Friday, October 30, 2015

GAME TIME GOLD! KILLER TRUCKERS, HUNTING HUMANS . . . WORLD'S GREATEST DAD! FRIGHTGEIST . . . MURDER MADE US FAMOUS . . . HE FIGHTS DIRTY, AND AS DIRTY, AS DIRTY GETS! A HALLOWEEN SPECIAL: WICKED ATTRACTION: COUPLES WHO KILL (BRETT & TRAVIS, JAMES?); DEADLY WOMEN: I LOVE YOU TO PIECES . . . LYDIA TRUEBLOOD (KAY--I WOULD CHECK KAY'S FAMILY, FATHER GARY'S DEATH, YOUNG, STRANGE, REMEMBER KAY, REACTING VERY BIZARRE ABOUT HIS UNTIMELY DEATH, RELISHING SISTER, LISA'S STRANGE DISEASE (SHELLEY GET THE IDEA FROM KAY? FOR MY STRANGE DISEASE, WEIGHT GAIN--LISA ALSO HAD IT? DEATH SENTENCE?) AND OMYMA OR IN RECOGNITION, OH, MY MA! (KAY AND SHELLEY TYPE WOMAN)--THE WOMAN WHO ATE 185 POUNDS OF HER 300 POUND HUSBAND! IN THE NATIONAL GEOGRAPHY MAGAZINE, THOSE WHO HAD FACTS AND STATISTICS ON THE ARTICLE, "THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR" OPENING A WORLD OF UNDERSTANDING FOR ME, MUST HAVE BEEN, CANADIAN CRIMINOLOGISTS OR PSYCHOLOGISTS, BECAUSE THEY PROJECTED FROM THEIR OBSERVATIONS THAT 1 TO 2% OF THE CANADIAN POPULATION, ARE PSYCHOPATHS, OR HAVE PSYCHOPATHIC IDEOLOGIES. I WOULD PROJECT, A SOMEWHAT HIGHER PERCENTAGE, FOR THE GREEDY AMERICANS, THEIR, MORE AVARICE NEIGHBORS, SOUTH OF THEIR BORDERS, AND AN EVEN HIGHER NUMBER OF THOSE WITH PSYCHOPATHOLOGIES, WITHIN THE VERY IMAGE CONSCIOUS, GOLD DIGGING, OPPORTUNISTS, IN THE MORMON POPULATION, GIVEN THE ABNORMALLY HIGH, PERCENTAGE OF MY BIRTH FAMILY, EXTENDED FAMILY, FRIENDS, HUSBANDS, LOVERS, CLIENTS, AND THEIR MORMON ASSOCIATES, WHO ARE CONSUMED WITH GREED, ARE PREDATORY IN NATURE, AND PREY, ON THE LEAST MATERIALISTIC MEMBERS OF THE FAMILY, WHO ARE ALSO THE BIGGEST MONEY MAKERS, WITH THE HIGHEST EARNING POTENTIALS (THAT IS WHY, KAY, SUBSTITUTED FOR ME, IS SO CRITICAL, SHE IS THE ONLY LAWYER, IN THE CREW, WHO HAS DONE TRIAL WORK--AND WHY ISAAC WITH CONNECTIONS TO ELLIOT'S BANDS, IN TWO OF THEM, BUT NOT THE MONEY MAKERS, ARE CRITICAL TO THIS PREDATORY VENTURE), AND WHO HAVE MAXIMIZED, OR HAVE USED THEIR TALENTS, SKILLS AND EDUCATION, TO EARN ABOVE AND BEYOND, THEIR EARNING POTENTIALS, IN THE AREAS OF MUSIC AND THE LAW; HOWEVER, BEING STOPPED BY THE PREDATORS, JUST SHORT OF REALIZING LIFE TIME DREAMS, AND REALIZATIONS, WITH MORMON RUN MOB, MUG MEN AND WOMEN, AND MEN IN BLACK, MAKING UP 70% OF THE ALLEGED COVERED AGENCIES, IN THE FBI, CIA, NSA, DIA, AND OTHER, VERY MORMON DOMINATED AGENCIES! THE VERY INSIDERS, WHO, WITH THERE IS A FINANCIAL CRIME, ARE THE ONES TO INVESTIGATE, CHARGE, PROSECUTE, AND TRY THE, OFFENDERS, BUT, MORMONS, MUCH LIKE MUSLIMS, WILL DIE ON THE SWORD FOR THEIR RELIGION, AND THAT TAKES PRECEDENCE OVER ALL ELSE, INCLUDING THEIR JOB, THE TAX PAYERS MONEY, AND THEY, WITH NO SENSE OF SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE, MIX, FUNDS, ACCESS, PROGRAMS, SPY GEAR, WITH AN OPPORTUNISTIC ATTITUDE, THAT, ALL IS WELL, FURTHERING THE MORMON AGENDA, MERGING THE BUSH DOCTRINES OF ONE WORLD ORDER, THE PATRIOT ACT, VISIONS OF A WORLD PRESIDENT, WHO WAS TO BE MORMON . . . AND DON'T FOOL YOURSELVES, THEY WILL MORPH AND ADAPT TO CONTINUE WITH THAT, TO THEM GODLY VISION OF THE DESTINY OF THE EARTH . . . COUSIN, EDWARD IS PROBABLY NEXT, WITH MORMON MISSIONARY CONNECTIONS IN JAPAN, A FORMER JAPANESE WIFE, AMERICAN WIFE, NOW BLACK GIRLFRIEND, AND SORT OF WIFE--VERY MUCH TO FURTHER HIS POLITICAL AGENDA, HE TOLD ME, CHILDREN OF INTERNATIONAL EXPERIENCE AND NAME RECOGNITION, IN JAPAN, AT LEAST! THEY WILL JUST, TURN THEIR JIHADIST/GOVERNMENT VIEWS, ON ITS HEAD, AND GET A LESS, MORMON, MORMON! LOL! THE CRITICAL FUNDING AGENTS, ARE ME AND MY SON; THEREFORE, REPLACING US, WITH MORE GREEDY, CHARACTERS, WITH, NOT THE SAME, ARTISTIC AND LEGAL DRIVES, BUT, AT LEAST WITH THE COVERT, SPECIAL OP, LYING, POTENTIAL, TO TRY TO PULL OFF, THE SUBSTITUTION, WITH THE IDEA, THAT, ONLY THE RIGHTEOUS SHALL PROSPER, BOOK OF MORMON SCRIPTURE, BUT, THERE IS NO, FASCIST LIMIT OR EXCEPTION, JUST HOW THEY PROSPER, AS LONG AS THEY LOOK, APPEAR, ACT, PLAY, THAT THEY ARE RIGHTEOUS, IN THIS VERY MATERIALISTIC, IMAGE CONSCIOUS, SMALL, BUT POWERFUL CHURCH, WHO HAD INFILTRATED AMERICAN LEGAL SYSTEMS, COP AGENCIES, MILITARY, AND OTHER WASHINGTON, D.C. ORGANIZATIONS, AND ENTITIES, TO FURTHER THE MO AGENDA, NOT ONLY IN AMERICA, BUT IN THE WORLD--THAT OLD MOTTO OF IMPERIALIST AMERICA, EXPANDING, BY DIVINE RIGHT! MUSLIMS AND MORMONS, BRITISH WHO DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT RELIGION, WILL RULE, AND THE M & M'S, CAN BOUND TOGETHER, FOR POLYGAMY! I PROMISE, THIS IS ABOUT, POWER, PUSSY AND PERKS! I KNOW THESE PEOPLE, KNOW WHAT MAKES THEM TICK, AND WHILE A MO, MAY NOT LITERALLY, STRAP A BOMB ON THEM TO GET THEIR SHARE OF VIRGINS, THEY WILL FIGURATIVELY DO THE SAME, FOR THEIR, VERY MALE, ORIENTED BELIEFS, WITH WOMEN WHO WOULD BE TIED TO A POLE, THROW GRAPEFRUIT, TO GET THIN, BY THE MEN, THEY SERVE, AND PANDER TO! WOMEN WHO LOVE TO BE ABUSED! SHELLEY, KAY, RACHEL, ALL HAVE ABUSE IN THEIR MARRIAGE AND DATING BACKGROUNDS! THE MEN AND WOMEN, ARE ALL CO-DEPENDENT ON EACH OTHER, TO PULL THIS TOTAL SHAM OFF! LOL! I'M TOO HEALTHY FOR THIS SHIT! LOL! I HAVE NEVER RELIED ON A MAN TO GET ME FUCKING SHIT! I DO IT MYSELF, AND POLYGAMY, FUCK THAT SHIT, ILLEGAL, UNCONSTITUTIONAL, BIGAMY IS UNLAWFUL IN ALL 50 STATES, AND OVER MY DEAD BODY, WILL IT EVER CHANGE, NO MATTER WHO MANY MORMONS AND MUSLIMS, I HAVE TO TAKE DOWN IN THE PROCESS! GET A COPY OF MY, "UTAH CONSTITUTION AND FUN FACTS" IF YOU CAN . . . ARTICLE I, SECTION 22, I BELIEVE, SINCE IT HAD, AS UNCONSTITUTIONALLY, DISAPPEARED FROM THE UTAH CONSTITUTION, FORBIDDING POLYGAMY "FOREVER," MUCH IN THE SAME WAY THE SALISH--KOOTENAI WATER COMPACT, GOT PASSED, WITHOUT 2/3 VOTE OF BOTH HOUSES, AND IN THE CASE OF POLYGAMY, IT ALSO HAS TO GO TO A VOTE OF THE PEOPLE, AND THE UNITED STATES HAS TO APPROVE THE CHANGE, WHICH THEY, WILL FUCKING NEVER DO, SO THE UTAH, MALE, HEIRARCHY, THE PRIESTHOOD, WINK, WINK, JUST UP AND CHANGED IT, HOPING, NOBODY WOULD NOTICE, JUST LIKE THE WATER COMPACT, THE MO SHITS FROM UTAH, CAME TO MONTANA, TO SHOW HOW TO ILLEGALLY, AND UNCONSTITUTIONALLY, UNLAWFULLY, CRAM THIS DOWN THE THROATS OF THE CITIZENS, GIVING THE INDIANS BACK, LAND, RIGHTS, AND ACCESS, THEY CEDED OVER TWO CENTURIES AGO, MAKING, THEM, "INDIAN AGENTS" AS MENTIONED IN THE FRONT PAGE ARTICLE OF THE NEWSPAPER, YESTERDAY, MISSOULAIN, "SHARING THEIR KNOWLEDGE" . . . OR DOES THAT KNOWLEDGE BELONG TO OTHERS, USING THE INDIANS AS "STRAW MEN" AGENTS IN ALL COVER-UPS AND CRIMES! THIS IS FEDERAL DRIVEN, JUST LIKE THE FIGHT OVER MEDICAL MARIJUANA, WITH HOMELAND SECURITY AND THE DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE PUSHING THE REFORMS, GOTTA KEEP THAT ASSET FORFEITURE, WITH FEDS ABLE TO COLLECT 20% OF THE BOOTY IN THE STATE, LEAVING THE PREDATORY COPS, A WHOPPING 80% OF THE LUTE, DEVIOUS VENTURES, WITH POWER, MONEY, AND ACCESS AT ITS ROOTS, USING THE MO CHICKS, MY DOUBLES, TO USE AND ABUSE, MY NAME, BEING SEEN AS A CONSTITUTIONAL LAW ATTORNEY, WHO BITTERLY OPPOSED THE WATER COMPACT, SEEING THE LIGHT, AND GOING ALONG WITH THE REASONABLE SOLUTION . . . FUCKING, SHIT, HELL NO! THAT WAS LIKELY, SUE SHIT, MY SISTER, SPORTING MY HAIR DO, BLONDE AND A NEW EYE JOB, WHILE CLAIMING TO BE ON THE MORMON COVER, MISSION IN TURKEY! THIS IS SO FUCKED UP, YOU CAN'T BELIEVE IT! IT IS ALMOST LAUGHABLE IN ITS RIDICULOUSNESS . . . THOSE UNDER THE ETERNAL MORMON BUBBLE, ONLY FEED EACH OTHER'S INSANITY, AND NEVER GET A REALITY CHECK, OTHER THAN THIS BLOG, TO ALTER GAME PLANS, WHEN DISCOVERED!

Dirty Is, As, Dirty Does!

I wanted to clear some, possible, and potential, covers for the opposition, that would lend credibility, to the family lies . . . yesterday, I mentioned, Francine Gianni, in connection, with the Dixie Leavitt, political machine, with 50 years in the Utah Legislature, a family friend, a boyhood chum, of my father, having grown up in Cedar City, the hot bed, of a ton of connections, and someone, with, a full intent to protect, Shelley, if not the whole crew, seeing, she herself will go down, as she should have, back, when I sued, on the Brock securities case, with Francine, being named defendant, in my $357 million lawsuit, against the state of Utah, the Governor, the Attorney General, Francine as the Director of the Commerce Department, a political appointment by none other than Mikey Leavitt, former Utah Governor, shared, Shelley's birth date, the heir apparent, to have the divine right, to be me, as the Cedar City, connection, to make, not only the securities case, disappear, into oblivion, but also, standing in my shoes, as the attorney, non-attorney, on the Cheek, Iron County Corruption case, $56.7 million, making that county the most corrupt, and it still is, county in America, at the time I filed the lawsuit, against my father's hometown!  But, I remember, at the time, with no, idea of the connections, having been taken out of the game, back some, almost 10 years earlier, that Shelley, knew Francine Gianni, nor, why she would know her, but, Shelley, early on in the Brock case, asked me why, I was suing my friend?

First of all, I never considered Francine a friend, just an acquaintance, who worked on me, for a short time, on elder fraud issues, having, at the time, been over Consumer Affairs, for Governor, Mike Leavitt, later, appointed by President Bush, over the federal, Department of Health and Human Services, and another, local boy made good, Scott Burns, former county attorney, Iron County, also, had been a member of the Utah Prosecution Council, when I was their staff attorney . . . so all in the family!  LOL!  But, even, if, Francine, had been a good friend, I unlike others, would treat her, just the same, as any other, government director, who was an overseer of the Division of Securities, with the overzealous investigators and prosecutors, who had not been brought in check, either through a legislative audit, nor my 10 attempts to resolve the issue with multiple government agencies, entities, the governor's office, and the attorney generals office, the Utah State Bar, filing ethic charges against the attorneys involved, for violation of their oath, and as state officials acting under color of law . . . when all else failed, I sued, and sued, the parties, who had fiduciary, responsibilities, and supervisory charges, over these people!  None of which were working, nor were they willing to do anything, the bring about changes, and often, I have found, when working with government agencies, nothing speaks, other than, LIABILITY!

I don't play games, like Shelley does, nor like many government entities, including, those elected by the people to do otherwise . . . I don't just do what is politically astute, but do what is the law . . . thus the name for this blog, the law, is the law, is the law . . . know your rights, which, everything the Brock and Cheeks cases were about!  Shelley would not understand, doing things the right way, for God sake, she, lied her way, conned her way, and bribed her way into MY LIFE, MY LAW PRACTICE, MY CASES, AND EVEN IS TRYING TO CLAIM, MY CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN!  LOL!  WHAT a BITCH!  So, needless to say, me and my sister, allegedly, do not, function, as one, nor do with think alike, nor do we operate alike . . . I am not a fucking PSYCHOPATH!  I am NOT responsible for the SINS OF MY SISTER, nor does she get credit for the NOBILITY OF MY LIFE!  GOOD GOD!

Wicked Couple Revelation: Brett, Travis, and James!

So, last night, and some of these true crime episodes, hit home, and this process, once, knowing, what the character traits of psychopaths, are, broadening my understanding, of exactly who I have been dealing with, who I now am dealing with, and what combinations, looking in retrospect, created the position, I was in then, and now.  I was watching, Wicked Attractions: Couples Who Kill, and at first the names, of the two, men involved in a very murderous trip, killing people, to get to the birth of the new baby, and hospital of one of the guys involved, so, again, showing the psychopathologies, that are evident, in no empathy, remorse or sympathy, for their victims, and killing, to see birth, probably with little concern, other than the sexual gratification of one of the men involved, who was not even the father of the child, but had barely met the pregnant girl, whom he was in contact with.  

But, the names, struck me as interesting, as they always do, from a symbolic nature, Tom Nelson = CIA Nail Son! (Brett could charm himself, into the FBI or CIA, but, there was a connection, with Alamo, Isaac's, sub band, for God's Revolver, and Scotland--I always wondered, if Brett, who never swore, went on a Mormon mission to Scotland?, with Glasgow, Scotland and Glasgow, British Columbia, doing underground revolver music) and the guy, looked, very much, like Brett.  The other guy, the male, fatal attraction, and co-murderer, was, Jamie Cheek!  James, comes along later, with that actual name, which, also caught my attention, given the fact, that both, Travis Braun, one of the three plaintiffs, in my Cheek civil rights suit, against, Iron County, had a similar reaction, to Elliot's, second, God's Revolver CD, first with SONY, that was never named, nor released, as least from Elliot's prospective, having allegedly been the only GR band member, to do the remix, Sony wanted! as James Kennedy . . . both, being way into music . . . neither one of them, allegedly, close to me, would listen, comment, or watch Elliot, and his band, God's Revolver!

Brett, back, in 2005/06, during the real estate boom, was, laundering money, with signs of symbolic strip malls, and architectural, buildings, that I recognized, from the magazines, around the Mt. Sterling farm . . . I actually met, Brett, outside of Albertson's Grocery Store, on 400 South, in Logan, when he stopped, to purchase an Architecture Digest, and often, he would show me the style he thought were cool, interesting, modern, and something he would like to build, later, after leaving him, finding, evidence, that he had in fact, not only named them, very symbolic names, but, chosen designs and materials, that very much, were his taste, in architecture!  This was several years, after leaving Brett, and seeing, Shelley, once, visiting in St. George, wearing a gold, topaz, ring, very much, like the one, I had worn for 20 years, since my father had given us, all the girls, rings, of semi-precious gems, with the size, according to how much he liked you! LOL! But, I knew that Shelley and Brett hooked up, like attracted to like, during the Bandit CD days, at exactly the time, I left Brett and moved in with Shelley, and the Shelley, Isaac, Jesse, Tiffany, money show, bank runs, mad rush to get credit cards, and tons of new bank accounts, going to Sand Point Idaho!  When I commented on the ring, and it being like mine, Marcie, sarcastically said, IT IS YOUR RING!

Shelley, was playing the gangsta chick, and refused to look or talk to me, as if to say, You are dead to me! And she seemed to now, be queen bee, who had always been the family welfare case!  I already knew, she and Brett hooked up, and I figured, that when I kicked, Brett out of the family, Easter vacation, he went straight to Kay's waiting arms!  LOL!  The really great thing, about, family, thinking you are dying of a brain disease, concocted by them, with poison, either made by Shelley, who seemed most interested in my condition, or the government, who had reason, seeing I had taken out 9 federal agents, and hit their fraud units, on medical up coding on government health insurance payments and bills!  It was about that time, also, that all the building in St. George, Logan, and Park City, Utah, seemed to be going up at a break neck pace, money laundering the proceeds from God's Revolver's, first hit, that they were hard rock band of the year, in 2008, so the money, was mounting, from early, 2006 when the CD first came out, and Shelley was pirating it! and fucking Brett, with the plans, I believe of saying, Shelley was me, and with Brett, weaving the two lives together, right along with Kay, entering the family mix too!

So, Travis, One of My Clients, a Music Promoter, Planning an Outdoor Concert, is Not Interested, In My Connections, as His Attorney, Getting God's Revolver, My Son's Band, to Play at a Concert?  Why?

Travis comes from a family of 10 children, his father was an owner of a book store, having written several books on happiness and the U.S. Constitution, man after my heart, as was Travis, who at the time, I met him, was in jail, in Washington County, having personally tried to sue Cedar City's Finest, 6 cops, who tased him, while he was having a seizure, later kicking the shit out of him, and charging him with about 16 charges, from resisting arrest, to disorderly conduct, having passed 5 of 6 field sobriety tests, the cops had to come up with something, so, they raided his house, used, flash-bangs, blew out his glass windows and doors, searching for the allegedly, hot lamps and indoor marijuana grows.  But, a mysterious, silver, revolver, was allegedly found, while the cops searched the home, in what one of the volunteer firefighters, called the most egregious, violation of civil rights, they had ever seen, having been called to accompany, the raid, even cutting up Travis's new bed mattresses!

Travis was tough, refused to bend, teamed with me, we beat the federal firearms and communications fraud charges, that lacked evidence, and by this time, in about, 2011, Travis and I were, good buddies, with Travis getting arrested, the first night, he was going to move in my, Bloomington home, with Shane, close on  his heels, with both men, wanting to be my private investigators, and roommates, because, they were both going through divorces, due to pressure, from their criminal and civil cases.  By, 2011, I had moved to Parowan, Utah, and Travis lived in Cedar City, but to be noted, he was living in a trailer, outside, his parents' storage unit, where they lived with younger sisters, and grand kids, there all the time.  I was helping Travis, almost constantly, from 2010, to about 2012, again, with Travis, needing a place to live, and me offering, him to move in, and work off rent, so he could get back in school.  When Misty and Dennis Cheek, started playing politics, first wanting me to train, Kelly Ann Booth, whom they were using on the criminal case, wanting me to take it, but I was heading to the 10th Circuit Court of Appeals . . . Misty said, she hated the Brock case, because it was my first priority, over all the fucking free work, I did for Haylee, Travis and Shane!

Haylee and Shane, against Shane's wishes, the Cheeks, I believe to let Kelly, train under my, and get a take of the $56.7 million, in exchange for lower or lesser attorney's fees, that they were into about a half a million by that time, went with Kelly, after I had done much of the work!  I didn't need Kelly, didn't want her, and I didn't need, a Little JoAnn, is what they called her!  Travis, on the other hand, was totally loyal to me, knew I had, helped him for almost 2 years, non-stop!  So, I was totally, shocked, when, Travis, was planning an outside concert, with his brothers, all of whom had either planned concerts in the past, and who had played in bands, and were getting back to their old lifestyle, with Travis, living out in the wilds, on some property of one of his brothers, getting out of Cedar City, as he said, and I didn't blame him, by this time, Travis had been fighting the law, either with or without me, for 5 fucking years, and as we would get rid of one case, they would throw something else at him, using cops from the U.S. Marshals to local cops!  At, this time, I was under fire too, getting my truck sabotaged, being grounded, having cops, surrounding and getting into my house, stealing flash drives and whatever, so I think, Travis, was like shit, what now?  So, the music thing was a big puzzle to me?  I believe, that Travis, had been contacted, to join the crew, and work on the music side of things.  

Common Bonds: Music, Pot, Money!  James too!

I always used to say, that my case was about, drugs, sex and rockin' roll! with the homecoming queen, Haylee, the football star, Shane, and the town rebel, Travis! who was trying to legalize marijuana use, and doing it himself.  I was always, telling Travis, to let me help him, going through the legislature!  He felt like it was his right to do, right now, with or without the law, it was his body, and he should be able to do with it what he wanted . . . I agree, but, I told him, I would defend him once, but if he got caught after, I warned him, since it was illegal, still, that I would not defend his use, until it was legal, and I would help him with that! One of the elements that needs to be seen as a common thread, with at least all the guys involved, in this case, is pot, marijuana, weed, whatever you want to call it!  Every cops, clients, husband, and lover used it, which is bizarre to me, but, maybe, since, I believe, in a person's, body as their property, therefore, entitled to protection by due process, government takings, and had a history, of fighting to protect, real, personal and, intellectual property, even for drug users, that was the connection.  But the constitutional connection was not, satisfying addictions!  Teaming with Brett, the men, get dames, drugs, and dough!

Basically, he offered more!  LOL!  Travis was a hustler, he was a scrapper, he was tough, and often, as with Shane, I wondered if the cops would give up fighting him and recruit him!  But, the music thing, seemed to be the dead give away . . . I gave Travis, one of the new CDs, and he never, listened to it, or he was jealous, or he had other plans, or he had been contacted . . . I even told him, Elliot was connected to all the bands in Salt Lake City, Utah and I could hook him up with all the bands, having a Utah approach, with him, looking at a national or global approach to the music.  I gave him Elliot's phone number, did everything to facilitate this hook up, musically speaking, that would have benefited, both parties, and there was not response . . . he offered me more!  You had a young, handsome, go getter, much, along the lines of Brett, coming from poor roots, but hungry and eager, to make a name for himself!  I don't think, Travis, normally, would have bailed on me, but, Brett was hitting his soft spots, money, promise of women, power, music and pot!  Deadly combination, and the merger was made, with a wicked attraction, Travis knew the ropes, who was who, who to go to, not only in the police department, but, with the county attorney . . . his family was known, his brother owned a book store in town, and the Braun boys were way into the music scene!

Hunting Humans . . . World's Best Dad!

In another episode, called, Killer Truckers, a cop saw, a truck, pulled over to the side of the road, and when he got up, to do a routine, check on the truck and driver, he noticed a girl with handcuffs on, and a horse bit in her mouth!  Come to find out, this truck driver, had been killing women, for 40 years, starting when he was about 18, and had never been noticed or connected to any of the crimes, claiming about 500 murders a year on the highways of America!  But, one of the things, that the cops, who interviewed the man, and me, found interesting, was that he had a baseball hat, with the saying, World's Greatest Dad, on it, and how, ironic, that hat was, in connection with a serial killer!  But, one such victim, that started a nationwide, truckers, investigation, was a young, honor student, who had scholarships, to major universities, but had a side show, of being a Lot Lizard, what girls who service, truck stops are called, prostituting herself out, to earn money for school.  Her nude body, was found, thrown over the overpass, just off a freeway, she had been bound and gagged, half in and out of a stream.  Her name, again, struck me as strange . . . Casey Jo Pipestem = Kay See, Jo, Pipe Stem!  

The first day, I met, Brett, he took me for a walk up by the gas, pipeline, above the old, Mt. Sterling, Stuart/Stewart farm . . . the U.S. federal district court judge, on the Cheek case, was Judge Ted Stewart, the Wellsville Stewarts, all spelled their names, different than Brett, indicating to me, either he was trying to confuse me with a different spelling, or he was undercover, and using another version of his name, but, I always wondered, after my first introduction to Kelly Ann Booth, who stole the Cheek case, after me, even doing work for an entire, year and several months, if, Brett was related to the judge on the case; therefore, he was being, bribing Misty and Dennis Cheeks, and the ones who insisted on bringing in Booth!

Once with Brett, there were many signs, connected to the pipeline, right after going with Brett there, the first day, like, he talking to me about, a serial killer in the Oregon/Washington area, seeming to way more than he should about the man and his crimes.  There was the incident at Hastings Book and Video store, where the clerks would not allow Brett to check out a video, that Brett insisted he didn't have, called, I Married an Ax Murderer, while, I later found out it was a comedy, I always, wondered why the clerks had made such a big deal and about the symbolic title?  Were they warning me, had they seen many girls with this same guy, and later they were listed as missing?  Brett's cousin, Margo, worked across the street, as a Texaco Manager, and when talking to her, I would always, see, pictures of missing girls, from the area, and wondered, after leaving Brett, if he had killed them.  On trip into Logan, the first night, I introduced Brett to Shelley, on the back of the local newspaper, I read the words, The Ice Man Cometh!  At Shelley's house, I asked her what she was reading, and she said, The Ice Man! and she and Brett seemed to know each other.  Later, when watching fireworks, Brett, turned to me and said, I am the Ice Man!  I started laughing and just brushed it off, and joked about it . . . maybe not a joke!

I remember, Brett, say to me, before I ever introduced him to my children, Your children are an asset . . . CIA speak? FBI, speak, referring to people as ASSETS!  Behind my back he contacted all my children, at a time, I was not, getting together with them much, due to, reading that it was easier, on kids, to have their parent's die, that divorce, and I thought, now, I am putting them through both, divorce and death, so the less contact, the easier it is going to be on them, the less they are around me.  But, Chris and Elliot, were always good to come visit, and that is where Brett met the boys and learned just how good, Elliot played the guitar, and he also, learned that Chris, was the child, most likely, at least at that point, to help, me, if I needed help, and was the first one, the fuckers went after, charging him falsely, and then racking up $10,000 worth of attorney fees, then dropping the charges, the day before trial, not because of a plea bargain, because, he, Kay and Shelley were using the system to harass him!  Did Brett, need my children, as a cover for his serial killing?  World's Best Dad!  I couldn't even get him to call his son, in Arizona, for his birthday!  A rock star, two daughters in the military, and math genius?  I bet he knew a shit load more about them than I did!  They were his cover! plus, politically powerful, on a national basis!

Travis Was A Lynch Key for Brett . . . Travis, Brett, James, All Country Boys, Country Boy Energy!

One of the things that shocked me about this episode, was that, the guy named, Tom Nelson, was a mentor, the old, the badder, the trainer of the younger, more impressionable guy, Jamie Cheeks, much as would the case be with Travis, in his 40's and Brett, probably 10 years his senior.  But, at one point, the men in the real story, both, dyed their hair, the same color, they wanted to even look alike and they said, that, authorities believed, from the statements of friends, that there was a romantic, attraction as well!  I strongly believe that Brett, was bisexual, and went, both this way and that, which, probably was to his advantage, not only in luring women, but in luring men, as well!  All Brett's friends, were, gay, at least all the ones, that Brett introduced me to.  I remember, many times, Brett commenting, as if he was gay, or that was the sex he was having, that being with a female, was right, clean, and the way sex was suppose to be, as if, I thought, there was any other way.  There was always, a lighter, spot, on Brett's sweats, near the rectum or anus, where they might have been discharge.  Again, I was not worried about much, I was suppose to die, still!  LOL!

Both of the men, in the crime episode, looked so much like Brett and Travis . . . now, there is nothing gay, or gay appearing in either Brett or Travis, but, as with the men in the show, Tom had been dismissed from the military for mental health reasons . . . I can't see, Brett, making it through, military training, while fit, tons of energy, and whatever, there was something, not internally strong about him, and he always looked great, going, even to the store?  When you, seriously believe, there is nothing right or wrong, that opens the door, for tons of stuff that, you and I would not do, but that might be to the advantage of a partnership, not only bonding in music, pot, women, but bonding with each other!  And I am just speculating.  Jamie, was, kicked out of the Marines, basic training for using POT!  So, with the men, the attraction, the pot, the murders, and looking, like Brett and Travis, and just filling in, wholes, gaps, and conjectures, wondering?  I am not labeling, just making observations, and then, you look at the Spartan element, of the CIA, take over, and play for military control, in this new structure, the guy from Princeton, where James, I believe graduated, since two of his daughters, he told me attended, giving the presentation on the charismatic and militarization of the modern leaders, and he mentioned, but didn't explain, the sexual component, in the equation.

I am just speculating, so please, don't assume that there is any truth to what I am saying, just making observations that might add to the strength and understanding of a case, or looking into the mindset of the psychopaths, you and I am dealing with, or the young investigator, might want to factor into the mess, but, Brett, Travis, and James . . . who, in the real story, comes in, is not really, part of the murdering pair, but is a friend, who seems, into the same stuff, as James does . . . the pot, the swinging, but all three of these men, are, the type of men, that would be of value, being, totally masculine, and therefore attractive to women, but, beautiful, in a general sense, therefore, they have universal, appeal to both sexes, drawing honey, from both sides, as would Elliot! Chris! every bit as beautiful in a general sense, just attraction wise, to both sexes, and in a spy, sense, invaluable, now days!  But, James, made a comment to me, leading my mind, in this way, he was telling me about the hot springs in Durango, trying to get me to come, or go down there, when he left, but he said, I washed my pussy.  I thought, your pussy and my pussy are two very different things!  I didn't respond, and once again, he said, I washed me pussy . . . whatever?  Just some, commonalities, that seem, to make sense, in all this bull shit!

Deadly Women: Love You To Pieces!  Common Bonds Here Too?

Often, people, who have common goals, common enemies, common jealousies, and common personality traits, bond in strange ways, as Shelley and Kay, might have.  And just as in the case, above, with the men, Shelley and Kay, may have a wicked attraction, to each other, understanding each other, dealing with younger sisters, getting rid of them as rivals, and having a fascination, with sex, murder, money, power, and domination, in a bizarre twist of submission.  Playing Freud!  LOL!  Looking at the murderess, in the Love you to Pieces, series of three women, with the first one, looking just like Kay Burningham, aka, JOANN, but with Kay, being, just like the woman/girl in the episode, not necessarily homely, but, the girl next door, but, somehow, she learned to use sex, charm, to get what she wanted . . . not in high school, but later, probably in law school, she kissed some professor who lost his job, while she was at BYU law school!  Kay had been a virgin, up until she was 28 years old, and during law school, I believe, because of this incident, she was told by a psychologist or a therapist, that it was abnormal, to be her age, and told her she needed to go have sex!  Maybe, she learned, with the professor, that, while average in looks, added to her looks, brains, and it became a deadly combination, that with her charm, she could control men, with her sexuality, which, I believe, Shelley, came to later in life too . . . with men, using her, and abusing her, as with Kay, and then, in anger and control, turning the tables, and in the same sense, being a dominatrix and the dominated, in this strange, abnormal combination of psychopaths, who were attractive, smart, and hungry for power, with vulnerable prey!  Me and my son . . . Shelley and family already all over me and dad Secrist, clearing the way, to go after Elliot and  his music, later, to discover, Chris's music too, with two older sisters, either in the military or later compromised by insiders! as the boys have been too, well, men now!

Neither Kay, nor Shelley, early on, seemed to have many boyfriends, but later, seemed to be the female fatale' sparking devotion, deadly commitment, and loyalty, using sex as the bait, and their brains, both being smart, and sometimes a rare commodity, in the psycho world of spies!  New peers, with a common goal!  In an earlier, true crime show, there were two young girls, who formed a bond, so close, so intense, with both girls, deep in fantasy play, books, war of thrones, type stuff, that, they eventually, bonded, as they played, and got so carried away, in their own little world, that, when one of the girls, parents, announced that they were getting a divorce, and she was going to live with relatives, the two girls, devastated at the thought of parting, that they plotted and murdered one of the girl's mothers!  Both Shelley and Kay, were first children, with sister, coming, almost within a year, of their reign as oldest children, depriving them of time with their parents!  While Lisa and Kay, children of divorced parents, were constantly at each other's throats, and in charge of their younger, brother, Kyle, who Kay claims to get along with, but I wonder, and it seems like Kay was happy when Lisa got a rare, disease, puffed up, weight wise, which kind of changed the look of Lisa, and Kay saw it as a payback or something, because Kay had gained weight, while she was a cheerleader at BYU, and had to check herself, into the LDS Hospital Psych Ward, back in about 1975 or so . . . did Lisa laugh?  But, both Shelley and Kay, are devious, jealous, enough, to bring harm to others!

Lydia Trueblood . . . Charmed Men, Married Them, Killed Them!

Lydia, looks a lot, like Kay, while, average, looking, somehow, learned to get whatever she wanted from men!  Again, I think, in Kay and Shelley, this is a learned skill, one that smart women, well read women, ambitions women, with average looks, but intelligent, can learn to use, against men, for revenge, to blackmail, to use, to abuse, but also, to further their own, selfish and ambitious desires, for position, wealth, power and money, beyond, what they are entitled to, or deserve, but due to the sex, they are able to play, powerful men, many of whom, I rejected, as being the person, who brought the attention of this level of men, to the family, leading to friends, expanding, as the need grew, exposing, not only Mormon bred and grown, women, who, are a rare combination, and from the same time, and place in history, of the cross, from the traditional woman to the new feminist, creating a conflicted and bizarre, hybrid, if you will, that would not be present in the non-Mormon world, where it was fine, to just, forget motherhood, and pursue careers, but with Mormons always conflicted and tortured, if you will, over the two very different spheres of the 50's and the aggressive, women of the 90's, free of that conflict and juxtaposition in gender challenges, as opposed to ambitions! men, don't seem to have this as much, maybe more now.  But, that element alone, may have, caused deep seeded resentments, with me, because, I waited to go to law school, until my children were all in school, giving them a more sure foundation, and taking the educated and calculated risk of giving custody, while very shared, to my ex-husband, alleviating, much of the financial, battle, single women face, being paid, 55 cents for every dollar in Utah, where you are cherished, and put on a pedestal, and don't need money! NICE, Mormon male, shit, to deprive women, of equal pay!

Out in the parking lot, I noticed a black and white, bumper sticker, that said, I Love Colorado, and, I am sure, that Shelley, would prefer, Kay, ten times to me, she is not threat, and they are sister's in crime!  While on the one hand the ambitions, career minded, Kay and Shelley, who risked their children, for careers and men, for that matter, neither of which I was willing to do, paid a high price for their choices!  Kay, hired Hispanic maids, as housekeepers and for child care, early on, when she was with Tim Brown, and her son, Christopher, not Christian, like my oldest son!  I don't know how that son turned out, life is not over, but I would guess there is some guilt there, seeing that Kay, divorced, and dragged Chris, through an affair with an attorney in California, that she not only left, his father for, but the same man, she left, David, for, some 10 years, later, leaving, Danny, her second son, in the care of Mr. Buttars.  Shelley, on the other hand, once, given living quarters, in the Zion's Towers, and being told, I think with Alex a baby, that she could stay there, but her two young, son's, Jesse and Isaac, could not, leaving them, basically, living on the streets!  Later, when Shelley, pregnant with Alex, fathered by her stock broker, but engaged to David Yemen, either was allowed, in David's home, but again, the kids were not, or they were married, but, Shelley and the kids, could not be in the house!  Dave lived up in Jeremy Ranch, were, Kay and David lived . . . hooked up again, Shelley and Kay, with Tim Brown, Bountiful boy in common, as former husband and friend?

I, thought taking heat, from family, and friends, avoided, through, smart choices, giving them to ex-hub, not depending on child support or alimony, going to law school, actually, the breeding ground, for family, threatening, way early on, that if my kids, ever accomplished anything in life, I could not take credit?  WHAT THE FUCK?  Like I didn't raise them the first 15 years, the formative years, was home with them, drove Elliot and Shelley's son, Isaac, and she never did, and rarely did Don, and Shelley, or somehow, Kay, or Rachel, or Sue, should be my children's mother . . . no, divorced or not, I was with my children, almost every weekend!  On the one hand, I enjoyed, both single and married life, for 13 years, because, neither, Zeke/Richard, nor I, got remarried and continued a friendship, with kids in common!

We never burdened anyone, and basically, didn't involve or discuss, family issues, or plans with extended family members, and with our kids for that matter, we were just both, smart, rational, partners, who still had mutual responsibilities, and were engaged in a worthy pursuit, of raising, well adjusted children!  I believe, Susan, Marcie and Tiffany, and to some extent Rachel, who was a flight attendant all those years, but a guilty one, who spoiled her children, which I never did, were all jealous, that, I pursued a career in law, which Sue, had wanted to do, living through Meg, her daughter, but, angry, bitter, jealous, on the other hand, doing the devoted, Mormon mom thing, but, giving up her own desires and goals!  Tiffany was lucky enough, to see which older sister's were happy and which ones were not, and tried to balance the two worlds of motherhood and career, very much, while going to school, sided, on the mom side with six kids!  But, I was kind of in the middle, and I think the sisters were hoping that either one shoe or the other, I would fail at . . . I did neither, both me and my children, who were carrying on family traditions of excellence, caused envy!

Twenty Years of Creating Their Own Reality!  LOL!

Zeke/Richard, and I, long before our divorce, opted out of the very judgmental, materialist, Mormon family, of my birth, protecting our young, ones, from the family gossip, the cruel, comments, of the experimental teenage years, where we allowed our children, the freedom and opportunity, of exploring, goals of music, not telling our son, he could never make a good living, or telling, Chris the skater, he could not be sponsored, or refusing to let the girls go in the military.  I think, two quite, liberal, open minded parents, felt the world was our children's oyster, and they had unique dreams and visions of what their lives should be, separate and aside from their parents' visions, the Mormon Church, prescribed route, of boy scouts, missions, temple marriage, and kids, leaving, these choices up to the kids, and facilitating, their individual passions and goals, stepping in with little advice, but, backing them up, in their decisions, defending the choices, from the burdens, notions, and Mormon controls, social structuring and valued perspectives.  I think, that due to this, separate reality, living, growing, loving and granting our children, freedom, if was filtered through the Mormon, rose colored glasses, that, somehow, my children, were left on their own, to fend for themselves, while I was off, dancing, dating, and walking on the wild side, which could not have been further from the truth.

A psychological phenomena, shared by humans, is the fact that, when there are a few bits of information, we tend to fill in the gaps, and make up a reality that makes sense to US! we may be close, or right on, or we may be light years off the mark.  As I tried to indicate, above, that there is reason for me to believe, this or that based on this or that statement, or observation, and, all I am simply doing, is, connecting the dots, trying to make sense of the, revelations, looking in retrospect, back on different, snapshots of my life, those of my children, loved and adored, with parents, who both, while not negligent, are hands off type parents, that will be there if possible, but don't interfere, unless, safety, home, children and grandchildren are at risk of crimes, violence, or wrong doing, by a very, brutal, situation, that makes up the perfect storm, I find, me and my family, in!  Having challenged the very highest offices and agencies, in both, state and nation, if not local too, with men, who are power, hungry, have access, connections, to lock me up for life, at the drop of a hat, to cover up the crimes of others!  The Mormon Church, with my money, my sons' money, with my children's choices, making almost, a perfect, coverage of political and religious spectrum, bringing in Mormon and non-Mormon alike, with me in the middle, kids going from the most liberal to the most conservative and the philosopher king, and moderate conservative, with daughters who are both military, mothers, scholars and beautiful, making up a unique view of women too!  I remember meeting Dallas, Greta's husband for the first time, and him, telling me he never knew, that women, like Greta, existed, and passing it on to new, bro-in-law, George, Nicole's husband, that, these, Secrist women, are thoroughbreds, and need to be handled with care!

Military, Special Missions, Linguist, S.E.R.E. School, Mother, Wife, Home- Schooler, Political and Constitutional Scholar!

After seeing the true crime episode of the two girls, who murdered the one girl's mother, and several other, teen revenge shows, perpetrated, against one parent or the other, and having a dream of Nicole with Elliot in the background, and make-up, being the focal point of the dream, my sign for needing to make up, with Nicole and maybe later, Elliot, I called Nicole.  She laughed when I told her, that with her living back east, I don't get to work through issues that arise in every thirty year old's life, when they assess where they are, in regards to where they wanted to be, in their minds, goals, or designs, for their life, and that, if she had anything, she had to discuss, let me know, and if she wants to bash me in the head, at some point, lol, we both laughed, that I would like to know before hand!  LOL!  Nicole told me, that she really didn't have much to say, and was happy with her life, but, she also had a dream, and said, that she was alone in a building, and, it seemed that the rest of the family was present, but not talking to her!  Then she qualified or interpreted that to be the frustration, at living so far away, and feeling disconnected to her immediate family.  She was mad that Chris and Elliot, didn't call her more, and that, last summer, when she made the effort to get with them and take them to dinner, they never continued the connections, made at that time . . . Chris did say, he needed to spend more time with Nicole!  I reminded, Nicole, that, both the boys were raised by their dad, and she knew how hard it was to keep any relationship going with him . . . Greta lives, 30 minutes drive and has not seen her father in three years!  She understood, having written off, Zeke, last year!  LOL!

I told her, when all was said and done, the one thing I could say, with every parent, failing in one aspect or another, given the set of circumstances they are handed, given marriages, careers, personalities of children, etc., that, I felt proud that, I had released, four, beautiful, smart, good citizens, into the world, who are just starting to make, the contributions to society, that, I think will leave the world a better place.  And she said, she agreed.  My kids, had it tough, in some ways, but they had freedom to chose their course in life, more than most children do, and the right to make right or wrong choices, learning young, that they are ultimately, responsible for their lives, for their choices, and they get credit for their success, joy, and also their failures, that, parents, at some point, are no longer to blame!  No body comes with an instruction book, I have seen great kids come from horrible homes and horrible kids come from great homes.  I also heard that, there has to be some tragedy, in life, to be famous! that, conditions that are too tough, or tough soft, create their own set of problems, so, I sought, to make them famous, not necessarily creating issues, but, on the other hand, not protecting them from the natural consequences of life, and living . . . and they all continue to RISE!

Never Get In a Power Struggle With Teens . . . Parent's Peril!

I heard this advice, probably in an education class, or parenting class, that, even though you are the adult, you need to control kids, and try to protect them, from harm, danger, or bad company, if, a child, especially willful, like Nicole was, the wildest, by far, young, but the most, compliant, with Mormon Church rules, and teachings, could, have been, much, like the teens, in three episodes, I watched last night, where, three teen girls, when crossed by, even loving parents, ended up murdering one or the other parent!  A kid, can always, runaway, use drugs, be with the boyfriend or girlfriend a parent doesn't like, and they can, if forced, into a power struggle, just to get even, pay back, or prove, they are in charge of their own lives, get even; therefore, it behooves a parent to avoid the power struggle, with the ultimate, win, sometimes, being suicide! Sure, all of my kids, did this or that, I would not have approved of, that is youth, that is experimentation, that is testing limits, spreading wings, that is normal and generally, the reason, for teenage rebellion, to break from the parental bond, and if they don't, sometimes you get stuck with kids forever, which I was not going to do, seeing Richard or Zeke's younger brother, Brian, who was coddle, protected, and rarely worked, never leaving home, but for maybe a year!

I see all the pit falls, the challenges, the power struggles that can create, deadly situations and choices, and I am grateful, for the insights I got in college classes, or church classes, or just picked up, here and there, and the minimal amount of conflict, going through, literally, horrendous times, being manufactured, and created, to destroy, me and my family, and thank, God, that, all are well, and survived, maybe with money, gone, houses, taken, that would have provided shelter, and safety, comfort and holiday, cheer, but, at least, all are alive, well, have beautiful families, and will, have the guts, balls, toughness, that it takes to do, something on note in this beautiful world of ours!  Even with Elliot's band, perhaps, he would not have been ready, he struggled with whiskey, and maybe, could have been susceptible to worse, to drugs, wild women, and even death, which, often, goes hand in hand, with money, and rockin' roll!  So, maybe for the better, or we discussed the possibility of El going to law school, which would thrill me to no end, if all my kids, at their own time, took an interest, in this still, noble, career, in spite of all the shit, I have been through, and the challenges that has brought, not only to them, but on them!  The tap roots, go deep, and they are all stellar, individuals, and whatever they want to do with me, it great and they have done well with their FREEDOM!  I stand in awe, at the marvelous choices they have all made and are continuing to make, putting family above all . . . Nicole, said, the good thing about, her parents, divorce, is she knows, she never wants a divorce.

I am sure, that being close to Sue, or Shelley, Rachel, or talking to grandparents, there have been regrets, but, you can't judge, a man or women, happy, until the day their die!  I am sure there were many lonely hours, but, that time, is what Elliot, used to play his guitar, or Chris, his electronic music!  I can guarantee, that had I been, married to Zeke, there is no way on God's green earth, I would have been driving, the three band members, Elliot, Tyler, and Isaac, over 300 miles . . . I would have been going to movies, dinner, or social outings with their father!  All the fun at Jerry Owen's, while not a great, husband, and I knew that, was an amazingly, fun, family oriented, man, and good for my kids, giving them, I think a better teenage years, that had they been with me and Zeke, who was much more sedate, and home bound! with lower energy!

Enough, Psyco Babble!  The World is Built On Optimism . . . Invest in this BEAUTIFUL World!






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