brock case and one in the Cheek, case, January 18, 2012, with my ID on the certificate of service, marking hand delivered, due to my federal e-filing account, being taken over by Shelley, then, blocking me altogether, having to hand deliver! which should be their undoing . . . scripture, set a trap for someone, and you fall in it YOURSELF!  LOL!  RICO, the association, is the MORMON CHURCH and the high government offices that controls! 
  • 48 Hours, Mama's Boy: Evil-in-Law . . . If you want a spot on, personality type of Shelley, including her sick relationships with her children, especially her sons', this is the one, that shows, not only her personality, controlling, manipulative, power hungry, money hungry, con artist, control freak, and murderer, or murder for hire, this is it!  While the wife, who looks, much as I did, when, I was in high school and college, with a picture of college, even with the same hair do, being stolen from my St. George home, taken when I was a freshman at BYU!  Over the years, starting with my divorce from Zeke, and going to law school, seemingly the starting point of this whole jealous family conspiracy against me . . . daring to buck the church, the family, tradition and marriage, much for the reasons, I wrote about yesterday, in the blog on the 60's lecture, with me, being every bit of that, to the bone, my family, told me, if my children ever got famous, I would not get credit, and the married sisters were jealous that I pursued a career, and Shelley, single, dirt ass poor, was jealous, I gave Zeke my boys and went to law school, all culminating, when my kids turned out great, and I was going to make a shit load of money, as a trial attorney, Brock, Cheek, Vail, and other criminal law cases . . . that green monster, raises it's UGLY head, and murder has been the envious goal for years, 15 to be exact!  In this true murder, the Shelley personality is always the aggressor, and the wife of the son, symbolized by me, is not going to back down, but, she does retreat, over and over and over again, but the old battle ax, still goes after the young wife, and kills her, worried, that one dime of the family money, will not go to the daughter.  In MY case, Shelley, in true psychopath form, crossed lines, as far back as I can remember: (1) starting with reading all my journals from when I was married to Zeke; (2) I think, she got my law school graduation certificate and Utah State Bar, certificate, from Jerry Owens, when I left him, I left a box of my personal stuff, just because, we were still friends, but he hooked up with Shelley, was pissed about the abortion, about me leaving and going to Salt Lake, dating other guys, he actually got me pregnant to keep me involved, never thought, I would do what I said, I would do, get an abortion if he to me pregnant relying on early withdrawal, with him in control, not wanting me on birth control!  But, I believe, that he and Shelley, concocted this plan, out of revenge, jealousy, anger, envy, and Jerry gave Shelley, MY LAW CERTIFICATES, and Frank, later, tried to intercept my U.S. Supreme Court Certificate, giving it to Shelley too! (3) I believe, Shelley, may have created the poisonous concoction put on my steering wheel, poisoning me back in 2000, having hooked up with, through being a government rat, with first Jan Graham, later, Mark Shurtleff, formerly my boss and friend, then AG, to set up the whole, Identity theft, back in 2000, and again, on the Brock case, and leading eventually to my WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!  But, Shelley had pictures of me from high school, up in her house, in Logan, maybe, presenting the image of me being her, or what she looked like in high school, she had MY 1973 year book, none of hers, and shit like this all the way along, like some life time obsession with being ME! With the government, seeing the Peanut Gang, Shelley, Brett, Kay, my Father, Sue, Rachel, and the Mo crew, as being, ALL GOODNESS, NO GRIEF, and finding out, they are as Christ called the Sanhedrin of his days, Whited Seplecures on the outside and full of DEAD MAN'S BONES on the inside!  Jerry is also, very, very, very, vindictive, and from the first time we met, tried to get me to drop out of law school, after the first year, when I got the highest grade in the class, with my constitutional law professor asking me to be his research assistant! he always told me I was fighting a losing battle, because the Constitution was dead, while claiming to be into that, with us fighting all the time about it!  But, he used to read his scriptures, and underline scriptures, and put a star by my name, as if, spiritually beating me with the scriptures!  He would, easily, now, say that I was Rachel, and through ego, with me not looking like I used to, say, that Rachel was the one, who ditched his sorry ass!  So, consider the source, sour grapes, on all former lovers' parts!  All would lie to get me back and to help the MO church, running the show on this clown shit conspiracy! $$$$$$
  • 48 Hours: Grave Injustice . . . there is a Lady Justice Statue in this episode, that looks just like the one, that Shelley, picked out, and insisted I buy, reminding her so much of me, while I was practicing in St. George, the 5th District, and had, $700 million worth the cases, decorated the house, in high style and class, throwing parties for 250 people, Halloween and Valentines, with Judge Michael G. Westfall, holding me in court, on the Allan Rex Bess case, until 1:00 P.M., the night on my party, October 29, 2010, that Shelley took over as the hostess with the mostess, with many guests, because I invited anyone, all thinking this was Shelley's home, not MINE! Later, when Washington County, Constable, and several sheriff deputies, raided my house, taking everything, including my tooth brush, Shelley said, I think, Jean Dickson, thought you were me . . . I am guessing as part of the pay for her services, Shelley got all my new furniture, from the Boulavard, a store owned by my parents, friends, Mo's in their ward, and just before that, all these extra pieces of furniture, purchases were added to my bill, that I NEVER BOUGHT, trying to confuse what was mine and what was whomevers! as I was working out, what I bought, my whole fucking house was raided, with less than, $700 and I think, lower than that, having paid, $350, but with the bill jumping up to $2300, shocking the hell out of me, but, that was right around the time the Egyptian came, and my house was raided, just a few days before, I was to argue the Brock case, at the 10th Circuit, May 9, 2011, when I believe all the deals were cut with Brock and Rice!  Kay may have argued the case, down the hall, with oral arguments, allegedly cancelled, because the judges through the brief was good enough . . . which is was, to get everything without oral arguments, but the FBI cancelled, I saw the email, as the clerk, tore it off!  Kelly Siegler, is the prosecutor, from Texas, who, did what prosecutors are suppose to do, when she was asked to retry a case, of a death row, if I can remember, inmate who had his conviction overturned, saw that the facts didn't support the first case, dismissed the case, making a public statement against the former prosecutor for doing such a shitty job and manufacturing witnesses and facts, to get a conviction . . . my kind of prosecutor!
  • 48 Hours: either, Misplaced Loyalty or Blind Trust . . . which is what all the cops, FBI and CIA did, without question, going after me, never, ever, suspecting or questioning the liars, even though this blog has been giving RICO and heads on a platter!  But, if I am getting the right titles with the right cases, in this case, there is an interesting twist of characters and hair color, which to me, was indicative of the switch-o-change-o, making the dark haired sister, look like the responsible one, who invited the blonde, sister, whom she had previously had bad relations with, but this blonde, which is the opposite in our case, has the symbolic name of Georgia, and the sister, who gets poisoned, Jeannie, which is Shelley's middle name, and she has dark hair, but, the roles are totally reversed, son-in-law, Dallas, has a father from Georgia, and he and Greta lived there, but, and if he didn't lie, and say that I was Shelley, and Shelley was me, reversing the good sister, and giving the good sister, which was and is me, the characteristics of the bad sister, Shelley Jean Southwick, whatever?, which many people did, like when they took my furniture, Shelley, said, I think, they, the sheriffs thought, I WAS YOU!  That is the GAME!  Take my great life, family, career, and give it to that fucking bitch, who fucked up her whole life, but was a rat for the government, so they used her, one year older than me, to be ME! giving me her SHITTY LIFE, WARRANTS, SHIT KIDS, while she steps in taking over MY LIFE!  No thanks, I don't respect any of these fraud broads'lives, they are all losers, and I am not envious of one GOD-DAMNED ONE OF THEM, OR ALL PUT TOGETHER--I DON'T WANT THE COLLECTIVE OF THEIR LIVES!  And ironically, as Georgia, allegedly me, but Shelley, takes over, her sister's life, getting the mail, paying the bills, and even answering Jeannie's friends inquires into her whereabouts, it is Georgia, who drains her sister's finances, and takes over her life! and kills her!  Remember, last week, the reason I could not, put the pictures I took from the Halloween Parade, in Missoula, last week, is because the cops, believing Shelley to be me, stealing my Levin case too, where I wrote new law, for cohabitation, and alimony, for Hope M. Carlton, Levin, former, Playboy Bunny Centerfold . . . I just can't believe this bitch, but the cops gave Shelley my phone, from Grand Junction, because I wrote about that bitch HOPE, fucking me over, withdrawing her appeal, where I wrote the GREAT 10 point test, so much better than the former, two prong test, the courts had been using, fucking women all over the state of Utah, and probably the nation, since so many laws are copied from other states!  Anyway, I know, Shelley has been intercepting my messages, I will skip a few days, and see, 5 text messages, and blow them off, for a few hours or days, and then, when I go back, they are all gone!  Or getting the encrypted messages, on my replacement phone, for the one in GJ, with the same number, that should be inactive.  And then, going to get new service plan and days, being blocked, not from using my number, or phone, but from even looking like it is in operation!  But, Shelley stole or sucked all the data off my phone, probably, so I could not put the pictures from Halloween, on my blog proving fucking well, she was NOT in Missoula or at the parade, giving cops more ammo, figuring out, that they  have been defending a FRAUD! and going after, as late as this morning, the VICTIM of the identity theft, dumb asses . . . I am currently, at McD's, with two surveillance cameras, that can see me here ALL FUCKING DAY, but, right now, at 2:31 P.M., I will wave!  So, cops, FBI, or whom ever, is smart enough, to actually use them to HELP ME, rather than fuck me, that would be nice for a change, and in furtherance of stopping a BILLION DOLLAR OR MORE HEIST, what legend cops are MADE OF!  I have a red scarf around my neck, and the rest of me, is wearing black, and I am sitting against the kitchen wall, in the second booth . . . this is cop work, 101! come on, are you all on the take?  PLEASE give me something to be pleasantly surprised at?

I Am SICK of WRITING, So, ON, MY WALMART $ Card, I Am Going to Go Get a Steakhouse Burger, Fries!

FUCKING VERIFY!  THIS IS GETTING FATTENING!

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