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MY STAR EARRINGS MIRACLE!
I went without wearing, earrings for, what, almost 17 years, since I was diagnosed with Pick's Disease and allegedly suppose to die, back, by 2002. All the dress for success and shit, went by the way side, and plain Jane Doe, took over my life, just waiting to die, for years, about, 10, to be exact, from, late 1999 to late 2009. I am not a shopper by any stretch of the imagination, only for necessities, and, perhaps, Christmas or a birthday, and ask my kids, even that, is a traumatic event for me, generally, send love or money! Every once in a while, I will get lucky, and someone will leave, a pair of earrings, they no longer want, on the shelf in the Poverello Center for the Homeless, or, these cherished, gold star earrings, appropriate, and symbolic, came to me, through, Christmas donations, by some, Seattle or surrounding areas, local designers, collection of cool earrings. There were several choices, but the star earrings were the favorite, there were snowflakes, hearts, and smaller, star like earrings, and others. We could take what we wanted and most of them, were not being taken, so, I thought, I dig them, and need some, so, I took four pairs.
Once back at the Hammond House, Shelter for Women, in the Woodland United Methodist Church, Greenwood, Seattle, Washington, area, where I resided for the last, 8 months, some of the Hot Hammond House Tramps, saw them, and loved them, so, I, my nature, is to share, and I gave, out the other four pair of earrings, all of which I liked, but, hey, it was Christmas, and they loved them too! I wish I could remember the brand, so I could give them, some free advertisement, but I did that when, I got them, but I love, this pair, of earrings. So, yesterday, I put them, on, and went about my day, using earbuds, and, listening to music, leaving the POV, at, 5:45 AM to take a favorite ride around town, on Mountain Line, bus 11, to the Airport and back. I wrote my blog at the Alex Blewitt Law School, University of Montana, William Jameson Library . . . all symbolic names, if you know my history and blog! But, after I got done with the blog, I wanted to watch some online network news, which was all about the shootings, boring the shit out of me, GOD? But, as I pulled the earbuds out of my ears, I heard something drop, or so I thought, and felt for my star earring, on that ear . . . GONE???????????? WHERE? WHEN? HOW? SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LIKE THEM ENOUGH, AND I'M WEIRD ENOUGH TO WEAR JUST ONE! LOL. WHO AM I TRYING TO IMPRESS? RIGHT? JUNIOR HIGH SHIT!
So, chalking the loss, as daily, routine with me, bank cards, I.D., and anything I touch, generally, particularly, if it is unique, like these earrings, but what the fuck? I get in line for lunch, and I am right by the dish washing station, and big ass garbage can, that people scrape their food trays into, and, being the courteous person, I am, I try not to block, people, from dumping their trays . . . .so, this, woman, with a knit hat on, and bundled up to match the weather, with no hair showing, stops, and I try to wave her through, so she can dump her tray, and she doesn't move, I am like, what the fuck, again, I wave her through and she just stands there . . . several other people took advantage of the break in the food line. Finally, I was about to move on, and this woman says, do you recognize me, and I thought, sure, from the bus, or somewhere in Missouala, or here at the Pov., somewhere, but, yeah, now that you mention it i do . . . she says to me, did you lose a star earring? I am sure she saw the one star earring match, before she asked me this!
DID YOU FIND IT????????????? WHERE????????????? OH, THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This woman, found it, at the bus station in the snow??????? I even gave up, the thought of finding it even in the dorms, surely someone would have swept it up, or stepped on it and dragged it somewhere else, and it was just a wash and a loss . . . you found it at the bus station? I was there at 6:45 or so????????? She quoted some scripture to me, about, God protecting me, and being with me. SOB, and I said I know he does, and this is a small miracle, but a miracle, in and of itself, almost impossible if you think about it . . . all the morning commuters to work, the tramps like me, the students, and this woman, whom, I have only run into, like three times in my life, on the bus, has the sense, to go to the Poverello to see if someone lost an earring?????????
WHAT ARE THE CHANCES???? EVEN THE LADIES SERVING THE LUNCH, YESTERDAY, WERE SHOCKED, AND SAID, THAT IS A MIRACLE . . . NO SHIT!
WILD DREAMSCAPES, BUT SO, SYMBOLIC! NOTHING BEATS GOD INTEL . . . SOLVING MY CASE THROUGH DREAMS! HIS WAY. NOBODY ELSE IS HELPING ME, THAT I CAN SEE OR KNOW FOR SURE? MAYBE.
THIS APPEARED TO BE A FOUR PART DREAM . . . VERY INTERESTING
TV SITCOM--TWO POOR GIRLS
I am not much of a TV watcher, and watched more TV the 8 months I was, at Hammond House, having to be, in, between, 6:00 PM for dinner, and 9:00 PM, a rare event, seeing it was cold, at night, and nice to be safe, protected and be able to rest, at nights, but, I think that is the name of the show, of the blonde and brunette waitresses, yellow and red uniforms. They say, the two ways to make sure, you never end up in poverty, is to: (1) graduate from high school, and (2) get married and stay married . . . I can tell you, that is true, particularly the marriage part! LOL. Divorce if you can avoid it, throws, you into this wild, jungle-like, dating scene, and you are likely to get a psychopath, serial killer, pathological liar, or in my case, a spy, all of whom, can do major damage to your life, and in multiples, even more! I think the personalities of the two women, are very, symbolic too! The brunette, the screaming sex symbol with the big boobs, doing it with everyone, and easy, and the blonde is more, like the innocent, one, who wants to take her time and get to know someone, and have more than a sexual relationship with some dude! VERY DIFFERENT GALS!
While I got a divorce, I bettered my financial situation, and have made, and should have made, a million to a billion fold of what, all my husbands, lovers, and boyfriends, have made in their lifetimes! I never dreamed, nor, did I aim, at wealth, but I did want POWER! GUESS WHAT, I HAVE A SHIT LOAD OF IT, BUT, THIS, TRAGICALLY HIP CHICK, GOT AND GETS HIP STRIPPED DAILY!!!!!!!!!!! HACKERS TODAY, ON BLOG . . . HAVEN'T SEEN THAT, SINCE I HAVE TO USE A 6 NUMBER SECURITY CODE TO GET INTO MY BLOG, SO OBVIOUSLY, "THEY" LOL. ANOTHER TACO BELL, AD, WITH THE GUY DRIVING INTO THE RIVER . . . THAT IS ABOUT WHERE I AM AND AFTER GETTING MY BACKPACK ROBBED, RIGHT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Making money is no problem for me, I am highly SKILLED, and have, all it takes to be the #1 civil right attorney in the country, if not the PRESIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is not the case with my sister, SHELLEY, the spies have TRADED PLACES!
I have never relied on a man, nor will, never used sex, never mixed sex and the city or work, politics, the law and I have never, needed, favors to be all that I can be, having climbed the heights of the legal, if not the professorial, writing, and speaking fields! That is not the case, with Shelley, and this dream, so clearly, demonstrates this point . . . a fucking biology, degree, will never get, you where a law degree will, unless you are some business owner, or pharmaceutical person . . . Shelley has worked in some of those areas, but not as the owner or boss, but bottling pills, not the say, gig, nor is the money, that good! KEEP THESE DIFFERENCES IN MIND! Now, I have said this before, and will again, I have defied, birth order, because of the abdication of Shelley, just going in her room reading, and refusing to deal with, younger brothers and sisters . . . I became the OVERACHIEVING FIRST CHILD, AND THE WILD, SOCIAL BUTTERFLY SECOND CHILD IN ONE, PLAYING BOTH ROLES. THAT MIX AND MATCH, HAS LED TO GREAT CONFUSION FOR FBI PROFILERS, AND OTHERS, TRYING TO FIGURE OUT, WHO IS WHO . . . ALL THE STEREOTYPES WORK IN SHELLEY'S FAVOR, FROM BIRTH ORDER, TO THE SMART BRUNETTE TO THE DUMB BLONDE, AND THE BIG SISTER, BEING TALLER, THEREFORE, BEING THE BIG SISTER . . . NOT THE LITTLE BLONDE, SISTER THE ATTORNEY, PROFESSOR, BUSINESS OWNER, LOBBYIST, AND BLOGGER!
ISABELLA GOMEZ . . . IS A BELL AT, GO ME EZ! THAT WAS ONE OF THE STUDENT'S, INTERVIEWED YESTERDAY, ON THE SHOOTING, ABOUT, 5 MORE VERY TELLING AND SYMBOLIC NAMES, CIA COMMUNICATION STYLE! SPOOKS AND GHOST LINGO . . . LEARN LOUD!
I have a bubbly, fun, wild, spirited personality, until you get me in court, or dealing with legal issues, or political issues. Shelley is boring and a stick in the mud! I am a talker, she is a listener, I am wild and free, she is obedient, and has well learned that loose lips sink ships, I am a tell it all, and let the chips fall where they will, case in point, my BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bell it one of the significant, names, and I have written this, and the CIA bad guys have well marked, my brain, more complicated, that the federal tax code, is what, husband, and spy, psychopath, Brett, once said of my very beautiful mind!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shelley has no memories connected to music, or words to a song . . . every song is a memory to me! Shelley reads about adventures, I HAVE THEM! There is a big difference, between the two of us, but as fate, or family would have it, after, I got poisoned, or whatever, all people with PICK's DISEASE ARE DEAD, so another miracle, no, just a disease that was used to mask, the poison, and kill me without question, but for the dose and my Diet Coke! LOL. But, I moved in Shelley's houses, after I was poisoned, and they were, modest, even by Logan, Utah standards . . . when, Shelley and her crew moved in with me, practicing law, again, with money, they lived in style, best on the block, in Rachel's old house, HOUSE OF CARDS, as she said, more meaningful, now, both sisters are connected to the White House and Washington, D.C., using my name, credentials, blah, blah, blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shelley Belly, sold books to elementary school librarians . . . school bells, and Blue Bird School Buses! HER!
STURGIS OR DIE . . . T-SHIRT AT POV. WITH SKULL, WORD CARVED, "MA." ALL THE SHIRTS AND SAYINGS AT THE POVERELLO ARE COMMUNICATIONS, CIA STYLE, MOB STYLE, AND SHELLEY STYLE . . . THIS MORNING SOME CHICK, LOOKING LIKE SHELLEY, HAD A "S" IN THE SUPER MAN STYLE! ALL COMMUNICATIONS!
In, Logan, as part of community service, Shelley, after getting off, securities fraud violations, had to work with the CHILDREN'S JUSTICE CENTER, that was being built in Logan or Cache County, so she hooked into my crowd at the Utah Attorney General's Office, and also, with all the defendants, on my later, $357 million securities case, against, the state of Utah, Governor, Attorney General, Department of Commerce and Division of Securities . . . I knew little of this background, until, I took my case. But, I believe, that Shelley hooked up with, not only the government players, who, I sued, but, had formerly been friends, and colleagues with, but she hooked up with, the American Mafia, the Hell's Angels, and motorcycle clubs, through, BACA or BIKERS AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! I think this created the strange mix of characters, connecting and protecting, Shelley, in this whole thing, bringing in cops, prosecutors and judges who hated me, from 20 years before, for killing asset forfeiture, stopping government billing fraud units, and later, stopped, securities fraud units, attorneys, and the SEC, that Shelley had been formally charged with, as an SEC, filer for her mafia boss and her ex-husband, as well as my father, who had been under, 5 SEC investigations, cleared them both . . . me the good, or bad ass con law chick, vs, the securities fraud gang, teamed with government, now, to stop, me, in my law suits!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This first of four segments, was simply, me and Shelley, looking, like we did, back in the day, right around early, 2000, and we were coming out of this, not necessarily a shack, but a very small home, like the three actually, that Shelley, had, all on the same street, near Adams Elementary School, on 5th South, CAN'T REMEMBER THE ADDRESS, BUT ON THE SAME STREET AS THE SCHOOL, SO ADAMS IS ANOTHER, SIGN OR SYMBOLIC NAME . . . AMTRAK THAT WRECKED ON ITS MAIDEN RUN, IN RENTON, OUTSIDE SEATTLE . . . HAD THE NAME ADAMS ON THE WRECKED TRAIN . . . MONOPOLY MONEY, LAUNDERED FAST AND CHEAP, BLOWING OFF NORMAL, STANDARDS OF PROTECTION AND SAFETY! JUST LIKE THE ATHENE APARTMENTS FOR SENIOR, SHODDY, CONSTRUCTION AND LOSER MANAGEMENT WITH, LEASES THAT HAD TO BE RECALLED AND RESIGNED BECAUSE, THEY ARE "NOT" LEGAL????????????????????? I TOOK REAL ESTATE LAW CLASS, SHELLEY, MAY HAVE GOTTEN HER REAL ESTATE LICENSE, BUT SHE GENERALLY, DOESN'T BOTHER TO GET ANY LICENSE, SHE JUST LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In this first segment, me and her, were coming out of her house, and there were several men, following us, and for some reason, I didn't know, at the time, but, after, thinking the dream over and looking at the whole big picture, and what was being divinely, communicated, last night, these guys go way, way, way back!!!!!!!!!!!! THE STURGIS CREW???????????????????? Back in early, 2004, or so, Shelley introduced me to a guy, named, MIKE, can't remember his last name, but, like, HOLYFIELD OR OAK, or something, long like that, and rare, as I recall, he had, biker stuff all over his small house, up a street or two above, Shelley's houses. So, there was a gang of us, going to a small, sedan, it was raining, and dark, and the part of the dream just stopped, or so it seemed, or it flowed into the next segment.
THE GUYS, WERE IN THE CAR = VEHICLE? OF THE CRIMES? ME AND SHELLEY, GOT ON, A BMX BIKE--I THINK, THAT WOULD INDICATE A TIME REFERENCE, WITH OUR BOYS, BACK IN THE DAY, WHEN, WE TRADED, OFF OUR KIDS, BOTH DIVORCED, AND THEY WERE CLOSE, JESSE AND CHRIS, ISAAC AND ELLIOT, ALL INTO THE SAME STUFF, SKATEBOARDS AND BIKES, NOT SO MUCH, BUT, THAT ERA OF GEN-XERS! BUT YOUNG ONES. I WAS THE DRIVER, AND DID ALL THE WORK, WITH SHELLEY ON THE BACK OF THE BIKE! FREE RIDE, NO SHIT! NO DOUBT!
As I recall, the guys, and the car, just disappear, ghosts, spooks, I can't remember them in the dream at this point. What I do remember is the road, taking off from the car . . . it was rainy, muddy, and the road was a dirt road with, big ass, truck tire tracks, no smooth, ride, and almost impossible to ride a bike through, hard, messy, scary, and took a lot of effort, and at one point, I turn to Shelley as ask her if she wants to drive? NO, and she stays on back, and I do all the heavy peddling and lifting . . so right, spot on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The guys may have been watching us in the car, being us, but, who knows. What was interesting, was the construction sights, gray, gray and more gray. This morning on a bus, #11, we went near, Technology and Majestic, on the way to AT&T, or somewhere around there, near the ALL-STAR place or company, and there was new construction site that looked half baked, with cinder block, and, pillars, that had, some, lighter material on it . . . but, I couldn't tell, if the building or construction was done, or in the process of being done, but it reminded me of some of the construction sites in the dream, just messy roads, and gray, everywhere . . . that segment seemed to end, or morphed into the next one.
AGAIN, THIS WAS A SHACK, TYPE HOUSE, A SHANTY, OR DILAPIDATED, HOUSE, BUT, INSIDE IT SEEMED ORDERLY, IN ITS, POVERTY . . . THERE WAS A NICE LOOKING, ALMOST FBI AGENT LOOKING YOUNG MAN, DARK HAIR, GLASSES, AND CASUALLY, BUT NICELY DRESSED. HE SEEMED TO BE THE RENTER OR OWNER. AT SOME POINT, WE WERE GOING TO GO, AND I REMEMBERED THAT CHRIS, MY OLDEST SON, WAS IN ONE OF THE BACK ROOMS . . . HE LOOKED, MUCH, LIKE HE DOES NOW, NOT, MUCH DIFFERENT THAN HE LOOKED IN HIGH SCHOOL, BUT THE DREAM SEEMED TO GO FROM, BMX DAYS TO FBI DAYS? LOL. CHRIS WAS ASLEEP, AND I WOKE HIM UP! THAT PART OF THE DREAM SEEMED TO MAKE SENSE TO ME . . . CHRIS, HAS BEEN ASLEEP, WHILE ALL THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. IN THE DREAM, IT SEEMED, LIKE, OR THE FEELING WAS, THAT CHRIS HAD BEEN LEFT OUT, OR LEFT BEHIND, AND WAS ASLEEP . . . NOW, CHRIS, LIKE ELLIOT, DID MUSIC, STARTING, BACK IN THOSE BMX DAYS, HE DID, RECORD SCRATCHING, HIP HOP, ELECTRONIC KEYBOARDS, AND COMPUTERIZED MUSIC . . . HE NEVER SHARED HIS MUSIC, BUT FOR ONCE, AND HE PLAYED ME A COMPUTERIZED SONG, THAT WAS AMAZING . . . MY GOD INTEL, USING KEY NAMES, "BENJAMIN MOORE" THE PAINT STORE, LEADS ME TO BELIEVE, THAT WHILE ELLIOT'S BANDS OVER THE YEARS, HAVE BEEN, LOUD AND SEEN, CHRIS'S, WERE JUST FOR THE TAKING WITH NO COMPETITION BY BRETT, AND THE SAME SPIES, WHO, USED, PRISM SYSTEMS TO STEAL ELLIOT'S MUSIC, ALSO, HIJACKED, CHRIS'S MUSIC TOO, AND MARKETED HIM, GOING UNDETECTED, AND UNDER THE RADAR, WITH SONGS BEING SOLD TO THE LIKES OF JAY Z, BEYOUNCE' AND RIHANNA, POSSIBLY, MAKING MORE MONEY, THAN, ELLIOT'S THAT WAS USED ON DODGE DART COMMERCIALS, AND PLAYED AT TRUMP'S FIRST CONSERVATIVE SUMMIT IN, BOULDER COLORADO, WHERE KAY, LIVED, AND PROBABLY WHERE HER AND BRETT, LIVED AFTER THE FACT!
TWO TRAINS GOING, IN TANTUM, AS IF, THERE WERE ONLY ONE . . . SHELLEY . . . WHEN, ALL THE FIRE, STAR, LAW, AND BLOGGING POWER, WAS DONE BY ME, DATING BACK TO, WHEN, OUR BOYS WERE YOUNG, AND THEY WERE RIDING, BMX RACERS!
I CONTINUED TO BE PRODUCTIVE, LONG, AFTER, THEY PROBABLY SAID I WAS DEAD! I DON'T THINK, I WAS EVER ALLOWED TO SURFACE, FROM, 2000 ON! OUR FUCKED UP, FILM PRODUCING, CIA, AND CLOWN SHIT FBI, GOT INTO THE MUSIC, MOVIE, AND BLOGGING, WORLD, IN ADDITION TO BRINGING KAY, INTO TO COVER THE LEGAL, WHEN, SHELLEY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK WAS UP, AND I STARTED BACK INTO THE LAW!
IT'S IS ALL MINE, FROM A TO Z!
P.S., SHIT, I GOT TO THE POINT, WITH MY KIDS, WHEN, I WONDERED IF THEY, EVEN REMEMBERED, ME GOING TO LAW SCHOOL, WORKING AT THE AG'S OFFICE, DOING SOLO PRACTICE, GOING TO THE U.S. SUPREME COURT, AND I STILL WONDER, IF THEY, HAVE PUT, TWO AND TWO TOGETHER ON THE BLOG??????? SHIT, SHELLEY NEVER DID, JACK SHIT, NOT FOR HER KIDS, NOT IN THE WORLD OF WORK, NOT IN THE LAW, AND SUDDENLY, SHE IS THE GRAND POOH-PA????????
BRAINWASHING, FOREIGN AGENDA SPOUSES, HYPNOSIS? FUCK? LOBOTOMIES? LOL?????
SHELLEY, NEVER DROVE, ELLIOT, TYLER AND ISAAC, IN THEIR FIRST BAND, AND ALL OTHERS, EVEN ONE FUCKING TIME, IN 3 YEARS??????
MY KIDS ARE NOT DUMB ASSES, SO?????
SOMETHING ELSE GOING ON!
SHARKY'S KID CUTS?
BULL SHIT, THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF GOOD FOR THE GREATEST AMOUNT OF PEOPLE, SHIT? TELL THAT TO BILL GATES, TO JEFF BEZOS, TO OPRAH, TO WARREN BUFFET, FUCK?????????????????????????????????? I AM IN THEIR CATEGORY OF RICH! OR SHOULD BE! JEALOUSY, THAT GREEN MONSTER, AND NEW COLOR OF GREEN!